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  \"Notevenifshe’syourownsister。That’sbecausegirlsaresomuchsofterandweakerthanweare;theyhavetobe,youknow,\"headded,\"becauseiftheyweren’t,itwouldn’tbeniceforthebabies。

  Andthat’swhyalltheanimalsaresogoodtothemotheranimals。

  Theyneverfightthem,youknow。\"

  \"Iknow,\"saidPeter,interested;\"twobuckrabbitswillfightalldayifyouletthem,buttheywon’thurtadoe。\"

  \"No;andquitewildbeasts——lionsandelephants——they’reimmenselygentlewiththefemalebeasts。Andwe’vegottobe,too。\"

  \"Isee,\"saidPeter。

  \"Andtheirheartsaresoft,too,\"theDoctorwenton,\"andthingsthatweshouldn’tthinkanythingofhurtthemdreadfully。Sothatamanhastobeverycareful,notonlyofhisfists,butofhiswords。

  They’reawfullybrave,youknow,\"hewenton。\"ThinkofBobbiewaitingaloneinthetunnelwiththatpoorchap。It’sanoddthing—

  —thesofterandmoreeasilyhurtawomanisthebettershecanscrewherselfuptodowhatHAStobedone。I’veseensomebravewomen——

  yourMother’sone,\"heendedabruptly。

  \"Yes,\"saidPeter。

  \"Well,that’sall。Excusemymentioningit。Butnobodyknowseverythingwithoutbeingtold。AndyouseewhatImean,don’tyou?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidPeter。\"I’msorry。There!\"

  \"Ofcourseyouare!Peoplealwaysare——directlytheyunderstand。

  Everyoneoughttobetaughtthesescientificfacts。Solong!\"

  Theyshookhandsheartily。WhenPetercamehome,hissisterslookedathimdoubtfully。

  \"It’sPax,\"saidPeter,dumpingdownthebasketonthetable。\"Dr。

  Forresthasbeentalkingscientifictome。No,it’snousemytellingyouwhathesaid;youwouldn’tunderstand。Butitallcomestoyougirlsbeingpoor,soft,weak,frightenedthingslikerabbits,sousmenhavejustgottoputupwiththem。Hesaidyouwerefemalebeasts。ShallItakethisuptoMother,orwillyou?\"

  \"IknowwhatBOYSare,\"saidPhyllis,withflamingcheeks;\"they’rejustthenastiest,rudest——\"

  \"They’reverybrave,\"saidBobbie,\"sometimes。\"

  \"Ah,youmeanthechapupstairs?Isee。Goahead,Phil——Ishallputupwithyouwhateveryousaybecauseyou’reapoor,weak,frightened,soft——\"

  \"NotifIpullyourhairyouwon’t,\"saidPhyllis,springingathim。

  \"Hesaid’Pax,’\"saidBobbie,pullingheraway。\"Don’tyousee,\"

  shewhisperedasPeterpickedupthebasketandstalkedoutwithit,\"he’ssorry,really,onlyhewon’tsayso?Let’ssaywe’resorry。\"

  \"It’ssogoodygoody,\"saidPhyllis,doubtfully;\"hesaidwewerefemalebeasts,andsoftandfrightened——\"

  \"Thenlet’sshowhimwe’renotfrightenedofhimthinkingusgoodygoody,\"saidBobbie;\"andwe’renotanymorebeaststhanheis。\"

  AndwhenPetercameback,stillwithhischinintheair,Bobbiesaid:——

  \"We’resorrywetiedyouup,Pete。\"

  \"Ithoughtyouwouldbe,\"saidPeter,verystiffandsuperior。

  Thiswashardtobear。But——

  \"Well,soweare,\"saidBobbie。\"Nowlethonourbesatisfiedonbothsides。\"

  \"IdidcallitPax,\"saidPeter,inaninjuredtone。

  \"ThenletitBEPax,\"saidBobbie。\"Comeon,Phil,let’sgetthetea。Pete,youmightlaythecloth。\"

  \"Isay,\"saidPhyllis,whenpeacewasreallyrestored,whichwasnottilltheywerewashingupthecupsaftertea,\"Dr。Forrestdidn’tREALLYsaywewerefemalebeasts,didhe?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidPeter,firmly,\"butIthinkhemeantwemenwerewildbeasts,too。\"

  \"Howfunnyofhim!\"saidPhyllis,breakingacup。

  ******

  \"MayIcomein,Mother?\"PeterwasatthedoorofMother’swritingroom,whereMothersatathertablewithtwocandlesinfrontofher。Theirflameslookedorangeandvioletagainstthecleargreyblueoftheskywherealreadyafewstarsweretwinkling。

  \"Yes,dear,\"saidMother,absently,\"anythingwrong?\"Shewroteafewmorewordsandthenlaiddownherpenandbegantofoldupwhatshehadwritten。\"IwasjustwritingtoJim’sgrandfather。Helivesnearhere,youknow。\"

  \"Yes,yousaidsoattea。That’swhatIwanttosay。Mustyouwritetohim,Mother?Couldn’twekeepJim,andnotsayanythingtohispeopletillhe’swell?Itwouldbesuchasurpriseforthem。\"

