CHAPTERI
ThehousesweredarkintheAugustnightandtheperspectiveofBeaconStreet,withitsdoublechainoflamps,wasaforeshorteneddesert。Theclubonthehillalone,fromitssemi-cylindricalfront,projectedaglowupontheduskyvaguenessoftheCommon,andasI
passeditIheardinthehotstillnesstheclickofapairofbilliard-balls。As\"everyone\"wasoutoftownperhapstheservants,intheextravaganceoftheirleisure,wereprofaningthetables。TheheatwasinsufferableandIthoughtwithjoyofthemorrow,ofthedeckofthesteamer,thefresheningbreeze,thesenseofgettingouttosea。IwasevengladofwhatIhadlearnedintheafternoonattheofficeofthecompany——thatattheeleventhhouranoldshipwithalowerstandardofspeedhadbeenputoninplaceofthevesselinwhichIhadtakenmypassage。Americawasroasting,Englandmightverywellbestuffy,andaslowpassage(whichatthatseasonoftheyearwouldprobablyalsobeafineone)wasaguaranteeoftenortwelvedaysoffreshair。
Istrolleddownthehillwithoutmeetingacreature,thoughIcouldseethroughthepalingsoftheCommonthatthatrecreativeexpansewaspeopledwithdimforms。IrememberedMrs。Nettlepoint’shouse——
shelivedinthosedays(theyarenotsodistant,buttherehavebeenchanges)onthewater-side,alittlewaybeyondthespotatwhichthePublicGardenterminates;andIreflectedthatlikemyselfshewouldbespendingthenightinBostonifitweretruethat,ashadbeenmentionedtomeafewdaysbeforeatMountDesert,shewastoembarkonthemorrowforLiverpool。Ipresentlysawthisappearanceconfirmedbyalightaboveherdoorandintwoorthreeofherwindows,andIdeterminedtoaskforher,havingnothingtodotillbedtime。Ihadcomeoutsimplytopassanhour,leavingmyhoteltotheblazeofitsgasandtheperspirationofitsporters;butitoccurredtomethatmyoldfriendmightveryWELLnotknowofthesubstitutionofthePatagoniafortheScandinavia,sothatIshouldbedoingheraservicetopreparehermind。Besides,Icouldoffertohelpher,tolookafterherinthemorning:lonewomenaregratefulforsupportintakingshipforfarcountries。
ItcametomeindeedasIstoodonherdoor-stepthatasshehadasonshemightnotafterallbesolone;yetIrememberedatthesametimethatJasperNettlepointwasnotquiteayoungmantoleanupon,having——asIatleastsupposed——alifeofhisownandtastesandhabitswhichhadlongsincedivertedhimfromthematernalside。Ifhedidhappenjustnowtobeathomemysolicitudewouldofcourseseemofficious;forinhismanywanderings——Ibelievedhehadroamedallovertheglobe——hewouldcertainlyhavelearnedhowtomanage。
Nonetheless,infine,IwasverygladtoshowMrs。NettlepointI
thoughtofher。WithmylongabsenceIhadlostsightofher;butI
hadlikedherofold,shehadbeenagoodfriendtomysisters,andI
hadinregardtoherthatsensewhichispleasanttothosewhoingeneralhavegoneastrayorgotdetached,thesensethatsheatleastknewallaboutme。IcouldtrustheratanytimetotellpeopleI
wasrespectable。PerhapsIwasconsciousofhowlittleIdeservedthisindulgencewhenitcameovermethatIhadn’tbeennearherforages。ThemeasureofthatneglectwasgivenbymyvaguenessofmindaboutJasper。However,Ireallybelongednowadaystoadifferentgeneration;Iwasmorethemother’scontemporarythantheson’s。
Mrs。Nettlepointwasathome:Ifoundherinherbackdrawing-room,wherethewidewindowsopenedtothewater。Theroomwasdusky——itwastoohotforlamps——andshesatslowlymovingherfanandlookingoutonthelittlearmoftheseawhichissoprettyatnight,reflectingthelightsofCambridgeportandCharlestown。Isupposedshewasmusingonthelovedonesshewastoleavebehind,hermarrieddaughters,hergrandchildren;butshestruckanotemorespecificallyBostonianasshesaidtome,pointingwithherfantotheBackBay:
\"Ishallseenothingmorecharmingthanthatoverthere,youknow!\"
Shemademeverywelcome,buthersonhadtoldheraboutthePatagonia,forwhichshewassorry,asthiswouldmeanalongervoyage。Shewasapoorcreatureinanyboatandmainlyconfinedtohercabineveninweatherextravagantlytermedfine——asifanyweathercouldbefineatsea。
\"Ahthenyourson’sgoingwithyou?\"Iasked。
\"Herehecomes,he’lltellyouforhimselfmuchbetterthanIcanpretendto。\"JasperNettlepointatthatmomentjoinedus,dressedinwhiteflannelandcarryingalargefan。\"Well,mydear,haveyoudecided?\"hismothercontinuedwithnoscantirony。\"Hehasn’tyetmadeuphismind,andwesailatteno’clock!\"
\"Whatdoesitmatterwhenmythingsareputup?\"theyoungmansaid。
\"There’snocrowdatthismoment;therewillbecabinstospare。I’mwaitingforatelegram——thatwillsettleit。Ijustwalkeduptotheclubtoseeifitwascome——they’llsendittherebecausetheysupposethishouseunoccupied。Notyet,butIshallgobackintwentyminutes。\"
\"Mercy,howyourushaboutinthistemperature!\"thepoorladyexclaimedwhileIreflectedthatitwasperhapsHISbilliard-ballsI
hadheardtenminutesbefore。Iwassurehewasfondofbilliards。
\"Rush?notintheleast。Itakeituncommoneasy。\"
