\"Icanquitebelievethat,\"heagreed,\"butthere’sthisimportantdifference:nomatterhowmuchamanwantstomarryyou,hecan’tLOVEyouasIdo!\"
\"That’sANOTHERthingtheythink,\"sighedHelen。
\"I’msorrytobesounoriginal,\"snappedLatimer。
\"PLEASEdon’t!\"pleadedHelen。\"Idon’tmeantobeunfeeling。I’mnotunfeeling。I’monlytryingtobefair。IfIdon’tseemtotakeittoheart,it’sbecauseIknowitdoesnogood。Icanseehowmiserableagirlmustbeifsheislovedbyonemanandcan’tmakeuphermindwhetherornotshewantstomarryhim。Butwhenthere’ssomanyshejuststopsworrying;forshecan’tpossiblymarrythemall。\"
\"ALL!\"exclaimedLatimer。\"ItisincrediblethatIhaveundervaluedyou,butmayIaskhowmanythereare?\"
\"Idon’tknow,\"sighedHelenmiserably。\"Thereseemstobesomethingaboutmethat——\"
\"Thereis!\"interruptedLatimer。\"I’venoticedit。Youdon’thavetotellmeaboutit。IknowthattheHelenPagehabitisadamneddifficulthabittobreak!\"
Itcannotbesaidthathemadeanyviolentefforttobreakit。Atleast,notonethatwasobvioustoFairHarborortoHelen。
Oneoftheirfavoritedriveswasthroughthepinewoodstothepointonwhichstoodthelighthouse,andononeoftheseexcursionstheyexploredaforgottenwoodroadandcameoutuponacliff。Thecliffoverlookedthesea,andbelowitwasajumbleofrockswithwhichthewavesplayedhideandseek。Onmanyafternoonsandmorningstheyreturnedtothisplace,and,whileLatimerreadtoher,Helenwouldsitwithherbacktoatreeandtosspine—conesintothewater。SometimesthepoetswhoseworkshereadmadelovesocharminglythatLatimerwasmostgratefultothemforrenderingsuchexcellentfirstaidtothewounded,andintohisvoicehewouldthrowallthatfeelingandmusicthatfromjuriesandmassmeetingshaddraggedtearsandcheersandvotes。
Butwhenhisvoicebecamesoappealingthatitnolongerwaspossibleforanywomantoresistit,Helenwouldexclaimexcitedly:\"Pleaseexcusemeforinterrupting,butthereisalargespider——\"andthespellwasgone。
Onedaysheexclaimed:\"Oh!\"andLatimerpatientlyloweredthe\"OxfordBookofVerse,\"andasked:\"Whatisit,NOW?\"
\"I’msosorry,\"Helensaid,\"butIcan’thelpwatchingthatChapmanboy;he’sonlygotonereefin,andthenexttimehejibshe’llcapsize,andhecan’tswim,andhe’lldrown。Itoldhismotheronlyyesterday——\"
\"Ihaven’ttheleastinterestintheChapmanboy,\"saidLatimer,\"orinwhatyoutoldhismother,orwhetherhedrownsornot!I’madrowningmanmyself!\"
Helenshookherheadfirmlyandreprovingly。\"MengetoverTHAT
kindofdrowning,\"shesaid。
\"NotTHISkindofmandoesn’t!\"saidLatimer。\"Anddon’ttellme,\"hecriedindignantly,\"thatthat’sANOTHERthingtheyallsay。\"
\"Ifonecouldonlybesure!\"sighedHelen。\"Ifonecouldonlybesurethatyou——thattherightmanwouldkeeponcaringafteryoumarryhimthewayhesayshecaresbeforeyoumarryhim。Ifyoucouldknowthat,itwouldhelpyoualotinmakingupyourmind。\"
\"Thereisonlyonewaytofindthatout,\"saidLatimer;\"thatistomarryhim。Imean,ofcourse,\"hecorrectedhastily,\"tomarryme。\"
Oneday,whenontheirwaytothecliffattheendofthewoodroad,themanwhomakestheNantucketsailorandpeddleshimpassedthroughthevillage;andLatimerboughtthesailormanandcarriedhimtotheirhiding—place。Therehefastenedhimtothelowestlimbofoneoftheancientpine—treesthathelpedtoscreentheirhiding—placefromtheworld。Thelimbreachedoutfreeoftheotherbranches,andthewindcaughtthesailormanfairlyandspunhimlikeadancingdervish。Thenittiredofhim,andwentofftotrytodrowntheChapmanboy,leavingthesailormanmotionlesswithhisarmsoutstretched,balancingineachhandatinyoarandsmilinghappily。
\"Hehasafriendlysmile,\"saidHelen;\"Ithinkhelikesus。\"
\"Heisonguard,\"Latimerexplained。\"Iputhimtheretowarnusifanyoneapproaches,andwhenwearenothere,heistofrightenawaytrespassers。Doyouunderstand?\"hedemandedofthesailorman。\"Yourdutyistoprotectthisbeautifullady。SolongasIloveheryoumustguardthisplace。Itisalifesentence。
Youarealwaysonwatch。Youneversleep。Youareherslave。Shesaysyouhaveafriendlysmile。Shewrongsyou。Itisabeseeching,abject,worshippingsmile。IamsurewhenIlookathermineisequallyidiotic。Infact,weareinmanywaysalike。
Ialsoamherslave。Ialsoamdevotedonlytoherservice。AndI
neversleep,atleastnotsinceImether。\"
FromherthroneamongthepineneedlesHelenlookedupatthesailormanandfrowned。
\"Itisnotahappysimile,\"sheobjected。\"Foronething,asailormanhasasweetheartineveryport。\"
\"Waitandsee,\"saidLatimer。
\"And,\"continuedthegirlwithsomeasperity,\"ifthereisanythingonearththatchangesitsmindasoftenasaweather—vane,thatislessCERTAIN,lessCONSTANT——\"
\"Constant?\"Latimerlaughedatherinopenscorn。\"Youcomebackhere,\"hechallenged,\"monthsfromnow,yearsfromnow,whenthewindshavebeatenhim,andthesunblisteredhim,andthesnowfrozenhim,andyouwillfindhimsmilingatyoujustasheisnow,justasconfidently,proudly,joyously,devotedly。Becausethosewhoareyourslaves,thosewholoveYOU,cannotcometoanyharm;onlyifyoudisownthem,onlyifyoudrivethemaway!
