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  \"Ultimatelyagoodharewasfoundwhichtookthefieldat……

  Therethehoundspressedher,andonthehuntarrivingattheedgeoftheclifftheharecouldbeseencrossingthebeachandgoingrightouttosea。Aboatwasprocured,andthemasterandsomeothersrowedouttoherjustasshedrowned,and,bringingthebodyin,gaveittothehounds。Ahareswimmingouttoseaisasightnotoftenwitnessed。\"——/Localpaper,January/1911。

  \"……Alongcheckoccurredinthelatterpartofthishunt,theharehavinglaidupinahedgerow,fromwhichshewasatlastevictedbyacrackofthewhip。Hernextplaceofrefugewasahorse-pond,whichshetriedtoswim,butgotstuckintheicemidway,andwassinking,whenthehuntsmanwentinafterher。Itwasanovelsighttoseehuntsmanandharebeingliftedoverawalloutofthepond,theeagerpackwaitingfortheirpreybehindthewall。\"——/Localpaper,February/1911。

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  Theauthorsupposesthatthefirstoftheaboveextractsmusthaveimpressedhim。Atanyrate,onthenightafterthereadingofit,justashewenttosleep,oronthefollowingmorningjustasheawoke,hecannottellwhich,therecametohimthetitleandtheoutlinesofthisfantasy,includingthecommandwithwhichitends。WithaparticularclearnessdidheseemtoseethepictureoftheGreatWhiteRoad,\"straightasthewayoftheSpirit,andbroadasthebreastofDeath,\"andofthelittleHaretravellingtowardstheawfulGates。

  LiketheMahatmaofthisfable,heexpressesnoopinionastothemeritsofthecontroversybetweentheRed-facedManandtheHarethat,withoutsearchonhisownpart,presenteditselftohismindinsooddafashion。Itisoneonwhichanybodyinterestedinsuchmatterscanformanindividualjudgment。

  THEMAHATMA[*]

  [*]Mahatma,\"great-souled。\"\"Oneofaclassofpersonswithpreter-

  naturalpowers,imaginedtoexistinIndiaandThibet。\"——/NewEnglishDictionary/。

  Everyonehasseenahare,eithercrouchedorrunninginthefields,orhangingdeadinapoulterer’sshop,orlastlypathetic,evendreadful-

  lookingandinthisformalmostindistinguishablefromaskinnedcat,onthedomestictable。ButnotmanypeoplehavemetaMahatma,atleasttotheirknowledge。NotmanypeopleknowevenwhoorwhataMahatmais。Themajorityofthosewhochancetohaveheardthetitleareapttoconfuseitwithanother,thatofMadHatter。

  Thisisevendoneofmaliceprepense(especially,forobviousreasons,ifahareisinanywayconcerned)inscorn,notinignorance,bypersonswhoarewellacquaintedwiththerealmeaningofthewordandevenwithitsSanscritorigin。ThetruthisthatanincredulousWesternworldputsnofaithinMahatmas。ToitaMahatmaisakindofspiritualMrs。Harris,givinganaddressinThibetatwhichnolettersaredelivered。Either,itsays,thereisnosuchperson,orheisafraudulentscampwithnogreateroccultpowers——well,thanahare。

  IconfessthatthisviewofMahatmasisonethatdoesnotsurprisemeintheleast。Inevermet,andIscarcelyexpecttomeet,anindividualentitledtoset\"Mahatma\"afterhisname。Certainly/I/

  havenorighttodoso,whoonlytookthattitleonthespurofthemomentwhentheHareaskedmehowIwascalled,andnowmakeuseofitasa/nom-de-plume/。ItistruethereisJorsen,bywhoseorder,foritamountstothat,Ipublishthishistory。ForaughtIknowJorsenmaybeaMahatma,buthedoesnotintheleastlookthepart。

  Imagineabluffpersonwithastrong,hardface,piercinggreyeyes,andveryprominent,bushyeyebrows,ofaboutfiftyorsixtyyearsofage。AddaScotchaccentandameerschaumpipe,whichhesmokesevenwhenheiswearingafrockcoatandatallhat,andyouhaveJorsen。I

  believethathelivessomewhereinthecountry,iswelloff,andpractisesgardening。Ifsohehasneveraskedmetohisplace,andI

  onlymeethimwhenhecomestoTown,asIunderstand,tovisitflower-

  shows。

  ThenIalwaysmeethimbecauseheordersmetodoso,notbyletterorbywordofmouthbutinquiteadifferentway。SuddenlyIreceiveanimpressioninmymindthatIamtogotoacertainplaceatacertainhour,andthatthereIshallfindJorsen。Idogo,sometimestoanhotel,sometimestoalodging,sometimestoarailwaystationortothecornerofaparticularstreetandthereIdofindJorsensmokinghisbigmeerschaumpipe。Weshakehandsandheexplainswhyhehassentforme,afterwhichwetalkofvariousthings。Nevermindwhattheyare,forthatwouldbetellingJorsen’ssecretsaswellasmyown,whichImustnotdo。

  ItmaybeaskedhowIcametoknowJorsen。Well,inastrangeway。

  Nearlythirtyyearsagoadreadfulthinghappenedtome。Iwasmarriedand,althoughstillyoung,apersonofsomemarkinliterature。IndeedevennowoneortwoofthebookswhichIwrotearereadandremembered,althoughitissupposedthattheirauthorhaslonglefttheworld。

  ThethingwhichhappenedwasthatmywifeandourdaughterwerecomingoverfromtheChannelIslands,wheretheyhadbeenonavisit(shewasaJerseywoman),and,and——well,theshipwaslost,that’sall。Theshockbrokemyheart,insuchawaythatithasneverbeenmendedagain,butunfortunatelydidnotkillme。

