Thelace—makersthemselveshavenotentirelyforgivenourcountry—
women;andIthinktheytakeaspecialpleasureinthelegendofthenorthernquarterofthetown,calledL’Anglade,becausetheretheEnglishfree—lanceswerearrestedanddrivenbackbythepotencyofalittleVirginMaryonthewall。
Fromtimetotimeamarketisheld,andthetownhasaseasonofrevival;cattleandpigsarestabledinthestreets;andpickpocketshavebeenknowntocomeallthewayfromLyonsfortheoccasion。
EverySundaythecountryfolkthronginwithdaylighttobuyapples,toattendmass,andtovisitoneofthewine—shops,ofwhichtherearenofewerthanfiftyinthislittletown。Sundaywearforthemenisagreentailcoatofsomecoarsesortofdrugget,andusuallyacompletesuittomatch。Ihaveneverseteyesonsuchdegradingraiment。Hereitclings,therebulges;andthehumanbody,withitsagreeableandlivelylines,isturnedintoamockeryandlaughing—
stock。AnotherpieceofSundaybusinesswiththepeasantsistotaketheirailmentstothechemistforadvice。ItisasmuchamatterforSundayaschurch—going。IhaveseenawomanwhohadbeenunabletospeaksincetheMondaybefore,wheezing,catchingherbreath,endlesslyandpainfullycoughing;andyetshehadwaitedupwardsofahundredhoursbeforecomingtoseekhelp,andhadtheweekbeentwiceaslong,shewouldhavewaitedstill。Therewasacanonicaldayforconsultation;suchwastheancestralhabit,towhicharespectableladymuststudytoconform。
TwoconveyancesgodailytoLePuy,buttheyrivaleachotherinpoliteconcessionsratherthaninspeed。Eachwillwaitanhourortwohourscheerfullywhileanoldladydoeshermarketingoragentlemanfinishesthepapersinacafe。TheCOURRIER(suchisthenameofone)shouldleaveLePuybytwointheafternoonandarriveatMonastieringoodonthereturnvoyage,andarriveatMonastieringoodtimeforasix—o’clockdinner。Butthedriverdaresnotdisobligehiscustomers。Hewillpostponehisdepartureagainandagain,hourafterhour;andIhaveknownthesuntogodownonhisdelay。Thesepurelypersonalfavours,thisconsiderationofmen’sfancies,ratherthanthehandsofamechanicalclock,asmarkingtheadvanceoftheabstraction,time,makesamorehumorousbusinessofstage—coachingthanweareusedtoseeit。
Asfarastheeyecanreach,oneswellinglineofhilltoprisesandfallsbehindanother;andifyouclimbaneminence,itisonlytoseenewandfatherrangesbehindthese。Manylittleriversrunfromallsidesincliffyvalleys;andoneofthem,afewmilesfromMonastier,bearsthegreatnameofLoire。Themeanlevelofthecountryisalittlemorethanthreethousandfeetabovethesea,whichmakestheatmosphereproportionallybriskandwholesome。Thereislittletimberexceptpines,andthegreaterpartofthecountryliesinmoorlandpasture。Thecountryiswildandtumbledratherthancommanding;anuplandratherthanamountaindistrict;andthemoststrikingaswellasthemostagreeablescenerylieslowbesidetherivers。There,indeed,youwillfindmanycornersthattakethefancy;suchasmadetheEnglishnoblechoosehisgravebyaSwissstreamlet,wherenatureisatherfreshest,andlooksasyoungasontheseventhmorning。SuchaplaceisthecourseoftheGazeille,whereitwatersthecommonofMonastierandthencedownwardstillitjoinstheLoire;aplacetohearbirdssinging;aplaceforloverstofrequent。Thenameoftheriverwasperhapssuggestedbythesoundofitspassageoverthestones;foritisagreatwarbler,andatnight,afterIwasinbedatMonastier,IcouldhearitgosingingdownthevalleytillIfellasleep。
Onthewhole,thisisaScottishlandscape,althoughnotsonobleasthebestinScotland;andbyanoddcoincidence,thepopulationis,initsway,asScottishasthecountry。Theyhaveabrupt,uncouth,Fifeshiremanners,andaccostyou,asifyouweretrespassing,an’Ou’st—cequevousallez?’onlytranslatableintotheLowland’Whauryegaun?’TheykeeptheScottishSabbath。Thereisnolabourdoneonthatdaybuttodriveinandoutthevariouspigsandsheepandcattlethatmakesopleasantatinklinginthemeadows。Thelace—
makershavedisappearedfromthestreet。Nottoattendmasswouldinvolvesocialdegradation;andyoumayfindpeoplereadingSundaybooks,inparticularasortofCatholicMONTHLYVISITORonthedoingsofOurLadyofLourdes。IrememberoneSunday,whenIwaswalkinginthecountry,thatIfellonahamletandfoundalltheinhabitants,fromthepatriarchtothebaby,gatheredintheshadowofagableatprayer。Onestrappinglassstoodwithherbacktothewallanddidthesolopart,therestchimingindevoutly。Notfaroff,aladlayflatonhisfaceasleepamongsomestraw,torepresenttheworldlyelement。
Again,thispeopleiseagertoproselytise;andthepostmaster’sdaughterusedtoarguewithmebythehalf—houraboutmyheresy,untilshegrewquiteflushed。IhaveheardthereverseprocessgoingonbetweenaScotswomanandaFrenchgirl;andtheargumentsinthetwocaseswereidentical。Eachapostlebasedherclaimonthesuperiorvirtueandattainmentsofherclergy,andclenchedthebusinesswithathreatofhell—fire。’PASBONGPRETRESICI,’saidthePresbyterian,’BONGPRETRESENECOSSE。’Andthepostmaster’sdaughter,takingupthesameweapon,pliedme,sotospeak,withthebuttofitinsteadofthebayonet。Weareahopefulrace,itseems,andeasilypersuadedforourgood。OnecheerfulcircumstanceInoteintheseguerillamissions,thateachsidereliesonhell,andProtestantandCatholicalikeaddressthemselvestoasupposedmisgivingintheiradversary’sheart。AndIcallitcheerful,forfaithisamoresupportingqualitythanimagination。
Here,asinScotland,manypeasantfamiliesboastasoninholyorders。Andherealso,theyoungmenhaveatendencytoemigrate。
Itiscertainlynotpovertythatdrivesthemtothegreatcitiesoracrosstheseas,formanypeasantfamilies,Iwastold,haveafortuneofatleast40,000francs。Theladsgoforthprickedwiththespiritofadventureandthedesiretoriseinlife,andleavetheirhomespuneldersgrumblingandwonderingovertheevent。Once,atavillagecalledLaussonne,Imetoneofthesedisappointedparents:adrakewhohadfatheredawildswanandseenittakewinganddisappear。ThewildswaninquestionwasnowanapothecaryinBrazil。HehadflownbywayofBordeaux,andfirstlandedinAmerica,bareheadedandbarefoot,andwithasinglehalfpennyinhispocket。Andnowhewasanapothecary!Suchawonderfulthingisanadventurouslife!Ithoughthemightaswellhavestayedathome;
