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  \"Turnthehandsup,\"Icriedthroughthedoor。\"I’llbeondeckdirectly。\"

  Iwasgoingouttomaketheacquaintanceofmyship。BeforeIleftthecabinoureyesmet—theeyesoftheonlytwostrangersonboard。Ipointedtotherecessedpartwherethelittlecamp—stoolawaitedhimandlaidmyfingeronmylips。Hemadeagesture—

  somewhatvague—alittlemysterious,accompaniedbyafaintsmile,asifofregret。

  Thisisnottheplacetoenlargeuponthesensationsofamanwhofeelsforthefirsttimeashipmoveunderhisfeettohisownindependentword。Inmycasetheywerenotunalloyed。Iwasnotwhollyalonewithmycommand;fortherewasthatstrangerinmycabin。Orrather,Iwasnotcompletelyandwhollywithher。Partofmewasabsent。Thatmentalfeelingofbeingintwoplacesatonceaffectedmephysicallyasifthemoodofsecrecyhadpenetratedmyverysoul。Beforeanhourhadelapsedsincetheshiphadbeguntomove,havingoccasiontoaskthemate(hestoodbymyside)totakeacompassbearingofthePagoda,Icaughtmyselfreachinguptohisearinwhispers。IsayIcaughtmyself,butenoughhadescapedtostartletheman。Ican’tdescribeitotherwisethanbysayingthatheshied。Agrave,preoccupiedmanner,asthoughhewereinpossessionofsomeperplexingintelligence,didnotleavehimhenceforth。AlittlelaterImovedawayfromtherailtolookatthecompasswithsuchastealthygaitthatthehelmsmannoticedit—andIcouldnothelpnoticingtheunusualroundnessofhiseyes。Thesearetriflinginstances,thoughit’stonocommander’sadvantagetobesuspectedofludicrouseccentricities。ButIwasalsomoreseriouslyaffected。

  Therearetoaseamancertainwords,gestures,thatshouldingivenconditionscomeasnaturally,asinstinctivelyasthewinkingofamenacedeye。Acertainordershouldspringontohislipswithoutthinking;acertainsignshouldgetitselfmade,sotospeak,withoutreflection。Butallunconsciousalertnesshadabandonedme。Ihadtomakeaneffortofwilltorecallmyselfback(fromthecabin)totheconditionsofthemoment。IfeltthatIwasappearinganirresolutecommandertothosepeoplewhowerewatchingmemoreorlesscritically。

  And,besides,therewerethescares。Ontheseconddayout,forinstance,comingoffthedeckintheafternoon(Ihadstrawslippersonmybarefeet)Istoppedattheopenpantrydoorandspoketothesteward。Hewasdoingsomethingtherewithhisbacktome。Atthesoundofmyvoicehenearlyjumpedoutofhisskin,asthesayingis,andincidentallybrokeacup。

  \"Whatonearth’sthematterwithyou?\"Iasked,astonished。

  Hewasextremelyconfused。\"Begyourpardon,sir。Imadesureyouwereinyourcabin。\"

  \"YouseeIwasn’t。\"

  \"No,sir。IcouldhaveswornIhadheardyoumovingintherenotamomentago。It’smostextraordinary……verysorry,sir。\"

  Ipassedonwithaninwardshudder。IwassoidentifiedwithmysecretdoublethatIdidnotevenmentionthefactinthosescanty,fearfulwhispersweexchanged。Isupposehehadmadesomeslightnoiseofsomekindorother。Itwouldhavebeenmiraculousifhehadn’tatonetimeoranother。Andyet,haggardasheappeared,helookedalwaysperfectlyself—controlled,morethancalm—almostinvulnerable。Onmysuggestionheremainedalmostentirelyinthebathroom,which,uponthewhole,wasthesafestplace。Therecouldbereallynoshadowofanexcuseforanyoneeverwantingtogointhere,oncethestewardhaddonewithit。Itwasaverytinyplace。Sometimeshereclinedonthefloor,hislegsbent,hisheadsustainedononeelbow。AtothersIwouldfindhimonthecamp—

  stool,sittinginhisgreysleeping—suitandwithhiscroppeddarkhairlikeapatient,unmovedconvict。AtnightIwouldsmugglehimintomybed—place,andwewouldwhispertogether,withtheregularfootfallsoftheofficerofthewatchpassingandrepassingoverourheads。Itwasaninfinitelymiserabletime。Itwasluckythatsometinsoffinepreserveswerestowedinalockerinmystateroom;hardbreadIcouldalwaysgetholdof;andsohelivedonstewedchicken,patedefoiegras,asparagus,cookedoysters,sardines—onallsortsofabominableshamdelicaciesoutoftins。

  Myearlymorningcoffeehealwaysdrank;anditwasallIdareddoforhiminthatrespect。

  Everydaytherewasthehorriblemanoeuvringtogothroughsothatmyroomandthenthebath—roomshouldbedoneintheusualway。I

  cametohatethesightofthesteward,toabhorthevoiceofthatharmlessman。Ifeltthatitwashewhowouldbringonthedisasterofdiscovery。Ithunglikeaswordoverourheads。

  Thefourthdayout,Ithink(wewerethenworkingdowntheeastsideoftheGulfofSiam,tackfortack,inlightwindsandsmoothwater)—thefourthday,Isay,ofthismiserablejugglingwiththeunavoidable,aswesatatoureveningmeal,thatman,whoseslightestmovementIdreaded,afterputtingdownthedishesranupondeckbusily。Thiscouldnotbedangerous。Presentlyhecamedownagain;andthenitappearedthathehadrememberedacoatofminewhichIhadthrownoverarailtodryafterhavingbeenwettedinashowerwhichhadpassedovertheshipintheafternoon。

  SittingstolidlyattheheadofthetableIbecameterrifiedatthesightofthegarmentonhisarm。Ofcoursehemadeformydoor。

  Therewasnotimetolose。

  \"Steward,\"Ithundered。MynervesweresoshakenthatIcouldnotgovernmyvoiceandconcealmyagitation。Thiswasthesortofthingthatmademyterrificallywhiskeredmatetaphisforeheadwithhisforefinger。Ihaddetectedhimusingthatgesturewhiletalkingondeckwithaconfidentialairtothecarpenter。Itwastoofartohearaword,butIhadnodoubtthatthispantomimecouldonlyrefertothestrangenewcaptain。

  \"Yes,sir,\"thepale—facedstewardturnedresignedlytome。Itwasthismaddeningcourseofbeingshoutedat,checkedwithoutrhymeorreason,arbitrarilychasedoutofmycabin,suddenlycalledintoit,sentflyingoutofhispantryonincomprehensibleerrands,thataccountedforthegrowingwretchednessofhisexpression。

  \"Whereareyougoingwiththatcoat?\"

  \"Toyourroom,sir。\"

  \"Isthereanothershowercoming?\"

  \"I’msureIdon’tknow,sir。ShallIgoupagainandsee,sir?\"

  \"No!nevermind。\"

  Myobjectwasattained,asofcoursemyotherselfintherewouldhaveheardeverythingthatpassed。Duringthisinterludemytwoofficersneverraisedtheireyesofftheirrespectiveplates;butthelipofthatconfoundedcub,thesecondmate,quiveredvisibly。

