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  ’Clara,’saidConway,’IdonotknowwhenImayhaveanotherchanceofaskingforananswertomyquestion。Youheardmyquestion?’

  ’Yes,Iheardit。’

  ’Andwillyouanswerit?’

  ’Ifyouwishit,Iwill。’

  ’OfcourseIwishit。YouunderstandwhatIsaiduponthedoor—stepyesterday?’

  ’Idon’tthinkmuchofthat;mensaythosethingssooften。Whatyousaidbeforewasserious,Isuppose?’

  ’Serious!Heavens!DoyouthinkthatIamjoking?’

  ’MammawantsmetomarryMrMusselboro。’

  ’Heisavulgarbrute。Itwouldbeimpossible。’

  ’Itisimpossible;butmammaisveryobstinate。Ihavenofortuneofmyown——notashilling。Shetoldmetodaythatshewouldturnmeoutintothestreet。Sheforbademetocomehere,thinkingIshouldmeetyou;butIcame,becauseIhadpromisedMrsBroughton。Iamsurethatshewillnevergivemeoneshilling。’

  Dalrymplepausedforamoment。ItwascertainlytruethathehadregardedClaraVanSieverasanheiress,andhadatfirstbeenattractedtoherbecausehethoughtitexpedienttomarryanheiress。Buttherehadsincecomesomethingbeyondthat,andtherewasperhapslessofregretthanmostmenwouldhavefeltashegaveuphisgoldenhopes。Hetookherintohisarmsandkissedher,andcalledherhisown。’Nowweunderstandeachother,’hesaid。

  ’Ifyouwishittobeso。’

  ’Idowishit。’

  ’AndIshalltellmymothertodaythatIamengagedtoyou——unlesssherefusestoseeme。GotoMrsBroughtonnow。Ifeelthatwearealmostcrueltobethinkingofourselvesinthishouseatsuchatime。’UponthisDalrymplewent,andClaraVanSieverwaslefttoherreflections。

  Shehadneverbeforehadalover。Shehadneverhadevenafriendwhomshelovedandtrusted。Herlifehadbeenpassedatschooltillshewasnearlytwenty,andsincethenhadbeenvainlyendeavouringtoaccommodateherselfintotheabsolutepowerofamanwhowasnearlyastrangetoher!Butshedidlovehim,asshehadneverlovedanyoneelse;——andthen,ontheotherside,therewasMrMusselboro!

  Dalrymplewentupstairsforanhour,andClaradidnotseehimagainbeforeheleftthehouse。Itwascleartoher,fromMrsBroughton’sfirstwords,thatConwayhadtoldherwhathadpassed。’OfcourseI

  shallneverseenanythingmoreofeitherofyounow?’saidMrsBroughton。

  ’Ishouldsaythatprobablyyouwillseeagreatdealofusboth。’

  ’Therearesomepeople,’saidMrsBroughton,’whocandowellfortheirfriends,butcanneverdowellforthemselves。Iamoneofthem。Isawatoncehowgreatathingitwouldbeforbothofyoutobringyoutwotogether——especiallyforyou,Clara;andthereforeIdidit。ImaysaythatIneverhaditoutofmymindformonthspast。PoorDobbsmisunderstoodwhatIwasdoing。Godknowshowfarthatmayhavebroughtaboutwhathashappened。’

  ’Oh,MrsBroughton!’

  ’Ofcoursehecouldnotbeblindtoonething;——norwasI。Imentionitnowbecauseitisright,butIshallnever,neveralludetoagain。Ofcoursehesaw,andIsaw,thatConway——wasattachedtome。PoorConwaymeantnoharm。Iwasawareofthat。Buttherewastheterriblefact。I

  knewatoncethattheonlycureforhimwasamarriagewithsomegirlhecouldrespect。AdmiringyouasIdo,Iimmediatelyresolvedonbringingyoutotogether。Mydear,Ihavebeensuccessful,andIheartilytrustthatyoumaybehappierthanMariaBroughton。’

  MissVanSieverknewthewoman,understoodallthefacts,andpityingtheconditionofthewretchedcreature,boreallthiswithoutawordofrebuke。Shescornedtoputoutherstrengthagainstonewhowasintruthsoweak。

