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  TothememoryofWILLIAMEDWARDBUTLER

  SeveralofthepoemsincludedinthisbookarereprintedfromAmericanperiodicals,asfollows:\"TheGiftofGod\",\"OldKingCole\",\"AnotherDarkLady\",and\"TheUnforgiven\";

  \"Flammonde\"and\"ThePoorRelation\";\"TheClingingVine\";

  \"ErosTurannos\"and\"Bokardo\";\"TheVoiceofAge\";\"Cassandra\";

  \"TheBurningBook\";\"Theophilus\";\"BenJonsonEntertainsaManfromStratford\"。

  ContentsFlammondeTheGiftofGodTheClingingVineCassandraJohnGorhamStafford’sCabinHillcrestOldKingColeBenJonsonEntertainsaManfromStratfordErosTurannosOldTrailsTheUnforgivenTheophilusVeteranSirensSiegePerilousAnotherDarkLadyTheVoiceofAgeTheDarkHouseThePoorRelationTheBurningBookFragmentLisetteandEileenLlewellynandtheTreeBewickFinzerBokardoTheManagainsttheSky——————————————————————-

  TheManagainsttheSky——————————————————————-

  FlammondeThemanFlammonde,fromGodknowswhere,Withfirmaddressandforeignair,WithnewsofnationsinhistalkAndsomethingroyalinhiswalk,Withglintofironinhiseyes,Butneverdoubt,noryetsurprise,Appeared,andstayed,andheldhisheadAsonebykingsaccredited。

  Erect,withhisalertreposeAbouthim,andabouthisclothes,HepicturedalltraditionhearsOfwhatweowetofiftyyears。

  HiscleansingheritageoftasteParadedneitherwantnorwaste;

  AndwhatheneededforhisfeeTolive,heborrowedgraciously。

  Henevertolduswhathewas,Orwhatmischance,orothercause,HadbanishedhimfrombetterdaysToplaythePrinceofCastaways。

  MeanwhileheplayedsurpassingwellApart,formost,unplayable;

  Infine,onepauses,halfafraidTosayforcertainthatheplayed。

  Forthat,onemayaswellforegoConvictionastoyesorno;

  NorcanIsayjusthowintenseWouldthenhavebeenthedifferenceToseveral,who,havingstrivenInvaintogetwhathewasgiven,WouldseethestrangertakenonByfriendsnoteasytobewon。

  Moreover,manyamalcontentHesoothedandfoundmunificent;

  HiscourtesybeguiledandfoiledSuspicionthathisyearsweresoiled;

  Hismiendistinguishedanycrowd,Hiscreditstrengthenedwhenhebowed;

  Andwomen,youngandold,werefondOflookingatthemanFlammonde。

  TherewasawomaninourtownOnwhomthefashionwastofrown;

  ButwhileourtalkrenewedthetingeOfalong-fadedscarletfringe,ThemanFlammondesawnoneofthat,Andwhathesawwewonderedat——

  Thatnoneofus,inherdistress,Couldhideorfindourlittleness。

  TherewasaboythatallagreedHadshutwithinhimtherareseedOflearning。Wecouldunderstand,Butnoneofuscouldliftahand。

  ThemanFlammondeappraisedtheyouth,Andtoldafewofusthetruth;

  Andthereby,foralittlegold,Afloweredfuturewasunrolled。

  ThereweretwocitizenswhofoughtForyearsandyears,andovernought;

  Theymadelifeawkwardfortheirfriends,Andshortenedtheirowndividends。

  ThemanFlammondesaidwhatwaswrongShouldbemaderight;norwasitlongBeforetheywereagaininline,Andhadeachotherintodine。

  AndtheseImentionarebutfourOfmanyoutofmanymore。

  Somuchforthem。Butwhatofhim——

  Sofirmineverylookandlimb?

  WhatsmallsatanicsortofkinkWasinhisbrain?WhatbrokenlinkWithheldhimfromthedestiniesThatcamesoneartobeinghis?

  Whatwashe,whenwecametosiftHismeaning,andtonotethedriftOfincommunicablewaysThatmakeusponderwhilewepraise?

  WhywasitthathischarmrevealedSomehowthesurfaceofashield?

  Whatwasitthatwenevercaught?

  Whatwashe,andwhatwashenot?

  HowmuchitwasofhimwemetWecannoteverknow;noryetShallallhegaveusquiteatoneForwhatwashis,andhisalone;

  Norneedwenow,sinceheknewbest,Nourishanethicalunrest:

  RarelyatoncewillnaturegiveThepowertobeFlammondeandlive。

  WecannotknowhowmuchwelearnFromthosewhoneverwillreturn,UntilaflashofunforeseenRemembrancefallsonwhathasbeen。

  We’veeachadarkeninghilltoclimb;

  Andthisiswhy,fromtimetotimeInTilburyTown,welookbeyondHorizonsforthemanFlammonde。

  TheGiftofGodBlessedwithajoythatonlysheOfallaliveshalleverknow,ShewearsaproudhumilityForwhatitwasthatwilleditso,——

  ThatherdegreeshouldbesogreatAmongthefavoredoftheLordThatshemayscarcelybeartheweightOfherbewilderingreward。

  Asoneapart,immune,alone,Orfeaturedfortheshiningones,AndliketononethatshehasknownOfotherwomen’sothersons,——

  Thefirmfruitionofherneed,Heshinesanointed;andheblursHervision,tillitseemsindeedAsacrilegetocallhimhers。

  ShefearsalittleforsomuchOfwhatisbest,andhardlydaresTothinkofhimasonetotouchWithaches,indignities,andcares;

  Sheseeshimratheratthegoal,Stillshining;andherdreamforetellsThepropershiningofasoulWherenothingordinarydwells。

  PerchanceacanvassofthetownWouldfindhimfarfromflagsandshouts,AndleavehimonlytherenownOfmanysmilesandmanydoubts;