  Iexpectedthestewardtohookmycoatonandcomeoutatonce。Hewasveryslowaboutit;butIdominatedmynervousnesssufficientlynottoshoutafterhim。SuddenlyIbecameaware(itcouldbeheardplainlyenough)thatthefellowforsomereasonorotherwasopeningthedoorofthebath—room。Itwastheend。Theplacewasliterallynotbigenoughtoswingacatin。MyvoicediedinmythroatandIwentstonyallover。Iexpectedtohearayellofsurpriseandterror,andmadeamovement,buthadnotthestrengthtogetonmylegs。Everythingremainedstill。Hadmysecondselftakenthepoorwretchbythethroat?Idon’tknowwhatIwouldhavedonenextmomentifIhadnotseenthestewardcomeoutofmyroom,closethedoor,andthenstandquietlybythesideboard。

  \"Saved,\"Ithought。\"But,no!Lost!Gone!Hewasgone!\"

  Ilaidmyknifeandforkdownandleanedbackinmychair。Myheadswam。Afterawhile,whensufficientlyrecoveredtospeakinasteadyvoice,Iinstructedmymatetoputtheshiproundateighto’clockhimself。

  \"Iwon’tcomeondeck,\"Iwenton。\"IthinkI’llturnin,andunlessthewindshiftsIdon’twanttobedisturbedbeforemidnight。Ifeelabitseedy。\"

  \"Youdidlookmiddlingbadalittlewhileago,\"thechiefmateremarkedwithoutshowinganygreatconcern。

  Theybothwentout,andIstaredatthestewardclearingthetable。

  Therewasnothingtobereadonthatwretchedman’sface。ButwhydidheavoidmyeyesIaskedmyself。ThenIthoughtIshouldliketohearthesoundofhisvoice。

  \"Steward!\"

  \"Sir!\"Startledasusual。

  \"Wheredidyouhangupthatcoat?\"

  \"Inthebath—room,sir。\"Theusualanxioustone。\"It’snotquitedryyet,sir。\"

  ForsometimelongerIsatinthecuddy。Hadmydoublevanishedashehadcome?Butofhiscomingtherewasanexplanation,whereashisdisappearancewouldbeinexplicable……Iwentslowlyintomydarkroom,shutthedoor,lightedthelamp,andforatimedarednotturnround。WhenatlastIdidIsawhimstandingbolt—uprightinthenarrowrecessedpart。ItwouldnotbetruetosayIhadashock,butanirresistibledoubtofhisbodilyexistenceflittedthroughmymind。Canitbe,Iaskedmyself,thatheisnotvisibletoothereyesthanmine?Itwaslikebeinghaunted。Motionless,withagraveface,heraisedhishandsslightlyatmeinagesturewhichmeantclearly,\"Heavens!whatanarrowescape!\"Narrowindeed。IthinkIhadcomecreepingquietlyasnearinsanityasanymanwhohasnotactuallygoneovertheborder。Thatgesturerestrainedme,sotospeak。

  Thematewiththeterrificwhiskerswasnowputtingtheshipontheothertack。InthemomentofprofoundsilencewhichfollowsuponthehandsgoingtotheirstationsIheardonthepoophisraisedvoice:\"Hardalee!\"andthedistantshoutoftheorderrepeatedonthemaindeck。Thesails,inthatlightbreeze,madebutafaintflutteringnoise。Itceased。Theshipwascomingroundslowly;I

  heldmybreathintherenewedstillnessofexpectation;onewouldn’thavethoughtthattherewasasinglelivingsoulonherdecks。Asuddenbriskshout,\"Mainsailhaul!\"brokethespell,andinthenoisycriesandrushoverheadofthemenrunningawaywiththemain—bracewetwo,downinmycabin,cametogetherinourusualpositionbythebed—place。

  Hedidnotwaitformyquestion。\"Iheardhimfumblinghereandjustmanagedtosquatmyselfdowninthebath,\"hewhisperedtome。

  \"Thefellowonlyopenedthedoorandputhisarmintohangthecoatup。Allthesame—\"

  \"Ineverthoughtofthat,\"Iwhisperedback,evenmoreappalledthanbeforeattheclosenessoftheshave,andmarvellingatthatsomethingunyieldinginhischaracterwhichwascarryinghimthroughsofinely。Therewasnoagitationinhiswhisper。Whoeverwasbeingdrivendistracted,itwasnothe。Hewassane。Andtheproofofhissanitywascontinuedwhenhetookupthewhisperingagain。

  \"Itwouldneverdoformetocometolifeagain。\"

  Itwassomethingthataghostmighthavesaid。Butwhathewasalludingtowashisoldcaptain’sreluctantadmissionofthetheoryofsuicide。Itwouldobviouslyservehisturn—ifIhadunderstoodatalltheviewwhichseemedtogoverntheunalterablepurposeofhisaction。

  \"YoumustmaroonmeassoonaseveryoucangetamongsttheseislandsofftheCambodjeshore,\"hewenton。

  \"Maroonyou!Wearenotlivinginaboy’sadventuretale,\"I

  protested。Hisscornfulwhisperingtookmeup。

  \"Wearen’tindeed!There’snothingofaboy’staleinthis。Butthere’snothingelseforit。Iwantnomore。Youdon’tsupposeI

  amafraidofwhatcanbedonetome?Prisonorgallowsorwhatevertheymayplease。Butyoudon’tseemecomingbacktoexplainsuchthingstoanoldfellowinawigandtwelverespectabletradesmen,doyou?WhatcantheyknowwhetherIamguiltyornot—orofWHAT

  Iamguilty,either?That’smyaffair。WhatdoestheBiblesay?

  ’Drivenoffthefaceoftheearth。’Verywell。Iamoffthefaceoftheearthnow。AsIcameatnightsoIshallgo。\"

  \"Impossible!\"Imurmured。\"Youcan’t。\"

  \"Can’t?……NotnakedlikeasoulontheDayofJudgment。I

  shallfreezeontothissleeping—suit。TheLastDayisnotyet—

  andyouhaveunderstoodthoroughly。Didn’tyou?\"

  Ifeltsuddenlyashamedofmyself。ImaysaytrulythatI

  understood—andmyhesitationinlettingthatmanswimawayfrommyship’ssidehadbeenamereshamsentiment,asortofcowardice。

  \"Itcan’tbedonenowtillnextnight,\"Ibreathedout。\"Theshipisontheoff—shoretackandthewindmayfailus。\"

  \"AslongasIknowthatyouunderstand,\"hewhispered。\"Butofcourseyoudo。It’sagreatsatisfactiontohavegotsomebodytounderstand。Youseemtohavebeenthereonpurpose。\"Andinthesamewhisper,asifwetwowheneverwetalkedhadtosaythingstoeachotherwhichwerenotfitfortheworldtohear,headded,\"It’sverywonderful。\"Weremainedsidebysidetalkinginoursecretway—butsometimessilentorjustexchangingawhisperedwordortwoatlongintervals。Andasusualhestaredthroughtheport。Abreathofwindcamenowandagainintoourfaces。Theshipmighthavebeenmooredindock,sogentlyandonanevenkeelsheslippedthroughthewater,thatdidnotmurmurevenatourpassage,shadowyandsilentlikeaphantomsea。

