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  VIII

  OntheeveningofthedayofAlexandra’scallattheShabatas’,aheavyrainsetin。FranksatupuntilalatehourreadingtheSundaynewspa—

  pers。OneoftheGouldswasgettingadivorce,andFranktookitasapersonalaffront。Inprintingthestoryoftheyoungman’smar—

  italtroubles,theknowingeditorgaveasuffi—

  cientlycoloredaccountofhiscareer,statingtheamountofhisincomeandthemannerinwhichhewassupposedtospendit。FrankreadEnglishslowly,andthemorehereadaboutthisdivorcecase,theangrierhegrew。Atlasthethrewdownthepagewithasnort。Heturnedtohisfarm—handwhowasreadingtheotherhalfofthepaper。

  \"ByGod!ifIhavethatyoungfellerindehayfieldonce,Ishowhimsometing。Listenherewhathedowithismoney。\"AndFrankbeganthecatalogueoftheyoungman’sreputedextravagances。

  Mariesighed。ShethoughtithardthattheGoulds,forwhomshehadnothingbutgoodwill,shouldmakehersomuchtrouble。ShehatedtoseetheSundaynewspaperscomeintothehouse。Frankwasalwaysreadingaboutthedoingsofrichpeopleandfeelingoutraged。Hehadaninexhaustiblestockofstoriesabouttheircrimesandfollies,howtheybribedthecourtsandshotdowntheirbutlerswithimpunitywhenevertheychose。FrankandLouBergsonhadverysimilarideas,andtheyweretwoofthepoliticalagitatorsofthecounty。

  Thenextmorningbrokeclearandbrilliant,butFranksaidthegroundwastoowettoplough,sohetookthecartanddroveovertoSainte—AgnestospendthedayatMosesMar—

  cel’ssaloon。Afterhewasgone,Mariewentouttothebackporchtobeginherbutter—making。A

  briskwindhadcomeupandwasdrivingpuffywhitecloudsacrossthesky。Theorchardwassparklingandripplinginthesun。Mariestoodlookingtowarditwistfully,herhandonthelidofthechurn,whensheheardasharpringintheair,themerrysoundofthewhetstoneonthescythe。Thatinvitationdecidedher。Sheranintothehouse,putonashortskirtandapairofherhusband’sboots,caughtupatinpailandstartedfortheorchard。Emilhadalreadybe—

  gunworkandwasmowingvigorously。Whenhesawhercoming,hestoppedandwipedhisbrow。

  Hisyellowcanvasleggingsandkhakitrousersweresplashedtotheknees。

  \"Don’tletmedisturbyou,Emil。I’mgoingtopickcherries。Isn’teverythingbeautifulaftertherain?Oh,butI’mgladtogetthisplacemowed!WhenIhearditraininginthenight,Ithoughtmaybeyouwouldcomeanddoitformeto—day。Thewindwakenedme。

  Didn’titblowdreadfully?Justsmellthewildroses!Theyarealwayssospicyafterarain。

  Weneverhadsomanyoftheminherebefore。

  Isupposeit’sthewetseason。Willyouhavetocutthem,too?\"

  \"IfIcutthegrass,Iwill,\"Emilsaidteas—

  ingly。\"What’sthematterwithyou?Whatmakesyousoflighty?\"

  \"AmIflighty?Isupposethat’sthewetsea—

  son,too,then。It’sexcitingtoseeeverythinggrowingsofast,——andtogetthegrasscut!

  Pleaseleavetherosestilllast,ifyoumustcutthem。Oh,Idon’tmeanallofthem,Imeanthatlowplacedownbymytree,wheretherearesomany。Aren’tyousplashed!Lookatthespider—websalloverthegrass。Good—bye。

  I’llcallyouifIseeasnake。\"

  ShetrippedawayandEmilstoodlookingafterher。Inafewmomentsheheardthecher—

  riesdroppingsmartlyintothepail,andhebegantoswinghisscythewiththatlong,evenstrokethatfewAmericanboyseverlearn。

  Mariepickedcherriesandsangsoftlytoherself,strippingoneglitteringbranchafteranother,shiveringwhenshecaughtashowerofrain—

  dropsonherneckandhair。AndEmilmowedhiswayslowlydowntowardthecherrytrees。

  ThatsummertherainshadbeensomanyandopportunethatitwasalmostmorethanShabataandhismancoulddotokeepupwiththecorn;theorchardwasaneglectedwilder—

  ness。Allsortsofweedsandherbsandflowershadgrownupthere;splotchesofwildlarkspur,palegreen—and—whitespikesofhoarhound,plantationsofwildcotton,tanglesoffoxtailandwildwheat。Southoftheapricottrees,cor—

  neringonthewheatfield,wasFrank’salfalfa,wheremyriadsofwhiteandyellowbutterflieswerealwaysflutteringabovethepurpleblos—

  soms。WhenEmilreachedthelowercornerbythehedge,Mariewassittingunderherwhitemulberrytree,thepailfulofcherriesbesideher,lookingoffatthegentle,tirelessswellingofthewheat。

  \"Emil,\"shesaidsuddenly——hewasmowingquietlyaboutunderthetreesoasnottodisturbher——\"whatreligiondidtheSwedeshaveawayback,beforetheywereChristians?\"

  Emilpausedandstraightenedhisback。\"I

  don’tknow。AboutliketheGermans’,wasn’tit?\"

  Mariewentonasifshehadnotheardhim。

  \"TheBohemians,youknow,weretreewor—

  shipersbeforethemissionariescame。Fathersaysthepeopleinthemountainsstilldoqueerthings,sometimes,——theybelievethattreesbringgoodorbadluck。\"

  Emillookedsuperior。\"Dothey?Well,whicharetheluckytrees?I’dliketoknow。\"

  \"Idon’tknowallofthem,butIknowlindensare。Theoldpeopleinthemountainsplantlindenstopurifytheforest,andtodoawaywiththespellsthatcomefromtheoldtreestheysayhavelastedfromheathentimes。

  I’magoodCatholic,butIthinkIcouldgetalongwithcaringfortrees,ifIhadn’tanythingelse。\"

  \"That’sapoorsaying,\"saidEmil,stoopingovertowipehishandsinthewetgrass。

  \"Whyisit?IfIfeelthatway,Ifeelthatway。Iliketreesbecausetheyseemmoreresignedtothewaytheyhavetolivethanotherthingsdo。IfeelasifthistreeknowseverythingIeverthinkofwhenIsithere。

  WhenIcomebacktoit,Ineverhavetore—

  minditofanything;IbeginjustwhereIleftoff。\"

