\"There’snobodyinthere,\"statedtheVirginian。\"Nobodythat’salive,\"
headded。Andhecrossedthecabinandwalkedintothedoor。
Thoughhemadenogesture,Isawastonishmentpassthroughhisbody,ashestoppedstill;andallofuscameafterhim。Therehungthecrucifix,witharoundholethroughthemiddleofit。Oneofthemenwenttoitandtookitdown;andbehindit,sunkinthelog,wasthebullet。Thecabinwasbutasingleroom,andeveryobjectthatitcontainedcouldbeseenataglance;norwastherehiding—roomforanything。Onthefloorlaytheaxefromthewood—pile;butIwillnottellofitsappearance。Sohehadshothercrucifix,herRockofAges,thethingwhichenabledhertobearherlife,andthatliftedherabovelife;andshe——buttherewastheaxetoshowwhatshehaddonethen。Wasthiscabinreallyempty?Ilookedmoreslowlyabout,halfdreadingtofindthatIhadoverlookedsomething。
ButitwasastheVirginianhadsaid;nobodywasthere。
Aswewerewondering,therewasanoiseaboveourheads,andIwasnottheonlyonewhostartedandstared。Itwastheparrot;andwestoodawayinacircle,lookingupathiscage。Crouchingflatonthefloorofthecage,hiswingshuddledtighttohisbody,hewasswinginghisheadfromsidetoside;andwhenhesawthatwewatchedhim,hebeganalowcroakingandmonotonousutterance,whichneverchanged,butremainedrapidandcontinuous。IheardMcLeanwhispertotheVirginian,\"Youbetheknows。\"
TheVirginiansteppedtothedoor,andthenhebenttothegravelandbeckonedustocomeandsee。Amongtherecentfootprintsatthethresholdtheman’sboot—heelwasplain,aswellasthewoman’sbroadtread。Butwhiletheman’sstepsledintothecabin,theydidnotleadawayfromit。
Wetrackedhiscoursejustaswehadseenitthroughtheglasses:upthehillfromthebrushtothewindow,andthentothedoor。Buthehadneverwalkedoutagain。Yetinthecabinhewasnot;wetoreupthehalf—floorthatithad。Therewasnousetodigintheearth。Andallthewhilethatwewereatthissearchtheparrotremainedcrouchedinthebottomofhiscage,hisblackeyefixeduponourmovements。
\"Shehascarriedhim,\"saidtheVirginian。\"WemustfollowupWillomene。\"
Thelatestheavysetoffootprintsledusfromthedooralongtheditch,wheretheysankdeepinthesoftersoil;thentheyturnedoffsharplyintothemountains。
\"Thisisthecut—offtrail,\"saidMcLeantome。\"Thesamehebroughtherinby。\"
Thetrackswereveryclear,andevidentlyhadbeenmadebyapersonmovingslowly。Whatevertheoriesourvariousmindswerenowshaping,noonespokeawordtohisneighbor,butwewentalongwithahushoverus。
Aftersomewalking,Wigginsuddenlystoppedandpointed。
Wehadcometotheedgeofthetimber,whereanarrowblackcanyonbegan,andaheadofusthetraildrewnearaslantingledge,wherethefootingwasofsmallloosestones。Irecognizedtheodor,thevolcanicwhiff,thatsooftenprowlsandmeetsoneinthelonelywoodsofthatregion,butatfirstIfailedtomakeoutwhathadsetusallrunning。
\"Ishelookingdownintotheholehimself?\"someoneasked;andthenI
didseeafigure,thefigureIhadlookedatthroughtheglasses,leaningstrangelyovertheedgeofPitchstoneCanyon,asifindeedhewaspeeringtowatchwhatmightbeinthebottom。
Wecamenear。Butthoseeyesweresightless,andintheskullthestoryoftheaxewascarved。Byapieceofhisclothinghewashookedinthetwistedrootsofadeadtree,andhungthereattheextremeverge。Iwenttolookover,andLinMcLeancaughtmeasIstaggeredatthesightIsaw。
Hewouldhavelosthisownfootholdinsavingmehadnotoneoftheothersheldhimfromabove。
Shewastherebelow;Hank’swoman,broughtfromAustriatotheNewWorld。
Thevisionofthatbrownbundlelyinginthewaterwillneverleaveme,I
think。Shehadcarriedthebodytothispoint;buthadsheintendedthisend?Orwassomepartofitanaccident?Hadshemeanttotakehimwithher?Hadshemeanttostaybehindherself?Nowordcamefromthesedeadtoanswerus。Butaswestoodspeakingthere,agiantpuffofbreathroseuptousbetweentheblackwalls。
\"There’sthatfluffysighItoldyu’about,\"saidtheVirginian。
\"He’stalkin’toher!Itellyu’he’stalkin’toher!\"burstoutMcLean,suddenly,insuchavoicethatwestaredashepointedatthemaninthetree。\"Seehimleanover!He’ssayin’,’Ihaveyu’beatafterall。’\"AndMcLeanfelltowhimpering。
Wiggintooktheboy’sarmkindlyandwalkedhimalongthetrail。Hedidnotseemtwentyyet。Lifehadnotshownthissideofitselftohimsoplainlybefore。
\"Let’sgetoutofhere,\"saidtheVirginian。
Itseemedonemorepitifulstrawthatthelonelybundleshouldbeleftinsuchavaultofdoom,withnolasttouchesofcarefromitsfellow—beings,andnoheapofkindearthtohideit。Butwhethertheplaceisdeadlyornot,mandaresnotventureintoit。SotheytookHankfromthetreethatnight,andearlynextmorningtheyburiedhimnearcamponthetopofalittlemound。
ButthethoughtofWillomenelyinginPitchstoneCanyonhadkeptsleepfrommethroughthatwholenight,nordidIwishtoattendHank’sburial。
Iroseveryearly,whilethesunshinehadstillalongwaytocomedowntousfromthemountain—tops,andIwalkedbackalongthecut—offtrail。
Iwasmovedtolookoncemoreuponthatfrightfulplace。AndasIcametotheedgeofthetimber,therewastheVirginian。Hedidnotexpectanyone。Hehadsetupthecrucifixasnearthedeadtreeasitcouldbefirmlyplanted。
\"Itbelongstoher,anyway,\"heexplained。
Somelinesofversecameintomymemory,andwithachangeortwoIwrotethemasdeepasIcouldwithmypenciluponasmallboardthathesmoothedforme。
\"Callfortherobinredbreastandthewren,Sinceo’ershadygrovestheyhover,AndwithflowersandleavesdocoverThefriendlessbodiesofunburiedmen。
CalltothisfuneraldoleTheant,thefield—mouse,andthemoleTorearherhillocksthatshallkeepherwarm。
\"Thatkindo’quaintlanguageremindsmeofaplayIseenoncedinSayntPaul,\"saidtheVirginian。\"AboutyoungPrinceHenry。\"
Itoldhimthatanotherpoetwastheauthor。
\"Theyarebothgoodwriters,\"saidtheVirginian。Andashewasfinishingthemonumentthatwehadmade,youngLinMcLeanjoinedus。Hewasalittleashamedofthefeelingsthathehadshownyesterday,alittleanxioustocoverthosefeelingswithbrass。
\"Well,\"hesaid,takinganoffish,man—of—the—worldtone,\"allthisfussjustbecauseawomanbelievedinGod。\"
\"Youhaveputitdownwrong,\"saidtheVirginian;\"it’sjustbecauseamandidn’t。\"
PadreIgnazioAtSantaYsabeldelMartheseasonwasatoneofitsmomentswhentheairhangsquietoverlandandsea。Theoldbreezeshadgone;thenewoneswerenotyetrisen。Theflowersinthemissiongardenopenedwide,fornowindcamebydayornighttoshaketheloosepetalsfromtheirstems。