  CHAPTERLXVI

  REQUIESCATINPACE

  Thingsweregloomyatthepalace。IthasalreadybeensaidthatformaydaysafterDrTempest’svisittoBarchestertheintercoursebetweenthebishopandMrsProudiehadnotbeenofapleasantnature。Hehadbecomesosilent,sosullen,andsosolitaryinhisways,thatevenhercouragehadbeenalmostcowed,andforawhileshehadcondescendedtousegentlermethods,withthehopethatshemightthusbringherlordroundtohisusualstateofactivesubmission;orperhaps,ifwestrivetodoherfulljustice,wemaysayofherthathereffortwasmadeconscientiously,withtheideaofinducinghimtodohisdutywithproperactivity。Forshewasawomannotwithoutaconscience,andbynomeansindifferenttotherealservicewhichherhusband,asbishopofthediocese,wasboundtorendertotheaffairsoftheChurcharoundher。Ofherownstrugglesafterpersonaldominionshewasherselfunconscious;andnodoubttheygaveher,whenrecognisedandacknowledgedbyherself,manystabstoherinnerself,ofwhichnosinglebeingintheworldknewanything。Andnow,asafterawhileshefailedinproducinganyameliorationinthebishop’smood,hertemperalsogaveway,andthingswerebecomingverygloomyandunpleasant。

  Thebishopandhiswifewereatpresentaloneinthepalace。Theirmarrieddaughterandherhusbandhadleftthem,andtheunmarrieddaughterwasalsoaway。Howfarthebishop’smoodmayhaveproducedthissolitudeinthevasthouseIwillnotsay。ProbablyMrsProudie’sstateofmindmayhavepreventedherfromhavingotherguestsintheplaceofthosewhohadgone。Shefeltherselftobealmostdisgracedintheeyesofallthosearoundherbyherhusband’slongabsencefromthecommonroomsofthehouseandbyhisdoggedsilenceatmeals。Itwasbetter,shethought,thattheytwoshouldbealoneinthepalace。

  Herowneffortstobringhimbacktosomethinglikelife,tosomeactivityofmindifnotbody,weremadeconstantly;andwhenshefailed,asshedidfaildayafterday,shewouldgoslowlytoherownroom,andlockherdoor,andlookbackinsolitudeatallthedaysofherlife。

  Shehadagoniesintheseminutesofwhichnoonenearherknewanything。

  Shewouldseizewithherarmthepartofthebednearwhichshewouldstand,andholdbyit,graspingit,asthoughshewereafraidtofall;

  andthen,whenitwasattheworstwithher,shewouldgotohercloset——aclosetthatnoeyeseversawunlockedbutherown——andfillforherselfandswallowsomedraughtandthenshewouldsitdownwiththeBiblebeforeher,andreaditsedulously。ShespenthourseverydaywithherBiblebeforeher,repeatingtoherselfwholechapters,whichsheknewalmostbyheart。

  Itcannotbesaidthatshewasabadwoman,thoughshehadinhertimedoneanindescribableamountofevil。Shehadendeavouredtodogood,failingpartlybyignoranceandpartlyfromtheeffectsofanunbridled,ambitioustemper。Andnow,evenamidstherkeenestsufferings,herambitionwasbynomeansdead。Shestilllongedtorulethediocesebymeansofherhusband,butwasmadetopauseandhesitatebytheunwontedmoodthathadfallenuponhim。Beforethis,onmorethanoneoccasion,andononeverymemorableoccasion,hehadendeavouredtocombather。Hehadfoughtwithher,strivingtoputherdown。Hehadfailed,andgivenupthehopeofanyescapefrohimselfinthatdirection。Onthoseoccasionshercouragehadneverquailedforamoment。Whileheopenlystruggledtobemaster,shecouldopenlystruggletobemistress——andcouldenjoythestruggle。Butnothinglikethishadevercomeuponhimbefore。

  Shehadyieldedtoitformanydays,strivingtocoaxhimbylittlesoftnessesofwhichsheherselfhadbeenashamedasshepractisedthem。

  Theyhadservedhernothing,andatlastshedeterminedthatsomethingelsemustbedone。Ifonlyforhissake,tokeepsomelifeinhim,somethingelsemustbedone。Werehetocontinueashewasnow,hemustgiveupthediocese,or,atanyrate,declarehimselftooilltokeepuptheworkingofitinhisownhands。HowshehatedMrCrawleyforallthesorrowthathehadbroughtuponherandherhouse!

