ABookofPoems
TothememoryofWILLIAMEDWARDBUTLER
SeveralofthepoemsincludedinthisbookarereprintedfromAmericanperiodicals,asfollows:\"TheGiftofGod\",\"OldKingCole\",\"AnotherDarkLady\",and\"TheUnforgiven\";
\"Flammonde\"and\"ThePoorRelation\";\"TheClingingVine\";
\"ErosTurannos\"and\"Bokardo\";\"TheVoiceofAge\";\"Cassandra\";
\"TheBurningBook\";\"Theophilus\";\"BenJonsonEntertainsaManfromStratford\"。
ContentsFlammondeTheGiftofGodTheClingingVineCassandraJohnGorhamStafford’sCabinHillcrestOldKingColeBenJonsonEntertainsaManfromStratfordErosTurannosOldTrailsTheUnforgivenTheophilusVeteranSirensSiegePerilousAnotherDarkLadyTheVoiceofAgeTheDarkHouseThePoorRelationTheBurningBookFragmentLisetteandEileenLlewellynandtheTreeBewickFinzerBokardoTheManagainsttheSky——————————————————————-
TheManagainsttheSky——————————————————————-
FlammondeThemanFlammonde,fromGodknowswhere,Withfirmaddressandforeignair,WithnewsofnationsinhistalkAndsomethingroyalinhiswalk,Withglintofironinhiseyes,Butneverdoubt,noryetsurprise,Appeared,andstayed,andheldhisheadAsonebykingsaccredited。
Erect,withhisalertreposeAbouthim,andabouthisclothes,HepicturedalltraditionhearsOfwhatweowetofiftyyears。
HiscleansingheritageoftasteParadedneitherwantnorwaste;
AndwhatheneededforhisfeeTolive,heborrowedgraciously。
Henevertolduswhathewas,Orwhatmischance,orothercause,HadbanishedhimfrombetterdaysToplaythePrinceofCastaways。
MeanwhileheplayedsurpassingwellApart,formost,unplayable;
Infine,onepauses,halfafraidTosayforcertainthatheplayed。
Forthat,onemayaswellforegoConvictionastoyesorno;
NorcanIsayjusthowintenseWouldthenhavebeenthedifferenceToseveral,who,havingstrivenInvaintogetwhathewasgiven,WouldseethestrangertakenonByfriendsnoteasytobewon。
Moreover,manyamalcontentHesoothedandfoundmunificent;
HiscourtesybeguiledandfoiledSuspicionthathisyearsweresoiled;
Hismiendistinguishedanycrowd,Hiscreditstrengthenedwhenhebowed;
Andwomen,youngandold,werefondOflookingatthemanFlammonde。
TherewasawomaninourtownOnwhomthefashionwastofrown;
ButwhileourtalkrenewedthetingeOfalong-fadedscarletfringe,ThemanFlammondesawnoneofthat,Andwhathesawwewonderedat——
Thatnoneofus,inherdistress,Couldhideorfindourlittleness。
TherewasaboythatallagreedHadshutwithinhimtherareseedOflearning。Wecouldunderstand,Butnoneofuscouldliftahand。
ThemanFlammondeappraisedtheyouth,Andtoldafewofusthetruth;
Andthereby,foralittlegold,Afloweredfuturewasunrolled。
ThereweretwocitizenswhofoughtForyearsandyears,andovernought;
Theymadelifeawkwardfortheirfriends,Andshortenedtheirowndividends。
ThemanFlammondesaidwhatwaswrongShouldbemaderight;norwasitlongBeforetheywereagaininline,Andhadeachotherintodine。
AndtheseImentionarebutfourOfmanyoutofmanymore。
Somuchforthem。Butwhatofhim——
Sofirmineverylookandlimb?
WhatsmallsatanicsortofkinkWasinhisbrain?WhatbrokenlinkWithheldhimfromthedestiniesThatcamesoneartobeinghis?
Whatwashe,whenwecametosiftHismeaning,andtonotethedriftOfincommunicablewaysThatmakeusponderwhilewepraise?
WhywasitthathischarmrevealedSomehowthesurfaceofashield?
Whatwasitthatwenevercaught?
Whatwashe,andwhatwashenot?
HowmuchitwasofhimwemetWecannoteverknow;noryetShallallhegaveusquiteatoneForwhatwashis,andhisalone;
Norneedwenow,sinceheknewbest,Nourishanethicalunrest:
RarelyatoncewillnaturegiveThepowertobeFlammondeandlive。
WecannotknowhowmuchwelearnFromthosewhoneverwillreturn,UntilaflashofunforeseenRemembrancefallsonwhathasbeen。
We’veeachadarkeninghilltoclimb;
Andthisiswhy,fromtimetotimeInTilburyTown,welookbeyondHorizonsforthemanFlammonde。
TheGiftofGodBlessedwithajoythatonlysheOfallaliveshalleverknow,ShewearsaproudhumilityForwhatitwasthatwilleditso,——
ThatherdegreeshouldbesogreatAmongthefavoredoftheLordThatshemayscarcelybeartheweightOfherbewilderingreward。
Asoneapart,immune,alone,Orfeaturedfortheshiningones,AndliketononethatshehasknownOfotherwomen’sothersons,——
Thefirmfruitionofherneed,Heshinesanointed;andheblursHervision,tillitseemsindeedAsacrilegetocallhimhers。
ShefearsalittleforsomuchOfwhatisbest,andhardlydaresTothinkofhimasonetotouchWithaches,indignities,andcares;
Sheseeshimratheratthegoal,Stillshining;andherdreamforetellsThepropershiningofasoulWherenothingordinarydwells。
PerchanceacanvassofthetownWouldfindhimfarfromflagsandshouts,AndleavehimonlytherenownOfmanysmilesandmanydoubts;
PerchancethecrudeandcommontongueWouldhavocstrangelywithhisworth;
Butshe,withinnocenceunwrung,Wouldreadhisnamearoundtheearth。
Andothers,knowinghowthisyouthWouldshine,iflovecouldmakehimgreat,WhencaughtandtorturedforthetruthWouldonlywritheandhesitate;
Whileshe,arrangingforhisdaysWhatcenturiescouldnotfulfill,Transmuteshimwithherfaithandpraise,Andhashimshiningwhereshewill。
Shecrownshimwithhergratefulness,Andsaysagainthatlifeisgood;
AndshouldthegiftofGodbelessInhimthaninhermotherhood,Hisfame,thoughvague,willnotbesmall,Asupwardthroughherdreamhefares,HalfcloudedwithacrimsonfallOfrosesthrownonmarblestairs。
TheClingingVine\"Becalm?AndwasIfrantic?
