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  WhywriteIstillallone,everthesame,Andkeepinventioninanotedweed,Thateveryworddothalmosttellmyname,Showingtheirbirth,andwheretheydidproceed?

  OknowsweetloveIalwayswriteofyou,Andyouandlovearestillmyargument:

  Soallmybestisdressingoldwordsnew,Spendingagainwhatisalreadyspent:

  Forasthesunisdailynewandold,Soismylovestilltellingwhatistold。

  77

  Thyglasswillshowtheehowthybeautieswear,Thydialhowthypreciousminuteswaste,Thesevacantleavesthymind’simprintwillbear,Andofthisbook,thislearningmaystthoutaste。

  Thewrinkleswhichthyglasswilltrulyshow,Ofmouthedgraveswillgivetheememory,Thoubythydial’sshadystealthmaystknow,Time’sthievishprogresstoeternity。

  Lookwhatthymemorycannotcontain,Committothesewasteblanks,andthoushaltfindThosechildrennursed,deliveredfromthybrain,Totakeanewacquaintanceofthymind。

  Theseoffices,sooftasthouwiltlook,Shallprofitthee,andmuchenrichthybook。

  78

  SoofthaveIinvokedtheeformymuse,Andfoundsuchfairassistanceinmyverse,Aseveryalienpenhathgotmyuse,Andundertheetheirpoesydisperse。

  Thineeyes,thattaughtthedumbonhightosing,Andheavyignorancealofttofly,Haveaddedfeatherstothelearned’swing,Andgivengraceadoublemajesty。

  YetbemostproudofthatwhichIcompile,Whoseinfluenceisthine,andbornofthee,Inothers’worksthoudostbutmendthestyle,Andartswiththysweetgracesgracedbe。

  Butthouartallmyart,anddostadvanceAshighaslearning,myrudeignorance。

  79

  WhilstIalonedidcalluponthyaid,Myversealonehadallthygentlegrace,Butnowmygraciousnumbersaredecayed,Andmysickmusedothgiveanotherplace。

  Igrant(sweetlove)thylovelyargumentDeservesthetravailofaworthierpen,Yetwhatoftheethypoetdothinvent,Herobstheeof,andpaysittheeagain,Helendstheevirtue,andhestolethatword,Fromthybehaviour,beautydothhegiveAndfounditinthycheek:hecanaffordNopraisetothee,butwhatintheedothlive。

  Thenthankhimnotforthatwhichhedothsay,Sincewhatheowesthee,thouthyselfdostpay。

  80

  OhowIfaintwhenIofyoudowrite,Knowingabetterspiritdothuseyourname,Andinthepraisethereofspendsallhismight,Tomakemetongue-tiedspeakingofyourfame。

  Butsinceyourworth(wideastheoceanis)

  Thehumbleastheproudestsaildothbear,Mysaucybark(inferiorfartohis)

  Onyourbroadmaindothwilfullyappear。

  Yourshallowesthelpwillholdmeupafloat,Whilstheuponyoursoundlessdeepdothride,Or(beingwrecked)Iamaworthlessboat,Heoftallbuilding,andofgoodlypride。

  ThenifhethriveandIbecastaway,Theworstwasthis,mylovewasmydecay。

  81

  OrIshallliveyourepitaphtomake,OryousurvivewhenIinearthamrotten,Fromhenceyourmemorydeathcannottake,Althoughinmeeachpartwillbeforgotten。

  Yournamefromhenceimmortallifeshallhave,ThoughI(oncegone)toalltheworldmustdie,Theearthcanyieldmebutacommongrave,Whenyouentombedinmen’seyesshalllie,Yourmonumentshallbemygentleverse,Whicheyesnotyetcreatedshallo’er-read,Andtonguestobe,yourbeingshallrehearse,Whenallthebreathersofthisworldaredead,Youstillshalllive(suchvirtuehathmypen)

  Wherebreathmostbreathes,eveninthemouthsofmen。

  82

  Igrantthouwertnotmarriedtomymuse,Andthereforemaystwithoutattainto’erlookThededicatedwordswhichwritersuseOftheirfairsubject,blessingeverybook。

  Thouartasfairinknowledgeasinhue,Findingthyworthalimitpastmypraise,Andthereforeartenforcedtoseekanew,Somefresherstampofthetime-betteringdays。

  Anddosolove,yetwhentheyhavedevised,Whatstrainedtouchesrhetoriccanlend,Thoutrulyfair,werttrulysympathized,Intrueplainwords,bythytrue-tellingfriend。

  Andtheirgrosspaintingmightbebetterused,Wherecheeksneedblood,intheeitisabused。

  83

  Ineversawthatyoudidpaintingneed,Andthereforetoyourfairnopaintingset,Ifound(orthoughtIfound)youdidexceed,Thatbarrentenderofapoet’sdebt:

  AndthereforehaveIsleptinyourreport,Thatyouyourselfbeingextantwellmightshow,Howfaramodernquilldothcometooshort,Speakingofworth,whatworthinyoudothgrow。

  Thissilenceformysinyoudidimpute,Whichshallbemostmyglorybeingdumb,ForIimpairnotbeautybeingmute,Whenotherswouldgivelife,andbringatomb。

  Therelivesmorelifeinoneofyourfaireyes,Thanbothyourpoetscaninpraisedevise。

  84

  Whoisitthatsaysmost,whichcansaymore,Thanthisrichpraise,thatyoualone,areyou?

  Inwhoseconfineimmuredisthestore,Whichshouldexamplewhereyourequalgrew。

  Leanpenurywithinthatpendothdwell,Thattohissubjectlendsnotsomesmallglory,Buthethatwritesofyou,ifhecantell,Thatyouareyou,sodignifieshisstory。

  Lethimbutcopywhatinyouiswrit,Notmakingworsewhatnaturemadesoclear,Andsuchacounterpartshallfamehiswit,Makinghisstyleadmiredeverywhere。

  Youtoyourbeauteousblessingsaddacurse,Beingfondonpraise,whichmakesyourpraisesworse。

  85

  Mytongue-tiedmuseinmannersholdsherstill,Whilecommentsofyourpraiserichlycompiled,Reservetheircharacterwithgoldenquill,AndpreciousphrasebyalltheMusesfiled。

  Ithinkgoodthoughts,whilstotherwritegoodwords,AndlikeunletteredclerkstillcryAmen,Toeveryhymnthatablespiritaffords,Inpolishedformofwellrefinedpen。

  Hearingyoupraised,Isay’tisso,’tistrue,Andtothemostofpraiseaddsomethingmore,Butthatisinmythought,whoselovetoyou(Thoughwordscomehindmost)holdshisrankbefore,Thenothers,forthebreathofwordsrespect,Meformydumbthoughts,speakingineffect。

  86

  Wasittheproudfullsailofhisgreatverse,Boundfortheprizeof(alltooprecious)you,Thatdidmyripethoughtsinmybraininhearse,Makingtheirtombthewombwhereintheygrew?

