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  ’DoyourememberwhereIusedtokeepmybank—book?’saidhe。’Torptookittobebalancedjustbeforehewentaway。Lookandsee。’

  ’Itwasgenerallyunderthetobacco—jar。Ah!’

  ’Well?’

  ’Oh!Fourthousandtwohundredandtenpoundsnineshillingsandapenny!Ohmy!’

  ’Youcanhavethepenny。That’snotbadforoneyear’swork。Isthatandahundredandtwentypoundsayeargoodenough?’

  Theidlenessandtheprettyclotheswerealmostwithinherreachnow,butshemust,bybeinghousewifely,showthatshedeservedthem。

  ’Yes;butyou’dhavetomove,andifwetookaninventory,Ithinkwe’dfindthatMr。Beetonhasbeenprigginglittlethingsoutoftheroomshereandthere。Theydon’tlookasfullastheyused。’

  ’Nevermind,we’lllethimhavethem。TheonlythingI’mparticularlyanxioustotakeawayisthatpictureIusedyoufor——whenyouusedtoswearatme。We’llpulloutofthisplace,Bess,andgetawayasfaraseverwecan。’

  ’Ohyes,’shesaiduneasily。

  ’Idon’tknowwhereIcangotogetawayfrommyself,butI’lltry,andyoushallhavealltheprettyfrocksthatyoucarefor。You’lllikethat。

  Givemethatkissnow,Bess。Yegods!it’sgoodtoputone’sarmroundawoman’swaistagain。’

  Thencamethefulfilmentoftheprophecywithinthebrain。IfhisarmwerethusroundMaisie’swaistandakisshadjustbeengivenandtakenbetweenthem,——whythen……Hepressedthegirlmorecloselytohimselfbecausethepainwhippedhim。ShewaswonderinghowtoexplainalittleaccidenttotheMelancolia。Atanyrate,ifthismanreallydesiredthesolaceofhercompany——andcertainlyhewouldrelapseintohisoriginalsloughifshewithdrewit——hewouldnotbemorethanjustalittlevexed。

  Itwouldbedelightfulatleasttoseewhatwouldhappen,andbyherteachingsitwasgoodforamantostandincertainaweofhiscompanion。

  Shelaughednervously,andslippedoutofhisreach。

  ’Ishouldn’tworritaboutthatpictureifIwasyou,’shebegan,inthehopeofturninghisattention。

  ’It’satthebackofallmycanvasessomewhere。Findit,Bess;youknowitaswellasIdo。’

  ’Iknow——but——’

  ’Butwhat?You’vewitenoughtomanagethesaleofittoadealer。

  Womenhagglemuchbetterthanmen。Itmightbeamatterofeightorninehundredpoundsto——tous。Isimplydidn’tliketothinkaboutitforalongtime。Itwasmixedupwithmylifeso。——Butwe’llcoverupourtracksandgetridofeverything,eh?Makeafreshstartfromthebeginning,Bess。’

  Thenshebegantorepentverymuchindeed,becausesheknewthevalueofmoney。Still,itwasprobablethattheblindmanwasoverestimatingthevalueofhiswork。Gentlemen,sheknew,wereabsurdlyparticularabouttheirthings。Shegiggledasanervoushousemaidgiggleswhenshetriestoexplainthebreakageofapipe。

  ’I’mverysorry,butyourememberIwas——IwasangrywithyoubeforeMr。Torpenhowwentaway?’

  ’Youwereveryangry,child;andonmywordIthinkyouhadsomerighttobe。’

  ’ThenI——butaren’tyousureMr。Torpenhowdidn’ttellyou?’

  ’Tellmewhat?Goodgracious,whatareyoumakingsuchafussaboutwhenyoumightjustaswellbegivingmeanotherkiss?’

  Hewasbeginningtolearn,notforthefirsttimeinhisexperience,thatkissingisacumulativepoison。Themoreyougetofit,themoreyouwant。

  Bessiegavethekisspromptly,whispering,asshedidso,’IwassoangryI

  rubbedoutthatpicturewiththeturpentine。Youaren’tangry,areyou?’

  ’What?Saythatagain。’Theman’shandhadclosedonherwrist。

  ’Irubbeditoutwithturpsandtheknife,’falteredBessie。’Ithoughtyou’donlyhavetodoitoveragain。Youdiddoitoveragain,didn’tyou?

  Oh,letgoofmywrist;you’rehurtingme。’

  ’Isn’tthereanythingleftofthething?’

  ’N’nothingthatlookslikeanything。I’msorry——Ididn’tknowyou’dtakeonaboutit;Ionlymeanttodoitinfun。Youaren’tgoingtohitme?’

  ’Hityou!No!Let’sthink。’

  Hedidnotrelaxhisholduponherwristbutstoodstaringatthecarpet。

  Thenheshookhisheadasayoungsteershakesitwhenthelashofthestock—whipcrosshisnosewarnshimbacktothepathontotheshamblesthathewouldescape。ForweekshehadforcedhimselfnottothinkoftheMelancolia,becauseshewasapartofhisdeadlife。WithBessie’sreturnandcertainnewprospectsthathaddevelopedthemselves,theMelancolia——lovelierinhisimaginationthanshehadeverbeenoncanvas——reappeared。ByheraidhemighthaveprocuredmormoneywherewithtoamuseBessandtoforgetMaisie,aswellasanothertasteofanalmostforgottensuccess。Now,thankstoaviciouslittlehousemaid’sfolly,therewasnothingtolookfor——noteventhehopethathemightsomedaytakeanabidinginterestinthehousemaid。Worstofall,hehadbeenmadetoappearridiculousinMaisie’seyes。Awomanwillforgivethemanwhohasruinedherlife’sworksolongashegivesherlove;amanmayforgivethosewhoruintheloveofhislife,buthewillneverforgivethedestructionofhiswork。

  ’Tck——tck——tck,’saidDickbetweenhisteeth,andthenlaughedsoftly。’It’sanomen,Bessie,and——agoodmanythingsconsidered,itservesmerightfordoingwhatIhavedone。ByJove!thataccountsforMaisie’srunningaway。Shemusthavethoughtmeperfectlymad——smallblametoher!Thewholepictureruined,isn’titso?Whatmadeyoudoit?’

  ’BecauseIwasthatangry。I’mnotangrynow——I’mawfulsorry。’

  ’Iwonder。——Itdoesn’tmatter,anyhow。I’mtoblameformakingthemistake。’

  ’Whatmistake?’

