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  THEOVERTURE

  Dayofthemonthandyear,Novemberthethirtieth,onethousandeighthundredandthirty—five。LondonTimebythegreatclockofSaintPaul’s,tenatnight。AllthelesserLondonchurchesstraintheirmetallicthroats。Some,flippantlybeginbeforetheheavybellofthegreatcathedral;some,tardilybeginthree,four,halfadozen,strokesbehindit;allareinsufficientlynearaccord,toleavearesonanceintheair,asifthewingedfatherwhodevourshischildren,hadmadeasoundingsweepwithhisgiganticscytheinflyingoverthecity。

  Whatisthisclocklowerthanmostoftherest,andnearertotheear,thatlagssofarbehindto—nightastostrikeintothevibrationalone?ThisistheclockoftheHospitalforFoundlingChildren。Timewas,whentheFoundlingswerereceivedwithoutquestioninacradleatthegate。Timeis,wheninquiriesaremaderespectingthem,andtheyaretakenasbyfavourfromthemotherswhorelinquishallnaturalknowledgeofthemandclaimtothemforevermore。

  Themoonisatthefull,andthenightisfairwithlightclouds。

  Thedayhasbeenotherwisethanfair,forslushandmud,thickenedwiththedroppingsofheavyfog,lieblackinthestreets。Theveiledladywhofluttersupanddownnearthepostern—gateoftheHospitalforFoundlingChildrenhasneedtobewellshodto—night。

  Sheflutterstoandfro,avoidingthestandofhackney—coaches,andoftenpausingintheshadowofthewesternendofthegreatquadranglewall,withherfaceturnedtowardsthegate。Asaboveherthereisthepurityofthemoonlitsky,andbelowhertherearethedefilementsofthepavement,somayshe,haply,bedividedinhermindbetweentwovistasofreflectionorexperience。Asherfootprintscrossingandrecrossingoneanotherhavemadealabyrinthinthemire,somayhertrackinlifehaveinvolveditselfinanintricateandunravellabletangle。

  Thepostern—gateoftheHospitalforFoundlingChildrenopens,andayoungwomancomesout。Theladystandsaside,observesclosely,seesthatthegateisquietlyclosedagainfromwithin,andfollowstheyoungwoman。

  Twoorthreestreetshavebeentraversedinsilencebeforeshe,followingclosebehindtheobjectofherattention,stretchesoutherhandandtouchesher。Thentheyoungwomanstopsandlooksround,startled。

  \"Youtouchedmelastnight,and,whenIturnedmyhead,youwouldnotspeak。Whydoyoufollowmelikeasilentghost?\"

  \"Itwasnot,\"returnedthelady,inalowvoice,\"thatIwouldnotspeak,butthatIcouldnotwhenItried。\"

  \"Whatdoyouwantofme?Ihaveneverdoneyouanyharm?\"

  \"Never。\"

  \"DoIknowyou?\"

  \"No。\"

  \"Thenwhatcanyouwantofme?\"

  \"Herearetwoguineasinthispaper。Takemypoorlittlepresent,andIwilltellyou。\"

  Intotheyoungwoman’sface,whichishonestandcomely,comesaflushasshereplies:\"ThereisneithergrownpersonnorchildinallthelargeestablishmentthatIbelongto,whohasn’tagoodwordforSally。IamSally。CouldIbesowellthoughtof,ifIwastobebought?\"

  \"Idonotmeantobuyyou;Imeanonlytorewardyouveryslightly。\"

  Sallyfirmly,butnotungently,closesandputsbacktheofferinghand。\"IfthereisanythingIcandoforyou,ma’am,thatIwillnotdoforitsownsake,youaremuchmistakeninmeifyouthinkthatIwilldoitformoney。Whatisityouwant?\"

  \"YouareoneofthenursesorattendantsattheHospital;Isawyouleaveto—nightandlastnight。\"

  \"Yes,Iam。IamSally。\"

  \"Thereisapleasantpatienceinyourfacewhichmakesmebelievethatveryyoungchildrenwouldtakereadilytoyou。\"

  \"Godbless’em!Sotheydo。\"

  Theladyliftsherveil,andshowsafacenoolderthanthenurse’s。

  Afacefarmorerefinedandcapablethanhers,butwildandwornwithsorrow。

  \"Iamthemiserablemotherofababylatelyreceivedunderyourcare。Ihaveaprayertomaketoyou。\"

  Instinctivelyrespectingtheconfidencewhichhasdrawnasidetheveil,Sally——whosewaysareallwaysofsimplicityandspontaneity——

  replacesit,andbeginstocry。

  \"Youwilllistentomyprayer?\"theladyurges。\"YouwillnotbedeaftotheagonisedentreatyofsuchabrokensuppliantasIam?\"

  \"Odear,dear,dear!\"criesSally。\"WhatshallIsay,orcansay!

  Don’ttalkofprayers。PrayersaretobeputuptotheGoodFatherofAll,andnottonursesandsuch。Andthere!Iamonlytoholdmyplaceforhalfayearlonger,tillanotheryoungwomancanbetraineduptoit。Iamgoingtobemarried。Ishouldn’thavebeenoutlastnight,andIshouldn’thavebeenoutto—night,butthatmyDick(heistheyoungmanIamgoingtobemarriedto)liesill,andIhelphismotherandsistertowatchhim。Don’ttakeonso,don’ttakeonso!\"

  \"OgoodSally,dearSally,\"moansthelady,catchingatherdressentreatingly。\"Asyouarehopeful,andIamhopeless;asafairwayinlifeisbeforeyou,whichcannever,never,bebeforeme;asyoucanaspiretobecomearespectedwife,andasyoucanaspiretobecomeaproudmother,asyouarealivinglovingwoman,andmustdie;forGOD’Ssakehearmydistractedpetition!\"

  \"Deary,deary,dearyME!\"criesSally,herdesperationculminatinginthepronoun,\"whatamIevertodo?Andthere!Seehowyouturnmyownwordsbackuponme。ItellyouIamgoingtobemarried,onpurposetomakeitclearertoyouthatIamgoingtoleave,andthereforecouldn’thelpyouifIwould,PoorThing,andyoumakeitseemtomyownselfasifIwascruelingoingtobemarriedandnothelpingyou。Itain’tkind。Now,isitkind,PoorThing?\"

  \"Sally!Hearme,mydear。Myentreatyisfornohelpinthefuture。Itappliestowhatispast。Itisonlytobetoldintwowords。\"

  \"There!Thisisworseandworse,\"criesSally,\"supposingthatI

  understandwhattwowordsyoumean。\"

  \"Youdounderstand。Whatarethenamestheyhavegivenmypoorbaby?Iasknomorethanthat。Ihavereadofthecustomsoftheplace。Hehasbeenchristenedinthechapel,andregisteredbysomesurnameinthebook。HewasreceivedlastMondayevening。Whathavetheycalledhim?\"

  Downuponherkneesinthefoulmudoftheby—wayintowhichtheyhavestrayed——anemptystreetwithoutathoroughfaregivingonthedarkgardensoftheHospital——theladywoulddropinherpassionateentreaty,butthatSallypreventsher。

