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  BIBLIOGRAPHICAL

  Thepaperscollectedhereunderthenameof’MyLiteraryPassions’wereprintedseriallyinaperiodicalofsuchvastcirculationthattheymightwellhavebeensupposedtohavefoundtherealltheacceptancethatcouldbereasonablyhopedforthem。Nevertheless,theywerereissuedinavolumetheyearaftertheyfirstappeared,in1895,andtheyhadapleasingshareofsuchfavorastheirauthor’sbookshaveenjoyed。Butitistobedoubtedwhetheranyonelikedreadingthemsomuchashelikedwritingthem——say,sometimeintheyears1893and1894,inaNewYorkflat,wherehecouldlookfromhisloftywindowsovertwomilesandahalfofwoodlandinCentralPark,andhalloohisfancywhereverhechoseinthatfaeryrealmofbookswhichhere—enteredinreminiscencesperhapstoofondattimes,andperhapsalwaystooeagerforthereader’sfollowing。Thenamewasthoughtbythefriendlyeditorofthepopularpublicationwheretheywereserializedamainpartofsuchinspirationastheymightbeconjecturedtohave,andwas,asseldomhappenswitheditorandauthor,cordiallyagreeduponbeforetheywerebegun。

  Thenamesays,indeed,soexactlyandsofullywhattheyarethatlittleremainsfortheirbibliographertoaddbeyondthemeagrehistoricaldetailheregiven。Theirshortandsimpleannalscouldbeekedoutbyconfidenceswhichwouldnotappreciablyenrichthematerialsoftheliteraryhistoryoftheirtime,anditseemsbettertoleavethemtotheimaginationofsuchposterityastheymayreach。Theyareratherhelplesslyfrank,butnot,Ihope,withalltheirratherhelplessfrankness,offensivelyfrank。Theyareatleastnotpartofthepolemicwhichtheirauthorsustainedintheessaysfollowingtheminthisvolume,andwhichmighthavebeencalled,inconformitywith’MyLiteraryPassions’,bythetitleof’MyLiteraryOpinions’betterthanbythevaguenamewhichtheyactuallywear。

  Theydeal,tobesure,withtheofficeofCriticismandtheartofFiction,andsofartheirpresentnameisnotamisnomer。Itfollowsthemfromanearlierdateandcouldnoteasilybechanged,anditmayservetorecalltoaneldergenerationthanthisthetimewhentheirauthorwasbreakingsomanylancesinthegreat,forgottenwarbetweenRealismandRomanticismthatthefloorofthe\"Editor’sStudy\"inHarper’sMagazinewasstrewnwiththeembattledsplinters。The\"Editor’sStudy\"isnowquiteanotherplace,buthewhooriginallyimagineditin1886,andabodeinituntil1892,madeitatoncethesceneofsuchconstantoffencethathehadnotime,ifhehadthetemper,fordefence。

  ThegreatZola,orcallhimtheimmenseZola,wastheprimemoverintheattackuponthemastersoftheRomanticisticschool;buthelivedtoownthathehadfoughtalosingfight,andtherearesomeproofsthathewasright。TheRealists,whowereundoubtedlythemastersoffictionintheirpassinggeneration,andwhoprevailednotonlyinFrance,butinRussia,inScandinavia,inSpain,inPortugal,wereoverborneinallAnglo—SaxoncountriesbytheinnumerablehostsofRomanticism,whotothisdaypossesstheland;thoughstill,wheneverayoungnovelistdoesworkinstantlyrecognizableforitstruthandbeautyamongus,heisseenandfelttohavewroughtinthespiritofRealism。Notevenyet,however,doestheaveragecriticrecognizethis,andsuchlessonasthe\"Editor’sStudy\"assumedtoteachremainshereinallitsessentialsforhisimprovement。

  Monthaftermonthforthesixyearsinwhichthe\"Editor’sStudy\"

  continuedinthekeepingofitsfirstoccupant,itslessonwasmoreorlessstormilydelivered,totheexclusion,forthegreaterpart,ofotherprophecy,butithasnotbeenfoundwelltokeepthetempestuousmanneralongwiththefulminantmatterinthisvolume。Whentheauthorcametorevisethematerial,hefoundsinsagainsttastewhichhiszealforrighteousnesscouldnotsufficetoatonefor。Hedidnothesitatetoomittheproofsofthese,andsofartomakehimselfnotonlyaprecept,butanexampleincriticism。Hehopesthatinotherandslighterthingshehasbetteredhisowninstruction,andthatinformandinfactthebookisaltogetherlesscrudeandlessrudethanthepapersfromwhichithasherebeenasecondtimeevolved。

  Thepapers,astheyappearedfrommonthtomonth,werenottheproductofthoseunitiesoftimeandplacewhichwerethehappyconditioningof’MyLiteraryPassions。’Theycouldnothavebeenwritteninquitesomanyplacesastimes,buttheyenjoyedacomparablevarietyoforigin。

  BeginninginBoston,theywerecontinuedinaBostonsuburb,ontheshoresofLakeGeorge,inaWesternNewYorkhealthresort,inBuffalo,inNahant;once,twice,andthriceinNewYork,withreversionstoBoston,andsummerexcursionstothehillsandwatersofNewEngland,untilitseemedthattheirauthorhadatlastsaidhissay,andhevoluntarilylapsedintosilencewiththeapplauseoffriendsandenemiesalike。

  Thepapershadmadehimmoreofthelastthanofthefirst,butnotasstillappearstohimwithgreaterreason。Atmomentshisdeliverancesseemedtostirpeopleofdifferentmindstofuryintwocontinents,sofarastheywereEnglish—speaking,andonthecoastsofthesevenseas;

  andsomeofthesecamebackathimwithsuchviolentpersonalitiesasitishissatisfactiontorememberthatheneverindulgedinhisattacksupontheirtheoriesofcriticismandfiction。Hisopinionswerealwaysimpersonal;andnowastheirmannerratherthantheirmakehasbeenslightlytempered,itmaysurprisethebelatedreadertolearnthatitwasthebeliefofoneEnglishcriticthattheirauthorhad\"placedhimselfbeyondthepaleofdecency\"bythem。Itoughttobelesssurprisingthat,sincethesedreadfulwordswerewrittenofhim,morethanonemagnanimousEnglishmanhaspenitentlyexpressedtotheauthorthefeelingthathewasnotsofarwronginhisoverboldlyhazardedconvictions。Thepenitenceofhiscountrymenisstillwaitingexpression,butitmaycometothatwhentheyhaverecurredtotheevidencesofhisoffenceintheirpresentshape。

  KITTERYPOINT,MAINE,July,1909。

  MYLITERARYPASSIONS

  I。THEBOOKCASEATHOME

  Togiveanaccountofone’sreadingisinsomesorttogiveanaccountofone’slife;andIhopethatIshallnotoffendthosewhofollowmeinthesepapers,ifIcannothelpspeakingofmyselfinspeakingoftheauthorsImustcallmymasters:mymastersnotbecausetheytaughtmethisorthatdirectly,butbecauseIhadsuchdelightinthemthatI

  couldnotfailtoteachmyselffromthemwhateverIwascapableoflearning。IdonotknowwhetherIhavebeenwhatpeoplecallagreatreader;Icannotclaimeventohavebeenaverywisereader;butIhavealwaysbeenconsciousofahighpurposetoreadmuchmore,andmorediscreetly,thanIhaveeverreallydone,andprobablyitisfromthevantage—groundofthisgoodintentionthatIshallsometimesbefoundwritinghereratherthanfromthefactsofthecase。

