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  OncomingdownstairsIfoundMrsForresterwaitingformeattheentrancetothedining—parlour;shedrewmein,andwhenthedoorwasshut,shetriedtwoorthreetimestobeginonsomesubject,whichwassounapproachableapparently,thatIbegantodespairofourevergettingtoaclearunderstanding。Atlastoutitcame;

  thepooroldladytremblingallthetimeasifitwereagreatcrimewhichshewasexposingtodaylight,intellingmehowvery,verylittleshehadtoliveupon;aconfessionwhichshewasbroughttomakefromadreadlestweshouldthinkthatthesmallcontributionnamedinherpaperboreanyproportiontoherloveandregardforMissMatty。Andyetthatsumwhichshesoeagerlyrelinquishedwas,intruth,morethanatwentiethpartofwhatshehadtoliveupon,andkeephouse,andalittleserving—maid,allasbecameonebornaTyrrell。Andwhenthewholeincomedoesnotnearlyamounttoahundredpounds,togiveupatwentiethofitwillnecessitatemanycarefuleconomies,andmanypiecesofself—

  denial,smallandinsignificantintheworld’saccount,butbearingadifferentvalueinanotheraccount—bookthatIhaveheardof。

  Shedidsowishshewasrich,shesaid,andthiswishshekeptrepeating,withnothoughtofherselfinit,onlywithalonging,yearningdesiretobeabletoheapupMissMatty’smeasureofcomforts。

  ItwassometimebeforeIcouldconsoleherenoughtoleaveher;

  andthen,onquittingthehouse,IwaswaylaidbyMrsFitz—Adam,whohadalsoherconfidencetomakeofprettynearlytheoppositedescription。Shehadnotlikedtoputdownallthatshecouldaffordandwasreadytogive。ShetoldmeshethoughtshenevercouldlookMissMattyinthefaceagainifshepresumedtobegivinghersomuchassheshouldliketodo。\"MissMatty!\"

  continuedshe,\"thatIthoughtwassuchafineyoungladywhenI

  wasnothingbutacountrygirl,comingtomarketwitheggsandbutterandsuchlikethings。Formyfather,thoughwell—to—do,wouldalwaysmakemegoonasmymotherhaddonebeforeme,andI

  hadtocomeintoCranfordeverySaturday,andseeaftersales,andprices,andwhatnot。Andoneday,Iremember,ImetMissMattyinthelanethatleadstoCombehurst;shewaswalkingonthefootpath,which,youknow,israisedagoodwayabovetheroad,andagentlemanrodebesideher,andwastalkingtoher,andshewaslookingdownatsomeprimrosesshehadgathered,andpullingthemalltopieces,andIdobelieveshewascrying。Butaftershehadpassed,sheturnedroundandranaftermetoask—oh,sokindly—

  aboutmypoormother,wholayonherdeath—bed;andwhenIcriedshetookholdofmyhandtocomfortme—andthegentlemanwaitingforherallthetime—andherpoorheartveryfullofsomething,I

  amsure;andIthoughtitsuchanhonourtobespokentointhatprettywaybytherector’sdaughter,whovisitedatArleyHall。I

  havelovedhereversince,thoughperhapsI’dnorighttodoit;

  butifyoucanthinkofanywayinwhichImightbeallowedtogivealittlemorewithoutanyoneknowingit,Ishouldbesomuchobligedtoyou,mydear。Andmybrotherwouldbedelightedtodoctorherfornothing—medicines,leeches,andall。Iknowthatheandherladyship(mydear,IlittlethoughtinthedaysIwastellingyouofthatIshouldevercometobesister—in—lawtoaladyship!)woulddoanythingforher。Weallwould。\"

  ItoldherIwasquitesureofit,andpromisedallsortsofthingsinmyanxietytogethometoMissMatty,whomightwellbewonderingwhathadbecomeofme—absentfromhertwohourswithoutbeingabletoaccountforit。Shehadtakenverylittlenoteoftime,however,asshehadbeenoccupiedinnumberlesslittlearrangementspreparatorytothegreatstepofgivingupherhouse。

  Itwasevidentlyarelieftohertobedoingsomethinginthewayofretrenchment,for,asshesaid,whenevershepausedtothink,therecollectionofthepoorfellowwithhisbadfive—poundnotecameoverher,andshefeltquitedishonest;onlyifitmadehersouncomfortable,whatmustitnotbedoingtothedirectorsofthebank,whomustknowsomuchmoreofthemiseryconsequentuponthisfailure?Shealmostmademeangrybydividinghersympathybetweenthesedirectors(whomsheimaginedoverwhelmedbyself—reproachforthemismanagementofotherpeople’saffairs)andthosewhoweresufferinglikeher。Indeed,ofthetwo,sheseemedtothinkpovertyalighterburdenthanself—reproach;butIprivatelydoubtedifthedirectorswouldagreewithher。

  Oldhoardsweretakenoutandexaminedastotheirmoneyvaluewhichluckilywassmall,orelseIdon’tknowhowMissMattywouldhaveprevaileduponherselftopartwithsuchthingsashermother’swedding—ring,thestrange,uncouthbroochwithwhichherfatherhaddisfiguredhisshirt—frill,&c。However,wearrangedthingsalittleinorderastotheirpecuniaryestimation,andwereallreadyformyfatherwhenhecamethenextmorning。

  Iamnotgoingtowearyyouwiththedetailsofallthebusinesswewentthrough;andonereasonfornottellingaboutthemis,thatI

  didnotunderstandwhatweweredoingatthetime,andcannotrecollectitnow。MissMattyandIsatassentingtoaccounts,andschemes,andreports,anddocuments,ofwhichIdonotbelieveweeitherofusunderstoodaword;formyfatherwasclear—headedanddecisive,andacapitalmanofbusiness,andifwemadetheslightestinquiry,orexpressedtheslightestwantofcomprehension,hehadasharpwayofsaying,\"Eh?eh?it’sasdearasdaylight。What’syourobjection?\"Andaswehadnotcomprehendedanythingofwhathehadproposed,wefounditratherdifficulttoshapeourobjections;infact,weneverweresureifwehadany。SopresentlyMissMattygotintoanervouslyacquiescentstate,andsaid\"Yes,\"and\"Certainly,\"ateverypause,whetherrequiredornot;butwhenIoncejoinedinaschorustoa\"Decidedly,\"pronouncedbyMissMattyinatremblinglydubioustone,myfatherfiredroundatmeandaskedme\"Whattherewastodecide?\"AndIamsuretothisdayIhaveneverknown。But,injusticetohim,ImustsayhehadcomeoverfromDrumbletohelpMissMattywhenhecouldillsparethetime,andwhenhisownaffairswereinaveryanxiousstate。

  WhileMissMattywasoutoftheroomgivingordersforluncheon—

  andsadlyperplexedbetweenherdesireofhonouringmyfatherbyadelicate,daintymeal,andherconvictionthatshehadnoright,nowthatallhermoneywasgone,toindulgethisdesire—ItoldhimofthemeetingoftheCranfordladiesatMissPole’sthedaybefore。HekeptbrushinghishandbeforehiseyesasIspoke—andwhenIwentbacktoMartha’soffertheeveningbefore,ofreceivingMissMattyasalodger,hefairlywalkedawayfrommetothewindow,andbegandrummingwithhisfingersuponit。Thenheturnedabruptlyround,andsaid,\"See,Mary,howagood,innocentlifemakesfriendsallaround。Confoundit!IcouldmakeagoodlessonoutofitifIwereaparson;but,asitis,Ican’tgetatailtomysentences—onlyI’msureyoufeelwhatIwanttosay。

