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  ANATOLEFRANCE

  CONCERNINGLIFE

  TABLEOFCONTENTS:

  INNOFTRANQUILITY

  MAGPIEOVERTHEHILL

  SHEEP-SHEARING

  EVOLUTION

  RIDINGINTHEMIST

  THEPROCESSION

  ACHRISTIAN

  WINDINTHEROCKS

  MYDISTANTRELATIVE

  THEBLACKGODMOTHER

  THEINNOFTRANQUILLITY

  Underaburningbluesky,amongthepine-treesandjunipers,thecypressesandolivesofthatOdysseancoast,wecameoneafternoononapinkhousebearingthelegend:\"OsteriadiTranquillita,\";and,partlybecauseofthename,andpartlybecausewedidnotexpecttofindahouseatallinthosegoat-hauntedgrovesabovethewaves,wetarriedforcontemplation。TothefamiliarsimplicityofthatItalianbuildingtherewerenotlackingsignsofacertainspiritualchange,foroutoftheolive-grovewhichgrewtoitsverydoorsaskittle-alleyhadbeenformed,andtwobabycypress-treeswerecutintotheeffigiesofacockandhen。Thesongofagramophone,too,wasbreakingforthintotheair,asitwerethepresidingvoiceofahighandcosmopolitanmind。And,lostinadmiration,webecameconsciousoftheodourofafull-flavouredcigar。Yes——intheskittle-alleyagentlemanwasstandingwhoworeabowlerhat,abrightbrownsuit,pinktie,andveryyellowboots。Hisheadwasround,hischeeksfatandwell-coloured,hislipsredandfullunderablackmoustache,andhewasregardingusthroughverythickandhalf-closedeyelids。

  Perceivinghimtobetheproprietorofthehighandcosmopolitanmind,weaccostedhim。

  \"Good-day!\"hereplied:\"IspikEnglish。BeeninAmurricayes。\"

  \"Youhavealovelyplacehere。\"

  Sweepingaglanceovertheskittle-alley,hesentforthalongpuffofsmoke;then,turningtomycompanion(ofthepolitersex)withtheairofonewhohasmadehimselfperfectmasterofaforeigntongue,hesmiled,andspoke。

  \"Too-quiet!\"

  \"Precisely;thenameofyourinn,perhaps,suggests————\"

  \"Ichangeallthat——soonIcallitAnglo-Americanhotel。\"

  \"Ah!yes;youareveryup-to-datealready。\"

  Heclosedoneeyeandsmiled。

  Havingpassedafewmorecompliments,wesalutedandwalkedon;and,comingpresentlytotheedgeofthecliff,laydownonthethymeandthecrumbledleaf-dust。Allthesmallsingingbirdshadlongbeenshotandeaten;therecametousnosoundbutthatofthewavesswimminginonagentlesouthwind。Thewantoncreaturesseemedstretchingoutwhitearmstotheland,flyingdesperatelyfromaseaofsuchstupendousserenity;andovertheirbareshoulderstheirhairfloatedback,paleinthesunshine。Iftheairwasvoidofsound,itwasfullofscent——thatdeliciousandenliveningperfumeofmingledgum,andherbs,andsweetwoodbeingburnedsomewherealongwayoff;

  andasilky,goldenwarmthslantedontousthroughtheolivesandumbrellapines。Largewine-redvioletsweregrowingnear。OnsuchacliffmightTheocritushavelain,spinninghissongs;onthatdivineseaOdysseusshouldhavepassed。Andwefeltthatpresentlythegoat-godmustputhisheadforthfrombehindarock。

  ItseemedalittlequeerthatourfriendinthebowlerhatshouldmoveandbreathewithinoneshortflightofacuckoofromthishomeofPan。OnecouldnotbutatfirstfeelinglyremembertheoldBoersaying:\"OGod,whatthingsmanseeswhenhegoesoutwithoutagun!\"

  Butsoontheinfiniteincongruityofthisjuxtapositionbegantoproducewithinoneacuriouseagerness,asortofhalf-philosophicaldelight。Itbegantoseemtoogood,almosttooromantic,tobetrue。

  Tothinkofthegramophoneweddedtothethinsweetsingingoftheoliveleavesintheeveningwind;torememberthescentofhisrankcigarmarryingwiththiswildincense;toreadthatenchantedname,\"InnofTranquillity,\"andheartheblandandaffableremarkofthegentlemanwhoownedit——suchwere,indeed,phenomenatostimulatesoulstospeculation。Andallunconsciouslyonebegantojustifythembythoughtsoftheotherincongruitiesofexistence——thestrange,thepassionateincongruitiesofyouthandage,wealthandpoverty,lifeanddeath;thewonderfuloddbedfellowsofthisworld;

  allthoseluridcontrastswhichhauntaman’sspirittillsometimesheisreadytocryout:\"Ratherthanlivewheresuchthingscanbe,letmedie!\"

  Likeawildbirdtrackingthroughtheair,one’smeditationwanderedon,followingthattrailofthought,tillthechanceencounterbecamespirituallyluminous。ThatItaliangentlemanoftheworld,withhisbowlerhat,hisskittle-alley,hisgramophone,whohadplantedhimselfdowninthistempleofwildharmony,washenotProgressitself——theblindfigurewiththestomachfullofnewmeatsandthebrainofrawnotions?Washenottheveryembodimentofthewonderfulchild,Civilisation,sopossessedbyanewtoyeachdaythatshehasnotimetomasteritsuse——naivecreaturelostamidherowndiscoveries!Washenottheverysymbolofthatwhichwasmakingeconomiststhin,thinkerspale,artistshaggard,statesmenbald——thesymbolofIndigestionIncarnate!Didhenot,delicious,gross,unconsciousman,personifybeneathhisAmerico-Italianpolishallthoserankandprimitiveinstincts,whosesatisfactionnecessitatedthemillionmiseriesofhisfellows;allthosethickrapacitieswhichstirthehatredofthehumaneandthin-skinned!Andyet,one’smeditationcouldnotstopthere——itwasnotconvenienttotheheart!

  Alittleaboveus,amongtheolive-trees,twoblue-clothedpeasants,manandwoman,weregatheringthefruit——fromsomesuchcouple,nodoubt,ourfriendinthebowlerhathadsprung;more\"virile\"andadventurousthanhisbrothers,hehadnotstayedinthehomegroves,buthadgoneforthtodrinkthewatersofhustleandcommerce,andcomeback——whathewas。Andhe,inturn,wouldbegetchildren,andhavingmadehispileoutofhis’Anglo-Americanhotel’wouldplacethosechildrenbeyondthecoarserinfluencesoflife,tilltheybecame,perhaps,evenasourselves,thesaltoftheearth,anddespisedhim。AndIthought:\"Idonotdespisethosepeasants——farfromit。Idonotdespisemyself——nomorethanreason;why,then,despisemyfriendinthebowlerhat,whois,afterall,butthenecessarylinkbetweenthemandme?\"Ididnotdespisetheolive-

  trees,thewarmsun,thepinescent,allthosematerialthingswhichhadmadehimsothickandstrong;Ididnotdespisethegolden,tenuousimaginingswhichthetreesandrocksandseawerestartinginmyownspirit。Why,then,despisetheskittle-alley,thegramophone,thoseexpressionsofthespiritofmyfriendinthebilly-cockhat?

