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  \"Icanquitebelievethat,\"heagreed,\"butthere’sthisimportantdifference:nomatterhowmuchamanwantstomarryyou,hecan’tLOVEyouasIdo!\"

  \"That’sANOTHERthingtheythink,\"sighedHelen。

  \"I’msorrytobesounoriginal,\"snappedLatimer。

  \"PLEASEdon’t!\"pleadedHelen。\"Idon’tmeantobeunfeeling。I’mnotunfeeling。I’monlytryingtobefair。IfIdon’tseemtotakeittoheart,it’sbecauseIknowitdoesnogood。Icanseehowmiserableagirlmustbeifsheislovedbyonemanandcan’tmakeuphermindwhetherornotshewantstomarryhim。Butwhenthere’ssomanyshejuststopsworrying;forshecan’tpossiblymarrythemall。\"

  \"ALL!\"exclaimedLatimer。\"ItisincrediblethatIhaveundervaluedyou,butmayIaskhowmanythereare?\"

  \"Idon’tknow,\"sighedHelenmiserably。\"Thereseemstobesomethingaboutmethat——\"

  \"Thereis!\"interruptedLatimer。\"I’venoticedit。Youdon’thavetotellmeaboutit。IknowthattheHelenPagehabitisadamneddifficulthabittobreak!\"

  Itcannotbesaidthathemadeanyviolentefforttobreakit。Atleast,notonethatwasobvioustoFairHarborortoHelen。

  Oneoftheirfavoritedriveswasthroughthepinewoodstothepointonwhichstoodthelighthouse,andononeoftheseexcursionstheyexploredaforgottenwoodroadandcameoutuponacliff。Thecliffoverlookedthesea,andbelowitwasajumbleofrockswithwhichthewavesplayedhideandseek。Onmanyafternoonsandmorningstheyreturnedtothisplace,and,whileLatimerreadtoher,Helenwouldsitwithherbacktoatreeandtosspine—conesintothewater。SometimesthepoetswhoseworkshereadmadelovesocharminglythatLatimerwasmostgratefultothemforrenderingsuchexcellentfirstaidtothewounded,andintohisvoicehewouldthrowallthatfeelingandmusicthatfromjuriesandmassmeetingshaddraggedtearsandcheersandvotes。

  Butwhenhisvoicebecamesoappealingthatitnolongerwaspossibleforanywomantoresistit,Helenwouldexclaimexcitedly:\"Pleaseexcusemeforinterrupting,butthereisalargespider——\"andthespellwasgone。

  Onedaysheexclaimed:\"Oh!\"andLatimerpatientlyloweredthe\"OxfordBookofVerse,\"andasked:\"Whatisit,NOW?\"

  \"I’msosorry,\"Helensaid,\"butIcan’thelpwatchingthatChapmanboy;he’sonlygotonereefin,andthenexttimehejibshe’llcapsize,andhecan’tswim,andhe’lldrown。Itoldhismotheronlyyesterday——\"

  \"Ihaven’ttheleastinterestintheChapmanboy,\"saidLatimer,\"orinwhatyoutoldhismother,orwhetherhedrownsornot!I’madrowningmanmyself!\"

  Helenshookherheadfirmlyandreprovingly。\"MengetoverTHAT

  kindofdrowning,\"shesaid。

  \"NotTHISkindofmandoesn’t!\"saidLatimer。\"Anddon’ttellme,\"hecriedindignantly,\"thatthat’sANOTHERthingtheyallsay。\"

  \"Ifonecouldonlybesure!\"sighedHelen。\"Ifonecouldonlybesurethatyou——thattherightmanwouldkeeponcaringafteryoumarryhimthewayhesayshecaresbeforeyoumarryhim。Ifyoucouldknowthat,itwouldhelpyoualotinmakingupyourmind。\"

  \"Thereisonlyonewaytofindthatout,\"saidLatimer;\"thatistomarryhim。Imean,ofcourse,\"hecorrectedhastily,\"tomarryme。\"

  Oneday,whenontheirwaytothecliffattheendofthewoodroad,themanwhomakestheNantucketsailorandpeddleshimpassedthroughthevillage;andLatimerboughtthesailormanandcarriedhimtotheirhiding—place。Therehefastenedhimtothelowestlimbofoneoftheancientpine—treesthathelpedtoscreentheirhiding—placefromtheworld。Thelimbreachedoutfreeoftheotherbranches,andthewindcaughtthesailormanfairlyandspunhimlikeadancingdervish。Thenittiredofhim,andwentofftotrytodrowntheChapmanboy,leavingthesailormanmotionlesswithhisarmsoutstretched,balancingineachhandatinyoarandsmilinghappily。

  \"Hehasafriendlysmile,\"saidHelen;\"Ithinkhelikesus。\"

  \"Heisonguard,\"Latimerexplained。\"Iputhimtheretowarnusifanyoneapproaches,andwhenwearenothere,heistofrightenawaytrespassers。Doyouunderstand?\"hedemandedofthesailorman。\"Yourdutyistoprotectthisbeautifullady。SolongasIloveheryoumustguardthisplace。Itisalifesentence。

  Youarealwaysonwatch。Youneversleep。Youareherslave。Shesaysyouhaveafriendlysmile。Shewrongsyou。Itisabeseeching,abject,worshippingsmile。IamsurewhenIlookathermineisequallyidiotic。Infact,weareinmanywaysalike。

  Ialsoamherslave。Ialsoamdevotedonlytoherservice。AndI

  neversleep,atleastnotsinceImether。\"

  FromherthroneamongthepineneedlesHelenlookedupatthesailormanandfrowned。

  \"Itisnotahappysimile,\"sheobjected。\"Foronething,asailormanhasasweetheartineveryport。\"

  \"Waitandsee,\"saidLatimer。

  \"And,\"continuedthegirlwithsomeasperity,\"ifthereisanythingonearththatchangesitsmindasoftenasaweather—vane,thatislessCERTAIN,lessCONSTANT——\"

  \"Constant?\"Latimerlaughedatherinopenscorn。\"Youcomebackhere,\"hechallenged,\"monthsfromnow,yearsfromnow,whenthewindshavebeatenhim,andthesunblisteredhim,andthesnowfrozenhim,andyouwillfindhimsmilingatyoujustasheisnow,justasconfidently,proudly,joyously,devotedly。Becausethosewhoareyourslaves,thosewholoveYOU,cannotcometoanyharm;onlyifyoudisownthem,onlyifyoudrivethemaway!

  Thesailorman,delightedatsuchbeautifullanguage,threwhimselfaboutinadeliriumofjoy。HisarmsspunintheirsocketslikeIndianclubs,hisoarsflashedinthesun,andhiseyesandlipswerefixedinoneblissful,long—drawn—out,unalterablesmile。

  Whenthegolden—rodturnedgray,andtheleavesredandyellow,anditwastimeforLatimertoreturntohisworkintheWest,hecametosaygood—by。ButthebestHelencoulddotokeephopealiveinhimwastosaythatshewasgladhecared。Sheaddeditwasveryhelpfultothinkthatamansuchashebelievedyouweresofineaperson,andduringthecomingwintershewouldtrytobelikethefinepersonhebelievedhertobe,butwhich,sheassuredhim,shewasnot。

  Thenhetoldheragainshewasthemostwonderfulbeingintheworld,towhichshesaid:\"Oh,indeedno!\"andthen,asthoughheweregivingheracue,hesaid:\"Good—by!\"Butshedidnottakeuphiscue,andtheyshookhands。Hewaited,hardlydaringtobreathe。

  \"Surely,nowthatthepartinghascome,\"heassuredhimself,\"shewillmakesomesign,shewillgivemeaword,alookthatwillwrite’total’underthehourswehavespenttogether,thatwillhelptocarrymethroughthelongwinter。\"

  Butheheldherhandsolongandlookedathersohungrilythathereallyforcedhertosay:\"Don’tmissyourtrain,\"whichkindconsiderationforhiscomfortdidnotdelighthimasitshould。