  YouandIwillhaveawalkafterlunchandtalkabitmoreabouttheseplans。\"

  Thelunch—ahotsavourymutton—chop,andalittleofthecoldloinslicedandfried—wasnowbroughtin。Everymorselofthislastdishwasfinished,toMartha’sgreatgratification。ThenmyfatherbluntlytoldMissMattyhewantedtotalktomealone,andthathewouldstrolloutandseesomeoftheoldplaces,andthenI

  couldtellherwhatplanwethoughtdesirable。Justbeforewewentout,shecalledmebackandsaid,\"Remember,dear,I’mtheonlyoneleft—Imean,there’snoonetobehurtbywhatIdo。I’mwillingtodoanythingthat’srightandhonest;andIdon’tthink,ifDeborahknowswheresheis,she’llcaresoverymuchifI’mnotgenteel;because,yousee,she’llknowall,dear。OnlyletmeseewhatIcando,andpaythepoorpeopleasfarasI’mable。\"

  Igaveheraheartykiss,andranaftermyfather。Theresultofourconversationwasthis。Ifallpartieswereagreeable,MarthaandJemweretobemarriedwithaslittledelayaspossible,andtheyweretoliveoninMissMatty’spresentabode;thesumwhichtheCranfordladieshadagreedtocontributeannuallybeingsufficienttomeetthegreaterpartoftherent,andleavingMarthafreetoappropriatewhatMissMattyshouldpayforherlodgingstoanylittleextracomfortsrequired。Aboutthesale,myfatherwasdubiousatfirst。Hesaidtheoldrectoryfurniture,howevercarefullyusedandreverentlytreated,wouldfetchverylittle;andthatlittlewouldbebutasadropintheseaofthedebtsoftheTownandCountyBank。ButwhenIrepresentedhowMissMatty’stenderconsciencewouldbesoothedbyfeelingthatshehaddonewhatshecould,hegaveway;especiallyafterIhadtoldhimthefive—poundnoteadventure,andhehadscoldedmewellforallowingit。Ithenalludedtomyideathatshemightaddtohersmallincomebysellingtea;and,tomysurprise(forIhadnearlygivenuptheplan),myfathergraspedatitwithalltheenergyofatradesman。Ithinkhereckonedhischickensbeforetheywerehatched,forheimmediatelyranuptheprofitsofthesalesthatshecouldeffectinCranfordtomorethantwentypoundsayear。

  Thesmalldining—parlourwastobeconvertedintoashop,withoutanyofitsdegradingcharacteristics;atablewastobethecounter;onewindowwastoberetainedunaltered,andtheotherchangedintoaglassdoor。Ievidentlyroseinhisestimationforhavingmadethisbrightsuggestion。IonlyhopedweshouldnotbothfallinMissMatty’s。

  Butshewaspatientandcontentwithallourarrangements。Sheknew,shesaid,thatweshoulddothebestwecouldforher;andsheonlyhoped,onlystipulated,thatsheshouldpayeveryfarthingthatshecouldbesaidtoowe,forherfather’ssake,whohadbeensorespectedinCranford。MyfatherandIhadagreedtosayaslittleaspossibleaboutthebank,indeednevertomentionitagain,ifitcouldbehelped。Someoftheplanswereevidentlyalittleperplexingtoher;butshehadseenmesufficientlysnubbedinthemorningforwantofcomprehensiontoventureontoomanyinquiriesnow;andallpassedoverwellwithahopeonherpartthatnoonewouldbehurriedintomarriageonheraccount。Whenwecametotheproposalthatsheshouldselltea,Icouldseeitwasratherashocktoher;notonaccountofanypersonallossofgentilityinvolved,butonlybecauseshedistrustedherownpowersofactioninanewlineoflife,andwouldtimidlyhavepreferredalittlemoreprivationtoanyexertionforwhichshefearedshewasunfitted。However,whenshesawmyfatherwasbentuponit,shesighed,andsaidshewouldtry;andifshedidnotdowell,ofcourseshemightgiveitup。Onegoodthingaboutitwas,shedidnotthinkmeneverboughttea;anditwasofmenparticularlyshewasafraid。Theyhadsuchsharploudwayswiththem;anddidupaccounts,andcountedtheirchangesoquickly!Now,ifshemightonlysellcomfitstochildren,shewassureshecouldpleasethem!

  CHAPTERXV—AHAPPYRETURN

  BEFOREIleftMissMattyatCranfordeverythinghadbeencomfortablyarrangedforher。EvenMrsJamieson’sapprovalofhersellingteahadbeengained。ThatoraclehadtakenafewdaystoconsiderwhetherbysodoingMissMattywouldforfeitherrighttotheprivilegesofsocietyinCranford。IthinkshehadsomelittleideaofmortifyingLadyGlenmirebythedecisionshegaveatlast;

  whichwastothiseffect:thatwhereasamarriedwomantakesherhusband’srankbythestrictlawsofprecedence,anunmarriedwomanretainsthestationherfatheroccupied。SoCranfordwasallowedtovisitMissMatty;and,whetherallowedornot,itintendedtovisitLadyGlenmire。

  Butwhatwasoursurprise—ourdismay—whenwelearntthatMrandMRSHOGGINSwerereturningonthefollowingTuesday!MrsHoggins!

  Hadsheabsolutelydroppedhertitle,andso,inaspiritofbravado,cutthearistocracytobecomeaHoggins!She,whomighthavebeencalledLadyGlenmiretoherdyingday!MrsJamiesonwaspleased。Shesaiditonlyconvincedherofwhatshehadknownfromthefirst,thatthecreaturehadalowtaste。But\"thecreature\"

  lookedveryhappyonSundayatchurch;nordidweseeitnecessarytokeepourveilsdownonthatsideofourbonnetsonwhichMrandMrsHogginssat,asMrsJamiesondid;therebymissingallthesmilinggloryofhisface,andallthebecomingblushesofhers。I

  amnotsureifMarthaandJemlookedmoreradiantintheafternoon,whenthey,too,madetheirfirstappearance。MrsJamiesonsoothedtheturbulenceofhersoulbyhavingtheblindsofherwindowsdrawndown,asifforafuneral,onthedaywhenMrandMrsHogginsreceivedcallers;anditwaswithsomedifficultythatshewasprevailedupontocontinuetheSTJAMES’SCHRONICLE,soindignantwasshewithitshavinginsertedtheannouncementofthemarriage。

  MissMatty’ssalewentofffamously。Sheretainedthefurnitureofhersitting—roomandbedroom;theformerofwhichshewastooccupytillMarthacouldmeetwithalodgerwhomightwishtotakeit;andintothissitting—roomandbedroomshehadtocramallsortsofthings,whichwere(theauctioneerassuredher)boughtinforheratthesalebyanunknownfriend。IalwayssuspectedMrsFitz—Adamofthis;butshemusthavehadanaccessory,whoknewwhatarticleswereparticularlyregardedbyMissMattyonaccountoftheirassociationswithherearlydays。Therestofthehouselookedratherbare,tobesure;allexceptonetinybedroom,ofwhichmyfatherallowedmetopurchasethefurnitureformyoccasionaluseincaseofMissMatty’sillness。

