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  Andso,inspiteofall——inspiteofallbeliefs,fixedortransitory,withamindwhirlingamidcontestingforcesandcompellingbeliefs——Isteppedintothechurchoverwhelmedwiththatmostreceptiveofatmospheres——doubt。

  InonethingonlywasIfixed:hereatleastwasnodoubtormisgivingwhatever。IintendedtogothroughwhatIhadundertaken。

  Moreover,IfeltthatIwasstrongenoughtocarryoutmyintention,whatevermightbeoftheUnknown——howeverhorrible,howeverterrible。

  WhenIhadenteredthechurchandclosedtheheavydoorbehindme,thesenseofdarknessandlonelinessinalltheirhorrorenfoldedmeround。Thegreatchurchseemedalivingmystery,andservedasanalmostterriblebackgroundtothoughtsandremembrancesofunutterablegloom。Myadventurouslifehashaditsownschoolingtoenduranceandupholdingone’scourageintryingtimes;butithasitscontrainfulnessofmemory。

  Ifeltmywayforwardwithbothhandsandfeet。Everysecondseemedasifithadbroughtmeatlasttoadarknesswhichwasactuallytangible。Allatonce,andwithnoheedofsequenceororder,Iwasconsciousofallaroundme,theknowledgeorperceptionofwhich——orevenspeculationonthesubject——hadneverenteredmymind。TheyfurnishedthedarknesswithwhichIwasencompassedwithallthecrowdedphasesofadream。Iknewthatallaroundmewerememorialsofthedead——thatintheCryptdeep—wroughtintherockbelowmyfeetlaythedeadthemselves。Someofthem,perhaps——oneofthemIknew——

  hadevenpassedthegrimportalsoftimeUnknown,andhad,bysomemysteriouspoweroragency,comebackagaintomaterialearth。Therewasnoresting—placeforthoughtwhenIknewthattheveryairwhichIbreathedmightbefullofdenizensofthespirit—world。Inthatimpenetrableblacknesswasaworldofimaginingwhosepossibilitiesofhorrorwereendless。

  IalmostfanciedthatIcouldseewithmortaleyesdownthroughthatrockyfloortowhere,inthelonelyCrypt,lay,inhertombofmassivestoneandunderthatbewilderingcoverletofglass,thewomanwhomIlove。Icouldseeherbeautifulface,herlongblacklashes,hersweetmouth——whichIhadkissed——relaxedinthesleepofdeath。

  Icouldnotethevoluminousshroud——apieceofwhichasaprecioussouvenirlayeventhensoclosetomyheart——thesnowywoollencoverletwroughtoveringoldwithsprigsofpine,thesoftdentinthecushiononwhichherheadmustforsolonghavelain。Icouldseemyself——withinmyeyesthememoryofthatfirstvisit——comingonceagainwithgladsteptorenewthatdearsight——dear,thoughitscorchedmyeyesandharrowedmyheart——andfindingthegreatersorrow,thegreaterdesolationoftheemptytomb!

  There!IfeltthatImustthinknomoreofthatlestthethoughtshouldunnervemewhenIshouldmostwantallmycourage。Thatwaymadnesslay!Thedarknesshadalreadysufficientterrorsofitsownwithoutbringingtoitsuchgrimremembrancesandimaginings……

  AndIhadyettogothroughsomeordealwhich,eventoherwhohadpassedandrepassedtheportalsofdeath,wasfulloffear。

  Itwasamercifulrelieftomewhen,ingropingmywayforwardsthroughthedarkness,Istruckagainstsomeportionofthefurnishingofthechurch。FortunatelyIwasallstrunguptotension,elseI

  shouldneverhavebeenabletocontrolinstinctively,asIdid,theshriekwhichwasrisingtomylips。

  Iwouldhavegivenanythingtohavebeenabletolightevenamatch。

  Asinglesecondoflightwould,Ifelt,havemadememyownmanagain。ButIknewthatthiswouldbeagainsttheimpliedconditionofmybeingthereatall,andmighthavehaddisastrousconsequencestoherwhomIhadcometosave。Itmightevenfrustratemyscheme,andaltogetherdestroymyopportunity。Atthatmomentitwasborneuponmemorestronglythaneverthatthiswasnotamerefightformyselformyownselfishpurposes——notmerelyanadventureorastruggleforonlylifeanddeathagainstunknowndifficultiesanddangers。ItwasafightonbehalfofherIloved,notmerelyforherlife,butperhapsevenforhersoul。