  AnditwasstilltheaffairofMrCrawleywhichurgedherontofurtheraction。WhenthebishopreceivedMrCrawley’sletterhesaidnothingofittoher;buthehandeditovertohischaplain。Thechaplain,fearingtoactuponithimself,handedittoMrThumble,whoheknewtobeoneofthebishop’scommission,andMrThumble,equallyfearingresponsibilityinthepresentstateofaffairsatthepalace,foundhimselfobligedtoconsultMrsProudie。MrsProudiehadnodoubtastowhatshouldbedone。Themanhadabdicatedhisliving,andofcoursesomeprovisionmustbemadefortheservices。Shewouldagainmakeanattemptuponherhusband,andthereforeshewentintohisroomholdingMrCrawley’sletterinherhand。

  ’Mydear,’shesaid,’hereisMrCrawley’sletter。Isupposeyouhavereadit。’

  ’Yes,’saidthebishop;’Ihavereadit。’

  ’Andwhatwillyoudoaboutit?Somethingmustbedone。’

  ’Idon’tknow,’saidhe。Hedidnotevenlookatherashespoke。Hehadnotturnedhiseyesuponhersinceshehadenteredtheroom。

  ’But,bishop,itisaletterthatrequirestobeacteduponatonce。Wecannotdoubtthatthemanisdoingrightatlast。Heissubmittinghimselfwherehissubmissionisdue;buthissubmissionwillbeofnoavailunlessyoutakesomeactionuponhisletter。DoyounotthinkthatMrThumblehadbettergoover?’

  ’No,Idon’t。IthinkMrThumblehadbetterstaywhereheis,’saidtheirritatedbishop。

  ’What,then,wouldyouwishtobedone?’

  ’Nevermind,’saidhe。

  ’But,bishop,thatisnonsense,’saidMrsProudie,addingsomethingofseveritytothetoneofhervoice。

  ’No,itisn’tnonsense,’saidhe。Stillhedidnotlookather,norhadhedonesoforamomentsinceshehadenteredtheroom。MrsProudiecouldnotbearthis,andherangerbecamestrongerwithinherbreast,shetoldherselfthatshewouldbewrongtobearit。Shehadtriedwhatgentlenesswoulddo,andshehadfailed。Itwasnowimperativelynecessarythatsheshouldresorttosternermeasures。ShemustmakehimunderstandthathemustgiveherauthoritytosendMrThumbletoHogglestock。

  ’Whydoyounotturnroundandspeaktomeproperly?’shesaid。

  ’Idonotwanttospeaktoyouatall,’thebishopanswered。

  Thiswasverybad;——almostanythingwouldbebetterthanthis。Hewassittingnowoverthefire,withhiselbowsonhisknees,andhisfaceburiedinhishands。Shehadgoneroundtheroomsoastofacehim,andwasnowstandingalmostoverhim,butstillshecouldnotseehiscountenance。’Thiswillnotdoatall,’shesaid。’Mydear,doyouknowthatyouareforgettingyourselfaltogether?’

  ’IwishIcouldforgetmyself。’

  ’Thatmightbeallverywellifyouwereinapositioninwhichyouowednoservicetoanyone;or,rather,itwouldnotbewellthen,buttheevilwouldnotbesomanifest。Youcannotdoyourdutyinthedioceseifyoucontinuetosittheredoingnothing,withyourheaduponyourhands。

  Whydoyounotrally,andgettoyourworklikeaman?’

  ’Iwishyouwouldgoawayandleaveme,’hesaid。

  ’No,bishop。Iwillnotgoawayandleaveyou。Youhavebroughtyourselfintosuchaconditionthatitismydutyasyourwifetostaybyyou;andifyouneglectyourduty,Iwillnotneglectmine。’

  ’Itwasyouthatbroughtmetoit。’

  ’Nosir,thatisnottrue。Ididnotbringyoutoit。’

  ’Itisthetruth。’Andnowhegotupandlookedather。Foramomenthestooduponhislegs,andthensatdownagainwithhisfaceturnedtowardsher。’Itisthetruth。YouhavebroughtonmesuchdisgracethatIcannotholdupmyhead。Youhaveruinedme。IwishIweredead;anditisallthroughyouthatIamdriventowishit。’

