\"The21stofJune。\"
\"Well,he’searlyenoughwithhisinvitation,\"shegrumbled。
\"Yes,heis,\"saidCynthia;andshelaughedforshameandpleasureassheconfessed,\"Iwasthinkinghewasratherlate。\"
Shehungherheadandturnedherfaceaway。ButMrs。Durginunderstood。
\"Yoube’nexpectin’itallalong,then。\"
\"Iguessso。\"
\"Ipresume,\"saidtheelderwoman,\"thathe’stalkedtoyouaboutit。
Henevertellsmemuch。Idon’tseewhyyoushouldwanttogo。What’sitlike?\"
\"Oh,Idon’tknow。Butit’sthedaythegraduatingclasshavetothemselves,andalltheirfriendscome。\"
\"Well,Idon’tknowwhyanybodyshouldwanttogo,\"saidMrs。Durgin。
\"Isha’n’t。Tellhimhewon’twanttoownmewhenheseesme。WhatamI
goin’towear,Ishouldliketoknow?Whatyougoin’towear,Cynthy?\"
XXVIII。
Jeff’splaceatHarvardhadbeentoolongfixedamongthejaystoallowthehopeofwhollyretrievinghisconditionnow。Itwastoolateforhimtobechoseninanyofthenicerclubsorsocieties,buthewasnotbeyondthemountingsentimentofcomradery,whichbeginstotellinthelastyearamongcollegemen,andwhichhaditsdueeffectwithhisclass。
Oneofthemen,whohadalwayshadafoibleforhumanity,tookadvantageoftheprevailingmoodinanotherman,andwroughtuponhimtoask,amongthefellowshewasaskingtoateaathisrooms,severalfellowswhoweredistinctlyandalmosttypicallyjay。Theteawasfortheauntofthemanwhogaveit,averyprettywomanfromNewYork,anditwassorichlyqualifiedbyyoungpeopleoffashionfromBostonthattheinfusionofthejayflavorcouldnotspoilit,ifitwouldnotratheraddanagreeablepiquancy。Thiscollegemoodcoincidedthatyearwithabenevolentemotioninthelargerworld,fromwhichfashionwasnotexempt。Societyhadjustbeenstirredbythereadingofacertainbook,whichhadthenaverygreatvogue,andseveralpeoplehadbeendownamongthewretchedattheNorthEnddoinggoodinaconscience—strickenefforttoavertthemillenniumwhichthebookinquestionseemedtothreaten。TheladywhomatronizedtheteawassaidtohavedonemoregoodthanyoucouldimagineattheNorthEnd,andshecaughtatthechancetomeetthecollegejaysinaspiritofChristiancharity。Whenthemanwhowasgoingtogivethetearathersheepishlyconfessedwhatthealtruisticmanhadgothiminfor,shepraisedhimsomuchthathewentawayfeelingliketheheroofaholycause。Shepromisedtheassistanceandsympathyofseveralbravegirls,whowouldnotbeafraidofallthejaysincollege。
Afterall,onlyoneofthejayscame。Notmany,infact,hadbeenasked,andwhenJeffDurginactuallyappeared,itwasnotknownthathewasboththefirstandthelastofhiskind。Theladywhowasmatronizingthetearecognizedhim,withathroeofherquickenedconscience,astheyoungfellowwhomshehadmettwowintersbeforeatthestudioteawhichMr。
WestoverhadgiventothosequeerFlorentinefriendsofhis,andwhomshehadneverthoughtofsince,thoughshehadthenpromisedherselftodosomethingforhim。Shehadthenevengivenhimsomevaguehintsofaprospectivehospitality,andsheconfessedhersinofomissioninaswiftbutgraphicretrospecttooneofherbravegirls,whileJeffstoodblockingoutaspaceforhisstalwartbulkamidthealienelegancejustwithinthedoorway,andthehostwasmakinghiswaytowardhim,withanoutstretchedhandofhardywelcome。
