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  \"Poordearhead,\"saidBobbie,\"doesitache?\"

  \"No——yes——notmuch,\"saidMother。\"Bobbie,doyouthinkPeterandPhilareFORGETTINGFather?\"

  \"NO,\"saidBobbie,indignantly。\"Why?\"

  \"Younoneofyoueverspeakofhimnow。\"

  Bobbiestoodfirstononelegandthenontheother。

  \"Weoftentalkabouthimwhenwe’rebyourselves,\"shesaid。

  \"Butnottome,\"saidMother。\"Why?\"

  Bobbiedidnotfinditeasytosaywhy。

  \"I——you——\"shesaidandstopped。Shewentovertothewindowandlookedout。

  \"Bobbie,comehere,\"saidherMother,andBobbiecame。

  \"Now,\"saidMother,puttingherarmroundBobbieandlayingherruffledheadagainstBobbie’sshoulder,\"trytotellme,dear。\"

  Bobbiefidgeted。

  \"TellMother。\"

  \"Well,then,\"saidBobbie,\"IthoughtyouweresounhappyaboutDaddynotbeinghere,itmadeyouworsewhenItalkedabouthim。SoIstoppeddoingit。\"

  \"Andtheothers?\"

  \"Idon’tknowabouttheothers,\"saidBobbie。\"IneversaidanythingaboutTHATtothem。ButIexpecttheyfeltthesameaboutitasme。\"

  \"Bobbiedear,\"saidMother,stillleaningherheadagainsther,\"I’lltellyou。BesidespartingfromFather,heandIhavehadagreatsorrow——oh,terrible——worsethananythingyoucanthinkof,andatfirstitdidhurttohearyoualltalkingofhimasifeverythingwerejustthesame。Butitwouldbemuchmoreterribleifyouweretoforgethim。Thatwouldbeworsethananything。\"

  \"Thetrouble,\"saidBobbie,inaverylittlevoice——\"IpromisedI

  wouldneveraskyouanyquestions,andIneverhave,haveI?But——

  thetrouble——itwon’tlastalways?\"

  \"No,\"saidMother,\"theworstwillbeoverwhenFathercomeshometous。\"

  \"IwishIcouldcomfortyou,\"saidBobbie。

  \"Oh,mydear,doyousupposeyoudon’t?DoyouthinkIhaven’tnoticedhowgoodyou’veallbeen,notquarrellingnearlyasmuchasyouusedto——andallthelittlekindthingsyoudoforme——theflowers,andcleaningmyshoes,andtearinguptomakemybedbeforeIgettimetodoitmyself?\"

  BobbieHADsometimeswonderedwhetherMothernoticedthesethings。

  \"That’snothing,\"shesaid,\"towhat——\"

  \"IMUSTgetonwithmywork,\"saidMother,givingBobbieonelastsqueeze。\"Don’tsayanythingtotheothers。\"

  Thateveninginthehourbeforebed—timeinsteadofreadingtothechildrenMothertoldthemstoriesofthegamessheandFatherusedtohavewhentheywerechildrenandlivedneareachotherinthecountry——talesoftheadventuresofFatherwithMother’sbrotherswhentheywereallboystogether。Veryfunnystoriestheywere,andthechildrenlaughedastheylistened。

  \"UncleEdwarddiedbeforehewasgrownup,didn’the?\"saidPhyllis,asMotherlightedthebedroomcandles。

  \"Yes,dear,\"saidMother,\"youwouldhavelovedhim。Hewassuchabraveboy,andsoadventurous。Alwaysinmischief,andyetfriendswitheverybodyinspiteofit。AndyourUncleReggie’sinCeylon——

  yes,andFather’saway,too。ButIthinkthey’dallliketothinkwe’denjoyedtalkingaboutthethingstheyusedtodo。Don’tyouthinkso?\"

  \"NotUncleEdward,\"saidPhyllis,inashockedtone;\"he’sinHeaven。\"

  \"Youdon’tsupposehe’sforgottenusandalltheoldtimes,becauseGodhastakenhim,anymorethanIforgethim。Oh,no,heremembers。He’sonlyawayforalittletime。Weshallseehimsomeday。\"

  \"AndUncleReggie——andFather,too?\"saidPeter。

  \"Yes,\"saidMother。\"UncleReggieandFather,too。Goodnight,mydarlings。\"

  \"Goodnight,\"saideveryone。Bobbiehuggedhermothermorecloselyeventhanusual,andwhisperedinherear,\"Oh,Idoloveyouso,Mummy——Ido——Ido——\"

  WhenBobbiecametothinkitallover,shetriednottowonderwhatthegreattroublewas。Butshecouldnotalwayshelpit。Fatherwasnotdead——likepoorUncleEdward——Motherhadsaidso。Andhewasnotill,orMotherwouldhavebeenwithhim。Beingpoorwasn’tthetrouble。Bobbieknewitwassomethingnearertheheartthanmoneycouldbe。

  \"Imustn’ttrytothinkwhatitis,\"shetoldherself;\"no,I

  mustn’t。IAMgladMothernoticedaboutusnotquarrellingsomuch。

  We’llkeepthatup。\"

  Andalas,thatveryafternoonsheandPeterhadwhatPetercalledafirst—classshindy。

  TheyhadnotbeenaweekatThreeChimneysbeforetheyhadaskedMothertoletthemhaveapieceofgardeneachfortheirveryown,andshehadagreed,andthesouthborderunderthepeachtreeshadbeendividedintothreepiecesandtheywereallowedtoplantwhatevertheylikedthere。

  PhyllishadplantedmignonetteandnasturtiumandVirginiaStockinhers。Theseedscameup,andthoughtheylookedjustlikeweeds,Phyllisbelievedthattheywouldbearflowerssomeday。TheVirginiaStockjustifiedherfaithquitesoon,andhergardenwasgaywithabandofbrightlittleflowers,pinkandwhiteandredandmauve。

  \"Ican’tweedforfearIpullupthewrongthings,\"sheusedtosaycomfortably;\"itsavessuchalotofwork。\"