  Emilhadnothingtosaytothis。Hereachedupamongthebranchesandbegantopickthesweet,insipidfruit,——longivory—coloredber—

  ries,tippedwithfaintpink,likewhitecoral,thatfalltothegroundunheededallsummerthrough。Hedroppedahandfulintoherlap。

  \"DoyoulikeMr。Linstrum?\"Marieaskedsuddenly。

  \"Yes。Don’tyou?\"

  \"Oh,eversomuch;onlyheseemskindofstaidandschool—teachery。But,ofcourse,heisolderthanFrank,even。I’msureIdon’twanttolivetobemorethanthirty,doyou?DoyouthinkAlexandralikeshimverymuch?\"

  \"Isupposeso。Theywereoldfriends。\"

  \"Oh,Emil,youknowwhatImean!\"Marietossedherheadimpatiently。\"Doesshereallycareabouthim?Whensheusedtotellmeabouthim,Ialwayswonderedwhethershewasn’talittleinlovewithhim。\"

  \"Who,Alexandra?\"Emillaughedandthrusthishandsintohistrouserspockets。

  \"Alexandra’sneverbeeninlove,youcrazy!\"

  Helaughedagain。\"Shewouldn’tknowhowtogoaboutit。Theidea!\"

  Marieshruggedhershoulders。\"Oh,youdon’tknowAlexandraaswellasyouthinkyoudo!Ifyouhadanyeyes,youwouldseethatsheisveryfondofhim。ItwouldserveyouallrightifshewalkedoffwithCarl。Ilikehimbecauseheappreciateshermorethanyoudo。\"

  Emilfrowned。\"Whatareyoutalkingabout,Marie?Alexandra’sallright。SheandIhavealwaysbeengoodfriends。Whatmoredoyouwant?IliketotalktoCarlaboutNewYorkandwhatafellowcandothere。\"

  \"Oh,Emil!Surelyyouarenotthinkingofgoingoffthere?\"

  \"Whynot?Imustgosomewhere,mustn’tI?\"Theyoungmantookuphisscytheandleanedonit。\"WouldyouratherIwentoffinthesandhillsandlivedlikeIvar?\"

  Marie’sfacefellunderhisbroodinggaze。Shelookeddownathiswetleggings。\"I’msureAlexandrahopesyouwillstayonhere,\"shemurmured。

  \"ThenAlexandrawillbedisappointed,\"theyoungmansaidroughly。\"WhatdoIwanttohangaroundherefor?Alexandracanrunthefarmallright,withoutme。Idon’twanttostandaroundandlookon。Iwanttobedoingsomethingonmyownaccount。\"

  \"That’sso,\"Mariesighed。\"Therearesomany,manythingsyoucando。Almostany—

  thingyouchoose。\"

  \"Andtherearesomany,manythingsIcan’tdo。\"Emilechoedhertonesarcastically。\"Some—

  timesIdon’twanttodoanythingatall,andsometimesIwanttopullthefourcornersoftheDividetogether,\"——hethrewouthisarmandbroughtitbackwithajerk,——\"so,likeatable—cloth。Igettiredofseeingmenandhorsesgoingupanddown,upanddown。\"

  Marielookedupathisdefiantfigureandherfaceclouded。\"Iwishyouweren’tsorestless,anddidn’tgetsoworkedupoverthings,\"shesaidsadly。

  \"Thankyou,\"hereturnedshortly。

  Shesigheddespondently。\"EverythingIsaymakesyoucross,don’tit?Andyouneverusedtobecrosstome。\"

  Emiltookastepnearerandstoodfrowningdownatherbenthead。Hestoodinanattitudeofself—defense,hisfeetwellapart,hishandsclenchedanddrawnupathissides,sothatthecordsstoodoutonhisbarearms。\"Ican’tplaywithyoulikealittleboyanymore,\"hesaidslowly。\"That’swhatyoumiss,Marie。You’llhavetogetsomeotherlittleboytoplaywith。\"

  Hestoppedandtookadeepbreath。Thenhewentoninalowtone,sointensethatitwasalmostthreatening:\"Sometimesyouseemtounderstandperfectly,andthensometimesyoupretendyoudon’t。Youdon’thelpthingsanybypretending。It’sthenthatIwanttopullthecornersoftheDividetogether。IfyouWON’Tunderstand,youknow,Icouldmakeyou!\"

  Marieclaspedherhandsandstartedupfromherseat。Shehadgrownverypaleandhereyeswereshiningwithexcitementanddistress。

  \"But,Emil,ifIunderstand,thenallourgoodtimesareover,wecanneverdonicethingsto—

  getheranymore。WeshallhavetobehavelikeMr。Linstrum。And,anyhow,there’snothingtounderstand!\"Shestruckthegroundwithherlittlefootfiercely。\"Thatwon’tlast。Itwillgoaway,andthingswillbejustastheyusedto。IwishyouwereaCatholic。TheChurchhelpspeople,indeeditdoes。Iprayforyou,butthat’snotthesameasifyouprayedyourself。\"

  Shespokerapidlyandpleadingly,lookedentreatinglyintohisface。Emilstooddefiant,gazingdownather。

  \"Ican’tpraytohavethethingsIwant,\"hesaidslowly,\"andIwon’tpraynottohavethem,notifI’mdamnedforit。\"

  Marieturnedaway,wringingherhands。

  \"Oh,Emil,youwon’ttry!Thenallourgoodtimesareover。\"

  \"Yes;over。Ineverexpecttohaveanymore。\"

  Emilgrippedthehand—holdsofhisscytheandbegantomow。Marietookuphercherriesandwentslowlytowardthehouse,cryingbitterly。

  IX

  OnSundayafternoon,amonthafterCarlLinstrum’sarrival,herodewithEmilupintotheFrenchcountrytoattendaCatholicfair。

  Hesatformostoftheafternooninthebase—

  mentofthechurch,wherethefairwasheld,talkingtoMarieShabata,orstrolledaboutthegravelterrace,thrownuponthehillsideinfrontofthebasementdoors,wheretheFrenchboyswerejumpingandwrestlingandthrowingthediscus。Someoftheboyswereintheirwhitebaseballsuits;theyhadjustcomeupfromaSundaypracticegamedownintheball—

  grounds。Amedee,thenewlymarried,Emil’sbestfriend,wastheirpitcher,renownedamongthecountrytownsforhisdashandskill。

  Amedeewasalittlefellow,ayearyoungerthanEmilandmuchmoreboyishinappearance;

  verylitheandactiveandneatlymade,withaclearbrownandwhiteskin,andflashingwhiteteeth。TheSainte—AgnesboysweretoplaytheHastingsnineinafortnight,andAmedee’slightningballswerethehopeofhisteam。ThelittleFrenchmanseemedtogeteveryouncetherewasinhimbehindtheballasitlefthishand。

  \"You’dhavemadethebatteryattheUniver—

  sityforsure,’Medee,\"Emilsaidastheywerewalkingfromtheball—groundsbacktothechurchonthehill。\"You’repitchingbetterthanyoudidinthespring。\"

  Amedeegrinned。\"Sure!Amarriedmandon’tlosehisheadnomore。\"HeslappedEmilonthebackashecaughtstepwithhim。\"Oh,Emil,youwannagetmarriedrightoffquick!

