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  Onre-enteringhisroomthethirdorfourthmorningafterhisadventattheSummitHouse,shenoticedwithsomeconcernthattherewasaslightflushonhischeekandacertainexaltationwhichsheatfirstthoughtpresagedfever。Butanexaminationofhispulseandtemperaturedispelledthatfear,andhistalkativenessandgoodspiritsconvincedherthatitwasonlyhisyouthfulvigoratlastovercominghisdespondency。Afewdayslater,thischeerfulnessnotbeingcontinued,Dr。DuchesnefollowedMissTrotterintothehall。\"Wemusttrytokeepourpatientfrommopinginhisconfinement,youknow,\"hebegan,withaslightsmile,\"andheseemstobesomewhatofanemotionalnature,accustomedtobeamusedand——er——er——petted。\"

  \"Hisfriendswerehereyesterday,\"returnedMissTrotterdryly,\"butIdidnotinterferewiththemuntilIthoughttheyhadstayedlongenoughtosuityourwishes。\"

  \"IamnotreferringtoTHEM,\"saidthedoctor,stillsmiling;\"butyouknowawoman’ssympathyandpresenceinasickroomisoftenthebestoftonicsorsedatives。\"

  MissTrotterraisedhereyestothespeakerwithahalfcriticalimpatience。

  \"Thefactis,\"thedoctorwenton,\"Ihaveafavortoaskofyouforourpatient。Itseemsthattheothermorninganewchambermaidwaiteduponhim,whomhefoundmuchmoregentleandsympatheticinhermannerthantheothers,andmoresubmissiveandquietinherways——possiblybecausesheisaforeigner,andaccustomedtoservitude。IsupposeyouhavenoobjectiontoHERtakingchargeofhisroom?\"

  MissTrotter’scheekslightlyflushed。Notfromwoundedvanity,butfromtheconsciousnessofsomewantofacumenthathadmadehermakeamistake。Shehadreallybelieved,fromherknowledgeofthepatient’scharacterandthedoctor’spreamble,thathewishedHER

  toshowsomemorekindnessandpersonalsympathytotheyoungman,andhadevenbeenpreparedtoquestionitsutility!Shesawherblunderquickly,andatoncerememberingthattheprettySwedishgirlhadonemorningtakentheplaceofanabsentfellowservant,inthereboundfromhererror,shesaidquietly:\"YoumeanFrida!

  Certainly!shecanlookafterhisroom,ifheprefersher。\"Butforherblundershemighthaveaddedconscientiouslythatshethoughtthegirlwouldproveinefficient,butshedidnot。Sherememberedtheincidentofthewood;yetifthegirlhadaloverinthewood,shecouldnoturgeitasaproofofincapacity。Shegavethenecessaryorders,andtheincidentpassed。

  Visitingthepatientafewdaysafterward,shecouldnothelpnoticingacertainshygratitudeinMr。Calton’sgreetingofher,whichshequietlyignored。ThisforcedtheingenuousChristomorepositivespeech。HedweltwithgreatsimplicityandenthusiasmontheSwedishgirl’sgentlenessandsympathy。\"Youhavenoideaof——

  her——naturaltenderness,MissTrotter,\"hestammerednaively。MissTrotter,rememberingthewood,thoughttoherselfthatshehadsomefaintideaofit,butdidnotimpartwhatitwas。Hespokealsoofherbeauty,notbeingcleverenoughtoaffectanindifferenceorignoranceofit,whichmadeMissTrotterrespecthimandsmileanunqualifiedacquiescence。Fridacertainlywaspretty!Butwhenhespokeofheras\"MissJansen,\"andsaidshewassomuchmore\"ladylikeandrefinedthantheotherservants,\"sherepliedbyaskinghimifhisbandageshurthim,and,receivinganegativeanswer,graciouslywithdrew。

  Indeed,hisbandagesgavehimlittletroublenow,andhisimprovementwassomarkedandsustainedthatthedoctorwasgreatlygratified,and,indeed,expressedasmuchtoMissTrotter,withtheconscientiousadditionthathebelievedthegreaterpartofitwasduetohercapablenursing!\"Yes,ma’am,hehastothankYOUforit,andnooneelse!\"

  MissTrotterraisedherdarkeyesandlookedsteadilyathim。

  Accustomedashewastomenandwomen,thelookstronglyheldhim。

  Hesawinhereyesanintelligenceequaltohisown,aknowledgeofgoodandevil,andatolerationandphilosophy,equaltohisown,butasomethingelsethatwasasdistinctanddifferentastheirsex。Andthereinlayitscharm,foritmerelytranslateditselfinhismindthatshehadveryprettyeyes,whichhehadnevernoticedbefore,withoutanyaggressiveintellectualquality。Andwiththis,alas!cametheman’spropensitytoreason。ItmeantofcoursebutONEthing;hesawitallnow!IfHE,inhispreoccupationandcoolness,hadnoticedhereyes,soalsohadtheyoungerandemotionalChris。Theyoungfellowwasinlovewithher!Itwasthatwhichhadstimulatedhisrecovery,andshewaswonderingifhe,thedoctor,hadobservedit。Hesmiledbackthesuperiorsmileofoursexinmomentsofgreatinanity,andpoorMissTrotterbelievedheunderstoodher。Afewdaysafterthis,shenoticedthatFridaJansenwaswearingapearlringandasomewhatostentatiouslocket。SherememberednowthatMr。BilsonhadtoldherthattheRoanokeLedgewasveryrich,andthatCaltonwaslikelytoproveaprofitableguest。ButitwasnotHER

  business。

  Itbecameherbusiness,however,somedayslater,whenMr。Caltonwassomuchbetterthathecouldsitinachair,orevenloungelistlesslyinthehallandcorridor。ItsochancedthatshewaspassingalongtheupperhallwhenshesawFrida’spinkcottonskirtdisappearinanadjacentroom,andheardherlightlaughasthedoorclosed。Buttheroomhappenedtobeacard-roomreservedexclusivelyforgentlemen’spokeroreuchreparties,andthechambermaidshadnobusinessthere。MissTrotterhadnodoubtthatMr。Caltonwasthere,andthatFridaknewit;butasthiswasanindiscretionsoopen,flagrant,andlikelytobediscoveredbythefirstpassingguest,shecalledtohersharply。Shewasastonished,however,atthesamemomenttoseeMr。Caltonwalkinginthecorridoratsomedistancefromtheroominquestion。

