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  Thelace—makersthemselveshavenotentirelyforgivenourcountry—

  women;andIthinktheytakeaspecialpleasureinthelegendofthenorthernquarterofthetown,calledL’Anglade,becausetheretheEnglishfree—lanceswerearrestedanddrivenbackbythepotencyofalittleVirginMaryonthewall。

  Fromtimetotimeamarketisheld,andthetownhasaseasonofrevival;cattleandpigsarestabledinthestreets;andpickpocketshavebeenknowntocomeallthewayfromLyonsfortheoccasion。

  EverySundaythecountryfolkthronginwithdaylighttobuyapples,toattendmass,andtovisitoneofthewine—shops,ofwhichtherearenofewerthanfiftyinthislittletown。Sundaywearforthemenisagreentailcoatofsomecoarsesortofdrugget,andusuallyacompletesuittomatch。Ihaveneverseteyesonsuchdegradingraiment。Hereitclings,therebulges;andthehumanbody,withitsagreeableandlivelylines,isturnedintoamockeryandlaughing—

  stock。AnotherpieceofSundaybusinesswiththepeasantsistotaketheirailmentstothechemistforadvice。ItisasmuchamatterforSundayaschurch—going。IhaveseenawomanwhohadbeenunabletospeaksincetheMondaybefore,wheezing,catchingherbreath,endlesslyandpainfullycoughing;andyetshehadwaitedupwardsofahundredhoursbeforecomingtoseekhelp,andhadtheweekbeentwiceaslong,shewouldhavewaitedstill。Therewasacanonicaldayforconsultation;suchwastheancestralhabit,towhicharespectableladymuststudytoconform。

  TwoconveyancesgodailytoLePuy,buttheyrivaleachotherinpoliteconcessionsratherthaninspeed。Eachwillwaitanhourortwohourscheerfullywhileanoldladydoeshermarketingoragentlemanfinishesthepapersinacafe。TheCOURRIER(suchisthenameofone)shouldleaveLePuybytwointheafternoonandarriveatMonastieringoodonthereturnvoyage,andarriveatMonastieringoodtimeforasix—o’clockdinner。Butthedriverdaresnotdisobligehiscustomers。Hewillpostponehisdepartureagainandagain,hourafterhour;andIhaveknownthesuntogodownonhisdelay。Thesepurelypersonalfavours,thisconsiderationofmen’sfancies,ratherthanthehandsofamechanicalclock,asmarkingtheadvanceoftheabstraction,time,makesamorehumorousbusinessofstage—coachingthanweareusedtoseeit。

  Asfarastheeyecanreach,oneswellinglineofhilltoprisesandfallsbehindanother;andifyouclimbaneminence,itisonlytoseenewandfatherrangesbehindthese。Manylittleriversrunfromallsidesincliffyvalleys;andoneofthem,afewmilesfromMonastier,bearsthegreatnameofLoire。Themeanlevelofthecountryisalittlemorethanthreethousandfeetabovethesea,whichmakestheatmosphereproportionallybriskandwholesome。Thereislittletimberexceptpines,andthegreaterpartofthecountryliesinmoorlandpasture。Thecountryiswildandtumbledratherthancommanding;anuplandratherthanamountaindistrict;andthemoststrikingaswellasthemostagreeablescenerylieslowbesidetherivers。There,indeed,youwillfindmanycornersthattakethefancy;suchasmadetheEnglishnoblechoosehisgravebyaSwissstreamlet,wherenatureisatherfreshest,andlooksasyoungasontheseventhmorning。SuchaplaceisthecourseoftheGazeille,whereitwatersthecommonofMonastierandthencedownwardstillitjoinstheLoire;aplacetohearbirdssinging;aplaceforloverstofrequent。Thenameoftheriverwasperhapssuggestedbythesoundofitspassageoverthestones;foritisagreatwarbler,andatnight,afterIwasinbedatMonastier,IcouldhearitgosingingdownthevalleytillIfellasleep。

  Onthewhole,thisisaScottishlandscape,althoughnotsonobleasthebestinScotland;andbyanoddcoincidence,thepopulationis,initsway,asScottishasthecountry。Theyhaveabrupt,uncouth,Fifeshiremanners,andaccostyou,asifyouweretrespassing,an’Ou’st—cequevousallez?’onlytranslatableintotheLowland’Whauryegaun?’TheykeeptheScottishSabbath。Thereisnolabourdoneonthatdaybuttodriveinandoutthevariouspigsandsheepandcattlethatmakesopleasantatinklinginthemeadows。Thelace—

  makershavedisappearedfromthestreet。Nottoattendmasswouldinvolvesocialdegradation;andyoumayfindpeoplereadingSundaybooks,inparticularasortofCatholicMONTHLYVISITORonthedoingsofOurLadyofLourdes。IrememberoneSunday,whenIwaswalkinginthecountry,thatIfellonahamletandfoundalltheinhabitants,fromthepatriarchtothebaby,gatheredintheshadowofagableatprayer。Onestrappinglassstoodwithherbacktothewallanddidthesolopart,therestchimingindevoutly。Notfaroff,aladlayflatonhisfaceasleepamongsomestraw,torepresenttheworldlyelement。

  Again,thispeopleiseagertoproselytise;andthepostmaster’sdaughterusedtoarguewithmebythehalf—houraboutmyheresy,untilshegrewquiteflushed。IhaveheardthereverseprocessgoingonbetweenaScotswomanandaFrenchgirl;andtheargumentsinthetwocaseswereidentical。Eachapostlebasedherclaimonthesuperiorvirtueandattainmentsofherclergy,andclenchedthebusinesswithathreatofhell—fire。’PASBONGPRETRESICI,’saidthePresbyterian,’BONGPRETRESENECOSSE。’Andthepostmaster’sdaughter,takingupthesameweapon,pliedme,sotospeak,withthebuttofitinsteadofthebayonet。Weareahopefulrace,itseems,andeasilypersuadedforourgood。OnecheerfulcircumstanceInoteintheseguerillamissions,thateachsidereliesonhell,andProtestantandCatholicalikeaddressthemselvestoasupposedmisgivingintheiradversary’sheart。AndIcallitcheerful,forfaithisamoresupportingqualitythanimagination。

  Here,asinScotland,manypeasantfamiliesboastasoninholyorders。Andherealso,theyoungmenhaveatendencytoemigrate。

