第3章
加入书架 A- A+
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  AtmidnightVaninkareturnedwithherfather。Ahiddenfeverhadbeenconsumingheralltheevening:neverhadshelookedsolovely,andshehadbeenoverwhelmedbythehomageofthemostdistinguishednoblesandcourtiers。Whenshereturned,shefoundAnnouschkainthevestibulewaitingtotakehercloak。Asshegaveittoher,Vaninkasentheroneofthosequestioningglancesthatseemtoexpresssomuch。\"Itisdone,\"saidthegirlinalowvoice。Vaninkabreathedasighofrelief,asifamountainhadbeenremovedfromherbreast。

  Greataswasherself-control,shecouldnolongerbearherfather’spresence,andexcusedherselffromremainingtosupperwithhim,onthepleaofthefatiguesoftheevening。Vaninkawasnosoonerinherroom,withthedooronceclosed,thanshetoretheflowersfromherhair,thenecklacefromherthroat,cutwithscissorsthecorsetswhichsuffocatedher,andthen,throwingherselfonherbed,shegavewaytohergrief。AnnouschkathankedGodforthisoutburst;hermistress’scalmnesshadfrightenedhermorethanherdespair。Thefirstcrisisover,Vaninkawasabletopray。Shespentanhouronherknees,then,yieldingtotheentreatiesofherfaithfulattendant,wenttobed。Annouschkasatdownatthefootofthebed。

  Neitherslept,butwhendaycamethetearswhichVaninkahadshedhadcalmedher。

  Annouschkawasinstructedtorewardherbrother。Toolargeasumgiventoaslaveatoncemighthavearousedsuspicion,thereforeAnnouschkacontentedherselfwithtellingIvanthatwhenhehadneedofmoneyhehadonlytoaskherforit。

  Gregory,profitingbyhislibertyandwishingtomakeuseofhisthousandroubles,boughtalittletavernontheoutskirtsofthetown,where,thankstohisaddressandtotheacquaintanceshehadamongtheservantsinthegreathouseholdsofSt。Petersburg,hebegantodevelopanexcellentbusiness,sothatinashorttimetheRedHouse(whichwasthenameandcolourofGregory’sestablishment)

  hadagreatreputation。Anothermantookoverhisdutiesaboutthepersonofthegeneral,andbutforFoedor’sabsenceeverythingreturnedtoitsusualroutineinthehouseofCountTchermayloff。

  Twomonthswentbyinthisway,withoutanybodyhavingtheleastsuspicionofwhathadhappened,whenonemorningbeforetheusualbreakfast-hourthegeneralbeggedhisdaughtertocomedowntohisroom。Vaninkatrembledwithfear,forsincethatfatalnighteverythingterrifiedher。Sheobeyedherfather,andcollectingallherstrength,madeherwaytohischamber,Thecountwasalone,butatthefirstglanceVaninkasawshehadnothingtofearfromthisinterview:thegeneralwaswaitingforherwiththatpaternalsmilewhichwastheusualexpressionofhiscountenancewheninhisdaughter’spresence。

  Sheapproached,therefore,withherusualcalmness,and,stoopingdowntowardsthegeneral,gavehimherforeheadtokiss。

  Hemotionedtohertositdown,andgaveheranopenletter。Vaninkalookedathimforamomentinsurprise,thenturnedhereyestotheletter。

  Itcontainedthenewsofthedeathofthemantowhomherhandhadbeenpromised:hehadbeenkilledinaduel。

  Thegeneralwatchedtheeffectoftheletteronhisdaughter’sface,andgreataswasVaninka’sself-control,somanydifferentthoughts,suchbitterregret,suchpoignantremorseassailedherwhenshelearntthatshewasnowfreeagain,thatshecouldnotentirelyconcealheremotion。Thegeneralnoticedit,andattributedittothelovewhichhehadforalongtimesuspectedhisdaughterfeltfortheyoungaide-de-camp。

  \"Well,\"hesaid,smiling,\"Iseeitisallforthebest。\"