  \"Well,yes,\"saidMother,laughing,\"Ithinkitwould。\"

  \"Yousee,\"Peterwenton,\"ofcoursethegirlsareallrightandallthat——I’mnotsayinganythingagainstTHEM。ButIshouldlikeitifIhadanotherchaptotalktosometimes。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidMother,\"Iknowit’sdullforyou,dear。ButIcan’thelpit。NextyearperhapsIcansendyoutoschool——you’dlikethat,wouldn’tyou?\"

  \"Idomisstheotherchaps,rather,\"Peterconfessed;\"butifJimcouldstayafterhislegwaswell,wecouldhaveawfullarks。\"

  \"I’venodoubtofit,\"saidMother。\"Well——perhapshecould,butyouknow,dear,we’renotrich。Ican’taffordtogethimeverythinghe’llwant。Andhemusthaveanurse。\"

  \"Can’tyounursehim,Mother?Youdonursepeoplesobeautifully。\"

  \"That’saprettycompliment,Pete——butIcan’tdonursingandmywritingaswell。That’stheworstofit。\"

  \"ThenyouMUSTsendthelettertohisgrandfather?\"

  \"Ofcourse——andtohisschoolmaster,too。Wetelegraphedtothemboth,butImustwriteaswell。They’llbemostdreadfullyanxious。\"

  \"Isay,Mother,whycan’thisgrandfatherpayforanurse?\"Petersuggested。\"Thatwouldberipping。Iexpecttheoldboy’srollinginmoney。Grandfathersinbooksalwaysare。\"

  \"Well,thisoneisn’tinabook,\"saidMother,\"sowemustn’texpecthimtorollmuch。\"

  \"Isay,\"saidPeter,musingly,\"wouldn’titbejollyifweallWERE

  inabook,andyouwerewritingit?Thenyoucouldmakeallsortsofjollythingshappen,andmakeJim’slegsgetwellatonceandbeallrightto—morrow,andFathercomehomesoonand——\"

  \"DoyoumissyourFatherverymuch?\"Motherasked,rathercoldly,Peterthought。

  \"Awfully,\"saidPeter,briefly。

  Motherwasenvelopingandaddressingthesecondletter。

  \"Yousee,\"Peterwentonslowly,\"yousee,it’snotonlyhimBEING

  Father,butnowhe’sawaythere’snoothermaninthehousebutme——

  that’swhyIwantJimtostaysofrightfullymuch。Wouldn’tyouliketobewritingthatbookwithusallinit,Mother,andmakeDaddycomehomesoon?\"

  Peter’sMotherputherarmroundhimsuddenly,andhuggedhiminsilenceforaminute。Thenshesaid:——

  \"Don’tyouthinkit’srathernicetothinkthatwe’reinabookthatGod’swriting?IfIwerewritingthebook,Imightmakemistakes。

  ButGodknowshowtomakethestoryendjustright——inthewaythat’sbestforus。\"

  \"Doyoureallybelievethat,Mother?\"Peteraskedquietly。

  \"Yes,\"shesaid,\"Idobelieveit——almostalways——exceptwhenI’msosadthatIcan’tbelieveanything。ButevenwhenIcan’tbelieveit,Iknowit’strue——andItrytobelieve。Youdon’tknowhowI

  try,Peter。Nowtaketheletterstothepost,anddon’tlet’sbesadanymore。Courage,courage!That’sthefinestofallthevirtues!IdaresayJimwillbeherefortwoorthreeweeksyet。\"

  ForwhatwasleftoftheeveningPeterwassoangelicthatBobbiefearedhewasgoingtobeill。ShewasquiterelievedinthemorningtofindhimplaitingPhyllis’shairontothebackofherchairinquitehisoldmanner。

  Itwassoonafterbreakfastthataknockcameatthedoor。ThechildrenwerehardatworkcleaningthebrasscandlesticksinhonourofJim’svisit。

  \"That’llbetheDoctor,\"saidMother;\"I’llgo。Shutthekitchendoor——you’renotfittobeseen。\"

  Butitwasn’ttheDoctor。Theyknewthatbythevoiceandbythesoundofthebootsthatwentupstairs。Theydidnotrecognisethesoundoftheboots,buteveryonewascertainthattheyhadheardthevoicebefore。

  Therewasalongishinterval。Thebootsandthevoicedidnotcomedownagain。

  \"Whocanitpossiblybe?\"theykeptonaskingthemselvesandeachother。

  \"Perhaps,\"saidPeteratlast,\"Dr。Forresthasbeenattackedbyhighwaymenandleftfordead,andthisisthemanhe’stelegraphedfortotakehisplace。Mrs。Vineysaidhehadalocaltenanttodohisworkwhenhewentforaholiday,didn’tyou,Mrs。Viney?\"

  \"Ididso,mydear,\"saidMrs。Vineyfromthebackkitchen。

  \"He’sfallendowninafit,morelikely,saidPhyllis,\"allhumanaiddespairedof。AndthisishismancometobreakthenewstoMother。\"

  \"Nonsense!\"saidPeter,briskly;\"Motherwouldn’thavetakenthemanupintoJim’sbedroom。Whyshouldshe?Listen——thedoor’sopening。

