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  IaskedtheLord:\"Sire,isthistrueWhichhostsoftheologianshold,ThatwhenwecreaturescensureyouForshapinggriefsandailsuntold(Deemingthempunishmentsundue)

  Yourage,asMoseswroteofold?

  Whenweexclaim:’BeneficentHeisnot,forheorderspain,Or,ifso,notomnipotent:

  Toamerechildthethingisplain!’

  ThosewhoprofesstorepresentYou,cryout:’Impiousandprofane!’\"

  He:\"Savemefrommyfriends,whodeemThatIcarewhatmycreaturessay!

  Mouthasyoulist:sneer,rail,blaspheme,Omanikin,thelivelongday,Notonegrief-groanorpleasure-gleamWillyouincreaseortakeaway。

  \"Whythingsarethus,whosoderides,Maywellremainmysecretstill……

  Afourthdimension,saytheguides,Tomatterisconceivable。

  ThinksomesuchmysteryresidesWithintheethicofmywill。\"

  BYTHEBARROWS

  NotfarfromMellstock——sotraditionsaith-

  Wherebarrows,bulgingastheybosomswereOfMultimammiastretchedsupinelythere,Catchnightandnoonthetempest’swantonbreath,Abattle,desperatedoubtlessuntodeath,Wasonetimefought。Theoutlook,loneandbare,Thetoweringhawkandpassingravenshare,Andalltheuplandroundiscalled\"TheHe’th。\"

  Hereonceawoman,inourmodernage,Foughtsinglehandedlytoshieldachild-

  Onenotherown——fromaman’ssenselessrage。

  Andtomymindnopatriots’bonestherepiledSoconsecratethesilenceasherdeedOfstoicanddevotedself-unheed。

  AWIFEANDANOTHER

  \"Warends,andhe’sreturningEarly;yea,Theeveningnextto-morrow’s!\"-

  ——ThisIsayToher,whomIsuspiciouslysurvey,Holdingmyhusband’sletterToherview-

  Sheglancedatitbutlightly,AndIknewThatonefromhimthatdayhadreachedhertoo。

  Therewasnotimeforscruple;

  SecretlyIfilchedhermissive,connedit,LearntthatheWouldlodgewithhererehecamehometome。

  Toreachtheportbeforeher,And,unscanned,TherewaittointerceptthemSoonIplanned:

  That,inherstead,_I_mightbeforehimstand。

  Sopurposed,soeffected;

  AttheinnAssigned,Ifoundherhidden:-

  OthatsinShouldbearwhatsheborewhenIenteredin!

  HerheavylidsgrewladenWithdespairs,HerlipsmadesoundlessmovementsUnawares,WhileIpeeredatthechamberhiredastheirs。

  Andasbesideitsdoorway,Deadlyhued,Oneinside,onewithoutsideWetwostood,Hecame——myhusband——assheknewhewould。

  NopleasurabletriumphWasthatsight!

  TheghastlydisappointmentBrokethemquite。

  Whatlovewastheirs,tomovethemwithsuchmight!

  \"Madam,forgiveme!\"saidshe,Sorrowbent,\"Achild——Isoonshallbearhim……

  Yes——ImeantTotellyou——thathewonmeerehewent。\"

  Then,asitwere,withinmeSomethingsnapped,Asifmysoulhadlargened:

  Conscience-capped,Isawmyselfthesnarer——themthetrapped。

  \"Myhatedies,andIpromise,Grace-beguiled,\"

  Isaid,\"tocareforyou,beReconciled;

  Andcherish,andtakeinterestinthechild。\"

  WithoutmorewordsIpressedhimThroughthedoorWithinwhichshestood,powerlessTosaymore,Andcloseditonthem,anddownstairwardbore。

  \"Hejoinshiswife——mysister,\"

  I,below,Remarkedingoing——lightly-

  EvenasthoughAllhadcomeright,andwehadarrangeditso……

  AsI,myroadretracing,Leftthemfree,ThenightaloneembracingChildlessme,IheldIhadnotstirredGodwrothfully。

  THEROMANROAD

  TheRomanRoadrunsstraightandbareAsthepaleparting-lineinhairAcrosstheheath。AndthoughtfulmenContrastitsdaysofNowandThen,Anddelve,andmeasure,andcompare;

  VisioningonthevacantairHelmedlegionaries,whoproudlyrearTheEagle,astheypaceagainTheRomanRoad。

  Butnotallbrass-helmedlegionnaireHauntsitforme。UprisesthereAmother’sformuponmyken,Guidingmyinfantsteps,aswhenWewalkedthatancientthoroughfare,TheRomanRoad。

  THEVAMPIRINEFAIR

  GilberthadsailedtoIndia’sshore,AndIwasallalone:

  MylordcameinatmyopendoorAndsaid,\"Ofairestone!\"

  Heleantupontheslantbureau,Andsighed,\"Iamsickforthee!\"

  \"Mylord,\"saidI,\"prayspeaknotso,SinceweddedwifeIbe。\"

  Leaningupontheslantbureau,Bitterhisnextwordscame:

  \"SomuchIknow;andlikewiseknowMyloveburnsonthesame!