You’llhavemelaughingsoon。
I’mcalmasthisAtlantic,Andquietasthemoon;
ImayhavespokenfasterThanonce,inotherdays;
ForI’venomoreamaster,Andnow——`Becalm,’hesays。
\"Fearnot,fearnocommotion,——
I’llbeasrocksandsand;
ThemoonandstarsandoceanWillenvymycommand;
NocreaturecouldbestillerInanykindofplaceThanI……No,I’llnotkillher;
Herdeathisinherface。
\"Behappywhileshehasit,Forshe’llnothaveitlong;
Ayear,andthenyou’llpassit,Preparinganewsong。
AndI’mafoolforpratingOfwhatayearmaybring,WhenmorelikeherarewaitingFormorelikeyoutosing。
\"Youmockmewithdenial,Youmeantocallmehard?
YouseenoroomfortrialWhenallmydoorsarebarred?
Yousay,andyou’dsaydying,ThatIdreamwhatIknow;
Andsighing,anddenying,You’dholdmyhandandgo。
\"Youscowl——andIdon’twonder;
Ispoketoofastagain;
Butyou’llforgiveoneblunder,Foryouarelikemostmen:
Youare,——orsoyou’vetoldme,Somanymortaltimes,ThatheavenoughtnottoholdmeAccountableforcrimes。
\"Becalm?WasIunpleasant?
ThenI’llbemorediscreet,Andgrantyou,forthepresent,Thebalmofmydefeat:
Whatshe,withallherstriving,Couldnothavebroughtabout,You’vedone。YourowncontrivingHasputthelastlightout。
\"Ifshewerethewholestory,Ifworsewerenotbehind,I’dcreepwithyoutoglory,BelievingIwasblind;
I’dcreep,andgoonseemingTobewhatIdespise。
Youlaugh,andsayI’mdreaming,Andallyourlaughsarelies。
\"Arewomenmad?Afeware,Andifit’strueyousay——
Ifmostmenareasyouare——
We’llallbemadsomeday。
Becalm——andletmefinish;
There’smoreforyoutoknow。
I’lltalkwhileyoudiminish,Andlistenwhileyougrow。
\"TherewasamanwhomarriedBecausehecouldn’tsee;
AndallhisdayshecarriedThemarkofhisdegree。
Butyou——youcameclear-sighted,Andfoundtruthinmyeyes;
Andallmywrongsyou’verightedWithlies,andlies,andlies。
\"You’vekilledthelastassuranceThatoncewouldhavemestriveTorouseanoldenduranceThatisnomorealive。
ItmakestwopeoplechillyTosaywhatwehavesaid,Butyou——you’llnotbesillyAndwrangleforthedead。
\"Youdon’t?Youneverwrangle?
Whyscoldthen,——orcomplain?
MorewordswillonlymangleWhatyou’vealreadyslain。
Yourprideyoucan’tsurrender?
Myname——forthatyoufear?
Sincewhenweremensotender,Andhonorsosevere?
\"Nomore——I’llneverbearit。
I’mgoing。I’mlikeice。
Myburden?Youwouldshareit?
Forbidthesacrifice!
Forgetsoquaintanotion,Andletnomorebetold;
FormoonandstarsandoceanAndyouandIarecold。\"
CassandraIheardonewhosaid:\"Verily,WhatwordhaveIforchildrenhere?
YourDollarisyouronlyWord,Thewrathofityouronlyfear。
\"YoubuilditaltarstallenoughTomakeyousee,butyouareblind;
YoucannotleaveitlongenoughTolookbeforeyouorbehind。
\"WhenReasonbeckonsyoutopause,Youlaughandsaythatyouknowbest;
Butwhatitisyouknow,youkeepAsdarkasingotsinachest。
\"Youlaughandanswer,`Weareyoung;
Oleaveusnow,andletusgrow。’——
NotaskinghowmuchmoreofthisWillTimeendureorFatebestow。
\"BecauseafewcomplacentyearsHavemadeyourperilofyourpride,ThinkyouthatyouaretogoonForeverpamperedanduntried?
\"Whatlosteclipseofhistory,Whatbivouacofthemarchingstars,HasgiventhesignforyoutoseeMillenniumsandlastgreatwars?
\"WhatunrecordedoverthrowOfalltheworldhaseverknown,Oreverbeen,hasmadeitselfSoplaintoyou,andyoualone?
\"YourDollar,DoveandEaglemakeATrinitythatevenyouRatehigherthanyourateyourselves;
Itpays,itflatters,andit’snew。
\"AndthoughyourveryfleshandbloodBewhatyourEagleeatsanddrinks,You’llpraisehimforthebestofbirds,NotknowingwhattheEaglethinks。
\"Thepowerisyours,butnotthesight;
Youseenotuponwhatyoutread;
Youhavetheagesforyourguide,Butnotthewisdomtobeled。
\"ThinkyoutotreadforeverdownThemercilessoldverities?