  Wasithisspirit,byspiritstaughttowrite,Aboveamortalpitch,thatstruckmedead?

  No,neitherhe,norhiscompeersbynightGivinghimaid,myverseastonished。

  HenorthataffablefamiliarghostWhichnightlygullshimwithintelligence,Asvictorsofmysilencecannotboast,Iwasnotsickofanyfearfromthence。

  Butwhenyourcountenancefilleduphisline,ThenlackedImatter,thatenfeebledmine。

  87

  Farewell!thouarttoodearformypossessing,Andlikeenoughthouknow’stthyestimate,Thecharterofthyworthgivestheereleasing:

  Mybondsintheearealldeterminate。

  ForhowdoIholdtheebutbythygranting,Andforthatricheswhereismydeserving?

  Thecauseofthisfairgiftinmeiswanting,Andsomypatentbackagainisswerving。

  Thyselfthougav’st,thyownworththennotknowing,Ormetowhomthougav’stit,elsemistaking,Sothygreatgiftuponmisprisiongrowing,Comeshomeagain,onbetterjudgementmaking。

  ThushaveIhadtheeasadreamdothflatter,Insleepaking,butwakingnosuchmatter。

  88

  Whenthoushaltbedisposedtosetmelight,Andplacemymeritintheeyeofscorn,Uponthyside,againstmyselfI’llfight,Andprovetheevirtuous,thoughthouartforsworn:

  Withmineownweaknessbeingbestacquainted,UponthypartIcansetdownastoryOffaultsconcealed,whereinIamattainted:

  Thatthouinlosingme,shaltwinmuchglory:

  AndIbythiswillbeagainertoo,Forbendingallmylovingthoughtsonthee,TheinjuriesthattomyselfIdo,Doingtheevantage,double-vantageme。

  Suchismylove,totheeIsobelong,Thatforthyright,myselfwillbearallwrong。

  89

  Saythatthoudidstforsakemeforsomefault,AndIwillcommentuponthatoffence,Speakofmylameness,andIstraightwillhalt:

  Againstthyreasonsmakingnodefence。

  Thoucanstnot(love)disgracemehalfsoill,Tosetaformupondesiredchange,AsI’llmyselfdisgrace,knowingthywill,Iwillacquaintancestrangleandlookstrange:

  Beabsentfromthywalksandinmytongue,Thysweetbelovednamenomoreshalldwell,LestI(toomuchprofane)shoulddoitwronk:

  Andhaplyofouroldacquaintancetell。

  Forthee,againstmyselfI’llvowdebate,ForImustne’erlovehimwhomthoudosthate。

  90

  Thenhatemewhenthouwilt,ifever,now,Nowwhiletheworldisbentmydeedstocross,joinwiththespiteoffortune,makemebow,Anddonotdropinforanafter-loss:

  Ahdonot,whenmyhearthath’scapedthissorrow,Comeintherearwardofaconqueredwoe,Givenotawindynightarainymorrow,Tolingeroutapurposedoverthrow。

  Ifthouwiltleaveme,donotleavemelast,Whenotherpettygriefshavedonetheirspite,Butintheonsetcome,soshallItasteAtfirsttheveryworstoffortune’smight。

  Andotherstrainsofwoe,whichnowseemwoe,Comparedwithlossofthee,willnotseemso。

  91

  Somegloryintheirbirth,someintheirskill,Someintheirwealth,someintheirbody’sforce,Someintheirgarmentsthoughnew-fangledill:

  Someintheirhawksandhounds,someintheirhorse。

  Andeveryhumourhathhisadjunctpleasure,Whereinitfindsajoyabovetherest,Buttheseparticularsarenotmymeasure,AlltheseIbetterinonegeneralbest。

  Thyloveisbetterthanhighbirthtome,Richerthanwealth,prouderthangarments’costs,Ofmoredelightthanhawksandhorsesbe:

  Andhavingthee,ofallmen’sprideIboast。

  Wretchedinthisalone,thatthoumaysttake,Allthisaway,andmemostwretchcdmake。

  92

  Butdothyworsttostealthyselfaway,Fortermoflifethouartassuredmine,Andlifenolongerthanthylovewillstay,Foritdependsuponthatloveofthine。

  ThenneedInottofeartheworstofwrongs,Whenintheleastofthemmylifehathend,Isee,abetterstatetomebelongsThanthat,whichonthyhumourdothdepend。

  Thoucanstnotvexmewithinconstantmind,Sincethatmylifeonthyrevoltdothlie,OwhatahappytitledoIfind,Happytohavethylove,happytodie!

  Butwhat’ssoblessed-fairthatfearsnoblot?

  Thoumaystbefalse,andyetIknowitnot。

  93

  SoshallIlive,supposingthouarttrue,Likeadeceivedhusband,solove’sface,Maystillseemlovetome,thoughalterednew:

  Thylookswithme,thyheartinotherplace。

  Fortherecanlivenohatredinthineeye,ThereforeinthatIcannotknowthychange,Inmany’slooks,thefalseheart’shistoryIswritinmoodsandfrownsandwrinklesstrange。

  Butheaveninthycreationdiddecree,Thatinthyfacesweetloveshouldeverdwell,Whate’erthythoughts,orthyheart’sworkingsbe,Thylooksshouldnothingthence,butsweetnesstell。

  HowlikeEve’sappledoththybeautygrow,Ifthysweetvirtueanswernotthyshow。

  94

  Theythathavepowertohurt,andwilldonone,Thatdonotdothething,theymostdoshow,Whomovingothers,arethemselvesasstone,Unmoved,cold,andtotemptationslow:

  Theyrightlydoinheritheaven’sgraces,Andhusbandnature’srichesfromexpense,Tibeyarethelordsandownersoftheirfaces,Others,butstewardsoftheirexcellence:

  Thesummer’sfloweristothesummersweet,Thoughtoitself,itonlyliveanddie,Butifthatflowerwithbaseinfectionmeet,Thebasestweedoutbraveshisdignity:

  Forsweetestthingsturnsourestbytheirdeeds,Liliesthatfester,smellfarworsethanweeds。

  95

  Howsweetandlovelydostthoumaketheshame,Whichlikeacankerinthefragrantrose,Dothspotthebeautyofthybuddingname!

  Oinwhatsweetsdostthouthysinsenclose!

  Thattonguethattellsthestoryofthydays,(Makinglasciviouscommentsonthysport)

  Cannotdispraise,butinakindofpraise,Namingthyname,blessesanillreport。

  Owhatamansionhavethosevicesgot,Whichfortheirhabitationchoseoutthee,Wherebeauty’sveildothcovereveryblot,Andallthingsturnstofair,thateyescansee!