  Nowthey’llcomedown。I’llopenthedooracrack。\"

  Hedid。

  \"It’snotlistening,\"herepliedindignantlytoBobbie’sscandalisedremarks;\"nobodyintheirsenseswouldtalksecretsonthestairs。

  AndMothercan’thavesecretstotalkwithDr。Forrest’sstable—man—

  —andyousaiditwashim。\"

  \"Bobbie,\"calledMother’svoice。

  Theyopenedthekitchendoor,andMotherleanedoverthestairrailing。

  \"Jim’sgrandfatherhascome,\"shesaid;\"washyourhandsandfacesandthenyoucanseehim。Hewantstoseeyou!\"Thebedroomdoorshutagain。

  \"Therenow!\"saidPeter;\"fancyusnoteventhinkingofthat!Let’shavesomehotwater,Mrs。Viney。I’masblackasyourhat。\"

  Thethreewereindeeddirty,forthestuffyoucleanbrasscandlestickswithisveryfarfromcleaningtothecleaner。

  Theywerestillbusywithsoapandflannelwhentheyheardthebootsandthevoicecomedownthestairsandgointothedining—room。Andwhentheywereclean,thoughstilldamp——becauseittakessuchalongtimetodryyourhandsproperly,andtheywereveryimpatienttoseethegrandfather——theyfiledintothedining—room。

  Motherwassittinginthewindow—seat,andintheleather—coveredarmchairthatFatheralwaysusedtositinattheotherhousesat——

  THEIROWNOLDGENTLEMAN!

  \"Well,Ineverdid,\"saidPeter,evenbeforehesaid,\"Howdoyoudo?\"Hewas,asheexplainedafterwards,toosurprisedeventorememberthattherewassuchathingaspoliteness——muchlesstopractiseit。

  \"It’sourownoldgentleman!\"saidPhyllis。

  \"Oh,it’syou!\"saidBobbie。Andthentheyrememberedthemselvesandtheirmannersandsaid,\"Howdoyoudo?\"verynicely。

  \"ThisisJim’sgrandfather,Mr。——\"saidMother,namingtheoldgentleman’sname。

  \"Howsplendid!\"saidPeter;\"that’sjustexactlylikeabook,isn’tit,Mother?\"

  \"Itis,rather,\"saidMother,smiling;\"thingsdohappeninreallifethatareratherlikebooks,sometimes。\"

  \"IamsoawfullygladitISyou,\"saidPhyllis;\"whenyouthinkofthetonsofoldgentlementhereareintheworld——itmighthavebeenalmostanyone。\"

  \"Isay,though,\"saidPeter,\"you’renotgoingtotakeJimaway,though,areyou?\"

  \"Notatpresent,\"saidtheoldgentleman。\"YourMotherhasmostkindlyconsentedtolethimstayhere。Ithoughtofsendinganurse,butyourMotherisgoodenoughtosaythatshewillnursehimherself。\"

  \"Butwhataboutherwriting?\"saidPeter,beforeanyonecouldstophim。\"Therewon’tbeanythingforhimtoeatifMotherdoesn’twrite。\"

  \"That’sallright,\"saidMother,hastily。

  TheoldgentlemanlookedverykindlyatMother。

  \"Isee,\"hesaid,\"youtrustyourchildren,andconfideinthem。\"

  \"Ofcourse,\"saidMother。

  \"ThenImaytellthemofourlittlearrangement,\"hesaid。\"YourMother,mydears,hasconsentedtogiveupwritingforalittlewhileandtobecomeaMatronofmyHospital。\"

  \"Oh!\"saidPhyllis,blankly;\"andshallwehavetogoawayfromThreeChimneysandtheRailwayandeverything?\"

  \"No,no,darling,\"saidMother,hurriedly。

  \"TheHospitaliscalledThreeChimneysHospital,\"saidtheoldgentleman,\"andmyunluckyJim’stheonlypatient,andIhopehe’llcontinuetobeso。YourMotherwillbeMatron,andthere’llbeahospitalstaffofahousemaidandacook——tillJim’swell。\"

  \"AndthenwillMothergoonwritingagain?\"askedPeter。

  \"Weshallsee,\"saidtheoldgentleman,withaslight,swiftglanceatBobbie;\"perhapssomethingnicemayhappenandshewon’thaveto。\"

  \"Ilovemywriting,\"saidMother,veryquickly。

  \"Iknow,\"saidtheoldgentleman;\"don’tbeafraidthatI’mgoingtotrytointerfere。Butoneneverknows。Verywonderfulandbeautifulthingsdohappen,don’tthey?Andwelivemostofourlivesinthehopeofthem。Imaycomeagaintoseetheboy?\"

  \"Surely,\"saidMother,\"andIdon’tknowhowtothankyouformakingitpossibleformetonursehim。Dearboy!\"

  \"HekeptcallingMother,Mother,inthenight,\"saidPhyllis。\"I

  wokeuptwiceandheardhim。\"

  \"Hedidn’tmeanme,\"saidMother,inalowvoicetotheoldgentleman;\"that’swhyIwantedsomuchtokeephim。\"