  Petersowedvegetableseedsinhis——carrotsandonionsandturnips。

  Theseedwasgiventohimbythefarmerwholivedintheniceblack—

  and—white,wood—and—plasterhousejustbeyondthebridge。Hekeptturkeysandguineafowls,andwasamostamiableman。ButPeter’svegetablesneverhadmuchofachance,becausehelikedtousetheearthofhisgardenfordiggingcanals,andmakingfortsandearthworksforhistoysoldiers。Andtheseedsofvegetablesrarelycometomuchinasoilthatisconstantlydisturbedforthepurposesofwarandirrigation。

  Bobbieplantedrose—bushesinhergarden,butallthelittlenewleavesoftherose—bushesshrivelledandwithered,perhapsbecauseshemovedthemfromtheotherpartofthegardeninMay,whichisnotatalltherighttimeofyearformovingroses。Butshewouldnotownthattheyweredead,andhopedonagainsthope,untilthedaywhenPerkscameuptoseethegarden,andtoldherquiteplainlythatallherroseswereasdeadasdoornails。

  \"Onlygoodforbonfires,Miss,\"hesaid。\"Youjustdig’emupandburn’em,andI’llgiveyousomenicefreshrootsoutermygarden;

  pansies,andstocks,andsweetwillies,andforget—me—nots。I’llbring’emalongto—morrowifyougetthegroundready。\"

  Sonextdayshesettowork,andthathappenedtobethedaywhenMotherhadpraisedherandtheothersaboutnotquarrelling。Shemovedtherose—bushesandcarriedthemtotheotherendofthegarden,wheretherubbishheapwasthattheymeanttomakeabonfireofwhenGuyFawkes’Daycame。

  MeanwhilePeterhaddecidedtoflattenoutallhisfortsandearthworks,withaviewtomakingamodeloftherailway—tunnel,cutting,embankment,canal,aqueduct,bridges,andall。

  SowhenBobbiecamebackfromherlastthornyjourneywiththedeadrose—bushes,hehadgottherakeandwasusingitbusily。

  \"_I_wasusingtherake,\"saidBobbie。

  \"Well,I’musingitnow,\"saidPeter。

  \"ButIhaditfirst,\"saidBobbie。

  \"Thenit’smyturnnow,\"saidPeter。Andthatwashowthequarrelbegan。

  \"You’realwaysbeingdisagreeableaboutnothing,\"saidPeter,aftersomeheatedargument。

  \"Ihadtherakefirst,\"saidBobbie,flushedanddefiant,holdingontoitshandle。

  \"Don’t——ItellyouIsaidthismorningImeanttohaveit。Didn’tI,Phil?\"

  Phyllissaidshedidn’twanttobemixedupintheirrows。Andinstantly,ofcourse,shewas。

  \"Ifyouremember,yououghttosay。\"

  \"Ofcourseshedoesn’tremember——butshemightsayso。\"

  \"IwishI’dhadabrotherinsteadoftwowhinylittlekiddysisters,\"saidPeter。Thiswasalwaysrecognisedasindicatingthehigh—watermarkofPeter’srage。

  Bobbiemadethereplyshealwaysmadetoit。

  \"Ican’tthinkwhylittleboyswereeverinvented,\"andjustasshesaiditshelookedup,andsawthethreelongwindowsofMother’sworkshopflashingintheredraysofthesun。Thesightbroughtbackthosewordsofpraise:——

  \"Youdon’tquarrellikeyouusedtodo。\"

  \"OH!\"criedBobbie,justasifshehadbeenhit,orhadcaughtherfingerinadoor,orhadfeltthehideoussharpbeginningsoftoothache。

  \"What’sthematter?\"saidPhyllis。

  Bobbiewantedtosay:\"Don’tlet’squarrel。Motherhatesitso,\"

  butthoughshetriedhard,shecouldn’t。Peterwaslookingtoodisagreeableandinsulting。

  \"Takethehorridrake,then,\"wasthebestshecouldmanage。Andshesuddenlyletgoherholdonthehandle。Peterhadbeenholdingontoittoofirmlyandpullingly,andnowthatthepulltheotherwaywassuddenlystopped,hestaggeredandfelloverbackward,theteethoftherakebetweenhisfeet。

  \"Serveyouright,\"saidBobbie,beforeshecouldstopherself。

  Peterlaystillforhalfamoment——longenoughtofrightenBobbiealittle。Thenhefrightenedheralittlemore,forhesatup——

  screamedonce——turnedratherpale,andthenlaybackandbegantoshriek,faintlybutsteadily。Itsoundedexactlylikeapigbeingkilledaquarterofamileoff。

  Motherputherheadoutofthewindow,anditwasn’thalfaminuteafterthatshewasinthegardenkneelingbythesideofPeter,whoneverforaninstantceasedtosqueal。

  \"Whathappened,Bobbie?\"Motherasked。

  \"Itwastherake,\"saidPhyllis。\"Peterwaspullingatit,sowasBobbie,andsheletgoandhewentover。\"

  \"Stopthatnoise,Peter,\"saidMother。\"Come。Stopatonce。\"

  Peterusedupwhatbreathhehadleftinalastsquealandstopped。

  \"Now,\"saidMother,\"areyouhurt?\"

  \"Ifhewasreallyhurt,hewouldn’tmakesuchafuss,\"saidBobbie,stilltremblingwithfury;\"he’snotacoward!\"

  \"Ithinkmyfoot’sbrokenoff,that’sall,\"saidPeter,huffily,andsatup。Thenheturnedquitewhite。Motherputherarmroundhim。

  \"HeIShurt,\"shesaid;\"he’sfainted。Here,Bobbie,sitdownandtakehisheadonyourlap。\"

  ThenMotherundidPeter’sboots。Asshetooktherightoneoff,somethingdrippedfromhisfootontotheground。Itwasredblood。

  AndwhenthestockingcameofftherewerethreeredwoundsinPeter’sfootandankle,wheretheteethoftherakehadbittenhim,andhisfootwascoveredwithredsmears。

  \"Runforwater——abasinful,\"saidMother,andPhyllisran。Sheupsetmostofthewateroutofthebasininherhaste,andhadtofetchmoreinajug。

  PeterdidnotopenhiseyesagaintillMotherhadtiedherhandkerchiefroundhisfoot,andsheandBobbiehadcarriedhiminandlaidhimonthebrownwoodensettleinthedining—room。BythistimePhylliswashalfwaytotheDoctor’s。