Alongthebasking,silent,many—coloredshoregatheredandlingeredthecrispodorsofthemountains。Thedustfloatedgoldenandmotionlesslongaftertheriderwasbehindthehill,andthePacificlaylikeafloorofsapphire,onwhichtowalkbeyondthesettingsunintotheEast。Onewhitesailshonethere。Insteadofanhour,ithadbeenfromdawntillafternooninsightbetweentheshortheadlands;andthepadrehadhopedthatitmightbehisship。Butithadslowlypassed。Nowfromanarchinhisgardencloistershewaswatchingthelastofit。Presentlyitwasgone,andthegreatoceanlayempty。Thepadreputhisglassesinhislap。Forashortwhilehereadinhisbreviary,butsoonforgotitagain。
Helookedattheflowersandsunnyridges,thenatthehugebluetriangleofseawhichtheopeningofthehillsletintosight。\"Paradise,\"hemurmured,\"neednotholdmorebeautyandpeace。ButIthinkIwouldexchangeallmyremainingyearsofthisforonesightagainofParisorSeville。MayGodforgivemesuchathought!\"
Acrosstheunstirredfragranceofoleandersthebellforvespersbegantoring。Itstonespassedoverthepadreashewatchedtheseainhisgarden。Theyreachedhisparishionersintheiradobedwellingsnearby。
Thegentlecirclesofsoundfloatedoutwarduponthesmoothimmensesilence——overthevinesandpear—trees;downtheavenuesoftheolives;
intotheplantedfields,whencewomenandchildrenbegantoreturn;thenoutofthelapofthevalleyalongtheyellowuplands,wherethementhatrodeamongthecattlepaused,lookingdownlikebirdsatthemapoftheirhome。Thenthesoundwidened,faint,unbroken,untilitmetTemptationridingtowardsthepadrefromthesouth,andcheeredthestepsofTemptation’sjadedhorse\"Foraday,onesingledayofParis!\"repeatedthepadre,gazingthroughhiscloistersattheemptysea。
Onceintheyearthemother—worldrememberedhim。OnceintheyearabarkentinecamesailingwithnewsandtokensfromSpain。Itwasin1685
thatagalleonhadbegunsuchvoyagesuptothelowercountryfromAcapulco,wheresheloadedthecargothathadcomeacrossTehuantepeconmulesfromVeraCruz。By1768shehadaddedthenewmissionofSanDiegotoherports。Intheyearthatwe,athinstripofcolonistsawayoverontheAtlanticedgeofthecontinent,declaredourselvesanindependentnation,thatSpanishship,inthenameofSaintFrancis,wasunloadingthecenturiesofherowncivilizationattheGoldenGate。Then,slowly,asmissionaftermissionwasplantedalongthesoftcoastwilderness,shemadenewstops——atSantaBarbara,forinstance;andbyPointSanLuisforSanLuisObispo,thatlayinlandalittlewayupthegorgewhereitopenedamongthehills。Thustheworldreachedtheseplacesbywater;
whileonland,throughthemountains,aroadcametoleadtothem,andalsotomanymorethatweretoodistantbehindthehillsforshipstoserve——along,lonely,roughroad,punctuatedwithchurchtowersandgardens。Forthefathersgraduallysostationedtheirsettlementsthatthetravellermighteachmorningrideoutfromonemissionandbyeveningofaday’sfairjourneyrideintothenext。Along,roughroad;andinitswayprettytothinkofnow。
Sothere,by—and—by,wasourcontinent,withthelocomotivewhistlingfromSavannahtoBostonalongitseasternedge,andontheotherthescatteredchimesofSpainringingamongtheunpeopledmountains。Thusgrewthetwosortsofcivilization——notequally。Weknowwhathashappenedsince。To—daythelocomotiveiswhistlingalsofromtheGoldenGatetoSanDiego;buttheoldmissionroadgoesthroughthemountainsstill,andonitthestepsofvanishedSpainaremarkedwithroses,andwhitecloisters,andthecrucifix。
Butthiswas1855。Onlythebarkentinebroughttheworldthathelovedtothepadre。Asforthenewworldwhichwasmakingarudenoisetothenorthward,hetrustedthatitmightkeepawayfromSantaYsabel,andhewaitedforthevesselthatwasoverduewithitspackagecontaininghissingleworldlyindulgence。
Asthelittle,ancientbronzebellcontinueditsswinginginthetower,itsplaintivecallreachedsomethinginthepadre’smemory。Withoutknowing,hebegantosing。Hetookuptheslowstrainnotquitecorrectly,anddroppedit,andtookitupagain,alwaysincadencewiththebell:
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Atlengthheheardhimself,andglancingatthebelfry,smiledalittle。
\"Itisaprettytune,\"hesaid,\"anditalwaysmademesorryforpoorFraDiavolo。Auberhimselfconfessedtomethathehadmadeitsadandputthehermitagebelltogowithitbecausehetoowasgrievedathavingtokillhisvillain,andwantedhimtodie,ifpossible,inareligiousframeofmind。AndAubertouchedglasseswithmeandsaid——howwellI
rememberit!——’IsitthegoodLord,orisitmerelythedevil,thatmakesmealwayshaveaweaknessforrascals?’Itoldhimitwasthedevil。Iwasnotapriestthen。Icouldnotbesosurewithmyanswernow。\"AndthenPadreIgnaziorepeatedAuber’sremarkinFrench:\"’Est—celebonDieu,onest—cebienlediable,quimefaittonjoursaimerlescoquins?’Idon’tknow!Idon’tknow!IwonderifAuberhascomposedanythinglately?IwonderwhoissingingZerlinanow?\"
Hecastafarewelllookattheocean,andtookhisstepsbetweenthemonasticherbsandtheoleanderstothesacristy。\"Atleast,\"besaid,\"ifwecannotcarrywithusintoexilethefriendsandtheplacesthatwehaveloved,musicwillgowherewego,eventosuchanendoftheworldasthis。Felipe!\"hecalledtohisorganist。\"CantheysingthemusicI
taughtthemfortheDixitDominusto—night?\"
\"Yes,father,surely。\"
\"Thenwewillhavethat。And,Felipe——\"Thepadrecrossedthechanceltothesmallshabbyorgan。\"Rise,mychild,andlisten。Hereissomethingyoucanlearn。Why,seenowifyoucannotlearnitwithasinglehearing。\"
Theswarthyboyofsixteenstoodwatchinghismaster’sfingers,delicateandwhite,astheyplayed。Soofhisownaccordhehadbeguntowatchthemwhenachildofsix;andthepadrehadtakenthewild,half—scared,spellboundcreatureandmadeamusicianofhim。
\"There,Felipe!\"hesaidnow。\"Canyoudoit?Slower,andmoresoftly,muchacho。Itisaboutthedeathofaman,anditshouldgowithourbell。\"
Theboylistened。\"Thenthefatherhasplayeditatonetoolow,\"saidhe;\"forourbellringsthenoteofsol,orsomethingverynearit,asthefathermustsurelyknow。\"Heplacedthemelodyintherightkey——aneasythingforhim;butthepadrewasdelighted。
\"Ah,myFelipe,\"heexclaimed,\"whatcouldyouandInotdoifwehadabetterorgan!Onlyalittlebetter!See!abovethisrowofkeyswouldbeasecondrow,andmanymorestops。ThenwewouldmakesuchmusicashasneverbeenheardinCaliforniayet。Butmypeoplearesopoorandsofew!