  Takeheed(dearheart)ofthislargeprivilege,Thehardestknifeill-useddothlosehisedge。

  96

  Somesaythyfaultisyouth,somewantonness,Somesaythygraceisyouthandgentlesport,Bothgraceandfaultsarelovedofmoreandless:

  Thoumak’stfaultsgraces,thattotheeresort:

  Asonthefingerofathronedqueen,Thebasestjewelwillbewellesteemed:

  Soarethoseerrorsthatintheeareseen,Totruthstranslated,andfortruethingsdeemed。

  Howmanylambsmightthesternwolfbetray,Iflikealambhecouldhislookstranslate!

  Howmanygazersmightstthouleadaway,ifthouwouldstusethestrengthofallthystate!

  Butdonotso,Ilovetheeinsuchsort,Asthoubeingmine,mineisthygoodreport。

  97

  HowlikeawinterhathmyabsencebeenFromthee,thepleasureofthefleetingyear!

  WhatfreezingshaveIfelt,whatdarkdaysseen!

  WhatoldDecember’sbarenesseverywhere!

  Andyetthistimeremovedwassummer’stime,Theteemingautumnbigwithrichincrease,Bearingthewantonburdenoftheprime,Likewidowedwombsaftertheirlords’decease:

  YetthisabundantissueseemedtomeButhopeoforphans,andunfatheredfruit,Forsummerandhispleasureswaitonthee,Andthouaway,theverybirdsaremute。

  Oriftheysing,’tiswithsodullacheer,Thatleaveslookpale,dreadingthewinter’snear。

  98

  FromyouhaveIbeenabsentinthespring,Whenproud-piedApril(dressedinallhistrim)

  Hathputaspiritofyouthineverything:

  ThatheavySaturnlaughedandleapedwithhim。

  Yetnorthelaysofbirds,northesweetsmellOfdifferentflowersinodourandinhue,Couldmakemeanysummer’sstorytell:

  Orfromtheirproudlappluckthemwheretheygrew:

  NordidIwonderatthelily’swhite,Norpraisethedeepvermilionintherose,Theywerebutsweet,butfiguresofdelight:

  Drawnafteryou,youpatternofallthose。

  Yetseemeditwinterstill,andyouaway,AswithyourshadowIwiththesedidplay。

  99

  TheforwardvioletthusdidIchide,Sweetthief,whencedidstthoustealthysweetthatsmells,Ifnotfrommylove’sbreath?ThepurpleprideWhichonthysoftcheckforcomplexiondwells,Inmylove’sveinsthouhasttoogrosslydyed。

  ThelilyIcondemnedforthyhand,Andbudsofmarjoramhadstol’nthyhair,Therosesfearfullyonthornsdidstand,Oneblushingshame,anotherwhitedespair:

  Athirdnorred,norwhite,hadstol’nofboth,Andtohisrobberyhadannexedthybreath,ButforhistheftinprideofallhisgrowthAvengefulcankereathimuptodeath。

  MoreflowersInoted,yetInonecouldsee,Butsweet,orcolourithadstol’nfromthee。

  100

  WhereartthouMusethatthouforget’stsolong,Tospeakofthatwhichgivestheeallthymight?

  Spend’stthouthyfuryonsomeworthlesssong,Darkeningthypowertolendbasesubjectslight?

  ReturnforgetfulMuse,andstraightredeem,Ingentlenumberstimesoidlyspent,Singtotheearthatdoththylaysesteem,Andgivesthypenbothskillandargument。

  RiserestyMuse,mylove’ssweetfacesurvey,Iftimehaveanywrinklegraventhere,Ifany,beasatiretodecay,Andmaketime’sspoilsdespisedeverywhere。

  GivemylovefamefasterthanTimewasteslife,Sothouprevent’sthisscythe,andcrookedknife。

  101

  OtruantMusewhatshallbethyamends,Forthyneglectoftruthinbeautydyed?

  Bothtruthandbeautyonmylovedepends:

  Sodostthoutoo,andthereindignified:

  MakeanswerMuse,wiltthounothaplysay,’Truthneedsnocolourwithhiscolourfixed,Beautynopencil,beauty’struthtolay:

  Butbestisbest,ifneverintermixed’?

  Becauseheneedsnopraise,wiltthoubedumb?

  Excusenotsilenceso,for’tliesinthee,Tomakehimmuchoutliveagildedtomb:

  Andtobepraisedofagesyettobe。

  ThendothyofficeMuse,Iteachtheehow,Tomakehimseemlonghence,asheshowsnow。

  102

  Myloveisstrengthenedthoughmoreweakinseeming,Ilovenotless,thoughlesstheshowappear,Thatloveismerchandized,whoserichesteeming,Theowner’stonguedothpublisheverywhere。

  Ourlovewasnew,andthenbutinthespring,WhenIwaswonttogreetitwithmylays,AsPhilomelinsummer’sfrontdothsing,Andstopsherpipeingrowthofriperdays:

  NotthatthesummerislesspleasantnowThanwhenhermournfulhymnsdidhushthenight,Butthatwildmusicburthenseverybough,Andsweetsgrowncommonlosetheirdeardelight。

  Thereforelikeher,Isometimeholdmytongue:

  BecauseIwouldnotdullyouwithmysong。

  103

  Alackwhatpovertymymusebringsforth,Thathavingsuchascopetoshowherpride,TheargumentallbareisofmoreworthThanwhenithathmyaddedpraisebeside。

  OblamemenotifInomorecanwrite!

  Lookinyourglassandthereappearsaface,Thatover-goesmybluntinventionquite,Dullingmylines,anddoingmedisgrace。

  Wereitnotsinfulthenstrivingtomend,Tomarthesubjectthatbeforewaswell?

  Fortonootherpassmyversestend,Thanofyourgracesandyourgiftstotell。

  Andmore,muchmorethaninmyversecansit,Yourownglassshowsyou,whenyoulookinit。

  104

  Tomefairfriendyounevercanbeold,ForasyouwerewhenfirstyoureyeIeyed,Suchseemsyourbeautystill:threewinterscold,Havefromtheforestsshookthreesummers’pride,Threebeauteousspringstoyellowautumnturned,InprocessoftheseasonshaveIseen,ThreeAprilperfumesinthreehotJunesburned,SincefirstIsawyoufreshwhichyetaregreen。

  Ahyetdothbeautylikeadialhand,Stealfromhisfigure,andnopaceperceived,Soyoursweethue,whichmethinksstilldothstandHathmotion,andmineeyemaybedeceived。

  Forfearofwhich,hearthisthouageunbred,Ereyouwerebornwasbeauty’ssummerdead。

  105

  Letnotmylovebecalledidolatry,Normybelovedasanidolshow,SinceallalikemysongsandpraisesbeToone,ofone,stillsuch,andeverso。

