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  I

  THEEXPERIMENT

  \"Iamgladyoucame,Clarke;verygladindeed。Iwasnotsureyoucouldsparethetime。\"

  \"Iwasabletomakearrangementsforafewdays;thingsarenotverylivelyjustnow。Buthaveyounomisgivings,Raymond?Isitabsolutelysafe?\"

  ThetwomenwereslowlypacingtheterraceinfrontofDr。Raymond’shouse。Thesunstillhungabovethewesternmountain-line,butitshonewithadullredglowthatcastnoshadows,andalltheairwasquiet;asweetbreathcamefromthegreatwoodonthehillsideabove,andwithit,atintervals,thesoftmurmuringcallofthewilddoves。Below,inthelonglovelyvalley,theriverwoundinandoutbetweenthelonelyhills,and,asthesunhoveredandvanishedintothewest,afaintmist,purewhite,begantorisefromthehills。Dr。

  Raymondturnedsharplytohisfriend。

  \"Safe?Ofcourseitis。Initselftheoperationisaperfectlysimpleone;anysurgeoncoulddoit。\"

  \"Andthereisnodangeratanyotherstage?\"

  \"None;absolutelynophysicaldangerwhatsoever,Igiveyoumyword。Youarealwaystimid,Clarke,always;butyouknowmyhistory。Ihavedevotedmyselftotranscendentalmedicineforthelasttwentyyears。Ihaveheardmyselfcalledquackandcharlatanandimpostor,butallthewhileIknewIwasontherightpath。FiveyearsagoIreachedthegoal,andsincetheneverydayhasbeenapreparationforwhatweshalldotonight。\"

  \"Ishouldliketobelieveitisalltrue。\"Clarkeknithisbrows,andlookeddoubtfullyatDr。Raymond。\"Areyouperfectlysure,Raymond,thatyourtheoryisnotaphantasmagoria——asplendidvision,certainly,butamerevisionafterall?\"

  Dr。Raymondstoppedinhiswalkandturnedsharply。

  Hewasamiddle-agedman,gauntandthin,ofapaleyellowcomplexion,butasheansweredClarkeandfacedhim,therewasaflushonhischeek。

  \"Lookaboutyou,Clarke。Youseethemountain,andhillfollowingafterhill,aswaveonwave,youseethewoodsandorchard,thefieldsofripecorn,andthemeadowsreachingtothereed-bedsbytheriver。Youseemestandingherebesideyou,andhearmyvoice;butItellyouthatallthesethings——

  yes,fromthatstarthathasjustshoneoutintheskytothesolidgroundbeneathourfeet——Isaythatallthesearebutdreamsandshadows;theshadowsthathidetherealworldfromoureyes。Thereisarealworld,butitisbeyondthisglamourandthisvision,beyondthese’chasesinArras,dreamsinacareer,’beyondthemallasbeyondaveil。Idonotknowwhetheranyhumanbeinghaseverliftedthatveil;butIdoknow,Clarke,thatyouandIshallseeitliftedthisverynightfrombeforeanother’seyes。Youmaythinkthisallstrangenonsense;

  itmaybestrange,butitistrue,andtheancientsknewwhatliftingtheveilmeans。TheycalleditseeingthegodPan。\"

  Clarkeshivered;thewhitemistgatheringovertheriverwaschilly。

  \"Itiswonderfulindeed,\"hesaid。\"Wearestandingonthebrinkofastrangeworld,Raymond,ifwhatyousayistrue。Isupposetheknifeisabsolutelynecessary?\"

  \"Yes;aslightlesioninthegreymatter,thatisall;

  atriflingrearrangementofcertaincells,amicroscopicalalterationthatwouldescapetheattentionofninety-ninebrainspecialistsoutofahundred。Idon’twanttobotheryouwith’shop,’Clarke;Imightgiveyouamassoftechnicaldetailwhichwouldsoundveryimposing,andwouldleaveyouasenlightenedasyouarenow。ButIsupposeyouhaveread,casually,inout-of-the-waycornersofyourpaper,thatimmensestrideshavebeenmaderecentlyinthephysiologyofthebrain。IsawaparagraphtheotherdayaboutDigby’stheory,andBrowneFaber’sdiscoveries。Theoriesanddiscoveries!Wheretheyarestandingnow,Istoodfifteenyearsago,andIneednottellyouthatI

  havenotbeenstandingstillforthelastfifteenyears。ItwillbeenoughifIsaythatfiveyearsagoImadethediscoverythatIalludedtowhenIsaidthattenyearsagoIreachedthegoal。Afteryearsoflabour,afteryearsoftoilingandgropinginthedark,afterdaysandnightsofdisappointmentsandsometimesofdespair,inwhichIusednowandthentotrembleandgrowcoldwiththethoughtthatperhapstherewereothersseekingforwhatIsought,atlast,aftersolong,apangofsuddenjoythrilledmysoul,andIknewthelongjourneywasatanend。Bywhatseemedthenandstillseemsachance,thesuggestionofamoment’sidlethoughtfollowedupuponfamiliarlinesandpathsthatIhadtrackedahundredtimesalready,thegreattruthburstuponme,andIsaw,mappedoutinlinesofsight,awholeworld,asphereunknown;continentsandislands,andgreatoceansinwhichnoshiphassailed(tomybelief)

  sinceaManfirstlifteduphiseyesandbeheldthesun,andthestarsofheaven,andthequietearthbeneath。Youwillthinkthisallhigh-flownlanguage,Clarke,butitishardtobeliteral。Andyet;IdonotknowwhetherwhatIamhintingatcannotbesetforthinplainandlonelyterms。Forinstance,thisworldofoursisprettywellgirdednowwiththetelegraphwiresandcables;thought,withsomethinglessthanthespeedofthought,flashesfromsunrisetosunset,fromnorthtosouth,acrossthefloodsandthedesertplaces。Supposethatanelectricianoftodayweresuddenlytoperceivethatheandhisfriendshavemerelybeenplayingwithpebblesandmistakingthemforthefoundationsoftheworld;supposethatsuchamansawuttermostspacelieopenbeforethecurrent,andwordsofmenflashforthtothesunandbeyondthesunintothesystemsbeyond,andthevoiceofarticulate-speakingmenechointhewastevoidthatboundsourthought。Asanalogiesgo,thatisaprettygoodanalogyofwhatIhavedone;youcanunderstandnowalittleofwhatIfeltasIstoodhereoneevening;itwasasummerevening,andthevalleylookedmuchasitdoesnow;I