AndareyounevertohaveeyesToseetheworldforwhatitis?
\"AreyoutopayforwhatyouhaveWithallyouare?\"——NootherwordWecaught,butwithalaughingcrowdMovedon。Noneheeded,andfewheard。
JohnGorham\"Tellmewhatyou’redoingoverhere,JohnGorham,Sighinghardandseemingtobesorrywhenyou’renot;
Makemelaughorletmegonow,forlongfacesinthemoonlightAreasignformetosayagainawordthatyouforgot。\"——
\"I’moverheretotellyouwhatthemoonalreadyMayhavesaidormaybeshoutedeversinceayearago;
I’moverheretotellyouwhatyouare,JaneWayland,Andtomakeyourathersorry,Ishouldsay,forbeingso。\"——
\"Tellmewhatyou’resayingtomenow,JohnGorham,Oryou’llneverseeasmuchofmeasribbonsanymore;
I’llvanishinasmanywaysasIhavetoesandfingers,Andyou’llnotfollowfarforonewhereflockshavebeenbefore。\"——
\"I’msorrynowyouneversawtheflocks,JaneWayland,Butyou’retheonetomakeofthemasmanyasyouneed。
Andthenaboutthevanishing。It’sIwhomeantovanish;
AndwhenI’mherenolongeryou’llbedonewithmeindeed。\"——
\"That’sawaytotellmewhatIam,JohnGorham!
HowamItoknowmyselfuntilImakeyousmile?
Trytolookasifthemoonweremakingfacesatyou,Andalittlemoreasifyoumeanttostayalittlewhile。\"——
\"Youarewhatitisthatoverrose-blowngardensMakesaprettyflutterforaseasoninthesun;
Youarewhatitisthatwithamouse,JaneWayland,Catcheshimandletshimgoandeatshimupforfun。\"——
\"SureInevertookyouforamouse,JohnGorham;
Allyousayiseasy,butsofarfrombeingtrueThatIwishyouwouldn’teverbeagaintheonetothinkso;
Foritisn’tcatsandbutterfliesthatIwouldbetoyou。\"——
\"Allyourlittleanimalsareinonepicture——
OneI’vehadbeforemesinceayearagoto-night;
Andthepicturewheretheylivewillbeofyou,JaneWayland,Tillyoufindawaytokillthemortokeepthemoutofsight。\"——
\"Won’tyoueverseemeasIam,JohnGorham,LeavingoutthefoolishnessandallInevermeant?
Somewhereinmethere’sawoman,ifyouknowthewaytofindher。
WillyoulikemeanybetterifIproveitandrepent?\"
\"IdoubtifIshalleverhavethetime,JaneWayland;
AndIdaresayallthismoonlightlyingroundusmightaswellFallfornothingontheshardsofbrokenurnsthatareforgotten,Asontwothathavenolongermuchofanythingtotell。\"
Stafford’sCabinOncetherewasacabinhere,andoncetherewasaman;
Andsomethinghappenedherebeforemymemorybegan。
TimehasmadethetwoofthemthefuelofoneflameAndallwehaveofthemisnowalegendandaname。
AllIhavetosayiswhatanoldmansaidtome,Andthatwouldseemtobeasmuchastherewilleverbe。
\"Fiftyyearsagoitwaswefounditwhereitsat。\"——
AndfortyyearsagoitwasoldArchibaldsaidthat。
\"Anappletreethat’syetalivesawsomething,Isuppose,Ofwhatitwasthathappenedthere,andwhatnomortalknows。
Someoneonthemountainheardfaroffamastershriek,Andthentherewasalightthatshowedthewayformentoseek。
\"Wefounditinthemorningwithanironbarbehind,Andtherewerechainsaroundit;butnosearchcouldeverfind,Eitherintheashesthatwereleft,oranywhere,AsigntotellofwhoorwhathadbeenwithStaffordthere。
\"Staffordwasalikelymanwithideasofhisown——
ThoughIcouldneverlikethekindthatlikestolivealone;
Andwhenyoumet,youfoundhiseyeswerealwaysonyourshoes,Asiftheydidthetalkingwhenheaskedyouforthenews。
\"That’sall,myson。WereItotalkforhalfahundredyearsI’dneverclearawayfromtherethecloudthatneverclears。
Weburiedwhatwasleftofit,——thebar,too,andthechains;
Andonlyfortheappletreethere’snothingthatremains。\"
FortyyearsagoitwasIheardtheoldmansay,\"That’sall,myson。\"——AndhereagainIfindtheplaceto-day,Desertedandtoldonlybythetreethatknowsthemost,Andovergrownwithgolden-rodasiftherewerenoghost。
Hillcrest(ToMrs。EdwardMacDowell)
NosoundofanystormthatshakesOldislandwallswitholderseasComesherewherenowSeptembermakesAnislandinaseaoftrees。
BetweenthesunlightandtheshadeAmanmaylearntillheforgetsTheroaringofaworldremade,Andallhisruinsandregrets;
AndifhestillremembersherePoorfightshemayhavewonorlost,——
IfheberiddenwiththefearOfwhatsomeotherfightmaycost,——
If,eagertoconfusetoosoon,Whathehasknownwithwhatmaybe,HereadsaplanetoutoftuneForcauseofhisjarredharmony,——
IfhereheventuretounrollHisindexofadagios,AndhebegiventoconsoleHumanitywithwhatheknows,——
HemaybycontemplationlearnAlittlemorethanwhatheknew,AndevenseegreatoaksreturnToacornsoutofwhichtheygrew。
Hemay,ifhebutlistenwell,Throughtwilightandthesilencehere,BetoldwhattherearenonemaytellTovanity’simpatientear;
