Frankwentoverinthemorningalittleaheadoftheappointedtime,andwaitedonthebackpiazzauntilhisserviceswererequired。
\"Youain’tgwineterbegonelong,isyou,MissRena?\"heinquired,whenRenacameoutdressedforthejourneyinherbestfrock,withbroadwhitecollarandcuffs。
Renadidnotknow。Shehadbeenaskingherselfthesamequestion。Allsortsofvaguedreamshadfloatedthroughhermindduringthelastfewhours,astowhatthefuturemightbringforth。
ButshedetectedtheanxiousnoteinFrank’svoice,andhadnowishtogivethisfaithfulfriendofthefamilyunnecessarypain。
\"Oh,no,Frank,Ireckonnot。I’msupposedtobejustgoingonashortvisit。Mybrotherhaslosthiswife,andwishesmetocomeandstaywithhimawhile,andlookafterhislittleboy。\"
\"I’mfearedyou’lllackitbetterdere,MissRena,\"repliedFranksorrowfully,droppinghismaskofunconcern,\"an’denyouwon’tcomeback,an’noneeryo’frien’swon’tneverseeyounomo’。\"
\"Youdon’tthink,Frank,\"askedRenaseverely,\"thatIwouldleavemymotherandmyhomeandallmyfriends,andNEVERcomebackagain?\"
\"Why,no’ndeed,\"interposedMis’Mollywistfully,asshehoveredaroundherdaughter,givingherhairorhergownatouchhereandthere;
\"she’llbesohomesickinamonththatshe’llbewillin’towalkhome。\"
\"Youwouldn’neverhafterdodat,MissRena,\"
returnedFrank,withadisconsolatesmile。\"Efyoueverwantercomehome,an’can’tgitbacknootherway,jes’letMEknow,an’I’lltakemymulean’mykyartan’fetchyouback,efit’sfromdeeen’erdeworl’。\"
\"Thankyou,Frank,Ibelieveyouwould,\"saidthegirlkindly。\"You’reatruefriend,Frank,andI’llnotforgetyouwhileI’mgone。\"
TheideaofherbeautifuldaughterridinghomefromtheendoftheworldwithFrank,inacart,behindaone—eyedmule,struckMis’Mollyastheheightoftheridiculous——shewasinastateofexcitementwheretearsorlaughterwouldhavecomewithequalease——andsheturnedawaytohidehermerriment。Herdaughterwasgoingtoliveinafinehouse,andmarryarichman,andrideinhercarriage。Ofcourseanegrowoulddrivethecarriage,butthatwasdifferentfromridingwithoneinacart。
Whenitwastimetogo,Mis’MollyandRenasetoutonfootfortheriver,whichwasonlyashortdistanceaway。Frankfollowedwiththevalise。TherewasnogatheringoffriendstoseeRenaoff,asmighthavebeenthecaseunderdifferentcircumstances。Herdeparturehadsomeofthecharacteristicsofasecretflight;itwasasimportantthatherdestinationshouldnotbeknown,asithadbeenthatherbrothershouldconcealhispresenceinthetown。
Mis’MollyandRenaremainedonthebankuntilthesteamerannounced,witharaucouswhistle,itsreadinesstodepart。Warwickwasseenforamomentontheupperdeck,fromwhichhegreetedthemwithasmileandaslightnod。Hehadbiddenhismotheranaffectionatefarewelltheeveningbefore。RenagaveherhandtoFrank。
\"Good—by,Frank,\"shesaid,withakindsmile;
\"IhopeyouandmammawillbegoodfriendswhileI’mgone。\"
Thewhistleblewasecondwarningblast,andthedeckhandspreparedtodrawinthegang—
plank。Renaflewintohermother’sarms,andthen,breakingaway,hurriedonboardandretiredtoherstate—room,fromwhichshedidnotemergeduringthejourney。Thewindow—blindswereclosed,darkeningtheroom,andthestewardesswhocametoaskifsheshouldbringhersomedinnercouldnotseeherfacedistinctly,butperceivedenoughtomakehersurmisethattheyoungladyhadbeenweeping。
\"Po’chile,\"murmuredthesympatheticcoloredwoman,\"Ireckonsomeerherfolksisdead,erhersweetheart’sgonebackonher,ere’seshe’shadsomekin’erbadlucker’nuther。W’itefolkshasdeirtroublesjes’ezwellezblackfolks,an’
sometimesfeels’emmo’,’causedeyain’tezuse’
ter’em。\"
Mis’Mollywentbackinsadnesstothelonelyhousebehindthecedars,henceforthtobepeopledforherwithonlythememoryofthoseshehadloved。Shehadpaidwithherheart’sbloodanotherinstallmentontheShylock’sbondexactedbysocietyforherownhappinessofthepastandherchildren’sprospectsforthefuture。
Thejourneydownthesluggishrivertotheseaboardintheflat—bottomed,stern—wheelsteamerlastedalldayandmostofthenight。Duringthefirsthalf—day,theboatgroundednowandthenuponasand—bank,andthehalf—nakednegrodeck—
handstoiledwithropesandpolestoreleaseit。
SeveraltimesbeforeRenafellasleepthatnight,thesteamerwouldtieupatalanding,andbythelightofhugepinetorchesshewatchedtheboathandssendtheyellowturpentinebarrelsdownthesteepbankinalongstring,orpasscord—woodonboardfromhandtohand。Theexcitednegroes,theirwhiteteethandeyeballsglisteninginthesurroundingdarknesstowhichtheirfacesformednorelief;thewhiteofficersinbrownlinen,shouting,swearing,andgesticulating;theyellow,flickeringtorchlightoverall,——madeupasceneofwhichtheweirdinterestwouldhaveappealedtoamoreblasetravelerthanthisgirluponherfirstjourney。
Duringtheday,Warwickhadtakenhismealsinthedining—room,withthecaptainandtheothercabinpassengers。ItwaslearnedthathewasaSouthCarolinalawyer,andnotacarpet—bagger。
Suchcredentialswereunimpeachable,andthepassengersfoundhimaveryagreeabletravelingcompanion。Apparentlysoundonthesubjectofnegroes,Yankees,andtherighteousnessofthelostcause,heyetdiscussedthesethemesinaloftyandimpersonalmannerthatgavehiswordsgreaterweightthanifhehadseemedwarpedbyapersonalgrievance。Hisattitude,infact,piquedthecuriosityofoneortwoofthepassengers。
\"Didyourpeopleloseanyniggers?\"askedoneofthem。
\"Myfatherownedahundred,\"herepliedgrandly。
Theirrespectforhisviewswasdoubled。Itiseasytomoralizeaboutthemisfortunesofothers,andtofindgoodintheevilthattheysuffer;——
onlyatruephilosophercouldspeakthuslightlyofhisownlosses。
WhenthesteamertiedupatthewharfatWilmington,intheearlymorning,theyounglawyerandaveiledladypassengerdroveinthesamecarriagetoahotel。Aftertheyhadbreakfastedinaprivateroom,Warwickexplainedtohissistertheplanhehadformedforherfuture。HenceforthshemustbeknownasMissWarwick,droppingtheoldnamewiththeoldlife。Hewouldplaceherforayearinaboarding—schoolatCharleston,afterwhichshewouldtakeherplaceasthemistressofhishouse。Havingimpartedthisinformation,hetookhissisterforadrivethroughthetown。ThereforthefirsttimeRenasawgreatships,which,herbrothertoldher,sailedacrossthemightyoceantodistantlands,whoseflagshepointedoutdroopinglazilyatthemast—
heads。Thebusinessportionofthetownhad\"anancientandfishlikesmell,\"andmostofthetradeseemedtobeincottonandnavalstoresandproductsofthesea。Thewharveswerepiledhighwithcottonbales,andtherewereacresofbarrelsofresinandpitchandtarandspiritsofturpentine。