  PerchancethecrudeandcommontongueWouldhavocstrangelywithhisworth;

  Butshe,withinnocenceunwrung,Wouldreadhisnamearoundtheearth。

  Andothers,knowinghowthisyouthWouldshine,iflovecouldmakehimgreat,WhencaughtandtorturedforthetruthWouldonlywritheandhesitate;

  Whileshe,arrangingforhisdaysWhatcenturiescouldnotfulfill,Transmuteshimwithherfaithandpraise,Andhashimshiningwhereshewill。

  Shecrownshimwithhergratefulness,Andsaysagainthatlifeisgood;

  AndshouldthegiftofGodbelessInhimthaninhermotherhood,Hisfame,thoughvague,willnotbesmall,Asupwardthroughherdreamhefares,HalfcloudedwithacrimsonfallOfrosesthrownonmarblestairs。

  TheClingingVine\"Becalm?AndwasIfrantic?

  You’llhavemelaughingsoon。

  I’mcalmasthisAtlantic,Andquietasthemoon;

  ImayhavespokenfasterThanonce,inotherdays;

  ForI’venomoreamaster,Andnow——`Becalm,’hesays。

  \"Fearnot,fearnocommotion,——

  I’llbeasrocksandsand;

  ThemoonandstarsandoceanWillenvymycommand;

  NocreaturecouldbestillerInanykindofplaceThanI……No,I’llnotkillher;

  Herdeathisinherface。

  \"Behappywhileshehasit,Forshe’llnothaveitlong;

  Ayear,andthenyou’llpassit,Preparinganewsong。

  AndI’mafoolforpratingOfwhatayearmaybring,WhenmorelikeherarewaitingFormorelikeyoutosing。

  \"Youmockmewithdenial,Youmeantocallmehard?

  YouseenoroomfortrialWhenallmydoorsarebarred?

  Yousay,andyou’dsaydying,ThatIdreamwhatIknow;

  Andsighing,anddenying,You’dholdmyhandandgo。

  \"Youscowl——andIdon’twonder;

  Ispoketoofastagain;

  Butyou’llforgiveoneblunder,Foryouarelikemostmen:

  Youare,——orsoyou’vetoldme,Somanymortaltimes,ThatheavenoughtnottoholdmeAccountableforcrimes。

  \"Becalm?WasIunpleasant?

  ThenI’llbemorediscreet,Andgrantyou,forthepresent,Thebalmofmydefeat:

  Whatshe,withallherstriving,Couldnothavebroughtabout,You’vedone。YourowncontrivingHasputthelastlightout。

  \"Ifshewerethewholestory,Ifworsewerenotbehind,I’dcreepwithyoutoglory,BelievingIwasblind;

  I’dcreep,andgoonseemingTobewhatIdespise。

  Youlaugh,andsayI’mdreaming,Andallyourlaughsarelies。

  \"Arewomenmad?Afeware,Andifit’strueyousay——

  Ifmostmenareasyouare——

  We’llallbemadsomeday。

  Becalm——andletmefinish;

  There’smoreforyoutoknow。

  I’lltalkwhileyoudiminish,Andlistenwhileyougrow。

  \"TherewasamanwhomarriedBecausehecouldn’tsee;

  AndallhisdayshecarriedThemarkofhisdegree。

  Butyou——youcameclear-sighted,Andfoundtruthinmyeyes;

  Andallmywrongsyou’verightedWithlies,andlies,andlies。

  \"You’vekilledthelastassuranceThatoncewouldhavemestriveTorouseanoldenduranceThatisnomorealive。

  ItmakestwopeoplechillyTosaywhatwehavesaid,Butyou——you’llnotbesillyAndwrangleforthedead。

  \"Youdon’t?Youneverwrangle?

  Whyscoldthen,——orcomplain?

  MorewordswillonlymangleWhatyou’vealreadyslain。

  Yourprideyoucan’tsurrender?

  Myname——forthatyoufear?

  Sincewhenweremensotender,Andhonorsosevere?

  \"Nomore——I’llneverbearit。

  I’mgoing。I’mlikeice。

  Myburden?Youwouldshareit?

  Forbidthesacrifice!

  Forgetsoquaintanotion,Andletnomorebetold;

  FormoonandstarsandoceanAndyouandIarecold。\"

  CassandraIheardonewhosaid:\"Verily,WhatwordhaveIforchildrenhere?

  YourDollarisyouronlyWord,Thewrathofityouronlyfear。

  \"YoubuilditaltarstallenoughTomakeyousee,butyouareblind;

  YoucannotleaveitlongenoughTolookbeforeyouorbehind。

  \"WhenReasonbeckonsyoutopause,Youlaughandsaythatyouknowbest;

  Butwhatitisyouknow,youkeepAsdarkasingotsinachest。

  \"Youlaughandanswer,`Weareyoung;

  Oleaveusnow,andletusgrow。’——

  NotaskinghowmuchmoreofthisWillTimeendureorFatebestow。

  \"BecauseafewcomplacentyearsHavemadeyourperilofyourpride,ThinkyouthatyouaretogoonForeverpamperedanduntried?

  \"Whatlosteclipseofhistory,Whatbivouacofthemarchingstars,HasgiventhesignforyoutoseeMillenniumsandlastgreatwars?

  \"WhatunrecordedoverthrowOfalltheworldhaseverknown,Oreverbeen,hasmadeitselfSoplaintoyou,andyoualone?

  \"YourDollar,DoveandEaglemakeATrinitythatevenyouRatehigherthanyourateyourselves;

  Itpays,itflatters,andit’snew。

  \"AndthoughyourveryfleshandbloodBewhatyourEagleeatsanddrinks,You’llpraisehimforthebestofbirds,NotknowingwhattheEaglethinks。

  \"Thepowerisyours,butnotthesight;

  Youseenotuponwhatyoutread;

  Youhavetheagesforyourguide,Butnotthewisdomtobeled。

  \"ThinkyoutotreadforeverdownThemercilessoldverities?