  It’sthegreatestthingever!\"

  Emillaughed。\"HowamIgoingtogetmar—

  riedwithoutanygirl?\"

  Amedeetookhisarm。\"Pooh!Thereareplentygirlswillhaveyou。YouwannagetsomeniceFrenchgirl,now。Shetreatyouwell;

  alwaysbejolly。See,\"——hebegancheckingoffonhisfingers,——\"thereisSeverine,andAlphosen,andJosephine,andHectorine,andLouise,andMalvina——why,Icouldloveanyofthemgirls!Whydon’tyougetafterthem?

  Areyoustuckup,Emil,orisanythingthematterwithyou?Ineverdidknowaboytwenty—twoyearsoldbeforethatdidn’thavenogirl。Youwannabeapriest,maybe?Not—aforme!\"Amedeeswaggered。\"IbringmanygoodCatholicsintothisworld,Ihope,andthat’sawayIhelptheChurch。\"

  Emillookeddownandpattedhimontheshoulder。\"Nowyou’rewindy,’Medee。YouFrenchiesliketobrag。\"

  ButAmedeehadthezealofthenewlymar—

  ried,andhewasnottobelightlyshakenoff。

  \"Honestandtrue,Emil,don’tyouwantANY

  girl?Maybethere’ssomeyoungladyinLin—

  coln,now,verygrand,\"——Amedeewavedhishandlanguidlybeforehisfacetodenotethefanofheartlessbeauty,——\"andyoulostyourheartupthere。Isthatit?\"

  \"Maybe,\"saidEmil。

  ButAmedeesawnoappropriateglowinhisfriend’sface。\"Bah!\"heexclaimedindisgust。

  \"ItellalltheFrenchgirlstokeep’wayfromyou。Yougottarockinthere,\"thumpingEmilontheribs。

  Whentheyreachedtheterraceatthesideofthechurch,Amedee,whowasexcitedbyhissuccessontheball—grounds,challengedEmiltoajumping—match,thoughheknewhewouldbebeaten。Theybeltedthemselvesup,andRaoulMarcel,thechoirtenorandFatherDuchesne’spet,andJeanBordelau,heldthestringoverwhichtheyvaulted。AlltheFrenchboysstoodround,cheeringandhump—

  ingthemselvesupwhenEmilorAmedeewentoverthewire,asiftheywerehelpinginthelift。

  Emilstoppedatfive—feet—five,declaringthathewouldspoilhisappetiteforsupperifhejumpedanymore。

  Angelique,Amedee’sprettybride,asblondeandfairashername,whohadcomeouttowatchthematch,tossedherheadatEmilandsaid:——

  \"’Medeecouldjumpmuchhigherthanyouifhewereastall。Andanyhow,heismuchmoregraceful。Hegoesoverlikeabird,andyouhavetohumpyourselfallup。\"

  \"Oh,Ido,doI?\"Emilcaughtherandkissedhersaucymouthsquarely,whileshelaughedandstruggledandcalled,\"’Medee!

  ’Medee!\"

  \"There,youseeyour’Medeeisn’tevenbigenoughtogetyouawayfromme。Icouldrunawaywithyourightnowandhecouldonlysitdownandcryaboutit。I’llshowyouwhetherIhavetohumpmyself!\"Laughingandpant—

  ing,hepickedAngeliqueupinhisarmsandbeganrunningabouttherectanglewithher。

  NotuntilhesawMarieShabata’stigereyesflashingfromthegloomofthebasementdoor—

  waydidhehandthedisheveledbrideovertoherhusband。\"There,gotoyourgraceful;

  Ihaven’tthehearttotakeyouawayfromhim。\"

  AngeliqueclungtoherhusbandandmadefacesatEmiloverthewhiteshoulderofAmedee’sball—shirt。EmilwasgreatlyamusedatherairofproprietorshipandatAmedee’sshamelesssubmissiontoit。Hewasdelightedwithhisfriend’sgoodfortune。HelikedtoseeandtothinkaboutAmedee’ssunny,natural,happylove。

  HeandAmedeehadriddenandwrestledandlarkedtogethersincetheywereladsoftwelve。

  OnSundaysandholidaystheywerealwaysarminarm。ItseemedstrangethatnowheshouldhavetohidethethingthatAmedeewassoproudof,thatthefeelingwhichgaveoneofthemsuchhappinessshouldbringtheothersuchdespair。ItwaslikethatwhenAlexandratestedherseed—corninthespring,hemused。

  Fromtwoearsthathadgrownsidebyside,thegrainsofoneshotupjoyfullyintothelight,projectingthemselvesintothefuture,andthegrainsfromtheotherlaystillintheearthandrotted;andnobodyknewwhy。

  X

  WhileEmilandCarlwereamusingthem—

  selvesatthefair,Alexandrawasathome,busywithheraccount—books,whichhadbeenne—

  glectedoflate。Shewasalmostthroughwithherfigureswhensheheardacartdriveuptothegate,andlookingoutofthewindowshesawhertwoolderbrothers。TheyhadseemedtoavoidhereversinceCarlLinstrum’sarrival,fourweeksagothatday,andshehurriedtothedoortowelcomethem。Shesawatoncethattheyhadcomewithsomeverydefinitepurpose。

  Theyfollowedherstifflyintothesitting—room。

  Oscarsatdown,butLouwalkedovertothewindowandremainedstanding,hishandsbe—

  hindhim。

  \"Youarebyyourself?\"heasked,lookingtowardthedoorwayintotheparlor。

  \"Yes。CarlandEmilwentuptotheCatho—

  licfair。\"

  Forafewmomentsneitherofthemenspoke。

  ThenLoucameoutsharply。\"Howsoondoesheintendtogoawayfromhere?\"

  \"Idon’tknow,Lou。Notforsometime,I

  hope。\"Alexandraspokeinaneven,quiettonethatoftenexasperatedherbrothers。Theyfeltthatshewastryingtobesuperiorwiththem。

  Oscarspokeupgrimly。\"Wethoughtweoughttotellyouthatpeoplehavebeguntotalk,\"hesaidmeaningly。

  Alexandralookedathim。\"Whatabout?\"

  Oscarmethereyesblankly。\"Aboutyou,keepinghimheresolong。Itlooksbadforhimtobehangingontoawomanthisway。Peoplethinkyou’regettingtakenin。\"