  Nor,indeed,laterdidsheherselfrecalltheremarkwithsatisfaction。

  WithLatimeroutofthewaytheothertwohundredandforty—ninesuitorattackedwithrenewedhope。AmongotheradvantagestheyhadoverLatimerwasthattheywereontheground。TheysawHelendaily,atdinners,dances,atthecountryclubs,inherowndrawing—room。LikeanysailorfromtheCharlestownNavyYardandhissweetheart,theycouldwalkbesideherintheparkandthrowpeanutstothepigeons,andscratchdatesandinitialsonthegreenbenches;theycouldwalkwithheruponesideofCommonwealthAvenueanddownthesouthbankoftheCharles,whenthesunwasgildingthedomeoftheStateHouse,whenthebridgeswerebeginningtodeckthemselveswithnecklacesoflights。Theyhadknownhersincetheyworeknickerbockers;andtheysharedmanyinterestsandfriendsincommon;theytalkedthesamelanguage。Latimercouldtalktoheronlyinletters,forwithherhesharednofriendsorinterests,andhewasforcedtochoosebetweentellingherofhislawsuitsandhiseffortsinpoliticsorofhislove。Towritetoherofhisaffairsseemedwastefulandimpertinent,andofhisloveforher,aftershehadreceivedwhathetoldofitinsilence,hewastooproudtospeak。Sohewrotebutseldom,andthenonlytosay:\"YouknowwhatIsendyou。\"Hadheknownit,hisbestletterswerethosehedidnotsend。WheninthemorningmailHelenfoundhisfamiliarhandwriting,thatseemedtostandoutlikethefaceofafriendinacrowd,shewouldpounceupontheletter,readit,and,assuredofhislove,wouldgoonherwayrejoicing。Butwheninthemorningtherewasnoletter,shewonderedwhy,andalldayshewonderedwhy。Andthenextmorningwhenagainshewasdisappointed,herthoughtsofLatimerandherdoubtsandspeculationsconcerninghimshutouteveryotherinterest。Hebecameaperplexing,insistentproblem。Hewasneveroutofhermind。Andthenhewouldspoilitallbywritingherthathelovedherandthatofallthewomenintheworldshewastheonlyone。

  And,reassureduponthatpoint,Helenhappilyandpromptlywouldforgetallabouthim。

  Butwhensherememberedhim,althoughmonthshadpassedsinceshehadseenhim,sherememberedhimmuchmoredistinctly,muchmoregratefully,thanthatoneofthetwohundredandfiftywithwhomshehadwalkedthatsameafternoon。Latimercouldnotknowit,butofthatanxiousmultitudehewasfirst,andtherewasnosecond。AtleastHelenhoped,whenshewasreadytomarry,shewouldloveLatimerenoughtowanttomarryhim。Butasyetsheassuredherselfshedidnotwanttomarryanyone。Asshewas,lifewasverysatisfactory。Everybodylovedher,everybodyinvitedhertobeofhisparty,orinvitedhimselftojoinhers,andtheobjectofeachseemedtobetoseethatsheenjoyedeveryhourofeveryday。Hernaturewassuchthattomakeherhappywasnotdifficult。SomeofherdevoteescoulddoitbygivingheradanceandlettingherinvitehalfofBoston,andherkidbrothercoulddoitbytakinghertoCambridgetowatchtheteamatpractice。

  Shethoughtshewashappybecauseshewasfree。Asamatteroffact,shewashappybecauseshelovedsomeoneandthatparticularsomeonelovedher。Herbeing\"free\"wasonlyhermistakenwayofputtingit。HadshethoughtshehadlostLatimerandhislove,shewouldhavediscoveredthat,sofarfrombeingfree,shewasboundhandandfootandheartandsoul。

  Butshedidnotknowthat,andLatimerdidnotknowthat。

  Meanwhile,fromthebranchofthetreeinthesheltered,secrethiding—placethatoverlookedtheocean,thesailormankeptwatch。

  Thesunhadblisteredhim,thestormshadbuffetedhim,thesnowhadfrozenuponhisshoulders。Buthisloyaltyneverrelaxed。Hespuntothenorth,hespuntothesouth,andsorapidlydidhescanthesurroundinglandscapethatnoonecouldhopetocreepuponhimunawares。Nor,indeed,didanyoneattempttodoso。

  Onceafoxstoleintothesecrethiding—place,butthesailormanflappedhisoarsandfrightenedhimaway。Hewasalwaystriumphant。Tobirds,tosquirrels,totrespassingrabbitshewasathingofterror。Once,whentheairwasstill,animpertinentcrowperchedontheverylimbonwhichhestood,andwithscornful,disapprovingeyessurveyedhiswhitetrousers,hisbluereefer,hisredcheeks。Butwhenthewindsuddenlydrovepastthemthesailormansprangintoactionandthecrowscreamedinalarmanddartedaway。So,aloneandwithnoonetocometohisrelief,thesailormanstoodhiswatch。Abouthimthebranchesbentwiththesnow,theiciclesfrozehimintoimmobility,andinthetree—topsstrangegroaningsfilledhimwithalarms。Butundaunted,monthaftermonth,alertandsmiling,hewaitedthereturnofthebeautifulladyandofthetallyoungmanwhohaddevouredherwithsuchbeseeching,unhappyeyes。

  LatimerfoundthattoloveawomanlikeHelenPageashelovedherwasthebestthingthatcouldcomeintohislife。Buttositdownandlamentoverthefactthatshedidnotlovehimdidnot,tousehisfavoriteexpression,\"tendtowardefficiency。\"Heremovedfromhissightthethreepicturesofherhehadcutfromillustratedpapers,andceasedtowritetoher。

  Inhislastletterhesaid:\"Ihavetoldyouhowitis,andthatishowitisalwaysgoingtobe。Thereneverhasbeen,therenevercanbeanyonebutyou。Butmyloveistooprecious,toosacredtobebroughtouteveryweekinaletteranddangledbeforeyoureyeslikeanadvertisementofamotor—car。Itistoowonderfulathingtobecheapened,tobesubjectedtoslightsandsilence。Ifeveryoushouldwantit,itisyours。Itisherewaiting。Butyoumusttellmeso。Ihavedoneeverythingamancandotomakeyouunderstand。Butyoudonotwantmeormylove。

  Andmylovesaystome:’Don’tsendmethereagaintohavethedoorshutinmyface。Keepmewithyoutobeyourinspiration,tohelpyoutoliveworthily。’Andsoitshallbe。\"

  WhenHelenreadthatlettershedidnotknowwhattodo。Shedidnotknowhowtoanswerit。Herfirstimpressionwasthatsuddenlyshehadgrownveryold,andthatsomeonehadturnedoffthesun,andthatinconsequencetheworldhadnaturallygrowncoldanddark。Shecouldnotseewhythetwohundredandforty—nineexpectedhertokeepondoingexactlythesamethingsshehadbeendoingwithdelightforsixmonths,andindeedforthelastsixyears。Whycouldtheynotseethatnolongerwasthereanypleasureinthem?ShewouldhavewrittenandtoldLatimerthatshefoundshelovedhimverydearlyifinhermindtherehadnotarisenafearfuldoubt。Supposehisletterwasnotquitehonest?

  Hesaidthathewouldalwaysloveher,buthowcouldshenowknowthat?Whymightnotthisletterbeonlyhiswayofwithdrawingfromapositionwhichhewishedtoabandon,fromwhich,perhaps,hewasevengladtoescape?Werethistrue,andshewroteandsaidallthosethingsthatwereinherheart,thatnowsheknewweretrue,mightshenotholdhimtoheragainsthiswill?Thelovethatoncehehadforhermightnolongerexist,andif,inherturn,shetoldhimshelovedhimandhadalwayslovedhim,mighthenotinsomemistakenspiritofchivalryfeelitwashisdutytopretendtocare?Hercheeksburnedatthethought。Itwasintolerable。Shecouldnotwritethatletter。Andasdaysucceededday,todosobecamemoredifficult。Andsosheneverwroteandwasveryunhappy。AndLatimerwasveryunhappy。Buthehadhiswork,andHelenhadnone,andforherlifebecameagameofputtinglittlethingstogether,likeapicturepuzzle,anhourhereandanhourthere,tomakeupeachday。Itwasadrearygame。

  Fromtimetotimesheheardofhimthroughthenewspapers。For,inhisownState,hewasan\"Insurgent\"makingafight,theoutcomeofwhichwasexpectedtoshowwhatmightfollowthroughouttheentireWest。Whenhewonhisfightmuchmorewaswrittenabouthim,andhebecameanationalfigure。InhisownStatethepeoplehailedhimasthenextgovernor,promisedhimaseatintheSenate。ToHelenthisseemedtotakehimfurtheroutofherlife。Shewonderedifnowsheheldaplaceeveninhisthoughts。

  AtFairHarborthetwohundredandforty—nineusedtojokewithheraboutherpolitician。ThentheyconsideredLatimerofimportanceonlybecauseHelenlikedhim。Nowtheydiscussedhimimpersonallyandoverherhead,asthoughshewerenotpresent,asapower,aninfluence,astheleaderandexponentofanewidea。Theyseemedtothinkshenolongercouldpretendtoanypeculiarclaimuponhim,thatnowhebelongedtoallofthem。