  Itiscertainlynotpovertythatdrivesthemtothegreatcitiesoracrosstheseas,formanypeasantfamilies,Iwastold,haveafortuneofatleast40,000francs。Theladsgoforthprickedwiththespiritofadventureandthedesiretoriseinlife,andleavetheirhomespuneldersgrumblingandwonderingovertheevent。Once,atavillagecalledLaussonne,Imetoneofthesedisappointedparents:adrakewhohadfatheredawildswanandseenittakewinganddisappear。ThewildswaninquestionwasnowanapothecaryinBrazil。HehadflownbywayofBordeaux,andfirstlandedinAmerica,bareheadedandbarefoot,andwithasinglehalfpennyinhispocket。Andnowhewasanapothecary!Suchawonderfulthingisanadventurouslife!Ithoughthemightaswellhavestayedathome;

  butyounevercantellwhereinaman’slifeconsists,norinwhathesetshispleasure:onetodrink,anothertomarry,athirdtowritescurrilousarticlesandberepeatedlycanedinpublic,andnowthisfourth,perhaps,tobeanapothecaryinBrazil。Asforhisoldfather,hecouldconceivenoreasonforthelad’sbehaviour。’Ihadalwaysbreadforhim,’hesaid;’heranawaytoannoyme。Helovedtoannoyme。Hehadnogratitude。’Butathearthewasswellingwithprideoverhistravelledoffspring,andheproducedaletteroutofhispocket,where,ashesaid,itwasrotting,amerelumpofpaperrags,andwaveditgloriouslyintheair。’ThiscomesfromAmerica,’hecried,’sixthousandleaguesaway!’Andthewine—shopaudiencelookeduponitwithacertainthrill。

  Isoonbecameapopularfigure,andwasknownformilesinthecountry。OU’STQUEVOUSALLEZ?waschangedformeintoQUOI,VOUS

  RENTREZAUMONASTIERandinthetownitselfeveryurchinseemedtoknowmyname,althoughnolivingcreaturecouldpronounceit。Therewasoneparticulargroupoflace—makerswhobroughtoutachairformewheneverIwentby,anddetainedmefrommywalktogossip。TheywerefilledwithcuriosityaboutEngland,itslanguage,itsreligion,thedressofthewomen,andwereneverwearyofseeingtheQueen’sheadonEnglishpostage—stamps,orseekingforFrenchwordsinEnglishJournals。Thelanguage,inparticular,filledthemwithsurprise。

  ’DotheyspeakPATOISinEngland?’Iwasonceasked;andwhenItoldthemnot,’Ah,then,French?’saidthey。

  ’No,no,’Isaid,’notFrench。’

  ’Then,’theyconcluded,’theyspeakPATOIS。’

  YoumustobviouslyeitherspeakFrenchorPATIOS。Talkoftheforceoflogic—hereitwasinallitsweakness。Igaveupthepoint,butproceedingtogiveillustrationsofmynativejargon,Iwasmetwithanewmortification。OfallPATIOStheydeclaredthatminewasthemostpreposterousandthemostjocoseinsound。Ateachnewwordtherewasanewexplosionoflaughter,andsomeoftheyoungeronesweregladtorisefromtheirchairsandstampaboutthestreetinecstasy;andIlookedonupontheirmirthinafaintandslightlydisagreeablebewilderment。’Bread,’whichsoundsacommonplace,plain—sailingmonosyllableinEngland,wasthewordthatmostdelightedthesegoodladiesofMonastier;itseemedtothemfrolicsomeandracy,likeapageofPickwick;andtheyallgotitcarefullybyheart,asastand—by,Ipresume,forwinterevenings。I

  havetrieditsincethenwitheverysortofaccentandinflection,butIseemtolackthesenseofhumour。

  Theywereofallages:childrenattheirfirstweboflace,astriplinggirlwithabashfulbutencouragingplayofeyes,solidmarriedwomen,andgrandmothers,someonthetopoftheirageandsomefallingtowardsdecrepitude。Oneandallwerepleasantandnatural,readytolaughandreadywithacertainquietsolemnitywhenthatwascalledforbythesubjectofourtalk。Life,sincethefallinwages,hadbeguntoappeartothemwithamoreseriousair。Thestriplinggirlwouldsometimeslaughatmeinaprovocativeandnotunadmiringmanner,ifIjudgearight;andoneofthegrandmothers,whowasmygreatfriendoftheparty,gavememanyasharpwordofjudgmentonmysketches,myheresy,orevenmyarguments,andgavethemwithawrymouthandahumoroustwinkleinhereyethatwereeminentlyScottish。Buttherestusedmewithacertainreverence,assomethingcomefromafarandnotentirelyhuman。Nothingwouldputthemattheireasebuttheirresistiblegaietyofmynativetongue。BetweentheoldladyandmyselfIthinktherewasarealattachment。Shewasneverwearyofsittingtomeforherportrait,inherbestcapandbrigandhat,andwithallherwrinklestidilycomposed,andthoughsheneverfailedtorepudiatetheresult,shewouldalwaysinsistuponanothertrial。Itwasasgoodasaplaytoseehersittinginjudgmentoverthelast。’No,no,’shewouldsay,’thatisnotit。Iamold,tobesure,butIambetter—lookingthanthat。Wemusttryagain。’WhenIwasabouttoleaveshebademegood—byeforthislifeinasomewhattouchingmanner。Weshouldnotmeetagain,shesaid;itwasalongfarewell,andshewassorry。Butlifeissofullofcrooks,oldlady,thatwhoknows?Ihavesaidgood—byetopeopleforgreaterdistancesandtimes,and,pleaseGod,Imeantoseethemyetagain。

  Onethingwasnotableaboutthesewomen,fromtheyoungesttotheoldest,andwithhardlyanexception。Inspiteoftheirpiety,theycouldtwangoffanoathwithSirTobyBelchinperson。Therewasnothingsohighorsolow,inheavenorearthorinthehumanbody,butawomanofthisneighbourhoodwouldwhipoutthenameofit,fairandsquare,bywayofconversationaladornment。Mylandlady,whowasprettyandyoung,dressedlikealadyandavoidedPATOISlikeaweakness,commonlyaddressedherchildinthelanguageofadrunkenbully。AndofalltheswearersthatIeverheard,commendmetoanoldladyinGondet,avillageoftheLoire。Iwasmakingasketch,andhercursewasnotyetendedwhenIhadfinisheditandtookmydeparture。Itistrueshehadarighttobeangry;forherewasherson,ahulkingfellow,visiblytheworsefordrinkbeforethedaywaswellbegun。Butitwasstrangetohearherunwearyingflowofoathsandobscenities,endlesslikeariver,andnowandthenrisingtoapassionateshrillness,intheclearandsilentairofthemorning。

  Incityslums,thethingmighthavepassedunnoticed;butinacountryvalley,andfromaplainandhonestcountrywoman,thisbeastlinessofspeechsurprisedtheear。

  TheCONDUCTOR,asheiscalled,OFROADSANDBRIDGESwasmyprincipalcompanion。Hewasgenerallyintelligent,andcouldhavespokenmoreorlessfalsettoonanyofthetritetopics;butitwashisspeciallytohaveageneroustasteineating。Thiswaswhatwasmostindigenousintheman;itwasherehewasanartist;andIfoundinhiscompanywhatIhadlongsuspected,thatenthusiasmandspecialknowledgearethegreatsocialqualities,andwhattheyareabout,whetherwhitesauceorShakespeare’splays,analtogethersecondaryquestion。