AndhemayneverdareagainSaywhatawaitshim,orbesureWhatsunlitlabyrinthofpainHemaynotenterandendure。
Whoknowsto-dayfromyesterdayMaylearntocountnothingtoostrange:
LovebuildsofwhatTimetakesaway,TillDeathitselfislessthanChange。
WhoseesenoughinhisduressMaygoasfarasdreamshavegone;
WhoseesalittlemaydolessThanmanywhoareblindhavedone;
WhoseesunchastenedherethesoulTriumphanthasnoothersightThanhasachildwhoseesthewholeWorldradiantwithhisowndelight。
FarjourneysandhardwanderingAwaithiminwhosecrudesurmisePeace,likeamask,hideseverythingThatisandhasbeenfromhiseyes;
Andallhiswisdomisunfound,OrlikeawebthaterrorweavesOnairyloomsthathaveasoundNoloudernowthanfallingleaves。
OldKingColeInTilburyTowndidOldKingColeAwiseoldageanticipate,Desiring,withhispipeandbowl,NoKhan’sextravagantestate。
Nocrownannoyedhishonesthead,Nofiddlersthreewerecalledorneeded;
FortwodisastrousheirsinsteadMademusicmorethaneverthreedid。
BereftofherwithwhomhislifeWasharmonywithoutaflaw,Hetooknootherforawife,Norsighedforanythathesaw;
Andifhedoubtedhistwosons,Andheirs,AlexisandEvander,HemighthavebeenasdoubtfulonceOfRobertBurnsandAlexander。
Alexis,inhisearlyyouth,Begantosteal——fromoldandyoung。
LikewiseEvander,andthetruthWaslikeabadtasteonhistongue。
Bornthievesandliars,theiraffairSeemedonlytobetarredwithevil——
ThemostinsufferablepairOfscampsthatevercheeredthedevil。
Theworldwenton,theirfamewenton,Andtheywenton——frombadtoworse;
Till,goadedhotwithnothingdone,Andeachaccoutredwithacurse,ThefriendsofOldKingCole,bytwos,Andfours,andsevens,andelevens,PronouncedunalterableviewsOfdoingsthatwerenotofheaven’s。
AndhavinglearnedagainwherebyTheirbalefulzealhadcomeabout,KingColemetmanyawrathfuleyeSokindlythatitswrathwentout——
Orpartlyout。Saywhattheywould,Heseemedthemoretocourttheircandor;
ButnevertoldwhatkindofgoodWasinAlexisandEvander。
AndOldKingCole,withmanyapuffThathaloedhisurbanity,Wouldsmoketillhehadsmokedenough,Andlistenmostattentively。
HebeamedaswithaninwardlightThathadtheLord’sassuranceinit;
Andonceamanwasthereallnight,Expectingsomethingeveryminute。
Butwhetherfromtoolittlethought,Ortoomuchfealtytothebowl,AdimrewardwasallhegotForsittingupwithOldKingCole。
\"Thoughmine,\"thefathermusedaloud,\"ArenotthesonsIwouldhavechosen,ShallI,lessevillyendowed,Bytheirinfirmitybefrozen?
\"They’llhaveabadend,I’llagree,ButIwasneverborntogroan;
ForIcanseewhatIcansee,AndI’maccordinglyalone。
Withopenheartandopendoor,Ilovemyfriends,Ilikemyneighbors;
ButifItrytotellyoumore,Yourdoubtswillovermatchmylabors。
\"Thispipewouldnevermakemecalm,Thisbowlmygriefwouldneverdrown。
ForgrieflikeminethereisnobalmInGilead,orinTilburyTown。
AndifIseewhatIcansee,Iknownotanywaytoblindit;
NormoreifanywaymaybeForyoutogropeorflytofindit。
\"Theremayberoomforruinyet,Andashesforawastedlove;
Or,likeOnewhomyoumayforget,Imayhavemeatyouknownotof。
AndifI’dratherlivethanweepMeanwhile,doyoufindthatsurprising?
Why,blessmysoul,theman’sasleep!
That’sgood。Thesunwillsoonberising。\"
BenJonsonEntertainsaManfromStratfordYouareafriendthen,asImakeitout,OfourmanShakespeare,whoaloneofusWillputanass’sheadinFairylandAshewouldaddashillingtomoreshillings,Allmostharmonious,——andoutofhisMiraculousinviolableincreaseFillsIlion,Rome,oranytownyoulikeOfoldentimewithtimelessEnglishmen;
AndImustwonderwhatyouthinkofhim——
AllyoudowntherewhereyoursmallAvonflowsByStratford,andwhereyou’reanAlderman。
Some,foraguess,wouldhavehimridingbackTobeafarrierthere,orsayadyer;
Ormaybeoneofyouradeptsurveyors;
Orlikeenoughthewizardofalltanners。
Notyou——nofearofthat;forIdiscernInyouakindlingoftheflamethatsaves——
Thenimbleelement,thetruephlogiston;
Iseeit,andwastoldofit,moreover,Byourdiscriminatefriendhimself,noother。
Hadyoubeenoneofthesadaverage,Ashewouldhaveit,——meaning,asItakeit,ThesinewandthesolventofourIsland,You’dnotbebuyingbeerforthisTerpander’sApprovedandestimatedfriendBenJonson;
He’dneverfoistitasapartofhisContingententertainmentofatownsmanWhilehegoesoffrehearsing,ashemust,IfheshalleverbetheDukeofStratford。
Andmywordsarenoshadowonyourtown——
Farfromit;foronetown’saslikeanotherAsallareunlikeLondon。Oh,heknowsit,——
Andthere’stheStratfordinhim;hedeniesit,Andthere’stheShakespeareinhim。So,Godhelphim!