Thesailorman,delightedatsuchbeautifullanguage,threwhimselfaboutinadeliriumofjoy。HisarmsspunintheirsocketslikeIndianclubs,hisoarsflashedinthesun,andhiseyesandlipswerefixedinoneblissful,long—drawn—out,unalterablesmile。
Whenthegolden—rodturnedgray,andtheleavesredandyellow,anditwastimeforLatimertoreturntohisworkintheWest,hecametosaygood—by。ButthebestHelencoulddotokeephopealiveinhimwastosaythatshewasgladhecared。Sheaddeditwasveryhelpfultothinkthatamansuchashebelievedyouweresofineaperson,andduringthecomingwintershewouldtrytobelikethefinepersonhebelievedhertobe,butwhich,sheassuredhim,shewasnot。
Thenhetoldheragainshewasthemostwonderfulbeingintheworld,towhichshesaid:\"Oh,indeedno!\"andthen,asthoughheweregivingheracue,hesaid:\"Good—by!\"Butshedidnottakeuphiscue,andtheyshookhands。Hewaited,hardlydaringtobreathe。
\"Surely,nowthatthepartinghascome,\"heassuredhimself,\"shewillmakesomesign,shewillgivemeaword,alookthatwillwrite’total’underthehourswehavespenttogether,thatwillhelptocarrymethroughthelongwinter。\"
Butheheldherhandsolongandlookedathersohungrilythathereallyforcedhertosay:\"Don’tmissyourtrain,\"whichkindconsiderationforhiscomfortdidnotdelighthimasitshould。
Nor,indeed,laterdidsheherselfrecalltheremarkwithsatisfaction。
WithLatimeroutofthewaytheothertwohundredandforty—ninesuitorattackedwithrenewedhope。AmongotheradvantagestheyhadoverLatimerwasthattheywereontheground。TheysawHelendaily,atdinners,dances,atthecountryclubs,inherowndrawing—room。LikeanysailorfromtheCharlestownNavyYardandhissweetheart,theycouldwalkbesideherintheparkandthrowpeanutstothepigeons,andscratchdatesandinitialsonthegreenbenches;theycouldwalkwithheruponesideofCommonwealthAvenueanddownthesouthbankoftheCharles,whenthesunwasgildingthedomeoftheStateHouse,whenthebridgeswerebeginningtodeckthemselveswithnecklacesoflights。Theyhadknownhersincetheyworeknickerbockers;andtheysharedmanyinterestsandfriendsincommon;theytalkedthesamelanguage。Latimercouldtalktoheronlyinletters,forwithherhesharednofriendsorinterests,andhewasforcedtochoosebetweentellingherofhislawsuitsandhiseffortsinpoliticsorofhislove。Towritetoherofhisaffairsseemedwastefulandimpertinent,andofhisloveforher,aftershehadreceivedwhathetoldofitinsilence,hewastooproudtospeak。Sohewrotebutseldom,andthenonlytosay:\"YouknowwhatIsendyou。\"Hadheknownit,hisbestletterswerethosehedidnotsend。WheninthemorningmailHelenfoundhisfamiliarhandwriting,thatseemedtostandoutlikethefaceofafriendinacrowd,shewouldpounceupontheletter,readit,and,assuredofhislove,wouldgoonherwayrejoicing。Butwheninthemorningtherewasnoletter,shewonderedwhy,andalldayshewonderedwhy。Andthenextmorningwhenagainshewasdisappointed,herthoughtsofLatimerandherdoubtsandspeculationsconcerninghimshutouteveryotherinterest。Hebecameaperplexing,insistentproblem。Hewasneveroutofhermind。Andthenhewouldspoilitallbywritingherthathelovedherandthatofallthewomenintheworldshewastheonlyone。
And,reassureduponthatpoint,Helenhappilyandpromptlywouldforgetallabouthim。
Butwhensherememberedhim,althoughmonthshadpassedsinceshehadseenhim,sherememberedhimmuchmoredistinctly,muchmoregratefully,thanthatoneofthetwohundredandfiftywithwhomshehadwalkedthatsameafternoon。Latimercouldnotknowit,butofthatanxiousmultitudehewasfirst,andtherewasnosecond。AtleastHelenhoped,whenshewasreadytomarry,shewouldloveLatimerenoughtowanttomarryhim。Butasyetsheassuredherselfshedidnotwanttomarryanyone。Asshewas,lifewasverysatisfactory。Everybodylovedher,everybodyinvitedhertobeofhisparty,orinvitedhimselftojoinhers,andtheobjectofeachseemedtobetoseethatsheenjoyedeveryhourofeveryday。Hernaturewassuchthattomakeherhappywasnotdifficult。SomeofherdevoteescoulddoitbygivingheradanceandlettingherinvitehalfofBoston,andherkidbrothercoulddoitbytakinghertoCambridgetowatchtheteamatpractice。
Shethoughtshewashappybecauseshewasfree。Asamatteroffact,shewashappybecauseshelovedsomeoneandthatparticularsomeonelovedher。Herbeing\"free\"wasonlyhermistakenwayofputtingit。HadshethoughtshehadlostLatimerandhislove,shewouldhavediscoveredthat,sofarfrombeingfree,shewasboundhandandfootandheartandsoul。
Butshedidnotknowthat,andLatimerdidnotknowthat。
Meanwhile,fromthebranchofthetreeinthesheltered,secrethiding—placethatoverlookedtheocean,thesailormankeptwatch。
Thesunhadblisteredhim,thestormshadbuffetedhim,thesnowhadfrozenuponhisshoulders。Buthisloyaltyneverrelaxed。Hespuntothenorth,hespuntothesouth,andsorapidlydidhescanthesurroundinglandscapethatnoonecouldhopetocreepuponhimunawares。Nor,indeed,didanyoneattempttodoso。
Onceafoxstoleintothesecrethiding—place,butthesailormanflappedhisoarsandfrightenedhimaway。Hewasalwaystriumphant。Tobirds,tosquirrels,totrespassingrabbitshewasathingofterror。Once,whentheairwasstill,animpertinentcrowperchedontheverylimbonwhichhestood,andwithscornful,disapprovingeyessurveyedhiswhitetrousers,hisbluereefer,hisredcheeks。Butwhenthewindsuddenlydrovepastthemthesailormansprangintoactionandthecrowscreamedinalarmanddartedaway。So,aloneandwithnoonetocometohisrelief,thesailormanstoodhiswatch。Abouthimthebranchesbentwiththesnow,theiciclesfrozehimintoimmobility,andinthetree—topsstrangegroaningsfilledhimwithalarms。Butundaunted,monthaftermonth,alertandsmiling,hewaitedthereturnofthebeautifulladyandofthetallyoungmanwhohaddevouredherwithsuchbeseeching,unhappyeyes。
LatimerfoundthattoloveawomanlikeHelenPageashelovedherwasthebestthingthatcouldcomeintohislife。Buttositdownandlamentoverthefactthatshedidnotlovehimdidnot,tousehisfavoriteexpression,\"tendtowardefficiency。\"Heremovedfromhissightthethreepicturesofherhehadcutfromillustratedpapers,andceasedtowritetoher。
Inhislastletterhesaid:\"Ihavetoldyouhowitis,andthatishowitisalwaysgoingtobe。Thereneverhasbeen,therenevercanbeanyonebutyou。Butmyloveistooprecious,toosacredtobebroughtouteveryweekinaletteranddangledbeforeyoureyeslikeanadvertisementofamotor—car。Itistoowonderfulathingtobecheapened,tobesubjectedtoslightsandsilence。Ifeveryoushouldwantit,itisyours。Itisherewaiting。Butyoumusttellmeso。Ihavedoneeverythingamancandotomakeyouunderstand。Butyoudonotwantmeormylove。
Andmylovesaystome:’Don’tsendmethereagaintohavethedoorshutinmyface。Keepmewithyoutobeyourinspiration,tohelpyoutoliveworthily。’Andsoitshallbe。\"
WhenHelenreadthatlettershedidnotknowwhattodo。Shedidnotknowhowtoanswerit。Herfirstimpressionwasthatsuddenlyshehadgrownveryold,andthatsomeonehadturnedoffthesun,andthatinconsequencetheworldhadnaturallygrowncoldanddark。Shecouldnotseewhythetwohundredandforty—nineexpectedhertokeepondoingexactlythesamethingsshehadbeendoingwithdelightforsixmonths,andindeedforthelastsixyears。Whycouldtheynotseethatnolongerwasthereanypleasureinthem?ShewouldhavewrittenandtoldLatimerthatshefoundshelovedhimverydearlyifinhermindtherehadnotarisenafearfuldoubt。Supposehisletterwasnotquitehonest?
