Andseeingthekingtherestand,theknightDrewreinbeforehisfacetoalightInreverencemadeforlove’ssakebrightWithjoythatsethisfacealightAstheirswhosee,alive,above,Thesovereignoftheirsouls,whosenameTothemisevenaslove’sownflameToenkindlehopethatheedsnotfameAndknowsnolordbutlove。
AndArthursmiledonhim,andsaid,\"Rightwelcomebethou:bymyhead,Iwouldnotwishmebettersped。
ForevenbutnowtherecameandfledBeforemelikeacloudthatfliesAknightthatmademostheavycheer,Iknownotwherefore;normayfearOrpitygivemyhearttohearOrlightenonmineeyes。
\"Butevenforfear’sandpity’ssakeFainwereIthoushouldstovertakeAndfetchagainthisknightthatspakeNowordofansweringgracetomakeReplytominethathailedhim:thou,Byforceorbygoodwill,shaltbringHisfacebeforeme。\"\"Yea,myking,\"
QuothBalen,\"andagreaterthingWerelessthanismyvow。
\"IwouldthetaskrequiredandheardWereheavierthanyoursovereignwordHathlaidonme:\"andthencehespurredElateatheartasyouth,andstirredWithhopeasblitheasfiresaboy:
Andmanyamileherode,andfoundFarinaforest’sglimmeringboundThemanhesoughtafararoundAndseeingtookfireforjoy。
Andwithhimwentamaiden,fairAsflowersaflushwithAprilair。
AndBalenbadehimturnhimthereTotellthekingwhatwoestheywereThatbowedhimdownsosore:andheMadewoefulanswer:\"ThisshoulddoGreatscathetome,withnoughtforyouOfhelpthathopemighthearkentoForbootthatmaynotbe。\"
AndBalenanswered:\"IwerelothTofightasoneperforcemadewrothWithonethatowesbyknighthood’soathOnelove,oneservice,andonetrothWithmetohimwhosegracioushandHoldsfastthehelmofknighthoodhereWherebyman’shopeandheartmaysteer:
IprayyouletnotsorroworfearAgainsthisbiddingstand。\"
Thestrangeknightgazedonhim,andspake:
\"Willyou,forArthur’sroyalsake,BewarrantformethatItakeNoscathefromstrifethatmanmaymake?
ThenwillIgowithyou。\"AndheMadejoyousanswer:\"Yea,forI
Willbeyourwarrantorwilldie。\"
AndthencetheyrodewithheartsashighAsmen’sthatsearchthesea。
Andasbynoon’slargelightthetwainBeforethetentedhalldrewrein,Suddenlyfellthestrangeknight,slainByonethatcameandwentagainAndnonemightseehim;buthisspearClovethroughthebody,swiftasfire,Themanwhosedoom,forefeltasdire,Haddarkenedallhislife’sdesire,Asonethatdeathhelddear。
Anddyingheturnedhisfaceandsaid,\"LonowthywarrantthatmyheadShouldfallnot,followingforthwhereledAknightwhosepledgehathleftmedead。
ThisdarklingmanslayerhathtonameGarlon:takethoumygoodliersteed,Seeingthineislessofstrengthandspeed,Andride,ifthoubeknightindeed,Eventhitherwhencewecame。
\"Andasthemaiden’sfairbehestShallbidyoufollowonmyquest,Follow:andwhenGod’swillseesbest,Revengemydeath,andletmerestAsonethatlivedanddiedaknight,Unstainedofshamealiveordead。\"
AndBalen,wrungwithsorrow,said,\"ThatshallIdo:myhandandheadIpledgetodoyouright。\"
AndthencewithsorrowingheartandcheerHerode,ingriefthatcastoutfearLestdeathindarknessyetwerenear,AndborethetruncheonofthespearWherewiththewofulknightlayslainToherwithwhomherode,andsheStillbareitwithher,faintoseeWhatrighteousdoomofGod’smightbeThedarklingmanslayer’sbane。
AnddownadimdeepwoodlandwayTheyrodebetweentheboughsaswayWithflickeringwindswhoseflashandplayMadesunlightsunnierwherethedayLaughed,leapt,andflutteredlikeabirdCaughtinalightlooseleafynetThatearthforamorousheavenhadsetToholdandseethesundawnyetAndhearwhatmorningheard。
ThereinthesweetsoftshiftinglightAcrosstheirpassagerodeaknightFlushedhotfromhuntingasfromfight,Andseeingthesorrow-strickensightMadequestionofthemwhytheyrodeAsmournerssickatheartandsad,WhenallaliveaboutthembadeSweetearthforheaven’ssweetsakebegladAsheavenforearth’sloveglowed。
\"Melistsnottellyou,\"Balensaid。
Thestrangeknight’sfacegrewkeenandred\"Now,mightmyhandbutkeepmyhead,EvenhereshouldoneoftwainliedeadWerehenobetterarmedthanI。\"
AndBalenspakewithsmilingspeed,WherescornandcourtesykeptheedOfeither:\"Thatshouldlittleneed:
Nothereshalleitherdie。\"
AndallthecausehetoldhimthroughAsonethatfearednotthoughheknewAll:andthestrangeknightspakeanew,Saying:\"IwillpartnomorefromyouWhilelifeshalllastme。\"SotheywentWherehemightarmhimselftoride,AndrodeacrosswildwaysandwideTowhereagainstachurchyardsideAhermit’sharbourleant。