  ButIamprettysurethatIbeganright,andthatifIhadalwayskepttheloftylevelwhichIstruckattheoutsetIshouldhavetherighttouseauthorityinthesereminiscenceswithoutabadconscience。Ishalltrynottouseauthority,however,andIdonotexpecttospeakhereofallmyreading,whetherithasbeenmuchorlittle,butonlyofthosebooks,orofthoseauthorsthatIhavefeltagenuinepassionfor。I

  haveknownsuchpassionsateveryperiodofmylife,butitismainlyofthelovesofmyyouththatIshallwrite,andIshallwriteallthemorefranklybecausemyownyouthnowseemstomerathermorealienthanthatofanyotherperson。

  IthinkthatIcameofareadingrace,whichhasalwayslovedliteratureinaway,andinspiteofvaryingfortunesandmanychanges。Fromaletterofmygreat—grandmother’swrittentoastubborndaughteruponsomeunfilialbehavior,likerunningawaytobemarried,Isuspectthatshewasfondofthehigh—coloredfictionofherday,forshetellsthewilfulchildthatshehas\"plantedadaggerinhermother’sheart,\"andIshouldnotbesurprisedifitwerefromthisfine—languagedladythatmygrandfatherderivedhistasteforpoetryratherthanfromhisfather,whowasofaworldlywisermind。Tobesure,hebecameaFriendbyConvincementastheQuakerssay,andsoIcannotimaginethathewasaltogetherworldly;buthehadaneyetothemainchance:hefoundedtheindustryofmakingflannelsinthelittleWelshtownwherehelived,andheseemstohavegrownricher,forhisdayandplace,thananyofushavesincegrownforours。Mygrandfather,indeed,wasconcernedchieflyingettingawayfromtheworldanditswickedness。Hecametothiscountryearlyinthenineteenthcenturyandsettledhisfamilyinalog—cabinintheOhiowoods,thattheymightbesafefromthesinisterinfluencesofthevillagewherehewasmanagingsomewoollen—mills。Buthekepthisaffectionforcertainpoetsofthegraver,nottosaygloomiersort,andhemusthavesufferedhischildrentoreadthem,pendingthatgreatquestionoftheirsouls’salvationwhichwasalifelongtroubletohim。

  Myfather,atanyrate,hadsuchadecidedbentinthedirectionofliterature,thathewasnotcontentinanyofhisseveraleconomicalexperimentstillhebecametheeditorofanewspaper,whichwasthenthesolemeansofsatisfyingaliterarypassion。Hispaper,atthedatewhenIbegantoknowhim,wasaliving,comfortableanddecent,butwithouttheleastpromiseofwealthinit,orthehopeevenofamuchbettercondition。Ithinknowthathewaswisenottocarefortheadvancementwhichmostofushaveourheartssetupon,andthatitwasoneofhisfinestqualitiesthathewascontentwithalotinlifewherehewasnotexemptfromworkwithhishands,andyetwherehewasnotsopressedbyneedbuthecouldgivehimselfatwillnotonlytothethingsofthespirit,butthethingsofthemindtoo。Afteraseasonofscepticismhehadbecomeareligiousman,liketherestofhisrace,butinhisownfashion,whichwasnotatallthefashionofmygrandfather:aFriendwhohadmarriedoutofMeeting,andhadendedaperfervidMethodist。Myfather,whocouldnevergethimselfconvertedatanyofthecamp—meetingswheremygrandfatheroftenledtheforcesofprayertohissupport,andhadatlasttobegivenupindespair,fellinwiththewritingsofEmanuelSwedenborg,andembracedthedoctrineofthatphilosopherwithacontentthathaslastedhimallthedaysofhismanyyears。EversinceI

  canremember,theworksofSwedenborgformedalargepartofhislibrary;

  hereadthemmuchhimself,andmuchtomymother,andoccasionallya\"MemorableRelation\"fromthemtouschildren。Buthedidnotforcethemuponournotice,norurgeustoreadthem,andIthinkthiswasverywell。Isupposehisconscienceandhisreasonkepthimfromdoingso。

  Butinregardtootherbooks,hisfondnesswastoomuchforhim,andwhenIbegantoshowalikingforliteraturehewaseagertoguidemychoice。

  Hisownchoicewasforpoetry,andthemostofourlibrary,whichwasnotgiventotheology,wasgiventopoetry。Icallitthelibrarynow,butthenwecalleditthebookcase,andthatwaswhatliterallyitwas,becauseIbelievethatwhateverwehadcalledourmodestcollectionofbooks,itwasalargerprivatecollectionthananyotherinthetownwherewelived。Stillitwasallheld,andshutwithglassdoors,inacaseofveryfewshelves。Itwasnotconsiderablyenlargedduringmychildhood,forfewbookscametomyfatheraseditor,andheindulgedhimselfinbuyingthemevenmorerarely。Mygrandfather’sbookstore(itwasalsothevillagedrug—store)hadthentheonlystockofliteratureforsaleintheplace;andonce,whenHarper&Brothers’agentcametoreplenishit,begavemyfatherseveralvolumesforreview。OneofthesewasacopyofThomson’sSeasons,afinelyillustratededition,whosepicturesIknewlongbeforeIknewthepoetry,andthoughtthemthemostbeautifulthingsthateverwere。Myfatherreadpassagesofthebookaloud,andhewantedmetoreaditallmyself。ForthematterofthathewantedmetoreadCowper,fromwhomnoonecouldgetanythingbutgood,andhewantedmetoreadByron,fromwhomIcouldthenhavegotnoharm;wegetharmfromtheevilweunderstand。HelovedBurns,too,andheusedtoreadaloudfromhim,Imustown,tomyinexpressibleweariness。Icouldnotawaywiththatdialect,andIcouldnotthenfeelthecharmofthepoet’swit,northetenderbeautyofhispathos。Moore,Icouldmanagebetter;andwhenmyfatherread\"LallaRookh\"tomymotherIsatuptolisten,andenteredintoallthewoesofIraninthestoryofthe\"FireWorshippers。\"Idrewthelineatthe\"VeiledProphetofKhorassan,\"thoughIhadsomesenseofthehumorofthepoet’sconceptionofthecriticin\"Fadladeen。\"ButIlikedScott’spoemsfarbetter,andgotfromIspahantoEdinburghwithagladalacrityoffancy。Ifollowedthe\"LadyoftheLake\"throughout,andwhenIfirstbegantocontriveversesofmyownIfoundthatpoemafitmodelinmoodandmetre。