Atanearlierperiodofhisneglectandexclusion,Jeffwouldnothaverespondedtothebelatedoverturewhichhadnowbeenmadehim,fornoreasonthathecoulddivine。Buthehadnothingtolosebyacceptingtheinvitation,andhehadpromisedthealtruisticman,whomheratherliked;
hedidnotdislikethegiveroftheteasomuchassomeothermen,andsohecame。
Thebravegirlwhomthematronwaspreparingtodevotetohimstoodshrinkingwithatrepidationwhichshecouldnotconcealatsightofhisstrangemassiveness,withhisrust—goldhaircomingdowntowardhisthickyellowbrowsandmockingblueeyesinadensebang,andhisjawsquaringitselfundertheratherinsolentsmileofhisfullmouth。Thematronfeltthathervictimteasperhapsgoingtofailher,whenavoiceatherearsaid,asifthequestionwereextorted,\"Whointheworldisthat?\"
Sheinstantlyturned,andflashedoutinafewinspiredsyllablesthefactshehadjustimpartedtohertreacherousheroine。\"Doletmeintroducehim,MissLynde。Imustdosomethingforhim,whenhegetsuptome,ifheeverdoes。\"
\"Byallmeans,\"saidthegirl,whohadanimpulsetolaughattherudeforceofJeff’sfaceandfigure,sodisproportionedtotheoccasion,andsheventeditatthematron’stribulation。Thematronwasshakinghandswithpeoplerightandleft,andexchanginginaudiblebanalitieswiththem。Shedidnotknowwhatthegirlsaidinanswer,butshewasawarethatsheremainednearher。ShehadprofessedherjoyatseeingJeffagain,whenhereachedher,andsheturnedwithhimandsaid,\"LetmepresentyoutoMissLynde,Mr。Durgin,\"andsoabandonedthemtoeachother。
AsJeffhadnoneoftheanxietyforsocialsuccesswhichhewouldhavefeltatanearlierperiod,henowleftittoMissLyndetobeginthetalk,ornot,asshechose。Heborehimselfwithsomuchindifferencethatshewaspiquedtoanefforttoholdhiseyes,thatwanderedfromhertothisfaceandthatinthecrowd。
\"Doyoufindmanypeopleyouknow,Mr。Durgin?\"
\"Idon’tfindany。\"
\"Isupposedyoudidn’tfromthewayyoulookedatthem。\"
\"HowdidIlookatthem?\"
\"Asifyouwantedtoeatthem,andoneneverwantstoeatone’sfriends。\"
\"Why?\"
\"Oh,Idon’tknow。Theywouldn’tagreewithone。\"
Jeff,laughed,andhenowtookfullernoteoftheslendergirlwhostoodbeforehim,andswayedalittlebackward,inagracefulcurve。Hesawthatshehadadull,thickcomplexion,withliquideyes,setwideapartandslantedupwardslightly,andanosethatwasdeflectedinwardfromthestraightline;buthermouthwasbeautifulandvividlyredlikeacrimsonblossom。
\"Couldn’tyoufindmesomeplacetositdown,Mr。Durgin?\"sheasked。
Hehaditonhistonguetosay,\"Well,notunlessyouwanttositdownonsomeenemy,\"buthedidnotventurethis:whenitcomestodaringofthatsort,theboldestmaniscommonlyalittlebehindatimidwoman。
Severalofthefellowshadclubbedtheirrooms,andlentthemtothemanwhowasgivingthetea;heusedoneoftheapartmentsforacloak—room,andhemeanttheotherforthesocialoverflowfromhisown。Butpeoplealwaysprefertoremaindammed—uptogetherintheroomwheretheyarereceived,andMissLyndelookedbetweentheneighboringheads,andovertheneighboringshoulders,andsawtheborrowedapartmentquiteempty。
AtthemomentofthisdiscoverythehostcamefightinghiswayuptomakesurethatJeffhadbeenprovidedforinthewayofintroductions。HepromptlyintroducedhimtoMissLynde。Shesaid:\"Oh,that’sbeendone!