  ’Somethingyouwouldn’tunderstand,dear。Greatheavens!tothinkthatalittlepieceofdirtlikeyoucouldthrowmeoutofstride!’DickwastalkingtohimselfasBessietriedtoshakeoffhisgriponherwrist。

  ’Iain’tapieceofdirt,andyoushouldn’tcallmeso!Ididit’causeIhatedyou,andI’monlysorrynow’causeyou’re——’causeyou’re————’

  ’Exactly——becauseI’mblind。There’snotingliketactinlittlethings。’

  Bessiebegantosob。Shedidnotlikebeingshackledagainstherwill;shewasafraidoftheblindfaceandthelookuponit,andwassorrytoothathergreatrevengehadonlymadeDicklaugh。

  ’Don’tcry,’hesaid,andtookherintohisarms。’Youonlydidwhatyouthoughtright。’

  ’I——Iain’talittlepieceofdirt,andifyousaythatI’llnevercometoyouagain。’

  ’Youdon’tknowwhatyou’vedonetome。I’mnotangry——indeed,I’mnot。

  Bequietforaminute。’

  Bessieremainedinhisarmsshrinking。Dick’sfirstthoughtwasconnectedwithMaisie,andithurthimaswhite—hotironhurtsanopensore。

  Notfornothingisamanpermittedtoallyhimselftothewrongwoman。

  Thefirstpang——thefirstsenseofthingslostisbutthepreludetotheplay,fortheveryjustProvidencewhodelightsincausingpainhasdecreedthattheagonyshallreturn,andthatinthemidstofkeenestpleasure。

  Theyknowthispainequallywhohaveforsakenorbeenforsakenbytheloveoftheirlife,andintheirnewwives’armsarecompelledtorealiseit。

  Itisbettertoremainaloneandsufferonlythemiseryofbeingalone,solongasitispossibletofinddistractionindailywork。Whenthatresourcegoesthemanistobepitiedandleftalone。

  ThesethingsandsomeothersDickconsideredwhilehewasholdingBessietohisheart。

  ’Thoughyoumayn’tknowit,’hesaid,raisinghishead,’theLordisajustandaterribleGod,Bess;withaverystrongsenseofhumour。Itservesmeright——howitservesmeright!Torpcouldunderstanditifhewerehere;hemusthavesufferedsomethingatyourhands,child,butonlyforaminuteorso。Isavedhim。Setthattomycredit,someone。’

  ’Letmego,’saidBess,herfacedarkening。’Letmego。’

  ’Allingoodtime。DidyoueverattendSundayschool?’

  ’Never。Letmego,Itellyou;you’remakingfunofme。’

  ’Indeed,I’mnot。I’mmakingfunofmyself……Thus。\"Hesavedothers,himselfhecannotsave。\"Itisn’texactlyaschool—boardtext。’Hereleasedherwrist,butsincehewasbetweenherandthedoor,shecouldnotescape。’Whatanenormousamountofmischiefonelittlewomancando!’

  ’I’msorry;I’mawfulsorryaboutthepicture。’

  ’I’mnot。I’mgratefultoyouforspoilingit……Whatwerewetalkingaboutbeforeyoumentionedthething?’

  ’Aboutgettingaway——andmoney。Meandyougoingaway。’

  ’Ofcourse。Wewillgetaway——thatistosay,Iwill。’

  ’Andme?’

  ’Youshallhavefiftywholepoundsforspoilingapicture。’

  ’Thenyouwon’t————?’

  ’I’mafraidnot,dear。Thinkoffiftypoundsforprettythingsalltoyourself。’

  ’Yousaidyoucouldn’tdoanythingwithoutme。’

  ’Thatwastruealittlewhileago。I’mbetternow,thankyou。Getmemyhat。’

  ’S’poseIdon’t?’

  ’Beetonwill,andyou’lllosefiftypounds。That’sall。Getit。’

  Bessiecursedunderherbreath。Shehadpitiedthemansincerely,hadkissedhimwithalmostequalsincerity,forhewasnotunhandsome;itpleasedhertobeinawayandforatimehisprotector,andabovealltherewerefourthousandpoundstobehandledbysomeone。Nowthroughaslipofthetongueandalittlefemininedesiretogivealittle,nottoomuch,painshehadlostthemoney,theblessedidlenessandtheprettythings,thecompanionship,andthechanceoflookingoutwardlyasrespectableasareallady。

  ’Nowfillmeapipe。Tobaccodoesn’ttaste,butitdoesn’tmatter,andI’llthinkthingsout。What’sthedayoftheweek,Bess?’

  ’Tuesday。’

  ’ThenThursday’smail—day。Whatafool——whatablindfoolIhavebeen!?

  Twenty—twopoundscoversmypassagehomeagain。Allowtenforadditionalexpenses。WemustputupatMadamBinat’sforoldtime’ssake。Thirty—twopoundsaltogether。Addahundredforthecostofthelasttrip——Gad,won’tTorpstaretoseeme!——ahundredandthirty—twoleavesseventy—eightforbaksheesh——Ishallneedit——andtoplaywith。

  Whatareyoucryingfor,Bess?Itwasn’tyourfault,child;itwasminealtogether。Oh,youfunnylittleopossum,mopyoureyesandtakemeout!?

  Iwantthepass—bookandthecheck—book。Stopaminute。Fourthousandpoundsatfourpercent——that’ssafeinterest——meansahundredandsixtypoundsayear;onehundredandtwentypoundsahear——alsosafe——istwoeighty,andtwohundredandeightypoundsaddedtothreehundredayearmeansgildedluxuryforasinglewoman。Bess,we’llgotothebank。’

  Richerbytwohundredandtenpoundsstoredinhismoney—belt,DickcausedBessie,nowthoroughlybewildered,tohurryfromthebanktotheP。andO。offices,whereheexplainedthingstersely。

  ’PortSaid,singlefirst;cabinasclosetothebaggage—hatchaspossible。

  Whatship’sgoing?’

  ’TheColgong,’saidtheclerk。

  ’She’sawetlittlehooker。IsitTilburyandatender,orGalleonsandthedocks?’

  ’Galleons。Twelve—forty,Thursday。’

  ’Thanks。Change,please。Ican’tseeverywell——willyoucountitintomyhand?’

  ’Iftheyalltooktheirpassageslikethatinsteadoftalkingabouttheirtrunks,lifewouldbeworthsomething,’saidtheclerktohisneighbour,whowastryingtoexplaintoaharassedmotherofmanythatcondensedmilkisjustasgoodforbabesatseaasdailydairy。Beingnineteenandunmarried,hespokewithconviction。

  ’Wearenow,’quothDick,astheyreturnedtothestudio,pattingtheplacewherehismoney—beltcoveredticketandmoney,’beyondthereachofman,ordevil,orwoman——whichismuchmoreimportant。I’vehadthreelittleaffairstocarrythroughbeforeThursday,butIneedn’taskyoutohelp,Bess。ComehereonThursdaymorningatnine。We’llbreakfast,andyoushalltakemedowntoGalleonsStation。’

  ’Whatareyougoingtodo?’

  ’Goingaway,ofcourse。WhatshouldIstayfor?’

  ’Butyoucan’tlookafteryourself?’

  ’Icandoanything。Ididn’trealiseitbefore,butIcan。I’vedoneagreatdealalready。ResolutionshallbetreatedtoonekissifBessiedoesn’tobject。’Strangelyenough,BessieobjectedandDicklaughed。’Isupposeyou’reright。Well,comeatninethedayafterto—morrowandyou’llgetyourmoney。’

  ’ShallIsure?’

  ’Idon’tbilk,andyouwon’tknowwhetherIdoornotunlessyoucome。

  Oh,butit’slongandlongtowait!Good—bye,Bessie,——sendBeetonhereasyougoout。’

  Thehousekeepercame。

  ’Whatareallthefittingsofmyroomsworth?’saidDick,imperiously。

  ’’Tisn’tformetosay,sir。Somethingsisveryprettyandsomeisworeoutdreadful。’

  ’I’minsuredfortwohundredandseventy。’

  ’Insurancepoliciesisnocriterion,thoughIdon’tsay————’

  ’Oh,damnyourlongwindedness!You’vemadeyourpickingsoutofmeandtheothertenants。Why,youtalkedofretiringandbuyingapublic—housetheotherday。Giveastraightanswertoastraightquestion。’

  ’Fifty,’saidMr。Beeton,withoutamoment’shesitation。

  ’Doubleit;orI’llbreakuphalfmysticksandburntherest。’

  Hefelthiswaytoabookstandthatsupportedapileofsketch—books,andwrenchedoutoneofthemahoganypillars。

  ’That’ssinful,sir,’saidthehousekeeper,alarmed。

  ’It’smyown。Onehundredor————’

  ’Onehundreditis。It’llcostmethreeandsixtogetthattherepilastermended。’

  ’Ithoughtso。Whatanoutandoutswindleryoumusthavebeentospringthatpriceatonce!’