  stoodhere,andsawbeforemetheunutterable,theunthinkablegulfthatyawnsprofoundbetweentwoworlds,theworldofmatterandtheworldofspirit;Isawthegreatemptydeepstretchdimbeforeme,andinthatinstantabridgeoflightleaptfromtheearthtotheunknownshore,andtheabysswasspanned。YoumaylookinBrowneFaber’sbook,ifyoulike,andyouwillfindthattothepresentdaymenofscienceareunabletoaccountforthepresence,ortospecifythefunctionsofacertaingroupofnerve-cellsinthebrain。Thatgroupis,asitwere,landtolet,amerewasteplaceforfancifultheories。IamnotinthepositionofBrowneFaberandthespecialists,Iamperfectlyinstructedastothepossiblefunctionsofthosenerve-centersintheschemeofthings。WithatouchIcanbringthemintoplay,withatouch,Isay,Icansetfreethecurrent,withatouchIcancompletethecommunicationbetweenthisworldofsenseand——weshallbeabletofinishthesentencelateron。

  Yes,theknifeisnecessary;butthinkwhatthatknifewilleffect。Itwilllevelutterlythesolidwallofsense,andprobably,forthefirsttimesincemanwasmade,aspiritwillgazeonaspirit-world。Clarke,MarywillseethegodPan!\"

  \"Butyourememberwhatyouwrotetome?Ithoughtitwouldberequisitethatshe——\"

  Hewhisperedtherestintothedoctor’sear。

  \"Notatall,notatall。Thatisnonsense。Iassureyou。Indeed,itisbetterasitis;Iamquitecertainofthat。\"

  \"Considerthematterwell,Raymond。It’sagreatresponsibility。Somethingmightgowrong;youwouldbeamiserablemanfortherestofyourdays。\"

  \"No,Ithinknot,eveniftheworsthappened。Asyouknow,IrescuedMaryfromthegutter,andfromalmostcertainstarvation,whenshewasachild;Ithinkherlifeismine,touseasIseefit。Come,it’sgettinglate;wehadbettergoin。\"

  Dr。Raymondledthewayintothehouse,throughthehall,anddownalongdarkpassage。Hetookakeyfromhispocketandopenedaheavydoor,andmotionedClarkeintohislaboratory。Ithadoncebeenabilliard-room,andwaslightedbyaglassdomeinthecentreoftheceiling,whencetherestillshoneasadgreylightonthefigureofthedoctorashelitalampwithaheavyshadeandplaceditonatableinthemiddleoftheroom。

  Clarkelookedabouthim。Scarcelyafootofwallremainedbare;therewereshelvesallaroundladenwithbottlesandphialsofallshapesandcolours,andatoneendstoodalittleChippendalebook-case。Raymondpointedtothis。

  \"YouseethatparchmentOswaldCrollius?Hewasoneofthefirsttoshowmetheway,thoughIdon’tthinkheeverfoundithimself。Thatisastrangesayingofhis:’Ineverygrainofwheattherelieshiddenthesoulofastar。’\"

  Therewasnotmuchfurnitureinthelaboratory。Thetableinthecentre,astoneslabwithadraininonecorner,thetwoarmchairsonwhichRaymondandClarkeweresitting;thatwasall,exceptanodd-lookingchairatthefurthestendoftheroom。Clarkelookedatit,andraisedhiseyebrows。

  \"Yes,thatisthechair,\"saidRaymond。\"Wemayaswellplaceitinposition。\"Hegotupandwheeledthechairtothelight,andbeganraisingandloweringit,lettingdowntheseat,settingthebackatvariousangles,andadjustingthefoot-rest。Itlookedcomfortableenough,andClarkepassedhishandoverthesoftgreenvelvet,asthedoctormanipulatedthelevers。

  \"Now,Clarke,makeyourselfquitecomfortable。Ihaveacouplehours’workbeforeme;Iwasobligedtoleavecertainmatterstothelast。\"

  Raymondwenttothestoneslab,andClarkewatchedhimdrearilyashebentoverarowofphialsandlittheflameunderthecrucible。Thedoctorhadasmallhand-lamp,shadedasthelargerone,onaledgeabovehisapparatus,andClarke,whosatintheshadows,lookeddownatthegreatshadowyroom,wonderingatthebizarreeffectsofbrilliantlightandundefineddarknesscontrastingwithoneanother。Soonhebecameconsciousofanoddodour,atfirstthemerestsuggestionofodour,intheroom,andasitgrewmoredecidedhefeltsurprisedthathewasnotremindedofthechemist’sshoporthesurgery。Clarkefoundhimselfidlyendeavouringtoanalysethesensation,andhalfconscious,hebegantothinkofaday,fifteenyearsago,thathehadspentroamingthroughthewoodsandmeadowsnearhisownhome。ItwasaburningdayatthebeginningofAugust,theheathaddimmedtheoutlinesofallthingsandalldistanceswithafaintmist,andpeoplewhoobservedthethermometerspokeofanabnormalregister,ofatemperaturethatwasalmosttropical。

  StrangelythatwonderfulhotdayofthefiftiesroseupagaininClarke’simagination;thesenseofdazzlingall-pervadingsunlightseemedtoblotouttheshadowsandthelightsofthelaboratory,andhefeltagaintheheatedairbeatingingustsabouthisface,sawtheshimmerrisingfromtheturf,andheardthemyriadmurmurofthesummer。