butyounevercantellwhereinaman’slifeconsists,norinwhathesetshispleasure:onetodrink,anothertomarry,athirdtowritescurrilousarticlesandberepeatedlycanedinpublic,andnowthisfourth,perhaps,tobeanapothecaryinBrazil。Asforhisoldfather,hecouldconceivenoreasonforthelad’sbehaviour。’Ihadalwaysbreadforhim,’hesaid;’heranawaytoannoyme。Helovedtoannoyme。Hehadnogratitude。’Butathearthewasswellingwithprideoverhistravelledoffspring,andheproducedaletteroutofhispocket,where,ashesaid,itwasrotting,amerelumpofpaperrags,andwaveditgloriouslyintheair。’ThiscomesfromAmerica,’hecried,’sixthousandleaguesaway!’Andthewine—shopaudiencelookeduponitwithacertainthrill。
Isoonbecameapopularfigure,andwasknownformilesinthecountry。OU’STQUEVOUSALLEZ?waschangedformeintoQUOI,VOUS
RENTREZAUMONASTIERandinthetownitselfeveryurchinseemedtoknowmyname,althoughnolivingcreaturecouldpronounceit。Therewasoneparticulargroupoflace—makerswhobroughtoutachairformewheneverIwentby,anddetainedmefrommywalktogossip。TheywerefilledwithcuriosityaboutEngland,itslanguage,itsreligion,thedressofthewomen,andwereneverwearyofseeingtheQueen’sheadonEnglishpostage—stamps,orseekingforFrenchwordsinEnglishJournals。Thelanguage,inparticular,filledthemwithsurprise。
’DotheyspeakPATOISinEngland?’Iwasonceasked;andwhenItoldthemnot,’Ah,then,French?’saidthey。
’No,no,’Isaid,’notFrench。’
’Then,’theyconcluded,’theyspeakPATOIS。’
YoumustobviouslyeitherspeakFrenchorPATIOS。Talkoftheforceoflogic—hereitwasinallitsweakness。Igaveupthepoint,butproceedingtogiveillustrationsofmynativejargon,Iwasmetwithanewmortification。OfallPATIOStheydeclaredthatminewasthemostpreposterousandthemostjocoseinsound。Ateachnewwordtherewasanewexplosionoflaughter,andsomeoftheyoungeronesweregladtorisefromtheirchairsandstampaboutthestreetinecstasy;andIlookedonupontheirmirthinafaintandslightlydisagreeablebewilderment。’Bread,’whichsoundsacommonplace,plain—sailingmonosyllableinEngland,wasthewordthatmostdelightedthesegoodladiesofMonastier;itseemedtothemfrolicsomeandracy,likeapageofPickwick;andtheyallgotitcarefullybyheart,asastand—by,Ipresume,forwinterevenings。I
havetrieditsincethenwitheverysortofaccentandinflection,butIseemtolackthesenseofhumour。
Theywereofallages:childrenattheirfirstweboflace,astriplinggirlwithabashfulbutencouragingplayofeyes,solidmarriedwomen,andgrandmothers,someonthetopoftheirageandsomefallingtowardsdecrepitude。Oneandallwerepleasantandnatural,readytolaughandreadywithacertainquietsolemnitywhenthatwascalledforbythesubjectofourtalk。Life,sincethefallinwages,hadbeguntoappeartothemwithamoreseriousair。Thestriplinggirlwouldsometimeslaughatmeinaprovocativeandnotunadmiringmanner,ifIjudgearight;andoneofthegrandmothers,whowasmygreatfriendoftheparty,gavememanyasharpwordofjudgmentonmysketches,myheresy,orevenmyarguments,andgavethemwithawrymouthandahumoroustwinkleinhereyethatwereeminentlyScottish。Buttherestusedmewithacertainreverence,assomethingcomefromafarandnotentirelyhuman。Nothingwouldputthemattheireasebuttheirresistiblegaietyofmynativetongue。BetweentheoldladyandmyselfIthinktherewasarealattachment。Shewasneverwearyofsittingtomeforherportrait,inherbestcapandbrigandhat,andwithallherwrinklestidilycomposed,andthoughsheneverfailedtorepudiatetheresult,shewouldalwaysinsistuponanothertrial。Itwasasgoodasaplaytoseehersittinginjudgmentoverthelast。’No,no,’shewouldsay,’thatisnotit。Iamold,tobesure,butIambetter—lookingthanthat。Wemusttryagain。’WhenIwasabouttoleaveshebademegood—byeforthislifeinasomewhattouchingmanner。Weshouldnotmeetagain,shesaid;itwasalongfarewell,andshewassorry。Butlifeissofullofcrooks,oldlady,thatwhoknows?Ihavesaidgood—byetopeopleforgreaterdistancesandtimes,and,pleaseGod,Imeantoseethemyetagain。
Onethingwasnotableaboutthesewomen,fromtheyoungesttotheoldest,andwithhardlyanexception。Inspiteoftheirpiety,theycouldtwangoffanoathwithSirTobyBelchinperson。Therewasnothingsohighorsolow,inheavenorearthorinthehumanbody,butawomanofthisneighbourhoodwouldwhipoutthenameofit,fairandsquare,bywayofconversationaladornment。Mylandlady,whowasprettyandyoung,dressedlikealadyandavoidedPATOISlikeaweakness,commonlyaddressedherchildinthelanguageofadrunkenbully。AndofalltheswearersthatIeverheard,commendmetoanoldladyinGondet,avillageoftheLoire。Iwasmakingasketch,andhercursewasnotyetendedwhenIhadfinisheditandtookmydeparture。Itistrueshehadarighttobeangry;forherewasherson,ahulkingfellow,visiblytheworsefordrinkbeforethedaywaswellbegun。Butitwasstrangetohearherunwearyingflowofoathsandobscenities,endlesslikeariver,andnowandthenrisingtoapassionateshrillness,intheclearandsilentairofthemorning。
Incityslums,thethingmighthavepassedunnoticed;butinacountryvalley,andfromaplainandhonestcountrywoman,thisbeastlinessofspeechsurprisedtheear。
TheCONDUCTOR,asheiscalled,OFROADSANDBRIDGESwasmyprincipalcompanion。Hewasgenerallyintelligent,andcouldhavespokenmoreorlessfalsettoonanyofthetritetopics;butitwashisspeciallytohaveageneroustasteineating。Thiswaswhatwasmostindigenousintheman;itwasherehewasanartist;andIfoundinhiscompanywhatIhadlongsuspected,thatenthusiasmandspecialknowledgearethegreatsocialqualities,andwhattheyareabout,whetherwhitesauceorShakespeare’splays,analtogethersecondaryquestion。
IusedtoaccompanytheConductoronhisprofessionalrounds,andgrewtobelievemyselfanexpertinthebusiness。IthoughtIcouldmakeanentryinastone—breaker’stime—book,orordermanureoffthewaysidewithanylivingengineerinFrance。Gondetwasoneoftheplaceswevisitedtogether;andLaussonne,whereImettheapothecary’sfather,wasanother。There,atLaussonne,GeorgeSandspentadaywhileshewasgatheringmaterialsfortheMARQUISDE
VILLEMER;andIhavespokenwithanoldman,whowasthenachildrunningabouttheinnkitchen,andwhostillremembersherwithasortofreverence。ItappearsthathespokeFrenchimperfectly;forthisreasonGeorgeSandchosehimforcompanion,andwheneverheletslipabroadandpicturesquephraseinPATOIS,shewouldmakehimrepeatitagainandagaintillitwasgraveninhermemory。Thewordforafrogparticularlypleasedherfancy;anditwouldbecurioustoknowifsheafterwardsemployeditinherworks。Thepeasants,whoknewnothingofbettersandhadneversomuchasheardoflocalcolour,couldnotexplainherchatteringwiththisbackwardchild;
andtothemsheseemedaveryhomelyladyandfarfrombeautiful:
themostfamousman—killeroftheageappealedsolittletoVelaisianswine—herds!