  Amongothervolumesofverseonthetopshelfofthebookcase,ofwhichI

  usedtolookattheoutsidewithoutpenetratingdeeplywithin,werePope’stranslationoftheIliadandtheOdyssey,andDryden’sVirgil,prettylittletomesintree—calf,publishedbyJamesCrissyinPhiladelphia,andillustratedwithsmallcopper—plates,whichsomehowseemedtoputthematterhopelesslybeyondme。ItwasasiftheysaidtomeinsomanywordsthatliteraturewhichfurnishedthesubjectsofsuchpicturesIcouldnothopetounderstand,andneednottry。Atanyrate,Iletthemaloneforthetime,andIdidnotmeddlewithavolumeofShakespeare,ingreenclothandcruellyfineprint,whichoverawedmeinlikemannerwithitswood—cuts。IcannotsayjustwhyIconceivedthattherewassomethingunhallowedinthematterofthebook;perhapsthiswasatintfromthereputationoftheratherprofligateyoungmanfromwhommyfatherhadit。IfhewerenotprofligateIaskhispardon。I

  havenottheleastnotionwhohewas,butthatwasthenotionIhadofhim,whoeverhewas,orwhereverhenowis。Theremayneverhavebeensuchayoungmanatall;theimpressionIhadmayhavebeenpureinventionofmyown,likemanythingswithchildren,whodonotverydistinctlyknowtheirdreamsfromtheirexperiences,andliveintheworldwherebothprojectthesamequalityofshadow。

  Therewere,ofcourse,otherbooksinthebookcase,whichmyconsciousnessmadenoaccountof,andIspeakonlyofthoseIremember。

  FictiontherewasnoneatallthatIcanrecall,exceptPoe’s’TalesoftheGrotesqueandtheArabesque’(Ilongafflictedmyselfastowhatthosewordsmeant,whenImighteasilyhaveaskedandfoundout)andBulwer’sLastDaysofPompeii,allinthesamekindofbinding。Historyisknown,tomyyoungremembranceofthatlibrary,byaHistoryoftheUnitedStates,whosedustandashesIhardlymademywaythrough;andbya’ChronicleoftheConquestofGranada’,bytheeverdearandpreciousFrayAntonioAgapida,whomIwaslonginmakingouttobeoneandthesameasWashingtonIrving。

  Inschooltherewasaslittleliteraturethenasthereisnow,andI

  cannotsayanythingworseofourschoolreading;butIwasnotreallyverymuchinschool,andsoIgotsmallharmfromit。Theprinting—

  officewasmyschoolfromaveryearlydate。Myfatherthoroughlybelievedinit,andhehadhisbeliefsastowork,whichheillustratedassoonaswewereoldenoughtolearnthetradehefollowed。Wecouldgotoschoolandstudy,orwecouldgointotheprinting—officeandwork,withanequalchanceoflearning,butwecouldnotbeidle;wemustdosomething,foroursouls’sake,thoughhewaswillingenoughweshouldplay,andhelikedhimselftogointothewoodswithus,andtoenjoythepleasuresthatmanhoodcansharewithchildhood。Isupposethatastheworldgoesnowwewerepoor。Hisincomewasneverabovetwelvehundredayear,andhisfamilywaslarge;butnobodywasrichthereorthen;welivedinthesimpleabundanceofthattimeandplace,andwedidnotknowthatwewerepoor。Asyettheunequalmodernconditionswereundreamedof(whoindeedcouldhavedreamedofthemfortyorfiftyyearsago?)inthelittleSouthernOhiotownwherenearlythewholeofmymosthappyboyhoodwaspassed。

  II。GOLDSMITH

  WhenIbegantohaveliterarylikingsofmyown,andtolovecertainbooksaboveothers,thefirstauthorsofmyheartwereGoldsmith,Cervantes,andIrving。InthesharplyforeshortenedperspectiveofthepastIseemtohavereadthemallatonce,butIamawareofanorderoftimeinthepleasuretheygaveme,andIknowthatGoldsmithcamefirst。

  HecamesoearlythatIcannottellwhenorhowIbegantoreadhim,butitmusthavebeenbeforeIwastenyearsold。Ireadotherbooksaboutthattime,notablyasmallbookonGrecianandRomanmythology,whichI

  perusedwithsuchapassionforthosepagangodsandgoddessesthat,ifithadeverbeenaquestionofsacrificingtoDiana,IdonotreallyknowwhetherIshouldhavebeenabletorefuse。Iadoredindiscriminatelyallthetribesofnymphsandnaiads,demigodsandheroes,aswellasthehighonesofOlympus;andIamafraidthatbydayIdweltinaworldpeopledandruledbythem,thoughIfaithfullysaidmyprayersatnight,andfellasleepinsorrowformysins。IdonotknowintheleasthowGoldsmith’sGreececameintomyhands,thoughIfancyitmusthavebeenprocuredformebecauseofatastewhichIshowedforthatkindofreading,andIcanimaginenogreaterluckforasmallboyinasmalltownofSouthwesternOhiowell—nighfiftyyearsago。Ihavethebooksyet;twolittle,stoutvolumesinfineprint,withthemarksofwearonthem,butwithoutthosedishonorableblots,orthoseotherinjurieswhichboysinflictuponbooksinresentmentoftheirdulness,oroutofmerewantonness。Iwasalwayssensitivetothemaltreatmentofbooks;Icouldnotbeartoseeabookfaceddownordogs—earedorbroken—backed。Itwaslikeahurtoraninsulttoathingthatcouldfeel。

  Goldsmith’sHistoryofRomecametomemuchlater,butquiteasimmemorably,andafterIhadformedapreferencefortheGreekRepublics,whichIdaresaywasnotmistaken。OfcourseIlikedAthensbest,andyettherewassomethinginthefinebehavioroftheSpartansinbattle,whichwonaheartformedforhero—worship。Imasteredthenotionoftheircommunism,andapprovedoftheirironmoney,withthepovertyitobligedthemto,yetsomehowtheircrueltreatmentoftheHelotsfailedtoshockme;perhapsIforgaveittotheirpatriotism,asIhadtoforgivemanyuglyfactsinthehistoryoftheRomanstotheirs。TherewashardlyanysortofbloodshedwhichIwouldnotpardoninthosedaystotheslayersoftyrants;andtheswaggerformofsuchasdespatchedadespotwithafinespeechwassomuchtomylikingthatIcouldonlygrievethatIwasborntoolatetodoandtosaythosethings。