  \"Don’t!Don’t!YoumakemefeelasifIwassettingmyselfuptobegood。Letmelookinyourprettyfaceagain。Putyourtwohandsinmine。Now,promise。Youwillneveraskmeanythingmorethanthetwowords?\"

  \"Never!Never!\"

  \"Youwillneverputthemtoabaduse,ifIsaythem?\"

  \"Never!Never!\"

  \"WalterWilding。\"

  Theladylaysherfaceuponthenurse’sbreast,drawshercloseinherembracewithbotharms,murmursablessingandthewords,\"Kisshimforme!\"andisgone。

  Dayofthemonthandyear,thefirstSundayinOctober,onethousandeighthundredandforty—seven。LondonTimebythegreatclockofSaintPaul’s,half—pastoneintheafternoon。TheclockoftheHospitalforFoundlingChildreniswellupwiththeCathedralto—

  day。Serviceinthechapelisover,andtheFoundlingchildrenareatdinner。

  Therearenumerouslookers—onatthedinner,asthecustomis。

  Therearetwoorthreegovernors,wholefamiliesfromthecongregation,smallergroupsofbothsexes,individualstragglersofvariousdegrees。Thebrightautumnalsunstrikesfreshlyintothewards;andtheheavy—framedwindowsthroughwhichitshines,andthepanelledwallsonwhichitstrikes,aresuchwindowsandsuchwallsaspervadeHogarth’spictures。Thegirls’refectory(includingthatoftheyoungerchildren)istheprincipalattraction。Neatattendantssilentlyglideabouttheorderlyandsilenttables;thelookers—onmoveorstopasthefancytakesthem;commentsinwhispersonfacesuchanumberfromsuchawindowarenotunfrequent;manyofthefacesareofacharactertofixattention。

  Someofthevisitorsfromtheoutsidepublicareaccustomedvisitors。Theyhaveestablishedaspeakingacquaintancewiththeoccupantsofparticularseatsatthetables,andhaltatthosepointstobenddownandsayawordortwo。Itisnodisparagementtotheirkindnessthatthosepointsaregenerallypointswherepersonalattractionsare。Themonotonyofthelongspaciousroomsandthedoublelinesoffacesisagreeablyrelievedbytheseincidents,althoughsoslight。

  Aveiledlady,whohasnocompanion,goesamongthecompany。Itwouldseemthatcuriosityandopportunityhaveneverbroughthertherebefore。Shehastheairofbeingalittletroubledbythesight,and,asshegoesthelengthofthetables,itiswithahesitatingstepandanuneasymanner。Atlengthshecomestotherefectoryoftheboys。Theyaresomuchlesspopularthanthegirlsthatitisbareofvisitorswhenshelooksinatthedoorway。

  Butjustwithinthedoorway,chancestostand,inspecting,anelderlyfemaleattendant:someorderofmatronorhousekeeper。Towhomtheladyaddressesnaturalquestions:As,howmanyboys?Atwhatagearetheyusuallyputoutinlife?Dotheyoftentakeafancytothesea?So,lowerandlowerintoneuntiltheladyputsthequestion:\"WhichisWalterWilding?\"

  Attendant’sheadshaken。Againsttherules。

  \"YouknowwhichisWalterWilding?\"

  Sokeenlydoestheattendantfeeltheclosenesswithwhichthelady’seyesexamineherface,thatshekeepsherowneyesfastuponthefloor,lestbywanderingintherightdirectiontheyshouldbetrayher。

  \"IknowwhichisWalterWilding,butitisnotmyplace,ma’am,totellnamestovisitors。\"

  \"Butyoucanshowmewithouttellingme。\"

  Thelady’shandmovesquietlytotheattendant’shand。Pauseandsilence。

  \"Iamgoingtopassroundthetables,\"saysthelady’sinterlocutor,withoutseemingtoaddressher。\"Followmewithyoureyes。TheboythatIstopatandspeakto,willnotmattertoyou。ButtheboythatItouch,willbeWalterWilding。Saynothingmoretome,andmovealittleaway。\"

  Quicklyactingonthehint,theladypassesonintotheroom,andlooksabouther。Afterafewmoments,theattendant,inastaidofficialway,walksdownoutsidethelineoftablescommencingonherlefthand。Shegoesthewholelengthoftheline,turns,andcomesbackontheinside。Veryslightlyglancinginthelady’sdirection,shestops,bendsforward,andspeaks。Theboywhomsheaddresses,liftshisheadandreplies。Goodhumouredlyandeasily,asshelistenstowhathesays,shelaysherhandupontheshoulderofthenextboyonhisright。Thattheactionmaybewellnoted,shekeepsherhandontheshoulderwhilespeakinginreturn,andpatsittwiceorthricebeforemovingaway。Shecompleteshertourofthetables,touchingnooneelse,andpassesoutbyadoorattheoppositeendofthelongroom。

  Dinnerisdone,andthelady,too,walksdownoutsidethelineoftablescommencingonherlefthand,goesthewholelengthoftheline,turns,andcomesbackontheinside。Otherpeoplehavestrolledin,fortunatelyforher,andstandsprinkledabout。Sheliftsherveil,and,stoppingatthetouchedboy,askshowoldheis?

  \"Iamtwelve,ma’am,\"heanswers,withhisbrighteyesfixedonhers。

  \"Areyouwellandhappy?\"

  \"Yes,ma’am。\"

  \"Mayyoutakethesesweetmeatsfrommyhand?\"

  \"Ifyoupleasetogivethemtome。\"

  Instoopinglowforthepurpose,theladytouchestheboy’sfacewithherforeheadandwithherhair。Then,loweringherveilagain,shepasseson,andpassesoutwithoutlookingback。

  ACTI——THECURTAINRISES

  Inacourt—yardintheCityofLondon,whichwasNoThoroughfareeitherforvehiclesorfoot—passengers;acourt—yarddivergingfromasteep,aslippery,andawindingstreetconnectingTowerStreetwiththeMiddlesexshoreoftheThames;stoodtheplaceofbusinessofWilding&Co。,WineMerchants。Probablyasajocoseacknowledgmentoftheobstructivecharacterofthismainapproach,thepointnearesttoitsbaseatwhichonecouldtaketheriver(ifsoinodorouslyminded)boretheappellationBreak—Neck—Stairs。Thecourt—yarditselfhadlikewisebeendescriptivelyentitledinoldtime,CrippleCorner。

  Yearsbeforetheyearonethousandeighthundredandsixty—one,peoplehadleftofftakingboatatBreak—Neck—Stairs,andwatermenhadceasedtoplythere。Theslimylittlecausewayhaddroppedintotheriverbyaslowprocessofsuicide,andtwoorthreestumpsofpilesandarustyironmooring—ringwereallthatremainedofthedepartedBreak—Neckglories。Sometimes,indeed,aladencoalbargewouldbumpitselfintotheplace,andcertainlaboriousheavers,seeminglymud—engendered,wouldarise,deliverthecargointheneighbourhood,shoveoff,andvanish;butatmosttimestheonlycommerceofBreak—Neck—Stairsaroseoutoftheconveyanceofcasksandbottles,bothfullandempty,bothtoandfromthecellarsofWilding&Co。,WineMerchants。Eventhatcommercewasbutoccasional,andthroughthree—fourthsofitsrisingtidesthedirtyindecorousdrabofariverwouldcomesolitarilyoozingandlappingattherustyring,asifithadheardoftheDogeandtheAdriatic,andwantedtobemarriedtothegreatconserverofitsfilthiness,theRightHonourabletheLordMayor。

