CHAPTERI
Manypatternsofcarpetlayrolledoutbeforethemonthefloor——twoofBrusselsshowedthebeginningoftheirquest,anditsendinginthatdirection;whileascoreofingrainsluredtheireyesandprolongedthedebatebetweendesirepocket-book。Theheadofthedepartmentdidthemthehonorofwaitinguponthemhimself——ordidJoethehonor,asshewellknew,forshehadnotedtheopen-mouthedaweoftheelevatorboywhobroughtthemup。NorhadshebeenblindtothemarkedrespectshownJoebytheurchinsandgroupsofyoungfellowsoncorners,whenshewalkedwithhimintheirownneighborhooddownatthewestendofthetown。
Buttheheadofthedepartmentwascalledawaytothetelephone,andinhermindthesplendidpromiseofthecarpetsandtheirkofthepocket-bookwerethrustasidebyagreaterdoubtandanxiety。
\"ButIdon’tseewhatyoufindtolikeinit,Joe,\"shesaidsoftly,thenoteofinsistenceinherwordsbetrayingrecentandunsatisfactorydiscussion。
Forafleetingmomentashadowdarkenedhisboyishface,tobereplacedbytheglowoftenderness。Hewasonlyaboy,asshewasonlyagirl——twoyoungthingsonthethresholdoflife,house-
rentingandbuyingcarpetstogether。
\"What’sthegoodofworrying?\"hequestioned。\"It’sthelastgo,theverylast。\"
Hesmiledather,butshesawonhislipstheunconsciousandallbutbreathedsighofrenunciation,andwiththeinstinctivemonopolyofwomanforhermate,shefearedthisthingshedidnotunderstandandwhichgrippedhislifesostrongly。
\"YouknowthegowithO’Neilclearedthelastpaymentonmother’shouse,\"hewenton。\"Andthat’soffmymind。NowthislastwithPontawillgivemeahundreddollarsinbank——anevenhundred,that’sthepurse——foryouandmetostarton,anest-egg。\"
Shedisregardedthemoneyappeal。\"Butyoulikeit,this——this’game’youcallit。Why?\"
Helackedspeech-expression。Heexpressedhimselfwithhishands,athiswork,andwithhisbodyandtheplayofhismusclesinthesquaredring;buttotellwithhisownlipsthecharmofthesquaredringwasbeyondhim。Yetheessayed,andhaltinglyatfirst,toexpresswhathefeltandanalyzedwhenplayingtheGameatthesupremesummitofexistence。
\"AllIknow,Genevieve,isthatyoufeelgoodintheringwhenyou’vegotthemanwhereyouwanthim,whenhe’shadapunchupbothsleeveswaitingforyouandyou’venevergivenhimanopeningtoland’em,whenyou’velandedyourownlittlepunchan’he’sgoin’
groggy,an’holdin’on,an’thereferee’sdragginghimoffso’syoucangoinan’finish’m,an’allthehouseisshoutingan’tearin’
itselfloose,an’youknowyou’rethebestman,an’thatyouplayedm’fairan’wonoutbecauseyou’rethebestman。Itellyou——\"
Heceasedbrokenly,alarmedbyhisownvolubilityandbyGenevieve’slookofalarm。Ashetalkedshehadwatchedhisfacewhilefeardawnedinherown。Ashedescribedthemomentofmomentstoher,onhisinwardvisionwerelinedthetotteringman,thelights,theshoutinghouse,andhesweptoutandawayfromheronthistideoflifethatwasbeyondhercomprehension,menacing,irresistible,makingherlovepitifulandweak。TheJoesheknewreceded,faded,becamelost。Thefreshboyishfacewasgone,thetendernessoftheeyes,thesweetnessofthemouthwithitscurvesandpicturedcorners。Itwasaman’sfaceshesaw,afaceofsteel,tenseandimmobile;amouthofsteel,thelipslikethejawsofatrap;eyesofsteel,dilated,intent,andthelightinthemandtheglitterwerethelightandglitterofsteel。Thefaceofaman,andshehadknownonlyhisboyface。Thisfaceshedidnotknowatall。
Andyet,whileitfrightenedher,shewasvaguelystirredwithprideinhim。Hismasculinity,themasculinityofthefightingmale,madeitsinevitableappealtoher,afemale,mouldedbyallherhereditytoseekoutthestrongmanformate,andtoleanagainstthewallofhisstrength。Shedidnotunderstandthisforceofhisbeingthatrosemightierthanherloveandlaiditscompulsionuponhim;andyet,inherwoman’sheartshewasawareofthesweetpangwhichtoldherthatforhersake,forLove’sownsake,hehadsurrenderedtoher,abandonedallthatportionofhislife,andwiththisonelastfightwouldneverfightagain。
\"Mrs。Silversteindoesn’tlikeprize-fighting,\"shesaid。\"She’sdownonit,andsheknowssomething,too。\"
Hesmiledindulgently,concealingahurt,notaltogethernew,atherpersistentinappreciationofthissideofhisnatureandlifeinwhichhetookthegreatestpride。Itwastohimpowerandachievement,earnedbyhisowneffortandhardwork;andinthemomentwhenhehadofferedhimselfandallthathewastoGenevieve,itwasthis,andthisalone,thathewasproudlyconsciousoflayingatherfeet。Itwasthemeritofworkperformed,aguerdonofmanhoodfinerandgreaterthananyothermancouldoffer,andithadbeentohimhisjustificationandrighttopossessher。Andshehadnotunderstooditthen,asshedidnotunderstanditnow,andhemightwellhavewonderedwhatelseshefoundinhimtomakehimworthy。
\"Mrs。Silversteinisadub,andasofty,andaknocker,\"hesaidgood-humoredly。\"What’ssheknowaboutsuchthings,anyway?ItellyouitISgood,andhealthy,too,\"——thislastasanafterthought。
\"Lookatme。ItellyouIhavetolivecleantobeinconditionlikethis。Ilivecleanerthanshedoes,orheroldman,oranybodyyouknow——baths,rub-downs,exercise,regularhours,goodfoodandnomakin’apigofmyself,nodrinking,nosmoking,nothingthat’llhurtme。Why,Ilivecleanerthanyou,Genevieve——\"
\"Honest,Ido,\"hehastenedtoaddatsightofhershockedface。\"I