  IdonotthinkIyetfeltthebeautyoftheliteraturewhichmadethemallliveinmyfancy,thatIconceivedofGoldsmithasanartistusingformyrapturethefinestofthearts;andyetIhadbeentaughttoseethelovelinessofpoetry,andwasalreadytryingtomakeitonmyownpooraccount。ItriedtomakeverseslikethoseIlistenedtowhenmyfatherreadMooreandScotttomymother,butIheardthemwithnosuchhappinessasIreadmybelovedhistories,thoughIneverthoughtthenofattemptingtowritelikeGoldsmith。IacceptedhisbeautifulworkasignorantlyasIdidmyotherblessings。IwasconcernedingettingattheGreeksandRomans,andIdidnotknowthroughwhatnimbleairandbywhatlovelywaysIwasledtothem。SomeretrospectiveperceptionofthiscamelongafterwardwhenIreadhisessays,andafterIknewallofhispoetry,andlateryetwhenIreadthe’VicarofWakefield’;butforthepresentmyeyeswereholden,astheeyesofaboymostlyareintheworldofart。WhatIwantedwithmyGreeksandRomansafterIgotatthemwastobelikethem,oratleasttoturnthemtoaccountinverse,andindramaticverseatthat。TheRomanswerelesscivilizedthantheGreeks,andsoweremorelikeboys,andmoretoaboy’spurpose。IdidnotmakeliteratureoftheGreeks,butIgotawholetragedyoutoftheRomans;itwasarhymedtragedy,andinoctosyllabicverse,likethe\"LadyoftheLake。\"Imeantittobeactedbymyschoolmates,butIamnotsurethatIevermadeitknowntothem。Still,theywerenotignorantofmyreading,andIrememberhowproudIwaswhenacertainboy,whohadalwayswhippedmewhenwefoughttogether,andsooutrankedmeinthatlittleboys’world,oncesenttoaskmethenameoftheRomanemperorwholamentedatnightfall,whenhehaddonenothingworthy,thathehadlostaday。Theboywasgoingtousethestory,inacomposition,aswecalledtheschoolthemesthen,andItoldhimtheemperor’sname;I

  couldnottellhimnowwithoutturningtothebook。

  Myreadinggavemenostandingamongtheboys,andIdidnotexpectittorankmewithboyswhoweremorevaliantinfightorinplay;andIhavesincefoundthatliteraturegivesonenomorecertainstationintheworldofmen’sactivities,eitheridleoruseful。Weliteraryfolktrytobelievethatitdoes,butthatisallnonsense。Ateveryperiodoflife,amongboysormen,weareacceptedwhentheyareatleisure,andwanttobeamused,andatbestwearetoleratedratherthanaccepted。

  ImusthavetoldtheboysstoriesoutofmyGoldsmith’sGreeceandRome,oritwouldnothavebeenknownthatIhadreadthem,butIhavenorecollectionnowofdoingso,whileIdistinctlyrememberrehearsingtheallegoriesandfablesofthe’GestaRomanorum’,abookwhichseemstohavebeeninmyhandsaboutthesametimeoralittlelater。IhadadelightinthatstupidcollectionofmonkishlegendswhichIcannotaccountfornow,andwhichpersistedinspiteofthenightmareconfusionitmadeofmyancientGreeksandRomans。TheywerenotatalltheancientGreeksandRomansofGoldsmith’shistories。

  IcannotsayatwhattimesIreadthesebooks,buttheymusthavebeenoddtimes,forlifewasveryfullofplaythen,andwasalreadybeginningtobetroubledwithwork。AsIhavesaid,Iwastoandfrobetweentheschoolhouseandtheprinting—officesomuchthatwhenItiredoftheoneImusthavebeenverypromptlygivenmychoiceoftheother。Thereading,however,somehowwentonprettyconstantly,andnodoubtmyloveforitwonmeachanceforit。Thereweresomefamouscherry—treesinouryard,which,asIlookbackatthem,seemtohavebeeninflowerorfruittheyearround;andinoneofthemtherewasalevelbranchwhereaboycouldsitwithabooktillhisdanglinglegswenttosleep,ortillsomeidlerorbusierboycametothegateandcalledhimdowntoplaymarblesorgoswimming。Whenthishappenedtheancientworldwasrolleduplikeascroll,andputawayuntilthenextday,withallitsoratorsandconspirators,itsnymphsandsatyrs,godsanddemigods;thoughsometimestheyescapedatnightandgotintotheboy’sdreams。

  IdonotthinkIcaredasmuchassomeoftheotherboysforthe’ArabianNights’or’RobinsonCrusoe,’butwhenitcametothe’IngeniousGentlemanofLaMancha,’Iwasnotonlyfirst,Iwassole。

  BeforeIspeak,however,ofthebeneficenthumoristwhonexthadmyboyishheartafterGoldsmith,letmeacquitmyselfinfullofmydebttothatnotunequalorunkindredspirit。IhavesaiditwaslongafterI

  hadreadthosehistories,fullofhisinalienablecharm,merepot—boilersastheywere,andfarbeneathhismorewillingefforts,thatIcametoknowhispoetry。Myfathermusthavereadthe\"DesertedVillage\"tous,andtoldussomethingoftheauthor’spatheticlife,forIcannotrememberwhenIfirstknewof\"sweetAuburn,\"orhadthelightofthepoet’sowntroubleddayuponthe\"loveliestvillageoftheplain。\"

  The’VicarofWakefield’musthavecomeintomylifeafterthatpoemandbefore’TheTraveler’。ItwaswhenIwouldhavesaidthatIknewallGoldsmith;weoftengiveourselvescreditforknowledgeinthiswaywithouthavinganytangibleassets;andmyreadinghasalwaysbeenverydesultory。Ishouldliketosayherethatthereadingofanyonewhoreadstomuchpurposeisalwaysverydesultory,thoughperhapsIhadbetternotsayso,butmerelystatethefactinmycase,andownthatI

  neverreadanyoneauthorquitethroughwithoutwanderingfromhimtoothers。WhenIfirstreadthe’VicarofWakefield’(forIhavesincereaditseveraltimes,andhopeyettoreaditmanytimes),Ifounditspersonsandincidentsfamiliar,andsoIsupposeImusthavehearditread。Itisstillformeoneofthemostmodernnovels:thatistosay,oneofthebest。Itisunmistakablygooduptoacertainpoint,andthenunmistakablybad,butwithalwaysgoodenoughinittobeforeverimperishable。Kindnessandgentlenessareneveroutoffashion;itistheseinGoldsmithwhichmakehimourcontemporary,anditisworththewhileofanyyoungpersonpresentlyintendingdeathlessrenowntotakealittlethoughtofthem。Theyarethesourceofallrefinement,andIdonotbelievethatthebestartinanykindexistswithoutthem。Thestyleistheman,andhecannothidehimselfinanygarbofwordssothatweshallnotknowsomehowwhatmannerofmanheiswithinit;hisspeechbetrayethhim,notonlyastohiscountryandhisrace,butmoresubtlyyetastohisheart,andthelovesandhatesofhisheart。AstoGoldsmith,Idonotthinkthatamanofharshandarrogantnature,ofworldlyandselfishsoul,couldeverhavewrittenhisstyle,andIdonotthinkthat,infargreatermeasurethancriticismhasrecognized,hisspiritualquality,hisessentialfriendliness,expresseditselfintheliterarybeautythatwinstheheartaswellastakesthefancyinhiswork。

  Ishouldhavemyreservationsandmyanimadversionsifitcametoclosecriticismofhiswork,butIamgladthathewasthefirstauthorI

  loved,andthatevenbeforeIknewIlovedhimIwashisdevotedreader。

  IwasnotconsciouslyhisadmirertillIbegantoread,whenIwasfourteen,alittlevolumeofhisessays,madeup,Idaresay,fromthe’CitizenoftheWorld’andotherunsuccessfulventuresofhis。ItcontainedthepapersonBeauTibbs,amongothers,andItriedtowritesketchesandstudiesoflifeintheirmanner。ButthisattemptatGoldsmith’smannerfollowedalongtimeafterItriedtowriteinthestyleofEdgarA。Poe,asIknewitfromhis’TalesoftheGrotesqueerredArabesque。’Isupposetheverypoorestofthesewasthe\"DevilintheBelfry,\"butsuchasitwasIfolloweditascloselyasIcouldinthe\"DevilintheSmoke—Pipes\";Imeanttobacco—pipes。TheresemblancewasnotedbythosetowhomIreadmystory;Ialonecouldnotseeitorwouldnotownit,andIreallyfeltitahardshipthatIshouldbefoundtohaveproducedanimitation。