  Indeed,shewassoconfoundedthatwhenFridaappearedfromtheroomalittleflurried,butwithacertainaudacitynewtoher,MissTrotterwithheldherrebuke,andsentheroffonanimaginaryerrand,whilesheherselfopenedthecard-roomdoor。ItcontainedsimplyMr。Bilson,heremployer;hisexplanationwasglaringlyembarrassedandunreal!MissTrotteraffectedobliviousness,butwassilent;perhapsshethoughtheremployerwasbetterabletotakecareofhimselfthanMr。Calton。

  AweeklaterthistensionterminatedbythereturnofCaltontoRoanokeLedge,aconvalescentman。AveryprettywatchandchainafterwardwerereceivedbyMissTrotter,withafewlinesexpressingthegratitudeoftheex-patient。Mr。Bilsonwashighlydelighted,andfrequentlyborrowedthewatchtoshowtohisguestsasanadvertisementofthehealingpowersoftheSummitHotel。

  WhatMr。CaltonsenttothemoreattractiveandflirtatiousFridadidnotaspubliclyappear,andpossiblyMr。Bilsondidnotknowit。Theincidentofthecardroomwasforgotten。Sincethatdiscovery,MissTrotterhadfeltherselfdebarredfromtakingthegirl’sconductintoseriousaccount,anditdidnotinterferewithherwork。

  II

  OneafternoonMissTrotterreceivedamessagethatMr。Caltondesiredafewmoments’privateconversationwithher。Alittlecurious,shehadhimshownintooneofthesitting-rooms,butwassurprisedonenteringtofindthatshewasinthepresenceofanutterstranger!ThiswasexplainedbythevisitorsayingbrieflythathewasChris’selderbrother,andthathepresumedthenamewouldbesufficientintroduction。MissTrottersmileddoubtfully,foramoredistinctoppositetoChriscouldnotbeconceived。Thestrangerwasapparentlystrong,practical,andmasterfulinallthosequalitiesinwhichhisbrotherwascharminglyweak。MissTrotter,fornoreasonwhatever,feltherselfinclinedtoresentthem。

  \"Ireckon,MissTrotter,\"hesaidbluntly,\"thatyoudon’tknowanythingofthisbusinessthatbringsmehere。Atleast,\"hehesitated,withacertainroughcourtesy,\"Ishouldjudgefromyourgeneralstyleandgaitthatyouwouldn’thaveletitgoonsofarifyouhad,butthefactis,thatdarnedfoolbrotherofmine——begyourpardon!——hasgoneandgothimselfengagedtooneofthegirlsthathelphere,——ayellow-hairedforeigner,calledFridaJansen。\"

  \"Iwasnotawarethatithadgonesofarasthat,\"saidMissTrotterquietly,\"althoughhisadmirationforherwaswellknown,especiallytohisdoctor,atwhoserequestIselectedhertoespeciallyattendtoyourbrother。\"

  \"Thedoctorisafool,\"brokeinMr。Caltonabruptly。\"HeonlythoughtofkeepingChrisquietwhilehefinishedhisjob。\"

  \"Andreally,Mr。Calton,\"continuedMissTrotter,ignoringtheinterruption,\"IdonotseewhatrightIhavetointerferewiththematrimonialintentionsofanyguestinthishouse,eventhoughor——

  asyouseemtoputit——BECAUSEtheobjectofhisattentionsisinitsemploy。\"

  Mr。Caltonstared——angrilyatfirst,andthenwithakindofwonderingamazementthatanywoman——aboveallahousekeeper——shouldtakesuchaview。\"But,\"hestammered,\"Ithoughtyou——you——lookedaftertheconductofthosegirls。\"

  \"I’mafraidyou’veassumedtoomuch,\"saidMissTrotterplacidly。

  \"Mybusinessistoseethattheyattendtotheirdutieshere。

  FridaJansen’sdutywas——asIhavejusttoldyou——tolookafteryourbrother’sroom。AndasfarasIunderstandyou,youarenotheretocomplainofherinattentiontothatduty,butofitsresultinginanattachmentonyourbrother’spart,and,asyoutellme,anintentionastoherfuture,whichisreallytheonethingthatwouldmakemy’lookingafterherconduct’animpertinenceandinterference!IfyouhadcometotellmethathedidNOTintendtomarryher,butwashurtingherreputation,Icouldhaveunderstoodandrespectedyourmotives。\"

  Mr。Caltonfelthisfacegrowredandhimselfdiscomfited。HehadcometherewiththefirmbeliefthathewouldconvictMissTrotterofagravefault,andthatinherpenitenceshewouldbegladtoassisthiminbreakingoffthematch。Onthecontrary,tofindhimselfarraignedandputonhisdefensebythistall,slimwoman,erectandsmartlybuckramedinlogicandwhalebone,waspreposterous!

  Butithadtheeffectofsubduinghistone。

  \"Youdon’tunderstand,\"hesaidawkwardlyyetpleadingly。\"Mybrotherisafool,andanywomancouldwindhimroundherfinger。

  SHEknowsit。SheknowsheisrichandapartnerintheRoanokeLedge。That’sallshewants。Sheisnotafitmatchforhim。

  I’vesaidhewasafool——but,hangitall!that’snoreasonwhyheshouldmarryanignorantgirl——aforeignerandaservant——whenhecoulddobetterelsewhere。\"

  \"Thiswouldseemtobeamatterbetweenyouandyourbrother,andnotbetweenmyselfandmyservant,\"saidMissTrottercoldly。\"IfyoucannotconvinceHIM,yourownbrother,IdonotseehowyouexpectmetoconvinceHER,aservant,overwhomIhavenocontrolexceptasamistressofherWORK,when,onyourownshowing,shehaseverythingtogainbythemarriage。IfyouwishMr。Bilson,theproprietor,tothreatenherwithdismissalunlessshegivesupyourbrother,\"——MissTrottersmiledinwardlyatthethoughtofthecard-roomincident,——\"itseemstomeyoumightonlyprecipitatethemarriage。\"

  Mr。Caltonlookedutterlyblankandhopeless。Hisreasontoldhimthatshewasright。Morethanthat,acertainadmirationforherclear-sightednessbegantopossesshim,withthefeelingthathewouldliketohave\"shownup\"alittlebetterthanhehadinthisinterview。IfChrishadfalleninlovewithHER——butChriswasafoolandwouldn’thaveappreciatedher!

