第14章
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  imperishable——theybloomoveruswhenwearenomore;nay,theyaccompanyusbeyondthegrave,theyspringupbeneathourfeetinheaven,theydelightuswithaneternalodor,fortheyareofthesoul,theypartakeofitsnature;theseofferingsaretemptationsovercome,andsinsrepented。

  Come,ohcome!losenotanothermoment;preparealreadyforthegreat,theawfuljourney,fromdarknesstolight,fromsorrowtobliss,fromcorruptiontoimmortality!ThisisthedayoftheLordtheSon,adaythatwehavesetapartforourdevotions。Thoughwemeetusuallyatnight,yetsomeamongstusaregatheredtogetherevennow。Whatjoy,whattriumph,willbewithusall,ifwecanbringonestraylambintothesacredfold!’

  ThereseemedtoApaecides,sonaturallypureofheart,somethingineffablygenerousandbenigninthatspiritofconversationwhichanimatedOlinthus——aspiritthatfounditsownblissinthehappinessofothers——thatsoughtinitswidesocialitytomakecompanionsforeternity。Hewastouched,softened,andsubdued。Hewasnotinthatmoodwhichcanbeartobeleftalone;curiosity,too,mingledwithhispurerstimulants——hewasanxioustoseethoseritesofwhichsomanydarkandcontradictoryrumourswereafloat。Hepausedamoment,lookedoverhisgarb,thoughtofArbaces,shudderedwithhorror,liftedhiseyestothebroadbrowoftheNazarene,intent,anxious,watchful——butforhisbenefits,forhissalvation!Hedrewhiscloakroundhim,soaswhollytoconcealhisrobes,andsaid,’Leadon,Ifollowthee。’

  Olinthuspressedhishandjoyfully,andthendescendingtotheriverside,hailedoneoftheboatsthatplyedthereconstantly;theyenteredit;anawningoverhead,whileitshelteredthemfromthesun,screenedalsotheirpersonsfromobservation:theyrapidlyskimmedthewave。Fromoneoftheboatsthatpassedthemfloatedasoftmusic,anditsprowwasdecoratedwithflowers——itwasglidingtowardsthesea。

  ’So,’saidOlinthus,sadly,’unconsciousandmirthfulintheirdelusions,sailthevotariesofluxuryintothegreatoceanofstormandshipwreck!wepassthem,silentandunnoticed,togaintheland。’

  Apaecides,liftinghiseyes,caughtthroughtheapertureintheawningaglimpseofthefaceofoneoftheinmatesofthatgaybark——itwasthefaceofIone。Theloverswereembarkedontheexcursionatwhichwehavebeenmadepresent。Thepriestsighed,andoncemoresunkbackuponhisseat。

  Theyreachedtheshorewhere,inthesuburbs,analleyofsmallandmeanhousesstretchedtowardsthebank;theydismissedtheboat,landed,andOlinthus,precedingthepriest,threadedthelabyrinthoflanes,andarrivedatlastatthecloseddoorofahabitationsomewhatlargerthanitsneighbors。Heknockedthrice——thedoorwasopenedandclosedagain,asApaecidesfollowedhisguideacrossthethreshold。

  Theypassedadesertedatrium,andgainedaninnerchamberofmoderatesize,which,whenthedoorwasclosed,receiveditsonlylightfromasmallwindowcutoverthedooritself。But,haltingatthethresholdofthischamber,andknockingatthedoor,Olinthussaid,’Peacebewithyou!’Avoicefromwithinreturned,’Peacewithwhom?’’TheFaithful!’answeredOlinthus,andthedooropened;twelveorfourteenpersonsweresittinginasemicircle,silent,andseeminglyabsorbedinthought,andoppositetoacrucifixrudelycarvedinwood。

  TheylifteduptheireyeswhenOlinthusentered,withoutspeaking;theNazarenehimself,beforeheaccostedthem,kneltsuddenlydown,andbyhismovinglips,andhiseyesfixedsteadfastlyonthecrucifix,Apaecidessawthatheprayedinly。Thisriteperformed,Olinthusturnedtothecongregation——’Menandbrethren,’saidhe,’startnottobeholdamongstyouapriestofIsis;hehathsojournedwiththeblind,buttheSpirithathfallenonhim——hedesirestosee,tohear,andtounderstand。’