AndthereagainstthemridingcameFleetasthelightning’slaughandflameTheinvisibleevil,eventhesameTheysoughtandmightnotcursebynameAshell’sfoulchildonearthsetfree,Andsmotethestrangeknightthrough,andfled,Andleftthemournersbythedead。
\"Alas,again,\"SirBalensaid,\"Thiswronghehathdonetome。\"
AndtheretheylaidtheirdeadtosleepRoyally,lyingwherewildwindskeepKeenwatchandwailmoresoftanddeepThanwheremen’schoirsbidmusicweepAndsonglikeincenseheaveandswell。
Andforthagaintheyrode,andfoundBeforethem,direinsightandsound,AcastlegirtaboutandboundWithsorrowlikeaspell。
AboveitseemedthesunatnoonSadasawintrywitheringmoonThatshudderswhilethewastewind’stuneCravesevernonemayguesswhatboon,Butallmayknowtheboonfordire。
AndeveningonitsdarknessfellMoredarkthanverydeath’sfarewell,Andnightaboutithunglikehell,Whosefumethedawnmadefire。
AndBalenlighteddownandpassedWithinthegateway,whencenoblastRangasthesheerportcullis,castSuddenlydown,fell,andmadefastThegatebehindhim,whencehespiedAsuddenrageofmenwithoutAndravinofamurderousroutThatgirtthemaidenhardaboutWithdeathoneitherside。
Andseeingthatshameandperil,fearBadewrathandgriefawakeandhearWhatshameshouldsayinfame’swideearIfshe,bysorrowsealedmoredearThanjoymightmakeher,soshoulddie:
Andupthetower’scurledstairhesprangAsonethatfliesdeath’sdeadliestfang,AndleaptrightoutamidtheirgangAsfirefromheavenonhigh。
AndtheythereunderseeingtheknightUnhurtamongtheirpressalightAndbarehisswordforchanceoffightStoodfromhim,lothtostriveorsmite,Andbadehimheartheirwofulword,Thatnotthemaiden’sdeaththeysought;
ButtherethroughyearstoodireforthoughtHadlaintheirladystricken,andnoughtMighthealher:andheheard。
ForthereamaidencleanandwholeInvirginbodyandvirginsoul,Whosenamewaswritonroyalroll,ThatwouldbutstainasilverbowlWithofferingofherstainlessblood,Therewithmighthealher:sotheystayedForhope’ssadsakeeachblamelessmaidTherejourneyinginthatdolorousshadeWhosebloomwasbrightinbud。
NohurtnorharmtoheritwereIfsheshouldyieldasisterthereSometributeofherblood,andfareForthwiththisjoyathearttobear,ThatallunhurtandunafraidThisgraceshehadherebyGod’sgracewrought。
AndkindlingallwithkindlythoughtAndlovethatsawsavelove’sselfnought,Shone,smiled,andspakethemaid。
\"Goodknightofmine,goodwillhaveI
TohelpthishealingthoughIdie。\"
\"Nay,\"Balensaid,\"butlovemaytryWhathelpinlivinglovemaylie-
IwillnotlosethelifeofherWhilemylifelasteth。\"SoshegaveThetributelovewasfaintocrave,Butmightnothealthoughfaintosave,WereGod’sgracehelpfuller。
AnothermaidinlaterMaysWonwithherlifethatwofulpraise,Anddied。Butthey,whensurgingday’sDeeptidefulfilledthedawn’swideways,Rodeforth,andfoundbydayornightNochancetocrosstheirwayfaringTillwhentheysawthefourthdayspringAknight’shallgavethemharbouringRichasaking’shousemight。
AndwhiletheysatatmeatandspakeWordsbrightandkindasgracemightmakeSweetfortrueknighthood’skindlysake,TheyheardacrybesidethembreakThestill-souledjoyofblamelessrest。
\"Whatnoiseisthis?\"quothBalen。\"Nay,\"
Hisknightlyhostmadeanswer,\"mayOurgriefnotgrieveyouthoughIsayHowhereIdwellunblest。
\"NotmanyadayhaslivedanddiedSinceatatournaylateItriedMystrengthtosmiteandturnandrideAgainstaknightofkinglikepride,KingPellam’sbrother:twiceIsmoteThesplendourofhisstrengthtodust:
Andhe,fulfilledofhate’sfiercelust,Sworevengeance,pledgedforhelltotrust,Andkeenashell’swidethroat。
\"InvisibleasthespiritofnightThatheavenandearthindepthandheightMayseenotbythemildmoon’slightNorevenwhenstarswouldgrantthemsight,Hewalksandslaysasplague’sblindbreathSlays:andmyson,whoseanguishhereMakesmoanperforcethatmarsourcheer,Hewounded,evenerelovemightfearThathatewerestrongasdeath。
\"NormaymysonbewholetillheWhosestrokethroughhimhathstrickenmeShallgiveagainhisbloodtobeOurhealing:yetmaynomanseeThisfelon,clothedwithdarknessroundAndkeenaslightning’slife。\"ThereonSpakeBalen,andhispresenceshoneEvenasthesun’swhenstarsaregoneThatheardawn’strumpetsound。