Onmyfirstengineeringexcursion,whichlayupbyCrouzialstowardsMountMezencandthebordersofArdeche,Ibegananimprovingacquaintancewiththeforemanroad—mender。Hewasingreatgleeathavingmewithhim,passedmeoffamonghissubalternsasthesupervisingengineer,andinsistedonwhathecalled’thegallantry’
ofpayingformybreakfastinaroadsidewine—shop。Onthewhole,hewasamanofgreatweather—wisdom,somespirits,andasocialtemper。
ButIamafraidhewassuperstitious。Whenhewasnineyearsold,hehadseenonenightacompanyofBOURGEOISETDAMESQUIFAISAIENTLA
MANEGEAVECDESCHAISES,andconcludedthathewasinthepresenceofawitches’Sabbath。Isuppose,butventurewithtimidityonthesuggestion,thatthismayhavebeenaromanticandnocturnalpicnicparty。Again,comingfromPradelleswithhisbrother,theysawagreatemptycartdrawnbysixenormoushorsesbeforethemontheroad。Thedrivercriedaloudandfilledthemountainswiththecrackingofhiswhip。Heneverseemedtogofasterthanawalk,yetitwasimpossibletoovertakehim;andatlength,atthecomerofahill,thewholeequipagedisappearedbodilyintothenight。Atthetime,peoplesaiditwasthedevilQUIS’AMUSAITAFAIRECA。
Isuggestedtherewasnothingmorelikely,ashemusthavesomeamusement。
Theforemansaiditwasodd,buttherewaslessofthatsortofthingthanformerly。’C’ESTDIFFICILE,’headded,’AEXPLIQUER。’
WhenwewerewelluponthemoorsandtheCONDUCTORwastryingsomeroad—metalwiththegauge—
’Hark!’saidtheforeman,’doyouhearnothing?’
Welistened,andthewind,whichwasblowingchillyoutoftheeast,broughtafaint,tangledjanglingtoourears。
’ItistheflocksofVivarais,’saidhe。
Foreverysummer,theflocksoutofallArdechearebroughtuptopastureonthesegrassyplateaux。
Hereandtherealittleprivateflockwasbeingtendedbyagirl,onespinningwithadistaff,anotherseatedonawallandintentlymakinglace。Thislast,whenweaddressedher,leapedupinapanicandputoutherarms,likeapersonswimming,tokeepusatadistance,anditwassomesecondsbeforewecouldpersuadeherofthehonestyofourintentions。
TheCONDUCTORtoldmeofanotherherdswomanfromwhomhehadonceaskedhisroadwhilehewasyetnewtothecountry,andwhofledfromhim,drivingherbeastsbeforeher,untilhehadgivenuptheinformationindespair。Ataleofoldlawlessnessmayyetbereadintheseuncouthtimidities。
Thewinterintheseuplandsisadangerousandmelancholytime。
Housesaresnowedup,andway—farerslostinaflurrywithinhailoftheirownfireside。Nomanventuresabroadwithoutmeatandabottleofwine,whichhereplenishesateverywine—shop;andeventhusequippedhetakestheroadwithterror。Alldaythefamilysitsaboutthefireinafoulandairlesshovel,andequallywithoutworkordiversion。Thefathermaycarvearudepieceoffurniture,butthatisallthatwillbedoneuntilthespringsetsinagain,andalongwithitthelaboursofthefield。Itisnotfornothingthatyoufindaclockinthemeanestofthesemountainhabitations。A
clockandanalmanac,youwouldfancy,wereindispensableinsuchalife……
CHAPTERVII—RANDOMMEMORIES:ROSAQUOLOCORUM
THROUGHwhatlittlechannels,bywhathintsandpremonitions,theconsciousnessoftheman’sartdawnsfirstuponthechild,itshouldbenotonlyinterestingbutinstructivetoinquire。Amatterofcuriosityto—day,itwillbecomethegroundofscienceto—morrow。
Fromthemindofchildhoodthereismorehistoryandmorephilosophytobefishedupthanfromalltheprintedvolumesinalibrary。Thechildisconsciousofaninterest,notinliteraturebutinlife。A
tastefortheprecise,theadroit,orthecomelyintheuseofwords,comeslate;butlongbeforethathehasenjoyedinbooksadelightfuldressrehearsalofexperience。Heisfirstconsciousofthismaterial—Ihadalmostsaidthispractical—pre—occupation;itdoesnotfollowthatitreallycamethefirst。Ihavesomeoldfoggednegativesinmycollectionthatwouldseemtoimplyapriorstage’TheLordisgoneupwithashout,andGodwiththesoundofatrumpet’—memorialversion,Iknownotwheretofindthetext—
ringsstillinmyearfrommyfirstchildhood,andperhapswithsomethingofmynursesaccent。Therewaspossiblysomesortofimagewritteninmymindbytheseloudwords,butIbelievethewordsthemselveswerewhatIcherished。Ihadaboutthesametime,andunderthesameinfluence—thatofmydearnurse—afavouriteauthor:itispossiblethereaderhasnotheardofhim—theRev。
RobertMurrayM’Cheyne。MynurseandIadmiredhisnameexceedingly,sothatImusthavebeentaughttheloveofbeautifulsoundsbeforeI
wasbreeched;andIremembertwospecimensofhismuseuntilthisday:—
’BehindthehillsofNaphtaliThesunwentslowlydown,Leavingonmountain,tower,andtree,Atingeofgoldenbrown。’
Thereisimageryhere,andIsetitononeside。Theother—itisbutaverse—notonlycontainsnoimage,butisquiteunintelligibleeventomycomparativelyinstructedmind,andIknownotevenhowtospelltheoutlandishvocablethatcharmedmeinmychildhood:
’JehovahTschidkenuisnothingtoher’;—
Imaysay,withoutflippancy,thathewasnothingtomeeither,sinceIhadnorayofaguessofwhathewasabout;yettheverse,fromthentonow,alongerintervalthanthelifeofageneration,hascontinuedtohauntme。
IhavesaidthatIshouldsetapassagedistinguishedbyobviousandpleasingimagery,howeverfaint;forthechildthinksmuchinimages,wordsareverylivetohim,phrasesthatimplyapictureeloquentbeyondtheirvalue。Rummaginginthedustypigeon—holesofmemory,I