  Theoldgentlemanrose。

  \"I’msoglad,\"saidPeter,\"thatyou’regoingtokeephim,Mother。\"

  \"TakecareofyourMother,mydears,\"saidtheoldgentleman。

  \"She’sawomaninamillion。\"

  \"Yes,isn’tshe?\"whisperedBobbie。

  \"Godblessher,\"saidtheoldgentleman,takingbothMother’shands,\"Godblessher!Ay,andsheshallbeblessed。Dearme,where’smyhat?WillBobbiecomewithmetothegate?\"

  Atthegatehestoppedandsaid:——

  \"You’reagoodchild,mydear——Igotyourletter。Butitwasn’tneeded。WhenIreadaboutyourFather’scaseinthepapersatthetime,Ihadmydoubts。AndeversinceI’veknownwhoyouwere,I’vebeentryingtofindoutthings。Ihaven’tdoneverymuchyet。ButIhavehopes,mydear——Ihavehopes。\"

  \"Oh!\"saidBobbie,chokingalittle。

  \"Yes——Imaysaygreathopes。Butkeepyoursecretalittlelonger。

  Wouldn’tdotoupsetyourMotherwithafalsehope,wouldit?\"

  \"Oh,butitisn’tfalse!\"saidBobbie;\"IKNOWyoucandoit。I

  knewyoucouldwhenIwrote。Itisn’tafalsehope,isit?\"

  \"No,\"hesaid,\"Idon’tthinkit’safalsehope,orIwouldn’thavetoldyou。AndIthinkyoudeservetobetoldthatthereISahope。\"

  \"Andyoudon’tthinkFatherdidit,doyou?Oh,sayyoudon’tthinkhedid。\"

  \"Mydear,\"hesaid,\"I’mperfectlyCERTAINhedidn’t。\"

  Ifitwasafalsehope,itwasnonethelessaveryradiantonethatlaywarmatBobbie’sheart,andthroughthedaysthatfollowedlightedherlittlefaceasaJapaneselanternislightedbythecandlewithin。

  ChapterXIV。TheEnd。

  LifeattheThreeChimneyswasneverquitethesameagainaftertheoldgentlemancametoseehisgrandson。Althoughtheynowknewhisname,thechildrenneverspokeofhimbyit——atanyrate,whentheywerebythemselves。Tothemhewasalwaystheoldgentleman,andI

  thinkhehadbetterbetheoldgentlemantous,too。Itwouldn’tmakehimseemanymorerealtoyou,wouldit,ifIweretotellyouthathisnamewasSnooksorJenkins(whichitwasn’t)?——and,afterall,Imustbeallowedtokeeponesecret。It’stheonlyone;I

  havetoldyoueverythingelse,exceptwhatIamgoingtotellyouinthischapter,whichisthelast。Atleast,ofcourse,Ihaven’ttoldyouEVERYTHING。IfIweretodothat,thebookwouldnevercometoanend,andthatwouldbeapity,wouldn’tit?

  Well,asIwassaying,lifeatThreeChimneyswasneverquitethesameagain。Thecookandthehousemaidwereverynice(Idon’tmindtellingyoutheirnames——theywereClaraandEthelwyn),buttheytoldMothertheydidnotseemtowantMrs。Viney,andthatshewasanoldmuddler。SoMrs。Vineycameonlytwodaysaweektodowashingandironing。ThenClaraandEthelwynsaidtheycoulddotheworkallrightiftheyweren’tinterferedwith,andthatmeantthatthechildrennolongergottheteaandcleareditawayandwashedupthetea—thingsanddustedtherooms。

  Thiswouldhaveleftquiteablankintheirlives,althoughtheyhadoftenpretendedtothemselvesandtoeachotherthattheyhatedhousework。ButnowthatMotherhadnowritingandnohouseworktodo,shehadtimeforlessons。Andlessonsthechildrenhadtodo。

  Howevernicethepersonwhoisteachingyoumaybe,lessonsarelessonsalltheworldover,andattheirbestareworsefunthanpeelingpotatoesorlightingafire。

  Ontheotherhand,ifMothernowhadtimeforlessons,shealsohadtimeforplay,andtomakeuplittlerhymesforthechildrenassheusedtodo。ShehadnothadmuchtimeforrhymessinceshecametoThreeChimneys。

  Therewasoneveryoddthingabouttheselessons。Whateverthechildrenweredoing,theyalwayswantedtobedoingsomethingelse。

  WhenPeterwasdoinghisLatin,hethoughtitwouldbenicetobelearningHistorylikeBobbie。BobbiewouldhavepreferredArithmetic,whichwaswhatPhyllishappenedtobedoing,andPhyllisofcoursethoughtLatinmuchthemostinterestingkindoflesson。

  Andsoon。

  So,oneday,whentheysatdowntolessons,eachofthemfoundalittlerhymeatitsplace。IputtherhymesintoshowyouthattheirMotherreallydidunderstandalittlehowchildrenfeelaboutthings,andalsothekindofwordstheyuse,whichisthecasewithveryfewgrown—uppeople。Isupposemostgrown—upshaveverybadmemories,andhaveforgottenhowtheyfeltwhentheywerelittle。

  Ofcourse,theversesaresupposedtobespokenbythechildren。

  PETER

  IoncethoughtCaesareasypap——

  HowverysoftImusthavebeen!