Themarket,along,low,woodenstructure,inthemiddleoftheprincipalstreet,wasfilledwithamassofpeopleofallshades,fromblue—
blacktoSaxonblonde,gabblingandgesticulatingoverpilesofoystersandclamsandfreshlycaughtfishofvariedhue。Byteno’clockthesunwasbeatingdownsofiercelythattheglitterofthewhite,sandystreetsdazzledandpainedtheeyesunaccustomedtoit,andRenawasgladtobedrivenbacktothehotel。Thetravelerslefttogetheronanearlyafternoontrain。
ThusforthetimebeingwasseveredthelasttiethatboundRenatohernarrowpast,andforsometimetocometheplacesandthepeoplewhohadknownheronceweretoknowhernomore。
Somefewweekslater,Mis’MollycalleduponoldJudgeStraightwithreferencetothetaxesonherproperty。
\"Yoursoncameintoseemetheotherday,\"
heremarked。\"Heseemstohavegotalong。\"
\"Oh,yes,judge,he’sdonefine,Johnhas;an’
he’stookhissisterawaywithhim。\"
\"Ah!\"exclaimedthejudge。Thenafterapauseheadded,\"Ihopeshemaydoaswell。\"
\"Thankyou,sir,\"shesaid,withacurtsy,assherosetogo。\"We’vealwaysknowedthatyouwereourfriendandwisheduswell。\"
Thejudgelookedafterherasshewalkedaway。
Herbearinghadatouchoftimidity,ashadeofaffectation,andyetacertainpatheticdignity。
\"Itisapity,\"hemurmured,withasigh,\"thatmencannotselecttheirmothers。MyyoungfriendJohnhasbuilded,whetherwiselyornot,verywell;buthehascomebackintotheoldlifeandcarriedawayapartofit,andIfearthatthisadditionwillweakenthestructure。\"
V
THETOURNAMENT
TheannualtournamentoftheClarenceSocialClubwasabouttobegin。Thecountyfairground,whereallwasinreadiness,sparkledwiththeyouthandbeautyofthetown,standinghereandthereunderthetreesinanimatedgroups,ormovingtowardtheseatsfromwhichthepageantmightbewitnessed。Aquarterofamileoftheracetrack,torightandleftofthejudges’stand,hadbeenlaidoffforthelists。Oppositethegrandstand,whichoccupiedaconsiderablepartofthisdistance,adozenuprightshadbeenerectedatmeasuredintervals。Projectingseveralfeetoverthetrackfromeachoftheseuprightswasanironcrossbar,fromwhichanironhookdepended。
Betweentheuprightsstoutpostswereplanted,ofsuchaheightthattheirtopscouldbeeasilyreachedbyaswingingsword—cutfromamountedriderpassinguponthetrack。TheinfluenceofWalterScottwasstrongupontheoldSouth。
TheSouthbeforethewarwasessentiallyfeudal,andScott’snovelsofchivalryappealedforcefullytothefeudalheart。DuringthemonthprecedingtheClarencetournament,thelocalbooksellerhadclosedouthisentirestockof\"Ivanhoe,\"consistingoffivecopies,andhadtakenordersforsevencopiesmore。Thetournamentsceneinthispopularnovelfurnishedthemodelafterwhichthesebloodlessimitationsoftheancientpassages—at—
armswereconducted,withsuchvariationsaswererequiredtoadaptthemtoadifferentageandcivilization。
Thebestpeoplegraduallyfilledthegrandstand,whilethepoorerwhiteandcoloredfolksfoundseatsoutside,uponwhatwouldnowbeknownasthe\"bleachers,\"orstoodalongsidethelists。Theknights,masqueradinginfancifulcostumes,inwhichbright—coloredgarments,giltpaper,andcardboardtooktheplaceofknightlyharness,weremountedonspiritedhorses。Mostofthemweregatheredatoneendofthelists,whileotherspracticedtheirsteedsupontheunoccupiedportionoftheracetrack。
Thejudgesenteredthegrandstand,andoneofthem,afterlookingathiswatch,gaveasignal。
Immediatelyaherald,wearingabrightyellowsash,blewaloudblastuponabugle,and,bigwiththeimportanceofhisoffice,gallopedwildlydownthelists。Anattendantonhorsebackbusiedhimselfhanginguponeachofthependenthooksanironring,ofsometwoinchesindiameter,whileanother,onfoot,placedontopofeachoftheshorterpostsawoodenballsomefourinchesthrough。
\"It’smyfirsttournament,\"observedaladynearthefrontofthegrandstand,leaningoverandaddressingJohnWarwick,whowasseatedinthesecondrow,incompanywithaveryhandsomegirl。\"ItissomewhatdifferentfromAshby—de—
la—Zouch。\"
\"Itistherenaissanceofchivalry,Mrs。
Newberry,\"repliedtheyounglawyer,\"and,likeanyotherrenaissance,itmustadaptitselftonewtimesandcircumstances。Forinstance,whenwebuildaGreekportico,havingnoPentelicmarblenearathand,weuseapine—tree,oneofnature’scolumns,whichGrecianartatitsbestcouldonlycopyandidealize。Ourknightsarenotweighteddownwithheavyarmor,butmuchmoreappropriatelyattired,foradaylikethis,incostumesthatrecallthepicturesqueness,withoutthediscomfort,oftheoldknightlyharness。Foraniron—
headedlanceweuseawoodensubstitute,withwhichwetransfixringsinsteadofhearts;whileourtrustybladeshewtheirwaythroughwoodenblocksinsteadofthroughfleshandblood。ItisaSouthCarolinarenaissancewhichhaspointsofadvantageoverthetournamentsoftheoldentime。\"
\"I’mafraid,Mr。Warwick,\"saidthelady,\"thatyou’retheleastbithereticalaboutourchivalry——orelseyou’realittletoodeepforme。\"
\"Thelastwouldbeimpossible,Mrs。Newberry;
andI’msureourchivalryhasproveditsvaloronmanyahard—foughtfield。Thespiritofathing,afterall,iswhatcounts;andwhatislackinghere?Wehavethelists,theknights,theprancingsteeds,thetrialofstrengthandskill。IfourknightsdonotrunthephysicalrisksofAshby—
de—la—Zouch,theyhaveallthementalstimulus。
Woundedvanitywilltaketheplaceofwoundedlimbs,andtherewillbebrokenhopesinlieuofbrokenheads。Howmanyheartsinyondergroupofgallanthorsemenbeathighwithhope!HowmanypossibleQueensofLoveandBeautyareinthisgroupoffairfacesthatsurroundus!\"
Theladywasabouttoreply,whenthebuglesoundedagain,andtheheralddashedswiftlybackuponhisprancingsteedtothewaitinggroupofriders。Thehorsemenformedthreeabreast,androdedownthelistsinorderlyarray。Astheypassedthegrandstand,eachwasconsciousofthebatteryofbrighteyesturneduponhim,andeachgavebyhisbearingsomeideaofhisabilitytostandfirefromsuchweapons。Onehorseprancedproudly,anothercaracoledwithgrace。Oneriderfidgetednervously,anothertrembledandlookedtheotherway。Eachhorsemancarriedinhishandalongwoodenlanceandworeathissideacavalrysabre,ofwhichtherewereplentytobehadsincethewar,atsmallexpense。Severallefttheranksanddrewupmomentarilybesidethegrandstand,wheretheytookfromfairhandsagloveoraflower,whichwaspinnedupontherider’sbreastorfasteneduponhishat——aribbonoraveil,whichwastiedaboutthelancelikeapennon,butfarenoughfromthepointnottointerferewiththeusefulnessoftheweapon。
