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  CHAPTERXXVI

  Philippa,latethatafternoon,foundwhatshesought-solitude。

  ShehadwalkedalongthesandsuntilDreymarshlayoutofsightontheothersideofaspurofthecliffs。Beforeherstretchedalongandlevelplain,afringeofsand,andabeltofshinglybeach。Therewasnotasignofanyhumanbeinginsight,andofbuildingsonlyaquainttoweronthefarhorizon。

  Shefoundadryplaceonthepebbles,removedherhatandsatdown,herhandsclaspedaroundherknees,hereyesturnedseaward。Shehadcomeoutheretothink,butitwasoddhowfugitiveandtransientherthoughtsbecame。Herhusbandwasalwaysthereinthebackground,butinthosemomentsitwasLessinghamwhowasthepredominantfigure。Sherememberedhisearnestness,histendersolicitudeforher,thecouragewhich,whennecessitydemanded,hadflamedupinhim,abornandnaturalquality。Sherememberedtheagonyofthosefewminutesontheprecedingday,whennothingbutwhatstillseemedamiraclehadsavedhim。Atonemomentshefeltherselfinclinedtopraythathemightnevercomeback。Atanother,herheartachedtoseehimoncemore。Sheknewsowellthatifhecameitwouldbeforhersake,thathewouldcometoaskherfinallythequestionwithwhichshehadfenced。Sheknew,too,thathiscomingwouldbethemomentofherlife。Shewassomuchofawoman,andthepassionatecravingofhersextogiveloveforlovewasthereinherheart,almostomnipotent。Andinthebackgroundtherewasthatbitterdesiretobringsufferinguponthemanwhohadtreatedherlikeachild,whohadplacedherinafalsepositionwithallotherwomen,whohaddawdledandidledawayhisdays,heedlessofhisduty,heedlessofeveryseriousobligation。Whenshetriedtoreason,herwayseemedsoclear,andyet,behinditall,therewasthatcoldimpulseofalmostVictorianprudishness,theinheritanceofalonglineofvirtuouswomen,aprudishnesswhichshehadonce,whenshehadbelievedthatitwaspartofhersecondnature,scoffedatasbeingtheoutcomeofoneofthefinerformsofselfishness。

  Shetoldherselfthatshehadcometheretodecide,anddecisioncamenonearertoher。Alateafternoonstarshoneweaklyinthesky。Afaint,vaporousmistobscuredthehorizonandfloatedintangledwreathsuponthefaceofthesea。Onlythatlineofsandseemedstillclear-cutanddistinct,andassheglancedalongithereyeswereheldbysomethingapproaching,somethingwhichseemedatfirstnothingbutablack,movingspeck,thengraduallyresolveditselfintothesemblanceofamanonhorseback,gallopingfuriously。Shewatchedhimashedrewnearerandnearer,thesandflyingfromhishorse’shoofs,hisfiguremotionless,hiseyesapparentlyfixeduponsomedistantspot。Itwasnotuntilhehadcomewithinfiftyyardsofherthatsherecognisedhim。Hishorseshiedatthesightofherandwassuddenlyswungroundwithapowerfulwrist。Littlespecksofsand,churnedupinthemomentarystampedeofhoofs,felluponherskirt。Fortherest,shewatchedthestrugglecomposedly,astrugglewhichwasoveralmostassoonasitwasbegun。CaptainGriffithsleaneddownfromhistremblingbutsubduedhorse。

  \"LadyCranston!\"heexclaimedinastonishment。

  \"That’sme,\"shereplied,smilingupathim。\"Haveyoubeenridingoffyourbadtemper?\"

  Heglanceddownathishorse’squiveringsides。Backasfarasonecouldseetherewasthatregularlineofhoofmarks。

  \"AmIbad-tempered?\"heasked。

  \"Well,\"sheobserved,\"Idon’tknowyouwellenoughtoanswerthatquestion。Iwassimplythinkingofyesterdayevening。\"

  Heslippedfromhishorseandstoodbeforeher。Hislong,severefacehadseldomseemedmoremalevolent。

  \"Ihadenoughtomakemebad-tempered,\"hedeclared。\"IhadtrackeddownaGermanspy,stepbystep,untilIhadhimthere,waitingforarrest-expectingit,even-andthenIgotthatwickedmessage。\"

  \"Whatwasthatwickedmessageafterall?\"sheenquired。

  \"Thatdoesn’tmatter,\"heanswered。\"Itwasfromaquarterwheretheyoughttoknowbetter,anditorderedmetomakenoarrest。I

  havesenttotheWarOfficeto-dayafullreport,andIamprayingthattheymaychangetheirminds。\"

  Philippasighed。

  \"Ifyouhadn’treceivedthattelegramlastnight,\"sheobserved,\"itseemstomethatIshouldhavebeenawidowto-day。\"

  Hefrowned,andstruckhisbootheavilywithhisridingwhip。

  \"Yes,Iheardofthat,\"headmitted。\"Idaresayifhehadn’tgone,though,someoneelsewould。\"

  \"Wouldyouhavegoneifyouhadbeenthere?\"sheasked。

  \"Ifyouhadtoldmeto,\"hereplied,lookingathersteadfastly。

  Philippafeltalittleshiver。Therewassomethingominousintheintensityofhisgazeandthemeaningwhichhehadcontrivedtoimparttohistone。Sherosetoherfeet。

  \"Well,\"shesaid,\"don’tletmekeepyouhere。Iamgettingcold。\"

  Hepassedhisarmthroughthebridleofhishorse。\"Iwillwalkwithyou,ifImay,\"heproposed。Shemadenoreply,andtheysettheirfaceshomewards。

