第3章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"The Great God Pan",免费读到尾

  Thenoiseandclamourofthestreethaddiedaway,thoughnowandthenthesoundofshoutingstillcamefromthedistance,andthedull,leadensilenceseemedlikethequietafteranearthquakeorastorm。Villiersturnedfromthewindowandbeganspeaking。

  \"IwasatahousenearRegent’sParklastnight,andwhenIcameawaythefancytookmetowalkhomeinsteadoftakingahansom。Itwasaclearpleasantnightenough,andafterafewminutesIhadthestreetsprettymuchtomyself。

  It’sacuriousthing,Austin,tobealoneinLondonatnight,thegas-lampsstretchingawayinperspective,andthedeadsilence,andthenperhapstherushandclatterofahansomonthestones,andthefirestartingupunderthehorse’shoofs。

  Iwalkedalongprettybriskly,forIwasfeelingalittletiredofbeingoutinthenight,andastheclockswerestrikingtwoIturneddownAshleyStreet,which,youknow,isonmyway。Itwasquieterthaneverthere,andthelampswerefewer;

  altogether,itlookedasdarkandgloomyasaforestinwinter。

  IhaddoneabouthalfthelengthofthestreetwhenIheardadoorclosedverysoftly,andnaturallyIlookeduptoseewhowasabroadlikemyselfatsuchanhour。Asithappens,thereisastreetlampclosetothehouseinquestion,andIsawamanstandingonthestep。Hehadjustshutthedoorandhisfacewastowardsme,andIrecognizedCrashawdirectly。Ineverknewhimtospeakto,butIhadoftenseenhim,andIampositivethatIwasnotmistakeninmyman。Ilookedintohisfaceforamoment,andthen——Iwillconfessthetruth——Isetoffatagoodrun,andkeptituptillIwaswithinmyowndoor。\"

  \"Why?\"

  \"Why?Becauseitmademybloodruncoldtoseethatman’sface。Icouldneverhavesupposedthatsuchaninfernalmedleyofpassionscouldhaveglaredoutofanyhumaneyes;I

  almostfaintedasIlooked。IknewIhadlookedintotheeyesofalostsoul,Austin,theman’soutwardformremained,butallhellwaswithinit。Furiouslust,andhatethatwaslikefire,andthelossofallhopeandhorrorthatseemedtoshriekaloudtothenight,thoughhisteethwereshut;andtheutterblacknessofdespair。Iamsurethathedidnotseeme;hesawnothingthatyouorIcansee,butwhathesawIhopewenevershall。Idonotknowwhenhedied;Isupposeinanhour,orperhapstwo,butwhenIpasseddownAshleyStreetandheardtheclosingdoor,thatmannolongerbelongedtothisworld;itwasadevil’sfaceIlookedupon。\"

  TherewasanintervalofsilenceintheroomwhenVilliersceasedspeaking。Thelightwasfailing,andallthetumultofanhouragowasquitehushed。Austinhadbenthisheadatthecloseofthestory,andhishandcoveredhiseyes。

  \"Whatcanitmean?\"hesaidatlength。

  \"Whoknows,Austin,whoknows?It’sablackbusiness,butIthinkwehadbetterkeepittoourselves,forthepresentatanyrate。IwillseeifIcannotlearnanythingaboutthathousethroughprivatechannelsofinformation,andifIdolightuponanythingIwillletyouknow。\"

  VII

  THEENCOUNTERINSOHO

  ThreeweekslaterAustinreceivedanotefromVilliers,askinghimtocalleitherthatafternoonorthenext。Hechosethenearerdate,andfoundVillierssittingasusualbythewindow,apparentlylostinmeditationonthedrowsytrafficofthestreet。Therewasabambootablebyhisside,afantasticthing,enrichedwithgildingandqueerpaintedscenes,andonitlayalittlepileofpapersarrangedanddocketedasneatlyasanythinginMr。Clarke’soffice。

  \"Well,Villiers,haveyoumadeanydiscoveriesinthelastthreeweeks?\"

  \"Ithinkso;Ihavehereoneortwomemorandawhichstruckmeassingular,andthereisastatementtowhichI

  shallcallyourattention。\"

  \"AndthesedocumentsrelatetoMrs。Beaumont?ItwasreallyCrashawwhomyousawthatnightstandingonthedoorstepofthehouseinAshleyStreet?\"