\"ThatknightIknow:twoknightsofmine,Twocomrades,sealedbyfaith’sbrightsign,Whoseeyesasoursthatliveshouldshine,Anddrinkthegoldensunlight’swineWithjoy’sthanksgivingthattheylive,Hehathslainineventhesameblindwise:
WereallwidewealthbeneaththeskiesMine,mightImeethim,eyesoneyes,AllwouldIlaughtogive。\"
Hishostmadeanswer,andhisgazeGrewbrightwithtrustasdawn’smoistmazeWithfire:\"Withinthesetwentydays,KingPellam,lordofLystenayse,Holdsfeastthroughallthiscountrycried,AndtherebeforetheknightlykingMaynoknightcomeexcepthebringForwitnessofhiswayfaringHisparamourorbride。
\"Andtherethatday,sosoontoshine,Thisknight,yourfelonfoeandmine,Shallshow,full-flushedwithbloodredwine,ThefiercefalsefacewhereonwepineTowreakthewronghehathwroughtus,bareAsshameshouldseeandbrandit。\"\"Then,\"
SaidBalen,\"shallhegiveagainHisbloodtohealyourson,andmenShallseedeathblindhimthere。\"
\"Forthwillwefareto-morrow,\"saidHishost:andforth,assunriseled,Theyrode;andfifteendayswerefledEretowardtheirgoaltheirsteedshadsped。
AndtherealightingmighttheyfindForBalen’shostnoplacetorest,WhocamewithoutagentlerguestBesidehim:andthathousehold’shestBadeleavehisswordbehind。
\"Nay,\"Balensaid,\"thatdoInot:
Mycountry’scustomstands,Godwot,Thatnonewhoselotisknighthood’slot,ToridewherechanceasfireishotWithhopeorpromisegivenoffight,Shallfailtokeep,forknighthood’spart,Hisweaponwithhimashisheart;
AndasIcamewillIdepart,Orholdhereinmyright。\"
ThengatheleavetowearhisswordBesidethestrangeking’sfestalboardWherefeastedmanyaknightandlordInseemlinessoffairaccord:
AndBalenaskedofonebeside,\"Istherenotinthiscourt,iffameKeepfaith,aknightthathathtonameGarlon?\"andsayingthatwordofshame,Hescannedthatplaceofpride。
\"Yonderhegoethagainstthelight,Hewiththefaceasswartasnight,\"
Quoththeother:\"butheridestofightHidroundbycharmsfromallmen’ssight,Andmanyanobleknighthehathslain,BeingwraptindarknessdeepashellAndsilencedarkasshame。\"\"Ah,well,\"
SaidBalen,\"isthathe?thespellMaybethesorcerer’sbane。\"
ThenBalengazeduponhimlong,Andthought,\"IfhereIwreakmywrong,AliveImaynotscape,sostrongThefelon’sfriendsabouthimthrong;
AndifIleavehimherealive,ThischanceperchancemaylifenotgiveAgain:muchevil,ifhelive,Heneedsmustdo,shouldfearforgiveWhenwrongsbidstrikeandstrive。\"
AndGarlon,seeinghowBalen’seyeDweltonhimashisheartwaxedhighWithjoyinwrathtoseehimnigh,Rosewolf-likewithawolfishcryAndcrossedandsmotehimontheface,Saying,\"Knight,whatwouldstthouwithme?Eat,Forshame,andgazenot:eatthymeatDothatthouartcomefor:standsthyseatNextoursofroyalrace?\"
\"Wellhastthousaid:thyrederingstrue;
ThatwhichIcameforwillIdo,\"
QuothBalen:forthhisfleetswordflew,AndclovetheheadofGarlonthroughCleantotheshoulders。ThenhecriedLoudtohislady,\"GivemehereThetruncheonoftheshamefulspearWherewithheslewyourknight,whenfearBadehateindarknessride。\"
Andgladly,brightwithgriefmadeglad,Shegavethetruncheonashebade,Forstillshebareitwithher,sadAndstronginhopelesshopeshehad,Throughalldarkdaysofthwartingfear,ToseeifdoomshouldfallarightAndasGod’sfire-fraughtthundersmiteThathead,clothedroundwithhell-facednight,Barenowbeforeherhere。
AndBalensmotetherewiththedeadDarkfelon’sbodythrough,andsaidAloud,\"Witheventhistruncheon,redWithbaserbloodthanbravemenbledWhominthyshamefulhanditslew,Thouhastslainanoblerknight,andnowItclingsandcleavesthybody:thouShallcleaveagainnobraveman’sbrow,Thoughhellwouldaidanew。\"
Andtowardhishostheturnedandspake;
\"Nowforyourson’slong-sufferingsakeBloodyemayfetchenough,andtakeWherewithtohealhishurt,andmakeDeathwarmaslife。\"ThenroseacryLoudasthewind’swhenstormyspringMakesallthewoodlandrageandring:
\"Thouhastslainmybrother,\"saidtheking,\"Andherewithhimshaltdie。\"
\"Ay?\"Balenlaughedhimanswer。\"Well,Doitthenthyself。\"AndtheanswerfellFierceasablastofhatefromhell,\"NomanofminethatwithmedwellShallstrikeattheebutItheirlordForloveofthismybrotherslain。\"
AndPellamcaughtandgraspedamainAgrimgreatweapon,fierceandfainTofeedhishungeringsword。
Andeagerlyhesmote,andspedNotwell:forBalen’sblade,yetredWithlifebloodofthemurderousdead,BetweentheswordstrokeandhisheadShone,andthestrengthoftheeagerstrokeShoreitinsunder:thentheknight,Nakedandweaponlessforfight,RanseekinghimaswordtosmiteAshopewithinhimwoke。