  \"Ihopethesmelldoesn’tannoyyou,Clarke;there’snothingunwholesomeaboutit。Itmaymakeyouabitsleepy,that’sall。\"

  Clarkeheardthewordsquitedistinctly,andknewthatRaymondwasspeakingtohim,butforthelifeofhimhecouldnotrousehimselffromhislethargy。Hecouldonlythinkofthelonelywalkhehadtakenfifteenyearsago;itwashislastlookatthefieldsandwoodshehadknownsincehewasachild,andnowitallstoodoutinbrilliantlight,asapicture,beforehim。Abovealltherecametohisnostrilsthescentofsummer,thesmellofflowersmingled,andtheodourofthewoods,ofcoolshadedplaces,deepinthegreendepths,drawnforthbythesun’sheat;andthescentofthegoodearth,lyingasitwerewitharmsstretchedforth,andsmilinglips,overpoweredall。

  Hisfanciesmadehimwander,ashehadwanderedlongago,fromthefieldsintothewood,trackingalittlepathbetweentheshiningundergrowthofbeech-trees;andthetrickleofwaterdroppingfromthelimestonerocksoundedasaclearmelodyinthedream。Thoughtsbegantogoastrayandtominglewithotherthoughts;thebeechalleywastransformedtoapathbetweenilex-trees,andhereandthereavineclimbedfromboughtobough,andsentupwavingtendrilsanddroopedwithpurplegrapes,andthesparsegrey-greenleavesofawildolive-treestoodoutagainstthedarkshadowsoftheilex。Clarke,inthedeepfoldsofdream,wasconsciousthatthepathfromhisfather’shousehadledhimintoanundiscoveredcountry,andhewaswonderingatthestrangenessofitall,whensuddenly,inplaceofthehumandmurmurofthesummer,aninfinitesilenceseemedtofallonallthings,andthewoodwashushed,andforamomentintimehestoodfacetofacetherewithapresence,thatwasneithermannorbeast,neitherthelivingnorthedead,butallthingsmingled,theformofallthingsbutdevoidofallform。Andinthatmoment,thesacramentofbodyandsoulwasdissolved,andavoiceseemedtocry\"Letusgohence,\"andthenthedarknessofdarknessbeyondthestars,thedarknessofeverlasting。

  WhenClarkewokeupwithastarthesawRaymondpouringafewdropsofsomeoilyfluidintoagreenphial,whichhestopperedtightly。

  \"Youhavebeendozing,\"hesaid;\"thejourneymusthavetiredyouout。Itisdonenow。IamgoingtofetchMary;I

  shallbebackintenminutes。\"

  Clarkelaybackinhischairandwondered。Itseemedasifhehadbutpassedfromonedreamintoanother。Hehalfexpectedtoseethewallsofthelaboratorymeltanddisappear,andtoawakeinLondon,shudderingathisownsleepingfancies。

  Butatlastthedooropened,andthedoctorreturned,andbehindhimcameagirlofaboutseventeen,dressedallinwhite。ShewassobeautifulthatClarkedidnotwonderatwhatthedoctorhadwrittentohim。Shewasblushingnowoverfaceandneckandarms,butRaymondseemedunmoved。

  \"Mary,\"hesaid,\"thetimehascome。Youarequitefree。Areyouwillingtotrustyourselftomeentirely?\"

  \"Yes,dear。\"

  \"Doyouhearthat,Clarke?Youaremywitness。Hereisthechair,Mary。Itisquiteeasy。Justsitinitandleanback。Areyouready?\"

  \"Yes,dear,quiteready。Givemeakissbeforeyoubegin。\"

  Thedoctorstoopedandkissedhermouth,kindlyenough。

  \"Nowshutyoureyes,\"hesaid。Thegirlclosedhereyelids,asifsheweretired,andlongedforsleep,andRaymondplacedthegreenphialtohernostrils。Herfacegrewwhite,whiterthanherdress;shestruggledfaintly,andthenwiththefeelingofsubmissionstrongwithinher,crossedherarmsuponherbreastasalittlechildabouttosayherprayers。Thebrightlightofthelampfellfulluponher,andClarkewatchedchangesfleetingoverherfaceasthechangesofthehillswhenthesummercloudsfloatacrossthesun。Andthenshelayallwhiteandstill,andthedoctorturneduponeofhereyelids。Shewasquiteunconscious。Raymondpressedhardononeoftheleversandthechairinstantlysankback。Clarkesawhimcuttingawayacircle,likeatonsure,fromherhair,andthelampwasmovednearer。Raymondtookasmallglitteringinstrumentfromalittlecase,andClarketurnedawayshudderingly。Whenhelookedagainthedoctorwasbindingupthewoundhehadmade。

  \"Shewillawakeinfiveminutes。\"Raymondwasstillperfectlycool。\"Thereisnothingmoretobedone;wecanonlywait。\"

  Theminutespassedslowly;theycouldhearaslow,heavy,ticking。Therewasanoldclockinthepassage。Clarkefeltsickandfaint;hiskneesshookbeneathhim,hecouldhardlystand。

  Suddenly,astheywatched,theyheardalong-drawnsigh,andsuddenlydidthecolourthathadvanishedreturntothegirl’scheeks,andsuddenlyhereyesopened。Clarkequailedbeforethem。Theyshonewithanawfullight,lookingfaraway,andagreatwonderfelluponherface,andherhandsstretchedoutasiftotouchwhatwasinvisible;butinaninstantthewonderfaded,andgaveplacetothemostawfulterror。Themusclesofherfacewerehideouslyconvulsed,sheshookfromheadtofoot;thesoulseemedstrugglingandshudderingwithinthehouseofflesh。Itwasahorriblesight,andClarkerushedforward,asshefellshriekingtothefloor。

  ThreedayslaterRaymondtookClarketoMary’sbedside。

  Shewaslyingwide-awake,rollingherheadfromsidetoside,andgrinningvacantly。

  \"Yes,\"saidthedoctor,stillquitecool,\"itisagreatpity;sheisahopelessidiot。However,itcouldnotbehelped;and,afterall,shehasseentheGreatGodPan。\"