  MothersatbyPeterandbathedhisfootandtalkedtohim,andBobbiewentoutandgotteaready,andputonthekettle。

  \"It’sallIcando,\"shetoldherself。\"Oh,supposePetershoulddie,orbeahelplesscrippleforlife,orhavetowalkwithcrutches,orwearabootwithasolelikealogofwood!\"

  Shestoodbythebackdoorreflectingonthesegloomypossibilities,hereyesfixedonthewater—butt。

  \"IwishI’dneverbeenborn,\"shesaid,andshesaiditoutloud。

  \"Why,lawkamercy,what’sthatfor?\"askedavoice,andPerksstoodbeforeherwithawoodentrugbasketfullofgreen—leavedthingsandsoft,looseearth。

  \"Oh,it’syou,\"shesaid。\"Peter’shurthisfootwitharake——threegreatgapingwounds,likesoldiersget。Anditwaspartlymyfault。\"

  \"Thatitwasn’t,I’llgobail,\"saidPerks。\"Doctorseenhim?\"

  \"PhyllishasgonefortheDoctor。\"

  \"He’llbeallright;youseeifheisn’t,\"saidPerks。\"Why,myfather’ssecondcousinhadahay—forkrunintohim,rightintohisinside,andhewasrightaseverinafewweeks,allexcepthisbeingabitweakintheheadafterwards,andtheydidsaythatitwasalongofhisgettingatouchofthesuninthehay—field,andnottheforkatall。Irememberhimwell。Akind—’eartedchap,butsoft,asyoumightsay。\"

  Bobbietriedtoletherselfbecheeredbythishearteningreminiscence。

  \"Well,\"saidPerks,\"youwon’twanttobebotheredwithgardeningjustthisminute,Idaresay。Youshowmewhereyourgardenis,andI’llpopthebitsofstuffinforyou。AndI’llhangabout,ifI

  maymakesofree,toseetheDoctorashecomesoutandhearwhathesays。Youcheerup,Missie。Ilayapoundheain’thurt,nottospeakof。\"

  Buthewas。TheDoctorcameandlookedatthefootandbandageditbeautifully,andsaidthatPetermustnotputittothegroundforatleastaweek。

  \"Hewon’tbelame,orhavetowearcrutchesoralumponhisfoot,willhe?\"whisperedBobbie,breathlessly,atthedoor。

  \"Myaunt!No!\"saidDr。Forrest;\"he’llbeasnimbleaseveronhispinsinafortnight。Don’tyouworry,littleMotherGoose。\"

  ItwaswhenMotherhadgonetothegatewiththeDoctortotakehislastinstructionsandPhylliswasfillingthekettlefortea,thatPeterandBobbiefoundthemselvesalone。

  \"Hesaysyouwon’tbelameoranything,\"saidBobbie。

  \"Oh,courseIshan’t,silly,\"saidPeter,verymuchrelievedallthesame。

  \"Oh,Peter,IAMsosorry,\"saidBobbie,afterapause。

  \"That’sallright,\"saidPeter,gruffly。

  \"ItwasALLmyfault,\"saidBobbie。

  \"Rot,\"saidPeter。

  \"Ifwehadn’tquarrelled,itwouldn’thavehappened。Iknewitwaswrongtoquarrel。Iwantedtosayso,butsomehowIcouldn’t。\"

  \"Don’tdrivel,\"saidPeter。\"Ishouldn’thavestoppedifyouHAD

  saidit。Notlikely。Andbesides,usrowinghadn’tanythingtodowithit。Imighthavecaughtmyfootinthehoe,ortakenoffmyfingersinthechaff—cuttingmachineorblownmynoseoffwithfireworks。Itwouldhavebeenhurtjustthesamewhetherwe’dbeenrowingornot。\"

  \"ButIknewitwaswrongtoquarrel,\"saidBobbie,intears,\"andnowyou’rehurtand——\"

  \"Nowlookhere,\"saidPeter,firmly,\"youjustdryup。Ifyou’renotcareful,you’llturnintoabeastlylittleSunday—schoolprig,soItellyou。\"

  \"Idon’tmeantobeaprig。Butit’ssohardnottobewhenyou’rereallytryingtobegood。\"

  (TheGentleReadermayperhapshavesufferedfromthisdifficulty。)

  \"Notit,\"saidPeter;\"it’sajollygoodthingitwasn’tyouwashurt。I’mgladitwasME。There!Ifithadbeenyou,you’dhavebeenlyingonthesofalookinglikeasufferingangelandbeingthelightoftheanxioushouseholdandallthat。AndIcouldn’thavestoodit。\"

  \"No,Ishouldn’t,\"saidBobbie。

  \"Yes,youwould,\"saidPeter。

  \"ItellyouIshouldn’t。\"

  \"Itellyouyouwould。\"

  \"Oh,children,\"saidMother’svoiceatthedoor。\"Quarrellingagain?Already?\"

  \"Wearen’tquarrelling——notreally,\"saidPeter。\"Iwishyouwouldn’tthinkit’srowseverytimewedon’tagree!\"WhenMotherhadgoneoutagain,Bobbiebrokeout:——

  \"Peter,IAMsorryyou’rehurt。ButyouAREabeasttosayI’maprig。\"

  \"Well,\"saidPeterunexpectedly,\"perhapsIam。YoudidsayI

  wasn’tacoward,evenwhenyouwereinsuchawax。Theonlythingis——don’tyoubeaprig,that’sall。Youkeepyoureyesopenandifyoufeelpriggishnesscomingonjuststopintime。See?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidBobbie,\"Isee。\"

  \"Thenlet’scallitPax,\"saidPeter,magnanimously:\"burythehatchetinthefathomsofthepast。Shakehandsonit。Isay,Bobbie,oldchap,Iamtired。\"

  Hewastiredformanydaysafterthat,andthesettleseemedhardanduncomfortableinspiteofallthepillowsandbolstersandsoftfoldedrugs。Itwasterriblenottobeabletogoout。Theymovedthesettletothewindow,andfromtherePetercouldseethesmokeofthetrainswindingalongthevalley。Buthecouldnotseethetrains。