  Alexandrashutheraccount—bookfirmly。

  \"Boys,\"shesaidseriously,\"don’tlet’sgoonwiththis。Wewon’tcomeoutanywhere。I

  can’ttakeadviceonsuchamatter。Iknowyoumeanwell,butyoumustnotfeelresponsibleformeinthingsofthissort。Ifwegoonwiththistalkitwillonlymakehardfeeling。\"

  Louwhippedaboutfromthewindow。\"Yououghttothinkalittleaboutyourfamily。

  You’remakingusallridiculous。\"

  \"HowamI?\"

  \"Peoplearebeginningtosayyouwanttomarrythefellow。\"

  \"Well,andwhatisridiculousaboutthat?\"

  LouandOscarexchangedoutragedlooks。

  \"Alexandra!Can’tyouseehe’sjustatrampandhe’safteryourmoney?Hewantstobetakencareof,hedoes!\"

  \"Well,supposeIwanttotakecareofhim?

  Whosebusinessisitbutmyown?\"

  \"Don’tyouknowhe’dgetholdofyourproperty?\"

  \"He’dgetholdofwhatIwishedtogivehim,certainly。\"

  OscarsatupsuddenlyandLouclutchedathisbristlyhair。

  \"Givehim?\"Loushouted。\"Ourproperty,ourhomestead?\"

  \"Idon’tknowaboutthehomestead,\"saidAlexandraquietly。\"IknowyouandOscarhavealwaysexpectedthatitwouldbelefttoyourchildren,andI’mnotsurebutwhatyou’reright。ButI’lldoexactlyasIpleasewiththerestofmyland,boys。\"

  \"Therestofyourland!\"criedLou,growingmoreexcitedeveryminute。\"Didn’tallthelandcomeoutofthehomestead?Itwasboughtwithmoneyborrowedonthehomestead,andOscarandmeworkedourselvestothebonepayinginterestonit。\"

  \"Yes,youpaidtheinterest。Butwhenyoumarriedwemadeadivisionoftheland,andyouweresatisfied。I’vemademoreonmyfarmssinceI’vebeenalonethanwhenweallworkedtogether。\"

  \"Everythingyou’vemadehascomeoutoftheoriginallandthatusboysworkedfor,hasn’tit?Thefarmsandallthatcomesoutofthembelongstousasafamily。\"

  Alexandrawavedherhandimpatiently。

  \"Comenow,Lou。Sticktothefacts。Youaretalkingnonsense。Gotothecountyclerkandaskhimwhoownsmyland,andwhethermytitlesaregood。\"

  Louturnedtohisbrother。\"Thisiswhatcomesoflettingawomanmeddleinbusiness,\"

  hesaidbitterly。\"Weoughttohavetakenthingsinourownhandsyearsago。Butshelikedtorunthings,andwehumoredher。Wethoughtyouhadgoodsense,Alexandra。Weneverthoughtyou’ddoanythingfoolish。\"

  Alexandrarappedimpatientlyonherdeskwithherknuckles。\"Listen,Lou。Don’ttalkwild。Yousayyououghttohavetakenthingsintoyourownhandsyearsago。Isupposeyoumeanbeforeyoulefthome。Buthowcouldyoutakeholdofwhatwasn’tthere?I’vegotmostofwhatIhavenowsincewedividedtheprop—

  erty;I’vebuiltitupmyself,andithasnothingtodowithyou。\"

  Oscarspokeupsolemnly。\"Thepropertyofafamilyreallybelongstothemenofthefamily,nomatteraboutthetitle。Ifanythinggoeswrong,it’sthementhatareheldresponsible。\"

  \"Yes,ofcourse,\"Loubrokein。\"Everybodyknowsthat。Oscarandmehavealwaysbeeneasy—goingandwe’venevermadeanyfuss。

  Wewerewillingyoushouldholdthelandandhavethegoodofit,butyougotnorighttopartwithanyofit。Weworkedinthefieldstopayforthefirstlandyoubought,andwhat—

  ever’scomeoutofithasgottobekeptinthefamily。\"

  Oscarreinforcedhisbrother,hismindfixedontheonepointhecouldsee。\"Thepropertyofafamilybelongstothemenofthefamily,becausetheyareheldresponsible,andbecausetheydothework。\"

  Alexandralookedfromonetotheother,hereyesfullofindignation。Shehadbeenimpa—

  tientbefore,butnowshewasbeginningtofeelangry。\"Andwhataboutmywork?\"sheaskedinanunsteadyvoice。

  Loulookedatthecarpet。\"Oh,now,Alex—

  andra,youalwaystookitprettyeasy!Ofcoursewewantedyouto。Youlikedtomanageround,andwealwayshumoredyou。Werealizeyouwereagreatdealofhelptous。There’snowomananywherearoundthatknowsasmuchaboutbusinessasyoudo,andwe’vealwaysbeenproudofthat,andthoughtyouwereprettysmart。But,ofcourse,therealworkalwaysfellonus。Goodadviceisallright,butitdon’tgettheweedsoutofthecorn。\"

  \"Maybenot,butitsometimesputsinthecrop,anditsometimeskeepsthefieldsforcorntogrowin,\"saidAlexandradryly。\"Why,Lou,IcanrememberwhenyouandOscarwantedtosellthishomesteadandalltheim—

  provementstooldpreacherEricsonfortwothousanddollars。IfI’dconsented,you’dhavegonedowntotheriverandscrapedalongonpoorfarmsfortherestofyourlives。WhenI

  putinourfirstfieldofalfalfayoubothopposedme,justbecauseIfirstheardaboutitfromayoungmanwhohadbeentotheUniversity。

  YousaidIwasbeingtakeninthen,andalltheneighborssaidso。YouknowaswellasIdothatalfalfahasbeenthesalvationofthiscoun—

  try。YoualllaughedatmewhenIsaidourlandherewasaboutreadyforwheat,andIhadtoraisethreebigwheatcropsbeforetheneigh—

  borsquitputtingalltheirlandincorn。Why,I

  rememberyoucried,Lou,whenweputinthefirstbigwheat—planting,andsaideverybodywaslaughingatus。\"

  LouturnedtoOscar。\"That’sthewomanofit;ifshetellsyoutoputinacrop,shethinksshe’sputitin。Itmakeswomenconceitedtomeddleinbusiness。Ishouldn’tthinkyou’dwanttoremindushowhardyouwereonus,Alexandra,afterthewayyoubabyEmil。\"

  \"Hardonyou?Inevermeanttobehard。

  Conditionswerehard。MaybeIwouldneverhavebeenverysoft,anyhow;butIcertainlydidn’tchoosetobethekindofgirlIwas。Ifyoutakeevenavineandcutitbackagainandagain,itgrowshard,likeatree。\"