\"AhI’mboundtosayyoudo!\"Mrs。Nettlepointreturnedwithinconsequence。Iguessedatacertaintensionbetweenthepairandawantofconsiderationontheyoungman’spart,arisingperhapsfromselfishness。Hismotherwasnervous,insuspense,wantingtobeatrestastowhethersheshouldhavehiscompanyonthevoyageorbeobligedtostrugglealone。Butashestoodtheresmilingandslowlymovinghisfanhestruckmesomehowasapersononwhomthisfactwouldn’tsittooheavily。Hewasofthetypeofthosewhomotherpeopleworryabout,notofthosewhoworryaboutotherpeople。Tallandstrong,hehadahandsomeface,witharoundheadandclose-
curlinghair;thewhitesofhiseyesandtheenamelofhisteeth,underhisbrownmoustache,gleamedvaguelyinthelightsoftheBackBay。Imadeoutthathewassunburnt,asifhelivedmuchintheopenair,andthathelookedintelligentbutalsoslightlybrutal,thoughnotinamoroseway。Hisbrutality,ifhehadany,wasbrightandfinished。IhadtotellhimwhoIwas,buteventhenIsawhowlittleheplacedmeandthatmyexplanationsgavemeinhismindnogreatidentityoratanyratenogreatimportance。Iforesawthathewouldinintercoursemakemefeelsometimesveryyoungandsometimesveryold,caringhimselfbutlittlewhich。Hementioned,asiftoshowourcompanionthathemightsafelybelefttohisowndevices,thathehadoncestartedfromLondontoBombayatthreequartersofanhour’snotice。
\"Yes,anditmusthavebeenpleasantforthepeopleyouwerewith!\"
\"OhthepeopleIwaswith——!\"hereturned;andhistoneappearedtosignifythatsuchpeoplewouldalwayshavetocomeoffastheycould。
Heaskediftherewerenocolddrinksinthehouse,nolemonade,noicedsyrups;insuchweathersomethingofthatsortoughtalwaystobekeptgoing。WhenhismotherremarkedthatsurelyattheclubtheyWEREkeptgoinghewenton:\"Ohyes,Ihadvariousthingsthere;butyouknowI’vewalkeddownthehillsince。Oneshouldhavesomethingateitherend。MayIringandsee?\"HerangwhileMrs。Nettlepointobservedthatwiththepeopletheyhadinthehouse,anestablishmentreducednaturallyatsuchamomenttoitssimplestexpression——theywereburningupcandle-endsandtherewerenoluxuries——shewouldn’tanswerfortheservice。ThematterendedinherleavingtheroominquestofcordialswiththefemaledomesticwhohadarrivedinresponsetothebellandinwhomJasper’sappealarousednovisibleintelligence。
SheremainedawaysometimeandItalkedwithherson,whowassociablebutdesultoryandkeptmovingovertheplace,alwayswithhisfan,asifhewereproperlyimpatient。Sometimesheseatedhimselfaninstantonthewindow-sill,andthenImadehimoutinfactthoroughlygood-looking——afinebrowncleanyoungathlete。Hefailedtotellmeonwhatspecialcontingencyhisdecisiondepended;
heonlyalludedfamiliarlytoanexpectedtelegram,andIsawhewasprobablyfondatnotimeofthetroubleofexplanations。Hismother’sabsencewasasignthatwhenitmightbeaquestionofgratifyinghimshehadgrownusedtosparenopains,andIfanciedherrummaginginsomeclosestoreroom,amongoldpreserve-pots,whilethedullmaid-servantheldthecandleawry。Idon’tknowwhetherthissamevisionwasinhisowneyes;atalleventsitdidn’tpreventhissayingsuddenly,ashelookedathiswatch,thatImustexcusehim——heshouldhavetogobacktotheclub。Hewouldreturninhalfanhour——orinless。HewalkedawayandIsattherealone,conscious,onthedarkdismantledsimplifiedscene,inthedeepsilencethatrestsonAmericantownsduringthehotseason——therewasnowandthenafarcryoraplashinthewater,andatintervalsthetinkleofthebellsofthehorse-carsonthelongbridge,slowinthesuffocatingnight——ofthestrangeinfluence,half-sweet,half-sad,thatabidesinhousesuninhabitedorabouttobecomeso,inplacesmuffledandbereaved,wheretheunheededsofasandpatientbelitteredtablesseem(likethedisconcerteddogs,towhomeverythingisalikesinister)torecognisetheeveofajourney。
AfterawhileIheardthesoundofvoices,ofsteps,therustleofdresses,andIlookedround,supposingthesethingstodenotethereturnofMrs。Nettlepointandherhandmaidenwiththerefectionpreparedforherson。WhatIsawhoweverwastwootherfemaleforms,visitorsapparentlyjustadmitted,andnowusheredintotheroom。
Theywerenotannounced——theservantturnedherbackonthemandrambledofftoourhostess。Theyadvancedinawaveringtentativeunintroducedway——partly,Icouldsee,becausetheplacewasdarkandpartlybecausetheirvisitwasinitsnatureexperimental,aflightofimaginationorastretchofconfidence。Oneoftheladieswasstoutandtheotherslim,andImadesureinamomentthatonewastalkativeandtheotherreserved。Itwasfurthertobediscernedthatonewaselderlyandtheotheryoung,aswellasthatthefactoftheirunlikenessdidn’tpreventtheirbeingmotheranddaughter。
Mrs。Nettlepointreappearedinaveryfewminutes,buttheintervalhadsufficedtoestablishacommunication——reallycopiousfortheoccasion——betweenthestrangersandtheunknowngentlemanwhomtheyfoundinpossession,hatandstickinhand。Thiswasnotmydoing——
forwhathadItogoupon?——andstilllesswasitthedoingoftheyoungerandthemoreindifferent,orlesscourageous,lady。Shespokebutonce——whenhercompanioninformedmethatshewasgoingouttoEuropethenextdaytobemarried。Thensheprotested\"Ohmother!\"inatonethatstruckmeinthedarknessasdoublyodd,excitingmycuriositytoseeherface。
Ithadtakentheelderwomanbutamomenttocometothat,andtovariousotherthings,afterIhadexplainedthatImyselfwaswaitingforMrs。Nettlepoint,whowoulddoubtlesssooncomeback。