  \"Butsinceyouthrustmyloveaway,Andsinceitknowsnocure,ImustliveoutasbestImayTheachethatIendure。\"

  WhenMichaelmasbrownedthenetherCoomb,AndWingreenHillabove,Andmadethehollyhocksragsofbloom,Mylordgrewilloflove。

  Mylordgrewillwithloveforme;

  Gilbertwasfarfromport;

  And——soitwas——thattimedidseeMehousedatManorCourt。

  AboutthebowersofManorCourtTheprimrosepusheditsheadWhen,onadayatlast,reportArrivedofhimIhadwed。

  \"Gilbert,mylord,ishomewardbound,Hissloopisdrawingnear,WhatshallIdowhenIamfoundNotinhishousebuthere?\"

  \"OIwillhealtheinjuriesI’vedonetohimandthee。

  I’llgivehimmeanstoliveateaseAfarfromShastonb’ry。\"

  WhenGilbertcamewebothtookthought:

  \"Sincecomfortandgoodcheer,\"

  Saidhe,\"Soreadilyarebought,He’swelcometothee,Dear。\"

  SowhenmylordflungliberallyHisgoldinGilbert’shands,IcoaxedandgotmybrothersthreeMadestewardsofhislands。

  AndthenIcoaxedhimtoinstallMyotherkithandkin,WithaimtobenefitthemallBeforehisloveranthin。

  AndnextIcravedtobepossessedOfplateandjewelsrare。

  Hegroaned:\"Yougiveme,Love,norest,Takeallthelawwillspare!\"

  AndsoincourseofyearsmywealthBecameagoodlyhoard,Mystewardbrethren,too,bystealthHadeachafortunestored。

  Thereafterinthegloomhe’dwalk,AndbyandbybeganTosayaloudinabsenttalk,\"Iamaruinedman!-

  \"Ihardlycouldhavethought,\"hesaid,\"WhenfirstIlookedonthee,Thatonesosoft,sorosyred,Couldthushavebeggaredme!\"

  Seeinghisfairestatesinpawn,Andhiminsuchdecline,IknewthathisdomainhadgoneToliftupmeandmine。

  NextmonthuponaSundaymornAgunshotsoundednigh:

  ByhisownhandmylordlybornHaddoomedhimselftodie。

  \"Live,mydearlord,andmuchofthineShallberestoredtothee!\"

  Hesmiled,andsaid’twixtwordandsign,\"Alas——thatcannotbe!\"

  AndwhileIsearchedhiscabinetForletters,keys,orwill,’TwastouchingthathisgazewassetWithloveuponmestill。

  AndwhenIburnteachdocumentBeforehisdyingeyes,’TwassweetthathedidnotresentMyfearofcompromise。

  Thesteeple-cockgleamedgoldenwhenIwatchedhisspiritgo:

  AndIbecamerepentantthenThatIhadwreckedhimso。

  Threeweeksatleasthadcomeandgone,Withmanyasaddenedword,BeforeIwrotetoGilbertonThestrokethatsohadstirred。

  Andhavingwornamournfulgown,Ijoined,indecentwhile,MyhusbandatadashingtownToliveindashingstyle。

  YetthoughInowenjoymyfling,Anddineanddanceanddrive,I’dgivemyprettiestemeraldringToseemylordalive。

  Andwhenthemeetonhunting-daysIsnearhischurchyardhome,IleavemybanteringbeauxtoplaceAfloweruponhistomb;

  Andsometimessay:\"PerhapstoolateThesaintsinHeavendeploreThattendertimewhen,movedbyFate,Hedarkedmycottagedoor。\"

  THEREMINDER

  I

  WhileIwatchtheChristmasblazePainttheroomwithruddyrays,SomethingmakesmyvisionglideTothefrostysceneoutside。

  There,toreacharottingberry,Toilsathrush,——constrainedtoveryDregsoffoodbysharpdistress,Takingsuchwiththankfulness。

  Why,Ostarvingbird,whenI

  Oneday’sjoywouldjustify,Andputmiseryoutofview,Doyoumakemenoticeyou!

  THERAMBLER

  Idonotseethehillsaround,Normarkthetintsthecopseswear;

  IdonotnotethegrassygroundAndconstellateddaisiesthere。

  IhearnotthecontraltonoteOfcuckooshidoneitherhand,Thewhirrthatshakesthenighthawk’sthroatWheneve’sbrownawninghoodstheland。

  Somesayeachsongster,tree,andmead-

  Alleloquentoflovedivine-

  Receivestheirconstantcarefulheed:

  Suchkeenappraisementisnotmine。

  ThetonesaroundmethatIhear,Theaspects,meanings,shapesIsee,Arethosefarbackonesmissedwhennear,Andnowperceivedtoolatebyme!

  NIGHTINTHEOLDHOME

  Whenthewastingembersreddenthechimney-breast,AndLife’sbarepathwayloomslikeadeserttracktome,Andfromhallandparlourthelivinghavegonetotheirrest,Myperishedpeoplewhohousedthemherecomebacktome。

  Theycomeandseatthemaroundintheirmouldyplaces,Nowandthenbendingtowardsmeaglanceofwistfulness,Astrangeupbraidingsmileuponalltheirfaces,Andinthebearingofeachapassivetristfulness。

  \"Doyouupholdme,lingeringandlanguishinghere,Apalelateplantofyouroncestrongstock?\"Isaytothem;

  \"AthinkerofcrookedthoughtsuponLifeinthesere,AndonThatwhichconsignsmentonightaftershowingthedaytothem?\"

  \"——OletbetheWherefore!Wefeveredouryearsnotthus:

  TakeofLifewhatitgrants,withoutquestion!\"theyanswermeseemingly。

  \"Enjoy,suffer,wait:spreadthetableherefreelylikeus,And,satisfied,placid,unfretting,watchTimeawaybeamingly!\"

  AFTERTHELASTBREATH

  (J。H。1813-1904)

  There’snomoretobedone,orfeared,orhoped;

  Nonenowneedwatch,speaklow,andlist,andtire;

  Noirksomecreaseoutsmoothed,nopillowslopedDoessherequire。

  Blanklywegaze。Wearefreetogoorstay;

  Ourmorrow’sanxiousplanshavemissedtheiraim;

  Whetherweleaveto-nightorwaittilldayCountsasthesame。

  TheletteredvesselsofmedicamentsSeemaskingwhereforewehavesetthemhere;

  EachpalliativeitssillyfacepresentsAsuselessgear。

  Andyetwefeelthatsomethingsavourswell;

  Wenoteanumbreliefwithheldbefore;

  Ourwell-belovedisprisonerinthecellOfTimenomore。

  WeseebylittlesnowthedeftachievementWherebyshehasescapedtheWrongersall,InviewofwhichourmomentarybereavementOutshapesbutsmall。

  1904。

  INCHILDBED

  InthemiddleofthenightMother’sspiritcameandspoketome,Lookingwearifulandwhite-

  As’twereuntimelynewsshebroketome。

  \"Omydaughter,joyedareyouToowntheweetlesschildyoumotherthere;

  ’Menmaysearchthewideworldthrough,’

  Youthink,’norfindsofairanotherthere!’