  Sometwohundredandfiftyyardsontheright,uptheoppositehill(approachingitfromthelowgroundofBreak—Neck—Stairs)wasCrippleCorner。TherewasapumpinCrippleCorner,therewasatreeinCrippleCorner。AllCrippleCornerbelongedtoWildingandCo。,WineMerchants。Theircellarsburrowedunderit,theirmansiontoweredoverit。ItreallyhadbeenamansioninthedayswhenmerchantsinhabitedtheCity,andhadaceremonioussheltertothedoorwaywithoutvisiblesupport,likethesounding—boardoveranoldpulpit。Ithadalsoanumberoflongnarrowstripsofwindow,sodisposedinitsgravebrickfrontastorenderitsymmetricallyugly。Ithadalso,onitsroof,acupolawithabellinit。

  \"Whenamanatfive—and—twentycanputhishaton,andcansay’thishatcoverstheownerofthispropertyandofthebusinesswhichistransactedonthisproperty,’Iconsider,Mr。Bintrey,that,withoutbeingboastful,hemaybeallowedtobedeeplythankful。Idon’tknowhowitmayappeartoyou,butsoitappearstome。\"

  ThusMr。WalterWildingtohismanoflaw,inhisowncounting—

  house;takinghishatdownfromitspegtosuittheactiontotheword,andhangingitupagainwhenhehaddoneso,nottooverstepthemodestyofnature。

  Aninnocent,open—speaking,unused—lookingman,Mr。WalterWilding,witharemarkablypinkandwhitecomplexion,andafiguremuchtoobulkyforsoyoungaman,thoughofagoodstature。Withcrispycurlingbrownhair,andamiablebrightblueeyes。Anextremelycommunicativeman:amanwithwhomloquacitywastheirrestrainableoutpouringofcontentmentandgratitude。Mr。Bintrey,ontheotherhand,acautiousman,withtwinklingbeadsofeyesinalargeoverhangingbaldhead,whoinwardlybutintenselyenjoyedthecomicalityofopennessofspeech,orhand,orheart。

  \"Yes,\"saidMr。Bintrey。\"Yes。Ha,ha!\"

  Adecanter,twowine—glasses,andaplateofbiscuits,stoodonthedesk。

  \"Youlikethisforty—fiveyearoldport—wine?\"saidMr。Wilding。

  \"Likeit?\"repeatedMr。Bintrey。\"Rather,sir!\"

  \"It’sfromthebestcornerofourbestforty—fiveyearoldbin,\"

  saidMr。Wilding。

  \"Thankyou,sir,\"saidMr。Bintrey。\"It’smostexcellent。\"

  Helaughedagain,ashehelduphisglassandogledit,atthehighlyludicrousideaofgivingawaysuchwine。

  \"Andnow,\"saidWilding,withachildishenjoymentinthediscussionofaffairs,\"Ithinkwehavegoteverythingstraight,Mr。Bintrey。\"

  \"Everythingstraight,\"saidBintrey。

  \"Apartnersecured——\"

  \"Partnersecured,\"saidBintrey。

  \"Ahousekeeperadvertisedfor——\"

  \"Housekeeperadvertisedfor,\"saidBintrey,\"’applypersonallyatCrippleCorner,GreatTowerStreet,fromtentotwelve’——to—morrow,bythebye。\"

  \"Mylatedearmother’saffairswoundup——\"

  \"Woundup,\"saidBintrey。

  \"Andallchargespaid。\"

  \"Andallchargespaid,\"saidBintrey,withachuckle:probablyoccasionedbythedrollcircumstancethattheyhadbeenpaidwithoutahaggle。

  \"Thementionofmylatedearmother,\"Mr。Wildingcontinued,hiseyesfillingwithtearsandhispocket—handkerchiefdryingthem,\"unmansmestill,Mr。Bintrey。YouknowhowIlovedher;you(herlawyer)knowhowshelovedme。Theutmostloveofmotherandchildwascherishedbetweenus,andweneverexperiencedonemoment’sdivisionorunhappinessfromthetimewhenshetookmeunderhercare。Thirteenyearsinall!Thirteenyearsundermylatedearmother’scare,Mr。Bintrey,andeightofthemherconfidentiallyacknowledgedson!Youknowthestory,Mr。Bintrey,whobutyou,sir!\"Mr。Wildingsobbedanddriedhiseyes,withoutattemptatconcealment,duringtheseremarks。

  Mr。Bintreyenjoyedhiscomicalport,andsaid,afterrollingitinhismouth:\"Iknowthestory。\"

  \"Mylatedearmother,Mr。Bintrey,\"pursuedthewine—merchant,\"hadbeendeeplydeceived,andhadcruellysuffered。Butonthatsubjectmylatedearmother’slipswereforeversealed。Bywhomdeceived,orunderwhatcircumstances,Heavenonlyknows。Mylatedearmotherneverbetrayedherbetrayer。\"

  \"Shehadmadeuphermind,\"saidMr。Bintrey,againturninghiswineonhispalate,\"andshecouldholdherpeace。\"Anamusedtwinkleinhiseyesprettyplainlyadded——\"AdevilishdealbetterthanYOUeverwill!\"

  \"’Honour,’\"saidMr。Wilding,sobbingashequotedfromtheCommandments,\"’thyfatherandthymother,thatthydaysmaybelongintheland。’WhenIwasintheFoundling,Mr。Bintrey,Iwasatsuchalosshowtodoit,thatIapprehendedmydayswouldbeshortintheland。ButIafterwardscametohonourmymotherdeeply,profoundly。AndIhonourandreverehermemory。Forsevenhappyyears,Mr。Bintrey,\"pursuedWilding,stillwiththesameinnocentcatchinginhisbreath,andthesameunabashedtears,\"didmyexcellentmotherarticlemetomypredecessorsinthisbusiness,PebblesonNephew。HeraffectionateforethoughtlikewiseapprenticedmetotheVintners’Company,andmademeintimeafreeVintner,and——and——everythingelsethatthebestofmotherscoulddesire。

  WhenIcameofage,shebestowedherinheritedshareinthisbusinessuponme;itwashermoneythatafterwardsboughtoutPebblesonNephew,andpaintedinWildingandCo。;itwasshewholeftmeeverythingshepossessed,butthemourningringyouwear。

  Andyet,Mr。Bintrey,\"withafreshburstofhonestaffection,\"sheisnomore。ItislittleoverhalfayearsinceshecameintotheCornertoreadonthatdoor—postwithherowneyes,WILDINGANDCO。,WINEMERCHANTS。Andyetsheisnomore!\"