  Loufeltthattheywerewanderingfromthepoint,andthatindigressionAlexandramightunnervehim。Hewipedhisforeheadwithajerkofhishandkerchief。\"Weneverdoubtedyou,Alexandra。Weneverquestionedany—

  thingyoudid。You’vealwayshadyourownway。Butyoucan’texpectustositlikestumpsandseeyoudoneoutofthepropertybyanyloaferwhohappensalong,andmakingyourselfridiculousintothebargain。\"

  Oscarrose。\"Yes,\"hebrokein,\"every—

  body’slaughingtoseeyougettookin;atyourage,too。Everybodyknowshe’snearlyfiveyearsyoungerthanyou,andisafteryourmoney。Why,Alexandra,youarefortyyearsold!\"

  \"Allthatdoesn’tconcernanybodybutCarlandme。Gototownandaskyourlawyerswhatyoucandotorestrainmefromdisposingofmyownproperty。AndIadviseyoutodowhattheytellyou;fortheauthorityyoucanexertbylawistheonlyinfluenceyouwilleverhaveovermeagain。\"Alexandrarose。\"IthinkI

  wouldrathernothavelivedtofindoutwhatI

  haveto—day,\"shesaidquietly,closingherdesk。

  LouandOscarlookedateachotherques—

  tioningly。Thereseemedtobenothingtodobuttogo,andtheywalkedout。

  \"Youcan’tdobusinesswithwomen,\"Oscarsaidheavilyasheclamberedintothecart。

  \"Butanyhow,we’vehadoursay,atlast。\"

  Louscratchedhishead。\"Talkofthatkindmightcometoohigh,youknow;butshe’sapttobesensible。Youhadn’toughttosaidthataboutherage,though,Oscar。I’mafraidthathurtherfeelings;andtheworstthingwecandoistomakehersoreatus。She’dmarryhimoutofcontrariness。\"

  \"Ionlymeant,\"saidOscar,\"thatsheisoldenoughtoknowbetter,andsheis。Ifshewasgoingtomarry,sheoughttodoneitlongago,andnotgomakingafoolofherselfnow。\"

  Loulookedanxious,nevertheless。\"Ofcourse,\"hereflectedhopefullyandincon—

  sistently,\"Alexandraain’tmuchlikeotherwomen—folks。Maybeitwon’tmakehersore。

  Maybeshe’dassoonbefortyasnot!\"

  XI

  Emilcamehomeatabouthalf—pastseveno’clockthatevening。OldIvarmethimatthewindmillandtookhishorse,andtheyoungmanwentdirectlyintothehouse。Hecalledtohissisterandsheansweredfromherbedroom,behindthesitting—room,sayingthatshewaslyingdown。

  Emilwenttoherdoor。

  \"CanIseeyouforaminute?\"heasked。\"I

  wanttotalktoyouaboutsomethingbeforeCarlcomes。\"

  Alexandrarosequicklyandcametothedoor。

  \"WhereisCarl?\"

  \"LouandOscarmetusandsaidtheywantedtotalktohim,soherodeovertoOscar’swiththem。Areyoucomingout?\"Emilaskedimpatiently。

  \"Yes,sitdown。I’llbedressedinamo—

  ment。\"

  Alexandraclosedherdoor,andEmilsankdownontheoldslatloungeandsatwithhisheadinhishands。Whenhissistercameout,helookedup,notknowingwhethertheintervalhadbeenshortorlong,andhewassurprisedtoseethattheroomhadgrownquitedark。Thatwasjustaswell;itwouldbeeasiertotalkifhewerenotunderthegazeofthoseclear,deliber—

  ateeyes,thatsawsofarinsomedirectionsandweresoblindinothers。Alexandra,too,wasgladofthedusk。Herfacewasswollenfromcrying。

  Emilstartedupandthensatdownagain。

  \"Alexandra,\"hesaidslowly,inhisdeepyoungbaritone,\"Idon’twanttogoawaytolawschoolthisfall。Letmeputitoffanotheryear。

  Iwanttotakeayearoffandlookaround。It’sawfullyeasytorushintoaprofessionyoudon’treallylike,andawfullyhardtogetoutofit。

  LinstrumandIhavebeentalkingaboutthat。\"

  \"Verywell,Emil。Onlydon’tgoofflookingforland。\"Shecameupandputherhandonhisshoulder。\"I’vebeenwishingyoucouldstaywithmethiswinter。\"

  \"That’sjustwhatIdon’twanttodo,Alex—

  andra。I’mrestless。Iwanttogotoanewplace。

  IwanttogodowntotheCityofMexicotojoinoneoftheUniversityfellowswho’sattheheadofanelectricalplant。Hewrotemehecouldgivemealittlejob,enoughtopaymyway,andIcouldlookaroundandseewhatIwanttodo。

  Iwanttogoassoonasharvestisover。IguessLouandOscarwillbesoreaboutit。\"

  \"Isupposetheywill。\"Alexandrasatdownontheloungebesidehim。\"Theyareveryangrywithme,Emil。Wehavehadaquarrel。

  Theywillnotcomehereagain。\"

  Emilscarcelyheardwhatshewassaying;hedidnotnoticethesadnessofhertone。HewasthinkingabouttherecklesslifehemeanttoliveinMexico。

  \"Whatabout?\"heaskedabsently。

  \"AboutCarlLinstrum。TheyareafraidIamgoingtomarryhim,andthatsomeofmypropertywillgetawayfromthem。\"

  Emilshruggedhisshoulders。\"Whatnon—

  sense!\"hemurmured。\"Justlikethem。\"

  Alexandradrewback。\"Whynonsense,Emil?\"

  \"Why,you’veneverthoughtofsuchathing,haveyou?Theyalwayshavetohavesomethingtofussabout。\"

  \"Emil,\"saidhissisterslowly,\"yououghtnottotakethingsforgranted。DoyouagreewiththemthatIhavenorighttochangemywayofliving?\"

  Emillookedattheoutlineofhissister’sheadinthedimlight。Theyweresittingcloseto—

  getherandhesomehowfeltthatshecouldhearhisthoughts。Hewassilentforamo—

  ment,andthensaidinanembarrassedtone,\"Why,no,certainlynot。Yououghttodowhateveryouwantto。I’llalwaysbackyou。\"

  \"ButitwouldseemalittlebitridiculoustoyouifImarriedCarl?\"

  Emilfidgeted。Theissueseemedtohimtoofar—fetchedtowarrantdiscussion。\"Why,no。

  Ishouldbesurprisedifyouwantedto。Ican’tseeexactlywhy。Butthat’snoneofmybusi—

  ness。Yououghttodoasyouplease。Certainlyyououghtnottopayanyattentiontowhattheboyssay。\"