  ’Lethim,’saidoneoftheassembly;andApaecidesbeheldinthespeakeramanstillyoungerthanhimself,ofacountenanceequallywornandpallid,ofaneyewhichequallyspokeoftherestlessandfieryoperationsofaworkingmind。

  ’Lethim,’repeatedasecondvoice,andhewhothusspokewasintheprimeofmanhood;hisbronzedskinandAsiaticfeaturesbespokehimasonofSyria——hehadbeenarobberinhisyouth。

  ’Lethim,’saidathirdvoice;andthepriest,againturningtoregardthespeaker,sawanoldmanwithalonggreybeard,whomherecognizedasaslavetothewealthyDiomed。

  ’Lethim,’repeatedsimultaneouslytherest——menwho,withtwoexceptions,wereevidentlyoftheinferiorranks。Intheseexceptions,Apaecidesnotedanofficeroftheguard,andanAlexandrianmerchant。

  ’Wedonot,’recommencedOlinthus——’wedonotbindyoutosecrecy;weimposeonyounooaths(assomeofourweakerbrethrenwoulddo)nottobetrayus。

  Itistrue,indeed,thatthereisnoabsolutelawagainstus;butthemultitude,moresavagethantheirrulers,thirstforourlives。So,myfriends,whenPilatewouldhavehesitated,itwasthepeoplewhoshouted\"Christtothecross!\"Butwebindyounottooursafety——no!Betrayustothecrowd——impeach,calumniate,malignusifyouwill——weareabovedeath,weshouldwalkcheerfullytothedenofthelion,ortherackofthetorturer——wecantrampledownthedarknessofthegrave,andwhatisdeathtoacriminaliseternitytotheChristian。’

  Alowandapplaudingmurmurranthroughtheassembly。

  ’Thoucomestamongstusasanexaminer,mayestthouremainaconvert!Ourreligion?youbeholdit!Yoncrossoursoleimage,yonscrollthemysteriesofourCaereandEleusis!Ourmorality?itisinourlives!——sinnersweallhavebeen;whonowcanaccuseusofacrime?wehavebaptizedourselvesfromthepast。Thinknotthatthisisofus,itisofGod。Approach,Medon,’

  beckoningtotheoldslavewhohadspokenthirdfortheadmissionofApaecides,’thouartthesolemanamongstuswhoisnotfree。Butinheaven,thelastshallbefirst:sowithus。Unfoldyourscroll,readandexplain。’

  UselesswoulditbeforustoaccompanythelectureofMedon,orthecommentsofthecongregation。Familiarnowarethosedoctrines,thenstrangeandnew。EighteencenturieshaveleftuslittletoexpoundupontheloreofScriptureorthelifeofChrist。Tous,too,therewouldseemlittlecongenialinthedoubtsthatoccurredtoaheathenpriest,andlittlelearnedintheanswerstheyreceivefrommenuneducated,rude,andsimple,possessingonlytheknowledgethattheyweregreaterthantheyseemed。

  TherewasonethingthatgreatlytouchedtheNeapolitan:whenthelecturewasconcluded,theyheardaverygentleknockatthedoor;thepasswordwasgiven,andrepliedto;thedooropened,andtwoyoungchildren,theeldestofwhommighthavetolditsseventhyear,enteredtimidly;theywerethechildrenofthemasterofthehouse,thatdarkandhardySyrian,whoseyouthhadbeenspentinpillageandbloodshed。Theeldestofthecongregation(itwasthatoldslave)openedtothemhisarms;theyfledtotheshelter——theycrepttohisbreast——andhishardfeaturessmiledashecaressedthem。Andthentheseboldandferventmen,nursedinvicissitude,beatenbytheroughwindsoflife——menofmailedandimperviousfortitude,readytoaffrontaworld,preparedfortormentandarmedfordeath——men,whopresentedallimaginablecontrasttotheweaknerves,thelighthearts,thetenderfragilityofchildhood,crowdedroundtheinfants,smoothingtheirruggedbrowsandcomposingtheirbeardedlipstokindlyandfosteringsmiles:andthentheoldmanopenedthescrollandhetaughttheinfantstorepeatafterhimthatbeautifulprayerwhichwestilldedicatetotheLord,andstillteachtoourchildren;andthenhetoldthem,insimplephrase,ofGod’slovetotheyoung,andhownotasparrowfallsbutHiseyeseesit。ThislovelycustomofinfantinitiationwaslongcherishedbytheearlyChurch,inmemoryofthewordswhichsaid,’Sufferlittlechildrentocomeuntome,andforbidthemnot’;andwasperhapstheoriginofthesuperstitiouscalumnywhichascribedtotheNazarenesthecrimewhichtheNazarenes,whenvictorious,attributedtotheJew,viz。thedecoyingchildrentohideousrites,atwhichtheyweresecretlyimmolated。