  WhentheystartCaesarwithachapHelittleknowwhatthatwillmean。

  Oh,verbsaresillystupidthings。

  I’dratherlearnthedatesofkings!

  BOBBIE

  TheworstofallmylessonthingsIslearningwhosucceededwhoInalltherowsofqueensandkings,Withdatestoeverythingtheydo:

  Withdatesenoughtomakeyousick;——

  IwishitwasArithmetic!

  PHYLLIS

  SuchpoundsandpoundsofapplesfillMyslate——whatisthepriceyou’dspend?

  YouscratchthefiguresoutuntilYoucryuponthedividend。

  I’dbreaktheslateandscreamforjoyIfIdidLatinlikeaboy!

  Thiskindofthing,ofcourse,madelessonsmuchjollier。Itissomethingtoknowthatthepersonwhoisteachingyouseesthatitisnotallplainsailingforyou,anddoesnotthinkthatitisjustyourstupidnessthatmakesyounotknowyourlessonstillyou’velearnedthem!

  ThenasJim’sleggotbetteritwasverypleasanttogoupandsitwithhimandheartalesabouthisschoollifeandtheotherboys。

  Therewasoneboy,namedParr,ofwhomJimseemedtohaveformedthelowestpossibleopinion,andanotherboynamedWigsbyMinor,forwhoseviewsJimhadagreatrespect。AlsotherewerethreebrothersnamedPaley,andtheyoungestwascalledPaleyTerts,andwasmuchgiventofighting。

  Peterdrankinallthiswithdeepjoy,andMotherseemedtohavelistenedwithsomeinterest,foronedayshegaveJimasheetofpaperonwhichshehadwrittenarhymeaboutParr,bringinginPaleyandWigsbybynameinamostwonderfulway,aswellasallthereasonsJimhadfornotlikingParr,andWigsby’swiseopiniononthematter。Jimwasimmenselypleased。Hehadneverhadarhymewrittenexpresslyforhimbefore。HereadittillheknewitbyheartandthenhesentittoWigsby,wholikeditalmostasmuchasJimdid。Perhapsyoumaylikeit,too。

  THENEWBOY

  HisnameisParr:hesaysthatheIsgivenbreadandmilkfortea。

  Hesayshisfatherkilledabear。

  Hesayshismothercutshishair。

  Hewearsgolosheswhenit’swet。

  I’veheardhispeoplecallhim\"Pet\"!

  Hehasnopropersenseofshame;

  HetoldthechapshisChristianname。

  Hecannotwicket—keepatall,He’sfrightenedofacricketball。

  Hereadsindoorsforhoursandhours。

  Heknowsthenamesofbeastlyflowers。

  HesayshisFrenchjustlikeMossoo——

  Abeastlystuck—upthingtodo——

  Hewon’tkeep_cave_,shirkshisturnAndsayshecametoschooltolearn!

  Hewon’tplayfootball,saysithurts;

  Hewouldn’tfightwithPaleyTerts;

  Hecouldn’twhistleifhetried,Andwhenwelaughedathimhecried!

  NowWigsbyMinorsaysthatParrIsonlylikeallnewboysare。

  Iknowwhen_I_firstcametoschoolIwasn’tsuchajollyfool!

  JimcouldneverunderstandhowMothercouldhavebeencleverenoughtodoit。Totheothersitseemednice,butnatural。Youseetheyhadalwaysbeenusedtohavingamotherwhocouldwriteversesjustlikethewaypeopletalk,eventotheshockingexpressionattheendoftherhyme,whichwasJim’sveryown。

  JimtaughtPetertoplaychessanddraughtsanddominoes,andaltogetheritwasanicequiettime。

  OnlyJim’sleggotbetterandbetter,andageneralfeelingbegantospringupamongBobbie,Peter,andPhyllisthatsomethingoughttobedonetoamusehim;notjustgames,butsomethingreallyhandsome。

  Butitwasextraordinarilydifficulttothinkofanything。

  \"It’snogood,\"saidPeter,whenallofthemhadthoughtandthoughttilltheirheadsfeltquiteheavyandswollen;\"ifwecan’tthinkofanythingtoamusehim,wejustcan’t,andthere’sanendofit。

  Perhapssomethingwilljusthappenofitsownaccordthathe’lllike。\"

  \"ThingsDOhappenbythemselvessometimes,withoutyourmakingthem,\"saidPhyllis,ratherasthough,usually,everythingthathappenedintheworldwasherdoing。

  \"Iwishsomethingwouldhappen,\"saidBobbie,dreamily,\"somethingwonderful。\"

  Andsomethingwonderfuldidhappenexactlyfourdaysaftershehadsaidthis。IwishIcouldsayitwasthreedaysafter,becauseinfairytalesitisalwaysthreedaysafterthatthingshappen。Butthisisnotafairystory,andbesides,itreallywasfourandnotthree,andIamnothingifnotstrictlytruthful。

  TheyseemedtobehardlyRailwaychildrenatallinthosedays,andasthedayswentoneachhadanuneasyfeelingaboutthiswhichPhyllisexpressedoneday。