  Todespisethemwasridiculous!

  AndsuddenlyIwasvisitedbyasensationonlytobedescribedasasortofsmilingcertainty,emanatingfrom,and,asitwere,stilltinglingwithineverynerveofmyself,butyetvibratingharmoniouslywiththeworldaround。ItwasasifIhadsuddenlyseenwhatwasthetruthofthings;notperhapstoanybodyelse,butatalleventstome。AndIfeltatoncetranquilandelated,aswhensomethingismetwithwhichrousesandfascinatesinamanallhisfaculties。

  \"For,\"Ithought,\"ifitisridiculousinmetodespisemyfriend——

  thatperfectmarvelofdisharmony——itisridiculousinmetodespiseanything。Ifheisalittlebitofcontinuity,asperfectlylogicalanexpressionofanecessaryphaseormoodofexistenceasImyselfam,then,surely,thereisnothinginalltheworldthatisnotalittlebitofcontinuity,theexpressionofalittlenecessarymood。

  Yes,\"Ithought,\"heandI,andthoseolive-trees,andthisspideronmyhand,andeverythingintheUniversewhichhasanindividualshape,areallfitexpressionsoftheseparatemoodsofagreatunderlyingMoodorPrinciple,whichmustbeperfectlyadjusted,volvingandrevolvingonitself。ForifItdidnotvolveandrevolveonItself,Itwouldpeteroutatoneendortheother,andtheimageofthispeteringoutnomanwithhismentalapparatuscanconceive。

  Therefore,onemustconcludeIttobeperfectlyadjustedandeverlasting。ButifItisperfectlyadjustedandeverlasting,wearealllittlebitsofcontinuity,andifwearealllittlebitsofcontinuityitisridiculousforoneofustodespiseanother。So,\"

  Ithought,\"Ihavenowproveditfrommyfriendinthebilly-cockhatuptotheUniverse,andfromtheUniversedown,backagaintomyfriend。\"

  AndIlayonmybackandlookedatthesky。Itseemedfriendlytomythoughtwithitssmile,andfewwhiteclouds,saffron-tingedliketheplumesofawhiteduckinsunlight。\"Andyet,\"Iwondered,\"thoughmyfriendandImaybeequallynecessary,Iamcertainlyirritatedbyhim,andshallascertainlycontinuetobeirritated,notonlybyhim,butbyathousandothermenandso,withalightheart,youmaygoonbeingirritatedwithyourfriendinthebowlerhat,youmaygoonlovingthosepeasantsandthisskyandsea。But,sinceyouhavethistheoryoflife,youmaynotdespiseanyoneoranything,notevenaskittle-alley,fortheyareallthreadedtoyou,andtodespisethemwouldbetoblasphemeagainstcontinuity,andtoblasphemeagainstcontinuitywouldbetodenyEternity。Loveyoucannothelp,andhateyoucannothelp;butcontemptis——foryou——thesovereignidiocy,theirreligiousfancy!\"

  Therewasabeeweighingdownablossomofthymecloseby,andunderneaththestalkaveryuglylittlecentipede。Thewildbee,withhislittledarkbodyandhisbusybear’slegs,waslovelytome,andthecreepycentipedegavemeshudderings;butitwasapleasantthingtofeelsosurethathe,nolessthanthebee,wasalittlemoodexpressinghimselfoutinharmonywithDesignstinythreadonthemiraculousquilt。AndIlookedathimwithasuddenzestandcuriosity;itseemedtomethatinthemysteryofhisqueerlittlecreepingsIwasenjoyingtheSupremeMystery;andIthought:\"IfI

  knewallaboutthatwrigglingbeast,then,indeed,Imightdespisehim;but,truly,ifIknewallabouthimIshouldknowallabouteverything——Mysterywouldbegone,andIcouldnotbeartolive!\"

  SoIstirredhimwithmyfingerandhewentaway。

  \"Buthow\"——Ithought\"aboutsuchasdonotfeelitridiculoustodespise;howaboutthosewhosetemperamentsandreligionsshowthemallthingssoplainlythattheyknowtheyarerightandotherswrong?

  Theymustbeinabadway!\"AndforsomesecondsIfeltsorryforthem,andwasdiscouraged。ButthenIthought:\"Notatall——

  obviouslynot!Foriftheydonotfinditridiculoustofeelcontempt,theyareperfectlyrighttofeelcontempt,itbeingnaturaltothem;andyouhavenobusinesstobesorryforthem,forthatis,afterall,onlyyoureuphemismforcontempt。Theyareallright,beingtheexpressionsofcontemptuousmoods,havingreligionsandsoforth,suitabletothesemoods;andthereligionofyourmoodwouldbeGreektothem,andprobablyamatterforcontempt。Butthisonlymakesitthemoreinteresting。Forthoughtoyou,forinstance,itmayseemimpossibletoworshipMysterywithonelobeofthebrain,andwiththeothertoexplainit,thethoughtthatthismaynotseemimpossibletoothersshouldnotdiscourageyou;itisbutanotherlittlepieceofthatMysterywhichmakeslifesowonderfulandsweet。\"

  Thesun,fallennowalmosttothelevelofthecliff,wasslantingupwardontotheburnt-redpineboughs,whichhadtakentothemselvesaquaintresemblancetothegreatbrownlimbsofthewildmenTitiandrewinhispaganpictures,anddownbelowusthesea-nymphs,stillswimmingtoshore,seemedeagertoembracethemintheenchantedgroves。Allwasfusedinthatgoldenglowofthesungoingdown-seaandlandgatheredintoonetranscendentmoodoflightandcolour,asifMysterydesiredtoblessusbyshowinghowperfectwasthatworshipfuladjustment,whosesecretwecouldneverknow。AndIsaidtomyself:\"Noneofthosethoughtsofyoursarenew,andinavaguewayevenyouhavethoughtthembefore;butallthesame,theyhavegivenyousomelittlefeelingoftranquillity。\"

  AndatthatwordoffearIroseandinvitedmycompaniontoreturntowardthetown。Butaswestealthycreptbythe\"OsteriadiTranquillita,\"ourfriendinthebowlerhatcameoutwithagunoverhisshoulderandwavedhishandtowardtheInn。

  \"Youcomeagainintwoweek——Ichangeallthat!Andnow,\"headded,\"Igotoshootlittlebirdortwo,\"andhedisappearedintothegoldenhazeundertheolive-trees。

  Aminutelaterweheardhisgungooff,andreturnedhomewardwithaprayer。

  1910。

  MAGPIEOVERTHEHILL

  Ilayoftenthatsummeronaslopeofsandandcoarsegrass,closetotheCornishsea,tryingtocatchthoughts;andIwastryingveryhardwhenIsawthemcominghandinhand。