  Andthesternpaternalpenitentseemedtofeelintheinnocenceofhischildrenareturnintoearlylife——lifeereyetitsinned:hefollowedthemotionoftheiryounglipswithanearnestgaze;hesmiledastheyrepeated,withhushedandreverentlooks,theholywords:andwhenthelessonwasdone,andtheyran,released,andgladlytohisknee,heclaspedthemtohisbreast,kissedthemagainandagain,andtearsflowedfastdownhischeek——tears,ofwhichitwouldhavebeenimpossibletotracethesource,somingledtheywerewithjoyandsorrow,penitenceandhope——remorseforhimselfandloveforthem!

  Something,Isay,therewasinthisscenewhichpeculiarlyaffectedApaecides;and,intruth,itisdifficulttoconceiveaceremonymoreappropriatetothereligionofbenevolence,moreappealingtothehouseholdandeverydayaffections,strikingamoresensitivechordinthehumanbreast。

  Itwasatthistimethataninnerdooropenedgently,andaveryoldmanenteredthechamber,leaningonastaff。Athispresence,thewholecongregationrose;therewasanexpressionofdeep,affectionaterespectuponeverycountenance;andApaecides,gazingonhiscountenance,feltattractedtowardshimbyanirresistiblesympathy。Nomaneverlookeduponthatfacewithoutlove;fortherehaddweltthesmileoftheDeity,theincarnationofdivinestlove——andthegloryofthesmilehadneverpassedaway。

  ’Mychildren,Godbewithyou!’saidtheoldman,stretchinghisarms;andashespoketheinfantsrantohisknee。Hesatdown,andtheynestledfondlytohisbosom。Itwasbeautifultoseethatminglingoftheextremesoflife——theriversgushingfromtheirearlysource——themajesticstreamglidingtotheoceanofeternity!Asthelightofdecliningdayseemstomingleearthandheaven,makingtheoutlineofeachscarcevisible,andblendingtheharshmountain—topswiththesky,evensodidthesmileofthatbenignoldageappeartohallowtheaspectofthosearound,toblendtogetherthestrongdistinctionsofvaryingyears,andtodiffuseoverinfancyandmanhoodthelightofthatheavenintowhichitmustsosoonvanishandbelost。

  ’Father,’saidOlinthus,’thouonwhoseformthemiracleoftheRedeemerworked;thouwhowertsnatchedfromthegravetobecomethelivingwitnessofHismercyandHispower;behold!astrangerinourmeeting——anewlambgatheredtothefold!’

  ’Letmeblesshim,’saidtheoldman:thethronggaveway。Apaecidesapproachedhimasbyaninstinct:hefellonhiskneesbeforehim——theoldmanlaidhishandonthepriest’shead,andblessedhim,butnotaloud。Ashislipsmoved,hiseyeswereupturned,andtears——thosetearsthatgoodmenonlyshedinthehopeofhappinesstoanother——flowedfastdownhischeeks。

  Thechildrenwereoneithersideoftheconvert;hisheartwastheirs——hehadbecomeasoneofthem——toenterintothekingdomofHeaven。

  ChapterIV

  THESTREAMOFLOVERUNSON。WHITHER?