  II

  MR。CLARKE’SMEMOIRS

  Mr。Clarke,thegentlemanchosenbyDr。RaymondtowitnessthestrangeexperimentofthegodPan,wasapersoninwhosecharactercautionandcuriositywereoddlymingled;inhissobermomentshethoughtoftheunusualandeccentricwithundisguisedaversion,andyet,deepinhisheart,therewasawide-eyedinquisitivenesswithrespecttoallthemorereconditeandesotericelementsinthenatureofmen。ThelattertendencyhadprevailedwhenheacceptedRaymond’sinvitation,forthoughhisconsideredjudgmenthadalwaysrepudiatedthedoctor’stheoriesasthewildestnonsense,yethesecretlyhuggedabeliefinfantasy,andwouldhaverejoicedtoseethatbeliefconfirmed。

  Thehorrorsthathewitnessedinthedrearylaboratoryweretoacertainextentsalutary;hewasconsciousofbeinginvolvedinanaffairnotaltogetherreputable,andformanyyearsafterwardsheclungbravelytothecommonplace,andrejectedalloccasionsofoccultinvestigation。Indeed,onsomehomeopathicprinciple,heforsometimeattendedtheseancesofdistinguishedmediums,hopingthattheclumsytricksofthesegentlemenwouldmakehimaltogetherdisgustedwithmysticismofeverykind,buttheremedy,thoughcaustic,wasnotefficacious。

  Clarkeknewthathestillpinedfortheunseen,andlittlebylittle,theoldpassionbegantoreassertitself,asthefaceofMary,shudderingandconvulsedwithanunknownterror,fadedslowlyfromhismemory。Occupiedalldayinpursuitsbothseriousandlucrative,thetemptationtorelaxintheeveningwastoogreat,especiallyinthewintermonths,whenthefirecastawarmglowoverhissnugbachelorapartment,andabottleofsomechoiceclaretstoodreadybyhiselbow。Hisdinnerdigested,hewouldmakeabriefpretenceofreadingtheeveningpaper,butthemerecatalogueofnewssoonpalleduponhim,andClarkewouldfindhimselfcastingglancesofwarmdesireinthedirectionofanoldJapanesebureau,whichstoodatapleasantdistancefromthehearth。Likeaboybeforeajam-closet,forafewminuteshewouldhoverindecisive,butlustalwaysprevailed,andClarkeendedbydrawinguphischair,lightingacandle,andsittingdownbeforethebureau。Itspigeon-holesanddrawersteemedwithdocumentsonthemostmorbidsubjects,andinthewellreposedalargemanuscriptvolume,inwhichhehadpainfullyenteredhegemsofhiscollection。Clarkehadafinecontemptforpublishedliterature;themostghostlystoryceasedtointeresthimifithappenedtobeprinted;hissolepleasurewasinthereading,compiling,andrearrangingwhathecalledhis\"MemoirstoprovetheExistenceoftheDevil,\"andengagedinthispursuittheeveningseemedtoflyandthenightappearedtooshort。

  Ononeparticularevening,anuglyDecembernight,blackwithfog,andrawwithfrost,Clarkehurriedoverhisdinner,andscarcelydeignedtoobservehiscustomaryritualoftakingupthepaperandlayingitdownagain。Hepacedtwoorthreetimesupanddowntheroom,andopenedthebureau,stoodstillamoment,andsatdown。Heleantback,absorbedinoneofthosedreamstowhichhewassubject,andatlengthdrewouthisbook,andopeneditatthelastentry。TherewerethreeorfourpagesdenselycoveredwithClarke’sround,setpenmanship,andatthebeginninghehadwritteninasomewhatlargerhand:

  SingularNarrativetoldmebymyFriend,Dr。Phillips。

  HeassuresmethatallthefactsrelatedthereinarestrictlyandwhollyTrue,butrefusestogiveeithertheSurnamesofthePersonsConcerned,orthePlacewheretheseExtraordinaryEventsoccurred。

  Mr。Clarkebegantoreadovertheaccountforthetenthtime,glancingnowandthenatthepencilnoteshehadmadewhenitwastoldhimbyhisfriend。Itwasoneofhishumourstopridehimselfonacertainliteraryability;hethoughtwellofhisstyle,andtookpainsinarrangingthecircumstancesindramaticorder。Hereadthefollowingstory:——

  ThepersonsconcernedinthisstatementareHelenV。,who,ifsheisstillalive,mustnowbeawomanoftwenty-three,RachelM。,sincedeceased,whowasayearyoungerthantheabove,andTrevorW。,animbecile,agedeighteen。

  ThesepersonswereattheperiodofthestoryinhabitantsofavillageonthebordersofWales,aplaceofsomeimportanceinthetimeoftheRomanoccupation,butnowascatteredhamlet,ofnotmorethanfivehundredsouls。Itissituatedonrisingground,aboutsixmilesfromthesea,andisshelteredbyalargeandpicturesqueforest。

  Someelevenyearsago,HelenV。cametothevillageunderratherpeculiarcircumstances。Itisunderstoodthatshe,beinganorphan,wasadoptedinherinfancybyadistantrelative,whobroughtherupinhisownhouseuntilshewastwelveyearsold。

  Thinking,however,thatitwouldbebetterforthechildtohaveplaymatesofherownage,headvertisedinseverallocalpapersforagoodhomeinacomfortablefarmhouseforagirloftwelve,andthisadvertisementwasansweredbyMr。R。,awell-to-dofarmerintheabove-mentionedvillage。Hisreferencesprovingsatisfactory,thegentlemansenthisadopteddaughtertoMr。