AndsotheirflightfordeathwardfastFromchamberforthtochamberpassedWherelaynoweapon,tillthelastWhosedoorsmadewayforBalencastUponhimasasuddenspellWonderthatevenaslightningleaptAcrosshisheartandeyes,andsweptAsstormacrosshissoulthatkeptWildwatch,andwatchednotwell。
Fortherethedeedhedid,beingnearDeath’sdanger,breathlessasthedeerDrivenhardtobay,butvoidoffear,BroughtsorrowdownformanyayearOnmanyamaninmanyaland。
Allgloriousshonethatchamber,brightAsburnsatsunriseheaven’sownheight:
Withclothofgoldthebedwasdight,Thatflamedoneitherhand。
Andonehesawwithinitlie:
AtableofallcleargoldtherebyStoodstately,fairasmorning’seye,Withfourstrongsilverpillars,highAndfirmasfaithandhopemaybe:
Andonitshonethegifthesought,Aspearmostmarvellouslywrought,ThatwhenhiseyeandhandgripcaughtSmallfearathearthadhe。
RightonKingPellamthen,asfireTurnswhenthethwartingwindswaxhigher,Heturned,andsmotehimdown。SodireThestrokewas,whenhisheart’sdesireStruck,andhadallitsfillofhate,ThatasthekingfellswooningdownFellthewalls,rentfrombasetocrown,ProneasproneseasthatbreakanddrownShipsfraughtwithdoomforfreight。
Andthereforthreedays’silentspaceBalenandPellamfacetofaceLaydeadordeathlike,andtheplaceWasdeath’sblindkingdom,tillthegraceThatGodhadgiventhesacredseerForcounselorforcomfortledHisMerlinthither,andhesaid,Standingbetweenthequickanddead,\"Riseup,andrestnothere。\"
AndBalenroseandsethiseyesAgainsttheseer’sasonethattriesHisheartagainstthesea’sandsky’sAndfearsnotifhelivesordies,Saying,\"Iwouldhavemydamosel,EreIfareforth,tofarewithme。\"
AndsadlyMerlinanswered,\"SeeWherenowshelies;deathknowsifsheShallnowfareillorwell。
\"Andinthisworldwemeetnomore,Balen。\"AndBalen,sorrowingsore,ThoughfearlessyettheheartheboreBeattowardthelifethatlaybefore,RodeforththroughmanyawildwastelandWheremencriedoutagainsthim,madWithgrievousfaithinfearthatbadeTheirwrathmakemoanfordoubttheyhadLesthellhadarmedhishand。
Forinthatchamber’swondrousshrineWaspartofChrist’sownblood,thewineShedofthetruetriumphalvineWhosegrowthbidsearth’sdeepdarknessshineAsheaven’sdeeplightthroughtheairandsea;
ThatmysterytowardournorthernshoreArimatheanJosephboreForhealingofoursinsofyore,Thatgraceeventheremightbe。
AndwiththatspearthereshrinedapartWasChrist’ssidesmittentotheheart。
Andfiercerthanthelightning’sdartThestrokewas,andthedeathlikesmartWherewith,nighdrainedofbloodandbreath,Thekinglaystrickenasonelongdead:
AndJoseph’swasthebloodthereshed,Fornearakinwashethatbled,Nearevenaslifetodeath。
AndthereforefellonallthatlandSorrow:forstilloneitherhand,AsBalenrodealoneandscannedBrightfieldsandcitiesbuilttostandTilltimeshouldbreakthem,deadmenlay;
AndloudandlongfromalltheirfolkLiving,onecrythatcursedhimbroke;
ThreecountrieshadhisdolorousstrokeSlain,orshouldsurelyslay。
VII
Inwinter,whentheyearburnslowAsfirewhereinnofirebrandsglow,AndwindsdishevelastheyblowThelovelystormywingsofsnow,TheheartsofnorthernmenburnbrightWithjoythatmocksthejoyofspringTohearallheaven’skeenclarionsringMusicthatbidsthespiritsingAnddaygivethanksfornight。
AloudanddarkashellorhateRoundBalen’sheadthewindoffateBlewstormandcloudfromdeath’swidegate:
ButjoyasgriefinhimwasgreatTofaceGod’sdoomandliveordie,Sorrowingforillwroughtunaware,RejoicingindesiretodareAllillthatinnocencemightbearWithchangelessheartandeye。
YetpassingfainhewaswhenpastThoselandsandwoesatlengthandlast。
Eighttimes,asthencehefaredforthfast,DawnroseandevenwasovercastWithstarrydarknessdearasday,BeforehisventurousquestmightmeetAdventure,seeingwithinasweetGreenlow-lyingforest,hushedinheat,Atowerthatbarredhisway。
Strongsummer,dumbwithrapture,boundWithgoldencalmthewoodlandsroundWherethroughtheknightforthfaringfoundAknightthatonthegreenwoodgroundSatmourning:fairhewastosee,AndmouldedasforloveorfightAmaiden’sdreamsmightframeherknight;
Butsadinjoy’sfar-floweringsightAsgrief’sblindthrallmightbe。
\"Godsaveyou,\"Balensoftlysaid,\"WhatgriefbowsdownyourheartandheadThus,asonesorrowingforhisdead?