  AndareyounevertohaveeyesToseetheworldforwhatitis?

  \"AreyoutopayforwhatyouhaveWithallyouare?\"——NootherwordWecaught,butwithalaughingcrowdMovedon。Noneheeded,andfewheard。

  JohnGorham\"Tellmewhatyou’redoingoverhere,JohnGorham,Sighinghardandseemingtobesorrywhenyou’renot;

  Makemelaughorletmegonow,forlongfacesinthemoonlightAreasignformetosayagainawordthatyouforgot。\"——

  \"I’moverheretotellyouwhatthemoonalreadyMayhavesaidormaybeshoutedeversinceayearago;

  I’moverheretotellyouwhatyouare,JaneWayland,Andtomakeyourathersorry,Ishouldsay,forbeingso。\"——

  \"Tellmewhatyou’resayingtomenow,JohnGorham,Oryou’llneverseeasmuchofmeasribbonsanymore;

  I’llvanishinasmanywaysasIhavetoesandfingers,Andyou’llnotfollowfarforonewhereflockshavebeenbefore。\"——

  \"I’msorrynowyouneversawtheflocks,JaneWayland,Butyou’retheonetomakeofthemasmanyasyouneed。

  Andthenaboutthevanishing。It’sIwhomeantovanish;

  AndwhenI’mherenolongeryou’llbedonewithmeindeed。\"——

  \"That’sawaytotellmewhatIam,JohnGorham!

  HowamItoknowmyselfuntilImakeyousmile?

  Trytolookasifthemoonweremakingfacesatyou,Andalittlemoreasifyoumeanttostayalittlewhile。\"——

  \"Youarewhatitisthatoverrose-blowngardensMakesaprettyflutterforaseasoninthesun;

  Youarewhatitisthatwithamouse,JaneWayland,Catcheshimandletshimgoandeatshimupforfun。\"——

  \"SureInevertookyouforamouse,JohnGorham;

  Allyousayiseasy,butsofarfrombeingtrueThatIwishyouwouldn’teverbeagaintheonetothinkso;

  Foritisn’tcatsandbutterfliesthatIwouldbetoyou。\"——

  \"Allyourlittleanimalsareinonepicture——

  OneI’vehadbeforemesinceayearagoto-night;

  Andthepicturewheretheylivewillbeofyou,JaneWayland,Tillyoufindawaytokillthemortokeepthemoutofsight。\"——

  \"Won’tyoueverseemeasIam,JohnGorham,LeavingoutthefoolishnessandallInevermeant?

  Somewhereinmethere’sawoman,ifyouknowthewaytofindher。

  WillyoulikemeanybetterifIproveitandrepent?\"

  \"IdoubtifIshalleverhavethetime,JaneWayland;

  AndIdaresayallthismoonlightlyingroundusmightaswellFallfornothingontheshardsofbrokenurnsthatareforgotten,Asontwothathavenolongermuchofanythingtotell。\"

  Stafford’sCabinOncetherewasacabinhere,andoncetherewasaman;

  Andsomethinghappenedherebeforemymemorybegan。

  TimehasmadethetwoofthemthefuelofoneflameAndallwehaveofthemisnowalegendandaname。

  AllIhavetosayiswhatanoldmansaidtome,Andthatwouldseemtobeasmuchastherewilleverbe。

  \"Fiftyyearsagoitwaswefounditwhereitsat。\"——

  AndfortyyearsagoitwasoldArchibaldsaidthat。

  \"Anappletreethat’syetalivesawsomething,Isuppose,Ofwhatitwasthathappenedthere,andwhatnomortalknows。

  Someoneonthemountainheardfaroffamastershriek,Andthentherewasalightthatshowedthewayformentoseek。

  \"Wefounditinthemorningwithanironbarbehind,Andtherewerechainsaroundit;butnosearchcouldeverfind,Eitherintheashesthatwereleft,oranywhere,AsigntotellofwhoorwhathadbeenwithStaffordthere。

  \"Staffordwasalikelymanwithideasofhisown——

  ThoughIcouldneverlikethekindthatlikestolivealone;

  Andwhenyoumet,youfoundhiseyeswerealwaysonyourshoes,Asiftheydidthetalkingwhenheaskedyouforthenews。

  \"That’sall,myson。WereItotalkforhalfahundredyearsI’dneverclearawayfromtherethecloudthatneverclears。

  Weburiedwhatwasleftofit,——thebar,too,andthechains;

  Andonlyfortheappletreethere’snothingthatremains。\"

  FortyyearsagoitwasIheardtheoldmansay,\"That’sall,myson。\"——AndhereagainIfindtheplaceto-day,Desertedandtoldonlybythetreethatknowsthemost,Andovergrownwithgolden-rodasiftherewerenoghost。

  Hillcrest(ToMrs。EdwardMacDowell)

  NosoundofanystormthatshakesOldislandwallswitholderseasComesherewherenowSeptembermakesAnislandinaseaoftrees。

  BetweenthesunlightandtheshadeAmanmaylearntillheforgetsTheroaringofaworldremade,Andallhisruinsandregrets;

  AndifhestillremembersherePoorfightshemayhavewonorlost,——

  IfheberiddenwiththefearOfwhatsomeotherfightmaycost,——

  If,eagertoconfusetoosoon,Whathehasknownwithwhatmaybe,HereadsaplanetoutoftuneForcauseofhisjarredharmony,——

  IfhereheventuretounrollHisindexofadagios,AndhebegiventoconsoleHumanitywithwhatheknows,——

  HemaybycontemplationlearnAlittlemorethanwhatheknew,AndevenseegreatoaksreturnToacornsoutofwhichtheygrew。

