Lockettookdecidedlytoomanythingsforgranted,andtheexplorerofSirDominickFerrand’sirregularitiesrememberedafreshhowclearhehadbeenafterallabouthisindispositiontotrafficinthem。Heaskedhisvisitortowhatendhewishedtoremovetheletters,sinceontheonehandtherewasnoquestionnowofthearticleinthePromiscuouswhichwastorevealtheirexistence,andontheotherhehimself,astheirowner,hadathousandinsurmountablescruplesaboutputtingthemintocirculation。
Mr。Locketlookedoverhisspectaclesasoverthebattlementsofafortress。\"I’mnotthinkingoftheend——I’mthinkingofthebeginning。Afewglanceshaveassuredmethatsuchdocumentsoughttobesubmittedtosomecompetenteye。\"
\"Oh,youmustn’tshowthemtoanyone!\"Baronexclaimed。
\"Youmaythinkmepresumptuous,buttheeyethatIventuretoalludetointhoseterms——\"
\"IstheeyenowfixedsoterriblyonME?\"Peterlaughinglyinterrupted。\"Oh,itwouldbeinteresting,Iconfess,toknowhowtheystrikeamanofyouracuteness!\"Ithadoccurredtohimthatbysuchaconcessionhemightendearhimselftoaliteraryumpirehithertoimplacable。TherewouldbenoquestionofhispublishingSirDominickFerrand,buthemight,indueacknowledgmentofservicesrendered,formthehabitofpublishingPeterBaron。\"Howlongwoulditbeyourideatoretainthem?\"heinquired,inamannerwhich,heimmediatelybecameaware,waswhatincitedMr。Lockettobeginstuffingthepapersintohisbag。Withthisperceptionhecamequicklycloserand,layinghishandonthegapingreceptacle,lightlydrewitstwolipstogether。Inthiswaythetwomenstoodforafewseconds,touching,almostintheattitudeofcombat,lookinghardintoeachother’seyes。
ThetensionwasquicklyrelievedhoweverbythesurprisedflushwhichmantledonMr。Locket’sbrow。Hefellbackafewstepswithaninjureddignitythatmighthavebeenaprotestagainstphysicalviolence。\"Really,mydearyoungsir,yourattitudeistantamounttoanaccusationofintendedbadfaith。DoyouthinkIwanttostealtheconfoundedthings?\"InreplytosuchachallengePetercouldonlyhastilydeclarethathewasguiltyofnodiscourteoussuspicion——
heonlywantedalimitnamed,apledgeofeveryprecautionagainstaccident。Mr。Locketadmittedthejusticeofthedemand,assuredhimhewouldrestorethepropertywithinthreedays,andcompleted,withPeter’sassistance,hislittlearrangementsforremovingitdiscreetly。Whenhewasready,histreacherousreticuledistendedwithitstreasures,hegavealingeringlookattheinscrutabledavenport。\"It’showtheyevergotintothatthingthatpuzzlesone’sbrain!\"
\"Therewassomeconcatenationofcircumstancesthatwoulddoubtlessseemnaturalenoughifitwereexplained,butthatonewouldhavetoremountthestreamoftimetoascertain。ToonecourseIhavedefinitelymadeupmymind:nottomakeanystatementoranyinquiryattheshop。Isimplyacceptthemystery,\"saidPeter,rathergrandly。
\"Thatwouldbethoughtacheapescapeifyouweretoputitintoastory,\"Mr。Locketsmiled。
\"Yes,Ishouldn’tofferthestorytoYOU。IshallbeimpatienttillIseemypapersagain,\"theyoungmancalledout,ashisvisitorhurrieddownstairs。
Thatevening,bythelastdelivery,hereceived,undertheDoverpostmark,aletterthatwasnotfromMissTeagle。Itwasaslightlyconfusedbutaltogetherfriendlynote,writtenthatmorningafterbreakfast,theostensiblepurposeofwhichwastothankhimfortheamiabilityofhisvisit,toexpressregretatanyappearancethewritermighthavehadofmeddlingwithwhatdidn’tconcernher,andtolethimknowthattheeveningbefore,afterhehadlefther,shehadinamomentofinspirationgotholdofthetailofareallymusicalidea——aperfectaccompanimentforthesonghehadsokindlygivenher。Shehadscrawled,asaspecimen,afewbarsattheendofhernote,mystic,mockingmusicalsignswhichhadnosenseforhercorrespondent。Thewholelettertestifiedtoarestlessbutratherpointlessdesiretoremainincommunicationwithhim。Inansweringher,however,whichhedidthatnightbeforegoingtobed,itwasonthisbrightpossibilityoftheircollaboration,itsadvantagesforthefutureofeachofthem,thatBaronprincipallyexpatiated。Hespokeofthisfuturewithaneloquenceofwhichhewouldhavedefendedthesincerity,anddrewofitapictureextravagantlyrich。