  IusedtoaccompanytheConductoronhisprofessionalrounds,andgrewtobelievemyselfanexpertinthebusiness。IthoughtIcouldmakeanentryinastone—breaker’stime—book,orordermanureoffthewaysidewithanylivingengineerinFrance。Gondetwasoneoftheplaceswevisitedtogether;andLaussonne,whereImettheapothecary’sfather,wasanother。There,atLaussonne,GeorgeSandspentadaywhileshewasgatheringmaterialsfortheMARQUISDE

  VILLEMER;andIhavespokenwithanoldman,whowasthenachildrunningabouttheinnkitchen,andwhostillremembersherwithasortofreverence。ItappearsthathespokeFrenchimperfectly;forthisreasonGeorgeSandchosehimforcompanion,andwheneverheletslipabroadandpicturesquephraseinPATOIS,shewouldmakehimrepeatitagainandagaintillitwasgraveninhermemory。Thewordforafrogparticularlypleasedherfancy;anditwouldbecurioustoknowifsheafterwardsemployeditinherworks。Thepeasants,whoknewnothingofbettersandhadneversomuchasheardoflocalcolour,couldnotexplainherchatteringwiththisbackwardchild;

  andtothemsheseemedaveryhomelyladyandfarfrombeautiful:

  themostfamousman—killeroftheageappealedsolittletoVelaisianswine—herds!

  Onmyfirstengineeringexcursion,whichlayupbyCrouzialstowardsMountMezencandthebordersofArdeche,Ibegananimprovingacquaintancewiththeforemanroad—mender。Hewasingreatgleeathavingmewithhim,passedmeoffamonghissubalternsasthesupervisingengineer,andinsistedonwhathecalled’thegallantry’

  ofpayingformybreakfastinaroadsidewine—shop。Onthewhole,hewasamanofgreatweather—wisdom,somespirits,andasocialtemper。

  ButIamafraidhewassuperstitious。Whenhewasnineyearsold,hehadseenonenightacompanyofBOURGEOISETDAMESQUIFAISAIENTLA

  MANEGEAVECDESCHAISES,andconcludedthathewasinthepresenceofawitches’Sabbath。Isuppose,butventurewithtimidityonthesuggestion,thatthismayhavebeenaromanticandnocturnalpicnicparty。Again,comingfromPradelleswithhisbrother,theysawagreatemptycartdrawnbysixenormoushorsesbeforethemontheroad。Thedrivercriedaloudandfilledthemountainswiththecrackingofhiswhip。Heneverseemedtogofasterthanawalk,yetitwasimpossibletoovertakehim;andatlength,atthecomerofahill,thewholeequipagedisappearedbodilyintothenight。Atthetime,peoplesaiditwasthedevilQUIS’AMUSAITAFAIRECA。

  Isuggestedtherewasnothingmorelikely,ashemusthavesomeamusement。

  Theforemansaiditwasodd,buttherewaslessofthatsortofthingthanformerly。’C’ESTDIFFICILE,’headded,’AEXPLIQUER。’

  WhenwewerewelluponthemoorsandtheCONDUCTORwastryingsomeroad—metalwiththegauge—

  ’Hark!’saidtheforeman,’doyouhearnothing?’

  Welistened,andthewind,whichwasblowingchillyoutoftheeast,broughtafaint,tangledjanglingtoourears。

  ’ItistheflocksofVivarais,’saidhe。

  Foreverysummer,theflocksoutofallArdechearebroughtuptopastureonthesegrassyplateaux。

  Hereandtherealittleprivateflockwasbeingtendedbyagirl,onespinningwithadistaff,anotherseatedonawallandintentlymakinglace。Thislast,whenweaddressedher,leapedupinapanicandputoutherarms,likeapersonswimming,tokeepusatadistance,anditwassomesecondsbeforewecouldpersuadeherofthehonestyofourintentions。

  TheCONDUCTORtoldmeofanotherherdswomanfromwhomhehadonceaskedhisroadwhilehewasyetnewtothecountry,andwhofledfromhim,drivingherbeastsbeforeher,untilhehadgivenuptheinformationindespair。Ataleofoldlawlessnessmayyetbereadintheseuncouthtimidities。

  Thewinterintheseuplandsisadangerousandmelancholytime。

  Housesaresnowedup,andway—farerslostinaflurrywithinhailoftheirownfireside。Nomanventuresabroadwithoutmeatandabottleofwine,whichhereplenishesateverywine—shop;andeventhusequippedhetakestheroadwithterror。Alldaythefamilysitsaboutthefireinafoulandairlesshovel,andequallywithoutworkordiversion。Thefathermaycarvearudepieceoffurniture,butthatisallthatwillbedoneuntilthespringsetsinagain,andalongwithitthelaboursofthefield。Itisnotfornothingthatyoufindaclockinthemeanestofthesemountainhabitations。A

  clockandanalmanac,youwouldfancy,wereindispensableinsuchalife……

  CHAPTERVII—RANDOMMEMORIES:ROSAQUOLOCORUM

  THROUGHwhatlittlechannels,bywhathintsandpremonitions,theconsciousnessoftheman’sartdawnsfirstuponthechild,itshouldbenotonlyinterestingbutinstructivetoinquire。Amatterofcuriosityto—day,itwillbecomethegroundofscienceto—morrow。

  Fromthemindofchildhoodthereismorehistoryandmorephilosophytobefishedupthanfromalltheprintedvolumesinalibrary。Thechildisconsciousofaninterest,notinliteraturebutinlife。A

  tastefortheprecise,theadroit,orthecomelyintheuseofwords,comeslate;butlongbeforethathehasenjoyedinbooksadelightfuldressrehearsalofexperience。Heisfirstconsciousofthismaterial—Ihadalmostsaidthispractical—pre—occupation;itdoesnotfollowthatitreallycamethefirst。Ihavesomeoldfoggednegativesinmycollectionthatwouldseemtoimplyapriorstage’TheLordisgoneupwithashout,andGodwiththesoundofatrumpet’—memorialversion,Iknownotwheretofindthetext—

  ringsstillinmyearfrommyfirstchildhood,andperhapswithsomethingofmynursesaccent。Therewaspossiblysomesortofimagewritteninmymindbytheseloudwords,butIbelievethewordsthemselveswerewhatIcherished。Ihadaboutthesametime,andunderthesameinfluence—thatofmydearnurse—afavouriteauthor:itispossiblethereaderhasnotheardofhim—theRev。