don’tmeanwateran’soap,butlookthere。\"Hishandclosedreverentlybutfirmlyonherarm。\"Soft,you’reallsoft,allover。
Notlikemine。Here,feelthis。\"
Hepressedtheendsofherfingersintohishardarm-musclesuntilshewincedfromthehurt。
\"Hardalloverjustlikethat,\"hewenton。\"Nowthat’swhatIcallclean。Everybitoffleshan’bloodan’muscleiscleanrightdowntothebones——andthey’reclean,too。Nosoapandwateronlyontheskin,butcleanallthewayin。Itellyouitfeelsclean。Itknowsit’scleanitself。WhenIwakeupinthemorningan’gotowork,everydropofbloodandbitofmeatisshoutingrightoutthatitisclean。Oh,Itellyou——\"
Hepausedwithswiftawkwardness,againconfoundedbyhisunwontedflowofspeech。Neverinhislifehadhebeenstirredtosuchutterance,andneverinhislifehadtherebeencausetobesostirred。ForitwastheGamethathadbeenquestioned,itsverityandworth,theGameitself,thebiggestthingintheworld——orwhathadbeenthebiggestthingintheworlduntilthatchanceafternoonandthatchancepurchaseinSilverstein’scandystore,whenGenevieveloomedsuddenlycolossalinhislife,overshadowingallotherthings。Hewasbeginningtosee,thoughvaguely,thesharpconflictbetweenwomanandcareer,betweenaman’sworkintheworldandwoman’sneedoftheman。Buthewasnotcapableofgeneralization。Hesawonlytheantagonismbetweentheconcrete,flesh-and-bloodGenevieveandthegreat,abstract,livingGame。
Eachresentedtheother,eachclaimedhim;hewastornwiththestrife,andyetdriftedhelplessonthecurrentsoftheircontention。
HiswordshaddrawnGenevieve’sgazetohisface,andshehadpleasuredintheclearskin,thecleareyes,thecheeksoftandsmoothasagirl’s。Shesawtheforceofhisargumentanddislikeditaccordingly。SherevoltedinstinctivelyagainstthisGamewhichdrewhimawayfromher,robbedherofpartofhim。Itwasarivalshedidnotunderstand。Norcouldsheunderstanditsseductions。
Haditbeenawomanrival,anothergirl,knowledgeandlightandsightwouldhavebeenhers。Asitwas,shegrappledinthedarkwithanintangibleadversaryaboutwhichsheknewnothing。WhattruthshefeltinhisspeechmadetheGamebutthemoreformidable。
Asuddenconceptionofherweaknesscametoher。Shefeltpityforherself,andsorrow。Shewantedhim,allofhim,herwoman’sneedwouldnotbesatisfiedwithless;andheeludedher,slippedawayhereandtherefromtheembracewithwhichshetriedtoclasphim。
Tearsswamintohereyes,andherlipstrembled,turningdefeatintovictory,routingtheall-potentGamewiththestrengthofherweakness。
\"Don’t,Genevieve,don’t,\"theboypleaded,allcontrition,thoughhewasconfusedanddazed。Tohismasculinemindtherewasnothingrelevantaboutherbreak-down;yetallelsewasforgottenatsightofhertears。
Shesmiledforgivenessthroughherweteyes,andthoughheknewofnothingforwhichtobeforgiven,hemeltedutterly。Hishandwentoutimpulsivelytohers,butsheavoidedtheclaspbyasortofbodilystiffeningandchill,thewhiletheeyessmiledstillmoregloriously。
\"HerecomesMr。Clausen,\"shesaid,atthesametime,bysometransformingalchemyofwoman,presentingtothenewcomereyesthatshowednohintofmoistness。
\"ThinkIwasnevercomingback,Joe?\"queriedtheheadofthedepartment,apink-and-white-facedman,whoseaustereside-whiskerswerebeliedbygeniallittleeyes。
\"Nowletmesee——hum,yes,wewasdiscussingingrains,\"hecontinuedbriskly。\"Thattastylittlepatterntherecatchesyoureye,don’titnow,eh?Yes,yes,Iknowallaboutit。IsetuphousekeepingwhenIwasgettingfourteenaweek。Butnothing’stoogoodforthelittlenest,eh?OfcourseIknow,andit’sonlysevencentsmore,andthedearestisthecheapest,Isay。TellyouwhatI’lldo,Joe,\"——thiswithaburstofphilanthropicimpulsivenessandaconfidentialloweringofvoice,——\"seein’sit’syou,andIwouldn’tdoitforanybodyelse,I’llreduceittofivecents。Only,\"——herehisvoicebecameimpressivelysolemn,——\"onlyyoumustn’tevertellhowmuchyoureallydidpay。\"
\"Sewed,lined,andlaid——ofcoursethat’sincluded,\"hesaid,afterJoeandGenevievehadconferredtogetherandannouncedtheirdecision。
\"Andthelittlenest,eh?\"hequeried。\"Whendoyouspreadyourwingsandflyaway?To-morrow!Sosoon?Beautiful!Beautiful!\"
Herolledhiseyesecstaticallyforamoment,thenbeameduponthemwithafatherlyair。
Joehadrepliedsturdilyenough,andGenevievehadblushedprettily;
butbothfeltthatitwasnotexactlyproper。Notalonebecauseoftheprivacyandholinessofthesubject,butbecauseofwhatmighthavebeenpruderyinthemiddleclass,butwhichinthemwasthemodestyandreticencefoundinindividualsoftheworkingclasswhentheystriveaftercleanlivingandmorality。
Mr。Clausenaccompaniedthemtotheelevator,allsmiles,patronage,andbeneficence,whiletheclerksturnedtheirheadstofollowJoe’sretreatingfigure。
\"Andto-night,Joe?\"Mr。Clausenaskedanxiously,astheywaitedattheshaft。\"Howdoyoufeel?Thinkyou’lldohim?\"
\"Sure,\"Joeanswered。\"Neverfeltbetterinmylife。\"
\"Youfeelallright,eh?Good!Good!Yousee,Iwasjusta-
wonderin’——youknow,ha!ha!——goin’togetmarriedandtherest——
thoughtyoumightbeunstrung,eh,atrifle?——nervesjustabitoff,youknow。Knowhowgettin’marriedismyself。Butyou’reallright,eh?Ofcourseyouare。NouseaskingYOUthat。Ha!ha!