  \"Dear,thismidnighttimeunwombsThousandsjustasrareandbeautiful;

  ThousandswhomHighHeavenforedoomsTobeasbright,asgood,asdutiful。

  \"SourceofecstatichopesandfearsAndinnocentmaternalvanity,YourfondexploitbutshapesfortearsNewthoroughfaresinsadhumanity。

  \"Yetasyoudream,sodreamtI

  WhenLifestretchedforthitsmorningraytome;

  Otherviewsforbyandby!\"……

  Suchstrangethingsdidmothersaytome。

  THEPINEPLANTERS

  (MARTYSOUTH’SREVERIE)

  I

  WeworkheretogetherInblastandbreeze;

  Hefillstheearthin,Iholdthetrees。

  HedoesnotnoticeThatwhatIdoKeepsmefrommovingAndchillsmethrough。

  HehasseenonefairerIfeelbyhiseye,WhichskimsmeasthoughIwerenotby。

  AndsinceshepassedhereHescarcehasknownButthatthewoodlandHoldshimalone。

  IhaveworkedherewithhimSincemorningshine,HebusywithhisthoughtsAndIwithmine。

  Ihavehelpedhimsomany,Somanydays,ButneverwinanySmallwordofpraise!

  ShallInotsightohimThatIworkonGladtobenightohimThoughhopeisgone?

  Nay,thoughheneverKnewlovelikemine,I’llbeariteverAndmakenosign!

  II

  FromthebundleathandhereItakeeachtree,Andsetittostand,hereAlwaystobe;

  When,inasecond,AsiffromfearOfLifeunreckonedBeginninghere,ItstartsasighingThroughdayandnight,Thoughwhiletherelying’Twasvoicelessquite。

  Itwillsighinthemorning,Willsighatnoon,Atthewinter’swarning,InwaftsofJune;

  GrievingthatneverKindFatedecreedItshouldforeverRemainaseed,AndshunthewelterOfthingswithout,UnneedingshelterFromstormanddrought。

  Thus,allunknowingForwhomorwhatWesetitgrowingInthisbleakspot,ItstillwillgrievehereThroughoutitstime,Unabletoleavehere,Orchangeitsclime;

  OrtellthestoryOfusto-dayWhen,haltandhoary,Wepassaway。

  THEDEAR

  IploddedtoFairmileHill-top,whereAmaidenonefainwouldguardFromeveryhazardandeverycareAdvancedontheroadsidesward。

  IwonderedhowsucceedingsunsWouldshapeherwayfarings,AndwishedsomePowermighttakesuchonesUnderItswardingwings。

  ThebusybreezecameupthehillAndsmartenedhercheektored,Andfrizzledherhairtoahaze。Withawill\"Good-morning,myDear!\"Isaid。

  Sheglancedfrommetothefar-offgray,And,withproudseverity,\"Good-morningtoyou——thoughImaysayIamnotYOURDear,\"quothshe:

  \"ForIamtheDearofonenothere-

  Onefarfromhisnativeland!\"-

  Andshepassedmeby;andIdidnottryTomakeherunderstand。

  1901

  ONEWEKNEW

  (M。H。1772-1857)

  Shetoldhowtheyusedtoformforthecountrydances-

  \"TheTriumph,\"\"TheNew-riggedShip\"-

  Tothelightofthegutteringwaxinthepanelledmanses,Andincotstotheblinkofadip。

  Shespokeofthewild\"poussetting\"and\"allemanding\"

  Oncarpet,onoak,andonsod;

  Andthetwolongrowsofladiesandgentlemenstanding,Andthefiguresthecouplestrod。

  Sheshowedusthespotwherethemaypolewasyearlyplanted,AndwherethebandsmenstoodWhilebreechedandkerchiefedpartnerswhirled,andpantedTochooseeachotherforgood。

  Shetoldofthatfar-backdaywhentheylearntastoundedOfthedeathoftheKingofFrance:

  OftheTerror;andthenofBonaparte’sunboundedAmbitionandarrogance。

  OfhowhisthreatswokewarlikepreparationsAlongthesouthernstrand,AndhoweachnightbroughttremorsandtrepidationsLestmorningshouldseehimland。

  ShesaidshehadoftenheardthegibbetcreakingAsitswayedinthelightningflash,Hadcaughtfromtheneighbouringtownasmallchild’sshriekingAtthecart-tailunderthelash……

  Withcap-framedfaceandlonggazeintotheembers-

  Weseatedaroundherknees-

  Shewoulddwellonsuchdeadthemes,notasonewhoremembers,Butratherasonewhosees。

  SheseemedoneleftbehindofabandgonedistantSofarthatnotonguecouldhail:

  Pastthingsretoldweretoherasthingsexistent,Thingspresentbutasatale。

  May20,1902。

  SHEHEARSTHESTORM

  Therewasatimeinformeryears-

  Whilemyroof-treewashis-

  WhenIshouldhavebeendistressedbyfearsAtsuchanightasthis!