  Kindismyloveto-day,to-morrowkind,Stillconstantinawondrousexcellence,Thereforemyversetoconstancyconfined,Onethingexpressing,leavesoutdifference。

  Fair,kind,andtrue,isallmyargument,Fair,kind,andtrue,varyingtootherwords,Andinthischangeismyinventionspent,Threethemesinone,whichwondrousscopeaffords。

  Fair,kind,andtrue,haveoftenlivedalone。

  Whichthreetillnow,neverkeptseatinone。

  106

  Wheninthechronicleofwastedtime,Iseedescriptionsofthefairestwights,Andbeautymakingbeautifuloldrhyme,Inpraiseofladiesdead,andlovelyknights,Thenintheblazonofsweetbeauty’sbest,Ofhand,offoot,oflip,ofeye,ofbrow,Iseetheirantiquepenwouldhaveexpressed,Evensuchabeautyasyoumasternow。

  SoalltheirpraisesarebutpropheciesOfthisourtime,allyouprefiguring,Andfortheylookedbutwithdiviningeyes,Theyhadnotskillenoughyourworthtosing:

  Forwewhichnowbeholdthesepresentdays,Haveeyestowonder,butlacktonguestopraise。

  107

  Notmineownfears,northepropheticsoul,Ofthewideworld,dreamingonthingstocome,Canyettheleaseofmytruelovecontrol,Supposedasforfeittoaconfineddoom。

  Themortalmoonhathhereclipseendured,Andthesadaugursmocktheirownpresage,Incertaintiesnowcrownthemselvesassured,Andpeaceproclaimsolivesofendlessage。

  Nowwiththedropsofthismostbalmytime,Mylovelooksfresh,anddeathtomesubscribes,SincespiteofhimI’llliveinthispoorrhyme,Whileheinsultso’erdullandspeechlesstribes。

  Andthouinthisshaltfindthymonument,Whentyrants’crestsandtombsofbrassarespent。

  108

  What’sinthebrainthatinkmaycharacter,Whichhathnotfiguredtotheemytruespirit,What’snewtospeak,whatnowtoregister,Thatmayexpressmylove,orthydearmerit?

  Nothingsweetboy,butyetlikeprayersdivine,Imusteachdaysayo’ertheverysame,Countingnooldthingold,thoumine,Ithine,EvenaswhenfirstIhallowedthyfairname。

  Sothateternalloveinlove’sfreshcase,Weighsnotthedustandinjuryofage,Norgivestonecessarywrinklesplace,Butmakesantiquityforayehispage,Findingthefirstconceitoflovetherebred,Wheretimeandoutwardformwouldshowitdead。

  109

  OneversaythatIwasfalseofheart,Thoughabsenceseemedmyflametoqualify,AseasymightIfrommyselfdepart,Asfrommysoulwhichinthybreastdothlie:

  Thatismyhomeoflove,ifIhaveranged,LikehimthattravelsIreturnagain,Justtothetime,notwiththetimeexchanged,Sothatmyselfbringwaterformystain,Neverbelievethoughinmynaturereigned,Allfrailtiesthatbesiegeallkindsofblood,Thatitcouldsopreposterouslybestained,Toleavefornothingallthysumofgood:

  FornothingthiswideuniverseIcall,Savethoumyrose,initthouartmyall。

  110

  Alas’tistrue,Ihavegonehereandthere,Andmademyselfamotleytotheview,Goredmineownthoughts,soldcheapwhatismostdear,Madeoldoffencesofaffectionsnew。

  Mosttrueitis,thatIhavelookedontruthAskanceandstrangely:butbyallabove,Theseblenchesgavemyheartanotheryouth,Andworseessaysprovedtheemybestoflove。

  Nowallisdone,havewhatshallhavenoend,MineappetiteInevermorewillgrindOnnewerproof,totryanolderfriend,Agodinlove,towhomIamconfined。

  Thengivemewelcome,nextmyheaventhebest,Eventothypureandmostmostlovingbreast。

  111

  OformysakedoyouwithFortunechide,Theguiltygoddessofmyharmfuldeeds,Thatdidnotbetterformylifeprovide,Thanpublicmeanswhichpublicmannersbreeds。

  Thencecomesitthatmynamereceivesabrand,AndalmostthencemynatureissubduedTowhatitworksin,likethedyer’shand:

  Pitymethen,andwishIwererenewed,WhilstlikeawillingpatientIwilldrink,Potionsofeisel’gainstmystronginfection,NobitternessthatIwillbitterthink,Nordoublepenancetocorrectcorrection。

  Pitymethendearfriend,andIassureye,Eventhatyourpityisenoughtocureme。

  112

  Yourloveandpitydothth’impressionfill,Whichvulgarscandalstampeduponmybrow,ForwhatcareIwhocallsmewellorill,Soyouo’er-greenmybad,mygoodallow?

  Youaremyalltheworld,andImuststrive,Toknowmyshamesandpraisesfromyourtongue,Noneelsetome,norItononealive,Thatmysteeledsenseorchangesrightorwrong。

  InsoprofoundabysmIthrowallcareOfothers’voices,thatmyadder’ssense,Tocriticandtoflattererstoppedare:

  MarkhowwithmyneglectIdodispense。

  Youaresostronglyinmypurposebred,Thatalltheworldbesidesmethinksaredead。

  113

  SinceIleftyou,mineeyeisinmymind,Andthatwhichgovernsmetogoabout,Dothparthisfunction,andispartlyblind,Seemsseeing,buteffectuallyisout:

  ForitnoformdeliverstotheheartOfbird,offlower,orshapewhichitdothlatch,Ofhisquickobjectshaththemindnopart,Norhisownvisionholdswhatitdothcatch:

  Forifitseetherud’storgentlestsight,Themostsweetfavourordeformed’stcreature,Themountain,orthesea,theday,ornight:

  Thecrow,ordove,itshapesthemtoyourfeature。

  Incapableofmore,repletewithyou,Mymosttruemindthusmakethmineuntrue。

  114

  OrwhetherdothmymindbeingcrownedwithyouDrinkupthemonarch’splaguethisflattery?

  OrwhethershallIsaymineeyesaithtrue,Andthatyourlovetaughtitthisalchemy?

  Tomakeofmonsters,andthingsindigest,Suchcherubinsasyoursweetselfresemble,CreatingeverybadaperfectbestAsfastasobjectstohisbeamsassemble:

  O’tisthefirst,’tisflatteryinmyseeing,Andmygreatmindmostkinglydrinksitup,Mineeyewellknowswhatwithhisgustis’greeing,Andtohispalatedothpreparethecup。

  Ifitbepoisoned,’tisthelessersin,Thatmineeyelovesitanddothfirstbegin。

  115

  ThoselinesthatIbeforehavewritdolie,EventhosethatsaidIcouldnotloveyoudearer,Yetthenmyjudgmentknewnoreasonwhy,Mymostfullflameshouldafterwardsburnclearer,Butreckoningtime,whosemillionedaccidentsCreepin’twixtvows,andchangedecreesofkings,Tansacredbeauty,bluntthesharp’stintents,Divertstrongmindstothecourseofalt’ringthings:

  Alaswhyfearingoftime’styranny,MightInotthensay’NowIloveyoubest,’

  WhenIwascertaino’erincertainty,Crowningthepresent,doubtingoftherest?