  \"IhearLessinghamhaslefttheplace,\"heremarked,alittleabruptly。

  \"Oh,Iexpecthe’llcomeback,\"Philippareplied。

  \"Howlongisit,LadyCranston,sinceyoutooktoconsortingwithGermanspies?\"heasked。

  \"Don’tbefoolish-orimpertinent,\"sheenjoined。\"YouaremakingaridiculousmistakeaboutMr。Lessingham。\"

  Helaughedunpleasantly。

  \"Noneedforustofence,\"hesaid。\"YouandIknowwhoheis。

  WhatIdowanttoknow,whatIhavebeenwonderingallthewayfromthepointthere-fourmilesofhardgallopingandonequestion-

  whyareyouhisfriend?Whatishetoyou?\"

  \"Really,CaptainGriffiths,\"sheprotested,lookingupathim,\"ofwhatpossibleinterestcanthatbetoyou?\"

  \"Well,itis,anyhow,\"heansweredgruffly。\"Anythingthatconcernsyouisofinteresttome。\"

  Philipparealisedatthatmoment,perhapsforthefirsttime,whatitallmeant。Sherealisedthesignificanceofthoseapparentlypurposelessafternooncalls,whenthroughsheerboredomshehadhadtosendforHelentohelpherout;thesignificanceofthoselongsilences,themelancholyeyeswhichseemedtofollowhermovements。

  Shefeltanunaccountabledesiretolaugh,andthen,atthefirsttwitchingsofherlips,sherestrainedherself。Sheknewthattragedywasstalkingbyherside。

  \"Ithink,CaptainGriffiths,\"shesaidgravely,\"thatyouaretalkingnonsense,andyouarenotaverygoodhandatit。Won’tyoupleaserideon?\"

  Hemadenomovementtomounthishorse。Heploddedalongthesoftsandbyherside-aqueer,elongatedfigure,hisgloomyeyesfixedupontheground。

  \"UntilthisfellowLessinghamcameyouwereneversohard,\"hepersisted。

  Shelookedathimwithgenuinecuriosity。

  \"Iwasneversohard?\"sherepeated。\"DoyouimaginethatIhaveeverforasinglemomentconsideredmydemeanourtowardsyou-youofallpersonsintheworld?Isimplydon’trememberwhenyouhavebeenthereandwhenyouhaven’t。Idon’trememberthehumoursinwhichIhavebeenwhenwehaveconversed。Allthatyouhavesaidseemstometobethemostarrantnonsense。\"

  Heswunghimselfintothesaddleandgatheredupthereins。

  \"Thankyou,\"hesaidbitterly,\"Iunderstand。Onlyletmetellyouthis,\"hewenton,hiswhippoisedinhishand。\"Youmayhavepowerfulfriendswhosavedyour-\"

  Hehesitatedsolongthatsheglancedupathimandreadallthathehadwishedtosayinhisface。

  \"Mywhat?\"sheasked。

  Hiscouragefailedhim。

  \"Mr。Lessingham,\"heproceeded,\"fromarrest。ButifheshowshisfacehereagaininDreymarsh,Isha’n’tstoptoarresthim。Ishallshoothimonsightandchancetheconsequences。\"

  \"They’llhangyou!\"shedeclaredsavagely。

  Helaughedather。

  \"HangmeforshootingamanwhomIcanprovetobeaGermanspy?

  Theywon’tdare!Theywon’tevendaretoplacemeunderarrestforanhour。Why,whenthetruthbecomesknown,\"hewenton,hisvoicegainingcourageasthejusticeofhiscaseimpresseditselfuponhim,\"whatdoyousupposeisgoingtohappentotwowomenwhotookthisfellowinandbefriendedhim,introducedhimunderafalsenametotheirfriends,gavehimtherunoftheirhouse-thismanwhomtheyknewallthetimewasaGerman?You,LadyCranston,chafingandscoldingyourhusbandbynightandbydaybecauseheisn’twhereyouthinkheoughttobe;you,sopatrioticthatyoucannotbearthesightofhimoutofuniform;you-thehostess,thebefriender,theGodknowswhatofBertramMaderstrom!Itwillbeaprettytalewhenit’salltold!\"

  \"Ireallythink,\"Philippaassertedcalmly,\"thatyouarethemostutterlyimpossibleandobnoxiouscreatureIhaveevermet。\"

  Hisfacewasdangerousforamoment。TheyhadnotyetreachedthepromontorywhichshelteredthemfromDreymarsh。

  \"Perhaps,\"hemuttered,leaningmalignlytowardsher,\"Icouldmakemyselfevenmoreobnoxious。\"

  \"Quitepossibly,\"shereplied,\"onlyIwanttotellyouthis。Ifyoucomeasingleinchnearertome,oneofthemshallshootyou。\"

  \"Yourfriendoryourhusband,eh?\"hescoffed。

  Shewavedhimon。

  \"Ithink,\"shetoldhim,\"thateitherofthemwouldbequitecapableofriddingtheworldofacowardlikeyou。\"

  \"Acoward?\"herepeated。

  \"Precisely!Isn’titacoward’sparttoterroriseawoman?\"

  \"Idon’twanttoterroriseyou,\"hesaidsulkily。

  \"Well,youmustadmitthatyouhaven’tshownanyparticulardesiretomakeyourselfagreeable,\"shepointedout。

  Heturnedsuddenlyuponher。

  \"Iamafool,Iknow,\"hedeclaredbitterly。\"I’manawkward,nervous,miserablefool,myownworstenemyastheysayofmeintheMess,turningthepeopleagainstmeIwanttohavelikeme,stumblingintoeveryblunderafoolcan。I’mthesortofmanwomenmakesportof,andyou’vedoneitforthemcruelly,perfectly。\"