  AtfirstBobbiefounditquitehardtobeasnicetohimasshewantedtobe,forfearheshouldthinkherpriggish。Butthatsoonworeoff,andbothsheandPhylliswere,asheobserved,jollygoodsorts。Mothersatwithhimwhenhissisterswereout。Andthewords,\"he’snotacoward,\"madePeterdeterminednottomakeanyfussaboutthepaininhisfoot,thoughitwasratherbad,especiallyatnight。

  Praisehelpspeopleverymuch,sometimes。

  Therewerevisitors,too。Mrs。Perkscameuptoaskhowhewas,andsodidtheStationMaster,andseveralofthevillagepeople。Butthetimewentslowly,slowly。

  \"Idowishtherewassomethingtoread,\"saidPeter。\"I’vereadallourbooksfiftytimesover。\"

  \"I’llgototheDoctor’s,\"saidPhyllis;\"he’ssuretohavesome。\"

  \"Onlyabouthowtobeill,andaboutpeople’snastyinsides,I

  expect,\"saidPeter。

  \"PerkshasawholeheapofMagazinesthatcameoutoftrainswhenpeoplearetiredofthem,\"saidBobbie。\"I’llrundownandaskhim。\"

  Sothegirlswenttheirtwoways。

  BobbiefoundPerksbusycleaninglamps。

  \"Andhow’stheyounggent?\"saidhe。

  \"Better,thanks,\"saidBobbie,\"buthe’smostfrightfullybored。I

  cametoaskifyou’dgotanyMagazinesyoucouldlendhim。\"

  \"There,now,\"saidPerks,regretfully,rubbinghisearwithablackandoilylumpofcottonwaste,\"whydidn’tIthinkofthat,now?I

  wastryingtothinkofsomethingas’udamusehimonlythismorning,andIcouldn’tthinkofanythingbetterthanaguinea—pig。AndayoungchapIknow’sgoingtofetchthatoverforhimthistea—time。\"

  \"Howlovely!Arealliveguinea!Hewillbepleased。Buthe’dliketheMagazinesaswell。\"

  \"That’sjustit,\"saidPerks。\"I’vejustsentthepickof’emtoSnigson’sboy——himwhat’sjustgettingoverthepewmonia。ButI’velotsofillustratedpapersleft。\"

  Heturnedtothepileofpapersinthecornerandtookupaheapsixinchesthick。

  \"There!\"hesaid。\"I’lljustslipabitofstringandabitofpaperround’em。\"

  Hepulledanoldnewspaperfromthepileandspreaditonthetable,andmadeaneatparcelofit。

  \"There,\"saidhe,\"there’slotsofpictures,andifhelikestomess’emaboutwithhispaint—box,orcolouredchalksorwhatnot,why,lethim。_I_don’twant’em。\"

  \"You’readear,\"saidBobbie,tooktheparcel,andstarted。Thepaperswereheavy,andwhenshehadtowaitatthelevel—crossingwhileatrainwentby,sherestedtheparcelonthetopofthegate。

  Andidlyshelookedattheprintingonthepaperthattheparcelwaswrappedin。

  Suddenlysheclutchedtheparceltighterandbentherheadoverit。

  Itseemedlikesomehorribledream。Shereadon——thebottomofthecolumnwastornoff——shecouldreadnofarther。

  Sheneverrememberedhowshegothome。Butshewentontiptoetoherroomandlockedthedoor。Thensheundidtheparcelandreadthatprintedcolumnagain,sittingontheedgeofherbed,herhandsandfeeticycoldandherfaceburning。Whenshehadreadalltherewas,shedrewalong,unevenbreath。

  \"SonowIknow,\"shesaid。

  Whatshehadreadwasheaded,’EndoftheTrial。Verdict。

  Sentence。’

  ThenameofthemanwhohadbeentriedwasthenameofherFather。

  Theverdictwas’Guilty。’Andthesentencewas’Fiveyears’PenalServitude。’

  \"Oh,Daddy,\"shewhispered,crushingthepaperhard,\"it’snottrue—

  —Idon’tbelieveit。Youneverdidit!Never,never,never!\"

  Therewasahammeringonthedoor。

  \"Whatisit?\"saidBobbie。

  \"It’sme,\"saidthevoiceofPhyllis;\"tea’sready,andaboy’sbroughtPeteraguinea—pig。Comealongdown。\"

  AndBobbiehadto。

  ChapterXI。Thehoundintheredjersey。

  Bobbieknewthesecretnow。Asheetofoldnewspaperwrappedroundaparcel——justalittlechancelikethat——hadgiventhesecrettoher。Andshehadtogodowntoteaandpretendthattherewasnothingthematter。Thepretencewasbravelymade,butitwasn’tverysuccessful。

  Forwhenshecamein,everyonelookedupfromteaandsawherpink—

  liddedeyesandherpalefacewithredtear—blotchesonit。

  \"Mydarling,\"criedMother,jumpingupfromthetea—tray,\"whateverISthematter?\"

  \"Myheadaches,rather,\"saidBobbie。Andindeeditdid。

  \"Hasanythinggonewrong?\"Motherasked。

  \"I’mallright,really,\"saidBobbie,andshetelegraphedtoherMotherfromherswolleneyesthisbrief,imploringmessage——\"NOT

  beforetheothers!\"

  Teawasnotacheerfulmeal。PeterwassodistressedbytheobviousfactthatsomethinghorridhadhappenedtoBobbiethathelimitedhisspeechtorepeating,\"Morebreadandbutter,please,\"atstartlinglyshortintervals。Phyllisstrokedhersister’shandunderthetabletoexpresssympathy,andknockedhercupoverasshedidit。FetchingaclothandwipingupthespiltmilkhelpedBobbiealittle。Butshethoughtthatteawouldneverend。Yetatlastitdidend,asallthingsdoatlast,andwhenMothertookoutthetray,Bobbiefollowedher。

  \"She’sgonetoownup,\"saidPhyllistoPeter;\"Iwonderwhatshe’sdone。\"

  \"Brokensomething,Isuppose,\"saidPeter,\"butsheneedn’tbesosillyoverit。Motherneverrowsforaccidents。Listen!Yes,they’regoingupstairs。She’stakingMotheruptoshowher——thewater—jugwithstorksonit,Iexpectitis。\"