Well,goodluck,myboy!Iknowyou’llwin。Neverhadtheleastdoubt,ofcourse,ofcourse。\"
\"Andgood-by,MissPritchard,\"hesaidtoGenevieve,gallantlyhandingherintotheelevator。\"Hopeyoucalloften。Willbecharmed——charmed——Iassureyou。\"
\"Everybodycallsyou’Joe’,\"shesaidreproachfully,asthecardroppeddownward。\"Whydon’ttheycallyou’Mr。Fleming’?That’snomorethanproper。\"
Buthewasstaringmoodilyattheelevatorboyanddidnotseemtohear。
\"What’sthematter,Joe?\"sheasked,withatendernessthepowerofwhichtothrillhimsheknewfullwell。
\"Oh,nothing,\"hesaid。\"Iwasonlythinking——andwishing。\"
\"Wishing?——what?\"Hervoicewasseductionitself,andhereyeswouldhavemeltedstrongerthanhe,thoughtheyfailedincallinghisuptothem。
Then,deliberately,hiseyesliftedtohers。\"Iwaswishingyoucouldseemefightjustonce。\"
Shemadeagestureofdisgust,andhisfacefell。Itcametohersharplythattherivalhadthrustbetweenandwasbearinghimaway。
\"I——I’dliketo,\"shesaidhastilywithaneffort,strivingafterthatsympathywhichweakensthestrongestmenanddrawstheirheadstowomen’sbreasts。
\"Willyou?\"
Againhiseyesliftedandlookedintohers。Hemeantit——sheknewthat。Itseemedachallengetothegreatnessofherlove。
\"Itwouldbetheproudestmomentofmylife,\"hesaidsimply。
Itmayhavebeentheapprehensivenessoflove,thewishtomeethisneedforhersympathy,andthedesiretoseetheGamefacetofaceforwisdom’ssake,——anditmayhavebeentheclarioncallofadventureringingthroughthenarrowconfinesofuneventfulexistence;foragreatdaringthrilledthroughher,andshesaid,justassimply,\"Iwill。\"
\"Ididn’tthinkyouwould,orIwouldn’thaveasked,\"heconfessed,astheywalkedouttothesidewalk。
\"Butcan’titbedone?\"sheaskedanxiously,beforeherresolutioncouldcool。
\"Oh,Icanfixthat;butIdidn’tthinkyouwould。\"
\"Ididn’tthinkyouwould,\"herepeated,stillamazed,ashehelpedherupontheelectriccarandfeltinhispocketforthefare。
CHAPTERII
GenevieveandJoewereworking-classaristocrats。Inanenvironmentmadeuplargelyofsordidnessandwretchednesstheyhadkeptthemselvesunsulliedandwholesome。Theirswasaself-respect,aregardforthenicetiesandcleanthingsoflife,whichhadheldthemalooffromtheirkind。Friendsdidnotcometothemeasily;
norhadeithereverpossessedareallyintimatefriend,aheart-
companionwithwhomtochumandhavethingsincommon。Thesocialinstinctwasstronginthem,yettheyhadremainedlonelybecausetheycouldnotsatisfythatinstinctandatthatsametimesatisfytheirdesireforcleannessanddecency。
Ifeveragirloftheworkingclasshadledtheshelteredlife,itwasGenevieve。Inthemidstofroughnessandbrutality,shehadshunnedallthatwasroughandbrutal。Shesawbutwhatshechosetosee,andshechosealwaystoseethebest,avoidingcoarsenessanduncouthnesswithouteffort,asamatterofinstinct。Tobeginwith,shehadbeenpeculiarlyunexposed。Anonlychild,withaninvalidmotheruponwhomsheattended,shehadnotjoinedinthestreetgamesandfrolicsofthechildrenoftheneighbourhood。Herfather,amild-tempered,narrow-chested,anaemiclittleclerk,domesticbecauseofhisinherentdisabilitytomixwithmen,haddonehisfullsharetowardgivingthehomeanatmosphereofsweetnessandtenderness。
Anorphanattwelve,Genevievehadgonestraightfromherfather’sfuneraltolivewiththeSilversteinsintheirroomsabovethecandystore;andhere,shelteredbykindlyaliens,sheearnedherkeepandclothesbywaitingontheshop。BeingGentile,shewasespeciallynecessarytotheSilversteins,whowouldnotrunthebusinessthemselveswhenthedayoftheirSabbathcameround。
Andhere,intheuneventfullittleshop,sixmaturingyearshadslippedby。Heracquaintanceswerefew。Shehadelectedtohavenogirlchumforthereasonthatnosatisfactorygirlhadappeared。
Nordidshechoosetowalkwiththeyoungfellowsoftheneighbourhood,aswasthecustomofgirlsfromtheirfifteenthyear。
\"Thatstuck-updoll-face,\"wasthewaythegirlsoftheneighbourhooddescribedher;andthoughsheearnedtheirenmitybyherbeautyandaloofness,shenonethelesscommandedtheirrespect。
\"Peachesandcream,\"shewascalledbytheyoungmen——thoughsoftlyandamongstthemselves,fortheywereafraidofarousingtheireoftheothergirls,whiletheystoodinaweofGenevieve,inadimlyreligiousway,asasomethingmysteriouslybeautifulandunapproachable。
Forshewasindeedbeautiful。SpringingfromalonglineofAmericandescent,shewasoneofthosewonderfulworking-classbloomswhichoccasionallyappear,defyingallprecedentofforebearsandenvironment,apparentlywithoutcauseorexplanation。Shewasabeautyincolor,thebloodsprayingherwhiteskinsodeliciouslyastoearnforhertheaptdescription,\"peachesandcream。\"Shewasabeautyintheregularityofherfeatures;and,iffornootherreason,shewasabeautyinthemeredelicacyofthelinesonwhichshewasmoulded。Quiet,low-voiced,stately,anddignified,shesomehowhadtheknackofdress,andbutbefittedherbeautyanddignitywithanythingsheputon。Withal,shewassheerlyfeminine,tenderandsoftandclinging,withthesmoulderingpassionofthemateandthemotherlinessofthewoman。Butthissideofhernaturehadlaindormantthroughtheyears,waitingforthematetoappear。