  ’IhopeI’vedonenothingtodissatisfyanyofthetenants,leastofallyou,sir。’

  ’Nevermindthat。Getmethemoneyto—morrow,andseethatallmyclothesarepackedinthelittlebrownbullock—trunk。I’mgoing。’

  ’Butthequarter’snotice?’

  ’I’llpayforfeit。Lookafterthepackingandleavemealone。’

  Mr。Beetondiscussedthisnewdeparturewithhiswife,whodecidedthatBessiewasatthebottomofitall。Herhusbandtookamorecharitableview。

  ’It’sverysudden——butthenhewasalwayssuddeninhisways。Listentohimnow!’

  TherewasasoundofchantingfromDick’sroom。

  ’We’llnevercomebackanymore,boys,We’llnevercomebacknomore;

  We’llgotothedeuceonanyexcuse,Andnevercomebacknomore!?

  Ohsaywe’reafloatorashore,boys,Ohsaywe’reafloatorashore;

  Butwe’llnevercomebackanymore,boys,We’llnevercomebacknomore!’?

  ’Mr。Beeton!Mr。Beeton!Wherethedeuceismypistol?’

  ’Quick,he’sgoingtoshoothimself——’avin’gonemad!’saidMrs。Beeton。

  Mr。BeetonaddressedDicksoothingly,butitwassometimebeforethelatter,threshingupanddownhisbedroom,couldrealisetheintentionofthepromisesto’findeverythingto—morrow,sir。’

  ’Oh,youcopper—nosedoldfool——youimpotentAcademician!’heshoutedatlast。’DoyousupposeIwanttoshootmyself?Takethepistolinyoursillyshakinghandthen。Ifyoutouchit,itwillgooff,becauseit’sloaded。

  It’samongmycampaign—kitsomewhere——intheparcelatthebottomofthetrunk。’

  LongagoDickhadcarefullypossessedhimselfofaforty—poundweightfield—equipmentconstructedbytheknowledgeofhisownexperience。Itwasthisput—awaytreasurethathewastryingtofindandrehandle。Mr。

  Beetonwhippedtherevolveroutofitsplaceonthetopofthepackage,andDickdrovehishandamongthekhakicoatandbreeches,theblueclothleg—bands,andtheheavyflannelshirtsdoubledoverapairofswan—neckspurs。Undertheseandthewater—bottlelayasketch—bookandapigskincaseofstationery。

  ’Thesewedon’twant;youcanhavethem,Mr。Beeton。EverythingelseI’llkeep。Pack’emonthetopright—handsideofmytrunk。Whenyou’vedonethatcomeintothestudiowithyourwife。Iwantyouboth。Waitaminute;getmeapenandasheetofnotepaper。’

  Itisnotaneasythingtowritewhenyoucannotsee,andDickhadparticularreasonsforwishingthathisworkshouldbeclear。Sohebegan,followinghisrighthandwithhisleft:’\"ThebadnessofthiswritingisbecauseIamblindandcannotseemypen。\"H’mph!——evenalawyercan’tmistakethat。Itmustbesigned,Isuppose,butitneedn’tbewitnessed。Nowaninchlower——whydidIneverlearntouseatype—writer?——\"Thisisthelastwillandtestamentofme,RichardHeldar。

  Iaminsoundbodilyandmentalhealth,andthereisnopreviouswilltorevoke。\"——That’sallright。Damnthepen!WhereaboutsonthepaperwasI?——\"IleaveeverythingthatIpossessintheworld,includingfourthousandpounds,andtwothousandsevenhundredandtwentyeightpoundsheldforme\"——oh,Ican’tgetthisstraight。’Hetoreoffhalfthesheetandbeganagainwiththecautionaboutthehandwriting。Then:’I

  leaveallthemoneyIpossessintheworldto’——herefollowedMaisie’sname,andthenamesofthetwobanksthatheldthemoney。

  ’Itmayn’tbequiteregular,butnoonehasashadowofarighttodisputeit,andI’vegivenMaisie’saddress。Comein,Mr。Beeton。Thisismysignature;Iwantyouandyourwifetowitnessit。Thanks。To—morrowyoumusttakemetothelandlordandI’llpayforfeitforleavingwithoutnotice,andI’lllodgethispaperwithhimincaseanythinghappenswhileI’maway。Nowwe’regoingtolightupthestudiostove。Staywithme,andgivememypapersasIwant’em。’

  Nooneknowsuntilhehastriedhowfineablazeayear’saccumulationofbills,letters,anddocketscanmake。Dickstuffedintothestoveeverydocumentinthestudio——savingonlythreeunopenedletters;destroyedsketch—books,roughnote—books,newandhalf—finishedcanvasesalike。

  ’Whatalotofrubbishatenantgetsabouthimifhestayslongenoughinoneplace,tobesure,’saidMr。Beeton,atlast。

  ’Hedoes。Isthereanythingmoreleft?’Dickfeltroundthewalls。

  ’Notathing,andthestove’snighred—hot。’

  ’Excellent,andyou’velostaboutathousandpounds’worthofsketches。

  Ho!ho!Quiteathousandpounds’worth,ifIcanrememberwhatIusedtobe。’

  ’Yes,sir,’politely。Mr。BeetonwasquitesurethatDickhadgonemad,otherwisehewouldhaveneverpartedwithhisexcellentfurnitureforasong。Thecanvasthingstookupstorageroomandweremuchbetteroutoftheway。

  Thereremainedonlytoleavethelittlewillinsafehands:thatcouldnotbeaccomplishedtoto—morrow。Dickgropedaboutthefloorpickingupthelastpiecesofpaper,assuredhimselfagainandagainthatthereremainednowrittenwordorsignofhispastlifeindrawerordesk,andsatdownbeforethestovetillthefirediedoutandthecontractingironcrackedinthesilenceofthenight。

  CHAPTERXV

  Withaheartoffuriousfancies,WhereofIamcommander;

  Withaburningspearandahorseofair,TothewildernessIwander。

  WithaknightofghostsandshadowsIsummonedamtotourney——

  Tenleaguesbeyondthewideworld’send,Methinksitisnojourney。

  ——Toma’Bedlam’sSong。?

  ’GOOD—BYE,Bess;Ipromisedyoufifty。Here’sahundred——allthatIgotformyfurniturefromBeeton。Thatwillkeepyouinprettyfrocksforsometime。You’vebeenagoodlittlegirl,allthingsconsidered,butyou’vegivenmeandTorpenhowafairamountoftrouble。’

  ’GiveMr。Torpenhowmyloveifyouseehim,won’tyou?’

  ’OfcourseIwill,dear。Nowtakemeupthegang—plankandintothecabin。Onceaboardtheluggerandthemaidis——andIamfree,Imean。’

  ’Who’lllookafteryouonthisship?’