  \"CaptainGriffiths!\"sheprotested。\"WhenhaveIeverbeenanythingbutkindandcourteoustoyou?\"

  \"Itisn’tyourkindnessIwant,noryourcourtesy!There’sacurseuponmytongue,\"hewentondesperately。\"I’mnotlikeothermen。

  Idon’tknowhowtosaywhatIfeel。Ican’tputitintowords。

  Everyonemisunderstandsme。You,too!HereIrodeuptoyouthisafternoonandmyheartwasbeatingforjoy,andinfiveminutesI

  hadmadeanenemyofyou。DamnthatfellowLessingham!Itisallhisfault!\"

  Withouttheslightestwarninghebroughtdownhishuntingcropuponhishorse’sflanks。Themaregaveonegreatplunge,andhewasoff,ridingatafuriousgallop。Philippawatchedhimwithimmenserelief,Inthefardistanceshecouldseetwolittlespecksgrowinglargerandlarger。Shehurriedontowardsthem。

  \"WhateverdidyoudotoCaptainGriffiths,Mummy?Norademanded。

  \"Whyhepasseduswithoutlookingdown,gallopinglikeamadman,andhisfacelooked-well,whatdiditlooklike,Helen?\"

  Helenwasgazinguneasilyalongthesands。

  \"Likeamanridingforhisenemy,\"shedeclared。

  CHAPTERXXVII

  PhilippaandHelenlookedatoneanotheralittledolefullyacrosstheluncheontable。

  \"Isupposesonemissesthechild,\"Helensaid。

  \"Ifeeltoodepressedforwords,\"Philippaadmitted。

  \"Afewdaysago,\"Helenremindedhercompanion,\"weweregettingalltheexcitementthatwasgoodforanyone。\"

  \"Andalittlemore,\"Philippaagreed。\"Idon’tknowwhythingsseemsoflatnow。Wereallyoughttobegladthatnothingterriblehashappened。\"

  \"WhatwithHenryandMr。Lessinghambothaway,\"Helencontinued,\"andCaptainGriffithsnotcomingneartheplace,wereallyhaverevertedtothenormal,haven’twe?Iwonder-ifMr。Lessinghamhasgoneback。\"

  \"Idonotthinkso,\"Philippamurmured。

  Helenfrownedslightly。

  \"Personally,\"shesaid,withsomeemphasis,\"Ihopethathehas。\"

  \"Ifweareconsideringthepersonalpointofviewonly,\"Philipparetorted,\"Ihopethathehasnot。\"

  Helenlookedherdisapproval。

  \"Ishouldhavethoughtthatyouhadhadenoughplayingwithfire,\"

  sheobserved。

  \"Oneneverhasuntilonehasburnedone’sfingers,\"Philippasighed。

  \"Iknowperfectlywellwhatisthematterwithyou,\"shecontinuedseverely。\"YouarefrettingbecausecurriedchickenisDick’sfavouritedish。\"

  \"Iamnotsuchababy,\"Helenprotested。\"Allthesame,itdoesmakeonethink。Iwonder-\"

  \"Iknowexactlywhatyouweregoingtosay,\"Philippainterrupted。

  \"YouweregoingtosaythatyouwonderedwhetherMr。Lessinghamwouldkeephispromise。\"

  \"Whetherhewouldbeableto,\"Helencorrected。\"Itdoesseemsoimpossible,doesn’tit?\"

  \"SodoesMr。Lessinghamhimself,\"Philipparemindedher。\"Itisn’texactlyausualthing,isit,tohaveaperfectlycharmingandwell-bredyoungmanstepoutofaZeppelinintoyourdrawing-room。\"

  \"Youreallybelieve,then,\"Helenaskedeagerly,\"thathewillbeabletokeephispromise?\"

  Philippanoddedconfidently。

  \"Doyouknow,\"shesaid,\"IbelievethatMr。Lessingham,bysomemeansoranother,wouldkeepanypromiseheevermade。IamexpectingtoseeDickatanymomentnow,soyoucangetonwithyourlunch,dear,andnotsitlookingatthecurrywithtearsinyoureyes。\"

  \"Itisn’tthecurrysomuchasthechutney,\"Helenprotestedfaintly。

  \"Heneverwouldtouchanyothersort。\"

  \"Well,Ishouldn’tbesurprisedifhewereheretofinishthebottle,\"Philippadeclared。\"Ihaveafeelingthismorningthatsomethingisgoingtohappen。\"

  \"HowlonghasNoragoneawayfor?\"Helenenquired,afteramoment’spause。

  \"Afortnightorthreeweeks,\"Philippaanswered。\"HergrandmotherwiredthatshewouldbegladtohaveheruntilChristmas。\"

  \"Justwhy,\"Helenaskedseriously,\"haveyousentheraway?\"

  Philippatoyedwithhercurry,andglancedaroundasthoughsheregrettedMills’absencefromtheroom。

  \"Ithoughtitbest,\"shesaidquietly。\"Yousee,Iamnotquitesurewhattheimmediatefutureofthismenageisgoingtobe。\"

  Helenleanedacrossthetableandlaidherhanduponherfriend’s。

  \"Dear,\"shesighed,\"itworriesmesotohearyoutalklikethat。\"

  \"Why?\"

  \"Becauseyouknowperfectlywell,althoughyouprofesstoignoreit,thatatthebottomofyourheartthereisnooneelsebutHenry。