  \"Howisthat,father?\"askedVaninka。

  \"Doubtless,\"saidthegeneral。\"DidnotFoedorleavebecausehelovedyou?\"

  \"Yes,\"murmuredtheyounggirl。

  \"Well,nowhemayreturn,\"saidthegeneral。

  Vaninkaremainedsilent,hereyesfixed,herlipstrembling。

  \"Return!\"shesaid,afteramoment’ssilence。

  \"Yes,certainlyreturn。Weshallbemostunfortunate,\"continuedthegeneral,smiling,\"ifwecannotfindsomeoneinthehousewhoknowswhereheis。Come,Vaninka,tellmetheplaceofhisexile,andI

  willundertaketherest。\"

  \"NobodyknowswhereFoedoris,\"murmuredVaninkainahollowvoice;

  \"nobodybutGod,nobody!\"

  \"What!\"saidthegeneral,\"hehassentyounonewssincethedayheleft?\"

  Vaninkashookherheadindenial。Shewassoheart-brokenthatshecouldnotspeak。

  Thegeneralinhisturnbecamegloomy。\"Doyoufearsomemisfortune,then?\"saidhe。

  \"IfearthatIshallneverbehappyagainonearth,\"criedVaninka,givingwayunderthepressureofhergrief;thenshecontinuedatonce,\"Letmeretire,father;IamashamedofwhatIhavesaid。\"

  Thegeneral,whosawnothinginthisexclamationbeyondregretforhavingallowedtheconfessionofherlovetoescapeher,kissedhisdaughteronthebrowandallowedhertoretire。Hehopedthat,inspiteofthemournfulwayinwhichVaninkahadspokenofFoedor,thatitwouldbepossibletofindhim。ThesamedayhewenttotheemperorandtoldhimoftheloveofFoedorforhisdaughter,andrequested,sincedeathhadfreedherfromherfirstengagement,thathemightdisposeofherhand。Theemperorconsented,andthegeneralthensolicitedafurtherfavour。Paulwasinoneofhiskindlymoods,andshowedhimselfdisposedtograntit。ThegeneraltoldhimthatFoedorhaddisappearedfortwomonths;thateveryone,evenhisdaughter,wasignorantofhiswhereabouts,andbeggedhimtohaveinquiriesmade。Theemperorimmediatelysentforthechiefofpolice,andgavehimthenecessaryorders。

  Sixweekswentbywithoutanyresult。Vaninka,sincethedaywhenthelettercame,wassadderandmoremelancholythanever。Vainlyfromtimetotimethegeneraltriedtomakehermorehopeful。

  Vaninkaonlyshookherheadandwithdrew。Thegeneralceasedtospeak,ofFoedor。

  Butitwasnotthesameamongthehousehold。Theyoungaide-de-camphadbeenpopularwiththeservants,and,withtheexceptionofGregory,therewasnotasoulwhowishedhimharm,sothat,whenitbecameknownthathehadnotbeensentonamission,buthaddisappeared,thematterbecametheconstantsubjectofconversationintheantechamber,thekitchen,andthestables。Therewasanotherplacewherepeoplebusiedthemselvesaboutitagreatdeal——thiswastheRedHouse。

  >FromthedaywhenheheardofFoedor’smysteriousdepartureGregoryhadhissuspicions。HewassurethathehadseenFoedorenterVaninka’sroom,andunlesshehadgoneoutwhilehewasgoingtoseekthegeneral,hedidnotunderstandwhythelatterhadnotfoundhiminhisdaughter’sroom。Anotherthingoccupiedhismind,whichitseemedtohimmightperhapshavesomeconnectionwiththisevent——theamountofmoneyIvanhadbeenspendingsincethattime,averyextraordinaryamountforaslave。Thisslave,however,wasthebrotherofVaninka’scherishedfoster-sister,sothat,withoutbeingsure,Gregoryalreadysuspectedthesourcefromwhencethismoneycame。Anotherthingconfirmedhiminhissuspicions,whichwasthatIvan,whohadnotonlyremainedhismostfaithfulfriend,buthadbecomeoneofhisbestcustomers,neverspokeofFoedor,heldhistongueifhewerementionedinhispresence,andtoallquestions,howeverpressingtheywere,madebutoneanswer:\"Letusspeakofsomethingelse。\"