ThenJoecameintoSilverstein’sshoponehotSaturdayafternoontocoolhimselfwithice-creamsoda。Shehadnotnoticedhisentrance,beingbusywithoneothercustomer,anurchinofsixorsevenwhogravelyanalyzedhisdesiresbeforetheshow-casewhereintrulygenerousandmarvellouscandycreationsreposedunderacardboardannouncement,\"FiveforFiveCents。\"
Shehadheard,\"Ice-creamsoda,please,\"andhadherselfasked,\"Whatflavor?\"withoutseeinghisface。Forthatmatter,itwasnotacustomofherstonoticeyoungmen。Therewassomethingaboutthemshedidnotunderstand。Thewaytheylookedathermadeheruncomfortable,sheknewnotwhy;whiletherewasanuncouthnessandroughnessaboutthemthatdidnotpleaseher。Asyet,herimaginationhadbeenuntouchedbyman。Theyoungfellowsshehadseenhadheldnolureforher,hadbeenwithoutmeaningtoher。Inshort,hadshebeenaskedtogiveonereasonfortheexistenceofmenontheearth,shewouldhavebeennonplussedforareply。
Assheemptiedthemeasureofice-creamintotheglass,hercasualglancerestedonJoe’sface,andsheexperiencedontheinstantapleasantfeelingofsatisfaction。Thenextinstanthiseyeswereuponherface,hereyeshaddropped,andshewasturningawaytowardthesodafountain。Butatthefountain,fillingtheglass,shewasimpelledtolookathimagain——butfornomorethananinstant,forthistimeshefoundhiseyesalreadyuponher,waitingtomeethers,whileonhisfacewasafranknessofinterestthatcausedherquicklytolookaway。
Thatsuchpleasingnesswouldresideforherinanymanastonishedher。\"Whataprettyboy,\"shethoughttoherself,innocentlyandinstinctivelytryingtowardoffthepowertoholdanddrawherthatlaybehindthemereprettiness。\"Besides,heisn’tpretty,\"shethought,assheplacedtheglassbeforehim,receivedthesilverdimeinpayment,andforthethirdtimelookedintohiseyes。Hervocabularywaslimited,andsheknewlittleoftheworthofwords;
butthestrongmasculinityofhisboy’sfacetoldherthatthetermwasinappropriate。
\"Hemustbehandsome,then,\"washernextthought,assheagaindroppedhereyesbeforehis。Butallgood-lookingmenwerecalledhandsome,andthatterm,too,displeasedher。Butwhateveritwas,hewasgoodtosee,andshewasirritablyawareofadesiretolookathimagainandagain。
AsforJoe,hehadneverseenanythinglikethisgirlacrossthecounter。Whilehewaswiserinnaturalphilosophythanshe,andcouldhavegivenimmediatelythereasonforwoman’sexistenceontheearth,neverthelesswomanhadnopartinhiscosmos。Hisimaginationwasasuntouchedbywomanasthegirl’swasbyman。Buthisimaginationwastouchednow,andthewomanwasGenevieve。Hehadneverdreamedagirlcouldbesobeautiful,andhecouldnotkeephiseyesfromherface。Yeteverytimehelookedather,andhereyesmethis,hefeltpainfulembarrassment,andwouldhavelookedawayhadnothereyesdroppedsoquickly。
Butwhen,atlast,sheslowlyliftedhereyesandheldtheirgazesteadily,itwashisowneyesthatdropped,hisowncheekthatmantledred。Shewasmuchlessembarrassedthanhe,whileshebetrayedherembarrassmentnotatall。Shewasawareofaflutterwithin,suchasshehadneverknownbefore,butinnowaydiditdisturbheroutwardserenity。Joe,onthecontrary,wasobviouslyawkwardanddelightfullymiserable。
Neitherknewlove,andallthateitherwasawarewasanoverwhelmingdesiretolookattheother。Bothhadbeentroubledandroused,andtheyweredrawingtogetherwiththesharpnessandimperativenessofunitingelements。Hetoyedwithhisspoon,andflushedhisembarrassmentoverhissoda,butlingeredon;andshespokesoftly,droppedhereyes,andwoveherwitcheryabouthim。
Buthecouldnotlingerforeveroveraglassofice-creamsoda,whilehedidnotdareaskforasecondglass。Sohelefthertoremainintheshopinawakingtrance,andwentawayhimselfdownthestreetlikeasomnambulist。Genevievedreamedthroughtheafternoonandknewthatshewasinlove。NotsowithJoe。Heknewonlythathewantedtolookatheragain,toseeherface。Histhoughtsdidnotgetbeyondthis,andbesides,itwasscarcelyathought,beingmoreadimandinarticulatedesire。
Theurgeofthisdesirehecouldnotescape。Dayafterdayitworriedhim,andthecandyshopandthegirlbehindthecountercontinuallyobtrudedthemselves。Hefoughtoffthedesire。Hewasafraidandashamedtogobacktothecandyshop。Hesolacedhisfearwith,\"Iain’taladies’man。\"Notonce,nortwice,butscoresoftimes,hemutteredthethoughttohimself,butitdidnogood。
Andbythemiddleoftheweek,intheevening,afterwork,hecameintotheshop。Hetriedtocomeincarelesslyandcasually,buthiswholecarriageadvertisedthestrongeffortofwillthatcompelledhislegstocarryhisreluctantbodythither。Also,hewasshy,andawkwarderthanever。Genevieve,onthecontrary,wasserenerthanever,thoughflutteringmostalarminglywithin。Hewasincapableofspeech,mumbledhisorder,lookedanxiouslyattheclock,despatchedhisice-creamsodaintremendoushaste,andwasgone。
Shewasreadytoweepwithvexation。Suchmeagrerewardforfourdays’waiting,andassumingallthetimethatsheloved!Hewasaniceboyandallthat,sheknew,butheneedn’thavebeeninsodisgracefulahurry。ButJoehadnotreachedthecornerbeforehewantedtobebackwithheragain。Hejustwantedtolookather。