  Ishouldhavemurmuredanxiously,\"Theprickingrainstrikescold;

  Hisroadisbareofhedgeortree,Andheisgettingold。\"

  Butnowthefitfulchimney-roar,ThedroneofThorncombetrees,TheFroominflooduponthemoor,ThemudofMellstockLeaze,Thecandleslantingsootywick’d,Thethudsuponthethatch,Theeaves-dropsonthewindowflicked,Theclackinggarden-hatch,Andwhattheymeantowayfarers,Iscarcelyheedormind;

  Hehaswonthatstorm-tightroofofhersWhichEarthgrantsallherkind。

  AWETNIGHT

  Ipacealong,therain-shaftsriddlingme,Mileaftermileoutbythemoorlandway,Andupthehill,andthroughtheewe-leazegrayIntothelane,androundthecornertree;

  Where,asmyclothingclamsme,mire-bestarred,Andtheenfeebledlightdiesoutofday,Leavingtheliquidshadestoreign,Isay,\"Thisisahardshiptobecalendared!\"

  Yetsiresofminenowperishedandforgot,Whenworsebeset,ereroadswereshapenhere,Andnightandstormwerefoesindeedtofear,TimesnumberlesshavetrudgedacrossthisspotInsturdymutenessontheirstrenuouslot,Andtakingallsuchtoilsastriflesmere。

  BEFORELIFEANDAFTER

  Atimetherewas——asonemayguessAndas,indeed,earth’stestimoniestell-

  Beforethebirthofconsciousness,Whenallwentwell。

  Nonesufferedsickness,love,orloss,Noneknewregret,starvedhope,orheart-burnings;

  NonecaredwhatevercrashorcrossBroughtwracktothings。

  Ifsomethingceased,notonguebewailed,Ifsomethingwincedandwaned,noheartwaswrung;

  Ifbrightnessdimmed,anddarkprevailed,Nosensewasstung。

  Butthediseaseoffeelinggermed,Andprimalrightnesstookthetinctofwrong;

  ErenescienceshallbereaffirmedHowlong,howlong?

  NEWYEAR’SEVE

  \"Ihavefinishedanotheryear,\"saidGod,\"Ingrey,green,white,andbrown;

  Ihavestrewntheleafuponthesod,Sealedupthewormwithintheclod,Andletthelastsundown。\"

  \"Andwhat’sthegoodofit?\"Isaid。

  \"WhatreasonsmadeyoucallFromformlessvoidthisearthwetread,Whennine-and-ninetycanbereadWhynoughtshouldbeatall?

  \"Yea,Sire;whyshapedyouus,’whoinThistabernaclegroan’-

  Ifeverajoybefoundherein,SuchjoynomanhadwishedtowinIfhehadneverknown!\"

  Thenhe:\"Mylabours——logicless-

  Youmayexplain;notI:

  Sense-sealedIhavewrought,withoutaguessThatIevolvedaConsciousnessToaskforreasonswhy。

  \"StrangethatephemeralcreatureswhoBymyownorderingare,Shouldseetheshortnessofmyview,UseethictestsIneverknew,Ormadeprovisionfor!\"

  Hesanktoraptnessasofyore,AndopeningNewYear’sDayWoveitbyroteastheretofore,AndwentonworkingevermoreInhisunweetingway。

  1906。

  GOD’SEDUCATION

  IsawhimstealthelightawayThathauntedinhereye:

  ItwentsogentlynonecouldsayMorethanthatitwasthereonedayAndmissingby-and-by。

  Iwatchedherlonger,andhestoleHerlilytinctsandrose;

  AllheryoungsprightlinessofsoulNextfellbeneathhiscoldcontrol,Anddisappearedlikethose。

  Iasked:\"Whydoyouserveherso?

  Doyou,forsomegladday,Hoardthesehersweets——?\"Hesaid,\"Ono,Theycharmnotme;IbidTimethrowThemcarelesslyaway。\"

  SaidI:\"Wecallthatcruelty-

  We,yourpoormortalkind。\"

  Hemused。\"Thethoughtisnewtome。

  Forsooth,thoughImen’smasterbe,Theirsistheteachingmind!\"

  TOSINCERITY

  Osweetsincerity!-

  WheremodernmethodsbeWhatscopeforthineandthee?

  Lifemaybesadpastsaying,Itsgreensforevergraying,Itsfaithstodustdecaying;

  Andyouthmayhaveforeknownit,Andriperseasonsshownit,Butcustomcries:\"Disownit:

  \"Sayyerejoice,thoughgrieving,Believe,whileunbelieving,Behold,withoutperceiving!\"-

  Yet,wouldmenlookattruethings,Andunilludedviewthings,Andcounttobearunduethings,Therealmightmendtheseeming,Factsbettertheirforedeeming,AndLifeitsdisesteeming。

  February1899。

  PANTHERA

  (Forotherformsofthislegend——firstmetwithinthesecondcentury——seeOrigencontraCelsum;theTalmud;SepherToldothJeschu;quotedfragmentsoflostApocryphalgospels;Strauss,Haeckel;etc。)

  Yea,asIsithere,crutched,andcricked,andbent,IthinkofPanthera,whounderwentMuchfrominsidiousachesinhisdecline;

  Buthisacheswerenotradicallikemine;

  Theywerethetwingesofoldwounds——thefeelOfthehandhehadlost,shornbybarbariansteel,Whichcameback,sohesaid,atachangeintheair,Fingersandall,asifitstillwerethere。

  Mypainsareotherwise:upclosingcrampsAndstiffenedtendonsfromthiscountry’sdamps,WherePantherawasnevercommandant-

  TheFatessenthimbywayoftheLevant。

  Hehadbeenblitheinhisyoungmanhood’stime,Andascenturioncarriedwellhisprime。

  InEthiop,Araby,climesfairandfell,Hehadseenserviceandhadbornehimwell。

  Noughtshookhimthen:hewassereneasbrave;

  Yetlaterknewsomeshocks,andwouldgrowgraveWhenponderingthem;shockslessofcorporalkindThanphantom-like,thatdisarrangedhismind;

  Anditwasinthewayofwarningme(Bymuchhisjunior)againstlevityThatherecountedthem;andoneinchiefPantheralovedtosetinboldrelief。

  ThiswasatragedyofhisEasterndays,Personalintouch——thoughIhavesometimesthoughtThattouchapossibledelusion——wroughtOfhalf-convictioncarriedtoacraze-

  Hismindatlastbeingstressedbyailsandage:-

  YethisgoodfaiththereonIwellcouldwage。

  IhadsaiditlonghadbeenawishwithmeThatImightleaveascion——somesmalltreeAschannelformysap,ifnotmyname-

  Ay,offspringevenofnolegitimateclaim,InwhoseadvanceIsecretlycouldjoy。

  Thereathewarned。

  \"Cancelsuchwishes,boy!