  RobertMurrayM’Cheyne。MynurseandIadmiredhisnameexceedingly,sothatImusthavebeentaughttheloveofbeautifulsoundsbeforeI

  wasbreeched;andIremembertwospecimensofhismuseuntilthisday:—

  ’BehindthehillsofNaphtaliThesunwentslowlydown,Leavingonmountain,tower,andtree,Atingeofgoldenbrown。’

  Thereisimageryhere,andIsetitononeside。Theother—itisbutaverse—notonlycontainsnoimage,butisquiteunintelligibleeventomycomparativelyinstructedmind,andIknownotevenhowtospelltheoutlandishvocablethatcharmedmeinmychildhood:

  ’JehovahTschidkenuisnothingtoher’;—

  Imaysay,withoutflippancy,thathewasnothingtomeeither,sinceIhadnorayofaguessofwhathewasabout;yettheverse,fromthentonow,alongerintervalthanthelifeofageneration,hascontinuedtohauntme。

  IhavesaidthatIshouldsetapassagedistinguishedbyobviousandpleasingimagery,howeverfaint;forthechildthinksmuchinimages,wordsareverylivetohim,phrasesthatimplyapictureeloquentbeyondtheirvalue。Rummaginginthedustypigeon—holesofmemory,I

  cameonceuponagraphicversionofthefamousPsalm,’TheLordismyshepherd’:andfromtheplacesemployedinitsillustration,whichareallintheimmediateneighbourhoodofahousethenoccupiedbymyfather,Iamable,todateitbeforetheseventhyearofmyage,althoughitwasprobablyearlierinfact。The’pasturesgreen’wererepresentedbyacertainsuburbanstubble—field,whereIhadoncewalkedwithmynurse,underanautumnalsunset,onthebanksoftheWaterofLeith:theplaceislongagobuiltup;nopasturesnow,nostubble—fields;onlyamazeoflittlestreetsandsmokingchimneysandshrillchildren。Here,inthefleecypersonofasheep,Iseemedtomyselftofollowsomethingunseen,unrealised,andyetbenignant;

  andclosebythesheepinwhichIwasincarnated—asifforgreatersecurity—rustledtheskirt,ofmynurse。’Death’sdarkvale’wasacertainarchwayintheWarristonCemetery:aformidableyetbelovedspot,forchildrenlovetobeafraid,—inmeasureastheyloveallexperienceofvitality。HereIbeheldmyselfsomepacesahead(seeingmyself,Imean,frombehind)utterlyaloneinthatuncannypassage;ontheonesideofmearude,knobby,shepherd’sstaff,suchascheerstheheartofthecockneytourist,ontheotherarodlikeabilliardcue,appearedtoaccompanymyprogress;thestiffsturdilyupright,thebilliardcueinclinedconfidentially,likeonewhispering,towardsmyear。Iwasaware—Iwillnevertellyouhow—thatthepresenceofthesearticlesaffordedmeencouragement。Thethirdandlastofmypicturesillustratedwords:—

  ’MytableThouhastfurnishedInpresenceofmyfoes:

  MyheadThoudostwithoilanoint,Andmycupoverflows’:

  andthiswasperhapsthemostinterestingoftheseries。Isawmyselfseatedinakindofopenstonesummer—houseattable;overmyshoulderahairy,bearded,androbedpresenceanointedmefromanauthenticshoe—horn;thesummer—housewaspartofthegreencourtofaruin,andfromthefarsideofthecourtblackandwhiteimpsdischargedagainstmeineffectualarrows。Thepictureappearsarbitrary,butIcantraceeverydetailtoitssource,asMr。BrockanalysedthedreamofAlanArmadale。Thesummer—houseandcourtweremuddledtogetheroutofBillings’ANTIQUITIESOFSCOTLAND;theimpsconveyedfromBagster’sPILGRIM’SPROGRESS;thebeardedandrobedfigurefromanyoneofthethousandBiblepictures;andtheshoe—hornwasplagiarisedfromanoldillustratedBible,whereitfiguredinthehandofSamuelanointingSaul,andhadbeenpointedouttomeasajestbymyfather。Itwasshownmeforajest,remark;buttheseriousspiritofinfancyadopteditinearnest。Childrenareallclassics;abottlewouldhaveseemedanintermediarytootrivial—

  thatdivinerefreshmentofwhosemeaningIhadnoguess;andIseizedontheideaofthatmysticshoe—hornwithdelight,evenas,alittlelater,Ishouldhavewrittenflagon,chalice,hanaper,beaker,oranywordthatmighthaveappealedtomeatthemomentasleastcontaminatewithmeanassociations。InthisstringofpicturesI

  believethegistofthepsalmtohaveconsisted;Ibelieveithadnomoretosaytome;andtheresultwasconsolatory。Iwouldgotosleepdwellingwithrestfulnessupontheseimages;theypassedbeforeme,besides,toanappropriatemusic;forIhadalreadysingledoutfromthatrudepsalmtheonelovelyversewhichdwellsinthemindsofall,notgrowingold,notdisgracedbyitsassociationwithlongSundaytasks,ascarceconsciousjoyinchildhood,inageacompanionthought:—

  ’InpasturesgreenThouleadestme,Thequietwatersby。’

  Theremainderofmychildishrecollectionsareallofthematterofwhatwasreadtome,andnotofanymannerinthewords。Ifthesepleasedmeitwasunconsciously;IlistenedfornewsofthegreatvacantworlduponwhoseedgeIstood;IlistenedfordelightfulplotsthatImightre—enactinplay,andromanticscenesandcircumstancesthatImightcallupbeforeme,withclosedeyes,whenIwastiredofScotland,andhome,andthatwearyprisonofthesick—chamberinwhichIlaysolongindurance。ROBINSONCRUSOE;someofthebooksofthatcheerful,ingenious,romanticsoul,MayneReid;andaworkrathergruesomeandbloodyforachild,butverypicturesque,calledPAULBLAKE;thesearethethreestrongestimpressionsIremember:

  THESWISSFAMILYROBINSONcamenext,LONGOINTERVALLO。AttheseI

  played,conjureduptheirscenes,anddelightedtohearthemrehearseduntoseventytimesseven。IamnotsurebutwhatPAUL

  BLAKEcameafterIcouldread。Itseemsconnectedwithavisittothecountry,andanexperienceunforgettable。Thedayhadbeenwarm;

  H—andIhadplayedtogethercharminglyalldayinasandywildernessacrosstheroad;thencametheeveningwithagreatflashofcolourandaheavenlysweetnessintheair。Somehowmyplay—matehadvanished,orisoutofthestory,asthesagessay,butIwassentintothevillageonanerrand;and,takingabookoffairytales,wentdownalonethroughafir—wood,readingasIwalked。Howoftensincethenhasitbefallenmetobehappyevenso;butthatwasthefirsttime:theshockofthatpleasureIhaveneversinceforgot,andifmymindservesmetothelast,Inevershall,foritwasthenthatIknewIlovedreading。