  Alexandrasighed。\"Ihadhopedyoumightunderstand,alittle,whyIdowantto。ButI

  supposethat’stoomuchtoexpect。I’vehadaprettylonelylife,Emil。BesidesMarie,CarlistheonlyfriendIhaveeverhad。\"

  Emilwasawakenow;anameinherlastsen—

  tencerousedhim。Heputouthishandandtookhissister’sawkwardly。\"Yououghttodojustasyouwish,andIthinkCarl’safinefel—

  low。HeandIwouldalwaysgeton。Idon’tbelieveanyofthethingstheboyssayabouthim,honestIdon’t。Theyaresuspiciousofhimbecausehe’sintelligent。Youknowtheirway。

  They’vebeensoreatmeeversinceyouletmegoawaytocollege。They’realwaystryingtocatchmeup。IfIwereyou,Iwouldn’tpayanyattentiontothem。There’snothingtogetupsetabout。Carl’sasensiblefellow。Hewon’tmindthem。\"

  \"Idon’tknow。Iftheytalktohimthewaytheydidtome,Ithinkhe’llgoaway。\"

  Emilgrewmoreandmoreuneasy。\"Thinkso?Well,Mariesaiditwouldserveusallrightifyouwalkedoffwithhim。\"

  \"Didshe?Blessherlittleheart!SHEwould。\"

  Alexandra’svoicebroke。

  Emilbeganunlacinghisleggings。\"Whydon’tyoutalktoheraboutit?There’sCarl,I

  hearhishorse。IguessI’llgoupstairsandgetmybootsoff。No,Idon’twantanysupper。Wehadsupperatfiveo’clock,atthefair。\"

  Emilwasgladtoescapeandgettohisownroom。Hewasalittleashamedforhissister,thoughhehadtriednottoshowit。Hefeltthattherewassomethingindecorousinherproposal,andshedidseemtohimsomewhatridiculous。Therewastroubleenoughintheworld,hereflected,ashethrewhimselfuponhisbed,withoutpeoplewhowerefortyyearsoldimaginingtheywantedtogetmarried。InthedarknessandsilenceEmilwasnotlikelytothinklongaboutAlexandra。Everyimageslippedawaybutone。HehadseenMarieinthecrowdthatafternoon。Shesoldcandyatthefair。WHYhadsheeverrunawaywithFrankShabata,andhowcouldshegoonlaughingandworkingandtakinganinterestinthings?Whydidshelikesomanypeople,andwhyhadsheseemedpleasedwhenalltheFrenchandBohe—

  mianboys,andthepriesthimself,crowdedroundhercandystand?Whydidshecareaboutanyonebuthim?Whycouldhenever,neverfindthethinghelookedforinherplayful,affectionateeyes?

  Thenhefelltoimaginingthathelookedoncemoreandfounditthere,andwhatitwouldbelikeifshelovedhim,——shewho,asAlexandrasaid,couldgiveherwholeheart。Inthatdreamhecouldlieforhours,asifinatrance。HisspiritwentoutofhisbodyandcrossedthefieldstoMarieShabata。

  AttheUniversitydancesthegirlshadoftenlookedwonderinglyatthetallyoungSwedewiththefinehead,leaningagainstthewallandfrowning,hisarmsfolded,hiseyesfixedontheceilingorthefloor。Allthegirlswerealittleafraidofhim。Hewasdistinguished—looking,andnotthejollyingkind。Theyfeltthathewastoointenseandpreoccupied。Therewassome—

  thingqueerabouthim。Emil’sfraternityratherprideditselfuponitsdances,andsome—

  timeshedidhisdutyanddancedeverydance。

  Butwhetherhewasonthefloororbroodinginacorner,hewasalwaysthinkingaboutMarieShabata。Fortwoyearsthestormhadbeengatheringinhim。

  XII

  Carlcameintothesitting—roomwhileAlex—

  andrawaslightingthelamp。Shelookedupathimassheadjustedtheshade。Hissharpshoul—

  dersstoopedasifhewereverytired,hisfacewaspale,andtherewerebluishshadowsunderhisdarkeyes。Hisangerhadburneditselfoutandlefthimsickanddisgusted。

  \"YouhaveseenLouandOscar?\"Alexandraasked。

  \"Yes。\"Hiseyesavoidedhers。

  Alexandratookadeepbreath。\"Andnowyouaregoingaway。Ithoughtso。\"

  Carlthrewhimselfintoachairandpushedthedarklockbackfromhisforeheadwithhiswhite,nervoushand。\"Whatahopelessposi—

  tionyouarein,Alexandra!\"heexclaimedfeverishly。\"Itisyourfatetobealwayssur—

  roundedbylittlemen。AndIamnobetterthantherest。IamtoolittletofacethecriticismofevensuchmenasLouandOscar。Yes,Iamgoingaway;to—morrow。IcannotevenaskyoutogivemeapromiseuntilIhavesomethingtoofferyou。Ithought,perhaps,Icoulddothat;

  butIfindIcan’t。\"

  \"Whatgoodcomesofofferingpeoplethingstheydon’tneed?\"Alexandraaskedsadly。\"I

  don’tneedmoney。ButIhaveneededyouforagreatmanyyears。IwonderwhyIhavebeenpermittedtoprosper,ifitisonlytotakemyfriendsawayfromme。\"

  \"Idon’tdeceivemyself,\"Carlsaidfrankly。

  \"IknowthatIamgoingawayonmyownaccount。Imustmaketheusualeffort。Imusthavesomethingtoshowformyself。Totakewhatyouwouldgiveme,Ishouldhavetobeeitheraverylargemanoraverysmallone,andIamonlyinthemiddleclass。\"

  Alexandrasighed。\"Ihaveafeelingthatifyougoaway,youwillnotcomeback。Some—

  thingwillhappentooneofus,ortoboth。

  Peoplehavetosnatchathappinesswhentheycan,inthisworld。Itisalwayseasiertolosethantofind。WhatIhaveisyours,ifyoucareenoughaboutmetotakeit。\"

  CarlroseandlookedupatthepictureofJohnBergson。\"ButIcan’t,mydear,Ican’t!