  DAYSarelikeyearsintheloveoftheyoung,whennobar,noobstacle,isbetweentheirhearts——whenthesunshines,andthecourserunssmooth——whentheirloveisprosperousandconfessed。IonenolongerconcealedfromGlaucustheattachmentshefeltforhim,andtheirtalknowwasonlyoftheirlove。Overtheraptureofthepresentthehopesofthefutureglowedliketheheavenabovethegardensofspring。Theywentintheirtrustfulthoughtsfardownthestreamoftime:theylaidoutthechartoftheirdestinytocome;theysufferedthelightofto—daytosuffusethemorrow。

  Intheyouthoftheirheartsitseemedasifcare,andchange,anddeath,wereasthingsunknown。PerhapstheylovedeachotherthemorebecausetheconditionoftheworldlefttoGlaucusnoaimandnowishbutlove;becausethedistractionscommoninfreestatestomen’saffectionsexistednotfortheAthenian;becausehiscountrywooedhimnottothebustleofcivillife;

  becauseambitionfurnishednocounterpoisetolove:and,therefore,overtheirschemesandprojects,loveonlyreigned。Intheironagetheyimaginedthemselvesofthegolden,doomedonlytoliveandtolove。

  Tothesuperficialobserver,whointerestshimselfonlyincharactersstronglymarkedandbroadlycolored,boththeloversmayseemoftooslightandcommonplaceamould:inthedelineationofcharacterspurposelysubdued,thereadersometimesimaginesthatthereisawantofcharacter;perhaps,indeed,Iwrongtherealnatureofthesetwoloversbynotpaintingmoreimpressivelytheirstrongerindividualities。Butindwellingsomuchontheirbrightandbirdlikeexistence,Iaminfluencedalmostinsensiblybytheforethoughtofthechangesthatawaitthem,andforwhichtheyweresoillprepared。Itwasthisverysoftnessandgaietyoflifethatcontrastedmoststronglythevicissitudesoftheircomingfate。Fortheoakwithoutfruitorblossom,whosehardandruggedheartisfittedforthestorm,thereislessfearthanforthedelicatebranchesofthemyrtle,andthelaughingclustersofthevine。

  TheyhadnowadvancedfarintoAugust——thenextmonththeirmarriagewasfixed,andthethresholdofGlaucuswasalreadywreathedwithgarlands;andnightly,bythedoorofIone,hepouredforththerichlibations。Heexistednolongerforhisgaycompanions;hewaseverwithIone。Inthemorningstheybeguiledthesunwithmusic:intheeveningstheyforsookthecrowdedhauntsofthegayforexcursionsonthewater,oralongthefertileandvine—cladplainsthatlaybeneaththefatalmountofVesuvius。Theearthshooknomore;thelivelyPompeiansforgoteventhattherehadgoneforthsoterribleawarningoftheirapproachingdoom。Glaucusimaginedthatconvulsion,inthevanityofhisheathenreligion,anespecialinterpositionofthegods,lessinbehalfofhisownsafetythanthatofIone。Heofferedupthesacrificesofgratitudeatthetemplesofhisfaith;andeventhealtarofIsiswascoveredwithhisvotivegarlands——astotheprodigyoftheanimatedmarble,heblushedattheeffectithadproducedonhim。Hebelievedit,indeed,tohavebeenwroughtbythemagicofman;buttheresultconvincedhimthatitbetokenednottheangerofagoddess。

  OfArbaces,theyheardonlythathestilllived;stretchedonthebedofsuffering,herecoveredslowlyfromtheeffectoftheshockhehadsustained——helefttheloversunmolested——butitwasonlytobroodoverthehourandthemethodofrevenge。

  AlikeintheirmorningsatthehouseofIone,andintheireveningexcursions,Nydiawasusuallytheirconstant,andoftentheirsolecompanion。Theydidnotguessthesecretfireswhichconsumedher——theabruptfreedomwithwhichshemingledintheirconversation——hercapriciousandoftenherpeevishmoodsfoundreadyindulgenceintherecollectionoftheservicetheyowedher,andtheircompassionforheraffliction。Theyfeltaninterestinher,perhapsthegreaterandmoreaffectionatefromtheverystrangenessandwaywardnessofhernature,hersingularalternationsofpassionandsoftness——themixtureofignoranceandgenius——ofdelicacyandrudeness——ofthequickhumorsofthechild,andtheproudcalmnessofthewoman。Althoughsherefusedtoacceptoffreedom,shewasconstantlysufferedtobefree;shewentwhereshelisted;nocurbwasputeitheronherwordsoractions;theyfeltforonesodarklyfated,andsosusceptibleofeverywound,thesamepityingandcompliantindulgencethemotherfeelsforaspoiledandsicklychild——dreadingtoimposeauthority,evenwheretheyimagineditforherbenefit。Sheavailedherselfofthislicensebyrefusingthecompanionshipoftheslavewhomtheywishedtoattendher。