  Itisn’tfair,youknow。\"

  \"Towhomisn’titfair?\"Philippademanded。

  \"ToMr。Lessingham。\"

  Philippawasthoughtfulforafewmoments。

  \"Perhaps,\"sheadmitted,\"thatisapointofviewwhichIhavenotsufficientlyconsidered。\"

  Helenpressedhomeheradvantage。

  \"Idon’tthinkyourealise,Philippa,\"shesaid,\"howmadlyinlovewithyouthemanis。Inaperfectlyingenuousway,too。Noonecouldhelpseeingit。\"

  \"Thenwheredoestheunfairnesscomein?\"Philippaasked。\"Itiswithinmypowertogivehimallthathewants。\"

  \"Butyouwouldn’tdoit,Philippa。Youknowthatyouwouldn’t!\"

  Helenobjected。\"Youmayplaywiththeideainyourmind,butthat’sjustasfarasyou’deverget。\"

  Philippalookedherfriendsteadilyintheface。\"Idisagreewithyou,Helen,\"shesaid。Helensetdowntheglasswhichshehadbeenintheactofraisingtoherlips。Itwasherfirstreallyseriousintimationofthetragedywhichhoveredoverherfuturesister-in-law’slife。Somehoworother,Philippahadseemed,eventoher,sofarremovedfromthatstrenuousworldofover-drugged,over-excitedfemininedecadence,towhomthechangingofahusbandoraloverismerelyanincidentintheday’sexcitements。

  Philippa,withherfrailandalmostflowerlikebeauty,herloveofthewholesomewaysoflife,andherstrongaffections,representedotherthings。Now,forthefirsttime,Helenwasreallyafraid,afraidforherfriend。

  \"Butyoucouldn’tever-youwouldn’tleaveHenry!\"

  Philippaseemedtofindnothingmonstrousintheidea。

  \"ThatisjustwhatIamseriouslythinkingofdoing,\"sheconfided。

  Helenaffectedtolaugh,buthermirthwasobviouslyforced。TheirconversationceasedperforcewiththereturnofMillsintotheroom。

  Thenthewonderfulthinghappened。Thewindowsofthediningroomfacedthedrivetothehouseandbothwomencouldclearlyseeamotorcarturninatthegateandstopatthefrontdoor。Itwasobviouslyahiredcar,asthedriverwasnotinlivery,butthetall,mulled-upfigureinunfamiliarclotheswhooccupiedthefrontseatwasforthemomentamysterytothem。OnlyHelenseemedtohavesomewonderfulpremonitionofthetruth,apremonitionwhichshewasafraidtoadmiteventoherself。Herhandbegantoshake。

  Philippalookedatherinamazement。

  \"Youlookasthoughyouhadseenaghost,Helen!\"sheexclaimed。

  \"Whoonearthcanitbe,comingatthistimeoftheday?\"

  Helenwasspeechless,andPhilippadivinedatoncethecauseofheragitation。Shesprangtoherfeet。

  \"Helen,youdon’timagine-\"shegasped。\"Listen!\"

  Therewasavoiceinthehail-afamiliarvoice,thoughstrainedalittleandhoarse;Mills’decorousgreetings,agitatedbutfervent。

  Andthen-MajorRichardFelstead!

  \"Dick!\"Helenscreamed,asshethrewherselfintohisarms。\"Oh,Dick!Dick!\"

  Itwasanincoherent,breathlessmoment。Somehoworother,Philippafoundherselfsharingherbrother’sembrace。ThenthefireofquestionsandanswerswaspresentlyinterruptedbyMills,triumphantlybearinginafreshdishofcurry。

  \"WhatwilltheMajortaketodrink,yourladyship?\"heasked。

  Felsteadlaughedalittlechokingly。

  \"Uponmyword,there’ssomethingwonderfullysoundaboutMills!\"

  hesaid。\"It’saghoulishthingtoaskforinthemiddleoftheday,isn’tit,Philippa,butcanIhavesomechampagne?\"

  \"Youcanhavethewholecellarful,\"Philippaassuredhimjoyously。

  \"Besureyoubringthebest,Mills。\"

  \"ThePerrierJonet1904,yourladyship,\"wasthemurmuredreply。

  Mills’disappearancewasverybrief,andinaveryfewmomentstheyfoundthemselvesseatedoncemoreatthetable。Theysatoneoneithersideofhim,watchinghisglassandhisplate。Bydegreestheirquestionsandhisanswersbecamemoreintelligible。

  \"Whendidyougethere?\"theywantedtoknow。

  \"IarrivedinHarwichaboutdaylightthismorning,\"hetoldthem;

  \"cameacrossfromHolland。Ihiredacaranddrovestraighthere。\"

  \"Whendidyouknowyouwerecominghome?\"Helenasked。

  \"Onlytwodaysago,\"hereplied。\"Ineverwassosurprisedinmylife。EvennowIcan’trealisemygoodluck。Ican’tseewhatI’vedone。Thelasttwomonths,infact,seemtometohavebeenadream。

  Jove!\"hewenton,ashedrankhiswine,\"IneverthoughtIshouldbesuchapigastocaresomuchforeatinganddrinking!\"

  \"Andthinkwhatweeksofityouhavebeforeyou?\"Helenexplained,clappingherhands。\"PhilippaandIwillhaveanewinterestinlife-tomakeyoufat。\"

  Helaughed。

  \"Itwon’tbeverydifficult,\"hepromisedthem。\"Ihadseveralmonthsofsemi-starvationbeforethemiraclehappened。ItwasalljustthechanceofhavinghadapalupatMagdalenwho’sbeenservingintheGermanArmy-BertramMaderstromwashisname。Yourememberhim,Philippa?HewasaSwedeinthosedays。\"