  IwillgoNorthatonce。InsteadofidlingaboutinCaliforniaallwinter,Ishallbegettingmybearingsupthere。Iwon’twasteanotherweek。

  Bepatientwithme,Alexandra。Givemeayear!\"

  \"Asyouwill,\"saidAlexandrawearily。\"Allatonce,inasingleday,Iloseeverything;andI

  donotknowwhy。Emil,too,isgoingaway。\"

  CarlwasstillstudyingJohnBergson’sfaceandAlexandra’seyesfollowedhis。\"Yes,\"shesaid,\"ifhecouldhaveseenallthatwouldcomeofthetaskhegaveme,hewouldhavebeensorry。I

  hopehedoesnotseemenow。Ihopethatheisamongtheoldpeopleofhisbloodandcountry,andthattidingsdonotreachhimfromtheNewWorld。\"

  EndofPartII

  PARTIII

  WinterMemoriesI

  WinterhassettleddownovertheDivideagain;theseasoninwhichNaturerecuperates,inwhichshesinkstosleepbetweenthefruitful—

  nessofautumnandthepassionofspring。Thebirdshavegone。Theteeminglifethatgoesondowninthelonggrassisexterminated。Theprairie—dogkeepshishole。Therabbitsrunshiveringfromonefrozengardenpatchtoan—

  otherandarehardputtoittofindfrost—bittencabbage—stalks。Atnightthecoyotesroamthewintrywaste,howlingforfood。Thevariegatedfieldsareallonecolornow;thepastures,thestubble,theroads,theskyarethesameleadengray。Thehedgerowsandtreesarescarcelyper—

  ceptibleagainstthebareearth,whoseslatyhuetheyhavetakenon。Thegroundisfrozensohardthatitbruisesthefoottowalkintheroadsorintheploughedfields。Itislikeanironcountry,andthespiritisoppressedbyitsrigorandmelancholy。Onecouldeasilybelievethatinthatdeadlandscapethegermsoflifeandfruit—

  fulnesswereextinctforever。

  Alexandrahassettledbackintoheroldroutine。ThereareweeklylettersfromEmil。

  LouandOscarshehasnotseensinceCarlwentaway。Toavoidawkwardencountersinthepresenceofcuriousspectators,shehasstoppedgoingtotheNorwegianChurchanddrivesuptotheReformChurchatHanover,orgoeswithMarieShabatatotheCatholicChurch,locallyknownas\"theFrenchChurch。\"

  ShehasnottoldMarieaboutCarl,orherdif—

  ferenceswithherbrothers。Shewasneververycommunicativeaboutherownaffairs,andwhenshecametothepoint,aninstincttoldherthataboutsuchthingssheandMariewouldnotunderstandoneanother。

  OldMrs。LeehadbeenafraidthatfamilymisunderstandingsmightdepriveherofheryearlyvisittoAlexandra。ButonthefirstdayofDecemberAlexandratelephonedAnniethatto—morrowshewouldsendIvaroverforhermother,andthenextdaytheoldladyarrivedwithherbundles。FortwelveyearsMrs。LeehadalwaysenteredAlexandra’ssitting—roomwiththesameexclamation,\"Nowwebeyust—alikeoldtimes!\"SheenjoyedthelibertyAlex—

  andragaveher,andhearingherownlanguageaboutheralldaylong。Hereshecouldwearhernightcapandsleepwithallherwindowsshut,listentoIvarreadingtheBible,andhereshecouldrunaboutamongthestablesinapairofEmil’soldboots。Thoughshewasbentalmostdouble,shewasasspryasagopher。Herfacewasasbrownasifithadbeenvarnished,andasfullofwrinklesasawasherwoman’shands。Shehadthreejollyoldteethleftinthefrontofhermouth,andwhenshegrinnedshelookedveryknowing,asifwhenyoufoundouthowtotakeit,lifewasn’thalfbad。WhilesheandAlex—

  andrapatchedandpiecedandquilted,shetalkedincessantlyaboutstoriesshereadinaSwedishfamilypaper,tellingtheplotsingreatdetail;oraboutherlifeonadairyfarminGottlandwhenshewasagirl。Sometimessheforgotwhichweretheprintedstoriesandwhichweretherealstories,itallseemedsofaraway。

  Shelovedtotakealittlebrandy,withhotwaterandsugar,beforeshewenttobed,andAlexandraalwayshaditreadyforher。\"Itsendsgooddreams,\"shewouldsaywithatwinkleinhereye。

  WhenMrs。LeehadbeenwithAlexandraforaweek,MarieShabatatelephonedonemorningtosaythatFrankhadgonetotownfortheday,andshewouldlikethemtocomeoverforcoffeeintheafternoon。Mrs。Leehurriedtowashoutandironhernewcross—stitchedapron,whichshehadfinishedonlythenightbefore;acheckedginghamapronworkedwithadesignteninchesbroadacrossthebottom;ahuntingscene,withfirtreesandastaganddogsandhuntsmen。

  Mrs。Leewasfirmwithherselfatdinner,andrefusedasecondhelpingofappledumplings。

  \"Ita—ankIsaveup,\"shesaidwithagiggle。

  Attwoo’clockintheafternoonAlexandra’scartdroveuptotheShabatas’gate,andMariesawMrs。Lee’sredshawlcomebobbingupthepath。Sherantothedoorandpulledtheoldwomanintothehousewithahug,helpinghertotakeoffherwrapswhileAlexandrablan—

  ketedthehorseoutside。Mrs。Leehadputonherbestblacksatinedress——sheabominatedwoolenstuffs,eveninwinter——andacrochetedcollar,fastenedwithabigpalegoldpin,con—

  tainingfadeddaguerreotypesofherfatherandmother。Shehadnotwornherapronforfearofrumplingit,andnowsheshookitoutandtieditroundherwaistwithaconsciousair。Mariedrewbackandthrewupherhands,exclaiming,\"Oh,whatabeauty!I’veneverseenthisonebefore,haveI,Mrs。Lee?\"

  Theoldwomangiggledandduckedherhead。

  \"No,yustlas’nightIma—ake。Seedistread;

  verrastrong,nowa—ashout,nofade。Mysis—

  tersendfromSveden。Iyust—ata—ankyoulikedis。\"

  Marierantothedooragain。\"Comein,Alexandra。IhavebeenlookingatMrs。Lee’sapron。DostoponyourwayhomeandshowittoMrs。Hiller。She’scrazyaboutcross—stitch。\"

  WhileAlexandraremovedherhatandveil,Mrs。Leewentouttothekitchenandsettledherselfinawoodenrocking—chairbythestove,lookingwithgreatinterestatthetable,setforthree,withawhitecloth,andapotofpinkgeraniumsinthemiddle。\"My,a—an’tyougottafineplants;such—amuchflower。Howyoukeepfromfreeze?\"

  Shepointedtothewindow—shelves,fullofbloomingfuchsiasandgeraniums。

  \"Ikeepthefireallnight,Mrs。Lee,andwhenit’sverycoldIputthemallonthetable,inthemiddleoftheroom。OthernightsIonlyputnewspapersbehindthem。Franklaughsatmeforfussing,butwhentheydon’tbloomhesays,’What’sthematterwiththedarnedthings?’——

  WhatdoyouhearfromCarl,Alexandra?\"

  \"HegottoDawsonbeforetheriverfroze,andnowIsupposeIwon’thearanymoreuntilspring。BeforeheleftCaliforniahesentmeaboxoforangeflowers,buttheydidn’tkeepverywell。IhavebroughtabunchofEmil’slettersforyou。\"Alexandracameoutfromthesitting—roomandpinchedMarie’scheekplay—

  fully。\"Youdon’tlookasiftheweathereverfrozeyouup。Neverhavecolds,doyou?