  Shewasdressedinbluelinen,andalittlecloudofhoney-colouredhair;hersmallfacehadseriouseyesthecolourofthechicoryflowersshewasholdinguptosniffat——acleansoberlittlemaid,withaverytouchingupwardlookoftrust。Hercompanionwasastrong,activeboyofperhapsfourteen,andhe,too,wasserious——hisdeep-set,blacklashedeyeslookeddownatherwithaqueerprotectivewonder;thewhileheexplainedinasoftvoicebrokenupbetweentwoages,thatexactprocesswhichbeesadopttodrawhoneyoutofflowers。Onceortwicethishoarsebutcharmingvoicebecamequitefervent,whenshehadevidentlyfailedtofollow;itwasasifhewouldhavebeenimpatient,onlyheknewhemustnot,becauseshewasaladyandyoungerthanhimself,andhelovedher。

  Theysatdownjustbelowmynook,andbegantocountthepetalsofachicoryflower,andslowlyshenestledintohim,andheputhisarmroundher。NeverdidIseesuchsedate,sweetlovering,sotrustingonherpart,soguardianlikeonhis。Theywerelike,inminiature——-

  thoughmoredewy,——thosesobercoupleswhohavelonglivedtogether,yetwhomonestillcatcheslookingateachotherwithconfidentialtenderness,andinwhom,onefeels,passionisatrophiedfromneverhavingbeeninuse。

  LongIsatwatchingthemintheircoolcommunion,half-embraced,talkingalittle,smilingalittle,neveroncekissing。Theydidnotseemshyofthat;itwasratherasiftheyweretoomucheachother’stothinkofsuchathing。Andthenherheadslidlowerandlowerdownhisshoulder,andsleepbuttonedthelidsoverthosechicory-

  blueeyes。Howcarefulhewas,then,nottowakeher,thoughIcouldseehisarmwasgettingstiff!Hestillsat,goodasgold,holdingher,tillitbeganquitetohurtmetoseehisshoulderthusinchancery。ButpresentlyIsawhimdrawhisarmawayeversocarefully,layherheaddownonthegrass,andleanforwardtostareatsomething。Straightinfrontofthemwasamagpie,balancingitselfonastrippedtwigofthorn-tree。Theagitatingbird,paintedofnightandday,wasmakingaqueernoiseandflirtingonewing,asiftryingtoattractattention。Risingfromthetwig,itcircled,vividandstealthy,twiceroundthetree,andflewtoanotheradozenpacesoff。Theboyrose;helookedathislittlemate,lookedatthebird,andbeganquietlytomovetowardit;bututteringagainitsqueercall,thebirdglidedontoathirdthorn-tree。Theboyhesitatedthen——butoncemorethebirdflewon,aridsuddenlydippedoverthehill。Isawtheboybreakintoarun;andgettingupquickly,Irantoo。

  WhenIreachedthecresttherewastheblackandwhitebirdflyinglowintoadell,andtheretheboy,withhairstreamingback,wasrushinghelter-skelterdownthehill。Hereachedthebottomandvanishedintothedell。I,too,randownthehill。ForallthatI

  waspryingandmustnotbeseenbybirdorboy,Icreptwarilyinamongthetreestotheedgeofapoolthatcouldknowbutlittlesunlight,sothicklyarchedwasitbywillows,birch-trees,andwildhazel。There,inaswingofboughsabovethewater,wasperchednopiedbird,butayoung,dark-hairedgirlwith,dangling,bare,brownlegs。Andonthebrinkoftheblackwatergoldened,withfallenleaves,theboywascrouching,gazingupatherwithallhissoul。

  Sheswungjustoutofreachandlookeddownathimacrossthepool。

  Howoldwasshe,withherbrownlimbs,andhergleaming,slantingeyes?Orwassheonlythespiritofthedell,thiself-thingswingingthere,entwinedwithboughsandthedarkwater,andcoveredwithashiftofwetbirchleaves。Sostrangeafaceshehad,wild,almostwicked,yetsotender;afacethatIcouldnottakemyeyesfrom。Herbaretoesjusttouchedthepool,andflickedupdropsofwaterthatfellontheboy’sface。

  >Fromhimallthesobersteadfastnesswasgone;alreadyhelookedaswildasshe,andhisarmswerestretchedouttryingtoreachherfeet。Iwantedtocrytohim:\"Goback,boy,goback!\"butcouldnot;herelfeyesheldmedumb-theylookedsolostintheirtenderwildness。

  Andthenmyheartstoodstill,forhehadslippedandwasstrugglingindeepwaterbeneathherfeet。Whatagazewasthathewasturninguptoher——notfrightened,butsolonging,sodesperate;andhershowtriumphant,andhowhappy!

  Andthenheclutchedherfoot,andclung,andclimbed;andbendingdown,shedrewhimuptoher,allwet,andclaspedhimintheswingofboughs。

  Itookalongbreaththen。Anorangegleamofsunlighthadflamedinamongtheshadowsandfellroundthosetwowheretheyswungoverthedarkwater,withlipsclosetogetherandspiritslostinoneanother’s,andintheireyessuchdrowningecstasy!Andthentheykissed!Allroundmepool,andleaves,andairseemedsuddenlytoswirlandmelt——Icouldseenothingplain!……Whattimepassed——Idonotknow——beforetheirfacesslowlyagainbecamevisible!Hisfacethesoberboy’s——wasturnedawayfromher,andhewaslistening;forabovethewhisperingofleavesasoundofweepingcamefromoverthehill。Itwastothathelistened。

  AndevenasIlookedhesliddownfromoutofherarms;backintothepool,andbeganstrugglingtogaintheedge。Whatgriefandlonginginherwildfacethen!Butshedidnotwail。Shedidnottrytopullhimback;thatelfishheartofdignitycouldreachouttowhatwascoming,itcouldnotdragatwhatwasgone。Unmovingastheboughsandwater,shewatchedhimabandonher。

  Slowlythestrugglingboygainedland,andlaythere,breathless。

  Andstillthatsoundoflonelyweepingcamefromoverthehill。

  Listening,butlookingatthosewild,mourningeyesthatnevermovedfromhim,helay。Onceheturnedbacktowardthewater,butfirehaddiedwithinhim;hishandsdropped,nerveless——hisyoungfacewasallbewilderment。

  Andthequietdarknessofthepoolwaited,andthetrees,andthoselosteyesofhers,andmyheart。Andeverfromoverthehillcamethelittlefairmaiden’slonelyweeping。

  Then,slowlydragginghisfeet,stumbling,half-blinded,turningandturningtolookback,theboygropedhiswayoutthroughthetreestowardthatsound;and,ashewent,thatdarkspirit-elf,abandoned,claspingherownlithebodywithherarms,nevermovedhergazefromhim。

  I,too,creptaway,andwhenIwassafeoutsideinthepaleeveningsunlight,peeredbackintothedell。Thereunderthedarktreesshewasnolonger,butroundandroundthatcageofpassion,flutteringandwailingthroughtheleaves,overtheblackwater,wasthemagpie,flightingonitstwilightwings。

  IturnedandranandrantillIcameoverthehillandsawtheboyandthelittlefair,sobermaidensittingtogetheroncemoreontheopenslope,underthehighblueheaven。Shewasnestlinghertear-

  stainedfaceagainsthisshoulderandspeakingalreadyofindifferentthings。Andhe——hewasholdingherwithhisarmandwatchingoverherwitheyesthatseemedtoseesomethingelse。