\"Well,shewon’tknowme——Iguessshehasn’teverheardmuchaboutme,\"thegoodladysaid;\"butI’vecomefromMrs。AllenandIguessthatwillmakeitallright。IpresumeyouknowMrs。Allen?\"
Iwasunacquaintedwiththisinfluentialpersonage,butIassentedvaguelytotheproposition。Mrs。Allen’semissarywasgood-humouredandfamiliar,butratherappealingthaninsistent(sheremarkedthatifherfriendHADfoundtimetocomeintheafternoon——shehadsomuchtodo,beingjustupfortheday,thatshecouldn’tbesure——itwouldbeallright);andsomehowevenbeforeshementionedMerrimacAvenue(theyhadcomeallthewayfromthere)myimaginationhadassociatedherwiththatindefinitesociallimboknowntotheproperly-constitutedBostonmindastheSouthEnd——anebulousregionwhichcondenseshereandthereintoaprettyface,inwhichthedaughtersarean\"improvement\"onthemothersandaresometimesacquaintedwithgentlemenmoregloriouslydomiciled,gentlemenwhosewivesandsistersareinturnnotacquaintedwiththem。
WhenatlastMrs。Nettlepointcamein,accompaniedbycandlesandbyatrayladenwithglassesofcolouredfluidwhichemittedacooltinkling,Iwasinapositiontoofficiateasmasteroftheceremonies,tointroduceMrs。MavisandMissGraceMavis,torepresentthatMrs。Allenhadrecommendedthem——nay,hadurgedthem——
justtocomethatway,informallyandwithoutfear;Mrs。Allenwhohadbeenpreventedonlybythepressureofoccupationssocharacteristicofher(especiallywhenupfromMattapoisettforafewhours’desperateshopping)fromherselfcallinginthecourseofthedaytoexplainwhotheywereandwhatwasthefavourtheyhadtoaskofherbenevolentfriend。Good-naturedwomenunderstandeachotherevenwhensodividedastositresidentiallyaboveandbelowthesalt,aswhoshouldsay;bywhichtokenourhostesshadquicklymasteredthemainfacts:Mrs。Allen’svisitthatmorninginMerrimacAvenuetotalkofMrs。Amber’sgreatidea,theclassesatthepublicschoolsinvacation(shewasinterestedwithanequalcharitytothatofMrs。Mavis——eveninsuchweather!——inthoseoftheSouthEnd)forgamesandexercisesandmusic,tokeepthepoorunoccupiedchildrenoutofthestreets;thentherevelationthatithadsuddenlybeensettledalmostfromonehourtotheotherthatGraceshouldsailforLiverpool,Mr。Porterfieldatlastbeingready。Hewastakingalittleholiday;hismotherwaswithhim,theyhadcomeoverfromParistoseesomeofthecelebratedoldbuildingsinEngland,andhehadtelegraphedtosaythatifGracewouldstartrightofftheywouldjustfinishitupandbemarried。Itoftenhappenedthatwhenthingshaddraggedonthatwayforyearstheywereallhuddledupattheend。Ofcourseinsuchacaseshe,Mrs。Mavis,hadhadtoflyround。
Herdaughter’spassagewastaken,butitseemedtoodreadfulsheshouldmakeherjourneyallalone,thefirsttimeshehadeverbeenatsea,withoutanycompanionorescort。SHEcouldn’tgo——Mr。Maviswastoosick:shehadn’tevenbeenabletogethimofftotheseaside。
\"Well,Mrs。Nettlepoint’sgoinginthatship,\"Mrs。Allenhadsaid;
andshehadrepresentedthatnothingwassimplerthantogiveherthegirlincharge。WhenMrs。Mavishadrepliedthatthiswasallverywellbutthatshedidn’tknowthelady,Mrs。Allenhaddeclaredthatthatdidn’tmakeaspeckofdifference,forMrs。Nettlepointwaskindenoughforanything。ItwaseasyenoughtoKNOWher,ifthatwasallthetrouble!AllMrs。Maviswouldhavetodowouldbetogorightuptohernextmorning,whenshetookherdaughtertotheship(shewouldseeherthereonthedeckwithherparty)andtellherfairandsquarewhatshewanted。Mrs。Nettlepointhaddaughtersherselfandwouldeasilyunderstand。Verylikelyshe’devenlookafterGracealittleontheotherside,insuchaqueersituation,goingoutalonetothegentlemanshewasengagedto:she’djusthelpher,likeagoodSamaritan,toturnroundbeforeshewasmarried。Mr。
Porterfieldseemedtothinktheywouldn’twaitlong,onceshewasthere:theywouldhaveitrightoverattheAmericanconsul’s。Mrs。
AllenhadsaiditwouldperhapsbebetterstilltogoandseeMrs。
Nettlepointbeforehand,thatday,totellherwhattheywanted:thentheywouldn’tseemtospringitonherjustasshewasleaving。Sheherself(Mrs。Allen)wouldcallandsayawordforthemifshecouldsavetenminutesbeforecatchinghertrain。Ifshehadn’tcomeitwasbecauseshehadn’tsavedhertenminutesbutshehadmadethemfeelthattheymustcomeallthesame。Mrs。Mavislikedthatbetter,becauseontheshipinthemorningtherewouldbesuchaconfusion。
Shedidn’tthinkherdaughterwouldbeanytrouble——conscientiouslyshedidn’t。Itwasjusttohavesomeonetospeaktoherandnotsallyforthlikeaservant-girlgoingtoasituation。
\"Isee,I’mtoactasasortofbridesmaidandtogiveheraway,\"
Mrs。Nettlepointobliginglysaid。Kindenoughinfactforanything,sheshowedonthisoccasionthatitwaseasyenoughtoknowher。
Thereisnotoriouslynothinglessdesirablethananimposedaggravationofeffortatsea,butsheacceptedwithoutbetrayeddismaytheburdenoftheyounglady’sdependenceandallowedher,asMrs。Mavissaid,tohookherselfon。Sheevidentlyhadthehabitofpatience,andherreceptionofhervisitors’storyremindedmeafresh——IwasremindedofitwheneverIreturnedtomynativeland——