AndsomedayIshallhavepassedfromthem,anditwillbetoolate;\"
\"Perhaps,\"venturedFelipe,\"theAmericanos——\"
\"Theycarenothingforus,Felipe。Theyarenotofourreligion——orofanyreligion,fromwhatIcanhear。Don’tforgetmyDixitDominus。\"Andthepadreretiredoncemoretothesacristy,whilethehorsethatcarriedTemptationcameoverthehill。
Thehourofservicedrewnear;andashewaited,thepadreonceagainsteppedoutforalookattheocean;butthebluetriangleofwaterlaylikeapictureinitsframeofland,emptyasthesky。\"Ithink,fromthecolor,though,\"saidhe,\"thatalittlemorewindmusthavebegunoutthere。\"
Thebellrangalastshortsummonstoprayer。Alongtheroadfromthesouthayoungrider,leadingonepack—animal,ambledintothemissionanddismounted。Churchwasnotsomuchinhisthoughtsasfoodand,induetimeafterthat,abed;butthedoorsstoodopen,andaseverybodywasgoingintothem,morevarietywastobegainedbyjoiningthiscompanythanbywaitingoutsidealoneuntiltheyshouldreturnfromtheirdevotions。Soheseatedhimselfattheback,andafterabrief,jauntyglanceatthesunburnt,shaggycongregation,madehimselfascomfortableasmightbe。Hehadnotseenafaceworthkeepinghiseyesopenfor。Thesimplechoirandsimplefoldgatheredforeven—song,andpaidhimnoattentionontheirpart——aroughAmericanboundforthemineswasnolongeranythingbutanobjectofaversiontothem。
Thepadre,ofcourse,hadbeeninstantlyawareofthestranger’spresence。Forthisisthesixthsensewithvicarsofeverycreedandheresy;andiftheparishislonelyandtheworshippersfewandseldomvarying,anewcomerwillgleamoutlikeanewbooktoberead。Andatrainedpriestlearnstoreadshrewdlythefacesofthosewhoassembletoworshipunderhisguidance。ButAmericanvagrants,withnothoughtssaveofgold—digging,andanoverweeningilliteratejargonfortheirspeech,hadlongceasedtointerestthispriest,eveninhisstarvationforcompanyandtalkfromtheoutsideworld;andthereforeaftertheintoning,hesatwithhishomesickthoughtsunchanged,todrawbothpainandenjoymentfromthemusicthathehadsettotheDixitDominus。Helistenedtothetenderchorusthatopens\"WilliamTell\";andastheLatinpsalmproceeded,picturesofthepastrosebetweenhimandthealtar。Oneafteranothercamethesestrainswhichhehadtakenfromtheoperasfamousintheirday,untilatlengththepadrewasmurmuringtosomemusicseldomlongoutofhisheart——nottheLatinversewhichthechoirsang,buttheoriginalFrenchwords:
\"Ah,voilemanenvie,Voilamonseuldesir:
Rendezmoimapatrie,Oulaissezmoimourir。\"
Whichmayberendered:
ButonewishIimplore,Onewishisallmycry:
Givebackmynativelandoncemore,Giveback,orletmedie。
Thenithappenedthathesawthestrangerinthebackofthechurchagain,andforgothisDixitDominusstraightway。Thefaceoftheyoungmanwasnolongerhiddenbytheslouchingpositionhehadatfirsttaken。
\"Ionlynoticedhisclothesbefore,\"thoughtthepadre。Restlessnesswasplainuponthehandsomebrow,andinthemouththerewasviolence;butPadreIgnaziolikedtheeyes。\"Heisnotsayinganyprayers,\"hesurmised,presently。\"Idoubtifhehassaidanyforalongwhile。Andheknowsmymusic。Heisofeducatedpeople。HecannotbeAmerican。Andnow——yes,hehastaken——Ithinkitmustbeaflower,fromhispocket。I
shallhavehimtodinewithme。\"Andvespersendedwithrosycloudsofeagernessdriftingacrossthepadre’sbrain。
Butthestrangermadehisownbeginning。Asthepriestcamefromthechurch,therebelliousyoungfigurewaswaiting。\"Yourorganisttellsme,\"hesaid,impetuously,\"thatitisyouwho——\"
\"MayIaskwithwhomIhavethegreatpleasureofspeaking?\"saidthepadre,puttingformalitytothefrontandhispleasureoutofsight。
Thestrangerreddened,andbecameawareofthepadre’sfeatures,mouldedbyrefinementandtheworld。\"Ibegyourlenience,\"saidhe,withagracefulandconfidentutterance,asofequaltoequal。\"MynameisGastonVillere,anditwastimeIshouldberemindedofmymanners。\"
Thepadre’shandwavedapolitenegative。
\"Indeedyes,padre。Butyourmusichasastonishedmetopieces。Ifyoucarriedsuchassociationsas——Ah!thedaysandthenights!\"hebrokeoff。\"TocomedownaCaliforniamountain,\"heresumed,\"andfindParisatthebottom!’TheHuguenots,’Rossini,Herold——Iwaswaitingfor’IlTrovatore。\"’
\"Isthatsomethingnew?\"saidthepadre,eagerly。
Theyoungmangaveanexclamation。\"Thewholeworldisringingwithit,\"
hesaid。
\"ButSantaYsabeldelMarisalongwayfromthewholeworld,\"saidPadreIgnazio。
\"Indeeditwouldnotappeartobeso,\"returnedyoungGaston。\"IthinktheComedieFrancaisemustberoundthecorner。\"
Athrillwentthroughthepriestatthetheatre’sname。\"AndhaveyoubeenlonginAmerica?\"heasked。
\"Why,always——excepttwoyearsofforeigntravelaftercollege。\"
\"AnAmerican!\"saidthesurprisedpadre,withperhapsaflavorofdisappointmentinhisvoice。\"ButnoAmericanswhohaveyetcomethiswayhavebeen——havebeen\"——heveiledthetoobluntexpressionofhisthought——\"havebeenfamiliarwith’TheHuguenots,’\"hefinished,makingaslightbow。
Villeretookhisunder—meaning。\"IcomefromNewOrleans,\"hereturned。
\"AndinNewOrleanstherelivemanyofuswhocanrecognizea——whocanrecognizegoodmusicwhereverwemeetit。\"Andhemadeaslightbowinhisturn。
Thepadrelaughedoutrightwithpleasure,andlaidhishandupontheyoungman’sarm。\"Youhavenointentionofgoingawaytomorrow,Itrust?\"
saidhe。
\"Withyourleave,\"answeredGaston,\"Iwillhavesuchanintentionnolonger。\"
Itwaswiththeairandgaitofmutualunderstandingthatthetwonowwalkedontogethertowardsthepadre’sdoor。Theguestwastwenty—five,thehostsixty。
\"AndhaveyoubeeninAmericalong?\"inquiredGaston。
\"Twentyyears。\"
\"AndatSantaYsabelhowlong?\"
\"Twentyyears。\"
\"Ishouldhavethought,\"saidGaston,lookinglightlyattheemptymountains,\"thatnowandagainyoumighthavewishedtotravel。\"