Tellme,ifhaplyImaysteadInaughtyoursorrow,thatImay。\"
\"Sirknight,\"thatothersaid,\"thywordMakesmygriefheavierthatIheard。\"
AndpityandwonderinlystirredDrewBalenthenceaway。
AndsowithdrawnwithsilentspeedHesawthesadknight’sstatelysteed,Awar-horsemeetforwarrior’sneed,Thatnonewhopassedmightchoosebutheed,Sostronghestood,sogreat,sofair,Witheyesafireforflightorfight,Ajoytolookon,mildinmight,Andswiftandkeenandkindaslight,Andallasclearofcare。
AndBalen,gazingonhim,heardAgainhismaster’swofulwordSoundsorrowthroughthecalmunstirredByflutteringwindorflickeringbird,Thus:\"Ah,fairladyandfaithless,whyBreakthypledgedfaithtomeetme?soonAnhourbeyondthytrothplightnoonShallstrikemydeath-bell,andthyboonIsthis,thathereIdie。
\"MycurseforallthygiftsmaybeHeavierthandeathornightonthee;
FornowthisswordthougavestmeShallsetmefromthybondagefree。\"
Andtherethemanhaddiedself-slain,ButBalenleaptonhimandcaughtTheblindfiercehandthatfainhadwroughtSelf-murder,stungwithfireofthought,Asragemakesanguishfain。
Then,madforthwartedgrief,\"LetgoMyhand,\"thefoolofwrathandwoeCried,\"orIslaythee。\"ScarcetheglowInBalen’scheekandeyemightshow,Asdawnshowsdaywhileseasliechill,Heheard,thoughpitytooknotheed,Butsmiledandspake,\"Thatshallnotneed:
WhatmanmaydotobidyouspeedI,soGodspeedme,will。\"
Andtheothercravedhisname,beguiledByhopethatmadehismadnessmild。
AgainSirBalenspakeandsmiled:
\"MynameisBalen,calledtheWildByknightswhomkingsandcourtsmaketameBecauseIridealoneafarAndfollowbutmysoulforstar。\"
\"Ah,sir,IknowtheknightyouareAndallyourfieryfame。
\"TheknightthatbearstwoswordsIknow,Mostpraisedofallmen,friendandfoe,Forprowessofyourhands,thatshowDarkwarthewaywherebalefiresglowAndkindleglorylikethedawn’s。\"
Sospakethesorrowingknight,andstoodAsonewhoseheartfreshhopemadegood:
AndforththeyrodebywoldandwoodAnddowntheglimmeringlawns。
AndBalencravedhisnamewhorodeBesidehim,wherethewildwoodglowedWithjoytofeelhownoontideflowedThroughgladeandglenandroughgreenroadTillearthgrewjoyfulasthesea。
\"MynameisGarnyssheoftheMount,Apoorman’ssonofnoneaccount,\"
Hesaid,\"wherespringsofloftierfountLaughloudwithpridetobe。
\"ButstrengthinweaknesslivesandstandsAsrocksthatrisethroughshiftingsands;
AndfortheprowessofmyhandsOnemademeknightandgavemelands,DukeHermel,lordfromfartonear,Ourprince;andshethatlovedme——sheIlove,anddeemedshelovedbutme,Hisdaughter,pledgedherfaithtobeErenowbesidemehere。\"
AndBalen,briefofspeechaslightWhoseword,beheldofdepthandheight,Strikessilencethroughthestarsofnight,Spake,andhisfaceasdawn’sgrewbright,Forhopetohelpahappierman,\"Howfarthenliesshehence?\"\"Bythis,\"
Herloversighedandsaid,\"Iwis,Notsixfleetmilesthepassageis,Andstraightasthoughtcouldspan。\"
Sorodetheyswiftandsure,andfoundAcastlewalledanddykedaround:
AndBalen,asawarriorboundOnsearchwherehopemightfeartosoundThedarknessofthedeepsofdoubt,MadeentrancethroughtheguardlessgateAslife,whilehopeinlifegrowsgreat,MakeswaybetweenthedoorsoffateThatdeathmaypassthereout。
Throughmanyagloriouschamber,wroughtForalldelightthatlove’sownthoughtMightdreamordwellin,BalensoughtAndfoundofallhelookedfornought,ForlikeashiningshellherbedShonevoidandvacantofher:thenceThroughdeviouswondersbrightanddenseHepassedandsawwithshame-strucksenseWhereshameandfaithlaydead。
Downinasweetsmallgarden,fairWithflowerfuljoyintheardentair,Hesaw,andragedwithloathing,whereShelaywithlove-dishevelledhairBeneathabroadbrightlaureltreeAndclaspedinamorousarmsaknight,TheunloveliestthathisscornfulsightHaddweltonyet;ashamethebrightBroadnoonmightshrinktosee。
Andthenceinwrathfulhopeheturned,Hotastheheartwithinhimburned,Tomeettheknightwhoselove,sospurnedAndspatonandmadenoughtof,yearnedAnddreamedandhopedandlivedinvain,Andsaid,\"Ihavefoundhersleepingfast,\"
AndledhimwheretheshadowscastFromleaveswherethroughlightwindsranpastScreenedherfromsunandrain。
ButGarnysshe,seeing,reeledashestoodLikeatree,kingliestofthewood,Halfhewnthrough:andtheburningbloodThroughlipsandnostrilsburstaflood:
AndgatheringbackhisrageandmightAsbrokenbreakersrallyandroarTheloudwinddownthatdrivesoffshore,Hesmotetheirheadsoff:therenomoreTheirlifemightshamethelight。
ThenturnedhebacktowardBalen,madWithgrief,andsaid,\"ThegriefIhadWasnought:erethismylifewasglad:
Thouhastdonethisdeed:IwasbutsadAndfearfulhowmyhopemightfare:
Ihadlivedmysorrowdown,hadstthouNotshownmewhatIsawbutnow。\"
ThesorrowandscornonBalen’sbrowBadesilencecurbhimthere。
AndBalenanswered:\"WhatIdidIdidtoheartentheeandbidThycourageknowthatshameshouldridAman’shighheartoflovethathidBlindshamewithinitscore:Godknows,Idid,tosetabondmanfree,ButasIwouldthouhadstdonebyme,ThatseeingwhatlovemustdietoseeLove’sendmightwellbewoe’s。\"
\"Alas,\"thewofulweaklingsaid,\"IhaveslainwhatmostIloved:IhaveshedThebloodmostnearmyheart:theheadLiescoldasearth,defiledanddead,Thatallmylifewaslightedby,Thatallmysoulboweddownbefore,Andnowmaybearwithlifenomore:
FornowmysorrowthatIboreIstwofold,andIdie。\"
ThenwithhisredwetswordheroveHisbreastinsunder,whereitcloveLife,andnopulseagainstitstrove,SosureandstrongthedeepstrokedroveDeathward:andBalen,seeinghimdead,Rodethence,lestfolkwouldsayhehadslainThosethree;anderethreedaysagainHadseenthesun’smightwaxandwane,Farforthhehadspurredandsped。
AndridingpastacrosswhereonBroadgoldenletterswrittenshone,Saying,\"NoknightbornmayridealoneForthtowardthiscastle,\"andallthestoneGlowedinthesun’sglareevenasthoughBloodstaineditfromthecrucifiedDeadburdenofonethattherehaddied,AnoldhoarmanhesawbesideWhosefacewaswanaswoe。
\"BalentheWild,\"hesaid,\"thiswayThywayliesnot:thouhastpassedto-dayThybands:butturnagain,andstayThypassage,whilethysoulhathswayWithinthee,andthroughGod’sgoodpowerItwillavailthee:\"andanonHislikenessasacloudwasgone,AndBalen’sheartwithinhimshoneClearasthecloudlesshour。
NorfatenorfearmightovercastThesoulnownearitspeaceatlast。
Suddenly,thenceasforthhepast,AmightyandadeadlyblastBlownofahunting-hornheheard,Aswhenthechasehathnoblysped。
\"Thatblastisblownforme,\"hesaid,\"TheprizeamIwhoamyetnotdead,\"
Andsmiledupontheword。
Astowardaroyalhart’sdeathrangThatnote,whencealltheloudwoodsangWithwingedandlivingsoundthatsprangLikefire,andkeenasfire’sownfangPiercedthesweetsilencethatitslew。
Butnoughtlikedeathorstrifewashere:
FairsemblanceandmostgoodlycheerTheymadehim,theywhosetroopdrewnearAsdeathamongthemdrew。
AhundredladieswellarrayedAndmanyaknightwellweaponedmadeThatkindlyshowofcheer:thegladeShoneroundthemtillitsveryshadeLightenedandlaughedfromgrovetolawnTohearandseethem:sotheybroughtWithinacastlefairasthoughtCoulddreamthatwizardhandshadwroughtTheguestamongthemdrawn。
Allmannerofgloriousjoywasthere:
Harpinganddancing,loudandfair,AndminstrelsythatmadeofairFire,solikefireitsraptureswere。
Thenthechiefladyspakeonhigh:
\"Knightwiththetwoswords,oneoftwoMusthelpyouhereorfallfromyou:
ForneedsyounowmusthaveadoAndjoustwithonehereby。
\"AgoodknightguardsanislandhereAgainstallswordsthatchancebringsnear,AndtherewithstrokeofswordandspearMustallforwhomthesehallsmakecheerFight,andredeemoryielduplife。\"
\"Anevilcustom,\"Balensaid,\"Isthis,thatnonewhomchancehathledHither,ifknighthoodcrownhishead,Maypassunstirredtostrife。\"
\"YoushallnothaveadotofightHeresaveagainstoneonlyknight,\"
Shesaid,andallherfacegrewbrightAshell-fire,litwithhungrylightThatwickedlaughtertouchedwithflame。
\"Well,sinceIshallthereto,\"saidhe,\"Iamreadyatheartasdeathforme:
FainwouldIbewheredeathshouldbeAndlifeshouldloseitsname。
\"ButtravellingmenwhosegoalafarShinesasacloud-constrainingstarAreoftenweary,andwearierareTheirsteedsthatfeeleachfretandjarWherewiththewildwayswoundthem:yet,Albeitmyhorsebeweary,stillMyheartisnowiseweary;willSustainsiteventilldeathfulfilMytrustuponhimset。\"
\"Sir,\"saidaknighttherebythatstood,\"MeseemsyourshieldisnownotgoodButwornwithwarriorwork,norcouldSustaininstrifethestrokesitwould:
AlargerwillIlendyou。\"\"Ay,ThereofIthankyou,\"Balensaid,BeingsingleofheartasonethatreadNofacearightwhencefaithhadfled,Nordreamedthatfaithcouldfly。
AndsohetookthatshieldunknownAndleftfortreason’stouchhisown,Andtowardthatislandrodealone,NorheardtheblastagainsthimblownSoundinthewind’sandwater’ssound,Buthearkeningtowardthestream’sedgeheardNoughtsavethesoftstream’sripplingword,Gladwiththegladnessofabird,Thatsangtotheairaround。
Andthereagainstthewater-sideHesaw,fastmooredtorockandride,AfairgreatboatanearabideLikeonethatwaitstheturningtide,WhereinembarkedhishorseandhePassedovertowardnokindlystrand:
AndwheretheystoodagainonlandTherestoodamaidenhardathandWhoseeingthemwepttosee。
And\"OknightBalen,\"washercry,\"Whyhaveyeleftyourownshield?whyComehitheroutoftimetodie?