Hehadnothoughtthatitwaslove。Love?Thatwaswhenyoungfellowsandgirlswalkedouttogether。Asforhim——Andthenhisdesiretooksharpershape,andhediscoveredthatthatwastheverythinghewantedhertodo。Hewantedtoseeher,tolookather,andwellcouldhedoallthisifshebutwalkedoutwithhim。Thenthatwaswhytheyoungfellowsandgirlswalkedouttogether,hemused,astheweek-enddrewnear。Hehadremotelyconsideredthiswalkingouttobeamereformorobservancepreliminarytomatrimony。Nowhesawthedeeperwisdominit,wantedithimself,andconcludedtherefromthathewasinlove。
Bothwerenowofthesamemind,andtherecouldbebuttheoneending;anditwasthemildninedays’wonderofGenevieve’sneighborhoodwhensheandJoewalkedouttogether。
Bothwereblessedwithanavariceofspeech,andbecauseofittheircourtshipwasalongone。Asheexpressedhimselfinaction,sheexpressedherselfinreposeandcontrol,andbythelove-lightinhereyes——thoughthislattershewouldhavesuppressedinallmaidenmodestyhadshebeenconsciousofthespeechherheartprintedsoplainlythere。\"Dear\"and\"darling\"weretooterriblyintimateforthemtoachievequickly;and,unlikemostmatingcouples,theydidnotoverworkthelove-words。Foralongtimetheywerecontenttowalktogetherintheevenings,ortositsidebysideonabenchinthepark,neitherutteringawordforanhouratatime,merelygazingintoeachother’seyes,toofaintlyluminousinthestarshinetobeacauseforself-consciousnessandembarrassment。
Hewasaschivalrousanddelicateinhisattentionasanyknighttohislady。Whentheywalkedalongthestreet,hewascarefultobeontheoutside,——somewherehehadheardthatthiswastheproperthingtodo,——andwhenacrossingtotheoppositesideofthestreetputhimontheinside,heswiftlyside-steppedbehindhertogaintheoutsideagain。Hecarriedherparcelsforher,andonce,whenrainthreatened,herumbrella。Hehadneverheardofthecustomofsendingflowerstoone’slady-love,sohesentGenevievefruitinstead。Therewasutilityinfruit。Itwasgoodtoeat。Flowersneverenteredhismind,until,oneday,henoticedapaleroseinherhair。Itdrewhisgazeagainandagain。ItwasHERhair,thereforethepresenceoftheflowerinterestedhim。Again,itinterestedhimbecauseSHEhadchosentoputitthere。Forthesereasonshewasledtoobservetherosemoreclosely。Hediscoveredthattheeffectinitselfwasbeautiful,anditfascinatedhim。Hisingenuousdelightinitwasadelighttoher,andanewandmutuallove-thrillwastheirs——becauseofaflower。Straightwayhebecamealoverofflowers。Also,hebecameaninventoringallantry。Hesentherabunchofviolets。Theideawashisown。Hehadneverheardofamansendingflowerstoawoman。Flowerswereusedfordecorativepurposes,alsoforfunerals。HesentGenevieveflowersnearlyeveryday,andsofarashewasconcernedtheideawasoriginal,aspositiveaninventionaseveraroseinthemindofman。
Hewastremulousinhisdevotiontoher——astremulousaswassheinherreceptionofhim。Shewasallthatwaspureandgood,aholyofholiesnotlightlytobeprofanedevenbywhatmightpossiblybethetooardentreverenceofadevotee。Shewasabeingwhollydifferentfromanyhehadeverknown。Shewasnotasothergirls。Itneverenteredhisheadthatshewasofthesameclayashisownsisters,oranybody’ssister。Shewasmorethanmeregirl,thanmerewoman。
Shewas——well,shewasGenevieve,abeingofaclassbyherself,nothinglessthanamiracleofcreation。
Andforher,inturn,therewasinhimbutlittlelessofillusion。
Herjudgmentofhiminminorthingsmightbecritical(whilehisjudgmentofherwassheerworship,andhadinitnothingcriticalatall);butinherjudgmentofhimasawholesheforgotthesumoftheparts,andknewhimonlyasacreatureofwonder,whogavemeaningtolife,andforwhomshecoulddieaswillinglyasshecouldlive。Sheoftenbeguiledherwakingdreamsofhimwithfanciedsituations,wherein,dyingforhim,sheatlastadequatelyexpressedtheloveshefeltforhim,andwhich,living,sheknewshecouldneverfullyexpress。
Theirlovewasallfireanddew。Thephysicalscarcelyenteredintoit,forsuchseemedprofanation。Theultimatephysicalfactsoftheirrelationweresomethingwhichtheyneverconsidered。Yettheimmediatephysicalfactstheyknew,theimmediateyearningsandrapturesoftheflesh——thetouchoffingertipsonhandorarm,themomentarypressureofahand-clasp,therarelip-caressofakiss,thetinglingthrillofherhairuponhischeek,ofherhandlightlythrustingbackthelocksfromabovehiseyes。Allthistheyknew,butalso,andtheyknewnotwhy,thereseemedahintofsinaboutthesecaressesandsweetbodilycontacts。
Thereweretimeswhenshefeltimpelledtothrowherarmsaroundhiminaveryabandonmentoflove,butalwayssomesanctityrestrainedher。Atsuchmomentsshewasdistinctlyandunpleasantlyawareofsomeunguessedsinthatlurkedwithinher。Itwaswrong,undoubtedlywrong,thatsheshouldwishtocaressherloverinsounbecomingafashion。Noself-respectinggirlcoulddreamofdoingsuchathing。Itwasunwomanly。Besides,ifshehaddoneit,whatwouldhehavethoughtofit?Andwhileshecontemplatedsohorribleacatastrophe,sheseemedtoshrivelandwiltinafurnaceofsecretshame。