cameonceuponagraphicversionofthefamousPsalm,’TheLordismyshepherd’:andfromtheplacesemployedinitsillustration,whichareallintheimmediateneighbourhoodofahousethenoccupiedbymyfather,Iamable,todateitbeforetheseventhyearofmyage,althoughitwasprobablyearlierinfact。The’pasturesgreen’wererepresentedbyacertainsuburbanstubble—field,whereIhadoncewalkedwithmynurse,underanautumnalsunset,onthebanksoftheWaterofLeith:theplaceislongagobuiltup;nopasturesnow,nostubble—fields;onlyamazeoflittlestreetsandsmokingchimneysandshrillchildren。Here,inthefleecypersonofasheep,Iseemedtomyselftofollowsomethingunseen,unrealised,andyetbenignant;
andclosebythesheepinwhichIwasincarnated—asifforgreatersecurity—rustledtheskirt,ofmynurse。’Death’sdarkvale’wasacertainarchwayintheWarristonCemetery:aformidableyetbelovedspot,forchildrenlovetobeafraid,—inmeasureastheyloveallexperienceofvitality。HereIbeheldmyselfsomepacesahead(seeingmyself,Imean,frombehind)utterlyaloneinthatuncannypassage;ontheonesideofmearude,knobby,shepherd’sstaff,suchascheerstheheartofthecockneytourist,ontheotherarodlikeabilliardcue,appearedtoaccompanymyprogress;thestiffsturdilyupright,thebilliardcueinclinedconfidentially,likeonewhispering,towardsmyear。Iwasaware—Iwillnevertellyouhow—thatthepresenceofthesearticlesaffordedmeencouragement。Thethirdandlastofmypicturesillustratedwords:—
’MytableThouhastfurnishedInpresenceofmyfoes:
MyheadThoudostwithoilanoint,Andmycupoverflows’:
andthiswasperhapsthemostinterestingoftheseries。Isawmyselfseatedinakindofopenstonesummer—houseattable;overmyshoulderahairy,bearded,androbedpresenceanointedmefromanauthenticshoe—horn;thesummer—housewaspartofthegreencourtofaruin,andfromthefarsideofthecourtblackandwhiteimpsdischargedagainstmeineffectualarrows。Thepictureappearsarbitrary,butIcantraceeverydetailtoitssource,asMr。BrockanalysedthedreamofAlanArmadale。Thesummer—houseandcourtweremuddledtogetheroutofBillings’ANTIQUITIESOFSCOTLAND;theimpsconveyedfromBagster’sPILGRIM’SPROGRESS;thebeardedandrobedfigurefromanyoneofthethousandBiblepictures;andtheshoe—hornwasplagiarisedfromanoldillustratedBible,whereitfiguredinthehandofSamuelanointingSaul,andhadbeenpointedouttomeasajestbymyfather。Itwasshownmeforajest,remark;buttheseriousspiritofinfancyadopteditinearnest。Childrenareallclassics;abottlewouldhaveseemedanintermediarytootrivial—
thatdivinerefreshmentofwhosemeaningIhadnoguess;andIseizedontheideaofthatmysticshoe—hornwithdelight,evenas,alittlelater,Ishouldhavewrittenflagon,chalice,hanaper,beaker,oranywordthatmighthaveappealedtomeatthemomentasleastcontaminatewithmeanassociations。InthisstringofpicturesI
believethegistofthepsalmtohaveconsisted;Ibelieveithadnomoretosaytome;andtheresultwasconsolatory。Iwouldgotosleepdwellingwithrestfulnessupontheseimages;theypassedbeforeme,besides,toanappropriatemusic;forIhadalreadysingledoutfromthatrudepsalmtheonelovelyversewhichdwellsinthemindsofall,notgrowingold,notdisgracedbyitsassociationwithlongSundaytasks,ascarceconsciousjoyinchildhood,inageacompanionthought:—
’InpasturesgreenThouleadestme,Thequietwatersby。’
Theremainderofmychildishrecollectionsareallofthematterofwhatwasreadtome,andnotofanymannerinthewords。Ifthesepleasedmeitwasunconsciously;IlistenedfornewsofthegreatvacantworlduponwhoseedgeIstood;IlistenedfordelightfulplotsthatImightre—enactinplay,andromanticscenesandcircumstancesthatImightcallupbeforeme,withclosedeyes,whenIwastiredofScotland,andhome,andthatwearyprisonofthesick—chamberinwhichIlaysolongindurance。ROBINSONCRUSOE;someofthebooksofthatcheerful,ingenious,romanticsoul,MayneReid;andaworkrathergruesomeandbloodyforachild,butverypicturesque,calledPAULBLAKE;thesearethethreestrongestimpressionsIremember:
THESWISSFAMILYROBINSONcamenext,LONGOINTERVALLO。AttheseI
played,conjureduptheirscenes,anddelightedtohearthemrehearseduntoseventytimesseven。IamnotsurebutwhatPAUL
BLAKEcameafterIcouldread。Itseemsconnectedwithavisittothecountry,andanexperienceunforgettable。Thedayhadbeenwarm;
H—andIhadplayedtogethercharminglyalldayinasandywildernessacrosstheroad;thencametheeveningwithagreatflashofcolourandaheavenlysweetnessintheair。Somehowmyplay—matehadvanished,orisoutofthestory,asthesagessay,butIwassentintothevillageonanerrand;and,takingabookoffairytales,wentdownalonethroughafir—wood,readingasIwalked。Howoftensincethenhasitbefallenmetobehappyevenso;butthatwasthefirsttime:theshockofthatpleasureIhaveneversinceforgot,andifmymindservesmetothelast,Inevershall,foritwasthenthatIknewIlovedreading。
II
Topassfromhearingliteraturetoreadingitistotakeagreatanddangerousstep。Withnotafew,Ithinkalargeproportionoftheirpleasurethencomestoanend;’themaladyofnotmarking’overtakesthem;theyreadthenceforwardbytheeyealoneandhearneveragainthechimeoffairwordsorthemarchofthestatelyperiod。NON
RAGIONIAMofthese。Buttoallthestepisdangerous;itinvolvescomingofage;itisevenakindofsecondweaning。Inthepastallwasatthechoiceofothers;theychose,theydigested,theyreadaloudforusandsangtotheirowntunethebooksofchildhood。Inthefuturewearetoapproachthesilent,inexpressivetypealone,likepioneers;andthechoiceofwhatwearetoreadisinourownhandsthenceforward。Forinstance,inthepassagesalreadyadduced,Idetectandapplaudtheearofmyoldnurse;theywereofherchoice,andsheimposedthemonmyinfancy,readingtheworksofothersasapoetwouldscarcedaretoreadhisown;gloatingontherhythm,dwellingwithdelightonassonancesandalliterations。I