  Withtheslenderstaffbywhichsheguidedhersteps,shewentnow,asinherformerunprotectedstate,alongthepopulousstreets:itwasalmostmiraculoustoperceivehowquicklyandhowdexterouslyshethreadedeverycrowd,avoidingeverydanger,andcouldfindherbenightedwaythroughthemostintricatewindingsofthecity。ButherchiefdelightwasstillinvisitingthefewfeetofgroundwhichmadethegardenofGlaucus——intendingtheflowersthatatleastrepaidherlove。Sometimessheenteredthechamberwherehesat,andsoughtaconversation,whichshenearlyalwaysbrokeoffabruptly——forconversationwithGlaucusonlytendedtoonesubject——Ione;andthatnamefromhislipsinflictedagonyuponher。OftenshebitterlyrepentedtheserviceshehadrenderedtoIone:oftenshesaidinly,’Ifshehadfallen,Glaucuscouldhavelovedhernolonger’;andthendarkandfearfulthoughtscreptintoherbreast。

  Shehadnotexperiencedfullythetrialsthatwereinstoreforher,whenshehadbeenthusgenerous。ShehadneverbeforebeenpresentwhenGlaucusandIoneweretogether;shehadneverheardthatvoicesokindtoher,somuchsoftertoanother。TheshockthatcrushedherheartwiththetidingsthatGlaucusloved,hadatfirstonlysaddenedandbenumbed——bydegreesjealousytookawilderandfiercershape;itpartookofhatred——itwhisperedrevenge。Asyouseethewindonlyagitatethegreenleafuponthebough,whiletheleafwhichhaslainwitheredandsearedontheground,bruisedandtrampledupontillthesapandlifearegone,issuddenlywhirledaloft——nowhere——nowthere——withoutstayandwithoutrest;sothelovewhichvisitsthehappyandthehopefulhathbutfreshnessonitswings!itsviolenceisbutsportive。Buttheheartthathathfallenfromthegreenthingsoflife,thatiswithouthope,thathathnosummerinitsfibres,istornandwhirledbythesamewindthatbutcaressesitsbrethren——ithathnoboughtoclingto——itisdashedfrompathtopath——tillthewindsfall,anditiscrushedintothemireforever。

  ThefriendlesschildhoodofNydiahadhardenedprematurelyhercharacter;

  perhapstheheatedscenesofprofligacythroughwhichshehadpassed,seeminglyunscathed,hadripenedherpassions,thoughtheyhadnotsulliedherpurity。TheorgiesofBurbomightonlyhavedisgusted,thebanquetsoftheEgyptianmightonlyhaveterrified,atthemoment;butthewindsthatpassunheededoverthesoilleaveseedsbehindthem。Asdarkness,too,favorstheimagination,so,perhaps,herveryblindnesscontributedtofeedwithwildanddeliriousvisionstheloveoftheunfortunategirl。ThevoiceofGlaucushadbeenthefirstthathadsoundedmusicallytoherear;hiskindnessmadeadeepimpressionuponhermind;whenhehadleftPompeiiintheformeryear,shehadtreasuredupinherhearteverywordhehaduttered;andwhenanyonetoldherthatthisfriendandpatronofthepoorflower—girlwasthemostbrilliantandthemostgracefuloftheyoungrevellersofPompeii,shehadfeltapleasingprideinnursinghisrecollection。Eventhetaskwhichsheimposeduponherself,oftendinghisflowers,servedtokeephiminhermind;sheassociatedhimwithallthatwasmostcharmingtoherimpressions;andwhenshehadrefusedtoexpresswhatimageshefanciedIonetoresemble,itwaspartly,perhaps,thatwhateverwasbrightandsoftinnatureshehadalreadycombinedwiththethoughtofGlaucus。Ifanyofmyreaderseverlovedatanagewhichtheywouldnowsmiletoremember——anageinwhichfancyforestalledthereason,letthemsaywhetherthatlove,amongallitsstrangeandcomplicateddelicacies,wasnot,aboveallotherandlaterpassions,susceptibleofjealousy?Iseeknotherethecause:Iknowthatitiscommonlythefact。