  Loveisababe,thenmightInotsaysoTogivefullgrowthtothatwhichstilldothgrow。

  116

  LetmenottothemarriageoftruemindsAdmitimpediments,loveisnotloveWhichalterswhenitalterationfinds,Orbendswiththeremovertoremove。

  Ono,itisanever-fixedmarkThatlooksontempestsandisnevershaken;

  Itisthestartoeverywand’ringbark,Whoseworth’sunknown,althoughhisheightbetaken。

  Love’snotTime’sfool,thoughrosylipsandcheeksWithinhisbendingsickle’scompasscome,Lovealtersnotwithhisbriefhoursandweeks,Butbearsitouteventotheedgeofdoom:

  Ifthisbeerroranduponmeproved,Ineverwrit,nornomaneverloved。

  117

  Accusemethus,thatIhavescantedall,WhereinIshouldyourgreatdesertsrepay,Forgotuponyourdearestlovetocall,Wheretoallbondsdotiemedaybyday,ThatIhavefrequentbeenwithunknownminds,Andgiventotimeyourowndear-purchasedright,ThatIhavehoistedsailtoallthewindsWhichshouldtransportmefarthestfromyoursight。

  Bookbothmywilfulnessanderrorsdown,Andonjustproofsurmise,accumulate,Bringmewithinthelevelofyourfrown,Butshootnotatmeinyourwakenedhate:

  SincemyappealsaysIdidstrivetoproveTheconstancyandvirtueofyourlove。

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  LikeastomakeourappetitemorekeenWitheagercompoundsweourpalateurge,Astopreventourmaladiesunseen,Wesickentoshunsicknesswhenwepurge。

  Evensobeingfullofyourne’er-cloyingsweetness,TobittersaucesdidIframemyfeeding;

  Andsickofwelfarefoundakindofmeetness,Tobediseasederethattherewastrueneeding。

  Thuspolicyinlovet’anticipateTheillsthatwerenot,grewtofaultsassured,AndbroughttomedicineahealthfulstateWhichrankofgoodnesswouldbyillbecured。

  ButthenceIlearnandfindthelessontrue,Drugspoisonhimthatsofeilsickofyou。

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  WhatpotionshaveIdrunkofSirentearsDistilledfromlimbecksfoulashellwithin,Applyingfearstohopes,andhopestofears,StilllosingwhenIsawmyselftowin!

  Whatwretchederrorshathmyheartcommitted,Whilstithaththoughtitselfsoblessednever!

  HowhavemineeyesoutoftheirspheresbeenfittedInthedistractionofthismaddingfever!

  Obenefitofill,nowIfindtrueThatbetteris,byevilstillmadebetter。

  AndruinedlovewhenitisbuiltanewGrowsfairerthanatfirst,morestrong,fargreater。

  SoIreturnrebukedtomycontent,AndgainbyillsthricemorethanIhavespent。

  120

  Thatyouwereonceunkindbefriendsmenow,Andforthatsorrow,whichIthendidfeel,NeedsmustIundermytransgressionbow,Unlessmynerveswerebrassorhammeredsteel。

  ForifyouwerebymyunkindnessshakenAsIbyyours,y’havepassedahelloftime,AndIatyranthavenoleisuretakenToweighhowonceIsufferedinyourcrime。

  OthatournightofwoemighthaverememberedMydeepestsense,howhardtruesorrowhits,Andsoontoyou,asyoutomethentenderedThehumblesalve,whichwoundedbosomsfits!

  Butthatyourtrespassnowbecomesafee,Mineransomsyours,andyoursmustransomme。

  121

  ’Tisbettertobevilethanvileesteemed,Whennottobe,receivesreproachofbeing,Andthejustpleasurelost,whichissodeemed,Notbyourfeeling,butbyothers’seeing。

  Forwhyshouldothers’falseadulterateeyesGivesalutationtomysportiveblood?

  Oronmyfrailtieswhyarefrailerspies,WhichintheirwillscountbadwhatIthinkgood?

  No,IamthatIam,andtheythatlevelAtmyabuses,reckonuptheirown,Imaybestraightthoughtheythemselvesbebevel;

  Bytheirrankthoughts,mydeedsmustnotbeshownUnlessthisgeneraleviltheymaintain,Allmenarebadandintheirbadnessreign。

  122

  Thygift,thytables,arewithinmybrainFullcharacteredwithlastingmemory,WhichshallabovethatidlerankremainBeyondalldateeventoeternity。

  Orattheleast,solongasbrainandheartHavefacultybynaturetosubsist,TilleachtorazedoblivionyieldhispartOfthee,thyrecordnevercanbemissed:

  Thatpoorretentioncouldnotsomuchhold,NorneedItalliesthydearlovetoscore,ThereforetogivethemfrommewasIbold,Totrustthosetablesthatreceivetheemore:

  TokeepanadjuncttoremembertheeWeretoimportforgetfulnessinme。

  123

  No!Time,thoushaltnotboastthatIdochange,ThypyramidsbuiltupwithnewermightTomearenothingnovel,nothingstrange,TheyarebutdressingsOfaformersight:

  Ourdatesarebrief,andthereforeweadmire,Whatthoudostfoistuponusthatisold,Andrathermakethemborntoourdesire,Thanthinkthatwebeforehaveheardthemtold:

  ThyregistersandtheeIbothdefy,Notwond’ringatthepresent,northepast,Forthyrecords,andwhatweseedothlie,Mademoreorlessbythycontinualhaste:

  ThisIdovowandthisshalleverbe,Iwillbetruedespitethyscytheandthee。

  124

  Ifmydearlovewerebutthechildofstate,ItmightforFortune’sbastardbeunfathered,Assubjecttotime’sloveortotime’shate,Weedsamongweeds,orflowerswithflowersgathered。

  Noitwasbuildedfarfromaccident,Itsuffersnotinsmilingpomp,norfallsUndertheblowofthralleddiscontent,Wheretoth’invitingtimeourfashioncalls:

  Itfearsnotpolicythatheretic,Whichworksonleasesofshort-numberedhours,Butallalonestandshugelypolitic,Thatitnorgrowswithheat,nordrownswithshowers。

  TothisIwitnesscallthefoolsoftime,Whichdieforgoodness,whohavelivedforcrime。

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  Were’taughttomeIborethecanopy,Withmyexterntheoutwardhonouring,Orlaidgreatbasesforeternity,Whichprovesmoreshortthanwasteorruining?