knowverywellmymothermusthavebeenallthewhiletryingtoeducatemytasteuponmoresecularauthors;butthevigourandthecontinualopportunitiesofmynursetriumphed,andafteralongsearch,Icanfindintheseearliestvolumesofmyautobiographynomentionofanythingbutnurseryrhymes,theBible,andMr。M’Cheyne。
IsupposeallchildrenagreeinlookingbackwithdelightontheirschoolReaders。Wemightnotnowfindsomuchpathosin’BingenontheRhine,’’AsoldieroftheLegionlaydyinginAlgiers,’orin’TheSoldier’sFuneral,’inthedeclamationofwhichIwasheldtohavesurpassedmyself。’Robert’svoice,’saidthemasteronthismemorableoccasion,’isnotstrong,butimpressive’:anopinionwhichIwasfoolenoughtocarryhometomyfather;whoroastedmeforyearsinconsequence。Iamsureoneshouldnotbesodeliciouslytickledbythehumorouspieces:—
’What,crusty?criesWillinataking,Whowouldnotbecrustywithhalfayear’sbaking?’
Ithinkthisquipwouldleaveuscold。The’IslesofGreece’seemrathertawdrytoo;butonthe’AddresstotheOcean,’oron’TheDyingGladiator,’’timehaswritnowrinkle。’
’Tisthemorn,butdimanddark,Whitherfliesthesilentlark?’—
doesthereaderrecallthemomentwhenhiseyefirstfellupontheselinesintheFourthReader;and’surprisedwithjoy,impatientasthewind,’heplungedintothesequel?Andtherewasanotherpiece,thistimeinprose,whichnonecanhaveforgotten;manylikememusthavesearchedDickenswithzealtofinditagain,andinitspropercontext,andhaveperhapsbeenconsciousofsomeinconsiderablemeasureofdisappointment,thatitwasonlyTomPinchwhodrove,insuchapompofpoetry,toLondon。
ButintheReaderwearestillunderguides。Whataboyturnsoutforhimself,asherummagesthebookshelves,istherealtestandpleasure。Myfather’slibrarywasaspotofsomeausterity;theproceedingsoflearnedsocieties,someLatindivinity,cyclopaedias,physicalscience,and,aboveall,optics,heldthechiefplaceupontheshelves,anditwasonlyinholesandcornersthatanythingreallylegibleexistedasbyaccident。ThePARENT’SASSISTANT,ROB
ROY,WAVERLEY,andGUYMANNERING,theVOYAGESOFCAPTAINWOODS
ROGERS,Fuller’sandBunyan’sHOLYWARS,THEREFLECTIONSOFROBINSON
CRUSOE,THEFEMALEBLUEBEARD,G。Sand’sMAREAUDIABLE—(howcameitinthatgraveassembly!),Ainsworth’sTOWEROFLONDON,andfouroldvolumesofPunch—thesewerethechiefexceptions。Intheselatter,whichmadeforyearsthechiefofmydiet,Iveryearlyfellinlove(almostassoonasIcouldspell)withtheSnobPapers。Iknewthemalmostbyheart,particularlythevisittothePontos;andIremembermysurprisewhenIfound,longafterwards,thattheywerefamous,andsignedwithafamousname;tome,asIreadandadmiredthem,theyweretheworksofMr。Punch。TimeandagainItriedtoreadROBROY,withwhomofcourseIwasacquaintedfromtheTALESOFAGRANDFATHER;
timeandagaintheearlypart,withRashleighand(thinkofit!)theadorableDiana,chokedmeoff;andIshallneverforgetthepleasureandsurprisewithwhich,lyingontheflooronesummerevening,I
struckofasuddenintothefirstscenewithAndrewFairservice。
’TheworthyDr。Lightfoot’—’mistrystedwithabogle’—’awheengreentrash’—’Jenny,lass,IthinkIha’eher’:fromthatdaytothisthephraseshavebeenunforgotten。Ireadon,Ineedscarcesay;IcametoGlasgow,IbidedtrystonGlasgowBridge,ImetRobRoyandtheBailieintheTolbooth,allwithtransportingpleasure;
andthenthecloudsgatheredoncemoreaboutmypath;andIdozedandskippeduntilIstumbledhalf—asleepintotheclachanofAberfoyle,andthevoicesofIverachandGalbraithrecalledmetomyself。WiththatsceneandthedefeatofCaptainThorntonthebookconcluded;
Helenandhersonsshockedeventhelittleschoolboyofnineortenwiththeirunreality;Ireadnomore,orIdidnotgraspwhatIwasreading;andyearselapsedbeforeIconsciouslymetDianaandherfatheramongthehills,orsawRashleighdyinginthechair。WhenI
thinkofthatnovelandthatevening,Iamimpatientwithallothers;
theyseembutshadowsandimpostors;theycannotsatisfytheappetitewhichthisawakened;andIdarebeknowntothinkitthebestofSirWalter’sbynearlyasmuchasSirWalteristhebestofnovelists。
PerhapsMr。Langisright,andourfirstfriendsinthelandoffictionarealwaysthemostreal。AndyetIhadreadbeforethisGUY
MANNERING,andsomeofWAVERLEY,withnosuchdelightedsenseoftruthandhumour,andIreadimmediatelyafterthegreaterpartoftheWaverleyNovels,andwasnevermovedagaininthesamewayortothesamedegree。Onecircumstanceissuspicious:mycriticalestimateoftheWaverleyNovelshasscarcechangedatallsinceIwasten。ROBROY,GUYMANNERING,andREDGAUNTLETfirst;then,alittlelower;THEFORTUNESOFNIGEL;then,afterahugegulf,IVANHOEandANNEOFGEIERSTEIN:therestnowhere;suchwastheverdictoftheboy。SincethenTHEANTIQUARY,ST。RONAN’SWELL,KENILWORTH,andTHE
HEARTOFMIDLOTHIANhavegoneupinthescale;perhapsIVANHOEAND
ANNEOFGEIERSTEINhavegoneatrifledown;DianaVernonhasbeenaddedtomyadmirationsinthatenchantedworldofROBROY;IthinkmoreofthelettersinREDGAUNTLET,andPeterPeebles,thatdreadfulpieceofrealism,Icannowreadaboutwithequanimity,interest,andIhadalmostsaidpleasure,whiletothechildishcriticheoftencausedunmixeddistress。Buttherestisthesame;IcouldnotfinishTHEPIRATEwhenIwasachild,Ihaveneverfinishedityet;
PEVERILOFTHEPEAKdroppedhalfwaythroughfrommyschoolboyhands,andthoughIhavesincewadedtoanendinakindofwagerwithmyself,theexercisewasquitewithoutenjoyment。Thereissomethingdisquietingintheseconsiderations。IstillthinkthevisittoPonto’sthebestpartoftheBOOKOFSNOBS:doesthatmeanthatI