  \"Whatadearhemusthavebeentohaverememberedandtohavebeensofaithful!\"Philippaobserved,lookingawayforamoment。

  \"He’sarealgoodsort,\"Felsteaddeclaredenthusiastically,\"althoughHeavenknowswhyhe’sturnedGerman!Heworkedlikeaslaveforme。Idaresayhedidn’tfinditsodifficulttogetmebetterquartersandaservant,anddecentfood,butwhentheytoldmethatIwasfree-well,itnearlyknockedmesilly。\"

  \"Thedearfellow!\"Philippamurmuredpensively。

  \"Doyourememberhim,eitherofyou?\"Felsteadcontinued。\"Rathergood-lookinghewas,andalittleshy,butquiteasportsman。\"

  \"I-seemtoremember,\"Philippaadmitted。

  \"Thenamesoundsfamiliar,\"Helenechoed。\"Dohavesomemorechutney,Dick。\"

  \"Thanks!WhatapigIammakingofmyself!\"heobservedcheerfully。

  \"YougirlswillthinkIcan’ttalkaboutanyonebutMaderstrom,butthewholebusinessbeatsmesocompletely。Ofcourse,weweregreatpals,inaway,butIneverthoughtthatIwastheappleofhiseye,oranythingofthatsort。Howhegottheinfluence,too,Ican’timagine。Andoh!IknewtherewassomethingelseIwasgoingtoaskyougirls,\"Felsteadwenton。\"Haveyoueverhadaletter,orratheralettereach,uncensored?Justalineortwo?

  IthinkImentionedMaderstromwhichIshouldnothavebeenallowedtodointheordinaryprisonletters。\"

  Felsteadwashelpinghimselftocheese,andhesawnothingofthequickglancewhichpassedbetweenthetwowomen。

  \"Yes,wehadthem,Dick,\"Philippatoldhim。\"Itwasoneafternoon-itdoesn’tseemsoverylongago。Andoh,howthankfulwewere!\"

  Felsteadnodded。

  \"Hegotthemacrossallright,then。Tellme,didtheycomethroughHolland?Whatwasthepostmark?\"

  \"Thepostmark,\"Philipparepeated,alittledoubtfully。\"YouheardwhatDickasked,Helen?Thepostmark?\"

  \"Idon’tthinktherewasone,\"Helenreplied,glancinganxiouslyatPhilippa。

  Felsteadsetdownhisglass。

  \"Nopostmark?Youmeannoforeignpostmark,Isuppose?TheywerepostedinEngland,eh?\"

  Philippashookherhead。

  \"Theycametous,Dick,\"shesaid,\"byhand。\"

  Felsteadwas,withoutadoubt,astonished。HeturnedroundinhischairtowardsPhilippa。

  \"Byhand?\"herepeated。\"Doyoumeantosaythattheywereactuallybroughtherebyhand?\"

  Perhapssomethinginhismannerwarnedthem。Philippalaughedasshebentoverhischair。

  \"Wewilltellyouhowtheycame,presently,\"shedeclared,\"butnotuntilyouhavefinishedyourlunch,drunkthelastdropofthatchampagne,andhadatleasttwoglassesoftheportthatMillshasbeendecantingsocarefully。Afterthatwewillsee。JustnowI

  haveonlyonefeeling,andIknowthatHelenhasit,too。Nothingelsemattersexceptthatwehaveyouhomeagain。

  Felsteadpattedhissisteronthecheek,drewherfacedowntohisandkissedher。

  \"It’ssowonderfultobeathome!\"heexclaimedapologetically。

  \"ButImustwarnyouthatIamtherabidestpersonalive。IwentouttothewarwithacertainamountofrespectfortheGermans。I

  havecomebackloathingthemlikevermin。Ispent-butIwon’tgoon。\"

  Millsmadehisappearancewiththedecanterofport。

  \"Ibegyourladyship’spardon,\"hesaid,ashefilledFelstead’sglass,\"butMr。Lessinghamhasarrivedandisinthelibrary,waitingtoseeyou。\"

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  CHAPTERXXVIII

  ToMajorRichardFelstead,Mills’announcementwaswithoutsignificance。Forthefirsttimehebecameconscious,however,ofsomethingwhichseemedalmostlikeasecretunderstandingbetweenhissisterandhisfianc=82e。

  \"TellMr。LessinghamIshallbewithhiminaminuteortwo,ifhewillkindlywait,\"Philippainstructed。

  \"WhoisMr。Lessingham?\"Richardenquired,assoonasthedoorhadclosedbehindMills。\"Seemsaqueertimetocall。\"

  HelenglancedatPhilippa,whoselipsframedadecidednegative。

  \"Mr。Lessinghamisagentlemanstayingintheneighbourhood,\"thelatterreplied。\"Youwillprobablymakehisacquaintancebeforelong。Incidentally,hesavedHenry’slifetheothernight。\"

  \"Soundsexciting,\"Richardobserved。\"WhatformofdestructionwasHenrycourting?\"

  \"Therewasatrawlershipwreckedinthestorm,\"Philippaexplained。

  \"Youcanseeitfromallthefrontwindows。Henrywasonboard,returningfromoneofhisfishingexcursions。TheyweretryingtofindDumble’sanchorageandweredriveninontothatlowridgeofrock。Aropebroke,orsomething,theyhadnomorerockets,andMr。Lessinghamswamoutwiththeline。\"