  Hemay,ifhebutlistenwell,Throughtwilightandthesilencehere,BetoldwhattherearenonemaytellTovanity’simpatientear;

  AndhemayneverdareagainSaywhatawaitshim,orbesureWhatsunlitlabyrinthofpainHemaynotenterandendure。

  Whoknowsto-dayfromyesterdayMaylearntocountnothingtoostrange:

  LovebuildsofwhatTimetakesaway,TillDeathitselfislessthanChange。

  WhoseesenoughinhisduressMaygoasfarasdreamshavegone;

  WhoseesalittlemaydolessThanmanywhoareblindhavedone;

  WhoseesunchastenedherethesoulTriumphanthasnoothersightThanhasachildwhoseesthewholeWorldradiantwithhisowndelight。

  FarjourneysandhardwanderingAwaithiminwhosecrudesurmisePeace,likeamask,hideseverythingThatisandhasbeenfromhiseyes;

  Andallhiswisdomisunfound,OrlikeawebthaterrorweavesOnairyloomsthathaveasoundNoloudernowthanfallingleaves。

  OldKingColeInTilburyTowndidOldKingColeAwiseoldageanticipate,Desiring,withhispipeandbowl,NoKhan’sextravagantestate。

  Nocrownannoyedhishonesthead,Nofiddlersthreewerecalledorneeded;

  FortwodisastrousheirsinsteadMademusicmorethaneverthreedid。

  BereftofherwithwhomhislifeWasharmonywithoutaflaw,Hetooknootherforawife,Norsighedforanythathesaw;

  Andifhedoubtedhistwosons,Andheirs,AlexisandEvander,HemighthavebeenasdoubtfulonceOfRobertBurnsandAlexander。

  Alexis,inhisearlyyouth,Begantosteal——fromoldandyoung。

  LikewiseEvander,andthetruthWaslikeabadtasteonhistongue。

  Bornthievesandliars,theiraffairSeemedonlytobetarredwithevil——

  ThemostinsufferablepairOfscampsthatevercheeredthedevil。

  Theworldwenton,theirfamewenton,Andtheywenton——frombadtoworse;

  Till,goadedhotwithnothingdone,Andeachaccoutredwithacurse,ThefriendsofOldKingCole,bytwos,Andfours,andsevens,andelevens,PronouncedunalterableviewsOfdoingsthatwerenotofheaven’s。

  AndhavinglearnedagainwherebyTheirbalefulzealhadcomeabout,KingColemetmanyawrathfuleyeSokindlythatitswrathwentout——

  Orpartlyout。Saywhattheywould,Heseemedthemoretocourttheircandor;

  ButnevertoldwhatkindofgoodWasinAlexisandEvander。

  AndOldKingCole,withmanyapuffThathaloedhisurbanity,Wouldsmoketillhehadsmokedenough,Andlistenmostattentively。

  HebeamedaswithaninwardlightThathadtheLord’sassuranceinit;

  Andonceamanwasthereallnight,Expectingsomethingeveryminute。

  Butwhetherfromtoolittlethought,Ortoomuchfealtytothebowl,AdimrewardwasallhegotForsittingupwithOldKingCole。

  \"Thoughmine,\"thefathermusedaloud,\"ArenotthesonsIwouldhavechosen,ShallI,lessevillyendowed,Bytheirinfirmitybefrozen?

  \"They’llhaveabadend,I’llagree,ButIwasneverborntogroan;

  ForIcanseewhatIcansee,AndI’maccordinglyalone。

  Withopenheartandopendoor,Ilovemyfriends,Ilikemyneighbors;

  ButifItrytotellyoumore,Yourdoubtswillovermatchmylabors。

  \"Thispipewouldnevermakemecalm,Thisbowlmygriefwouldneverdrown。

  ForgrieflikeminethereisnobalmInGilead,orinTilburyTown。

  AndifIseewhatIcansee,Iknownotanywaytoblindit;

  NormoreifanywaymaybeForyoutogropeorflytofindit。

  \"Theremayberoomforruinyet,Andashesforawastedlove;

  Or,likeOnewhomyoumayforget,Imayhavemeatyouknownotof。

  AndifI’dratherlivethanweepMeanwhile,doyoufindthatsurprising?

  Why,blessmysoul,theman’sasleep!

  That’sgood。Thesunwillsoonberising。\"

  BenJonsonEntertainsaManfromStratfordYouareafriendthen,asImakeitout,OfourmanShakespeare,whoaloneofusWillputanass’sheadinFairylandAshewouldaddashillingtomoreshillings,Allmostharmonious,——andoutofhisMiraculousinviolableincreaseFillsIlion,Rome,oranytownyoulikeOfoldentimewithtimelessEnglishmen;

  AndImustwonderwhatyouthinkofhim——

  AllyoudowntherewhereyoursmallAvonflowsByStratford,andwhereyou’reanAlderman。

  Some,foraguess,wouldhavehimridingbackTobeafarrierthere,orsayadyer;

  Ormaybeoneofyouradeptsurveyors;

  Orlikeenoughthewizardofalltanners。

  Notyou——nofearofthat;forIdiscernInyouakindlingoftheflamethatsaves——

  Thenimbleelement,thetruephlogiston;

  Iseeit,andwastoldofit,moreover,Byourdiscriminatefriendhimself,noother。

  Hadyoubeenoneofthesadaverage,Ashewouldhaveit,——meaning,asItakeit,ThesinewandthesolventofourIsland,You’dnotbebuyingbeerforthisTerpander’sApprovedandestimatedfriendBenJonson;

  He’dneverfoistitasapartofhisContingententertainmentofatownsmanWhilehegoesoffrehearsing,ashemust,IfheshalleverbetheDukeofStratford。

  Andmywordsarenoshadowonyourtown——

  Farfromit;foronetown’saslikeanotherAsallareunlikeLondon。Oh,heknowsit,——

  Andthere’stheStratfordinhim;hedeniesit,Andthere’stheShakespeareinhim。So,Godhelphim!