  Ofallthatshehadsufferedinherlifethiswastheworst。Sheclaspedbothherhandstohersideasshelistenedtohim,andforaminuteortwoshemadenoreply。Whenheceasedfromspeakingheagainputhiselbowsinhiskneesandagainburiedhisfaceinhishands。Whathadshebetterdo,orhowwasitexpedientthatsheshouldtreathim?Atthiscrisisthewholethingwassoimportanttoherthatshewouldhavepostponedherownambitionandwouldhavecurbedhertemperhadshethoughtthatbydoingsoshemightinanydegreehavebenefitedhim。Butitseemedtoherthatshecouldnotrousehimbyconciliation。Neithercouldsheleavehimashewas。Somethingmustbedone。’Bishop,’shesaid,’thewordsthatyouspeakareverysinful,verysinful。’

  ’Youhavemadethemsinful,’hesaid。

  ’Iwillnothearthatfromyou。Iwillnotindeed。Ihaveendeavouredtodomydutybyyou,andIdonotdeserveit。Iamendeavouringtodomydutynow,andyoumustknowthatitwouldillbecomemetoremainquiescentwhileyouareinsuchastate。Theworldaroundyouisobservingyou,andknowsthatyouarenotdoingyourwork。AllIwantofyouisthatyoushouldarouseyourself,andgotoyourwork。’

  ’Icoulddomyworkverywell,’hesaid,’ifyouwerenothere。’

  ’Isuppose,then,youwishthatIweredead?’saidMrsProudie。Tothishemadenoreply,nordidhestirhimself。Howcouldfleshandbloodbearthis——femalefleshandblood——MrsProudie’sfleshandblood?Now,atlast,hertemperoncemoregotthebetterofherjudgment,probablymuchtoherimmediatesatisfaction,andshespokeout。’I’lltellyouwhatitis,mylord,ifyouareimbecile,Imustbeactive。ItisverysadthatIshouldhavetoassumeyourauthority——’

  ’Iwillnotallowyoutoassumemyauthority。’

  ’Imustdoso,orelsemustobtainamedicalcertificateastoyourincapacity,andbegthatsomeneighbouringbishopmayadministerthediocese。Thingsshallnotgoonastheyarenow。I,atanyrate,willdomyduty。IshalltellMrThumblethathemustgoovertoHogglestock,andarrangeforthedutiesoftheparish。’

  ’Idesirethatyouwilldonosuchthing,’saidthebishop,nowagainlookingupather。

  ’YoumaybesurethatIshall,’saidMrsProudie,andthenshelefttheroom。

  Hedidnotevenyetsupposethatshewouldgoabouthisthisworkatonce。Theconditionofhismindwasintruthbad,andwasbecomingworse,probably,fromdaytoday;butstillhedidmakehiscalculationsaboutthings,andnowreflectedthatitwouldbesufficientifhespoketohischaplaintomorrowaboutMrCrawley’sletter。SincetheterriblescenethatDrTempesthadwitnessed,hehadneverbeenabletomakeuphismindthatsomegreatstepwasnecessary。Thereweremomentsinwhichhethoughtthathewouldresignhisbishopric。Forsuchresignation,withoutacknowledgedincompetenceonthescoreofinfirmity,theprecedentswereveryfew;buteveniftherewerenoprecedents,itwouldbebettertodothatthentoremainwherehewas。Ofcoursetherewouldbedisgrace。Butthenitwouldbedisgracefromwhichhecouldhidehimself。Nowtherewasequaldisgrace;andhecouldnothidehimself。

  Andthensuchameasureasthatwouldbringpunishmentwherepunishmentwasdue。Itwouldbringhiswifetotheground——herwhohadbroughthimtotheground。Thesufferingshouldnotbeallhisown。Whenshefoundthatherincome,andherpalace,andherpositionwereallgone,thenperhapsshemightrepenttheevilthatshehaddonehim。Now,whenhewasleftalone,hismindwentbacktothis,andhedidnotthinkoftakingimmediatemeasures——measuresonthatveryday——topreventtheactionofMrThumble。

  ButMrsProudiedidtakeimmediatesteps。MrThumblewasatthismomentinthepalacewaitingforinstructions。ItwashewhohadbroughtMrCrawley’slettertoMrsProudie,andshenowreturnedtohimwiththatletterinherhand。Thereaderwillknowwhatwastheresult。MrThumblewassentofftoHogglestockatonceonthebishop’soldcob,and——aswillberemembered,fellintotroubleontheroad。Lateintheafternoon,heenteredthepalaceyardhavingledthecobbythebridlethewholewayhomefromHogglestock。