  Ihadexpendedmyownsmallstoreinbuyingallmannerofcomfitsandlozenges,inordertotemptthelittlepeoplewhomMissMattylovedsomuchtocomeabouther。Teainbrightgreencanisters,andcomfitsintumblers—MissMattyandIfeltquiteproudaswelookedroundusontheeveningbeforetheshopwastobeopened。

  Marthahadscouredtheboardedfloortoawhitecleanness,anditwasadornedwithabrilliantpieceofoil—cloth,onwhichcustomersweretostandbeforethetable—counter。Thewholesomesmellofplasterandwhitewashpervadedtheapartment。Averysmall\"MatildaJenkyns,licensedtoselltea,\"washiddenunderthelintelofthenewdoor,andtwoboxesoftea,withcabalisticinscriptionsalloverthem,stoodreadytodisgorgetheircontentsintothecanisters。

  MissMatty,asIoughttohavementionedbefore,hadhadsomescruplesofconscienceatsellingteawhentherewasalreadyMrJohnsoninthetown,whoincludeditamonghisnumerouscommodities;and,beforeshecouldquitereconcileherselftotheadoptionofhernewbusiness,shehadtrotteddowntohisshop,unknowntome,totellhimoftheprojectthatwasentertained,andtoinquireifitwaslikelytoinjurehisbusiness。Myfathercalledthisideaofhers\"greatnonsense,\"and\"wonderedhowtradespeopleweretogetoniftherewastobeacontinualconsultingofeachother’sinterests,whichwouldputastoptoallcompetitiondirectly。\"And,perhaps,itwouldnothavedoneinDrumble,butinCranforditansweredverywell;fornotonlydidMrJohnsonkindlyputatrestallMissMatty’sscruplesandfearofinjuringhisbusiness,butIhavereasontoknowherepeatedlysentcustomerstoher,sayingthattheteashekeptwereofacommonkind,butthatMissJenkynshadallthechoicesorts。Andexpensiveteaisaveryfavouriteluxurywithwell—to—dotradespeopleandrichfarmers’wives,whoturnuptheirnosesattheCongouandSouchongprevalentatmanytablesofgentility,andwillhavenothingelsethanGunpowderandPekoeforthemselves。

  ButtoreturntoMissMatty。Itwasreallyverypleasanttoseehowherunselfishnessandsimplesenseofjusticecalledoutthesamegoodqualitiesinothers。Sheneverseemedtothinkanyonewouldimposeuponher,becausesheshouldbesogrievedtodoittothem。Ihaveheardherputastoptotheasseverationsofthemanwhobroughthercoalsbyquietlysaying,\"Iamsureyouwouldbesorrytobringmewrongweight;\"andifthecoalswereshortmeasurethattime,Idon’tbelievetheyeverwereagain。Peoplewouldhavefeltasmuchashamedofpresumingonhergoodfaithastheywouldhavedoneonthatofachild。Butmyfathersays\"suchsimplicitymightbeverywellinCranford,butwouldneverdointheworld。\"AndIfancytheworldmustbeverybad,forwithallmyfather’ssuspicionofeveryonewithwhomhehasdealings,andinspiteofallhismanyprecautions,helostupwardsofathousandpoundsbyrogueryonlylastyear。

  IjuststayedlongenoughtoestablishMissMattyinhernewmodeoflife,andtopackupthelibrary,whichtherectorhadpurchased。HehadwrittenaverykindlettertoMissMatty,saying\"howgladheshouldbetotakealibrary,sowellselectedasheknewthatthelateMrJenkyns’smusthavebeen,atanyvaluationputuponthem。\"Andwhensheagreedtothis,withatouchofsorrowfulgladnessthattheywouldgobacktotherectoryandbearrangedontheaccustomedwallsoncemore,hesentwordthathefearedthathehadnotroomforthemall,andperhapsMissMattywouldkindlyallowhimtoleavesomevolumesonhershelves。ButMissMattysaidthatshehadherBibleand\"Johnson’sDictionary,\"

  andshouldnothavemuchtimeforreading,shewasafraid;still,I

  retainedafewbooksoutofconsiderationfortherector’skindness。

  Themoneywhichhehadpaid,andthatproducedbythesale,waspartlyexpendedinthestockoftea,andpartofitwasinvestedagainstarainyday—I。E。oldageorillness。Itwasbutasmallsum,itistrue;anditoccasionedafewevasionsoftruthandwhitelies(allofwhichIthinkverywrongindeed—intheory—

  andwouldrathernotputtheminpractice),forweknewMissMattywouldbeperplexedastoherdutyifshewereawareofanylittlereserve—fundbeingmadeforherwhilethedebtsofthebankremainedunpaid。Moreover,shehadneverbeentoldofthewayinwhichherfriendswerecontributingtopaytherent。Ishouldhavelikedtotellherthis,butthemysteryoftheaffairgaveapiquancytotheirdeedofkindnesswhichtheladieswereunwillingtogiveup;andatfirstMarthahadtoshirkmanyaperplexedquestionastoherwaysandmeansoflivinginsuchahouse,butby—and—byMissMatty’sprudentuneasinesssankdownintoacquiescencewiththeexistingarrangement。

  IleftMissMattywithagoodheart。Hersalesofteaduringthefirsttwodayshadsurpassedmymostsanguineexpectations。Thewholecountryroundseemedtobealloutofteaatonce。TheonlyalterationIcouldhavedesiredinMissMatty’swayofdoingbusinesswas,thatsheshouldnothavesoplaintivelyentreatedsomeofhercustomersnottobuygreentea—runningitdownasaslowpoison,suretodestroythenerves,andproduceallmannerofevil。Theirpertinacityintakingit,inspiteofallherwarnings,distressedhersomuchthatIreallythoughtshewouldrelinquishthesaleofit,andsolosehalfhercustom;andIwasdriventomywits’endforinstancesoflongevityentirelyattributabletoaperseveringuseofgreentea。Butthefinalargument,whichsettledthequestion,wasahappyreferenceofminetothetrain—oilandtallowcandleswhichtheEsquimauxnotonlyenjoybutdigest。Afterthatsheacknowledgedthat\"oneman’smeatmightbeanotherman’spoison,\"andcontentedherselfthence—

  forwardwithanoccasionalremonstrancewhenshethoughtthepurchaserwastooyoungandinnocenttobeacquaintedwiththeevileffectsgreenteaproducedonsomeconstitutions,andanhabitualsighwhenpeopleoldenoughtochoosemorewiselywouldpreferit。

  IwentoverfromDrumbleonceaquarteratleasttosettletheaccounts,andseeafterthenecessarybusinessletters。And,speakingofletters,IbegantobeverymuchashamedofrememberingmylettertotheAgaJenkyns,andverygladIhadnevernamedmywritingtoanyone。Ionlyhopedtheletterwaslost。Noanswercame。Nosignwasmade。