\"WereIyourage,\"murmuredPadreIgnazio,\"itmightbeso。\"
Theeveninghadnowripenedtothelongafter—glowofsunset。Theseawasthepurpleofgrapes,andwinecoloredhuesflowedamongthehighshouldersofthemountains。
\"Ihaveseenasightlikethis,\"saidGaston,\"betweenGranadaandMalaga。\"
\"SoyouknowSpain!\"saidthepadre。
Oftenhehadthoughtofthisresemblance,butneverheardittoldtohimbefore。ThecourtlyproprietorofSanFernando,andtheotherpatriarchalrancheroswithwhomheoccasionallyexchangedvisitsacrossthewilderness,knewhospitalityandinheritedgentlemanners,sendingtoEuropeforsilksandlacestogivetheirdaughters;buttheireyeshadnotlookeduponGranada,andtheirearshadneverlistenedto\"WilliamTell。\"
\"Itisquitesingular,\"pursuedGaston,\"howonenookintheworldwillsuddenlyremindyouofanothernookthatmaybethousandsofmilesaway。
Onemorning,behindtheQuaiVoltaire,anoldyellowhousewithrustybalconiesmademealmosthomesickforNewOrleans。\"
\"TheQuaiVoltaire!\"saidthepadre。
\"IheardRachelin’Valerie’thatnight,\"theyoungmanwenton。\"Didyouknowthatshecouldsingtoo?ShesangseveralversesbyanastonishinglittleJewmusicianthathascomeupoverthere。\"
Thepadregazeddownathisblitheguest。\"Toseesomebody,somebody,onceagain,\"hesaid,\"isverypleasanttoahermit。\"
\"Itcannotbemorepleasantthanarrivingatanoasis,\"returnedGaston。
Theyhaddelayedonthethresholdtolookatthebeautyoftheevening,andnowthepriestwatchedhisparishionerscomeandgo。\"Howcanonemakecompanions——\"hebegan;then,checkinghimself,hesaid:\"Theirsoulsareassacredandimmortalasmine,andGodhelpsmetohelpthem。
Butinthisworlditisnotimmortalsoulsthatwechooseforcompanions;
itiskindredtastes,intelligences,and——andsoIandmybooksaregrowingoldtogether,yousee,\"headded,morelightly。\"Youwillfindmyvolumesasbehindthetimesasmyself。\"
Hehadfallenintotalkmoreintimatethanhewished;andwhiletheguestwasutteringsomethingpoliteaboutthenobilityofmissionarywork,heplacedhiminaneasy—chairandsoughtaguardienteforhisimmediaterefreshment。Sincetheyear’sbeginningtherehadbeennoguestforhimtobringintohisrooms,ortositbesidehiminthehighseatsattable,setapartforthegentefina。
SuchanotherlibrarywasnottheninCalifornia;andthoughGastonVillere,inleavingHarvardCollege,hadshutHoraceandSophoclesforeverattheearliestinstantpossibleunderacademicrequirements,heknewtheGreekandLatinnamesthathenowsawaswellasheknewthoseofShakespeare,Dante,Moliere,andCervantes。Thesewereherealso;norcoulditbepreciselysaidofthem,either,thattheymadeapartoftheyoungman’sdailyreading。Ashesurveyedthepadre’saugustshelves,itwaswithatouchofthefloridSoutherngravitywhichhisNortherneducationhadnotwhollyschooledoutofhimthathesaid:
\"IfearthatIamnoscholar,sir。ButIknowwhatwriterseverygentlemanoughttorespect。\"
Thesubtlepadrebowedgravelytothiscompliment。
Itwaswhenhiseyescaughtsightofthemusicthattheyoungmanfeltagainatease,andhisvivacityreturnedtohim。Leavinghischair,hebeganenthusiasticallytoexaminethetallpilesthatfilledonesideoftheroom。Thevolumeslayrichlyeverywhere,makingapleasantdisorder;
andasperfumecomesoutofaflower,memoriesofsingersandchandeliersrosebrightfromtheprintednames。\"Norma,\"\"Tancredi,\"\"DonPasquale,\"
\"LaVestale\"——dimlightsinthefashionsofto—day——sparkledupontheexploringGaston,conjuringtheradianthallsofEuropebeforehim。\"’TheBarberofSeville!’\"hepresentlyexclaimed。\"AndIhappenedtohearitinSeville。\"
ButSeville’snamebroughtoverthepadreanewrushofhomethoughts。
\"IsnotAndalusiabeautiful?\"hesaid。\"DidyouseeitinApril,whentheflowerscome?\"
\"Yes,\"saidGaston,amongthemusic。\"IwasatCordovathen。\"
\"Ah,Cordova!\"murmuredthepadre。
\"’Semiramide!’\"criedGaston,lightinguponthatopera。\"Thatwasaweek!
Ishouldliketoliveitover,everydayandnightofit!\"
\"DidyoureachMalagafromMarseillesorGibraltar?\"saidthepadre,wistfully。
\"FromMarseilles。DownfromParisthroughtheRhoneValley,youknow。\"
\"ThenyousawProvence!Anddidyougo,perhaps,fromAvignontoNismesbythePontduGard?ThereisaplaceIhavemadehere——alittle,littleplace——witholive—trees。Andnowtheyhavegrown,anditlookssomethinglikethatcountry,ifyoustandinaparticularposition。Iwilltakeyouthereto—morrow。IthinkyouwillunderstandwhatImean。\"
\"Anotherresemblance!\"saidthevolatileandhappyGaston。\"Webothseemtohaveaneyeforthem。But,believeme,padre,Icouldneverstayhereplantingolives。Ishouldgobackandseetheoriginalones——andthenI’dhastenuptoParis。\"And,withavolumeofMeyerbeeropeninhishand,Gastonhummed:\"’Robert,Robert,toiquej’aime。’Why,padre,Ithinkthatyourlibrarycontainsnoneofthemassesandalloftheoperasintheworld!\"
\"Iwillmakeyoualittleconfession,\"saidPadreIgnazio,\"andthenyoushallgivemealittleabsolution。\"
\"Withapenance,\"saidGaston。\"Youmustplayoversomeofthesethingstome。\"
\"IsupposethatIcouldnotpermitmyselfthisindulgence,\"beganthepadre,pointingtohisoperas;\"andteachthesetomychoir,ifthepeoplehadanyworldlyassociationswiththemusic。ButIhavereasonedthatthemusiccannotdothemharm——\"
Theringingofabellhereinterruptedhim。\"Infifteenminutes,\"hesaid,\"ourpoormealwillbereadyforyou。\"Thegoodpadrewasnotquitesincerewhenhespokeofapoormeal。Whilegettingtheaguardienteforhisguesthehadgivenorders,andheknewhowwellsuchorderscouldbecarriedout。Helivedalone,andgenerallysuppedsimplyenough,butnoteventheampletableatSanFernandocouldsurpasshisownonoccasions。
Andthiswasforhimanoccasionindeed!