  InthemeantimetheFeastofKingsarrived。ThisisagreatdayinSt。Petersburg,foritisalsothedayforblessingthewaters。

  AsVaninkahadbeenpresentattheceremony,andwasfatiguedafterstandingfortwohoursontheNeva,thegeneraldidnotgooutthatevening,andgaveIvanleavetodoso。IvanprofitedbythepermissiontogototheRedHouse。

  Therewasanumerouscompanythere,andIvanwaswelcomed;foritwasknownthathegenerallycamewithfullpockets。Thistimehedidnotbeliehisreputation,andhadscarcelyarrivedbeforehemadethesorok-kopecksring,tothegreatenvyofhiscompanions。

  AtthiswarningsoundGregoryhastenedupwithallpossibledeference,abottleofbrandyineachhand;forheknewthatwhenIvansummonedhimhegainedintwoways,asinnkeeperandasbooncompanion。Ivandidnotdisappointthesehopes,andGregorywasinvitedtoshareintheentertainment。Theconversationturnedonslavery,andsomeoftheunhappymen,whohadonlyfourdaysintheyearofrespitefromtheireternallabour,talkedloudlyofthehappinessGregoryhadenjoyedsincehehadobtainedhisfreedom。

  \"Bah!\"saidIvan,onwhomthebrandyhadbeguntotakeeffect,\"therearesomeslaveswhoarefreerthantheirmasters。\"

  \"Whatdoyoumean?\"saidGregory,pouringhimoutanotherglassofbrandy。

  \"Imeanttosayhappier,\"saidIvanquickly。

  \"Itisdifficulttoprovethat,\"saidGregorydoubtingly。

  \"Whydifficult?Ourmasters,themomenttheyareborn,areputintothehandsoftwoorthreepedants,oneFrench,anotherGerman,andathirdEnglish,andwhethertheylikethemornot,theymustbecontentwiththeirsocietytilltheyareseventeen,andwhethertheywishtoornot,mustlearnthreebarbarouslanguages,attheexpenseofournobleRussiantongue,whichtheyhavesometimescompletelyforgottenbythetimetheothersareacquired。Again,ifoneofthemwishesforsomecareer,hemustbecomeasoldier:ifheisasublieutenant,heistheslaveofthelieutenant;ifheisalieutenant,heistheslaveofthecaptain,andthecaptainofthemajor,andsoonuptotheemperor,whoisnobody’sslave,butwhoonefinedayissurprisedatthetable,whilewalking,orinhisbed,andispoisoned,stabbed,orstrangled。Ifhechoosesacivilcareer,itismuchthesame。Hemarriesawife,anddoesnotloveher;childrencometohimheknowsnothow,whomhehastoprovidefor;hemuststruggleincessantlytoprovideforhisfamilyifheispoor,andifheisrichtopreventhimselfbeingrobbedbyhisstewardandcheatedbyhistenants。Isthislife?Whilewe,gentlemen,weareborn,andthatistheonlypainwecostourmothers——alltherestisthemaster’sconcern。Heprovidesforus,hechoosesourcalling,alwayseasyenoughtolearnifwearenotquiteidiots。Areweill?Hisdoctorattendsusgratis;itisalosstohimifwedie。Arewewell?Wehaveourfourcertainmealsaday,andagoodstovetosleepnearatnight。Dowefallinlove?

  Thereisneveranyhindrancetoourmarriage,ifthewomanlovesus;

  themasterhimselfasksustohastenourmarriage,forhewishesustohaveasmanychildrenaspossible。Andwhenthechildrenareborn,hedoesforthemintheirturnallhehasdoneforus。Canyoufindmemanygreatlordsashappyastheirslaves?\"

  \"Allthisistrue,\"saidGregory,pouringhimoutanotherglassofbrandy;\"but,afterall,youarenotfree。\"

  \"Freetodowhat?\"askedIvan。

  \"Freetogowhereyouwillandwhenyouwill。\"