  \"Soundslikeapluckychap,\"Richardadmitted。

  Philipparosetoherfeetregretfully。

  \"Iexpecthehascometowishusgood-by,\"shesaid。\"I’llleaveyouwithHelen,Dick。Don’tletheroverfeedyou。Andyouknowwherethecigarsare,Helen。TakeDickintothegunroomafterwards。You’llhaveitalltoyourselvesandthereisafirethere。\"

  Philippaenteredthelibraryinastateofagitationforwhichshewasgladtohavesomereasonableexcuse。SheheldoutbothherhandstoLessingham。

  \"Dickisback-justarrived!\"sheexclaimed。\"Ican’ttellyouhowhappyweare,andhowgrateful!\"

  Lessinghamraisedherfingerstohislips。

  \"Iamglad,\"hesaidsimply。\"Doyoumeanthatheisinthehousehere,now?\"

  \"HeisinthediningroomwithHelen。\"

  Lessinghamforamomentwasthoughtful。

  \"Don’tyouthink,\"hesuggested,\"thatitwouldbebettertokeepusapart?\"

  \"Iwaswondering,\"sheconfessed。

  \"Haveyoutoldhimaboutmybringingtheletters?\"

  Sheshookherhead。

  \"Wenearlydid。ThenIstopped-Iwasn’tsure。\"

  \"Youwerewise,\"hesaid。

  \"Areyouwise?\"sheaskedhimquickly。=20

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  \"Incomingbackhere?\"

  Shenodded。

  \"CaptainGriffithsknowseverything,\"sheremindedhim。\"Heissimplyfuriousbecauseyourarrestwasinterferedwith。Ireallybelievethatheisdangerous。\"

  Lessinghamwasunmoved。

  \"Ihadtocomeback,\"hesaidsimply。

  \"Whydidyougoawaysosuddenly?\"

  \"Well,Ihadtodothat,too,\"hereplied,\"onlythegoverningcauseswereverydifferent。Wewillspeak,ifyoudonotmind,onlyofthecausewhichhasbroughtmeback。ThatIbelieveyouknowalready。\"

  Philippawascuriouslyafraid。Shelookedtowardsthedoorasthoughwithsomevaguehopeofescape。Sherealisedthatthenecessityfordecisionhadarrived。

  \"Philippa,\"hewenton,\"doyouseewhatthisis?\"

  Hehandedhertwofoldedslipsofpaper。Shestarted。Atthetopofonesherecognisedasmallphotographofherself。

  \"Whatarethey?\"sheasked。\"Whatdoesitmean?\"

  \"TheyarepassportsforAmerica,\"hetoldher。

  \"For-forme?\"shefaltered。

  \"Foryouandme。\"

  Theyslippedfromherfingers。Hepickedthemupfromthecarpet。

  Herfacewashiddenforamomentinherhands。

  \"Iknowsowellhowyouarefeeling,\"hesaidhumbly。\"Iknowhowterribleashockthismustseemtoyouwhenitcomessonear。Youaresodifferentfromtheotherwomenwhomightdothisthing。Itissomuchharderforyouthanforthem。\"

  Sheliftedherhead。Therewasstillsomethingofthelookofascaredchildinherface。

  \"Don’timaginemebetterthanIam,\"shebegged。\"Iamnotreallydifferentfromanyotherwoman,onlyitisthefirsttimethissortofthinghasevercomeintomylife。\"

  \"Iknow。Yousee,\"hewenton,alittlewistfully,\"youhavenottakenme,asyet,veryfarintoyourconfidence,Philippa。YouknowthatIloveyouasamanlovesonlyonce。Itsoundslikeanemptyphrasetosayit,butifyouwillgivemeyourlifetotakecareof,Ishallonlyhaveonethought-tomakeyouhappy。CouldIsucceed?Thatiswhatyouhavetoaskyourself。Youarenothappynow。Doyouthinkthat,ifyoustayonhere,thefutureislikelytobeanybetterforyou?\"

  Sheshookherheaddrearily。

  \"Ibelieve,\"sheconfessed,\"thatIhavereachedtheverylimitofmyendurance。\"

  Hecamealittlenearer。Hishandsresteduponhershouldersverylightly,yettheyseemedlikesomeenvelopingchain。Morethaneverinthosefewmomentssherealisedthespiritualqualitiesofhisface。Hiseyeswereaglow。Hisvoice,alittlebrokenwithemotion,waswonderfullytender。Helookedatherasthoughsheweresomepreciousandsacredthing。

  \"Iamrich,\"hesaid,\"andtherearefewpartsoftheworldwherewecouldnotlive。Wecouldfindourwaytotheislands,likeyourgreatwriterStevensoninwhomyoudelightsomuch;islandsfullofcolour,andwonderfulbirds,andstrangeblueskies;

  islandswherethepeaceofthetropicsdullsmemory,andtimeheatsonlyintheheart。Theworldisagreatplace,Philippa,andtherearecornerswherethesordidcrimeofthisghastlybutcheryhasscarcelybeenheardof,wherethehorrorandthetaintofitareasthoughtheyneverexisted,wherethesunandmoonarestillunashamed,andthegreymonstersridenowhereuponthesapphireseas。\"

  \"Itsoundslikeafairytale,\"shemurmured,withahalfpatheticsmile。

  \"Lovealwaysfashionslifelikeafairytale,\"hereplied。

  Shestoodperfectlystill。

  \"Youmusthavemyanswernow,atthismoment?\"sheaskedatlast。

  \"Thereareyetsomehours,\"hetoldher。\"Ihaveaverypowerfulautomobilehere,andto-nightthereisafullmoon。Ifweleavehereatteno’clock,wecancatchthesteamerto-morrowafternoon。