  ’Thehead—steward,ifthere’sanyuseinmoney。ThedoctorwhenwecometoPortSaid,ifIknowanythingofP。andO。doctors。Afterthat,theLordwillprovide,asHeusedtodo。’

  BessfoundDickhiscabininthewildturmoilofashipfullofleavetakersandweepingrelatives。Thenhekissedher,andlaidhimselfdowninhisbunkuntilthedecksshouldbeclear。Hewhohadtakensolongtomoveabouthisowndarkenedroomswellunderstoodthegeographyofaship,andthenecessityofseeingtohisowncomfortswasaswinetohim。

  BeforethescrewbegantothrashtheshipalongtheDockshehadbeenintroducedtothehead—steward,hadroyallytippedhim,securedagoodplaceattable,openedouthisbaggage,andsettledhimselfdownwithjoyinthecabin。Itwasscarcelynecessarytofeelhiswayashemovedabout,forhekneweverythingsowell。ThenGodwasverykind:adeepsleepofwearinesscameuponhimjustashewouldhavethoughtofMaisie,andheslepttillthesteamerhadclearedthemouthoftheThamesandwasliftingtothepulseoftheChannel。

  Therattleoftheengines,thereekofoilandpaint,andaveryfamiliarsoundinthenextcabinrousedhimtohisnewinheritance。

  ’Oh,it’sgoodtobealiveagain!’Heyawned,stretchedhimselfvigorously,andwentondecktobetoldthattheywerealmostabreastofthelightsofBrighton。ThisisnomoreopenwaterthanTrafalgalSquareisacommon;thefreelevelsbeginatUshant;butnonethelessDickcouldfeelthehealingoftheseaatworkuponhimalready。Aboisterouslittlecross—swellswungthesteamerdisrespectfullybythenose;andonewavebreakingfaraftspatteredthequarterdeckandthepileofnewdeck—chairs。Heheardthefoamfallwiththeclashofbrokenglass,wasstunginthefacebyacupful,andsniffingluxuriously,felthiswaytothesmoking—roombythewheel。Thereastrongbreezefoundhim,blewhiscapoffandlefthimbareheadedinthedoorway,andthesmoking—roomsteward,understandingthathewasavoyagerofexperience,saidthattheweatherwouldbestiffinthechopsofftheChannelandmorethanhalfagaleintheBay。Thesethingsfellastheywereforetold,andDickenjoyedhimselftotheutmost。Itisallowableandevennecessaryatseatolayfirmholdupontables,stanchions,andropesinmovingfromplacetoplace。Onlandthemanwhofeelswithhishandsispatentlyblind。Atseaevenablindmanwhoisnotsea—sickcanjestwiththedoctorovertheweaknessofhisfellows。Dicktoldthedoctormanytales——andthesearecoinofmorevaluethansilverifproperlyhandled——smokedwithhimtillunholyhoursofthenight,andsowonhisshort—livedregardthathepromisedDickafewhoursofhistimewhentheycametoPortSaid。

  Andthesearoaredorwasstillasthewindsblew,andtheenginessangtheirsongdayandnight,andthesungrewstrongerdaybyday,andTomtheLascarbarbershavedDickofamorningundertheopenedhatch—gratingwherethecoolwindsblew,andtheawningswerespreadandthepassengersmademerry,andatlasttheycametoPortSaid。

  ’Takeme,’saidDick,tothedoctor,’toMadameBinat’s——ifyouknowwherethatis。’

  ’Whew!’saidthedoctor,’Ido。There’snotmuchtochoosebetween’em;

  butIsupposeyou’reawarethatthat’soneoftheworsthousesintheplace。They’llrobyoutobeginwith,andknifeyoulater。’

  ’Notthey。Takemethere,andIcanlookaftermyself。’

  SohewasbroughttoMadameBinat’sandfilledhisnostrilswiththewell—rememberedsmelloftheEast,thatrunswithoutachangefromtheCanalheadtoHong—Kong,andhismouthwiththevillainousLinguaFrancaoftheLevant。Theheatsmotehimbetweentheshoulder—bladeswiththebuffetofanoldfriend,hisfeetslippedonthesand,andhiscoat—sleevewaswarmasnew—bakedbreadwhenheliftedittohisnose。

  MadameBinatsmiledwiththesmilethatknowsnoastonishmentwhenDickenteredthedrinking—shopwhichwasonesourceofhergains。Butforalittleaccidentofcompletedarknesshecouldhardlyrealisethathehadeverquittedtheoldlifethathummedinhisears。SomebodyopenedabottleofpeculiarlystrongSchiedam。ThesmellremindedDickofMonsieurBinat,who,bytheway,hadspokenofartanddegradation。

  Binatwasdead;Madamesaidasmuchwhenthedoctordeparted,scandalised,sofarasaship’sdoctorcanbe,atthewarmthofDick’sreception。Dickwasdelightedatit。’Theyremembermehereafterayear。Theyhaveforgottenmeacrossthewaterbythistime。Madame,I

  wantalongtalkwithyouwhenyou’reatliberty。Itisgoodtobebackagain。’

  Intheeveningshesetaniron—toppedcaf?—tableoutonthesands,andDickandshesatbyit,whilethehousebehindthemfilledwithriot,merriment,oaths,andthreats。ThestarscameoutandthelightsoftheshippingintheharbourtwinkledbytheheadoftheCanal。

  ’Yes。Thewarisgoodfortrade,myfriend;butwhatdostthoudohere?

  Wehavenotforgottenthee。’

  ’IwasoverthereinEnglandandIwentblind。’

  ’Buttherewasthegloryfirst。Weheardofithere,evenhere——IandBinat;andthouhastusedtheheadofYellow’Tina——sheisstillalive——sooftenandsowellthat’Tinalaughedwhenthepapersarrivedbythemail—boats。Itwasalwayssomethingthatweherecouldrecogniseinthepaintings。Andthentherewasalwaysthegloryandthemoneyforthee。’

  ’Iamnotpoor——Ishallpayyouwell。’

  ’Nottome。Thouhastpaidforeverything。’Underherbreath,’MonDieu,tobeblindandsoyoung!Whathorror!’

  Dickcouldnotseeherfacewiththepityonit,orhisownwiththediscolouredhairatthetemples。Hedidnotfeeltheneedofpity;hewastooanxioustogettothefrontoncemore,andexplainedhisdesire。

  ’Andwhere?TheCanalisfulloftheEnglishships。Sometimestheyfireastheyusedtodowhenthewarwashere——tenyearsago。BeyondCairothereisfighting,buthowcanstthougotherewithoutacorrespondent’spassport?Andinthedesertthereisalwaysfighting,butthatisimpossiblealso,’saidshe。

  ’ImustgotoSuakin。’Heknew,thankstoAlf’sreadings,thatTorpenhowwasatworkwiththecolumnthatwasprotectingtheconstructionoftheSuakin—Berberline。P。andO。steamersdonottouchatthatport,and,besides,MadameBinatkneweverybodywhosehelporadvicewasworthanything。Theywerenotrespectablefolk,buttheycouldcausethingstobeaccomplished,whichismuchmoreimportantwhenthereisworktoward。

  ’ButatSuakintheyarealwaysfighting。Thatdesertbreedsmenalways——andalwaysmoremen。Andtheyaresobold!WhytoSuakin?’

  ’Myfriendisthere。

  ’Thyfriend!Chtt!Thyfriendisdeath,then。’

  MadameBinatdroppedafatarmonthetable—top,filledDick’sglassanew,andlookedathimcloselyunderthestars。Therewasnoneedthatheshouldbowhisheadinassentandsay——

  ’No。Heisaman,but——ifitshouldarrive……blamestthou?’