  ItellhimheneedsGreek;butneitherGodNorGreekwillhelphim。Nothingwillhelpthatman。

  Youseethefateshavegivenhimsomuch,Hemusthaveallorperish,——orlookoutOfLondon,whereheseestoomanylords;

  They’repartofhalfwhatailshim:IsupposeThere’snothingfoulerdownamongthedemonsThanwhatitishefeelswhenheremembersThedustandsweatandointmentofhiscallingWithhislordslookingonandlaughingathim。

  Kingasheis,hecan’tbekingdefacto,Andthat’saswell,becausehewouldn’tlikeit;

  He’dframealowerratingofmenthenThanhehasnow;andafterthatwouldcomeAnabdicationoranapoplexy。

  Hecan’tbeking,notevenkingofStratford,——

  Thoughhalftheworld,ifnotthewholeofit,MaycrownhimwithacrownthatfitsnokingSaveLordApollo’shomesickemissary:

  NotthereonAvon,oronanystreamWhereNaiadsandtheirwhitearmsarenomore,Shallhefindhomeagain。It’salltoobad。

  Butthere’sacomfort,forhe’llhavethatHouse——

  Thebestyoueversaw;andhe’llbethereAnon,asyou’reanAlderman。GoodGod!

  Hemakesmelieawakeo’nightsandlaugh。

  Andyouhaveknownhimfromhisorigin,Youtellme;andamostuncommonurchinHemusthavebeentothefewseeingones——

  Atrifleterrifying,Idaresay,Discoveringaworldwithhisman’seyes,Quiteasanotherladmightseesomefinches,Ifhelookedhardandhadaneyefornature。

  Butthisonehadhiseyesandtheirforetelling,Andhehadyoutofarewith,andwhatelse?

  Hemusthavehadafatherandamother——

  InfactI’veheardhimsayso——andadog,Asaboyshould,Iventure;andthedog,Mostlikely,wastheonlymanwhoknewhim。

  Adog,forallIknow,iswhatheneedsAsmuchasanythingrighthereto-day,Tocounselhimabouthisdisillusions,Oldaches,andparturitionsofwhat’scoming,——

  Adogoforders,anemeritus,Towaghistailathimwhenhecomeshome,AndthentoputhispawsuponhiskneesAndsay,\"ForGod’ssake,what’sitallabout?\"

  Idon’tknowwhetherheneedsadogornot——

  Orwhatheneeds。ItellhimheneedsGreek;

  I’lltalkofrulesandAristotlewithhim,Andifhistongue’sathomehe’llsaytothat,\"IhaveyourwordthatAristotleknows,AndyouminethatIdon’tknowAristotle。\"

  He’sallatoddswithalltheunities,Andwhat’syetworse,itdoesn’tseemtomatter;

  HetreadsalongthroughTime’soldwildernessAsifthetrampofallthecenturiesHadleftnoroads——andtherearenone,forhim;

  Hedoesn’tseethem,evenwiththoseeyes,——

  Andthat’sapity,orIsayitis。

  Accordinglywehavehimaswehavehim——

  Goinghisway,thewaythathegoesbest,ApleasantanimalwithnogreatnoiseOrnonsenseanywheretosethimoff——

  SaveonlydiversandinclementdevilsHavemadeoflatehishearttheirdwellingplace。

  AflamehalfreadytoflyoutsometimesAtsomeannoyancemaybefannedupinhim,Butsoonitfalls,andwhenitfallsgoesout;

  HeknowshowlittleroomthereisinthereForcrudeandfutileanimosities,Andhowmuchforthejoyofbeingwhole,Andhowmuchforlongsorrowandoldpain。

  OnoursidetherearesomewhomaybegivenTogrowoldwonderingwhathethinksofusAndsomeaboveus,whoare,inhiseyes,Abovehimself,——andthat’squiterightandEnglish。

  Yetherewesmile,ordisappointthegodsWhomadeitso:thegodshavealwayseyesToseemenscratch;andtheyseeonedownhereWhoitches,manor-bittentothebone,Albeitheknowshimself——yes,yes,heknows——

  ThelordofmorethanEnglandandofmoreThanalltheseasofEnglandinalltimeShalleverwash。D’yewonderthatIlaugh?

  Heseesme,andhedoesn’tseemtocare;

  Andwhythedevilshouldhe?Ican’ttellyou。

  I’llmeethimoutaloneofabrightSunday,Trim,ratherspruce,andquitethegentleman。

  \"Whatho,mylord!\"sayI。Hedoesn’thearme;

  WhereforeIhavetopauseandlookathim。

  He’snotenormous,butonelooksathim。

  Alittleontheroundifyouinsist,Fornow,Godsavethemark,he’sgrowingold;

  He’sfiveandforty,andtohearhimtalkThesedaysyou’dcallhimeighty;thenyou’daddMoreyearstothat。He’soldenoughtobeThefatherofaworld,andsoheis。

  \"Ben,you’reascholar,what’sthetimeofday?\"

  Sayshe;andthereshinesoutofhimagainAnagedlightthathasnoageorstation——

  Themysterythat’shis——amischievousHalf-madserenitythatlaughsatfameForbeingwonsoeasy,andatfriendsWholaughathimforwhathewantsthemost,AndforhisdukedomdowninWarwickshire;——

  Bywhichyouseewe’reallalittlejealous……

  PoorGreene!IfearthecolorofhisnameWasevenasthatofhisascendingsoul;

  Andhewasonewheretherearemanyothers,——

  Somescriveningtotheendagainsttheirfate,Theirpuppetsallininkandalltodiethere;

  AndsomewithhandsthatoncewouldshadeaneyeThatscannedEuripidesandAeschylusWillreachbythistimeforapot-housemopToslushtheirfirstandlastofroyalties。

  Poordevils!andtheyallplaytohishand;

  ForsoitwasinAthensandoldRome。

  Butthat’snothereorthere;I’vewanderedoff。

  Greenedoesit,orI’mcareful。Where’sthatboy?