  \"Iamasfreeastheair,\"repliedIvan。

  \"Nonsense!\"saidGregory。

  \"Freeasair,Itellyou;forIhavegoodmasters,andaboveallagoodmistress,\"continuedIvan,withasignificantsmile,\"andIhaveonlytoaskanditisdone。\"

  \"What!ifafterhavinggotdrunkhereto-day,youaskedtocomebackto-morrowtogetdrunkagain?\"saidGregory,whoinhischallengetoIvandidnotforgethisowninterests,——\"ifyouaskedthat?\"

  \"Ishouldcomebackagain,\"saidIvan。

  \"To-morrow?\"saidGregory。

  \"To-morrow,thedayafter,everydayifIliked……\"

  \"Thefactis,Ivanisouryounglady’sfavourite,\"saidanotherofthecount’sslaveswhowaspresent,profitingbyhiscomradeIvan’sliberality。

  \"Itisallthesame,\"saidGregory;\"forsupposingsuchpermissionweregivenyou,moneywouldsoonrunshort。\"

  \"Never!\"saidIvan,swallowinganotherglassofbrandy,\"neverwillIvanwantformoneyaslongasthereisakopeckinmylady’spurse。\"

  \"Ididnotfindhersoliberal,\"saidGregorybitterly。

  \"Oh,youforget,myfriend;youknowwellshedoesnotreckonwithherfriends:rememberthestrokesoftheknout。\"

  \"Ihavenowishtospeakaboutthat,\"saidGregory。\"Iknowthatsheisgenerouswithblows,buthermoneyisanotherthing。Ihaveneverseenthecolourofthat。\"

  \"Well,wouldyouliketoseethecolourofmine?\"saidIvan,gettingmoreandmoredrunk。\"Seehere,herearekopecks,sorok-kopecks,bluenotesworthfiveroubles,rednotesworthtwentyfiveroubles,andto-morrow,ifyoulike,Iwillshowyouwhitenotesworthfiftyroubles。AhealthtomyladyVaninka!\"AndIvanheldouthisglassagain,andGregoryfilledittothebrim。

  \"Butdoesmoney,\"saidGregory,pressingIvanmoreandmore,——\"doesmoneymakeupforscorn?\"

  \"Scorn!\"saidIvan,——\"scorn!Whoscornsme?Doyou,becauseyouarefree?Finefreedom!Iwouldratherbeawell-fedslavethanafreemandyingofhunger。\"

  \"Imeanthescornofourmasters,\"repliedGregory。

  \"Thescornofourmasters!AskAlexis,askDanielthere,ifmyladyscornsme。\"

  \"Thefactis,\"saidthetwoslavesinreply,whobothbelongedtothegeneral’shousehold,\"Ivanmustcertainlyhaveacharm;foreveryonetalkstohimasiftoamaster。\"

  \"BecauseheisAnnouschka’sbrother,\"saidGregory,\"andAnnouschkaismylady’sfoster-sister。\"

  \"Thatmaybeso,\"saidthetwoslaves。

  \"Forthatreasonorforsomeother,\"saidIvan;\"but,inshort,thatisthecase。\"

  \"Yes;butifyoursistershoulddie?\"saidGregory。\"Ah!\"

  \"Ifmysistershoulddie,thatwouldbeapity,forsheisagoodgirl。Idrinktoherhealth!Butifsheshoulddie,thatwouldmakenodifference。Iamrespectedformyself;theyrespectmebecausetheyfearme。\"

  \"FearmylordIvan!\"saidGregory,withaloudlaugh。\"Itfollows,then,thatifmylordIvanweretiredofreceivingorders,andgavetheminhisturn,mylordIvanwouldbeobeyed。\"

  \"Perhaps,\"saidIvan。

  \"Hesaid’perhaps,’repeatedGregory,laughinglouderthanever,——\"hesaid’perhaps。’Didyouhearhim?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidtheslaves,whohaddrunksomuchthattheycouldonlyanswerinmonosyllables。

  \"Well,Inolongersay’perhaps,’Inowsay’forcertain。’\"