  AtmidnightIwentondeck,andtomymate’sgreatsurpriseputtheshiproundontheothertack。Histerriblewhiskersflittedroundmeinsilentcriticism。Icertainlyshouldnothavedoneitifithadbeenonlyaquestionofgettingoutofthatsleepygulfasquicklyaspossible。Ibelievehetoldthesecondmate,whorelievedhim,thatitwasagreatwantofjudgment。Theotheronlyyawned。Thatintolerablecubshuffledaboutsosleepilyandlolledagainsttherailsinsuchaslack,improperfashionthatIcamedownonhimsharply。

  \"Aren’tyouproperlyawakeyet?\"

  \"Yes,sir!Iamawake。\"

  \"Well,then,begoodenoughtoholdyourselfasifyouwere。Andkeepalook—out。Ifthere’sanycurrentwe’llbeclosingwithsomeislandsbeforedaylight。\"

  Theeastsideofthegulfisfringedwithislands,somesolitary,othersingroups。Onthebluebackgroundofthehighcoasttheyseemtofloatonsilverypatchesofcalmwater,aridandgrey,ordarkgreenandroundedlikeclumpsofevergreenbushes,withthelargerones,amileortwolong,showingtheoutlinesofridges,ribsofgreyrockunderthedankmantleofmattedleafage。Unknowntotrade,totravel,almosttogeography,themanneroflifetheyharbourisanunsolvedsecret。Theremustbevillages—

  settlementsoffishermenatleast—onthelargestofthem,andsomecommunicationwiththeworldisprobablykeptupbynativecraft。Butallthatforenoon,asweheadedforthem,fannedalongbythefaintestofbreezes,IsawnosignofmanorcanoeinthefieldofthetelescopeIkeptonpointingatthescatteredgroup。

  AtnoonIgavenoordersforachangeofcourse,andthemate’swhiskersbecamemuchconcernedandseemedtobeofferingthemselvesundulytomynotice。AtlastIsaid:

  \"Iamgoingtostandrightin。Quitein—asfarasIcantakeher。\"

  Thestareofextremesurpriseimpartedanairofferocityalsotohiseyes,andhelookedtrulyterrificforamoment。

  \"We’renotdoingwellinthemiddleofthegulf,\"Icontinued,casually。\"Iamgoingtolookforthelandbreezesto—night。\"

  \"Blessmysoul!Doyoumean,sir,inthedarkamongstthelotofallthemislandsandreefsandshoals?\"

  \"Well—ifthereareanyregularlandbreezesatallonthiscoastonemustgetcloseinshoretofindthem,mustn’tone?\"

  \"Blessmysoul!\"heexclaimedagainunderhisbreath。Allthatafternoonheworeadreamy,contemplativeappearancewhichinhimwasamarkofperplexity。AfterdinnerIwentintomystateroomasifImeanttotakesomerest。Therewetwobentourdarkheadsoverahalf—unrolledchartlyingonmybed。

  \"There,\"Isaid。\"It’sgottobeKoh—ring。I’vebeenlookingatiteversincesunrise。Ithasgottwohillsandalowpoint。Itmustbeinhabited。Andonthecoastoppositethereiswhatlookslikethemouthofabiggishriver—withsometown,nodoubt,notfarup。It’sthebestchanceforyouthatIcansee。\"

  \"Anything。Koh—ringletitbe。\"

  Helookedthoughtfullyatthechartasifsurveyingchancesanddistancesfromaloftyheight—andfollowingwithhiseyeshisownfigurewanderingontheblanklandofCochin—China,andthenpassingoffthatpieceofpapercleanoutofsightintounchartedregions。Anditwasasiftheshiphadtwocaptainstoplanhercourseforher。IhadbeensoworriedandrestlessrunningupanddownthatIhadnothadthepatiencetodressthatday。Ihadremainedinmysleeping—suit,withstrawslippersandasoftfloppyhat。Theclosenessoftheheatinthegulfhadbeenmostoppressive,andthecrewwereusedtoseemewanderinginthatairyattire。

  \"Shewillclearthesouthpointassheheadsnow,\"Iwhisperedintohisear。\"Goodnessonlyknowswhen,though,butcertainlyafterdark。I’lledgeherintohalfamile,asfarasImaybeabletojudgeinthedark—\"

  \"Becareful,\"hemurmured,warningly—andIrealisedsuddenlythatallmyfuture,theonlyfutureforwhichIwasfit,wouldperhapsgoirretrievablytopiecesinanymishaptomyfirstcommand。

  Icouldnotstopamomentlongerintheroom。Imotionedhimtogetoutofsightandmademywayonthepoop。Thatunplayfulcubhadthewatch。Iwalkedupanddownforawhilethinkingthingsout,thenbeckonedhimover。

  \"Sendacoupleofhandstoopenthetwoquarterdeckports,\"Isaid,mildly。

  Heactuallyhadtheimpudence,orelsesoforgothimselfinhiswonderatsuchanincomprehensibleorder,astorepeat:

  \"Openthequarter—deckports!Whatfor,sir?\"

  \"TheonlyreasonyouneedconcernyourselfaboutisbecauseItellyoutodoso。Havethemopenwideandfastenedproperly。\"

  Hereddenedandwentoff,butIbelievemadesomejeeringremarktothecarpenterastothesensiblepracticeofventilatingaship’squarter—deck。Iknowhepoppedintothemate’scabintoimpartthefacttohimbecausethewhiskerscameondeck,asitwerebychance,andstoleglancesatmefrombelow—forsignsoflunacyordrunkenness,Isuppose。

  Alittlebeforesupper,feelingmorerestlessthanever,I

  rejoined,foramoment,mysecondself。Andtofindhimsittingsoquietlywassurprising,likesomethingagainstnature,inhuman。

  Idevelopedmyplaninahurriedwhisper。

  \"IshallstandinascloseasIdareandthenputherround。I

  shallpresentlyfindmeanstosmuggleyououtofhereintothesail—locker,whichcommunicateswiththelobby。Butthereisanopening,asortofsquareforhaulingthesailsout,whichgivesstraightonthequarter—deckandwhichisneverclosedinfineweather,soastogiveairtothesails。’Whentheship’swayisdeadenedinstaysandallthehandsareaftatthemain—bracesyoushallhaveaclearroadtoslipoutandgetoverboardthroughtheopenquarter—deckport。I’vehadthembothfastenedup。Usearope’sendtoloweryourselfintothewatersoastoavoidasplash—youknow。Itcouldbeheardandcausesomebeastlycomplication。\"

  Hekeptsilentforawhile,thenwhispered,\"Iunderstand。\"

  \"Iwon’tbetheretoseeyougo,\"Ibeganwithaneffort。\"Therest……IonlyhopeIhaveunderstood,too。\"

  \"Youhave。Fromfirsttolast\"—andforthefirsttimethereseemedtobeafaltering,somethingstrainedinhiswhisper。Hecaughtholdofmyarm,buttheringingofthesupperbellmademestart。Hedidn’t,though;heonlyreleasedhisgrip。

  AftersupperIdidn’tcomebelowagaintillwellpasteighto’clock。Thefaint,steadybreezewasloadedwithdew;andthewet,darkenedsailsheldalltherewasofpropellingpowerinit。

  Thenight,clearandstarry,sparkleddarkly,andtheopaque,lightlesspatchesshiftingslowlyagainstthelowstarswerethedriftingislets。Ontheportbowtherewasabigonemoredistantandshadowilyimposingbythegreatspaceofskyiteclipsed。