  AfterwardsItooktodrinkandsank,asdrunkardsdo。Thentheriverbegantodrawme。IhadalodginginapoorstreetatChelsea,andI

  couldheartherivercallingmeatnight,and——Iwishedtodieastheothershaddied。AtlastIyielded,forthedrinkhadrottedoutallmymoralsense。Aboutoneo’clockofawild,wintermorningIwenttoabridgeIknewwhereinthosedayspolicemenrarelycame,andlistenedtothatcallofthewater。

  \"Come!\"itseemedtosay。\"Thisworldistherealhell,endingintheeternalnaught。Thedreamsofalifebeyondandofre-uniontherearebutademon’smockingbreathedintothemortalheart,lestbyitsuniversalsuicidemankindshouldrobhimofhistorture-pit。Thereisnotruthinallyourfathertaughtyou\"(hewasaclergymanandrathereminentinhisprofession),\"thereisnohopeforman,thereisnothinghecanwinexceptthedeephappinessofsleep。Comeandsleep。\"

  SuchweretheargumentsofthatVoiceoftheriver,theold,familiarargumentsofdesolationanddespair。Ileantovertheparapet;inanothermomentIshouldhavebeengone,whenIbecameawarethatsomeonewasstandingneartome。Ididnotseethepersonbecauseitwastoodark。Ididnothearhimbecauseoftheravingofthewind。ButI

  knewthathewasthere。SoIwaiteduntilthemoonshoneoutforawhilebetweentheedgesoftworaggedclouds,theshapesofwhichI

  canseetothishour。ItshowedmeJorsen,lookingjustashedoesto-day,forheneverseemstochange——Jorsen,onwhom,tomyknowledge,Ihadnotseteyesbefore。

  \"Evenayearago,\"hesaid,inhisstrong,roughvoice,\"youwouldnothaveallowedyourmindtobeconvincedbysuchargumentsasthosewhichyouhavejustheardintheVoiceoftheriver。Thatisoneoftheworstsidesofdrink;itdecaysthereasonasitdoesthebody。

  Youmusthavenoticedityourself。\"

  IrepliedthatIhad,forIwassurprisedintoacquiescence。ThenI

  grewdefiantandaskedhimwhatheknewoftheargumentswhichwereorwerenotinfluencingme。Tomysurprise——no,thatisnottheword——tomybewilderment,herepeatedthemtomeonebyonejustastheyhadarisenafewminutesbeforeinmyheart。Moreover,hetoldmewhatI

  hadbeenabouttodo,andwhyIwasabouttodoit。

  \"Youknowmeandmystory,\"Imutteredatlast。

  \"No,\"heanswered,\"atleastnotmorethanIknowthatofmanymenwithwhomIchancetobeintouch。Thatis,Ihavenotmetyoufornearlyelevenhundredyears。Athousandandeighty-six,tobecorrect。

  IwasablindpriestthenandyouwerethecaptainofIrene’sguard。\"

  AtthisnewsIburstoutlaughingandthelaughdidmegood。

  \"IdidnotknowIwassoold,\"Isaid。

  \"Doyoucallthatold?\"answeredJorsen。\"Why,thefirsttimethatwehadanythingtodowitheachother,sofarasIcanlearn,thatis,wasovereightthousandyearsago,inEgyptbeforethebeginningofrecordedhistory。\"

  \"IthoughtthatIwasmad,butyouaremadder,\"Isaid。

  \"Doubtless。Well,IamsomadthatImanagedtobehereintimetosaveyoufromsuicide,asonceinthepastyousavedme,forthusthingscomeround。Butyourroomsarenear,aretheynot?Letusgothereandtalk。Thisplaceiscoldandtheriverisalwayscalling。\"

  ThatwashowIcametoknowJorsen,whomIbelievetobeoneofthegreatestmenalive。OnthisparticularnightthatIhavedescribedhetoldmemanythings,andsincethenhehastaughtmemuch,meandafewothers。ButwhetherheiswhatiscalledaMahatmaIamsureIdonotknow。Hehasneverclaimedsucharankinmyhearing,orindeedtobeanythingmorethanamanwhohassucceededinwinningaknowledgeofhisownpowersoutofthedepthsofthedarkthatliesbehindus。

  OfcourseImeanoutofhispastinotherincarnationslongbeforehewasJorsen。Moreover,bydegrees,asIgrewfittobearthelight,heshowedmesomethingofmyown,andofhowthetwowereintertwined。

  ButallthesethingsaresecretsofwhichIhaveperhapsnorighttospeakatpresent。ItisenoughtosaythatJorsenchangedthecurrentofmylifeonthatnightwhenhesavedmefromdeath。

  Forinstance,fromthatdayonwardstothepresenttimeIhavenevertouchedthedrinkwhichsonearlyruinedme。Alsothedarknesshasrolledaway,andwithiteverydoubtandfear;Iknowthetruth,andforthattruthIlive。Consideredfromcertainaspectssuchknowledge,Iadmit,isnotaltogetherdesirable。Thusithasdeprivedmeofmyinterestinearthlythings。Ambitionhasleftmealtogether;foryearsIhavehadnowishtosucceedintheprofessionwhichIadoptedinmyyouth,orinanyother。IndeedIdoubtwhethertheelementsofworldlysuccessstillremaininme;whethertheyarenotentirelyburntawaybythatfireofwisdominwhichIhavebathed。Howcanwestrivetowinacrownwehavenolongeranydesiretowear?NowIdesireothercrownsandattimesIwearthem,ifonlyforalittlewhile。Myspiritgrowsandgrows。Itisdraggingatitsstrings。