Thenextmorning,ashewasabouttosettlehimselftotasksforsometimeterriblyneglected,withasensethatafterallitwasratherareliefnottobesittingsoclosetoSirDominickFerrand,whohadbecomedreadfullydistracting;attheverymomentatwhichhehabituallyaddressedhispreliminaryinvocationtothemuse,hewasagitatedbythearrivalofatelegramwhichprovedtobeanurgentrequestfromMr。Locketthathewouldimmediatelycomedownandseehim。Thisrepresented,forpoorBaron,whosefundswereverylow,anothermorningsacrificed,butsomehowitdidn’tevenoccurtohimthathemightimposehisowntimeupontheeditorofthePromiscuous,thekeeperofthekeysofrenown。Hehadsomeoftheplasticityoftherawcontributor。Hegavethemuseanotherholiday,feelingshewasreallyashamedtotakeit,andincourseoftimefoundhimselfinMr。Locket’sownchairatMr。Locket’sowntable——somuchnobleranexpansethantheslipperyslopeofthedavenport——consideringwithquickintensity,inthewhiteflashofcertainwordsjustbroughtoutbyhishost,thequantityofhappiness,ofemancipationthatmightresideinahundredpounds。
Yes,thatwaswhatitmeant:Mr。Locket,inthetwenty-fourhours,haddiscoveredsomuchinSirDominick’sliteraryremainsthathisvisitorfoundhimprimedwithanoffer。Ahundredpoundswouldbepaidhimthatday,thatminute,andnoquestionswouldbeeitheraskedoranswered。\"Itakealltherisks,Itakealltherisks,\"theeditorofthePromiscuousrepeated。Theletterswereoutonthetable,Mr。Locketwasonthehearthrug,likeanoratoronaplatform,andPeter,undertheinfluenceofhissuddenultimatum,haddropped,ratherweakly,intotheseatwhichhappenedtobenearestandwhich,ashebecameconsciousitmovedonapivot,hewhirledroundsoastoenablehimselftolookathistempterwithaneyeintendedtobecold。WhatsurprisedhimmostwastofindMr。LockettakingexactlythelineabouttheexpediencyofpublicationwhichhewouldhaveexpectedMr。Locketnottotake。\"Hushitallup;abarrenscandal,anoffencethatcan’tberemedied,isthethingintheworldthatleastjustifiesanairing——\"somesuchlineasthatwasthelinehewouldhavethoughtnaturaltoamanwhoselifewasspentinweighingquestionsofproprietyandwhohadonlytheotherdayobjected,inthelightofthisvirtue,toaworkofthemostdisinterestedart。
Buttheauthorofthatincorruptiblemasterpiecehadputhisfingerontheplaceinsayingtohisinterlocutorontheoccasionofhislastvisitthat,ifgiventotheworldinthepagesofthePromiscuous,SirDominick’saberrationswouldselltheedition。ItwasnotnecessaryforMr。Lockettoreiteratetohisyoungfriendhisphraseabouttheirmakingasensation。Ifhewishedtopurchasethe\"rights,\"astheatricalpeoplesaid,itwasnottoprotectacelebratednameortolockthemupinacupboard。ThatformulaofBaron’scoveredalltheground,andoneeditionwasalowestimateoftheprobableperformanceofthemagazine。
Peterleftthelettersbehindhimand,onwithdrawingfromtheeditorialpresence,tookalongwalkontheEmbankment。Hisimpressionswereatwarwitheachother——hewasflurriedbypossibilitiesofwhichheyetdeniedtheexistence。HehadconsentedtotrustMr。Locketwiththepapersadayortwolonger,tillheshouldhavethoughtoutthetermsonwhichhemight——intheeventofcertainoccurrences——beinducedtodisposeofthem。Ahundredpoundswerenotthisgentleman’slastword,norperhapswasmereunreasoningintractabilityPeter’sown。Hesighedashetooknonoteofthepicturesmadebybarges——sighedbecauseitallmightmeanmoney。Heneededmoneybitterly;heoweditindisquietingquarters。Mr。