  \"Oh,Ishouldliketoseethat,\"saidGregory;\"Iwouldgivesomethingtoseethat。\"

  \"Well,sendawaythesefellows,whoaregettingdrunklikepigs,andfornothing,youwillfind。\"

  \"Fornothing?\"saidGregory。\"Youarejesting。DoyouthinkI

  shouldgivethemdrinkfornothing?\"

  \"Well,weshallsee。Howmuchwouldbetheirscore,foryouratrociousbrandy,iftheydrankfromnowtillmidnight,whenyouareobligedtoshutupyourtavern?\"

  \"Notlessthantwentyroubles。\"

  \"Herearethirty;turnthereout,andletusremainbyourselves。\"

  \"Friends,\"saidGregory,takingouthiswatchasiftolookatthetime,\"itisjustuponmidnight;youknowthegovernor’sorders,soyoumustgo。\"Themen,habituatedlikeallRussianstopassiveobedience,wentwithoutamurmur,andGregoryfoundhimselfalonewithIvanandthetwootherslavesofthegeneral。

  \"Well,herewearealone,\"saidGregory。\"Whatdoyoumeantodo?\"

  \"Well,whatwouldyousay,\"repliedIvan,\"ifinspiteofthelatehourandthecold,andinspiteofthefactthatweareonlyslaves,myladyweretoleaveherfather’shouseandcometodrinkourhealths?\"

  \"Iwouldsaythatyououghttotakeadvantageofit,\"saidGregory,shrugginghisshoulders,\"andtellhertobringatthesametimeabottleofbrandy。Thereisprobablybetterbrandyinthegeneral’scellarthaninmine。\"

  \"Thereisbetter,\"saidIvan,asifhewasperfectlysureofit,\"andmyladyshallbringyouabottleofit。\"

  \"Youaremad!\"saidGregory。

  \"Heismad!\"repeatedtheothertwoslavesmechanically。

  \"Oh,Iammad?\"saidIvan。\"Well,willyoutakeawager?\"

  \"Whatwillyouwager?\"

  \"Twohundredroublesagainstayearoffreedrinkinginyourinn。\"

  \"Done!\"saidGregory。

  \"Areyourcomradesincluded?\"saidthetwomoujiks。

  \"Theyareincluded,\"saidIvan,\"andinconsiderationofthemwewillreducethetimetosixmonths。Isthatagreed?\"

  \"Itisagreed,\"saidGregory。

  Thetwowhoweremakingthewagershookhands,andtheagreementwasperfected。Then,withanairofconfidence,assumedtoconfoundthewitnessesofthisstrangescene,Ivanwrappedhimselfinthefurcoatwhich,likeacautiousman,hehadspreadonthestove,andwentout。

  Attheendofhalfanhourhereappeared。

  \"Well!\"criedGregoryandthetwoslavestogether。

  \"Sheisfollowing,\"saidIvan。

  Thethreetipplerslookedatoneanotherinamazement,butIvanquietlyreturnedtohisplaceinthemiddleofthem,pouredoutanewbumper,andraisinghisglass,cried——

  \"Tomylady’shealth!Itistheleastwecandowhensheiskindenoughtocomeandjoinusonsocoldanight,whenthesnowisfallingfast。\"

  \"Annouschka,\"saidavoiceoutside,\"knockatthisdoorandaskGregoryifhehasnotsomeofourservantswithhim。\"

  Gregoryandthetwootherslaveslookedatoneanother,stupefied:

  theyhadrecognisedVaninka’svoice。AsforIvan,heflunghimselfbackinhischair,balancinghimselfwithmarvellousimpertinence。

  Annouschkaopenedthedoor,andtheycouldsee,asIvanhadsaid,thatthesnowwasfallingheavily。

  \"Yes,madam,\"saidthegirl;\"mybrotheristhere,withDanielandAlexis。\"

  Vaninkaentered。

  \"Myfriends,\"saidshe,withastrangesmile,\"Iamtoldthatyouweredrinkingmyhealth,andIhavecometobringyousomethingtodrinkitagain。HereisabottleofoldFrenchbrandywhichIhavechosenforyoufrommyfather’scellar。Holdoutyourglasses。\"