Can’tyouthinkofsomethingnew?\"Jefflikedthestyleofthis。
\"Idon’tmindit,butI’mafraidMr。Durginmustfinditmonotonous。\"
\"Oh,well,dosomethingoriginalyourself,then,MissLynde!\"saidthehost。\"Startamovementforthatroomacrossthepassage;that’smine,too,fortheoccasion;andsavesomeofthesepeople’slives。It’ssuffocatinginhere。\"
\"Idon’tmindsavingMr。Durgin’s,\"saidthegirl,\"ifhewantsitsaved。\"
\"Oh,Iknowhe’sjustdyingtohaveyousaveit,\"saidthehost,andheleftthem,toinspireotherpeopletofollowtheirexample。Butsuchasglancedacrossthepassageintotheoverflowroomseemedtothinkitnowthepossessionsolelyofthepioneersofthemovement。Atanyrate,theymadenoshowofjoiningthem;andafterMissLyndeandJeffhadlookedatthepicturesonthewallsandthephotographsonthemanteloftheroomwheretheyfoundthemselves,theysatdownonchairsfrontingtheopendoorandthedooroftheroomtheyhadleft。Thewindow—seatwouldhavebeenmoretoJeff’smind,andhehadproposedit,butthegirlseemednottohaveheardhim;shetookthedeepeasy—chairinfullviewofthecompanyopposite,andlefthimtopullupachairbesideher。
\"Ialwaysliketoseethepicturesinaman’sroom,\"shesaid,withalittlesighofrelieffromtheirinspectionandapartialyieldingofherfiguretotheluxuryofthechair。\"ThenIknowwhatthemanis。Thisman——Idon’tknowwhoseroomitis——seemstohavespentagooddealofhistimeatthetheatre。\"
\"Isn’tthatwheremostofthemspendtheirtime?\"askedJeff。
\"I’msureIdon’tknow。Isthatwhereyouspendyours?\"
\"Itusedtobe。I’mnotspendingmytimeanywherejustnow。\"Shelookedquestioningly,andheadded,\"Ihaven’tgotanytospend。\"
\"Oh,indeed!Isthatareason?Whydon’tyouspendsomebodyelse’s?\"
\"Nobodyhasany,thatIknow。\"
\"You’reallworkingoffconditions,youmean?\"
\"That’swhatI’mdoing,ortryingto。\"
\"Thenit’snevercertainwhetheryoucandoit,afterall?\"
\"Notsocertainastobefreefromexcitement,\"saidJeff,smiling。
\"AndareyouconsumedwiththemelancholythatseemstobeballingupallthemenattheprospectofhavingtoleaveHarvardandgooutintothehard,coldworld?\"
\"Idon’tlookit,doI?Jeffasked:
\"No,youdon’t。Andyoudon’tfeelit?You’renottryingconcealment,andsoforth?\"
\"No;ifI’dhadmyownway,I’dhaveleftHarvardbeforethis。\"Hecouldseethathisboldassumptionofdifference,orindifference,tolduponher。\"Icouldn’tgetoutintothehard,coldworldtoosoon。\"
\"Howfearless!Mostofthemdon’tknowwhatthey’regoingtodoinit。\"
\"Ido。\"
\"Andwhatareyougoingtodo?Orperhapsyouthinkthat’sasking!\"
\"Ohno。I’mgoingtokeepahotel。\"
Hehadhopedtostartleher,butsheasked,ratherquietly,\"Whatdoyoumean?\"andsheadded,asiftopunishhimfortryingtomystifyher:
\"I’veheardthatitrequiresgiftsforthat。Isn’ttheresomeproverb?\"
\"Yes。ButI’mgoingtotrytodoitonexperience。\"Helaughed,andhedidnotmindhertryingtohithim,forhesawthatbehadmadehercurious。
\"Doyoumeanthatyouhavekeptahotel?\"
\"Forthreegenerations,\"hereturned,withagravitythatmockedherfromhisboldeyes。
\"I’msureIdon’tknowwhatyoumean,\"shesaid,indifferently。\"Whereisyourhotel?InBoston——NewYork——Chicago?\"
\"It’sinthecountry——it’sasummerhotel,\"hesaid,asbefore。