  ItwasthefirsttimeIhadimitatedaprosewriter,thoughIhadimitatedseveralpoetslikeMoore,Campbell,andGoldsmithhimself。

  Ihavenevergreatlylovedanauthorwithoutwishingtowritelikehim。

  Ihavenownoreluctancetoconfessthat,andIdonotseewhyIshouldnotsaythatitwasalongtimebeforeIfounditbesttobeaslikemyselfasIcould,evenwhenIdidnotthinksowellofmyselfasofsomeothers。IhopeIshallalwaysbeableandwillingtolearnsomethingfromthemastersofliteratureandstillbemyself,butfortheyoungwriterthisseemsimpossible。Hemustformhimselffromtimetotimeuponthedifferentauthorsheisinlovewith,butwhenhehasdonethishemustwishitnottobeknown,forthatisnaturaltoo。Theloveralwaysdesirestoignoretheobjectofhispassion,andtheadorationwhichayoungwriterhasforagreatoneistrulyapassionpassingtheloveofwomen。IthinkithardlylessfortunatethatCervanteswasoneofmyearlypassions,thoughIsatathisfeetwithnomoresenseofhismasterythanIhadofGoldsmith’s。

  III。CERVANTES

  IrecallveryfullythemomentandtheplacewhenIfirstheardof’DonQuixote,’whileasyetIcouldnotconnectitverydistinctlywithanybody’sauthorship。Iwasstilltooyoungtoconceiveofauthorship,eveninmyowncase,andwrotemymiserableverseswithoutanynotionofliterature,orofanythingbutthepleasureofseeingthemactuallycomeoutrightlyrhymedandmeasured。Themomentwasatthecloseofasummer’sdayjustbeforesupper,which,inourhouse,wehadlawlesslylate,andtheplacewasthekitchenwheremymotherwasgoingaboutherwork,andlisteningasshecouldtowhatmyfatherwastellingmybrotherandmeandanapprenticeofours,whowaslikeabrothertousboth,ofabookthathehadonceread。Weboyswereallshellingpeas,butthestory,asitwenton,raptusfromthepooremploy,andwhateverourfingersweredoing,ourspiritswereawayinthatstrangelandofadventuresandmishaps,wherethefeveredlifeoftheknighttrulywithoutfearandwithoutreproachburneditselfout。Idaresaythatmyfathertriedtomakeusunderstandthesatiricalpurposeofthebook。

  Ivaguelyrememberhisspeakingofthebooksofchivalryitwasmeanttoridicule;butaboycouldnotcareforthis,andwhatIlongedtodoatoncewastogetthatbookandplungeintoitsstory。Hetoldusatrandomoftheattackonthewindmillsandtheflocksofsheep,ofthenightinthevalleyofthefulling—millswiththeirtrip—hammers,oftheinnandthemuleteers,ofthetossingofSanchointheblanket,oftheislandthatwasgivenhimtogovern,andofallthemerrypranksattheduke’sandduchess’s,oftheliberationofthegalley—slaves,ofthecaptureofMambrino’shelmet,andofSancho’sinventionoftheenchantedDulcinea,andwhateverelsetherewaswonderfulanddelightfulinthemostwonderfulanddelightfulbookintheworld。Idonotknowwhenorwheremyfathergotitforme,andIamawareofanappreciabletimethatpassedbetweenmyhearingofitandmyhavingit。Theeventmusthavebeenmostimportanttome,anditisstrangeIcannotfixthemomentwhenthepreciousstorycameintomyhands;thoughforthematterofthatthereisnothingmorecapriciousthanachild’smemory,whatitwillholdandwhatitwilllose。

  ItiscertainmyDonQuixotewasintwosmall,stoutvolumesnotmuchbiggereachthanmyGoldsmith’s’Greece’,boundinasortoflaw—calf,wellfittedtowithstandtheweartheyweredestinedtoundergo。Thetranslationwas,ofcourse,theold—fashionedversionofJervas,which,whetheritwasacloselyfaithfulversionornot,washonesteighteenth—

  centuryEnglish,andreportedfaithfullyenoughthespiritoftheoriginal。Ifithadanyliteraryinfluencewithmetheinfluencemusthavebeengood。ButIcannotmakeoutthatIwassensibleoftheliterature;itwastheforeverenchantingstorythatIenjoyed。

  Iexultedintheboundlessfreedomofthedesign;theopenairofthatimmensescene,whereadventurefollowedadventurewiththenaturalsequenceoflife,andthedaysandthenightswerenotlongenoughfortheeventsthatthrongedthem,amidstthefieldsandwoods,thestreamsandhills,thehighwaysandbyways,hostelriesandhovels,prisonsandpalaces,whichwerethesettingofthatmatchlesshistory。ItookitassimplyasItookeverythingelseintheworldaboutme。ItwasfullofmeaningthatIcouldnotgrasp,andthereweresignificancesofthekindthatliteratureunhappilyaboundsin,buttheywerelostuponmyinnocence。Ididnotknowwhetheritwaswellwrittenornot;Ineverthoughtaboutthat;itwassimplythereinitsvastentirety,itsinexhaustibleopulence,andIwasrichinitbeyondthedreamsofavarice。

  MyfathermusthavetoldusthatnightaboutCervantesaswellasabouthis’DonQuixote’,forIseemtohaveknownfromthebeginningthathewasonceaslaveinAlgiers,andthathehadlostahandinbattle,andI

  lovedhimwithasortofpersonalaffection,asifhewerestilllivingandhecouldsomehowreturnmylove。HisnameandnatureendearedtheSpanishnameandnaturetome,sothattheywerealwaysmyromance,andtothisdayIcannotmeetaSpanishmanwithoutclothinghiminsomethingofthehonorandworshipIlavisheduponCervanteswhenIwasachild。

  WhileIwasinthefullflushofthisardortherecametoseeourschool,oneday,aMexicangentlemanwhowasstudyingtheAmericansystemofeducation;amild,fat,saffronman,whomIcouldalmosthavediedtopleaseforCervantes’andDonQuixote’ssake,becauseIknewhespoketheirtongue。Buthesmileduponusall,andIhadnochancetodistinguishmyselffromtherestbyanyactofdevotionbeforetheblessedvisionfaded,thoughforlongafterwards,inimpassionedreveries,Iaccostedhimandclaimedhimkindredbecauseofmyfealty,andbecauseIwouldhavebeenSpanishifIcould。