  Oldermenwouldsaytoher:\"IhearyouknowLatimer?Whatsortofamanishe?\"

  Helenwouldnotknowwhattotellthem。Shecouldnotsayhewasamanwhosatwithhisbacktoapine—tree,readingfromabookofverse,orhaltingtodevourherwithhumble,entreatingeyes。

  ShewentSouthforthewinter,thedoctorsdecidingshewasrundownandneededthechange。Andwithanunhappylaughatherownexpensesheagreedintheirdiagnosis。Shewasindifferentastowheretheysenther,forsheknewwherevershewentshemuststillforceherselftogoonputtingonehourontopofanother,untilshehadbuiltuptheinexorableandnecessarytwenty—four。

  Whenshereturnedwinterwasdeparting,butreluctantly,andreturningunexpectedlytocovertheworldwithsnow,toeclipsethethinspringsunshinewithcheerlessclouds。Helentookherselfseriouslytotask。Sheassuredherselfitwasweak—mindedtorebel。ThesummerwascomingandFairHarborwithallitsolddelightswasbeforeher。Shecompelledherselftotakeheart,toacceptthefactthat,afterall,theworldisaprettygoodplace,andthattothinkonlyofthepast,toliveonlyonmemoriesandregrets,wasnotonlycowardlyandselfish,but,asLatimerhadalreadydecided,didnottendtowardefficiency。

  AmongtheotherrulesofconductthatsheimposeduponherselfwasnottothinkofLatimer。Atleast,notduringthewakinghours。Shouldshe,asitsometimeshappened,dreamofhim——shouldsheimaginetheywereagainseatedamongthepines,ridingacrossthedowns,orracingatfiftymilesanhourthroughcountryroads,withthestonefencesflyingpast,withthewindandthesunintheireyes,andintheirheartshappinessandcontent——thatwouldnotbebreakingherrule。Ifshedreamedofhim,shecouldnotbeheldresponsible。Shecouldonlybegrateful。

  Andthen,justasshehadbanishedhimentirelyfromhermind,hecameEast。Notasoncehehadplannedtocome,onlytoseeher,butwithablareoftrumpets,atthecommandofmanycitizens,astheguestofthreecities。Hewastospeakatpublicmeetings,toconferwithpartyleaders,tocarrythewarintotheenemy’scountry。HewasduetospeakinBostonatFaneuilHallonthefirstofMay,andthatsamenighttoleavefortheWest,andthreedaysbeforehiscomingHelenfledfromthecity。HehadspokenhismessagetoPhiladelphia,hehadspokentoNewYork,andforaweekthepapershadspokenonlyofhim。Andforthatweek,fromthesightofhisprintedname,fromsketchesofhimexhortingcheeringmobs,fromsnap—shotsofhimonrearplatformsleaningforwardtograspeagerhands,Helenhadshuthereyes。

  AndthatduringthetimehewasactuallyinBostonshemightspareherselffurtherandmoredirectattacksuponherfeelingssheescapedtoFairHarbor,theretoremainuntil,onthefirstofMayatmidnight,heagainwouldpassoutofherlife,maybeforever。Noonesawinhergoinganysignificance。Springhadcome,andinpreparationforthesummerseasonthehouseatFairHarbormustbeopenedandsetinorder,andthepresencethereofsomeoneofthePagefamilywaseasilyexplained。

  Shemadethethreehours’runtoFairHarborinhercar,drivingitherself,andasthefamiliarlandfallsfellintoplace,shedoubtedifitwouldnothavebeenwiserhadshestayedaway。ForshefoundthatthememoriesofmorethantwentysummersatFairHarborhadbeenwipedoutbythoseofonesummer,bythoseofoneman。Thenativesgreetedherjoyously:theboatmen,thefishermen,herowngroomsandgardeners,thevillagepostmaster,theoldestinhabitant。Theywelcomedherasthoughtheywerehervassalsandshetheirqueen。ButitwastheonemanshehadexiledfromFairHarborwhoateveryturnwrungherheartandcausedherthroattotighten。Shepassedthecottagewherehehadlodged,andhundredsofyearsseemedtohavegonesincesheusedtowaitforhiminthestreet,blowingnoisilyonherautomobilehorn,callingderisivelytohisopenwindows。WhereversheturnedFairHarborspokeofhim。Thegolf—links;thebathingbeach;theuglycornerinthemainstreetwherehealwaysremindedherthatitwasbettertogoslowfortensecondsthantoremainalongtimedead;theoldhouseonthestonewharfwheretheschoonersmadefast,whichheintendedtoborrowforhishoneymoon;thewoodentroughwheretheyalwaysdrewreintowatertheponies;

  thepondintowhichhehadwadedtobringherlilies。

  Ontheseconddayofherstayshefoundshewaspassingtheseplacespurposely,thattodososhewasgoingoutofherway。

  Theynolongerdistressedher,butgaveherastrangecomfort。

  Theywereoldfriends,whohadknownherinthedayswhenshewasrichinhappiness。

  Butthesecrethiding—place——theirveryownhiding—place,theopeningamongthepinesthatoverhungthejumbleofrocksandthesea——shecouldnotbringherselftovisit。Andthen,ontheafternoonofthethirddaywhenshewasdrivingalonetowardthelighthouse,herpony,ofhisownaccord,fromforceofhabit,turnedsmartlyintothewoodroad。Andagainfromforceofhabit,beforehereachedthespotthatoverlookedthesea,hecametoafullstop。Therewasnoneedtomakehimfast。Forhours,stretchingovermanysummerdays,hehadstoodunderthosesamebranchespatientlywaiting。

  Onfoot,herheartbeatingtremulously,steppingreverently,asoneenterstheaisleofsomedimcathedral,Helenadvancedintothesacredcircle。Andthenshestoodquitestill。Whatshehadexpectedtofindthereshecouldnothavetold,butitwasgone。

  Theplacewasunknowntoher。Shesawanopeningamonggloomypines,empty,silent,unreal。Nohauntedhouse,nobarrenmoor,noneglectedgraveyardeverspokemorepoignantly,moremournfully,withsuchutterhopelessness。Therewasnosignofhisorofherformerpresence。Acrosstheopenspacesomethinghadpasseditshand,andithadchanged。Whathadbeenatrysting—place,abower,anest,hadbecomeatomb。Atomb,shefelt,forsomethingthatoncehadbeenbrave,fine,andbeautiful,butwhichnowwasdead。Shehadbutonedesire,toescapefromtheplace,toputitawayfromherforever,torememberit,notasshenowfoundit,butasfirstshehadrememberedit,andasnowshemustalwaysrememberIt。Sheturnedsoftlyontiptoeasonewhohasintrudedonashrine。

  Butbeforeshecouldescapetherecamefromtheseaasuddengustofwindthatcaughtherbytheskirtsanddrewherback,thatsetthebranchestossingandsweptthedeadleavesracingaboutherankles。Andatthesameinstantfromjustaboveherheadtherebeatupontheairaviolent,joyoustattoo——asoundthatwasneitheroftheseanorofthewoods,acreaking,swiftlyrepeatedsound,liketheflutterofcagedwings。

  Helenturnedinalarmandraisedhereyes——andbeheldthesailorman。

  Tossinghisarmsinadeliriouswelcome,waltzinginafrenzyofjoy,callingherbacktohimwithwildbeckonings,shesawhimsmilingdownatherwiththesameradiant,beseeching,worshippingsmile。InHelen’searsLatimer’scommandstothesailormanrangasclearlyasthoughLatimerstoodbeforeherandhadjustspoken。Onlynowtheywerenolongerajest;theywereavow,apromise,anoathofallegiancethatbroughttoherpeace,andpride,andhappiness。

  \"SolongasIlovethisbeautifullady,\"hadbeenhisfoolishwords,\"youwillguardthisplace。Itisalifesentence!\"

  WithonehandHelenPagedraggeddownthebranchonwhichthesailormanstood,withtheothershesnatchedhimfromhispostofduty。Withajoyouslaughthatwasasob,sheclutchedthesailormaninbothherhandsandkissedthebeseeching,worshippingsmile。

  Anhourlaterhercar,onitswaytoBoston,passedthroughFairHarboratarateofspeedthatcausedherchauffeurtopraybetweenhischatteringteeththatthefirstpolicemanwouldsavetheirlivesbylandingtheminjail。

  Atthewheel,hershouldersthrownforward,hereyessearchingthedarkplacesbeyondthereachoftheleapinghead—lightsHelenPageracedagainsttime,againsttheminionsofthelaw,againstsuddendeath,tobeatthemidnighttrainoutofBoston,toassurethemanshelovedoftheonethingthatcouldmakehislifeworthliving。