  Asonmaybeacomfortoracurse,Aseer,adoer,acoward,afool;yea,worse-

  Acriminal……ThatIcouldtestify!\"

  \"Pantherahasnoguiltyson!\"criedI

  Allunbelieving。\"Friend,youdonotknow,\"

  Hedarklydropt:\"True,I’venonenowtoshow,ForTHELAWTOOKHIM。Ay,insooth,Joveshapeditso!\"

  \"Thisnoonisnotunlike,\"heagainbegan,\"Thenoontheseprickingmemoriesprintonme-

  Yea,thatday,whenthesungrewcopper-red,AndIservedinJudaea……’TwasadateOfrestforarms。ThePaxRomanaruled,Tothechagrinoffrontierlegionaries!

  Palestinewasannexed——thoughsullenyet,-

  I,beinginagesometwo-scoreyearsandtenAndhavingthegarrisoninJerusalemPartinmyhandsasactingofficerUndertheGovernor。AtedioustimeIfoundit,ofroutine,amidafolkRestless,contentless,andirascible-

  Quellingsomeriot,sentryingcourtandhall,Sendingmenforthonpublicmeeting-daysTomaintainorder,weremydutiesthere。

  \"Thencameamorninspring,andthecheerfulsunWhitenedthecityandthehillsaround,Andeverymountain-roadthatclamberedthem,Tincturingthegreynessoftheoliveswarm,Andtherankcactiroundthevalley’ssides。

  Thedaywasonewhereondeath-penaltiesWereputinforce,andhereandthereweresetThesoldieryfororder,asIsaid,Sinceoneofthecondemnedhadraisedsomeheat,Andcrowdssurgedpassionatelytoseehimslain。

  I,mountedonaCappadocianhorse,Withsomehalf-companyofauxiliaries,HadcaptainedtheprocessionthroughthestreetsWhenitcamestreamingfromthejudgment-hallAftertheverdictsoftheGovernor。

  ItdrewtothegreatgateofthenorthernwayThatbearstowardsDamascus;andtoaknollUponthecommon,justbeyondthewalls-

  WhencecouldbesweptawidehorizonroundOverthehousetopstotheremotestheights。

  Herewasthepublicexecution-groundForcitycrimes,calledthenanddoubtlessnowGolgotha,Kranion,orCalvaria。

  \"Theusualdoomsweredulymetedout;

  Somethreeorfourwerestript,transfixed,andnailed,Andnogreatstiroccurred。AdayofwontItwastome,sofar,andwouldhaveslidCleanfrommymemoryatitssqualidcloseButforanincidentthatfollowedthese。

  \"Amongthetag-ragrabbleofeithersexThathungaroundthewretchesastheywrithed,Tillthrustbackbyourspears,oneheldmyeye-

  Aweepingwoman,whosestrainedcountenance,Sharpenedagainstaloominglividcloud,Wasmockedbythecruderaysofafternoon-

  ThemotherofoneofthosewhosufferedthereIhadheardhercalledwhenspokenroughlytoBymyrangedmenforpressingforwardso。

  ItstoleuponmeherswasafaceIknew;

  Yetwhen,orhow,Ihadknownit,forawhileEludedme。Andthenatonceitcame。

  \"SomethirtyyearsormorebeforethatnoonIwassub-captainofacompanyDrawnfromthelegionofCalabria,ThatmarchedupfromJudaeanorthtoTyre。

  WehadpiercedtheoldflatcountryofJezreel,ThegreatEsdraelonPlainandfighting-floorOfJewwithCanaanite,andwiththehostOfPharaoh-Necho,kingofEgypt,metWhilecrossingtheretostriketheAssyrianpride。

  WeleftbehindGilboa;passedbyNain;

  TillbulgingTaborrose,embossedtothetopWitharbute,terabinth,andlocustgrowths。

  \"Encumberingmeweresundrysick,sofallenThroughdrinkingfromaswampbesidetheway;

  Butwepressedon,till,bearingoveraridge,Wediptintoaworldofpleasantness-

  Avale,thefairestIhadgazedupon-

  WhichlappedavillageonitsfurthestslopesCalledNazareth,brimmedroundbyuplandsnigh。

  Inthemidstthereofafountainbubbled,where,Lime-dryfrommarching,ourgladhaltwemadeTorestoursickones,andrefreshusall。

  \"Hereadayonward,towardstheeventide,OurmenwerepipingtoaPyrrhicdanceTrodbytheircomrades,whentheyoungwomencameTofilltheirpitchers,astheircustomwas。

  Iprofferedhelptoone——aslimgirl,coyEvenasafawn,meek,andasinnocent。

  Herlongbluegown,thestringofsilvercoinsThathungdownbyherbandedbeautifulhair,Symboledinfullimmaculatemodesty。

  \"Well,Iwasyoung,andhot,andreadilystirredToquickdesire。’TwastedioustimingoutTheconvalescenceofthesoldiery;

  AndIbeguiledthelongandemptydaysByblissfulyieldancetohersweetallure,Whohadnoarts,butwhatout-artedall,Thetremuloustendercharmoftrustfulness。

  Wemet,andmet,andunderthewinkingstarsThatpassedwhichpeoplesearth——trueunion,yea,Tothepureeyeofhersimplicity。

  \"Meanwhilethesickfoundhealth;andweprickedon。

  Imadehernorashpromiseofreturn,Assomedouse;Iwassincereinthat;

  Isaidwesunderednevertomeetagain-

  AndyetIspokeuntruthunknowingly!-

  Formeetagainwedid。Now,guessyouaught?