thatmydearcompatriotsarethepeopleintheworldwhomostfreelytakemutualaccommodationforgranted。Theyhavealwayshadtohelpthemselves,andhaverathermagnanimouslyfailedtolearnjustwherehelpingothersisdistinguishablefromthat。Innocountryaretherefewerformsandmorereciprocities。
ItwasdoubtlessnotsingularthattheladiesfromMerrimacAvenueshouldn’tfeeltheywereimportunate:whatwasstrikingwasthatMrs。Nettlepointdidn’tappeartosuspectit。However,shewouldinanycasehavethoughtitinhumantoshowthis——thoughIcouldseethatunderthesurfaceshewasamusedateverythingthemoreexpressiveofthepilgrimsfromtheSouthEndtookforgranted。I
scarceknowwhethertheattitudeoftheyoungervisitoraddedornottothemeritofhergoodnature。Mr。Porterfield’sintendedtooknopartinthedemonstration,scarcelyspoke,satlookingattheBackBayandthelightsonthelongbridge。Shedeclinedthelemonadeandtheothermixtureswhich,atMrs。Nettlepoint’srequest,Iofferedher,whilehermotherpartookfreelyofeverythingandIreflected——
forIasfreelydrainedaglassortwoinwhichtheicetinkled——thatMr。Jasperhadbetterhurrybackifhewishedtoenjoytheseluxuries。
Wastheeffectoftheyoungwoman’sreservemeanwhileungracious,orwasitonlynaturalthatinherparticularsituationsheshouldn’thaveaflowofcomplimentathercommand?InoticedthatMrs。
Nettlepointlookedatheroften,andcertainlythoughshewasundemonstrativeMissMaviswasinteresting。Thecandlelightenabledmetoseethatthoughnotintheveryfirstflowerofheryouthshewasstillfreshandhandsome。Hereyesandhairweredark,herfacewaspale,andsheheldupherheadasif,withitsthickbraidsandeverythingelseinvolvedinit,itwereanappurtenanceshewasn’tashamedof。Ifhermotherwasexcellentandcommonshewasnotcommon——notatleastflagrantlyso——andperhapsalsonotexcellent。
Atalleventsshewouldn’tbe,inappearanceatleast,adrearyappendage;whichinthecaseofaperson\"hookingon\"wasalwayssomethinggained。Wasitbecausesomethingofaromanticorpatheticinterestusuallyattachestoagoodcreaturewhohasbeenthevictimofa\"longengagement\"thatthisyoungladymadeanimpressiononmefromthefirst——favouredasIhadbeensoquicklywiththisglimpseofherhistory?Icouldchargehercertainlywithnopositiveappeal;sheonlyheldhertongueandsmiled,andhersmilecorrectedwhateversuggestionmighthaveforceditselfuponmethatthespiritwithinherwasdead——thespiritofthatpromiseofwhichshefoundherselfdoomedtocarryouttheletter。
Whatcorrecteditless,Imustadd,wasanoddrecollectionwhichgatheredvividnessasIlistenedtoit——amentalassociationevokedbythenameofMr。Porterfield。SurelyIhadapersonalimpression,over-smearedandconfused,ofthegentlemanwhowaswaitingatLiverpool,orwhopresentlywouldbe,forMrs。Nettlepoint’sprotegee。Ihadmethim,knownhim,sometime,somewhere,somehow,ontheotherside。Wasn’thestudyingsomething,veryhard,somewhere——probablyinParis——tenyearsbefore,anddidn’themakeextraordinarilyneatdrawings,linearandarchitectural?Didn’thegotoatabled’hote,attwofrancstwenty-five,intheRueBonaparte,whichIthenfrequented,anddidn’thewearspectaclesandaScotchplaidarrangedinamannerwhichseemedtosay\"I’vetrustworthyinformationthatthat’sthewaytheydoitintheHighlands\"?Wasn’theexemplarytopositiveirritation,andverypoor,poortopositiveoppression,sothatIsupposedhehadnoovercoatandhistartanwouldbewhathesleptunderatnight?
Wasn’theworkingveryhardstill,andwouldn’thebe,inthenaturalcourse,notyetsatisfiedthathehadfoundhisfeetorknewenoughtolaunchout?Hewouldbeamanoflongpreparations——MissMavis’swhitefaceseemedtospeaktooneofthat。ItstruckmethatifI
hadbeeninlovewithherIshouldn’thaveneededtolaysuchatrainforthecloserapproach。ArchitecturewashislineandhewasapupiloftheEcoledesBeauxArts。ThisreminiscencegrewsomuchmorevividwithmethatattheendoftenminutesIhadanoddsenseofknowing——byimplication——agooddealabouttheyounglady。
EvenafteritwassettledthatMrs。Nettlepointwoulddoeverythingpossibleforhertheothervisitorsatsippingouricedliquidandtellinghow\"low\"Mr。Mavishadbeen。Atthisperiodthegirl’ssilencestruckmeasstillmoreconscious,partlyperhapsbecauseshedeprecatedhermother’sfreeflow——shewasenoughofan\"improvement\"
tomeasurethat——andpartlybecauseshewastoodistressedbytheideaofleavingherinfirm,herperhapsdyingfather。Itwasn’tindistinguishablethattheywerepoorandthatshewouldtakeoutaverysmallpurseforhertrousseau。ForMr。Porterfieldtomakeupthesumhisowncasewouldhavehadmoreovergreatlytochange。IfhehadenrichedhimselfbythesuccessfulpracticeofhisprofessionIhadencounterednoedificehehadreared——hisreputationhadn’tcometomyears。
Mrs。Nettlepointnotifiedhernewfriendsthatshewasaveryinactivepersonatsea:shewaspreparedtosuffertothefullwithMissMavis,butnotpreparedtopacethedeckwithher,tostrugglewithher,toaccompanyhertomeals。Tothisthegirlrepliedthatshewouldtroubleherlittle,shewassure:shewasconvincedsheshouldproveawretchedsailorandspendthevoyageonherback。Hermotherscoffedatthispicture,prophesyingperfectweatherandalovelytime,andIinterposedtotheeffectthatifImightbetrusted,asatamebachelorfairlysea-seasoned,Ishouldbedelightedtogivethenewmemberofourpartyanarmoranyothercountenancewheneversheshouldrequireit。Boththeladiesthankedmeforthis——takingmyprofessionswithnosortofabatement——andtheelderonedeclaredthatwewereevidentlygoingtobesuchasociablegroupthatitwastoobadtohavetostayathome。SheaskedMrs。