  Andyetthisverythinking——understanding——createdanewformofterror。Forinthatgrim,shroudingdarknesscamememoriesofothermomentsofterriblestress。

  Ofwild,mysticritesheldinthedeepgloomofAfricanforests,when,amidscenesofrevoltinghorror,Obiandthedevilsofhiskindseemedtorevealthemselvestorecklessworshippers,surfeitedwithhorror,whoselivescountedfornaught;whenevenhumansacrificewasanepisode,andthereekofolddeviltriesandrecentcarnagetaintedtheair,tillevenI,whowas,attheriskofmylife,aprivilegedspectatorwhohadcomethroughdangerswithoutendtobeholdthescene,roseandfledinhorror。

  Ofscenesofmysteryenactedinrock—cuttemplesbeyondtheHimalayas,whosefanaticpriests,coldasdeathandasremorseless,inthereactionoftheirphrenzyofpassion,foamedatthemouthandthensankintomarblequiet,aswithinnereyestheybeheldthevisionsofthehellishpowerswhichtheyhadinvoked。

  Ofwild,fantasticdancesoftheDevil—worshippersofMadagascar,whereeventheverysemblanceofhumanitydisappearedinthefantasticexcessesoftheirorgies。

  Ofstrangedoingsofgloomandmysteryintherock—perchedmonasteriesofThibet。

  Ofawfulsacrifices,alltomysticends,intheinnermostrecessesofCathay。

  Ofweirdmovementswithmassesofpoisonoussnakesbythemedicine—

  menoftheZuniandMochiIndiansinthefarsouth—westoftheRockies,beyondthegreatplains。

  OfsecretgatheringsinvasttemplesofoldMexico,andbydimaltarsofforgottencitiesintheheartofgreatforestsinSouthAmerica。

  OfritesofinconceivablehorrorinthefastnessesofPatagonia。

  Of……HereIoncemorepulledmyselfup。SuchthoughtswerenokindofproperpreparationforwhatImighthavetoendure。Myworkthatnightwastobebasedonlove,onhope,onself—sacrificeforthewomanwhoinalltheworldwastheclosesttomyheart,whosefutureIwastoshare,whetherthatsharingmightleadmetoHellorHeaven。Thehandwhichundertooksuchataskmusthavenotrembling。

  Still,thosehorriblememorieshad,Iamboundtosay,ausefulpartinmypreparationfortheordeal。TheywereoffactwhichIhadseen,ofwhichIhadmyselfbeeninpartasharer,andwhichIhadsurvived。Withsuchexperiencesbehindme,couldtherebeaughtbeforememoredreadful?……

  Moreover,ifthecomingordealwasofsupernaturalorsuperhumanorder,couldittranscendinlivinghorrorthevilestandmostdesperateactsofthebasestmen?……

  WithrenewedcourageIfeltmywaybeforeme,tillmysenseoftouchtoldmethatIwasatthescreenbehindwhichlaythestairtotheCrypt。

  ThereIwaited,silent,still。

  Myownpartwasdone,sofarasIknewhowtodoit。Beyondthis,whatwastocomewas,sofarasIknew,beyondmyowncontrol。IhaddonewhatIcould;therestmustcomefromothers。Ihadexactlyobeyedmyinstructions,fulfilledmywarrantytotheutmostinmyknowledgeandpower。Therewas,therefore,leftformeinthepresentnothingbuttowait。

  Itisapeculiarityofabsolutedarknessthatitcreatesitsownreaction。Theeye,weariedoftheblackness,beginstoimagineformsoflight。HowfarthisiseffectedbyimaginationpureandsimpleI

  knownot。Itmaybethatnerveshavetheirownsensesthatbringthoughttothedepositorycommontoallthehumanfunctions,but,whatevermaybethemechanismortheobjective,thedarknessseemstopeopleitselfwithluminousentities。

  SowasitwithmeasIstoodlonelyinthedark,silentchurch。Hereandthereseemedtoflashtinypointsoflight。

  Inthesamewaythesilencebegantobebrokennowandagainbystrangemuffledsounds——thesuggestionofsoundsratherthanactualvibrations。Thesewereallatfirstoftheminorimportanceofmovement——rustlings,creakings,faintstirrings,fainterbreathings。

  Presently,whenIhadsomewhatrecoveredfromthesortofhypnotictrancetowhichthedarknessandstillnesshadduringthetimeofwaitingreducedme,Ilookedaroundinwonder。