  OnopeningthedoorIhadabackviewofmyveryownselflookingatachart。Hehadcomeoutoftherecessandwasstandingnearthetable。

  \"Quitedarkenough,\"Iwhispered。

  Hesteppedbackandleanedagainstmybedwithalevel,quietglance。Isatonthecouch。Wehadnothingtosaytoeachother。

  Overourheadstheofficerofthewatchmovedhereandthere。ThenIheardhimmovequickly。Iknewwhatthatmeant。Hewasmakingforthecompanion;andpresentlyhisvoicewasoutsidemydoor。

  \"Wearedrawinginprettyfast,sir。Landlooksratherclose。\"

  \"Verywell,\"Ianswered。\"Iamcomingondeckdirectly。\"

  Iwaitedtillhewasgoneoutofthecuddy,thenrose。Mydoublemovedtoo。Thetimehadcometoexchangeourlastwhispers,forneitherofuswasevertoheareachother’snaturalvoice。

  \"Lookhere!\"Iopenedadrawerandtookoutthreesovereigns。

  \"Takethis,anyhow。I’vegotsixandI’dgiveyouthelot,onlyI

  mustkeepalittlemoneytobuysomefruitandvegetablesforthecrewfromnativeboatsaswegothroughSundaStraits。\"

  Heshookhishead。

  \"Takeit,\"Iurgedhim,whisperingdesperately。\"Noonecantellwhat—\"

  Hesmiledandslappedmeaninglytheonlypocketofthesleeping—

  jacket。Itwasnotsafe,certainly。ButIproducedalargeoldsilkhandkerchiefofmine,andtyingthethreepiecesofgoldinacorner,presseditonhim。Hewastouched,Isuppose,becausehetookitatlastandtieditquicklyroundhiswaistunderthejacket,onhisbareskin。

  Oureyesmet;severalsecondselapsed,till,ourglancesstillmingled,Iextendedmyhandandturnedthelampout。ThenIpassedthroughthecuddy,leavingthedoorofmyroomwideopen……

  \"Steward!\"

  Hewasstilllingeringinthepantryinthegreatnessofhiszeal,givingarub—uptoaplatedcruetstandthelastthingbeforegoingtobed。Beingcarefulnottowakeupthemate,whoseroomwasopposite,Ispokeinanundertone。

  Helookedroundanxiously。\"Sir!\"

  \"Canyougetmealittlehotwaterfromthegalley?\"

  \"Iamafraid,sir,thegalleyfire’sbeenoutforsometimenow。\"

  \"Goandsee。\"

  Hefledupthestairs。

  \"Now,\"Iwhispered,loudly,intothesaloon—tooloudly,perhaps,butIwasafraidIcouldn’tmakeasound。Hewasbymysideinaninstant—thedoublecaptainslippedpastthestairs—throughatinydarkpassage……aslidingdoor。Wewereinthesail—

  locker,scramblingonourkneesoverthesails。Asuddenthoughtstruckme。Isawmyselfwanderingbarefooted,bareheaded,thesunbeatingonmydarkpoll。Isnatchedoffmyfloppyhatandtriedhurriedlyinthedarktoramitonmyotherself。Hedodgedandfendedoffsilently。Iwonderwhathethoughthadcometomebeforeheunderstoodandsuddenlydesisted。Ourhandsmetgropingly,lingeredunitedinasteady,motionlessclaspforasecond……Nowordwasbreathedbyeitherofuswhentheyseparated。

  Iwasstandingquietlybythepantrydoorwhenthestewardreturned。

  \"Sorry,sir。Kettlebarelywarm。ShallIlightthespirit—lamp?\"

  \"Nevermind。\"

  Icameoutondeckslowly。Itwasnowamatterofconsciencetoshavethelandascloseaspossible—fornowhemustgooverboardwhenevertheshipwasputinstays。Must!Therecouldbenogoingbackforhim。AfteramomentIwalkedovertoleewardandmyheartflewintomymouthatthenearnessofthelandonthebow。UnderanyothercircumstancesIwouldnothaveheldonaminutelonger。

  Thesecondmatehadfollowedmeanxiously。

  IlookedontillIfeltIcouldcommandmyvoice。\"Shewillweather,\"Isaidtheninaquiettone。\"Areyougoingtotrythat,sir?\"hestammeredoutincredulously。

  Itooknonoticeofhimandraisedmytonejustenoughtobeheardbythehelmsman。

  \"Keephergoodfull。\"

  \"Goodfull,sir。\"

  Thewindfannedmycheek,thesailsslept,theworldwassilent。

  Thestrainofwatchingthedarkloomofthelandgrowbiggeranddenserwastoomuchforme。Ihadshutmyeyes—becausetheshipmustgocloser。Shemust!Thestillnesswasintolerable。Werewestandingstill?

  WhenIopenedmyeyesthesecondviewstartedmyheartwithathump。TheblacksouthernhillofKoh—ringseemedtohangrightovertheshiplikeatoweringfragmentoftheeverlastingnight。

  Onthatenormousmassofblacknesstherewasnotagleamtobeseen,notasoundtobeheard。Itwasglidingirresistiblytowardusandyetseemedalreadywithinreachofthehand。Isawthevaguefiguresofthewatchgroupedinthewaist,gazinginawedsilence。

  \"Areyougoingon,sir,\"inquiredanunsteadyvoiceatmyelbow。

  Iignoredit。Ihadtogoon。

  \"Keepherfull。Don’tcheckherway。Thatwon’tdonow,\"Isaid,warningly。

  \"Ican’tseethesailsverywell,\"thehelmsmanansweredme,instrange,quaveringtones。

  Wasshecloseenough?Alreadyshewas,Iwon’tsayintheshadowoftheland,butintheveryblacknessofit,alreadyswallowedupasitwere,gonetooclosetoberecalled,gonefrommealtogether。

  \"Givethemateacall,\"Isaidtotheyoungmanwhostoodatmyelbowasstillasdeath。\"Andturnallhandsup。\"

  Mytonehadaborrowedloudnessreverberatedfromtheheightoftheland。Severalvoicescriedouttogether:\"Weareallondeck,sir。\"

  Thenstillnessagain,withthegreatshadowglidingcloser,toweringhigher,withoutalight,withoutasound。SuchahushhadfallenontheshipthatshemighthavebeenabarkofthedeadfloatinginslowlyundertheverygateofErebus。

  \"MyGod!Wherearewe?\"

  Itwasthematemoaningatmyelbow。Hewasthunderstruck,andasitweredeprivedofthemoralsupportofhiswhiskers。Heclappedhishandsandabsolutelycriedout,\"Lost!\"

  \"Bequiet,\"Isaid,sternly。

  Heloweredhistone,butIsawtheshadowygestureofhisdespair。

  \"Whatarewedoinghere?\"

  \"Lookingforthelandwind。\"

  Hemadeasiftotearhishair,andaddressedmerecklessly。

  \"Shewillnevergetout。Youhavedoneit,sir。Iknewit’dendinsomethinglikethis。Shewillneverweather,andyouaretooclosenowtostay。She’lldriftashorebeforeshe’sround。OmyGod!\"