  Bobbie,inthekitchen,hadcaughtholdofMother’shandasshesetdownthetea—things。

  \"Whatisit?\"Motherasked。

  ButBobbieonlysaid,\"Comeupstairs,comeupwherenobodycanhearus。\"

  WhenshehadgotMotheraloneinherroomshelockedthedoorandthenstoodquitestill,andquitewithoutwords。

  Allthroughteashehadbeenthinkingofwhattosay;shehaddecidedthat\"Iknowall,\"or\"Allisknowntome,\"or\"Theterriblesecretisasecretnolonger,\"wouldbetheproperthing。ButnowthatsheandherMotherandthatawfulsheetofnewspaperwerealoneintheroomtogether,shefoundthatshecouldsaynothing。

  SuddenlyshewenttoMotherandputherarmsroundherandbegantocryagain。Andstillshecouldfindnowords,only,\"Oh,Mammy,oh,Mammy,oh,Mammy,\"overandoveragain。

  Motherheldherverycloseandwaited。

  SuddenlyBobbiebrokeawayfromherandwenttoherbed。Fromunderhermattressshepulledoutthepapershehadhiddenthere,andhelditout,pointingtoherFather’snamewithafingerthatshook。

  \"Oh,Bobbie,\"Mothercried,whenonelittlequicklookhadshownherwhatitwas,\"youdon’tBELIEVEit?Youdon’tbelieveDaddydidit?\"

  \"NO,\"Bobbiealmostshouted。Shehadstoppedcrying。

  \"That’sallright,\"saidMother。\"It’snottrue。Andthey’veshuthimupinprison,buthe’sdonenothingwrong。He’sgoodandnobleandhonourable,andhebelongstous。Wehavetothinkofthat,andbeproudofhim,andwait。\"

  AgainBobbieclungtoherMother,andagainonlyonewordcametoher,butnowthatwordwas\"Daddy,\"and\"Oh,Daddy,oh,Daddy,oh,Daddy!\"againandagain。

  \"Whydidn’tyoutellme,Mammy?\"sheaskedpresently。

  \"Areyougoingtotelltheothers?\"Motherasked。

  \"No。\"

  \"Why?\"

  \"Because——\"

  \"Exactly,\"saidMother;\"soyouunderstandwhyIdidn’ttellyou。

  Wetwomusthelpeachothertobebrave。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidBobbie;\"Mother,willitmakeyoumoreunhappyifyoutellmeallaboutit?Iwanttounderstand。\"

  Sothen,sittingcuddledupclosetoherMother,Bobbieheard\"allaboutit。\"Sheheardhowthosemen,whohadaskedtoseeFatheronthatrememberedlastnightwhentheEnginewasbeingmended,hadcometoarresthim,charginghimwithsellingStatesecretstotheRussians——withbeing,infact,aspyandatraitor。Sheheardaboutthetrial,andabouttheevidence——letters,foundinFather’sdeskattheoffice,lettersthatconvincedthejurythatFatherwasguilty。

  \"Oh,howcouldtheylookathimandbelieveit!\"criedBobbie;\"andhowcouldANYonedosuchathing!\"

  \"SOMEONEdidit,\"saidMother,\"andalltheevidencewasagainstFather。Thoseletters——\"

  \"Yes。Howdidthelettersgetintohisdesk?\"

  \"Someoneputthemthere。Andthepersonwhoputthemtherewasthepersonwhowasreallyguilty。\"

  \"HEmustbefeelingprettyawfulallthistime,\"saidBobbie,thoughtfully。

  \"Idon’tbelievehehadanyfeelings,\"Mothersaidhotly;\"hecouldn’thavedoneathinglikethatifhehad。\"

  \"Perhapshejustshovedthelettersintothedesktohidethemwhenhethoughthewasgoingtobefoundout。Whydon’tyoutellthelawyers,orsomeone,thatitmusthavebeenthatperson?Therewasn’tanyonethatwouldhavehurtFatheronpurpose,wasthere?\"

  \"Idon’tknow——Idon’tknow。ThemanunderhimwhogotDaddy’splacewhenhe——whentheawfulthinghappened——hewasalwaysjealousofyourFatherbecauseDaddywassocleverandeveryonethoughtsuchalotofhim。AndDaddyneverquitetrustedthatman。\"

  \"Couldn’tweexplainallthattosomeone?\"

  \"Nobodywilllisten,\"saidMother,verybitterly,\"nobodyatall。

  DoyousupposeI’venottriedeverything?No,mydearest,there’snothingtobedone。Allwecando,youandIandDaddy,istobebrave,andpatient,and——\"shespokeverysoftly——\"topray,Bobbie,dear。\"

  \"Mother,you’vegotverythin,\"saidBobbie,abruptly。

  \"Alittle,perhaps。\"

  \"Andoh,\"saidBobbie,\"Idothinkyou’rethebravestpersonintheworldaswellasthenicest!\"

  \"Wewon’ttalkofallthisanymore,willwe,dear?\"saidMother;

  \"wemustbearitandbebrave。And,darling,trynottothinkofit。Trytobecheerful,andtoamuseyourselfandtheothers。It’smucheasierformeifyoucanbealittlebithappyandenjoythings。Washyourpoorlittleroundface,andlet’sgooutintothegardenforabit。\"

  TheothertwowereverygentleandkindtoBobbie。Andtheydidnotaskherwhatwasthematter。ThiswasPeter’sidea,andhehaddrilledPhyllis,whowouldhaveaskedahundredquestionsifshehadbeenlefttoherself。

  AweeklaterBobbiemanagedtogetawayalone。Andoncemoreshewrotealetter。Andoncemoreitwastotheoldgentleman。