  WhatamItolookat?Asmall,white-hairedmanwithathinandratherplaintivefaceinwhicharesettwolarge,darkeyesthatcontinuallyseemtosoftenanddevelop。Thatismypicture。AndwhatamIintheworld?Iwilltellyou。OncertaindaysoftheweekIemploymyselfineditingatradejournalthathastodowithhaberdashery。OnanotherdayIactasauctioneertoafirmwhichimportsandsellscheapItalianstatuary;modern,verymoderncopiesoftheantique,floridmarblevases,andsoforth。Someofyouwhoreadmayhavepassedsuchmartsindifferentpartsofthecity,orevenhavedroppedinandpurchasedabustoratazzaforasurprisinglysmallsum。PerhapsI

  knockeditdowntoyou,onlytoopleasedtofinda/bonafide/bidderamongstmycompany。

  Asfortherestofmytime——well,IemployitindoingwhatgoodIcanamongthepoorandthosewhoneedcomfortorwhoarebereaved,especiallyamongthosewhoarebereaved,fortosuchIamsometimesabletobringthebreathofhopethatblowsfromanothershore。

  OccasionallyalsoIamusemyselfinmyownfashion。ThussureknowledgehascometomeaboutcertainepochsinthepastinwhichI

  livedinothershapes,andIstudythoseepochs,hopingthatonedayI

  mayfindtimetowriteofthemandofthepartsIplayedinthem。Someofthesepartsareextremelyinteresting,especiallyasIamofcourseabletocontrastthemwithourmodernmodesofthoughtandaction。

  Theydonotallcomebacktomewithequalclearness,theearlierlivesbeing,asonemightexpect,themoredifficulttorecoverandthecomparativelyrecentonestheeasiest。Alsotheyseemtorangeoveravaststretchoftime,backindeedtothedaysofprimeval,prehistoricman。Inshort,Ithinkthesubconsciousinsomewaysresemblestheconsciousandnaturalmemory;thatwhichisveryfarofftoitgrowsdimandblurred,thatwhichiscomparativelycloseremainsclearandsharp,althoughofcoursethisruleisnotinvariable。

  Moreoverthereisforesightaswellasmemory。AtleastfromtimetotimeIseemtocomeintouchwithfutureeventsandstatesofsocietyinwhichIshallhavemyshare。

  Ibelievesomethinkersholdatheorythatsuchconditionsasthoseofpast,present,andfuturedonotinfactexist;thateverythingalreadyis,standinglikeacompletedcolumnbetweenearthandheaven;

  thatthesumisaddedup,theequationworkedout。AttimesIamtemptedtobelieveinthetruthofthisproposition。Butifitbetrue,ofcourseitremainsdifficulttoobtainaclearviewofotherpartsofthecolumnthanthatinwhichwehappentofindourselvesobjectivelyconsciousatanygivenperiod,andneedlesstosayimpossibletoseeitfrombasetocapital。

  Howeverthismaybe,noindividualentitypervadesallthecolumn。

  Therearegreatsectionsofitwithwhichthatentityhasnothingtodo,althoughitalwaysseemstoappearagainabove。Isupposethatthosesectionswhichareemptyofanindividualandhisatmosphererepresenttheintervalsbetweenhisliveswhichhespendsinsleep,orinstatesofexistencewithwhichthisworldisnotconcerned,butofsuchgulfsofoblivionandstatesofbeingIknownothing。

  TotakeasingleinstanceofwhatIdoknow:oncethisspiritofmine,thatnowbytheworkingsofdestinyforalittlewhileoccupiesthebodyofafourth-rateauctioneer,andoftheeditorofatradejournal,dweltinthatofaPharaohofEgypt——nevermindwhichPharoah。Yes,althoughyoumaylaughandthinkmemadtosayit,formethelegionsfoughtandthundered;tomethepeoplesbowedandthesecretsanctuarieswereopenedthatIandIalonemightcommunewiththegods;Iwhointhefleshandafteritmyselfwasworshippedasagod。

  Well,ofthisforgottenRoyaltyofwhomlittleisknownsavewhatafewinscriptionshavetotell,thereremainsaportraitstatueintheBritishMuseum。SometimesIgotolookatthatstatueandtrytorecallexactlyunderwhatcircumstancesIcausedittobeshaped,puzzlingoutthestorybitbybit。

  NotlongagoIstoodthusabsorbedanddidnotnoticethatthehouroftheclosingofthegreatgalleryhadcome。StillIstoodandgazedanddreamttillthepolicemanonduty,seeingandsuspectingme,cameupandroughlyorderedmetobegone。

  Theman’stoneangeredme。Ilaidmyhandonthefootofthestatue,forithadjustcomebacktomethatitwasa\"Ka\"image,asacredthing,anyEgyptologistwillknowwhatImean,whichforageshadsatinachamberofmytomb。ThentheKathatclingstoiteternallyawokeatmytouchandknewme,orsoIsuppose。AtleastIfeltmyselfchange。Anewstrengthcameintome;myshape,batteredinthisworld’sstorms,putonsomethingofitsancientdignity;myeyesgrewroyal。IlookedatthatmanasPharaohmayhavelookedatonewhohaddonehiminsult。Hesawthechangeandtrembled——yes,trembled。I

  believehethoughtIwassomeimperialghostthattheshadowsofeveninghadcausedhimtomistakeforman;atanyratehegaspedout——

  \"Ibegyourpardon,Iwasobeyingorders。IhopeyourMajestywon’thurtme。NowIthinkofitIhavebeentoldthatthingscomeoutoftheseoldstatuesinthenight。\"