  TheweepingmotheronCalvariaWassheIhadknown——albeitthattimeandtearsHadwastedrudelyheronceflowerlikeform,Andhersofteyes,nowswollenwithsorrowing。

  \"ThoughIbetrayedsomequalms,shemarkedmenot;

  AndIwasscarceofmoodtocomradeherAndclosethesilenceofsowideatimeToclaimamalefactorasmyson-

  (ForsoIguessedhim)。AndinquirymadeBroughtrumourhowatNazarethlongbeforeAnoldmanweddedherforpity’ssakeOnfindingshehadgrownpregnant,noneknewhow,Caredforherchild,andlovedhertillhedied。

  \"Well;thereitended;savethatthenIlearntThathe——themanwhoseardentbloodwasmine-

  HadwakedseditionlongamongtheJews,Andhurledinsultingparlanceattheirgod,Whosetemplebulkedupontheadjoininghill,Vowingthathewouldrazeit,thathimselfWasgodasgreatashewhomtheyadored,Andbydescent,moreover,wastheirking;

  Withsundryotherincitementstomisrule。

  \"Theimpalementsdone,anddonethesoldiers’gameOfrafflingfortheclothes,alegionary,Longinus,piercedtheyoungmanwithhislanceAtsignsfromme,movedbyhisagoniesThroughnaysayingthedrugtheyhadofferedhim。

  Itbroughttheend。AndwhenhehadbreathedhislastThewomanwent。Isawherneveragain……

  Nowglaresmymoodymeaningonyou,friend?-

  ThatwhenyoutalkofoffspringassheerjoySotrustingly,youblinkcontingencies。

  ForsFortuna!HewhogoesfatheringGivesfrightfulhostagestohazardry!\"

  ThusPanthera’stale。’Twasoneheseldomtold,Butyetitgotabroad。Hewouldunfold,Atothertimes,astoryoflessgloom,Thoughhiswasnotaheartwherejestshadroom。

  HewouldregretdiscoveryofthetruthWasmadetoolatetoinfluencetoruthTheProcuratorwhohadcondemnedhisson——

  Orratherhimsodeemed。FortherewasnoneToprovethatPantheraerrednot:andindeed,WhenvaguenessofidentityIwouldplead,Pantherhimselfwouldsometimesownasmuch-

  Yetlothly。But,assumingfactwassuch,ThatthesaidwomandidnotrecognizeHerlover’sface,ismatterforsurprise。

  However,there’shistale,fantasyorotherwise。

  ThereaftershonenotmenofPanthera’skind:

  Theindolentheadsathomewereill-inclinedTopresscampaigningthatwouldhoistthestarOftheirlieutenantsvalorousafar。

  Jealousieskepthimirkedabroad,controlledAndstintedbyanEmpirenomorebold。

  Yetinsomeactionssouthwardhehadshare-

  InMauretaniaandNumidia;thereWitheagleeye,andswordandsteedandspur,Quellinguprisingspromptly。SomesmallstirInParthianextengagedhim,untilmaimed,AsIhavesaid;andcynicTimeproclaimedHisnoblespiritbroken。WhatawasteOfsuchaRoman!——oneinyouth-timegracedWithindescribablecharm,soIhaveheard,Yea,magnetismimpossibletowordWhenfalteringasIsawhim。Whatafame,OSonofSaturn,hadadornedhisname,MighttheThreesohaveurgedThee!——HourbyhourHisowndisordershamperedPanthera’spowerTobrooduponthefateofthosehehadknown,Evenofthatonehealwayscalledhisown-

  Eitherinmorbiddreamormemory……

  Hediedatnogreatage,untroublously,Anexitrareforardentsoldierssuchashe。

  THEUNBORN

  Iroseatnight,andvisitedTheCaveoftheUnborn:

  AndcrowdingshapessurroundedmeFortidingsofthelifetobe,WholonghadprayedthesilentHeadTohasteitsadventmorn。

  Theireyeswerelitwithartlesstrust,Hopethrilledtheireverytone;

  \"Ascenetheloveliest,isitnot?

  Apuredelight,abeauty-spotWhereallisgentle,trueandjust,Anddarknessisunknown?\"

  Myheartwasanguishedfortheirsake,Icouldnotframeaword;

  Andtheydescriedmysunkenface,Andseemedtoreadtherein,andtraceThenewsthatpitywouldnotbreak,Nortruthleaveunaverred。

  AndasIsilentlyretiredIturnedandwatchedthemstill,Andtheycamehelter-skelterout,DrivenforwardlikearabbleroutIntotheworldtheyhadsodesiredBytheall-immanentWill。

  1905。

  THEMANHEKILLED

  \"HadheandIbutmetBysomeoldancientinn,WeshouldhavesatusdowntowetRightmanyanipperkin!

  \"Butrangedasinfantry,Andstaringfacetoface,Ishotathimasheatme,Andkilledhiminhisplace。

  \"Ishothimdeadbecause-

  Becausehewasmyfoe,Justso:myfoeofcoursehewas;

  That’sclearenough;although\"Hethoughthe’d’list,perhaps,Off-handlike——justasI-

  Wasoutofwork——hadsoldhistraps-

  Nootherreasonwhy。

  \"Yes;quaintandcuriouswaris!