  Icaughthisarmashewasraisingittobatterhispoordevotedhead,andshookitviolently。

  \"She’sashorealready,\"hewailed,tryingtotearhimselfaway。

  \"Isshe?……Keepgoodfullthere!\"

  \"Goodfull,sir,\"criedthehelmsmaninafrightened,thin,child—

  likevoice。

  Ihadn’tletgothemate’sarmandwentonshakingit。\"Readyabout,doyouhear?Yougoforward\"—shake—\"andstopthere\"—

  shake—\"andholdyournoise\"—shake—\"andseethesehead—sheetsproperlyoverhauled\"—shake,shake—shake。

  AndallthetimeIdarednotlooktowardthelandlestmyheartshouldfailme。Ireleasedmygripatlastandheranforwardasiffleeingfordearlife。

  Iwonderedwhatmydoublethereinthesail—lockerthoughtofthiscommotion。Hewasabletoheareverything—andperhapshewasabletounderstandwhy,onmyconscience,ithadtobethusclose—

  noless。Myfirstorder\"Hardalee!\"re—echoedominouslyunderthetoweringshadowofKoh—ringasifIhadshoutedinamountaingorge。AndthenIwatchedthelandintently。Inthatsmoothwaterandlightwinditwasimpossibletofeeltheshipcoming—to。No!

  Icouldnotfeelher。Andmysecondselfwasmakingnowreadytoslipoutandlowerhimselfoverboard。Perhapshewasgonealready……?

  Thegreatblackmassbroodingoverourverymastheadsbegantopivotawayfromtheship’ssidesilently。AndnowIforgotthesecretstrangerreadytodepart,andrememberedonlythatIwasatotalstrangertotheship。Ididnotknowher。Wouldshedoit?

  Howwasshetobehandled?

  Iswungthemainyardandwaitedhelplessly。Shewasperhapsstopped,andherveryfatehunginthebalance,withtheblackmassofKoh—ringlikethegateoftheeverlastingnighttoweringoverhertaffrail。Whatwouldshedonow?Hadshewayonheryet?I

  steppedtothesideswiftly,andontheshadowywaterIcouldseenothingexceptafaintphosphorescentflashrevealingtheglassysmoothnessofthesleepingsurface。Itwasimpossibletotell—

  andIhadnotlearnedyetthefeelofmyship。Wasshemoving?

  WhatIneededwassomethingeasilyseen,apieceofpaper,whichI

  couldthrowoverboardandwatch。Ihadnothingonme。TorundownforitIdidn’tdare。Therewasnotime。Allatoncemystrained,yearningstaredistinguishedawhiteobjectfloatingwithinayardoftheship’sside。Whiteontheblackwater。Aphosphorescentflashpassedunderit。Whatwasthatthing?……Irecognisedmyownfloppyhat。Itmusthavefallenoffhishead……andhedidn’tbother。

  NowIhadwhatIwanted—thesavingmarkformyeyes。ButI

  hardlythoughtofmyotherself,nowgonefromtheship,tobehiddenforeverfromallfriendlyfaces,tobeafugitiveandavagabondontheearth,withnobrandofthecurseonhissaneforeheadtostayaslayinghand……tooproudtoexplain。

  AndIwatchedthehat—theexpressionofmysuddenpityforhismereflesh。Ithadbeenmeanttosavehishomelessheadfromthedangersofthesun。Andnow—behold—itwassavingtheship,byservingmeforamarktohelpouttheignoranceofmystrangeness。

  Ha!Itwasdriftingforward,warningmejustintimethattheshiphadgatheredsternway。

  \"Shiftthehelm,\"Isaidinalowvoicetotheseamanstandingstilllikeastatue。

  Theman’seyesglistenedwildlyinthebinnaclelightashejumpedroundtotheothersideandspunroundthewheel。

  Iwalkedtothebreakofthepoop。Ontheovershadoweddeckallhandsstoodbytheforebraceswaitingformyorder。Thestarsaheadseemedtobeglidingfromrighttoleft。AndallwassostillintheworldthatIheardthequietremark\"She’sround,\"

  passedinatoneofintensereliefbetweentwoseamen。

  \"Letgoandhaul。\"

  Theforeyardsranroundwithagreatnoise,amidstcheerycries。

  Andnowthefrightfulwhisker’smadethemselvesheardgivingvariousorders。Alreadytheshipwasdrawingahead。AndIwasalonewithher。Nothing!nooneintheworldshouldstandnowbetweenus,throwingashadowonthewayofsilentknowledgeandmuteaffection,theperfectcommunionofaseamanwithhisfirstcommand。

  Walkingtothetaffrail,Iwasintimetomakeout,ontheveryedgeofadarknessthrownbyatoweringblackmassliketheverygatewayofErebus—yes,Iwasintimetocatchanevanescentglimpseofmywhitehatleftbehindtomarkthespotwherethesecretsharerofmycabinandofmythoughts,asthoughheweremysecondself,hadloweredhimselfintothewatertotakehispunishment:afreeman,aproudswimmerstrikingoutforanewdestiny。

  FREYAOFTHESEVENISLES

  Oneday—andthatdaywasmanyyearsagonow—Ireceivedalong,chattyletterfromoneofmyoldchumsandfellow—wanderersinEasternwaters。Hewasstilloutthere,butsettleddown,andmiddle—aged;Iimaginedhim—grownportlyinfigureanddomesticinhishabits;inshort,overtakenbythefatecommontoallexcepttothosewho,beingspeciallybelovedbythegods,getknockedontheheadearly。Theletterwasofthereminiscent\"doyouremember\"kind—awistfulletterofbackwardglances。And,amongstotherthings,\"surelyyourememberoldNelson,\"hewrote。

  RememberoldNelson!Certainly。Andtobeginwith,hisnamewasnotNelson。TheEnglishmenintheArchipelagocalledhimNelsonbecauseitwasmoreconvenient,Isuppose,andheneverprotested。

  Itwouldhavebeenmerepedantry。ThetrueformofhisnamewasNielsen。HehadcomeoutEastlongbeforetheadventoftelegraphcables,hadservedEnglishfirms,hadmarriedanEnglishgirl,hadbeenoneofusforyears,tradingandsailinginalldirectionsthroughtheEasternArchipelago,acrossandaround,transversely,diagonally,perpendicularly,insemi—circles,andzigzags,andfiguresofeights,foryearsandyears。

  TherewasnonookorcrannyofthesetropicalwatersthattheenterpriseofoldNelson(orNielsen)hadnotpenetratedinaneminentlypacificway。Histracks,ifplottedout,wouldhavecoveredthemapoftheArchipelagolikeacobweb—allofit,withthesoleexceptionofthePhilippines。Hewouldneverapproachthatpart,fromastrangedreadofSpaniards,or,tobeexact,oftheSpanishauthorities。Whatheimaginedtheycoulddotohimitisimpossibletosay。PerhapsatsometimeinhislifehehadreadsomestoriesoftheInquisition。

  Buthewasingeneralafraidofwhathecalled\"authorities\";nottheEnglishauthorities,whichhetrustedandrespected,buttheothertwoofthatpartoftheworld。HewasnotsohorrifiedattheDutchashewasattheSpaniards,buthewasevenmoremistrustfulofthem。Verymistrustfulindeed。TheDutch,inhisview,werecapableof\"playinganyuglytrickonaman\"whohadthemisfortunetodispleasethem。Thereweretheirlawsandregulations,buttheyhadnonotionoffairplayinapplyingthem。