  \"Butyoumighttalkwithher,MissTrotter,\"hesaid,nowcompletelysubdued。\"Evenifyoucouldnotreasonheroutofit,youmightfindoutwhatsheexpectsfromthismarriage。Ifyouwouldtalktoherassensiblyasyouhavetome\"——

  \"Itisnotlikelythatshewillseekmyassistanceasyouhave,\"

  saidMissTrotter,withafaintsmilewhichMr。Caltonthoughtquitepretty,\"butIwillseeaboutit。\"

  WhateverMissTrotterintendedtododidnottranspire。Shecertainlywasinnohurryaboutit,asshedidnotsayanythingtoFridathatday,andthenextafternoonitsochancedthatbusinesstookhertothebankandpost-office。HerwayhomeagainlaythroughtheSummitwoods。ItrecalledtoherthememorableoccasionwhenshewasfirstawitnesstoFrida’sflirtations。

  NeitherthatnorMr。Bilson’spresumedgallantries,however,seemedinconsistent,inMissTrotter’sknowledgeoftheworld,withaseriousengagementwithyoungCalton。Shewasneithershockednorhorrifiedbyit,andforthatreasonshehadnotthoughtitnecessarytospeakofittotheelderMr。Calton。

  Herpathwoundthroughathicketfragrantwithsyringaandsouthernwood;thefaintperfumewasreminiscentofAtlantichillsides,where,longago,agirlteacher,shehadwalkedwiththegirlpupilsoftheVermontacademy,andkeptthemfromtheshyadvancesofthelocalswains。Shesmiled——alittlesadly——asthethoughtoccurredtoherthatafterthisintervalofyearsitwasagainherbusinesstorestrainthecallowaffections。Shouldsheneverhavethematchmakinginstinctsofhersex;neverbecomethetrustedconfidanteofyouthfulpassion?YoungCaltonhadnotconfessedhispassiontoHER,norhadFridarevealedhersecret。

  Onlytheelderbrotherhadappealedtoherhard,practicalcommonsenseagainstsuchsentiment。Wastheresomethinginhermannerthatforbadeit?ShewonderedifitwassomeuneasyconsciousnessofthisqualitywhichhadimpelledhertosnubtheelderCalton,andrebelledagainstit。

  Itwasquitewarm;shehadbeenwalkingalittlefasterthanherusualdeliberategait,andcheckedherself,haltinginthewarmbreathofthesyringas。Heresheheardhernamecalledinavoicethatsherecognized,butintonessofaintandsubduedthatitseemedtoherpartofherthoughts。SheturnedquicklyandbeheldChrisCaltonafewfeetfromher,panting,partlyfromrunningandpartlyfromsomenervousembarrassment。Hishandsomebutweakmouthwasexpandedinanapologeticsmile;hisblueeyesshonewithakindofyouthfulappealsoinconsistentwithhislongbrownmustacheandbroadshouldersthatshewasdividedbetweenalaughandseriousconcern。

  \"Isawyou——gointothewood——butIlostyou,\"hesaid,breathingquickly,\"andthenwhenIdidseeyouagain——youwerewalkingsofastIhadtorunafteryou。Iwanted——tospeak——toyou——ifyou’llletme。Iwon’tdetainyou——Icanwalkyourway。\"

  MissTrotterwasalittlesoftened,butnotsomuchastohelphimoutwithhisexplanation。Shedrewherneatskirtsaside,andmadewayforhimonthepathbesideher。

  \"Yousee,\"hewentonnervously,takinglongstridestohershorterones,andoccasionallychangingsidesinhisembarrassment,\"mybrotherJimhasbeentalkingtoyouaboutmyengagementtoFrida,andtryingtoputyouagainstherandme。Hesaidasmuchtome,andaddedyouhalfpromisedtohelphim!ButIdidn’tbelievehim——

  MissTrotter!——Iknowyouwouldn’tdoit——youhaven’tgotitinyourhearttohurtapoorgirl!Hesayshehaseveryconfidenceinyou——thatyou’reworthadozensuchgirlsassheis,andthatI’mabigfoolorI’dseeit。Idon’tsayyou’renotallhesays,MissTrotter;butI’mnotsuchafoolashethinks,forIknowyourGOODNESStoo。IknowhowyoutendedmewhenIwasill,andhowyousentFridatocomfortme。Youknow,too,——foryou’reawomanyourself,——thatallyoucouldsay,oranybodycould,wouldn’tseparatetwopeoplewholovedeachother。\"

  MissTrotterforthefirsttimefeltembarrassed,andthismadeheralittleangry。\"Idon’tthinkIgaveyourbrotheranyrighttospeakformeorofmeinthismatter,\"shesaidicily;\"andifyouarequitesatisfied,asyousayyouare,ofyourownaffectionandFrida’s,Idonotseewhyyoushouldcareforanybody’sinterference。\"

  \"Nowyouareangrywithme,\"hesaidinadolefulvoicewhichatanyothertimewouldhaveexcitedhermirth;\"andI’vejustdoneit。Oh,MissTrotter,don’t!Pleaseforgiveme!Ididn’tmeantosayyourtalkwasnogood。Ididn’tmeantosayyoucouldn’thelpus。Pleasedon’tbemadatme!\"

  Hereachedouthishand,graspedherslimfingersinhisown,andpressedthem,holdingthemandevenarrestingherpassage。Theactwaswithoutfamiliarityorboldness,andshefeltthattosnatchherhandawaywouldbeanimputationofthatmeaning,insteadoftheboyishimpulsethatpromptedit。Shegentlywithdrewherhandasiftocontinueherwalk,andsaid,withasmile:——

  \"Thenyouconfessyouneedhelp——inwhatway?\"

  \"Withher!\"

  MissTrotterstared。\"WithHER!\"sherepeated。Thiswasanewidea。Wasitpossiblethatthiscommon,ignorantgirlwasplayingandtriflingwithhergoldenopportunity?\"Thenyouarenotquitesureofher?\"shesaidalittlecoldly。