  Yes,he’llgobacktoStratford。Andwe’llmisshim?

  Dearsir,there’llbenoLondonherewithouthim。

  We’llallberiding,oneofthesefinedays,Downtheretoseehim——andhiswifewon’tlikeus;

  Andthenwe’llthinkofwhatheneversaidOfwomen——which,iftakenallinallWithwhathedidsay,wouldbuymanyhorses。

  Thoughnowadayshe’snotsomuchforwomen:

  \"Sofewofthem,\"hesays,\"areworththeguessing。\"

  Butthere’saworkatworkwhenhesaysthat,AndwhilehesaysitonefeelsintheairAdealofcircumambienthocus-pocus。

  They’vehadhimdancingtillhistoesweretender,Andhecanfeel’emnow,comechillyrains。

  There’snolongcryforgoingintoit,However,andwedon’tknowmuchaboutit。

  TheFittonthingwasworstofall,Ifancy;

  AndyouinStratford,likemosthereinLondon,Havemorenowinthe`Sonnets’thanyoupaidfor;

  He’sputhertherewithallherpoisonon,TomakeasingingfictionofashadowThat’sinhislifeafact,andalwayswillbe。

  Butshe’snocareofours,thoughTime,Ifear,WillhaveamorereverberantadoAboutherthanaboutanotheroneWhoseemstohavedecoyedhim,marriedhim,AndsenthimscuttlingonhiswaytoLondon,——

  Withmuchalreadylearned,andmoretolearn,Andmoretofollow。Lord!howIseehimnow,Pretending,maybetrying,tobelikeus。

  Whateverhemayhavemeant,weneverhadhim;

  Hefailedus,orescaped,orwhatyouwill,——

  Andtherewasthatabouthim(Godknowswhat,——

  We’dflayedanotherhadhetrieditonus)

  ThatmadeasmanyofusashadwitsMorefondofallhiseasydistancesThanoneanother’snoiseandclap-your-shoulder。

  Butthinkyounot,myfriend,he’dnevertalk!

  Talk?Hewaseldritchatit;andwelistened——

  TherebyacquiringmuchweknewbeforeAboutourselves,andhithertohadheldIrrelevant,ornotprimetothepurpose。

  Andthereweresome,ofcourse,andtherebenow,DisorderedandreducedamazedlyToresignationbythemysticsealOfyoungfinalitythegodshadlaidOneverythingthatmadehimayoungdemon;

  AndoneortwoshotlooksathimalreadyAshehadbeentheirexecutioner;

  Andonceortwicehewas,notknowingit,——

  Orknowing,beingsorryforpoorclayAndsayingnothing……Yet,forallhisengines,You’llmeetathousandofanafternoonWhostrutandsunthemselvesandseearound’emAworldmadeoutofmorethathasareasonThanhis,Iswear,thatheseeshereto-day;

  ThoughhemayscarcelygiveaFoolanexitButwemarkhowheseesineverythingAlawthat,givenwefloutitoncetoooften,Bringsfireandirondownonournakedheads。

  Tomeitlooksasifthepowerthatmadehim,Forfearofgivingallthingstoonecreature,Leftoutthefirst,——faith,innocence,illusion,Whatever’tisthatkeepsusouto’Bedlam,——

  Andthereby,forhistooconsumingvision,Empoweredhimoutofnature;thoughtoseehim,You’dneverguesswhat’sgoingoninsidehim。

  He’llbreakoutsomedaylikeakegofaleWithtoomuchindependentfrenzyinit;

  Andallforcellaringwhatheknowswon’tkeep,Andwhathe’dbestforget——butthathecan’t。

  You’llhaveit,andhavemorethanI’mforetelling;

  Andthere’llbesucharoaringattheGlobeAsneverstunnedthebleedinggladiators。

  He’llhavetochangethecolorofitshairAbit,fornowhecallsitCleopatra。

  BlackhairwouldneverdoforCleopatra。

  ButyouandIarenotyettwooldwomen,Andyou’reamanofoffice。WhathedoesIsmoretoyouthanhowitishedoesit,——

  Andthat’swhattheLordGodhasnevertoldhim。

  Theyworktogether,andtheDevilhelps’em;

  Theydoitofamorning,orifnot,Theydoitofanight;inwhicheventHe’speevishofamorning。Heseemsold;

  He’snottheproperstomachorthesleep——

  Andthey’retwosovranagentstoconservehimAgainstthefieryartthathasnomercyButwhat’sinthatprodigiousgrandnewHouse。

  IgathersomethinghappeninginhisboyhoodFulfilledhimwithaboy’sdeterminationTomakeallStratford’wareofhim。Well,well,Ihopeatlasthe’llhavehisjoyofit,Andallhispigsandsheepandbellowingbeeves,Andfrogsandowlsandunicorns,moreover,Belessthanhelltohisattendantears。

  Oh,pastadoubtwe’llallgodowntoseehim。

  Hemaybewise。WithLondontwodaysoff,Downtheresomewindofheavenmayyetrevivehim;

  Butthere’snoquickeningbreathfromanywhereShallmakeofhimagainthepoisedyoungfaunFromWarwickshire,who’dmade,itseems,alreadyAlegendofhimselfbeforeIcameToblinkbeforethelastofhisfirstlightning。

  Whatevertherebe,they’llbenomoreofthat;

  ThecomingonofhisoldmonsterTimeHasmadehimastillman;andhehasdreamsWerefairtothinkononce,andallfoundhollow。