Asthetrooppassedthelowerendofthegrandstand,ahorse,excitedbythecrowd,becamesomewhatunmanageable,andintheefforttocurbhim,theriderdroppedhislance。Theprancinganimalreared,broughtoneofhishoofsdownuponthefallenlancewithconsiderableforce,andsentabrokenpieceofitflyingovertherailingoppositethegrandstand,intothemiddleofagroupofspectatorsstandingthere。Theflyingfragmentwasdodgedbythosewhosawitcoming,butbroughtupwitharesoundingthwackagainsttheheadofacoloredmaninthesecondrow,whostoodwatchingthegrandstandwithaneagerandcuriousgaze。Herubbedhisheadruefully,andmadeagood—naturedresponsetothechaffingofhisneighbors,who,seeingnogreatharmdone,madewittyandoriginalremarksabouttheadvantageofbeingblackuponoccasionswhereone’sskullwasexposedtodanger。Findingthattheblowhaddrawnblood,theyoungmantookoutaredbandanahandkerchiefandtieditaroundhishead,meantimelettinghiseyeroamoverthefacesinthegrandstand,asthoughinsearchofsomeonethatheexpectedorhopedtofindthere。
Theknights,havingreachedtheendofthelists,nowturnedandrodebackinopenorder,withsuchskillfulhorsemanshipastoevokeastormofapplausefromthespectators。Theladiesinthegrandstandwavedtheirhandkerchiefsvigorously,andthemenclappedtheirhands。ThebeautifulgirlseatedbyWarwick’ssideaccidentallyletalittlesquareofwhitelace—trimmedlinenslipfromherhand。Itflutteredlightlyovertherailing,and,buoyedupbytheair,settledslowlytowardthelists。Ayoungriderintheapproachingrearranksawthehandkerchieffall,anddartingswiftlyforward,caughtitonthepointofhislanceereittouchedtheground。Hedrewuphishorseandmadeamovementasthoughtoextendthehandkerchieftowardthelady,whowasblushingprofuselyattheattentionshehadattractedbyhercarelessness。Theriderhesitatedamoment,glancedinterrogativelyatWarwick,andreceivingasmileinreturn,tiedthehandkerchiefaroundthemiddleofhislanceandquicklyrejoinedhiscomradesattheheadofthelists。
Theyoungmanwiththebandageroundhishead,onthebenchesacrossthelists,hadforcedhiswaytothefrontrowandwasleaningagainsttherailing。Hisrestlesseyewasattractedbythefallinghandkerchief,andhisface,hithertoanxious,suddenlylitupwithanimation。
\"Yas,suh,yas,suh,it’sher!\"hemutteredsoftly。\"It’sMissRena,sho’syoubawn。Shelookedlacka’angelbefo’,butnow,updere’mongs’alldemrich,finefolks,shelookslackawholeflockerangels。Deyain’oneerdemladiesw’atcouldhol’acandleterher。Iwonderw’atdatman’sgwineterdowidherhandkercher?I
s’posehe’shergent’emannow。Iwonderefshe’dknowmeerspeaktermeefsheseedme?
Ireckonshewould,spiteerhergittin’upsoindeworl’;fershewuzalluzgoodterev’ybody,an’
datletevenMEin,\"heconcludedwithasigh。
\"Whoisthelady,Tryon?\"askedoneoftheyoungmen,addressingtheknightwhohadtakenthehandkerchief。
\"AMissWarwick,\"repliedtheknightpleasantly,\"MissRowenaWarwick,thelawyer’ssister。\"
\"Ididn’tknowhehadasister,\"rejoinedthefirstspeaker。\"Ienvyyouyourlady。TherearesixRebeccasandeightRowenasofmyownacquaintanceinthegrandstand,butshethrowsthemallintotheshade。Shehasn’tbeenherelong,surely;Ihaven’tseenherbefore。\"
\"Shehasbeenawayatschool;shecameonlylastnight,\"returnedtheknightofthecrimsonsash,briefly。Hewasalreadybeginningtofeelaproprietaryinterestintheladywhosetokenhewore,anddidnotcaretodiscussherwithacasualacquaintance。
Theheraldsoundedthecharge。Ariderdartedoutfromthegroupandgallopedoverthecourse。
Ashepassedundereachring,hetriedtocatchitonthepointofhislance,——afeatwhichmadethemanagementofthehorsewiththelefthandnecessary,andrequiredatrueeyeandasteadyarm。Theridercapturedthreeofthetwelverings,knockedthreeothersoffthehooks,andleftsixundisturbed。Turningattheendofthelists,hetookthelancewiththereinsinthelefthandanddrewhisswordwiththeright。Hethenrodebackoverthecourse,cuttingatthewoodenballsupontheposts。Ofthesehecloveoneintwain,tousetheparlanceofchivalry,andknockedtwoothersofftheirsupports。Hisperformancewasgreetedwithaliberalmeasureofapplause,forwhichhebowedinsmilingacknowledgmentashetookhisplaceamongtheriders。
Againtheherald’scallsounded,andthetourneywentforward。Riderafterrider,withvaryingskill,essayedhisfortunewithlanceandsword。
Sometookaliberalproportionoftherings;othersmerelyknockedthemovertheboundaries,wheretheywerecollectedbyagilelittlenegroboysandhandedbacktotheattendants。Abalkinghorsecausedthespectatorsmuchamusementandhisridernolittlechagrin。
Theladywhohaddroppedthehandkerchiefkepthereyeupontheknightwhohadbounditroundhislance。\"Whoishe,John?\"sheaskedthegentlemanbesideher。
\"That,mydearRowena,ismygoodfriendandclient,GeorgeTryon,ofNorthCarolina。Ifhehadbeenastranger,Ishouldhavesaidthathetookaliberty;butasthingsstand,weoughttoregarditasacompliment。Theincidentisquiteinaccordwiththecustomsofchivalry。IfGeorgewerebutmaskedandyouwereveiled,weshouldhavearomanticsituation,——youthemysteriousdamselindistress,hetheunknownchampion。Theparallel,mydear,mightnotbesohardtodraw,evenasthingsare。Butlook,itishisturnnow;I’llwagerthathemakesagoodrun。\"
\"I’lltakeyouuponthat,Mr。Warwick,\"saidMrs。Newberryfrombehind,whoseemedtohaveaverykeenearforwhateverWarwicksaid。
Rena’seyeswerefastenedonherknight,sothatshemightlosenosingleoneofhismovements。Asherodedownthelists,morethanonewomanfoundhimpleasanttolookupon。Hewasatall,fairyoungman,withgrayeyes,andafrank,openface。
Heworeaslightmustache,andwhenhesmiled,showedasetofwhiteandeventeeth。Hewasmountedonaveryhandsomeandspiritedbaymare,wascladinapicturesquecostume,ofwhichvelvetknee—breechesandacrimsonscarfwerethemostconspicuousfeatures,anddisplayedamarkedskillinhorsemanship。Attheblastofthebuglehishorsestartedforward,and,afterthefirstfewrods,settledintoanevengallop。Tryon’slance,heldtrulyandattherightangle,capturedthefirstring,thenthesecondandthird。Hiscoolnessandsteadinessseemednotatalldisturbedbytheapplausewhichfollowed,andonebyonetheremainingringsslippedoverthepointofhislance,untilattheendhehadtakeneveryoneofthetwelve。Holdingthelancewithitsbootyofcapturedringsinhislefthand,togetherwiththebridlerein,hedrewhissabrewiththerightandrodebackoverthecourse。
Hishorsemovedlikeclockwork,hiseyewastrueandhishandsteady。Threeofthewoodenballsfellfromtheposts,splitfairlyinthemiddle,whilefromthefourthheslicedoffagoodlypieceandlefttheremainderstandinginitsplace。