Hesaidthathewouldalwaysloveher,buthowcouldshenowknowthat?Whymightnotthisletterbeonlyhiswayofwithdrawingfromapositionwhichhewishedtoabandon,fromwhich,perhaps,hewasevengladtoescape?Werethistrue,andshewroteandsaidallthosethingsthatwereinherheart,thatnowsheknewweretrue,mightshenotholdhimtoheragainsthiswill?Thelovethatoncehehadforhermightnolongerexist,andif,inherturn,shetoldhimshelovedhimandhadalwayslovedhim,mighthenotinsomemistakenspiritofchivalryfeelitwashisdutytopretendtocare?Hercheeksburnedatthethought。Itwasintolerable。Shecouldnotwritethatletter。Andasdaysucceededday,todosobecamemoredifficult。Andsosheneverwroteandwasveryunhappy。AndLatimerwasveryunhappy。Buthehadhiswork,andHelenhadnone,andforherlifebecameagameofputtinglittlethingstogether,likeapicturepuzzle,anhourhereandanhourthere,tomakeupeachday。Itwasadrearygame。
Fromtimetotimesheheardofhimthroughthenewspapers。For,inhisownState,hewasan\"Insurgent\"makingafight,theoutcomeofwhichwasexpectedtoshowwhatmightfollowthroughouttheentireWest。Whenhewonhisfightmuchmorewaswrittenabouthim,andhebecameanationalfigure。InhisownStatethepeoplehailedhimasthenextgovernor,promisedhimaseatintheSenate。ToHelenthisseemedtotakehimfurtheroutofherlife。Shewonderedifnowsheheldaplaceeveninhisthoughts。
AtFairHarborthetwohundredandforty—nineusedtojokewithheraboutherpolitician。ThentheyconsideredLatimerofimportanceonlybecauseHelenlikedhim。Nowtheydiscussedhimimpersonallyandoverherhead,asthoughshewerenotpresent,asapower,aninfluence,astheleaderandexponentofanewidea。Theyseemedtothinkshenolongercouldpretendtoanypeculiarclaimuponhim,thatnowhebelongedtoallofthem。
Oldermenwouldsaytoher:\"IhearyouknowLatimer?Whatsortofamanishe?\"
Helenwouldnotknowwhattotellthem。Shecouldnotsayhewasamanwhosatwithhisbacktoapine—tree,readingfromabookofverse,orhaltingtodevourherwithhumble,entreatingeyes。
ShewentSouthforthewinter,thedoctorsdecidingshewasrundownandneededthechange。Andwithanunhappylaughatherownexpensesheagreedintheirdiagnosis。Shewasindifferentastowheretheysenther,forsheknewwherevershewentshemuststillforceherselftogoonputtingonehourontopofanother,untilshehadbuiltuptheinexorableandnecessarytwenty—four。
Whenshereturnedwinterwasdeparting,butreluctantly,andreturningunexpectedlytocovertheworldwithsnow,toeclipsethethinspringsunshinewithcheerlessclouds。Helentookherselfseriouslytotask。Sheassuredherselfitwasweak—mindedtorebel。ThesummerwascomingandFairHarborwithallitsolddelightswasbeforeher。Shecompelledherselftotakeheart,toacceptthefactthat,afterall,theworldisaprettygoodplace,andthattothinkonlyofthepast,toliveonlyonmemoriesandregrets,wasnotonlycowardlyandselfish,but,asLatimerhadalreadydecided,didnottendtowardefficiency。
AmongtheotherrulesofconductthatsheimposeduponherselfwasnottothinkofLatimer。Atleast,notduringthewakinghours。Shouldshe,asitsometimeshappened,dreamofhim——shouldsheimaginetheywereagainseatedamongthepines,ridingacrossthedowns,orracingatfiftymilesanhourthroughcountryroads,withthestonefencesflyingpast,withthewindandthesunintheireyes,andintheirheartshappinessandcontent——thatwouldnotbebreakingherrule。Ifshedreamedofhim,shecouldnotbeheldresponsible。Shecouldonlybegrateful。
Andthen,justasshehadbanishedhimentirelyfromhermind,hecameEast。Notasoncehehadplannedtocome,onlytoseeher,butwithablareoftrumpets,atthecommandofmanycitizens,astheguestofthreecities。Hewastospeakatpublicmeetings,toconferwithpartyleaders,tocarrythewarintotheenemy’scountry。HewasduetospeakinBostonatFaneuilHallonthefirstofMay,andthatsamenighttoleavefortheWest,andthreedaysbeforehiscomingHelenfledfromthecity。HehadspokenhismessagetoPhiladelphia,hehadspokentoNewYork,andforaweekthepapershadspokenonlyofhim。Andforthatweek,fromthesightofhisprintedname,fromsketchesofhimexhortingcheeringmobs,fromsnap—shotsofhimonrearplatformsleaningforwardtograspeagerhands,Helenhadshuthereyes。
AndthatduringthetimehewasactuallyinBostonshemightspareherselffurtherandmoredirectattacksuponherfeelingssheescapedtoFairHarbor,theretoremainuntil,onthefirstofMayatmidnight,heagainwouldpassoutofherlife,maybeforever。Noonesawinhergoinganysignificance。Springhadcome,andinpreparationforthesummerseasonthehouseatFairHarbormustbeopenedandsetinorder,andthepresencethereofsomeoneofthePagefamilywaseasilyexplained。
Shemadethethreehours’runtoFairHarborinhercar,drivingitherself,andasthefamiliarlandfallsfellintoplace,shedoubtedifitwouldnothavebeenwiserhadshestayedaway。ForshefoundthatthememoriesofmorethantwentysummersatFairHarborhadbeenwipedoutbythoseofonesummer,bythoseofoneman。Thenativesgreetedherjoyously:theboatmen,thefishermen,herowngroomsandgardeners,thevillagepostmaster,theoldestinhabitant。Theywelcomedherasthoughtheywerehervassalsandshetheirqueen。ButitwastheonemanshehadexiledfromFairHarborwhoateveryturnwrungherheartandcausedherthroattotighten。Shepassedthecottagewherehehadlodged,andhundredsofyearsseemedtohavegonesincesheusedtowaitforhiminthestreet,blowingnoisilyonherautomobilehorn,callingderisivelytohisopenwindows。WhereversheturnedFairHarborspokeofhim。Thegolf—links;thebathingbeach;theuglycornerinthemainstreetwherehealwaysremindedherthatitwasbettertogoslowfortensecondsthantoremainalongtimedead;theoldhouseonthestonewharfwheretheschoonersmadefast,whichheintendedtoborrowforhishoneymoon;thewoodentroughwheretheyalwaysdrewreintowatertheponies;
thepondintowhichhehadwadedtobringherlilies。
Ontheseconddayofherstayshefoundshewaspassingtheseplacespurposely,thattodososhewasgoingoutofherway。
Theynolongerdistressedher,butgaveherastrangecomfort。
Theywereoldfriends,whohadknownherinthedayswhenshewasrichinhappiness。
Butthesecrethiding—place——theirveryownhiding—place,theopeningamongthepinesthatoverhungthejumbleofrocksandthesea——shecouldnotbringherselftovisit。Andthen,ontheafternoonofthethirddaywhenshewasdrivingalonetowardthelighthouse,herpony,ofhisownaccord,fromforceofhabit,turnedsmartlyintothewoodroad。Andagainfromforceofhabit,beforehereachedthespotthatoverlookedthesea,hecametoafullstop。Therewasnoneedtomakehimfast。Forhours,stretchingovermanysummerdays,hehadstoodunderthosesamebranchespatientlywaiting。
Onfoot,herheartbeatingtremulously,steppingreverently,asoneenterstheaisleofsomedimcathedral,Helenadvancedintothesacredcircle。Andthenshestoodquitestill。Whatshehadexpectedtofindthereshecouldnothavetold,butitwasgone。
Theplacewasunknowntoher。Shesawanopeningamonggloomypines,empty,silent,unreal。Nohauntedhouse,nobarrenmoor,noneglectedgraveyardeverspokemorepoignantly,moremournfully,withsuchutterhopelessness。Therewasnosignofhisorofherformerpresence。Acrosstheopenspacesomethinghadpasseditshand,andithadchanged。Whathadbeenatrysting—place,abower,anest,hadbecomeatomb。Atomb,shefelt,forsomethingthatoncehadbeenbrave,fine,andbeautiful,butwhichnowwasdead。Shehadbutonedesire,toescapefromtheplace,toputitawayfromherforever,torememberit,notasshenowfoundit,butasfirstshehadrememberedit,andasnowshemustalwaysrememberIt。Sheturnedsoftlyontiptoeasonewhohasintrudedonashrine。