  HeknowshowmuchofwhatmenpaintthemselvesWouldblisterinthelightofwhattheyare;

  HeseeshowmuchofwhatwasgreatnowsharesAneminencetransformedandordinary;

  HeknowstoomuchofwhattheworldhashushedInothers,tobeloudnowforhimself;

  HeknowsnowatwhatheightlowenemiesMayreachhisheart,andhighfriendslethimfall;

  ButwhatnotevensuchashemayknowBedevilshimtheworst:hislarkmaysingAtheaven’sgatehowhewill,andforaslongAsjoymaylisten;butHEseesnogate,SaveonewhereatthespentclaywaitsalittleBeforethechurchyardhasit,andtheworm。

  Notlongago,lateinanafternoon,IcameonhimunseendownLambethway,AndonmylifeIwasafear’dofhim:

  HegloomedandmumbledlikeasoulfromTophet,Hishandsbehindhimandhisheadbentsolemn。

  \"Whatisitnow,\"saidI,——\"anotherwoman?\"

  Thatmadehimsorryforme,andhesmiled。

  \"No,Ben,\"hemused;\"it’sNothing。It’sallNothing。

  Wecome,wego;andwhenwe’redone,we’redone;

  Spidersandflies——we’remostlyoneort’other——

  Wecome,wego;andwhenwe’redone,we’redone。\"

  \"ByGod,yousingthatsongasifyouknewit!\"

  SaidI,bywayofcheeringhim;\"whatailsye?\"

  \"IthinkImusthavecomedownheretothink,\"

  Sayshetothat,andpullshislittlebeard;

  \"Yourflywillserveaswellasanybody,Andwhat’shishour?Heflies,andflies,andflies,Andinhisfly’smindhasabraveappearance;

  Andthenyourspidergetshiminhernet,Andeatshimout,andhangshimuptodry。

  That’sNature,thekindmotherofusall。

  Andthenyourslatternhousemaidswingsherbroom,Andwhere’syourspider?Andthat’sNature,also。

  It’sNature,andit’sNothing。It’sallNothing。

  It’sallaworldwherebugsandemperorsGosingularlybacktothesamedust,Eachinhistime;andtheold,orderedstarsThatsangtogether,Ben,willsingthesameOldstaveto-morrow。\"

  Whenhetalkslikethat,There’snothingforahumanmantodoButleadhimtosomegratefulnooklikethisWherewebenow,andtheretomakehimdrink。

  He’lldrink,forloveofme,andthenbesick;

  Asadsignalwaysinamanofparts,Andalwaysveryominous。ThegreatShouldbeaslargeinliquorasinlove,——

  Andourgreatfriendisnotsolargeineither:

  Onedisaffectshim,andtheotherfailshim;

  Whatsohedrinksthathasananticinit,He’swonderingwhat’stopayinhisinsides;

  AndwhilehiseyesareontheCyprianHe’sfribblingallthetimewiththatdamnedHouse。

  Welaughhereathisthrift,butafterallItmaybethriftthatsaveshimfromthedevil;

  Godgaveit,anyhow,——andwe’llsupposeHeknewthecompoundofhishandiwork。

  To-daythecloudsarewithhim,butanonHe’lloutof’emenoughtoshakethetreeOflifeitselfandbringdownfruitunheard-of,——

  And,throwinginthebruisedandwholetogether,Prepareawinetomakeusdrunkwithwonder;

  Andifhelive,there’llbeasunsetspellThrownoverhimasoveraglassedlakeThatyesterdaywasallablackwildwater。

  Godsendhelivetogiveus,ifnomore,Whatnow’sa-rampageinhim,andexhibit,Withadecenthalf-allegiancetotheagesAnearnestofatleastacasualeyeTurnedonceonwhatheowestoGutenberg,AndtothefealtyofmorecenturiesThanareasyetapictureinourvision。

  \"There’stimeenough,——I’lldoitwhenI’mold,Andwe’reimmortalmen,\"hesaystothat;

  Andthenhesaystome,\"Ben,what’s`immortal’?

  ThinkyoubyanyforceofordinationItmaybenothingofasortmorenoisyThanasmalloblivionofcomponentashesThatofadream-addictedworldwasonceAmovingatomymuchlikeyourfriendhere?\"

  Nothingwillhelpthatman。Tomakehimlaugh,Isaidthenhewasamadmountebank,——

  AndbytheLordInearermadehimcry。

  Icouldhaveeataneftthen,onmyknees,Tail,claws,andallofhim;forIhadstungThekingofmen,whohadnostingforme,AndIhadhurthiminhismemories;

  AndIsaynow,asIshallsayagain,Ilovethemanthissideidolatry。

  He’lldoitwhenhe’sold,hesays。Iwonder。

  Hemaynotbesoancientasallthat。

  Forsuchashe,thethingthatistodoWilldoitself,——butthere’sareckoning;

  Thesessionsthatarenowtoomuchhisown,Theroilinginwardofastilledoutside,Thechurningoutofallthoseblood-fedlines,Thenightsofmanyschemesandlittlesleep,Thefullbrainhammeredhotwithtoomuchthinking,Thevexedheartover-wornwithtoomuchaching,——

  ThiswearyjanglingofconjoinedaffairsMadeoutofelementsthathavenoend,Andallconfusedatonce,Iunderstand,Isnotwhatmakesamantoliveforever。

  Ono,notnow!He’llnotbegoingnow:

  There’llbetimeyetforGodknowswhatexplosionsBeforehegoes。He’llstayawhile。Justwait:

  JustwaitayearortwoforCleopatra,Forshe’stobeabalsamandacomfort;

  Andthat’snotallajapeofminenow,either。

  ForgrantedoncetheoldwayofApolloSingsinaman,hemaythen,ifhe’sable,StrikeunafraidwhateverstringshewillUponthelastandwildestofnewlyres;