  Thephantomsoflightandsoundseemedtohavebecomereal。Thereweremostcertainlyactuallittlepointsoflightinplaces——notenoughtoseedetailsby,butquitesufficienttorelievetheuttergloom。Ithought——thoughitmayhavebeenaminglingofrecollectionandimagination——thatIcoulddistinguishtheoutlinesofthechurch;

  certainlythegreataltar—screenwasdimlyvisible。InstinctivelyI

  lookedup——andthrilled。There,hunghighaboveme,was,surelyenough,agreatGreekCross,outlinedbytinypointsoflight。

  Ilostmyselfinwonder,andstoodstill,inapurelyreceptivemood,unantagonistictoaught,willingforwhatevermightcome,readyforallthings,inratheranegativethanapositivemood——amoodwhichhasanaspectofspiritualmeekness。Thisisthetruespiritoftheneophyte,and,thoughIdidnotthinkofitatthetime,theproperattitudeforwhatiscalledbytheChurchinwhosetempleIstooda\"neo—nymph。\"

  Asthelightgrewalittleinpower,thoughneverincreasingenoughfordistinctness,Isawdimlybeforemeatableonwhichrestedagreatopenbook,whereonwerelaidtworings——oneofsliver,theotherofgold——andtwocrownswroughtofflowers,boundatthejoiningoftheirstemswithtissue——oneofgold,theotherofsilver。

  IdonotknowmuchoftheritualoftheoldGreekChurch,whichisthereligionoftheBlueMountains,butthethingswhichIsawbeforemecouldbenoneotherthanenlighteningsymbols。InstinctivelyI

  knewthatIhadbeenbroughthither,thoughinthisgrimway,tobemarried。Theveryideaofitthrilledmetotheheart’score。I

  thoughtthebestthingIcoulddowouldbetostayquitestill,andnotshowsurpriseatanythingthatmighthappen;butbesureIwasalleyesandears。

  Ipeeredanxiouslyaroundmeineverydirection,butIcouldseenosignofherwhomIhadcometomeet。

  Incidentally,however,Inoticedthatinthelighting,suchasitwas,therewasnoflame,no\"living\"light。Whateverlighttherewascamemuffled,asthoughthroughsomegreentranslucentstone。Thewholeeffectwasterriblyweirdanddisconcerting。

  PresentlyIstarted,as,seeminglyoutofthedarknessbesideme,aman’shandstretchedoutandtookmine。Turning,Ifoundclosetomeatallmanwithshiningblackeyesandlongblackhairandbeard。Hewascladinsomekindofgorgeousrobeofclothofgold,richwithvarietyofadornment。Hisheadwascoveredwithahigh,over—hanginghatdrapedcloselywithablackscarf,theendsofwhichformedalong,hangingveiloneitherside。Theseveils,fallingoverthemagnificentrobesofclothofgold,hadanextraordinarilysolemneffect。

  Iyieldedmyselftotheguidinghand,andshortlyfoundmyself,sofarasIcouldsee,atonesideofthesanctuary。

  Inthefloorclosetomyfeetwasayawningchasm,intowhich,fromsohighovermyheadthatintheuncertainlightIcouldnotdistinguishitsorigin,hungachain。Atthesightastrangewaveofmemorysweptoverme。Icouldnotbutrememberthechainwhichhungovertheglass—coveredtombintheCrypt,andIhadaninstinctivefeelingthatthegrimchasminthefloorofthesanctuarywasbuttheothersideoftheopeningintheroofofthecryptfromwhichthechainoverthesarcophagusdepended。

  Therewasacreakingsound——thegroaningofawindlassandtheclankingofachain。Therewasheavybreathingclosetomesomewhere。IwassointentonwhatwasgoingonthatIdidnotseethatonebyone,seemingtogrowoutofthesurroundingdarkness,severalblackfiguresinmonkishgarbappearedwiththesilenceofghosts。Theirfaceswereshroudedinblackcowls,whereinwereholesthroughwhichIcouldseedarkgleamingeyes。Myguideheldmetightlybythehand。Thisgavemeafeelingofsecurityinthetouchwhichhelpedtoretainwithinmybreastsomesemblanceofcalm。