wasrightwhenIwasachild,ordoesitmeanthatIhavenevergrownsincethen,thatthechildisnottheman’sfather,buttheman?andthatIcameintotheworldwithallmyfacultiescomplete,andhaveonlylearnedsinsynetobemoretolerantofboredom?……
CHAPTERVIII—THEIDEALHOUSE
Twothingsarenecessaryinanyneighbourhoodwhereweproposetospendalife:adesertandsomelivingwater。
Therearemanypartsoftheearth’sfacewhichofferthenecessarycombinationofacertainwildnesswithakindlyvariety。Agreatprospectisdesirable,butthewantmaybeotherwisesupplied;evengreatnesscanbefoundonthesmallscale;forthemindandtheeyemeasuredifferently。BoldrocksnearhandaremoreinspiritingthandistantAlps,andthethickfernuponaSurreyheathmakesafineforestfortheimagination,andthedottedyewtreesnoblemountains。
AScottishmoorwithbirchesandfirsgroupedhereandthereuponaknoll,oroneofthoserockyseasidedesertsofProvenceovergrownwithrosemaryandthymeandsmokingwitharoma,areplaceswherethemindisneverweary。Forests,beingmoreenclosed,arenotatfirstsightsoattractive,buttheyexerciseaspell;theymust,however,bediversifiedwitheitherheathorrock,andarehardlytobeconsideredperfectwithoutconifers。Evensand—hills,withtheirintricateplan,andtheirgullsandrabbits,willstandwellforthenecessarydesert。
Thehousemustbewithinhailofeitheralittleriverorthesea。A
greatriverismorefitforpoetrythantoadornaneighbourhood;itssweepofwatersincreasesthescaleofthesceneryandthedistanceofonenotableobjectfromanother;andalivelyburngivesus,inthespaceofafewyards,agreatervarietyofpromontoryandislet,ofcascade,shallowgoil,andboilingpool,withanswerablechangesbothofsongandcolour,thananavigablestreaminmanyhundredmiles。Thefish,too,makeamoreconsiderablefeatureofthebrookside,andthetroutplumpingintheshadowtakestheear。A
streamshould,besides,benarrowenoughtocross,ortheburnhardbyabridge,orweareatonceshutoutofEden。Thequantityofwaterneedbeofnoconcern,forthemindsetsthescale,andcanenjoyaNiagaraFallofthirtyinches。Letusapprovethesingerof’Shallowrivers,bywhosefallsMelodiousbirdssingmadrigals。’
Iftheseaistobeourornamentalwater,chooseanopenseaboardwithaheavybeatofsurf;onemuchbrokeninoutline,withsmallhavensanddwarfheadlands;ifpossibleafewislets;andasafirstnecessity,rocksreachingoutintodeepwater。SucharockonacalmdayisabetterstationthanthetopofTeneriffeorChimborazo。Inshort,bothforthedesertandthewater,theconjunctionofmanynearandbolddetailsisboldsceneryfortheimaginationandkeepsthemindalive。
Giventhesetwoprimeluxuries,thenatureofthecountrywherewearetoliveis,Ihadalmostsaid,indifferent;afterthatinsidethegarden,wecanconstructacountryofourown。Severaloldtrees,aconsiderablevarietyoflevel,severalwell—grownhedgestodivideourgardenintoprovinces,agoodextentofoldwell—setturf,andthicketsofshrubsandever—greenstobecutintoandclearedatthenewowner’spleasure,arethequalitiestobesoughtforinyourchosenland。Nothingismoredelightfulthanasuccessionofsmalllawns,openingoneoutoftheotherthroughtallhedges;thesehaveallthecharmoftheoldbowling—greenrepeated,donotrequirethelabourofmanytrimmers,andaffordaseriesofchanges。Youmusthavemuchlawnagainsttheearlysummer,soastohaveagreatfieldofdaisies,theyear’smorningfrost;asyoumusthaveawoodoflilacs,toenjoytothefulltheperiodoftheirblossoming。
HawthornisanotheroftheSpring’singredients;butitisevenbesttohavearoughpubliclaneatonesideofyourenclosurewhich,attherightseason,shallbecomeanavenueofbloomandodour。Theoldflowersarethebestandshouldgrowcarelesslyincorners。Indeed,theidealfortuneistofindanoldgarden,onceveryrichlycaredfor,sincesunkintoneglect,andtotend,notrepair,thatneglect;
itwillthushaveasmackofnatureandwildnesswhichskilfuldispositionscannotovertake。Thegardenershouldbeanidler,andhaveagrosspartialitytothekitchenplots:aneagerortoilfulgardenermisbecomesthegardenlandscape;atastefulgardenerwillbeevermeddling,willkeepthebordersraw,andtakethebloomoffnature。Closeadjoining,ifyouareinthesouth,anolive—yard,ifinthenorth,aswardedapple—orchardreachingtothestream,completesyourminiaturedomain;butthisisperhapsbestenteredthroughadoorinthehighfruit—wall;sothatyouclosethedoorbehindyouonyoursunnyplots,yourhedgesandevergreenjungle,whenyougodowntowatchtheapplesfallinginthepool。Itisagoldenmaximtocultivatethegardenforthenose,andtheeyeswilltakecareofthemselves。Normusttheearbeforgotten:withoutbirdsagardenisaprison—yard。ThereisagardennearMarseillesonasteephill—side,walkingbywhich,uponasunnymorning,yourearwillsuddenlyberavishedwithaburstofsmallandverycheerfulsinging:somescoreofcagesbeingsetouttheretosuntheiroccupants。Thisisaheavenlysurprisetoanypasser—by;butthepricepaid,tokeepsomanyardentandwingedcreaturesfromtheirliberty,willmaketheluxurytoodearforanythoughtfulpleasure—
lover。ThereisonlyonesortofbirdthatIcantoleratecaged,thougheventhenIthinkithard,andthatiswhatiscalledinFrancetheBec—d’Argent。Ioncehadtwoofthesepigmiesincaptivity;andinthequiet,hirehouseuponasilentstreetwhereI