  II

  Topassfromhearingliteraturetoreadingitistotakeagreatanddangerousstep。Withnotafew,Ithinkalargeproportionoftheirpleasurethencomestoanend;’themaladyofnotmarking’overtakesthem;theyreadthenceforwardbytheeyealoneandhearneveragainthechimeoffairwordsorthemarchofthestatelyperiod。NON

  RAGIONIAMofthese。Buttoallthestepisdangerous;itinvolvescomingofage;itisevenakindofsecondweaning。Inthepastallwasatthechoiceofothers;theychose,theydigested,theyreadaloudforusandsangtotheirowntunethebooksofchildhood。Inthefuturewearetoapproachthesilent,inexpressivetypealone,likepioneers;andthechoiceofwhatwearetoreadisinourownhandsthenceforward。Forinstance,inthepassagesalreadyadduced,Idetectandapplaudtheearofmyoldnurse;theywereofherchoice,andsheimposedthemonmyinfancy,readingtheworksofothersasapoetwouldscarcedaretoreadhisown;gloatingontherhythm,dwellingwithdelightonassonancesandalliterations。I

  knowverywellmymothermusthavebeenallthewhiletryingtoeducatemytasteuponmoresecularauthors;butthevigourandthecontinualopportunitiesofmynursetriumphed,andafteralongsearch,Icanfindintheseearliestvolumesofmyautobiographynomentionofanythingbutnurseryrhymes,theBible,andMr。M’Cheyne。

  IsupposeallchildrenagreeinlookingbackwithdelightontheirschoolReaders。Wemightnotnowfindsomuchpathosin’BingenontheRhine,’’AsoldieroftheLegionlaydyinginAlgiers,’orin’TheSoldier’sFuneral,’inthedeclamationofwhichIwasheldtohavesurpassedmyself。’Robert’svoice,’saidthemasteronthismemorableoccasion,’isnotstrong,butimpressive’:anopinionwhichIwasfoolenoughtocarryhometomyfather;whoroastedmeforyearsinconsequence。Iamsureoneshouldnotbesodeliciouslytickledbythehumorouspieces:—

  ’What,crusty?criesWillinataking,Whowouldnotbecrustywithhalfayear’sbaking?’

  Ithinkthisquipwouldleaveuscold。The’IslesofGreece’seemrathertawdrytoo;butonthe’AddresstotheOcean,’oron’TheDyingGladiator,’’timehaswritnowrinkle。’

  ’Tisthemorn,butdimanddark,Whitherfliesthesilentlark?’—

  doesthereaderrecallthemomentwhenhiseyefirstfellupontheselinesintheFourthReader;and’surprisedwithjoy,impatientasthewind,’heplungedintothesequel?Andtherewasanotherpiece,thistimeinprose,whichnonecanhaveforgotten;manylikememusthavesearchedDickenswithzealtofinditagain,andinitspropercontext,andhaveperhapsbeenconsciousofsomeinconsiderablemeasureofdisappointment,thatitwasonlyTomPinchwhodrove,insuchapompofpoetry,toLondon。

  ButintheReaderwearestillunderguides。Whataboyturnsoutforhimself,asherummagesthebookshelves,istherealtestandpleasure。Myfather’slibrarywasaspotofsomeausterity;theproceedingsoflearnedsocieties,someLatindivinity,cyclopaedias,physicalscience,and,aboveall,optics,heldthechiefplaceupontheshelves,anditwasonlyinholesandcornersthatanythingreallylegibleexistedasbyaccident。ThePARENT’SASSISTANT,ROB

  ROY,WAVERLEY,andGUYMANNERING,theVOYAGESOFCAPTAINWOODS

  ROGERS,Fuller’sandBunyan’sHOLYWARS,THEREFLECTIONSOFROBINSON

  CRUSOE,THEFEMALEBLUEBEARD,G。Sand’sMAREAUDIABLE—(howcameitinthatgraveassembly!),Ainsworth’sTOWEROFLONDON,andfouroldvolumesofPunch—thesewerethechiefexceptions。Intheselatter,whichmadeforyearsthechiefofmydiet,Iveryearlyfellinlove(almostassoonasIcouldspell)withtheSnobPapers。Iknewthemalmostbyheart,particularlythevisittothePontos;andIremembermysurprisewhenIfound,longafterwards,thattheywerefamous,andsignedwithafamousname;tome,asIreadandadmiredthem,theyweretheworksofMr。Punch。TimeandagainItriedtoreadROBROY,withwhomofcourseIwasacquaintedfromtheTALESOFAGRANDFATHER;

  timeandagaintheearlypart,withRashleighand(thinkofit!)theadorableDiana,chokedmeoff;andIshallneverforgetthepleasureandsurprisewithwhich,lyingontheflooronesummerevening,I

  struckofasuddenintothefirstscenewithAndrewFairservice。

  ’TheworthyDr。Lightfoot’—’mistrystedwithabogle’—’awheengreentrash’—’Jenny,lass,IthinkIha’eher’:fromthatdaytothisthephraseshavebeenunforgotten。Ireadon,Ineedscarcesay;IcametoGlasgow,IbidedtrystonGlasgowBridge,ImetRobRoyandtheBailieintheTolbooth,allwithtransportingpleasure;

  andthenthecloudsgatheredoncemoreaboutmypath;andIdozedandskippeduntilIstumbledhalf—asleepintotheclachanofAberfoyle,andthevoicesofIverachandGalbraithrecalledmetomyself。WiththatsceneandthedefeatofCaptainThorntonthebookconcluded;

  Helenandhersonsshockedeventhelittleschoolboyofnineortenwiththeirunreality;Ireadnomore,orIdidnotgraspwhatIwasreading;andyearselapsedbeforeIconsciouslymetDianaandherfatheramongthehills,orsawRashleighdyinginthechair。WhenI

  thinkofthatnovelandthatevening,Iamimpatientwithallothers;

  theyseembutshadowsandimpostors;theycannotsatisfytheappetitewhichthisawakened;andIdarebeknowntothinkitthebestofSirWalter’sbynearlyasmuchasSirWalteristhebestofnovelists。

  PerhapsMr。Langisright,andourfirstfriendsinthelandoffictionarealwaysthemostreal。AndyetIhadreadbeforethisGUY

  MANNERING,andsomeofWAVERLEY,withnosuchdelightedsenseoftruthandhumour,andIreadimmediatelyafterthegreaterpartoftheWaverleyNovels,andwasnevermovedagaininthesamewayortothesamedegree。Onecircumstanceissuspicious:mycriticalestimateoftheWaverleyNovelshasscarcechangedatallsinceIwasten。ROBROY,GUYMANNERING,andREDGAUNTLETfirst;then,alittlelower;THEFORTUNESOFNIGEL;then,afterahugegulf,IVANHOEandANNEOFGEIERSTEIN:therestnowhere;suchwastheverdictoftheboy。SincethenTHEANTIQUARY,ST。RONAN’SWELL,KENILWORTH,andTHE