  Noroutofhisnewmagic,thoughithymnTheshrieksofdungeonedhell,shallhecreateAmadnessoragloomtoshutquiteoutAcleavingdaylight,andalastgreatcalmTriumphantovershipwreckandallstorms。

  HemighthavegivenAristotlecreeps,Butsurelywouldhavegivenhimhis`katharsis’。

  He’llnotbegoingyet。There’stoomuchyetUnsungwithintheman。Butwhenhegoes,I’dstakeyecoino’therealmhisonlycareForaphantomworldhesoundedandfoundwantingWillbeaportionhere,aportionthere,OfthisorthatthingorsomeotherthingThathasapatentandintrinsicalEquivalenceinthoseegregiousshillings。

  Andyetheknows,Godhelphim!Tellme,now,IfevertherewasanythingletlooseOnearthbygodsordevilsheretoforeLikethismad,careful,proud,indifferentShakespeare!

  Wherewasit,ifiteverwas?Byheaven,’TwasneveryetinRhodesorPergamon——

  InThebesorNineveh,athinglikethis!

  NothinglikethiswaseveroutofEngland;

  Andthatheknows。Iwonderifhecares。

  Perhapshedoes……OLord,thatHouseinStratford!

  ErosTurannosShefearshim,andwillalwaysaskWhatfatedhertochoosehim;

  ShemeetsinhisengagingmaskAllreasonstorefusehim;

  ButwhatshemeetsandwhatshefearsArelessthanarethedownwardyears,DrawnslowlytothefoamlessweirsOfage,wereshetolosehim。

  BetweenablurredsagacityThatoncehadpowertosoundhim,AndLove,thatwillnotlethimbeTheJudasthatshefoundhim,Herprideassuagesheralmost,Asifitwerealonethecost。——

  Heseesthathewillnotbelost,Andwaitsandlooksaroundhim。

  AsenseofoceanandoldtreesEnvelopsandallureshim;

  Tradition,touchingallhesees,Beguilesandreassureshim;

  AndallherdoubtsofwhathesaysAredimmedofwhatsheknowsofdays——

  TillevenprejudicedelaysAndfades,andshesecureshim。

  ThefallingleafinauguratesThereignofherconfusion;

  ThepoundingwavereverberatesThedirgeofherillusion;

  Andhome,wherepassionlivedanddied,Becomesaplacewhereshecanhide,WhileallthetownandharborsideVibratewithherseclusion。

  Wetellyou,tappingonourbrows,Thestoryasitshouldbe,——

  AsifthestoryofahouseWeretold,orevercouldbe;

  We’llhavenokindlyveilbetweenHervisionsandthosewehaveseen,——

  Asifweguessedwhathershavebeen,Orwhattheyareorwouldbe。

  Meanwhilewedonoharm;fortheyThatwithagodhavestriven,Nothearingmuchofwhatwesay,Takewhatthegodhasgiven;

  Thoughlikewavesbreakingitmaybe,Orlikeachangedfamiliartree,OrlikeastairwaytotheseaWheredowntheblindaredriven。

  OldTrails(WashingtonSquare)

  Imethim,asonemeetsaghostortwo,BetweenthegrayArchandtheoldHotel。

  \"KingSolomonwasright,there’snothingnew,\"

  Saidhe。\"Beholdaruinwhomeantwell。\"

  Heledmedownfamiliarstepsagain,Appealingly,andsetmeinachair。

  \"Mydreamshaveallcometruetoothermen,\"

  Saidhe;\"Godlives,however,andwhycare?

  \"Anhouramongtheghostswilldonoharm。\"

  Helaughed,andsomethinggladwithinmesank。

  Imayhaveeyedhimwithafaintalarm,Fornowhislaughwaslostinwhathedrank。

  \"Theychillthingsherewithicefromhell,\"hesaid;

  \"Imighthaveknownit。\"AndhemadeafaceThatshowedagainhowmuchofhimwasdead,Andhowmuchwasaliveandoutofplace,Andoutofreach。HeknewaswellasI

  ThatallthewordsofwisemenwhoareskilledInusingthemarenotmuchtodefyWhatcomeswhenmemorymeetstheunfulfilled。

  WhatevilandinfirmperversityHadbeenatworkwithhimtobringhimback?

  Neveramongtheghosts,assuredly,Wouldheoriginateanewattack;

  Neveramongtheghosts,oranywhere,Tillwhatwasdeadofhimwasputaway,WouldheattaintohisoffendedshareOfhonoramongothersofhisday。

  \"Youponderlikeanowl,\"hesaidatlast;

  \"Youalwaysdid,andhereyouhaveacause。

  ForI’maconfirmationofthepast,Avengeance,andafloweringofwhatwas。

  \"Sorry?Ofcourseyouare,thoughyoucompress,Withevenyourmostimpenetrablefears,AplacidandaproperconsciousnessOfanxiousangelsovermyarrears。

  \"IseethemthereagainstmeinabookAslargeashope,ininkthatshinesbynight。

  ForsureIsee;butnowI’dratherlookAtyou,andyouarenotapleasantsight。

  \"Forbear,forgive。Tenyearsareonmysoul,Andonmyconscience。I’veanincubus:

  Myonedistinction,andaparloustollToglory;buthopelivesonclamorous。

  \"’Twashope,thoughheavenIgrantyouknowsofwhat——

  Thekindthatblinksandriseswhenitfalls,Whetheritseesareasonwhyornot——

  ThatheardBroadway’shard-throatedsiren-calls;

  \"’TwashopethatbroughtmethroughDecemberstorms,ToshoresagainwhereI’llnothavetobeAlonelymanwithonlyforeignwormsTocheerhiminhislastobscurity。

  \"ButwhatitwasthathurriedmedownhereTobeamongtheghosts,Ileavetoyou。

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