  \"IwonderiftheRailwaymissesus,\"shesaid,plaintively。\"Wenevergotoseeitnow。\"

  \"Itseemsungrateful,\"saidBobbie;\"weloveditsowhenwehadn’tanyoneelsetoplaywith。\"

  \"PerksisalwayscominguptoaskafterJim,\"saidPeter,\"andthesignalman’slittleboyisbetter。Hetoldmeso。\"

  \"Ididn’tmeanthepeople,\"explainedPhyllis;\"ImeantthedearRailwayitself。\"

  \"ThethingIdon’tlike,\"saidBobbie,onthisfourthday,whichwasaTuesday,\"isourhavingstoppedwavingtothe9。15andsendingourlovetoFatherbyit。\"

  \"Let’sbeginagain,\"saidPhyllis。Andtheydid。

  SomehowthechangeofeverythingthatwasmadebyhavingservantsinthehouseandMothernotdoinganywriting,madethetimeseemextremelylongsincethatstrangemorningatthebeginningofthings,whentheyhadgotupsoearlyandburntthebottomoutofthekettleandhadapplepieforbreakfastandfirstseentheRailway。

  ItwasSeptembernow,andtheturfontheslopetotheRailwaywasdryandcrisp。Littlelonggrassspikesstooduplikebitsofgoldwire,frailblueharebellstrembledontheirtough,slenderstalks,Gipsyrosesopenedwideandflattheirlilac—coloureddiscs,andthegoldenstarsofSt。John’sWortshoneattheedgesofthepoolthatlayhalfwaytotheRailway。Bobbiegatheredageneroushandfuloftheflowersandthoughthowprettytheywouldlooklyingonthegreen—and—pinkblanketofsilk—wastethatnowcoveredJim’spoorbrokenleg。

  \"Hurryup,\"saidPeter,\"orweshallmissthe9。15!\"

  \"Ican’thurrymorethanIamdoing,\"saidPhyllis。\"Oh,botherit!

  MybootlacehascomeundoneAGAIN!\"

  \"Whenyou’remarried,\"saidPeter,\"yourbootlacewillcomeundonegoingupthechurchaisle,andyourmanthatyou’regoingtogetmarriedtowilltumbleoveritandsmashhisnoseinontheornamentedpavement;andthenyou’llsayyouwon’tmarryhim,andyou’llhavetobeanoldmaid。\"

  \"Ishan’t,\"saidPhyllis。\"I’dmuchrathermarryamanwithhisnosesmashedinthannotmarryanybody。\"

  \"Itwouldbehorridtomarryamanwithasmashednose,allthesame,\"wentonBobbie。\"Hewouldn’tbeabletosmelltheflowersatthewedding。Wouldn’tthatbeawful!\"

  \"Bothertheflowersatthewedding!\"criedPeter。\"Look!thesignal’sdown。Wemustrun!\"

  Theyran。Andoncemoretheywavedtheirhandkerchiefs,withoutatallmindingwhetherthehandkerchiefswerecleanornot,tothe9。15。

  \"TakeourlovetoFather!\"criedBobbie。Andtheothers,too,shouted:——

  \"TakeourlovetoFather!\"

  Theoldgentlemanwavedfromhisfirst—classcarriagewindow。Quiteviolentlyhewaved。Andtherewasnothingoddinthat,forhealwayshadwaved。Butwhatwasreallyremarkablewasthatfromeverywindowhandkerchiefsfluttered,newspaperssignalled,handswavedwildly。Thetrainsweptbywitharustleandroar,thelittlepebblesjumpedanddancedunderitasitpassed,andthechildrenwereleftlookingateachother。

  \"Well!\"saidPeter。

  \"WELL!\"saidBobbie。

  \"_WELL!_\"saidPhyllis。

  \"Whateveronearthdoesthatmean?\"askedPeter,buthedidnotexpectanyanswer。

  \"_I_don’tknow,\"saidBobbie。\"Perhapstheoldgentlemantoldthepeopleathisstationtolookoutforusandwave。Heknewweshouldlikeit!\"

  Now,curiouslyenough,thiswasjustwhathadhappened。Theoldgentleman,whowasverywellknownandrespectedathisparticularstation,hadgotthereearlythatmorning,andhehadwaitedatthedoorwheretheyoungmanstandsholdingtheinterestingmachinethatclipsthetickets,andhehadsaidsomethingtoeverysinglepassengerwhopassedthroughthatdoor。Andafternoddingtowhattheoldgentlemanhadsaid——andthenodsexpressedeveryshadeofsurprise,interest,doubt,cheerfulpleasure,andgrumpyagreement——

  eachpassengerhadgoneontotheplatformandreadonecertainpartofhisnewspaper。Andwhenthepassengersgotintothetrain,theyhadtoldtheotherpassengerswhowerealreadytherewhattheoldgentlemanhadsaid,andthentheotherpassengershadalsolookedattheirnewspapersandseemedveryastonishedand,mostly,pleased。