  SomehourortwobeforeMrThumble’sreturnMrsProudiereturnedtoherhusband,thinkingitbettertolethimknowwhatshehaddone。Sheresolvedtobeveryfirmwithhim,butatthesametimeshedeterminednottouseharshlanguageifitcouldbeavoided。’Mydear,’shesaid,’IhavearrangedwithMrThumble。’Shefoundhimonthisoccasionsittingathisdeskwithpapersbeforehim,withapeninhishand;andshecouldseeataglancethatnothinghadbeenwrittenonthepaper。

  Whatwouldshehavethoughthadsheknownthatwhenheplacedthesheetbeforehimhewasproposingtoconsultthearchbishopastotheproprietyofhisresignation!Hehadnot,however,progressedsofarastowriteeventhedateofhisletter。

  ’Youhavedonewhat?’saidhe,throwingdownhispen。

  ’IhavearrangedwithMrThumbleastogoingouttoHogglestock,’shesaidfirmly。’Indeedhehasgonealready。’Thenthebishopjumpedupfromhisseat,andrangthebellwithviolence。’Whatareyougoingtodo?’saidMrsProudie。

  ’Iamgoingtodepartfromhere,’hesaid。’Iwillnotstayheretobethemarkofscornforallmen’sfingers。Iwillresignthediocese。’

  ’Youcannotdothat,’saidhiswife。

  ’Icantry,atanyrate,’saidhe。Thentheservantentered。’John,’

  saidhe,addressingtheman,’letMrThumbleknowthemomenthereturnstothepalaceIwishtoseehimhere。Perhapshemaynotcometothepalace。Inthatcaseletwordbesenttohishouse。’

  MrsProudieallowedthemantogobeforesheaddressedherhusbandagain。’WhatdoyoumeantosaytoMrThumblewhenyouseehim?’

  ’Thatisnothingtoyou。’

  Shecameuptohimandputherhanduponhisshoulder,andspoketohimverygently。’Tom,’shesaid,’isthatthewayinwhichyouspeaktoyourwife?’

  ’Yes,itis。Youhavedrivenmetoit。WhyhaveyoutakenuponyourselftosendthatmantoHogglestock?’

  ’Becauseitwasrighttodoso。Icametoyouforinstructions,andyouwouldgivenone。’

  ’IshouldhavegivenwhatinstructionsIpleasedinpropertime。ThumbleshallnotgotoHogglestocknextSunday。’

  ’Whoshallgo,then?’

  ’Nevermind。Nobody。Itdoesnotmattertoyou。IfyouwillleavemenowIshallbeobligedtoyou。Therewillbeanendofallthisverysoon——verysoon。’

  MrsProudiestoodforawhilethinkingwhatshewouldsay;butshelefttheroomwithoututteringanotherword。Asshelookedathimahundreddifferentthoughtscameintohermind。Shehadlovedhimdearly,andshelovedhimstill;butsheknewnow——atthismomentfeltabsolutelysure——thatbyhimshewashated!Inspiteofallherroughnessandtemper,MrsProudiewasinthislikeotherwomen——thatshewouldfainhavebeenlovedhaditbeenpossible。Shehadalwaysmeanttoservehim。

  Shewasconsciousofthat;consciousalsoinawaythat,althoughshehadbeenindustrious,althoughshehadbeenfaithful,althoughshewasclever,yetshehadfailed。Atthebottomofherheartsheknewthatshehadbeenabadwife。Andyetshehadmeanttobeapatternwife!ShehadmeanttobeagoodChristian;butshehadsoexercisedherChristianitythatnotasoulintheworldlovedher,orwouldendureherpresenceifitcouldbeavoided!Shehadsufficientinsighttothemindsandfeelingsofthosearoundhertobeawareofthis。Andnowherhusbandhadtoldherthathertyrannytohimwassooverbearingthathemustthrowuphisgreatposition,andretiretoanobscuritythatwouldbeexceptionallydisgracefultothemboth,becausehecouldnolongerendurethepublicdisgracewhichherconductbroughtuponhiminhishighplacebeforetheworld!Herheartwastoofullforspeech;andshelefthim,veryquietlyclosingthedoorbehindher。