  Iwouldnothavehadtheboy—worldaboutmeknowanythingofthesefonddreams;butitwasmytastesalone,mypassions,whichwerealienthere;

  ineverythingelseIwasasmuchacitizenasanyboywhohadneverheardofDonQuixote。ButIbelievethatIcarriedthebookaboutwithmemostofthetime,soasnottoloseanychancemomentofreadingit。Evenintheblankofcertainyears,whenIaddedlittleotherreadingtomystore,Imuststillhavebeenreadingit。Thiswasafterwehadremovedfromthetownwheretheearlieryearsofmyboyhoodwerepassed,andI

  hadbarelyadjustedmyselftothestrangeenvironmentwhenoneofmyunclesaskedmetocomewithhimandlearnthedrugbusiness,intheplace,fortymilesaway,wherehepractisedmedicine。Wemadethelongjourney,longerthananyIhavemadesince,inthestage—coachofthosedays,andwearrivedathishouseabouttwilight,hegladtogethome,andIsicktodeathwithyearningforthehomeIhadleft。Idonotknowhowitwasthatinthisstate,whenalltheworldwasonehopelessblacknessaroundme,Ishouldhavegotmy’DonQuixote’outofmybag;

  Iseemtohavehaditwithmeasanessentialpartofmyequipmentformynewcareer。PerhapsIhadbeenaskedtoshowit,withthenotionofbeguilingmefrommymisery;perhapsIwasmyselftryingtodrownmysorrowsinit。ButanyhowIhavebeforemenowthevisionofmysweetyoungauntandheryoungsisterlookingoverhershoulder,astheystoodtogetheronthelawninthesummereveninglight。MyauntheldmyDonQuixoteopeninonehand,whilesheclaspedwiththeotherthechildshecarriedonherarm。Shelookedatthebook,andthenfromtimetotimeshelookedatme,verykindlybutverycuriously,withafaintsmile,sothatasIstoodthere,inwardlywrithinginmybashfulness,IhadthesensethatinhereyesIwasaqueerboy。Shereturnedthebookwithoutcomment,aftersomequestions,andItookitofftomyroom,wheretheconfidentialfriendofCervantescriedhimselftosleep。

  InthemorningIroseupandtoldthemIcouldnotstandit,andIwasgoinghome。Nothingtheycouldsayavailed,andmyunclewentdowntothestage—officewithmeandtookmypassageback。

  Thehorrorofcholerawasthenintheland;andweheardinthestage—

  officethatamanlaydeadofitinthehoteloverhead。Butmyuncleledmetohisdrugstore,wherethestagewastocallforme,andmademetastealittlecamphor;withthisprophylactic,CervantesandIsomehowgothometogetheralive。

  Thereadingof’DonQuixote’wentonthroughoutmyboyhood,sothatI

  cannotrecallanydistinctiveperiodofitwhenIwasnot,moreorless,readingthatbook。Inaboy’swayIknewitwellwhenIwasten,andafewyearsago,whenIwasfifty,ItookitupintheadmirablenewversionofOrmsby,andfounditsofullofmyselfandofmyownirrevocablepastthatIdidnotfinditverygay。ButImadeagreatmanydiscoveriesinit;thingsIhadnotdreamtofwerethere,andmustalwayshavebeenthere,andotherthingsworeanewface,andmadeaneweffectuponme。Ihadmydoubts,myreserves,whereonceIhadgivenitmywholeheartwithoutquestion,andyetinwhatformedthegreatnessofthebookitseemedtomegreaterthanever。Ibelievethatitsfreeandsimpledesign,whereeventfollowseventwithoutthefetteringcontrolofintrigue,butwhereallgrowsnaturallyoutofcharacterandconditions,isthesupremeformoffiction;andIcannothelpthinkingthatifweeverhaveagreatAmericannovelitmustbebuiltuponsomesuchlargeandnoblelines。Asforthecentralfigure,DonQuixotehimself,inhisdignityandgenerosity,hisunselfishideals,andhisfearlessdevotiontothem,heisalwaysheroicandbeautiful;andIwasgladtofindinmylatestlookathishistorythatIhadtrulyconceivedofhimatfirst,andhadfeltthesublimityofhisnature。Ididnotwanttolaughathimsomuch,andIcouldnotlaughatallanymoreatsomeofthethingsdonetohim。Oncetheyseemedfunny,butnowonlycruel,andevenstupid,sothatitwasstrangetorealizehisqualitiesandindignitiesasbothflowingfromthesamemind。Butinmymatureexperience,whichthrewabroaderlightonthefable,Iwashappytokeepmyoldloveofanauthorwhohadbeenalmostpersonally,deartome。

  IV

  IRVING

  IhavetoldhowCervantesmadehisraceprecioustome,andIamsurethatitmusthavebeenhewhofittedmetounderstandandenjoytheAmericanauthorwhonowstayedmeonSpanishgroundandkeptmehappyinSpanishair,thoughIcannottracethetieintimeandcircumstancebetweenIrvingandCervantes。ThemostIcanmakesureofisthatIreadthe’ConquestofGranada’afterIreadDonQuixote,andthatIlovedthehistoriansomuchbecauseIhadlovedthenovelistmuchmore。OfcourseIdidnotperceivethenthatIrving’scharmcamelargelyfromCervantesandtheotherSpanishhumoristsyetunknowntome,andthathehadformedhimselfuponthemalmostasmuchasuponGoldsmith,butIdaresaythatthisfacthadinsensiblyagreatdealtodowithmyliking。AfterwardsI

  cametoseeit,andatthesametimetoseewhatwasIrving’sowninIrving;tofeelhisnative,ifsomewhatattenuatedhumor,andhisoriginal,ifsomewhattoostudiedgrace。Butasyettherewasnocriticalquestionwithme。Igavemyheartsimplyandpassionatelytotheauthorwhomadethescenesofthatmostpathetichistoryliveinmysympathy,andcompanionedmewiththestatelyandgraciousactorsinthem。

  IreallycannotsaynowwhetherIlovedtheMoorsortheSpaniardsmore。

  Ifoughtonbothsides;IwouldnothavehadtheSpaniardsbeaten,andyetwhentheMoorslostIwasvanquishedwiththem;andwhenthepooryoungKingBoabdil(Iwashisdevotedpartisanandatthesametimeafollowerofhisfieryolduncleandrival,HametelZegri)heavedtheLastSighoftheMoor,ashiseyeslefttheroofsofGranadaforever,itwasasmuchmygriefasifithadburstfrommyownbreast。IputboththeseprincesintothefirstandlasthistoricalromanceIeverwrote。

  Ihavenownoideawhattheydidinit,butasthestorynevercametoaconclusionitdoesnotgreatlymatter。IhadneveryetreadanhistoricalromancethatIcanmakesureof,andprobablymyattemptmusthavebeenbasedalmostsolelyuponthefactsofIrving’shistory。IamcertainIcouldnothavethoughtofaddinganythingtothem,oratallvaryingthem。

  Inreadinghis’Chronicle’IsufferedforatimefromitsattributiontoFrayAntonioAgapida,thepiousmonkwhomhefeignstohavewrittenit,justasinreading’DonQuixote’IsufferedfromCervantesmasqueradingastheMoorishscribe,CidHametBenEngeli。Myfatherexplainedtheliterarycaprice,butitremainedaconfusionandatroubleforme,andI

  madeapracticeofskippingthosepassageswhereeitherauthorinsisteduponhisinvention。IwillownthatIamrathergladthatsortofthingseemstobeoutoffashionnow,andIthinkthedirecterandfrankermethodsofmodernfictionwillforbiditsrevival。Thackeraywasfondofsuchopendisguises,andlikedtogreethisreaderfromthemaskofYellowplushandMichaelAngeloTitmarsh,butitseemstomethiswasinhisleastmodernmoments。