  Then,whenthetrainpassedthefencewherethethreechildrenwere,newspapersandhandsandhandkerchiefswerewavedmadly,tillallthatsideofthetrainwasflutterywithwhitelikethepicturesoftheKing’sCoronationinthebiographatMaskelyneandCook’s。Tothechildrenitalmostseemedasthoughthetrainitselfwasalive,andwasatlastrespondingtothelovethattheyhadgivenitsofreelyandsolong。

  \"Itismostextraordinarilyrum!\"saidPeter。

  \"Moststronery!\"echoedPhyllis。

  ButBobbiesaid,\"Don’tyouthinktheoldgentleman’swavesseemedmoresignificatingthanusual?\"

  \"No,\"saidtheothers。

  \"Ido,\"saidBobbie。\"Ithoughthewastryingtoexplainsomethingtouswithhisnewspaper。\"

  \"Explainwhat?\"askedPeter,notunnaturally。

  \"_I_don’tknow,\"Bobbieanswered,\"butIdofeelmostawfullyfunny。Ifeeljustexactlyasifsomethingwasgoingtohappen。\"

  \"Whatisgoingtohappen,\"saidPeter,\"isthatPhyllis’sstockingisgoingtocomedown。\"

  Thiswasbuttootrue。Thesuspenderhadgivenwayintheagitationofthewavestothe9。15。Bobbie’shandkerchiefservedasfirstaidtotheinjured,andtheyallwenthome。

  LessonsweremorethanusuallydifficulttoBobbiethatday。

  Indeed,shedisgracedherselfsodeeplyoveraquitesimplesumaboutthedivisionof48poundsofmeatand36poundsofbreadamong144hungrychildrenthatMotherlookedatheranxiously。

  \"Don’tyoufeelquitewell,dear?\"sheasked。

  \"Idon’tknow,\"wasBobbie’sunexpectedanswer。\"Idon’tknowhowI

  feel。Itisn’tthatI’mlazy。Mother,willyouletmeofflessonsto—day?IfeelasifIwantedtobequitealonebymyself。\"

  \"Yes,ofcourseI’llletyouoff,\"saidMother;\"but——\"

  Bobbiedroppedherslate。Itcrackedjustacrossthelittlegreenmarkthatissousefulfordrawingpatternsround,anditwasneverthesameslateagain。Withoutwaitingtopickitupshebolted。

  Mothercaughtherinthehallfeelingblindlyamongthewaterproofsandumbrellasforhergardenhat。

  \"Whatisit,mysweetheart?\"saidMother。\"Youdon’tfeelill,doyou?\"

  \"IDON’Tknow,\"Bobbieanswered,alittlebreathlessly,\"butIwanttobebymyselfandseeifmyheadreallyISallsillyandmyinsideallsquirmy—twisty。\"

  \"Hadn’tyoubetterliedown?\"Mothersaid,strokingherhairbackfromherforehead。

  \"I’dbemorealiveinthegarden,Ithink,\"saidBobbie。

  Butshecouldnotstayinthegarden。Thehollyhocksandtheastersandthelaterosesallseemedtobewaitingforsomethingtohappen。

  Itwasoneofthosestill,shinyautumndays,wheneverythingdoesseemtobewaiting。

  Bobbiecouldnotwait。

  \"I’llgodowntothestation,\"shesaid,\"andtalktoPerksandaskaboutthesignalman’slittleboy。\"

  Soshewentdown。OnthewayshepassedtheoldladyfromthePost—

  office,whogaveherakissandahug,but,rathertoBobbie’ssurprise,nowordsexcept:——

  \"Godblessyou,love——\"and,afterapause,\"runalong——do。\"

  Thedraper’sboy,whohadsometimesbeenalittlelessthancivilandalittlemorethancontemptuous,nowtouchedhiscap,andutteredtheremarkablewords:——

  \"’Morning,Miss,I’msure——\"

  Theblacksmith,comingalongwithanopennewspaperinhishand,wasevenmorestrangeinhismanner。Hegrinnedbroadly,though,asarule,hewasamannotgiventosmiles,andwavedthenewspaperlongbeforehecameuptoher。Andashepassedher,hesaid,inanswertoher\"Goodmorning\":——

  \"Goodmorningtoyou,Missie,andmanyofthem!Iwishyoujoy,thatIdo!\"

  \"Oh!\"saidBobbietoherself,andherheartquickeneditsbeats,\"somethingISgoingtohappen!Iknowitis——everyoneissoodd,likepeopleareindreams。\"

  TheStationMasterwrungherhandwarmly。Infactheworkeditupanddownlikeapump—handle。Buthegavehernoreasonforthisunusuallyenthusiasticgreeting。Heonlysaid:——

  \"The11。54’sabitlate,Miss——theextraluggagethisholidaytime,\"

  andwentawayveryquicklyintothatinnerTempleofhisintowhichevenBobbiedarednotfollowhim。

  Perkswasnottobeseen,andBobbiesharedthesolitudeoftheplatformwiththeStationCat。Thistortoiseshelllady,usuallyofaretiringdisposition,cameto—daytorubherselfagainstthebrownstockingsofBobbiewitharchedback,wavingtail,andreverberatingpurrs。

  \"Dearme!\"saidBobbie,stoopingtostrokeher,\"howverykindeverybodyisto—day——evenyou,Pussy!\"