wasthenliving,theirsong,whichwasnotmuchlouderthanabee’s,butairilymusical,keptmeinaperpetualgoodhumour。IputthecageuponmytablewhenIworked,carrieditwithmewhenIwentformeals,andkeptitbymyheadatnight:thefirstthinginthemorning,theseMAESTRINIwouldpipeup。Butthese,evenifyoucanpardontheirimprisonment,areforthehouse。Inthegardenthewildbirdsmustplantacolony,achorusofthelesserwarblersthatshouldbealmostdeafening,ablackbirdinthelilacs,anightingaledownthelane,sothatyoumuststrolltohearit,andyetalittlefarther,tree—topspopulouswithrooks。
Yourhouseshouldnotcommandmuchoutlook;itshouldbesetdeepandgreen,thoughuponrisingground,or,ifpossible,crowningaknoll,forthesakeofdrainage。Yetitmustbeopentotheeast,oryouwillmissthesunrise;sunsetoccurringsomuchlater,youcangoupafewstepsandlooktheotherway。Ahouseofmorethantwostoriesisamerebarrack;indeedtheidealisofonestory,raiseduponcellars。Iftheroomsarelarge,thehousemaybesmall:asingleroom,lofty,spacious,andlightsome,ismorepalatialthanacastlefulofcabinetsandcupboards。Yetsizeinahouse,andsomeextentandintricacyofcorridor,iscertainlydelightfultotheflesh。Thereceptionroomshouldbe,ifpossible,aplaceofmanyrecesses,whichare’pettyretiringplacesforconference’;butitmusthaveonelongwallwithadivan:foradayspentuponadivan,amongaworldofcushions,isasfullofdiversionastotravel。Theeating—room,intheFrenchmode,shouldbeADHOC:unfurnished,butwithabuffet,thetable,necessarychairs,oneortwoofCanaletto’setchings,andatilefire—placeforthewinter。Inneitherofthesepublicplacesshouldtherebeanythingbeyondashelfortwoofbooks;butthepassagesmaybeonelibraryfromendtoend,andthestair,iftherebeone,linedwithvolumesinoldleather,verybrightlycarpeted,andleadinghalf—wayup,andbywayoflanding,toawindowedrecesswithafire—place;thiswindow,almostaloneinthehouse,shouldcommandahandsomeprospect。Husbandandwifemusteachpossessastudio;onthewoman’ssanctuaryIhesitatetodwell,andturntotheman’s。Thewallsareshelvedwaist—highforbooks,andthetopthusformsacontinuoustablerunningroundthewall。
Aboveareprints,alargemapoftheneighbourhood,aCorotandaClaudeortwo。Theroomisveryspacious,andthefivetablesandtwochairsarebutasislands。Onetableisforactualwork,oneclosebyforreferencesinuse;one,verylarge,forMSS。orproofsthatwaittheirturn;onekeptclearforanoccasion;andthefifthisthemaptable,groaningunderacollectionoflarge—scalemapsandcharts。Ofallbooksthesearetheleastwearisometoreadandtherichestinmatter;thecourseofroadsandrivers,thecontourlinesandtheforestsinthemaps—thereefs,soundings,anchors,sailingmarksandlittlepilot—picturesinthecharts—and,inboth,thebead—rollofnames,makethemofallprintedmatterthemostfittostimulateandsatisfythefancy。Thechairinwhichyouwriteisverylowandeasy,andbackedintoacorner;atoneelbowthefiretwinkles;closeattheother,ifyouarealittleinhumane,yourcageofsilver—billsaretwitteringintosong。
Joinedalongbyapassage,youmayreachthegreat,sunny,glass—
roofed,andtiledgymnasium,atthefarendofwhich,linedwithbrightmarble,isyourplungeandswimmingbath,fittedwithacapaciousboiler。
Thewholeloftofthehousefromendtoendmakesoneundividedchamber;herearesetforthtablesonwhichtomodelimaginaryoractualcountriesinputtyorplaster,withtoolsandhardypigments;
acarpenter’sbench;andasparedcornerforphotography,whileatthefarendaspaceiskeptclearforplayingsoldiers。Twoboxescontainthetwoarmiesofsomefivehundredhorseandfoot;twootherstheammunitionofeachside,andafifththefoot—rulesandthethreecoloursofchalk,withwhichyoulaydown,or,afteraday’splay,refreshtheoutlinesofthecountry;redorwhiteforthetwokindsofroad(accordingastheyaresuitableornotforthepassageofordnance),andblueforthecourseoftheobstructingrivers。HereIforeseethatyoumaypassmuchhappytime;againstagoodadversaryagamemaywellcontinueforamonth;forwitharmiessoconsiderablethreemoveswilloccupyanhour。Itwillbefoundtosetanexcellentedgeonthisdiversionifoneoftheplayersshall,everydayorso,writeareportoftheoperationsinthecharacterofarmycorrespondent。
Ihavelefttothelastthelittleroomforwinterevenings。Thisshouldbefurnishedinwarmpositivecolours,andsofasandfloorthickwithrichfurs。Thehearth,whereyouburnwoodofaromaticqualityonsilverdogs,tiledroundaboutwithBiblepictures;theseatsdeepandeasy;asingleTitianinagoldframe;awhitebustorsouponabracket;arackforthejournalsoftheweek;atableforthebooksoftheyear;andcloseinacornerthethreeshelvesfullofeternalbooksthatneverweary:Shakespeare,Moliere,Montaigne,Lamb,Sterne,DeMusset’scomedies(theonevolumeopenatCARMOSINE
andtheotheratFANTASIO);theARABIANNIGHTS,andkindredstories,inWeber’ssolemnvolumes;Borrow’sBIBLEINSPAIN,thePILGRIM’S
PROGRESS,GUYMANNERINGandROBROY,MONTECRISTOandtheVICOMTEDE
BRAGELONNE,immortalBoswellsoleamongbiographers,Chaucer,Herrick,andtheSTATETRIALS。
Thebedroomsarelarge,airy,withalmostnofurniture,floorsofvarnishedwood,andatthebed—head,incaseofinsomnia,oneshelfofbooksofaparticularanddippableorder,suchasPEPYS,thePASTONLETTERS,Burt’sLETTERSFROMTHEHIGHLANDS,ortheNEWGATE
CALENDAR……
CHAPTERIX—DAVOSINWINTER