\"Yourhalf—breedswillthinkIamoneofthemselves,\"saidGaston,showinghisdustyclothes。\"Iamnotfittobeseatedwithyou。\"He,too,wasnotmoresincerethanhishost。Inhispack,whichanIndianhadbroughtfromhishorse,hecarriedsomegarmentsofcivilization。Andpresently,afterfreshwaterandnotalittlepainstakingwithbrushandscarf,therecamebacktothepadreayoungguestwhoseeleganceandbearingandeaseofthegreatworldweretotheexiledpriestassweetaswashistraveledconversation。
Theyrepairedtothehallandtooktheirseatsattheheadofthelongtable。ForthestatelySpanishcenturiesofcustomlivedatSantaYsabeldelMar,inviolate,feudal,remote。
Theyweretheonlypersonsofqualitypresent;andbetweenthemselvesandthegentederazonaspaceintervened。Behindthepadre’schairstoodanIndiantowaituponhim,andanotherstoodbehindthechairofGastonVillere。Eachoftheseservantsworeonesinglewhitegarment,andofferedthemanydishestothegentefinaandrefilledtheirglasses。Atthelowerendofthetableageneralattendantwaiteduponthemesclados——thehalf—breeds。Therewasmeatwithspices,androastedquail,withvariouscakesandotherpreparationsofgrain;alsotheblackfresholives,andgrapes,withseveralsortsoffigsandplums,andpreservedfruits,andwhiteandredwine——thewhitefiftyyearsold。Beneaththequietshiningofcandles,fresh—cutflowersleanedfromvesselsofoldMexicanandSpanishmake。
Thereatoneendofthisfeastsatthewild,pastoral,gaudycompany,speakinglittleovertheirfood;andthereattheotherthepalepadre,questioninghisvisitoraboutRachel。Themerenameofastreetwouldbringmemoriescrowdingtohislips;andwhenhisguestwouldtellhimofanewplay,hewasreadywitholdquotationsfromthesameauthor。AlfreddeVignytheyhad,andVictorHugo,whomthepadredisliked。Longafterthedulce,orsweetdish,whenitwasthecustomforthevaquerosandtherestoftheretainerstoriseandleavethegentefinatothemselves,thehostsatonintheemptyhall,fondlytellingtheguestofhisbygoneParis,andfondlylearningoftheParisthatwasto—day。Andthusthetwolingered,exchangingtheirfervors,whilethecandleswaned,andthelong—hairedIndiansstoodsilentbehindthechairs。
\"Butwemustgotomypiano,\"thehostexclaimed。Foratlengththeyhadcometoalustydifferenceofopinion。Thepadre,withearscriticallydeaf,andwithsmiling,unconvincedeyes,wasshakinghishead,whileyoungGastonsang\"Trovatore\"athim,andbeatuponthetablewithafork。
\"Comeandconvertme,then,\"saidPadreIgnazio,andheledtheway。
\"DonizettiIhavealwaysadmitted。There,atleast,isrefinement。IftheworldhastakentothisVerdi,withhisstreet—bandmusic——Butthere,now!Sitdownandconvertme。Onlydon’tcrushmypoorlittleErardwithVerdi’shoofs。IbroughtitwhenIcame。Itisbehindthetimestoo。And,oh,mydearboy,ourorganisstillworse。Soold,soold!TogetaproperoneIwouldsacrificeeventhispianoofmineinamoment——onlythetinklingthingisnotworthasoutoanybodyexceptitsmaster。Butthere!Areyouquitecomfortable?\"Andhavingseentohisguest’sneeds,andplacedspiritsandcigarsandanash—traywithinhisreach,thepadresathimselfluxuriouslyinhischairtohearandexposethefalsedoctrineof\"IlTrovatore。\"
BymidnightalloftheoperathatGastoncouldrecallhadbeenplayedandsungtwice。Theconvertsatinhischairnolonger,butstoodsingingbythepiano。Thepotentswingandflowoftunes,thetorrid,copiousinspirationoftheSouth,masteredhim。\"Verdihasgrown,\"hecried。
\"Verdihasbecomeagiant。\"Andheswayedtothebeatofthemelodies,andwavedanenthusiasticarm。Hedemandedeverycrumb。WhydidnotGastonrememberitall?Butifthebarkentinewouldarriveandbringthewholemusic,thentheywouldhaveitright!AndhemadeGastonteachhimwhatwordsheknew。\"’Nontiscordar,\"’hesang——\"’nontiscordardime。’
Thatisgenius。Butoneseeshowtheworld;moveswhenoneisoutofit。
’Anostrimontiritorneremo’;hometoourmountains。Ah,yes,thereisgeniusagain。\"Andtheexilesighedandhisspiritwenttodistantplaces,whileGastoncontinuedbrilliantlywiththemusicofthefinalscene。
Thenthehostrememberedhisguest。\"Iamashamedofmyselfishness,\"hesaid。\"Itisalreadyto—morrow。\"
\"Ihavesatlaterinlessgoodcompany,\"answeredthepleasantGaston。
\"AndIshallsleepallthesounderformakingaconvert。\"
\"Youhavedispensedroadsidealms,\"saidthepadre,smiling。\"Andthatshouldwinexcellentdreams。\"
Thus,withcourtesiesmoreelaboratethantheworldhastimeforatthepresentday,theybadeeachothergood—nightandparted,bearingtheirlatecandlesalongthequiethallsofthemission。ToyoungGastoninhisbedeasysleepcamewithoutwaiting,andnodreamsatall。Outsidehisopenwindowwasthequiet,serenedarkness,wherethestarsshoneclear,andtranquilperfumeshunginthecloisters。Andwhiletheguestlaysleepingallnightinunchangedpositionlikeachild,upanddownbetweentheoleanderswentPadreIgnazio,walkinguntildawn。
Dayshowedtheocean’ssurfacenolongerglassy,butlyinglikeamirrorbreathedupon;andtherebetweentheshortheadlandscameasail,grayandplainagainsttheflatwater。Thepriestwatchedthroughhisglasses,andsawthegradualsungrowstronguponthecanvasofthebarkentine。
Themessagefromhisworldwasathand,yetto—dayhescarcelycaredsomuch。Sittinginhisgardenyesterdayhecouldneverhaveimaginedsuchachange。Buthisheartdidnothailthebarkentineasusual。Books,music,palepaper,andprint——thiswasallthatwascomingtohim,andsomeofitssavorhadgone;forthesirenvoiceoflifehadbeenspeakingwithhimfacetoface,andinhisspirit,deepdown,theloveoftheworldwasrestlesslyansweringthatcall。YoungGastonshowedmoreeagernessthanthepadreoverthisarrivalofthevesselthatmightbebringing\"Trovatore\"inthenickoftime。Nowhewouldhavethechance,beforehetookhisleave,tohelprehearsethenewmusicwiththechoir。Hewouldbeamissionarytoo。Aperfectlynewexperience。
\"AndyoustillforgiveVerdithesinsofhisyouth?\"hesaidtohishost。
\"Iwonderifyoucouldforgivemine?\"
\"Verdihaslefthisbehindhim,\"retortedthepadre。
\"ButIamonlytwenty—five,\"explainedGaston,pathetically。
\"Ah,don’tgoawaysoon!\"pleadedtheexile。Itwastheplainestburstthathadescapedhim,andhefeltinstantshame。
ButGastonwastoomuchelatedwiththeenjoymentofeachnewdaytounderstand。Theshaftsofanother’spainmightscarcelypiercethebrightarmorofhisgayety。Hemistookthepriest’sexclamationforanxietyabouthisownhappysoul。
\"Stayhereunderyourcare?\"hesaid。\"Itwoulddomenogood,padre。
Temptationsticksclosertomethanabrother!\"andhegavethatlaughofhiswhichdisarmedsevererjudgesthanhishost。\"BynextweekIshouldhaveintroducedsomesinorotherintoyourbeautifulGardenofIgnorancehere。ItwillbemuchsaferforyourflockifIgoandjointheotherserpentsatSanFrancisco。\"
Soonafterbreakfastthepadrehadhistwomulessaddled,andheandhisguestsetforthdownthehillstogethertotheshore。Andbeneaththespellandconfidenceofpleasant,slowriding,andthelovelinessofeverything,theyoungmantalkedfreelyofhimself。
\"And,seriously,\"saidhe,\"ifImissednothingelseatSantaYsabel,I