Shelookedawayfromhimtowardtheotherroom。\"There’smybrother。
Ididn’tknowhewascoming。\"
\"ShallIgoandtellhimwhereyouare?\"Jeffasked,followingthedirectionofhereyes。
\"No,no;hecanfindme,\"saidthegirl,sinkingbackinherchairagain。
Helefthertoresumethetalkwhereshechose,andshesaid:\"Ifit’ssomethingancestral,ofcourse——\"
\"Idon’tknowasit’sthat,exactly。Mygrandfatherusedtokeepacountrytavern,andsoit’sintheblood,butthehotelImeanissomethingthatwe’veworkedupintofromafarmboarding—house。\"
\"Youdon’ttalklikeacountryperson,\"thegirlbrokein,abruptly。
\"NotinCambridge。Idointhecountry。\"
\"Andso,\"sheprompted,\"you’regoingtoturnitintoahotelwhenyou’vegotoutofHarvard。\"
\"It’sahotelalready,andaprettybigone;butI’mgoingtomaketherightkindofhotelofitwhenItakeholdofit。\"
\"Andwhatistherightkindofahotel?\"
\"That’salongstory。Itwouldmakeyoutired。\"
\"Itmight,butwe’vegottospendthetimesomehow。Youcouldbegin,andthenifIcouldn’tstandityoucouldstop。\"
\"It’seasiertostopfirstandbeginsomeothertime。IguessI’llletyouimaginemyhotel,MissLynde。\"
\"Oh,Iunderstandnow,\"saidthegirl。\"Thetablewillbethegreatthing。Youwillstuffpeople。\"
\"DoyoumeanthatI’mtryingtostuffyou?\"
\"HowdoIknow?Younevercantellwhatmenreallymean。\"
Jefflaughedwithmountingpleasureinheraudacity,thatimpartedasenseoftoleranceforhimsuchashehadexperiencedveryseldomfromtheBostongirlshehadmet;afterall,hehadmetbutfew。Itflatteredhimtohaveherdoubtwhathehadtoldherinhisrecklessindifference;
itimpliedthathewasfitforbetterthingsthanhotel—keeping。
\"Younevercantellhowmuchawomanbelieves,\"heretorted。
\"Andyoukeeptryingtofindout?\"
\"No,butIthinkthattheymightbelievethetruth。\"
\"You’dbettertrythemwithit!\"
\"Well,Iwill。DoyoureallywanttoknowwhatI’mgoingtodowhenI
getthrough?\"
\"Letmesee!\"MissLyndeleanedforward,withherelbowonherkneeandherchininherhand,andsoftlykickedtheedgeofherskirtwiththetoeofhershoe,asifindeepthought。Jeffwaitedforhertoplayhercomedythrough。\"Yes,\"shesaid,\"IthinkIdidwishtoknow——atonetime。\"
\"Butyoudon’tnow?\"
\"Now?HowcanItell?Itwasagreatwhileago!\"
\"Iseeyoudon’t。\"
MissLyndedidnotmakeanyreply。Sheasked,\"Doyouknowmyaunt,Durgin?\"
\"Ididn’tknowyouhadone。\"
\"Yes,everybodyhasanaunt——evenwhentheyhaven’tamother,ifyoucanbelievetheGilbertoperas。IaskbecauseIhappentolivewithmyaunt,andifyouknewhershemight——askyoutocall。\"MissLyndescannedJeff’sfacefortheeffectofthis。
Hesaid,gravely:\"Ifyou’llintroducemetoher,I’llaskhertoletme。\"
\"Wouldyou,really?\"saidthegirl。\"I’vehalfamindtotry。Iwonderifyou’dreallyhavethecourage。\"
\"Idon’tthinkI’measilyrattled。\"
\"YoumeanthatI’mtryingtorattleyou。\"
\"No——\"
\"I’mnot。MyauntisjustwhatI’vesaid。\"
\"Youhaven’tsaidwhatshewas。Isshehere?\"
\"No;that’stheworstofit。Ifshewere,Ishouldintroduceyou,justtoseeifyou’ddare。Well,someothertimeIwill。\"
\"Youthinkthere’llbesomeothertime?\"Jeffasked。
\"Idon’tknow。Thereareallkindsoftimes。By—the—way,whattimeisit?\"
Jefflookedathiswatch。\"Quarteraftersix。\"