  \"She’ssohighspirited,youknow,\"hesaidhumbly,\"andsoattractive,andifshethoughtmyfriendsobjectedandweresayingunkindthingsofher,——well!\"——hethrewouthishandswithasuggestionofhopelessdespair——\"there’snoknowingwhatshemightdo。\"

  MissTrotter’sobviousthoughtwasthatFridaknewonwhichsideherbreadwasbuttered;butrememberingthattheproprietorwasawidower,itoccurredtoherthattheyoungwomanmightalsohaveitbutteredonbothsides。Hermomentaryfancyofunitingtwoloverssomehowweakenedatthissuggestion,andtherewasahardeningofherfaceasshesaid,\"Well,ifYOUcan’ttrusther,perhapsyourbrothermayberight。\"

  \"Idon’tsaythat,MissTrotter,\"saidChrispleadingly,yetwithaslightwincingatherwords;\"YOUcouldconvinceher,ifyouwouldonlytry。Onlyletherseethatshehassomeotherfriendsbesidemyself。Look!MissTrotter,I’llleaveitalltoyou——there!Ifyouwillonlyhelpme,Iwillpromisenottoseeher——nottogonearheragain——untilyouhavetalkedwithher。There!Evenmybrotherwouldnotobjecttothat。Andifhehaseveryconfidenceinyou,I’mshowingyouI’vemore——don’tyousee?Come,now,promise——won’tyou,dearMissTrotter?\"Heagaintookherhand,andthistimepressedakissuponherslimfingers。Andthistimeshedidnotwithdrawthem。Indeed,itseemedtoher,inthequickrecurrenceofherprevioussympathy,asifahandhadbeenputintoherlovelesspast,graspingandseekinghersinitsloneliness。

  Noneofherschoolfriendshadeverappealedtoherlikethissimple,weak,andlovingyoungman。Perhapsitwasbecausetheywereofherownsex,andshedistrustedthem。

  Nevertheless,thismomentaryweaknessdidnotdisturbhergoodcommonsense。Shelookedathimfixedlyforamoment,andthensaid,withafaintsmile,\"PerhapsshedoesnottrustYOU。Perhapsyoucannottrustyourself。\"

  Hefelthimselfreddeningwithastrangeembarrassment。ItwasnotsomuchthequestionthatdisturbedhimastheeyesofMissTrotter;eyesthathehadneverbeforenoticedasbeingsobeautifulintheircolor,clearness,andhalftenderinsight。Hedroppedherhandwithanew-foundtimidity,andyetwithafeelingthathewouldliketoholditlonger。

  \"Imean,\"shesaid,stoppingshortinthetrailatapointwhereafringeofalmostimpenetrable\"buckeyes\"markedtheextremeedgeofthewoods,——\"Imeanthatyouarestillveryyoung,andasFridaisnearlyyourownage,\"——shecouldnotresistthispeculiarlyfeminineinnuendo,——\"shemaydoubtyourabilitytomarryherinthefaceofopposition;shemayeventhinkmyinterferenceisaproofofit;but,\"sheaddedquickly,torelievehisembarrassmentandacertainabstractedlookwithwhichhewasbeginningtoregardher,\"Iwillspeaktoher,and,\"sheconcludedplayfully,\"youmusttaketheconsequences。\"

  Hesaid\"Thankyou,\"butnotsoearnestlyashispreviousappealmighthavesuggested,andwiththesameawkwardabstractioninhiseyes。MissTrotterdidnotnoticeit,asherowneyeswereatthatmomentfixeduponapointonthetrailafewrodsaway。\"Look,\"

  shesaidinalowervoice,\"ImayhavetheopportunitynowforthereisFridaherselfpassing。\"Christurnedinthedirectionofherglance。Itwasindeedtheyounggirlwalkingleisurelyaheadofthem。TherewasnomistakingthesmartpinkcalicogowninwhichFridawaswonttoarrayherrathergenerousfigure,northelongyellowbraidsthathungMarguerite-wisedownherback。Withtheconsciousnessofgoodlookswhichshealwayscarried,therewas,inspiteofheraffectedease,aslightfurtivenessintheoccasionalswiftturnofherhead,asifevadingorseekingobservation。

  \"Iwillovertakeherandspeaktohernow,\"continuedMissTrotter。

  \"Imaynothavesogoodachanceagaintoseeheralone。Youcanwaithereformyreturn,ifyoulike。\"

  Chrisstartedoutofhisabstraction。\"Stay!\"hestammered,withafaint,tentativesmile。\"Perhaps——don’tyouthink?——Ihadbettergofirstandtellheryouwanttoseeher。Icansendherhere。

  Yousee,shemight\"——Hestopped。

  MissTrottersmiled。\"Itwaspartofyourpromise,youknow,thatyouwereNOTtoseeheragainuntilIhadspoken。Butnomatter!

  Haveitasyouwish。Iwillwaithere。Onlybequick。Shehasjustgoneintothegrove。\"

  Withoutanotherwordtheyoungmanturnedaway,andshepresentlysawhimwalkingtowardthepinegroveintowhichFridahaddisappeared。Thensheclearedaspaceamongthemattedmossandchickweed,and,gatheringherskirtsabouther,satdowntowait。

  Theunwontedattitude,thewholesituation,andthepartthatsheseemeddestinedtotakeinthissentimentalcomedyaffectedherlikesomequaintchild’splayoutofherlostyouth,andshesmiled,albeitwithalittleheighteningofcolorandlivelybrighteningofhereyes。Indeed,asshesattherelistlesslyprobingtherootsofthemosseswiththepointofherparasol,thecasualpasser-bymighthavetakenherselffortheheroineofsomelovetryst。Shehadafaintconsciousnessofthisassheglancedtotherightandleft,wonderingwhatanyonefromthehotelwhosawherwouldthinkofhersylvanrendezvous;andastherecollectionofChriskissingherhandsuddenlycamebacktoher,hersmilebecameanervouslaugh,andshefoundherselfactuallyblushing!