shouldlongtohearthebirds。Athomeourgardensarefullofthem,andonesmellsthejasmine,andtheysingandsing!WhenourshipfromtheIsthmusputintoSanDiego,IdecidedtogoonbylandandseeCalifornia。Then,afterthefirstdays,Ibegantomisssomething。Allthatbeautyseemedempty,inaway。AndsuddenlyIfounditwasthebirds。Fortheselittlescamperingquailarenothing。Thereseemsasortofdeathintheairwherenobirdseversing。\"
\"YouwillnotfindanybirdsatSanFrancisco,\"saidthepadre。
\"Ishallfindlife!\"exclaimedGaston。\"Andmyfortuneatthemines,I
hope。Iamnotabadfellow,father。YoucaneasilyguessallthethingsthatIdo。Ihavenever,tomyknowledge,harmedanyone。Ididnoteventrytokillmyadversaryinanaffairofhonor。Igavehimamerefleshwound,andbythistimehemustbequiterecovered。Hewasmyfriend。Butashecamebetweenme——\"
Gastonstopped;andthepadre,lookingkeenlyathim,sawtheviolencethathehadnoticedinchurchpasslikeaflameovertheyoungman’shandsomeface。
\"There’snothingdishonorable,\"saidGaston,answeringthepriest’slook。
\"Ihavenotthoughtso,myson。\"
\"Ididwhateverygentlemanwoulddo,\"saidGaston。
\"Andthatisoftenwrong!\"criedthepadre。\"ButI’mnotyourconfessor。\"
\"I’venothingtoconfess,\"saidGaston,frankly。\"IleftNewOrleansatonce,andhavetravelledaninnocentjourneystraighttoyou。AndwhenI
makemyfortuneIshallbeinapositiontoreturnand——\"
\"Claimthepressedflower!\"putinthepadre,laughing。
\"Ah,yourememberhowthosethingsare!\"saidGaston;andhelaughedalsoandblushed。
\"Yes,\"saidthepadre,lookingattheanchoredbarkentine,\"Irememberhowthosethingsare。\"Andforawhilethevesselanditscargoandthelandedmenandvariousbusinessandconversationsoccupiedthem。Butthefreightforthemissiononceseento,therewasnotmuchelsetohangaboutherefor。
Thebarkentinewasonlyacoasterlikemanyotherswhichnowhadbeguntofilltheseaalittlemoreoflateyears,andpresentlyhostandguestwereridinghomeward。Andguessingatthetwomenfromtheiroutsides,anyonewouldhavegotthempreciselywrong;forwithintheturbulentyoungfigureofGastondweltaspiritthatcouldnotbemoreatease,whilerevoltwassteadilysmoulderingbeneaththeschooledandplacidmaskofthepadre。
Yetstillthestrangenessofhisbeingatsuchaplacecamebackasamarvelintotheyoungman’slivelymind。Twentyyearsinprison,hethought,andhardlyawareofit!Andheglancedatthesilentpriest。A
mansoevidentlyfondofmusic,oftheatres,oftheworld,towhompressedflowershadmeantsomethingonce——andnowcontentedtobleachuponthesewastes!Notevendesirousofabriefholiday,butfindinganoldorganandsomeoldoperasenoughrecreation!\"Itishisage,I
suppose,\"thoughtGaston。Andthenthenotionofhimselfwhenheshouldbesixtyoccurredtohim,andhespoke。
\"Doyouknow,Idonotbelieve,\"saidhe,\"thatIshouldeverreachsuchcontentmentasyours。\"
\"Perhapsyouwill,\"saidPadreIgnazio,inalowvoice。
\"Never!\"declaredtheyouth。\"Itcomesonlytothefew,Iamsure。\"
\"Yes。Onlytothefew,\"murmuredthepadre。
\"Iamcertainthatitmustbeagreatpossession,\"Gastoncontinued;\"andyet——andyet——dearme!lifeisasplendidthing!\"
\"Thereareseveralsortsofit,\"saidthepadre。
\"Onlyoneforme!\"criedGaston。\"Action,men,women,things——tobethere,tobeknown,toplayapart,tositinthefrontseats;tohavepeopletelleachother,’TheregoesGastonVillere!’andtodeserveone’sprominence。Why,ifIwerePadreofSantaYsabeldelMarfortwentyyears——no!foroneyear——doyouknowwhatIshouldhavedone?Somedayitwouldhavebeentoomuchforme。Ishouldhaveleftthesesavagestoapastornearertheirownlevel,andIshouldhaveriddendownthiscanyonuponmymule,andsteppedonboardthebarkentine,andgonebacktomypropersphere。Youwillunderstand,sir,thatIamfarfromventuringtomakeanypersonalcomment。Iamonlythinkingwhataworldofdifferenceliesbetweenmen’snatureswhocanfeelalikeaswedouponsomanysubjects。Why,notsinceleavingNewOrleanshaveImetanyonewithwhomIcouldtalk,exceptoftheweatherandthebruteinterestscommontousall。Thatsuchaoneasyoushouldbehereislikeadream。\"
\"Butitisnotadream,\"saidthepadre。
\"And,sir——pardonmeifIdosaythis——areyounotwastedatSantaYsabeldelMar?IhaveseenthepriestsattheothermissionsTheyare——thesortofgoodmenthatIexpected。Butareyouneededtosavesuchsoulsasthese?\"
\"Thereisnoaristocracyofsouls,\"saidthepadre,almostwhisperingnow。
\"Butthebodyandthemind!\"criedGaston。\"MyGod,aretheynothing?Doyouthinkthattheyaregiventousfornothingbutatrap?Youcannotteachsuchadoctrinewithyourlibrarythere。Andhowaboutallthecultivatedmenandwomenawayfromwhosequickeningsocietythebrightestofusgrownumb?Youhaveheldout。Butwillitbeforlong?Doyounotoweyourselftothesavingofhighergamehenceforth?Arenottwentyyearsofmescladosenough?No,no!\"finishedyoungGaston,hotwithhisunforeseeneloquence;\"Ishouldridedownsomemorningandtakethebarkentine。\"
PadreIgnaziowassilentforaspace。
\"Ihavenotoffendedyou?\"saidtheyoungman。
\"No。Anythingbutthat。YouaresurprisedthatIshould——choose——tostayhere。PerhapsyoumayhavewonderedhowIcametobehereatall?\"
\"Ihadnotintendedanyimpertinent——\"
\"Ohno。Putsuchanideaoutofyourhead,myson。YoumayrememberthatIwasgoingtomakeyouaconfessionaboutmyoperas。Letussitdowninthisshade。\"
Sotheypicketedthemulesnearthestreamandsatdown。
\"Youhaveseen,\"beganPadreIgnazio,\"whatsortofamanI——wasonce。
Indeed,itseemsverystrangetomyselfthatyoushouldhavebeenherenottwenty—fourhoursyet,andknowsomuchofme。Fortherehascomenooneelseatall\"——thepadrepausedamomentandmasteredtheunsteadinessthathehadfeltapproachinginhisvoice——\"therehasbeennooneelsetowhomIhavetalkedsofreely。InmyearlydaysIhadnothoughtofbeingapriest。Myparentsdestinedmeforadiplomaticcareer。Therewasplentyofmoneyand——andalltherestofit;forbyinheritancecametometheacquaintanceofmanypeoplewhosenamesyouwouldbelikelytohaveheardof。Cities,peopleoffashion,artists——thewholeofitwasmyelementandmychoice;andby—and—byImarried,notonlywhereitwasdesirable,butwhereIloved。ThenforthefirsttimeDeathlaidhisstaffuponmyenchantment,andIunderstoodmanythingsthathadbeenonlywordstomehitherto。Lookingback,itseemedtomethatIhadneverdoneanythingexceptformyselfallmydays。Ilefttheworld。InduetimeIbecameapriestandlivedinmyowncountry。Butmyworldlyexperienceandmyseculareducationhadgiventomyopinionsaturntooliberalfortheplacewheremyworkwaslaid。Iwassoonadvisedconcerningthisbythoseinauthorityoverme。AndsincetheycouldnotchangemeandIcouldnotchangethem,yetwishedtoworkandtoteach,theNewWorldwassuggested,andIvolunteeredtogivetherestofmylifetomissions。Itwassoonfoundthatsomeonewasneededhere,andforthislittleplaceIsailed,andtothesehumblepeopleIhavededicatedmyservice。Theyarepastoralcreaturesofthesoil。Theirvineyardandcattledaysareapttobelikethesunandstormaroundthem——strongalikeintheirevilandintheirgood。Alltheiryearstheyliveaschildren——childrenwithmen’spassionsgiventothemlikedeadlyweapons,unabletomeasuretheharmtheirimpulsesmaybring。