AMOUNTAINvalleyhas,atthebest,acertainprison—likeeffectontheimagination,butamountainvalley,anAlpinewinter,andaninvalid’sweaknessmakeupamongthemaprisonofthemosteffectivekind。Theroadsindeedarecleared,andatleastonefootpathdodgingupthehill;buttothesethehealth—seekerisrigidlyconfined。Thereareforhimnocross—cutsoverthefield,nofollowingofstreams,nounguidedramblesinthewood。Hiswalksarecutanddry。Infiveorsixdifferentdirectionshecanpushasfar,andnofarther,thanhisstrengthpermits;neverdeviatingfromthelinelaiddownforhimandbeholdingateachrepetitionthesamefieldofwoodandsnowfromthesamecorneroftheroad。This,ofitself,wouldbealittletryingtothepatienceinthecourseofmonths;buttothisisadded,bytheheapedmantleofthesnow,analmostutterabsenceofdetailandanalmostunbrokenidentityofcolour。Snow,itistrue,isnotmerelywhite。Thesuntouchesitwithroseateandgoldenlights。Itsowncrushedinfinityofcrystals,itsownrichnessoftinysculpture,fillsit,whenregardednearathand,withwonderfuldepthsofcolouredshadow,and,thoughwintrilytransformed,itisstillwater,andhaswaterytonesofblue。But,whenallissaid,thesefieldsofwhiteandblotsofcrudeblackforestarebutatriteandstaringsubstitutefortheinfinitevarietyandpleasantnessoftheearth’sface。Evenaboulder,whosefrontistooprecipitoustohaveretainedthesnow,seems,ifyoucomeuponitinyourwalk,aperfectgemofcolour,remindsyoualmostpainfullyofotherplaces,andbringsintoyourheadthedelightsofmoreArcadiandays—thepathacrossthemeadow,thehazeldell,theliliesonthestream,andthescents,thecolours,andthewhisperofthewoods。Andscentshereareasrareascolours。Unlessyougetagustofkitcheninpassingsomehotel,youshallsmellnothingalldaylongbutthefaintandchokingodouroffrost。Sounds,too,areabsent:notabirdpipes,notaboughwaves,inthedead,windlessatmosphere。Ifasleighgoesby,thesleigh—bellsring,andthatisall;youworkallwinterthroughtonootheraccompanimentbutthecrunchingofyourstepsuponthefrozensnow。
ItisthecurseoftheAlpinevalleystobeeachonevillagefromoneendtotheother。Gowhereyouplease,houseswillstillbeinsight,beforeandbehindyou,andtotherightandleft。Climbashighasaninvalidisable,anditisonlytospynewhabitationsnestedinthewood。Noristhatall;foraboutthehealthresortthewalksarebesiegedbysinglepeoplewalkingrapidlywithplaidsabouttheirshoulders,bysuddentroopsofGermanboystryingtolearntojodel,andbyGermancouplessilentlyand,asyouventuretofancy,notquitehappily,pursuinglove’syoungdream。Youmayperhapsbeaninvalidwholikestomakebadversesashewalksabout。Alas!nomusewillsufferthisimminenceofinterruption—andatthesecondstampedeofjodellersyoufindyourmodestinspirationfled。Oryoumayonlyhaveatasteforsolitude;itmaytryyournervestohavesomeonealwaysinfrontwhomyouarevisiblyovertaking,andsomeonealwaysbehindwhoisaudiblyovertakingyou,tosaynothingofascoreorsowhobrushpastyouinanoppositedirection。Itmayannoyyoutotakeyourwalksandseatsinpublicview。Alas!thereisnohelpforitamongtheAlps。Therearenorecesses,asinGorbioValleybytheoil—mill;nosacredsolitudeofolivegardensontheRoccabruna—road;nonookuponSaintMartin’sCape,hauntedbythevoiceofbreakers,andfragrantwiththethreefoldsweetnessoftherosemaryandthesea—pinesandthesea。
Forthispublicitythereisnocure,andnoalleviation;butthestormsofwhichyouwillcomplainsobitterlywhiletheyendure,chequerandbytheircontrastbrightenthesamenessofthefair—
weatherscenes。Whensunandstormcontendtogether—whenthethickcloudsarebrokenupandpiercedbyarrowsofgoldendaylight—therewillbestartlingrearrangementsandtransfigurationsofthemountainsummits。Asun—dazzlingspireofalphangssuspendedinmid—skyamongawfulgloomsandblackness;orperhapstheedgeofsomegreatmountainshoulderwillbedesignedinlivinggold,andappearforthedurationofaglancebrightlikeaconstellation,andalone’intheunapparent。’Youmaythinkyouknowthefigureofthesehills;butwhentheyarethusrevealed,theybelongnolongertothethingsofearth—meteorsweshouldrathercallthem,appearancesofsunandairthatendurebutforamomentandreturnnomore。Othervariationsaremorelasting,aswhen,forinstance,heavyandwetsnowhasfallenthroughsomewindlesshours,andthethin,spiry,mountainpinetreesstandeachstock—stillandloadedwithashiningburthen。Youmaydrivethroughaforestsodisguised,thetongue—
tiedtorrentstrugglingsilentlyinthecleftoftheravine,andallstillexceptthejingleofthesleighbells,andyoushallfancyyourselfinsomeuntroddennorthernterritory—Lapland,Labrador,orAlaska。
Or,possibly,youariseveryearlyinthemorning;totterdownstairsinastateofsomnambulism;takethesimulacrumofamealbytheglimmerofonelampinthedesertedcoffee—room;andfindyourselfbyseveno’clockoutsideinabelatedmoonlightandafreezingchill。
Themailsleightakesyouupandcarriesyouon,andyoureachthetopoftheascentinthefirsthouroftheday。Totracethefiresofthesunriseastheypassfrompeaktopeak,toseetheunlittree—
topsstandoutsoberlyagainstthelightedsky,tobefortwentyminutesinawonderlandofclear,fadingshadows,disappearingvapours,solemnbloomsofdawn,hillshalfglorifiedalreadywiththedayandstillhalfconfoundedwiththegreynessofthewesternheaven—thesewillseemtorepayyouforthediscomfortsofthatearlystart;butasthehourproceeds,andtheseenchantmentsvanish,youwillfindyourselfuponthefarthersideinyetanotherAlpinevalley,snowwhiteandcoalblack,withsuchanotherlong—drawncongeriesofhamletsandsuchanothersenselesswatercoursebickeringalongthefoot。Youhavehadyourmoment;butyouhavenotchangedthescene。Themountainsareaboutyoulikeatrap;youcannotfootitupahillsideandbeholdtheseaasagreatplain,butliveinholesandcorners,andcanchangeonlyoneforanother。