Thisperformance,byfarthebestuptothispoint,andbarelyescapingperfection,elicitedastormofapplause。Theriderwasnotsowellknowntothetownspeopleassomeoftheotherparticipants,andhisnamepassedfrommouthtomouthinanswertonumerousinquiries。Thegirlwhosetokenhehadwornalsobecameanobjectofrenewedinterest,becauseoftheresulttoherincasetheknightshouldprovevictorinthecontest,ofwhichtherecouldnowscarcelybeadoubt;forbutthreeridersremained,anditwasveryimprobablethatanyoneofthemwouldexcelthelast。
Wagersfortheremainderofthetourneystoodanywherefromfive,andevenfromtentoone,infavoroftheknightofthecrimsonsash,andwhenthelastcoursehadbeenrun,hisbackerswerejubilant。Nooneofthosefollowinghimhaddisplayedanythinglikeequalskill。
Theheraldnowblewhisbugleanddeclaredthetournamentclosed。Thejudgesputtheirheadstogetherforamoment。Thebuglesoundedagain,andtheheraldannouncedinaloudvoicethatSirGeorgeTryon,havingtakenthegreatestnumberofringsandsplitthelargestnumberofballs,wasproclaimedvictorinthetournamentandentitledtotheflowerychapletofvictory。
Tryon,havingbowedrepeatedlyinresponsetotheliberalapplause,advancedtothejudges’standandreceivedthetrophyfromthehandsofthechiefjudge,whoexhortedhimtowearthegarlandworthily,andtoyielditonlytoabetterman。
\"Itwillbeyourprivilege,SirGeorge,\"
announcedthejudge,\"asthechiefrewardofyourvalor,toselectfromtheassembledbeautyofClarencetheladywhomyouwishtohonor,towhomwewillalldohomageastheQueenofLoveandBeauty。\"
Tryontookthewreathandbowedhisthanks。
Thenplacingthetrophyonthepointofhislance,hespokeearnestlyforamomenttotheherald,androdepastthegrandstand,fromwhichtherewasanotheroutburstofapplause。Returninguponhistracks,theknightofthecrimsonsashpausedbeforethegroupwhereWarwickandhissistersat,andloweredthewreaththricebeforetheladywhosetokenhehadwon。
\"Oyez!Oyez!\"criedtheherald;\"SirGeorgeTryon,thevictorinthetournament,haschosenMissRowenaWarwickastheQueenofLoveandBeauty,andshewillbecrownedatthefeastto—nightandreceivethedevoirsofalltrueknights。\"
Thefair—groundwassooncoveredwithscatteredgroupsofthespectatorsofthetournament。Inonegroupavanquishedknightexplainedinelaboratedetailwhyitwasthathehadfailedtowinthewreath。Morethanoneyoungwomanwonderedwhysomeoneofthehomeyoungmencouldnothavetakenthehonors,or,ifthestrangermustwinthem,whyhecouldnothaveselectedsomebelleofthetownasQueenofLoveandBeautyinsteadofthisupstartgirlwhohadblownintothetownovernight,asonemightsay。
Warwickandhissister,standingunderaspreadingelm,heldalittlecourtoftheirown。AdozengentlemenandseveralladieshadsoughtanintroductionbeforeTryoncameup。
\"IsupposeJohnwouldhavearighttocallmeout,MissWarwick,\"saidTryon,whenhehadbeenformallyintroducedandhadshakenhandswithWarwick’ssister,\"fortakinglibertieswiththepropertyandnameofaladytowhomIhadnothadanintroduction;butIknowJohnsowellthatyouseemedlikeanoldacquaintance;andwhenIsawyou,andrecalledyourname,whichyourbrotherhadmentionedmorethanonce,Ifeltinstinctivelythatyououghttobethequeen。I
enteredmynameonlyyesterday,merelytoswellthenumberandmaketheoccasionmoreinteresting。
Thesefellowshavebeenpracticingforamonth,andIhadnohopeofwinning。Ishouldhavebeensatisfied,indeed,ifIhadn’tmademyselfridiculous;butwhenyoudroppedyourhandkerchief,Ifeltasuddeninspiration;andassoonasIhadtiedituponmylance,victorypercheduponmysaddle—bow,guidedmylanceandsword,andringsandballswentdownbeforemelikechaffbeforethewind。Oh,itwasagreatinspiration,MissWarwick!\"
Rena,foritwasourPatesvilleacquaintancefreshfromboarding—school,coloreddeeplyatthisfrankandfervidflattery,andcouldonlymurmuraninarticulatereply。Heryearofinstruction,whiledistinctlyimprovinghermindandmanners,hadscarcelypreparedherforsosuddenanelevationintoagradeofsocietytowhichshehadhithertobeenastranger。Shewasnotwithoutacertaincourage,however,andherbrother,whoremainedatherside,helpedheroverthemostdifficultsituations。
\"We’llforgiveyou,George,\"repliedWarwick,\"ifyou’llcomehometoluncheonwithus。\"
\"I’mmightysorry——awfullysorry,\"returnedTryon,withevidentregret,\"butIhaveanotherengagement,whichIcanscarcelybreak,evenbythecommandofroyalty。AtwhattimeshallI
callforMissWarwickthisevening?Ibelievethatprivilegeismine,alongwiththeotherhonorsandrewardsofvictory,——unlesssheisboundtosomeoneelse。\"
\"Sheisentirelyfree,\"repliedWarwick。\"Comeasearlyasyoulike,andI’lltalktoyouuntilshe’sready。\"
Tryonbowedhimselfaway,andafteranumberofgentlemenandafewladieshadpaidtheirrespectstotheQueenofLoveandBeauty,andreceivedanintroductiontoher,Warwicksignaledtotheservantwhohadhiscarriageincharge,andwassoondrivinghomewardwithhissister。Nooneofthepartynoticedayoungnegro,withahandkerchiefboundaroundhishead,whofollowedthemuntilthecarriageturnedintothegateandsweptupthewidedrivethatledtoWarwick’sdoorstep。
\"Well,Rena,\"saidWarwick,whentheyfoundthemselvesalone,\"youhavearrived。YourdebutintosocietyisalittlemorespectacularthanIshouldhavewished,butwemustrisetotheoccasionandmakethemostofit。Youarewinningthefirstfruitsofyouropportunity。YouarethemostenviedwomaninClarenceatthisparticularmoment,and,unlessIammistaken,willbethemostadmiredattheballto—night。\"
VI
THEQUEENOFLOVEANDBEAUTY
Shortlyafterluncheon,RenahadavisitorinthepersonofMrs。Newberry,avivaciousyoungwidowofthetown,whoprofferedherservicestoinstructRenaintheetiquetteoftheannualball。
\"Now,mydear,\"saidMrs。Newberry,\"thefirstthingtodoistogetyourcoronationrobeready。Itsimplymeansagownwithalongtrain。
Youhavealovelywhitewaist。Getrightintomybuggy,andwe’llgodowntowntogetthecloth,takeitovertoMrs。Marshall’s,andhaveherrunyouupaskirtthisafternoon。\"
RenaplacedherselfunreservedlyinthehandsofMrs。Newberry,whointroducedhertothebestdressmakerofthetown,awomanofmuchexperienceinsuchaffairs,whoimprovisedduringtheafternoonagownsuitedtotheoccasion。Mrs。
Marshallhadmademorethanadozenballdressesduringtheprecedingmonth;beingawisewomanandunderstandingherbusinessthoroughly,shehadmadeeachoneofthemsothatwithafewadditionaltouchesitmightservefortheQueenofLoveandBeauty。Thiswasherfirstdirectorderforthespecificgarment。
TryonescortedRenatotheball,whichwasheldintheprincipalpublichallofthetown,andattendedbyallthebestpeople。Thechampionstillworethecostumeofthemorning,inplaceofeveningdress,savethatlongstockingsanddancing—pumpshadtakentheplaceofriding—boots。
Renawentthroughtheordealverycreditably。
Hershynesswaspalpable,butitwassavedfromawkwardnessbyhernativegraceandgoodsense。