  Thenturningheran,literallyran,wheretoIamsureIdonotknow,probablytoseekthefellowshipofsomeotherpoliceman。InduecourseIfollowed,and,liftingthebarattheendofthehall,departedwithoutfurtherquestionasked。AfterwardsIwasverygladtothinkthatIhaddonethemannoinjury。AtthemomentIknewthatIcouldhurthimifIwould,andwhatismoreIhadthedesiretodoso。Itcametome,Isuppose,withthatbreathofthepastwhenIwassogreatandabsolute。PerhapsI,orthatpartofmethenincarnate,wasatyrantinthosedays,andthisiswhynowImustbesohumble。Fateisturningmypridetoitshammerandbeatingitoutofme。

  Forthusinthelonghistoryofthesoulitservesallourvices。

  THEGREATWHITEROAD

  Now,asIhavehinted,undertheteachingofJorsen,whosavedmefromdegradationandself-murder,yes,andhelpedmewithmoneyuntilonceagainIcouldearnalivelihood,Ihaveacquiredcertainknowledgeandwisdomofasortthatarenotcommon。Thatis,Jorsentaughtmetheelementsofthesethings;hesetmyfeetuponthepathwhichthenceforward,havingthesight,Ihavebeenabletofollowformyself。HowIfolloweditdoesnotmatter,norcouldIteachothersifIwould。

  Iamnomemberofanymysticbrotherhood,and,asIhaveexplained,noMahatma,althoughIhavecalledmyselfthusforpresentpurposesbecausethenameisaconvenientcloak。IrepeatthatIamignorantiftherearesuchpeopleasMahatmas,thoughifsoIthinkJorsenmustbeoneofthem。Stillhenevertoldmethis。Whathehastoldisthateveryindividualspiritmustworkoutitsowndestinyquiteindependentlyofothers。Indeed,beingratherfondoffinephrases,hehassometimesspokentomeof,orrather,insisteduponwhathecalled\"thelonesomesplendourofthehumansoul,\"whichitisourbusinesstoperfectthroughvariouslivestillIcanscarcelyappreciateandamcertainlyunabletodescribe。

  Totellthetruth,thethoughtofthis\"lonesomesplendour\"towhichitseemssomeofusmayattain,alarmsme。Ihavehadenoughofbeinglonesome,andIdonotaskforanyparticularsplendour。MyonlyambitionsaretofindthosewhomIhavelost,andinwhateverlifeI

  livetobeofusetoothers。However,asIgatherthattheexaltedconditiontowhichJorsenalludesisthousandsofagesoffforanyofus,andmayafterallmeansomethingquitedifferenttowhatitseemstomean,thethoughtofitdoesnottroublemeovermuch。MeanwhilewhatIseekisthevisionofthoseIlove。

  NowIhavethispower。OccasionallywhenIamindeepsleepsomepartofmeseemstoleavemybodyandtobetransportedquiteoutsidetheworld。Ittravels,asthoughIwerealreadydead,totheGatesthatallwholivemustpass,andtheretakesitsstand,ontheGreatWhiteRoad,watchingthosewhohavebeencalledspeedbycontinually。ThoseupontheearthknownothingofthatRoad。Blindedbytheirpompsandvanities,theycannotsee,theywillnotseeitalwaysgrowingtowardsthefeetofeveryoneofthem。ButIseeandknow。Ofcourseyouwhoreadwillsaythatthisisbutadreamofmine,anditmaybe。Still,ifso,itisaverywonderfuldream,andexceptforthechangeofthepassingpeople,orratherofthosewhohavebeenpeople,alwaysverymuchthesame。

  There,straightasthewayoftheSpiritandbroadasthebreastofDeath,istheGreatWhiteRoadrunningIknownotwhence,uptothoseGatesthatgleamlikemoonlightandarehigherthantheAlps。TherebeyondtheGatestheradiantPresencesmovemysteriously。ThenceattheappointedtimetheVoicecriesandtheyareopenedwithasoundliketothatofdeepestthunder,orsometimesareburnedaway,whilefromtheGlorythatliesbeyondflowthesweet-facedwelcomerstogreetthoseforwhomtheywait,bearingthecupsfromwhichtheygivetodrink。Idonotknowwhatisinthecups,whetheritbeadraughtofLetheorsomebaptismalwaterofnewbirth,orboth;butalwaysthethirsting,world-wornsoulappearstochange,andthenasitweretobelostinthePresencethatgavethecup。Atleasttheyarelosttomysight。Iseethemnomore。

  WhydoIwatchthoseGates,intruthorindream,beforemytime?Oh!

  Youcanguess。ThatperchanceImaybeholdthoseforwhommyheartburnswithaquenchless,eatingfire。AndonceIbeheld——notthemotherbutthechild,mychild,changedindeed,mysterious,wonderful,gleaminglikeastar,witheyessodeepthatintheirdepthsmyhumanityseemedtoswoon。

  Shecameforward;sheknewme;shesmiledandlaidherfingeronherlips。Sheshookherhairaboutherandinitvanishedasinacloud。

  Yetasshevanishedavoicespokeinmyheart,hervoice,andthewordsitsaidwere——

  \"Wait,ourBeloved!Wait!\"

  Markwell。\"OurBeloved,\"not\"MyBeloved。\"SothereareothersbywhomIambeloved,oratleastoneother,andIknowwellwhothatonemustbe。

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  Afterthisdream,perhapsIhadbettercallitadream,Iwasillforalongwhile,forthejoyandthegloryofitoverpoweredmeandbroughtmeneartothedeathIhadalwayssought。ButIrecovered,formyhourisnotyet。Moreover,foralongwhileaswereckontime,someyearsindeed,IobeyedtheinjunctionandsoughttheGreatWhiteRoadnomore。AtlengththelonginggrewtoostrongformeandIreturnedthither,butneveragaindidthevisioncome。Itswordwasspoken,itsmissionwasfulfilled。YetfromtimetotimeI,amortal,seemtostanduponthebordersofthatimmortalRoadandwatchthenewlydeadwhotravelittowardsthegloriousGates。

  OnceortwicetherehavebeenamongthempeoplewhomIhaveknown。AsthesepassmeIappeartohavethepoweroflookingintotheirhearts,andthereIreadstrangethings。Sometimestheyarebeautifulthingsandsometimesuglythings。ThusIhavelearnedthatthoseIthoughtbadwerereallygoodinthemain,forwhocanclaimtobequitegood?