  ’Iblame?’shelaughedshrilly。’WhoamIthatIshouldblameanyone——exceptthosewhotrytocheatmeovertheirconsommations。Butitisveryterrible。’

  ’ImustgotoSuakin。Thinkforme。Agreatdealhaschangedwithintheyear,andthemenIknewarenothere。TheEgyptianlighthousesteamergoesdowntheCanaltoSuakin——andthepost—boats——Buteventhen————’

  ’Donotthinkanylonger。Iknow,anditisformetothink。Thoushaltgo——thoushaltgoandseethyfriend。Bewise。Sithereuntilthehouseisalittlequiet——Imustattendtomyguests——andafterwardsgotobed。Thoushaltgo,intruth,thoushaltgo。’

  ’To—morrow?’

  ’Assoonasmaybe。’Shewastalkingasthoughhewereachild。

  Hesatatthetablelisteningtothevoicesintheharbourandthestreets,andwonderinghowsoontheendwouldcome,tillMadameBinatcarriedhimofftobedandorderedhimtosleep。Thehouseshoutedandsanganddancedandrevelled,MadameBinatmovingthroughitwithoneeyeontheliquorpaymentsandthegirlsandtheotheronDick’sinterests。TothislatterendshesmileduponscowlingandfurtiveTurkishofficersoffellaheenregiments,andmorethankindtocamelagentsofnonationalitywhatever。

  Intheearlymorning,beingthenappropriatelydressedinaflamingredsilkball—dress,withafrontoftarnishedgoldembroideryandanecklaceofplate—glassdiamonds,shemadechocolateandcarrieditintoDick。

  ’ItisonlyI,andIamofdiscreetage,eh?Drinkandeattherolltoo。ThusinFrancemothersbringtheirsons,whenthosebehavewisely,themorningchocolate。’Shesatdownonthesideofthebedwhispering:——

  ’Itisallarranged。Thouwiltgobythelighthouseboat。ThatisabribeoftenpoundsEnglish。ThecaptainisneverpaidbytheGovernment。TheboatcomestoSuakininfourdays。TherewillgowiththeeGeorge,aGreekmuleteer。Anotherbribeoftenpounds。Iwillpay;theymustnotknowofthymoney。Georgewillgowiththeeasfarashegoeswithhismules。Thenhecomesbacktome,forhiswell—belovedishere,andifIdonotreceiveatelegramfromSuakinsayingthatthouartwell,thegirlanswersforGeorge。’

  ’Thankyou。’Hereachedoutsleepilyforthecup。’Youaremuchtookind,Madame。’

  ’IftherewereanythingthatImightdoIwouldsay,stayhereandbewise;butIdonotthinkthatwouldbebestforthee。’Shelookedatherliquor—staineddresswithasadsmile。’Nay,thoushaltgo,intruth,thoushaltgo。Itisbestso。Myboy,itisbestso。’

  ShestoopedandkissedDickbetweentheeyes。’Thatisforgood—morning,’shesaid,goingaway。’WhenthouartdressedwewillspeaktoGeorgeandmakeeverythingready。Butfirstwemustopenthelittletrunk。Givemethekeys。’

  ’Theamountofkissinglatelyhasbeensimplyscandalous。IshallexpectTorptokissmenext。Heismorelikelytoswearatmeforgettinginhisway,though。Well,itwon’tlastlong。——Ohe,Madame,helpmetomytoiletteoftheguillotine!Therewillbenochanceofdressingproperlyoutyonder。’

  Hewasrummagingamonghisnewcampaign—kit,androwellinghishandswiththespurs。Therearetwosaysofwearingwell—oiledankle—jacks,spotlessbluebands,khakicoatandbreeches,andaperfectlypipeclayedhelmet。Therightwayisthewayoftheuntiredman,masterofhimself,settingoutuponanexpedition,wellpleased。

  ’Everythingmustbeverycorrect,’Dickexplained。’Itwillbecomedirtyafterwards,butnowitisgoodtofeelwelldressed。Iseverythingasitshouldbe?’

  Hepattedtherevolverneatlyhiddenunderthefulnessoftheblouseontherighthipandfingeredhiscollar。

  ’Icandonomore,’Madamesaid,betweenlaughingandcrying。’Lookatthyself——butIforgot。’

  ’Iamverycontent。’Hestrokedthecreaselessspiralsofhisleggings。

  ’NowletusgoandseethecaptainandGeorgeandthelighthouseboat。

  Bequick,Madame。’

  ’Butthoucanstnotbeseenbytheharbourwalkingwithmeinthedaylight。FiguretoyourselfifsomeEnglishladies————’

  ’TherearenoEnglishladies;andifthereare,Ihaveforgottenthem。

  Takemethere。’

  Inspiteofthisburningimpatienceitwasnearlyeveningerethelighthouseboatbegantomove。MadamehadsaidagreatdealbothtoGeorgeandthecaptaintouchingthearrangementsthatweretobemadeforDick’sbenefit。VeryfewmenwhohadthehonourofheracquaintancecaredtodisregardMadame’sadvice。Thatsortofcontemptmightendinbeingknifedbyastrangerinagamblinghelluponsurprisinglyshortprovocation。

  Forsixdays——twoofthemwerewastedinthecrowdedCanal——thelittlesteamerworkedherwaytoSuakin,whereshewastopickupthesuperintendentofthelighthouse;andDickmadeithisbusinesstopropitiateGeorge,whowasdistractedwithfearsforthesafetyofhislight—of—loveandhalfinclinedtomakeDickresponsibleforhisowndiscomfort。WhentheyarrivedGeorgetookhimunderhiswing,andtogethertheyenteredthered—hotseaport,encumberedwiththematerialandwastageoftheSuakin—Bergerline,fromlocomotivesindisconsolatefragmentstomoundsofchairsandpot—sleepers。

  ’Ifyoukeepwithme,’saidGeorge,’nobodywillaskforpassportsorwhatyoudo。Theyareallverybusy。’

  ’Yes;butIshouldliketohearsomeoftheEnglishmentalk。Theymightrememberme。Iwasknownherealongtimeago——whenIwassomeoneindeed。’

  ’Alongtimeagoisaverylongtimeagohere。Thegraveyardsarefull。

  Nowlisten。ThisnewrailwayrunsoutsofarasTanai—el—Hassan——thatissevenmiles。Thenthereisacamp。TheysaythatbeyondTanai—el—HassantheEnglishtroopsgoforward,andeverythingthattheyrequirewillbebroughttothembythisline。’

  ’Ah!Basecamp。Isee。That’sabetterbusinessthanfightingFuzziesintheopen。’

  ’Forthisreasoneventhemulestoupintheiron—train。’

  ’Ironwhat?’

  ’Itisallcoveredwithiron,becauseitisstillbeingshotat。’

  ’Anarmouredtrain。Betterandbetter!Goon,faithfulGeorge。’

  ’AndIgoupwithmymulesto—night。Onlythosewhoparticularlyrequiretogotothecampgooutwiththetrain。Theybegintoshootnotfarfromthecity。’

  ’Thedears——theyalwaysusedto!’Dicksnuffedthesmellofparcheddust,heatediron,andflakingpaintwithdelight。Certainlytheoldlifewaswelcominghimbackmostgenerously。

  ’WhenIhavegotmymulestogetherIgoupto—night,butyoumustfirstsendatelegramofPortSaid,declaringthatIhavedoneyounoharm。’

  ’Madamehasyouwellinhand。Wouldyoustickaknifeintomeifyouhadthechance?’

  ’Ihavenochance,’saidtheGreek。’Sheistherewiththatwoman。’

  ’Isee。It’sabadthingtobedividedbetweenloveofwomanandthechanceofloot。Isympathisewithyou,George。’

  Theywenttothetelegraph—officeunquestioned,foralltheworldwasdesperatelybusyandhadscarcelytimetoturnitshead,andSuakinwasthelastplaceunderskythatwouldbechosenforholiday—ground。OntheirreturnthevoiceofanEnglishsubalternaskedDickwhathewasdoing。ThebluegoggleswereoverhiseyesandhewalkedwithhishandonGeorge’selbowashereplied——

  ’EgyptianGovernment——mules。MyordersaretogivethemovertotheA。

  C。G。atTanai—el—Hassan。Anyoccasiontoshowmypapers?’