  WhenGlaucusreturnedtoPompeii,Nydiahadtoldanotheryearoflife;thatyear,withitssorrows,itsloneliness,itstrials,hadgreatlydevelopedhermindandheart;andwhentheAtheniandrewherunconsciouslytohisbreast,deemingherstillinsoulasinyearsachild——whenhekissedhersmoothcheek,andwoundhisarmroundhertremblingframe,Nydiafeltsuddenly,andasbyrevelation,thatthosefeelingsshehadlongandinnocentlycherishedwereoflove。DoomedtoberescuedfromtyrannybyGlaucus——doomedtotakeshelterunderhisroof——doomedtobreathe,butforsobriefatime,thesameair——anddoomed,inthefirstrushofathousandhappy,grateful,delicioussentimentsofanoverflowingheart,tohearthathelovedanother;tobecommissionedtothatother,themessenger,theminister;tofeelallatoncethatutternothingnesswhichshewas——whichsheevermustbe,butwhich,tillthen,heryoungmindhadnottaughther——thatutternothingnesstohimwhowasalltoher;whatwonderthat,inherwildandpassionatesoul,alltheelementsjarreddiscordant;thatiflovereignedoverthewhole,itwasnotthelovewhichisbornofthemoresacredandsoftemotions?SometimesshedreadedonlylestGlaucusshoulddiscoverhersecret;sometimesshefeltindignantthatitwasnotsuspected:

  itwasasignofcontempt——couldheimaginethatshepresumedsofar?HerfeelingstoIoneebbedandflowedwitheveryhour;nowshelovedherbecausehedid;nowshehatedhimforthesamecause。Thereweremomentswhenshecouldhavemurderedherunconsciousmistress;momentswhenshecouldhavelaiddownlifeforher。Thesefierceandtremulousalternationsofpassionweretooseveretobebornelong。Herhealthgaveway,thoughshefeltitnot——hercheekpaled——herstepgrewfeebler——tearscametohereyesmoreoften,andrelievedherless。

  Onemorning,whensherepairedtoherusualtaskinthegardenoftheAthenian,shefoundGlaucusunderthecolumnsoftheperistyle,withamerchantofthetown;hewasselectingjewelsforhisdestinedbride。Hehadalreadyfittedupherapartment;thejewelsheboughtthatdaywereplacedalsowithinit——theywereneverfatedtogracethefairformofIone;

  theymaybeseenatthisdayamongthedisinterredtreasuresofPompeii,inthechambersofthestudioatNaples。

  ’Comehither,Nydia;putdownthyvase,andcomehither。Thoumusttakethischainfromme——stay——there,Ihaveputiton。There,Servilius,doesitnotbecomeher?’

  ’Wonderfully!’answeredthejeweller;forjewellerswerewell—bredandflatteringmen,evenatthatday。’Butwhentheseear—ringsglitterintheearsofthenobleIone,then,byBacchus!youwillseewhethermyartaddsanythingtobeauty。’

  ’Ione?’repeatedNydia,whohadhithertoacknowledgedbysmilesandblushesthegiftofGlaucus。

  ’Yes,’repliedtheAthenian,carelesslytoyingwiththegems;’IamchoosingapresentforIone,buttherearenoneworthyofher。’

  HewasstartledashespokebyanabruptgestureofNydia;shetorethechainviolentlyfromherneck,anddasheditontheground。

  ’Howisthis?What,Nydia,dostthounotlikethebauble?artthouoffended?’

  ’Youtreatmeeverasaslaveandasachild,’repliedtheThessalian,withill—suppressedsobs,andsheturnedhastilyawaytotheoppositecornerofthegarden。

  Glaucusdidnotattempttofollow,ortosoothe;hewasoffended;hecontinuedtoexaminethejewelsandtocommentontheirfashion——toobjecttothisandtopraisethat,andfinallytobetalkedbythemerchantintobuyingall;thesafestplanforalover,andaplanthatanyonewilldorighttoadopt,providedalwaysthathecanobtainanIone!