  Itwasreallypitiabletoseetheanxiouscircumspectionofhisdealingswithsomeofficialorother,andrememberthatthismanhadbeenknowntostrolluptoavillageofcannibalsinNewGuineainaquiet,fearlessmanner(andnotethathewasalwaysfleshyallhislife,and,ifImaysayso,anappetisingmorsel)onsomematterofbarterthatdidnotamountperhapstofiftypoundsintheend。

  RememberoldNelson!Rather!Truly,noneofusinmygenerationhadknownhiminhisactivedays。Hewas\"retired\"inourtime。

  Hehadbought,orelseleased,partofasmallislandfromtheSultanofalittlegroupcalledtheSevenIsles,notfarnorthfromBanka。Itwas,Isuppose,alegitimatetransaction,butIhavenodoubtthathadhebeenanEnglishmantheDutchwouldhavediscoveredareasontofirehimoutwithoutceremony。Inthisconnectiontherealformofhisnamestoodhimingoodstead。InthecharacterofanunassumingDanewhoseconductwasmostcorrect,theylethimbe。Withallhismoneyengagedincultivationhewasnaturallycarefulnottogiveeventheshadowofoffence,anditwasmostlyforprudentialreasonsofthatsortthathedidnotlookwithafavourableeyeonJasperAllen。Butofthatlater。Yes!

  OnerememberedwellenougholdNelson’sbig,hospitablebungalowerectedonashelvingpointofland,hisportlyform,costumedgenerallyinawhiteshirtandtrousers(hehadaconfirmedhabitoftakingoffhisalpacajacketontheslightestprovocation),hisroundblueeyes,hisstraggly,sandy—whitemoustachestickingoutallwayslikethequillsofthefretfulporcupine,hispropensitytositdownsuddenlyandfanhimselfwithhishat。Butthere’snouseconcealingthefactthatwhatonerememberedreallywashisdaughter,whoatthattimecameouttolivewithhim—andbeasortofLadyoftheIsles。

  FreyaNelson(orNielsen)wasthekindofgirloneremembers。Theovalofherfacewasperfect;andwithinthatfascinatingframethemosthappydispositionoflineandfeature,withanadmirablecomplexion,gaveanimpressionofhealth,strength,andwhatI

  mightcallunconsciousself—confidence—amostpleasantand,asitwere,whimsicaldetermination。Iwillnotcomparehereyestoviolets,becausetherealshadeoftheircolourwaspeculiar,notsodarkandmorelustrous。Theywereofthewide—openkind,andlookedatonefranklyineverymood。Ineverdidseethelong,darkeyelasheslowered—IdaresayJasperAllendid,beingaprivilegedperson—butIhavenodoubtthattheexpressionmusthavebeencharminginacomplexway。Shecould—Jaspertoldmeoncewithatouchinglyimbecileexultation—sitonherhair。I

  daresay,Idaresay。Itwasnotformetobeholdthesewonders;I

  wascontenttoadmiretheneatandbecomingwaysheusedtodoitupsoasnottoconcealthegoodshapeofherhead。Andthiswealthofhairwassoglossythatwhenthescreensofthewestverandahweredown,makingapleasanttwilightthere,orintheshadeofthegroveoffruit—treesnearthehouse,itseemedtogiveoutagoldenlightofitsown。

  Shedressedgenerallyinawhitefrock,withaskirtofwalkinglength,showingherneat,laced,brownboots。Iftherewasanycolourabouthercostumeitwasjustabitofblueperhaps。Noexertionseemedtodistressher。Ihaveseenherlandfromthedinghyafteralongpullinthesun(sherowedherselfaboutagooddeal)withnoquickenedbreathandnotasinglehairoutofitsplace。Inthemorningwhenshecameoutontheverandahforthefirstlookwestward,Sumatraway,overthesea,sheseemedasfreshandsparklingasadewdrop。Butadewdropisevanescent,andtherewasnothingevanescentaboutFreya。Irememberherround,solidarmswiththefinewrists,andherbroad,capablehandswithtaperingfingers。

  Idon’tknowwhethershewasactuallybornatsea,butIdoknowthatuptotwelveyearsofageshesailedaboutwithherparentsinvariousships。AfteroldNelsonlosthiswifeitbecameamatterofseriousconcernforhimwhattodowiththegirl。AkindladyinSingapore,touchedbyhisdumbgriefanddeplorableperplexity,offeredtotakechargeofFreya。Thisarrangementlastedsomesixyears,duringwhicholdNelson(orNielsen)\"retired\"andestablished,himselfonhisisland,andthenitwassettled(thekindladygoingawaytoEurope)thathisdaughtershouldjoinhim。

  AsthefirstandmostimportantpreparationforthateventtheoldfelloworderedfromhisSingaporeagentaSteynandEbhart’s\"uprightgrand。\"Iwasthencommandingalittlesteamerintheislandtrade,anditfelltomylottotakeitouttohim,soI

  knowsomethingofFreya’s\"uprightgrand。\"Welandedtheenormouspacking—casewithdifficultyonaflatpieceofrockamongstsomebushes,nearlyknockingthebottomoutofoneofmyboatsinthecourseofthatnauticaloperation。Then,allmycrewassisting,engineersandfiremenincluded,bytheexerciseofmuchanxiousingenuity,andbymeansofrollers,levers,tackles,andinclinedplanesofsoapedplanks,toilinginthesunlikeancientEgyptiansatthebuildingofapyramid,wegotitasfarasthehouseandupontotheedgeofthewestverandah—whichwastheactualdrawing—

  roomofthebungalow。There,thecasebeingrippedoffcautiously,thebeautifulrosewoodmonsterstoodrevealedatlast。Inreverentexcitementwecoaxeditagainstthewallanddrewthefirstfreebreathoftheday。Itwascertainlytheheaviestmovableobjectonthatisletsincethecreationoftheworld。Thevolumeofsounditgaveoutinthatbungalow(whichactedasasounding—board)wasreallyastonishing。Itthunderedsweetlyrightoverthesea。

  JasperAllentoldmethatearlyofamorningonthedeckoftheBonito(hiswonderfullyfastandprettybrig)hecouldhearFreyaplayingherscalesquitedistinctly。Butthefellowalwaysanchoredfoolishlyclosetothepoint,asItoldhimmorethanonce。Ofcourse,theseseasarealmostuniformlyserene,andtheSevenIslesisaparticularlycalmandcloudlessspotasarule。

  Butstill,nowandagain,anafternoonthunderstormoverBanka,orevenoneoftheseviciousthicksqualls,fromthedistantSumatracoast,wouldmakeasuddensallyuponthegroup,envelopingitforacoupleofhoursinwhirlwindsandbluish—blackmurkofaparticularlysinisteraspect。Then,withtheloweredrattan—

  screensrattlingdesperatelyinthewindandthebungalowshakingallover,FreyawouldsitdowntothepianoandplayfierceWagnermusicintheflickerofblindingflashes,withthunderboltsfallingallround,enoughtomakeyourhairstandonend;andJasperwouldremainstockstillontheverandah,adoringthebackviewofhersupple,swayingfigure,themiraculoussheenofherfairhead,therapidhandsonthekeys,thewhitenapeofherneck—whilethebrig,downatthepointthere,surgedathercableswithinahundredyardsofnasty,shiny,blackrock—heads。Ugh!