Forhadyekeptyourshield,therebyYehadyetbeenknown,anddiednothere。
GreatpityitisofyouthisdayAseverwasofknight,ormayBeever,seeinginwar’sbrightwayPraiseknowsnotBalen’speer。\"
AndBalensaid,\"ThouhastheardmynameRight:itrepentethme,thoughshameMaytaxmenotwithbasemen’sblame,Thatever,hapwhatwill,IcameWithinthiscountry;yet,beingcome,ForshameImaynotturnagainNow,thatmyselfandnoblermenMayscornme:nowismorethanthen,Andfaithbidsfearbedumb。
\"Beitlifeordeath,mychanceItake,Beitlife’stobuildordeath’stobreak:
Andfallwhatmay,melistsnotmakeMoanforsadlife’sordeath’ssadsake。\"
Thenlookedheonhisarmour,gladAndhighofheart,andfounditstrong:
AndallhissoulbecameasongAndsoaredinprayerthatsoarednotlong,Forallthehopeithad。
ThensawhewhenceagainsthimcameAsteedwhosetrappingsshonelikeflame,AndhethatrodehimshowedthesameFiercecolour,brightasfireorfame,ButdarkthevisorswereasnightThathidfromBalenBalan’sface,AndhisfromBalan:God’sowngraceForsookthemforashadowyspaceWheredarknesscastoutlight。
ThetwoswordsgirtthatBalenbareGaveBalanforabreath’swhiletherePause,wonderingifindeeditwereBalenhisbrother,boundtodareThechanceofthatunhappyquest:
ButseeingnotashethoughttoseeHisshield,hedeemeditwasnothe,Andso,asfatebadesorrowbe,Theylaidtheirspearsinrest。
SomightywasthecoursetheyranWithspeartospearsogreatofspan,Eachfellbackstricken,manbyman,Horsebyhorse,bornedown:sothebanThatwroughtbydoomagainstthemwrought:
ButBalenbyhisfallingsteedWasbruisedthesorer,beingindeedWay-weary,likearain-bruisedreed,Withtravelerehefought。
AndBalenroseagainfromswoonFirst,andwenttowardhim:alltoosoonHetoothenrose,andtheevilboonOfstrengthcameback,andtheeviltuneOfbattleunnaturalmadeagainMadmusicasfordeath’swideearListeningandhungeringtowardthenearLastsighthatlifeordeathmighthearAtlastfromdyingmen。
BalansmoteBalenfirst,andcloveHisliftedshieldthatroseandstroveInvainagainstthestrokethatdroveDown:asthewebthatmorningwoveOfglimmeringpearlfromspraytosprayDieswhenthestrongsunstrikesit,soShrankthesteel,temperedthricetoshowStrength,asthemadmightoftheblowShoreBalen’shelmaway。
ThenturningasaturningwaveAgainsttheland-wind,blindandbraveInhopethatdreamsdespairmaysave,WitheventheunhappyswordthatgaveThegiftsoffameandfateinoneHesmotehisbrother,andtherehadnighFelledhim:andwhiletheybreathed,hiseyeGlancedup,andsawbeneaththeskySightsfairerthanthesun。
ThetowersofallthecastlethereStoodfullofladies,blitheandfairAstheearthbeneathandtheamorousairAboutthemandabovethemwere:
SotowardtheblindandfatefulfightAgainthosebrethrenwent,andsoreWereallthestrokestheysmoteandbore,Andbreathedagain,andfelloncemoreTobattleintheirsight。
WithbloodthateitherspiltandbledWasallthegroundtheyfoughtonred,Andeachknight’shauberkhewnandshredLefteachunmailedandnaked,shedFromoffthemevenasmantlescast:
Andofttheybreathed,anddrewbutbreathBriefasthewordstrongsorrowsaith,Andpouredanddrankthedraughtofdeath,Tillfatewasfullatlast。
AndBalan,youngerbornthanheWhomdarknessbadehimslay,andbeSlain,asinmistwherenonemayseeIfaughtabideorfallorflee,Drewbackalittleandlaidhimdown,Dying:butBalenstood,andsaid,AsonebetweenthequickanddeadMightstandandspeak,\"Whatgoodknight’sheadHathwonthismortalcrown?
\"Whatknightartthou?forneverI
WhonowbesidetheedeadshalldieFoundyettheknightafarornighThatmatchedme。\"Thenhisbrother’seyeFlashedprideandlove;hespakeandsmiledAndfeltindeathlife’squickeningflame,Andanswered:\"Balanismyname,ThegoodknightBalen’sbrother;fameCallsandmiscallshimwild。\"
ThecryfromBalen’slipsthatsprangSprangsharperthanhissword’sstrokerang。
Morekeenthandeath’sormemory’sfang,ThroughsenseandsoultheshudderingpangShivered:andscarcehehadcried,\"AlasThateverIshouldseethisday,\"
WhensorrowswoonedfromhimawayAsblindlybackhefell,andlayWheresleepletsanguishpass。
ButBalanroseonhandsandkneesAndcrawledbychildlikedimdegreesUptowardhisbrother,asabreezeCreepswinglessoversluggardseasWhenallthewind’sheartfailsit:soBeneaththeirmother’seyeshadhe,Ababethatlaughedwithjoytobe,MadetowardhimstandingbyherkneeForlove’ssakelongago。
Then,gatheringstrengthupforaspace,Fromoffhisbrother’sdyingfaceWithdyinghandsthatwroughtapaceWhiledeathandlifewouldgrantthemgraceHeloosedhishelmandknewnothim,Soscoredwithblooditwas,andhewnAthwartwithdarkeningwounds:butsoonLifestroveandshudderedthroughtheswoonWhereinitslightlaydim。
Andsorrowsetthesechainedwordsfree:
\"OBalan,Omybrother!meThouhastslain,andI,mybrother,theeAndnowfarhence,onshoreandsea,Shallallthewideworldspeakofus。\"
\"Alas,\"saidBalan,\"thatImightNotknowyou,seeingtwoswordsweredightAboutyou;nowtheunansweringsightHathherefoundanswerthus。
\"BecauseyouboreanothershieldThanyours,thatevenereyouthcouldwieldLikearmswithmanhood’striedandsteeledShoneasmystarofbattle-field,IdeemeditsurelymightnotbeMybrother。\"ThenhisbrotherspakeFiercely:\"WouldGod,forthysolesake,Ihadmylifeagain,totakeRevengeforonlythee!