  Shewaspreparingtogouptoherchamber,withherhandonthebanistersandwithherfootuponthestairs,whenshesawtheservantwhohadansweredthebishop’sbell。’John,’shesaid,’whenMrThumblecomestothepalace,letmeseehimbeforehegoestomylord。’

  ’Yes,ma’am,’saidJohn,whowellunderstoodthenatureofthosequarrelsbetweenhismasterandhismistress。Butthecommandsofthemistresswerestillparamountamongtheservants,andJohnproceededonhismissionwiththeviewofaccomplishingMrsProudie’sbehests。ThenMrsProudiewentupstairstoherchamber,andlockedherdoor。

  MrThumblereturnedtoBarchesterthatday,leadingthebroken—downcob;andadreadfulwalkhehad。Hewasnotgoodatwalking,andbeforehecamenearBarchesterhadcometoentertainaviolenthatredforthebeastthathewasleading。Theleadingofahorsethatistired,orinpain,orevenstiffinhislimbs,isnotpleasantwork。Thebrutewillnotaccommodatehispacestotheman,andwillcontrivetomakehisheadveryheavyonthebridle。Andhewillnotwalkonthepartoftheroadwhichthemanintendsforhim,butwillleanagainsttheman,andwillmakehimselfaltogetherdisagreeable。Itmaybeunderstood,therefore,thatMrThumblewasnotinagoodhumourwhenheenteredthepalaceyard。Norwasaltogetherquietinhismindastotheinjurywhichhehaddonetotheanimal。’Itwasthebrute’sfault,’saidMrThumble。’Itcomesgenerallyofnotknowinghowtoride’em,’saidthegroom。ForMrThumble,thoughheoftenhadahorseoutoftheepiscopalstables,wasnotreadywithhisshillingstothemanwhowaiteduponhimwiththesteed。

  Hehadnot,however,cometoanysatisfactoryunderstandingrespectingthebrokenkneeswhenthefootmanfromthepalacetoldhimthathewaswanted。ItwasinvainthatMrThumblepleadedthathewasnearlydeadwithfatigue,thathehadwalkedallthewayfromHogglestockandmustgohometochangehisclothes。Johnwasperemptorywithhim,insistingthathemustwaitfirstuponMrsProudieandthenwaituponthebishop。

  MrThumblemightperhapshaveturnedadeafeartothelattercommand,buttheformerwasonewhichhefelthimselfboundtoobey。Soheenteredthepalace,rathercross,verymuchsoiledastohisouterman;

  andinthisconditionwentupacertainsmallstaircasewhichwasfamiliartohim,toasmallparlourwhichadjoinedMrsProudie’sroom,andthereawaitedthearrivalofthelady。Thatheshouldberequiredtowaitsomequarterofanhourwasnotsurprisingtohim;butwhenhalfanhourwasgone,andherememberedhimselfofhisownwifeathome,andofthedinnerwhichhehadnotyeteaten,heventuredtoringthebell。MrsProudie’sownmaid,MrsDraperbyname,cametohimandsaidthatshehadknockedtwiceatMrsProudie’sdoorandwouldknockagain。Twominutesafterthatshereturned,runningintotheroomwithherarmsextended,andexclaiming,’Ohheavens,sir;mistressisdead!’MrThumble,hardlyknowingwhathewasabout,followedthewomanintothebedroom,andtherehefoundhimselfstandingawe—struckbeforethecorpseofherwhohadsolatelybeenthepresidingspiritofthepalace。

  Thebodywasstillrestingonitslegs,leaningagainsttheendofthesideofthebed,whileoneofthearmswascloseclaspedroundthebed—post。Themouthwasrigidlyclose,buttheeyeswereopenasthoughtstaringathim。Neverthelesstherecouldbenodoubtfromthefirstglancethatthewomanwasdead。Hewentupclosetoit,butdidnotdaretotouchit。TherewasnoonethereasyetbutheandMrsDraper;——nooneelseknewwhathadhappened。

  ’It’sherheart,’saidMrsDraper。

  ’Didshesufferfromheartcomplaint?’heasked。

  ’Wesuspectedit,sir,thoughnobodyknewit。Shewasveryshyoftalkingaboutherself。’