  Andthis,ifyouplease,fornoreasonbutthat,whenhewentonboardatnightandlaidhisheadonthepillow,heshouldfeelthathewasasnearashecouldconvenientlygettohisFreyaslumberinginthebungalow。Didyouever!And,mind,thisbrigwasthehometobe—theirhome—thefloatingparadisewhichhewasgraduallyfittingoutlikeayachttosailhislifeblissfullyawayinwithFreya。Imbecile!Butthefellowwasalwaystakingchances。

  Oneday,IrememberIwatchedwithFreyaontheverandahthebrigapproachingthepointfromthenorthward。IsupposeJaspermadethegirloutwithhislongglass。Whatdoeshedo?Insteadofstandingonforanothermileandahalfalongtheshoalsandthentackingfortheanchorageinaproperandseamanlikemanner,hespiesagapbetweentwodisgustingoldjaggedreefs,putsthehelmdownsuddenly,andshootsthebrigthrough,withallhersailsshakingandrattling,sothatwecouldheartheracketontheverandah。Idrewmybreaththroughmyteeth,Icantellyou,andFreyaswore。Yes!Sheclenchedhercapablefistsandstampedwithherprettybrownbootandsaid\"Damn!\"Then,lookingatmewithalittleheightenedcolour—notmuch—sheremarked,\"Iforgotyouwerethere,\"andlaughed。Tobesure,tobesure。WhenJasperwasinsightshewasnotlikelytorememberthatanybodyelseintheworldwasthere。InmyconcernatthismadtrickIcouldn’thelpappealingtohersympatheticcommonsense。

  \"Isn’theafool?\"Isaidwithfeeling。

  \"Perfectidiot,\"sheagreedwarmly,lookingatmestraightwithherwide—open,earnesteyesandthedimpleofasmileonhercheek。

  \"Andthat,\"Ipointedouttoher,\"justtosavetwentyminutesorsoinmeetingyou。\"

  Weheardtheanchorgodown,andthenshebecameveryresoluteandthreatening。

  \"Waitabit。I’llteachhim。\"

  Shewentintoherownroomandshutthedoor,leavingmealoneontheverandahwithmyinstructions。Longbeforethebrig’ssailswerefurled,Jaspercameupthreestepsatatime,forgettingtosayhowd’yedo,andlookingrightandlefteagerly。

  \"Where’sFreya?Wasn’tsheherejustnow?\"

  WhenIexplainedtohimthathewastobedeprivedofMissFreya’spresenceforawholehour,\"justtoteachhim,\"hesaidIhadputheruptoit,nodoubt,andthathefearedhewouldhaveyettoshootmesomeday。SheandIweregettingtoothicktogether。

  Thenheflunghimselfintoachair,andtriedtotalktomeabouthistrip。Butthefunnythingwasthatthefellowactuallysuffered。Icouldseeit。Hisvoicefailedhim,andhesattheredumb,lookingatthedoorwiththefaceofamaninpain。Fact……Andthenextstillfunnierthingwasthatthegirlcalmlywalkedoutofherroominlessthantenminutes。AndthenIleft。

  ImeantosaythatIwentawaytoseekoldNelson(orNielsen)onthebackverandah,whichwashisownspecialnookinthedistributionofthathouse,withthekindpurposeofengaginghiminconversationlestheshouldstartroamingaboutandintrudeunwittinglywherehewasnotwantedjustthen。

  Heknewthatthebrighadarrived,thoughhedidnotknowthatJasperwasalreadywithhisdaughter。Isupposehedidn’tthinkitwaspossibleinthetime。Afathernaturallywouldn’t。HesuspectedthatAllenwassweetonhisgirl;thefowlsoftheairandthefishesofthesea,mostofthetradersintheArchipelago,andallsortsandconditionsofmeninthetownofSingaporewereawareofit。Buthewasnotcapableofappreciatinghowfarthegirlwasgoneonthefellow。HehadanideathatFreyawastoosensibletoeverbegoneonanybody—Imeantoanunmanageableextent。No;itwasnotthatwhichmadehimsitonthebackverandahandworryhimselfinhisunassumingmannerduringJasper’svisits。WhatheworriedaboutweretheDutch\"authorities。\"ForitisafactthattheDutchlookedaskanceatthedoingsofJasperAllen,ownerandmasterofthebrigBonito。Theyconsideredhimmuchtooenterprisinginhistrading。Idon’tknowthatheeverdidanythingillegal;butitseemstomethathisimmenseactivitywasrepulsivetotheirstolidcharacterandslow—goingmethods。

  Anyway,inoldNelson’sopinion,thecaptainoftheBonitowasasmartsailor,andaniceyoungman,butnotadesirableacquaintanceuponthewhole。Somewhatcompromising,youunderstand。Ontheotherhand,hedidnotliketotellJasperinsomanywordstokeepaway。PooroldNelsonhimselfwasanicefellow。Ibelievehewouldhaveshrunkfromhurtingthefeelingsevenofamop—headedcannibal,unless,perhaps,underverystrongprovocation。Imeanthefeelings,notthebodies。Asagainstspears,knives,hatchets,clubs,orarrows,oldNelsonhadprovedhimselfcapableoftakinghisownpart。Ineveryotherrespecthehadatimoroussoul。Sohesatonthebackverandahwithaconcernedexpression,andwheneverthevoicesofhisdaughterandJasperAllenreachedhim,hewouldblowouthischeeksandlettheairescapewithadismalsound,likeamuchtriedman。

  NaturallyIderidedhisfearswhichhe,moreorless,confidedtome。Hehadacertainregardformyjudgment,andacertainrespect,notformymoralqualities,however,butforthegoodtermsIwassupposedtobeonwiththeDutch\"authorities。\"Iknewforafactthathisgreatestbugbear,theGovernorofBanka—acharming,peppery,hearty,retiredrear—admiral—hadadistinctlikingforhim。ThisconsolingassurancewhichIusedalwaystoputforward,madeoldNelson(orNielsen)brightenupforamoment;

  butintheendhewouldshakehisheaddoubtfully,asmuchastosaythatthiswasallverywell,butthatthereweredepthsintheDutchofficialnaturewhichnoonebuthimselfhadeverfathomed。

  Perfectlyridiculous。

  OnthisoccasionIamspeakingof,oldNelsonwasevenfretty;forwhileIwastryingtoentertainhimwithaveryfunnyandsomewhatscandalousadventurewhichhappenedtoacertainacquaintanceofoursinSaigon,heexclaimedsuddenly:

  \"Whatthedevilhewantstoturnupherefor!\"

  Clearlyhehadnotheardawordoftheanecdote。Andthisannoyedme,becausetheanecdotewasreallygood。Istaredathim。

  \"Come,come!\"Icried。\"Don’tyouknowwhatJasperAllenisturningupherefor?\"

  ThiswasthefirstopenallusionIhadevermadetothetruestateofaffairsbetweenJasperandhisdaughter。Hetookitverycalmly。

  \"Oh,Freyaisasensiblegirl!\"hemurmuredabsently,hismind’seyeobviouslyfixedonthe\"authorities。\"No;Freyawasnofool。

  Hewasnotconcernedaboutthat。Hedidn’tminditintheleast。

  Thefellowwasjustcompanyforher;heamusedthegirl;nothingmore。

  Whentheperspicaciousoldchapleftoffmumbling,allwasstillinthehouse。Theothertwowereamusingthemselvesveryquietly,andnodoubtveryheartily。Whatmoreabsorbingandlessnoisyamusementcouldtheyhavefoundthantoplantheirfuture?Sidebysideontheverandahtheymusthavebeenlookingatthebrig,thethirdpartyinthatfascinatinggame。Withouthertherewouldhavebeennofuture。Shewasthefortuneandthehome,andthegreatfreeworldforthem。Whowasitthatlikenedashiptoaprison?