  ’Oh,certainlynot。Ibegyourpardon。I’dnorighttoask,butnotseeingyourfacebeforeI————’

  ’Igooutinthetrainto—night,Isuppose,’saidDick,boldly。’Therewillbenodifficultyinloadingupthemules,willthere?’

  ’Youcanseethehorse—platformsfromhere。Youmusthavethemloadedupearly。’Theyoungmanwentawaywonderingwhatsortofbroken—downwaifthismightbewhotalkedlikeagentlemanandconsortedwithGreekmuleteers。Dickfeltunhappy。TooutfaceanEnglishofficerisnosmallthing,buttheblufflosesrelishwhenoneplaysitfromtheutterdark,andstumblesupanddownroughways,thinkingandeternallythinkingofwhatmighthavebeenifthingshadfallenoutotherwise,andallhadbeenasitwasnot。

  GeorgesharedhismealwithDickandwentofftothemule—lines。Hischargesataloneinashedwithhisfaceinhishands。Beforehistight—shuteyesdancedthefaceofMaisie,laughing,withpartedlips。Therewasagreatbustleandclamourabouthim。HegrewafraidandalmostcalledforGeorge。

  ’Isay,haveyougotyourmulesready?’Itwasthevoiceofthesubalternoverhisshoulder。

  ’Myman’slookingafterthem。The——thefactisI’veatouchofophthalmiaandcan’tseeverywell。

  ’ByJove!that’sbad。Yououghttolieupinhospitalforawhile。I’vehadaturnofitmyself。It’sasbadasbeingblind。’

  ’SoIfindit。Whendoesthisarmouredtraingo?’

  ’Atsixo’clock。Ittakesanhourtocoverthesevenmiles。’

  ’AretheFuzziesontherampage——eh?’

  ’Aboutthreenightsaweek。FactisI’minactingcommandofthenight—train。ItgenerallyrunsbackemptytoTanaiforthenight。’

  ’BigcampatTanai,Isuppose?’

  ’Prettybig。Ithastofeedourdesert—columnsomehow。’

  ’Isthatfaroff?’

  ’Betweenthirtyandfortymiles——inaninfernalthirstycountry。’

  ’IsthecountryquietbetweenTanaiandourmen?’

  ’Moreorless。Ishouldn’tcaretocrossitalone,orwithasubaltern’scommandforthematterofthat,butthescoutsgetthroughitinsomeextraordinaryfashion。’

  ’Theyalwaysdid。’

  ’Haveyoubeenherebefore,then?’

  ’Iwasthroughmostofthetroublewhenitfirstbrokeout。’

  ’Intheserviceandcashiered,’wasthesubaltern’sfirstthought,soherefrainedfromputtinganyquestions。

  ’There’syoumancomingupwiththemules。Itseemsratherqueer————’

  ’ThatIshouldbemule—leading?’saidDick。

  ’Ididn’tmeantosayso,butitis。Forgiveme——it’sbeastlyimpertinenceI

  know,butyouspeaklikeamanwhohasbeenatapublicschool。There’snomistakingthetone。’

  ’Iamapublicschoolman。’

  ’Ithoughtso。Isay,Idon’twanttohurtyourfeelings,butyou’realittledownonyourluck,aren’tyou?Isawyousittingwithyourheadinyourhands,andthat’swhyIspoke。’

  ’Thanks。Iamaboutasthoroughlyandcompletelybrokeasamanneedbe。’

  ’Suppose——ImeanI’mapublicschoolmanmyself。Couldn’tI

  perhaps——takeitasaloany’knowand————’

  ’You’remuchtoogood,butonmyhonourI’veasmuchmoneyasIwant……Itellyouwhatyoucoulddoforme,though,andputmeunderaneverlastingobligation。Letmecomeintothebogietruckofthetrain。

  Thereisafore—truck,isn’tthere?’

  ’Yes。Howd’youknow?’

  ’I’vebeeninanarmouredtrainbefore。Onlyletmesee——hearsomeofthefunImean,andI’llbegrateful。Igoatmyownriskasanon—combatant。’

  Theyoungmanthoughtforaminute。’Allright,’hesaid。’We’resupposedtobeanemptytrain,andthere’snoonetoblowmeupattheotherend。’

  Georgeandahordeofyellingamateurassistantshadloadedupthemules,andthenarrow—gaugearmouredtrain,platedwiththree—eighthsinchboiler—platetillitlookedlikeonelongcoffin,stoodreadytostart。

  Twobogietrucksrunningbeforethelocomotivewerecompletelycoveredinwithplating,exceptthattheleadingonewaspiercedinfrontforthemuzzleofamachine—gun,andthesecondateithersideforlateralfire。

  Thetruckstogethermadeonelongiron—vaultedchamberinwhichascoreofartillerymenwererioting。

  ’Whitechapel——lasttrain!Ah,Iseeyerkissin’inthefirstclassthere!’

  somebodyshouted,justasDickwasclamouringintotheforwardtruck。

  ’Lordy!’Ere’sareallivepassengerfortheKew,Tanai,Acton,andEalin’train。Echo,sir。Speshuledition!Star,sir。’——’ShallIgetyouafoot—warmer?’saidanother。

  ’Thanks。I’llpaymyfooting,’saidDick,andrelationsofthemostamiablewereestablishederesilencecamewiththearrivalofthesubaltern,andthetrainjoltedoutovertheroughtrack。

  ’ThisisanimmenseimprovementonshootingtheunimpressionableFuzzyintheopen,’saidDick,fromhisplaceinthecorner。

  ’Oh,buthe’sstillunimpressed。Therehegoes!’saidthesubaltern,asabulletstrucktheoutsideofthetruck。’Wealwayshaveatleastonedemonstrationagainstthenight—train。Generallytheyattacktherear—truck,wheremyjuniorcommands。Hegetsallthefunofthefair。’

  ’Notto—nightthough!Listen!’saidDick。Aflightofheavy—handedbulletswassucceededbyyellingandshouts。Thechildrenofthedesertvaluedtheirnightlyamusement,andthetrainwasanexcellentmark。

  ’Isitworthgivingthemhalfahopperfull?’thesubalternaskedoftheengine,whichwasdrivenbyaLieutenantofSappers。

  ’Ishouldthinkso!Thisismysectionoftheline。They’llbeplayingoldHarrywithmypermanentwayifwedon’tstop’em。’

  ’RightO!’