  HEARTOFMIDLOTHIANhavegoneupinthescale;perhapsIVANHOEAND

  ANNEOFGEIERSTEINhavegoneatrifledown;DianaVernonhasbeenaddedtomyadmirationsinthatenchantedworldofROBROY;IthinkmoreofthelettersinREDGAUNTLET,andPeterPeebles,thatdreadfulpieceofrealism,Icannowreadaboutwithequanimity,interest,andIhadalmostsaidpleasure,whiletothechildishcriticheoftencausedunmixeddistress。Buttherestisthesame;IcouldnotfinishTHEPIRATEwhenIwasachild,Ihaveneverfinishedityet;

  PEVERILOFTHEPEAKdroppedhalfwaythroughfrommyschoolboyhands,andthoughIhavesincewadedtoanendinakindofwagerwithmyself,theexercisewasquitewithoutenjoyment。Thereissomethingdisquietingintheseconsiderations。IstillthinkthevisittoPonto’sthebestpartoftheBOOKOFSNOBS:doesthatmeanthatI

  wasrightwhenIwasachild,ordoesitmeanthatIhavenevergrownsincethen,thatthechildisnottheman’sfather,buttheman?andthatIcameintotheworldwithallmyfacultiescomplete,andhaveonlylearnedsinsynetobemoretolerantofboredom?……

  CHAPTERVIII—THEIDEALHOUSE

  Twothingsarenecessaryinanyneighbourhoodwhereweproposetospendalife:adesertandsomelivingwater。

  Therearemanypartsoftheearth’sfacewhichofferthenecessarycombinationofacertainwildnesswithakindlyvariety。Agreatprospectisdesirable,butthewantmaybeotherwisesupplied;evengreatnesscanbefoundonthesmallscale;forthemindandtheeyemeasuredifferently。BoldrocksnearhandaremoreinspiritingthandistantAlps,andthethickfernuponaSurreyheathmakesafineforestfortheimagination,andthedottedyewtreesnoblemountains。

  AScottishmoorwithbirchesandfirsgroupedhereandthereuponaknoll,oroneofthoserockyseasidedesertsofProvenceovergrownwithrosemaryandthymeandsmokingwitharoma,areplaceswherethemindisneverweary。Forests,beingmoreenclosed,arenotatfirstsightsoattractive,buttheyexerciseaspell;theymust,however,bediversifiedwitheitherheathorrock,andarehardlytobeconsideredperfectwithoutconifers。Evensand—hills,withtheirintricateplan,andtheirgullsandrabbits,willstandwellforthenecessarydesert。

  Thehousemustbewithinhailofeitheralittleriverorthesea。A

  greatriverismorefitforpoetrythantoadornaneighbourhood;itssweepofwatersincreasesthescaleofthesceneryandthedistanceofonenotableobjectfromanother;andalivelyburngivesus,inthespaceofafewyards,agreatervarietyofpromontoryandislet,ofcascade,shallowgoil,andboilingpool,withanswerablechangesbothofsongandcolour,thananavigablestreaminmanyhundredmiles。Thefish,too,makeamoreconsiderablefeatureofthebrookside,andthetroutplumpingintheshadowtakestheear。A

  streamshould,besides,benarrowenoughtocross,ortheburnhardbyabridge,orweareatonceshutoutofEden。Thequantityofwaterneedbeofnoconcern,forthemindsetsthescale,andcanenjoyaNiagaraFallofthirtyinches。Letusapprovethesingerof’Shallowrivers,bywhosefallsMelodiousbirdssingmadrigals。’

  Iftheseaistobeourornamentalwater,chooseanopenseaboardwithaheavybeatofsurf;onemuchbrokeninoutline,withsmallhavensanddwarfheadlands;ifpossibleafewislets;andasafirstnecessity,rocksreachingoutintodeepwater。SucharockonacalmdayisabetterstationthanthetopofTeneriffeorChimborazo。Inshort,bothforthedesertandthewater,theconjunctionofmanynearandbolddetailsisboldsceneryfortheimaginationandkeepsthemindalive。

  Giventhesetwoprimeluxuries,thenatureofthecountrywherewearetoliveis,Ihadalmostsaid,indifferent;afterthatinsidethegarden,wecanconstructacountryofourown。Severaloldtrees,aconsiderablevarietyoflevel,severalwell—grownhedgestodivideourgardenintoprovinces,agoodextentofoldwell—setturf,andthicketsofshrubsandever—greenstobecutintoandclearedatthenewowner’spleasure,arethequalitiestobesoughtforinyourchosenland。Nothingismoredelightfulthanasuccessionofsmalllawns,openingoneoutoftheotherthroughtallhedges;thesehaveallthecharmoftheoldbowling—greenrepeated,donotrequirethelabourofmanytrimmers,andaffordaseriesofchanges。Youmusthavemuchlawnagainsttheearlysummer,soastohaveagreatfieldofdaisies,theyear’smorningfrost;asyoumusthaveawoodoflilacs,toenjoytothefulltheperiodoftheirblossoming。

  HawthornisanotheroftheSpring’singredients;butitisevenbesttohavearoughpubliclaneatonesideofyourenclosurewhich,attherightseason,shallbecomeanavenueofbloomandodour。Theoldflowersarethebestandshouldgrowcarelesslyincorners。Indeed,theidealfortuneistofindanoldgarden,onceveryrichlycaredfor,sincesunkintoneglect,andtotend,notrepair,thatneglect;

  itwillthushaveasmackofnatureandwildnesswhichskilfuldispositionscannotovertake。Thegardenershouldbeanidler,andhaveagrosspartialitytothekitchenplots:aneagerortoilfulgardenermisbecomesthegardenlandscape;atastefulgardenerwillbeevermeddling,willkeepthebordersraw,andtakethebloomoffnature。Closeadjoining,ifyouareinthesouth,anolive—yard,ifinthenorth,aswardedapple—orchardreachingtothestream,completesyourminiaturedomain;butthisisperhapsbestenteredthroughadoorinthehighfruit—wall;sothatyouclosethedoorbehindyouonyoursunnyplots,yourhedgesandevergreenjungle,whenyougodowntowatchtheapplesfallinginthepool。Itisagoldenmaximtocultivatethegardenforthenose,andtheeyeswilltakecareofthemselves。Normusttheearbeforgotten:withoutbirdsagardenisaprison—yard。ThereisagardennearMarseillesonasteephill—side,walkingbywhich,uponasunnymorning,yourearwillsuddenlyberavishedwithaburstofsmallandverycheerfulsinging:somescoreofcagesbeingsetouttheretosuntheiroccupants。Thisisaheavenlysurprisetoanypasser—by;butthepricepaid,tokeepsomanyardentandwingedcreaturesfromtheirliberty,willmaketheluxurytoodearforanythoughtfulpleasure—