  YoushootafellowdownYou’dtreatifmetwhereanybaris,Orhelptohalf-a-crown。\"

  1902。

  GEOGRAPHICALKNOWLEDGE

  (AMEMORYOFCHRISTIANAC-)

  WhereBlackmoorwas,theroadthatledToBath,shecouldnotshow,NorpointtheskythatoverspreadTownstenmilesofforso。

  ButthatCalcuttastoodthisway,CapeHorntherefiguredfell,ThatherewasBoston,hereBombay,Shecoulddeclarefullwell。

  LessknowntoherthetrackathwartFroomMeadorYell’hamWoodThanhowtomakesomeAustralportInseasofsurlymood。

  ShesawtheglintofGuinea’sshoreBehindtheplum-treenigh,HeardoldunrulyBiscay’sroarIntheweir’spurlhardby……

  \"Myson’sasailor,andheknowsAllseasandmanylands,Andwhenhe’shomehepointsandshowsEachcountrywhereitstands。

  \"He’snowjustthere——byGib’shighrock-

  Andwhenhegets,yousee,ToPortsmouthhere,behindtheclock,Thenhe’llcomebacktome!\"

  ONERALPHBLOSSOMSOLILOQUIZES

  (\"Itbeingdeposedthatvijwomenwhoweremaydsbeforeheknewthemhavebeenbroughtuponthetowne[rates?]bythefornicacionsofoneRalphBlossom,MrMajorinquiredwhyheshouldnotcontributexivpenceweeklytowardtheirmayntenance。ButitbeingshewnthatthesaydR。B。wasdyingofapurplefeaver,noorderwasmade。\"——BudmouthBoroughMinutes:16——。)

  WhenIaminhellorsomesuchplace,A-groaningovermysorrycase,WhatwillthosesevenwomensaytomeWho,whenIcoaxedthem,answered\"Aye\"tome?

  \"Ididnotunderstandyoursign!\"

  WillbethewordsofCaroline;

  WhileJanewillcry,\"IfI’dhadproofofyou,Ishouldhavelearnttoholdaloofofyou!\"

  \"Iwon’treproach:itwastobe!\"

  WilldrylymurmurCicely;

  AndRosa:\"Ifeelnohostility,ForImustownIlentfacility。\"

  Lizzysays:\"Sharpwasmyregret,Andsometimesitisnow!ButyetIjoythat,thoughitbroughtnotoriousness,IknewLoveonceandallitsgloriousness!\"

  SaysPatience:\"Whyareweapart?

  Smallharmdidyou,mypoorSweetHeart!

  Amanchildborn,nowtallandbeautiful,Wasworththeacheofdaysundutiful。\"

  AndAnnecries:\"Othetimewasfair,Sowhereforeshouldyouburndownthere?

  Thereisadeedunderthesun,myLove,Andthatwasours。What’sdoneisdone,myLove。

  ThesetrumpetshereinHeavenaredumbtomeWithyouaway。Dear,come,Ocometome!\"

  THENOBLELADY’STALE

  (circa1790)

  I

  \"Wemovedwithpensivepaces,Iandhe,AndbentourfadedfacesWistfully,Forsomethingtroubledhim,andtroubledme。

  \"ThelanthornfeeblylightenedOurgreyhall,WhereancientbrandshadbrightenedHearthandwall,Andshapeslongvanishedwhithervanishall。

  \"’Owhy,Love,nightly,daily,’

  Ihadsaid,’Dostsigh,andsmilesopalely,AsifshedWereallLife’sblossoms,allitsdearthingsdead?’

  \"’Sincesilencesetstheegrieving,’

  Hereplied,’AndIabhordeceivingOnesotried,Why,Love,I’llspeak,eretimeustwaindivide。’

  \"Heheldme,Iremember,JustaswhenOurlifewasJune——(SeptemberItwasthen);

  Andwewalkedon,untilhespokeagain。

  \"’Susie,anIrishmummer,Loud-acclaimedThroughthegayLondonsummer,WasI;namedAmasterinmyart,whowouldbefamed。

  \"’Butlo,therebeamedbeforemeLadySu;

  God’saltar-vowshesworemeWhennoneknew,AndforhersakeIbadethesockadieu。

  \"’MyLordyourfather’spardonThusIwon:

  HelethisheartunhardenTowardshisson,Andhonourablycondonedwhatwehaddone;

  \"’Butsaid——recallyou,dearest?-

  AsforSu,I’dseeher——ay,thoughnearestMeunto-

  Soonerentombedthaninastagepurlieu!

  \"’Justso。——Andherehehousedus,Inthisnook,WhereLovelikebalmhasdrowsedus:

  Robin,rook,Ourchieffamiliars,nexttostringandbook。

  \"’Ourdayshere,peace-enshrouded,FollowedstrangeTheoldstage-joyance,crowded,Richinrange;

  Butneverdidmysouldesireachange,\"’Tillnow,whenfaruncertainLipsofyoreCall,callmetothecurtain,Thereoncemore,ButONCE,totreadtheboardsItrodbefore。

  \"’Anight——thelastandsingleEreIdie-

  Tofacethelights,tomingleAsdidI

  Onceinthegame,andriveteveryeye!’

  \"’Tosomethingdrear,distressingAstheknellOfallhopesworthpossessing!’……

  ——WhatbefellSeemedlinkedwithme,buthowIcouldnottell。

  \"Hourspassed;tillIimploredhim,AsheknewHowfaithandfranknesstowardhimRuledmethrough,TosaywhatillIhaddone,andcouldundo。

  \"’FAITH——FRANKNESS。Ah!Heavensavesuch!’

  Murmuredhe,’Theyareweddedwealth!_I_gavesuchLiberally,Butyou,Dear,not。Foryoususpectedme。’

  \"IwasaboutbeseechingInhurthasteMoremeaning,whenhe,reachingTomywaist,Ledmetopacethehallasoncewepaced。

  \"’InevermeanttodrawyouToownall,’

  Declaredhe。’But——ISAWyou-

  Bythewall,Half-hid。AndthatwaswhyIfailedwithal!’

  \"’Where?when?’saidI——’Why,nighme,AttheplayThatnight。Thatyoushouldspyme,Doubtmyfay,Andfollow,furtive,tookmyheartaway!’