  ’Hrrmph!’saidthemachinegunthroughallitsfivenosesasthesubalterndrewtheleverhome。Theemptycartridgesclashedonthefloorandthesmokeblewbackthroughthetruck。Therewasindiscriminatefiringattherearofthetrain,andreturnfirefromthedarknesswithoutandunlimitedhowling。Dickstretchedhimselfonthefloor,wildwithdelightatthesoundsandthesmells。

  ’Godisverygood——IneverthoughtI’dhearthisagain。Give’emhell,men。Oh,give’emhell!’hecried。

  Thetrainstoppedforsomeobstructiononthelineaheadandapartywentouttoreconnoitre,butcameback,cursing,forspades。Thechildrenofthedeserthadpiledsandandgravelontherails,andtwentyminuteswerelostinclearingitaway。Thentheslowprogressrecommenced,tobevariedwithmoreshots,moreshoutings,thesteadyclackandkickofthemachineguns,andafinaldifficultywithahalf—liftedrailerethetraincameundertheprotectionoftheroaringcampatTanai—el—Hassan。

  ’Now,youseewhyittakesanhourandahalftofetchherthrough,’saidthesubaltern,unshippingthecartridge—hopperabovehispetgun。

  ’Itwasalark,though。Ionlywishithadlastedtwiceaslong。Howsuperbitmusthavelookedfromoutside!’saidDick,sighingregretfully。

  ’Itpallsafterthefirstfewnights。Bytheway,whenyou’vesettledaboutyourmules,comeandseewhatwecanfindtoeatinmytent。I’mBenniloftheGunners——intheartillerylines——andmindyoudon’tfallovermytent—ropesinthedark。’

  ButitwasalldarktoDick。Hecouldonlysmellthecamels,thehay—bales,thecooking,thesmokyfires,andthetannedcanvasofthetentsashestood,wherehehaddroppedfromthetrain,shoutingforGeorge。Therewasasoundoflight—heartedkickingontheironskinofthereartrucks,withsquealingandgrunting。Georgewasunloadingthemules。

  TheenginewasblowingoffsteamnearlyinDick’sear;acoldwindofthedesertdancedbetweenhislegs;hewashungry,andfelttiredanddirty——sodirtythathetriedtobrushhiscoatwithhishands。Thatwasahopelessjob;hethrusthishandsintohispocketsandbegantocountoverthemanytimesthathehadwaitedinstrangeorremoteplacesfortrainsorcamels,mulesorhorses,tocarryhimtohisbusiness。Inthosedayshecouldsee——fewmenmoreclearly——andthespectacleofanarmedcampatdinnerunderthestarewasaneverfreshpleasuretotheeye。Therewascolour,light,andmotion,withoutwhichnomanhasmuchpleasureinliving。Thisnightthereremainedforhimonlyonemorejourneythroughthedarknessthatneverliftstotellamanhowfarhehastravelled。ThenhewouldgripTorpenhow’shandagain——Torpenhow,whowasaliveandstrong,andlivedinthemidstoftheactionthathadoncemadethereputationofamancalledDickHeldar:notintheleasttobeconfusedwiththeblind,bewilderedvagabondwhoseemedtoanswertothesamename。Yes,hewouldfindTorpenhow,andcomeasneartotheoldlifeasmightbe。Afterwardshewouldforgeteverything:Bessie,whohadwreckedtheMelancoliaandsonearlywreckedhislife;Beeton,wholivedinastrangeunrealcityfulloftin—tacksandgas—plugsandmattersthatnomenneeded;thatirrationalbeingwhohadofferedhimloveandloyaltyfornothing,buthadnotsignedhername;andmostofallMaisie,who,fromherownpointofview,wasundeniablyrightinallshedid,butoh,atthisdistance,sotantalisinglyfair。

  George’shandonhisarmpulledhimbacktothesituation。

  ’Andwhatnow?’saidGeorge。

  ’Ohyesofcourse。Whatnow?Takemetothecamel—men。Takemetowherethescoutssitwhentheycomeinfromthedesert。Theysitbytheircamels,andthecamelseatgrainoutofablackblanketheldupatthecorners,andthemeneatbytheirsidejustlikecamels。Takemethere!’

  Thecampwasroughandrutty,andDickstumbledmanytimesoverthestumpsofscrub。Thescoutsweresittingbytheirbeasts,asDickknewtheywould。Thelightofthedung—firesflickeredontheirbeardedfaces,andthecamelsbubbledandmumbledbesidethematrest。ItwasnopartofDick’spolicytogointothedesertwithaconvoyofsupplies。Thatwouldleadtoimpertinentquestions,andsinceablindnon—combatantisnotneededatthefront,hewouldprobablybeforcedtoreturntoSuakin。

  Hemustgoupalone,andgoimmediately。

  ’Nowforonelastbluff——thebiggestofall,’hesaid。’Peacebewithyou,brethren!’ThewatchfulGeorgesteeredhimtothecircleofthenearestfire。Theheadsofthecamel—sheiksbowedgravely,andthecamels,scentingaEuropean,lookedsidewayscuriouslylikebroodinghens,halfreadytogettotheirfeet。

  ’Abeastandadrivertogotothefightinglineto—night,’saidDick。

  ’AMulaid?’saidavoice,scornfullynamingthebestbaggage—breedthatheknew。

  ’ABisharin,’returnedDick,withperfectgravity。’ABisharinwithoutsaddle—galls。Thereforenochargeofthine,shock—head。’

  Twoorthreeminutespassed。Then——

  ’Webeknee—halteredforthenight。Thereisnogoingoutfromthecamp。’

  ’Notformoney?’

  ’H’m!Ah!Englishmoney?’

  Anotherdepressingintervalofsilence。

  ’Howmuch?’

  ’Twenty—fivepoundsEnglishpaidintothehandofthedriveratmyjourney’send,andasmuchmoreintothehandofthecamel—sheikhere,tobepaidwhenthedriverreturns。’

  Thiswasroyalpayment,andthesheik,whoknewthathewouldgethiscommissiononthisdeposit,stirredinDick’sbehalf。

  ’Forscarcelyonenight’sjourney——fiftypounds。Landandwellsandgoodtreesandwivestomakeamancontentfortherestofhisdays。Whospeaks?’saidDick。

  ’I,’saidavoice。’Iwillgo——butthereisnogoingfromthecamp。’

  ’Fool!Iknowthatacamelcanbreakhisknee—halter,andthesentriesdonotfireifonegoesinchase。Twenty—fivepoundsandanothertwenty—fivepounds。ButthebeastmustbeagoodBisharin;Iwilltakenobaggage—camel。’

  Thenthebargainingbegan,andattheendofhalfanhourthefirstdepositwaspaidovertothesheik,whotalkedinlowtonestothedriver。

  Dickheardthelattersay:’Alittlewayoutonly。Anybaggage—beastwillserve。AmIafooltowastemycattleforablindman?’

  ’AndthoughIcannotsee’——Dickliftedhisvoicealittle——’yetIcarrythatwhichhassixeyes,andthedriverwillsitbeforeme。IfwedonotreachtheEnglishtroopsinthedawnhewillbedead。’

  ’Butwhere,inGod’sname,arethetroops?’

  ’Unlessthouknowestletanothermanride。Dostthouknow?Rememberitwillbelifeordeathtothee。’

  ’Iknow,’saidthedriver,sullenly。’Standbackfrommybeast。Iamgoingtosliphim。’

  ’Notsoswiftly。George,holdthecamel’sheadamoment。Iwanttofeelhischeek。’Thehandswanderedoverthehidetilltheyfoundthebrandedhalf—circlethatisthemarkoftheBiharin,thelight—builtriding—camel。

  ’Thatiswell。Cutthisoneloose。RemembernoblessingofGodcomesonthosewhotrytocheattheblind。’

  Themenchuckledbythefiresatthecamel—driver’sdiscomfiture。Hehadintendedtosubstituteaslow,saddle—galledbaggage—colt。

  ’Standback!’oneshouted,lashingtheBiharinunderthebellywithaquirt。Dickobeyedassoonashefeltthenose—stringtighteninhishand,——andacrywentup,’Illaha!Aho!Heisloose。’

  WitharoarandagrunttheBiharinrosetohisfeetandplungedforwardtowardthedesert,hisdriverfollowingwithshoutsandlamentation。

  GeorgecaughtDick’sarmandhurriedhimstumblingandtrippingpastadisgustedsentrywhowasusedtostampedingcamels。

  ’What’stherownow?’hecried。

  ’Everystitchofmykitonthatblasteddromedary,’Dickanswered,afterthemannerofacommonsoldier。

  ’Goon,andtakecareyourthroat’snotcutoutside——youandyourdromedary’s。’

  Theoutcriesceasedwhenthecamelhaddisappearedbehindahillock,andhisdriverhadcalledhimbackandmadehimkneeldown。

  ’Mountfirst,’saidDick。Thenclimbingintothesecondseatandgentlyscrewingthepistolmuzzleintothesmallofhiscompanion’sback,’GooninGod’sname,andswiftly。Good—bye,George。RemembermetoMadame,andhaveagoodtimewithyourgirl。Getforward,childofthePit!’