  Thestrainofthecreakingwindlassandtheclankingchaincontinuedforsolongthatthesuspensebecamealmostunendurable。Atlasttherecameintosightanironring,fromwhichasacentredependedfourlesserchainsspreadingwide。InafewsecondsmoreIcouldseethatthesewerefixedtothecornersofthegreatstonetombwiththecoveringofglass,whichwasbeingdraggedupward。Asitaroseitfilledcloselythewholeaperture。Whenitsbottomhadreachedtheleveloftheflooritstopped,andremainedrigid。Therewasnoroomforoscillation。Itwasatoncesurroundedbyanumberofblackfigures,whoraisedtheglasscoveringandboreitawayintothedarkness。Thentheresteppedforwardaverytallman,black—bearded,andwithhead—gearlikemyguide,butmadeintripletiers,healsowasgorgeouslyarrayedinflowingrobesofclothofgoldrichlyembroidered。Heraisedhishand,andforthwitheightotherblack—

  cladfiguressteppedforward,andbendingoverthestonecoffin,raisedfromittherigidformofmyLady,stillcladinherShroud,andlaiditgentlyonthefloorofthesanctuary。

  Ifeltitagracethatatthatinstantthedimlightsseemedtogrowless,andfinallytodisappear——allsavethetinypointsthatmarkedtheoutlineofthegreatCrosshighoverhead。Theseonlygavelightenoughtoaccentuatethegloom。Thehandthatheldminenowreleasedit,andwithasighIrealizedthatIwasalone。Afterafewmomentsmoreofthegroaningofthewinchandclankingofthechaintherewasasharpsoundofstonemeetingstone;thentherewassilence。I

  listenedacutely,butcouldnothearnearmetheslightestsound。

  Eventhecautious,restrainedbreathingaroundme,ofwhichuptothenIhadbeenconscious,hadceased。Notknowing,inthehelplessnessofmyignorance,whatIshoulddo,IremainedasIwas,stillandsilent,foratimethatseemedendless。Atlast,overcomebysomeemotionwhichIcouldnotatthemomentunderstand,Islowlysanktomykneesandbowedmyhead。Coveringmyfacewithmyhands,Itriedtorecalltheprayersofmyyouth。Itwasnot,Iamcertain,thatfearinanyformhadcomeuponme,orthatIhesitatedorfalteredinmyintention。ThatmuchIknownow;Iknewiteventhen。

  Itwas,Ibelieve,thattheprolongedimpressivegloomandmysteryhadatlasttouchedmetothequick。ThebendingofthekneeswasbutsymbolicalofthebowingofthespirittoahigherPower。WhenI

  hadrealizedthatmuch,IfeltmorecontentthanIhaddonesinceI

  hadenteredthechurch,andwiththerenewedconsciousnessofcourage,tookmyhandsfrommyface,andliftedagainmybowedhead。

  ImpulsivelyIsprangtomyfeetandstooderect——waiting。AllseemedtohavechangedsinceIhaddroppedonmyknees。Thepointsoflightabouttimechurch,whichhadbeeneclipsed,hadcomeagain,andweregrowinginpowertoapartialrevealingofthedimexpanse。Beforemewasthetablewiththeopenbook,onwhichwerelaidthegoldandsilverringsandthetwocrownsofflowers。Therewerealsotwotallcandles,withtiniestflamesofblue——theonlylivinglighttobeseen。

  Outofthedarknesssteppedthesametallfigureinthegorgeousrobesandthetriplehat。HeledbythehandmyLady,stillcladinherShroud;butoverit,descendingfromthecrownofherhead,wasaveilofveryoldandmagnificentlaceofastonishingfineness。EveninthatdimlightIcouldnotetheexquisitebeautyofthefabric。

  Theveilwasfastenedwithabunchoftinyspraysoforange—blossommingledwithcypressandlaurel——astrangecombination。Inherhandshecarriedagreatbouquetofthesame。Itssweetintoxicatingodourfloateduptomynostrils。Itandthesentimentwhichitsverypresenceevokedmademequiver。

  Yieldingtotheguidingofthehandwhichheldhers,shestoodatmyleftsidebeforethetable。Herguidethentookhisplacebehindher。Ateitherendofthetable,torightandleftofus,stoodalong—beardedpriestinsplendidrobes,andwearingthehatwithdependingveilofblack。Oneofthem,whoseemedtobethemoreimportantofthetwo,andtooktheinitiative,signedtoustoputourrighthandsontheopenbook。MyLady,ofcourse,understoodtheritual,andknewthewordswhichthepriestwasspeaking,andofherownaccordputoutherhand。Myguideatthesamemomentdirectedmyhandtothesameend。ItthrilledmetotouchmyLady’shand,evenundersuchmysteriousconditions。