  HaveInotseendwellersonformandfavourLoseall,andmorebypayingtoomuchrentForcompoundsweet;forgoingsimplesavour,Pitifulthriversintheirgazingspent?

  No,letmebeobsequiousinthyheart,Andtakethoumyoblation,poorbutfree,Whichisnotmixedwithseconds,knowsnoart,Butmutualrender,onlymeforthee。

  Hence,thousubornedinformer,atruesoulWhenmostimpeached,standsleastinthycontrol。

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  Othoumylovelyboywhointhypower,DostholdTime’sfickleglasshisficklehour:

  Whohastbywaninggrown,andthereinshow’st,Thyloverswithering,asthysweetselfgrow’st。

  IfNature(sovereignmistressoverwrack)

  Asthougoestonwardsstillwillplucktheeback,Shekeepstheetothispurpose,thatherskillMaytimedisgrace,andwretchedminuteskill。

  YetfearherOthouminionofherpleasure,Shemaydetain,butnotstillkeephertreasure!

  Heraudit(thoughdelayed)answeredmustbe,Andherquietusistorenderthee。

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  Intheoldageblackwasnotcountedfair,Orifitwereitborenotbeauty’sname:

  Butnowisblackbeauty’ssuccessiveheir,Andbeautyslanderedwithabastardshame,Forsinceeachhandhathputonnature’spower,Fairingthefoulwithart’sfalseborrowedface,Sweetbeautyhathnonamenoholybower,Butisprofaned,ifnotlivesindisgrace。

  Thereforemymistress’eyesareravenblack,Hereyessosuited,andtheymournersseem,Atsuchwhonotbornfairnobeautylack,Slanderingcreationwithafalseesteem,Yetsotheymournbecomingoftheirwoe,Thateverytonguesaysbeautyshouldlookso。

  128

  Howoftwhenthou,mymusic,musicplay’st,UponthatblessedwoodwhosemotionsoundsWiththysweetfingerswhenthougentlysway’stThewiryconcordthatmineearconfounds,DoIenvythosejacksthatnimbleleap,Tokissthetenderinwardofthyhand,Whilstmypoorlipswhichshouldthatharvestreap,Atthewood’sboldnessbytheeblushingstand。

  TobesotickledtheywouldchangetheirstateAndsituationwiththosedancingchips,O’erwhomthyfingerswalkwithgentlegait,Makingdeadwoodmoreblestthanlivinglips,Sincesaucyjackssohappyareinthis,Givethemthyfingers,methylipstokiss。

  129

  Th’expenseofspiritinawasteofshameIslustinaction,andtillaction,lustIsperjured,murd’rous,bloodyfullofblame,Savage,extreme,rude,cruel,nottotrust,Enjoyednosoonerbutdespisedstraight,Pastreasonhunted,andnosoonerhadPastreasonhatedasaswallowedbait,Onpurposelaidtomakethetakermad。

  Madinpursuitandinpossessionso,Had,having,andinquest,tohaveextreme,Ablissinproofandproved,averywoe,Beforeajoyproposedbehindadream。

  Allthistheworldwellknowsyetnoneknowswell,Toshuntheheaventhatleadsmentothishell。

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  Mymistress’eyesarenothinglikethesun,Coralisfarmorered,thanherlipsred,Ifsnowbewhite,whythenherbreastsaredun:

  Ifhairsbewires,blackwiresgrowonherhead:

  Ihaveseenrosesdamasked,redandwhite,ButnosuchrosesseeIinhercheeks,Andinsomeperfumesistheremoredelight,Thaninthebreaththatfrommymistressreeks。

  Ilovetohearherspeak,yetwellIknow,Thatmusichathafarmorepleasingsound:

  IgrantIneversawagoddessgo,Mymistresswhenshewalkstreadsontheground。

  AndyetbyheavenIthinkmyloveasrare,Asanyshebeliedwithfalsecompare。

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  Thouartastyrannous,soasthouart,Asthosewhosebeautiesproudlymakethemcruel;

  Forwellthouknow’sttomydeardotingheartThouartthefairestandmostpreciousjewel。

  Yetingoodfaithsomesaythattheebehold,Thyfacehathnotthepowertomakelovegroan;

  Tosaytheyerr,Idarenotbesobold,AlthoughIswearittomyselfalone。

  AndtobesurethatisnotfalseIswear,Athousandgroansbutthinkingonthyface,Oneonanother’sneckdowitnessbearThyblackisfairestinmyjudgment’splace。

  Innothingartthoublacksaveinthydeeds,AndthencethisslanderasIthinkproceeds。

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  ThineeyesIlove,andtheyaspityingme,Knowingthyhearttormentmewithdisdain,Haveputonblack,andlovingmournersbe,Lookingwithprettyruthuponmypain。

  AndtrulynotthemorningsunofheavenBetterbecomesthegreycheeksoftheeast,NorthatfullstarthatushersintheevenDothhalfthatglorytothesoberwestAsthosetwomourningeyesbecomethyface:

  OletitthenaswellbeseemthyheartTomournformesincemourningdoththeegrace,Andsuitthypitylikeineverypart。

  ThenwillIswearbeautyherselfisblack,Andalltheyfoulthatthycomplexionlack。

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  BeshrewthatheartthatmakesmyhearttogroanForthatdeepwounditgivesmyfriendandme;

  Is’tnotenoughtotorturemealone,Butslavetoslaverymysweet’stfriendmustbe?

  Mefrommyselfthycrueleyehathtaken,Andmynextselfthouharderhastengrossed,Ofhim,myself,andtheeIamforsaken,Atormentthricethree-foldthustobecrossed:

  Prisonmyheartinthysteelbosom’sward,Butthenmyfriend’sheartletmypoorheartbail,Whoe’erkeepsme,letmyheartbehisguard,Thoucanstnotthenuserigourinmygaol。

  Andyetthouwilt,forIbeingpentinthee,Perforceamthineandallthatisinme。

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  SonowIhaveconfessedthatheisthine,AndImyselfammortgagedtothywill,MyselfI’llforfeit,sothatothermine,Thouwiltrestoretobemycomfortstill:

  Butthouwiltnot,norhewillnotbefree,Forthouartcovetous,andheiskind,Helearnedbutsurety-liketowriteforme,Underthatbondthathimasfistdothbind。

  Thestatuteofthybeautythouwilttake,Thouusurerthatput’stforthalltouse,Andsueafriend,camedebtorformysake,SohimIlosethroughmyunkindabuse。

  HimhaveIlost,thouhastbothhimandme,Hepaysthewhole,andyetamInotfree。

  135

  Whoeverhathherwish,thouhastthywill,And’Will’toboot,and’Will’inover-plus,MorethanenoughamIthatvextheestill,Tothysweetwillmakingadditionthus。

  Wiltthouwhosewillislargeandspacious,Notoncevouchsafetohidemywillinthine?