  AndsoIlay,hearingtheirsobertalkandgazingattheirsoberlittlefigures,tillIawokeandknewIhaddreamedallthatlittleallegoryofsacredandprofanelove,andfromithadreturnedtoreason,knowingnomorethaneverwhichwaswhich。

  1912。

  SHEEP-SHEARING

  >Fromearlymorningtherehadbeenbleatingofsheepintheyard,sothatoneknewthecreatureswerebeingsheared,andtowardeveningI

  wentalongtosee。Thirtyorfortynaked-lookingghostsofsheepwerepennedagainstthebarn,andperhapsadozenstillinhabitingtheircoats。Intothewoolofoneofthesebulkyewesthefarmer’ssmall,yellow-haireddaughterwastwistingherfist,hustlingittowardFate;thoughpulledalmostoffherfeetbythefrightened,stubborncreature,sheneverletgo,till,withadespairingcough,theewehadpassedoverthethresholdandwasfastinthehandsofashearer。Atthefarendofthebarn,closebythedoors,Istoodaminuteortwobeforeshiftinguptowatchtheshearing。Intothatdim,beautifulhomeofage,withitsgreatraftersandmellowstonearchways,theJunesunlightshonethroughloopholesandchinks,inthinglamour,powderingwithitsverystrangenessthedarkcathedraledair,where,highup,clungafogofoldgreycobwebssothickaseverwerethestalactitesofahugecave。Atthisendthescentofsheepandwoolandmenhadnotyetroutedthathomeessenceofthebarn,likethesavourofacornsandwitheringbeechleaves。

  Theywereshearingbyhandthisyear,nineofthem,countingthepostman,who,thoughfarm-bred,\"did’nputtmuchtotheshearin’,\"

  buthadcometoroundthesheepupandgivegeneralaid。

  Sittingonthecreatures,orwithalegfirmlycrookedovertheirheads,eachshearer,eventhetwoboys,hadanairofgoingatitinhisownway。Intheirwhitecanvasshearingsuitstheyworkedverysteadily,almostinsilence,asifdrowsedbythe\"click-clip,click-

  clip\"oftheshears。Andthesheep,butforanoccasionalwriggleoflegsorhead,layquietenough,havinganinbornsenseperhapsofthefitnessofthings,evenwhen,onceinaway,theylostmorethanwool;gladtoo,mayhap,toberidoftheirmattedvestments。Fromtimetotimethelittledamselofferedeachshearerajugandglass,butnomandranktillhehadfinishedhissheep;thenhewouldgetup,stretchhiscrampedmuscles,drinkdeep,andalmostinstantlysitdownagainonafreshbeast。Andalwaystherewasthebuzzoffliesswarminginthesunlightoftheopendoorway,thedryrustleofthepollardedlime-treesinthesharpwindoutside,thebleatingofsomereleasedewe,upsetatherownnakedness,thescrapeandshuffleofheelsandsheep’slimbsonthefloor,togetherwiththe\"click-clip,click-clip\"oftheshears。

  Aseachewe,finishedwith,struggledup,helpedbyafriendlyshove,andboltedoutdazedlyintothepen,Icouldnothelpwonderingwhatwaspassinginherhead——intheheadsofallthoseunceremoniouslytreatedcreatures;and,movingnearertothepostman,Isaid:

  \"They’rereallyverygood,onthewhole。\"

  Helookedatme,Ithought,queerly。

  \"Yaas,\"heanswered;\"Mr。Molton’sthebestofthem。\"

  IlookedaskanceatMr。Molton;but,withhiskneecrookedroundayoungewe,hewasshearingcalmly。

  \"Yes,\"Iadmitted,\"heiscertainlygood。\"

  \"Yaas,\"repliedthepostman。

  Edgingbackintothedarkness,awayfromthatuncomprehendingyouth,Iescapedintotheair,andpassingtheremainsoflastyear’sstacksunderthetall,topplingelms,satdowninafieldunderthebank。

  ItseemedtomethatIhadfoodforthought。Inthatlittlemisunderstandingbetweenmeandthepostmanwasalltheessenceofthedifferencebetweenthatstateofcivilisationinwhichsheepcouldpromptasentiment,andthatstateinwhichsheepcouldnot。

  Theheatfromthedroppingsun,notfarnowabovethemoorline,struckfullintothefernsandlonggrassofthebankwhereIwassitting,andthemidgesriotedonmeinthislastwarmth。Thewindwasbarredout,sothatonehadthefullsweetnessoftheclover,fastbecominghay,overwhichtheswallowswerewheelingandswoopingafterflies。Andfarup,asitwerethecrownofNature’sbeautifuldevouringcircle,abuzzardhawk,almoststationaryontheair,floated,intentonsomethingpleasantbelowhim。Anumberoflittlehenscreptthroughthegateonebyone,andcameroundme。ItseemedtothemthatIwastheretofeedthem;andtheyheldtheirneatredoryellowheadstoonesideandtheother,inquiringwiththeirbeadyeyes,surprisedatmystillness。Theywereprettywiththeirspeckledfeathers,andasitseemedtome,plumpandyoung,sothatI

  wonderedhowmanyofthemwouldintimefeedme。Finding,however,thatIgavethemnothingtoeat,theywentaway,andtherearose,inplaceoftheirclucking,thethinsingingofairpassingthroughsomelongtube。Iknewitforthewhiningofmydog,whohadnosedmeout,butcouldnotgetthroughthepadlockedgate。AndasIliftedhimover,Iwasgladthepostmancouldnotseeme——forIfeltthattoliftadogoveragatewouldbeagainsttheprinciplesofoneforwhomtheconnectionofsheepwithgoodbehaviourhadbeentoostrangeathought。Anditsuddenlyrushedintomymindthatthetimewouldnodoubtcomewhentheconductofapples,beingpluckedfromthemothertree,wouldinspireus,andweshouldsay:\"They’rereallyverygood!\"AndIwondered,werethosefuturewatchersofapple-gatheringfartherfrommethanI,watchingsheep-shearing,fromthepostman?

  Ithought,too,oftheprettydreamsbeingdreamtabouttheland,andofthepeoplewhodreamedthem。AndIlookedatthatland,coveredwiththesweetpinkish-greenoftheclover,andconsideredhowmuchofit,throughthemediumofsheep,wouldfinditswayintome,toenablemetocomeouthereandbeeatenbymidges,andspeculateaboutthings,andconceivethesentimentofhowgoodthesheepwere。

  Anditallseemedqueer。Ithought,too,ofaworldentirelycomposedofpeoplewhocouldseethesheenripplingonthatclover,andfeelasortofsweetelationatthescentofit,andIwonderedhowmuchcloverwouldbesownthen?ManythingsIthoughtof,sittingthere,tillthesunsankbelowthemoorline,thewinddiedofftheclover,andthemidgesslept。Hereandthereintheiris-

  colouredskyastarcreptout;thesoft-hootingowlsawoke。ButstillIlingered,watchinghow,oneafteranother,shapesandcoloursdiedintotwilight;andIwonderedwhatthepostmanthoughtoftwilight,thatinconvenientstate,whenthingswereneitherdarknorlight;andIwonderedwhatthesheepwerethinkingthisfirstnightwithouttheircoats。Then,slinkingalongthehedge,noiseless,unheardbymysleepingspaniel,Isawatawnydogstealingby。Hepassedwithoutseeingus,lickinghisleanchops。