  That’sagoodgirl。Shehaddarkredcheekslikethiswhenshewasalittlegirl,Mrs。Lee。Shelookedlikesomequeerforeignkindofadoll。

  I’veneverforgotthefirsttimeIsawyouinMieklejohn’sstore,Marie,thetimefatherwaslyingsick。CarlandIweretalkingaboutthatbeforehewentaway。\"

  \"Iremember,andEmilhadhiskittenalong。

  WhenareyougoingtosendEmil’sChristmasbox?\"

  \"Itoughttohavegonebeforethis。I’llhavetosenditbymailnow,togetitthereintime。\"

  Mariepulledadarkpurplesilknecktiefromherworkbasket。\"Iknitthisforhim。It’sagoodcolor,don’tyouthink?Willyoupleaseputitinwithyourthingsandtellhimit’sfromme,towearwhenhegoesserenading。\"

  Alexandralaughed。\"Idon’tbelievehegoesserenadingmuch。HesaysinoneletterthattheMexicanladiesaresaidtobeverybeauti—

  ful,butthatdon’tseemtomeverywarmpraise。\"

  Marietossedherhead。\"Emilcan’tfoolme。

  Ifhe’sboughtaguitar,hegoesserenading。

  Whowouldn’t,withallthoseSpanishgirlsdroppingflowersdownfromtheirwindows!

  I’dsingtothemeverynight,wouldn’tyou,Mrs。Lee?\"

  Theoldladychuckled。HereyeslitupasMariebentdownandopenedtheovendoor。

  Adelicioushotfragranceblewoutintothetidykitchen。\"My,somet’ingsmellgood!\"SheturnedtoAlexandrawithawink,herthreeyel—

  lowteethmakingabraveshow,\"Ita—ankdatstopmyyawfromachenomore!\"shesaidcon—

  tentedly。

  Marietookoutapanofdelicatelittlerolls,stuffedwithstewedapricots,andbegantodustthemoverwithpowderedsugar。\"Ihopeyou’lllikethese,Mrs。Lee;Alexandradoes。TheBohemiansalwayslikethemwiththeircoffee。

  Butifyoudon’t,Ihaveacoffee—cakewithnutsandpoppyseeds。Alexandra,willyougetthecreamjug?Iputitinthewindowtokeepcool。\"

  \"TheBohemians,\"saidAlexandra,astheydrewuptothetable,\"certainlyknowhowtomakemorekindsofbreadthananyotherpeo—

  pleintheworld。OldMrs。Hillertoldmeonceatthechurchsupperthatshecouldmakesevenkindsoffancybread,butMariecouldmakeadozen。\"

  Mrs。Leehelduponeoftheapricotrollsbetweenherbrownthumbandforefingerandweigheditcritically。\"Yustlike—afedders,\"

  shepronouncedwithsatisfaction。\"My,a—an’tdisnice!\"sheexclaimedasshestirredhercoffee。\"Iyustta—akealiddleyellynow,too,Ita—ank。\"

  AlexandraandMarielaughedatherfore—

  handedness,andfelltotalkingoftheirownaffairs。\"IwasafraidyouhadacoldwhenI

  talkedtoyouoverthetelephonetheothernight,Marie。Whatwasthematter,hadyoubeencrying?\"

  \"MaybeIhad,\"Mariesmiledguiltily。

  \"Frankwasoutlatethatnight。Don’tyougetlonelysometimesinthewinter,whenevery—

  bodyhasgoneaway?\"

  \"Ithoughtitwassomethinglikethat。IfI

  hadn’thadcompany,I’dhaverunovertoseeformyself。Ifyougetdown—hearted,whatwillbecomeoftherestofus?\"Alexandraasked。

  \"Idon’t,veryoften。There’sMrs。Leewithoutanycoffee!\"

  Later,whenMrs。Leedeclaredthatherpowerswerespent,MarieandAlexandrawentupstairstolookforsomecrochetpatternstheoldladywantedtoborrow。\"Betterputonyourcoat,Alexandra。It’scoldupthere,andI

  havenoideawherethosepatternsare。Imayhavetolookthroughmyoldtrunks。\"Mariecaughtupashawlandopenedthestairdoor,run—

  ningupthestepsaheadofherguest。\"WhileI

  gothroughthebureaudrawers,youmightlookinthosehat—boxesonthecloset—shelf,overwhereFrank’sclotheshang。Therearealotofoddsandendsinthem。\"

  Shebegantossingoverthecontentsofthedrawers,andAlexandrawentintotheclothes—

  closet。Presentlyshecameback,holdingaslenderelasticyellowstickinherhand。

  \"Whatintheworldisthis,Marie?Youdon’tmeantotellmeFrankevercarriedsuchathing?\"

  Marieblinkedatitwithastonishmentandsatdownonthefloor。\"Wheredidyoufindit?

  Ididn’tknowhehadkeptit。Ihaven’tseenitforyears。\"

  \"Itreallyisacane,then?\"

  \"Yes。Onehebroughtfromtheoldcoun—

  try。HeusedtocarryitwhenIfirstknewhim。

  Isn’titfoolish?PoorFrank!\"

  Alexandratwirledthestickinherfingersandlaughed。\"Hemusthavelookedfunny!\"

  Mariewasthoughtful。\"No,hedidn’t,really。

  Itdidn’tseemoutofplace。Heusedtobeawfullygaylikethatwhenhewasayoungman。Iguesspeoplealwaysgetwhat’shard—

  estforthem,Alexandra。\"Mariegatheredtheshawlcloseraboutherandstilllookedhardatthecane。\"Frankwouldbeallrightintherightplace,\"shesaidreflectively。\"Heoughttohaveadifferentkindofwife,foronething。Doyouknow,Alexandra,IcouldpickoutexactlytherightsortofwomanforFrank——now。

  Thetroubleisyoualmosthavetomarryamanbeforeyoucanfindoutthesortofwifeheneeds;andusuallyit’sexactlythesortyouarenot。Thenwhatareyougoingtodoaboutit?\"

  sheaskedcandidly。

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