  \"Sad。Butthecommonlot,Mr。Wilding,\"observedBintrey。\"Atsometimeorotherwemustallbenomore。\"Heplacedtheforty—fiveyearoldport—wineintheuniversalcondition,witharelishingsigh。

  \"Sonow,Mr。Bintrey,\"pursuedWilding,puttingawayhispocket—

  handkerchief,andsmoothinghiseyelidswithhisfingers,\"nowthatIcannolongershowmyloveandhonourforthedearparenttowhommyheartwasmysteriouslyturnedbyNaturewhenshefirstspoketome,astrangelady,IsittingatourSundaydinner—tableintheFoundling,IcanatleastshowthatIamnotashamedofhavingbeenaFoundling,andthatI,whoneverknewafatherofmyown,wishtobeafathertoallinmyemployment。Therefore,\"continuedWilding,becomingenthusiasticinhisloquacity,\"therefore,Iwantathoroughlygoodhousekeepertoundertakethisdwelling—houseofWildingandCo。,WineMerchants,CrippleCorner,sothatImayrestoreinitsomeoftheoldrelationsbetwixtemployerandemployed!SothatImayliveinitonthespotwheremymoneyismade!SothatImaydailysitattheheadofthetableatwhichthepeopleinmyemploymenteattogether,andmayeatofthesameroastandboiled,anddrinkofthesamebeer!Sothatthepeopleinmyemploymentmaylodgeunderthesameroofwithme!Sothatwemayoneandall——Ibegyourpardon,Mr。Bintrey,butthatoldsinginginmyheadhassuddenlycomeon,andIshallfeelobligedifyouwillleadmetothepump。\"

  Alarmedbytheexcessivepinknessofhisclient,Mr。Bintreylostnotamomentinleadinghimforthintothecourt—yard。Itwaseasilydone;forthecounting—houseinwhichtheytalkedtogetheropenedontoit,atonesideofthedwelling—house。Theretheattorneypumpedwithawill,obedienttoasignfromtheclient,andtheclientlavedhisheadandfacewithbothhands,andtookaheartydrink。Aftertheseremedies,hedeclaredhimselfmuchbetter。

  \"Don’tletyourgoodfeelingsexciteyou,\"saidBintrey,astheyreturnedtothecounting—house,andMr。Wildingdriedhimselfonajack—towelbehindaninnerdoor。

  \"No,no。Iwon’t,\"hereturned,lookingoutofthetowel。\"I

  won’t。Ihavenotbeenconfused,haveI?\"

  \"Notatall。Perfectlyclear。\"

  \"WheredidIleaveoff,Mr。Bintrey?\"

  \"Well,youleftoff——butIwouldn’texcitemyself,ifIwasyou,bytakingitupagainjustyet。\"

  \"I’lltakecare。I’lltakecare。Thesinginginmyheadcameonatwhere,Mr。Bintrey?\"

  \"Atroast,andboiled,andbeer,\"answeredthelawyer,——\"promptinglodgingunderthesameroof——andoneandall——\"

  \"Ah!Andoneandallsingingintheheadtogether——\"

  \"Doyouknow,IreallyWOULDNOTletmygoodfeelingsexciteme,ifIwasyou,\"hintedthelawyeragain,anxiously。\"Trysomemorepump。\"

  \"Nooccasion,nooccasion。Allright,Mr。Bintrey。Andoneandallformingakindoffamily!Yousee,Mr。Bintrey,Iwasnotusedinmychildhoodtothatsortofindividualexistencewhichmostindividualshaveled,moreorless,intheirchildhood。AfterthattimeIbecameabsorbedinmylatedearmother。Havinglosther,I

  findthatIammorefitforbeingoneofabodythanonebymyselfone。Tobethat,andatthesametimetodomydutytothosedependentonme,andattachthemtome,hasapatriarchalandpleasantairaboutit。Idon’tknowhowitmayappeartoyou,MrBintrey,butsoitappearstome。\"

  \"ItisnotIwhoamall—importantinthecase,butyou,\"returnedBintrey。\"Consequently,howitmayappeartomeisofverysmallimportance。\"

  \"Itappearstome,\"saidMr。Wilding,inaglow,\"hopeful,useful,delightful!\"

  \"Doyouknow,\"hintedthelawyeragain,\"Ireallywouldnotex—\"

  \"Iamnotgoingto。Thenthere’sHandel。\"

  \"There’swho?\"askedBintrey。

  \"Handel,Mozart,Haydn,Kent,Purcell,DoctorArne,Greene,Mendelssohn。Iknowthechorusestothoseanthemsbyheart。

  FoundlingChapelCollection。Whyshouldn’twelearnthemtogether?\"

  \"Wholearnthemtogether?\"askedthelawyer,rathershortly。

  \"Employerandemployed。\"

  \"Ay,ay,\"returnedBintrey,mollified;asifhehadhalfexpectedtheanswertobe,Lawyerandclient。\"That’sanotherthing。\"

  \"Notanotherthing,Mr。Bintrey!Thesamething。Apartofthebondamongus。WewillformaChoirinsomequietchurchneartheCornerhere,and,havingsungtogetherofaSundaywitharelish,wewillcomehomeandtakeanearlydinnertogetherwitharelish。TheobjectthatIhaveatheartnowis,togetthissystemwellinactionwithoutdelay,sothatmynewpartnermayfinditfoundedwhenheentersonhispartnership。\"

  \"Allgoodbewithit!\"exclaimedBintrey,rising。\"Mayitprosper!

  IsJoeyLadletotakeashareinHandel,Mozart,Haydn,Kent,Purcell,DoctorArne,Greene,andMendelssohn?

  \"Ihopeso。\"

  \"Iwishthemallwelloutofit,\"returnedBintrey,withmuchheartiness。\"Good—bye,sir。\"

  Theyshookhandsandparted。Then(firstknockingwithhisknucklesforleave)enteredtoMr。Wildingfromadoorofcommunicationbetweenhisprivatecounting—houseandthatinwhichhisclerkssat,theHeadCellarmanofthecellarsofWildingandCo。,WineMerchants,anderstHeadCellarmanofthecellarsofPebblesonNephew。TheJoeyLadleinquestion。Aslowandponderousman,ofthedraymanorderofhumanarchitecture,dressedinacorrugatedsuitandbibbedapron,apparentlyacompositeofdoor—matandrhinoceros—hide。

  \"Respectingthissameboardingandlodging,YoungMasterWilding,\"

  saidhe。

  \"Yes,Joey?\"

  \"Speakingformyself,YoungMasterWilding——andIneverdidspeakandIneverdospeakfornooneelse——Idon’twantnoboardingnoryetnolodging。Butifyouwishtoboardmeandtolodgeme,takeme。Icanpeckaswellasmostmen。WhereIpeckain’tsohighaobjectwithmeasWhatIpeck。NorevensohighaobjectwithmeasHowMuchIpeck。Isalltoliveinthehouse,YoungMasterWilding?