  \"MydearFriend,\"shesaid,\"youseewhatisinthispaper。Itisnottrue。Fatherneverdidit。MothersayssomeoneputthepapersinFather’sdesk,andshesaysthemanunderhimthatgotFather’splaceafterwardswasjealousofFather,andFathersuspectedhimalongtime。Butnobodylistenstoawordshesays,butyouaresogoodandclever,andyoufoundoutabouttheRussiangentleman’swifedirectly。Can’tyoufindoutwhodidthetreasonbecausehewasn’tFatheruponmyhonour;heisanEnglishmananduncapabletodosuchthings,andthentheywouldletFatheroutofprison。Itisdreadful,andMotherisgettingsothin。Shetoldusoncetoprayforallprisonersandcaptives。Iseenow。Oh,dohelpme——thereisonlyjustMotherandmeknow,andwecan’tdoanything。PeterandPhildon’tknow。I’llprayforyoutwiceeverydayaslongasI

  liveifyou’llonlytry——justtrytofindout。ThinkifitwasYOUR

  Daddy,whatyouwouldfeel。Oh,do,do,DOhelpme。Withlove\"IremainYouraffectionatelylittlefriend\"Roberta。

  P。S。MotherwouldsendherkindregardsifsheknewIamwriting——

  butitisnousetellingherIam,incaseyoucan’tdoanything。

  ButIknowyouwill。Bobbiewithbestlove。\"

  ShecuttheaccountofherFather’strialoutofthenewspaperwithMother’sbigcutting—outscissors,andputitintheenvelopewithherletter。

  Thenshetookitdowntothestation,goingoutthebackwayandroundbytheroad,sothattheothersshouldnotseeherandoffertocomewithher,andshegavethelettertotheStationMastertogivetotheoldgentlemannextmorning。

  \"WhereHAVEyoubeen?\"shoutedPeter,fromthetopoftheyardwallwhereheandPhylliswere。

  \"Tothestation,ofcourse,\"saidBobbie;\"giveusahand,Pete。\"

  Shesetherfootonthelockoftheyarddoor。Peterreacheddownahand。

  \"Whatonearth?\"sheaskedasshereachedthewall—top——forPhyllisandPeterwereverymuddy。Alumpofwetclaylaybetweenthemonthewall,theyhadeachaslipofslateinaverydirtyhand,andbehindPeter,outofthereachofaccidents,wereseveralstrangeroundedobjectsratherlikeveryfatsausages,hollow,butclosedupatoneend。

  \"It’snests,\"saidPeter,\"swallows’nests。We’regoingtodrythemintheovenandhangthemupwithstringundertheeavesofthecoach—house。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidPhyllis;\"andthenwe’regoingtosaveupallthewoolandhairwecanget,andinthespringwe’lllinethem,andthenhowpleasedtheswallowswillbe!\"

  \"I’veoftenthoughtpeopledon’tdonearlyenoughfordumbanimals,\"

  saidPeterwithanairofvirtue。\"Idothinkpeoplemighthavethoughtofmakingnestsforpoorlittleswallowsbeforethis。\"

  \"Oh,\"saidBobbie,vaguely,\"ifeverybodythoughtofeverything,there’dbenothingleftforanybodyelsetothinkabout。\"

  \"Lookatthenests——aren’ttheypretty?\"saidPhyllis,reachingacrossPetertograspanest。

  \"Lookout,Phil,yougoat,\"saidherbrother。Butitwastoolate;

  herstronglittlefingershadcrushedthenest。

  \"Therenow,\"saidPeter。

  \"Nevermind,\"saidBobbie。

  \"ItISoneofmyown,\"saidPhyllis,\"soyouneedn’tjaw,Peter。

  Yes,we’veputourinitialnamesontheoneswe’vedone,sothattheswallowswillknowwhothey’vegottobesogratefultoandfondof。\"

  \"Swallowscan’tread,silly,\"saidPeter。

  \"Sillyyourself,\"retortedPhyllis;\"howdoyouknow?\"

  \"Whothoughtofmakingthenests,anyhow?\"shoutedPeter。

  \"Idid,\"screamedPhyllis。

  \"Nya,\"rejoinedPeter,\"youonlythoughtofmakinghayonesandstickingthemintheivyforthesparrows,andthey’dhavebeensoppingLONGbeforeegg—layingtime。Itwasmesaidclayandswallows。\"

  \"Idon’tcarewhatyousaid。\"

  \"Look,\"saidBobbie,\"I’vemadethenestallrightagain。Givemethebitofsticktomarkyourinitialnameonit。Buthowcanyou?

  YourletterandPeter’sarethesame。P。forPeter,P。forPhyllis。\"

  \"IputF。forPhyllis,\"saidthechildofthatname。\"That’showitsounds。Theswallowswouldn’tspellPhylliswithaP。,I’mcertain—

  sure。\"

  \"Theycan’tspellatall,\"Peterwasstillinsisting。

  \"ThenwhydoyouseethemalwaysonChristmascardsandvalentineswithlettersroundtheirnecks?Howwouldtheyknowwheretogoiftheycouldn’tread?\"

  \"That’sonlyinpictures。Youneversawonereallywithlettersrounditsneck。\"

  \"Well,Ihaveapigeon,then;atleastDaddytoldmetheydid。Onlyitwasundertheirwingsandnotroundtheirnecks,butitcomestothesamething,and——\"

  \"Isay,\"interruptedBobbie,\"there’stobeapaperchaseto—morrow。\"

  \"Who?\"Peterasked。

  \"GrammarSchool。Perksthinkstheharewillgoalongbythelineatfirst。Wemightgoalongthecutting。Youcanseealongwayfromthere。\"

  Thepaperchasewasfoundtobeamoreamusingsubjectofconversationthanthereadingpowersofswallows。Bobbiehadhopeditmightbe。AndnextmorningMotherletthemtaketheirlunchandgooutforthedaytoseethepaperchase。

  \"Ifwegotothecutting,\"saidPeter,\"weshallseetheworkmen,evenifwemissthepaperchase。\"

  Ofcourseithadtakensometimetogetthelineclearfromtherocksandearthandtreesthathadfallenonitwhenthegreatlandsliphappened。Thatwastheoccasion,youwillremember,whenthethreechildrensavedthetrainfrombeingwreckedbywavingsixlittlered—flannel—petticoatflags。Itisalwaysinterestingtowatchpeopleworking,especiallywhentheyworkwithsuchinterestingthingsasspadesandpicksandshovelsandplanksandbarrows,whentheyhavecinderyredfiresinironpotswithroundholesinthem,andredlampshangingneartheworksatnight。Ofcoursethechildrenwereneveroutatnight;butonce,atdusk,whenPeterhadgotoutofhisbedroomskylightontotheroof,hehadseentheredlampshiningfarawayattheedgeofthecutting。Thechildrenhadoftenbeendowntowatchthework,andthisdaytheinterestofpicksandspades,andbarrowsbeingwheeledalongplanks,completelyputthepaperchaseoutoftheirheads,sothattheyquitejumpedwhenavoicejustbehindthempanted,\"Letmepass,please。\"Itwasthehare——abig—boned,loose—limbedboy,withdarkhairlyingflatonaverydampforehead。Thebagoftornpaperunderhisarmwasfastenedacrossoneshoulderbyastrap。Thechildrenstoodback。Thehareranalongtheline,andtheworkmenleanedontheirpickstowatchhim。Heranonsteadilyanddisappearedintothemouthofthetunnel。