  AboutayearafterMissMattysetupshop,IreceivedoneofMartha’shieroglyphics,beggingmetocometoCranfordverysoon。

  IwasafraidthatMissMattywasill,andwentoffthatveryafternoon,andtookMarthabysurprisewhenshesawmeonopeningthedoor。Wewentintothekitchenasusual,tohaveourconfidentialconference,andthenMarthatoldmeshewasexpectingherconfinementverysoon—inaweekortwo;andshedidnotthinkMissMattywasawareofit,andshewantedmetobreakthenewstoher,\"forindeed,miss,\"continuedMartha,cryinghysterically,\"I’mafraidshewon’tapproveofit,andI’msureIdon’tknowwhoistotakecareofherassheshouldbetakencareofwhenIamlaidup。\"

  IcomfortedMarthabytellingherIwouldremaintillshewasaboutagain,andonlywishedshehadtoldmeherreasonforthissuddensummons,asthenIwouldhavebroughttherequisitestockofclothes。ButMarthawassotearfulandtender—spirited,andunlikeherusualself,thatIsaidaslittleaspossibleaboutmyself,andendeavouredrathertocomfortMarthaunderalltheprobableandpossiblemisfortuneswhichcamecrowdinguponherimagination。

  Ithenstoleoutofthehouse—door,andmademyappearanceasifI

  wereacustomerintheshop,justtotakeMissMattybysurprise,andgainanideaofhowshelookedinhernewsituation。ItwaswarmMayweather,soonlythelittlehalf—doorwasclosed;andMissMattysatbehindthecounter,knittinganelaboratepairofgarters;elaboratetheyseemedtome,butthedifficultstitchwasnoweightuponhermind,forshewassinginginalowvoicetoherselfasherneedleswentrapidlyinandout。Icallitsinging,butIdaresayamusicianwouldnotusethatwordtothetunelessyetsweethummingofthelowwornvoice。Ifoundoutfromthewords,farmorethanfromtheattemptatthetune,thatitwastheOldHundredthshewascrooningtoherself;butthequietcontinuoussoundtoldofcontent,andgavemeapleasantfeeling,asIstoodinthestreetjustoutsidethedoor,quiteinharmonywiththatsoftMaymorning。Iwentin。Atfirstshedidnotcatchwhoitwas,andstoodupasiftoserveme;butinanotherminutewatchfulpussyhadclutchedherknitting,whichwasdroppedineagerjoyatseeingme。Ifound,afterwehadhadalittleconversation,thatitwasasMarthasaid,andthatMissMattyhadnoideaoftheapproachinghouseholdevent。SoIthoughtIwouldletthingstaketheircourse,securethatwhenIwenttoherwiththebabyinmyarms,IshouldobtainthatforgivenessforMarthawhichshewasneedlesslyfrighteningherselfintobelievingthatMissMattywouldwithhold,undersomenotionthatthenewclaimantwouldrequireattentionsfromitsmotherthatitwouldbefaithlesstreasontoMissMattytorender。

  ButIwasright。Ithinkthatmustbeanhereditaryquality,formyfathersaysheisscarcelyeverwrong。Onemorning,withinaweekafterIarrived,IwenttocallMissMatty,withalittlebundleofflannelinmyarms。Shewasverymuchawe—struckwhenI

  showedherwhatitwas,andaskedforherspectaclesoffthedressing—table,andlookedatitcuriously,withasortoftenderwonderatitssmallperfectionofparts。Shecouldnotbanishthethoughtofthesurpriseallday,butwentaboutontiptoe,andwasverysilent。ButshestoleuptoseeMarthaandtheybothcriedwithjoy,andshegotintoacomplimentaryspeechtoJem,anddidnotknowhowtogetoutofitagain,andwasonlyextricatedfromherdilemmabythesoundoftheshop—bell,whichwasanequalrelieftotheshy,proud,honestJem,whoshookmyhandsovigorouslywhenIcongratulatedhim,thatIthinkIfeelthepainofityet。

  IhadabusylifewhileMarthawaslaidup。IattendedonMissMatty,andpreparedhermeals;Icastupheraccounts,andexaminedintothestateofhercanistersandtumblers。Ihelpedher,too,occasionally,intheshop;anditgavemenosmallamusement,andsometimesalittleuneasiness,towatchherwaysthere。Ifalittlechildcameintoaskforanounceofalmond—comfits(andfourofthelargekindwhichMissMattysoldweighedthatmuch),shealwaysaddedonemoreby\"wayofmake—weight,\"asshecalledit,althoughthescalewashandsomelyturnedbefore;andwhenI

  remonstratedagainstthis,herreplywas,\"Thelittlethingslikeitsomuch!\"Therewasnouseintellingherthatthefifthcomfitweighedaquarterofanounce,andmadeeverysaleintoalosstoherpocket。SoIrememberedthegreentea,andwingedmyshaftwithafeatheroutofherownplumage。Itoldherhowunwholesomealmond—comfitswere,andhowillexcessinthemmightmakethelittlechildren。Thisargumentproducedsomeeffect;for,henceforward,insteadofthefifthcomfit,shealwaystoldthemtoholdouttheirtinypalms,intowhichsheshookeitherpeppermintorgingerlozenges,asapreventivetothedangersthatmightarisefromtheprevioussale。Altogetherthelozengetrade,conductedontheseprinciples,didnotpromisetoberemunerative;butIwashappytofindshehadmademorethantwentypoundsduringthelastyearbyhersalesoftea;and,moreover,thatnowshewasaccustomedtoit,shedidnotdisliketheemployment,whichbroughtherintokindlyintercoursewithmanyofthepeopleroundabout。

  Ifshegavethemgoodweight,they,intheirturn,broughtmanyalittlecountrypresenttothe\"oldrector’sdaughter\";acreamcheese,afewnew—laideggs,alittlefreshripefruit,abunchofflowers。Thecounterwasquiteloadedwiththeseofferingssometimes,asshetoldme。

  AsforCranfordingeneral,itwasgoingonmuchasusual。TheJamiesonandHogginsfeudstillraged,ifafeuditcouldbecalled,whenonlyonesidecaredmuchaboutit。MrandMrsHogginswereveryhappytogether,and,likemostveryhappypeople,quitereadytobefriendly;indeed,MrsHogginswasreallydesiroustoberestoredtoMrsJamieson’sgoodgraces,becauseoftheformerintimacy。ButMrsJamiesonconsideredtheirveryhappinessaninsulttotheGlenmirefamily,towhichshehadstillthehonourtobelong,andshedoggedlyrefusedandrejectedeveryadvance。MrMulliner,likeafaithfulclansman,espousedhismistress’sidewithardour。IfhesaweitherMrorMrsHoggins,hewouldcrossthestreet,andappearabsorbedinthecontemplationoflifeingeneral,andhisownpathinparticular,untilhehadpassedthemby。MissPoleusedtoamuseherselfwithwonderingwhatintheworldMrsJamiesonwoulddo,ifeithershe,orMrMulliner,oranyothermemberofherhouseholdwastakenill;shecouldhardlyhavethefacetocallinMrHogginsafterthewayshehadbehavedtothem。MissPolegrewquiteimpatientforsomeindispositionoraccidenttobefallMrsJamiesonorherdependents,inorderthatCranfordmightseehowshewouldactundertheperplexingcircumstances。