  Thetwoothercellarmen,thethreeporters,thetwo’prentices,andtheoddmen?\"

  \"Yes。Ihopeweshallallbeanunitedfamily,Joey。\"

  \"Ah!\"saidJoey。\"Ihopetheymaybe。\"

  \"They?Rathersaywe,Joey。\"

  JoeyLadleshookhisheld。\"Don’tlooktometomakeweonit,YoungMasterWilding,notatmytimeoflifeandunderthecircumstanceswhichhasformedmydisposition。IhavesaidtoPebblesonNephewmanyatime,whentheyhavesaidtome,’Putalivelierfaceuponit,Joey’——Ihavesaidtothem,’Gentlemen,itisallwerywellforyouthathasbeenaccustomedtotakeyourwineintoyoursystemsbytheconwivialchannelofyourthrottles,toputalivelyfaceuponit;but,’Isays,’IhavebeenaccustomedtotakeMYwineinattheporesoftheskin,and,tookthatway,itactsdifferent。Itactsdepressing。It’sonething,gentlemen,’IsaystoPebblesonNephew,’tochargeyourglassesinadining—roomwithaHipHurrahandaJollyCompanionsEveryOne,andit’sanotherthingtobechargedyourself,throughthepores,inalowdarkcellarandamouldyatmosphere。Itmakesallthedifferencebetwixtbubblesandwapours,’ItellsPebblesonNephew。Andsoitdo。I’vebeenacellarmanmylifethrough,withmymindfullygiventothebusiness。

  What’stheconsequence?I’masmuddledamanaslives——youwon’tfindamuddledermanthanme——noryetyouwon’tfindmyequalinmolloncolly。SingofFillingthebumperfair,Everydropyousprinkle,O’erthebrowofcare,Smoothsawayawrinkle?Yes。

  P’rapsso。Buttryfillingyourselfthroughthepores,underground,whenyoudon’twanttoit!\"

  \"Iamsorrytohearthis,Joey。Ihadeventhoughtthatyoumightjoinasinging—classinthehouse。\"

  \"Me,sir?No,no,YoungMasterWilding,youwon’tcatchJoeyLadlemuddlingtheArmony。Apecking—machine,sir,isallthatIamcapableofprovingmyself,outofmycellars;butthatyou’rewelcometo,ifyouthinkitisworthyourwhiletokeepsuchathingonyourpremises。\"

  \"Ido,Joey。\"

  \"Saynomore,sir。TheBusiness’swordismylaw。Andyou’reagoingtotakeYoungMasterGeorgeVendalepartnerintotheoldBusiness?\"

  \"Iam,Joey。\"

  \"Morechanges,yousee!Butdon’tchangethenameoftheFirmagain。Don’tdoit,YoungMasterWilding。ItwasbadluckenoughtomakeitYourselfandCo。BetterbyfarhaveleftitPebblesonNephewthatgoodluckalwaysstuckto。Youshouldneverchangeluckwhenit’sgood,sir。\"

  \"Atallevents,IhavenointentionofchangingthenameoftheHouseagain,Joey。\"

  \"Gladtohearit,andwishyougood—day,YoungMasterWilding。Butyouhadbetterbyhalf,\"mutteredJoeyLadleinaudibly,asheclosedthedoorandshookhishead,\"haveletthenamealonefromthefirst。Youhadbetterbyhalfhavefollowedtheluckinsteadofcrossingit。\"

  ENTERTHEHOUSEKEEPER

  Thewinemerchantsatinhisdining—roomnextmorning,toreceivethepersonalapplicantsforthevacantpostinhisestablishment。

  Itwasanold—fashionedwainscotedroom;thepanelsornamentedwithfestoonsofflowerscarvedinwood;withanoakenfloor,awell—wornTurkeycarpet,anddarkmahoganyfurniture,allofwhichhadseenserviceandpolishunderPebblesonNephew。Thegreatsideboardhadassistedatmanybusiness—dinnersgivenbyPebblesonNephewtotheirconnection,ontheprincipleofthrowingspratsoverboardtocatchwhales;andPebblesonNephew’scomprehensivethree—sidedplate—

  warmer,madetofitthewholefrontofthelargefireplace,keptwatchbeneathitoverasarcophagus—shapedcellaretthathadinitstimeheldmanyadozenofPebblesonNephew’swine。Butthelittlerubicundoldbachelorwithapigtail,whoseportraitwasoverthesideboard(andwhocouldeasilybeidentifiedasdecidedlyPebblesonanddecidedlynotNephew),hadretiredintoanothersarcophagus,andtheplate—warmerhadgrownascoldashe。So,thegoldenandblackgriffinsthatsupportedthecandelabra,withblackballsintheirmouthsattheendofgildedchains,lookedasifintheiroldagetheyhadlostallheartforplayingatball,andweredolefullyexhibitingtheirchainsintheMissionarylineofinquiry,whethertheyhadnotearnedemancipationbythistime,andwerenotgriffinsandbrothers。

  SuchaColumbusofamorningwasthesummermorning,thatitdiscoveredCrippleCorner。Thelightandwarmthpiercedinattheopenwindows,andirradiatedthepictureofaladyhangingoverthechimney—piece,theonlyotherdecorationofthewalls。

  \"Mymotheratfive—and—twenty,\"saidMr。Wildingtohimself,ashiseyesenthusiasticallyfollowedthelighttotheportrait’sface,\"I

  hanguphere,inorderthatvisitorsmayadmiremymotherinthebloomofheryouthandbeauty。MymotheratfiftyIhangintheseclusionofmyownchamber,asaremembrancesacredtome。O!

  It’syou,Jarvis!\"

  Theselatterwordsheaddressedtoaclerkwhohadtappedatthedoor,andnowlookedin。

  \"Yes,sir。Imerelywishedtomentionthatit’sgoneten,sir,andthatthereareseveralfemalesintheCounting—house。\"

  \"Dearme!\"saidthewine—merchant,deepeninginthepinkofhiscomplexionandwhiteninginthewhite,\"arethereseveral?Somanyasseveral?Ihadbetterbeginbeforetherearemore。I’llseethemonebyone,Jarvis,intheorderoftheirarrival。\"

  Hastilyentrenchinghimselfinhiseasy—chairatthetablebehindagreatinkstand,havingfirstplacedachairontheothersideofthetableoppositehisownseat,Mr。Wildingenteredonhistaskwithconsiderabletrepidation。

  Heranthegauntletthatmustberunonanysuchoccasion。Thereweretheusualspeciesofprofoundlyunsympatheticwomen,andtheusualspeciesofmuchtoosympatheticwomen。Therewerebuccaneeringwidowswhocametoseizehim,andwhogripedumbrellasundertheirarms,asifeachumbrellawerehe,andeachgriperhadgothim。Thereweretoweringmaidenladieswhohadseenbetterdays,andwhocamearmedwithclericaltestimonialstotheirtheology,asifhewereSaintPeterwithhiskeys。Thereweregentlemaidenladieswhocametomarryhim。Therewereprofessionalhousekeepers,likenon—commissionedofficers,whoputhimthroughhisdomesticexercise,insteadofsubmittingthemselvestocatechism。Therewerelanguidinvalids,towhomsalarywasnotsomuchanobjectasthecomfortsofaprivatehospital。Thereweresensitivecreatureswhoburstintotearsonbeingaddressed,andhadtoberestoredwithglassesofcoldwater。Thereweresomerespondentswhocametwotogether,ahighlypromisingoneandawhollyunpromisingone:ofwhomthepromisingoneansweredallquestionscharmingly,untilitwouldatlastappearthatshewasnotacandidateatall,butonlythefriendoftheunpromisingone,whohadgloweredinabsolutesilenceandapparentinjury。