  Andcloseagainstherheart,buttonedtightbeneathhergreat—coat,thesailormansmiledinthedarkness,hislongwatchover,hissoulatpeace,hisdutywellperformed。

  Chapter6。THEMINDREADER

  WhenPhilipEndicottwasatHarvard,hewrotestoriesofundergraduatelifesuggestedbythingsthathadhappenedtohimselfandtomenheknew。Underthetitleof\"TalesoftheYard\"theywerecollectedinbookform,andsoldsurprisinglywell。AfterhewasgraduatedandbecameareporterontheNewYorkRepublic,hewrotemorestories,ineachofwhichareporterwasthehero,andinwhichhisfailureorsuccessingatheringnewssuppliedtheplot。Theseappearedfirstinthemagazines,andlaterinabookunderthetitleof\"TalesoftheStreets。\"

  Theyalsowerewellreceived。

  ThencametohimtheliteraryeditoroftheRepublic,andsaid:

  \"Therearetwokindsofmenwhosucceedinwritingfiction——menofgeniusandreporters。Areportercandescribeathinghehasseeninsuchawaythathecanmakethereaderseeit,too。Amanofgeniuscandescribesomethinghehasneverseen,oranyoneelseforthatmatter,insuchawaythatthereaderwillexclaim:

  ’Ihavenevercommittedamurder;butifIhad,that’sjustthewayI’dfeelaboutit。’Forinstance,KiplingtellsushowaGreekpirate,chainedtotheoarofatrireme,suffers;howamotherrejoiceswhenherbabycrawlsacrossherbreast。Kiplinghasneverbeenamotherorapirate,butheconvincesyouheknowshoweachofthemfeels。Hecandothatbecauseheisagenius;youcannotdoitbecauseyouarenot。Atcollegeyouwroteonlyofwhatyousawatcollege;andnowthatyouareinthenewspaperbusinessallyourtalesareonlyofnewspaperwork。

  Youmerelyreportwhatyousee。So,ifyouaredoomedtowriteonlyofwhatyousee,thenthebestthingforyoutodoistoseeasmanythingsaspossible。Youmustseeallkindsoflife。Youmustprogress。YoumustleaveNewYork,andyouhadbettergotoLondon。\"

  \"ButontheRepublic,\"Endicottpointedout,\"Igetasalary。AndinLondonIshouldhavetosweepacrossing。\"

  \"Then,\"saidtheliteraryeditor,\"youcouldwriteastoryaboutamanwhosweptacrossing。\"

  Itwasnotalonetheliteraryeditor’swordsofwisdomthathaddrivenPhiliptoLondon。HelenCareywasinLondon,visitingthedaughteroftheAmericanAmbassador;and,thoughPhiliphadknownheronlyonewinter,helovedherdearly。Thegreattroublewasthathehadnomoney,andthatshepossessedsomuchofitthat,unlesshecouldshowsomeunusualqualityofmindorcharacter,hisaskinghertomarryhim,fromhisownpointofviewatleast,wasquiteimpossible。Ofcourse,heknewthatnoonecouldloveherashedid,thatnoonesotrulywishedforherhappiness,orwouldtrysodevotedlytomakeherhappy。Buttohimitdidnotseempossiblethatagirlcouldbehappywithamanwhowasnotabletopayforherhome,orherclothes,orherfood,whowouldhavetoborrowherpurseifhewantedanewpairofglovesorahair—cut。ForPhilipEndicott,whilerichinbirthandeducationandcharmofmanner,hadnomoneyatall。When,inMay,hecamefromNewYorktolaysiegetoLondonandtotheheartofHelenCareyhehadwithhim,alltold,fifteenhundreddollars。Thatwasallhepossessedintheworld;andunlessthemagazinesboughthisstoriestherewasnoprospectofhisgettinganymore。

  FriendswhoknewLondontoldhimthat,ifyouknewLondonwell,itwaseasytolivecomfortablythereandtogoaboutandeventoentertainmodestlyonthreesovereignsaday。So,atthatrate,Philipcalculatedhecouldstaythreemonths。ButhefoundthattoknowLondonwellenoughtobeabletolivethereonthreesovereignsadayyouhadfirsttospendsomanyfive—poundnotesingettingacquaintedwithLondonthattherewerenosovereignsleft。Attheendofonemonthhehadjustenoughmoneytobuyhimasecond—classpassagebacktoNewYork,andhewasasfarfromHelenasever。

  Oftenhehadreadinstoriesandnovelsofmenwhoweretoopoortomarry。Andhehadlaughedattheidea。Hehadalwayssaidthatwhentwopeopletrulyloveeachotheritdoesnotmatterwhethertheyhavemoneyornot。ButwheninLondon,withonlyafive—poundnote,andfacetofacewiththeactualpropositionofaskingHelenCareynotonlytomarryhimbuttosupporthim,hefeltthatmoneycountedformorethanhehadsupposed。Hefoundmoneywasmanydifferentthings——itwasself—respect,andproperpride,andprivatehonorsandindependence。And,lackingthesethings,hefelthecouldasknogirltomarryhim,certainlynotoneforwhomhecaredashecaredforHelenCarey。Besides,whileheknewhowhelovedher,hehadnoknowledgewhatsoeverthatshelovedhim。Shealwaysseemedextremelygladtoseehim;butthatmightbeexplainedindifferentways。Itmightbethatwhatwasinherheartforhimwasreallyasortof\"oldhomeweek\"

  feeling;thattoheritwasarelieftoseeanyonewhospokeherownlanguage,whodidnotneedtohaveitexplainedwhenshewasjesting,andwhodidnotthinkwhenshewasspeakinginperfectlysatisfactoryphrasesthatshemustbetalkingslang。

  TheAmbassadorandhiswifehadbeenverykindtoEndicott,and,asafriendofHelen’s,hadaskedhimoftentodinnerandhadsenthimcardsfordancesatwhichHelenwastobeoneofthebellesandbeauties。AndHelenherselfhadbeenmostkind,andhadtakenearlymorningwalkswithhiminHydeParkandthroughtheNationalGalleries;andtheyhadfedbunstothebearsintheZoo,andindoingsohadlaughedheartily。Theythoughtitwasbecausethebearsweresoridiculousthattheylaughed。Latertheyappreciatedthatthereasontheywerehappywasbecausetheyweretogether。Hadthebearpitbeenempty,theystillwouldhavelaughed。

  Ontheeveningofthethirty—firstofMay,EndicotthadgonetobedwithhisticketpurchasedforAmericaandhislastfive—poundnotetolasthimuntiltheboatsailed。Hewasamiserableyoungman。HeknewnowthathelovedHelenCareyinsuchawaythattoputtheoceanbetweenthemwasliabletounseathiscourageandhisself—control。InLondonhecould,eachnight,walkthroughCarltonHouseTerraceand,leaningagainsttheironrailsoftheCarltonClub,gazeupatherwindow。But,onceontheothersideoftheocean,thattenderexercisemustbeabandoned。Hemustevenconsiderherpursuedbymostattractiveguardsmen,diplomats,andbeltedearls。Heknewtheycouldnotloveherashedid;heknewtheycouldnotloveherforthereasonshelovedher,becausethefineandbeautifulthingsinherthathesawandworshippedtheydidnotseek,andsodidnotfind。Andyet,forlackofafewthousanddollars,hemustremainsilent,mustputfromhimthebestthatevercameintohislife,mustwastethewonderfuldevotionhelongedtogive,muststarvethelovethathecouldneversummonforanyotherwoman。

  Onthethirty—firstofMayhewenttosleeputterlyandcompletelymiserable。OnthefirstofJunehewokehopelessandunrefreshed。

  Andthenthemiraclecame。

  Prichard,theex—butlerwhovaletedalltheyounggentlemeninthehousewherePhiliphadtakenchambers,broughthimhisbreakfast。AsheplacedtheeggsandmuffinsonthetablestoPhilipitseemedasthoughPrichardhadsaid:\"Iamsorryheisleavingus。Thenextgentlemanwhotakestheseroomsmaynotbesoopen—handed。Heneverlockeduphiscigarsorhiswhiskey。I

  wishhe’dgivemehisolddress—coat。Itfitsme,exceptacrosstheshoulders。\"

  PhilipstaredhardatPrichard;butthelipsofthevalethadnotmoved。Insurpriseandbewilderment,Philipdemanded:

  \"Howdoyouknowitfits?Haveyoutriediton?\"

  \"Iwouldn’ttakesuchaliberty,\"protestedPrichard。\"Notwithanyofourgentlemen’sclothes。\"