Butbeforeshecouldescapetherecamefromtheseaasuddengustofwindthatcaughtherbytheskirtsanddrewherback,thatsetthebranchestossingandsweptthedeadleavesracingaboutherankles。Andatthesameinstantfromjustaboveherheadtherebeatupontheairaviolent,joyoustattoo——asoundthatwasneitheroftheseanorofthewoods,acreaking,swiftlyrepeatedsound,liketheflutterofcagedwings。
Helenturnedinalarmandraisedhereyes——andbeheldthesailorman。
Tossinghisarmsinadeliriouswelcome,waltzinginafrenzyofjoy,callingherbacktohimwithwildbeckonings,shesawhimsmilingdownatherwiththesameradiant,beseeching,worshippingsmile。InHelen’searsLatimer’scommandstothesailormanrangasclearlyasthoughLatimerstoodbeforeherandhadjustspoken。Onlynowtheywerenolongerajest;theywereavow,apromise,anoathofallegiancethatbroughttoherpeace,andpride,andhappiness。
\"SolongasIlovethisbeautifullady,\"hadbeenhisfoolishwords,\"youwillguardthisplace。Itisalifesentence!\"
WithonehandHelenPagedraggeddownthebranchonwhichthesailormanstood,withtheothershesnatchedhimfromhispostofduty。Withajoyouslaughthatwasasob,sheclutchedthesailormaninbothherhandsandkissedthebeseeching,worshippingsmile。
Anhourlaterhercar,onitswaytoBoston,passedthroughFairHarboratarateofspeedthatcausedherchauffeurtopraybetweenhischatteringteeththatthefirstpolicemanwouldsavetheirlivesbylandingtheminjail。
Atthewheel,hershouldersthrownforward,hereyessearchingthedarkplacesbeyondthereachoftheleapinghead—lightsHelenPageracedagainsttime,againsttheminionsofthelaw,againstsuddendeath,tobeatthemidnighttrainoutofBoston,toassurethemanshelovedoftheonethingthatcouldmakehislifeworthliving。
Andcloseagainstherheart,buttonedtightbeneathhergreat—coat,thesailormansmiledinthedarkness,hislongwatchover,hissoulatpeace,hisdutywellperformed。
Chapter6。THEMINDREADER
WhenPhilipEndicottwasatHarvard,hewrotestoriesofundergraduatelifesuggestedbythingsthathadhappenedtohimselfandtomenheknew。Underthetitleof\"TalesoftheYard\"theywerecollectedinbookform,andsoldsurprisinglywell。AfterhewasgraduatedandbecameareporterontheNewYorkRepublic,hewrotemorestories,ineachofwhichareporterwasthehero,andinwhichhisfailureorsuccessingatheringnewssuppliedtheplot。Theseappearedfirstinthemagazines,andlaterinabookunderthetitleof\"TalesoftheStreets。\"
Theyalsowerewellreceived。
ThencametohimtheliteraryeditoroftheRepublic,andsaid:
\"Therearetwokindsofmenwhosucceedinwritingfiction——menofgeniusandreporters。Areportercandescribeathinghehasseeninsuchawaythathecanmakethereaderseeit,too。Amanofgeniuscandescribesomethinghehasneverseen,oranyoneelseforthatmatter,insuchawaythatthereaderwillexclaim:
’Ihavenevercommittedamurder;butifIhad,that’sjustthewayI’dfeelaboutit。’Forinstance,KiplingtellsushowaGreekpirate,chainedtotheoarofatrireme,suffers;howamotherrejoiceswhenherbabycrawlsacrossherbreast。Kiplinghasneverbeenamotherorapirate,butheconvincesyouheknowshoweachofthemfeels。Hecandothatbecauseheisagenius;youcannotdoitbecauseyouarenot。Atcollegeyouwroteonlyofwhatyousawatcollege;andnowthatyouareinthenewspaperbusinessallyourtalesareonlyofnewspaperwork。
Youmerelyreportwhatyousee。So,ifyouaredoomedtowriteonlyofwhatyousee,thenthebestthingforyoutodoistoseeasmanythingsaspossible。Youmustseeallkindsoflife。Youmustprogress。YoumustleaveNewYork,andyouhadbettergotoLondon。\"
\"ButontheRepublic,\"Endicottpointedout,\"Igetasalary。AndinLondonIshouldhavetosweepacrossing。\"
\"Then,\"saidtheliteraryeditor,\"youcouldwriteastoryaboutamanwhosweptacrossing。\"
Itwasnotalonetheliteraryeditor’swordsofwisdomthathaddrivenPhiliptoLondon。HelenCareywasinLondon,visitingthedaughteroftheAmericanAmbassador;and,thoughPhiliphadknownheronlyonewinter,helovedherdearly。Thegreattroublewasthathehadnomoney,andthatshepossessedsomuchofitthat,unlesshecouldshowsomeunusualqualityofmindorcharacter,hisaskinghertomarryhim,fromhisownpointofviewatleast,wasquiteimpossible。Ofcourse,heknewthatnoonecouldloveherashedid,thatnoonesotrulywishedforherhappiness,orwouldtrysodevotedlytomakeherhappy。Buttohimitdidnotseempossiblethatagirlcouldbehappywithamanwhowasnotabletopayforherhome,orherclothes,orherfood,whowouldhavetoborrowherpurseifhewantedanewpairofglovesorahair—cut。ForPhilipEndicott,whilerichinbirthandeducationandcharmofmanner,hadnomoneyatall。When,inMay,hecamefromNewYorktolaysiegetoLondonandtotheheartofHelenCareyhehadwithhim,alltold,fifteenhundreddollars。Thatwasallhepossessedintheworld;andunlessthemagazinesboughthisstoriestherewasnoprospectofhisgettinganymore。
FriendswhoknewLondontoldhimthat,ifyouknewLondonwell,itwaseasytolivecomfortablythereandtogoaboutandeventoentertainmodestlyonthreesovereignsaday。So,atthatrate,Philipcalculatedhecouldstaythreemonths。ButhefoundthattoknowLondonwellenoughtobeabletolivethereonthreesovereignsadayyouhadfirsttospendsomanyfive—poundnotesingettingacquaintedwithLondonthattherewerenosovereignsleft。Attheendofonemonthhehadjustenoughmoneytobuyhimasecond—classpassagebacktoNewYork,andhewasasfarfromHelenasever。
Oftenhehadreadinstoriesandnovelsofmenwhoweretoopoortomarry。Andhehadlaughedattheidea。Hehadalwayssaidthatwhentwopeopletrulyloveeachotheritdoesnotmatterwhethertheyhavemoneyornot。ButwheninLondon,withonlyafive—poundnote,andfacetofacewiththeactualpropositionofaskingHelenCareynotonlytomarryhimbuttosupporthim,hefeltthatmoneycountedformorethanhehadsupposed。Hefoundmoneywasmanydifferentthings——itwasself—respect,andproperpride,andprivatehonorsandindependence。And,lackingthesethings,hefelthecouldasknogirltomarryhim,certainlynotoneforwhomhecaredashecaredforHelenCarey。Besides,whileheknewhowhelovedher,hehadnoknowledgewhatsoeverthatshelovedhim。Shealwaysseemedextremelygladtoseehim;butthatmightbeexplainedindifferentways。Itmightbethatwhatwasinherheartforhimwasreallyasortof\"oldhomeweek\"
feeling;thattoheritwasarelieftoseeanyonewhospokeherownlanguage,whodidnotneedtohaveitexplainedwhenshewasjesting,andwhodidnotthinkwhenshewasspeakinginperfectlysatisfactoryphrasesthatshemustbetalkingslang。
TheAmbassadorandhiswifehadbeenverykindtoEndicott,and,asafriendofHelen’s,hadaskedhimoftentodinnerandhadsenthimcardsfordancesatwhichHelenwastobeoneofthebellesandbeauties。AndHelenherselfhadbeenmostkind,andhadtakenearlymorningwalkswithhiminHydeParkandthroughtheNationalGalleries;andtheyhadfedbunstothebearsintheZoo,andindoingsohadlaughedheartily。Theythoughtitwasbecausethebearsweresoridiculousthattheylaughed。Latertheyappreciatedthatthereasontheywerehappywasbecausetheyweretogether。Hadthebearpitbeenempty,theystillwouldhavelaughed。
Ontheeveningofthethirty—firstofMay,EndicotthadgonetobedwithhisticketpurchasedforAmericaandhislastfive—poundnotetolasthimuntiltheboatsailed。Hewasamiserableyoungman。HeknewnowthathelovedHelenCareyinsuchawaythattoputtheoceanbetweenthemwasliabletounseathiscourageandhisself—control。InLondonhecould,eachnight,walkthroughCarltonHouseTerraceand,leaningagainsttheironrailsoftheCarltonClub,gazeupatherwindow。But,onceontheothersideoftheocean,thattenderexercisemustbeabandoned。Hemustevenconsiderherpursuedbymostattractiveguardsmen,diplomats,andbeltedearls。Heknewtheycouldnotloveherashedid;heknewtheycouldnotloveherforthereasonshelovedher,becausethefineandbeautifulthingsinherthathesawandworshippedtheydidnotseek,andsodidnotfind。Andyet,forlackofafewthousanddollars,hemustremainsilent,mustputfromhimthebestthatevercameintohislife,mustwastethewonderfuldevotionhelongedtogive,muststarvethelovethathecouldneversummonforanyotherwoman。