  Perksdidnotappearuntilthe11。54wassignalled,andthenhe,likeeverybodyelsethatmorning,hadanewspaperinhishand。

  \"Hullo!\"hesaid,\"’ereyouare。Well,ifTHISisthetrain,it’llbesmartwork!Well,Godblessyou,mydear!Iseeitinthepaper,andIdon’tthinkIwaseversogladofanythinginallmyborndays!\"HelookedatBobbieamoment,thensaid,\"OneImusthave,Miss,andnooffence,Iknow,onadaylikethis’ere!\"andwiththathekissedher,firstononecheekandthenontheother。

  \"Youain’toffended,areyou?\"heaskedanxiously。\"Iain’ttooktoogreataliberty?Onadaylikethis,youknow——\"

  \"No,no,\"saidBobbie,\"ofcourseit’snotaliberty,dearMr。

  Perks;weloveyouquiteasmuchasifyouwereanuncleofours——

  but——onadaylikeWHAT?\"

  \"Likethis’ere!\"saidPerks。\"Don’tItellyouIseeitinthepaper?\"

  \"SawWHATinthepaper?\"askedBobbie,butalreadythe11。54wassteamingintothestationandtheStationMasterwaslookingatalltheplaceswherePerkswasnotandoughttohavebeen。

  Bobbiewasleftstandingalone,theStationCatwatchingherfromunderthebenchwithfriendlygoldeneyes。

  Ofcourseyouknowalreadyexactlywhatwasgoingtohappen。Bobbiewasnotsoclever。Shehadthevague,confused,expectantfeelingthatcomestoone’sheartindreams。WhatherheartexpectedI

  can’ttell——perhapstheverythingthatyouandIknowwasgoingtohappen——buthermindexpectednothing;itwasalmostblank,andfeltnothingbuttirednessandstupidnessandanemptyfeeling,likeyourbodyhaswhenyouhavebeenalongwalkanditisveryfarindeedpastyourproperdinner—time。

  Onlythreepeoplegotoutofthe11。54。Thefirstwasacountrymanwithtwobasketyboxesfulloflivechickenswhostucktheirrussetheadsoutanxiouslythroughthewickerbars;thesecondwasMissPeckitt,thegrocer’swife’scousin,withatinboxandthreebrown—

  paperparcels;andthethird——

  \"Oh!myDaddy,myDaddy!\"Thatscreamwentlikeaknifeintotheheartofeveryoneinthetrain,andpeopleputtheirheadsoutofthewindowstoseeatallpalemanwithlipssetinathincloseline,andalittlegirlclingingtohimwitharmsandlegs,whilehisarmswenttightlyroundher。

  ******

  \"Iknewsomethingwonderfulwasgoingtohappen,\"saidBobbie,astheywentuptheroad,\"butIdidn’tthinkitwasgoingtobethis。

  Oh,myDaddy,myDaddy!\"

  \"Thendidn’tMothergetmyletter?\"Fatherasked。

  \"Thereweren’tanylettersthismorning。Oh!Daddy!itISreallyyou,isn’tit?\"

  Theclaspofahandshehadnotforgottenassuredherthatitwas。

  \"Youmustgoinbyyourself,Bobbie,andtellMotherquitequietlythatit’sallright。They’vecaughtthemanwhodidit。Everyoneknowsnowthatitwasn’tyourDaddy。\"

  \"_I_alwaysknewitwasn’t,\"saidBobbie。\"MeandMotherandouroldgentleman。\"

  \"Yes,\"hesaid,\"it’sallhisdoing。Motherwroteandtoldmeyouhadfoundout。Andshetoldmewhatyou’dbeentoher。Myownlittlegirl!\"Theystoppedaminutethen。

  AndnowIseethemcrossingthefield。Bobbiegoesintothehouse,tryingtokeephereyesfromspeakingbeforeherlipshavefoundtherightwordsto\"tellMotherquitequietly\"thatthesorrowandthestruggleandthepartingareoveranddone,andthatFatherhascomehome。

  IseeFatherwalkinginthegarden,waiting——waiting。Heislookingattheflowers,andeachflowerisamiracletoeyesthatallthesemonthsofSpringandSummerhaveseenonlyflagstonesandgravelandalittlegrudginggrass。Buthiseyeskeepturningtowardsthehouse。Andpresentlyheleavesthegardenandgoestostandoutsidethenearestdoor。Itisthebackdoor,andacrosstheyardtheswallowsarecircling。Theyaregettingreadytoflyawayfromcoldwindsandkeenfrosttothelandwhereitisalwayssummer。Theyarethesameswallowsthatthechildrenbuiltthelittleclaynestsfor。

  Nowthehousedooropens。Bobbie’svoicecalls:——

  \"Comein,Daddy;comein!\"

  Hegoesinandthedoorisshut。Ithinkwewillnotopenthedoororfollowhim。Ithinkthatjustnowwearenotwantedthere。I

  thinkitwillbebestforustogoquicklyandquietlyaway。Attheendofthefield,amongthethingoldspikesofgrassandtheharebellsandGipsyrosesandSt。John’sWort,wemayjusttakeonelastlook,overourshoulders,atthewhitehousewhereneitherwenoranyoneelseiswantednow。

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