Shemadeupinmodestywhatshelackedinaplomb。Hermonthsinschoolhadnoteradicatedacertainself—consciousnessbornofhersecret。
Thebrain—cellsneverlosetheimpressionsofyouth,andRena’sPatesvillelifewasnotfarenoughremovedtohavelostitsdistinctnessofoutline。
Ofthetwo,thepresentwasmoreofadream,thepastwasthemorevividreality。Atschoolshehadlearnedsomethingfrombooksandnotalittlefromobservation。Shehadbeenabletocompareherselfwithothergirls,andtoseewhereinsheexcelledorfellshortofthem。Withasinceredesireforimprovement,andawishtopleaseherbrotheranddohimcredit,shehadsoughttomakethemostofheropportunities。Buildinguponafoundationofinnatetasteandintelligence,shehadacquiredmuchoftheself—possessionwhichcomesfromaknowledgeofcorrectstandardsofdeportment。
Shehadmoreoverlearnedwithoutdifficulty,foritsuitedherdisposition,tokeepsilencewhenshecouldnotspeaktoadvantage。Acertainnecessaryreticenceaboutthepastaddedstrengthtoanaturalreserve。Thusequipped,sheheldherownverywellinthesomewhattryingordealoftheball,atwhichthefictionofqueenshipandtheattendantceremonies,whichwereprettyandgraceful,madeherthemostconspicuousfigure。Fewofthosewhowatchedhermovewitheasygracethroughthemeasuresofthedancecouldhaveguessedhownearlyherheartwasinhermouthduringmuchofthetime。
\"You’redoingsplendidly,mydear,\"saidMrs。
Newberry,whohadconstitutedherselfRena’schaperone。
\"ItrustyourGraciousMajestyispleasedwiththehomageofyourdevotedsubjects,\"saidTryon,whospentmuchofhistimebyhersideandkeptupthecharacterofknightinhisspeechandmanner。
\"Verymuch,\"repliedtheQueenofLoveandBeauty,withasomewhattiredsmile。Itwaspleasant,butshewouldbeglad,shethought,whenitwasallover。
\"Keepupyourcourage,\"whisperedherbrother。
\"Youarenotonlyqueen,butthebelleoftheball。Iamproudofyou。Adozenwomenherewouldgiveayearoffthelatterendoflifetobeinyourshoesto—night。\"
Renafeltimmenselyrelievedwhenthehourarrivedatwhichshecouldtakeherdeparture,whichwastobethesignalforthebreaking—upoftheball。ShewasdrivenhomeinTryon’scarriage,herbrotheraccompanyingthem。Thenightwaswarm,andthedrivehomewardunderthestarlight,intheopencarriage,hadasoothingeffectuponRena’sexcitednerves。Thecalmrestfulnessofthenight,thecoolbluedepthsoftheuncloudedsky,thesolemncroakingofthefrogsinadistantswamp,weremuchmoreinharmonywithhernaturethanthecrowdedbrilliancyoftheball—room。
Sheclosedhereyes,and,leaningbackinthecarriage,thoughtofhermother,whoshewishedmighthaveseenherdaughterthisnight。Amomentarypangofhomesicknesspiercedhertenderheart,andshefurtivelywipedawaythetearsthatcameintohereyes。
\"Good—night,fairQueen!\"exclaimedTryon,breakingintoherreverieasthecarriagerolleduptothedoorstep,\"andletyourloyalsubjectkissyourhandintokenofhisfealty。MayyourMajestyneverabdicateherthrone,andmaysheevercountmeherhumbleservantanddevotedknight。\"
\"Andnow,sister,\"saidWarwick,whenTryonhadbeendrivenaway,\"nowthatthemasqueradeisover,letustosleep,andto—morrowtakeuptheseriousbusinessoflife。Yourdayhasbeenaglorioussuccess!\"
Heputhisarmaroundherandgaveherakissandabrotherlyhug。
\"Itisadream,\"shemurmuredsleepily,\"onlyadream。IamCinderellabeforetheclockhasstruck。Good—night,dearJohn。\"
\"Good—night,Rowena。\"
VII
’MIDNEWSURROUNDINGS
Warwick’sresidencewassituatedintheoutskirtsofthetown。Itwasafineoldplantationhouse,builtincolonialtimes,withastatelycolonnade,wideverandas,andlongwindowswithVenetianblinds。Itwaspaintedwhite,andstoodbackseveralrodsfromthestreet,inacharmingsettingofpalmettoes,magnolias,andfloweringshrubs。Renahadalwaysthoughthermother’shouselarge,butnowitseemedcrampedandnarrow,incomparisonwiththisroomymansion。Thefurniturewasold—fashionedandmassive。Thegreatbrassandironsonthewidehearthstoodlikesentinelsproclaimingandguardingthedignityofthefamily。Thespreadingantlersonthewalltestifiedtoamightyhunterinsomepastgeneration。
TheportraitsofWarwick’swife’sancestors——
highfeatured,proudmenandwomen,dressedinthefashionsofabygoneage——lookeddownfromtarnishedgiltframes。Itwasallverynoveltoher,andveryimpressive。Whensheateoffchina,withsilverknivesandforksthathadcomedownasheirlooms,escapingsomehowtheravagesandexigenciesofthewartime,——Warwicktoldherafterwardshowhehadburiedthemoutofreachoffriendorfoe,——shethoughtthatherbrothermustbewealthy,andshefeltveryproudofhimandofheropportunity。Theservants,ofwhomtherewereseveralinthehouse,treatedherwithadeferencetowhichhereightmonthsinschoolhadonlypartlyaccustomedher。Atschoolshehadbeenoneofmanytobeserved,andhadherselfbeenheldtoobedience。Here,forthefirsttimeinherlife,shewasmistress,andtastedthesweetsofpower。
Thehouseholdconsistedofherbrotherandherself,acook,acoachman,anurse,andherbrother’slittlesonAlbert。Thechild,withafineinstinct,hadputouthispunyarmstoRenaatfirstsight,andshehadclaspedthelittlemantoherbosomwithamotherlycaress。Shehadalwayslovedweakcreatures。KittensandpuppieshadeverfoundawelcomeandamealatRena’shands,onlytobechasedawaybyMis’Molly,whohadhadawiderexperience。Noshiftlesspoorwhite,nohalf—wittedorhungrynegro,hadevergoneunfedfromMis’Molly’skitchendoorifRenaweretheretohearhisplaint。LittleAlbertwaspaleandsicklywhenshecame,butsoonbloomedagaininthesunshineofhercare,andwashappyonlyinherpresence。Warwickfoundpleasureintheirgrowingloveforeachother,andwasgladtoperceivethatthechildformedalivinglinktoconnectherwithhishome。
\"Datchilesutt’nlydolubMissRena,an’
dat’safac’,sho’syoubawn,\"remarked’LissathecooktoMimythenurseoneday。\"You’llgetyo’noseputouterj’int,efyoudon’tmin’。\"
\"Iain’tfrettin’,honey,\"laughedthenursegood—naturedly。Shewasnotatalljealous。Shehadthesamewagesasbefore,andherlaborsweremateriallylightenedbytheaunt’sattentiontothechild。ThisgaveMimymuchmoretimetoflirtwithTomthecoachman。