Onthethirty—firstofMayhewenttosleeputterlyandcompletelymiserable。OnthefirstofJunehewokehopelessandunrefreshed。
Andthenthemiraclecame。
Prichard,theex—butlerwhovaletedalltheyounggentlemeninthehousewherePhiliphadtakenchambers,broughthimhisbreakfast。AsheplacedtheeggsandmuffinsonthetablestoPhilipitseemedasthoughPrichardhadsaid:\"Iamsorryheisleavingus。Thenextgentlemanwhotakestheseroomsmaynotbesoopen—handed。Heneverlockeduphiscigarsorhiswhiskey。I
wishhe’dgivemehisolddress—coat。Itfitsme,exceptacrosstheshoulders。\"
PhilipstaredhardatPrichard;butthelipsofthevalethadnotmoved。Insurpriseandbewilderment,Philipdemanded:
\"Howdoyouknowitfits?Haveyoutriediton?\"
\"Iwouldn’ttakesuchaliberty,\"protestedPrichard。\"Notwithanyofourgentlemen’sclothes。\"
\"HowdidyouknowIwastalkingaboutclothes,\"demandedPhilip。
\"Youdidn’tsayanythingaboutclothes,didyou?\"
\"No,sir,Ididnot;butyouaskedme,sir,andI——\"
\"Wereyouthinkingofclothes?\"
\"Well,sir,youmightsay,inaway,thatIwas,answeredthevalet。\"Seeingasyou’releaving,sir,andthey’renotover—new,Ithought\"
\"It’smentaltelepathy,\"saidPhilip。
\"Ibegyourpardon,\"exclaimedPrichard。
\"Youneedn’twait,\"saidPhilip。
Thecoincidencepuzzledhim;butbythetimehehadreadthemorningpapershehadforgottenaboutit,anditwasnotuntilhehademergedintothestreetthatitwasforciblyrecalled。Thestreetwascrowdedwithpeople;andasPhilipsteppedinamongthem,Itwasasthougheveryoneatwhomhelookedbegantotalkaloud。Theirlipsdidnotmove,nordidanysoundissuefrombetweenthem;but,withoutceasing,brokenphrasesofthoughtscametohimasclearlyaswhen,inpassinginacrowd,snatchesoftalkarecarriedtotheears。Onemanthoughtofhisdebts;
anotheroftheweather,andofwhatdisasteritmightbringtohissilkhat;anotherplannedhisluncheon;anotherwasrejoicingoveratelegramhehadbutthatmomentreceived。Tohimselfhekeptrepeatingthewordsofthetelegram——\"Noneedtocome,outofdanger。\"ToPhilipthemessagecameasclearlyasthoughhewerereadingitfromthefoldedslipofpaperthatthestrangerclutchedinhishand。
Confusedandsomewhatfrightened,andinorderthatundisturbedhemightconsiderwhathadbefallenhim,Philipsoughtrefugefromthecrowdedstreetinthehallwayofabuilding。Hisfirstthoughtwasthatforsomeunaccountablecausehisbrainforthemomentwasplayingtrickswithhim,andhewasinventingthephrasesheseemedtohear,thathewasattributingthoughtstoothersofwhichtheywereentirelyinnocent。But,whateveritwasthathadbefallenhim,heknewitwasimperativethatheshouldatoncegetatthemeaningofit。
ThehallwayinwhichhestoodopenedfromBondStreetupaflightofstairstothestudioofafashionablephotographer,anddirectlyinfrontofthehallwayayoungwomanofcharmingappearancehadhalted。Herglancewastroubled,hermannerillatease。Toherselfshekeptrepeating:\"DidItellHudsontobehereataquartertoeleven,oraquarterpast?Willshegetthetelephonemessagetobringtheruff?Withouttheruffitwouldbeabsurdtobephotographed。WithoutherruffMaryQueenofScotswouldlookridiculous!\"
Althoughtheyoungwomanhadspokennotasingleword,althoughindeedshewasbitingimpatientlyatherlowerlip,Philiphaddistinguishedthewordsclearly。Or,ifhehadnotdistinguishedthem,hesurelywasgoingmad。Itwasamattertobeatoncedetermined,andtheyoungwomanshoulddetermineit。Headvancedboldlytoher,andraisedhishat。
\"Pardonme,\"hesaid,\"butIbelieveyouarewaitingforyourmaidHudson?\"
Asthoughfearinganimpertinence,thegirlregardedhiminsilence。
\"Ionlywishtomakesure,\"continuedPhilip,\"thatyouaresheforwhomIhaveamessage。Youhaveanappointment,Ibelieve,tobephotographedinfancydressasMaryQueenofScots?\"
\"Well?\"assentedthegirl。
\"AndyoutelephonedHudson,\"hecontinued,\"tobringyouyourmuff。\"
Thegirlexclaimedwithvexation。
\"Oh!\"sheprotested;\"Iknewthey’dgetitwrong!Notmuff,ruff!
Iwantmyruff。\"
Philipfeltacoldshivercreepdownhisspine。
\"FortheloveofHeaven!\"heexclaimedinhorror;\"it’strue!\"
\"What’strue?\"demandedtheyoungwomaninsomealarm。
\"ThatI’mamindreader,\"declaredPhilip。\"I’vereadyourmind!
Icanreadeverybody’smind。Iknowjustwhatyou’rethinkingnow。You’rethinkingI’mmad!\"
Theactionsoftheyoungladyshowedthatagainhewascorrect。
Withagaspofterrorshefledpasthimandracedupthestairstothestudio。Philipmadenoefforttofollowandtoexplain。
Whatwastheretoexplain?Howcouldheexplainthatwhich,tohimself,wasunbelievable?Besides,thegirlhadservedherpurpose。Ifhecouldreadthemindofone,hecouldreadthemindsofall。Bysomeunexplainablemiracle,tohisordinaryequipmentofsensesasixthhadbeenadded。Aseasilyas,beforethatmorning,hecouldlookintothefaceofafellow—mortal,henowcouldlookintotheworkingsofthatfellow—mortal’smind。
Thethoughtwasappalling。Itwaslikelivingwithone’seartoakey—hole。Inhisdismayhisfirstideawastoseekmedicaladvice——thebestinLondon。HeturnedinstantlyinthedirectionofHarleyStreet。There,hedetermined,tothemostskilledalienistintownhewouldexplainhisstrangeplight。Foronlyasamisfortunedidthemiracleappeartohim。Butashemadehiswaythroughthestreetshispaceslackened。
Washewise,heaskedhimself,inallowingotherstoknowhepossessedthisstrangepower?Wouldtheynotatoncetreathimasamadman?Mighttheynotplacehimunderobservation,orevendeprivehimofhisliberty?AtthethoughthecametoanabrupthaltHisowndefinitionofthemiracleasa\"power\"hadopenedanewlineofspeculation。Ifthisstrangegift(alreadyhewasbeginningtoconsideritmoreleniently)wereconcealedfromothers,couldhenothonorablyputittosomeusefulpurpose?
For,amongtheblind,themanwithoneeyeisagod。Wasnothe——amongallothermentheonlyoneabletoreadthemindsofallothermen——agod?TurningintoBrutonStreet,hepaceditsquietlengthconsideringthepossibilitiesthatlaywithinhim。
Itwasapparentthatthegiftwouldleadtocountlessembarrassments。Ifitwereonceknownthathepossessedit,wouldnotevenhisfriendsavoidhim?Forhowcouldanyone,knowinghismostsecretthoughtwasatthemercyofanother,behappyinthatother’spresence?Hispowerwouldleadtohissocialostracism。Indeed,hecouldseethathisgiftmighteasilybecomeacurse。Hedecidednottoacthastily,thatforthepresenthehadbestgivenohinttoothersofhisuniquepower。
Astheideaofpossessingthispowerbecamemorefamiliar,heregardeditwithlessaversion。Hebegantoconsidertowhatadvantagehecouldplaceit。Hecouldseethat,giventherighttimeandtherightman,hemightlearnsecretsleadingtofar—reachingresults。Toastatesman,toafinancier,suchagiftashepossessedwouldmakehimarulerofmen。Philiphadnodesiretobearulerofmen;butheaskedhimselfhowcouldhebendthisgifttoservehisown?WhathemostwishedwastomarryHelenCarey;and,tothatend,topossessmoney。Sohemustmeetmenwhopossessedmoney,whoweremakingmoney。Hewouldputquestionstothem。Andwithwordstheywouldgiveevasiveanswers;buttheirmindswouldtellhimthetruth。
Theethicsofthisproceduregreatlydisturbedhim。Certainlyitwasnobetterthanreadingotherpeople’sletters。But,heargued,thedishonorinknowledgesoobtainedwouldlieonlyintheusehemadeofit。Ifheuseditwithoutharmtohimfromwhomitwasobtainedandwithbenefittoothers,washenotjustifiedintradingonhissuperiorequipment?Hedecidedthateachcasemustbeconsideredseparatelyinaccordancewiththeprincipleinvolved。But,principleornoprinciple,hewasdeterminedtobecomerich。Didnottheendjustifythemeans?