  AfterthepriesthadsigneduseachthriceontheforeheadwiththesignoftheCross,hegavetoeachofusatinylightedtaperbroughttohimforthepurpose。Thelightswerewelcome,notsomuchforthesolaceoftheaddedlight,greatasthatwas,butbecauseitallowedustoseealittlemoreofeachother’sfaces。ItwasrapturetometoseethefaceofmyBride;andfromtheexpressionofherfaceI

  wasassuredthatshefeltasIdid。Itgavemeaninexpressiblepleasurewhen,ashereyesrestedonme,theregrewafaintblushoverthegreypallorofhercheeks。

  Thepriestthenputinsolemnvoicetoeachofusinturn,beginningwithme,thequestionsofconsentwhicharecommontoallsuchrituals。IansweredaswellasIcould,followingthemurmuredwordsofmyguide。MyLadyansweredoutproudlyinavoicewhich,thoughgivensoftly,seemedtoring。Itwasaconcern——evenagrief——tomethatIcouldnot,inthepriest’squestioning,catchhername,ofwhich,strangelyenough,——Iwasignorant。But,asIdidnotknowthelanguage,andasthephraseswerenotinaccordliterallywithourownritual,Icouldnotmakeoutwhichwordwasthename。

  Aftersomeprayersandblessings,rhythmicallyspokenorsungbyaninvisiblechoir,thepriesttooktheringsfromtheopenbook,and,aftersigningmyforeheadthricewiththegoldoneasherepeatedtheblessingineachcase,placeditonmyrighthand;thenhegavemyLadythesilverone,withthesameritualthricerepeated。Isupposeitwastheblessingwhichistheeffectivepointinmakingtwointoone。

  Afterthis,thosewhostoodbehindusexchangedourringsthrice,takingthemfromonefingerandplacingthemontheother,sothatattheendmywifeworethegoldringandIthesilverone。

  Thencameachant,duringwhichthepriestswungthecenserhimself,andmywifeandIheldourtapers。Afterthatheblessedus,theresponsescomingfromthevoicesoftheunseensingersinthedarkness。

  Afteralongritualofprayerandblessing,sungintriplicate,thepriesttookthecrownsofflowers,andputoneontheheadofeach,crowningmefirst,andwiththecrowntiedwithgold。Thenhesignedandblesseduseachthrice。Theguides,whostoodbehindus,exchangedourcrownsthrice,astheyhadexchangedtherings;sothatatthelast,asIwasgladtosee,mywifeworethecrownofgold,andIthatofsilver。

  Thentherecame,ifitispossibletodescribesuchathing,ahushovereventhatstillness,asthoughsomeformofaddedsolemnityweretobegonethrough。Iwasnotsurprised,therefore,whenthepriesttookinhishandsthegreatgoldenchalice。Kneeling,mywifeandI

  partooktogetherthrice。

  Whenwehadrisenfromourkneesandstoodforalittlewhile,thepriesttookmylefthandinhisright,andI,bydirectionofmyguide,gavemyrighthandtomywife。Andsoinaline,thepriestleading,wecircledroundthetableinrhythmicmeasure。Thosewhosupportedusmovedbehindus,holdingthecrownsoverourheads,andreplacingthemwhenwestopped。

  Afterahymn,sungthroughthedarkness,thepriesttookoffourcrowns。Thiswasevidentlytheconclusionoftheritual,forthepriestplacedusineachother’sarmstoembraceeachother。Thenheblessedus,whowerenowmanandwife!

  Thelightswentoutatonce,someasifextinguished,othersslowlyfadingdowntoblackness。

  Leftinthedark,mywifeandIsoughteachother’sarmsagain,andstoodtogetherforafewmomentshearttoheart,tightlyclaspingeachother,andkissedeachotherfervently。

  Instinctivelyweturnedtothedoorofthechurch,whichwasslightlyopen,sothatwecouldseethemoonlightstealinginthroughtheaperture。Withevensteps,sheholdingmetightlybytheleftarm——