ItwasasourceofmuchgratificationtoWarwickthathissisterseemedtoadaptherselfsoeasilytothenewconditions。Hergracefulmovements,thequietelegancewithwhichsheworeeventhesimplestgown,theeasyauthoritativenesswithwhichshedirectedtheservants,weretohimproofsofsuperiorquality,andhefeltcorrespondinglyproudofher。Hisfeelingforherwassomethingmorethanbrotherlylove,——hewasquiteconsciousthatthereweredegreesinbrotherlylove,andthatifshehadbeenhomelyorstupid,hewouldneverhavedisturbedherinthestagnantlifeofthehousebehindthecedars。Therehadcometohimfromsomesource,downthestreamoftime,arilloftheGreeksenseofproportion,offitness,ofbeauty,whichisindeedbutproportionembodied,theperfectadaptationofmeanstoends。Hehadperceived,moreclearlythanshecouldhaveappreciateditatthattime,theundevelopedelementsofdiscordbetweenRenaandherformerlife。Hehadimaginedherlendinggraceandcharmtohisownhousehold。Stillanothermotive,apurelypsychologicalone,hadmoreorlessconsciouslyinfluencedhim。Hehadnofearthatthefamilysecretwouldeverbediscovered,——
hehadtakenhisprecautionstoothoroughly,hethought,forthat;andyethecouldnotbutfeel,attimes,thatifperadventure——itwasaconceivablehypothesis——itshouldbecomeknown,hisfinesocialpositionwouldcollapselikeahouseofcards。Becauseofthisknowledge,whichtheworldaroundhimdidnotpossess,hehadfeltnowandthenacertainsenseofloneliness;andtherewasameasureofreliefinhavingabouthimonewhoknewhispast,andyetwhoseknowledge,becauseoftheircommoninterest,wouldnotinterferewithhispresentorjeopardizehisfuture。
Forhehadalwaysbeen,inafigurativesense,anaturalizedforeignerintheworldofwideopportunity,andRenawasoneofhisoldcompatriots,whomhewasgladtowelcomeintothepopulouslonelinessofhisadoptedcountry。
VIII
THECOURTSHIP
Inafewweekstheechoesofthetournamentdiedaway,andRena’slifesettleddownintoapleasantroutine,whichshefoundmuchmorecomfortablethanherrecentspectacularprominence。
Herqueenship,whilenotentirelyforgivenbytheladiesofthetown,hadgainedforheratemporarysocialprominence。Amongherownsex,Mrs。Newberryprovedawarmandenthusiasticfriend。RumorwhisperedthatthelivelyyoungwidowwouldnotbeunwillingtoconsoleWarwickinthelonelinessoftheoldcolonialmansion,towhichhissisterwasamostexcellentmediumofapproach。Whetherthiswastrueornotitisunnecessarytoinquire,foritisnopartofthisstory,exceptasperhapsindicatingwhyMrs。Newberryplayedthepartofthefemalefriend,withoutwhomnowomaniseverlaunchedsuccessfullyinasmallandconservativesociety。Herbrother’sstandinggavehertherightofsocialentry;thetournamentopenedwidethedoor,andMrs。Newberryperformedtheceremonyofintroduction。Renahadmanyvisitorsduringthemonthfollowingthetournament,andmighthavemadeherchoicefromamongadozensuitors;butamongthemall,herknightofthehandkerchieffoundmostfavor。
GeorgeTryonhadcometoClarenceafewmonthsbeforeuponbusinessconnectedwiththesettlementofhisgrandfather’sestate。Arathercomplicatedlitigationhadgrownuparoundtheaffair,variousphasesofwhichhadkeptTryonalmostconstantlyinthetown。HehadplacedmattersinWarwick’shands,andhadformedadecidedfriendshipforhisattorney,forwhomhefeltafrankadmiration。Tryonwasonlytwenty—three,andhisfriend’sadditionalfiveyears,supplementedbyacertainprofessionalgravity,commandedagreatdealofrespectfromtheyoungerman。WhenTryonhadknownWarwickforaweek,hehadbeenreadytoswearbyhim。Indeed,Warwickwasamanforwhommostpeopleformedalikingatfirstsight。Tothispowerofattractionheowedmostofhissuccess——firstwithJudgeStraight,ofPatesville,thenwiththelawyerwhoseofficehehadenteredatClarence,withthewomanwhobecamehiswife,andwiththeclientsforwhomhetransactedbusiness。TryonwouldhavemaintainedagainstallcomersthatWarwickwasthefinestfellowintheworld。WhenhemetWarwick’ssister,thefoundationforadmirationhadalreadybeenlaid。IfRenahadprovedtobeamaidenladyofuncertainageanddoubtfulpersonalattractiveness,Tryonwouldprobablyhavefoundinheramostexcellentlady,worthyofallrespectandesteem,andwouldhavetreatedherwithprofounddeferenceandsedulouscourtesy。
Whensheprovedtobeayoungandhandsomewoman,ofthetypethatheadmiredmost,hewascapableofanydegreeofinfatuation。Hismotherhadforalongtimewantedhimtomarrytheorphandaughterofanoldfriend,avivaciousblonde,whoworshipedhim。Hehadfeltfriendlytowardsher,buthadshrunkfrommatrimony。
Hedidnotwantherbadlyenoughtogiveuphisfreedom。Thewarhadinterferedwithhiseducation,andthoughfairlywellinstructed,hehadneverattendedcollege。Inhisownopinion,heoughttoseesomethingoftheworld,andhavehisyouthfulfling。Lateron,whenhegotreadytosettledown,ifBlanchewerestillinthehumor,theymightmarry,andsinktothehumdrumlevelofotheroldmarriedpeople。ThefactthatBlancheLearywasvisitinghismotherduringhisunexpectedlylongabsencehadnotoperatedatalltohastenhisreturntoNorthCarolina。HehadbeenhavingaverygoodtimeatClarence,and,atthedistanceofseveralhundredmiles,wassafeforthetimebeingfromanyimmediatedangerofmarriage。
WithRena’sadvent,however,hehadseenlifethroughdifferentglasses。Hishearthadthrilledatfirstsightofthistallgirl,withtheivorycomplexion,theripplingbrownhair,andtheinscrutableeyes。Whenhebecamebetteracquaintedwithher,helikedtothinkthatherthoughtscentredmainlyinhimself;andinthishewasnotfarwrong。Hediscoveredthatshehadashortupperlip,andwhatseemedtohimaneminentlykissablemouth。AfterhehaddinedtwiceatWarwick’s,subsequentlytothetournament,——hisluckychoiceofRenahadputhimatonceuponahouseholdfootingwiththefamily,——hisviewsofmarriagechangedentirely。Itnowseemedtohimtheduty,aswellasthehighandholyprivilegeofayoungman,tomarryandmanfullytopayhisdebttosociety。WheninRena’spresence,hecouldnotimaginehowhehadevercontemplatedthepossibilityofmarriagewithBlancheLeary,——shewasutterly,entirely,andhopelesslyunsuitedtohim。Forafairmanofvivacioustemperament,thisstatelydarkgirlwastheidealmate。Evenhismotherwouldadmitthis,ifshecouldonlyseeRena。Towinthisbeautifulgirlforhiswifewouldbeaworthytask。HehadcrownedherQueenofLoveandBeauty;sincethenshehadascendedthethroneofhisheart。
Hewouldmakeherqueenofhishomeandmistressofhislife。
ToRenathisbriefmonth’scourtshipcameasaneweducation。Notonlyhadthisfairyoungmancrownedherqueen,andhonoredherabovealltheladiesintown;butsincethenhehadwaitedassiduouslyuponher,hadspokensoftlytoher,hadlookedatherwithshiningeyes,andhadsoughttobealonewithher。Thetimesooncamewhentotouchhishandingreetingsentathrillthroughherframe,——atimewhenshelistenedforhisfootstepandwashappyinhispresence。Hehadbeenboldenoughatthetournament;hehadsincebecomesomewhatbashfulandconstrained。Hemustbeinlove,shethought,andwonderedhowsoonhewouldspeak。Ifitweresosweettowalkwithhiminthegarden,oralongtheshadedstreets,tositwithhim,tofeelthetouchofhishand,whathappinesswoulditnotbetohearhimsaythathelovedher——tobearhisname,tolivewithhimalways。Tobethuslovedandhonoredbythishandsomeyoungman,——shecouldhardlybelieveitpossible。Hewouldneverspeak——hewoulddiscoverhersecretandwithdraw。Sheturnedpaleatthethought,——ah,God!somethingwouldhappen,——itwastoogoodtobetrue。ThePrincewouldnevertryontheglassslipper。