Certainlyanall—wiseProvidencehadnotbroughtHelenCareyintohislifeonlytotakeherawayfromhim。Itcouldnotbesocruel。But,inselectingthemforoneanother,theall—wiseProvidencehadoverlookedthefactthatshewasrichandhewaspoor。ForthatoversightProvidenceapparentlywasnowendeavoringtomakeamends。InwhatcertainlywasafantasticandroundaboutmannerProvidencehadtardilyequippedhimwithagiftthatcouldleadtogreatwealth。AndwhowashetoflyinthefaceofProvidence?Hedecidedtosetaboutbuildingupafortune,andbuildingitinahurry。
FromBrutonStreethehademergeduponBerkeleySquare;and,asLadyWoodcotehadinvitedhimtomeetHelenatluncheonattheRitz,heturnedinthatdirection。Hewastooearlyforluncheon;
butinthecorridoroftheRitzheknewhewouldfindpersonsofpositionandfortune,andinreadingtheirmindshemightpassthetimebeforeluncheonwithentertainment,possiblywithprofit。For,whilepacingBrutonStreettryingtodiscovertheprinciplesofconductthatthreatenedtohamperhisnewpower,hehadfoundthatinactualoperationitwasquitesimple。Helearnedthathismind,inrelationtootherminds,waslikethereceiverofawirelessstationwithanunlimitedfield。For,whilethewirelesscouldreceivemessagesonlyfromthoseinstrumentswithwhichitwasattuned,hismindwasinkeywithallotherminds。Toreadthethoughtsofanother,hehadonlytoconcentratehisownuponthatperson;andtoshutoffthethoughtsofthatperson,hehadonlytoturnhisownthoughtselsewhere。Butalsohediscoveredthatoverthethoughtsofthoseoutsidetherangeofhisphysicalsighthehadnocontrol。WhenheaskedofwhatHelenCareywasatthatmomentthinking,therewasnoresult。Butwhenheasked,\"Ofwhatisthatpolicemanonthecornerthinking?\"hewassurprisedtofindthatthatofficerofthelawwasformulatingregulationstoabolishthehobbleskirtasanimpedimenttotraffic。
AsPhilipturnedintoBerkeleySquare,theaccentsofamindingreatdistresssmoteuponhisnewandsixthsense。And,inthepersonofayounggentlemanleaningagainsttheparkrailing,hediscoveredthesourcefromwhichthementalsufferingsemanated。
Theyoungmanwasapink—cheeked,yellow—hairedyouthofextremelyboyishappearance,anddressedasiffortherace—track。Butatthemomenthispinkandbabyishfaceworeanexpressionofcompletemisery。Withtear—filledeyeshewasgazingatahouseofyellowstuccoontheoppositesideofthestreet。Andhisthoughtswerethese:\"Sheisthebestthateverlived,andIamthemostungratefuloffools。Howhappywereweinthehouseofyellowstucco!Onlynow,whenshehascloseditsdoorstome,doIknowhowhappy!Ifshewouldgivemeanotherchance,neveragainwouldIdistressordeceiveher。\"
Sofarhadtheyoungmanprogressedinhisthoughtswhenanautomobileofsurprisingsmartnesssweptaroundthecorneranddrewupinfrontofthehouseofyellowstucco,andfromitdescendedacharmingyoungperson。ShewasoftheDresden—
shepherdesstype,withlargeblueeyesofhauntingbeautyandinnocence。
\"Mywife!\"exclaimedtheblondyouthattherailings。Andinstantlyhedodgedbehindahorsethat,whilestillattachedtoafour—wheeler,wascontentedlyeatingfromanose—bag。
WithakeytheDresdenshepherdessopenedthedoortotheyellowhouseanddisappeared。
Thecallingofthereportertrainshiminaudacity,andtoactquickly。Hesharesthetroublesofsomanypeoplethattothetroublesofotherpeoplehebecomescallous,andoftenwillrushinwherefriendsofthefamilyfeartotread。AlthoughPhilipwasnotnowactingasareporter,heactedquickly。Hardlyhadthedoorclosedupontheyoungladythanhehadmountedthestepsandrungthevisitor’sbell。Ashedidso,hecouldnotresistcastingatriumphantglanceinthedirectionoftheoutlawedhusband。And,inturn,whattheoutcasthusband,peeringfromacrossthebackofthecabhorse,thoughtofPhilip,ofhisclothes,ofhisgeneralappearance,andofthemannerinwhichhewoulddelighttoalterallofthem,wasquicklycommunicatedtotheAmerican。TheywerethoughtsofanaturesoviolentanduncomplimentarythatPhiliphastilycutoffallconnection。
AsPhilipdidnotknowthenameoftheDresden—chinadoll,itwasfortunatethatonopeningthedoor,thebutlerpromptlyannounced:
\"Herladyshipisnotreceiving。\"
\"Herladyshipwill,Ithink,receiveme,\"saidPhilippleasantly,\"whenyoutellherIcomeasthespecialambassadorofhislordship。\"
Fromatinyreception—roomontherightoftheentrance—hallthereissuedafeminineexclamationofsurprise,notunmixedwithjoy;andinthehallthenobleladyinstantlyappeared。
Whenshesawherselfconfrontedbyastranger,shehaltedinembarrassment。Butas,evenwhileshehalted,heronlythoughthadbeen,\"Oh!ifhewillonlyaskmetoforgivehim!\"Philipfeltnoembarrassmentwhatsoever。Outside,concealedbehindacabhorse,wastheerringbutbitterlyrepentanthusband;inside,hertenderestthoughtsracingtumultuouslytowardhim,wasanunhappychild—wifebeggingtobebeggedtopardon。
ForaNewYorkreporter,andaHarvardgraduateofcharmandgoodmanners,itwastooeasy。
\"Idonotknowyou,\"saidherladyship。Butevenasshespokeshemotionedtothebutlertogoaway。\"Youmustbeoneofhisnewfriends。\"Hertonewasoneofenvy。
\"Indeed,Iamhisnewestfriend,\"Philipassuredher;\"butIcansafelysaynooneknowshisthoughtsaswellasI。Andtheyareallofyou!\"
Thechinashepherdessblushedwithhappiness,butinstantlysheshookherhead。
\"TheytellmeImustnotbelievehim,\"sheannounced。\"Theytellme——\"
\"Nevermindwhattheytellyou,\"commandedPhilip。\"ListentoME。
Helovesyou。Betterthaneverbefore,helovesyou。Allheasksisthechancetotellyouso。Youcannothelpbutbelievehim。
Whocanlookatyou,andnotbelievethathelovesyou!Letme,\"
hebegged,\"bringhimtoyou。\"Hestartedfromherwhen,rememberingthesomewhatviolentthoughtsoftheyouthfulhusband,headdedhastily:\"Orperhapsitwouldbebetterifyoucalledhimyourself。\"
\"Calledhim!\"exclaimedthelady。\"HeisinParis—attheraces——withher!\"
\"Iftheytellyouthatsortofthing,\"protestedPhilipindignantly,\"youmustlistentome。HeisnotinParis。Heisnotwithher。Thereneverwasaher!\"
Hedrewasidethelacecurtainsandpointed。\"Heisthere——
behindthatancientcabhorse,prayingthatyouwilllethimtellyouthatnotonlydidheneverdoit;but,whatismuchmoreimportant,hewillneverdoitagain。\"
Theladyherselfnowtimidlydrewthecurtainsapart,andthenmoreboldlyshowedherselfupontheironbalcony。Leaningoverthescarletgeraniums,shebeckonedwithbothhands。Theresultwasinstantaneous。Philipboltedforthefrontdoor,leavingitopen;and,ashedarteddownthesteps,theyouthfulhusband,instridesresemblingthoseofanostrich,shotpasthim。PhilipdidnotceaserunninguntilhewaswelloutofBerkeleySquare。Then,notill—pleasedwiththeadventure,heturnedandsmiledbackatthehouseofyellowstucco。
\"Blessyou,mychildren,\"hemurmured;\"blessyou!\"
HecontinuedtotheRitz;and,oncrossingPiccadillytothequieterentrancetothehotelinArlingtonStreet,foundgatheredarounditaconsiderablecrowddrawnuponeithersideofaredcarpetthatstretcheddownthestepsofthehoteltoacourtcarriage。AredcarpetinJune,whenallisdryunderfootandthesunisshininggently,canmeanonlyroyalty;andintherearofthemeninthestreetPhiliphalted。HerememberedthatforafewdaystheyoungKingofAsturiaandtheQueenMotherwereattheRitzincognito;and,asheneverhadseentheyoungmanwhosorecentlyandsotragicallyhadbeenexiledfromhisownkingdom,Philipraisedhimselfontiptoeandstaredexpectantly。