  Butshewasrecalledtoherselfassuddenly。Chriswasreturning。

  Hewaswalkingdirectlytowardsherwithslow,determinedsteps,quitedifferentfromhispreviousnervousagitation,andashedrewnearershesawwithsomeconcernanequallystrangechangeinhisappearance:hiscolorfulfacewaspale,hiseyesfixed,andhelookedtenyearsolder。Sherosequickly。

  \"Icamebacktotellyou,\"hesaid,inavoicefromwhichalltraceofhisformeragitationhadpassed,\"thatIrelieveyouofyourpromise。Itwon’tbenecessaryforyoutosee——Frida。Ithankyouallthesame,MissTrotter,\"hesaid,avoidinghereyeswithaslightreturntohisboyishmanner。\"Itwaskindofyoutopromisetoundertakeafoolisherrandforme,andtowaithere,andthebestthingIcandoistotakemyselfoffnowandkeepyounolonger。Pleasedon’taskmeWHY。SometimeImaytellyou,butnotnow。\"

  \"Thenyouhaveseenher?\"askedMissTrotterquickly,premisingFrida’srefusalfromhisface。

  Hehesitatedamoment,thenhesaidgravely,\"Yes。Don’taskmeanymore,MissTrotter,please。Good-by!\"Hepaused,andthen,withaslight,uneasyglancetowardthepinegrove,\"Don’tletmekeepyouwaitinghereanylonger。\"Hetookherhand,helditlightlyforamoment,andsaid,\"Go,now。\"

  MissTrotter,slightlybewilderedandunsatisfied,neverthelesspassedobedientlyoutintothetrail。Hegazedafterherforamoment,andthenturnedandbeganrapidlytoascendtheslopewherehehadfirstovertakenher,andwassoonoutofsight。MissTrottercontinuedherwayhome;butwhenshehadreachedtheconfinesofthewoodsheturned,asiftakingsomesuddenresolution,andbeganslowlytoretraceherstepsinthedirectionofthepinegrove。Whatsheexpectedtoseethere,possiblyshecouldnothaveexplained;whatsheactuallysawafteramoment’swaitingwerethefiguresofFridaandMr。Bilsonissuingfromtheshade!Herrespectedemployerworeanairofsomewhatostentatiousimportancemingledwithrusticgallantry。Frida’smannerwasalsoconsciouswithgratifiedvanity;andalthoughtheybelievedthemselvesalone,hervoicewasalreadypitchedintoahighkeyofnervousaffectation,indicativeofthepeasant。ButtherewasnothingtosuggestthatChrishaddisturbedthemintheirprivacyandconfidences。Yethehadevidentlyseenenoughtosatisfyhimselfofherfaithlessness。Hadheeversuspecteditbefore?

  MissTrotterwaitedonlyuntiltheyhadwellprecededher,andthentookashortercuthome。ShewasquitepreparedthateveningforaninterviewwhichMr。Bilsonrequested。Shefoundhimawkwardandembarrassedinhercool,self-possessedpresence。HesaidhedeemedithisdutytoinformherofhisapproachingmarriagewithMissJansen;butitwasbecausehewisheddistinctlytoassureherthatitwouldmakenodifferenceinMissTrotter’spositioninthehotel,excepttopromotehertotheentirecontroloftheestablishment。HewastobemarriedinSanFranciscoatonce,andheandhiswifeweretogoabroadforayearortwo;indeed,hecontemplatedeventuallyretiringfrombusiness。IfMr。BilsonwasuneasilyconsciousduringthisinterviewthathehadoncepaidattentionstoMissTrotter,whichshehadignored,sheneverbetrayedtheleastrecollectionofit。Shethankedhimforhisconfidenceandwishedhimhappiness。

  SuddenaswasthisgoodfortunetoMissTrotter,anindependenceshehadsooftendeservedlylookedforwardto,shewas,nevertheless,keenlyalivetothefactthatshehadattaineditpartlythroughChris’sdisappointmentandunhappiness。Hersanemindtaughtherthatitwasbetterforhim;thathehadbeensavedanill-assortedmarriage;thatthegirlhadvirtuallyrejectedhimforBilsonbeforehehadaskedhermediationthatmorning。Yetthesereasonsfailedtosatisfyherfeelings。ItseemedcrueltoherthattheinterestwhichshehadsuddenlytakeninpoorChrisshouldendsoironicallyindisastertohersentimentandsuccesstohermaterialprosperity。

  Shethoughtofhisboyishappealtoher;ofwhatmusthavebeenhisutterdiscomfitureinthediscoveryofFrida’srelationstoMr。

  Bilsonthatafternoon,butmoreparticularlyofthesingularchangeithadeffectedinhim。Hownoblyandgentlyhehadtakenhisloss!

  Howmuchmorelikeamanhelookedinhisdefeatthaninhispassion!Theelementofrespectwhichhadbeenwantinginherpreviousinterestinhimwasnowpresentinherthoughts。Itpreventedherseekinghimwithperfunctorysympathyandworldlycounsel;itmadeherfeelstrangelyandunaccountablyshyofanyotherexpression。

  AsMr。Bilsonevidentlydesiredtoavoidlocalgossipuntilafterhismarriage,hehadenjoinedsecrecyuponher,andshewasalsodebarredfromanynewsofChristhroughhisbrother,who,hadheknownofFrida’sengagement,wouldhavenaturallycometoherforexplanation。ItalsoconvincedherthatChrishimselfhadnotrevealedanythingtohisbrother。

  III

  WhenthenewsofthemarriagereachedBuckeyeHill,itdidnot,however,makemuchscandal,owing,possibly,tothescantnumberofthesexwhoareapttodisseminateit,andtomanythenameofMissJansenwasunknown。TheintelligencethatMr。Bilsonwouldbeabsentforayear,andthatthesuperiorcontroloftheSummitHotelwoulddevolveuponMissTrotter,DID,however,createastirinthatpracticalbusinesscommunity。Noonedoubtedthewisdomoftheselection。EveryoneknewthattoMissTrotter’stactandintellectthesuccessofthehotelhadbeenmainlydue。Possibly,thesatisfactionofBuckeyeHillwasduetosomethingelse。SlowlyandinsensiblyMissTrotterhadachievedasocialdistinction;thewivesanddaughtersofthebanker,thelawyer,andthepastorhadmademuchofher,andnow,asanindependentwomanofmeans,shestoodfirstinthedistrict。Guestsdeemeditanhonortohaveapersonalinterviewwithher。ThegovernoroftheStateandtheSupremeCourtjudgestreatedherlikeaprivatehostess;middle-

  agedMissTrotterwasconsideredaseligibleamatchastheproudestheiressinCalifornia。Theoldromanticfictionofherpastwasrevivedagain,——theyhadknownshewasa\"reallady\"fromthefirst!Shereceivedtheseattentions,asbecamehersaneintellectandcooltemperament,withoutpride,affectation,orhesitation。OnlyherdarkeyesbrightenedonthedaywhenMr。