\"ForallthisdeadlyworkwaswroughtOfonefalseknight’sfalsewordandthought,WhosemortalcraftandcounselcaughtAndsnaredmyfaithwhodoubtednought,Andmademeputmyshieldaway。
Ah,mightIlive,IwoulddestroyThatcastleforitscustoms:joyTheremakesofgriefadeadlytoy,Anddeathmakesnightofday。\"
\"Welldonewerethat,ifaughtweredoneWelleverherebeneaththesun,\"
SaidBalan:\"betterworkwerenone:
ForhithersinceIcameandwonAwofulhonourbornofdeath,WhenheremyhapitwastoslayAknightwhokeptthisislandway,ImightnotpassbynightordayHence,asthistokensaith。
\"Nomoreshouldstthou,forallthemightOfheartandhandthatsealstheeknightMostnobleofallthatseethelight,Brother,hadstthoubutslaininfightMe,andarisenunscathedandwhole,AswouldtoGodthouhadstrisen!thoughhereLightisasdarkness,hopeasfear,Andloveashate:andnonedrawsnearSavetowardamortalgoal。\"
Then,fairasanypoison-flowerWhoseblossomblightsthewitheringbowerWhereonitsblastingbreathhaspower,ForthfaredtheladyofthetowerWithmanyaladyandmanyaknight,Andcameacrossthewater-wayEvenwhereondeath’sdimborderlayThosebrethrensentofhertoslayAnddieinkindlessfight。
AndallthosehardlightheartswereswayedWithpitypassinglikeashadeThatstaysnot,andmaybenotstayed,Tohearthemutualmoantheymade,Eachtobeholdhisbrotherdie,Saying,\"Bothwecameoutofonetomb,Onestar-crossedmother’swofulwomb,Andsowithinonegrave-pit’sgloomUntimelyshallwelie。\"
AndBalanprayed,asGodshouldblessThatladyforhergentleness,Thatwherethebattle’smortalstressHadmadeforthemperforcetopressThebedwhencenevermanmayriseTheytwain,freenowfromhopesandfears,Mightsleep;andshe,asonethathears,Bowedherbrighthead:andverytearsFellfromhercoldfierceeyes。
ThenBalenprayedhersendapriestTohouselthem,thateretheyceasedThehanseloftheheavenlyfeastThatfillswithlightfromtheansweringeastThesunsetofthelifeofmanMightblessthem,andtheirlipsbekissedWithdeath’srequickeningeucharist,Anddeath’sandlife’sdimsunlitmistPassasastreamthatran。
Andsotheirdyingritesweredone:
AndBalen,seeingthedeath-strucksunSink,spakeashewhosegoaliswon:
\"Now,whenourtrophiedtombisone,Andoverusourtaleiswrit,Howtwothatlovedeachother,twoBornandbegottenbrethren,slewEachother,nonethatreadsanewShallchoosebutweepforit。
\"AndnogoodknightandnogoodmanWhoseeyeshallevercometoscanTherecordoftheimperiousbanThatmadeourlifesosadaspanShallreadorhear,whoshallnotprayForusforever。\"ThenanonDiedBalan;butthesunwasgone,Anddeepthestarsofmidnightshone,EreBalenpassedaway。
Andtherelowlying,ashouronhourFled,allhislifeinallitsflowerCamebackasinasunlitshowerOfdreams,whensweet-souledsleephaspowerOnlifelesssweetandgladtobe。
Hedrankthedraughtoflife’sfirstwineAgain:hesawthemoorlandshine,TheriotingrapidsoftheTyne,Thewoods,thecliffs,thesea。
Thejoythatlivesatheartandhome,Thejoytorest,thejoytoroam,Thejoyofcragsandscaursheclomb,TheraptureoftheencounteringfoamEmbracedandbreastedoftheboy,Thefirstgoodsteedhiskneesbestrode,ThefirstwildsoundofsongsthatflowedThroughearsthatthrilledandheartthatglowed,Fulfilledhisdeathwithjoy。
So,dyingnotasacowardthatdiesAnddaresnotlookindeath’sdimeyesStraightasthestarsonseasandskiesWhencemoonandsunrecoilandrise,Helookedonlifeanddeath,andslept。
AndtherewithmorningMerlincame,AndonthetombthattoldtheirfameHewrotebyBalan’sBalen’sname,Andgazedthereon,andwept。
ForallhisheartwithinhimyearnedWithpitylikeasfirethatburned。
ThefatehisfatefuleyediscernedFaroffnowdimmedit,ereheturnedHisfacetowardCamelot,totellArthurofallthestormsthatwokeRoundBalen,andthedolorousstroke,AndhowthatlastblindbattlebrokeTheconsummatedspell。
\"Alas,\"KingArthursaid,\"thisdayIhaveheardtheworstthatwoemightsay:
ForinthisworldthatwanesawayIknownottwosuchknightsasthey。\"
ThisisthetalethatmemorywritesOfmenwhosenameslikestarsshallstand,BalenandBalan,sureofhand,TwobrethrenofNorthumberland,Inlifeanddeathgoodknights。