  Afewminuteslaterhewasshutupinagreatsilence,hardlybrokenbythecreakingofthesaddleandthesoftpadofthetirelessfeet。Dickadjustedhimselfcomfortablytotherockandpitchofthepace,girthedhisbelttighter,andfeltthedarknessslidepast。Foranhourhewasconsciousonlyofthesenseofrapidprogress。

  ’Agoodcamel,’hesaidatlast。

  ’Hewasneverunderfed。Heismyownandcleanbred,’thedriverreplied。

  ’Goon。’

  Hisheaddroppedonhischestandhetriedtothink,butthetenorofhisthoughtswasbrokenbecausehewasverysleepy。InthehalfdozeinseemedthathewaslearningapunishmenthymnatMrs。Jennett’s。HehadcommittedsomecrimeasbadasSabbath—breaking,andshehadlockedhimupinhisbedroom。Buthecouldneverrepeatmorethanthefirsttwolinesofthehymn——

  WhenIsraeloftheLordbelievedOutofthelandofbondagecame。

  Hesaidthemoverandoverthousandsoftimes。Thedriverturnedinthesaddletoseeiftherewereanychanceofcapturingtherevolverandendingtheride。Dickroused,struckhimovertheheadwiththebutt,andstormedhimselfwideawake。Somebodyhiddeninaclumpofcamel—thornshoutedasthecameltoileduprisingground。Ashotwasfired,andthesilenceshutdownagain,bringingthedesiretosleep。Dickcouldthinknolonger。Hewastootiredandstiffandcrampedtodomorethannoduneasilyfromtimetotime,wakingwithastartandpunchingthedriverwiththepistol。

  ’Isthereamoon?’heaskeddrowsily。

  ’Sheisnearhersetting。’

  ’IwishthatIcouldseeher。Haltthecamel。Atleastletmehearthedeserttalk。’

  Themanobeyed。Outoftheutterstillnesscameonebreathofwind。Itrattledthedeadleavesofashrubsomedistanceawayandceased。A

  handfulofdryearthdetacheditselffromtheedgeofarailtrenchandcrumbledsoftlytothebottom。

  ’Goon。Thenightisverycold。’

  Thosewhohavewatchedtillthemorningknowhowthelasthourbeforethelightlengthensitselfintomanyeternities。ItseemedtoDickthathehadneversincethebeginningoforiginaldarknessdoneanythingatallsavejoltthroughtheair。Onceinathousandyearshewouldfingerthenailheadsonthesaddle—frontandcountthemallcarefully。Centurieslaterhewouldshifthisrevolverfromhisrighthandtohisleftandallowtheeasedarmtodropdownathisside。FromthesafedistanceofLondonhewaswatchinghimselfthusemployed,——watchingcritically。Yetwheneverheputouthishandtothecanvasthathemightpaintthetawnyyellowdesertundertheglareofthesinkingmoon,theblackshadowofacamelandthetwobowedfiguresatop,thathandheldarevolverandthearmwasnumbedfromwristtocollar—bone。Moreover,hewasinthedark,andcouldseenocanvasofanykindwhatever。

  Thedrivergrunted,andDickwasconsciousofachangeintheair。

  ’Ismellthedawn,’hewhispered。

  ’Itishere,andyonderarethetroops。HaveIdonewell?’

  Thecamelstretchedoutitsneckandroaredastherecamedownwindthepungentreekofcamelsinthesquare。

  ’Goon。Wemustgetthereswiftly。Goon。’

  ’Theyaremovingintheircamp。ThereissomuchdustthatIcannotseewhattheydo。’

  ’AmIinbettercase?Goforward。’

  Theycouldhearthehumofvoicesahead,thehowlingandthebubblingofthebeastsandthehoarsecriesofthesoldiersgirthingupfortheday。

  Twoorthreeshotswerefired。

  ’Isthatatus?SurelytheycanseethatIamEnglish,’Dickspokeangrily。

  ’Nay,itisfromthedesert,’thedriveranswered,coweringinhissaddle。

  ’Goforward,mychild!Wellitisthatthedawndidnotuncoverusanhourago。’

  Thecamelheadedstraightforthecolumnandtheshotsbehindmultiplied。Thechildrenofthedeserthadarrangedthatmostuncomfortableofsurprises,adawnattackfortheEnglishtroops,andweregettingtheirdistancebysnap—shotsattheonlymovingobjectwithoutthesquare。

  ’Whatluck!Whatstupendousandimperialluck!’saidDick。’It’s\"justbeforethebattle,mother。\"Oh,Godhasbeenmostgoodtome!?

  Only’——theagonyofthethoughtmadehimscrewuphiseyesforaninstant——’Maisie……’

  ’Allahu!Wearein,’saidtheman,ashedroveintotherearguardandthecamelknelt。

  ’Whothedeuceareyou?Despatchesorwhat?What’sthestrengthoftheenemybehindthatridge?Howdidyougetthrough?’askedadozenvoices。ForallanswerDicktookalongbreath,unbuckledhisbelt,andshoutedfromthesaddleatthetopofaweariedanddustyvoice,’Torpenhow!Ohe,Torp!Coo—ee,Tor—pen—how。’

  Abeardedmanrakingintheashesofafireforalighttohispipemovedveryswiftlytowardsthatcry,astherearguard,facingabout,begantofireatthepuffsofsmokefromthehillocksaround。Graduallythescatteredwhitecloudletsdrewoutintothelonglinesofbankedwhitethathungheavilyinthestillnessofthedawnbeforetheyturnedoverwave—likeandglidedintothevalleys。Thesoldiersinthesquarewerecoughingandswearingastheirownsmokeobstructedtheirview,andtheyedgedforwardtogetbeyondit。Awoundedcamelleapedtoitsfeetandroaredaloud,thecryendinginabubblinggrunt。Someonehadcutitsthroattopreventconfusion。Thencamethethicksobofamanreceivinghisdeath—woundfromabullet;thenayellofagonyandredoubledfiring。

  Therewasnotimetoaskanyquestions。

  ’Getdown,man!Getdownbehindthecamel!’

  ’No。Putme,Ipray,intheforefrontofthebattle。’DickturnedhisfacetoTorpenhowandraisedhishandtosethishelmetstraight,but,miscalculatingthedistance,knockeditoff。Torpenhowsawthathishairwasgrayonthetemples,andthathisfacewasthefaceofanoldman。

  ’Comedown,youdamnedfool!Dickie,comeoff!’

  AndDickcameobediently,butasatreefalls,pitchingsidewaysfromtheBisharin’ssaddleatTorpenhow’sfeet。Hisluckhadheldtothelast,eventothecrowningmercyofakindlybulletthroughhishead。

  Torpenhowkneltundertheleeofthecamel,withDick’sbodyinhisarms。

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