  lover。ThereisonlyonesortofbirdthatIcantoleratecaged,thougheventhenIthinkithard,andthatiswhatiscalledinFrancetheBec—d’Argent。Ioncehadtwoofthesepigmiesincaptivity;andinthequiet,hirehouseuponasilentstreetwhereI

  wasthenliving,theirsong,whichwasnotmuchlouderthanabee’s,butairilymusical,keptmeinaperpetualgoodhumour。IputthecageuponmytablewhenIworked,carrieditwithmewhenIwentformeals,andkeptitbymyheadatnight:thefirstthinginthemorning,theseMAESTRINIwouldpipeup。Butthese,evenifyoucanpardontheirimprisonment,areforthehouse。Inthegardenthewildbirdsmustplantacolony,achorusofthelesserwarblersthatshouldbealmostdeafening,ablackbirdinthelilacs,anightingaledownthelane,sothatyoumuststrolltohearit,andyetalittlefarther,tree—topspopulouswithrooks。

  Yourhouseshouldnotcommandmuchoutlook;itshouldbesetdeepandgreen,thoughuponrisingground,or,ifpossible,crowningaknoll,forthesakeofdrainage。Yetitmustbeopentotheeast,oryouwillmissthesunrise;sunsetoccurringsomuchlater,youcangoupafewstepsandlooktheotherway。Ahouseofmorethantwostoriesisamerebarrack;indeedtheidealisofonestory,raiseduponcellars。Iftheroomsarelarge,thehousemaybesmall:asingleroom,lofty,spacious,andlightsome,ismorepalatialthanacastlefulofcabinetsandcupboards。Yetsizeinahouse,andsomeextentandintricacyofcorridor,iscertainlydelightfultotheflesh。Thereceptionroomshouldbe,ifpossible,aplaceofmanyrecesses,whichare’pettyretiringplacesforconference’;butitmusthaveonelongwallwithadivan:foradayspentuponadivan,amongaworldofcushions,isasfullofdiversionastotravel。Theeating—room,intheFrenchmode,shouldbeADHOC:unfurnished,butwithabuffet,thetable,necessarychairs,oneortwoofCanaletto’setchings,andatilefire—placeforthewinter。Inneitherofthesepublicplacesshouldtherebeanythingbeyondashelfortwoofbooks;butthepassagesmaybeonelibraryfromendtoend,andthestair,iftherebeone,linedwithvolumesinoldleather,verybrightlycarpeted,andleadinghalf—wayup,andbywayoflanding,toawindowedrecesswithafire—place;thiswindow,almostaloneinthehouse,shouldcommandahandsomeprospect。Husbandandwifemusteachpossessastudio;onthewoman’ssanctuaryIhesitatetodwell,andturntotheman’s。Thewallsareshelvedwaist—highforbooks,andthetopthusformsacontinuoustablerunningroundthewall。

  Aboveareprints,alargemapoftheneighbourhood,aCorotandaClaudeortwo。Theroomisveryspacious,andthefivetablesandtwochairsarebutasislands。Onetableisforactualwork,oneclosebyforreferencesinuse;one,verylarge,forMSS。orproofsthatwaittheirturn;onekeptclearforanoccasion;andthefifthisthemaptable,groaningunderacollectionoflarge—scalemapsandcharts。Ofallbooksthesearetheleastwearisometoreadandtherichestinmatter;thecourseofroadsandrivers,thecontourlinesandtheforestsinthemaps—thereefs,soundings,anchors,sailingmarksandlittlepilot—picturesinthecharts—and,inboth,thebead—rollofnames,makethemofallprintedmatterthemostfittostimulateandsatisfythefancy。Thechairinwhichyouwriteisverylowandeasy,andbackedintoacorner;atoneelbowthefiretwinkles;closeattheother,ifyouarealittleinhumane,yourcageofsilver—billsaretwitteringintosong。

  Joinedalongbyapassage,youmayreachthegreat,sunny,glass—

  roofed,andtiledgymnasium,atthefarendofwhich,linedwithbrightmarble,isyourplungeandswimmingbath,fittedwithacapaciousboiler。

  Thewholeloftofthehousefromendtoendmakesoneundividedchamber;herearesetforthtablesonwhichtomodelimaginaryoractualcountriesinputtyorplaster,withtoolsandhardypigments;

  acarpenter’sbench;andasparedcornerforphotography,whileatthefarendaspaceiskeptclearforplayingsoldiers。Twoboxescontainthetwoarmiesofsomefivehundredhorseandfoot;twootherstheammunitionofeachside,andafifththefoot—rulesandthethreecoloursofchalk,withwhichyoulaydown,or,afteraday’splay,refreshtheoutlinesofthecountry;redorwhiteforthetwokindsofroad(accordingastheyaresuitableornotforthepassageofordnance),andblueforthecourseoftheobstructingrivers。HereIforeseethatyoumaypassmuchhappytime;againstagoodadversaryagamemaywellcontinueforamonth;forwitharmiessoconsiderablethreemoveswilloccupyanhour。Itwillbefoundtosetanexcellentedgeonthisdiversionifoneoftheplayersshall,everydayorso,writeareportoftheoperationsinthecharacterofarmycorrespondent。

  Ihavelefttothelastthelittleroomforwinterevenings。Thisshouldbefurnishedinwarmpositivecolours,andsofasandfloorthickwithrichfurs。Thehearth,whereyouburnwoodofaromaticqualityonsilverdogs,tiledroundaboutwithBiblepictures;theseatsdeepandeasy;asingleTitianinagoldframe;awhitebustorsouponabracket;arackforthejournalsoftheweek;atableforthebooksoftheyear;andcloseinacornerthethreeshelvesfullofeternalbooksthatneverweary:Shakespeare,Moliere,Montaigne,Lamb,Sterne,DeMusset’scomedies(theonevolumeopenatCARMOSINE

  andtheotheratFANTASIO);theARABIANNIGHTS,andkindredstories,inWeber’ssolemnvolumes;Borrow’sBIBLEINSPAIN,thePILGRIM’S

  PROGRESS,GUYMANNERINGandROBROY,MONTECRISTOandtheVICOMTEDE

  BRAGELONNE,immortalBoswellsoleamongbiographers,Chaucer,Herrick,andtheSTATETRIALS。

  Thebedroomsarelarge,airy,withalmostnofurniture,floorsofvarnishedwood,andatthebed—head,incaseofinsomnia,oneshelfofbooksofaparticularanddippableorder,suchasPEPYS,thePASTONLETTERS,Burt’sLETTERSFROMTHEHIGHLANDS,ortheNEWGATE