  Gregoryandtheslavesobeyedwiththeslownessandhesitationofastonishment,whileIvanheldouthisglasswiththeutmosteffrontery。

  Vaninkafilledthemtothebrimherself,andthen,astheyhesitatedtodrink,\"Come,drinktomyhealth,friends,\"saidshe。

  \"Hurrah!\"criedthedrinkers,reassuredbythekindandfamiliartoneoftheirnoblevisitor,astheyemptiedtheirglassesatadraught。

  Vaninkaatoncepouredthemoutanotherglass;thenputtingthebottleonthetable,\"Emptythebottle,myfriends,\"saidshe,\"anddonottroubleaboutme。AnnouschkaandI,withthepermission2668

  ofthemasterofthehouse,willsitnearthestovetillthestormisover。\"

  Gregorytriedtoriseandplacestoolsnearthestove,butwhetherhewasquitedrunkorwhethersomenarcotichadbeenmixedwiththebrandy,hefellbackonhisseat,tryingtostammeroutanexcuse。

  \"Itisallright,\"saidVaninka:\"donotdisturbyourselves;drink,myfriends,drink。\"

  Therevellersprofitedbythispermission,andeachemptiedtheglassbeforehim。ScarcelyhadGregoryemptiedhisbeforehefellforwardonthetable。

  \"Good!\"saidVaninkatohermaidinalowvoice:\"theopiumistakingeffect。\"

  \"Whatdoyoumeantodo?\"saidAnnouschka。

  \"Youwillsoonsee,\"wastheanswer。

  Thetwomoujiksfollowedtheexampleofthemasterofthehouse,andfelldownsidebysideontheground。Ivanwasleftstrugglingagainstsleep,andtryingtosingadrinkingsong;butsoonhistonguerefusedtoobeyhim,hiseyesclosedinspiteofhim,andseekingthetunethatescapedhim,andmutteringwordshewasunabletopronounce,hefellfastasleepnearhiscompanions。

  ImmediatelyVaninkarose,fixedthemwithflashingeyes,andcalledthembynameoneafteranother。Therewasnoresponse。

  Thensheclappedherhandsandcriedjoyfully,\"Themomenthascome!\"

  Goingtothebackoftheroom,shebroughtthenceanarmfulofstraw,placeditinacorneroftheroom,anddidthesameintheothercorners。Shethentookaflamingbrandfromthestoveandsetfireinsuccessiontothefourcornersoftheroom。

  \"Whatareyoudoing?\"saidAnnouschka,wildwithterror,tryingtostopher。

  \"Iamgoingtoburyoursecretintheashesofthishouse,\"answeredVaninka。

  \"Butmybrother,mypoorbrother!\"saidthegirl。

  \"Yourbrotherisawretchwhohasbetrayedme,andwearelostifwedonotdestroyhim。\"

  \"Oh,mybrother,mypoorbrother!\"

  \"Youcandiewithhimifyoulike,\"saidVaninka,accompanyingtheproposalwithasmilewhichshowedshewouldnothavebeensorryifAnnouschkahadcarriedsisterlyaffectiontothatlength。

  \"Butlookatthefire,madam——thefire!\"

  \"Letusgo,then,\"saidVaninka;and,draggingouttheheart-brokengirl,shelockedthedoorbehindherandthrewthekeyfarawayintothesnow。

  \"InthenameofHeaven,\"saidAnnouschka,\"letusgohomequickly:I

  cannotgazeuponthisawfulsight!\"

  \"No,letusstayhere!\"saidVaninka,holdingherbackwithagraspofalmostmasculinestrength。\"Letusstayuntilthehousefallsinonthem,sothatwemaybecertainthatnotoneofthemescapes。\"

  \"Oh,myGod!\"criedAnnouschka,fallingonherknees,\"havemercyuponmypoorbrother,fordeathwillhurryhimunpreparedintoThypresence。\"

  \"Yes,yes,pray;thatisright,\"saidVaninka。\"Iwishtodestroytheirbodies,nottheirsouls。\"