  My’ConquestofGranada’wasintwooctavovolumes,boundindrabboards,andprintedonpaperverymuchyellowedwithtimeatitsirregularedges。

  Idonotknowwhenthebookshappenedinmyhands。Ihavenoremembrancethattheywereinanywiseofferedorcommendedtome,andinasortofwaytheywereasauthenticallymineasifIhadmadethem。Isawthemathome,notmanymonthsago,inmyfather’slibrary(ithaslongoutgrowntheoldbookcase,whichhasgoneIknownotwhere),anduponthewholeI

  rathershrankfromtakingthemdown,muchmorefromopeningthem,thoughIcouldnotsaywhy,unlessitwasfromthefearofperhapsfindingtheghostofmyboyishselfwithin,pressedflatlikeawitheredleaf,somewherebetweenthefamiliarpages。

  WhenIlearnedSpanishitwaswiththepurpose,neveryetfulfilled,ofwritingthelifeofCervantes,althoughIhavesincehadsomeforty—oddyearstodoitin。Itaughtmyselfthelanguage,orbegantodoso,whenIknewnothingoftheEnglishgrammarbuttheprosodyattheendofthebook。Myfatherhadthecontemptoffamiliaritywithit,havinghimselfwrittenaverybriefsketchofouraccidence,andheseemstohaveletmeplungeintotheseaofSpanishverbsandadverbs,nounsandpronouns,andalltherest,whenasyetIcouldnotconfidentlycallthembyname,withtheserenebeliefthatifIdidnotswimIwouldstillsomehowgetashorewithoutsinking。Theend,perhaps,justifiedhim,andIsupposeIdidnotdoallthatworkwithoutgettingsomestrengthfromit;butIwishI

  hadbackthetimethatitcostme;Ishouldliketowasteitinsomeotherway。However,timeseemedinterminablethen,andIthoughttherewouldbeenoughofitformeinwhichtoreadallSpanishliterature;or,atleast,Ididnotproposetodoanythingless。

  IfollowedIrving,too,inmylaterreading,butathaphazard,andwithotherauthorsatthesametime。Ididmypoorbesttobeamusedbyhis’KnickerbockerHistoryofNewYork’,becausemyfatherlikeditsomuch,butsecretlyIfounditheavy;andafewyearsagowhenIwentcarefullythroughitagain。Icouldnotlaugh。EvenasaboyIfoundsomeotherthingsofhisuphillwork。Therewasthebeautifulmanner,butthethoughtseemedthin;andIdonotrememberhavingbeenmuchamusedby’BracebridgeHall’,thoughIreaditdevoutly,andwithafullsensethatitwouldbevery’commeilfaut’tolikeit。ButIdidlikethe’LifeofGoldsmith’;Ilikeditagreatdealbetterthanthemoreauthoritative’LifebyForster’,andIthinkthereisadeeperandsweetersenseofGoldsmithinit。Betterthanall,exceptthe’ConquestofGranada’,Ilikedthe’LegendofSleepyHollow’andthestoryofRipVanWinkle,withtheirhumorousandaffectionatecaricaturesoflifethatwasonceofourownsoilandair;andthe’TalesoftheAlhambra’,whichtransportedmeagain,tothescenesofmyyouthbesidetheXenil。ItwaslongaftermyacquaintancewithhisworkthatIcametoaduesenseofIrvingasanartist,andperhapsIhavecometofeelafullsenseofitonlynow,whenIperceivethatheworkedwillinglyonlywhenheworkedinventively。

  AtlastIcandojusticetotheexquisiteconceptionofhis’ConquestofGranada’,astudyofhistorywhich,inuniquemeasure,conveysnotonlythepathos,butthehumorofoneofthemostsplendidandimpressivesituationsintheexperienceoftherace。Verypossiblysomethingoftheseverertruthmighthavebeensacrificedtotheeffectofthepleasingandtouchingtale,butIdonotunderstandthatthiswasreallydone。

  UponthewholeIamverywellcontentwithmyfirstthreelovesinliterature,andifIweretochooseforanyotherboyIdonotseehowI

  couldchoosebetterthanGoldsmithandCervantesandIrving,kindredspirits,andeachnotamasteronly,butasweetandgentlefriend,whosekindnesscouldnotfailtoprofithim。

  V。FIRSTFICTIONANDDRAMA

  InmyowncasetherefollowedmyacquaintancewiththeseauthorscertainBoeotianyears,whenifIdidnotgobackwardIscarcelywentforwardinthepathsIhadsetoutupon。Theywereyearsofthework,oftheover—

  work,indeed,whichfallstothelotofsomanythatIshouldbeashamedtospeakofitexceptinaccountingforthefact。MyfatherhadsoldhispaperinHamiltonandhadboughtaninterestinanotheratDayton,andwewereallstrainingourutmosttohelppayforit。MydailytasksbegansoearlyandendedsolatethatIhadlittletime,evenifIhadthespirit,forreading;anditwasnottillwhatwethoughtruin,butwhatwasreallyrelease,cametousthatIgotbackagaintomybooks。Thenwewenttoliveinthecountryforayear,andthatstressoftoil,withtheshadowoffailuredarkeningall,fellfrommelikethehorrorofanevildream。TheonlynewbookwhichIremembertohavereadinthosetwoorthreeyearsatDayton,whenIhardlyremembertohavereadanyoldones,wasthenovelof’JaneEyre,’whichItookinveryimperfectly,andwhichIassociatewiththefirstrumoroftheRochesterKnockings,thenjustbeginningtoreverberatethroughaworldthattheyhavenotsinceleftwhollyatpeace。ItwasagloomySundayafternoonwhenthebookcameundermyhand;andmixedwithmyinterestinthestorywasananxietylestthepicturesonthewallsshouldleavetheirnailsandcomeandlaythemselvesatmyfeet;thatwaswhatthepictureshadbeendoinginRochesterandotherplaceswherethedisembodiedspiritswerebeginningtomakethemselvesfelt。Thethingdidnotreallyhappeninmycase,butIwasaloneinthehouse,anditmightveryeasilyhavehappened。