  AndontheotherhandthatthoseIbelievedtobeashonestastheday——well,hadtheirfaults。

  TotakeanexamplewhichIquotebecauseitissoabsurd。TheroomsI

  liveinwereownedbyaprimoldwomanwhoformorethantwentyyearswasmylandlady。SheandIweregreatfriends,indeedshetendedmelikeamother,andwhenIwassoillnursedmeasperhapsfewmotherswouldhavedone。YetwhileIwaswatchingontheRoadsuddenlyshecameby,andwithhorrorIsawthatduringallthoseyearsshehadbeenrobbingme,taking,Iamsorrytosay,manythings,inmoney,trinkets,andfood。OftenIhaddiscussedwithherwherethesearticlescouldpossiblyhavegone,tillfinallysuspicionsettleduponthemanwhocleanedthewindows。Yes,andworstofall,hewasprosecuted,andIgaveevidenceagainsthim,orratherstrengthenedherevidence,onfaithofwhichthemagistratesenthimtoprisonforamonth。

  \"Oh!MrsSmithers,\"Isaidtoher,\"how/could/youdoit,Mrs。

  Smithers?\"

  Shestoppedandlookedaboutherterrified,sothatmyheartsmotemeandIaddedinhaste,\"Don’tbefrightened,Mrs。Smithers;Iforgiveyou。\"

  \"Ican’tseeyou,sir,\"sheexclaimed,orsoIdreamed,\"butthere!I

  alwaysknewyouwould。\"

  \"Yes,Mrs。Smithers,\"Ireplied;\"buthowaboutthewindow-cleanerwhowenttojailandlosthissituation?\"

  Thenshepassedonorwasdrawnawaywithoutmakinganyanswer。

  Nowcomestheoddpartofthestory。WhenIwokeuponthefollowingmorninginmyrooms,itwastobeinformedbythefrightenedmaid-of-

  all-workthatMrs。Smithershadbeenfounddeadinherbed。Moreover,afewdayslaterIlearnedfromalawyerthatshehadmadeawillleavingmeeverythingshepossessed,includingtheleaseofherhouseandnearly£1000,forshehadbeenasavingoldpersonduringallherlonglife。

  Well,Isoughtoutthatwindow-cleanerandcompensatedhimhandsomely,sayingthatIhadfoundIwasmistakenintheevidenceIgaveagainsthim。TherestofthepropertyIkept,andIhopethatitwasnotwrongofmetodoso。Itwillberememberedthatsomeofitwasalreadymyown,temporarilydivertedintoanotherchannel,andfortherestI

  havesomanytohelp。TobefrankIdonotspendmuchuponmyself。

  THEHARE

  NowIhavedonewithmyself,orratherwithmyowninsignificantpresenthistory,andcometothatoftheHare。Itimpressedmeagooddealatthetime,whichisnotlongago,somuchindeedthatI

  communicatedthefactstoJorsen。Heorderedmetopublishthem,andwhatJorsenordersmustbedone。Idon’tknowwhythisshouldbe,butitisso。HehasauthorityofasortthatIamunabletodefine。

  Onenightaftertheusualaspirationsandconcentrationofmind,whichbythewayarenotalwayssuccessful,Ipassedintowhatoccultistscallspirit,andothersastateofdream。AtanyrateIfoundmyselfuponthebordersoftheGreatWhiteRoad,asneartothemightyGatesasIameverallowedtocome。HowfarthatmaybeawayIcannottell。

  Perhapsitisbutafewyardsandperhapsitisthewidthofthisgreatworld,forinthatplacewhichmyspiritvisitstimeanddistancedonotexist。Thereallthingsarenewandstrange,nottobereckonedbyourmeasures。Therethesightisnotoursightnorthehearingourhearing。Irepeatthatallthingsaredifferent,butthatdifferenceIcannotdescribe,andifIcoulditwouldprovepastcomprehension。

  ThereIsatbythebordersoftheGreatWhiteRoad,myeyesfixedupontheGatesabovewhichthetowersmountformilesonmiles,outlinedagainstanencirclinggloomwiththeradianceoftheworldbeyondtheworlds。Four-squaretheystand,thosetowers,andfourfoldthegatesthatopentothedenizensofotherearths。ButoftheseIhavenoknowledgebeyondthefactthatitissoinmyvisions。

  IsatuponthebordersoftheRoad,myeyesfixedinhopeupontheGates,thoughwellIknewthatthehopewouldneverbefulfilled,andwatchedthedeadgoby。

  Theyweremanythatnight。SomeplaguewasworkingintheEastandunchainingthousands。ThefolkthatitloosedwerestrangetomewhointhisparticularlifehaveseldomleftEngland,andIstudiedthemwithcuriosity;high-featured,dark-huedpeoplewithapatientair。