Nettlepointiftherewereanyoneelseinourparty,andwhenourhostessmentionedherson——therewasachanceofhisembarkingbut(wasn’titabsurd?)hehadn’tdecidedyet——shereturnedwithextraordinarycandour:\"Ohdear,Idohopehe’llgo:thatwouldbesolovelyforGrace。\"
SomehowthewordsmademethinkofpoorMr。Porterfield’startan,especiallyasJasperNettlepointstrolledinagainatthatmoment。
Hismotheratoncechallengedhim:itwasteno’clock;hadhebychancemadeuphisgreatmind?Apparentlyhefailedtohearher,beinginthefirstplacesurprisedatthestrangeladiesandthenstruckwiththefactthatoneofthemwasn’tstrange。Theyoungman,afteraslighthesitation,greetedMissMaviswithahandshakeanda\"Ohgood-evening,howdoyoudo?\"Hedidn’tutterhername——whichI
couldseehemusthaveforgotten;butsheimmediatelypronouncedhis,availingherselfoftheAmericangirl’sdiscretionto\"present\"himtohermother。
\"Well,youmighthavetoldmeyouknewhimallthistime!\"thatladyjoviallycried。ThenshehadanequalconfidenceforMrs。
Nettlepoint。\"Itwouldhavesavedmeaworry——anacquaintancealreadybegun。\"
\"Ahmyson’sacquaintances!\"ourhostessmurmured。
\"Yes,andmydaughter’stoo!\"Mrs。Mavisgailyechoed。\"Mrs。Allendidn’ttellusYOUweregoing,\"shecontinuedtotheyoungman。
\"She’dhavebeencleverifshehadbeenableto!\"Mrs。Nettlepointsighed。
\"Dearmother,Ihavemytelegram,\"Jasperremarked,lookingatGraceMavis。
\"Iknowyouverylittle,\"thegirlsaid,returninghisobservation。
\"I’vedancedwithyouatsomeball——forsomesufferersbysomethingorother。\"
\"Ithinkitwasaninundationorabigfire,\"shealittlelanguidlysmiled。\"Butitwasalongtimeago——andIhaven’tseenyousince。\"
\"I’vebeeninfarcountries——tomyloss。Ishouldhavesaiditwasabigfire。\"
\"ItwasattheHorticulturalHall。Ididn’trememberyourname,\"
saidGraceMavis。
\"That’sveryunkindofyou,whenIrecallvividlythatyouhadapinkdress。\"
\"OhIrememberthatdress——yourstrawberrytarletan:youlookedlovelyinit!\"Mrs。Mavisbrokeout。\"Youmustgetanotherjustlikeit——ontheotherside。\"
\"Yes,yourdaughterlookedcharminginit,\"saidJasperNettlepoint。
Thenheaddedtothegirl:\"Yetyoumentionedmynametoyourmother。\"
\"Itcamebacktome——seeingyouhere。Ihadnoideathiswasyourhome。\"
\"Well,Iconfessitisn’t,much。Ohtherearesomedrinks!\"——heapproachedthetrayanditsglasses。
\"Indeedthereareandquitedelicious\"——Mrs。Mavislargelywipedhermouth。
\"Won’tyouhaveanotherthen?——apinkone,likeyourdaughter’sgown。\"
\"Withpleasure,sir。Ohdoseethemover,\"Mrs。Maviscontinued,acceptingfromtheyoungman’shandathirdtumbler。
\"Mymotherandthatgentleman?Surelytheycantakecareofthemselves,\"hefreelypleaded。
\"Thenmydaughter——shehasaclaimasanoldfriend。\"
Buthismotherhadbythistimeinterposed。\"Jasper,whatdoesyourtelegramsay?\"
Hepaidhernoheed:hestoodtherewithhisglassinhishand,lookingfromMrs。MavistoMissGrace。
\"Ahleavehertome,madam;I’mquitecompetent,\"IsaidtoMrs。
Mavis。
Thentheyoungmangavemehisattention。Thenextminuteheaskedofthegirl:\"Doyoumeanyou’regoingtoEurope?\"
\"Yes,tomorrow。Inthesameshipasyourmother。\"
\"That’swhatwe’vecomeherefor,toseeallaboutit,\"saidMrs。
Mavis。
\"Myson,takepityonmeandtellmewhatlightyourtelegramthrows,\"Mrs。Nettlepointwenton。
\"Iwill,dearest,whenI’vequenchedmythirst。\"Andheslowlydrainedhisglass。
\"Well,Ideclareyou’reworsethanGracie,\"Mrs。Maviscommented。
\"Shewasfirstonethingandthentheother——butonlyaboutuptothreeo’clockyesterday。\"
\"Excuseme——won’tyoutakesomething?\"JasperinquiredofGracie;whohoweverstilldeclined,asiftomakeupforhermother’scopiousconsommation。Ifoundmyselfquiteawarethatthetwoladieswoulddowelltotakeleave,thequestionofMrs。Nettlepoint’sgoodwillbeingsosatisfactorilysettledandthemeetingofthemorrowattheshipsonearathandandIwentsofarastojudgethattheirprotractedstay,withtheirhostessvisiblyinafidget,gavethelastproofoftheirwantofbreeding。MissGraceafterallthenwasnotsuchanimprovementonhermother,forsheeasilymighthavetakentheinitiativeofdeparture,inspiteofMrs。Mavis’sevident\"game\"ofmakingherownabsorptionofrefreshmentlastaslongaspossible。Iwatchedthegirlwithincreasinginterest;Icouldn’thelpaskingmyselfaquestionortwoaboutherandevenperceivingalready(inadimandgeneralway)thatrathermarkedembarrassment,oratleastanxietyattendedher。Wasn’titcomplicatingthatsheshouldhaveneeded,byremaininglongenough,toassuageacertainsuspense,tolearnwhetherornoJasperweregoingtosail?Hadn’tsomethingparticularpassedbetweenthemontheoccasionorattheperiodtowhichwehadcaughttheirallusion,anddidn’tshereallynotknowhermotherwasbringinghertoHISmother’s,thoughsheapparentlyhadthoughtitwellnottobetrayknowledge?Suchthingsweresymptomatic——thoughindeedonescarceknewofwhat——onthepartofayoungladybetrothedtothatcuriouscross-barredphantomofaMr。Porterfield。ButIamboundtoaddthatshegavemenofurtherwarrantforwonderthanwasconveyedinheralltacitlyandcovertlyencouraginghermothertolinger。SomehowIhadasensethatSHEwasconsciousoftheindecencyofthis。Igotupmyselftogo,butMrs。