ItellhimheneedsGreek;butneitherGodNorGreekwillhelphim。Nothingwillhelpthatman。
Youseethefateshavegivenhimsomuch,Hemusthaveallorperish,——orlookoutOfLondon,whereheseestoomanylords;
They’repartofhalfwhatailshim:IsupposeThere’snothingfoulerdownamongthedemonsThanwhatitishefeelswhenheremembersThedustandsweatandointmentofhiscallingWithhislordslookingonandlaughingathim。
Kingasheis,hecan’tbekingdefacto,Andthat’saswell,becausehewouldn’tlikeit;
He’dframealowerratingofmenthenThanhehasnow;andafterthatwouldcomeAnabdicationoranapoplexy。
Hecan’tbeking,notevenkingofStratford,——
Thoughhalftheworld,ifnotthewholeofit,MaycrownhimwithacrownthatfitsnokingSaveLordApollo’shomesickemissary:
NotthereonAvon,oronanystreamWhereNaiadsandtheirwhitearmsarenomore,Shallhefindhomeagain。It’salltoobad。
Butthere’sacomfort,forhe’llhavethatHouse——
Thebestyoueversaw;andhe’llbethereAnon,asyou’reanAlderman。GoodGod!
Hemakesmelieawakeo’nightsandlaugh。
Andyouhaveknownhimfromhisorigin,Youtellme;andamostuncommonurchinHemusthavebeentothefewseeingones——
Atrifleterrifying,Idaresay,Discoveringaworldwithhisman’seyes,Quiteasanotherladmightseesomefinches,Ifhelookedhardandhadaneyefornature。
Butthisonehadhiseyesandtheirforetelling,Andhehadyoutofarewith,andwhatelse?
Hemusthavehadafatherandamother——
InfactI’veheardhimsayso——andadog,Asaboyshould,Iventure;andthedog,Mostlikely,wastheonlymanwhoknewhim。
Adog,forallIknow,iswhatheneedsAsmuchasanythingrighthereto-day,Tocounselhimabouthisdisillusions,Oldaches,andparturitionsofwhat’scoming,——
Adogoforders,anemeritus,Towaghistailathimwhenhecomeshome,AndthentoputhispawsuponhiskneesAndsay,\"ForGod’ssake,what’sitallabout?\"
Idon’tknowwhetherheneedsadogornot——
Orwhatheneeds。ItellhimheneedsGreek;
I’lltalkofrulesandAristotlewithhim,Andifhistongue’sathomehe’llsaytothat,\"IhaveyourwordthatAristotleknows,AndyouminethatIdon’tknowAristotle。\"
He’sallatoddswithalltheunities,Andwhat’syetworse,itdoesn’tseemtomatter;
HetreadsalongthroughTime’soldwildernessAsifthetrampofallthecenturiesHadleftnoroads——andtherearenone,forhim;
Hedoesn’tseethem,evenwiththoseeyes,——
Andthat’sapity,orIsayitis。
Accordinglywehavehimaswehavehim——
Goinghisway,thewaythathegoesbest,ApleasantanimalwithnogreatnoiseOrnonsenseanywheretosethimoff——
SaveonlydiversandinclementdevilsHavemadeoflatehishearttheirdwellingplace。
AflamehalfreadytoflyoutsometimesAtsomeannoyancemaybefannedupinhim,Butsoonitfalls,andwhenitfallsgoesout;
HeknowshowlittleroomthereisinthereForcrudeandfutileanimosities,Andhowmuchforthejoyofbeingwhole,Andhowmuchforlongsorrowandoldpain。
OnoursidetherearesomewhomaybegivenTogrowoldwonderingwhathethinksofusAndsomeaboveus,whoare,inhiseyes,Abovehimself,——andthat’squiterightandEnglish。
Yetherewesmile,ordisappointthegodsWhomadeitso:thegodshavealwayseyesToseemenscratch;andtheyseeonedownhereWhoitches,manor-bittentothebone,Albeitheknowshimself——yes,yes,heknows——
ThelordofmorethanEnglandandofmoreThanalltheseasofEnglandinalltimeShalleverwash。D’yewonderthatIlaugh?
Heseesme,andhedoesn’tseemtocare;
Andwhythedevilshouldhe?Ican’ttellyou。
I’llmeethimoutaloneofabrightSunday,Trim,ratherspruce,andquitethegentleman。
\"Whatho,mylord!\"sayI。Hedoesn’thearme;
WhereforeIhavetopauseandlookathim。
He’snotenormous,butonelooksathim。
Alittleontheroundifyouinsist,Fornow,Godsavethemark,he’sgrowingold;
He’sfiveandforty,andtohearhimtalkThesedaysyou’dcallhimeighty;thenyou’daddMoreyearstothat。He’soldenoughtobeThefatherofaworld,andsoheis。
\"Ben,you’reascholar,what’sthetimeofday?\"
Sayshe;andthereshinesoutofhimagainAnagedlightthathasnoageorstation——
Themysterythat’shis——amischievousHalf-madserenitythatlaughsatfameForbeingwonsoeasy,andatfriendsWholaughathimforwhathewantsthemost,AndforhisdukedomdowninWarwickshire;——
Bywhichyouseewe’reallalittlejealous……
PoorGreene!IfearthecolorofhisnameWasevenasthatofhisascendingsoul;
Andhewasonewheretherearemanyothers,——
Somescriveningtotheendagainsttheirfate,Theirpuppetsallininkandalltodiethere;
AndsomewithhandsthatoncewouldshadeaneyeThatscannedEuripidesandAeschylusWillreachbythistimeforapot-housemopToslushtheirfirstandlastofroyalties。
Poordevils!andtheyallplaytohishand;
ForsoitwasinAthensandoldRome。
Butthat’snothereorthere;I’vewanderedoff。
Greenedoesit,orI’mcareful。Where’sthatboy?