  Shallwillinothersseemrightgracious,Andinmywillnofairacceptanceshine?

  Theseaallwater,yetreceivesrainstill,Andinabundanceaddethtohisstore,SothoubeingrichinwilladdtothywillOnewillofminetomakethylargewillmore。

  Letnounkind,nofairbeseecherskill,Thinkallbutone,andmeinthatone’Will。’

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  IfthysoulchecktheethatIcomesonear,SweartothyblindsoulthatIwasthy’Will’,Andwillthysoulknowsisadmittedthere,Thusfarforlove,mylove-suitsweetfulfil。

  ’Will’,willfulfilthetreasureofthylove,Ay,fillitfullwithwills,andmywillone,Inthingsofgreatreceiptwithcaseweprove,Amonganumberoneisreckonednone。

  Theninthenumberletmepassuntold,Thoughinthystore’saccountIonemustbe,Fornothingholdme,soitpleasetheehold,Thatnothingme,asomethingsweettothee。

  Makebutmynamethylove,andlovethatstill,Andthenthoulov’stmeformynameisWill。

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  ThoublindfoolLove,whatdostthoutomineeyes,Thattheybeholdandseenotwhattheysee?

  Theyknowwhatbeautyis,seewhereitlies,Yetwhatthebestis,taketheworsttobe。

  Ifeyescorruptbyover-partiallooks,Beanchoredinthebaywhereallmenride,Whyofeyes’falsehoodhastthouforgedhooks,Wheretothejudgmentofmyheartistied?

  Whyshouldmyheartthinkthataseveralplot,Whichmyheartknowsthewideworld’scommonplace?

  Ormineeyesseeingthis,saythisisnotToputfairtruthuponsofoulaface?

  Inthingsrighttruemyheartandeyeshaveerred,Andtothisfalseplaguearetheynowtransferred。

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  Whenmyloveswearsthatsheismadeoftruth,IdobelieveherthoughIknowshelies,Thatshemightthinkmesomeuntutoredyouth,Unlearnedintheworld’sfalsesubtleties。

  Thusvainlythinkingthatshethinksmeyoung,Althoughsheknowsmydaysarepastthebest,SimplyIcreditherfalse-speakingtongue,Onbothsidesthusissimpletruthsuppressed:

  Butwhereforesaysshenotsheisunjust?

  AndwhereforesaynotIthatIamold?

  Olove’sbesthabitisinseemingtrust,Andageinlove,lovesnottohaveyearstold。

  ThereforeIliewithher,andshewithme,Andinourfaultsbyliesweflatteredbe。

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  Ocallnotmetojustifythewrong,Thatthyunkindnesslaysuponmyheart,Woundmenotwiththineeyebutwiththytongue,Usepowerwithpower,andslaymenotbyart,Tellmethoulov’stelsewhere;butinmysight,Dearheartforbeartoglancethineeyeaside,Whatneed’stthouwoundwithcunningwhenthymightIsmorethanmyo’erpresseddefencecanbide?

  Letmeexcusethee,ahmylovewellknows,Herprettylookshavebeenmineenemies,Andthereforefrommyfacesheturnsmyfoes,Thattheyelsewheremightdarttheirinjuries:

  Yetdonotso,butsinceIamnearslain,Killmeoutrightwithlooks,andridmypain。

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  Bewiseasthouartcruel,donotpressMytongue-tiedpatiencewithtoomuchdisdain:

  Lestsorrowlendmewordsandwordsexpress,Themannerofmypity-wantingpain。

  IfImightteachtheewitbetteritwere,Thoughnottolove,yetlovetotellmeso,Astestysickmenwhentheirdeathsbenear,Nonewsbuthealthfromtheirphysiciansknow。

  ForifIshoulddespairIshouldgrowmad,Andinmymadnessmightspeakillofthee,Nowthisill-wrestingworldisgrownsobad,Madslanderersbymadearsbelievedbe。

  ThatImaynotbeso,northoubelied,Bearthineeyesstraight,thoughthyproudheartgowide。

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  InfaithIdonotlovetheewithmineeyes,Fortheyintheeathousanderrorsnote,But’tismyheartthatloveswhattheydespise,Whoindespiteofviewispleasedtodote。

  Norareminecarswiththytongue’stunedelighted,Nortenderfeelingtobasetouchesprone,Nortaste,norsmell,desiretobeinvitedToanysensualfeastwiththeealone:

  Butmyfivewits,normyfivesensescanDissuadeonefoolishheartfromservingthee,Wholeavesunswayedthelikenessofaman,Thyproudheart’sslaveandvassalwretchtobe:

  OnlymyplaguethusfarIcountmygain,Thatshethatmakesmesin,awardsmepain。

  142

  Loveismysin,andthydearvirtuehate,Hateofmysin,groundedonsinfulloving,Obutwithmine,comparethouthineownstate,Andthoushaltfinditmeritsnotreproving,Orifitdo,notfromthoselipsofthine,Thathaveprofanedtheirscarletornaments,Andsealedfalsebondsofloveasoftasmine,Robbedothers’beds’revenuesoftheirrents。

  BeitlawfulIlovetheeasthoulov’stthose,Whomthineeyeswooasmineimportunethee,Rootpityinthyheartthatwhenitgrows,Thypitymaydeservetopitiedbe。

  Ifthoudostseektohavewhatthoudosthide,Byself-examplemaystthoubedenied。

  143

  Loasacarefulhuswiferunstocatch,Oneofherfeatheredcreaturesbrokeaway,SetsdownherbabeandmakesallswiftdispatchInpursuitofthethingshewouldhavestay:

  Whilstherneglectedchildholdsherinchase,Criestocatchherwhosebusycareisbent,Tofollowthatwhichfliesbeforeherface:

  Notprizingherpoorinfant’sdiscontent;

  Sorun’stthouafterthatwhichfliesfromthee,WhilstIthybabechasetheeafarbehind,Butifthoucatchthyhopeturnbacktome:

  Andplaythemother’spart,kissme,bekind。

  SowillIpraythatthoumaysthavethyWill,Ifthouturnbackandmyloudcryingstill。

  144

  TwolovesIhaveofcomfortanddespair,Whichliketwospiritsdosuggestmestill,Thebetterangelisamanrightfair:

  Theworserspiritawomancolouredill。

  Towinmesoontohellmyfemaleevil,Temptethmybetterangelfrommyside,Andwouldcorruptmysainttobeadevil:

  Wooinghispuritywithherfoulpride。

  Andwhetherthatmyangelbeturnedfiend,SuspectImay,yetnotdirectlytell,Butbeingbothfrommebothtoeachfriend,Iguessoneangelinanother’shell。

  YetthisshallIne’erknowbutliveindoubt,Tillmybadangelfiremygoodoneout。

  145

  ThoselipsthatLove’sownhanddidmake,Breathedforththesoundthatsaid’Ihate’,Tomethatlanguishedforhersake:

  Butwhenshesawmywoefulstate,Straightinherheartdidmercycome,Chidingthattonguethateversweet,Wasusedingivinggentledoom:

  Andtaughtitthusanewtogreet:

  ’Ihate’shealteredwithanend,Thatfolloweditasgentleday,DothfollownightwholikeafiendFromheaventohellisflownaway。

  ’Ihate’,fromhateawayshethrew,Andsavedmylifesaying’notyou’。

  146

  Poorsoulthecentreofmysinfulearth,Mysinfulearththeserebelpowersarray,WhydostthoupinewithinandsufferdearthPaintingthyoutwardwallssocostlygay?