  Bilson’smarriagewasmadeknown,andshewascalleduponbyJamesCalton。

  \"Ididyouagreatinjustice,\"hesaid,withasmile。

  \"Idon’tunderstandyou,\"sherepliedalittlecoldly。

  \"Why,thiswomanandhermarriage,\"hesaid;\"youmusthaveknownsomethingofitallthetime,andperhapshelpeditalongtosaveChris。\"

  \"Youaremistaken,\"returnedMissTrottertruthfully。\"IknewnothingofMr。Bilson’sintentions。\"

  \"ThenIhavewrongedyoustillmore,\"hesaidbriskly,\"forI

  thoughtatfirstthatyouwereinclinedtohelpChrisinhisfoolishness。NowIseeitwasyourpersuasionsthatchangedhim。\"

  \"Letmetellyouonceforall,Mr。Calton,\"shereturnedwithanimpulsiveheatwhichsheregretted,\"thatIdidnotinterfereinanywaywithyourbrother’ssuit。Hespoketomeofit,andI

  promisedtoseeFrida,butheafterwardsaskedmenotto。Iknownothingofthematter。\"

  \"Well,\"laughedMr。Calton,\"WHATEVERyoudid,itwasmostefficacious,andyoudiditsograciouslyandtactfullythatithasnotalteredhishighopinionofyou,if,indeed,hehasn’treallytransferredhisaffectionstoyou。\"

  LuckilyMissTrotterhadherfaceturnedfromhimatthebeginningofthesentence,orhewouldhavenoticedthequickflushthatsuddenlycametohercheekandeyes。Yetforaninstantthiscalm,collectedwomantrembled,notatwhatMr。Caltonmighthavenoticed,butatwhatSHEhadnoticedinHERSELF。Mr。Calton,construinghersilenceandavertedheadintosomeresentmentofhisfamiliarspeech,continuedhurriedly:——

  \"Imean,don’tyousee,thatIbelievenootherwomancouldhaveinfluencedmybrotherasyouhave。\"

  \"Youmean,Ithink,thathehastakenhisbrokenheartverylightly,\"saidMissTrotter,withabitterlittlelaugh,sounlikeherselfthatMr。Caltonwasquiteconcernedatit。

  \"No,\"hesaidgravely。\"Ican’tsayTHAT!He’sregularlycutup,youknow!Andchanged;you’dhardlyknowhim。Morelikeagloomycrankthantheeasyfoolheusedtobe,\"hewenton,withbrotherlydirectness。\"Itwouldn’tbeabadthing,youknow,ifyoucouldmanagetoseehim,MissTrotter!Infact,ashe’soffhisfeed,andhassometroublewithhisarmagain,owingtoallthis,I

  reckon,I’vebeenthinkingofadvisinghimtocomeuptothehoteloncemoretillhe’sbetter。SolongasSHE’Sgoneitwouldbeallright,youknow!\"

  BythistimeMissTrotterwasherselfagain。Shereasoned,orthoughtshedid,thatthiswasaquestionofthebusinessofthehotel,anditwasclearlyherdutytoassenttoChris’scoming。

  Thestrangeyetpleasurabletimiditywhichpossessedheratthethoughtsheignoredcompletely。

  Hecamethenextday。Luckily,shewassomuchshockedbythechangeinhisappearancethatitleftnoroomforanyotherembarrassmentinthemeeting。Hisfacehadlostitsfreshcolorandroundoutline;thelinesofhismouthweredrawnwithpainandaccentedbyhisdroopingmustache;hiseyes,whichhadsoughtherswithasingularseriousness,nolongerworethelookofsympatheticappealwhichhadoncesoexasperatedher,butwerefilledwithanolderexperience。Indeed,heseemedtohaveapproximatedsoneartoherownagethat,byoneofthoseparadoxesoftheemotions,shefeltherselfmuchyounger,andinsmileandeyeshowedit;atwhichhecoloredfaintly。Butshekepthersympathyandinquirieslimitedtohisphysicalhealth,andmadenoallusiontohispastexperiences;indeed,ignoringanyconnectionbetweenthetwo。Hehadbeenshockinglycarelessinhisconvalescence,hadhadarelapseinconsequence,anddeservedagoodscolding!Hisrelapsewasareflectionupontheefficacyofthehotelasaperfectcure!

  Sheshouldtreathimmoreseverelynow,andallowhimnoindulgences!IdonotknowthatMissTrotterintendedanythingcovert,buttheireyesmetandhecoloredagain。Ignoringthisalso,andpromisingtolookafterhimoccasionally,shequietlywithdrew。

  ButaboutthistimeitwasnoticedthatachangetookplaceinMissTrotter。Alwaysscrupulouslycorrect,andevensevereinherdress,sheallowedherselfcertainprivilegesofcolor,style,andmaterial。She,whohadalwaysaffecteddarkshadesandstiffwhitecuffsandcollars,cameoutindelicatetintsandlaces,whichlentabrilliancytoherdarkeyesandshortcrispblackcurls,slightlytingedwithgray。Onewarmsummereveningshestartledeveryonebyappearinginwhite,possiblyareminiscenceofheryouthattheVermontacademy。Themasculinegueststhoughtitprettyandattractive;eventhewomenforgaveherwhattheybelievedanaturalexpressionofherprosperityandnewcondition,butregrettedatastesoinconsistentwithherage。Forallthat,MissTrotterhadneverlookedsocharming,andthefaintautumnalglowinherfacemadenooneregretherpassingsummer。

  OneeveningshefoundChrissomuchbetterthathewassittingonthebalcony,butstillsodepressedthatshewascompelledsofartoovercomethesingulartimidityshehadfeltinhispresenceastoaskhimtocomeintoherownlittledrawing-room,ostensiblytoavoidthecoolnightair。Itwastheformer\"card-room\"ofthehotel,butnowfittedwithfemininetasteandprettiness。Shearrangedaseatforhimonthesofa,whichhetookwithacertainbrusqueboyishsurliness,thelastvestigeofhisyouth。