Yes,he’llgobacktoStratford。Andwe’llmisshim?
Dearsir,there’llbenoLondonherewithouthim。
We’llallberiding,oneofthesefinedays,Downtheretoseehim——andhiswifewon’tlikeus;
Andthenwe’llthinkofwhatheneversaidOfwomen——which,iftakenallinallWithwhathedidsay,wouldbuymanyhorses。
Thoughnowadayshe’snotsomuchforwomen:
\"Sofewofthem,\"hesays,\"areworththeguessing。\"
Butthere’saworkatworkwhenhesaysthat,AndwhilehesaysitonefeelsintheairAdealofcircumambienthocus-pocus。
They’vehadhimdancingtillhistoesweretender,Andhecanfeel’emnow,comechillyrains。
There’snolongcryforgoingintoit,However,andwedon’tknowmuchaboutit。
TheFittonthingwasworstofall,Ifancy;
AndyouinStratford,likemosthereinLondon,Havemorenowinthe`Sonnets’thanyoupaidfor;
He’sputhertherewithallherpoisonon,TomakeasingingfictionofashadowThat’sinhislifeafact,andalwayswillbe。
Butshe’snocareofours,thoughTime,Ifear,WillhaveamorereverberantadoAboutherthanaboutanotheroneWhoseemstohavedecoyedhim,marriedhim,AndsenthimscuttlingonhiswaytoLondon,——
Withmuchalreadylearned,andmoretolearn,Andmoretofollow。Lord!howIseehimnow,Pretending,maybetrying,tobelikeus。
Whateverhemayhavemeant,weneverhadhim;
Hefailedus,orescaped,orwhatyouwill,——
Andtherewasthatabouthim(Godknowswhat,——
We’dflayedanotherhadhetrieditonus)
ThatmadeasmanyofusashadwitsMorefondofallhiseasydistancesThanoneanother’snoiseandclap-your-shoulder。
Butthinkyounot,myfriend,he’dnevertalk!
Talk?Hewaseldritchatit;andwelistened——
TherebyacquiringmuchweknewbeforeAboutourselves,andhithertohadheldIrrelevant,ornotprimetothepurpose。
Andthereweresome,ofcourse,andtherebenow,DisorderedandreducedamazedlyToresignationbythemysticsealOfyoungfinalitythegodshadlaidOneverythingthatmadehimayoungdemon;
AndoneortwoshotlooksathimalreadyAshehadbeentheirexecutioner;
Andonceortwicehewas,notknowingit,——
Orknowing,beingsorryforpoorclayAndsayingnothing……Yet,forallhisengines,You’llmeetathousandofanafternoonWhostrutandsunthemselvesandseearound’emAworldmadeoutofmorethathasareasonThanhis,Iswear,thatheseeshereto-day;
ThoughhemayscarcelygiveaFoolanexitButwemarkhowheseesineverythingAlawthat,givenwefloutitoncetoooften,Bringsfireandirondownonournakedheads。
Tomeitlooksasifthepowerthatmadehim,Forfearofgivingallthingstoonecreature,Leftoutthefirst,——faith,innocence,illusion,Whatever’tisthatkeepsusouto’Bedlam,——
Andthereby,forhistooconsumingvision,Empoweredhimoutofnature;thoughtoseehim,You’dneverguesswhat’sgoingoninsidehim。
He’llbreakoutsomedaylikeakegofaleWithtoomuchindependentfrenzyinit;
Andallforcellaringwhatheknowswon’tkeep,Andwhathe’dbestforget——butthathecan’t。
You’llhaveit,andhavemorethanI’mforetelling;
Andthere’llbesucharoaringattheGlobeAsneverstunnedthebleedinggladiators。
He’llhavetochangethecolorofitshairAbit,fornowhecallsitCleopatra。
BlackhairwouldneverdoforCleopatra。
ButyouandIarenotyettwooldwomen,Andyou’reamanofoffice。WhathedoesIsmoretoyouthanhowitishedoesit,——
Andthat’swhattheLordGodhasnevertoldhim。
Theyworktogether,andtheDevilhelps’em;
Theydoitofamorning,orifnot,Theydoitofanight;inwhicheventHe’speevishofamorning。Heseemsold;
He’snottheproperstomachorthesleep——
Andthey’retwosovranagentstoconservehimAgainstthefieryartthathasnomercyButwhat’sinthatprodigiousgrandnewHouse。
IgathersomethinghappeninginhisboyhoodFulfilledhimwithaboy’sdeterminationTomakeallStratford’wareofhim。Well,well,Ihopeatlasthe’llhavehisjoyofit,Andallhispigsandsheepandbellowingbeeves,Andfrogsandowlsandunicorns,moreover,Belessthanhelltohisattendantears。
Oh,pastadoubtwe’llallgodowntoseehim。
Hemaybewise。WithLondontwodaysoff,Downtheresomewindofheavenmayyetrevivehim;
Butthere’snoquickeningbreathfromanywhereShallmakeofhimagainthepoisedyoungfaunFromWarwickshire,who’dmade,itseems,alreadyAlegendofhimselfbeforeIcameToblinkbeforethelastofhisfirstlightning。
Whatevertherebe,they’llbenomoreofthat;
ThecomingonofhisoldmonsterTimeHasmadehimastillman;andhehasdreamsWerefairtothinkononce,andallfoundhollow。
HeknowshowmuchofwhatmenpaintthemselvesWouldblisterinthelightofwhattheyare;
HeseeshowmuchofwhatwasgreatnowsharesAneminencetransformedandordinary;
HeknowstoomuchofwhattheworldhashushedInothers,tobeloudnowforhimself;
HeknowsnowatwhatheightlowenemiesMayreachhisheart,andhighfriendslethimfall;
ButwhatnotevensuchashemayknowBedevilshimtheworst:hislarkmaysingAtheaven’sgatehowhewill,andforaslongAsjoymaylisten;butHEseesnogate,SaveonewhereatthespentclaywaitsalittleBeforethechurchyardhasit,andtheworm。