  \"Astothatmattermybeliefremainsunchanged,butneithermyinquiriesnortheirresultshaveanyspecialrelationtoCrashaw。Butmyinvestigationshavehadastrangeissue。I

  havefoundoutwhoMrs。Beaumontis!\"

  \"Whoisshe?Inwhatwaydoyoumean?\"

  \"ImeanthatyouandIknowherbetterunderanothername。\"

  \"Whatnameisthat?\"

  \"Herbert。\"

  \"Herbert!\"Austinrepeatedtheword,dazedwithastonishment。

  \"Yes,Mrs。HerbertofPaulStreet,HelenVaughanofearlieradventuresunknowntome。Youhadreasontorecognizetheexpressionofherface;whenyougohomelookatthefaceinMeyrick’sbookofhorrors,andyouwillknowthesourcesofyourrecollection。\"

  \"Andyouhaveproofofthis?\"

  \"Yes,thebestofproof;IhaveseenMrs。Beaumont,orshallwesayMrs。Herbert?\"

  \"Wheredidyouseeher?\"

  \"HardlyinaplacewhereyouwouldexpecttoseealadywholivesinAshleyStreet,Piccadilly。IsawherenteringahouseinoneofthemeanestandmostdisreputablestreetsinSoho。Infact,Ihadmadeanappointment,thoughnotwithher,andshewasprecisetobothtimeandplace。\"

  \"Allthisseemsverywonderful,butIcannotcallitincredible。Youmustremember,Villiers,thatIhaveseenthiswoman,intheordinaryadventureofLondonsociety,talkingandlaughing,andsippinghercoffeeinacommonplacedrawing-roomwithcommonplacepeople。Butyouknowwhatyouaresaying。\"

  \"Ido;Ihavenotallowedmyselftobeledbysurmisesorfancies。ItwaswithnothoughtoffindingHelenVaughanthatIsearchedforMrs。BeaumontinthedarkwatersofthelifeofLondon,butsuchhasbeentheissue。\"

  \"Youmusthavebeeninstrangeplaces,Villiers。\"

  \"Yes,Ihavebeeninverystrangeplaces。Itwouldhavebeenuseless,youknow,togotoAshleyStreet,andaskMrs。Beaumonttogivemeashortsketchofherprevioushistory。No;assuming,asIhadtoassume,thatherrecordwasnotofthecleanest,itwouldbeprettycertainthatatsomeprevioustimeshemusthavemovedincirclesnotquitesorefinedasherpresentones。Ifyouseemudatthetopofastream,youmaybesurethatitwasonceatthebottom。Iwenttothebottom。IhavealwaysbeenfondofdivingintoQueerStreetformyamusement,andIfoundmyknowledgeofthatlocalityanditsinhabitantsveryuseful。Itis,perhaps,needlesstosaythatmyfriendshadneverheardthenameofBeaumont,andasIhadneverseenthelady,andwasquiteunabletodescribeher,Ihadtosettoworkinanindirectway。Thepeoplethereknowme;Ihavebeenabletodosomeofthemaservicenowandagain,sotheymadenodifficultyaboutgivingtheirinformation;theywereawareIhadnocommunicationdirectorindirectwithScotlandYard。Ihadtocastoutagoodmanylines,though,beforeIgotwhatIwanted,andwhenIlandedthefishIdidnotforamomentsupposeitwasmyfish。ButIlistenedtowhatIwastoldoutofaconstitutionallikingforuselessinformation,andIfoundmyselfinpossessionofaverycuriousstory,though,asI

  imagined,notthestoryIwaslookingfor。Itwastothiseffect。Somefiveorsixyearsago,awomannamedRaymondsuddenlymadeherappearanceintheneighbourhoodtowhichIamreferring。Shewasdescribedtomeasbeingquiteyoung,probablynotmorethanseventeenoreighteen,veryhandsome,andlookingasifshecamefromthecountry。Ishouldbewronginsayingthatshefoundherlevelingoingtothisparticularquarter,orassociatingwiththesepeople,forfromwhatIwastold,IshouldthinktheworstdeninLondonfartoogoodforher。ThepersonfromwhomIgotmyinformation,asyoumaysuppose,nogreatPuritan,shudderedandgrewsickintellingmeofthenamelessinfamieswhichwerelaidtohercharge。