Nettlepointdetainedmeafterseeingthatmymovementwouldn’tbetakenasahint,andIfeltshewishedmenottoleavemyfellowvisitorsonherhands。Jaspercomplainedoftheclosenessoftheroom,saidthatitwasnotanighttositinaroom——oneoughttobeoutintheair,underthesky。Hedenouncedthewindowsthatoverlookedthewaterfornotopeninguponabalconyoraterrace,untilhismother,whomhehadn’tyetsatisfiedabouthistelegram,remindedhimthattherewasabeautifulbalconyinfront,withroomforadozenpeople。Sheassuredhimwewouldgoandsitthereifitwouldpleasehim。
\"Itwillbeniceandcooltomorrow,whenwesteamintothegreatocean,\"saidMissMavis,expressingwithmorevivacitythanshehadyetthrownintoanyofherutterancesmyownthoughtofhalfanhourbefore。Mrs。Nettlepointrepliedthatitwouldprobablybefreezingcold,andhersonmurmuredthathewouldgoandtrythedrawing-roombalconyandreportuponit。Justashewasturningawayhesaid,smiling,toMissMavis:\"Won’tyoucomewithmeandseeifit’spleasant?\"
\"Ohwell,wehadbetternotstayallnight!\"hermotherexclaimed,butstillwithoutmoving。Thegirlmoved,afteramoment’shesitation;——sheroseandaccompaniedJaspertotheotherroom。I
sawhowherslimtallnessshowedtoadvantageasshewalked,andthatshelookedwellasshepassed,withherheadthrownback,intothedarknessoftheotherpartofthehouse。Therewassomethingrathermarked,rathersurprising——Iscarcelyknewwhy,fortheactinitselfwassimpleenough——inheracceptanceofsuchaplea,andperhapsitwasoursenseofthisthatheldtherestofussomewhatstifflysilentassheremainedaway。IwaswaitingforMrs。Mavistogo,sothatImyselfmightgo;andMrs。NettlepointwaswaitingforhertogosothatImightn’t。Thisdoubtlessmadetheyounglady’sabsenceappeartouslongerthanitreallywas——itwasprobablyverybrief。
Hermothermoreover,Ithink,hadnowavaguelapsefromease。
JasperNettlepointpresentlyreturnedtothebackdrawing-roomtoservehiscompanionwithourlucentsyrup,andhetookoccasiontoremarkthatitwaslovelyonthebalcony:onereallygotsomeair,thebreezebeingfromthatquarter。Iremembered,ashewentawaywithhistinklingtumbler,thatfromMYhand,afewminutesbefore,MissMavishadnotbeenwillingtoacceptthisinnocentoffering。A
littlelaterMrs。Nettlepointsaid:\"Well,ifit’ssopleasanttherewehadbettergoourselves。\"Sowepassedtothefrontandintheotherroommetthetwoyoungpeoplecominginfromthebalcony。I
wastowonder,inthelightoflaterthings,exactlyhowlongtheyhadoccupiedtogetheracoupleofthesetofcanechairsgarnishingtheplaceinsummer。Ifithadbeenbutfiveminutesthatonlymadesubsequenteventsmorecurious。\"Wemustgo,mother,\"MissMavisimmediatelysaid;andamomentafter,withalittlerenewalofchatterastoourgeneralmeetingontheship,thevisitorshadtakenleave。JasperwentdownwiththemtothedoorandassoonastheyhadgotoffMrs。Nettlepointquiterichlyexhaledherimpression。
\"Ahbut’llshebeabore——she’llbeaboreofbores!\"
\"Notthroughtalkingtoomuch,surely。\"
\"Anaffectationofsilenceisasbad。Ihatethatparticularpose;
it’scomingupverymuchnow;animitationoftheEnglish,likeeverythingelse。Agirlwhotriestobestatuesqueatsea——thatwillactonone’snerves!\"
\"Idon’tknowwhatshetriestobe,butshesucceedsinbeingveryhandsome。\"
\"Somuchthebetterforyou。I’llleavehertoyou,forIshallbeshutup。Ilikeherbeingplacedundermy’care’!\"myfriendcried。
\"She’llbeunderJasper’s,\"Iremarked。
\"Ahhewon’tgo,\"shewailed——\"Iwantittoomuch!\"
\"ButIdidn’tseeitthatway。Ihaveanideahe’llgo。\"
\"Whydidn’thetellmesothen——whenhecamein?\"
\"Hewasdivertedbythatyoungwoman——abeautifulunexpectedgirlsittingthere。\"
\"Divertedfromhismotherandherfondhope?——hismothertremblingforhisdecision?\"
\"Well\"——Ipiecedittogether——\"she’sanoldfriend,olderthanweknow。Itwasameetingafteralongseparation。\"
\"Yes,suchalotofthemashedoesknow!\"Mrs。Nettlepointsighed。
\"Suchalotofthem?\"
\"Hehassomanyfemalefriends——inthemostvariedcircles。\"
\"Well,wecancloseroundherthen,\"Ireturned;\"forIonmysideknow,orusedtoknow,heryoungman。\"
\"Herintended?\"——shehadalightofreliefforthis。
\"Theveryoneshe’sgoingoutto。Hecan’t,bytheway,\"itoccurredtome,\"beveryyoungnow。\"
\"Howodditsounds——hermuddlingafterhim!\"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。
Iwasgoingtoreplythatitwasn’toddifyouknewMr。Porterfield,butIreflectedthatthatperhapsonlymadeitodder。Itoldmycompanionbrieflywhohewas——thatIhadmethimintheoldParisdays,whenIbelievedforafleetinghourthatIcouldlearntopaint,whenIlivedwiththejeunessedesecoles;andhercommentonthiswassimply:\"Well,hehadbetterhavecomeoutforher!\"
\"Perhapsso。Shelookedtomeasshesatthereasif,shemightchangehermindatthelastmoment。\"
\"Abouthermarriage?