\"ThenImustgo。\"Shejumpedtoherfeet,andfacedaboutforaglimpseofherselfinthelittleglassonthemantel,andputherhandonthelargepinkrosesmassedatherwaist。Oneheavybuddroppedfromitsstemtothefloor,where,whileshestood,theedgeofherskirtpulledandpushedit。Shemovedalittleasidetopeeroverataphotograph。
Jeffstoopedandpickeduptheflower,whichheofferedher。
\"Youdroppedit,\"hesaid,bowingoverit。
\"DidI?\"Shelookedatitwithaneffectofsurpriseanddoubt。
\"Ithoughtso,butifyoudon’t,Ishallkeepit。\"
Thegirlremovedhercarelesseyesfromit。\"Whentheybreakoffsoshort,theywon’tgoback。\"
\"IfIwerearose,Ishouldwanttogoback,\"saidJeff。
Shestoppedinoneofhermanyaversionsandreversions,andlookedathimsteadilyacrosshershoulder。\"Youwon’thavetokeepapoet,Mr。
Durgin。\"
\"Thankyou。Ialwaysexpectedtowritethecircularsmyself。I’llsendyouone。\"
\"Do。\"
\"Withthisrosepressedbetweentheleaves,soyou’llknow。\"
\"Thatwould,beverypretty。ButyoumusttakemetoMrs。Bevidge,now,ifyoucan。\"
\"IguessIcan,\"saidJeff;andinaminuteortwotheystoodbeforethematronizinghostess,afterapassagethroughthebabblingandlaughinggroupsthatlookedasimpossibleaftertheyhadmadeitasitlookedbefore。
Mrs。Bevidgegavethegirl’shandapressuredistinctfromtheofficialtouchofparting,andcontrivedtosay,forherhearingalone:\"Thankyousomuch,Bessie。You’vedonemissionarywork。\"
\"Ishouldn’tcallitthat。\"
\"Itwilldoforyoutosayso!Hewasn’treallysobad,then?Thankyouagain,dear!\"
Jeffhadwaitedhisturn。Butnow,afterthegirlhadturnedaway,asifshehadforgottenhim,hiseyesfollowedher,andhedidnotknowthatMrs。Bevidgewasspeakingtohim。MissLyndehadslimlylostherselfinthemass,tillshewasonlyagracefultiltofhat,beforesheturnedwithadistraughtair。WhenhereyesmetJeff’stheylightedupwithalookthatcomesintothefacewhenonerememberswhatonehasbeentryingtothinkof。Shegavehimabrilliantsmilethatseemedtoilluminehimfromheadtofoot,andbeforeitwasquenchedhefeltasifshehadkissedherhandtohimfromherrichmouth。
ThenheheardMrs。Bevidgeaskingsomethingaboutahall,andhewasawareofherbendinguponhimalookofthedaringhumanitythathadcarriedhertriumphantlythroughhergoodworksattheNorthEnd。
\"Oh,I’mnotintheYard,\"saidJeff,withbelatedintelligence。
\"ThenwilljustCambridgereachyou?\"
Hegavehisnumberandstreet,andshethankedhimwiththebenevolencethatavailedsomuchwiththelowerclasses。Hewentawaythrillingandtingling,withthatgirl’stonesinhisear,hermotionsinhisnerves,andthecolorsofherfacefillinghissight,whichheprintedontheairwheneverheturned,asonedoeswithavividlightafterlookingatit。
XXIX
WhenJeffreachedhisroomhefelttheneedofwritingtoCynthia,withwhateverobscureintentionofatonement。Hetoldherofthecollegeteahehadjustcomefrom,andmadefunofit,andthekindofpeoplehehadmet,especiallytheaffectedgirlwhohadtriedtorattlehim;hesaidheguessedshedidnotthinkshehadrattledhimagreatdeal。