  Vaninkastoodmotionless,herarmscrossed,brilliantlylitupbytheflames,whileherattendantprayed。Thefiredidnotlastlong:thehousewaswooden,withthecrevicesfilledwithoakum,likeallthoseofRussianpeasants,sothattheflames,creepingoutatthefourcorners,soonmadegreatheadway,and,fannedbythewind,spreadrapidlytoallpartsofthebuilding。Vaninkafollowedtheprogressofthefirewithblazingeyes,fearingtoseesomehalf-burntspectralshaperushoutoftheflames。Atlasttherooffellin,andVaninka,relievedofallfear,thenatlastmadeherwaytothegeneral’shouse,intowhichthetwowomenenteredwithoutbeingseen,thankstothepermissionAnnouschkahadtogooutatanyhourofthedayornight。

  ThenextmorningthesoletopicofconversationinSt。PetersburgwasthefireattheRedHouse。Fourhalf-consumedcorpsesweredugoutfrombeneaththeruins,andasthreeofthegeneral’sslavesweremissing,hehadnodoubtthattheunrecognisablebodieswerethoseofIvan,Daniel,andAlexis:asforthefourth,itwascertainlythatofGregory。

  Thecauseofthefireremainedasecretfromeveryone:thehousewassolitary,andthesnowstormsoviolentthatnobodyhadmetthetwowomenonthedesertedroad。Vaninkawassureofhermaid。HersecretthenhadperishedwithIvan。Butnowremorsetooktheplaceoffear:theyounggirlwhowassopitilessandinflexibleintheexecutionofthedeedquailedatitsremembrance。Itseemedtoherthatbyrevealingthesecretofhercrimetoapriest,shewouldberelievedofherterribleburden。Shethereforesoughtaconfessorrenownedforhisloftycharity,and,underthesealofconfession,toldhimall。Thepriestwashorrifiedbythestory。Divinemercyisboundless,buthumanforgivenesshasitslimits。HerefusedVaninkatheabsolutionsheasked。Thisrefusalwasterrible:itwouldbanishVaninkafromtheHolyTable;thisbanishmentwouldbenoticed,andcouldnotfailtobeattributedtosomeunheard-ofandsecretcrime。Vaninkafellatthefeetofthepriest,andinthenameofherfather,whowouldbedisgracedbyhershame,beggedhimtomitigatetherigourofthissentence。

  Theconfessorreflecteddeeply,thenthoughthehadfoundawaytoobviatesuchconsequences。ItwasthatVaninkashouldapproachtheHolyTablewiththeotheryounggirls;thepriestwouldstopbeforeherasbeforealltheothers,butonlysaytoher,\"Prayandweep\";

  thecongregation,deceivedbythis,wouldthinkthatshehadreceivedtheSacramentlikehercompanions。ThiswasallthatVaninkacouldobtain。

  Thisconfessiontookplaceaboutseveno’clockintheevening,andthesolitudeofthechurch,addedtothedarknessofnight,hadgivenitastillmoreawfulcharacter。Theconfessorreturnedhome,paleandtrembling。HiswifeElizabethwaswaitingforhimalone。ShehadjustputherlittledaughterArina,whowaseightyearsold,tobedinanadjoiningroom。Whenshesawherhusband,sheutteredacryofterror,sochangedandhaggardwashisappearance。Theconfessortriedtoreassureher,buthistremblingvoiceonlyincreasedheralarm。Sheaskedthecauseofhisagitation;theconfessorrefusedtotellher。Elizabethhadheardtheeveningbeforethathermotherwasill;shethoughtthatherhusbandhadreceivedsomebadnews。ThedaywasMonday,whichisconsideredanunluckydayamongtheRussians,and,goingoutthatday,Elizabethhadmetamaninmourning;theseomensweretoonumerousandtoostrongnottoportendmisfortune。

  Elizabethburstintotears,andcriedout,\"Mymotherisdead!\"

  Thepriestinvaintriedtoreassureherbytellingherthathisagitationwasnotduetothat。Thepoorwoman,dominatedbyoneidea,madenoresponsetohisprotestationsbutthiseverlastingcry,\"Mymotherisdead!\"