  Whenhehadcompletedhispurchaseanddismissedthejeweller,heretiredintohischamber,dressed,mountedhischariot,andwenttoIone。Hethoughtnomoreoftheblindgirl,orheroffence;hehadforgottenboththeoneandtheother。

  HespenttheforenoonwithhisbeautifulNeapolitan,repairedthencetothebaths,supped(if,aswehavesaidbefore,wecanjustlysotranslatethethreeo’clockcoenaoftheRomans)alone,andabroad,forPompeiihaditsrestaurateurs——andreturninghometochangehisdressereheagainrepairedtothehouseofIone,hepassedtheperistyle,butwiththeabsorbedreverieandabsenteyesofamaninlove,anddidnotnotetheformofthepoorblindgirl,bendingexactlyinthesameplacewherehehadlefther。Butthoughhesawhernot,herearrecognizedatoncethesoundofhisstep。

  Shehadbeencountingthemomentstohisreturn。Hehadscarcelyenteredhisfavoritechamber,whichopenedontheperistyle,andseatedhimselfmusinglyonhiscouch,whenhefelthisrobetimorouslytouched,and,turning,hebeheldNydiakneelingbeforehim,andholdinguptohimahandfulofflowers——agentleandappropriatepeace—offering——hereyes,darklyupheldtohisown,streamedwithtears。

  ’Ihaveoffendedthee,’saidshe,sobbing,’andforthefirsttime。Iwoulddieratherthancausetheeamoment’spain——saythatthouwiltforgiveme。

  See!Ihavetakenupthechain;Ihaveputiton:Iwillneverpartfromit——itisthygift。’

  ’MydearNydia,’returnedGlaucus,andraisingher,hekissedherforehead,’thinkofitnomore!Butwhy,mychild,wertthousosuddenlyangry?I

  couldnotdivinethecause?’

  ’Donotask!’saidshe,coloringviolently。’Iamathingfulloffaultsandhumors;youknowIambutachild——yousaysooften:isitfromachildthatyoucanexpectareasonforeveryfolly?’

  ’But,prettiest,youwillsoonbeachildnomore;andifyouwouldhaveustreatyouasawoman,youmustlearntogovernthesesingularimpulsesandgalesofpassion。ThinknotIchide:no,itisforyourhappinessonlyI

  speak。’

  ’Itistrue,’saidNydia,’ImustlearntogovernmyselfImustbide,Imustsuppress,myheart。Thisisawoman’staskandduty;methinkshervirtueishypocrisy。’

  ’Self—controlisnotdeceit,myNydia,’returnedtheAthenian;andthatisthevirtuenecessaryaliketomanandtowoman;itisthetruesenatorialtoga,thebadgeofthedignityitcovers!’

  ’Self—control!self—control!Well,well,whatyousayisright!WhenI

  listentoyou,Glaucus,mywildestthoughtsgrowcalmandsweet,andadeliciousserenityfallsoverme。Advise,ah!guidemeever,mypreserver!’

  ’Thyaffectionateheartwillbethybestguide,Nydia,whenthouhastlearnedtoregulateitsfeelings。’

  ’Ah!thatwillbenever,’sighedNydia,wipingawayhertears。

  ’Saynotso:thefirsteffortistheonlydifficultone。’

  ’Ihavemademanyfirstefforts,’answeredNydia,innocently。’Butyou,myMentor,doyoufinditsoeasytocontrolyourself?Canyouconceal,canyouevenregulate,yourloveforIone?’

  ’Love!dearNydia:ah!thatisquiteanothermatter,’answeredtheyoungpreceptor。

  ’Ithoughtso!’returnedNydia,withamelancholysmile。’Glaucus,wiltthoutakemypoorflowers?Dowiththemasthouwilt——thoucanstgivethemtoIone,’addedshe,withalittlehesitation。

  ’Nay,Nydia,’answeredGlaucus,kindly,diviningsomethingofjealousyinherlanguage,thoughheimagineditonlythejealousyofavainandsusceptiblechild;’Iwillnotgivethyprettyflowerstoanyone。Sithereandweavethemintoagarland;Iwillwearitthisnight:itisnotthefirstthosedelicatefingershavewovenforme。’

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