  \"HowdidyouknowIwastalkingaboutclothes,\"demandedPhilip。

  \"Youdidn’tsayanythingaboutclothes,didyou?\"

  \"No,sir,Ididnot;butyouaskedme,sir,andI——\"

  \"Wereyouthinkingofclothes?\"

  \"Well,sir,youmightsay,inaway,thatIwas,answeredthevalet。\"Seeingasyou’releaving,sir,andthey’renotover—new,Ithought\"

  \"It’smentaltelepathy,\"saidPhilip。

  \"Ibegyourpardon,\"exclaimedPrichard。

  \"Youneedn’twait,\"saidPhilip。

  Thecoincidencepuzzledhim;butbythetimehehadreadthemorningpapershehadforgottenaboutit,anditwasnotuntilhehademergedintothestreetthatitwasforciblyrecalled。Thestreetwascrowdedwithpeople;andasPhilipsteppedinamongthem,Itwasasthougheveryoneatwhomhelookedbegantotalkaloud。Theirlipsdidnotmove,nordidanysoundissuefrombetweenthem;but,withoutceasing,brokenphrasesofthoughtscametohimasclearlyaswhen,inpassinginacrowd,snatchesoftalkarecarriedtotheears。Onemanthoughtofhisdebts;

  anotheroftheweather,andofwhatdisasteritmightbringtohissilkhat;anotherplannedhisluncheon;anotherwasrejoicingoveratelegramhehadbutthatmomentreceived。Tohimselfhekeptrepeatingthewordsofthetelegram——\"Noneedtocome,outofdanger。\"ToPhilipthemessagecameasclearlyasthoughhewerereadingitfromthefoldedslipofpaperthatthestrangerclutchedinhishand。

  Confusedandsomewhatfrightened,andinorderthatundisturbedhemightconsiderwhathadbefallenhim,Philipsoughtrefugefromthecrowdedstreetinthehallwayofabuilding。Hisfirstthoughtwasthatforsomeunaccountablecausehisbrainforthemomentwasplayingtrickswithhim,andhewasinventingthephrasesheseemedtohear,thathewasattributingthoughtstoothersofwhichtheywereentirelyinnocent。But,whateveritwasthathadbefallenhim,heknewitwasimperativethatheshouldatoncegetatthemeaningofit。

  ThehallwayinwhichhestoodopenedfromBondStreetupaflightofstairstothestudioofafashionablephotographer,anddirectlyinfrontofthehallwayayoungwomanofcharmingappearancehadhalted。Herglancewastroubled,hermannerillatease。Toherselfshekeptrepeating:\"DidItellHudsontobehereataquartertoeleven,oraquarterpast?Willshegetthetelephonemessagetobringtheruff?Withouttheruffitwouldbeabsurdtobephotographed。WithoutherruffMaryQueenofScotswouldlookridiculous!\"

  Althoughtheyoungwomanhadspokennotasingleword,althoughindeedshewasbitingimpatientlyatherlowerlip,Philiphaddistinguishedthewordsclearly。Or,ifhehadnotdistinguishedthem,hesurelywasgoingmad。Itwasamattertobeatoncedetermined,andtheyoungwomanshoulddetermineit。Headvancedboldlytoher,andraisedhishat。

  \"Pardonme,\"hesaid,\"butIbelieveyouarewaitingforyourmaidHudson?\"

  Asthoughfearinganimpertinence,thegirlregardedhiminsilence。

  \"Ionlywishtomakesure,\"continuedPhilip,\"thatyouaresheforwhomIhaveamessage。Youhaveanappointment,Ibelieve,tobephotographedinfancydressasMaryQueenofScots?\"

  \"Well?\"assentedthegirl。

  \"AndyoutelephonedHudson,\"hecontinued,\"tobringyouyourmuff。\"

  Thegirlexclaimedwithvexation。

  \"Oh!\"sheprotested;\"Iknewthey’dgetitwrong!Notmuff,ruff!

  Iwantmyruff。\"

  Philipfeltacoldshivercreepdownhisspine。

  \"FortheloveofHeaven!\"heexclaimedinhorror;\"it’strue!\"

  \"What’strue?\"demandedtheyoungwomaninsomealarm。

  \"ThatI’mamindreader,\"declaredPhilip。\"I’vereadyourmind!

  Icanreadeverybody’smind。Iknowjustwhatyou’rethinkingnow。You’rethinkingI’mmad!\"

  Theactionsoftheyoungladyshowedthatagainhewascorrect。

  Withagaspofterrorshefledpasthimandracedupthestairstothestudio。Philipmadenoefforttofollowandtoexplain。

  Whatwastheretoexplain?Howcouldheexplainthatwhich,tohimself,wasunbelievable?Besides,thegirlhadservedherpurpose。Ifhecouldreadthemindofone,hecouldreadthemindsofall。Bysomeunexplainablemiracle,tohisordinaryequipmentofsensesasixthhadbeenadded。Aseasilyas,beforethatmorning,hecouldlookintothefaceofafellow—mortal,henowcouldlookintotheworkingsofthatfellow—mortal’smind。

  Thethoughtwasappalling。Itwaslikelivingwithone’seartoakey—hole。Inhisdismayhisfirstideawastoseekmedicaladvice——thebestinLondon。HeturnedinstantlyinthedirectionofHarleyStreet。There,hedetermined,tothemostskilledalienistintownhewouldexplainhisstrangeplight。Foronlyasamisfortunedidthemiracleappeartohim。Butashemadehiswaythroughthestreetshispaceslackened。

  Washewise,heaskedhimself,inallowingotherstoknowhepossessedthisstrangepower?Wouldtheynotatoncetreathimasamadman?Mighttheynotplacehimunderobservation,orevendeprivehimofhisliberty?AtthethoughthecametoanabrupthaltHisowndefinitionofthemiracleasa\"power\"hadopenedanewlineofspeculation。Ifthisstrangegift(alreadyhewasbeginningtoconsideritmoreleniently)wereconcealedfromothers,couldhenothonorablyputittosomeusefulpurpose?

  For,amongtheblind,themanwithoneeyeisagod。Wasnothe——amongallothermentheonlyoneabletoreadthemindsofallothermen——agod?TurningintoBrutonStreet,hepaceditsquietlengthconsideringthepossibilitiesthatlaywithinhim。

  Itwasapparentthatthegiftwouldleadtocountlessembarrassments。Ifitwereonceknownthathepossessedit,wouldnotevenhisfriendsavoidhim?Forhowcouldanyone,knowinghismostsecretthoughtwasatthemercyofanother,behappyinthatother’spresence?Hispowerwouldleadtohissocialostracism。Indeed,hecouldseethathisgiftmighteasilybecomeacurse。Hedecidednottoacthastily,thatforthepresenthehadbestgivenohinttoothersofhisuniquepower。

  Astheideaofpossessingthispowerbecamemorefamiliar,heregardeditwithlessaversion。Hebegantoconsidertowhatadvantagehecouldplaceit。Hecouldseethat,giventherighttimeandtherightman,hemightlearnsecretsleadingtofar—reachingresults。Toastatesman,toafinancier,suchagiftashepossessedwouldmakehimarulerofmen。Philiphadnodesiretobearulerofmen;butheaskedhimselfhowcouldhebendthisgifttoservehisown?WhathemostwishedwastomarryHelenCarey;and,tothatend,topossessmoney。Sohemustmeetmenwhopossessedmoney,whoweremakingmoney。Hewouldputquestionstothem。Andwithwordstheywouldgiveevasiveanswers;buttheirmindswouldtellhimthetruth。

  Theethicsofthisproceduregreatlydisturbedhim。Certainlyitwasnobetterthanreadingotherpeople’sletters。But,heargued,thedishonorinknowledgesoobtainedwouldlieonlyintheusehemadeofit。Ifheuseditwithoutharmtohimfromwhomitwasobtainedandwithbenefittoothers,washenotjustifiedintradingonhissuperiorequipment?Hedecidedthateachcasemustbeconsideredseparatelyinaccordancewiththeprincipleinvolved。But,principleornoprinciple,hewasdeterminedtobecomerich。Didnottheendjustifythemeans?