  Atlast,whenthegoodwine—merchant’ssimpleheartwasfailinghim,thereenteredanapplicantquitedifferentfromalltherest。A

  woman,perhapsfifty,butlookingyounger,withafaceremarkableforplacidcheerfulness,andamannernolessremarkableforitsquietexpressionofequabilityoftemper。Nothinginherdresscouldhavebeenchangedtoheradvantage。Nothinginthenoiselessself—possessionofhermannercouldhavebeenchangedtoheradvantage。Nothingcouldhavebeeninbetterunisonwithboth,thanhervoicewhensheansweredthequestion:\"WhatnameshallIhavethepleasureofnotingdown?\"withthewords,\"MynameisSarahGoldstraw。Mrs。Goldstraw。Myhusbandhasbeendeadmanyyears,andwehadnofamily。\"

  Half—a—dozenquestionshadscarcelyextractedasmuchtothepurposefromanyoneelse。ThevoicedweltsoagreeablyonMr。Wilding’searashemadehisnote,thathewasratherlongaboutit。Whenhelookedupagain,Mrs。Goldstraw’sglancehadnaturallygoneroundtheroom,andnowreturnedtohimfromthechimney—piece。Itsexpressionwasoneoffrankreadinesstobequestioned,andtoanswerstraight。

  \"Youwillexcusemyaskingyouafewquestions?\"saidthemodestwine—merchant。

  \"O,surely,sir。OrIshouldhavenobusinesshere。\"

  \"Haveyoufilledthestationofhousekeeperbefore?\"

  \"Onlyonce。Ihavelivedwiththesamewidowladyfortwelveyears。

  EversinceIlostmyhusband。Shewasaninvalid,andislatelydead:whichistheoccasionofmynowwearingblack。\"

  \"Idonotdoubtthatshehasleftyouthebestcredentials?\"saidMr。Wilding。

  \"IhopeImaysay,theverybest。Ithoughtitwouldsavetrouble,sir,ifIwrotedownthenameandaddressofherrepresentatives,andbroughtitwithme。\"Layingacardonthetable。

  \"Yousingularlyremindme,Mrs。Goldstraw,\"saidWilding,takingthecardbesidehim,\"ofamannerandtoneofvoicethatIwasonceacquaintedwith。Notofanindividual——Ifeelsureofthat,thoughIcannotrecallwhatitisIhaveinmymind——butofageneralbearing。Ioughttoadd,itwasakindandpleasantone。\"

  Shesmiled,assherejoined:\"Atleast,Iamverygladofthat,sir。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidthewine—merchant,thoughtfullyrepeatinghislastphrase,withamomentaryglanceathisfuturehousekeeper,\"itwasakindandpleasantone。ButthatisthemostIcanmakeofit。

  Memoryissometimeslikeahalf—forgottendream。Idon’tknowhowitmayappeartoyou,Mrs。Goldstraw,butsoitappearstome。\"

  ProbablyitappearedtoMrs。Goldstrawinasimilarlight,forshequietlyassentedtotheproposition。Mr。Wildingthenofferedtoputhimselfatonceincommunicationwiththegentlemennameduponthecard:afirmofproctorsinDoctors’Commons。Tothis,Mrs。

  Goldstrawthankfullyassented。Doctors’Commonsnotbeingfaroff,Mr。WildingsuggestedthefeasibilityofMrs。Goldstraw’slookinginagain,sayinthreehours’time。Mrs。Goldstrawreadilyundertooktodoso。Infine,theresultofMr。Wilding’sinquiriesbeingeminentlysatisfactory,Mrs。Goldstrawwasthatafternoonengaged(onherownperfectlyfairterms)tocometo—morrowandsetupherrestashousekeeperinCrippleCorner。

  THEHOUSEKEEPERSPEAKS

  OnthenextdayMrs。Goldstrawarrived,toenteronherdomesticduties。

  Havingsettledherselfinherownroom,withouttroublingtheservants,andwithoutwastingtime,thenewhousekeeperannouncedherselfaswaitingtobefavouredwithanyinstructionswhichhermastermightwishtogiveher。Thewine—merchantreceivedMrs。

  Goldstrawinthedining—room,inwhichhehadseenheronthepreviousday;and,theusualpreliminarycivilitieshavingpassedoneitherside,thetwosatdowntotakecounseltogetherontheaffairsofthehouse。

  \"Aboutthemeals,sir?\"saidMrs。Goldstraw。\"HaveIalarge,orasmall,numbertoprovidefor?\"

  \"IfIcancarryoutacertainold—fashionedplanofmine,\"repliedMr。Wilding,\"youwillhavealargenumbertoprovidefor。Iamalonelysingleman,Mrs。Goldstraw;andIhopetolivewithallthepersonsinmyemploymentasiftheyweremembersofmyfamily。

  Untilthattimecomes,youwillonlyhaveme,andthenewpartnerwhomIexpectimmediately,toprovidefor。Whatmypartner’shabitsmaybe,Icannotyetsay。ButImaydescribemyselfasamanofregularhours,withaninvariableappetitethatyoumaydependupontoanounce。\"

  \"Aboutbreakfast,sir?\"askedMrs。Goldstraw。\"Isthereanythingparticular——?\"

  Shehesitated,andleftthesentenceunfinished。Hereyesturnedslowlyawayfromhermaster,andlookedtowardsthechimney—piece。

  Ifshehadbeenalessexcellentandexperiencedhousekeeper,Mr。

  Wildingmighthavefanciedthatherattentionwasbeginningtowanderattheveryoutsetoftheinterview。

  \"Eighto’clockismybreakfast—hour,\"heresumed。\"Itisoneofmyvirtuestobenevertiredofbroiledbacon,anditisoneofmyvicestobehabituallysuspiciousofthefreshnessofeggs。\"Mrs。

  Goldstrawlookedbackathim,stillalittledividedbetweenhermaster’schimney—pieceandhermaster。\"Itaketea,\"Mr。Wildingwenton;\"andIamperhapsrathernervousandfidgetyaboutdrinkingit,withinacertaintimeafteritismade。Ifmyteastandstoolong——\"

  Hehesitated,onhisside,andleftthesentenceunfinished。Ifhehadnotbeenengagedindiscussingasubjectofsuchparamountinteresttohimselfashisbreakfast,Mrs。Goldstrawmighthavefanciedthathisattentionwasbeginningtowanderattheveryoutsetoftheinterview。