  \"That’sagainsttheby—laws,\"saidtheforeman。

  \"Whyworry?\"saidtheoldestworkman;\"liveandletlive’swhatI

  alwayssay。Ain’tyouneverbeenyoungyourself,Mr。Bates?\"

  \"Ioughttoreporthim,\"saidtheforeman。

  \"Whyspoilsport’swhatIalwayssay。\"

  \"Passengersareforbiddentocrossthelineonanypretence,\"

  murmuredtheforeman,doubtfully。

  \"Heain’tnopassenger,\"saidoneoftheworkmen。

  \"Nor’eain’tcrossedtheline,notwherewecouldsee’imdoit,\"

  saidanother。

  \"Noryet’eain’tmadenopretences,\"saidathird。

  \"And,\"saidtheoldestworkman,\"’e’soutersightnow。Whattheeyedon’tseethe’artneedn’ttakenonoticeof’swhatIalwayssay。\"

  Andnow,followingthetrackoftheharebythelittlewhiteblotsofscatteredpaper,camethehounds。Therewerethirtyofthem,andtheyallcamedownthesteep,ladder—likestepsbyonesandtwosandthreesandsixesandsevens。BobbieandPhyllisandPetercountedthemastheypassed。Theforemostoneshesitatedamomentatthefootoftheladder,thentheireyescaughtthegleamofscatteredwhitenessalongthelineandtheyturnedtowardsthetunnel,and,byonesandtwosandthreesandsixesandsevens,disappearedinthedarkmouthofit。Thelastone,inaredjersey,seemedtobeextinguishedbythedarknesslikeacandlethatisblownout。

  \"Theydon’tknowwhatthey’reinfor,\"saidtheforeman;\"itisn’tsoeasyrunninginthedark。Thetunneltakestwoorthreeturns。\"

  \"They’lltakealongtimetogetthrough,youthink?\"Peterasked。

  \"Anhourormore,Ishouldn’twonder。\"

  \"Thenlet’scutacrossthetopandseethemcomeoutattheotherend,\"saidPeter;\"weshallgettherelongbeforetheydo。\"

  Thecounselseemedgood,andtheywent。

  Theyclimbedthesteepstepsfromwhichtheyhadpickedthewildcherryblossomforthegraveofthelittlewildrabbit,andreachingthetopofthecutting,settheirfacestowardsthehillthroughwhichthetunnelwascut。Itwasstiffwork。

  \"It’slikeAlps,\"saidBobbie,breathlessly。

  \"OrAndes,\"saidPeter。

  \"It’slikeHimmywhat’sitsnames?\"gaspedPhyllis。\"MountEverlasting。Dolet’sstop。\"

  \"Sticktoit,\"pantedPeter;\"you’llgetyoursecondwindinaminute。\"

  Phyllisconsentedtosticktoit——andontheywent,runningwhentheturfwassmoothandtheslopeeasy,climbingoverstones,helpingthemselvesuprocksbythebranchesoftrees,creepingthroughnarrowopeningsbetweentreetrunksandrocks,andsoonandon,upandup,tillatlasttheystoodontheverytopofthehillwheretheyhadsooftenwishedtobe。

  \"Halt!\"criedPeter,andthrewhimselfflatonthegrass。Fortheverytopofthehillwasasmooth,turfedtable—land,dottedwithmossyrocksandlittlemountain—ashtrees。

  Thegirlsalsothrewthemselvesdownflat。

  \"Plentyoftime,\"Peterpanted;\"therest’salldownhill。\"

  Whentheywererestedenoughtositupandlookroundthem,Bobbiecried:——

  \"Oh,look!\"

  \"Whatat?\"saidPhyllis。

  \"Theview,\"saidBobbie。

  \"Ihateviews,\"saidPhyllis,\"don’tyou,Peter?\"

  \"Let’sgeton,\"saidPeter。

  \"Butthisisn’tlikeaviewtheytakeyoutoincarriageswhenyou’reattheseaside,allseaandsandandbarehills。It’slikethe’colouredcounties’inoneofMother’spoetrybooks。\"

  \"It’snotsodusty,\"saidPeter;\"lookattheAqueductstraddlingslapacrossthevalleylikeagiantcentipede,andthenthetownsstickingtheirchurchspiresupoutofthetreeslikepensoutofaninkstand。_I_thinkit’smorelike\"TherecouldheseethebannersOftwelvefaircitiesshine。\"

  \"Iloveit,\"saidBobbie;\"it’sworththeclimb。\"

  \"Thepaperchaseisworththeclimb,\"saidPhyllis,\"ifwedon’tloseit。Let’sgeton。It’salldownhillnow。\"

  \"_I_saidthattenminutesago,\"saidPeter。

  \"Well,I’VEsaiditnow,\"saidPhyllis;\"comeon。\"

  \"Loadsoftime,\"saidPeter。Andtherewas。Forwhentheyhadgotdowntoalevelwiththetopofthetunnel’smouth——theywereacoupleofhundredyardsoutoftheirreckoningandhadtocreepalongthefaceofthehill——therewasnosignofthehareorthehounds。

  \"They’vegonelongago,ofcourse,\"saidPhyllis,astheyleanedonthebrickparapetabovethetunnel。

  \"Idon’tthinkso,\"saidBobbie,\"buteveniftheyhad,it’srippinghere,andweshallseethetrainscomeoutofthetunnellikedragonsoutoflairs。We’veneverseenthatfromthetopsidebefore。\"