TryonfirsttoldhisloveforRenaonesummereveningontheirwayhomefromchurch。Theywerewalkinginthemoonlightalongthequietstreet,which,butfortheirpresence,seemedquitedeserted。
\"MissWarwick——Rowena,\"hesaid,claspingwithhisrighthandthehandthatrestedonhisleftarm,\"Iloveyou!Doyou——loveme?\"
ToRenathissimpleavowalcamewithmuchgreaterforcethanamoreformaldeclarationcouldhavehad。Itappealedtoherownsimplenature。
Indeed,fewwomenatsuchamomentcriticisetheforminwhichthemostfatefulwordsoflife——butone——arespoken。Words,whilepleasant,arereallysuperfluous。Herwhispered\"Yes\"spokevolumes。
Theywalkedonpastthehouse,alongthecountryroadintowhichthestreetsoonmerged。Whentheyreturned,anhourlater,theyfoundWarwickseatedonthepiazza,inarocking—chair,smokingafragrantcigar。
\"Well,children,\"heobservedwithmockseverity,\"youarelateingettinghomefromchurch。Thesermonmusthavebeenextremelylong。\"
\"Wehavebeenattendinganafter—meeting,\"
repliedTryonjoyfully,\"andhavebeendiscussinganoldtext,`Littlechildren,loveoneanother,’
anditscorollary,`Itisnotgoodformantolivealone。’John,Iamthehappiestmanalive。Yoursisterhaspromisedtomarryme。Ishouldliketoshakemybrother’shand。\"
Neverdoesonefeelsostronglytheuniversalbrotherhoodofmanaswhenonelovessomeotherfellow’ssister。WarwicksprangfromhischairandclaspedTryon’sextendedhandwithrealemotion。
HeknewofnomanwhomhewouldhavepreferredtoTryonasahusbandforhissister。
\"MydearGeorge——mydearsister,\"heexclaimed,\"Iamvery,veryglad。Iwishyoueveryhappiness。Mysisteristhemostfortunateofwomen。\"
\"AndIamtheluckiestofmen,\"criedTryon。
\"Iwishyoueveryhappiness,\"repeatedWarwick;
adding,withatouchofsolemnity,asacertainthought,neverfardistant,occurredtohim,\"Ihopethatneitherofyoumayeverregretyourchoice。\"
Thusplaceduponthefootingofanacceptedlover,Tryon’svisitstothehousebecamemorefrequent。Hewishedtofixatimeforthemarriage,butatthispointRenadevelopedastrangereluctance。
\"Canwenotloveeachotherforawhile?\"sheasked。\"Tobeengagedisapleasurethatcomesbutonce;itwouldbeapitytocutittooshort。\"
\"ItisapleasurethatIwouldcheerfullydispensewith,\"hereplied,\"forthecertaintyofpossession。
Iwantyoualltomyself,andallthetime。Thingsmighthappen。IfIshoulddie,forinstance,beforeImarriedyou\"——
\"Oh,don’tsupposesuchawfulthings,\"shecried,puttingherhandoverhismouth。
Hehelditthereandkissedituntilshepulleditaway。
\"Ishouldconsider,\"heresumed,completingthesentence,\"thatmylifehadbeenafailure。\"
\"IfIshoulddie,\"shemurmured,\"Ishoulddiehappyintheknowledgethatyouhadlovedme。\"
\"Inthreeweeks,\"hewenton,\"IshallhavefinishedmybusinessinClarence,andtherewillbebutonethingtokeepmehere。Whenshallitbe?
Imusttakeyouhomewithme。\"
\"Iwillletyouknow,\"shereplied,withatroubledsigh,\"inaweekfromto—day。\"
\"I’llcallyourattentiontothesubjecteverydayinthemeantime,\"heasserted。\"Ishouldn’tlikeyoutoforgetit。\"
Rena’sshrinkingfromtheirrevocablestepofmarriagewasduetoasimpleandyetcomplexcause。Statedbaldly,itwastheconsciousnessofhersecret;thecomplexityaroseoutofthevariouswaysinwhichitseemedtobearuponherfuture。Ourlivesaresoboundupwiththoseofourfellowmenthattheslightestdeparturefromthebeatenpathinvolvesamultiplicityofsmalladjustments。IthadnotbeendifficultforRenatoconformherspeech,hermanners,andinameasurehermodesofthought,tothoseofthepeoplearoundher;butwhenthisreadjustmentwentbeyondmereexternalsandconcernedthevitalissuesoflife,thesecretthatoppressedhertookonamoreseriousaspect,withtragicpossibilities。
Adiscursiveimaginationwasnotoneofhercharacteristics,orthedangerofamarriageofwhichperfectfranknesswasnotaconditionmightwellhavepresenteditselfbeforeherhearthadbecomeinvolved。Undertheinfluenceofdoubtandfearactinguponlove,theinvisiblebartohappinessglowedwithalambentflamethatthreateneddiredisaster。
\"Wouldhehavelovedmeatall,\"sheaskedherself,\"ifhehadknownthestoryofmypast?
Or,havinglovedme,couldheblamemenowforwhatIcannothelp?\"
Thereweretwoshoalsinthechannelofherlife,uponeitherofwhichherhappinessmightgotoshipwreck。Sinceleavingthehousebehindthecedars,whereshehadbeenbroughtintotheworldwithoutherownknowledgeorconsent,andhadfirstdrawnthebreathoflifebytheinvoluntarycontractionofcertainmuscles,Renahadlearned,inashorttime,manythings;butshewasyettolearnthattheinnocentsufferwiththeguilty,andfeelthepunishmentthemorekeenlybecauseunmerited。ShehadyettolearnthattheoldMosaicformula,\"Thesinsofthefathersshallbevisiteduponthechildren,\"wasgravenmoreindeliblyupontheheartoftheracethanuponthetablesofSinai。
Butwouldherloverstillloveher,ifheknewall?Shehadreadsomeofthenovelsinthebookcaseinhermother’shall,andothersatboarding—
school。Shehadreadthatlovewasaconqueror,thatneitherlifenordeath,norcreednorcaste,couldstayhistriumphantcourse。Hersecretwasnolegalbartotheirunion。IfRenacouldforgetthesecret,andTryonshouldneverknowit,itwouldbenoobstacletotheirhappiness。ButRenafelt,withasinkingoftheheart,thathappinesswasnotamatteroflaworoffact,butlayentirelywithinthedomainofsentiment。Wearehappywhenwethinkourselveshappy,andwithastrangeperversityweoftendifferfromotherswithregardtowhatshouldconstituteourhappiness。
Rena’ssecretwastheworminthebud,theskeletoninthecloset。
\"Hesaysthathelovesme。HeDOESloveme。
Wouldheloveme,ifheknew?\"ShestoodbeforeanovalmirrorbroughtfromFrancebyoneofWarwick’swife’sancestors,andregardedherimagewithacoldlycriticaleye。Shewasaslittlevainasanyofhersexwhoareendowedwithbeauty。Shetriedtoplaceherself,inthuspassinguponherownclaimstoconsideration,inthehostileattitudeofsocietytowardherhiddendisability。Therewasnomarkuponherbrowtobrandheraslesspure,lessinnocent,lessdesirable,lessworthytobeloved,thantheseproudwomenofthepastwhohadadmiredthemselvesinthisoldmirror。
\"Ithinkamanmightlovemeformyself,\"shemurmuredpathetically,\"andifhelovedmetruly,thathewouldmarryme。Ifhewouldnotmarryme,thenitwouldbebecausehedidn’tloveme。