Lockethadputitbeforehimthathehadahighresponsibility——thathemightvindicatethedisfiguredtruth,contributeachaptertothehistoryofEngland。\"Youhaven’tarighttosuppresssuchmomentousfacts,\"thehungrylittleeditorhaddeclared,thinkinghowtheseries(hewouldspreaditintothreenumbers)wouldbethetalkofthetown。IfPeterhadmoneyhemighttreathimselftoardour,tobliss。Mr。Lockethadsaid,nodoubtjustlyenough,thattherewereeversomanyquestionsonewouldhavetomeetshouldoneventuretoplaysodaringagame。Thesequestions,embarrassments,dangers——thedanger,forinstance,ofthecropping-upofsomelurkinglitigiousrelative——hewouldtakeoverunreservedlyandbearthebruntofdealingwith。Itwastoberememberedthatthepaperswerediscredited,vitiatedbytheirchildishpedigree;suchapreposterousorigin,suggesting,ashehadhintedbefore,thefeebleingenuityofathird-ratenovelist,wasathingheshouldhavetoplacehimselfatthepositivedisadvantageofbeingsilentabout。Hewouldrathergivenoaccountofthematteratallthanexposehimselftotheridiculethatsuchastorywouldinfalliblyexcite。Couldn’toneseetheminadvance,theclever,tauntingthingsthedailyandweeklypaperswouldsay?PeterBaronhadhisguilelessside,buthefelt,asheworriedwithastickthatbetrayedhimthegraniteparapetsoftheThames,thathewasnotsuchafoolasnottoknowhowMr。Locketwould\"work\"themysteryofhismarvellousfind。Nothingcouldhelpitonbetterwiththepublicthantheimpenetrabilityofthesecretattachedtoit。IfMr。Locketshouldonlybeabletokickupdustenoughoverthecircumstancesthathadguidedhishandhisfortunewouldliterallybemade。Peterthoughtahundredpoundsalowbid,yethewonderedhowthePromiscuouscouldbringitselftooffersuchasum——solargeitloomedinthelightofliteraryremunerationashithertorevealedtoouryoungman。Theexplanationofthisanomalywasofcoursethattheeditorshrewdlysawadozenwaysofgettinghismoneyback。Therewouldbeinthe\"sensation,\"atalaterstage,themakingofabookinlargetype——thebookofthehour;andtheprofitsofthisscandalousvolumeor,ifonepreferredthename,thisreconstruction,beforeanimpartialposterity,ofagreathistoricalhumbug,thesum\"down,\"inotherwords,thatanylivelypublisherwouldgiveforit,figuredvividlyinMr。Locket’scalculations。ItwasthereforealtogetheranopportunityofdealingatfirsthandwiththelivelypublisherthatPeterwasinvitedtoforego。Petergaveamasterfullaugh,rejoicinginhisheartthat,onthespot,intherepairehehadlatelyquitted,hehadnotbeentemptedbyafigurethatwouldhaveapproximatelyrepresentedthevalueofhisproperty。
Itwasagoodjob,hementallyaddedasheturnedhisfacehomeward,thattherewassolittlelikelihoodofhishavingtostrugglewiththatparticularpressure。
CHAPTERVI。
When,halfanhourlater,heapproachedJerseyVillas,henoticedthatthehouse-doorwasopen;then,ashereachedthegate,sawitmakeaframeforanunexpectedpresence。Mrs。Ryves,inherbonnetandjacket,lookedoutfromitasifshewereexpectingsomething——asifshehadbeenpassingtoandfrotowatch。Yetwhenhehadexpressedtoherthatitwasadelightfulwelcomesherepliedthatshehadonlythoughttheremightpossiblybeacabinsight。Heofferedtogoandlookforone,uponwhichitappearedthatafterallshewasnot,asyetatleast,inneed。Hewentbackwithherintohersitting-room,whereshelethimknowthatwithinacoupleofdaysshehadseenclearerwhatwasbest;shehaddeterminedtoquitJerseyVillasandhadcomeuptotakeawayherthings,whichshehadjustbeenpackingandgettingtogether。
\"Iwroteyoulastnightacharmingletterinanswertoyours,\"Baronsaid。\"Youdidn’tmentioninyoursthatyouwerecomingup。\"
\"Itwasn’tyouranswerthatbroughtme。Ithadn’tarrivedwhenI
cameaway。\"
\"You’llseewhenyougetbackthatmyletterischarming。\"