  ’Wemustsendforthedoctoratonce,’saidMrThumble。’Wehadbettertouchnothingtillheishere。’Thentheyretreatedandthedoorwaslocked。

  Intenminuteseverybodyinthehouseknewitexceptthebishop;andintwentyminutesthenearestapothecarywithhisassistantwereintheroom,andthebodyhadbeenproperlylaiduponthebed。Eventhenthehusbandhadnotbeentold——didnotknoweitherhisrelieforhisloss。

  Itwasnowpastseven,whichwastheusualhourfordinneratthepalace,anditwasprobablethathewouldcomeoutofhisroomamongtheservants,ifhewerenotsummoned。WhenitwasproposedtoMrThumblethatheshouldgoinandtellhim,hepositivelydeclined,sayingthatthesightwhichhehadjustseenandtheexertionsofthedaytogether,hadsounnervedhim,thathehadnotphysicalstrengthforthetask。Theapothecary,whohadbeensummonedinahurry,hadescaped,probablybeingequallyunwillingtobethebearerofsuchacommunication。ThedutythereforefelltoMrsDraper,andunderthepressinginstanceoftheotherservantsshedescendedtohermaster’sroom。Haditnotbeenthatthehourofdinnerhadcome,sothatthebishopcouldnothavebeenleftmuchlongertohimself,theeviltimewouldhavebeenstillpostponed。

  Shewentveryslowlyalongthepassage,andwasjustgoingtopauseereshereachedtheroomwhenthedoorwasopenedandthebishopstoodclosebeforeher。Itwaseasytobeseenthathewascross。Hishandsandfacewereunwashedandhisfacewashaggard。Inthesedayshewouldnotevengothroughtheceremonyofdressinghimselfbeforedinner。’MrsDraper,’

  hesaid,’whydon’ttheytellmethatdinnerisready?Aretheygoingtogivemeanydinner?’Shestoodamomentwithoutansweringhim,whilethetearsstreameddownherface。’Whatisthematter?’saidhe。’Hasyourmistresssentyouhere?’

  ’Ohlaws!’saidMrsDraper——andsheputoutherhandstosupporthimifsuchsupportshouldbenecessary。

  ’Whatisthematter?’hedemandedangrily。

  ’Oh,mylord——bearitlikeaChristian。Mistressisn’tnomore。’Heleanedbackagainstthedoor—postandshetookholdofhimbythearms。

  ’Itwastheheart,mylord。DrFilgravehisselfhasnotbeenyet;butthat’swhatitwas。’Thebishopdidnotsayaword,butwalkedbacktohischairbeforethefire。

  CHAPTERLXVII

  INMEMORIAM

  Thebishopwhenhehadheardofthetidingsofhiswife’sdeathwalkedbacktohisseatoverthefire,andMrsDraper,thehousekeepercameandstoodoverhimwithoutspeaking。Thusshestoodfortenminuteslookingdownathimandlistening。Buttherewasnosound;notaword,noramoan,norasob。Itwasasthoughhealsoweredead,butthataslightirregularmovementofhisfingersonthetopofhisbaldhead,toldherthathismindandbodywerestillactive。’Mylord,’shesaidatlast,’wouldyouwishtoseethedoctorwhenhecomes?’Shespokeverylowandhedidnotanswerher。Then,afteranotherminuteofsilence,sheaskedthesamequestionagain。

  ’Whatdoctor?’hesaid。

  ’DrFilgrave。Wesentforhim。Perhapsheisherenow。ShallIgoandsee,mylord?’MrsDraperfoundthatherpositiontherewaswearyandshewishedtoescape。Anythingonhisbehalfrequiringtroubleorworkshewouldhavedonewillingly;butshecouldnotstandthereforever,watchingthemotionofhisfingers。

  ’IsupposeImustseehim,’saidthebishop。MrsDrapertookthisasanorderforherdeparture,andcreptsilentlyoutoftheroom,closingthedoorbehindherwiththelongprotractedelaborateclickwhichisalwaysproducedbyanattemptatsilenceonsuchoccasions。Hedidnotcarefornoiseorforsilence。Hadsheslammedthedoorhewouldnothaveregardedit。Awonderfulsilencehadcomeuponhimwhichforthetimealmostcrushedhim。Hewouldneverhearthatwell—knownvoiceagain!

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