  \"It’sverykindofyoutoinvitemeinhere,\"hebeganbitterly,\"whenyouaresorunafterbyeveryone,andtoleaveJudgeFletcherjustnowtotalktome,butIsupposeyouaresimplypityingmeforbeingafool!\"

  \"Ithoughtyouwereimprudentinexposingyourselftothenightaironthebalcony,andIthinkJudgeFletcherisoldenoughtotakecareofhimself,\"shereturned,withthefaintesttouchofcoquetry,andasmilewhichwasquiteasmuchanamusedrecognitionofthatqualityinherselfasanythingelse。

  \"AndI’mababywhocan’t,\"hesaidangrily。Afterapauseheburstoutabruptly:\"MissTrotter,willyouanswermeonequestion?\"

  \"Goon,\"shesaidsmilingly。

  \"Didyouknow——that——womanwasengagedtoBilsonwhenIspoketoyouinthewood?\"

  \"No!\"sheansweredquickly,butwithoutthesharpresentmentshehadshownathisbrother’ssuggestion。\"IonlyknewitwhenMr。

  Bilsontoldmethesameevening。\"

  \"AndIonlyknewitwhennewscameoftheirmarriage,\"hesaidbitterly。

  \"Butyoumusthavesuspectedsomethingwhenyousawthemtogetherinthewood,\"sheresponded。

  \"WhenIsawthemtogetherinthewood?\"herepeateddazedly。

  MissTrotterwasstartled,andstoppedshort。Wasitpossiblehehadnotseenthemtogether?Shewasshockedthatshehadspoken;

  butitwastoolatetowithdrawherwords。\"Yes,\"shewentonhurriedly,\"IthoughtthatwaswhyyoucamebacktosaythatIwasnottospeaktoher。\"

  Helookedatherfixedly,andsaidslowly:\"Youthoughtthat?

  Well,listentome。IsawNOONE!Iknewnothingofthis!I

  suspectednothing!IreturnedbeforeIhadreachedthewood——

  because——because——Ihadchangedmymind!\"

  \"Changedyourmind!\"sherepeatedwonderingly。

  \"Yes!Changedmymind!Icouldn’tstanditanylonger!Ididnotlovethegirl——Ineverlovedher——Iwassickofmyfolly。Sickofdeceivingyouandmyselfanylonger。NowyouknowwhyIdidn’tgointothewood,andwhyIdidn’tcarewhereshewasnorwhowaswithher!\"

  \"Idon’tunderstand,\"shesaid,liftinghercleareyestohiscoldly。

  \"Ofcourseyoudon’t,\"hesaidbitterly。\"Ididn’tunderstandmyself!Andwhenyoudounderstandyouwillhateanddespiseme——

  ifyoudonotlaughatmeforaconceitedfool!Hearmeout,MissTrotter,forIamspeakingthetruthtoyounow,ifIneverspokeitbefore。Ineveraskedthegirltomarryme!IneversaidtoHERhalfwhatItoldtoYOU,andwhenIaskedyoutointercedewithher,Ineverwantedyoutodoit——andneverexpectedyouwould。\"

  \"MayIaskWHYyoudiditthen?\"saidMissTrotter,withanacerbitywhichsheputontohideavague,tantalizingconsciousness。

  \"YouwouldnotbelievemeifItoldyou,andyouwouldhatemeifyoudid。\"Hestopped,and,lockinghisfingerstogether,threwhishandsoverthebackofthesofaandleanedtowardher。\"Youneverlikedme,MissTrotter,\"hesaidmorequietly;\"notfromthefirst!

  FromthedaythatIwasbroughttothehotel,whenyoucametoseeme,Icouldseethatyoulookeduponmeasafoolish,pettedboy。

  WhenItriedtocatchyoureye,youlookedatthedoctor,andtookyourspeechfromhim。AndyetIthoughtIhadneverseenawomansogreatandperfectasyouwere,andwhosesympathyIlongedsomuchtohave。Youmaynotbelieveme,butIthoughtyouwereaqueen,foryouwerethefirstladyIhadeverseen,andyouweresodifferentfromtheothergirlsIknew,orthewomenwhohadbeenkindtome。Youmaylaugh,butit’sthetruthI’mtellingyou,MissTrotter!\"

  Hehadrelapsedcompletelyintohisoldpleading,boyishway——ithadstruckherevenashehadpleadedtoherforFrida!

  \"Iknewyoudidn’tlikemethatdayyoucametochangethebandages。Althougheverytouchofyourhandsseemedtoeasemypain,youdiditsocoldlyandprecisely;andalthoughIlongedtokeepyoutherewithme,youscarcelywaitedtotakemythanks,butleftmeasifyouhadonlydoneyourdutytoastranger。Andworstofall,\"hewentonmorebitterly,\"thedoctorknewittoo——guessedhowIfelttowardyou,andlaughedatmeformyhopelessness!Thatmademedesperate,andputmeuptoactthefool。Idid!Yes,MissTrotter;IthoughtitmightyclevertoappeartobeinlovewithFrida,andtogethimtoasktohaveherattendmeregularly。

  Andwhenyousimplyconsented,withoutawordorthoughtaboutitandme,IknewIwasnothingtoyou。\"

  MissTrotterfeltasuddenthrill。TherecollectionofDr。

  Duchesne’sstrangescrutinyofher,ofherownmistake,whichshenowknewmighthavebeenthetruth——flashedacrossherconfusedconsciousnessinswiftcorroborationofhiswords。ItwasaDOUBLE

  revelationtoher;forwhatelsewasthemeaningofthissubtle,insidious,benumbingsweetnessthatwasnowcreepingoverhersenseandspiritandholdingherfast。Shefeltsheoughttolistennolonger——tospeak——tosaysomething——togetup——toturnandconfronthimcoldly——butshewaspowerless。Herreasontoldherthatshehadbeenthevictimofatrick——thathavingdeceivedheronce,hemightbedoingsoagain;butshecouldnotbreakthespellthatwasuponher,nordidshewantto。Shemustknowtheculminationofthisconfession,whosepreamblethrilledhersostrangely。