  R。,withaletter,inwhichhestipulatedthatthegirlshouldhavearoomtoherself,andstatedthatherguardiansneedbeatnotroubleinthematterofeducation,asshewasalreadysufficientlyeducatedforthepositioninlifewhichshewouldoccupy。Infact,Mr。R。wasgiventounderstandthatthegirlbeallowedtofindherownoccupationsandtospendhertimealmostassheliked。Mr。R。dulymetherattheneareststation,atownsevenmilesawayfromhishouse,andseemstohaveremarkednothingextraordinaryaboutthechildexceptthatshewasreticentastoherformerlifeandheradoptedfather。

  Shewas,however,ofaverydifferenttypefromtheinhabitantsofthevillage;herskinwasapale,clearolive,andherfeatureswerestronglymarked,andofasomewhatforeigncharacter。Sheappearstohavesettleddowneasilyenoughintofarmhouselife,andbecameafavouritewiththechildren,whosometimeswentwithheronherramblesintheforest,forthiswasheramusement。Mr。R。statesthathehasknownhertogooutbyherselfdirectlyaftertheirearlybreakfast,andnotreturntillafterdusk,andthat,feelinguneasyatayounggirlbeingoutaloneforsomanyhours,hecommunicatedwithheradoptedfather,whorepliedinabriefnotethatHelenmustdoasshechose。Inthewinter,whentheforestpathsareimpassable,shespentmostofhertimeinherbedroom,whereshesleptalone,accordingtotheinstructionsofherrelative。

  Itwasononeoftheseexpeditionstotheforestthatthefirstofthesingularincidentswithwhichthisgirlisconnectedoccurred,thedatebeingaboutayearafterherarrivalatthevillage。Theprecedingwinterhadbeenremarkablysevere,thesnowdriftingtoagreatdepth,andthefrostcontinuingforanunexampledperiod,andthesummerfollowingwasasnoteworthyforitsextremeheat。Ononeoftheveryhottestdaysinthissummer,HelenV。leftthefarmhouseforoneofherlongramblesintheforest,takingwithher,asusual,somebreadandmeatforlunch。ShewasseenbysomemeninthefieldsmakingfortheoldRomanRoad,agreencausewaywhichtraversesthehighestpartofthewood,andtheywereastonishedtoobservethatthegirlhadtakenoffherhat,thoughtheheatofthesunwasalreadytropical。Asithappened,alabourer,JosephW。byname,wasworkingintheforestneartheRomanRoad,andattwelveo’clockhislittleson,Trevor,broughtthemanhisdinnerofbreadandcheese。Afterthemeal,theboy,whowasaboutsevenyearsoldatthetime,lefthisfatheratwork,and,ashesaid,wenttolookforflowersinthewood,andtheman,whocouldhearhimshoutingwithdelightathisdiscoveries,feltnouneasiness。Suddenly,however,hewashorrifiedathearingthemostdreadfulscreams,evidentlytheresultofgreatterror,proceedingfromthedirectioninwhichhissonhadgone,andhehastilythrewdownhistoolsandrantoseewhathadhappened。Tracinghispathbythesound,hemetthelittleboy,whowasrunningheadlong,andwasevidentlyterriblyfrightened,andonquestioninghimthemanelicitedthatafterpickingaposyofflowershefelttired,andlaydownonthegrassandfellasleep。Hewassuddenlyawakened,ashestated,byapeculiarnoise,asortofsinginghecalledit,andonpeepingthroughthebrancheshesawHelenV。playingonthegrasswitha\"strangenakedman,\"whoheseemedunabletodescribemorefully。Hesaidhefeltdreadfullyfrightenedandranawaycryingforhisfather。JosephW。proceededinthedirectionindicatedbyhisson,andfoundHelenV。sittingonthegrassinthemiddleofagladeoropenspaceleftbycharcoalburners。Heangrilychargedherwithfrighteninghislittleboy,butsheentirelydeniedtheaccusationandlaughedatthechild’sstoryofa\"strangeman,\"towhichhehimselfdidnotattachmuchcredence。JosephW。cametotheconclusionthattheboyhadwokeupwithasuddenfright,aschildrensometimesdo,butTrevorpersistedinhisstory,andcontinuedinsuchevidentdistressthatatlasthisfathertookhimhome,hopingthathismotherwouldbeabletosoothehim。

  Formanyweeks,however,theboygavehisparentsmuchanxiety;

  hebecamenervousandstrangeinhismanner,refusingtoleavethecottagebyhimself,andconstantlyalarmingthehouseholdbywakinginthenightwithcriesof\"Themaninthewood!

  father!father!\"

  Incourseoftime,however,theimpressionseemedtohavewornoff,andaboutthreemonthslaterheaccompaniedhisfathertothehomeofagentlemanintheneighborhood,forwhomJosephW。occasionallydidwork。Themanwasshownintothestudy,andthelittleboywasleftsittinginthehall,andafewminuteslater,whilethegentlemanwasgivingW。hisinstructions,theywerebothhorrifiedbyapiercingshriekandthesoundofafall,andrushingouttheyfoundthechildlyingsenselessonthefloor,hisfacecontortedwithterror。Thedoctorwasimmediatelysummoned,andaftersomeexaminationhepronouncedthechildtobesufferingformakindoffit,apparentlyproducedbyasuddenshock。Theboywastakentooneofthebedrooms,andaftersometimerecoveredconsciousness,butonlytopassintoaconditiondescribedbythemedicalmanasoneofviolenthysteria。Thedoctorexhibitedastrongsedative,andinthecourseoftwohourspronouncedhimfittowalkhome,butinpassingthroughthehalltheparoxysmsoffrightreturnedandwithadditionalviolence。Thefatherperceivedthatthechildwaspointingatsomeobject,andheardtheoldcry,\"Themaninthewood,\"andlookinginthedirectionindicatedsawastoneheadofgrotesqueappearance,whichhadbeenbuiltintothewallaboveoneofthedoors。Itseemstheownerofthehousehadrecentlymadealterationsinhispremises,andondiggingthefoundationsforsomeoffices,themenhadfoundacurioushead,evidentlyoftheRomanperiod,whichhadbeenplacedinthemannerdescribed。Theheadispronouncedbythemostexperiencedarchaeologistsofthedistricttobethatofafaunorsatyr。[Dr。Phillipstellsmethathehasseentheheadinquestion,andassuresmethathehasneverreceivedsuchavividpresentmentofintenseevil。]