WhilehewrotehekeptthinkinghowthisMissLyndewasnearerhisearlyidealoffashion,ofhighlife,whichWestoverhadprettywellsnubbedoutofhim,thananywomanhehadseenyet;sheseemedagirlwhowoulddowhatshepleased,andwouldnotbeafraidifitdidnotpleaseotherpeople。Helikedherhavingtriedtorattlehim,andhesmiledtohimselfinrecallingherfailure。Itwasasifshehadlaidholdofhimwithherlittlehandstoshakehim,andhadshakenherself。Helaughedoutinthedarkwhenthisimagecameintohismind;itsintimacyflatteredhim;andhebelievedthatitwasuponsomehintfromherthatMrs。Bevidgehadaskedhisaddress。Shemustbegoingtoaskhimtoherhouse,andverysoon,foritwaspartofJeff’smeagresocialexperiencethatthiswasthewayswellsdid;theymightneveraskyoutwice,buttheywouldaskyoupromptly。
ThethingthatMrs。BevidgeaskedJeffto,whenhernotereachedhimtheseconddayafterthetea,wasameetingtointerestyoungpeopleintheworkattheNorthEnd,andJeffsworeunderhisbreathatthedisappointmentandindignityputuponhim。Hehadreckoneduponanafternoontea,atleast,oreven,intheflightsoffancywhichhenowdisownedtohimself,adanceaftertheMid—Years,orpossiblyanearlierreceptionofsomesort。Heburnedwithshametothinkofatheatre—
party,whichhehadfondlyspecialized,withaseatnextMissLynde。
HetoreMrs。Bevidge’snotetopieces,anddecidednottoansweritatall,asthebestwayofshowinghowhehadtakenherinvitation。ButMrs。Bevidge’sbenevolencewasnotwantingincourage;shebelievedthatJeffshouldpayhisfootinginsociety,suchasitwas,andshouldallowhimselftobemadeuseof,thefirstthing;whenshehadnoreplyfromhim,shewrotehimagain,askinghimtoanadjournedmeetingofthefirstconvocation,whichhadbeensosuccessfulineverythingbutnumbers。
Thistimeshebaitedherhook,inhopingthattheyoungmenwouldfeelsomethingoftheinteresttheyoungladieshadalreadyshowninthematter。SheexpressedthefearthatMr。Durginhadnotgotherearlierletter,andshesentthissecondtothecareofthemanwhohadgiventhetea。
Jeff’sresentmentwasnowsofarpastthathewouldhavecivillydeclinedtogotothewoman’shouse;butallhishopesofseeingthatgirl,ashealwayscalledMissLyndeinhisthought,wererevivedbythementionoftheyoungladiesinterestedinthecause。Heaccepted,thoughallthewayintoBostonhelaidwagerswithhimselfthatshewouldnotbethere;
anduptothemomentoftakingherhandherefusedhimselfanyhopeofwinning。
Therewasnotmuchbusinessbeforethemeeting;thathadreallybeenalltransactedbefore;itwasmainlytomakesureoftheyoungmen,whowerepresentintheproportionofonetofiveyoungladiesatleast。Mrs。
Bevidgeexplainedthatshehadseenthewastefulnessofamateureffortamongthepoor,andannouncedthathereaftershewasgoingtoworkwiththeestablishedcharities。Thesewereverymuchinwantofvisitors,especiallyyoungmen,togoaboutamongtheapplicantsforrelief,andinquireintotheirrealnecessities,andgetworkforthem。Shewashersselfgoingtoactassecretaryforthemeetingsduringthecomingmonth,andapparentlyshewishedtosignalizeheraccessiontotheregularforcesofcharitybybringingintocampaslargeabodyofrecruitsasshecould。
ButJeffhadnotcometobemadeuseof,orasajaywhowaswillingtoworkforhisfootinginsociety。HehadcomeinthehopeofmeetingMissLynde,andnowthathehadmetherhehadnogratitudetoMrs。Bevidgeasameans,andnoregretforthedefeatofhergoodpurposessofarassheintendedtheirfulfilmentinhim。Hewassocoolandself—possessedinexcusinghimself,forreasonsthathetooknopainstomakeseemunselfish,thatthealtruisticmanwhohadgothimaskedtothecollegeteaasafriendlessjayfeltitlaiduponhimtoapologizeforMrs。