NordidJoeescapetheprickofcuriousdesires,chiefestamongwhich,perhaps,wasthedesiretohurtGenevieve。When,afterlongandtortuousdegrees,hehadachievedtheblissofputtinghisarmroundherwaist,hefeltspasmodicimpulsestomaketheembracecrushing,tillsheshouldcryoutwiththehurt。Itwasnothisnaturetowishtohurtanylivingthing。Eveninthering,tohurtwasnevertheintentionofanyblowhestruck。InsuchcaseheplayedtheGame,andthegoaloftheGamewastodownanantagonistandkeepthatantagonistdownforaspaceoftenseconds。Soheneverstruckmerelytohurt;thehurtwasincidentaltotheend,andtheendwasquiteanothermatter。Andyethere,withthisgirlheloved,camethedesiretohurt。Why,whenwiththumbandforefingerhehadringedherwrist,heshoulddesiretocontractthatringtillitcrushed,wasbeyondhim。Hecouldnotunderstand,andfeltthathewasdiscoveringdepthsofbrutalityinhisnatureofwhichhehadneverdreamed。
Once,onparting,hethrewhisarmsaroundherandswiftlydrewheragainsthim。Hergaspingcryofsurpriseandpainbroughthimtohissensesandlefthimthereverymuchembarrassedandstilltremblingwithavagueandnamelessdelight。Andshe,too,wastrembling。Inthehurtitself,whichwastheessenceofthevigorousembrace,shehadfounddelight;andagainsheknewsin,thoughsheknewnotitsnaturenorwhyitshouldbesin。
Cametheday,veryearlyintheirwalkingout,whenSilversteinchanceduponJoeinhisstoreandstaredathimwithsaucer-eyes。
Camelikewisethescene,afterJoehaddeparted,whenthematernalfeelingsofMrs。Silversteinfoundventinadiatribeagainstallprize-fightersandagainstJoeFleminginparticular。VainlyhadSilversteinstriventostaythespouse’swrath。Therewasneedforherwrath。Allthematernalfeelingswerehersbutnoneofthematernalrights。
Genevievewasawareonlyofthediatribe;sheknewafloodofabusewaspouringfromthelipsoftheJewess,butshewastoostunnedtohearthedetailsoftheabuse。Joe,herJoe,wasJoeFlemingtheprize-fighter。Itwasabhorrent,impossible,toogrotesquetobebelievable。Herclear-eyed,girl-cheekedJoemightbeanythingbutaprize-fighter。Shehadneverseenone,butheinnowayresembledherconceptionofwhataprize-fightermustbe——thehumanbrutewithtigereyesandastreakforaforehead。OfcourseshehadheardofJoeFleming——whoinWestOaklandhadnot?——butthatthereshouldbeanythingmorethanacoincidenceofnameshadnevercrossedhermind。
ShecameoutofherdazetohearMrs。Silverstein’shystericalsneer,\"keepin’companyvitabruiser。\"Next,Silversteinandhiswifefelltodifferingon\"noted\"and\"notorious\"asapplicabletoherlover。
\"Butheissagoodboy,\"Silversteinwascontending。\"Hemakedermoney,an’hesafedermoney。\"
\"Youtellmedat!\"Mrs。Silversteinscreamed。\"Vatyouknow?Youknowtoomuch。Youspendgoodmoneyonderprize-fighters。Howyouknow?Tellmedat!Howyouknow?\"
\"IknowvatIknow,\"Silversteinheldonsturdily——athingGenevievehadneverbeforeseenhimdowhenhiswifewasinhertantrums。
\"Hisfaderdie,hegotoworkinHansen’ssail-loft。Hehafsixbruddersan’sistersyoungerasheiss。Heissderliddlefader。
Hevorkhard,alldertime。Hebuyderpreadan’dermeat,an’payderrent。OnSaturdaynighthebringhometendollar。DenHansengifhimtwelvedollar——vathedo?Heissderliddlefader,hebringithometodermudder。Hevorkalldertime,hegettwentydollar——
vathedo?Hebringithome。Derliddlebruddersan’sistersgotoschool,veargoodclothes,hafbetterpreadan’meat;dermudderliffat,dereissjoyindereye,an’sheissproudofhergoodboyJoe。
\"Buthehafderbeautifulbody——ach,Gott,derbeautifulbody!——
strongerasderox,k-vickerasdertiger-cat,derheadcoolerasderice-box,dereyesvatseeeferytings,k-vick,justlikedat。HeputonderglovesvitderboysatHansen’sloft,heputonderglovesvitdeboysatdervarehouse。Hegobeforederclub;heknockoutderSpider,k-vick,onepunch,justlikedat,derfirsttime。Derpurseissfivedollar——vathedo?Hebringithometodermudder。
\"Hegomanytimesbeforederclubs;hegetmanypurses——tendollar,fiftydollar,onehundreddollar。Vathedo?Tellmedat!QuitderjobatHansen’s?Hafdergoodtimevitderboys?No,no;heissdergoodboy。Hevorkeferyday。Hefightatnightbeforederclubs。Hesay,’VatforIpayderrent,Silverstein?’——tome,Silverstein,hesaydat。NefermindvatIsay,buthebuydergoodhousefordermudder。AlldertimehevorkatHansen’sandfightbeforederclubstopayforderhouse。Hebuyderpianofordersisters,dercarpets,derpicturesondervall。An’heissalldertimestraight。Hebetonhimself——datissdergoodsign。Vendermanbetsonhimselfdatisdertimeyoubettoo——\"
HereMrs。Silversteingroanedherhorrorofgambling,andherhusband,awarethathiseloquencehadbetrayedhim,collapsedintovolubleassurancesthathewasaheadofthegame。\"An’allbecauseofJoeFleming,\"heconcluded。\"Ibackhimeferytimetovin。\"
ButGenevieveandJoewerepreeminentlymated,andnothing,noteventhisterriblediscovery,couldkeepthemapart。InvainGenevievetriedtosteelherselfagainsthim;butshefoughtherself,nothim。