  CALENDAR……

  CHAPTERIX—DAVOSINWINTER

  AMOUNTAINvalleyhas,atthebest,acertainprison—likeeffectontheimagination,butamountainvalley,anAlpinewinter,andaninvalid’sweaknessmakeupamongthemaprisonofthemosteffectivekind。Theroadsindeedarecleared,andatleastonefootpathdodgingupthehill;buttothesethehealth—seekerisrigidlyconfined。Thereareforhimnocross—cutsoverthefield,nofollowingofstreams,nounguidedramblesinthewood。Hiswalksarecutanddry。Infiveorsixdifferentdirectionshecanpushasfar,andnofarther,thanhisstrengthpermits;neverdeviatingfromthelinelaiddownforhimandbeholdingateachrepetitionthesamefieldofwoodandsnowfromthesamecorneroftheroad。This,ofitself,wouldbealittletryingtothepatienceinthecourseofmonths;buttothisisadded,bytheheapedmantleofthesnow,analmostutterabsenceofdetailandanalmostunbrokenidentityofcolour。Snow,itistrue,isnotmerelywhite。Thesuntouchesitwithroseateandgoldenlights。Itsowncrushedinfinityofcrystals,itsownrichnessoftinysculpture,fillsit,whenregardednearathand,withwonderfuldepthsofcolouredshadow,and,thoughwintrilytransformed,itisstillwater,andhaswaterytonesofblue。But,whenallissaid,thesefieldsofwhiteandblotsofcrudeblackforestarebutatriteandstaringsubstitutefortheinfinitevarietyandpleasantnessoftheearth’sface。Evenaboulder,whosefrontistooprecipitoustohaveretainedthesnow,seems,ifyoucomeuponitinyourwalk,aperfectgemofcolour,remindsyoualmostpainfullyofotherplaces,andbringsintoyourheadthedelightsofmoreArcadiandays—thepathacrossthemeadow,thehazeldell,theliliesonthestream,andthescents,thecolours,andthewhisperofthewoods。Andscentshereareasrareascolours。Unlessyougetagustofkitcheninpassingsomehotel,youshallsmellnothingalldaylongbutthefaintandchokingodouroffrost。Sounds,too,areabsent:notabirdpipes,notaboughwaves,inthedead,windlessatmosphere。Ifasleighgoesby,thesleigh—bellsring,andthatisall;youworkallwinterthroughtonootheraccompanimentbutthecrunchingofyourstepsuponthefrozensnow。

  ItisthecurseoftheAlpinevalleystobeeachonevillagefromoneendtotheother。Gowhereyouplease,houseswillstillbeinsight,beforeandbehindyou,andtotherightandleft。Climbashighasaninvalidisable,anditisonlytospynewhabitationsnestedinthewood。Noristhatall;foraboutthehealthresortthewalksarebesiegedbysinglepeoplewalkingrapidlywithplaidsabouttheirshoulders,bysuddentroopsofGermanboystryingtolearntojodel,andbyGermancouplessilentlyand,asyouventuretofancy,notquitehappily,pursuinglove’syoungdream。Youmayperhapsbeaninvalidwholikestomakebadversesashewalksabout。Alas!nomusewillsufferthisimminenceofinterruption—andatthesecondstampedeofjodellersyoufindyourmodestinspirationfled。Oryoumayonlyhaveatasteforsolitude;itmaytryyournervestohavesomeonealwaysinfrontwhomyouarevisiblyovertaking,andsomeonealwaysbehindwhoisaudiblyovertakingyou,tosaynothingofascoreorsowhobrushpastyouinanoppositedirection。Itmayannoyyoutotakeyourwalksandseatsinpublicview。Alas!thereisnohelpforitamongtheAlps。Therearenorecesses,asinGorbioValleybytheoil—mill;nosacredsolitudeofolivegardensontheRoccabruna—road;nonookuponSaintMartin’sCape,hauntedbythevoiceofbreakers,andfragrantwiththethreefoldsweetnessoftherosemaryandthesea—pinesandthesea。

  Forthispublicitythereisnocure,andnoalleviation;butthestormsofwhichyouwillcomplainsobitterlywhiletheyendure,chequerandbytheircontrastbrightenthesamenessofthefair—

  weatherscenes。Whensunandstormcontendtogether—whenthethickcloudsarebrokenupandpiercedbyarrowsofgoldendaylight—therewillbestartlingrearrangementsandtransfigurationsofthemountainsummits。Asun—dazzlingspireofalphangssuspendedinmid—skyamongawfulgloomsandblackness;orperhapstheedgeofsomegreatmountainshoulderwillbedesignedinlivinggold,andappearforthedurationofaglancebrightlikeaconstellation,andalone’intheunapparent。’Youmaythinkyouknowthefigureofthesehills;butwhentheyarethusrevealed,theybelongnolongertothethingsofearth—meteorsweshouldrathercallthem,appearancesofsunandairthatendurebutforamomentandreturnnomore。Othervariationsaremorelasting,aswhen,forinstance,heavyandwetsnowhasfallenthroughsomewindlesshours,andthethin,spiry,mountainpinetreesstandeachstock—stillandloadedwithashiningburthen。Youmaydrivethroughaforestsodisguised,thetongue—

  tiedtorrentstrugglingsilentlyinthecleftoftheravine,andallstillexceptthejingleofthesleighbells,andyoushallfancyyourselfinsomeuntroddennorthernterritory—Lapland,Labrador,orAlaska。

  Or,possibly,youariseveryearlyinthemorning;totterdownstairsinastateofsomnambulism;takethesimulacrumofamealbytheglimmerofonelampinthedesertedcoffee—room;andfindyourselfbyseveno’clockoutsideinabelatedmoonlightandafreezingchill。

  Themailsleightakesyouupandcarriesyouon,andyoureachthetopoftheascentinthefirsthouroftheday。Totracethefiresofthesunriseastheypassfrompeaktopeak,toseetheunlittree—

  topsstandoutsoberlyagainstthelightedsky,tobefortwentyminutesinawonderlandofclear,fadingshadows,disappearingvapours,solemnbloomsofdawn,hillshalfglorifiedalreadywiththedayandstillhalfconfoundedwiththegreynessofthewesternheaven—thesewillseemtorepayyouforthediscomfortsofthatearlystart;butasthehourproceeds,andtheseenchantmentsvanish,youwillfindyourselfuponthefarthersideinyetanotherAlpinevalley,snowwhiteandcoalblack,withsuchanotherlong—drawncongeriesofhamletsandsuchanothersenselesswatercoursebickeringalongthefoot。Youhavehadyourmoment;butyouhavenotchangedthescene。Themountainsareaboutyoulikeatrap;youcannotfootitupahillsideandbeholdtheseaasagreatplain,butliveinholesandcorners,andcanchangeonlyoneforanother。

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