  Certainlyanall—wiseProvidencehadnotbroughtHelenCareyintohislifeonlytotakeherawayfromhim。Itcouldnotbesocruel。But,inselectingthemforoneanother,theall—wiseProvidencehadoverlookedthefactthatshewasrichandhewaspoor。ForthatoversightProvidenceapparentlywasnowendeavoringtomakeamends。InwhatcertainlywasafantasticandroundaboutmannerProvidencehadtardilyequippedhimwithagiftthatcouldleadtogreatwealth。AndwhowashetoflyinthefaceofProvidence?Hedecidedtosetaboutbuildingupafortune,andbuildingitinahurry。

  FromBrutonStreethehademergeduponBerkeleySquare;and,asLadyWoodcotehadinvitedhimtomeetHelenatluncheonattheRitz,heturnedinthatdirection。Hewastooearlyforluncheon;

  butinthecorridoroftheRitzheknewhewouldfindpersonsofpositionandfortune,andinreadingtheirmindshemightpassthetimebeforeluncheonwithentertainment,possiblywithprofit。For,whilepacingBrutonStreettryingtodiscovertheprinciplesofconductthatthreatenedtohamperhisnewpower,hehadfoundthatinactualoperationitwasquitesimple。Helearnedthathismind,inrelationtootherminds,waslikethereceiverofawirelessstationwithanunlimitedfield。For,whilethewirelesscouldreceivemessagesonlyfromthoseinstrumentswithwhichitwasattuned,hismindwasinkeywithallotherminds。Toreadthethoughtsofanother,hehadonlytoconcentratehisownuponthatperson;andtoshutoffthethoughtsofthatperson,hehadonlytoturnhisownthoughtselsewhere。Butalsohediscoveredthatoverthethoughtsofthoseoutsidetherangeofhisphysicalsighthehadnocontrol。WhenheaskedofwhatHelenCareywasatthatmomentthinking,therewasnoresult。Butwhenheasked,\"Ofwhatisthatpolicemanonthecornerthinking?\"hewassurprisedtofindthatthatofficerofthelawwasformulatingregulationstoabolishthehobbleskirtasanimpedimenttotraffic。

  AsPhilipturnedintoBerkeleySquare,theaccentsofamindingreatdistresssmoteuponhisnewandsixthsense。And,inthepersonofayounggentlemanleaningagainsttheparkrailing,hediscoveredthesourcefromwhichthementalsufferingsemanated。

  Theyoungmanwasapink—cheeked,yellow—hairedyouthofextremelyboyishappearance,anddressedasiffortherace—track。Butatthemomenthispinkandbabyishfaceworeanexpressionofcompletemisery。Withtear—filledeyeshewasgazingatahouseofyellowstuccoontheoppositesideofthestreet。Andhisthoughtswerethese:\"Sheisthebestthateverlived,andIamthemostungratefuloffools。Howhappywereweinthehouseofyellowstucco!Onlynow,whenshehascloseditsdoorstome,doIknowhowhappy!Ifshewouldgivemeanotherchance,neveragainwouldIdistressordeceiveher。\"

  Sofarhadtheyoungmanprogressedinhisthoughtswhenanautomobileofsurprisingsmartnesssweptaroundthecorneranddrewupinfrontofthehouseofyellowstucco,andfromitdescendedacharmingyoungperson。ShewasoftheDresden—

  shepherdesstype,withlargeblueeyesofhauntingbeautyandinnocence。

  \"Mywife!\"exclaimedtheblondyouthattherailings。Andinstantlyhedodgedbehindahorsethat,whilestillattachedtoafour—wheeler,wascontentedlyeatingfromanose—bag。

  WithakeytheDresdenshepherdessopenedthedoortotheyellowhouseanddisappeared。

  Thecallingofthereportertrainshiminaudacity,andtoactquickly。Hesharesthetroublesofsomanypeoplethattothetroublesofotherpeoplehebecomescallous,andoftenwillrushinwherefriendsofthefamilyfeartotread。AlthoughPhilipwasnotnowactingasareporter,heactedquickly。Hardlyhadthedoorclosedupontheyoungladythanhehadmountedthestepsandrungthevisitor’sbell。Ashedidso,hecouldnotresistcastingatriumphantglanceinthedirectionoftheoutlawedhusband。And,inturn,whattheoutcasthusband,peeringfromacrossthebackofthecabhorse,thoughtofPhilip,ofhisclothes,ofhisgeneralappearance,andofthemannerinwhichhewoulddelighttoalterallofthem,wasquicklycommunicatedtotheAmerican。TheywerethoughtsofanaturesoviolentanduncomplimentarythatPhiliphastilycutoffallconnection。

  AsPhilipdidnotknowthenameoftheDresden—chinadoll,itwasfortunatethatonopeningthedoor,thebutlerpromptlyannounced:

  \"Herladyshipisnotreceiving。\"

  \"Herladyshipwill,Ithink,receiveme,\"saidPhilippleasantly,\"whenyoutellherIcomeasthespecialambassadorofhislordship。\"

  Fromatinyreception—roomontherightoftheentrance—hallthereissuedafeminineexclamationofsurprise,notunmixedwithjoy;andinthehallthenobleladyinstantlyappeared。

  Whenshesawherselfconfrontedbyastranger,shehaltedinembarrassment。Butas,evenwhileshehalted,heronlythoughthadbeen,\"Oh!ifhewillonlyaskmetoforgivehim!\"Philipfeltnoembarrassmentwhatsoever。Outside,concealedbehindacabhorse,wastheerringbutbitterlyrepentanthusband;inside,hertenderestthoughtsracingtumultuouslytowardhim,wasanunhappychild—wifebeggingtobebeggedtopardon。

  ForaNewYorkreporter,andaHarvardgraduateofcharmandgoodmanners,itwastooeasy。

  \"Idonotknowyou,\"saidherladyship。Butevenasshespokeshemotionedtothebutlertogoaway。\"Youmustbeoneofhisnewfriends。\"Hertonewasoneofenvy。

  \"Indeed,Iamhisnewestfriend,\"Philipassuredher;\"butIcansafelysaynooneknowshisthoughtsaswellasI。Andtheyareallofyou!\"

  Thechinashepherdessblushedwithhappiness,butinstantlysheshookherhead。

  \"TheytellmeImustnotbelievehim,\"sheannounced。\"Theytellme——\"

  \"Nevermindwhattheytellyou,\"commandedPhilip。\"ListentoME。

  Helovesyou。Betterthaneverbefore,helovesyou。Allheasksisthechancetotellyouso。Youcannothelpbutbelievehim。

  Whocanlookatyou,andnotbelievethathelovesyou!Letme,\"

  hebegged,\"bringhimtoyou。\"Hestartedfromherwhen,rememberingthesomewhatviolentthoughtsoftheyouthfulhusband,headdedhastily:\"Orperhapsitwouldbebetterifyoucalledhimyourself。\"

  \"Calledhim!\"exclaimedthelady。\"HeisinParis—attheraces——withher!\"

  \"Iftheytellyouthatsortofthing,\"protestedPhilipindignantly,\"youmustlistentome。HeisnotinParis。Heisnotwithher。Thereneverwasaher!\"

  Hedrewasidethelacecurtainsandpointed。\"Heisthere——

  behindthatancientcabhorse,prayingthatyouwilllethimtellyouthatnotonlydidheneverdoit;but,whatismuchmoreimportant,hewillneverdoitagain。\"

  Theladyherselfnowtimidlydrewthecurtainsapart,andthenmoreboldlyshowedherselfupontheironbalcony。Leaningoverthescarletgeraniums,shebeckonedwithbothhands。Theresultwasinstantaneous。Philipboltedforthefrontdoor,leavingitopen;and,ashedarteddownthesteps,theyouthfulhusband,instridesresemblingthoseofanostrich,shotpasthim。PhilipdidnotceaserunninguntilhewaswelloutofBerkeleySquare。Then,notill—pleasedwiththeadventure,heturnedandsmiledbackatthehouseofyellowstucco。

  \"Blessyou,mychildren,\"hemurmured;\"blessyou!\"

  HecontinuedtotheRitz;and,oncrossingPiccadillytothequieterentrancetothehotelinArlingtonStreet,foundgatheredarounditaconsiderablecrowddrawnuponeithersideofaredcarpetthatstretcheddownthestepsofthehoteltoacourtcarriage。AredcarpetinJune,whenallisdryunderfootandthesunisshininggently,canmeanonlyroyalty;andintherearofthemeninthestreetPhiliphalted。HerememberedthatforafewdaystheyoungKingofAsturiaandtheQueenMotherwereattheRitzincognito;and,asheneverhadseentheyoungmanwhosorecentlyandsotragicallyhadbeenexiledfromhisownkingdom,Philipraisedhimselfontiptoeandstaredexpectantly。

  Aseasilyashecouldreadtheirfacescouldhereadthethoughtsofthoseabouthim。Theywerethoughtsoffriendlycuriosity,ofpityfortheexiles;onthepartofthepolicemenwhohadhastenedfromacrossstreet,ofprideattheirtemporaryresponsibility;onthepartofthecoachmanofthecourtcarriage,ofspeculationastothepossibleamountofhisMajesty’stip。Thethoughtswereasharmlessandprotectingasthewarmsunshine。