  \"Nomorewehave,\"saidPhyllis,partiallyappeased。

  Itwasreallyamostexcitingplacetobein。Thetopofthetunnelseemedeversomuchfartherfromthelinethantheyhadexpected,anditwaslikebeingonabridge,butabridgeovergrownwithbushesandcreepersandgrassandwild—flowers。

  \"IKNOWthepaperchasehasgonelongago,\"saidPhylliseverytwominutes,andshehardlyknewwhethershewaspleasedordisappointedwhenPeter,leaningovertheparapet,suddenlycried:——

  \"Lookout。Herehecomes!\"

  Theyallleanedoverthesun—warmedbrickwallintimetoseethehare,goingveryslowly,comeoutfromtheshadowofthetunnel。

  \"There,now,\"saidPeter,\"whatdidItellyou?Nowforthehounds!\"

  Verysooncamethehounds——byonesandtwosandthreesandsixesandsevens——andtheyalsoweregoingslowlyandseemedverytired。Twoorthreewholaggedfarbehindcameoutlongaftertheothers。

  \"There,\"saidBobbie,\"that’sall——nowwhatshallwedo?\"

  \"Goalongintothetulgywoodoverthereandhavelunch,\"saidPhyllis;\"wecanseethemformilesfromuphere。\"

  \"Notyet,\"saidPeter。\"That’snotthelast。There’stheoneintheredjerseytocomeyet。Let’sseethelastofthemcomeout。\"

  Butthoughtheywaitedandwaitedandwaited,theboyintheredjerseydidnotappear。

  \"Oh,let’shavelunch,\"saidPhyllis;\"I’vegotapaininmyfrontwithbeingsohungry。Youmusthavemissedseeingthered—jerseyedonewhenhecameoutwiththeothers——\"

  ButBobbieandPeteragreedthathehadnotcomeoutwiththeothers。

  \"Let’sgetdowntothetunnelmouth,\"saidPeter;\"thenperhapsweshallseehimcomingalongfromtheinside。Iexpecthefeltspun—

  chuck,andrestedinoneofthemanholes。Youstayuphereandwatch,Bob,andwhenIsignalfrombelow,youcomedown。Wemightmissseeinghimonthewaydown,withallthesetrees。\"

  SotheothersclimbeddownandBobbiewaitedtilltheysignalledtoherfromthelinebelow。Andthenshe,too,scrambleddowntheroundaboutslipperypathamongrootsandmosstillshesteppedoutbetweentwodogwoodtreesandjoinedtheothersontheline。Andstilltherewasnosignofthehoundwiththeredjersey。

  \"Oh,do,DOlet’shavesomethingtoeat,\"wailedPhyllis。\"Ishalldieifyoudon’t,andthenyou’llbesorry。\"

  \"Giveherthesandwiches,forgoodness’sake,andstophersillymouth,\"saidPeter,notquiteunkindly。\"Lookhere,\"headded,turningtoBobbie,\"perhapswe’dbetterhaveoneeach,too。Wemayneedallourstrength。Notmorethanone,though。There’snotime。\"

  \"What?\"askedBobbie,hermouthalreadyfull,forshewasjustashungryasPhyllis。

  \"Don’tyousee,\"repliedPeter,impressively,\"thatred—jerseyedhoundhashadanaccident——that’swhatitis。Perhapsevenaswespeakhe’slyingwithhisheadonthemetals,anunresistingpreytoanypassingexpress——\"

  \"Oh,don’ttrytotalklikeabook,\"criedBobbie,boltingwhatwasleftofhersandwich;\"comeon。Phil,keepclosebehindme,andifatraincomes,standflatagainstthetunnelwallandholdyourpetticoatsclosetoyou。\"

  \"Givemeonemoresandwich,\"pleadedPhyllis,\"andIwill。\"

  \"I’mgoingfirst,\"saidPeter;\"itwasmyidea,\"andhewent。

  Ofcourseyouknowwhatgoingintoatunnelislike?Theenginegivesascreamandthensuddenlythenoiseoftherunning,rattlingtrainchangesandgrowsdifferentandmuchlouder。Grown—uppeoplepullupthewindowsandholdthembythestrap。Therailwaycarriagesuddenlygrowslikenight——withlamps,ofcourse,unlessyouareinaslowlocaltrain,inwhichcaselampsarenotalwaysprovided。Thenbyandbythedarknessoutsidethecarriagewindowistouchedbypuffsofcloudywhiteness,thenyouseeabluelightonthewallsofthetunnel,thenthesoundofthemovingtrainchangesoncemore,andyouareoutinthegoodopenairagain,andgrown—upsletthestrapsgo。Thewindows,alldimwiththeyellowbreathofthetunnel,rattledownintotheirplaces,andyouseeoncemorethedipandcatchofthetelegraphwiresbesidetheline,andthestraight—cuthawthornhedgeswiththetinybabytreesgrowingupoutofthemeverythirtyyards。

  Allthis,ofcourse,iswhatatunnelmeanswhenyouareinatrain。

  Buteverythingisquitedifferentwhenyouwalkintoatunnelonyourownfeet,andtreadonshifting,slidingstonesandgravelonapaththatcurvesdownwardsfromtheshiningmetalstothewall。

  Thenyouseeslimy,oozytricklesofwaterrunningdowntheinsideofthetunnel,andyounoticethatthebricksarenotredorbrown,astheyareatthetunnel’smouth,butdull,sticky,sicklygreen。

  Yourvoice,whenyouspeak,isquitechangedfromwhatitwasoutinthesunshine,anditisalongtimebeforethetunnelisquitedark。

  ItwasnotyetquitedarkinthetunnelwhenPhylliscaughtatBobbie’sskirt,rippingouthalfayardofgathers,butnoonenoticedthisatthetime。

  \"Iwanttogoback,\"shesaid,\"Idon’tlikeit。It’llbepitchdarkinaminute。IWON’Tgooninthedark。Idon’tcarewhatyousay,IWON’T。\"

  \"Don’tbeasillycuckoo,\"saidPeter;\"I’vegotacandleendandmatches,and——what’sthat?\"

  \"That\"wasalow,hummingsoundontherailwayline,atremblingofthewiresbesideit,abuzzing,hummingsoundthatgrewlouderandlouderastheylistened。

  \"It’satrain,\"saidBobbie。

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