  Fromwhatevercausearising,thissecondshockseemedtooseverefortheboyTrevor,andatthepresentdatehesuffersfromaweaknessofintellect,whichgivesbutlittlepromiseofamending。Themattercausedagooddealofsensationatthetime,andthegirlHelenwascloselyquestionedbyMr。R。,buttonopurpose,shesteadfastlydenyingthatshehadfrightenedorinanywaymolestedTrevor。

  Thesecondeventwithwhichthisgirl’snameisconnectedtookplaceaboutsixyearsago,andisofastillmoreextraordinarycharacter。

  Atthebeginningofthesummerof1882,HelencontractedafriendshipofapeculiarlyintimatecharacterwithRachelM。,thedaughterofaprosperousfarmerintheneighbourhood。Thisgirl,whowasayearyoungerthanHelen,wasconsideredbymostpeopletobetheprettierofthetwo,thoughHelen’sfeatureshadtoagreatextentsoftenedasshebecameolder。Thetwogirls,whoweretogetheroneveryavailableopportunity,presentedasingularcontrast,theonewithherclear,oliveskinandalmostItalianappearance,andtheotheroftheproverbialredandwhiteofourruraldistricts。ItmustbestatedthatthepaymentsmadetoMr。R。

  forthemaintenanceofHelenwereknowninthevillagefortheirexcessiveliberality,andtheimpressionwasgeneralthatshewouldonedayinheritalargesumofmoneyfromherrelative。

  TheparentsofRachelwerethereforenotaversefromtheirdaughter’sfriendshipwiththegirl,andevenencouragedtheintimacy,thoughtheynowbitterlyregrethavingdoneso。

  Helenstillretainedherextraordinaryfondnessfortheforest,andonseveraloccasionsRachelaccompaniedher,thetwofriendssettingoutearlyinthemorning,andremaininginthewooduntildusk。OnceortwiceaftertheseexcursionsMrs。M。

  thoughtherdaughter’smannerratherpeculiar;sheseemedlanguidanddreamy,andasithasbeenexpressed,\"differentfromherself,\"butthesepeculiaritiesseemtohavebeenthoughttootriflingforremark。Oneevening,however,afterRachelhadcomehome,hermotherheardanoisewhichsoundedlikesuppressedweepinginthegirl’sroom,andongoinginfoundherlying,halfundressed,uponthebed,evidentlyinthegreatestdistress。Assoonasshesawhermother,sheexclaimed,\"Ah,mother,mother,whydidyouletmegototheforestwithHelen?\"Mrs。M。wasastonishedatsostrangeaquestion,andproceededtomakeinquiries。Racheltoldherawildstory。Shesaid——

  Clarkeclosedthebookwithasnap,andturnedhischairtowardsthefire。Whenhisfriendsatoneeveninginthatverychair,andtoldhisstory,Clarkehadinterruptedhimatapointalittlesubsequenttothis,hadcutshorthiswordsinaparoxysmofhorror。\"MyGod!\"hehadexclaimed,\"think,thinkwhatyouaresaying。Itistooincredible,toomonstrous;suchthingscanneverbeinthisquietworld,wheremenandwomenliveanddie,andstruggle,andconquer,ormaybefail,andfalldownundersorrow,andgrieveandsufferstrangefortunesformanyayear;butnotthis,Phillips,notsuchthingsasthis。Theremustbesomeexplanation,somewayoutoftheterror。Why,man,ifsuchacasewerepossible,ourearthwouldbeanightmare。\"

  ButPhillipshadtoldhisstorytotheend,concluding:

  \"Herflightremainsamysterytothisday;shevanishedinbroadsunlight;theysawherwalkinginameadow,andafewmomentslatershewasnotthere。\"

  Clarketriedtoconceivethethingagain,ashesatbythefire,andagainhismindshudderedandshrankback,appalledbeforethesightofsuchawful,unspeakableelementsenthronedasitwere,andtriumphantinhumanflesh。Beforehimstretchedthelongdimvistaofthegreencausewayintheforest,ashisfriendhaddescribedit;hesawtheswayingleavesandthequiveringshadowsonthegrass,hesawthesunlightandtheflowers,andfaraway,farinthelongdistance,thetwofiguremovedtowardhim。OnewasRachel,buttheother?

  Clarkehadtriedhisbesttodisbelieveitall,butattheendoftheaccount,ashehadwrittenitinhisbook,hehadplacedtheinscription:

  ETDIABOLUSINCARNATEEST。ETHOMOFACTUSEST。

  III

  THECITYOFRESURRECTIONS

  \"Herbert!GoodGod!Isitpossible?\"

  \"Yes,myname’sHerbert。IthinkIknowyourface,too,butIdon’trememberyourname。Mymemoryisveryqueer。\"

  \"Don’tyourecollectVilliersofWadham?\"

  \"Soitis,soitis。Ibegyourpardon,Villiers,I

  didn’tthinkIwasbeggingofanoldcollegefriend。

  Good-night。\"

  \"Mydearfellow,thishasteisunnecessary。Myroomsarecloseby,butwewon’tgotherejustyet。SupposewewalkupShaftesburyAvenuealittleway?Buthowinheaven’snamehaveyoucometothispass,Herbert?\"

  \"It’salongstory,Villiers,andastrangeonetoo,butyoucanhearitifyoulike。\"

  \"Comeon,then。Takemyarm,youdon’tseemverystrong。\"