  Marthawasbeginningtogoaboutagain,andIhadalreadyfixedalimit,notveryfardistant,tomyvisit,whenoneafternoon,asI

  wassittingintheshop—parlourwithMissMatty—IremembertheweatherwascoldernowthanithadbeeninMay,threeweeksbefore,andwehadafireandkeptthedoorfullyclosed—wesawagentlemangoslowlypastthewindow,andthenstandoppositetothedoor,asiflookingoutforthenamewhichwehadsocarefullyhidden。Hetookoutadoubleeyeglassandpeeredaboutforsometimebeforehecoulddiscoverit。Thenhecamein。And,allonasudden,itflashedacrossmethatitwastheAgahimself!Forhisclotheshadanout—of—the—wayforeigncutaboutthem,andhisfacewasdeepbrown,asiftannedandre—tannedbythesun。Hiscomplexioncontrastedoddlywithhisplentifulsnow—whitehair,hiseyesweredarkandpiercing,andhehadanoddwayofcontractingthemandpuckeringuphischeeksintoinnumerablewrinkleswhenhelookedearnestlyatobjects。HedidsotoMissMattywhenhefirstcamein。Hisglancehadfirstcaughtandlingeredalittleuponme,butthenturned,withthepeculiarsearchinglookIhavedescribed,toMissMatty。Shewasalittleflutteredandnervous,butnomoresothanshealwayswaswhenanymancameintohershop。

  Shethoughtthathewouldprobablyhaveanote,orasovereignatleast,forwhichshewouldhavetogivechange,whichwasanoperationsheverymuchdislikedtoperform。Butthepresentcustomerstoodoppositetoher,withoutaskingforanything,onlylookingfixedlyatherashedrummeduponthetablewithhisfingers,justforalltheworldasMissJenkynsusedtodo。MissMattywasonthepointofaskinghimwhathewanted(asshetoldmeafterwards),whenheturnedsharptome:\"IsyournameMarySmith?\"

  \"Yes!\"saidI。

  Allmydoubtsastohisidentityweresetatrest,andIonlywonderedwhathewouldsayordonext,andhowMissMattywouldstandthejoyfulshockofwhathehadtoreveal。Apparentlyhewasatalosshowtoannouncehimself,forhelookedroundatlastinsearchofsomethingtobuy,soastogaintime,and,asithappened,hiseyecaughtonthealmond—comfits,andheboldlyaskedforapoundof\"thosethings。\"IdoubtifMissMattyhadawholepoundintheshop,and,besidestheunusualmagnitudeoftheorder,shewasdistressedwiththeideaoftheindigestiontheywouldproduce,takeninsuchunlimitedquantities。Shelookeduptoremonstrate。Somethingoftenderrelaxationinhisfacestruckhometoherheart。Shesaid,\"Itis—oh,sir!canyoubePeter?\"

  andtrembledfromheadtofoot。Inamomenthewasroundthetableandhadherinhisarms,sobbingthetearlesscriesofoldage。I

  broughtheraglassofwine,forindeedhercolourhadchangedsoastoalarmmeandMrPetertoo。Hekeptsaying,\"Ihavebeentoosuddenforyou,Matty—Ihave,mylittlegirl。\"

  Iproposedthatsheshouldgoatonceupintothedrawing—roomandliedownonthesofathere。Shelookedwistfullyatherbrother,whosehandshehadheldtight,evenwhennearlyfainting;butonhisassuringherthathewouldnotleaveher,sheallowedhimtocarryherupstairs。

  IthoughtthatthebestIcoulddowastorunandputthekettleonthefireforearlytea,andthentoattendtotheshop,leavingthebrotherandsistertoexchangesomeofthemanythousandthingstheymusthavetosay。IhadalsotobreakthenewstoMartha,whoreceiveditwithaburstoftearswhichnearlyinfectedme。ShekeptrecoveringherselftoaskifIwassureitwasindeedMissMatty’sbrother,forIhadmentionedthathehadgreyhair,andshehadalwaysheardthathewasaveryhandsomeyoungman。SomethingofthesamekindperplexedMissMattyattea—time,whenshewasinstalledinthegreateasy—chairoppositetoMrJenkynsinordertogazeherfill。Shecouldhardlydrinkforlookingathim,andasforeating,thatwasoutofthequestion。

  \"Isupposehotclimatesagepeopleveryquickly,\"saidshe,almosttoherself。\"WhenyouleftCranfordyouhadnotagreyhairinyourhead。\"

  \"Buthowmanyyearsagoisthat?\"saidMrPeter,smiling。

  \"Ah,true!yes,IsupposeyouandIaregettingold。ButstillI

  didnotthinkweweresoveryold!Butwhitehairisverybecomingtoyou,Peter,\"shecontinued—alittleafraidlestshehadhurthimbyrevealinghowhisappearancehadimpressedher。

  \"IsupposeIforgotdatestoo,Matty,forwhatdoyouthinkIhavebroughtforyoufromIndia?IhaveanIndianmuslingownandapearlnecklaceforyousomewhereinmychestatPortsmouth。\"Hesmiledasifamusedattheideaoftheincongruityofhispresentswiththeappearanceofhissister;butthisdidnotstrikeherallatonce,whiletheeleganceofthearticlesdid。Icouldseethatforamomentherimaginationdweltcomplacentlyontheideaofherselfthusattired;andinstinctivelysheputherhanduptoherthroat—thatlittledelicatethroatwhich(asMissPolehadtoldme)hadbeenoneofheryouthfulcharms;butthehandmetthetouchoffoldsofsoftmuslininwhichshewasalwaysswatheduptoherchin,andthesensationrecalledasenseoftheunsuitablenessofapearlnecklacetoherage。Shesaid,\"I’mafraidI’mtooold;butitwasverykindofyoutothinkofit。TheyarejustwhatI

  shouldhavelikedyearsago—whenIwasyoung。\"

  \"SoIthought,mylittleMatty。Irememberedyourtastes;theyweresolikemydearmother’s。\"Atthementionofthatnamethebrotherandsisterclaspedeachother’shandsyetmorefondly,and,althoughtheywereperfectlysilent,Ifanciedtheymighthavesomethingtosayiftheywereuncheckedbymypresence,andIgotuptoarrangemyroomforMrPeter’soccupationthatnight,intendingmyselftoshareMissMatty’sbed。Butatmymovement,hestartedup。\"Imustgoandsettleaboutaroomatthe’George。’

  Mycarpet—bagistheretoo。\"

  \"No!\"saidMissMatty,ingreatdistress—\"youmustnotgo;

  please,dearPeter—pray,Mary—oh!youmustnotgo!\"

  Shewassomuchagitatedthatwebothpromisedeverythingshewished。Petersatdownagainandgaveherhishand,whichforbettersecuritysheheldinbothofhers,andIlefttheroomtoaccomplishmyarrangements。