I’lltellGeorgemysecret。Ifheleavesme,thenhedoesnotloveme。\"
Butthisresolutionvanishedintothinairbeforeitwasfullyformulated。Thesecretwasnothersalone;itinvolvedherbrother’sposition,towhomsheowedeverything,andinlessdegreethefutureofherlittlenephew,whomshehadlearnedtolovesowell。Shehadthechoiceofbuttwocoursesofaction,tomarryTryonortodismisshim。Thethoughtthatshemightlosehimmadehimseemonlymoredear;tothinkthathemightleavehermadehersickatheart。Inoneweekshewasboundtogivehimananswer;hewasmorelikelytoaskforitattheirnextmeeting。
IX
DOUBTSANDFEARS
Rena’sheartwastooheavywiththesemisgivingsforhertokeepthemtoherself。OnthemorningaftertheconversationwithTryoninwhichshehadpromisedhimananswerwithinaweek,shewentintoherbrother’sstudy,whereheusuallyspentanhourafterbreakfastbeforegoingtohisoffice。Helookedupamiablyfromthebookbeforehimandreadtroubleinherface。
\"Well,Rena,dear,\"heaskedwithasmile,\"what’sthematter?Isthereanythingyouwant——money,orwhat?IshouldliketohaveAladdin’slamp——thoughI’dhardlyneedit——
thatyoumighthavenowishunsatisfied。\"
Hehadfoundherverybackwardinaskingforthingsthatsheneeded。Generouswithhismeans,hethoughtnothingtoogoodforher。Hersuccesshadgratifiedhispride,andjustifiedhiscourseintakingherunderhisprotection。
\"Thankyou,John。YougivemealreadymorethanIneed。Itissomethingelse,John。GeorgewantsmetosaywhenIwillmarryhim。Iamafraidtomarryhim,withouttellinghim。Ifheshouldfindoutafterwards,hemightcastmeoff,orceasetoloveme。Ifhedidnotknowit,I
shouldbeforeverthinkingofwhathewoulddoifheSHOULDfinditout;or,ifIshoulddiewithouthishavinglearnedit,IshouldnotresteasyinmygraveforthinkingofwhathewouldhavedoneifheHADfounditout。\"
Warwick’ssmilegaveplacetoagraveexpressionatthissomewhatcomprehensivestatement。Heroseandclosedthedoorcarefully,lestsomeoneoftheservantsmightoverheartheconversation。
MoreliberallyendowedthanRenawithimagination,andnotwithoutaveinofsentiment,hehadneverthelessapracticalsidethatoutweighedthemboth。Withhim,theproblemthatoppressedhissisterhadbeeninthemainamatterofargument,ofself—conviction。Oncepersuadedthathehadcertainrights,oroughttohavethem,byvirtueofthelawsofnature,indefianceofthecustomsofmankind,hehadpromptlysoughttoenjoythem。
Thishehadbeenabletodobysimplyconcealinghisantecedentsandmakingthemostofhisopportunities,withnotroublesomequalmsofconsciencewhatever。Buthehadalreadyperceived,intheirbriefintercourse,thatRena’semotions,whilelesseasilystirred,touchedadeepernotethanhis,anddweltuponitwithgreaterintensitythaniftheyhadbeenspreadoverthelargerfieldtowhichamorereadysympathywouldhavesuppliedsomanypointsofaccess;——herswasadeepandsilentcurrentflowingbetweenthenarrowwallsofaself—
containedlife,histhespreadingriverthatranthroughapleasantlandscape。Warwick’simagination,however,enabledhimtoputhimselfintouchwithhermoodandrecognizeitsbearingsuponherconduct。Hewouldhavepreferredhertakingthepracticalpointofview,tobringherroundtowhichheperceivedwouldbeamatterofdiplomacy。
\"Howlonghavetheseweightythoughtsbeentroublingyoursmallhead?\"heaskedwithassumedlightness。
\"Sinceheaskedmelastnighttonameourweddingday。\"
\"Mydearchild,\"continuedWarwick,\"youtaketootragicaviewoflife。Marriageisareciprocalarrangement,bywhichthecontractingpartiesgiveloveforlove,careforkeeping,faithforfaith。Itisamatterofthefuture,notofthepast。Whatapoorsoulitisthathasnotsomesecretchamber,sacredtoitself;whereonecanfileawaythethingsothershavenorighttoknow,aswellasthingsthatonehimselfwouldfainforget!Weareundernomoralobligationtoinflictuponothersthehistoryofourpastmistakes,ourwaywardthoughts,oursecretsins,ourdesperatehopes,orourheartbreakingdisappointments。Stilllessareweboundtobringoutfromthissecretchamberthedustyrecordofourancestry。
`Letthedeadpastburyitsdead。’
GeorgeTryonlovesyouforyourselfalone;itisnotyourancestorsthatheseekstomarry。\"
\"Butwouldhemarrymeifheknew?\"shepersisted。
Warwickpausedforreflection。Hewouldhavepreferredtoarguethequestioninageneralway,butfeltthenecessityofsatisfyingherscruples,asfarasmightbe。HehadlikedTryonfromtheverybeginningoftheiracquaintance。Inalltheirintercourse,whichhadbeenverycloseforseveralmonths,hehadbeenimpressedbytheyoungman’ssunnytemper,hisstraightforwardness,hisintellectualhonesty。Tryon’sdeferencetoWarwickastheeldermanhadverynaturallyprovedanattraction。WhetherthisfriendshipwouldhavestoodthetestofutterfranknessabouthisownpastwasamerelyacademicspeculationwithwhichWarwickdidnottroublehimself。Withhissisterthequestionhadevidentlybecomeamatterofconscience,——adifficultsubjectwithwhichtodealinapersonofRena’stemperament。
\"Mydearsister,\"hereplied,\"whyshouldheknow?Wehaven’taskedhimforhispedigree;
wedon’tcaretoknowit。Ifhecaresforours,heshouldaskforit,anditwouldthenbetimeenoughtoraisethequestion。Youlovehim,Iimagine,andwishtomakehimhappy?\"
Itisthehighestwishofthewomanwholoves。
Theenamoredmanseekshisownhappiness;thelovingwomanfindsnosacrificetoogreatforthelovedone。Thefictionofchivalrymademanservewoman;thefactofhumannaturemakeswomanhappiestwhenservingwheresheloves。
\"Yes,oh,yes,\"Renaexclaimedwithfervor,claspingherhandsunconsciously。\"I’mafraidhe’dbeunhappyifheknew,anditwouldmakememiserabletothinkhimunhappy。\"
\"Well,then,\"saidWarwick,\"supposeweshouldtellhimoursecretandputourselvesinhispower,andthatheshouldthenconcludethathecouldn’tmarryyou?Doyouimaginehewouldbeanyhappierthanheisnow,orthanifheshouldneverknow?\"
Ah,no!shecouldnotthinkso。Onecouldnottearloveoutofone’sheartwithoutpainandsuffering。
Therewasaknockatthedoor。Warwickopenedittothenurse,whostoodwithlittleAlbertinherarms。
\"Please,suh,\"saidthegirl,withacurtsy,\"debaby’sbe’noryin’an’frettin’ferMissRena,an’
I’lowedshemoughtwantmeterfetch’im,efitwouldn’t’sturbher。\"
\"Givemethedarling,\"exclaimedRena,comingforwardandtakingthechildfromthenurse。\"Itwantsitsauntie。Cometoitsauntie,blessitslittleheart!\"
LittleAlbertcrowedwithpleasureandputuphisprettymouthforakiss。Warwickfoundthesightapleasantone。Ifhecouldbutquiethissister’stroublesomescruples,hemighterelongseeherfondlingbeautifulchildrenofherown。EvenifRenawerewillingtoriskherhappiness,andhetoendangerhisposition,byaquixoticfrankness,thefutureofhischildmustnotbecompromised。