  \"Yes,friend,\"Ithought,\"youhavebeenaftersomethingveryunholy;

  youhavebeendiggingupburiedlamb,orsomedesirablepersonofthatkind!\"

  Sneakingpast,inthissweetnight,whichstirredinonesuchsentiment,thatghoulishcurwasliketheomnivorousnessofNature。

  Anditcametome,howwonderfulandqueerwasaworldwhichembracedwithinit,notonlythisredgloatingdog,freshfromhisfeastonthedecayingfleshoflamb,butallthosehundredsofbeingsinwhomthesightofaflywithonelegshortenedproducedaquiverofcompassion。Forinthissavage,slinkingshadow,IknewthatIhadbeheldamanifestationofdivinitynolessthaninthesmileofthesky,eachminutegrowingmorestarry。WithwhatHarmony——

  Ithought——canthesetwobeenwrappedinthisroundworldsofastthatitcannotbemoved!Whatsecret,marvellous,all-pervadingPrinciplecanharmonisethesethings!Andtheoldwords’good’and’evil’seemedtomemorethaneverquaint。

  Itwasalmostdark,andthedewfallingfast;Irousedmyspanieltogoin。

  Overthehigh-walledyard,thebarns,themoon-whiteporch,duskhadbrusheditsvelvet。Throughanopenwindowcamearoaringsound。

  Mr。Moltonwassinging\"TheHappyWarrior,\"tocelebratethefinishoftheshearing。Thebigdoorsintothegarden,passedthrough,cutoffthefullsweetnessofthatsong;fortheretheowlswerealreadymastersofnightwiththeirmusic。

  Onthedew-whitenedgrassofthelawn,wecameonalittledarkbeast。Myspaniel,likingitssavour,stoodwithhisnoseatpoint;

  but,beingcalledoff,Icouldfeelhimobedient,stillquivering,undermyhand。

  Inthefield,awanhuddleintheblackness,thedismantledsheeplayunderahollyhedge。Thewindhaddied;itwasmist-warm。

  1910

  EVOLUTION

  Comingoutofthetheatre,wefounditutterlyimpossibletogetataxicab;and,thoughitwasrainingslightly,walkedthroughLeicesterSquareinthehopeofpickingoneupasitreturneddownPiccadilly。Numbersofhansomsandfour-wheelerspassed,orstoodbythecurb,hailingusfeebly,ornotevenattemptingtoattractourattention,buteverytaxiseemedtohaveitsload。AtPiccadillyCircus,losingpatience,webeckonedtoafour-wheelerandresignedourselvestoalong,slowjourney。Asou’-westerlyairblewthroughtheopenwindows,andtherewasinitthescentofchange,thatwetscentwhichvisitseventheheartsoftownsandinspiresthewatcheroftheirmyriadactivitieswiththoughtoftherestlessForcethatforevercries:\"On,on!\"Butgraduallythesteadypatterofthehorse’shoofs,therattlingofthewindows,theslowthuddingofthewheels,pressedonussodrowsilythatwhen,atlast,wereachedhomeweweremorethanhalfasleep。Thefarewastwoshillings,and,standinginthelamplighttomakesurethecoinwasahalf-crownbeforehandingittothedriver,wehappenedtolookup。Thiscabmanappearedtobeamanofaboutsixty,withalong,thinface,whosechinanddroopinggreymoustachesseemedinpermanentreposeontheup-turnedcollarofhisoldblueovercoat。Buttheremarkablefeaturesofhisfacewerethetwofurrowsdownhischeeks,sodeepandhollowthatitseemedasthoughthatfacewereacollectionofboneswithoutcoherentflesh,amongwhichtheeyesweresunkbacksofarthattheyhadlosttheirlustre。Hesatquitemotionless,gazingatthetailofhishorse。And,almostunconsciously,oneaddedtherestofone’ssilvertothathalf-crown。Hetookthecoinswithoutspeaking;but,aswewereturningintothegardengate,weheardhimsay:

  \"Thankyou;you’vesavedmylife。\"

  Notknowing,eitherofus,whattoreplytosuchacuriousspeech,weclosedthegateagainandcamebacktothecab。

  \"Arethingssoverybad?\"

  \"Theyare,\"repliedthecabman。\"It’sdonewith——isthisjob。We’renotwantednow。\"And,takinguphiswhip,hepreparedtodriveaway。

  \"Howlonghavetheybeenasbadasthis?\"

  Thecabmandroppedhishandagain,asthoughgladtorestit,andansweredincoherently:

  \"Thirty-fiveyearI’vebeendrivin’acab。\"

  And,sunkagainincontemplationofhishorse’stail,hecouldonlyberousedbymanyquestionstoexpresshimself,having,asitseemed,noknowledgeofthehabit。

  \"Idon’tblamethetaxis,Idon’tblamenobody。It’scomeonus,that’swhatithas。Ileftthewifethismorningwithnothinginthehouse。Shewassayingtomeonlyyesterday:’Whathaveyoubroughthomethelastfourmonths?’’Putitatsixshillingsaweek,’I

  said。’No,’shesaid,’seven。’Well,that’sright——sheentersitalldowninherbook。\"

  \"Youarereallygoingshortoffood?\"

  Thecabmansmiled;andthatsmilebetweenthosetwodeephollowswassurelyasstrangeasevershoneonahumanface。

  \"Youmaysaythat,\"hesaid。\"Well,whatdoesitamountto?BeforeIpickedyouup,Ihadoneeighteen-pennyfareto-day;andyesterdayItookfiveshillings。AndI’vegotsevenbobadaytopayforthecab,andthat’slow,too。There’smanyandmanyaproprietorthat’sbrokeandgone——everybitasbadasus。Theyletusdownaseasyasevertheycan;youcan’tgetbloodfromastone,canyou?\"Onceagainhesmiled。\"I’msorryforthem,too,andI’msorryforthehorses,thoughtheycomeoutbestofthethreeofus,Idobelieve。\"

  OneofusmutteredsomethingaboutthePublic。

  Thecabmanturnedhisfaceandstareddownthroughthedarkness。

  \"ThePublic?\"hesaid,andhisvoicehadinitafaintsurprise。

  \"Well,theyallwantthetaxis。It’snatural。Theygetaboutfasterinthem,andtime’smoney。IwassevenhoursbeforeIpickedyouup。

  Andthenyouwaslookin’forataxi。Themastakeusbecausetheycan’tgetbetter,they’renotinagoodtemper,asarule。Andthere’safewoldladiesthat’sfrightenedofthemotors,butoldladiesaren’tneververyfreewiththeirmoney——can’taffordtobe,themostofthem,Iexpect。\"

  \"Everybody’ssorryforyou;onewouldhavethoughtthat————\"

  Heinterruptedquietly:\"Sorrowdon’tbuybread……Ineverhadnobodyaskmeaboutthingsbefore。\"And,slowlymovinghislongfacefromsidetoside,headded:\"Besides,whatcouldpeopledo?