  Long,longintothenight,far,farintothemorning,didMissMattyandItalk。Shehadmuchtotellmeofherbrother’slifeandadventures,whichhehadcommunicatedtoherastheyhadsatalone。Shesaidallwasthoroughlycleartoher;butIneverquiteunderstoodthewholestory;andwheninafterdaysIlostmyaweofMrPeterenoughtoquestionhimmyself,helaughedatmycuriosity,andtoldmestoriesthatsoundedsoverymuchlikeBaronMunchausen’s,thatIwassurehewasmakingfunofme。WhatI

  heardfromMissMattywasthathehadbeenavolunteeratthesiegeofRangoon;hadbeentakenprisonerbytheBurmese;andsomehowobtainedfavourandeventualfreedomfromknowinghowtobleedthechiefofthesmalltribeinsomecaseofdangerousillness;thatonhisreleasefromyearsofcaptivityhehadhadhislettersreturnedfromEnglandwiththeominousword\"Dead\"markeduponthem;and,believinghimselftobethelastofhisrace,hehadsettleddownasanindigoplanter,andhadproposedtospendtheremainderofhislifeinthecountrytowhoseinhabitantsandmodesoflifehehadbecomehabituated,whenmyletterhadreachedhim;and,withtheoddvehemencewhichcharacterisedhiminageasithaddoneinyouth,hehadsoldhislandandallhispossessionstothefirstpurchaser,andcomehometothepooroldsister,whowasmoregladandrichthananyprincesswhenshelookedathim。Shetalkedmetosleepatlast,andthenIwasawakenedbyaslightsoundatthedoor,forwhichshebeggedmypardonasshecreptpenitentlyintobed;butitseemsthatwhenIcouldnolongerconfirmherbeliefthatthelong—lostwasreallyhere—underthesameroof—shehadbeguntofearlestitwasonlyawakingdreamofhers;thatthereneverhadbeenaPetersittingbyherallthatblessedevening—

  butthattherealPeterlaydeadfarawaybeneathsomewildsea—

  wave,orundersomestrangeeasterntree。Andsostronghadthisnervousfeelingofhersbecome,thatshewasfaintogetupandgoandconvinceherselfthathewasreallytherebylisteningthroughthedoortohiseven,regularbreathing—Idon’tliketocallitsnoring,butIhearditmyselfthroughtwocloseddoors—andby—

  and—byitsoothedMissMattytosleep。

  Idon’tbelieveMrPetercamehomefromIndiaasrichasanabob;

  heevenconsideredhimselfpoor,butneitherhenorMissMattycaredmuchaboutthat。Atanyrate,hehadenoughtoliveupon\"verygenteelly\"atCranford;heandMissMattytogether。Andadayortwoafterhisarrival,theshopwasclosed,whiletroopsoflittleurchinsgleefullyawaitedtheshowerofcomfitsandlozengesthatcamefromtimetotimedownupontheirfacesastheystoodup—

  gazingatMissMatty’sdrawing—roomwindows。OccasionallyMissMattywouldsaytothem(half—hiddenbehindthecurtains),\"Mydearchildren,don’tmakeyourselvesill;\"butastrongarmpulledherback,andamorerattlingshowerthaneversucceeded。ApartoftheteawassentinpresentstotheCranfordladies;andsomeofitwasdistributedamongtheoldpeoplewhorememberedMrPeterinthedaysofhisfrolicsomeyouth。TheIndianmuslingownwasreservedfordarlingFloraGordon(MissJessieBrown’sdaughter)。TheGordonshadbeenontheContinentforthelastfewyears,butwerenowexpectedtoreturnverysoon;andMissMatty,inhersisterlypride,anticipatedgreatdelightinthejoyofshowingthemMrPeter。Thepearlnecklacedisappeared;andaboutthattimemanyhandsomeandusefulpresentsmadetheirappearanceinthehouseholdsofMissPoleandMrsForrester;andsomerareanddelicateIndianornamentsgracedthedrawing—roomsofMrsJamiesonandMrsFitz—Adam。Imyselfwasnotforgotten。Amongotherthings,Ihadthehandsomest—boundandbesteditionofDrJohnson’sworksthatcouldbeprocured;anddearMissMatty,withtearsinhereyes,beggedmetoconsideritasapresentfromhersisteraswellasherself。Inshort,noonewasforgotten;and,whatwasmore,everyone,howeverinsignificant,whohadshownkindnesstoMissMattyatanytime,wassureofMrPeter’scordialregard。

  CHAPTERXVI—PEACETOCRANFORD

  ITwasnotsurprisingthatMrPeterbecamesuchafavouriteatCranford。Theladiesviedwitheachotherwhoshouldadmirehimmost;andnowonder,fortheirquietliveswereastonishinglystirredupbythearrivalfromIndia—especiallyasthepersonarrivedtoldmorewonderfulstoriesthanSindbadtheSailor;and,asMissPolesaid,wasquiteasgoodasanArabianNightanyevening。Formyownpart,IhadvibratedallmylifebetweenDrumbleandCranford,andIthoughtitwasquitepossiblethatallMrPeter’sstoriesmightbetrue,althoughwonderful;butwhenI

  foundthat,ifweswallowedananecdoteoftolerablemagnitudeoneweek,wehadthedoseconsiderablyincreasedthenext,Ibegantohavemydoubts;especiallyasInoticedthatwhenhissisterwaspresenttheaccountsofIndianlifewerecomparativelytame;notthatsheknewmorethanwedid,perhapsless。Inoticedalsothatwhentherectorcametocall,MrPetertalkedinadifferentwayaboutthecountrieshehadbeenin。ButIdon’tthinktheladiesinCranfordwouldhaveconsideredhimsuchawonderfultravelleriftheyhadonlyheardhimtalkinthequietwayhedidtohim。Theylikedhimthebetter,indeed,forbeingwhattheycalled\"soveryOriental。\"

  Oneday,ataselectpartyinhishonour,whichMissPolegave,andfromwhich,asMrsJamiesonhonoureditwithherpresence,andhadevenofferedtosendMrMullinertowait,MrandMrsHogginsandMrsFitz—Adamwerenecessarily—excludedonedayatMissPole’s,MrPetersaidhewastiredofsittinguprightagainstthehard—

  backeduneasychairs,andaskedifhemightnotindulgehimselfinsittingcross—legged。MissPole’sconsentwaseagerlygiven,anddownhewentwiththeutmostgravity。ButwhenMissPoleaskedme,inanaudiblewhisper,\"ifhedidnotremindmeoftheFatheroftheFaithful?\"IcouldnothelpthinkingofpoorSimonJones,thelametailor,andwhileMrsJamiesonslowlycommentedontheeleganceandconvenienceoftheattitude,Irememberedhowwehadallfollowedthatlady’sleadincondemningMrHogginsforvulgaritybecausehesimplycrossedhislegsashesatstillonhischair。ManyofMrPeter’swaysofeatingwerealittlestrangeamongstsuchladiesasMissPole,andMissMatty,andMrsJamieson,especiallywhenIrecollectedtheuntastedgreenpeasandtwo—