  Afterlivingthereforayear,orperhapsalittlemore,shedisappearedassuddenlyasshecame,andtheysawnothingofhertillaboutthetimeofthePaulStreetcase。Atfirstshecametoheroldhauntsonlyoccasionally,thenmorefrequently,andfinallytookupherabodethereasbefore,andremainedforsixoreightmonths。It’sofnousemygoingintodetailsastothelifethatwomanled;ifyouwantparticularsyoucanlookatMeyrick’slegacy。Thosedesignswerenotdrawnfromhisimagination。Sheagaindisappeared,andthepeopleoftheplacesawnothingofhertillafewmonthsago。Myinformanttoldmethatshehadtakensomeroomsinahousewhichhepointedout,andtheseroomsshewasinthehabitofvisitingtwoorthreetimesaweekandalwaysatteninthemorning。I

  wasledtoexpectthatoneofthesevisitswouldbepaidonacertaindayaboutaweekago,andIaccordinglymanagedtobeonthelook-outincompanywithmyciceroneataquartertoten,andthehourandtheladycamewithequalpunctuality。MyfriendandIwerestandingunderanarchway,alittlewaybackfromthestreet,butshesawus,andgavemeaglancethatI

  shallbelonginforgetting。Thatlookwasquiteenoughforme;

  IknewMissRaymondtobeMrs。Herbert;asforMrs。Beaumontshehadquitegoneoutofmyhead。Shewentintothehouse,andIwatchedittillfouro’clock,whenshecameout,andthenIfollowedher。Itwasalongchase,andIhadtobeverycarefultokeepalongwayinthebackground,andyetnotlosesightofthewoman。ShetookmedowntotheStrand,andthentoWestminster,andthenupSt。James’sStreet,andalongPiccadilly。IfeltqueerishwhenIsawherturnupAshleyStreet;thethoughtthatMrs。HerbertwasMrs。Beaumontcameintomymind,butitseemedtooimpossibletobetrue。I

  waitedatthecorner,keepingmyeyeonherallthetime,andI

  tookparticularcaretonotethehouseatwhichshestopped。

  Itwasthehousewiththegaycurtains,thehomeofflowers,thehouseoutofwhichCrashawcamethenighthehangedhimselfinhisgarden。Iwasjustgoingawaywithmydiscovery,whenI

  sawanemptycarriagecomeroundanddrawupinfrontofthehouse,andIcametotheconclusionthatMrs。Herbertwasgoingoutforadrive,andIwasright。There,asithappened,ImetamanIknow,andwestoodtalkingtogetheralittledistancefromthecarriage-way,towhichIhadmyback。Wehadnotbeentherefortenminuteswhenmyfriendtookoffhishat,andI

  glancedroundandsawtheladyIhadbeenfollowingallday。

  ’Whoisthat?’Isaid,andhisanswerwas’Mrs。Beaumont;livesinAshleyStreet。’Ofcoursetherecouldbenodoubtafterthat。Idon’tknowwhethershesawme,butIdon’tthinkshedid。Iwenthomeatonce,and,onconsideration,IthoughtthatIhadasufficientlygoodcasewithwhichtogotoClarke。\"

  \"WhytoClarke?\"

  \"BecauseIamsurethatClarkeisinpossessionoffactsaboutthiswoman,factsofwhichIknownothing。\"

  \"Well,whatthen?\"

  Mr。VilliersleanedbackinhischairandlookedreflectivelyatAustinforamomentbeforeheanswered:

  \"MyideawasthatClarkeandIshouldcallonMrs。

  Beaumont。\"

  \"Youwouldnevergointosuchahouseasthat?No,no,Villiers,youcannotdoit。Besides,consider;whatresult……\"

  \"Iwilltellyousoon。ButIwasgoingtosaythatmyinformationdoesnotendhere;ithasbeencompletedinanextraordinarymanner。

  \"Lookatthisneatlittlepacketofmanuscript;itispaginated,yousee,andIhaveindulgedinthecivilcoquetryofaribbonofredtape。Ithasalmostalegalair,hasn’tit?