\"Idaresay。\"Baronhadobservedthattheroomwasnot,asshehadintimated,inconfusion——Mrs。Ryves’spreparationsfordeparturewerenotstriking。Shesawhimlookroundand,standinginfrontofthefirelessgratewithherhandsbehindher,shesuddenlyasked:\"Wherehaveyoucomefromnow?\"
\"Fromaninterviewwithaliteraryfriend。\"
\"Whatareyouconcoctingbetweenyou?\"
\"Nothingatall。We’vefallenout——wedon’tagree。\"
\"Isheapublisher?\"
\"He’saneditor。\"
\"Well,I’mgladyoudon’tagree。Idon’tknowwhathewants,but,whateveritis,don’tdoit。\"
\"Hemustdowhat_I_want!\"saidBaron。
\"Andwhat’sthat?\"
\"Oh,I’lltellyouwhenhehasdoneit!\"Baronbeggedhertolethimhearthe\"musicalidea\"shehadmentionedinherletter;onwhichshetookoffherhatandjacketand,seatingherselfatherpiano,gavehim,withasentimentofwhichtheveryfirstnotesthrilledhim,theaccompanimentofhissong。Shephrasedthewordswithhersketchysweetness,andhesatthereasifhehadbeenheldinavelvetvise,throbbingwiththeemotion,irrecoverableeverafterinitsfreshness,oftheyoungartistinthepresenceforthefirsttimeof\"production\"——theproofsofhisbook,thehangingofhispicture,therehearsalofhisplay。Whenshehadfinishedheaskedagainforthesamedelight,andthenformoremusicandformore;itdidhimsuchaworldofgood,kepthimquietandsafe,smoothedoutthecreasesofhisspirit。Shedroppedherownexperimentsandgavehimimmortalthings,andheloungedthere,pacifiedandcharmed,feelingthemeanlittleroomgrowlargeandvagueandhappypossibilitiescomeback。
Abruptly,atthepiano,shecalledouttohim:\"Thosepapersofyours——thelettersyoufound——arenotinthehouse?\"
\"No,they’renotinthehouse。\"
\"Iwassureofit!Nomatter——it’sallright!\"sheadded。Sheherselfwaspacified——troublewasafalsenote。Laterhewasonthepointofaskingherhowsheknewtheobjectsshehadmentionedwerenotinthehouse;butheletitpass。Thesubjectwasaprofitlessriddle——apuzzlethatgrewgrotesquelybigger,likesomemonstrosityseeninthedarkness,asoneopenedone’seyestoit。Heclosedhiseyes——hewantedanothervision。Besides,shehadshownhimthatshehadextraordinarysenses——herexplanationwouldhavebeenstrangerthanthefact。Moreovertheyhadotherthingstotalkabout,inparticularthequestionofherputtingoffherreturntoDovertillthemorrowanddispensingmeanwhilewiththevaluableprotectionofSidney。Thiswasindeedbutanotherfaceofthequestionofherdiningwithhimsomewherethatevening(whereelseshouldshedine?)——
accompanyinghim,forinstance,justforanhourofBohemia,intheirdeadlyrespectablelives,toajollylittleplaceinSoho。
Mrs。Ryvesdeclinedtohaveherlifeabused,butinfact,atthepropermoment,atthejollylittleplace,towhichshedidaccompanyhim——itdealtinmacaroniandChianti——thepairputtheirelbowsonthecrumpledclothand,facetoface,withtheirlittleemptiedcoffee-cupspushedawayandtheyoungman’scigarettelightedbyhercommand,becameincreasinglyconfidential。Theywentafterwardstothetheatre,incheapplaces,andcamehomein\"busses\"andunderumbrellas。
OnthewaybackPeterBaronturnedsomethingoverinhismindashehadneverturnedanythingbefore;itwasthequestionofwhether,attheend,shewouldlethimcomeintohersitting-roomforfiveminutes。Hefeltonthispointapassionofsuspenseandimpatience,andyetforwhatwoulditbebuttotellherhowpoorhewas?Thiswasliterallythemomenttosayit,sosupremelydepletedhadthehourofBohemialefthim。EvenBohemiawastooexpensive,andyetinthecourseofthedayhiswholetemperonthesubjectofcertainfitnesseshadchanged。AtJerseyVillas(itwasnearmidnight,andMrs。Ryves,scratchingalightforherglimmeringtaper,hadsaid:
\"Oh,yes,comeinforaminuteifyoulike!\"),inherprecariousparlour,whichwasindeed,afterthebrilliancesoftheevening,areturntouglinessandtruth,shelethimstandwhileheexplainedthathehadcertainlyeverythinginthewayoffameandfortunestilltogain,butthatyouthandloveandfaithandenergy——tosaynothingofhersupremedearness——wereallonhisside。Why,ifone’sbeginningswererough,shouldoneaddtothehardnessoftheconditionsbygivingupthedreamwhich,ifshewouldonlyhearhimout,wouldmakejusttheblesseddifference?WhetherMrs。Ryvesheardhimoutornotisacircumstanceastowhichthischroniclehappenstobesilent;butafterhehadgotpossessionofbothherhandsandbreathedintoherfaceforamomentalltheintensityofhistenderness——inthereliefandjoyofutterancehefeltitcarryhimlikearisingflood——shecheckedhimwithbetterreasons,withacold,sweetafterthoughtinwhichhefelttherewassomethingdeep。
Herprocrastinatinghead-shakewasprettierthanever,yetithadnevermeantsomanyfearsandpains——impossibilitiesandmemories,independencesandpieties,andasortofuncomplainingachefortheruinofafriendshipthathadbeenhappy。Shehadlikedhim——ifshehadn’tshewouldn’thavelethimthinkso!——butsheprotestedthatshehadnot,intheodiousvulgarsense,\"encouraged\"him。Moreovershecouldn’ttalkofsuchthingsinthatplace,atthathour,andshebeggedhimnottomakeherregrethergood-natureinstayingover。
Therewerepeculiaritiesinherposition,considerationsinsurmountable。Shegotridofhimwithkindandconfusedwords,andafterwards,inthedull,humiliatednight,hefeltthathehadbeenputinhisplace。Womeninhersituation,womenwhoafterhavingreallylovedandlost,usuallylivedonintothenewdawnsinwhicholdghostsstealaway。Buttherewassomethinginhiswhimsicalneighbourthatstruckhimasterriblyinvulnerable。
CHAPTERVII。
\"I’vehadtimetolookalittlefurtherintowhatwe’repreparedtodo,andIfindthecaseisoneinwhichIshouldconsidertheadvisabilityofgoingtoanextremelength,\"saidMr。Locket。JerseyVillasthenextmorninghadhadtheprivilegeofagainreceivingtheeditorofthePromiscuous,andhesatoncemoreatthedavenport,wheretheboneofcontention,intheshapeofalarge,looseheapofpapersthatshowedhowmuchtheyhadbeenhandled,wasplacedwellinview。\"Weshallseeourwaytoofferingyouthreehundred,butweshouldn’t,Imustpositivelyassureyou,seeitasinglestepfurther。\"
PeterBaron,inhisdressing-gownandslippers,withhishandsinhispockets,creptsoftlyabouttheroom,repeating,belowhisbreathandwithinflectionsthatforhisownsakeheendeavouredtomakehumorous:\"Threehundred——threehundred。\"Hisstateofmindwasfarfromhilarious,forhefeltpoorandsoreanddisappointed;buthewantedtoprovetohimselfthathewasgallant——wasmade,ingeneralandinparticular,ofundiscourageablestuff。Thefirstthinghehadbeenawareofonsteppingintohisfrontroomwasthatafour-wheeledcab,withMrs。Ryves’sluggageuponit,stoodatthedoorofNo。3。
Permittinghimself,behindhiscurtain,apardonablepeep,hesawthemistressofhisthoughtscomeoutofthehouse,attendedbyMrs。
Bundy,andtakeherplaceinthemodestvehicle。Afterthishiseyesrestedforalongtimeonthespriggedcottonbackofthelandlady,whokeptbobbingatthewindowofthecabanendlesslymoralisingoldhead。Mrs。Ryveshadreallytakenflight——hehadmadeJerseyVillasimpossibleforher——butMrs。Bundy,withamagnanimityunprecedentedintheprofession,seemedtoexpressabeliefinthepurityofhermotives。Baronfeltthathisownseparationhadbeen,forthepresentatleast,effected;everyinstinctofdelicacypromptedhimtostandback。
Mr。Lockettalkedalongtime,andPeterBaronlistenedandwaited。
Hereflectedthathiswillingnesstolistenwouldprobablyexcitehopesinhisvisitor——hopeswhichhehimselfwasreadytocontemplatewithoutascruple。HefeltnopityforMr。Locketandhadnoconsiderationforhissuspenseorforhispossibleillusions;heonlyfeltsickandforsakenandinwantofcomfortandofmoney。Yetitwasakindofoutragetohisdignitytohavetheknifeheldtohisthroat,andhewasirritatedaboveallbythegroundonwhichMr。