  MayIbeignominiouslyhangedatayardarmifthat’strue。Thewhitesailsofthatcraftwerethewhitewings—pinions,I

  believe,wouldbethemorepoeticalstyle—well,thewhitepinions,oftheirsoaringlove。SoaringasregardsJasper。Freya,beingawoman,keptabetterholdofthemundaneconnectionsofthisaffair。

  ButJasperwaselevatedinthetruesenseofthewordeversincethedaywhen,aftertheyhadbeengazingatthebriginoneofthosedecisivesilencesthataloneestablishaperfectcommunionbetweencreaturesgiftedwithspeech,heproposedthatsheshouldsharetheownershipofthattreasurewithhim。Indeed,hepresentedthebrigtoheraltogether。ButthenhisheartwasinthebrigsincethedayheboughtherinManillafromacertainmiddle—agedPeruvian,inasobersuitofblackbroadcloth,enigmaticandsententious,who,forallIknow,mighthavestolenherontheSouthAmericancoast,whencehesaidhehadcomeovertothePhilippines\"forfamilyreasons。\"This\"forfamilyreasons\"

  wasdistinctlygood。NotrueCABALLEROwouldcaretopushoninquiriesaftersuchastatement。

  Indeed,JasperwasquitetheCABALLERO。Thebrigherselfwasthenallblackandenigmatical,andverydirty;atarnishedgemofthesea,or,rather,aneglectedworkofart。Forhemusthavebeenanartist,theobscurebuilderwhohadputherbodytogetheronlovelylinesoutofthehardesttropicaltimberfastenedwiththepurestcopper。Goodnessonlyknowsinwhatpartoftheworldshewasbuilt。Jasperhimselfhadnotbeenabletoascertainmuchofherhistoryfromhissententious,saturninePeruvian—ifthefellowwasaPeruvian,andnotthedevilhimselfindisguise,asJasperjocularlypretendedtobelieve。Myopinionisthatshewasoldenoughtohavebeenoneofthelastpirates,aslaverperhaps,orelseanopiumclipperoftheearlydays,ifnotanopiumsmuggler。

  Howeverthatmaybe,shewasassoundasonthedayshefirsttookthewater,sailedlikeawitch,steeredlikealittleboat,and,likesomefairwomenofadventurouslifefamousinhistory,seemedtohavethesecretofperpetualyouth;sothattherewasnothingunnaturalinJasperAllentreatingherlikealover。Andthattreatmentrestoredthelustreofherbeauty。Heclothedherinmanycoatsoftheverybestwhitepaintsoskilfully,carefully,artisticallyputonandkeptcleanbyhisbadgeredcrewofpickedMalays,thatnocostlyenamelsuchasjewellersusefortheirworkcouldhavelookedbetterandfeltsmoothertothetouch。Anarrowgiltmouldingdefinedherelegantsheerasshesatonthewater,eclipsingeasilytheprofessionalgoodlooksofanypleasureyachtthatevercametotheEastinthosedays。Formyself,ImustsayI

  preferamouldingofdeepcrimsoncolouronawhitehull。Itgivesastrongerreliefbesidesbeinglessexpensive;andItoldJasperso。Butno,nothinglessthanthebestgold—leafwoulddo,becausenodecorationcouldbegorgeousenoughforthefutureabodeofhisFreya。

  Hisfeelingsforthebrigandforthegirlwereasindissolublyunitedinhisheartasyoumayfusetwopreciousmetalstogetherinonecrucible。Andtheflamewasprettyhot,Icanassureyou。Itinducedinhimafierceinwardrestlessnessbothofactivityanddesire。Toofineinface,withalateralwaveinhischestnuthair,spare,long—limbed,withaneagerglintinhissteelyeyesandquick,brusquemovements,hemademethinksometimesofaflashingsword—bladeperpetuallyleapingoutofthescabbard。Itwasonlywhenhewasnearthegirl,whenhehadhertheretolookat,thatthispeculiarlytenseattitudewasreplacedbyagravedevoutwatchfulnessofherslightestmovementsandutterances。Hercool,resolute,capable,good—humouredself—possessionseemedtosteadyhisheart。Wasitthemagicofherface,ofhervoice,ofherglanceswhichcalmedhimso?Yettheseweretheverythingsonemustbelievewhichhadsethisimaginationablaze—iflovebeginsinimagination。ButIamnomantodiscusssuchmysteries,anditstrikesmethatwehaveneglectedpooroldNelsoninflatinghischeeksinastateofworryonthebackverandah。

  Ipointedouttohimthat,afterall,Jasperwasnotaveryfrequentvisitor。HeandhisbrigworkedhardallovertheArchipelago。ButalloldNelsonsaid,andhesaidituneasily,was:

  \"IhopeHeemskirkwon’tturnupherewhilethebrig’sabout。\"

  GettingupascareaboutHeemskirknow!Heemskirk!……Really,onehadn’tthepatience—

  CHAPTERII

  For,pray,whowasHeemskirk?YoushallseeatoncehowunreasonablethisdreadofHeemskirk……Certainly,hisnaturewasmalevolentenough。Thatwasobvious,directlyyouheardhimlaugh。Nothinggivesawaymoreaman’ssecretdispositionthantheunguardedringofhislaugh。But,blessmysoul!ifweweretostartateveryevilguffawlikeahareateverysound,weshouldn’tbefitforanythingbutthesolitudeofadesert,ortheseclusionofahermitage。Andeventhereweshouldhavetoputupwiththeunavoidablecompanyofthedevil。

  However,thedevilisaconsiderablepersonage,whohasknownbetterdaysandhasmovedhighupinthehierarchyofCelestialHost;butinthehierarchyofmereearthlyDutchmen,Heemskirk,whoseearlydayscouldnothavebeenverysplendid,wasmerelyanavalofficerfortyyearsofage,ofnoparticularconnectionsorabilitytoboastof。HewascommandingtheNeptun,alittlegunboatemployedondrearypatroldutyupanddowntheArchipelago,tolookafterthetraders。Notaveryexaltedpositiontruly。I

  tellyou,justacommonmiddle—agedlieutenantofsometwenty—fiveyears’serviceandsuretoberetiredbeforelong—that’sall。

  HeneverbotheredhisheadverymuchastowhatwasgoingonintheSevenIslesgrouptillhelearnedfromsometalkinMintokorPalembang,Isuppose,thattherewasaprettygirllivingthere。

  Curiosity,Ipresume,causedhimtogopokingaroundthatway,andthen,afterhehadonceseenFreya,hemadeapracticeofcallingatthegroupwheneverhefoundhimselfwithinhalfaday’ssteamingfromit。

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