  Andthen,suddenlyandharshly,likethestrokeofafirebellatmidnight,theharmoniouschorusofgentle,hospitablethoughtswasshatteredbyonethatwasdiscordant,evil,menacing。Itwasthethoughtofamanwithabraindiseased;anditspurposewasmurder。

  \"Whentheyappearatthedoorway,\"spokethebrainofthemaniac,\"Ishallliftthebombfrommypocket。Ishallraiseitabovemyhead。Ishallcrashitagainstthestonesteps。Itwillhurlthemandallofthesepeopleintoeternityandmewiththem。ButI

  shallLIVE——amartyrtotheCause。AndtheCausewillflourish!\"

  Throughtheunsuspectingcrowd,likeafootballplayerdivingforatackle,Philiphurledhimselfuponalittledarkmanstandingclosetotheopendoorofthecourtcarriage。FromtherearPhilipseizedhimaroundthewaistandlockedhisarmsbehindhim,elbowtoelbow。Philip’sface,appearingovertheman’sshoulder,staredstraightintothatofthepoliceman。

  \"Hehasabombinhisright—handpocket!\"yelledPhilip。\"Icanholdhimwhileyoutakeit!But,forHeaven’ssake,don’tdropit!\"Philipturneduponthecrowd。\"Run!allofyou!\"heshouted。

  \"Runlikethedevil!\"

  AtthatinstanttheboyKingandhisQueenMother,herselfstillyoungandbeautiful,andcloakedwithadignityandsorrowthatherrobesofmourningcouldnotintensify,appearedinthedoorway。

  \"Goback,sir!\"warnedPhilip。\"Hemeanstokillyou!\"

  Atthewordsandatsightofthestrugglingmen,thegreatladyswayedhelplessly,hereyesfilledwithterror。Hersonsprangprotectinglyinfrontofher。Butthedangerwaspast。Asecondpolicemanwasnowholdingthemaniacbythewrists,forcinghisarmsabovehishead;Philip’sarms,likealariat,werewoundaroundhischest;andfromhispocketthefirstpolicemangingerlydrewfortharound,blackobjectofthesizeofaglassfire—grenade。Heheldithighintheair,andwavedhisfreehandwarningly。Butthewarningwasunobserved。Therewasnooneremainingtoobserveit。Leavingthewould—beassassinstrugglingandbitinginthegraspofthestalwartpoliceman,andtheotherpolicemanunhappilyholdingthebombatarm’slength,PhilipsoughttoescapeintotheRitz。ButtheyoungKingbrokethroughthecircleofattendantsandstoppedhim。

  \"Imustthankyou,\"saidtheboyeagerly;\"andIwishyoutotellmehowyoucametosuspecttheman’spurpose。\"

  Unabletospeakthetruth,Philip,thewould—bewriteroffiction,begantoimprovisefluently。

  \"Tolearntheirpurpose,sir,\"hesaid,\"ismybusiness。IamoftheInternationalPolice,andinthesecretserviceofyourMajesty。\"

  \"ThenImustknowyourname,\"saidtheKing,andaddedwithadignitythatwasmostbecoming,\"Youwillfindwearenotungrateful。\"

  Philipsmiledmysteriouslyandshookhishead。

  \"Isaidinyoursecretservice,\"herepeated。\"DidevenyourMajestyknowme,myusefulnesswouldbeatanend。\"Hepointedtowardthetwopolicemen。\"Ifyoudesiretobejust,aswellasgracious,thosearethementoreward。\"

  HeslippedpasttheKingandthroughthecrowdofhotelofficialsintothehallandonintothecorridor。

  Thearresthadtakenplacesoquietlyandsoquicklythatthroughtheheavyglassdoorsnosoundhadpenetrated,andofthefactthattheyhadbeensoclosetoapossibletragedythoseinthecorridorwerestillignorant。ThemembersoftheHungarianorchestrawerearrangingtheirmusic;awaiterwasservingtwomenofmiddleagewithsherry;andtwodistinguished—lookingelderlygentlemenseatedtogetheronasofaweretalkinginleisurelywhispers。

  Oneofthetwomiddle—agedmenwaswellknowntoPhilip,whoasareporterhadoften,inNewYork,endeavoredtointerviewhimonmattersconcerningthesteeltrust。HisnamewasFaust。HewasaPennsylvaniaDutchmanfromPittsburgh,andatonetimehadbeenaforemanofthenightshiftinthesamemillshenowcontrolled。

  Butwitharoarandaspectacularflash,notunlikeoneofhisownblastfurnaces,hehadsoaredtofameandfortune。HerecognizedPhilipasoneofthebrightyoungmenoftheRepublic;

  butinhisownopinionhewasfartooself—importanttobetraythatfact。

  PhilipsankintoanimitationLouisQuatorzechairbesideafountaininimitationofoneintheapartmentofthePompadour,andorderedwhatheknewwouldbeanexecrableimitationofanAmericancocktail。WhilewaitingforthecocktailandLadyWoodcote’sluncheonparty,Philip,fromwherehesat,couldnothelpbutoverheartheconversationofFaustandofthemanwithhim。ThelatterwasaGermanwithHebraicfeaturesandapointedbeard。InloudtoneshewascongratulatingtheAmericanmany—timemillionaireonhavingthatmorningcomeintopossessionofarareandvaluablemasterpiece,ahithertounknownandbutrecentlydiscoveredportraitofPhilipIVbyVelasquez。

  Philipsighedenviously。

  \"Fancy,\"hethought,\"owningaVelasquez!Fancyhavingitalltoyourself!Itmustbefuntoberich。Itcertainlyishelltobepoor!\"

  TheGerman,whowasevidentlyapicture—dealer,wasexclaimingintonesofrapture,andnoddinghisheadwithanairofaweandsolemnity。

  \"Iamtellingyouthetruth,Mr。Faust,\"hesaid。\"InnogalleryinEurope,no,noteveninthePrado,istheresuchanotherVelasquez。Thisiswhatyouaredoing,Mr。Faust,youarerobbingSpain。YouarerobbingherofsomethingworthmoretoherthanCuba。AndItellyou,sosoonasitisknownthatthisVelasquezisgoingtoyourhomeinPittsburgh,everySpaniardwillhateyouandeveryart—collectorwillhateyou,too。ForitisthemostwonderfularttreasureinEurope。Andwhatabargain,Mr。Faust!

  Whatabargain!\"

  Tomakesurethatthereporterwaswithinhearing,Mr。FaustglancedinthedirectionofPhilipand,seeingthathehadheard,frownedimportantly。Thatthereportermighthearstillmore,healsoraisedhisvoice。

  \"Nothingcanbecalledabargain,Baron,\"hesaid,\"thatcoststhreehundredthousanddollars!\"

  AgainhecouldnotresistglancingtowardPhilip,andsoeagerlythatPhilipdeemeditwouldbeonlypolitetolookinterested。Soheobliginglyassumedastartledlook,withwhichheendeavoredtominglesimulationsofsurprise,awe,andenvy。

  Thenextinstantanexpressionofrealsurpriseoverspreadhisfeatures。

  Mr。Faustcontinued。\"Ifyouwillcomeupstairs,\"hesaidtothepicture—dealer,\"Iwillgiveyouyourcheck;andthenIshouldliketodrivetoyourapartmentsandtakeafarewelllookatthepicture。\"

  \"Iamsorry,\"theBaronsaid,\"butIhavehaditmovedtomyartgallerytobepacked。\"

  \"Thenlet’sgotothegallery,\"urgedthepatronofart。\"We’vejusttimebeforelunch。\"Herosetohisfeet,andontheinstantthesoulofthepicture—dealerwasfilledwithalarm。

  Inactualwordshesaid:\"Thepictureisalreadyboxedandinitsleadcoffin。NodoubtbynowitisonitswaytoLiverpool。Iamsorry。\"Buthisthoughts,asPhilipeasilyreadthem,were:

  \"FancymylettingthisvulgarfoolintotheTateStreetworkshop!