  \"ThatIhadneverbeenthere,ButhadgoneTomylockedroom——unseenthere,Curtainsdrawn,Longdaysabiding——toldI,wonder-wan。

  \"’Nay,’twasyourformandvesture,Cloakandgown,Yourhoodedfeatures——gestureHalfinfrown,Thatfacedme,pale,’heurged,’thatnightintown。

  \"’Andwhen,outside,IhandedToherchair(AscourtesydemandedOfmethere)

  Theleadinglady,youpeepedfromthestair。

  \"StraightpleadedI:’Forsooth,Love,HadIgone,Imusthavebeenintruth,Love,MadtodonSuchwell-knownraiment。’Buthestillwenton\"ThathewasnotmistakenNormisled-

  Ifeltlikeoneforsaken,Wishedmedead,Thathecouldthinkthusofthewifehehadwed!

  \"HisgoingseemedtowastehimLikeacurse,Towreckwhatoncehadgracedhim;

  And,averseTomyapproach,hemused,andmoped,andworse。

  \"Till,whatnowordseffectedThoughtachieved:

  ITWASMYWRAITH——projected,Heconceived,Thither,bymytensebrainathomeaggrieved。

  \"ThereonhiscredencecentredTillhedied;

  And,nomoretempted,enteredSanctified,Thelittlevaultwithroomforonebeside。\"

  III

  Thusfarthelady’sstory-

  Nowshe,too,ReclineswithinthathoaryLastdarkmewInMellstockQuirewithhimshelovedsotrue。

  Ayellowingmarble,placedthereTablet-wise,AndtwojoinedheartsenchasedthereMeettheeyes;

  Andreadingtheirtwinnameswemoralize:

  Didshe,wewonder,followJealously?

  Andwerethoseprotestshollow?-

  OrsawheSomesemblantdame?Orcanwraithsreallybe?

  Wereitshewent,herhonour,Allmayhold,PressedtruthatlastuponherTillshetold-

  (Himonly——othersastheselinesunfold。)

  Riddledeath-sealedforever,Letitrest!……

  One’sheartcouldblameherneverIfoneguessedThatgoshedid。Sheknewheractorbest。

  UNREALIZED

  Downcomesthewinterrain-

  Spoilsmyhatandbow-

  Runsintothepollofme;

  Butmotherwon’tknow。

  We’vebeenoutandcaughtacold,Knee-deepinsnow;

  SuchaluckythingitisThatmotherwon’tknow!

  Rosylostherselflastnight-

  Couldn’ttellwheretogo。

  Yes——itratherfrightenedher,Butmotherdidn’tknow。

  SomebodymadeWillydrunkAttheChristmasshow:

  O’twasfun!It’swellforhimThatmotherwon’tknow!

  Howsoeverwildweare,Lateatschoolorslow,Motherwon’tbecrosswithus,Motherwon’tknow。

  Howwecriedthedayshedied!

  Neighbourswhisperinglow……

  Butwenowdowhatwewill-

  Motherwon’tknow。

  WAGTAILANDBABY

  Ababywatchedaford,wheretoAwagtailcamefordrinking;

  Ablaringbullwentwadingthrough,Thewagtailshowednoshrinking。

  Astallionsplashedhiswayacross,Thebirdienearlysinking;

  Hegavehisplumesatwitchandtoss,Andheldhisownunblinking。

  NextsawthebabyroundthespotAmongrelslowlyslinking;

  Thewagtailgazed,butfalterednotIndipandsipandprinking。

  Aperfectgentlemanthenneared;

  Thewagtail,inawinking,Withterrorroseanddisappeared;

  Thebabyfella-thinking。

  ABERDEEN

  (April:1905)

  \"Andwisdomandknowledgeshallbethestabilityofthytimes。\"——Isaiahxxxiii。6。

  Ilookedandthought,\"AllistoograyandcoldTowakemyplace-enthusiasmsofold!\"

  Tillavoicepassed:\"BehindthatgranitemienLurkstheimposingbeautyofaQueen。\"

  Ilookedanew;andsawtheradiantformOfHerwhosoothesinstress,whosteersinstorm,OnthegraveinfluenceofwhoseeyessublimeMencountforthestabilityofthetime。

  GEORGEMEREDITH

  1828-1909

  Fortyyearsback,whenmuchhadplaceThatsincehasperishedoutofmind,Iheardthatvoiceandsawthatface。

  HespokeasoneafootwillwindAmorninghorneremenawake;

  Hisnotewastrenchant,turningkind。

  HewasofthosewhosewitcanshakeAndriddletotheverycoreThecounterfeitsthatTimewillbreak……

  Oflate,whenwetwometoncemore,TheluminouscountenanceandrareShonejustasfortyyearsbefore。

  Sothat,whennowalltonguesdeclareHisshapeunseenbyhisgreenhill,Iscarcebelievehesitsnotthere。

  Nomatter。FurtherandfurtherstillThroughtheworld’svaporousvitiateairHiswordswingon——aslivewordswill。

  May1909。

  YELL’HAM-WOOD’SSTORY

  Coomb-FirtreessaythatLifeisamoan,AndClyffe-hillClumpsays\"Yea!\"

  ButYell’hamsaysathingofitsown:

  It’snot\"Gray,grayIsLifealway!\"

  ThatYell’hamsays,NorthatLifeisforendsunknown。

  ItsaysthatLifewouldsignifyAthwartedpurposing:

  Thatwecometolive,andarecalledtodie,Yes,that’sthethingInfall,inspring,ThatYell’hamsays:-

  \"Lifeoffers——todeny!\"

  1902。

  AYOUNGMAN’SEPIGRAMONEXISTENCE

  Asenselessschool,wherewemustgiveOurlivesthatwemaylearntolive!

  AdoltishewhomemorizesLessonsthatleavenotimeforprizes。

  16W。P。V。,1866。

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