Aseasilyashecouldreadtheirfacescouldhereadthethoughtsofthoseabouthim。Theywerethoughtsoffriendlycuriosity,ofpityfortheexiles;onthepartofthepolicemenwhohadhastenedfromacrossstreet,ofprideattheirtemporaryresponsibility;onthepartofthecoachmanofthecourtcarriage,ofspeculationastothepossibleamountofhisMajesty’stip。Thethoughtswereasharmlessandprotectingasthewarmsunshine。
Andthen,suddenlyandharshly,likethestrokeofafirebellatmidnight,theharmoniouschorusofgentle,hospitablethoughtswasshatteredbyonethatwasdiscordant,evil,menacing。Itwasthethoughtofamanwithabraindiseased;anditspurposewasmurder。
\"Whentheyappearatthedoorway,\"spokethebrainofthemaniac,\"Ishallliftthebombfrommypocket。Ishallraiseitabovemyhead。Ishallcrashitagainstthestonesteps。Itwillhurlthemandallofthesepeopleintoeternityandmewiththem。ButI
shallLIVE——amartyrtotheCause。AndtheCausewillflourish!\"
Throughtheunsuspectingcrowd,likeafootballplayerdivingforatackle,Philiphurledhimselfuponalittledarkmanstandingclosetotheopendoorofthecourtcarriage。FromtherearPhilipseizedhimaroundthewaistandlockedhisarmsbehindhim,elbowtoelbow。Philip’sface,appearingovertheman’sshoulder,staredstraightintothatofthepoliceman。
\"Hehasabombinhisright—handpocket!\"yelledPhilip。\"Icanholdhimwhileyoutakeit!But,forHeaven’ssake,don’tdropit!\"Philipturneduponthecrowd。\"Run!allofyou!\"heshouted。
\"Runlikethedevil!\"
AtthatinstanttheboyKingandhisQueenMother,herselfstillyoungandbeautiful,andcloakedwithadignityandsorrowthatherrobesofmourningcouldnotintensify,appearedinthedoorway。
\"Goback,sir!\"warnedPhilip。\"Hemeanstokillyou!\"
Atthewordsandatsightofthestrugglingmen,thegreatladyswayedhelplessly,hereyesfilledwithterror。Hersonsprangprotectinglyinfrontofher。Butthedangerwaspast。Asecondpolicemanwasnowholdingthemaniacbythewrists,forcinghisarmsabovehishead;Philip’sarms,likealariat,werewoundaroundhischest;andfromhispocketthefirstpolicemangingerlydrewfortharound,blackobjectofthesizeofaglassfire—grenade。Heheldithighintheair,andwavedhisfreehandwarningly。Butthewarningwasunobserved。Therewasnooneremainingtoobserveit。Leavingthewould—beassassinstrugglingandbitinginthegraspofthestalwartpoliceman,andtheotherpolicemanunhappilyholdingthebombatarm’slength,PhilipsoughttoescapeintotheRitz。ButtheyoungKingbrokethroughthecircleofattendantsandstoppedhim。
\"Imustthankyou,\"saidtheboyeagerly;\"andIwishyoutotellmehowyoucametosuspecttheman’spurpose。\"
Unabletospeakthetruth,Philip,thewould—bewriteroffiction,begantoimprovisefluently。
\"Tolearntheirpurpose,sir,\"hesaid,\"ismybusiness。IamoftheInternationalPolice,andinthesecretserviceofyourMajesty。\"
\"ThenImustknowyourname,\"saidtheKing,andaddedwithadignitythatwasmostbecoming,\"Youwillfindwearenotungrateful。\"
Philipsmiledmysteriouslyandshookhishead。
\"Isaidinyoursecretservice,\"herepeated。\"DidevenyourMajestyknowme,myusefulnesswouldbeatanend。\"Hepointedtowardthetwopolicemen。\"Ifyoudesiretobejust,aswellasgracious,thosearethementoreward。\"
HeslippedpasttheKingandthroughthecrowdofhotelofficialsintothehallandonintothecorridor。
Thearresthadtakenplacesoquietlyandsoquicklythatthroughtheheavyglassdoorsnosoundhadpenetrated,andofthefactthattheyhadbeensoclosetoapossibletragedythoseinthecorridorwerestillignorant。ThemembersoftheHungarianorchestrawerearrangingtheirmusic;awaiterwasservingtwomenofmiddleagewithsherry;andtwodistinguished—lookingelderlygentlemenseatedtogetheronasofaweretalkinginleisurelywhispers。
Oneofthetwomiddle—agedmenwaswellknowntoPhilip,whoasareporterhadoften,inNewYork,endeavoredtointerviewhimonmattersconcerningthesteeltrust。HisnamewasFaust。HewasaPennsylvaniaDutchmanfromPittsburgh,andatonetimehadbeenaforemanofthenightshiftinthesamemillshenowcontrolled。
Butwitharoarandaspectacularflash,notunlikeoneofhisownblastfurnaces,hehadsoaredtofameandfortune。HerecognizedPhilipasoneofthebrightyoungmenoftheRepublic;
butinhisownopinionhewasfartooself—importanttobetraythatfact。
PhilipsankintoanimitationLouisQuatorzechairbesideafountaininimitationofoneintheapartmentofthePompadour,andorderedwhatheknewwouldbeanexecrableimitationofanAmericancocktail。WhilewaitingforthecocktailandLadyWoodcote’sluncheonparty,Philip,fromwherehesat,couldnothelpbutoverheartheconversationofFaustandofthemanwithhim。ThelatterwasaGermanwithHebraicfeaturesandapointedbeard。InloudtoneshewascongratulatingtheAmericanmany—timemillionaireonhavingthatmorningcomeintopossessionofarareandvaluablemasterpiece,ahithertounknownandbutrecentlydiscoveredportraitofPhilipIVbyVelasquez。
Philipsighedenviously。
\"Fancy,\"hethought,\"owningaVelasquez!Fancyhavingitalltoyourself!Itmustbefuntoberich。Itcertainlyishelltobepoor!\"
TheGerman,whowasevidentlyapicture—dealer,wasexclaimingintonesofrapture,andnoddinghisheadwithanairofaweandsolemnity。
\"Iamtellingyouthetruth,Mr。Faust,\"hesaid。\"InnogalleryinEurope,no,noteveninthePrado,istheresuchanotherVelasquez。Thisiswhatyouaredoing,Mr。Faust,youarerobbingSpain。YouarerobbingherofsomethingworthmoretoherthanCuba。AndItellyou,sosoonasitisknownthatthisVelasquezisgoingtoyourhomeinPittsburgh,everySpaniardwillhateyouandeveryart—collectorwillhateyou,too。ForitisthemostwonderfularttreasureinEurope。Andwhatabargain,Mr。Faust!
Whatabargain!\"
Tomakesurethatthereporterwaswithinhearing,Mr。FaustglancedinthedirectionofPhilipand,seeingthathehadheard,frownedimportantly。Thatthereportermighthearstillmore,healsoraisedhisvoice。
\"Nothingcanbecalledabargain,Baron,\"hesaid,\"thatcoststhreehundredthousanddollars!\"
AgainhecouldnotresistglancingtowardPhilip,andsoeagerlythatPhilipdeemeditwouldbeonlypolitetolookinterested。Soheobliginglyassumedastartledlook,withwhichheendeavoredtominglesimulationsofsurprise,awe,andenvy。
Thenextinstantanexpressionofrealsurpriseoverspreadhisfeatures。
Mr。Faustcontinued。\"Ifyouwillcomeupstairs,\"hesaidtothepicture—dealer,\"Iwillgiveyouyourcheck;andthenIshouldliketodrivetoyourapartmentsandtakeafarewelllookatthepicture。\"
\"Iamsorry,\"theBaronsaid,\"butIhavehaditmovedtomyartgallerytobepacked。\"
\"Thenlet’sgotothegallery,\"urgedthepatronofart。\"We’vejusttimebeforelunch。\"Herosetohisfeet,andontheinstantthesoulofthepicture—dealerwasfilledwithalarm。
Inactualwordshesaid:\"Thepictureisalreadyboxedandinitsleadcoffin。NodoubtbynowitisonitswaytoLiverpool。Iamsorry。\"Buthisthoughts,asPhilipeasilyreadthem,were:
\"FancymylettingthisvulgarfoolintotheTateStreetworkshop!