  Runyoureyeoverit,Austin。ItisanaccountoftheentertainmentMrs。Beaumontprovidedforherchoicerguests。

  Themanwhowrotethisescapedwithhislife,butIdonotthinkhewilllivemanyyears。Thedoctorstellhimhemusthavesustainedsomesevereshocktothenerves。\"

  Austintookthemanuscript,butneverreadit。Openingtheneatpagesathaphazardhiseyewascaughtbyawordandaphrasethatfollowedit;and,sickatheart,withwhitelipsandacoldsweatpouringlikewaterfromhistemples,heflungthepaperdown。

  \"Takeitaway,Villiers,neverspeakofthisagain。

  Areyoumadeofstone,man?Why,thedreadandhorrorofdeathitself,thethoughtsofthemanwhostandsinthekeenmorningairontheblackplatform,bound,thebelltollinginhisears,andwaitsfortheharshrattleofthebolt,areasnothingcomparedtothis。Iwillnotreadit;Ishouldneversleepagain。\"

  \"Verygood。Icanfancywhatyousaw。Yes;itishorribleenough;butafterall,itisanoldstory,anoldmysteryplayedinourday,andindimLondonstreetsinsteadofamidstthevineyardsandtheolivegardens。WeknowwhathappenedtothosewhochancedtomeettheGreatGodPan,andthosewhoarewiseknowthatallsymbolsaresymbolsofsomething,notofnothing。Itwas,indeed,anexquisitesymbolbeneathwhichmenlongagoveiledtheirknowledgeofthemostawful,mostsecretforceswhichlieattheheartofallthings;

  forcesbeforewhichthesoulsofmenmustwitheranddieandblacken,astheirbodiesblackenundertheelectriccurrent。

  Suchforcescannotbenamed,cannotbespoken,cannotbeimaginedexceptunderaveilandasymbol,asymboltothemostofusappearingaquaint,poeticfancy,tosomeafoolishtale。

  ButyouandI,atallevents,haveknownsomethingoftheterrorthatmaydwellinthesecretplaceoflife,manifestedunderhumanflesh;thatwhichiswithoutformtakingtoitselfaform。Oh,Austin,howcanitbe?Howisitthattheverysunlightdoesnotturntoblacknessbeforethisthing,thehardearthmeltandboilbeneathsuchaburden?\"

  Villierswaspacingupanddowntheroom,andthebeadsofsweatstoodoutonhisforehead。Austinsatsilentforawhile,butVillierssawhimmakeasignuponhisbreast。

  \"Isayagain,Villiers,youwillsurelyneverentersuchahouseasthat?Youwouldneverpassoutalive。\"

  \"Yes,Austin,Ishallgooutalive——I,andClarkewithme。\"

  Whatdoyoumean?Youcannot,youwouldnotdare……\"

  \"Waitamoment。Theairwasverypleasantandfreshthismorning;therewasabreezeblowing,eventhroughthisdullstreet,andIthoughtIwouldtakeawalk。Piccadillystretchedbeforemeaclear,brightvista,andthesunflashedonthecarriagesandonthequiveringleavesinthepark。Itwasajoyousmorning,andmenandwomenlookedattheskyandsmiledastheywentabouttheirworkortheirpleasure,andthewindblewasblithelyasuponthemeadowsandthescentedgorse。ButsomehoworotherIgotoutofthebustleandthegaiety,andfoundmyselfwalkingslowlyalongaquiet,dullstreet,wherethereseemedtobenosunshineandnoair,andwherethefewfoot-passengersloiteredastheywalked,andhungindecisivelyaboutcornersandarchways。Iwalkedalong,hardlyknowingwhereIwasgoingorwhatIdidthere,butfeelingimpelled,asonesometimesis,toexplorestillfurther,withavagueideaofreachingsomeunknowngoal。ThusIforgedupthestreet,notingthesmalltrafficofthemilk-shop,andwonderingattheincongruousmedleyofpennypipes,blacktobacco,sweets,newspapers,andcomicsongswhichhereandtherejostledoneanotherintheshortcompassofasinglewindow。IthinkitwasacoldshudderthatsuddenlypassedthroughmethatfirsttoldmethatIhadfoundwhatIwanted。Ilookedupfromthepavementandstoppedbeforeadustyshop,abovewhichtheletteringhadfaded,wheretheredbricksoftwohundredyearsagohadgrimedtoblack;wherethewindowshadgatheredtothemselvesthedustofwintersinnumerable。IsawwhatI