  Theycan’tbeexpectedtosupportyou;andiftheystartedaskin’youquestionsthey’dfeelitveryawkward。Theyknowthat,Isuspect。

  Ofcourse,there’ssuchalotofus;thehansomsareprettynighasbadoffasweare。Well,we’regettin’fewereveryday,that’sonething。\"

  Notknowingwhetherornotomanifestsympathywiththisextinction,weapproachedthehorse。Itwasahorsethat\"stoodover\"agooddealattheknee,andinthedarknessseemedtohaveinnumerableribs。Andsuddenlyoneofussaid:\"Manypeoplewanttoseenothingbuttaxisonthestreets,ifonlyforthesakeofthehorses。\"

  Thecabmannodded。

  \"Thisoldfellow,\"hesaid,\"nevercarriedadealofflesh。Hisgrubdon’tputspiritintohimnowadays;it’snotuptomuchinquality,buthegetsenoughofit。\"

  \"Andyoudon’t?\"

  Thecabmanagaintookuphiswhip。

  \"Idon’tsuppose,\"hesaidwithoutemotion,\"anyonecouldeverfindanotherjobformenow。I’vebeenatthistoolong。It’llbetheworkhouse,ifit’snottheotherthing。\"

  Andhearingusmutterthatitseemedcruel,hesmiledforthethirdtime。

  \"Yes,\"hesaidslowly,\"it’sabit’ardonus,becausewe’vedonenothingtodeserveit。Butthingsarelikethat,sofarasIcansee。Onethingcomespushin’outanother,andsoyougoon。I’vethoughtaboutit——yougettothinkin’andworryin’abouttherightso’things,sittin’uphereallday。No,Idon’tseeanythingforit。

  It’llsoonbetheendofusnow——can’tlastmuchlonger。AndIdon’tknowthatI’llbesorrytohavedonewithit。It’sprettywellbrokemyspirit。\"

  \"Therewasafundgotup。\"

  \"Yes,ithelpedafewofustolearnthemotor-drivin’;butwhat’sthegoodofthattome,atmytimeoflife?Sixty,that’smyage;

  I’mnottheonlyone——there’shundredslikeme。We’renotfitforit,that’sthefact;wehaven’tgotthenervenow。It’dwantamintofmoneytohelpus。Andwhatyousay’sthetruth——peoplewanttoseetheendofus。Theywantthetaxis——ourday’sover。I’mnotcomplaining;youaskedmeaboutityourself。\"

  Andforthethirdtimeheraisedhiswhip。

  \"Tellmewhatyouwouldhavedoneifyouhadbeengivenyourfareandjustsixpenceover?\"

  Thecabmanstareddownward,asthoughpuzzledbythatquestion。

  \"Done?Why,nothing。WhatcouldIhavedone?\"

  \"Butyousaidthatithadsavedyourlife。\"

  \"Yes,Isaidthat,\"heansweredslowly;\"Iwasfeelin’abitlow。

  Youcan’thelpitsometimes;it’sthethingcomin’onyou,andnowayoutofit——that’swhatgetsoveryou。Wetrynottothinkaboutit,asarule。\"

  Andthistime,witha\"Thankyou,kindly!\"hetouchedhishorse’sflankwiththewhip。Likeathingarousedfromsleeptheforgottencreaturestartedandbegantodrawthecabmanawayfromus。Veryslowlytheytravelleddowntheroadamongtheshadowsofthetreesbrokenbylamplight。Aboveus,whiteshipsofcloudweresailingrapidlyacrossthedarkriverofskyonthewindwhichsmelledofchange。And,afterthecabwaslosttosight,thatwindstillbroughttousthedyingsoundoftheslowwheels。

  1910。

  RIDINGINMIST

  Wetandhot,havingherwintercoat,themareexactlymatchedthedrenchedfox-colouredbeech-leafdrifts。Aswasherwontonsuchmistydays,shedancedalongwithheadheldhigh,herneckalittlearched,herearspricked,pretendingthatthingswerenotwhattheyseemed,andnowandthenvigorouslytryingtoleavemeplantedontheair。Stoneswhichhadrolledoutofthelanebankswereherespecialgoblins,foronesuchhadmaltreatedhernervesbeforeshecameintothisball-roomworld,andshehadnotforgotten。

  Therewasnowindthatday。Onthebeech-treeswerestilljustenoughofcopperyleavestolooklikefireslightedhigh-uptoairtheeeriness;butmostofthetwigs,pearledwithwater,werepatternedverynakedagainstuniversalgrey。Berrieswerefew,exceptthepinkspindleone,sofarthemostbeautiful,ofwhichthereweremorethanEarthgenerallyvouchsafes。Therewasnosoundinthedeeplanes,noneofthatsweet,overheadsighingofyesterdayatthesamehour,buttherewasaqualityofsilence——adumbmistmurmuration。Wepassedatreewithaproudpigeonsittingonitstopspire,quitetooheavyforthetwigdelicacybelow;undisturbedbythemare’shoofsorthecreakingofsaddleleather,heletuspass,absorbedinhisworldoftranquilturtledoves。Themisthadthickenedtoawhite,infinitesimalrain-dust,andinitthetreesbegantolookstrange,asthoughtheyhadlostoneanother。Theworldseemedinhabitedonlybyquick,soundlesswraithsasonetrottedpast。

  Closetoafarm-housethemarestoodstillwiththatextremesuddennesspeculiartoherattimes,andfourblackpigsscuttledbyandatoncebecamewhiteair。Bynowwewerebothhotandinclinedtoclingcloselytogetherandtakelibertieswitheachother;I

  tellingherabouthernature,name,andappearance,togetherwithcommentsonhermanners;andshegivingforththatsterterous,sweetsnuffle,whichbeginsunderthestaronherforehead。Onsuchdaysshedidnotsneeze,reservingthoseexpressionsofherjoyforsunnydaysandthecrispwinds。Ataforkingofthewayswecamesuddenlyononegreyandthreebrownponies,whoshiedroundandflungawayinfrontofus,avisionofprettyheadsandhaunchestangledinthethinlane,till,consciousthattheywerebeyondtheirbeat,theyfacedthebankand,onebyone,scrambledovertojointheotherghostsoutonthedimcommon。

  Dippingdownnowovertheroad,wepassedhoundsgoinghome。Pied,dumb-footedshapes,paddingalonginthatsoft-eyed,remoteworldoftheirs,withatallridingsplashofredinfront,andatallsplashofridingredbehind。Thenthroughagatewecameontothemoor,amongstwhitenedfurze。Themistthickened。Acurlewwaswhistlingonitsinvisibleway,farup;andthatwistful,wildcallingseemedtheveryvoiceoftheday。Keepinginviewtheglintoftheroad,wegalloped;rejoicing,bothofus,tobefreeofthejogjogofthelanes。

  Andfirstthevoiceofthecurlewdied;thentheglintoftheroadvanished;andwewerequitealone。Eventhefurzewasgone;noshapeofanythingleft,onlytheblack,peatyground,andthethickeningmist。Wemightaswellhavebeenthatlonelybirdcrossingupthereintheblindwhitenothingness,likeahumanspiritwanderingontheundiscoveredmoorofitsownfuture。