  Everythinghasbeenmadeveryeasyforme。Andfortune,too,iswithus-yourvindictivecommandant,CaptainGriffiths,isinLondon。Yousee,youhavethewholeafternoonforthought。I

  wantyouonlyforyourhappiness。Atteno’clockIshallcomehere。Ifyouarecomingwithme,youmustbereadythen。Youunderstand?\"

  \"Iunderstand,\"sheassented,underherbreath。\"Andnow,\"shewenton,raisinghereyes,\"somehowIthinkthatyouareright。

  ItwouldbebetterforyouandDicknottomeet。\"

  \"Iamsureofit,\"heagreed。\"Ishallcomeformyansweratteno’clock。Iwonder-\"

  Hestoodlookingather,hiseyeshungrytofindsomesigninherface。Therewassomuchkindnessthere,somuchthatmightpass,even,foraffection,andyetsomethingwhich,behinditall,chilledhisconfidence。Helefthissentenceuncompletedandturnedtowardsthedoor。Suddenlyshecalledhimback。Sheheldupherfinger。Herwholeexpressionhadchanged。Shewasalarmed。

  \"Wait!\"shebegged。\"IcanhearDick’svoice。Waittillhehascrossedthehail。\"

  Theybothstood,foramoment,quitesilent。ThentheyheardalittleprotestingcryfromHelen,andagood-humouredlaughfromRichard。Thedoorwasthrownopen。

  \"Youdon’tmindourcomingthroughtothegunroom,Phil?\"herbrotherasked。\"We’renot-MyGod!\"

  Therewasaqueersilence,brokenbyHelen,whostoodonthethreshold,thepictureofdistress。

  \"Itriedtogethimtogotheotherway,Philippa。

  Richardtookaquickstepforward。Hishandswereoutstretched。

  \"Bertram!\"heexclaimed。\"Isthisamiracle?Youherewithmysister?\"

  Lessinghamheldouthishand。SuddenlyRicharddroppedhis。Hisexpressionhadbecomesterner。

  \"Idon’tunderstand,\"hesaidsimply。\"Somebodypleaseexplain。\"

  CHAPTERXXIX

  Forafewbriefsecondsnooneseemedinclinedtotakeuponthemselvestheonusofspeech。Richard’samazementseemedtoincreaseuponreflection。

  \"Maderstrom!\"heexclaimed。\"Bertram!Whatinthenameofallthat’sdiabolicalareyoudoinghere?\"

  \"Iamjustaderelict,\"Lessinghamexplained,withafaintsmile。

  \"Gladtoseeyou,Richard。YouareadayearlierthanIexpected。\"

  \"YouknewthatIwascoming,then?\"Richarddemanded。

  \"Naturally,\"Lessinghamreplied。\"Ihadthegreatpleasureofarrangingforyourrelease。\"

  \"Lookhere,\"Richardwenton,\"I’mgropingaboutabit。Idon’tunderstand。ForgivemeifIrunoffthetrack。I’mnotforgettingourfriendship,Maderstrom,orwhatIowetoyousinceyoucameandfoundmeatWittenburg。Butforallthat,youhaveservedintheGermanArmyandareanenemy,andIwanttoknowwhatyouaredoinghere,inEngland,inmybrother-in-law’shouse。\"

  \"Noparticularharm,Richard,Ipromiseyou,\"Lessinghamrepliedmildly。

  \"Youarehereunderafalsename!\"

  \"HamarLessingham,ifyoudonotmind,\"theotherassented。\"I

  prefermyownname,butIdonotfancythattheuseofitwouldensuremeaverywarmwelcomeoverherejustnow。Besides,\"headded,withaglanceatPhilippa,\"IhavetoconsiderthefriendswhosehospitalityIhaveenjoyed。\"

  InashadowysortofwaythetruthbegantodawnuponRichard。Histonebecamegrimmerandhismannermoremenacing。

  \"Maderstrom,\"hesaid,\"wemetlastunderdifferentcircumstances。

  IwilladmitthatIcutapoorfigure,butminewasatleastanhonourableimprisonment。Iamnotsosurethatyoursisanhonourablefreedom。\"

  Philippalaidherhanduponherbrother’sarm。

  \"Dick,dear,dorememberthattheywerestarvingyoutodeath!\"

  shebegged。

  \"Youwouldneverhavelivedthroughit,\"Helenechoed。

  \"YouaretalkingtoMr。Lessingham,\"Philippaprotested,\"asthoughhewereanenemy,insteadofthebestfriendyoueverhadinyourlife。\"

  Richardwavedthemaway。

  \"Youmustleavethistous,\"heinsisted。\"MaderstromandIwillbeabletounderstandoneanother,atanyrate。Whatareyoudoinginthishouse-inEngland?Whatisyourmissionhere?\"

  \"Whateveritmayhavebeen,itisaccomplished,\"Lessinghamsaidgravely。\"Atthepresentmoment,myplansaretoleaveyourcountryto-night。\"

  \"Accomplished?\"Richardrepeated。\"Whatthedevildoyoumean?