  required;butIthinkitwasfiveminutesbeforeIhadsteadiedmyselfandcouldwalkinandaskforitinacoolvoiceandwithacalmface。Ithinktheremusteventhenhavebeenatremorinmywords,fortheoldmanwhocameoutofthebackparlour,andfumbledslowlyamongsthisgoods,lookedoddlyatmeashetiedtheparcel。Ipaidwhatheasked,andstoodleaningbythecounter,withastrangereluctancetotakeupmygoodsandgo。

  Iaskedaboutthebusiness,andlearntthattradewasbadandtheprofitscutdownsadly;butthenthestreetwasnotwhatitwasbeforetraffichadbeendiverted,butthatwasdonefortyyearsago,’justbeforemyfatherdied,’hesaid。Igotawayatlast,andwalkedalongsharply;itwasadismalstreetindeed,andIwasgladtoreturntothebustleandthenoise。Wouldyouliketoseemypurchase?\"

  Austinsaidnothing,butnoddedhisheadslightly;hestilllookedwhiteandsick。Villierspulledoutadrawerinthebambootable,andshowedAustinalongcoilofcord,hardandnew;andatoneendwasarunningnoose。

  \"Itisthebesthempencord,\"saidVilliers,\"justasitusedtobemadefortheoldtrade,themantoldme。Notaninchofjutefromendtoend。\"

  Austinsethisteethhard,andstaredatVilliers,growingwhiterashelooked。

  \"Youwouldnotdoit,\"hemurmuredatlast。\"Youwouldnothavebloodonyourhands。MyGod!\"heexclaimed,withsuddenvehemence,\"youcannotmeanthis,Villiers,thatyouwillmakeyourselfahangman?\"

  \"No。Ishallofferachoice,andleaveHelenVaughanalonewiththiscordinalockedroomforfifteenminutes。Ifwhenwegoinitisnotdone,Ishallcallthenearestpoliceman。Thatisall。\"

  \"Imustgonow。Icannotstayhereanylonger;I

  cannotbearthis。Good-night。\"

  \"Good-night,Austin。\"

  Thedoorshut,butinamomentitwasopenagain,andAustinstood,whiteandghastly,intheentrance。

  \"Iwasforgetting,\"hesaid,\"thatItoohavesomethingtotell。IhavereceivedaletterfromDr。HardingofBuenosAyres。HesaysthatheattendedMeyrickforthreeweeksbeforehisdeath。\"

  \"Anddoeshesaywhatcarriedhimoffintheprimeoflife?Itwasnotfever?\"

  \"No,itwasnotfever。Accordingtothedoctor,itwasanuttercollapseofthewholesystem,probablycausedbysomesevereshock。Buthestatesthatthepatientwouldtellhimnothing,andthathewasconsequentlyatsomedisadvantageintreatingthecase。\"

  \"Isthereanythingmore?\"

  \"Yes。Dr。Hardingendshisletterbysaying:’IthinkthisisalltheinformationIcangiveyouaboutyourpoorfriend。HehadnotbeenlonginBuenosAyres,andknewscarcelyanyone,withtheexceptionofapersonwhodidnotbearthebestofcharacters,andhassinceleft——aMrs。Vaughan。’\"

  VIII

  THEFRAGMENTS

  [Amongstthepapersofthewell-knownphysician,Dr。

  RobertMatheson,ofAshleyStreet,Piccadilly,whodiedsuddenly,ofapoplecticseizure,atthebeginningof1892,aleafofmanuscriptpaperwasfound,coveredwithpenciljottings。ThesenoteswereinLatin,muchabbreviated,andhadevidentlybeenmadeingreathaste。TheMS。wasonlydecipheredwithdifficulty,andsomewordshaveuptothepresenttimeevadedalltheeffortsoftheexpertemployed。

  Thedate,\"XXVJul。1888,\"iswrittenontheright-handcorneroftheMS。ThefollowingisatranslationofDr。

  Matheson’smanuscript。]