  prongedforksatpoorMrHolbrook’sdinner。

  Thementionofthatgentleman’snamerecallstomymindaconversationbetweenMrPeterandMissMattyoneeveninginthesummerafterhereturnedtoCranford。Thedayhadbeenveryhot,andMissMattyhadbeenmuchoppressedbytheweather,intheheatofwhichherbrotherrevelled。IrememberthatshehadbeenunabletonurseMartha’sbaby,whichhadbecomeherfavouriteemploymentoflate,andwhichwasasmuchathomeinherarmsasinitsmother’s,aslongasitremainedalight—weight,portablebyonesofragileasMissMatty。ThisdaytowhichIrefer,MissMattyhadseemedmorethanusuallyfeebleandlanguid,andonlyrevivedwhenthesunwentdown,andhersofawaswheeledtotheopenwindow,throughwhich,althoughitlookedintotheprincipalstreetofCranford,thefragrantsmelloftheneighbouringhayfieldscameineverynowandthen,bornebythesoftbreezesthatstirredthedullairofthesummertwilight,andthendiedaway。Thesilenceofthesultryatmospherewaslostinthemurmuringnoiseswhichcameinfrommanyanopenwindowanddoor;eventhechildrenwereabroadinthestreet,lateasitwas(betweentenandeleven),enjoyingthegameofplayforwhichtheyhadnothadspiritsduringtheheatoftheday。ItwasasourceofsatisfactiontoMissMattytoseehowfewcandleswerelighted,evenintheapartmentsofthosehousesfromwhichissuedthegreatestsignsoflife。MrPeter,MissMatty,andIhadallbeenquiet,eachwithaseparatereverie,forsomelittletime,whenMrPeterbrokein—

  \"Doyouknow,littleMatty,IcouldhaveswornyouwereonthehighroadtomatrimonywhenIleftEnglandthatlasttime!Ifanybodyhadtoldmeyouwouldhavelivedanddiedanoldmaidthen,I

  shouldhavelaughedintheirfaces。\"

  MissMattymadenoreply,andItriedinvaintothinkofsomesubjectwhichshouldeffectuallyturntheconversation;butIwasverystupid;andbeforeIspokehewenton—

  \"ItwasHolbrook,thatfinemanlyfellowwholivedatWoodley,thatIusedtothinkwouldcarryoffmylittleMatty。Youwouldnotthinkitnow,Idaresay,Mary;butthissisterofminewasonceaveryprettygirl—atleast,Ithoughtso,andsoI’veanotiondidpoorHolbrook。WhatbusinesshadhetodiebeforeIcamehometothankhimforallhiskindnesstoagood—for—nothingcubasIwas?

  Itwasthatthatmademefirstthinkhecaredforyou;forinallourfishingexpeditionsitwasMatty,Matty,wetalkedabout。PoorDeborah!Whatalectureshereadmeonhavingaskedhimhometolunchoneday,whenshehadseentheArleycarriageinthetown,andthoughtthatmyladymightcall。Well,that’slongyearsago;

  morethanhalfalife—time,andyetitseemslikeyesterday!I

  don’tknowafellowIshouldhavelikedbetterasabrother—in—law。

  Youmusthaveplayedyourcardsbadly,mylittleMatty,somehoworanother—wantedyourbrothertobeagoodgo—between,eh,littleone?\"saidhe,puttingouthishandtotakeholdofhersasshelayonthesofa。\"Why,what’sthis?you’reshiveringandshaking,Matty,withthatconfoundedopenwindow。Shutit,Mary,thisminute!\"

  Ididso,andthenstoopeddowntokissMissMatty,andseeifshereallywerechilled。Shecaughtatmyhand,andgaveitahardsqueeze—butunconsciously,Ithink—forinaminuteortwoshespoketousquiteinherusualvoice,andsmiledouruneasinessaway,althoughshepatientlysubmittedtotheprescriptionsweenforcedofawarmbedandaglassofweaknegus。IwastoleaveCranfordthenextday,andbeforeIwentIsawthatalltheeffectsoftheopenwindowhadquitevanished。Ihadsuperintendedmostofthealterationsnecessaryinthehouseandhouseholdduringthelatterweeksofmystay。Theshopwasoncemoreaparlour:theemptyresoundingroomsagainfurnisheduptotheverygarrets。

  TherehadbeensometalkofestablishingMarthaandJeminanotherhouse,butMissMattywouldnothearofthis。Indeed,IneversawhersomuchrousedaswhenMissPolehadassumedittobethemostdesirablearrangement。AslongasMarthawouldremainwithMissMatty,MissMattywasonlytoothankfultohaveherabouther;yes,andJemtoo,whowasaverypleasantmantohaveinthehouse,forsheneversawhimfromweek’sendtoweek’send。Andasfortheprobablechildren,iftheywouldallturnoutsuchlittledarlingsashergod—daughter,Matilda,sheshouldnotmindthenumber,ifMarthadidn’t。Besides,thenextwastobecalledDeborah—apointwhichMissMattyhadreluctantlyyieldedtoMartha’sstubborndeterminationthatherfirst—bornwastobeMatilda。SoMissPolehadtolowerhercolours,andevenhervoice,asshesaidtomethat,asMrandMrsHearnwerestilltogoonlivinginthesamehousewithMissMatty,wehadcertainlydoneawisethinginhiringMartha’snieceasanauxiliary。

  IleftMissMattyandMrPetermostcomfortableandcontented;theonlysubjectforregrettothetenderheartoftheone,andthesocialfriendlynatureoftheother,beingtheunfortunatequarrelbetweenMrsJamiesonandtheplebeianHogginsesandtheirfollowing。Injoke,IprophesiedonedaythatthiswouldonlylastuntilMrsJamiesonorMrMullinerwereill,inwhichcasetheywouldonlybetoogladtobefriendswithMrHoggins;butMissMattydidnotlikemylookingforwardtoanythinglikeillnessinsolightamanner,andbeforetheyearwasoutallhadcomeroundinafarmoresatisfactoryway。

  IreceivedtwoCranfordlettersononeauspiciousOctobermorning。

  BothMissPoleandMissMattywrotetoaskmetocomeoverandmeettheGordons,whohadreturnedtoEnglandaliveandwellwiththeirtwochildren,nowalmostgrownup。DearJessieBrownhadkeptheroldkindnature,althoughshehadchangedhernameandstation;andshewrotetosaythatsheandMajorGordonexpectedtobeinCranfordonthefourteenth,andshehopedandbeggedtoberememberedtoMrsJamieson(namedfirst,asbecameherhonourablestation),MissPoleandMissMatty—couldsheeverforgettheirkindnesstoherpoorfatherandsister?—MrsForrester,MrHoggins(andhereagaincameinanallusiontokindnessshowntothedeadlongago),hisnewwife,whoassuchmustallowMrsGordontodesiretomakeheracquaintance,andwhowas,moreover,anoldScotchfriendofherhusband’s。Inshort,everyonewasnamed,fromtherector—whohadbeenappointedtoCranfordintheinterimbetweenCaptainBrown’sdeathandMissJessie’smarriage,andwasnowassociatedwiththelatterevent—downtoMissBettyBarker。

  Allwereaskedtotheluncheon;allexceptMrsFitz—Adam,whohadcometoliveinCranfordsinceMissJessieBrown’sdays,andwhomI

  foundrathermopingonaccountoftheomission。PeoplewonderedatMissBettyBarker’sbeingincludedinthehonourablelist;but,then,asMissPolesaid,wemustrememberthedisregardofthegenteelproprietiesoflifeinwhichthepoorcaptainhadeducatedhisgirls,andforhissakeweswallowedourpride。Indeed,MrsJamiesonrathertookitasacompliment,asputtingMissBetty(formerlyHERmaid)onalevelwith\"thoseHogginses。\"