Hence,evenintheircrimes,theirheartswillgenerallyopensoontotheonegreatkeyoflove,whilecivilizationmakeslockswhichthatkeycannotalwaysfitatthefirstturn。Andcomingtoknowthis,\"saidPadreIgnazio,fixinghiseyessteadilyuponGaston,\"youwillunderstandhowgreataprivilegeitistohelpsuchpeople,andhourthesenseofsomethingaccomplished——underGod——shouldbringcontentmentwithrenunciation。\"
\"Yes,\"saidGastonVillere。Then,thinkingofhimself,\"Icanunderstanditinamanlikeyou。\"
\"Donotspeakofmeatall!\"exclaimedthepadre,almostpassionately。
\"ButprayHeaventhatyoumayfindthethingyourselfsomeday——contentmentwithrenunciation——andneverletitgo。\"
\"Amen!\"saidGaston,strangelymoved。
\"Thatisthewholeofmystory,\"thepriestcontinued,withnomoreoftherecentstressinhisvoice。\"AndnowIhavetalkedtoyouaboutmyselfquiteenough。Butyoumusthavemyconfession。\"Hehadnowresumedentirelyhishalf—playfultone。\"Iwasjustalittlemistaken,youseetooself—reliant,perhaps——whenIsupposed,inmyfirstmissionaryardor,thatIcouldgetonwithoutanyremembranceoftheworldatall。IfoundthatIcouldnot。AndsoIhavetaughttheoldoperastomychoir——suchpartsofthemasarewithinourcompassandsuitableforworship。Andcertainofmyfriendsstillaliveathomearegoodenoughtorememberthistasteofmine,andtosendmeeachyearsomeofthenewmusicthatI
shouldneverhearofotherwise。Thenwestudythesethingsalso。Andalthoughourorganisamiserableaffair,Felipemanagesverycleverlytomakeitdo。Andwhilethevoicesaresingingtheseoperas,especiallytheoldones,whatharmisthereifsometimesthepriestisthinkingofsomethingelse?Sothere’smyconfession!Andnow,whether’Trovatore’
hascomeornot,IshallnotallowyoutoleaveusuntilyouhavetaughtallyouknowofittoFelipe。\"
Thenewopera,however,haddulyarrived。AndasheturneditspagesPadreIgnaziowasquicktoseizeatonceuponthemusicthatcouldbetakenintohischurch。Someofitwasreadyfitted。BythatafternoonFelipeandhischoircouldhaverendered\"Ah!sel’errort’ingombra\"
withoutsliporfalter。
Thosewerestrangerehearsalsof\"IlTrovatore\"uponthisCaliforniashore。ForthepadrelookedtoGastontosaywhentheywenttoofastortooslow,andtocorrecttheiremphasis。Andsinceitwashot,thelittleErardpianowascarriedeachdayoutintothemissiongarden。There,inthecloistersamongtheoleanders,inthepresenceofthetallyellowhillsandthebluetriangleofsea,the\"Miserere\"wasslowlylearned。
TheMexicansandIndiansgathered,swarthyandblack—haired,aroundthetinklinginstrumentthatFelipeplayed;andpresidingoverthemwereyoungGastonandthepalepadre,walkingupanddownthepaths,beatingtime,orsingingnowonepartandnowanother。Andsoitwasthatthewildcattleontheuplandswouldhear\"Trovatore\"hummedbyapassingvaquero,whilethesamemelodywasfillingthestreetsofthefar—offworld。
ForthreedaysGastonVillereremainedatSantaYsabeldelMar;andthoughnotawordofthesortcamefromhim,hishostcouldreadSanFranciscoandthegold—minesinhiscountenance。No,theyoungmancouldnothavestayedherefortwentyyears!Andthepadreforboreurginghisguesttoextendhisvisit。
\"Buttheworldissmall,\"theguestdeclaredatparting。\"Somedayitwillnotbeabletospareyouanylonger。Andthenwearesuretomeet。
Andyoushallhearfrommesoon,atanyrate。\"
Again,asuponthefirstevening,thetwoexchangedafewcourtesies,moregracefulandparticularthanwe,whohavenottime,andfightnoduels,findworthaman’swhileatthepresentday。Forduelsaregone,whichisaverygoodthing,andwiththemacertaincarefulpoliteness,whichisapity;butthatisthewayinthegeneralprofitandloss。SoyoungGastonrodenorthwardoutofthemission,backtotheworldandhisfortune;andthepadrestoodwatchingthedustaftertheriderhadpassedfromsight。Thenhewentintohisroomwithadrawnface。Butappearancesatleasthadbeenkeptuptotheend;theyouthwouldneverknowoftheoldman’sdiscontent。
TemptationhadarrivedwithGaston,butwasgoingtomakealongerstayatSantaYsabeldelMar。Yetitwassomethinglikeaweekbeforethepriestknewwhatguesthehadinhishousenow。Theguestwasnotalwayspresent——madehimselfscarcequiteoften。
Sailawayonthebarkentine?Thatwasawildnotion,tobesure,althoughfitenoughtoenterthebrainofsuchayoungscapegrace。ThepadreshookhisheadandsmiledaffectionatelywhenhethoughtofGastonVillere。Theyouth’shandsome,recklesscountenancewouldcomebeforehim,andherepeatedAuber’soldremark,\"IsitthegoodLord,orisitmerelythedevil,thatalwaysmakesmehaveaweaknessforrascals?\"
Sailawayonthebarkentine!Imaginetakingleaveofthepeoplehere——ofFelipe!Inwhatwordsshouldhetelltheboytogoonindustriouslywithhismusic?No,thiscouldnotbeimagined。Themerepartingalonewouldmakeitforeverimpossiblethatheshouldthinkofsuchathing。\"Andthen,\"hesaidtohimselfeachnewmorning,whenhelookedoutattheocean,\"Ihavegivenmylifetothem。Onedoesnottakebackagift。\"
Picturesofhisdeparturebegantoshineandmeltinhisdriftingfancy。
HesawhimselfexplainingtoFelipethatnowhispresencewaswantedelsewhere;thattherewouldcomeasuccessortotakecareofSantaYsabel——ayoungerman,moreuseful,andabletovisitsickpeopleatadistance。\"ForIamoldnow。Ishouldnotbelonghereinanycase。\"Hestoppedandpressedhishandstogether;hehadcaughthistemptationintheveryact。Nowhesatstaringathistemptation’sface,closetohim,whilethereinthetriangletwoshipswentsailingby。
OnemorningFelipetoldhimthatthebarkentinewashereonitsreturnvoyagesouth。\"Indeed?\"saidthepadre,coldly。\"Thethingsarereadytogo,Ithink。\"Forthevesselcalledformailandcertainboxesthatthemissionsentaway。Felipelefttheroom,inwonderatthepadre’smanner。
Butthepriestwaslaughingaloneinsidetoseehowlittleitwastohimwherethebarkentinewas,orwhetheritshouldbecomingorgoing。Butintheafternoon,athispiano,hefoundhimselfsaying,\"Othershipscallhere,atanyrate。\"Andthenforthefirsttimeheprayedtobedeliveredfromhisthoughts。Yetpresentlyhelefthisseatandlookedoutofthewindowforasightofthebarkentine;butitwasgone。
Theseasonofthewine—makingpassed,andtheputtingupofallthefruitsthatthemissionfieldsgrew。Lotionsandmedicinesweredistilledfromthegardenherbs。Perfumewasmanufacturedfromthepetalsoftheflowersandcertainspices,andpresentsofitdespatchedtoSanFernandoandVentura,andtofriendsatotherplaces;forthepadrehadaspecialreceipt。Asthetimeranon,twoorthreevisitorspassedanightwithhim;andpresentlytherewasawordatvariousmissionsthatPadreIgnaziohadbeguntoshowhisyears。AtSantaYsabeldelMartheywhispered,\"Thepadreisgettingsick。\"Yetherodeagreatdealoverthehillsbyhimself,anddownthecanyonveryoften,stoppingwherehehadsatwithGaston,tositaloneandlookupanddown,nowatthehillsabove,andnowattheoceanbelow。Amonghisparishionershehadcertaintroublestosoothe,certainwoundstoheal;ahomefromwhichhewasabletodrivejealousy;agirlwhomhebadeherloversetright。Butallsaid,\"Thepadreissick。\"AndFelipetoldthemthatthemusicseemednothingtohimanymore;heneveraskedforhisDixitDominusnowadays。Thenforashorttimehewasreallyinbed,feverishwiththetwovoicesthatspoketohimwithoutceasing。\"Youhavegivenyourlife,\"saidonevoice。