  Theill-assortedpairmovedslowlyupRupertStreet;

  theoneindirty,evil-lookingrags,andtheotherattiredintheregulationuniformofamanabouttown,trim,glossy,andeminentlywell-to-do。Villiershademergedfromhisrestaurantafteranexcellentdinnerofmanycourses,assistedbyaningratiatinglittleflaskofChianti,and,inthatframeofmindwhichwaswithhimalmostchronic,haddelayedamomentbythedoor,peeringroundinthedimly-lightedstreetinsearchofthosemysteriousincidentsandpersonswithwhichthestreetsofLondonteemineveryquarterandeveryhour。VillierspridedhimselfasapractisedexplorerofsuchobscuremazesandbywaysofLondonlife,andinthisunprofitablepursuithedisplayedanassiduitywhichwasworthyofmoreseriousemployment。Thushestoodbythelamp-postsurveyingthepassers-bywithundisguisedcuriosity,andwiththatgravityknownonlytothesystematicdiner,hadjustenunciatedinhismindtheformula:

  \"Londonhasbeencalledthecityofencounters;itismorethanthat,itisthecityofResurrections,\"whenthesereflectionsweresuddenlyinterruptedbyapiteouswhineathiselbow,andadeplorableappealforalms。Helookedaroundinsomeirritation,andwithasuddenshockfoundhimselfconfrontedwiththeembodiedproofofhissomewhatstiltedfancies。There,closebesidehim,hisfacealteredanddisfiguredbypovertyanddisgrace,hisbodybarelycoveredbygreasyill-fittingrags,stoodhisoldfriendCharlesHerbert,whohadmatriculatedonthesamedayashimself,withwhomhehadbeenmerryandwisefortwelverevolvingterms。Differentoccupationsandvaryinginterestshadinterruptedthefriendship,anditwassixyearssinceVilliershadseenHerbert;andnowhelookeduponthiswreckofamanwithgriefanddismay,mingledwithacertaininquisitivenessastowhatdrearychainofcircumstanceshaddraggedhimdowntosuchadolefulpass。Villiersfelttogetherwithcompassionalltherelishoftheamateurinmysteries,andcongratulatedhimselfonhisleisurelyspeculationsoutsidetherestaurant。

  Theywalkedoninsilenceforsometime,andmorethanonepasser-bystaredinastonishmentattheunaccustomedspectacleofawell-dressedmanwithanunmistakablebeggarhangingontohisarm,and,observingthis,VilliersledthewaytoanobscurestreetinSoho。Hereherepeatedhisquestion。

  \"Howonearthhasithappened,Herbert?IalwaysunderstoodyouwouldsucceedtoanexcellentpositioninDorsetshire。Didyourfatherdisinherityou?Surelynot?\"

  \"No,Villiers;Icameintoallthepropertyatmypoorfather’sdeath;hediedayearafterIleftOxford。Hewasaverygoodfathertome,andImournedhisdeathsincerelyenough。Butyouknowwhatyoungmenare;afewmonthslaterI

  cameuptotownandwentagooddealintosociety。OfcourseI

  hadexcellentintroductions,andImanagedtoenjoymyselfverymuchinaharmlesssortofway。Iplayedalittle,certainly,butneverforheavystakes,andthefewbetsImadeonracesbroughtmeinmoney——onlyafewpounds,youknow,butenoughtopayforcigarsandsuchpettypleasures。Itwasinmysecondseasonthatthetideturned。Ofcourseyouhaveheardofmymarriage?\"

  \"No,Ineverheardanythingaboutit。\"

  \"Yes,Imarried,Villiers。Imetagirl,agirlofthemostwonderfulandmoststrangebeauty,atthehouseofsomepeoplewhomIknew。Icannottellyouherage;Ineverknewit,but,sofarasIcanguess,IshouldthinkshemusthavebeenaboutnineteenwhenImadeheracquaintance。MyfriendshadcometoknowheratFlorence;shetoldthemshewasanorphan,thechildofanEnglishfatherandanItalianmother,andshecharmedthemasshecharmedme。ThefirsttimeIsawherwasataneveningparty。Iwasstandingbythedoortalkingtoafriend,whensuddenlyabovethehumandbabbleofconversationI

  heardavoicewhichseemedtothrilltomyheart。ShewassinginganItaliansong。Iwasintroducedtoherthatevening,andinthreemonthsImarriedHelen。Villiers,thatwoman,ifI

  cancallherwoman,corruptedmysoul。ThenightoftheweddingIfoundmyselfsittinginherbedroominthehotel,listeningtohertalk。Shewassittingupinbed,andIlistenedtoherasshespokeinherbeautifulvoice,spokeofthingswhichevennowIwouldnotdarewhisperintheblackestnight,thoughIstoodinthemidstofawilderness。You,Villiers,youmaythinkyouknowlife,andLondon,andwhatgoesondayandnightinthisdreadfulcity;forallIcansayyoumayhaveheardthetalkofthevilest,butItellyouyoucanhavenoconceptionofwhatI

  know,notinyourmostfantastic,hideousdreamscanyouhaveimagedforththefaintestshadowofwhatIhaveheard——andseen。Yes,seen。Ihaveseentheincredible,suchhorrorsthatevenImyselfsometimesstopinthemiddleofthestreetandaskwhetheritispossibleforamantobeholdsuchthingsandlive。

  Inayear,Villiers,Iwasaruinedman,inbodyandsoul——inbodyandsoul。\"

  \"Butyourproperty,Herbert?YouhadlandinDorset。\"

  \"Isolditall;thefieldsandwoods,thedearoldhouse——everything。\"

  \"Andthemoney?\"

  \"Shetookitallfromme。\"

  \"Andthenleftyou?\"

  \"Yes;shedisappearedonenight。Idon’tknowwhereshewent,butIamsureifIsawheragainitwouldkillme。

  Therestofmystoryisofnointerest;sordidmisery,thatisall。Youmaythink,Villiers,thatIhaveexaggeratedandtalkedforeffect;butIhavenottoldyouhalf。Icouldtellyoucertainthingswhichwouldconvinceyou,butyouwouldneverknowahappydayagain。Youwouldpasstherestofyourlife,asIpassmine,ahauntedman,amanwhohasseenhell。\"

  Villierstooktheunfortunatemantohisrooms,andgavehimameal。Herbertcouldeatlittle,andscarcelytouchedtheglassofwinesetbeforehim。Hesatmoodyandsilentbythefire,andseemedrelievedwhenVillierssenthimawaywithasmallpresentofmoney。

  \"Bytheway,Herbert,\"saidVilliers,astheypartedatthedoor,\"whatwasyourwife’sname?YousaidHelen,Ithink?