Tohersurpriseshediscoveredathousandexcusesforhim,foundhimlovableasever;andsheenteredintohislifetobehisdestiny,andtocontrolhimafterthewayofwomen。Shesawhisfutureandhersthroughglowingvistasofreform,andherfirstgreatdeedwaswhenshewrungfromhimhispromisetoceasefighting。
Andhe,afterthewayofmen,pursuingthedreamofloveandstrivingforpossessionofthepreciousanddeathlessobjectofdesire,hadyielded。Andyet,intheverymomentofpromisingher,heknewvaguely,deepdown,thathecouldneverabandontheGame;
thatsomewhere,sometime,inthefuture,hemustgobacktoit。Andhehadhadaswiftvisionofhismotherandbrothersandsisters,theirmultitudinouswants,thehousewithitspaintingandrepairing,itsstreetassessmentsandtaxes,andofthecomingofchildrentohimandGenevieve,andofhisowndailywageinthesail-makingloft。Butthenextmomentthevisionwasdismissed,assuchwarningsarealwaysdismissed,andhesawbeforehimonlyGenevieve,andheknewonlyhishungerforherandthecallofhisbeingtoher;andheacceptedcalmlyhercalmassumptionofhislifeandactions。
Hewastwenty,shewaseighteen,boyandgirl,thepairofthem,andmadeforprogeny,healthyandnormal,withsteadybloodpoundingthroughtheirbodies;andwherevertheywenttogether,evenonSundayoutingsacrossthebayamongstpeoplewhodidnotknowhim,eyeswerecontinuallydrawntothem。Hematchedhergirl’sbeautywithhisboy’sbeauty,hergracewithhisstrength,herdelicacyoflineandfibrewiththeharshervigorandmuscleofthemale。
Frank-faced,fresh-colored,almostingenuousinexpression,eyesblueandwideapart,hedrewandheldthegazeofmorethanonewomanfarabovehiminthesocialscale。Ofsuchglancesanddimmaternalpromptingshewasquiteunconscious,thoughGenevievewasquicktoseeandunderstand;andshekneweachtimethepangofafiercejoyinthathewashersandthatsheheldhiminthehollowofherhand。Hedidsee,however,andratherresented,themen’sglancesdrawnbyher。These,too,shesawandunderstoodashedidnotdreamofunderstanding。
CHAPTERIII
GenevieveslippedonapairofJoe’sshoes,light-soledanddapper,andlaughedwithLottie,whostoopedtoturnupthetrousersforher。Lottiewashissister,andinthesecret。Toherwasduetheinveiglingofhismotherintomakinganeighborhoodcallsothattheycouldhavethehousetothemselves。TheywentdownintothekitchenwhereJoewaswaiting。Hisfacebrightenedashecametomeether,loveshiningfranklyforth。
\"Nowgetupthoseskirts,Lottie,\"hecommanded。\"Haven’tanytimetowaste。There,that’lldo。Yousee,youonlywantthebottomsofthepantstoshow。Thecoatwillcovertherest。Nowlet’sseehowit’llfit。
\"BorroweditfromChris;he’sadeadsportysport——little,butoh,my!\"hewenton,helpingGenevieveintoanovercoatwhichfelltoherheelsandwhichfittedherasatailor-madeover-coatshouldfitthemanforwhomitismade。
Joeputacaponherheadandturnedupthecollar,whichwasgeneroustoexaggeration,meetingthecapandcompletelyhidingherhair。Whenhebuttonedthecollarinfront,itspointsservedtocoverthecheeks,chinandmouthwereburiedinitsdepths,andaclosescrutinyrevealedonlyshadowyeyesandalittlelessshadowynose。Shewalkedacrosstheroom,thebottomofthetrousersjustshowingasthebangofthecoatwasdisturbedbymovement。
\"Asportwithacoldandafraidofcatchingmore,allrightallright,\"theboylaughed,proudlysurveyinghishandiwork。\"Howmuchmoneyyougot?I’mlayin’tentosix。Willyoutaketheshortend?\"
\"Who’sshort?\"sheasked。
\"Ponta,ofcourse,\"Lottieblurtedoutherhurt,asthoughtherecouldbeanyquestionofitevenforaninstant。
\"Ofcourse,\"Genevievesaidsweetly,\"onlyIdon’tknowmuchaboutsuchthings。\"
ThistimeLottiekeptherlipstogether,butthenewhurtshowedonherface。Joelookedathiswatchandsaiditwastimetogo。Hissister’sarmswentabouthisneck,andshekissedhimsoundlyonthelips。ShekissedGenevieve,too,andsawthemtothegate,onearmofherbrotheraboutherwaist。
\"Whatdoestentosixmean?\"Genevieveasked,thewhiletheirfootfallsrangoutonthefrostyair。
\"ThatI’mthelongend,thefavorite,\"heanswered。\"ThatamanbetstendollarsattheringsidethatIwinagainstsixdollarsanothermanisbettingthatIlose。\"
\"Butifyou’rethefavoriteandeverybodythinksyou’llwin,howdoesanybodybetagainstyou?\"
\"That’swhatmakesprize-fighting——differenceofopinion,\"helaughed。\"Besides,there’salwaysthechanceofaluckypunch,anaccident。Lotsofchance,\"hesaidgravely。
Sheshrankagainsthim,clinginglyandprotectingly,andhelaughedwithsurety。
\"Youwait,andyou’llsee。An’don’tgetscaredatthestart。Thefirstfewrounds’llbesomethingfierce。That’sPonta’sstrongpoint。He’sawildman,withankindsofpunches,——awhirlwind,——
andhegetshismaninthefirstrounds。He’sputawayawholelotofclevererandbettermenthanhim。It’suptometolivethroughit,that’sall。Thenhe’llbeallin。ThenIgoafterhim,justwatch。You’llknowwhenIgoafterhim,an’I’llget’m,too。\"
Theycametothehall,onadarkstreet-corner,ostensiblythequartersofanathleticclub,butinrealityaninstitutiondesignedforpullingofffightsandkeepingwithinthepoliceordinance。Joedrewawayfromher,andtheywalkedaparttotheentrance。
\"Keepyourhandsinyourpocketswhateveryoudo,\"Joewarnedher,\"andit’llbeallright。Onlyacoupleofminutesofit。\"