  TheknowledgewhichIhavetoldmethatoneandalltheywereveryancientsoulswhooftenandoftenhadwalkedthisRoadbefore,andtherefore,althoughasyettheydidnotknowit,werewellaccustomedtothejourney。No,Iamwrong,forhereandthereanindividualdidknow。Indeedonedeep-eyed,wistfullittlewoman,whocarriedababyinherarms,stoppedforamomentandspoketome。

  \"TheotherscannotseeyouasIdo,\"shesaid。\"PriestoftheQueenofqueens,Iknowyouwell;handinhandweclimbedbythesevenstairwaystothealtarsofthemoon。\"

  \"WhoistheQueenofqueens?\"Iasked。

  \"Haveyouforgottenherofthehundrednameswhoseveilsweliftedonebyone;herwhosebreastwasbeautyandwhoseeyesweretruth?Inadaytocomeyouwillremember。FarewelltillwewalkthisRoadnomore。\"

  \"Stay——whendidwemeet?\"

  \"Whenoursoulswereyoung,\"sheanswered,andfadedfrommykenlikeashadowfromthesea。

  AftertheEasternscamemanyothersfromallpartsoftheearth。ThensuddenlyappearedacompanyofaboutsixhundredfolkofeveryageandEnglishintheirlooks。Theywerenotsocalmasarethemajorityofthosewhomakethisjourney。WhenIreadthepapersafewdayslaterI

  understoodwhy。Agreatpassengershiphadsunksuddenlyinmidoceanandtheywereallcutoffunprepared。

  When,followedbyafewstragglers,thesehadpassedandgatheredthemselvesintheredshadowbeneaththegatewaytowerswaitingforthesummons,anunusualthingoccurred。ForafewmomentstheRoadwasleftquiteempty。AfterthatlastgreatstrokeDeathseemedtoberestingonhislaurels。Whenthusunpeopleditlookedaveryvastplaceliketoahugearchedcauseway,borderedoneithersidebyblackness,butitselfgleamingwithacuriousphosphorescencesuchasonceortwiceIhaveseeninthewatersofasummerseaatnight。

  Presentlyintheverycentreofthisilluminateddesolation,whilstitwasasyetfaraway,somethingcaughtmyeye,somethingsostrangetotheplace,soutterlyunfamiliarthatIwatcheditearnestly,wonderingwhatitmightbe。Nearerandneareritcame,withcurious,uncertainhops;yes,alittlebrownobjectthathopped。

  \"Well,\"Isaidtomyself,\"ifIwerenotwhereIamIshouldsaythatyonderthingwasahare。OnlywhatwouldaharebedoingontheGreatWhiteRoad?Howcouldaharetreadthepathwayofeternalsouls?I

  mustbemistaken。\"

  SoIreflectedwhilststillthethinghoppedon,untilIbecamecertainthateitherIsufferedfromdelusions,orthatitwasahare;

  indeedaparticularlyfinehare,muchsuchaoneasafriendofmyoldlandlady,Mrs。Smithers,hadoncesentherasaChristmaspresentfromNorfolk,whichhareIate。

  Afewmorehopsbroughtitoppositetomypostofobservation。Hereithaltedasthoughitseemedtoseeme。Atanyrateitsatupinthealertfashionthathareshave,itsforepawshangingabsurdlyinfrontofit,withoneear,onwhichtherewasagreyblotch,cockedandonedragging,andsniffedwithitsfunnylittlenostrils。Thenitbegantotalktome。Idonotmeanthatitreallytalked,butthethoughtswhichwereinitsmindwereflashedontomymindsothatIunderstoodperfectly,yes,andcouldanswertheminthesamefashion。Itsaid,orthought,thus:——

  \"Youarereal。Youareamanwhoyetlivesbeneaththesun,thoughhowyoucamehereIdonotknow。Ihatemen,allharesdo,formenarecrueltothem。Stillitisacomfortinthisstrangeplacetoseesomethingonehasseenbeforeandtobeabletotalkeventoaman,whichIcouldneverdountilthechangecame,thedreadfulchange——I

  meanbecauseofthewayofit,\"anditseemedtoshiver。\"MayIaskyousomequestions?\"

  \"Certainly,\"Isaidorratherthoughtback。

  \"Youaresurethattheywon’tmakeyouangrysothatyouhurtme?\"

  \"Ican’thurtyou,evenifIwishedtodoso。Youarenotahareanylonger,ifyoueverwereone,butonlytheshadowofahare。\"

  \"Ah!Ithoughtasmuch,andthat’sagoodthinganyhow。Tellme,Man,haveyoueverbeentorntopiecesbydogs?\"

  \"Goodgracious!no。\"

  \"Orcoursed,orhunted,orcaughtinatrap,orshotalloveryourback,ortwistedupinnetsandchokedinsnares?Orhaveyouswumouttoseatodiemoreeasily,orseenyourmateandmotherandfatherkilled?\"

  \"No,no。Pleasestop,Hare;yourquestionsareveryunpleasant。\"

  \"Nothalfsounpleasantasthethingsarethemselves,Icanassureyou,Man。Iwilltellyoumystoryifyoulike;thenyoucanjudgeforyourself。Butfirst,ifyouwill,doyoutellmewhyIamhere。Haveyouseenmoreharesaboutthisplace?\"

  \"Never,noranyotheranimals。No,Iamwrong,onceIsawadog。\"

  TheHarelookedaboutitanxiously。

  \"Adog。Howhorrible!Whatwasitdoing?Hunting?Iftherearenoharesherewhatcoulditbehunting?Arabbit,orapheasantwithabrokenwing,orperhapsafox?Ishouldnotmindsomuchifitwereafox。Ihatefoxes;theycatchyounghareswhentheyareasleepandeatthem。\"