  Helenwhat?\"

  \"ThenameshepassedunderwhenImetherwasHelenVaughan,butwhatherrealnamewasIcan’tsay。Idon’tthinkshehadaname。No,no,notinthatsense。Onlyhumanbeingshavenames,Villiers;Ican’tsayanymore。Good-bye;yes,I

  willnotfailtocallifIseeanywayinwhichyoucanhelpme。

  Good-night。\"

  Themanwentoutintothebitternight,andVilliersreturnedtohisfireside。TherewassomethingaboutHerbertwhichshockedhiminexpressibly;nothispoorragsnorthemarkswhichpovertyhadsetuponhisface,butratheranindefiniteterrorwhichhungabouthimlikeamist。Hehadacknowledgedthathehimselfwasnotdevoidofblame;thewoman,hehadavowed,hadcorruptedhimbodyandsoul,andVilliersfeltthatthisman,oncehisfriend,hadbeenanactorinscenesevilbeyondthepowerofwords。Hisstoryneedednoconfirmation:hehimselfwastheembodiedproofofit。Villiersmusedcuriouslyoverthestoryhehadheard,andwonderedwhetherhehadheardboththefirstandthelastofit。\"No,\"hethought,\"certainlynotthelast,probablyonlythebeginning。AcaselikethisislikeanestofChineseboxes;youopenoneaftertheotherandfindaquainterworkmanshipineverybox。MostlikelypoorHerbertismerelyoneoftheoutsideboxes;therearestrangeronestofollow。\"

  VillierscouldnottakehismindawayfromHerbertandhisstory,whichseemedtogrowwilderasthenightworeon。

  Thefireseemedtoburnlow,andthechillyairofthemorningcreptintotheroom;Villiersgotupwithaglanceoverhisshoulder,and,shiveringslightly,wenttobed。

  Afewdayslaterhesawathisclubagentlemanofhisacquaintance,namedAustin,whowasfamousforhisintimateknowledgeofLondonlife,bothinitstenebrousandluminousphases。Villiers,stillfullofhisencounterinSohoanditsconsequences,thoughtAustinmightpossiblybeabletoshedsomelightonHerbert’shistory,andsoaftersomecasualtalkhesuddenlyputthequestion:

  \"DoyouhappentoknowanythingofamannamedHerbert——CharlesHerbert?\"

  AustinturnedroundsharplyandstaredatVillierswithsomeastonishment。

  \"CharlesHerbert?Weren’tyouintownthreeyearsago?

  No;thenyouhavenotheardofthePaulStreetcase?Itcausedagooddealofsensationatthetime。\"

  \"Whatwasthecase?\"

  \"Well,agentleman,amanofverygoodposition,wasfounddead,starkdead,intheareaofacertainhouseinPaulStreet,offTottenhamCourtRoad。Ofcoursethepolicedidnotmakethediscovery;ifyouhappentobesittingupallnightandhavealightinyourwindow,theconstablewillringthebell,butifyouhappentobelyingdeadinsomebody’sarea,youwillbeleftalone。Inthisinstance,asinmanyothers,thealarmwasraisedbysomekindofvagabond;Idon’tmeanacommontramp,orapublic-houseloafer,butagentleman,whosebusinessorpleasure,orboth,madehimaspectatoroftheLondonstreetsatfiveo’clockinthemorning。Thisindividualwas,ashesaid,’goinghome,’itdidnotappearwhenceorwhither,andhadoccasiontopassthroughPaulStreetbetweenfourandfivea。m。

  SomethingorothercaughthiseyeatNumber20;hesaid,absurdlyenough,thatthehousehadthemostunpleasantphysiognomyhehadeverobserved,but,atanyrate,heglanceddowntheareaandwasagooddealastonishedtoseeamanlyingonthestones,hislimbsallhuddledtogether,andhisfaceturnedup。Ourgentlemanthoughthisfacelookedpeculiarlyghastly,andsosetoffataruninsearchofthenearestpoliceman。Theconstablewasatfirstinclinedtotreatthematterlightly,suspectingcommondrunkenness;however,hecame,andafterlookingattheman’sface,changedhistone,quicklyenough。Theearlybird,whohadpickedupthisfineworm,wassentoffforadoctor,andthepolicemanrangandknockedatthedoortillaslatternlyservantgirlcamedownlookingmorethanhalfasleep。Theconstablepointedoutthecontentsoftheareatothemaid,whoscreamedloudlyenoughtowakeupthestreet,butsheknewnothingoftheman;hadneverseenhimatthehouse,andsoforth。Meanwhile,theoriginaldiscovererhadcomebackwithamedicalman,andthenextthingwastogetintothearea。Thegatewasopen,sothewholequartetstumpeddownthesteps。Thedoctorhardlyneededamoment’sexamination;hesaidthepoorfellowhadbeendeadforseveralhours,anditwasthenthecasebegantogetinteresting。Thedeadmanhadnotbeenrobbed,andinoneofhispocketswerepapersidentifyinghimas——well,asamanofgoodfamilyandmeans,afavouriteinsociety,andnobody’senemy,asfarascouldbeknown。I

  don’tgivehisname,Villiers,becauseithasnothingtodowiththestory,andbecauseit’snogoodrakinguptheseaffairsaboutthedeadwhentherearenorelationsliving。Thenextcuriouspointwasthatthemedicalmencouldn’tagreeastohowhemethisdeath。Thereweresomeslightbruisesonhisshoulders,buttheyweresoslightthatitlookedasifhehadbeenpushedroughlyoutofthekitchendoor,andnotthrownovertherailingsfromthestreetorevendraggeddownthesteps。

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