EvenHEwouldknowthatoldmastersarenotfoundinahalf—finishedstateonChelsea—madeframesandcanvases。Fancymylettinghimseethosetwohalf—completedVanDycks,thenewHals,thehalf—dozenCorots。HewouldevenseehisowncopyofVelasqueznexttotheoneexactlylikeit——theoneMacMillanfinishedyesterdayandthatIamsendingtoOporto,wherenextyear,inaconvent,weshall’discover’it。\"
Philip’ssurprisegavewaytointenseamusement。Inhisdelightatthesituationuponwhichhehadstumbled,helaughedaloud。
Thetwomen,whohadrisen,surprisedatthespectacleofayoungmanlaughingatnothing,turnedandstared。Philipalsorose。
\"Pardonme,\"hesaidtoFaust,\"butyouspokesoloudIcouldn’thelpoverhearing。Ithinkwe’vemetbefore,whenIwasareporterontheRepublic。\"
ThePittsburghmillionairemadeapretense,ofannoyance。
\"Really!\"heprotestedirritably,\"youreportersbuttineverywhere。Nopublicmanissafe。Istherenoplacewecangowhereyoufellowswon’tannoyus?\"
\"YoucangotothedevilforallIcare,\"saidPhilip,\"oreventoPittsburgh!\"
Hesawthewaiterbearingdownuponhimwiththeimitationcocktail,andmovedtomeetit。Themillionaire,fearingthereporterwouldescapehim,hastilychangedhistone。Hespokewitheffectiveresignation。
\"However,sinceyou’velearnedsomuch,\"hesaid,\"I’lltellyouthewholeofit。Idon’twantthefactgarbled,foritisofinternationalimportance。DoyouknowwhataVelasquezis?\"
\"Doyou?\"askedPhilip。
Themillionairesmiledtolerantly。
\"IthinkIdo,\"hesaid。\"Andtoproveit,Ishalltellyousomethingthatwillbenewstoyou。IhavejustboughtaVelasquezthatIamgoingtoplaceinmyartmuseum。Itisworththreehundredthousanddollars。\"
Philipacceptedthecocktailthewaiterpresented。Itwasquiteasbadashehadexpected。
\"Now,Ishalltellyousomething,\"hesaid,\"thatwillbenewstoyou。YouarenotbuyingaVelasquez。ItisnomoreaVelasquezthanthishairoilisarealcocktail。Itisabadcopy,worthafewdollars。\"
\"Howdareyou!\"shoutedFaust。\"Areyoumad?\"
ThefaceoftheGermanturnedcrimsonwithrage。
\"Whoisthisinsolentone?\"hesputtered。
\"Iwillmakeyouasportingproposition,\"saidPhilip。\"Youcantakeit,orleaveit。Youtwowillgetintoataxi。Youwilldrivetothisman’sstudioinTateStreet。YouwillfindyourVelasquezisthereandnotonitswaytoLiverpool。Andyouwillfindoneexactlylikeit,andadozenother’oldmasters’
half—finished。I’llbetyouahundredpoundsI’mright!AndI’llbetthismanahundredpoundsthatheDOESN’TDARETAKEYOUTO
HISSTUDIO!\"
\"Indeed,Iwillnot,\"roaredtheGerman。\"Itwouldbetoinsultmyself。\"
\"Itwouldbeaneasywaytoearnahundredpounds,too,\"saidPhilip。
\"HowdareyouinsulttheBaron?\"demandedFaust。\"Whatmakesyouthink——\"
\"Idon’tthink,Iknow!\"saidPhilip。\"Forthepriceofataxi—cabfaretoTateStreet,youwinahundredpounds。\"
\"Wewillallthreegoatonce,\"criedtheGerman。\"Mycarisoutside。Waithere。Iwillhaveitbroughttothedoor?\"
Faustprotestedindignantly。
\"Donotdisturbyourself,Baron,\"hesaid;\"justbecauseafreshreporter——\"
ButalreadytheGermanhadreachedthehall。Nordidhestopthere。Theysawhim,withouthishat,rushintoPiccadilly,springintoataxi,andshoutexcitedlytothedriver。Thenextmomenthehaddisappeared。
\"That’sthelastyou’llseeofhim,\"saidPhilip。
\"Hisactionsarecertainlypeculiar,\"gaspedthemillionaire。\"Hedidnotwaitforus。Hedidn’tevenwaitforhishat!Ithink,afterall,IhadbettergotoTateStreet。\"
\"Doso,\"saidPhilip,\"andsaveyourselfthreehundredthousanddollars,andfromthelaughteroftwocontinents。You’llfindmehereatlunch。IfI’mwrong,I’llpayyouahundredpounds。\"
\"Youshouldcomewithme,\"saidFaust。\"Itisonlyfairtoyourself。\"
\"I’lltakeyourwordforwhatyoufindinthestudio,\"saidPhilip。\"Icannotgo。Thisismybusyday。\"
Withoutfurtherwords,themillionairecollectedhishatandstick,and,inhisturn,enteredataxi—cabanddisappeared。
PhilipreturnedtotheLouisQuatorzechairandlitacigarette。
Saveforthetwoelderlygentlemenonthesofa,theloungewasstillempty,andhisreflectionswereundisturbed。Heshookhisheadsadly。
\"Surely,\"Philipthought,\"theFrenchchapwasrightwhosaidwordsweregivenustoconcealourthoughts。Whatastrangeworlditwouldbeifeveryonepossessedmypower。Deceptionwouldbequitefutileandlyingwouldbecomealostart。Iwonder,\"hemusedcynically,\"isanyonequitehonest?Doesanyonespeakashethinksandthinkashespeaks?\"
Atoncecameadirectanswertohisquestion。Thetwoelderlygentlemenhadrisenand,beforeseparating,hadhaltedafewfeetfromhim。
\"Isincerelyhope,SirJohn,\"saidoneofthetwo,\"thatyouhavenoregrets。IhopeyoubelievethatIhaveadvisedyouinthebestinterestsofall?\"
\"Ido,indeed,\"theotherrepliedheartily\"Weshallbethoughtentirelyselfish;butyouknowandIknowthatwhatwehavedoneisforthebenefitoftheshareholders。\"
Philipwaspleasedtofindthatthethoughtsofeachoftheoldgentlemenranhandinhandwithhisspokenwords。\"Here,atleast,\"hesaidtohimself,\"aretwohonestmen。\"
Asthoughloathtopart,thetwogentlemenstilllingered。
\"AndIhope,\"continuedtheoneaddressedasSirJohn,\"thatyouapproveofmyholdingbackthepublicannouncementofthecombineuntiltheafternoon。Itwillgivetheshareholdersabetterchance。Hadwegivenoutthenewsinthismorning’spapersthestockbrokerswouldhave——\"
\"Itwasmostwise,\"interruptedtheother。\"Mostjust。\"
TheonecalledSirJohnbowedhimselfaway,leavingtheotherstillstandingatthestepsofthelounge。Withhishandsbehindhisback,hischinsunkonhischest,heremained,gazingatnothing,histhoughtsfaraway。
Philipfoundthemthoughtsofcuriousinterest。Theywereconcernedwiththreeflags。Now,thegentlemanconsideredthemseparately;andPhilipsawtheemblemspaintedclearlyincolors,flutteringandflattenedbythebreeze。Again,thegentlemanconsideredtheminvariouscombinations;butalways,inwhateverorderhismindarrangedthem,ofthethreehisheartspokealwaystothesameflag,astheheartofamotherreachestowardherfirstborn。
Thenthethoughtswerediverted;andinhismind’seyetheoldgentlemanwaswatchingthelaunchingofalittleschoonerfromashipyardontheClyde。Athermainflewoneofthethreeflags——aflagwitharedcrossonawhiteground。Withthoughtstenderandgrateful,hefollowedhertostrange,hotports,throughhurricanesandtidalwaves;hesawherreturnagainandagaintotheLondondocks,ladenwithodorouscoffee,mahogany,redrubber,andrawbullion。HesawsistershipsfollowinherwaketoeveryportintheSouthSea;sawsteampacketstaketheplaceoftheshipswithsails;sawthesteampacketsgivewaytogreatoceanliners,eachafloatingvillage,eachequipped,asnovillageisequipped,withagiantpowerhouse,thousandsofelectriclamps,suiteaftersuiteofsilk—linedboudoirs,withthefloatingharpsthatvibratetoalovemessagethreehundredmilesaway,tothefiercecallforhelpfromasinkingship。Butatthemainofeachgreatvesseltherestillflewthesamehouse—flag——theredcrossonthefieldofwhite——onlynowinthearmsofthecrosstherenestledproudlyaroyalcrown。
Philipcastascaredglanceattheoldgentleman,andraceddownthecorridortothetelephone。
OfalltheyoungEnglishmenheknew,Maddoxwashisbestfriendandastock—broker。InthatlattercapacityPhiliphadneverbeforeaddressedhim。Nowhedemandedhisinstantpresenceatthetelephone。