\"Aboutsailing。Butshewon’tchangenow。\"
Jaspercameback,andhismotherinstantlychallengedhim。\"Well,AREyougoing?\"
\"Yes,Ishallgo\"——hewasfinallyatpeaceaboutit。\"I’vegotmytelegram。\"
\"Ohyourtelegram!\"——Iventuredalittletojeer。
\"Thatcharminggirl’syourtelegram。\"
Hegavemealook,butintheduskIcouldn’tmakeoutverywellwhatitconveyed。Thenhebentoverhismother,kissingher。\"Mynewsisn’tparticularlysatisfactory。I’mgoingforYOU。\"
\"Ohyouhumbug!\"shereplied。Butshewasofcoursedelighted。
CHAPTERII
Peopleusuallyspendthefirsthoursofavoyageinsqueezingthemselvesintotheircabins,takingtheirlittleprecautions,eithersoexcessiveorsoinadequate,wonderinghowtheycanpasssomanydaysinsuchaholeandaskingidioticquestionsofthestewards,whoappearincomparisonraremenoftheworld。Myowninitiationswererapid,asbecameanoldsailor,andso,itseemed,wereMissMavis’s,forwhenImountedtothedeckattheendofhalfanhourIfoundhertherealone,inthesternoftheship,hereyesonthedwindlingcontinent。Itdwindledveryfastforsobigaplace。Iaccostedher,havinghadnoconversationwithheramidthecrowdofleave-
takersandthemuddleoffarewellsbeforeweputoff;wetalkedalittleabouttheboat,ourfellow-passengersandourprospects,andthenIsaid:\"IthinkyoumentionedlastnightanameIknow——thatofMr。Porterfield。\"
\"OhnoIdidn’t!\"sheansweredverystraightwhileshesmiledatmethroughherclosely-drawnveil。
\"Thenitwasyourmother。\"
\"Verylikelyitwasmymother。\"AndshecontinuedtosmileasifI
oughttohaveknownthedifference。
\"IventuretoalludetohimbecauseI’veanideaIusedtoknowhim,\"
Iwenton。
\"OhIsee。\"Andbeyondthisremarksheappearedtotakenointerest;
sheleftittometomakeanyconnexion。
\"Thatisifit’sthesameone。\"Itstruckmeasfeebletosaynothingmore;soIadded\"MyMr。PorterfieldwascalledDavid。\"
\"Well,soisours。\"\"Ours\"affectedmeasclever。
\"IsupposeIshallseehimagainifhe’stomeetyouatLiverpool,\"I
continued。
\"Well,itwillbebadifhedoesn’t。\"
Itwastoosoonformetohavetheideathatitwouldbebadifhedid:thatonlycamelater。SoIremarkedthat,nothavingseenhimforsomanyyears,itwasverypossibleIshouldn’tknowhim。
\"Well,I’venotseenhimforaconsiderabletime,butIexpectI
shallknowhimallthesame。\"
\"Ohwithyouit’sdifferent,\"Ireturnedwithharmlesslybrightsignificance。\"Hasn’thebeenbacksincethosedays?\"
\"Idon’tknow,\"shesturdilyprofessed,\"whatdaysyoumean。\"
\"WhenIknewhiminParis——agesago。HewasapupiloftheEcoledesBeauxArts。Hewasstudyingarchitecture。\"
\"Well,he’sstudyingitstill,\"saidGraceMavis。
\"Hasn’thelearnedityet?\"
\"Idon’tknowwhathehaslearned。Ishallsee。\"Thensheaddedforthebenefitofmyperhapsunduelevity:\"Architecture’sverydifficultandhe’stremendouslythorough。\"
\"Ohyes,Irememberthat。Hewasanadmirableworker。Buthemusthavebecomequiteaforeignerifit’ssomanyyearssincehehasbeenathome。\"
Sheseemedtoregardthispropositionatfirstascomplicated;butshedidwhatshecouldforme。\"Ohhe’snotchangeable。Ifhewerechangeable——\"
Then,however,shepaused。Idaresayshehadbeengoingtoobservethatifhewerechangeablehewouldlongagohavegivenherup。
Afteraninstantshewenton:\"Hewouldn’thavestucksotohisprofession。Youcan’tmakemuchbyit。\"
Isoughttoattenuateherratheroddmaidenlygrimness。\"Itdependsonwhatyoucallmuch。\"
\"Itdoesn’tmakeyourich。\"
\"Ohofcourseyou’vegottopractiseit——andtopractiseitlong。\"
\"Yes——soMr。Porterfieldsays。\"
Somethinginthewaysheutteredthesewordsmademelaugh——theyweresocalmanimplicationthatthegentlemaninquestiondidn’tliveuptohisprinciples。ButIcheckedmyself,askingherifsheexpectedtoremaininEuropelong——towhatonemightcallsettle。
\"Well,itwillbeagoodwhileifittakesmeaslongtocomebackasithastakenmetogoout。\"
\"AndIthinkyourmothersaidlastnightthatitwasyourfirstvisit。\"
MissMavis,inherdeliberateway,metmyeyes。\"Didn’tmothertalk!\"
\"Itwasallveryinteresting。\"
Shecontinuedtolookatme。\"Youdon’tthinkthat,\"shethensimplystated。
\"WhathaveItogainthenbysayingit?\"
\"Ohmenhavealwayssomethingtogain。\"
\"Youmakemeinthatcasefeelaterriblefailure!Ihopeatanyratethatitgivesyoupleasure,\"Iwenton,\"theideaofseeingforeignlands。\"
\"Mercy——Ishouldthinkso!\"
Thiswasalmostgenial,anditcheeredmeproportionately。\"It’sapityourship’snotoneofthefastones,ifyou’reimpatient。\"