Notlongago,lateinanafternoon,IcameonhimunseendownLambethway,AndonmylifeIwasafear’dofhim:
HegloomedandmumbledlikeasoulfromTophet,Hishandsbehindhimandhisheadbentsolemn。
\"Whatisitnow,\"saidI,——\"anotherwoman?\"
Thatmadehimsorryforme,andhesmiled。
\"No,Ben,\"hemused;\"it’sNothing。It’sallNothing。
Wecome,wego;andwhenwe’redone,we’redone;
Spidersandflies——we’remostlyoneort’other——
Wecome,wego;andwhenwe’redone,we’redone。\"
\"ByGod,yousingthatsongasifyouknewit!\"
SaidI,bywayofcheeringhim;\"whatailsye?\"
\"IthinkImusthavecomedownheretothink,\"
Sayshetothat,andpullshislittlebeard;
\"Yourflywillserveaswellasanybody,Andwhat’shishour?Heflies,andflies,andflies,Andinhisfly’smindhasabraveappearance;
Andthenyourspidergetshiminhernet,Andeatshimout,andhangshimuptodry。
That’sNature,thekindmotherofusall。
Andthenyourslatternhousemaidswingsherbroom,Andwhere’syourspider?Andthat’sNature,also。
It’sNature,andit’sNothing。It’sallNothing。
It’sallaworldwherebugsandemperorsGosingularlybacktothesamedust,Eachinhistime;andtheold,orderedstarsThatsangtogether,Ben,willsingthesameOldstaveto-morrow。\"
Whenhetalkslikethat,There’snothingforahumanmantodoButleadhimtosomegratefulnooklikethisWherewebenow,andtheretomakehimdrink。
He’lldrink,forloveofme,andthenbesick;
Asadsignalwaysinamanofparts,Andalwaysveryominous。ThegreatShouldbeaslargeinliquorasinlove,——
Andourgreatfriendisnotsolargeineither:
Onedisaffectshim,andtheotherfailshim;
Whatsohedrinksthathasananticinit,He’swonderingwhat’stopayinhisinsides;
AndwhilehiseyesareontheCyprianHe’sfribblingallthetimewiththatdamnedHouse。
Welaughhereathisthrift,butafterallItmaybethriftthatsaveshimfromthedevil;
Godgaveit,anyhow,——andwe’llsupposeHeknewthecompoundofhishandiwork。
To-daythecloudsarewithhim,butanonHe’lloutof’emenoughtoshakethetreeOflifeitselfandbringdownfruitunheard-of,——
And,throwinginthebruisedandwholetogether,Prepareawinetomakeusdrunkwithwonder;
Andifhelive,there’llbeasunsetspellThrownoverhimasoveraglassedlakeThatyesterdaywasallablackwildwater。
Godsendhelivetogiveus,ifnomore,Whatnow’sa-rampageinhim,andexhibit,Withadecenthalf-allegiancetotheagesAnearnestofatleastacasualeyeTurnedonceonwhatheowestoGutenberg,AndtothefealtyofmorecenturiesThanareasyetapictureinourvision。
\"There’stimeenough,——I’lldoitwhenI’mold,Andwe’reimmortalmen,\"hesaystothat;
Andthenhesaystome,\"Ben,what’s`immortal’?
ThinkyoubyanyforceofordinationItmaybenothingofasortmorenoisyThanasmalloblivionofcomponentashesThatofadream-addictedworldwasonceAmovingatomymuchlikeyourfriendhere?\"
Nothingwillhelpthatman。Tomakehimlaugh,Isaidthenhewasamadmountebank,——
AndbytheLordInearermadehimcry。
Icouldhaveeataneftthen,onmyknees,Tail,claws,andallofhim;forIhadstungThekingofmen,whohadnostingforme,AndIhadhurthiminhismemories;
AndIsaynow,asIshallsayagain,Ilovethemanthissideidolatry。
He’lldoitwhenhe’sold,hesays。Iwonder。
Hemaynotbesoancientasallthat。
Forsuchashe,thethingthatistodoWilldoitself,——butthere’sareckoning;
Thesessionsthatarenowtoomuchhisown,Theroilinginwardofastilledoutside,Thechurningoutofallthoseblood-fedlines,Thenightsofmanyschemesandlittlesleep,Thefullbrainhammeredhotwithtoomuchthinking,Thevexedheartover-wornwithtoomuchaching,——
ThiswearyjanglingofconjoinedaffairsMadeoutofelementsthathavenoend,Andallconfusedatonce,Iunderstand,Isnotwhatmakesamantoliveforever。
Ono,notnow!He’llnotbegoingnow:
There’llbetimeyetforGodknowswhatexplosionsBeforehegoes。He’llstayawhile。Justwait:
JustwaitayearortwoforCleopatra,Forshe’stobeabalsamandacomfort;
Andthat’snotallajapeofminenow,either。
ForgrantedoncetheoldwayofApolloSingsinaman,hemaythen,ifhe’sable,StrikeunafraidwhateverstringshewillUponthelastandwildestofnewlyres;
Noroutofhisnewmagic,thoughithymnTheshrieksofdungeonedhell,shallhecreateAmadnessoragloomtoshutquiteoutAcleavingdaylight,andalastgreatcalmTriumphantovershipwreckandallstorms。
HemighthavegivenAristotlecreeps,Butsurelywouldhavegivenhimhis`katharsis’。
He’llnotbegoingyet。There’stoomuchyetUnsungwithintheman。Butwhenhegoes,I’dstakeyecoino’therealmhisonlycareForaphantomworldhesoundedandfoundwantingWillbeaportionhere,aportionthere,OfthisorthatthingorsomeotherthingThathasapatentandintrinsicalEquivalenceinthoseegregiousshillings。
Andyetheknows,Godhelphim!Tellme,now,IfevertherewasanythingletlooseOnearthbygodsordevilsheretoforeLikethismad,careful,proud,indifferentShakespeare!