\"He’swithme,\"Joesaidtothedoor-keeper,whowastalkingwithapoliceman。
Bothmengreetedhimfamiliarly,takingnonoticeofhiscompanion。
\"Theynevertumbled;nobody’lltumble,\"Joeassuredher,astheyclimbedthestairstothesecondstory。\"Andeveniftheydid,theywouldn’tknowwhoitwasandthey’skeepitmumforme。Here,comeinhere!\"
Hewhiskedherintoalittleoffice-likeroomandleftherseatedonadusty,broken-bottomedchair。Afewminuteslaterhewasbackagain,cladinalongbathrobe,canvasshoesonhisfeet。Shebegantotrembleagainsthim,andhisarmpassedgentlyaroundher。
\"It’llbeallright,Genevieve,\"hesaidencouragingly。\"I’vegotitallfixed。Nobody’lltumble。\"
\"It’syou,Joe,\"shesaid。\"Idon’tcareformyself。It’syou。\"
\"Don’tcareforyourself!Butthat’swhatIthoughtyouwereafraidof!\"
Helookedatherinamazement,thewonderofwomanburstinguponhiminamoretranscendentglorythanever,andhehadseenmuchofthewonderofwomaninGenevieve。Hewasspeechlessforamoment,andthenstammered:-
\"Youmeanme?Andyoudon’tcarewhatpeoplethink?oranything?——
oranything?\"
Asharpdoubleknockatthedoor,andasharper\"Getamoveonyerself,Joe!\"broughthimbacktoimmediatethings。
\"Quick,onelastkiss,Genevieve,\"hewhispered,almostholily。
\"It’smylastfight,an’I’llfightasneverbeforewithyoulookin’
atme。\"
Thenextsheknew,thepressureofhislipsyetwarmonhers,shewasinagroupofjostlingyoungfellows,noneofwhomseemedtotaketheslightestnoticeofher。Severalhadtheircoatsoffandtheirshirtsleevesrolledup。Theyenteredthehallfromtherear,stillkeepingthecasualformationofthegroup,andmovedslowlyupasideaisle。
Itwasacrowded,ill-lightedhall,barn-likeinitsproportions,andthesmoke-ladenairgaveapeculiardistortiontoeverything。
Shefeltasthoughshewouldstifle。Therewereshrillcriesofboyssellingprogrammesandsodawater,andtherewasagreatbassrumbleofmasculinevoices。SheheardavoiceofferingtentosixonJoeFleming。Theutterancewasmonotonous——hopeless,itseemedtoher,andshefeltaquickthrill。ItwasherJoeagainstwhomeverybodywastobet。
Andshefeltotherthrills。Herbloodwastouched,asbyfire,withromance,adventure——theunknown,themysterious,theterrible——asshepenetratedthishauntofmenwherewomencamenot。Andtherewereotherthrills。Itwastheonlytimeinherlifeshehaddaredtherashthing。Forthefirsttimeshewasoversteppingtheboundslaiddownbythatharshestoftyrants,theMrs。Grundyoftheworkingclass。Shefeltfear,andforherself,thoughthemomentbeforeshehadbeenthinkingonlyofJoe。
Beforesheknewit,thefrontofthehallhadbeenreached,andshehadgoneuphalfadozenstepsintoasmalldressing-room。Thiswascrowdedtosuffocation——bymenwhoplayedtheGame,sheconcluded,inonecapacityoranother。AndhereshelostJoe。Butbeforetherealpersonalfrightcouldsoundlyclutchher,oneoftheyoungfellowssaidgruffly,\"Comealongwithme,you,\"andasshewedgedoutathisheelsshenoticedthatanotheroneoftheescortwasfollowingher。
Theycameuponasortofstage,whichaccommodatedthreerowsofmen;andshecaughtherfirstglimpseofthesquaredring。Shewasonalevelwithit,andsonearthatshecouldhavereachedoutandtoucheditsropes。Shenoticedthatitwascoveredwithpaddedcanvas。Beyondthering,andoneitherside,asinafog,shecouldseethecrowdedhouse。
Thedressing-roomshehadleftabuttedupononecornerofthering。
Squeezingherwayafterherguidethroughtheseatedmen,shecrossedtheendofthehallandenteredasimilardressing-roomattheothercornerofthering。
\"Nowdon’tmakeanoise,andstayheretillIcomeforyou,\"
instructedherguide,pointingoutapeep-holearrangementinthewalloftheroom。
CHAPTERIV
Shehurriedtothepeep-hole,andfoundherselfagainstthering。
Shecouldseethewholeofit,thoughpartoftheaudiencewasshutoff。Theringwaswelllightedbyanoverheadclusterofpatentgas-burners。Thefrontrowofthemenshehadsqueezedpast,becauseoftheirpaperandpencils,shedecidedtobereportersfromthelocalpapersup-town。Oneofthemwaschewinggum。Behindthem,ontheothertworowsofseats,shecouldmakeoutfiremenfromthenear-byengine-houseandseveralpolicemeninuniform。Inthemiddleofthefrontrow,flankedbythereporters,sattheyoungchiefofpolice。ShewasstartledbycatchingsightofMr。Clausenontheoppositesideofthering。Therehesat,austere,side-
whiskered,pinkandwhite,closeupagainstthefrontofthering。
Severalseatsfartheron,inthesamefrontrow,shediscoveredSilverstein,hisweazenfeaturesglowingwithanticipation。
Afewcheersheraldedtheadventofseveralyoungfellows,inshirt-
sleeves,carryingbuckets,bottles,andtowels,whocrawledthroughtheropesandcrossedtothediagonalcornerfromher。Oneofthemsatdownonastoolandleanedbackagainsttheropes。Shesawthathewasbare-legged,withcanvasshoesonhisfeet,andthathisbodywasswathedinaheavywhitesweater。Inthemeantimeanothergrouphadoccupiedthecornerdirectlyagainsther。Loudercheersdrewherattentiontoit,andshesawJoeseatedonastoolstillcladinthebathrobe,hisshortchestnutcurlswithinayardofhereyes。