  \"Noneofthesethings。Iwastoldthatitbelongedtoalittlegirlwhodied。Thatbrokeitsheart,sothatitdiedalsowhentheyshutherupinabox。Thereforeitwasallowedtoaccompanyherherebecauseithadlovedsomuch。IndeedIsawthemtogether,bothveryhappy,andtogethertheywentthroughthosegates。\"

  \"Ifdogslovelittlegirlswhydon’ttheylovehares,atleastasanythinglikestobeloved,forthedogdidn’twanttoeatthelittlegirl,didit?Iseeyoucan’tanswerme。Nowwouldyoulikemetotellyoumystory?SomethinginsideofmeissayingthatIamtodosoifyouwilllisten;alsothatthereisplentyoftime,forIamnotwantedatpresent,andwhenIamIcanruntothosegatesmuchquickerthanyoucould。\"

  \"Ishouldlikeitverymuch,Hare。Onceaprophetheardanassspeakinordertowarnhim。Butsincethen,exceptvery,veryrarelyindreams,nocreaturehastalkedtoaman,sofarasIknow。Perhapsyouwishtowarnmeaboutsomething,orothersthroughme,astheasswarnedBalaam。\"

  \"WhoisBalaam?IneverheardofBalaam。Hewasn’tthemanwhofetchesdeadpheasantsinthedonkey-cart,washe?Ifso,I’veseenhimmaketheasstalk——withathickstick。No?Well,nevermind,IdaresayI

  shouldnotunderstandabouthimifyoutoldme。Nowformystory。\"

  ThentheHaresatitselfdown,plantingitsforepawsfirmlyinfrontofit,astheseanimalsdowhentheyareonthewatch,lookedupatmeandbegantopourthecontentsofitsmindintomine。

  *****

  Iwasborn,itsaid,orrathertoldmebythoughttransference,inafieldofgrowingcornneartoabigwood。AtleastIsupposeIwasbornthere,thoughthefirstthingIrememberisplayingaboutinthewheatwithtwootherlittleonesofmyownsize,abrotherandasisterthatwerebornwithme。Itwasatnight,foragreat,round,shiningthingwhichInowknowwasthemoon,hungintheskyaboveus。

  Wegambolledtogetherandwereveryhappy,tillpresentlymymothercame——Irememberhowbigshelooked——andcuffedmewithherpawbecauseIhadledtheothersawayfromtheplacewhereshehadtoldustostop,andgivenheragreathunttofindus。ThatisthefirstthingIrememberaboutmymother。Afterwardssheseemedsorrybecauseshehadhurtme,andnursedusallthree,lettingmehavethemostmilk。Mymotheralwayslovedmethebestofus,becauseIwassuchafineleveret,withaprettygreypatchonmyleftear。JustasIhadfinisheddrinkinganotherharecamewhowasmyfather。Hewasverylarge,withaglossycoatandbigshiningeyesthatalwaysseemedtoseeeverything,evenwhenitwasbehindhim。

  Hewasfrightenedaboutsomething,andhustledmymotheranduslittleonesoutofthewheat-fieldintothebigwoodbywhichitisbordered。

  AsweleftthefieldIsawtwotallcreaturesthatafterwardsIcametoknowweremen。Theywereplacingwire-nettingroundthefield——youseeIunderstandnowwhatallthesethingswere,althoughofcourseI

  didnotatthetime。Thetwoendsofthewirenettinghadnearlycometogether。Therewasonlyalittlegapleftthroughwhichwecouldrun。

  Anotheryounghare,oritmayhavebeenarabbit,hadgotentangledinit,andoneofthemenwasbeatingittodeathwithastick。I

  rememberthatthesoundofitsscreamsmademefeelcolddowntheback,forIhadneverheardanythinglikethatbefore,andthiswasthefirstthatIhadseenofpainanddeath。

  Theothermansawusslippingthroughandranatuswithhisstick。Mymotherwentfirstandescapedhim。Thencamemysister,thenI,thenmybrother。Myfatherwaslastofall。Themanhitwithhisstickanditcamedownthudalongsideofme,justtouchingmyfur。Hehitagainandbroketheforelegofmybrother。Stillweallmanagedtogetthroughintothewood,exceptmyfatherwhowasbehind。

  \"There’stheoldbuck!\"criedoneofthemen(Iunderstandwhathesaidnow,thoughatthetimeitmeantnothingtome)。\"Knockhimonthehead!\"

  Soleavingusalonetheyranathim。Butmyfatherwasmuchtooquickforthem。Herushedbackintothecornandafterwardsjoinedusinthewood,forhehadseenwirebeforeandknewhowtoescapeit。Stillhewasterriblyfrightenedandmadeuskeepinthewoodtillthefollowingevening,notevenallowingmymothertogotoherformintheroughpastureonitsothersideandlieupthere。

  Alsowewereintroublebecausemybrother’sforepawwasbroken。Itgavehimagreatdealofpain,sothathecouldnotrestorsleep。

  Afterawhile,however,itmendedupinafashion,buthewasneverabletorunasfastaswecould,nordidhegrowsobig。Intheendthemotherfoxkilledhim,asIshalltell。

  Mymotheraskedmyfatherwhatthemenwiththesticksweredoing——

  for,youknow,manyanimalscantalktoeachotherintheirownway,eveniftheyareofdifferentkinds。Hetoldherthattheywereprotectingthewheattopreventusfromeatingit,towhichsheansweredangrilythatharesmustlivesomehow,especiallywhentheyhadyoungonestonurse。Myfatherrepliedthatmendidnotseemtothinkso,andperhapstheyhadyoungonesalso。Iseenowthatmyfatherwasaphilosophichare。Butareyoutiredofmystory?