Wherewasit,ifiteverwas?Byheaven,’TwasneveryetinRhodesorPergamon——
InThebesorNineveh,athinglikethis!
NothinglikethiswaseveroutofEngland;
Andthatheknows。Iwonderifhecares。
Perhapshedoes……OLord,thatHouseinStratford!
ErosTurannosShefearshim,andwillalwaysaskWhatfatedhertochoosehim;
ShemeetsinhisengagingmaskAllreasonstorefusehim;
ButwhatshemeetsandwhatshefearsArelessthanarethedownwardyears,DrawnslowlytothefoamlessweirsOfage,wereshetolosehim。
BetweenablurredsagacityThatoncehadpowertosoundhim,AndLove,thatwillnotlethimbeTheJudasthatshefoundhim,Herprideassuagesheralmost,Asifitwerealonethecost。——
Heseesthathewillnotbelost,Andwaitsandlooksaroundhim。
AsenseofoceanandoldtreesEnvelopsandallureshim;
Tradition,touchingallhesees,Beguilesandreassureshim;
AndallherdoubtsofwhathesaysAredimmedofwhatsheknowsofdays——
TillevenprejudicedelaysAndfades,andshesecureshim。
ThefallingleafinauguratesThereignofherconfusion;
ThepoundingwavereverberatesThedirgeofherillusion;
Andhome,wherepassionlivedanddied,Becomesaplacewhereshecanhide,WhileallthetownandharborsideVibratewithherseclusion。
Wetellyou,tappingonourbrows,Thestoryasitshouldbe,——
AsifthestoryofahouseWeretold,orevercouldbe;
We’llhavenokindlyveilbetweenHervisionsandthosewehaveseen,——
Asifweguessedwhathershavebeen,Orwhattheyareorwouldbe。
Meanwhilewedonoharm;fortheyThatwithagodhavestriven,Nothearingmuchofwhatwesay,Takewhatthegodhasgiven;
Thoughlikewavesbreakingitmaybe,Orlikeachangedfamiliartree,OrlikeastairwaytotheseaWheredowntheblindaredriven。
OldTrails(WashingtonSquare)
Imethim,asonemeetsaghostortwo,BetweenthegrayArchandtheoldHotel。
\"KingSolomonwasright,there’snothingnew,\"
Saidhe。\"Beholdaruinwhomeantwell。\"
Heledmedownfamiliarstepsagain,Appealingly,andsetmeinachair。
\"Mydreamshaveallcometruetoothermen,\"
Saidhe;\"Godlives,however,andwhycare?
\"Anhouramongtheghostswilldonoharm。\"
Helaughed,andsomethinggladwithinmesank。
Imayhaveeyedhimwithafaintalarm,Fornowhislaughwaslostinwhathedrank。
\"Theychillthingsherewithicefromhell,\"hesaid;
\"Imighthaveknownit。\"AndhemadeafaceThatshowedagainhowmuchofhimwasdead,Andhowmuchwasaliveandoutofplace,Andoutofreach。HeknewaswellasI
ThatallthewordsofwisemenwhoareskilledInusingthemarenotmuchtodefyWhatcomeswhenmemorymeetstheunfulfilled。
WhatevilandinfirmperversityHadbeenatworkwithhimtobringhimback?
Neveramongtheghosts,assuredly,Wouldheoriginateanewattack;
Neveramongtheghosts,oranywhere,Tillwhatwasdeadofhimwasputaway,WouldheattaintohisoffendedshareOfhonoramongothersofhisday。
\"Youponderlikeanowl,\"hesaidatlast;
\"Youalwaysdid,andhereyouhaveacause。
ForI’maconfirmationofthepast,Avengeance,andafloweringofwhatwas。
\"Sorry?Ofcourseyouare,thoughyoucompress,Withevenyourmostimpenetrablefears,AplacidandaproperconsciousnessOfanxiousangelsovermyarrears。
\"IseethemthereagainstmeinabookAslargeashope,ininkthatshinesbynight。
ForsureIsee;butnowI’dratherlookAtyou,andyouarenotapleasantsight。
\"Forbear,forgive。Tenyearsareonmysoul,Andonmyconscience。I’veanincubus:
Myonedistinction,andaparloustollToglory;buthopelivesonclamorous。
\"’Twashope,thoughheavenIgrantyouknowsofwhat——
Thekindthatblinksandriseswhenitfalls,Whetheritseesareasonwhyornot——
ThatheardBroadway’shard-throatedsiren-calls;
\"’TwashopethatbroughtmethroughDecemberstorms,ToshoresagainwhereI’llnothavetobeAlonelymanwithonlyforeignwormsTocheerhiminhislastobscurity。
\"ButwhatitwasthathurriedmedownhereTobeamongtheghosts,Ileavetoyou。