  Ifverylittlecametomeinthosedaysfrombooks,ontheotherhandmyacquaintancewiththedramavastlyenlargeditself。Therewasahaplesscompanyofplayersinthetownfromtimetotime,andtheycametousfortheirprinting。Ibelievetheyneverpaidforit,oratleastneverwholly,buttheylavishedfreepassesuponus,andasnearlyasIcanmakeout,atthisdistanceoftime,Iprofitedbytheirgenerosity,everynight。Theygavetwoorthreeplaysateveryperformancetohousesungratefullysmall,butofalivelyspiritandimpatienttemperthatwouldnotbrookdelayintherepresentation;andtheychangedthebilleachday。InthiswayIbecamefamiliarwithShakespearebeforeIreadhim,oratleastsuchplaysofhisasweremostgiveninthosedays,andIsaw\"Macbeth\"and\"Hamlet,\"andaboveall\"RichardIII。,\"againandagain。Idonotknowwhymydelightinthosetragediesdidnotsendmetothevolumeofhisplays,whichwasallthetimeinthebookcaseathome,butIseemnottohavethoughtofit,andraptasIwasinthemI

  amnotsurethattheygavemegreaterpleasure,orseemedatallfiner,than\"Rollo,\"\"TheWife,\"\"TheStranger,\"\"Barbarossa,\"\"TheMiserofMarseilles,\"andtherestofthemelodramas,comedies,andfarceswhichI

  sawatthattime。Ihaveanotionthatthereweresomecleverpeopleinoneofthesecompanies,andthatthelighterpiecesatleastwerewellplayed,butImaybealtogetherwrong。Thegentlemanwhotookthepartofvillain,withanunfailingloveofevil,inthedifferentdramas,usedtocomeabouttheprinting—officeagooddeal,andIwaspuzzledtofindhimaverymildandgentleperson。Tobesurehehadamustache,whichinthosedaysdevotedamantowickedness,butbydayitwasablondmustache,quiteflaxen,infact,andnotatallthedarkanddeadlythingitwasbehindthefootlightsatnight。Icouldscarcelygaspinhispresence,myheartboundedsoinaweandhonorofhimwhenhepaidavisittous;perhapsheusedtobringthecopyoftheshow—bills。Thecompanyhebelongedtolefttownintheadversityhabitualwiththem。

  Ourownadversityhadbeengrowing,andnowitbecameoverwhelming。Wehadtogiveupthepaperwehadstruggledsohardtokeep,butwhentheworstcameitwasnothalfsobadaswhathadgonebefore。Therewasnomorewaitingtillmidnightforthetelegraphicnews,nomorewakingatdawntodeliverthepapers,nomorewearydaysatthecase,heavierforthedoomhangingoverus。Myfatherandhisbrothershadlongdreamedofasortoffamilycolonysomewhereinthecountry,andnowtheunclewhowasmostprosperousboughtamillingpropertyonarivernotfarfromDayton,andmyfatherwentouttotakechargeofituntiltheotherscouldshapetheirbusinesstofollowhim。Theschemecametonothingfinally,butinthemeantimeweescapedfromthelittlecityanditssorrowfulassociationsoffruitlesslabor,andhadayearinthecountry,whichwasblest,atleasttouschildren,bysojourninalog—cabin,whileahousewasbuildingforus。

  VI。LONGFELLOW’S\"SPANISHSTUDENT\"

  Thislog—cabinhadaloft,whereweboysslept,andintheloftwerestoredinbarrelsthebooksthathadnowbeguntooverflowthebookcase。

  IdonotknowwhyIchosethelofttorenewmylong—neglectedfriendshipwiththem。Thelightcouldnothavebeengood,thoughifIbroughtmybookstothelittlegablewindowthatoverlookedthegroaningandwhistlinggristmillIcouldseewellenough。ButperhapsIlikedtheloftbestbecausethebookswerehandiestthere,andbecauseIcouldbealone。Atanyrate,itwastherethatIreadLongfellow’s\"SpanishStudent,\"whichIfoundinanoldpapercopyofhispoemsinoneofthebarrels,andIinstantlyconceivedforitthepassionwhichallthingsSpanishinspiredinme。AsIreadInotonlyrenewedmyacquaintancewithliterature,butrenewedmydelightinpeopleandplaceswhereIhadbeenhappybeforethoseheavyyearsinDayton。AtthesametimeIfeltalittlejealousy,alittlegrudge,thatanyoneelseshouldlovethemaswellasI,andifthepoemhadnotbeensobeautifulIshouldhavehatedthepoetfortrespassingonmyground。ButIcouldnotholdoutlongagainstthewitcheryofhisverse。The\"SpanishStudent\"becameoneofmypassions;aminorpassion,notagrandone,like’DonQuixote’andthe’ConquestofGranada’,butstillapassion,andIshoulddreadalittletoreadthepiecenow,lestIshoulddisturbmyoldidealofitsbeauty。

  Thehero’srogueservant,Chispa,seemedtome,thenandlongafterwards,sofineabitofSpanishcharacterthatIchosehisnameformyfirstpseudonymwhenIbegantowriteforthenewspapers,andsignedmylegislativecorrespondenceforaCincinnatipaperwithit。Iwasinlovewiththeheroine,thelovelydancerwhose’cachucha’turnedmyhead,alongwiththatofthecardinal,butwhosenameevenIhaveforgotten,andIwentaboutwiththethoughtofherburninginmyheart,asifshehadbeenarealperson。

  VII。SCOTT

  AllthewhileIwasbringingupthelongarrearsofplaywhichIhadnotenjoyedinthetoil—yearsatDayton,andwastryingtomakemySpanishreadingserveinthesportsthatwehadinthewoodsandbytheriver。

  WewereMoorsandSpaniardsalmostasoftenaswewereBritishandAmericans,orsettlersandIndians。Isuspectthatthelarge,mildboy,thesonofaneighboringfarmer,whomainlysharedourgames,hadbutadimnotionofwhatImeantbymystrangepeople,butIdidmybesttoenlightenhim,andhehelpedmemakeadreamoutofmylife,anddidhisbesttodwellintheregionofunrealitieswhereIpreferablyhadmybeing;hewasfromtimetotimeaMoorwhenIthinkhewouldratherhavebeenaMingo。

  IgotholdofScott’spoems,too,inthatcabinloft,andreadmostofthetaleswhichwereyetunknowntomeafterthoseearlierreadingsofmyfather’s。Icouldnotsaywhy\"HaroldtheDauntless\"mosttookmyfancy;

  thefine,stronglyflowingrhythmoftheversehadagooddealtodowithit,Ibelieve。Ilikedthesethings,allofthem,andinafteryearsI

  likedthe\"LadyoftheLake\"moreandmore,andfrommereloveofitgotgreatlengthsofitbyheart;butIcannotsaythatScottwasthenoreveragreatpassionwithme。Itwasasoberedaffectionatbest,whichcamefrommysympathywithhisloveofnature,andthewholekindlyandhumanekeepingofhisgenius。Manyyearslater,duringthemonthwhenI

  waswaitingformypassportasConsulforVenice,andhadthetimeonmyhands,Ipasseditchieflyinreadingallhisnovels,oneafteranother,withouttheinterruptionofotherreading。’Ivanhoe’Ihadknownbefore,andthe’BrideofLammermoor’and’Woodstock’,buttheresthadremainedinthatsortofabeyancewhichisoftenthefateofbookspeopleexpecttoreadasamatterofcourse,andcomeverynearnotreadingatall,orreadonlyverylate。Takingtheminthisswiftsequence,littleornothingofthemremainedwithme,andmyexperiencewiththemisagainstthatsortoforderedandregularreading,whichIhavesooftenheardadvisedforyoungpeoplebytheirelders。Ialwayssuspecttheireldersofnothavingdonethatkindofreadingthemselves。

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