  Then,tobringhertoreason,theconfessortoldherthathisemotionwasduetotheavowalofacrimewhichhehadjustheardintheconfessional。ButElizabethshookherhead:itwasatrick,shesaid,tohidefromherthesorrowwhichhadfallenuponher。Heragony,insteadofcalming,becamemoreviolent;hertearsceasedtoflow,andwerefollowedbyhysterics。Thepriestthenmadehersweartokeepthesecret,andthesanctityoftheconfessionwasbetrayed。

  LittleArinahadawakenedatElizabeth’scries,andbeingdisturbedandatthesametimecuriousastowhatherparentsweredoing,shegotup,wenttolistenatthedoor,andheardall。

  ThedayfortheCommunioncame;thechurchofSt。Simeonwascrowded。

  Vaninkacametokneelattherailingofthechoir。Behindherwasherfatherandhisaides-de-camp,andbehindthemtheirservants。

  Arinawasalsointhechurchwithhermother。TheinquisitivechildwishedtoseeVaninka,whosenameshehadheardpronouncedthatterriblenight,whenherfatherhadfailedinthefirstandmostsacredofthedutiesimposedonapriest。Whilehermotherwaspraying,sheleftherchairandglidedamongtheworshippers,nearlyasfarastherailing。

  Butwhenshehadarrivedthere,shewasstoppedbythegroupofthegeneral’sservants。ButArinahadnotcomesofartobe,stoppedsoeasily:shetriedtopushbetweenthem,buttheyopposedher;shepersisted,andoneofthempushedherroughlyback。Thechildfell,struckherheadagainstaseat,andgotupbleedingandcrying,\"Youareveryproudforaslave。IsitbecauseyoubelongtothegreatladywhoburnttheRedHouse?\"

  Thesewords,utteredinaloudvoice,inthemidstofthesilencewhichpreceded,thesacredceremony,wereheardbyeveryone。Theywereansweredbyashriek。Vaninkahadfainted。Thenextdaythegeneral,atthefeetofPaul,recountedtohim,ashissovereignandjudge,thewholeterriblestory,whichVaninka,crushedbyherlongstruggle,hadatlastrevealedtohim,atnight,afterthesceneinthechurch。

  Theemperorremainedforamomentinthoughtattheendofthisstrangeconfession;then,gettingupfromthechairwherehehadbeensittingwhilethemiserablefathertoldhisstory,hewenttoabureau,andwroteonasheetofpaperthefollowingsentence:

  \"Thepriesthavingviolatedwhatshouldhavebeeninviolable,thesecretsoftheconfessional,isexiledtoSiberiaanddeprivedofhispriestlyoffice。Hiswifewillfollowhim:sheistobeblamedfornothavingrespectedhischaracterasaministerofthealtar。Thelittlegirlwillnotleaveherparents。

  \"Annouschka,theattendant,willalsogotoSiberiafornothavingmadeknowntohermasterhisdaughter’sconduct。

  \"Ipreserveallmyesteemforthegeneral,andImournwithhimforthedeadlyblowwhichhasstruckhim。

  \"AsforVaninka,Iknowofnopunishmentwhichcanbeinflicteduponher。Ionlyseeinherthedaughterofabravesoldier,whosewholelifehasbeendevotedtotheserviceofhiscountry。Besides,theextraordinarywayinwhichthecrimewasdiscovered,seemstoplacetheculpritbeyondthelimitsofmyseverity。Ileaveherpunishmentinherownhands。IfIunderstandhercharacter,ifanyfeelingofdignityremainstoher,herheartandherremorsewillshowherthepathsheoughttofollow。\"

  Paulhandedthepaperopentothegeneral,orderinghimtotakeittoCountPahlen,thegovernorofSt。Petersburg。

  Onthefollowingdaytheemperor’sorderswerecarriedout。

  Vaninkawentintoaconvent,wheretowardstheendofthesameyearshediedofshameandgrief。

  ThegeneralfoundthedeathhesoughtonthefieldofAusterlitz。

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