Locketputthequestion——thegroundofaservicerenderedtohistoricaltruth。Itmightbe——hewasn’tclear;itmightbe——thequestionwasdeep,toodeep,probably,forhiswisdom;atanyratehehadtocontrolhimselfnottointerruptangrilysuchdry,interestedpalaver,thefalsevoiceofcommerceandofcant。Hestaredtragicallyoutofthewindowandsawthestupidrainbegintofall;
thedaywasdullereventhanhisownsoul,andJerseyVillaslookedsosordidlyhideousthatitwasnowonderMrs。Ryvescouldn’tendurethem。HideousastheywereheshouldhavetotellMrs。Bundyinthecourseofthedaythathewasobligedtoseekhumblerquarters。
SuddenlyheinterruptedMr。Locket;heobservedtohim:\"ItakeitthatifIshouldmakeyouthisconcessionthehospitalityofthePromiscuouswouldbebythatveryfactunrestrictedlysecuredtome。\"
Mr。Locketstared。\"Hospitality——secured?\"Hethumbedthepropositionasifitwereahardpeach。
\"Imeanthatofcourseyouwouldn’t——incourtsey,ingratitude——keepondecliningmythings。\"
\"Ishouldgivethemmybestattention——asI’vealwaysdoneinthepast。\"
PeterBaronhesitated。Itwasacaseinwhichtherewouldhaveseemedtobesomechancefortheideallyshrewdaspirantinsuchanadvantageashepossessed;butafteramomentthebloodrushedintohisfacewiththeshameoftheideaofpleadingforhisproductionsinthenameofanythingbuttheirmerit。Itwasasifhehadstupidlyutteredevilofthem。Neverthelessbeaddedtheinterrogation:
\"Wouldyouforinstancepublishmylittlestory?\"
\"TheoneIread(andobjectedtosomefeaturesof)theotherday?Doyoumean——a——withthealteration?\"Mr。Locketcontinued。
\"Oh,no,Imeanutterlywithoutit。Thepagesyouwantalteredcontain,asIexplainedtoyouverylucidly,Ithink,theveryraisond’etreofthework,anditwouldtherefore,itseemstome,beanimbecilityofthefirstmagnitudetocancelthem。\"Peterhadreallyrenouncedallhopethathiscriticwouldunderstandwhathemeant,but,underfavourofcircumstances,hecouldn’tforbeartotastetheluxury,whichprobablyneveragainwouldcomewithinhisreach,ofbeingreallyplain,foronewildmoment,withaneditor。
Mr。Locketgaveaconstrainedsmile。\"Thinkofthescandal,Mr。
Baron。\"
\"Butisn’tthisotherscandaljustwhatyou’regoinginfor?\"
\"Itwillbeagreatpublicservice。\"
\"Youmeanitwillbeabigscandal,whereasmypoorstorywouldbeaverysmallone,andthatit’sonlyoutofabigonethatmoney’stobemade。\"
Mr。Locketgotup——hetoohadhisdignitytovindicate。\"SuchasumasIofferyououghtreallytobeanoffsetagainstallclaims。\"
\"Verygood——Idon’tmeantomakeany,sinceyoudon’treallycareforwhatIwrite。Itakenoteofyouroffer,\"Peterpursued,\"andI
engagetogiveyouto-night(inafewwordsleftbymyownhandatyourhouse)myabsolutelydefiniteandfinalreply。\"
Mr。Locket’smovements,ashehoveredneartherelicsoftheeminentstatesman,werethoseofsomefeatheredparentflutteringoverathreatenednest。Ifhehadbroughthishuddledbroodbackwithhimthismorningitwasbecausehehadfeltsureenoughofclosingthebargaintobeabletobegraceful。HekeptaglitteringeyeonthepapersandremarkedthathewasafraidthatbeforeleavingthemhemustelicitsomeassurancethatinthemeanwhilePeterwouldnotplacetheminanyotherhands。Peter,atthis,gavealaughofharshercadencethanheintended,asking,justlyenough,onwhatprivilegehisvisitorrestedsuchademandandwhyhehimselfwasdisqualifiedfromofferinghiswarestothehighestbidder。\"Surelyyouwouldn’thawksuchthingsabout?\"criedMr。Locket;butbeforeBaronhadtimetoretortcynicallyheadded:\"I’llpublishyourlittlestory。\"
\"Oh,thankyou!\"
\"I’llpublishanythingyou’llsendme,\"Mr。Locketcontinued,ashewentout。PeterhadbeforethisvirtuallygivenhiswordthatforthelettershewouldtreatonlywiththePromiscuous。