  \"Ifyourteastandstoolong,sir——?\"saidthehousekeeper,politelytakinguphermaster’slostthread。

  \"Ifmyteastandstoolong,\"repeatedthewine—merchantmechanically,hismindgettingfartherandfartherawayfromhisbreakfast,andhiseyesfixingthemselvesmoreandmoreinquiringlyonhishousekeeper’sface。\"Ifmytea——Dear,dearme,Mrs。

  Goldstraw!whatISthemannerandtoneofvoicethatyouremindmeof?Itstrikesmeevenmorestronglyto—day,thanitdidwhenIsawyouyesterday。Whatcanitbe?\"

  \"Whatcanitbe?\"repeatedMrs。Goldstraw。

  Shesaidthewords,evidentlythinkingwhileshespokethemofsomethingelse。Thewine—merchant,stilllookingatherinquiringly,observedthathereyeswanderedtowardsthechimney—

  pieceoncemore。Theyfixedontheportraitofhismother,whichhungthere,andlookedatitwiththatslightcontractionofthebrowwhichaccompaniesascarcelyconsciouseffortofmemory。Mr。

  Wildingremarked。

  \"Mylatedearmother,whenshewasfive—and—twenty。\"

  Mrs。Goldstrawthankedhimwithamovementoftheheadforbeingatthepainstoexplainthepicture,andsaid,withaclearedbrow,thatitwastheportraitofaverybeautifullady。

  Mr。Wilding,fallingbackintohisformerperplexity,triedoncemoretorecoverthatlostrecollection,associatedsoclosely,andyetsoundiscoverably,withhisnewhousekeeper’svoiceandmanner。

  \"Excusemyaskingyouaquestionwhichhasnothingtodowithmeormybreakfast,\"hesaid。\"MayIinquireifyouhaveeveroccupiedanyothersituationthanthesituationofhousekeeper?\"

  \"Oyes,sir。IbeganlifeasoneofthenursesattheFoundling。\"

  \"Why,that’sit!\"criedthewine—merchant,pushingbackhischair。

  \"Byheaven!Theirmanneristhemanneryouremindmeof!\"

  Inanastonishedlookathim,Mrs。Goldstrawchangedcolour,checkedherself,turnedhereyesupontheground,andsatstillandsilent。

  \"Whatisthematter?\"askedMr。Wilding。

  \"DoIunderstandthatyouwereintheFoundling,sir?\"

  \"Certainly。Iamnotashamedtoownit。\"

  \"Underthenameyounowbear?\"

  \"UnderthenameofWalterWilding。\"

  \"Andthelady——?\"Mrs。Goldstrawstoppedshortwithalookattheportraitwhichwasnowunmistakablyalookofalarm。

  \"Youmeanmymother,\"interruptedMr。Wilding。

  \"Your——mother,\"repeatedthehousekeeper,alittleconstrainedly,\"removedyoufromtheFoundling?Atwhatage,sir?\"

  \"Atbetweenelevenandtwelveyearsold。It’squitearomanticadventure,Mrs。Goldstraw。\"

  Hetoldthestoryoftheladyhavingspokentohim,whilehesatatdinnerwiththeotherboysintheFoundling,andofallthathadfollowedinhisinnocentlycommunicativeway。\"Mypoormothercouldneverhavediscoveredme,\"headded,\"ifshehadnotmetwithoneofthematronswhopitiedher。Thematronconsentedtotouchtheboywhosenamewas’WalterWilding’asshewentroundthedinner—tables—

  —andsomymotherdiscoveredmeagain,afterhavingpartedfrommeasaninfantattheFoundlingdoors。\"

  AtthosewordsMrs。Goldstraw’shand,restingonthetable,droppedhelplesslyintoherlap。Shesat,lookingathernewmaster,withafacethathadturneddeadlypale,andwitheyesthatexpressedanunutterabledismay。

  \"Whatdoesthismean?\"askedthewine—merchant。\"Stop!\"hecried。

  \"IstheresomethingelseinthepasttimewhichIoughttoassociatewithyou?IremembermymothertellingmeofanotherpersonattheFoundling,towhosekindnesssheowedadebtofgratitude。Whenshefirstpartedwithme,asaninfant,oneofthenursesinformedherofthenamethathadbeengiventomeintheinstitution。Youwerethatnurse?\"

  \"Godforgiveme,sir——Iwasthatnurse!\"

  \"Godforgiveyou?\"

  \"Wehadbettergetback,sir(ifImaymakesoboldastosayso),tomydutiesinthehouse,\"saidMrs。Goldstraw。\"Yourbreakfast—

  houriseight。Doyoulunch,ordine,inthemiddleoftheday?\"

  TheexcessivepinknesswhichMr。Bintreyhadnoticedinhisclient’sfacebegantoappearthereoncemore。Mr。Wildingputhishandtohishead,andmasteredsomemomentaryconfusioninthatquarter,beforehespokeagain。

  \"Mrs。Goldstraw,\"hesaid,\"youareconcealingsomethingfromme!\"

  Thehousekeeperobstinatelyrepeated,\"Pleasetofavourme,sir,bysayingwhetheryoulunch,ordine,inthemiddleoftheday?\"

  \"Idon’tknowwhatIdointhemiddleoftheday。Ican’tenterintomyhouseholdaffairs,Mrs。Goldstraw,tillIknowwhyyouregretanactofkindnesstomymother,whichshealwaysspokeofgratefullytotheendofherlife。Youarenotdoingmeaservicebyyoursilence。Youareagitatingme,youarealarmingme,youarebringingonthesinginginmyhead。\"

  Hishandwentuptohisheadagain,andthepinkinhisfacedeepenedbyashadeortwo。

  \"It’shard,sir,onjustenteringyourservice,\"saidthehousekeeper,\"tosaywhatmaycostmethelossofyourgoodwill。

  Pleasetoremember,endhowitmay,thatIonlyspeakbecauseyouhaveinsistedonmyspeaking,andbecauseIseethatIamalarmingyoubymysilence。WhenItoldthepoorlady,whoseportraityouhavegotthere,thenamebywhichherinfantwaschristenedintheFoundling,Iallowedmyselftoforgetmyduty,anddreadfulconsequences,Iamafraid,havefollowedfromit。I’lltellyouthetruth,asplainlyasIcan。AfewmonthsfromthetimewhenIhadinformedtheladyofherbaby’sname,therecametoourinstitutioninthecountryanotherlady(astranger),whoseobjectwastoadoptoneofourchildren。Shebroughttheneedfulpermissionwithher,andafterlookingatagreatmanyofthechildren,withoutbeingabletomakeuphermind,shetookasuddenfancytooneofthebabies——aboy——undermycare。Try,praytry,tocomposeyourself,sir!It’snousedisguisingitanylonger。Thechildthestrangertookawaywasthechildofthatladywhoseportraithangsthere!\"

  Mr。Wildingstartedtohisfeet。\"Impossible!\"hecriedout,vehemently。\"Whatareyoutalkingabout?Whatabsurdstoryareyoutellingmenow?There’sherportrait!Haven’tItoldyousoalready?Theportraitofmymother!\"