  whichisthewife’sarm,wepassedthroughtheoldchurchandoutintothefreeair。

  Despiteallthatthegloomhadbroughtme,itwassweettobeintheopenairandtogether——thisquiteapartfromournewrelationstoeachother。Themoonrodehigh,andthefulllight,comingafterthedimnessordarknessinthechurch,seemedasbrightasday。Icouldnow,forthefirsttime,seemywife’sfaceproperly。Theglamourofthemoonlightmayhaveservedtoenhanceitsetherealbeauty,butneithermoonlightnorsunlightcoulddojusticetothatbeautyinitslivinghumansplendour。AsIgloriedinherstarryeyesIcouldthinkofnothingelse;butwhenforamomentmyeyes,rovingroundforthepurposeofprotection,caughtsightofherwholefigure,therewasapangtomyheart。Thebrilliantmoonlightshowedeverydetailinterribleeffect,andIcouldseethatsheworeonlyherShroud。Inthemomentofdarkness,afterthelastbenediction,beforeshereturnedtomyarms,shemusthaveremovedherbridalveil。Thismay,ofcourse,havebeeninaccordancewiththeestablishedritualofherchurch;but,allthesame,myheartwassore。Theglamourofcallinghermyveryownwassomewhatobscuredbythebridaladornmentbeingshorn。Butitmadenodifferenceinhersweetnesstome。Togetherwewentalongthepaththroughthewood,shekeepingequalstepwithmeinwifelyway。

  WhenwehadcomethroughthetreesnearenoughtoseetheroofoftheCastle,nowgildedwiththemoonlight,shestopped,andlookingatmewitheyesfulloflove,said:

  \"HereImustleaveyou!\"

  \"What?\"Iwasallaghast,andIfeltthatmychagrinwasexpressedinthetoneofhorrifiedsurpriseinmyvoice。Shewentonquickly:

  \"Alas!ItisimpossiblethatIshouldgofarther——atpresent!\"

  \"Butwhatistopreventyou?\"Iqueried。\"Youarenowmywife。Thisisourwedding—night;andsurelyyourplaceiswithme!\"Thewailinhervoiceassheansweredtouchedmetothequick:

  \"Oh,Iknow,Iknow!Thereisnodearerwishinmyheart——therecanbenone——thantosharemyhusband’shome。Oh,mydear,mydear,ifyouonlyknewwhatitwouldbetometobewithyoualways!ButindeedImaynot——notyet!Iamnotfree!Ifyoubutknewhowmuchthatwhichhashappenedto—nighthascostme——orhowmuchcosttoothersaswellastomyselfmaybeyettocome——youwouldunderstand。

  Rupert\"——itwasthefirsttimeshehadeveraddressedmebyname,andnaturallyitthrilledmethroughandthrough——\"Rupert,myhusband,onlythatItrustyouwithallthefaithwhichisinperfectlove——

  mutuallove,IdarenothavedonewhatIhavedonethisnight。But,dear,Iknowthatyouwillbearmeout;thatyourwife’shonourisyourhonour,evenasyourhonourismine。Myhonourisgiventothis;andyoucanhelpme——theonlyhelpIcanhaveatpresent——bytrustingme。Bepatient,mybeloved,bepatient!Oh,bepatientforalittlelonger!Itshallnotbeforlong。SosoonasevermysoulisfreedIshallcometoyou,myhusband;andweshallneverpartagain。Becontentforawhile!BelievemethatIloveyouwithmyverysoul;andtokeepawayfromyourdearsideismorebitterformethanevenitcanbeforyou!Think,mydearone,Iamnotasotherwomenare,assomedayyoushallclearlyunderstand。Iamatthepresent,andshallbeforalittlelonger,constrainedbydutiesandobligationsputuponmebyothers,andforothers,andtowhichIampledgedbythemostsacredpromises——givennotonlybymyself,butbyothers——andwhichImustnotforgo。TheseforbidmetodoasIwish。

  Oh,trustme,mybeloved——myhusband!\"

  Sheheldoutherhandsappealingly。Themoonlight,fallingthroughthethinningforest,showedherwhitecerements。Thentherecollectionofallshemusthavesuffered——theawfullonelinessinthatgrimtombintheCrypt,thedespairingagonyofonewhoishelplessagainsttheunknown——sweptovermeinawaveofpity。WhatcouldIdobutsaveherfromfurtherpain?Andthiscouldonlybebyshowinghermyfaithandtrust。Ifshewastogobacktothatdreadfulcharnel—house,shewouldatleasttakewithhertheremembrancethatonewholovedherandwhomsheloved——towhomshehadbeenlatelyboundinthemysteryofmarriage——trustedhertothefull。Ilovedhermorethanmyself——morethanmyownsoul;andIwasmovedbypitysogreatthatallpossibleselfishnesswasmergedinitsdepths。Ibowedmyheadbeforeher——myLadyandmyWife——asI

  said:

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