Theyoungmanpassed,duringaportionoftherestoftheday,thestrangesthoursofhislife。Yethethoughtofthemafterwardsnotasaphaseoftemptation,thoughtheyhadbeenfulloftheemotionthataccompaniesanintensevisionofalternatives。Thestrugglewasalreadyover;itseemedtohimthat,poorashewas,hewasnotpoorenoughtotakeMr。Locket’smoney。Helookedattheopposedcourseswiththeself-possessionofamanwhohaschosen,butthisself-
possessionwasinitselfthemostexquisiteofexcitements。Itwasreallyahighrevulsionandasortofnoblepity。Heseemedindeedtohavehisfingeruponthepulseofhistoryandtobeinthesecretofthegods。Hehadthemallinhishand,thetabletsandthescalesandthetorch。Hecouldn’tkeepacharactertogether,buthemighteasilypullonetopieces。Thatwouldbe\"creativework\"ofakind——
hecouldreconstructthecharacterlesspleasingly,couldshowanunknownsideofit。Mr。Lockethadhadagooddealtosayaboutresponsibility;andresponsibilityintruthsattherewithhimallthemorning,whileherevolvedinhisnarrowcageand,watchingthecrudespringrainonthewindows,thoughtofthedismalnesstowhich,atDover,Mrs。Ryveswasgoingback。Thisinfluencetookinfacttheform,putonthephysiognomyofpoorSirDominickFerrand;hewasatpresentasperceptibleinit,ascoldlyandstrangelypersonal,asifhehadbeenahauntingghostandhadrisenbesidehisownoldhearthstone。Ourfriendwasaccustomedtohiscompanyandindeedhadspentsomanyhoursinitoflate,followinghimupatthemuseumandcomparinghisdifferentportraits,engravingsandlithographs,inwhichthereseemedtobeconscious,pleadingeyesforthebetrayer,thattheirqueerintimacyhadgrownascloseasanembrace。SirDominickwasverydumb,buthewasterribleinhisdependence,andPeterwouldnothaveencouragedhimbysomuchcuriositynorreassuredhimbysomuchdeferencehaditnotbeenfortheyoungman’scompleteacceptanceoftheimpossibilityofgettingoutofatightplacebyexposinganindividual。Itdidn’tmatterthattheindividualwasdead;itdidn’tmatterthathewasdishonest。Peterfelthimsufficientlyalivetosuffer;heperceivedtherectificationofhistorysoconscientiouslydesiredbyMr。Lockettobesomehowforhimselfnotanimperativetask。Ithadcomeoverhimtoodefinitelythatinacasewhereone’ssuccesswastohingeuponanactofextraditionitwouldministermosttoaneasyconsciencetoletthesuccessgo。No,no——evenshouldhebestarvinghecouldn’tmakemoneyoutofSirDominick’sdisgrace。Hewasalmostsurprisedattheviolenceofthehorrorwithwhich,asheshuffledmournfullyabout,theideaofanysuchprofitinspiredhim。WhatwasSirDominicktohimafterall?Hewishedhehadnevercomeacrosshim。
Inoneofhisbroodingpausesatthewindow——thewindowoutofwhichneveragainapparentlyshouldheseeMrs。Ryvesglideacrossthelittlegardenwiththestepforwhichhehadlikedherfromthefirst——hebecameawarethattherainwasabouttointermitandthesuntomakesomegrudgingamends。Thiswasasignthathemightgoout;hehadavagueperceptionthattherewerethingstobedone。Hehadworktolookfor,andacheaperlodging,andanewidea(everyideahehadevercherishedhadlefthim),inadditiontowhichthepromisedlittlewordwastobedroppedatMr。Locket’sdoor。Helookedathiswatchandwassurprisedatthehour,forhehadnothingbutaheartachetoshowforsomuchtime。Hewouldhavetodressquickly,butashepassedtohisbedroomhiseyewascaughtbythelittlepyramidofletterswhichMr。Lockethadconstructedonhisdavenport。Theystartledhimand,staringatthem,hestoppedforaninstant,half-amused,half-annoyedattheirbeingstillinexistence。
Hehadsocompletelydestroyedtheminspiritthathehadtakentheactforgranted,andhewasnowremindedoftheorderlystagesofwhichanintentionmustconsisttobesincere。Baronwentatthepaperswithallhissincerity,andathisemptygrate(wheretherelatelyhadbeennofireandhehadonlytoremoveahorribleornamentoftissue-paperdeartoMrs。Bundy)heburnedthecollectionwithinfinitemethod。Itmadehimfeelhappiertowatchtheworstpagesturntoillegibleashes——ifhappinessbetherightwordtoapplytohissense,intheprocess,ofsomethingsocrispandcracklingthatitsuggestedthedeath-rustleofbank-notes。