  \"Whethersciencewouldbenefitbythesebriefnotesiftheycouldbepublished,Idonotknow,butratherdoubt。ButcertainlyIshallnevertaketheresponsibilityofpublishingordivulgingonewordofwhatisherewritten,notonlyonaccountofmyoathgivenfreelytothosetwopersonswhowerepresent,butalsobecausethedetailsaretooabominable。Itisprobablythat,uponmatureconsideration,andafterweightingthegoodandevil,Ishallonedaydestroythispaper,oratleastleaveitundersealtomyfriendD。,trustinginhisdiscretion,touseitortoburnit,ashemaythinkfit。

  \"Aswasbefitting,IdidallthatmyknowledgesuggestedtomakesurethatIwassufferingundernodelusion。

  Atfirstastounded,Icouldhardlythink,butinaminute’stimeIwassurethatmypulsewassteadyandregular,andthatIwasinmyrealandtruesenses。Ithenfixedmyeyesquietlyonwhatwasbeforeme。

  \"Thoughhorrorandrevoltingnausearoseupwithinme,andanodourofcorruptionchokedmybreath,Iremainedfirm。

  Iwasthenprivilegedoraccursed,Idarenotsaywhich,toseethatwhichwasonthebed,lyingthereblacklikeink,transformedbeforemyeyes。Theskin,andtheflesh,andthemuscles,andthebones,andthefirmstructureofthehumanbodythatIhadthoughttobeunchangeable,andpermanentasadamant,begantomeltanddissolve。

  \"Iknowthatthebodymaybeseparatedintoitselementsbyexternalagencies,butIshouldhaverefusedtobelievewhatIsaw。Forheretherewassomeinternalforce,ofwhichIknewnothing,thatcauseddissolutionandchange。

  \"Heretoowasalltheworkbywhichmanhadbeenmaderepeatedbeforemyeyes。Isawtheformwaverfromsextosex,dividingitselffromitself,andthenagainreunited。ThenI

  sawthebodydescendtothebeastswhenceitascended,andthatwhichwasontheheightsgodowntothedepths,eventotheabyssofallbeing。Theprincipleoflife,whichmakesorganism,alwaysremained,whiletheoutwardformchanged。

  \"Thelightwithintheroomhadturnedtoblackness,notthedarknessofnight,inwhichobjectsareseendimly,forI

  couldseeclearlyandwithoutdifficulty。Butitwasthenegationoflight;objectswerepresentedtomyeyes,ifImaysayso,withoutanymedium,insuchamannerthatiftherehadbeenaprismintheroomIshouldhaveseennocoloursrepresentedinit。

  \"Iwatched,andatlastIsawnothingbutasubstanceasjelly。Thentheladderwasascendedagain……[heretheMS。

  isillegible]……foroneinstanceIsawaForm,shapedindimnessbeforeme,whichIwillnotfartherdescribe。Butthesymbolofthisformmaybeseeninancientsculptures,andinpaintingswhichsurvivedbeneaththelava,toofoultobespokenof……asahorribleandunspeakableshape,neithermannorbeast,waschangedintohumanform,therecamefinallydeath。

  \"Iwhosawallthis,notwithoutgreathorrorandloathingofsoul,herewritemyname,declaringallthatIhavesetonthispapertobetrue。

  \"ROBERTMATHESON,Med。Dr。\"

  ***……Such,Raymond,isthestoryofwhatIknowandwhatIhaveseen。Theburdenofitwastooheavyformetobearalone,andyetIcouldtellittononebutyou。Villiers,whowaswithmeatthelast,knowsnothingofthatawfulsecretofthewood,ofhowwhatwebothsawdie,layuponthesmooth,sweetturfamidstthesummerflowers,halfinsunandhalfinshadow,andholdingthegirlRachel’shand,calledandsummonedthosecompanions,andshapedinsolidform,upontheearthwetreadupon,thehorrorwhichwecanbuthintat,whichwecanonlynameunderafigure。IwouldnottellVilliersofthis,norofthatresemblance,whichstruckmeaswithablowuponmyheart,whenIsawtheportrait,whichfilledthecupofterrorattheend。WhatthiscanmeanIdarenotguess。IknowthatwhatIsawperishwasnotMary,andyetinthelastagonyMary’seyeslookedintomine。Whethertherecanbeanyonewhocanshowthelastlinkinthischainofawfulmystery,Idonotknow,butiftherebeanyonewhocandothis,you,Raymond,aretheman。Andifyouknowthesecret,itrestswithyoutotellitornot,asyouplease。