  ButwhenIarrivedinCranford,nothingwasasyetascertainedofMrsJamieson’sownintentions;wouldthehonourableladygo,orwouldshenot?MrPeterdeclaredthatsheshouldandshewould;

  MissPoleshookherheadanddesponded。ButMrPeterwasamanofresources。Inthefirstplace,hepersuadedMissMattytowritetoMrsGordon,andtotellherofMrsFitz—Adam’sexistence,andtobegthatonesokind,andcordial,andgenerous,mightbeincludedinthepleasantinvitation。Ananswercamebackbyreturnofpost,withaprettylittlenoteforMrsFitz—Adam,andarequestthatMissMattywoulddeliveritherselfandexplainthepreviousomission。MrsFitz—Adamwasaspleasedascouldbe,andthankedMissMattyoverandoveragain。MrPeterhadsaid,\"LeaveMrsJamiesontome;\"sowedid;especiallyasweknewnothingthatwecoulddotoalterherdeterminationifonceformed。

  Ididnotknow,nordidMissMatty,howthingsweregoingon,untilMissPoleaskedme,justthedaybeforeMrsGordoncame,ifI

  thoughttherewasanythingbetweenMrPeterandMrsJamiesoninthematrimonialline,forthatMrsJamiesonwasreallygoingtothelunchatthe\"George。\"ShehadsentMrMullinerdowntodesirethattheremightbeafootstoolputtothewarmestseatintheroom,asshemeanttocome,andknewthattheirchairswereveryhigh。MissPolehadpickedthispieceofnewsup,andfromitsheconjecturedallsortsofthings,andbemoanedyetmore。\"IfPetershouldmarry,whatwouldbecomeofpoordearMissMatty?AndMrsJamieson,ofallpeople!\"MissPoleseemedtothinktherewereotherladiesinCranfordwhowouldhavedonemorecredittohischoice,andIthinkshemusthavehadsomeonewhowasunmarriedinherhead,forshekeptsaying,\"Itwassowantingindelicacyinawidowtothinkofsuchathing。\"

  WhenIgotbacktoMissMatty’sIreallydidbegintothinkthatMrPetermightbethinkingofMrsJamiesonforawife,andIwasasunhappyasMissPoleaboutit。Hehadtheproofsheetofagreatplacardinhishand。\"SignorBrunoni,MagiciantotheKingofDelhi,theRajahofOude,andthegreatLamaofThibet,\"&c。&c。,wasgoingto\"performinCranfordforonenightonly,\"theverynextnight;andMissMatty,exultant,showedmealetterfromtheGordons,promisingtoremainoverthisgaiety,whichMissMattysaidwasentirelyPeter’sdoing。Hehadwrittentoaskthesignortocome,andwastobeatalltheexpensesoftheaffair。Ticketsweretobesentgratistoasmanyastheroomwouldhold。Inshort,MissMattywascharmedwiththeplan,andsaidthatto—

  morrowCranfordwouldremindherofthePrestonGuild,towhichshehadbeeninheryouth—aluncheonatthe\"George,\"withthedearGordons,andthesignorintheAssemblyRoomintheevening。ButI

  —Ilookedonlyatthefatalwords:—

  \"UNDERTHEPATRONAGEOFTHEHONOURABLEMRSJAMIESON。\"

  She,then,waschosentopresideoverthisentertainmentofMrPeter’s;shewasperhapsgoingtodisplacemydearMissMattyinhisheart,andmakeherlifelonelyoncemore!Icouldnotlookforwardtothemorrowwithanypleasure;andeveryinnocentanticipationofMissMatty’sonlyservedtoaddtomyannoyance。

  So,angryandirritated,andexaggeratingeverylittleincidentwhichcouldaddtomyirritation,Iwentontillwewereallassembledinthegreatparlouratthe\"George。\"MajorandMrsGordonandprettyFloraandMrLudovicwereallasbrightandhandsomeandfriendlyascouldbe;butIcouldhardlyattendtothemforwatchingMrPeter,andIsawthatMissPolewasequallybusy。IhadneverseenMrsJamiesonsorousedandanimatedbefore;

  herfacelookedfullofinterestinwhatMrPeterwassaying。I

  drewneartolisten。MyreliefwasgreatwhenIcaughtthathiswordswerenotwordsoflove,butthat,forallhisgraveface,hewasathisoldtricks。HewastellingherofhistravelsinIndia,anddescribingthewonderfulheightoftheHimalayamountains:onetouchafteranotheraddedtotheirsize,andeachexceededtheformerinabsurdity;butMrsJamiesonreallyenjoyedallinperfectgoodfaith。Isupposesherequiredstrongstimulantstoexcitehertocomeoutofherapathy。MrPeterwounduphisaccountbysayingthat,ofcourse,atthataltitudetherewerenoneoftheanimalstobefoundthatexistedinthelowerregions;thegame,—everythingwasdifferent。Firingonedayatsomeflyingcreature,hewasverymuchdismayedwhenitfell,tofindthathehadshotacherubim!

  MrPetercaughtmyeyeatthismoment,andgavemesuchafunnytwinkle,thatIfeltsurehehadnothoughtsofMrsJamiesonasawifefromthattime。Shelookeduncomfortablyamazed—

  \"But,MrPeter,shootingacherubim—don’tyouthink—Iamafraidthatwassacrilege!\"

  MrPetercomposedhiscountenanceinamoment,andappearedshockedattheidea,which,ashesaidtrulyenough,wasnowpresentedtohimforthefirsttime;butthenMrsJamiesonmustrememberthathehadbeenlivingforalongtimeamongsavages—allofwhomwereheathens—someofthem,hewasafraid,weredownrightDissenters。

  Then,seeingMissMattydrawnear,hehastilychangedtheconversation,andafteralittlewhile,turningtome,hesaid,\"Don’tbeshocked,primlittleMary,atallmywonderfulstories。

  IconsiderMrsJamiesonfairgame,andbesidesIambentonpropitiatingher,andthefirststeptowardsitiskeepingherwellawake。Ibribedherherebyaskinghertoletmehavehernameaspatronessformypoorconjurorthisevening;andIdon’twanttogivehertimeenoughtogetupherrancouragainsttheHogginses,whoarejustcomingin。Iwanteverybodytobefriends,foritharassesMattysomuchtohearofthesequarrels。Ishallgoatitagainby—and—by,soyouneednotlookshocked。IintendtoentertheAssemblyRoomto—nightwithMrsJamiesonononeside,andmylady,MrsHoggins,ontheother。YouseeifIdon’t。\"

  Somehoworanotherhedid;andfairlygotthemintoconversationtogether。MajorandMrsGordonhelpedatthegoodworkwiththeirperfectignoranceofanyexistingcoolnessbetweenanyoftheinhabitantsofCranford。

  EversincethatdaytherehasbeentheoldfriendlysociabilityinCranfordsociety;whichIamthankfulfor,becauseofmydearMissMatty’sloveofpeaceandkindliness。WeallloveMissMatty,andIsomehowthinkweareallofusbetterwhensheisnearus。

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