Bevidge’swantoftact。
\"Shemeanswell,andshe’sverymuchinearnest,inthiswork;butImustsayshecanmakeherselfveryoffensive——whenshedoesn’ttry!Shehasarighttoaskourhelp,butnottoparadeusasthecaptivesofherbowandspear。\"
\"Oh,that’sallright,\"saidJeff。HeperceivedthattheamiablefellowwasclaimingforallaneffectthatJeffknewreallyimplicatedhimselfalone。\"Icouldn’tloadupwithanythingofthatsort,ifI’mtoworkoffmyconditions,youknow。\"
\"Areyouinthatboat?\"saidthealtruist,asifhewere,too;andheputhishandcompassionatelyonJeff’sironshoulder,andlefthimtoMissLynde,whosesidehehadnotstirredfromsincehehadfoundher。
\"Itseemstome,\"shesaid,\"thatwheretherearesomanyofyouinthesameboat,youmightmanagetogetashoresomehow。\"
\"Yes,orallgodowntogether。\"Jefflaughed,andateMrs。Bevidge’sbread—and—butter,anddrankhertea,witharelishunaffectedbyhisrefusaltodowhatsheaskedhim。Hewasright,perhaps,andperhapsshedeservednothingbetterathishands,butthealtruist,whenheglancedathimfromtheothersideoftheroom,thoughtthathehadpossiblywastedhisexcusesuponJeff’sself—complacence。
Hewentawayinahaloofyoungladies;severaloftheothergirlsgroupedthemselvesintheirdeparture;andithappenedthatMissLyndeandJefftookleavetogether。Mrs。Bevidgesaidtoher,withthecaressingtendernessofoneinthesameset,\"Good—bye,dear!\"ToJeffshesaid,withthecoldconscienceofthosewhomtheirnobilityobliges,\"IamalwaysathomeonThursdays,Mr。Durgin。\"
\"Oh,thankyou,\"saidJeff。Heunderstoodwhatthewordsandthemannermeanttogether,butbothwereinstantlyindifferenttohimwhenhegotoutsideandfoundthatMissLyndewasnotdriving。Something,whichwasneitherlook,norsmile,norword,ofcourse,butnothingmoreatmostthanacertainpullandtiltoftheshoulder,assheturnedtowalkawayfromMrs。Bevidge’sdoor,toldhimfromherthathemightwalkhomewithherifhewouldnotseemtodoso。
Itwasoneofthepinkevenings,dryandclear,thatcomeintheBostonDecember,andtheywalkeddownthesidehillstreet,underthedelicatetraceryoftheelmboughsinthefaceofthemetallicsunset。InthesectionoftheCharlesthattheperspectiveofthestreetblockedout,thewrinkledcurrentshowedasifglazedwiththehardcolor。Jeff’sstrongframerejoicedinthecoldwithahalepleasurewhenhelookedroundintothefaceofthegirlbesidehim,withthegrayfilmofherveilpressedsoftlyagainstherredmouthbyherswiftadvance。Theirfaceswerenearlyonalevel,astheylookedintoeachother’seyes,andhekeptseeingtheplayoftheveil’sedgeagainstherlipsastheytalked。
\"Whysha’n’tyougotoMrs。Bevidge’sThursdays?\"sheasked。\"They’reverynice。\"
HowdoyouknowI’mnotgoing?\"heretorted。
\"Bythewayyouthankedher。\"
\"Doyouadvisemetogo?\"
\"Ihaven’tgotanythingtodowithit。Whatdomeanbythat?\"
\"Idon’tknow。Curiosity,Isuppose。\"
\"Well,Idoadviseyoutogo,\"saidthegirl。ShallyoubetherenextThursday?\"
\"I?InevergotoMrs。Bevidge’sThursdays!\"
\"Touche,\"saidJeff,andtheybothlaughed。\"Canyoualwaysgetinatanenemythatway?\"