  \"Notatall,\"Ianswered;\"goon,please。Itisveryinterestingtohearthingsdescribedfromtheanimal’spointofview,especiallywhenthatanimalhasgrownwiseandlearnedtounderstand。\"

  \"Ah,\"answeredtheHare。\"Iseewhatyoumean。Anditisodd,butIdounderstand。Allhasbecomecleartome。Idon’tknowwhathappenedwhenIdied,buttherecameachange,andIknewthatIwhowasbutabeastalwayshavebeenandstillamanecessarypartofeverythingasmuchasyouare,thoughmorehelplessandhumble。Yes,Iamasancientandasfar-reachingasyourself,buthowIbeganandhowIshallendisdarktome。Well,Iwillgoonwithmystory。

  Itmusthavebeenamoonorsolater,aftermymotherhadgivenupnursingme,thatIwenttolieoutbymyself。Therewasabighouseonthehillsideoverlookingthesea,andneartoitweregardenssurroundedbyawall。Alsooutsideofthiswallwasanotherpatchofgardenwherecabbagesgrew。Ifoundawaytothosecabbagesandkeptitsecret,forIwasgreedyandwantedthemallformyself。Iusedtocreepinatnightandeatthem,alsosomeflowerswithspikyleavesthatgrewroundthemwhichhadaveryfineflavour。ThenafterthedawncameIwenttoaformwhichIhadmadeunderafurzebushontheslopethatrandowntothesea,andsleptthere。

  OnedayIwasawakenedbysomethingwhite,hard,androundwhichrolledgentlyandstoppedstillquiteclosetome。Itwasnotalive,althoughithadaqueersmell,andIwonderedwhyitmovedatall。

  PresentlyIheardvoicesandthereappearedalittleman,andwithhimsomebodywhowasnotamanbecauseitwasdifferentlydressedandspokeinahighervoice。Isawthattheyhadsticksintheirhandsandthoughtofrunningaway,thenthatitwouldbesafertoliequiteclose。Theycameuptomeandthelittlemansaid——

  \"There’stheball;pickitup,Ella,thelieistoobad。\"

  She,fornowIknowitwaswhatiscalledagirl,stoopedtoobeyandsawmyback。

  \"Tom,\"shesaidinawhisper,\"here’sayounghareonitsform。\"

  \"Getoutofthelight,\"heanswered,\"andI’llkillit,\"andheliftedthestickheheld,whichhadatwistedironend。

  \"No,\"shesaid,\"catchitalive;Iwantaharetobeafriendtomyrabbit,whichhaslostallitslittleones。\"

  \"Lostthem?Eatenthem,youmean,becauseyouwouldalwaysgoandstareatit,\"saidTom。\"Where’stheleveret?Oh!Isee。Now,lookout!\"

  AmomentlaterandIwasindarkness。Tomhadthrownhimselfuponthetopofmeandwasgrabbingatmewithhishands。Inearlygotaway,butasmyheadpokedupunderhisarmthegirlcaughtholdofit。

  \"Oh!it’sscratching,\"shecried,asindeedIwaswithallmymight。

  \"Holdit,Tom,holdit!\"

  \"Holdityourself,\"saidTom,\"myfaceisfulloffurzeprickles。\"Sosheheldandpresentlyhehelpedher,tillintheendIwastiedupinapocket-handkerchiefandcarriedIknewnotwhither。IndeedIwasalmostmadwithfear。

  WhenIcametomyselfIfoundthatIwaswithinakindofwirerunwhichsmeltfoully,asthoughhundredsofthingshadlivedinitforyears。Therewasahutchattheendoftheruninwhichsatanenormousshe-rabbit,quiteasbigasmymother,afierce-lookingbrutewithlongyellowteeth。IwasafraidofthatrabbitandgotasfarfromitasIcould。Presentlyithoppedoutandlookedatme。

  \"Whatareyoudoinghere?\"itasked。\"Can’tyoutalk?Well,itdoesn’tmatter。IfIgethungryI’lleatyou!Doyouhearthat?I’lleatyou,asIdidalltheothers,\"anditshoweditsbigyellowteethandhoppedbackintothehutch。

  AfterthatTomandthegirlcameandgaveusplentyoffoodwhichthebigrabbitate,forIcouldtouchnothing。Fortwodaystheycame,andthenIthinktheyforgotallaboutus。Igrewveryhungry,andatnightfilledmyselfwithsomeoftheremainingfood,suchasstalecabbageleaves。Bynextmorningallwasgone,andthebigrabbitgrewhungryalso。Allthatdayithoppedaboutsniffingatmeandshowingitsyellowteeth。

  \"Ishalleatyouto-night,\"itsaid。

  Iranroundandroundthepeninterror,tillatlastIfoundaplacewhereratshadbeenworkingunderthewire,almostbigenoughformetosqueezethrough,butnotquite。

  Thesunwentdownandthebigshe-rabbitcameout。

  \"NowIamgoingtoeatyou,\"itsaid,\"asIatealltheothers。Iamhungry,veryhungry,\"anditproddedmeaboutwithitsnoseandrolledmeover。

  Atlastwithalittlesquealitdroveitsbigyellowteethintomebehind。Oh!howtheyhurt!Iwasneartherat-hole。Irushedatit,scrabblingandwriggling。Thebigrabbitpouncedonmewithitsfore-

  feet,tryingtoholdme,buttoolate,forIwasthrough,leavingsomeofmyfurbehindme。Iran,howIran!withoutstopping,tillatlengthIfoundmymotherintheroughpasturebythewoodandtoldhereverything。

  \"Ah!\"shesaid,\"that’swhatcomesofgreedinessandoftryingtobetooclever。Now,perhaps,youwilllearntostopathome。\"

  SoIdidforalongwhile。

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