\"Andtherefore,\"saidtheother,\"haveearnedtherighttogohomeanddie。\"\"YouarewinningbetterrewardsintheserviceofGod,\"saidthefirstvoice。\"Godcanbeservedinotherplacesthanthis,\"answeredthesecond。AshelaylisteninghesawSevilleagain,andthetreesofAranhal,wherehehadbeenborn。Thewindwasblowingthroughthem;andintheirbrancheshecouldhearthenightingales。\"Empty!Empty!\"hesaid,aloud。\"Hewasrightaboutthebirds。Deathdoesliveintheairwheretheyneversing。\"AndhelayfortwodaysandnightshearingthewindandthenightingalesinthetreesofAranhal。ButFelipe,watching,heardonlythepadrecryingthroughthehours:\"Empty!Empty!\"
Thenthewindinthetreesdieddown,andthepadrecouldgetoutofbed,andsooncouldbeinthegarden。Butthevoiceswithinhimstilltalkedallthewhileashesatwatchingthesailswhentheypassedbetweentheheadlands。Theirwords,fallingforeverthesameway,beathisspiritsore,likebruisedflesh。Ifhecouldonlychangewhattheysaid,hecouldrest。
\"HasthepadreanymailforSantaBarbara?\"saidFelipe。\"Theshipboundsouthwardshouldbehereto—morrow。\"
\"Iwillattendtoit,\"saidthepriest,notmoving。AndFelipestoleaway。
AtFelipe’swordsthevoiceshadstopped,aclockdonestriking。Silence,strainedlikeexpectation,filledthepadre’ssoul。Butinplaceofthevoicescameoldsightsofhomeagain,thewavingtreesatAranhal;thenwouldbeRachelforamoment,deciaimingtragedywhileahousefuloffacesthatheknewbynamewatchedher;andthroughallthepanoramarangthepleasantlaughofGaston。ForawhileintheeveningthepadresatathisErardplaying\"Trovatore。\"Later,inhissleeplessbedhelay,sayingnowathen:\"Todieathome!SurelyImaygrantedatleastthis。\"Andhelistenedfortheinnervoices。Buttheywerenotspeakinganymore,andtheblackholeofsilencegrewmoredreadfultohimthantheirarguments。
Thenthedawncameinathiswindow,andhelaywatchingitsgraygrowwarmintocolor,ussuddenlyhesprangfromhisbedandlookedthesea。
Thesouthboundshipwascoming。PeoplewereonboardwhoinafewweekswouldbesailingtheAtlantic,whilehewouldstandherelookingoutofthesamewindow。\"MercifulGod!\"hecried,sinkingonknees。\"HeavenlyFather,Thouseestthisevilinmyheart。Thouknowestthatmyweakhandcannotpluckitout。Mystrengthisbreaking,andstillThoumakestmyburdenheavierthanIcanbear。\"Hestopped,breathlessandtrembling。
Thesamevisionswereflittingacrosshisclosedeyes;thesamesilencegapedlikeadrycraterinhissoul。\"Thereisnohelpinearthorheaven,\"hesaid,veryquietly;andhedressedhimself。
ItwassoearlystillthatnonebutafewoftheIndianswerestirring,andoneofthemsaddledthepadre’smule。Felipewasnotyetawake,andforamomentitcameinthepriest’smindtoopentheboy’sdoorsoftly,lookathimoncemore,andcomeaway。Butthishedidnotdo,noreventakeafarewellglanceatthechurchandorgan。Hebadenothingfarewell,but,turninghisbackuponhisroomandhisgarden,rodedownthecaution。
Thevessellayatanchor,andsomeonehadlandedfromherandwastalkingwithothermenontheshore。Seeingthepriestslowlycoming,thisstrangerapproachedtomeethim。
\"Youareconnectedwiththemissionhere?\"heinquired。
\"I——am。\"
\"PerhapsitiswithyouthatGastonVillerestopped?\"
\"TheyoungmanfromNewOrleans?Yes。IamPadreIgnazio。\"
\"Thenyouwillsavemeajourney。Ipromisedhimtodelivertheseintoyourownhands。\"
Thestrangergavethemtohim。
\"Abagofgold—dust,\"heexplained,\"andaletter。Iwroteitfromhisdictationwhilehewasdying。Helivedscarcelyanhourafterwards。\"
Thestrangerbowedhisheadatthestrickencrywhichhisnewselicitedfromthepriest,who,afterafewmomentsvainefforttospeak,openedtheletterandread:
MYDEARFRIEND,——Itisthroughnoman’sfaultbutminethatIhavecometothis。Ihavehadplentyofluck,andlatelyhavebeencountingthedaysuntilIshouldreturnhome。ButlastnightheavynewsfromNewOrleansreachedme,andItorethepressedflowertopieces。UnderthefirstsmartandhumiliationofbrokenfaithIwasrendereddesperate,andpickedaneedlessquarrel。ThankGod,itisIwhohavethepunishment。Mydearfriend,asIliehere,leavingaworldthatnomaneverlovedmore,Ihavecometounderstandyou。Foryouandyourmissionhavebeenmuchinmythoughts。Itisstrangehowgoodcanbedone,notatthetimewhenitisintended,butafterwards;andyouhavedonethisgoodtome。Isayoveryourwords,Contentmentwithrenunciation,andbelievethatatthislasthourIhavegainedsomethinglikewhatyouwouldwishmetofeel。
ForIdonotthinkthatIdesireitotherwisenow。Mylifewouldneverhavebeenofservice,Iamafraid。Youarethelastpersoninthisworldwhohasspokenseriouswordstome,andIwantyoutoknowthatnowatlengthIvaluethepeaceofSantaYsabelasIcouldneverhavedonebutforseeingyourwisdomandgoodness。Youspokeofaneworganforyourchurch。Takethegold—dustthatwillreachyouwiththis,anddowhatyouwillwithit。Letmeatleastindyinghavehelpedsomeone。Andsincethereisnoaristocracyinsouls——yousaidthattome;doyouremember?——perhapsyouwillsayamassforthisdepartingsoulofmine。I
onlywish,sincemybodymustgoundergroundinastrangecountry,thatitmighthavebeenatSantaYsabeldelMar,whereyourfeetwouldoftenpass。\"
\"’AtSantaYsabeldelMar,whereyourfeetwouldoftenpass。’\"Thepriestrepeatedthisfinalsentencealoud,withoutbeingawareofit。
\"Thosearethelastwordsheeverspoke,\"saidthestranger,\"exceptbiddinggood—byetome。\"
\"Youknewhimwell,then?\"
\"No;notuntilafterhewashurt。I’mthemanhequarrelledwith。\"
Thepriestlookedattheshipthatwouldsailonwardthisafternoon。Thenasmileofgreatbeautypassedoverhisface,andheaddressedthestranger。\"Ithankyou,\"saidhe。\"Youwillneverknowwhatyouhavedoneforme。\"
\"Itisnothing,\"answeredthestranger,awkwardly。\"Hetoldmeyousetgreatstoreonaneworgan。\"
PadreIgnazioturnedawayfromtheshipandrodebackthroughthegorge。
WhenhereachedtheshadyplacewhereoncehehadsatwithGastonVillere,hedismountedandagainsatthere,alonebythestream,formanyhours。Longridesandoutingshadbeenlatelysomuchhiscustom,thatnoonethoughttwiceofhisabsence;andwhenhereturnedtothemissionintheafternoon,theIndiantookhismule,andhewenttohisseatinthegarden。Butitwaswithanotherlookthathewatchedthesea;andpresentlythesailmovedacrossthebluetriangle,andsoonithadroundedtheheadland。Gaston’sfirstcomingwasinthepadre’smind;andasthevespersbellbegantoringinthecloisteredsilence,afragmentofAuber’splaintivetunepassedlikeasighacrosshismemory:
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ButforthereposeofGaston’ssoultheysangallthathehadtaughtthemof\"IlTrovatore。\"
ThusithappenedthatPadreIgnazioneverwenthome,butremainedcheerfulmasterofthedesirestodosothatsometimesvisitedhim,untilthedaycamewhenhewascalledaltogetherawayfromthisworld,and\"passedbeyondthesevoices,whereispeace。\"