  \"Thegirlwaskindandsympathetic,\"hewenton,\"butIwasnotsogreatafoolasnottoknowthatshewasaflirtandaccustomedtoattention。IsupposeitwasinmydesperationthatItoldmybrother,thinkinghewouldtellyou,ashedid。Hewouldnottellmewhatyousaidtohim,exceptthatyouseemedtobeindignantatthethoughtthatIwasonlyflirtingwithFrida。ThenIresolvedtospeakwithyoumyself——andIdid。Iknowitwasastupid,clumsycontrivance。ItneverseemedsostupidbeforeIspoketoyou。Itneverseemedsowickedaswhenyoupromisedtohelpme,andyoureyesshoneonmeforthefirsttimewithkindness。AnditneverseemedsohopelessaswhenIfoundyoutouchedwithmyloveforanother。YouwonderwhyIkeptupthisdeceituntilyoupromised。Well,Ihadpreparedthebittercupmyself——IthoughtI

  oughttodrinkittothedregs。\"

  Sheturnedquietly,passionately,and,standingup,facedhimwithalittlecry。\"WhyareyoutellingmethisNOW?\"

  Herosetoo,andcatchingherhandsinhis,said,withawhiteface,\"BecauseIloveyou。\"……

  Halfanhourlater,whentheunder-housekeeperwassummonedtoreceiveMissTrotter’sorders,shefoundthatladyquietlywritingatthetable。AmongtheordersshereceivedwasthenotificationthatMr。Calton’sroomswouldbevacatedthenextday。Whentheservant,who,likemostofherclass,wasdevotedtothegood-

  natured,good-looking,liberalChris,askedwithsomeconcerniftheyounggentlemanwasnobetter,MissTrotter,withequalplacidity,answeredthatitwashisintentiontoputhimselfunderthecareofaspecialistinSanFrancisco,andthatshe,MissTrotter,fullyapprovedofhiscourse。Shefinishedherletter,——

  theservantnoticedthatitwasaddressedtoMr。BilsonatParis,——

  and,handingittoher,badethatitshouldbegiventoagroom,withorderstorideovertotheSummitpost-officeatoncetocatchthelastpost。Asthehousekeeperturnedtogo,sheagainreferredtothedepartingguest。\"Itseemssuchapity,ma’am,thatMr。

  Caltoncouldn’tstay,ashealwayssaidyoudidhimsomuchgood。\"

  MissTrottersmiledaffably。Butwhenthedoorclosedshegaveahystericallittlelaugh,andthen,droppingherhandsomegray-

  streakedheadinherslimhands,criedlikeagirl——or,indeed,asshehadnevercriedwhenagirl。

  WhenthenewsofMr。Calton’sdeparturebecameknownthenextday,someladyguestsregrettedthelossofthismosteligibleyoungbachelor。MissTrotteragreedwiththem,withtheconsolingsuggestionthathemightreturnforadayortwo。Hedidreturnforaday;itwasthoughtthatthechangetoSanFranciscohadgreatlybenefitedhim,thoughsomebelievedhewouldbeaninvalidallhislife。

  MeantimeMissTrotterattendedregularlytoherduties,withthedifference,perhaps,thatshebecamedailymoresociallypopularandperhapslesssevereinherreceptionoftheattentionsofthemasculineguests。ItwasfinallywhisperedthatthegreatJudgeBoompointerwasaseriousrivalofJudgeFletcherforherhand。

  When,threemonthslater,someexcitementwascausedbytheintelligencethatMr。Bilsonwasreturningtotakechargeofhishotel,owingtotheresignationofMissTrotter,whoneededacompletechange,everybodyknewwhatthatmeant。AfewwerereadytonamethedaywhenshewouldbecomeMrs。Boompointer;othershadseentheengagementringofJudgeFletcheronherslimfinger。

  NeverthelessMissTrottermarriedneither,andbythetimeMr。andMrs。Bilsonhadreturnedshehadtakenherholiday,andtheSummitHouseknewhernomore。

  Threeyearslater,andataforeignSpa,thousandsofmilesdistantfromthesceneofherformertriumphs,MissTrotterreappearedasahandsome,stately,gray-hairedstranger,whosearistocraticbearingdeeplyimpressedafewofherowncountrymenwhowitnessedherarrival,andbelievedhertobeagrandduchessattheleast。Theywerestillmoreconvincedofhersuperioritywhentheysawherwelcomedbythewell-knownBaronessX。,andafterwardsengagedinaveryconfidentialconversationwiththatlady。Buttheywouldhavebeenstillmoresurprisedhadtheyknownthetenorofthatconversation。

  \"IamafraidyouwillfindtheSpaveryemptyjustnow,\"saidthebaronesscritically。\"Butthereareafewofyourcompatriotshere,however,andtheyarealwaysamusing。Youseethatsomewhatfadedblondesittingquitealoneinthatarbor?Thatisherpositiondayafterday,whileherhusbandopenlyflirtsorisflirtedwithbyhalfthewomenhere。QuitetheoppositeexperienceonehasofAmericanwomen,whereit’salltheotherway,isitnot?

  Andthereisanoddstoryaboutherwhichmayaccountfor,ifitdoesnotexcuse,herhusband’sneglect。They’reveryrich,buttheysayshewasoriginallyamereservantinahotel。\"

  \"YouforgetthatItoldyouIwasonceonlyahousekeeperinone,\"

  saidMissTrotter,smiling。

  \"Nonsense。Imeanthatthiswomanwasamerepeasant,andfrightfullyignorantatthat!\"

  MissTrotterputuphereyeglass,and,afteramoment’sscrutiny,saidgently,\"Ithinkyouarealittlesevere。Iknowher;it’saMrs。Bilson。\"

  \"No,mydear。Youarequitewrong。ThatwasthenameofherFIRST

  husband。Iamtoldshewasawidowwhomarriedagain——quiteafascinatingyoungman,andevidentlyhersuperior——thatiswhatissofunny。SheisaMrs。Calton——’Mrs。ChrisCalton,’asshecallsherself。\"

  \"Isherhusband——Mr。Calton——here?\"saidMissTrotterafterapause,inastillgentlervoice。

  \"Naturallynot。HehasgoneonanexcursionwithapartyofladiestotheSchwartzberg。Hereturnsto-morrow。YouwillfindHERverystupid,butHEisveryjolly,thoughalittlespoiledbywomen。

  Whydowealwaysspoilthem?\"

  MissTrottersmiled,andpresentlyturnedthesubject。ButthebaronesswasgreatlydisappointedtofindthenextdaythatanunexpectedtelegramhadobligedMissTrottertoleavetheSpawithoutmeetingtheCaltons。

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