  Accomplished?Areyouplayingthespyinthiscountry?\"

  \"Youwouldprobablyconsidermymissionespionage,\"Lessinghamadmitted。

  \"Andyouhavebroughtittoasuccessfulconclusion?\"

  \"Ihave。\"

  Philippathrewherarmsaroundherbrother’sneck。\"Dick,\"shepleaded,\"pleaselisten。Mr。Lessinghamhasbeenhere,inthisdistrict,eversincehelandedinEngland。Whatpossibleharmcouldbedo?Wehaven’tasinglesecrettobelearned。Everybodyknowswhereourfewgunsare。Everybodyknowswhereoursoldiersarequartered。Wehaven’taharbouroranysecretfortifications。

  Wehaven’tanyshippinginformationwhichitwouldbeoftheleastusesignallinganywhere。Mr。Lessinghamhasspenthistimeamongsttrifleshere。TakeHelenawaysomewhereandforgetthatyouhaveseenhiminthehouse。RememberthathehassavedHenry’slifeaswellasyours。\"

  \"Iinvitenoconsiderationuponthataccount,\"Lessinghamdeclared。

  \"AllthatIdidforyouinGermany,Idid,orshouldhaveattemptedtodo,formyoldfriend。Yourreleasewasdifferent。Iamforcedtoadmitthatitwasthepricepaidformysojournhere。Iwillonlyaskyoutorememberthatthebargainwasmadewithoutyourknowledge,andthatyouareinnowayresponsibleforit。\"

  \"Aprice,\"Richardpronouncedfiercely,\"whichIrefusetopay!\"

  Lessinghamshruggedhisshoulders。

  \"Thealternative,\"heconfessed,\"isinyourhands。\"

  Richardmovedtowardsthetelephone。

  \"Iamsorry,Maderstrom,\"hesaid,\"butmydutyisclear。WhoisCommandanthere,Philippa?\"

  Philippastoodbetweenherbrotherandthetelephone。Therewasaqueer,angrypatchofcolourinhercheeks。Hereyeswereonfire。

  \"Richard,\"sheexclaimed,\"youshallnotdothisfrommyhouse!

  Iforbidyou!\"

  \"Dowhat?\"

  \"Giveinformation。Doyouknowwhatitwouldmeaniftheybelievedyou?\"

  \"Death,\"heanswered。\"Maderstromknewtheriskheranwhenhecametothiscountryunderafalsename。\"

  \"Perfectly,\"Lessinghamadmitted。

  \"ButIwon’thaveit!\"Philippaprotested。\"Hehasbecomeourfriend。Daybydaywehavegrowntolikehimbetterandbetter。

  Hehassavedyourlife,Dick。Hehasbroughtyoubacktous。

  Thinkwhatitisthatyoupurpose!\"

  \"Itiswhateverysoldierhastoface,\"Richarddeclared。

  \"Youmendrivemecrazywithyourfoolishideas!\"Philippacrieddesperately。\"Thewarisinyourbrains,Ithink。Youwouldcarryitfromthebattlefieldsintoyourdailylife。Becausetwogreatcountriesareatwar,iseverythingtogoby-chivalry?-allthefiner,sweeterfeelingsoflife?Ifyoutwometonthebattlefield,itwouldbedifferent。Hereinmydrawing-room,I

  willnothavethisblackdemonofthewardraggedinasanexcuseformurder!TakeDickaway,Helen!\"shebegged。\"Mr。Lessinghamisleavingto-night。Iwillpledgemywordthatuntilthenheremainsaharmlesscitizen。\"

  \"Womendon’tunderstandthesethings,Philippa-\"Richardbegan。

  \"Thankheavensweunderstandthembetterthanyoumen!\"Philippainterruptedfiercely。\"Youhavebutoneidea-tostrike-thenarrowideaofmenthatbreedswarfare。Itellyouthatifeveruniversalpeacecomes,ifeverthenationsaretaughtthehorrorofthislustforblood,thiscriminaloutrageagainstcivilisation,itisthewomenwhowillbecometheteachers,becauseamongstyourinstinctsthebrutishonesofforcearethefirsttoleaptothesurfaceattheslightestprovocation。Wewomenseefurther,weknowmore。Isweartoyou,Richard,thatifyouinterfereIwillneverforgiveyouaslongasIlive!\"

  Richardstaredathissisterinamazement。Thereseemedtobesomenewspiritbornwithinher。Throughoutalltheirdayshehadneverknownhersomuchinearnest,sopassionatelyinsistent。Helookedfromhertothemanwhomshesoughttoprotect,andwhoanswered,unasked,thethoughtsthatwereinhismind。

  \"WhateverharmImayhavebeenabletodo,\"Lessinghamannounced,\"isfinished。Ileavethisplaceto-night,probablyforever。AsfortheCommandant,\"hewentonwithafaintsmile,\"heisalreadyuponmytrack。Thereisnothingyoucantellhimaboutmewhichhedoesnotknow。Itisjustamatterofhours,thetossofacoin,whetherIgetawayornot。\"

  \"They’vefoundyouout,then?\"Richardexclaimed。

  \"Onlyamiraclesavedmefromarrestaweekago,\"Lessinghamacknowledged。\"YourCommandanthereisatthepresentmomentinLondonforthesolepurposeofdenouncingme。\"

  \"Andyetyouremainhere,payingafternooncalls?\"Richardobservedincredulously。\"I’mhangedifIcanseethroughthis!\"

  \"Yousee,\"Lessinghamexplainedgently。\"Iamafatalist!\"

  ItwasHelenwhofinallyledherloverfromtheroom。Helookedbackfromthedoor。

  \"Maderstrom,\"hesaid,\"youknowquitewellhowpersonallyIfeeltowardsyou。Iamgratefulforwhatyouhavedoneforme,eventhoughIambeginningtounderstandyourmotives。Butasregardstheotherthingswearebothsoldiers。IamgoingtotalktoHelenforatime。IwanttounderstandalittlemorethanIdoatpresent。\"

  Lessinghamnodded。

  \"Letmehelpyou,\"hebegged。\"Hereistheissueinplainwords。

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