  Iamwritingthislettertoyouimmediatelyonmygettingbacktotown。Ihavebeeninthecountryforthelastfewdays;perhapsyoumaybeabletoguessinwhichpart。WhilethehorrorandwonderofLondonwasatitsheight——for\"Mrs。

  Beaumont,\"asIhavetoldyou,waswellknowninsociety——I

  wrotetomyfriendDr。Phillips,givingsomebriefoutline,orratherhint,ofwhathappened,andaskinghimtotellmethenameofthevillagewheretheeventshehadrelatedtomeoccurred。Hegavemethename,ashesaidwiththelesshesitation,becauseRachel’sfatherandmotherweredead,andtherestofthefamilyhadgonetoarelativeintheStateofWashingtonsixmonthsbefore。Theparents,hesaid,hadundoubtedlydiedofgriefandhorrorcausedbytheterribledeathoftheirdaughter,andbywhathadgonebeforethatdeath。

  OntheeveningofthedaywhichIreceivedPhillips’letterIwasatCaermaen,andstandingbeneaththemoulderingRomanwalls,whitewiththewintersofseventeenhundredyears,Ilookedoverthemeadowwhereoncehadstoodtheoldertempleofthe\"GodoftheDeeps,\"andsawahousegleaminginthesunlight。ItwasthehousewhereHelenhadlived。IstayedatCaermaenforseveraldays。Thepeopleoftheplace,Ifound,knewlittleandhadguessedless。ThosewhomIspoketoonthematterseemedsurprisedthatanantiquarian(asIprofessedmyselftobe)

  shouldtroubleaboutavillagetragedy,ofwhichtheygaveaverycommonplaceversion,and,asyoumayimagine,ItoldnothingofwhatIknew。Mostofmytimewasspentinthegreatwoodthatrisesjustabovethevillageandclimbsthehillside,andgoesdowntotheriverinthevalley;suchanotherlonglovelyvalley,Raymond,asthatonwhichwelookedonesummernight,walkingtoandfrobeforeyourhouse。FormanyanhourI

  strayedthroughthemazeoftheforest,turningnowtorightandnowtoleft,pacingslowlydownlongalleysofundergrowth,shadowyandchill,evenunderthemiddaysun,andhaltingbeneathgreatoaks;lyingontheshortturfofaclearingwherethefaintsweetscentofwildrosescametomeonthewindandmixedwiththeheavyperfumeoftheelder,whosemingledodourisliketheodouroftheroomofthedead,avapourofincenseandcorruption。Istoodattheedgesofthewood,gazingatallthepompandprocessionofthefoxglovestoweringamidstthebrackenandshiningredinthebroadsunshine,andbeyondthemintodeepthicketsofcloseundergrowthwherespringsboilupfromtherockandnourishthewater-weeds,dankandevil。ButinallmywanderingsIavoidedonepartofthewood;itwasnottillyesterdaythatIclimbedtothesummitofthehill,andstoodupontheancientRomanroadthatthreadsthehighestridgeofthewood。Heretheyhadwalked,HelenandRachel,alongthisquietcauseway,uponthepavementofgreenturf,shutinoneithersidebyhighbanksofredearth,andtallhedgesofshiningbeech,andhereIfollowedintheirsteps,lookingout,nowandagain,throughpartingsintheboughs,andseeingononesidethesweepofthewoodstretchingfartorightandleft,andsinkingintothebroadlevel,andbeyond,theyellowsea,andthelandoverthesea。Ontheothersidewasthevalleyandtheriverandhillfollowinghillaswaveonwave,andwoodandmeadow,andcornfield,andwhitehousesgleaming,andagreatwallofmountain,andfarbluepeaksinthenorth。AndsoatleastIcametotheplace。Thetrackwentupagentleslope,andwidenedoutintoanopenspacewithawallofthickundergrowtharoundit,andthen,narrowingagain,passedonintothedistanceandthefaintbluemistofsummerheat。AndintothispleasantsummergladeRachelpassedagirl,andleftit,whoshallsaywhat?Ididnotstaylongthere。