  Themarejumpedapileofstones,whichappeared,asitwere,afterwehadpassedover;anditcameintomymindthat,ifwehappenedtostrikeoneoftheoldquarrypits,weshouldinfalliblybekilled。

  Somehow,therewaspleasureinthisthought,thatwemight,ormightnot,strikethatoldquarrypit。Thebloodinusbeinghot,wehadpurejoyinchargingitswhite,impalpablesolidity,whichmadeway,andatonceclosedinbehindus。Therewasgreatfuninthisyard-

  by-yarddiscoverythatwewerenotyetdead,thisflying,shelterlesschallengetowhatevermightlieoutthere,fiveyardsinfront。Wefeltsupremelyabovethewishtoknowthatournecksweresafe;wewerehappy,pantinginthevapourthatbeatagainstourfacesfromthesheerspeedofourgalloping。Suddenlythegroundgrewlumpyandmadeup-hill。Themareslackenedpace;westopped。Beforeus,behind,torightandleft,whitevapour。Nosky,nodistance,barelytheearth。Nowindinourfaces,nowindanywhere。Atfirstwejustgotourbreath,thoughtnothing,talkedalittle。Thencameachillness,afaintclutchingovertheheart。Themaresnuffled;weturnedandmadedown-hill。Andstillthemistthickened,andseemedtodarkeneversolittle;wewentslowly,suddenlydoubtfulofallthatwasinfront。Therecameintoourmindsvisions,sodistantinthatdarkeningvapour,ofawarmstallandmangerofoats;ofteaandalogfire。Themistseemedtohavefingersnow,long,darkwhite,crawlingfingers;itseemed,too,tohaveinitssheersilenceasortofmutteredmenace,ashudderylurkingness,asiffromoutofitthatspiritoftheunknown,whichinhotbloodwehadjustnowsogleefullymocked,werecreepingupatus,intentonitsvengeance。

  Sincethegroundnolongersloped,wecouldnotgodown-hill;therewerenomeansleftoftellinginwhatdirectionweweremoving,andwestoppedtolisten。Therewasnosound,notonetinynoiseofwater,windintrees,orman;notevenofbirdsorthemoorponies。

  Andthemistdarkened。Themarereachedherheaddownandwalkedon,smellingattheheather;everytimeshesniffed,one’sheartquivered,hopingshehadfoundtheway。Shethrewupherhead,snorted,andstoodstill;andtherepassedjustinfrontofusaponyandherfoal,shapesofscamperingdusk,whiskedlikeblurredshadowsacrossasheet。Hoof-silentinthelongheather——aseverwerevisitingghosts——theyweregoneinaflash。Themareplungedforward,following。But,inthefeelofhergallop,andthefeelofmyheart,therewasnomorethatecstasyoffacingtheunknown;therewasonlythecold,hastydreadofloneliness。Farasunderasthepoleswerethosetwosensations,evokedbythissamemotion。Themareswervedviolentlyandstopped。There,passingwithinthreeyards,fromthesamedirectionasbefore,thesoundlessshapesoftheponyandherfoalflewbyagain,moreintangible,lessduskynowagainstthedarkerscreen。Werewe,then,tobehauntedbythosebewilderinguncannyones,flittingpasteverfromthesamedirection?

  Thistimethemaredidnotfollow,butstoodstill;knowingaswellasIthatdirectionwasquitelost。Soon,withawhimper,shepickedherwayonagain,smellingattheheather。Andthemistdarkened!

  Then,outoftheheartofthatduskywhiteness,cameatinysound;westood,notbreathing,turningourheads。Icouldseethemare’seyefixedandstrainingatthevapour。Thetinysoundgrewtillitbecamethemutteringofwheels。Themaredashedforward。Themutteringceaseduntimely;butshedidnotstop;turningabruptlytotheleft,sheslid,scrambled,anddroppedintoatrot。Themistseemedwhiterbelowus;wewereontheroad。Andinvoluntarilytherecamefrommeasound,notquiteashout,notquiteanoath。Isawthemare’seyeturnback,faintlyderisive,aswhoshouldsay:AloneIdidit!Thenslowly,comfortably,alittleashamed,wejoggedon,inthemoodofmenandhorseswhendangerisover。Sopleasantitseemednow,inoneshorthalf-hour,tohavepassedthroughthecircle-swingoftheemotions,fromtheecstasyofhotrecklessnesstotheclutchingofchillfear。Butthemeeting-pointofthosetwosensationswehadleftoutthereonthemysteriousmoor!Why,atonemoment,hadwethoughtitfinerthananythingonearthtoriskthebreakingofournecks;andthenext,shudderedatbeinglostinthedarkeningmistwithwinternightfastcomingon?

  Andveryluxuriouslyweturnedoncemoreintothelanes,enjoyingthepast,scentingthefuture。Closetohome,thefirstlittleeddyofwindstirred,andthesongofdrippingtwigsbegan;anowlhooted,honey-soft,inthefog。Wecameontwofarmhandsmendingthelaneattheturnoftheavenue,and,curledonthetopofthebank,theircosyredcolliepup,waitingforthemtofinishworkfortheday。

  Heraisedhissharpnoseandlookedatusdewily。Weturneddown,paddingsoftlyinthewetfox-reddriftsunderthebeechtrees,whereonthelastleavesstillflickeredoutinthedarkeningwhiteness,thatnowseemedsolittleeerie。Wepassedthegrey-greenskeletonofthefarm-yardgate。Ahenranacrossus,clucking,intothedusk。Themazedrewherlong,home-comingsnuffle,andstoodstill。

  1910。

  THEPROCESSION

  Inoneofthosecornersofourlandcanopiedbythefumesofblindindustry,therewas,onthatday,alullindarkness。Afreshwindhadsplitthecustomaryheaven,orroofofhell;wassweepinglongdriftsofcreamycloudsacrossabluestillpallidwithreek。Thesunevenshone——asunwhosefaceseemedwhiteandwondering。Andunderthatraresunallthelittletown,amongitsslagheapsandfewtallchimneys,hadanairoflivingfaster。Inthosecontinuouscourtsandalleys,wherethewomenworked,smokefromeachlittleforgeroseanddispersedintothewindwithstrangealacrity;amongstthewomen,too,therewasthatsameeagerness,forthesunshinehadcreptinandwasmakingpaleallthosedark-raftered,sootedceilingswhichcoveredthemin,togetherwiththeirimmortalcomrades,thesmallopenfurnaces。Abouttheirworktheyhadbeenbusysinceseveno’clock;theirfeetpressingtheleatherlungswhichfannedtheconicalheapsofglowingfuel,theirhandspokingintotheglowathinironrodtilltheendcouldbecurvedintoafieryhook;

  snappingitwithamallet;threadingitwithtongsontothechain;

  hammering,closingthelink;and;withoutasecond’spause,thrustingtheironrodagainintotheglow。Andwhiletheyworkedtheychattered,laughedsometimes,nowandthensighed。Theyseemedofallagesandalltypes;fromherwholookedlikeapeasantofProvence,broad,brown,andstrong,totheweariestwhiteconsumptivewisp;fromoldwomenofseventy,withstragglinggreyhair,tofifteen-year-oldgirls。Inthecottageforgestherewouldbebutoneworker,ortwoatmost;intheshopforgesfour,orevenfive,littleglowingheaps;fourorfiveofthegrimy,palelung-bellows;andneveramomentwithoutafieryhookabouttotakeitsplaceonthegrowingchains,neverasecondwhenthethinsmokeoftheforges,andofthoselivesconsumingslowlyinfrontofthem,didnotescapefromoutofthedingy,whitewashedspacespastthedarkrafters,awaytofreedom。