  \"WhenthatunhappyladyremovedyoufromtheFoundling,inafteryears,\"saidMrs。Goldstraw,gently,\"shewasthevictim,andyouwerethevictim,sir,ofadreadfulmistake。\"

  Hedroppedbackintohischair。\"Theroomgoesroundwithme,\"hesaid。\"Myhead!myhead!\"Thehousekeeperroseinalarm,andopenedthewindows。Beforeshecouldgettothedoortocallforhelp,asuddenburstoftearsrelievedtheoppressionwhichhadatfirstalmostappearedtothreatenhislife。HesignedentreatinglytoMrs。Goldstrawnottoleavehim。Shewaiteduntiltheparoxysmofweepinghadwornitselfout。Heraisedhisheadasherecoveredhimself,andlookedatherwiththeangryunreasoningsuspicionofaweakman。

  \"Mistake?\"hesaid,wildlyrepeatingherlastword。\"HowdoIknowyouarenotmistakenyourself?\"

  \"ThereisnohopethatIammistaken,sir。Iwilltellyouwhy,whenyouarebetterfittohearit。\"

  \"Now!now!\"

  ThetoneinwhichhespokewarnedMrs。Goldstrawthatitwouldbecruelkindnesstolethimcomforthimselfamomentlongerwiththevainhopethatshemightbewrong。Afewwordsmorewouldendit,andthosefewwordsshedeterminedtospeak。

  \"Ihavetoldyou,\"shesaid,\"thatthechildoftheladywhoseportraithangsthere,wasadoptedinitsinfancy,andtakenawaybyastranger。IamascertainofwhatIsayasthatIamnowsittinghere,obligedtodistressyou,sir,sorelyagainstmywill。Pleasetocarryyourmindon,now,toaboutthreemonthsafterthattime。

  IwasthenattheFoundling,inLondon,waitingtotakesomechildrentoourinstitutioninthecountry。Therewasaquestionthatdayaboutnaminganinfant——aboy——whohadjustbeenreceived。

  WegenerallynamedthemoutoftheDirectory。Onthisoccasion,oneofthegentlemenwhomanagedtheHospitalhappenedtobelookingovertheRegister。Henoticedthatthenameofthebabywhohadbeenadopted(’WalterWilding’)wasscratchedout——forthereason,ofcourse,thatthechildhadbeenremovedforgoodfromourcare。

  ’Here’sanametolet,’hesaid。’Giveittothenewfoundlingwhohasbeenreceivedto—day。’Thenamewasgiven,andthechildwaschristened。You,sir,werethatchild。\"

  Thewine—merchant’sheaddroppedonhisbreast。\"Iwasthatchild!\"

  hesaidtohimself,tryinghelplesslytofixtheideainhismind。

  \"Iwasthatchild!\"

  \"NotverylongafteryouhadbeenreceivedintotheInstitution,sir,\"pursuedMrs。Goldstraw,\"Ileftmysituationthere,tobemarried。Ifyouwillrememberthat,andifyoucangiveyourmindtoit,youwillseeforyourselfhowthemistakehappened。Betweenelevenandtwelveyearspassedbeforethelady,whomyouhavebelievedtobeyourmother,returnedtotheFoundling,tofindherson,andtoremovehimtoherownhome。Theladyonlyknewthatherinfanthadbeencalled’WalterWilding。’Thematronwhotookpityonher,couldbutpointouttheonly’WalterWilding’knownintheInstitution。I,whomighthavesetthematterright,wasfarawayfromtheFoundlingandallthatbelongedtoit。Therewasnothing——

  therewasreallynothingthatcouldpreventthisterriblemistakefromtakingplace。Ifeelforyou——Idoindeed,sir!Youmustthink——andwithreason——thatitwasinanevilhourthatIcamehere(innocentlyenough,I’msure),toapplyforyourhousekeeper’splace。IfeelasifIwastoblame——IfeelasifIoughttohavehadmoreself—command。IfIhadonlybeenabletokeepmyfacefromshowingyouwhatthatportraitandwhatyourownwordsputintomymind,youneednever,toyourdyingday,haveknownwhatyouknownow。\"

  Mr。Wildinglookedupsuddenly。Theinbredhonestyofthemanroseinprotestagainstthehousekeeper’slastwords。Hismindseemedtosteadyitself,forthemoment,undertheshockthathadfallenonit。

  \"Doyoumeantosaythatyouwouldhaveconcealedthisfrommeifyoucould?\"heexclaimed。

  \"IhopeIshouldalwaystellthetruth,sir,ifIwasasked,\"saidMrs。Goldstraw。\"AndIknowitisbetterforMEthatIshouldnothaveasecretofthissortweighingonmymind。ButisitbetterforYOU?Whatusecanitservenow—?\"

  \"Whatuse?Why,goodLord!ifyourstoryistrue——\"

  \"ShouldIhavetoldit,sir,asIamnowsituated,ifithadnotbeentrue?\"

  \"Ibegyourpardon,\"saidthewine—merchant。\"Youmustmakeallowanceforme。ThisdreadfuldiscoveryissomethingIcan’trealiseevenyet。Welovedeachothersodearly——IfeltsofondlythatIwasherson。Shedied,Mrs。Goldstraw,inmyarms——shediedblessingmeasonlyamotherCOULDhaveblessedme。Andnow,afteralltheseyears,tobetoldshewasNOTmymother!Ome,Ome!I

  don’tknowwhatIamsaying!\"hecried,astheimpulseofself—

  controlunderwhichhehadspokenamomentsince,flickered,anddiedout。\"Itwasnotthisdreadfulgrief——itwassomethingelsethatIhaditinmymindtospeakof。Yes,yes。Yousurprisedme——

  youwoundedmejustnow。Youtalkedasifyouwouldhavehiddenthisfromme,ifyoucould。Don’ttalkinthatwayagain。Itwouldhavebeenacrimetohavehiddenit。Youmeanwell,Iknow。I

  don’twanttodistressyou——youareakind—heartedwoman。Butyoudon’trememberwhatmypositionis。SheleftmeallthatIpossess,inthefirmpersuasionthatIwasherson。Iamnotherson。I

  havetakentheplace,Ihaveinnocentlygottheinheritanceofanotherman。Hemustbefound!HowdoIknowheisnotatthismomentinmisery,withoutbreadtoeat?Hemustbefound!Myonlyhopeofbearingupagainsttheshockthathasfallenonme,isthehopeofdoingsomethingwhichSHEwouldhaveapproved。Youmustknowmore,Mrs。Goldstraw,thanyouhavetoldmeyet。Whowasthestrangerwhoadoptedthechild?Youmusthaveheardthelady’sname?\"

  \"Ineverheardit,sir。Ihaveneverseenher,orheardofher,since。\"

  \"Didshesaynothingwhenshetookthechildaway?Searchyourmemory。Shemusthavesaidsomething。\"

  \"Onlyonething,sir,thatIcanremember。Itwasamiserablybadseason,thatyear;andmanyofthechildrenweresufferingfromit。

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