Shewassilentalittleafterwhichshebroughtout:\"OhIguessit’llbefastenough!\"
ThateveningIwentintoseeMrs。Nettlepointandsatonhersea-
trunk,whichwaspulledoutfromundertheberthtoaccommodateme。
Itwasnineo’clockbutnotquitedark,asournorthwardcoursehadalreadytakenusintothelatitudeofthelongerdays。Shehadmadehernestadmirablyandnowrestedfromherlabours;shelayuponhersofainadressing-gownandacapthatbecameher。Itwasherregularpracticetospendthevoyageinhercabin,whichsmeltpositivelygood——suchwastherefinementofherart;andshehadasecretpeculiartoherselfforkeepingherportopenwithoutshippingseas。Shehatedwhatshecalledthemessoftheshipandtheidea,ifsheshouldgoabove,ofmeetingstewardswithplatesofsupererogatoryfood。Sheprofessedtobecontentwithhersituation——
wepromisedtolendeachotherbooksandIassuredherfamiliarlythatIshouldbeinandoutofherroomadozentimesaday——pityingmeforhavingtomingleinsociety。Shejudgedthisalimitedprivilege,foronthedeckbeforeweleftthewharfshehadtakenaviewofourfellow-passengers。
\"OhI’maninveterate,almostaprofessionalobserver,\"Ireplied,\"andwiththatviceI’maswelloccupiedasanoldwomaninthesunwithherknitting。Itmakesme,inanysituation,justinordinatelyandsubmissivelySEEthings。Ishallseethemevenhereandshallcomedownveryoftenandtellyouaboutthem。You’renotinterestedtoday,butyouwillbetomorrow,foraship’sagreatschoolofgossip。Youwon’tbelievethenumberofresearchesandproblemsyou’llbeengagedinbythemiddleofthevoyage。\"
\"I?Neverintheworld!——lyingherewithmynoseinabookandnotcaringastraw。\"
\"You’llparticipateatsecondhand。You’llseethroughmyeyes,hanguponmylips,takesides,feelpassions,allsortsofsympathiesandindignations。I’veanidea,\"Ifurtherdeveloped,\"thatyouryounglady’sthepersononboardwhowillinterestmemost。\"
\"’Mine’indeed!Shehasn’tbeennearmesinceweleftthedock。\"
\"Thereyouare——youdofeelsheowesyousomething。Well,\"Iadded,\"she’sverycurious。\"
\"You’vesuchcold-bloodedterms!\"Mrs。Nettlepointwailed。\"Ellenesaitpasseconduire;sheoughttohavecometoaskaboutme。\"
\"Yes,sinceyou’reunderhercare,\"Ilaughed。\"Asforhernotknowinghowtobehave——well,that’sexactlywhatweshallsee。\"
\"Youwill,butnotI!Iwashmyhandsofher。\"
\"Don’tsaythat——don’tsaythat。\"
Mrs。Nettlepointlookedatmeamoment。\"Whydoyouspeaksosolemnly?\"
InreturnIconsideredher。\"I’lltellyoubeforeweland。Andhaveyouseenmuchofyourson?\"
\"Ohyes,hehascomeinseveraltimes。Heseemsverymuchpleased。
Hehasgotacabintohimself。\"
\"That’sgreatluck,\"Isaid,\"butI’veanideahe’salwaysinluck。
IwassureIshouldhavetoofferhimthesecondberthinmyroom。\"
\"Andyouwouldn’thaveenjoyedthat,becauseyoudon’tlikehim,\"shetookuponherselftosay。
\"Whatputthatintoyourhead?\"
\"Itisn’tinmyhead——it’sinmyheart,mycoeurdemere。Weguessthosethings。Youthinkhe’sselfish。Icouldseeitlastnight。\"
\"Dearlady,\"Icontrivedpromptlyenoughtoreply,\"I’venogeneralideasabouthimatall。He’sjustoneofthephenomenaIamgoingtoobserve。Heseemstomeaveryfineyoungman。However,\"Iadded,\"sinceyou’vementionedlastnightI’lladmitthatIthoughtherathertantalisedyou。Heplayedwithyoursuspense。\"
\"Whyhecameatthelastjusttopleaseme,\"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。
Iwassilentalittle。\"Areyousureitwasforyoursake?\"
\"Ah,perhapsitwasforyours!\"
Iboreup,however,againstthisthrust,characteristicofperfidiouswomanwhenyoupresumetosidewithheragainstafondtormentor。
\"Whenhewentoutonthebalconywiththatgirl,\"Ifoundassurancetosuggest,\"perhapssheaskedhimtocomeforHERS。\"
\"Perhapsshedid。Butwhyshouldhedoeverythingsheaskshim——suchassheis?\"
\"Idon’tknowyet,butperhapsIshallknowlater。Notthathe’lltellme——forhe’llnevertellmeanything:he’snot,\"Iconsistentlyopined,\"oneofthosewhotell。\"
\"Ifshedidn’taskhim,whatyousayisagreatwrongtoher,\"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。
\"Yes,ifshedidn’t。ButyousaythattoprotectJasper——nottoprotecther,\"Ismiled。
\"YouAREcold-blooded——it’suncanny!\"myfriendexclaimed。
\"Ahthisisnothingyet!Waitawhile——you’llsee。AtseaingeneralI’mawful——Iexceedthelimits。IfI’veoutragedherinthoughtI’lljumpoverboard。Therearewaysofasking——amandoesn’tneedtotellawomanthat——withoutthecrudewords。\"