  EvenHEwouldknowthatoldmastersarenotfoundinahalf—finishedstateonChelsea—madeframesandcanvases。Fancymylettinghimseethosetwohalf—completedVanDycks,thenewHals,thehalf—dozenCorots。HewouldevenseehisowncopyofVelasqueznexttotheoneexactlylikeit——theoneMacMillanfinishedyesterdayandthatIamsendingtoOporto,wherenextyear,inaconvent,weshall’discover’it。\"

  Philip’ssurprisegavewaytointenseamusement。Inhisdelightatthesituationuponwhichhehadstumbled,helaughedaloud。

  Thetwomen,whohadrisen,surprisedatthespectacleofayoungmanlaughingatnothing,turnedandstared。Philipalsorose。

  \"Pardonme,\"hesaidtoFaust,\"butyouspokesoloudIcouldn’thelpoverhearing。Ithinkwe’vemetbefore,whenIwasareporterontheRepublic。\"

  ThePittsburghmillionairemadeapretense,ofannoyance。

  \"Really!\"heprotestedirritably,\"youreportersbuttineverywhere。Nopublicmanissafe。Istherenoplacewecangowhereyoufellowswon’tannoyus?\"

  \"YoucangotothedevilforallIcare,\"saidPhilip,\"oreventoPittsburgh!\"

  Hesawthewaiterbearingdownuponhimwiththeimitationcocktail,andmovedtomeetit。Themillionaire,fearingthereporterwouldescapehim,hastilychangedhistone。Hespokewitheffectiveresignation。

  \"However,sinceyou’velearnedsomuch,\"hesaid,\"I’lltellyouthewholeofit。Idon’twantthefactgarbled,foritisofinternationalimportance。DoyouknowwhataVelasquezis?\"

  \"Doyou?\"askedPhilip。

  Themillionairesmiledtolerantly。

  \"IthinkIdo,\"hesaid。\"Andtoproveit,Ishalltellyousomethingthatwillbenewstoyou。IhavejustboughtaVelasquezthatIamgoingtoplaceinmyartmuseum。Itisworththreehundredthousanddollars。\"

  Philipacceptedthecocktailthewaiterpresented。Itwasquiteasbadashehadexpected。

  \"Now,Ishalltellyousomething,\"hesaid,\"thatwillbenewstoyou。YouarenotbuyingaVelasquez。ItisnomoreaVelasquezthanthishairoilisarealcocktail。Itisabadcopy,worthafewdollars。\"

  \"Howdareyou!\"shoutedFaust。\"Areyoumad?\"

  ThefaceoftheGermanturnedcrimsonwithrage。

  \"Whoisthisinsolentone?\"hesputtered。

  \"Iwillmakeyouasportingproposition,\"saidPhilip。\"Youcantakeit,orleaveit。Youtwowillgetintoataxi。Youwilldrivetothisman’sstudioinTateStreet。YouwillfindyourVelasquezisthereandnotonitswaytoLiverpool。Andyouwillfindoneexactlylikeit,andadozenother’oldmasters’

  half—finished。I’llbetyouahundredpoundsI’mright!AndI’llbetthismanahundredpoundsthatheDOESN’TDARETAKEYOUTO

  HISSTUDIO!\"

  \"Indeed,Iwillnot,\"roaredtheGerman。\"Itwouldbetoinsultmyself。\"

  \"Itwouldbeaneasywaytoearnahundredpounds,too,\"saidPhilip。

  \"HowdareyouinsulttheBaron?\"demandedFaust。\"Whatmakesyouthink——\"

  \"Idon’tthink,Iknow!\"saidPhilip。\"Forthepriceofataxi—cabfaretoTateStreet,youwinahundredpounds。\"

  \"Wewillallthreegoatonce,\"criedtheGerman。\"Mycarisoutside。Waithere。Iwillhaveitbroughttothedoor?\"

  Faustprotestedindignantly。

  \"Donotdisturbyourself,Baron,\"hesaid;\"justbecauseafreshreporter——\"

  ButalreadytheGermanhadreachedthehall。Nordidhestopthere。Theysawhim,withouthishat,rushintoPiccadilly,springintoataxi,andshoutexcitedlytothedriver。Thenextmomenthehaddisappeared。

  \"That’sthelastyou’llseeofhim,\"saidPhilip。

  \"Hisactionsarecertainlypeculiar,\"gaspedthemillionaire。\"Hedidnotwaitforus。Hedidn’tevenwaitforhishat!Ithink,afterall,IhadbettergotoTateStreet。\"

  \"Doso,\"saidPhilip,\"andsaveyourselfthreehundredthousanddollars,andfromthelaughteroftwocontinents。You’llfindmehereatlunch。IfI’mwrong,I’llpayyouahundredpounds。\"

  \"Youshouldcomewithme,\"saidFaust。\"Itisonlyfairtoyourself。\"

  \"I’lltakeyourwordforwhatyoufindinthestudio,\"saidPhilip。\"Icannotgo。Thisismybusyday。\"

  Withoutfurtherwords,themillionairecollectedhishatandstick,and,inhisturn,enteredataxi—cabanddisappeared。

  PhilipreturnedtotheLouisQuatorzechairandlitacigarette。

  Saveforthetwoelderlygentlemenonthesofa,theloungewasstillempty,andhisreflectionswereundisturbed。Heshookhisheadsadly。

  \"Surely,\"Philipthought,\"theFrenchchapwasrightwhosaidwordsweregivenustoconcealourthoughts。Whatastrangeworlditwouldbeifeveryonepossessedmypower。Deceptionwouldbequitefutileandlyingwouldbecomealostart。Iwonder,\"hemusedcynically,\"isanyonequitehonest?Doesanyonespeakashethinksandthinkashespeaks?\"

  Atoncecameadirectanswertohisquestion。Thetwoelderlygentlemenhadrisenand,beforeseparating,hadhaltedafewfeetfromhim。

  \"Isincerelyhope,SirJohn,\"saidoneofthetwo,\"thatyouhavenoregrets。IhopeyoubelievethatIhaveadvisedyouinthebestinterestsofall?\"

  \"Ido,indeed,\"theotherrepliedheartily\"Weshallbethoughtentirelyselfish;butyouknowandIknowthatwhatwehavedoneisforthebenefitoftheshareholders。\"

  Philipwaspleasedtofindthatthethoughtsofeachoftheoldgentlemenranhandinhandwithhisspokenwords。\"Here,atleast,\"hesaidtohimself,\"aretwohonestmen。\"

  Asthoughloathtopart,thetwogentlemenstilllingered。

  \"AndIhope,\"continuedtheoneaddressedasSirJohn,\"thatyouapproveofmyholdingbackthepublicannouncementofthecombineuntiltheafternoon。Itwillgivetheshareholdersabetterchance。Hadwegivenoutthenewsinthismorning’spapersthestockbrokerswouldhave——\"

  \"Itwasmostwise,\"interruptedtheother。\"Mostjust。\"

  TheonecalledSirJohnbowedhimselfaway,leavingtheotherstillstandingatthestepsofthelounge。Withhishandsbehindhisback,hischinsunkonhischest,heremained,gazingatnothing,histhoughtsfaraway。

  Philipfoundthemthoughtsofcuriousinterest。Theywereconcernedwiththreeflags。Now,thegentlemanconsideredthemseparately;andPhilipsawtheemblemspaintedclearlyincolors,flutteringandflattenedbythebreeze。Again,thegentlemanconsideredtheminvariouscombinations;butalways,inwhateverorderhismindarrangedthem,ofthethreehisheartspokealwaystothesameflag,astheheartofamotherreachestowardherfirstborn。

  Thenthethoughtswerediverted;andinhismind’seyetheoldgentlemanwaswatchingthelaunchingofalittleschoonerfromashipyardontheClyde。Athermainflewoneofthethreeflags——aflagwitharedcrossonawhiteground。Withthoughtstenderandgrateful,hefollowedhertostrange,hotports,throughhurricanesandtidalwaves;hesawherreturnagainandagaintotheLondondocks,ladenwithodorouscoffee,mahogany,redrubber,andrawbullion。HesawsistershipsfollowinherwaketoeveryportintheSouthSea;sawsteampacketstaketheplaceoftheshipswithsails;sawthesteampacketsgivewaytogreatoceanliners,eachafloatingvillage,eachequipped,asnovillageisequipped,withagiantpowerhouse,thousandsofelectriclamps,suiteaftersuiteofsilk—linedboudoirs,withthefloatingharpsthatvibratetoalovemessagethreehundredmilesaway,tothefiercecallforhelpfromasinkingship。Butatthemainofeachgreatvesseltherestillflewthesamehouse—flag——theredcrossonthefieldofwhite——onlynowinthearmsofthecrosstherenestledproudlyaroyalcrown。

  Philipcastascaredglanceattheoldgentleman,andraceddownthecorridortothetelephone。

  OfalltheyoungEnglishmenheknew,Maddoxwashisbestfriendandastock—broker。InthatlattercapacityPhiliphadneverbeforeaddressedhim。Nowhedemandedhisinstantpresenceatthetelephone。

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