  Whysolargecosthavingsoshortalease,Dostthouuponthyfadingmansionspend?

  ShallwormsinheritorsofthisexcessEatupthycharge?isthisthybody’send?

  Thensoullivethouuponthyservant’sloss,Andletthatpinetoaggravatethystore;

  Buytermsdivineinsellinghoursofdross;

  Withinbefed,withoutberichnomore,Soshallthoufeedondeath,thatfeedsonmen,Anddeathoncedead,there’snomoredyingthen。

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  Myloveisasafeverlongingstill,Forthatwhichlongernurseththedisease,Feedingonthatwhichdothpreservetheill,Th’uncertainsicklyappetitetoplease:

  Myreasonthephysiciantomylove,AngrythathisprescriptionsarenotkeptHathleftme,andIdesperatenowapprove,Desireisdeath,whichphysicdidexcept。

  PastcureIam,nowreasonispastcare,Andfrantic-madwithevermoreunrest,Mythoughtsandmydiscourseasmadmen’sare,Atrandomfromthetruthvainlyexpressed。

  ForIhavesworntheefair,andthoughttheebright,Whoartasblackashell,asdarkasnight。

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  Ome!whateyeshathloveputinmyhead,Whichhavenocorrespondencewithtruesight,Oriftheyhave,whereismyjudgmentfled,Thatcensuresfalselywhattheyseearight?

  Ifthatbefairwhereonmyfalseeyesdote,Whatmeanstheworldtosayitisnotso?

  Ifitbenot,thenlovedothwelldenote,Love’seyeisnotsotrueasallmen’s:no,Howcanit?Ohowcanlove’seyebetrue,Thatissovexedwithwatchingandwithtears?

  NomarvelthenthoughImistakemyview,Thesunitselfseesnot,tillheavenclears。

  Ocunninglove,withtearsthoukeep’stmeblind,Lesteyeswell-seeingthyfoulfaultsshouldfind。

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  CanstthouOcruel,sayIlovetheenot,WhenIagainstmyselfwiththeepartake?

  DoInotthinkontheewhenIforgotAmofmyself,all-tyrant,forthysake?

  WhohateththeethatIdocallmyfriend,Onwhomfrown’stthouthatIdofawnupon,Nayifthoulour’stonmedoInotspendRevengeuponmyselfwithpresentmoan?

  WhatmeritdoIinmyselfrespect,Thatissoproudthyservicetodespise,Whenallmybestdothworshipthydefect,Commandedbythemotionofthineeyes?

  ButlovehateonfornowIknowthymind,Thosethatcanseethoulov’st,andIamblind。

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  Ofromwhatpowerhastthouthispowerfulmight,Withinsufficiencymyhearttosway,Tomakemegivethelietomytruesight,Andswearthatbrightnessdothnotgracetheday?

  Whencehastthouthisbecomingofthingsill,Thatintheveryrefuseofthydeeds,Thereissuchstrengthandwarrantiseofskill,Thatinmymindthyworstallbestexceeds?

  Whotaughttheehowtomakemelovetheemore,ThemoreIhearandseejustcauseofhate?

  OthoughIlovewhatothersdoabhor,Withothersthoushouldstnotabhormystate。

  Ifthyunworthinessraisedloveinme,MoreworthyItobebelovedofthee。

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  Loveistooyoungtoknowwhatconscienceis,Yetwhoknowsnotconscienceisbornoflove?

  Thengentlecheaterurgenotmyamiss,Lestguiltyofmyfaultsthysweetselfprove。

  Forthoubetrayingme,IdobetrayMynoblerparttomygrossbody’streason,Mysouldothtellmybodythathemay,Triumphinlove,fleshstaysnofartherreason,Butrisingatthynamedothpointoutthee,Ashistriumphantprize,proudofthispride,Heiscontentedthypoordrudgetobe,Tostandinthyaffairs,fallbythyside。

  NowantofconscienceholditthatIcall,Herlove,forwhosedearloveIriseandfall。

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  Inlovingtheethouknow’stIamforsworn,Butthouarttwiceforsworntomeloveswearing,Inactthybed-vowbrokeandnewfaithtorn,Invowingnewhateafternewlovebearing:

  Butwhyoftwooaths’breachdoIaccusethee,WhenIbreaktwenty?Iamperjuredmost,Forallmyvowsareoathsbuttomisusethee:

  Andallmyhonestfaithintheeislost。

  ForIhavesworndeepoathsofthydeepkindness:

  Oathsofthylove,thytruth,thyconstancy,Andtoenlightentheegaveeyestoblindness,Ormadethemswearagainstthethingtheysee。

  ForIhavesworntheefair:moreperjuredI,Toswearagainstthetruthsofoulabe。

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  Cupidlaidbyhisbrandandfellasleep,AmaidofDian’sthisadvantagefound,Andhislove-kindlingfiredidquicklysteepInacoldvalley-fountainofthatground:

  WhichborrowedfromthisholyfireofLove,Adatelesslivelyheatstilltoendure,Andgrewaseetingbathwhichyetmenprove,Againststrangemaladiesasovereigncure:

  Butatmymistress’eyeLove’sbrandnew-fired,Theboyfortrialneedswouldtouchmybreast,Isickwithalthehelpofbathdesired,Andthitherhiedasaddistemperedguest。

  Butfoundnocure,thebathformyhelplies,WhereCupidgotnewfire;mymistress’eyes。

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  ThelittleLove-godlyingonceasleep,Laidbyhissidehisheart-inflamingbrand,Whilstmanynymphsthatvowedchastelifetokeep,Cametrippingby,butinhermaidenhand,Thefairestvotarytookupthatfire,Whichmanylegionsoftrueheartshadwarmed,Andsothegeneralofhotdesire,Wassleepingbyavirginhanddisarmed。

  Thisbrandshequenchedinacoolwellby,WhichfromLove’sfiretookheatperpetual,Growingabathandhealthfulremedy,Formendiscased,butImymistress’thrall,CamethereforcureandthisbythatIprove,Love’sfireheatswater,watercoolsnotlove。

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