  Buttherehadbeenintheairthatmorningsomethingmorethanthewhitesunlight。Therehadbeenanticipation。Andattwoo’clockbeganfulfilment。Theforgeswerestilled,andfromcourtandalleyforthcamethewomen。Intheirraggedworkingclothes,intheirbestclothes——solittledifferent;inbonnets,inhats,bareheaded;withbabiesbornandunborn,theyswarmedintothehighstreetandformedacrossitbehindtheband。Astrange,magpie,jay-likeflock;black,white,patchedwithbrownandgreenandblue,shifting,chattering,laughing,seemingunconsciousofanypurpose。Athousandandmoreofthem,withfacestwistedandscoredbythosemyriaddeformingswhichadesperatetown-toilingandlittlefoodfastenonhumanvisages;yetwithhardlyasingleevilorbrutalface。Seeminglyitwasnoteasytobeevilorbrutalonawagethatscarcelyboundsoulandbody。A

  thousandandmoreofthepoorest-paidandhardest-workedhumanbeingsintheworld。

  Onthepavementalongsidethisstrange,acquiescingassemblyofrevolt,abouttomarchinprotestagainsttheconditionsoftheirlives,stoodayoungwomanwithoutahatandinpoorclothes,butwithasortofbeautyinherrough-haired,highcheek-boned,dark-

  eyedface。Shewasnotoneofthem;yet,byastrokeofNature’sirony,therewasgravenonherfacealoneofallthosefaces,thetruelookofrebellion;ahaughty,almostfierce,uneasylook——anuntamedlook。Onalltheotherthousandfacesonecouldseenobitterness,nofierceness,notevenenthusiasm;onlyahalf-stolid,half-vivaciouspatienceandeagernessasofchildrengoingtoaparty。

  Thebandplayed;andtheybegantomarch。

  Laughing,talking,wavingflags,tryingtokeepstep;withthesameexpressionslowlybutsurelycomingovereveryface;thefuturewasnot;onlythepresent——thishappypresentofmarchingbehindthediscordanceofabrassband;thisstrangepresentofcrowdedmovementandlaughterinopenair。

  Weothers——somedozenaccidentalslikemyself,andthetall,grey-

  hairedladyinterestedin\"thepeople,\"togetherwiththosefewkindspiritsinchargeof\"theshow\"——marchedtoo,alittleself-

  conscious,desiringwithavaguemilitarysensationtoholdourheadsup,butnottoomuch,undertheeyesofthecuriousbystanders。

  These——nearlyallmen——werewell-wishers,itwassaid,thoughtheirfaces,palefromtheirownworkinshoporfurnace,expressednothingbutapathy。Theywishedwell,verydumbly,inthepresenceofthisnewthing,asiftheyfounditqueerthatwomenshouldbedoingsomethingforthemselves;queerandratherdangerous。Afew,indeed,shuffledalongbetweenthecolumnandthelittlehopelessshopsandgrimyfactorysheds,andoneortwoaccompaniedtheirwomen,carryingthebaby。Nowandthentherepassedussomebetter-to-docitizen-ahousewife,orlawyer’sclerk,orironmonger,withlipspressedrathertightlytogetherandanairoftakingnonoticeofthisdisturbanceoftraffic,asthoughthewholethingwerearatherpoorjokewhichtheyhadalreadyheardtoooften。

  So,withlaughterandacontinualcrackofvoicesourjay-likecrewswungon,swayingandthumpinginthestrangeecstasyofirreflection,happytobemovingtheyknewnotwhere,norgreatlywhy,underthevisitingsun,tothesoundofmurderedmusic。

  Wheneverthebandstoppedplaying,disciplinebecameastatterdemalionastheveryflagsandgarments;butneveroncedidtheylosethatlookofessentialorder,asifindeedtheyknewthat,beingtheworst-servedcreaturesintheChristianworld,theywerethechiefguardiansoftheinherentdignityofman。

  Hatless,intheveryfrontrow,marchedatallslipofagirl,arrow-

  straight,andsothin,withdirtyfairhair,inablouseandskirtgapingbehind,everturningherprettyfaceonitsprettyslimneckfromsidetoside,sothatonecouldseeherblueeyessweepinghere,there,everywhere,withasortofflower-likewildness,asifasecretembracingofeachmomentforbadehertoletthemrestonanythingandbreakthispleasureofjustmarching。Itseemedthatinthenever-stilleyesofthatanaemic,happygirlthespiritofourmarchhadelectedtoenshrineitselfandtomakethenceitslittleexcursionstoeachecstaticfollower。Justbehindhermarchedalittleoldwoman——amakerofchains,theysaid,forfortyyears——

  whoseblackslitsofeyesweresparkling,whoflutteredabitofribbon,andreeledwithhersenseoftheexquisitehumouroftheworld。Everynowandthenshewouldmakearushatoneofherleaderstodemonstratehowimmoderatelygloriouswaslife。Andeachtimeshespokethewomannexttoher,ladenwithaheavybaby,wentoffintosquealsoflaughter。Behindher,again,marchedonewhobeattimewithherheadandwavedalittlebitofstick,intoxicatedbythisnoblemusic。

  Foranhourthepageantwoundthroughthedejectedstreet,pursuingneithermethodnorsetroute,tillitcametoadesertedslag-heap,selectedforthespeech-making。Slowlythemotleyregimentswungintothatgrimamphitheatreunderthepalesunshine;and,asI

  watched,astrangefancyvisitedmybrain。Iseemedtoseeovereveryraggedheadofthosemarchingwomenalittleyellowflame,athin,flickeringgleam,spiringupwardandblownbackbythewind。A

  trickofthesunlight,maybe?Orwasitthatthelifeintheirhearts,theinextinguishablebreathofhappiness,hadforamomentescapedprison,andwasflutteringatthepleasureofthebreeze?

  Silentnow,justenjoyingthesoundofthewordsthrowndowntothem,theystood,unimaginablypatient,withthathappinessoftheyknewnotwhatgildingtheairabovethembetweenthepatchworkribandsoftheirpoorflags。Iftheycouldnottellverymuchwhytheyhadcome,norbelieveverymuchthattheywouldgainanythingbycoming;

  iftheirdemonstrationdidnotmeantotheworldquiteallthatoratorywouldhavethemthink;iftheythemselveswerebutthepoorest,humblest,leastlearnedwomenintheland——forallthat,itseemedtomethatinthosetattered,wistfulfigures,sostill,sotrustful,IwaslookingonsuchbeautyasIhadneverbeheld。Alltheelaboratedgloryofthingsmade,theperfecteddreamsofaesthetes,theembroideriesofromance,seemedasnothingbesidethissuddenvisionofthewildgoodnessnativeinhumblehearts。

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