  InasmalltownnearCaermaenthereisamuseum,containingforthemostpartRomanremainswhichhavebeenfoundintheneighbourhoodatvarioustimes。OnthedayaftermyarrivalinCaermaenIwalkedovertothetowninquestion,andtooktheopportunityofinspectingthemuseum。AfterIhadseenmostofthesculpturedstones,thecoffins,rings,coins,andfragmentsoftessellatedpavementwhichtheplacecontains,Iwasshownasmallsquarepillarofwhitestone,whichhadbeenrecentlydiscoveredinthewoodofwhichIhavebeenspeaking,and,asIfoundoninquiry,inthatopenspacewheretheRomanroadbroadensout。Ononesideofthepillarwasaninscription,ofwhichItookanote。Someofthelettershavebeendefaced,butIdonotthinktherecanbeanydoubtastothosewhichIsupply。Theinscriptionisasfollows:

  DEVOMNODENTiFLAvIVSSENILISPOSSvitPROPTERNVPtiasquaSVIDITSVBVMra\"TothegreatgodNodens(thegodoftheGreatDeeporAbyss)FlaviusSenilishaserectedthispillaronaccountofthemarriagewhichhesawbeneaththeshade。\"

  Thecustodianofthemuseuminformedmethatlocalantiquariesweremuchpuzzled,notbytheinscription,orbyanydifficultyintranslatingit,butastothecircumstanceorritetowhichallusionismade。

  ***……Andnow,mydearClarke,astowhatyoutellmeaboutHelenVaughan,whomyousayyousawdieundercircumstancesoftheutmostandalmostincrediblehorror。I

  wasinterestedinyouraccount,butagooddeal,nayall,ofwhatyoutoldmeIknewalready。Icanunderstandthestrangelikenessyouremarkedinboththeportraitandintheactualface;youhaveseenHelen’smother。Yourememberthatstillsummernightsomanyyearsago,whenItalkedtoyouoftheworldbeyondtheshadows,andofthegodPan。YourememberMary。ShewasthemotherofHelenVaughan,whowasbornninemonthsafterthatnight。

  Maryneverrecoveredherreason。Shelay,asyousawher,allthewhileuponherbed,andafewdaysafterthechildwasbornshedied。Ifancythatjustatthelastsheknewme;I

  wasstandingbythebed,andtheoldlookcameintohereyesforasecond,andthensheshudderedandgroanedanddied。ItwasanillworkIdidthatnightwhenyouwerepresent;Ibrokeopenthedoorofthehouseoflife,withoutknowingorcaringwhatmightpassforthorenterin。Irecollectyourtellingmeatthetime,sharplyenough,andrightlytoo,inonesense,thatI

  hadruinedthereasonofahumanbeingbyafoolishexperiment,basedonanabsurdtheory。Youdidwelltoblameme,butmytheorywasnotallabsurdity。WhatIsaidMarywouldseeshesaw,butIforgotthatnohumaneyescanlookonsuchasightwithimpunity。AndIforgot,asIhavejustsaid,thatwhenthehouseoflifeisthusthrownopen,theremayenterinthatforwhichwehavenoname,andhumanfleshmaybecometheveilofahorroronedarenotexpress。IplayedwithenergieswhichIdidnotunderstand,youhaveseentheendingofit。HelenVaughandidwelltobindthecordaboutherneckanddie,thoughthedeathwashorrible。Theblackenedface,thehideousformuponthebed,changingandmeltingbeforeyoureyesfromwomantoman,frommantobeast,andfrombeasttoworsethanbeast,allthestrangehorrorthatyouwitness,surprisesmebutlittle。

  WhatyousaythedoctorwhomyousentforsawandshudderedatI

  noticedlongago;IknewwhatIhaddonethemomentthechildwasborn,andwhenitwasscarcelyfiveyearsoldIsurprisedit,notonceortwicebutseveraltimeswithaplaymate,youmayguessofwhatkind。Itwasformeaconstant,anincarnatehorror,andafterafewyearsIfeltIcouldbearitnomore,andIsentHelenVaughanaway。Youknownowwhatfrightenedtheboyinthewood。Therestofthestrangestory,andallelsethatyoutellme,asdiscoveredbyyourfriend,Ihavecontrivedtolearnfromtimetotime,almosttothelastchapter。AndnowHeleniswithhercompanions

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