Whentenminuteslaterhecamebackintohissitting-room,heseemedtohimselfoddly,unexpectedlyinthepresenceofabiggerview。Itwasasifsomeinterferingmasshadbeensodisplacedthathecouldseemoreskyandmorecountry。Yettheoppositehouseswerenaturallystillthere,andifthegrimylittleplacelookedlighteritwasdoubtlessonlybecausetherainhadindeedstoppedandthesunwaspouringin。Peterwenttothewindowtoopenittothealteredair,andindoingsobeheldatthegardengatethehumble\"growler\"
inwhichafewhoursbeforehehadseenMrs。Ryvestakeherdeparture。Itwasunmistakable——herememberedtheknock-kneedwhitehorse;butthismadethefactthathisfriend’sluggagenolongersurmounteditonlythemoremystifying。Perhapsthecabmanhadalreadyremovedtheluggage——hewasnowonhisboxsmokingtheshortpipethatderivedrelishfrominactionpaidfor。AsPeterturnedintotheroomagainhisearscaughtaknockathisowndoor,aknockexplained,assoonashehadresponded,bythehardbreathingofMrs。
Bundy。
\"Please,sir,it’stosayshe’vecomeback。\"
\"Whathasshecomebackfor?\"Baron’squestionsoundedungracious,buthisheartachehadgivenanotherthrob,andhefeltadreadofanotherwound。Itwaslikeapracticaljoke。
\"Ithinkit’sforyou,sir,\"saidMrs。Bundy。\"She’llseeyouforamoment,ifyou’llbesogood,intheoldplace。\"
Peterfollowedhishostessdownstairs,andMrs。Bundyusheredhim,withhercompanyflourish,intotheapartmentshehadfondlydesignated。
\"Iwentawaythismorning,andI’veonlyreturnedforaninstant,\"
saidMrs。Ryves,assoonasMrs。Bundyhadclosedthedoor。Hesawthatshewasdifferentnow;somethinghadhappenedthathadmadeherindulgent。
\"HaveyoubeenallthewaytoDoverandback?\"
\"No,butI’vebeentoVictoria。I’veleftmyluggagethere——I’vebeendrivingabout。\"
\"Ihopeyou’veenjoyedit。\"
\"Verymuch。I’vebeentoseeMr。Morrish。\"
\"Mr。Morrish?\"
\"Themusicalpublisher。Ishowedhimoursong。Iplayeditforhim,andhe’sdelightedwithit。Hedeclaresit’sjustthething。Hehasgivenmefiftypounds。Ithinkhebelievesinus,\"Mrs。Ryveswenton,whileBaronstaredatthewonder——toosweettobesafe,itseemedtohimasyet——ofherstandingthereagainbeforehimandspeakingofwhattheyhadincommon。\"Fiftypounds!fiftypounds!\"sheexclaimed,flutteringathimherhappycheque。Shehadcomeback,thefirstthing,totellhim,andofcoursehisshareofthemoneywouldbethehalf。Shewasrosy,jubilant,natural,shechatteredlikeahappywoman。Shesaidtheymustdomore,eversomuchmore。
Mr。Morrishhadpracticallypromisedhewouldtakeanythingthatwasasgoodasthat。ShehadkepthercabbecauseshewasgoingtoDover;shecouldn’tleavetheothersalone。Itwasavehicleinfirmandinert,butBaron,afteralittle,appreciateditspace,forshehadconsentedtohisgettinginwithheranddriving,thistimeinearnest,toVictoria。Shehadonlycometotellhimthegoodnews——
sherepeatedthisassurancemorethanonce。Theytalkedofitsoprofoundlythatitdroveeverythingelseforthetimeoutofhishead——hisdutytoMr。Locket,theremarkablesacrificehehadjustachieved,andeventheoddcoincidence,matchingwiththeoddityofalltheothers,ofherhavingrevertedtothehouseagain,asifwithoneofherfamousdivinations,attheverymomentthetrumperypapers,theoriginreallyoftheirintimacy,hadceasedtoexist。
Butshe,onherside,alsohadevidentlyforgottenthetrumperypapers:shenevermentionedthemagain,andPeterBaronneverboastedofwhathehaddonewiththem。Hewassilentforawhile,fromcuriositytoseeifherfinenerveshadreallygivenherahint;
andthenlater,whenitcametobeaquestionofhispermanentattitude,hewassilent,prodigiously,religiously,tremulouslysilent,inconsequenceofanextraordinaryconversationthathehadwithher。
ThisconversationtookplaceatDover,whenhewentdowntogiveherthemoneyforwhich,atMr。Morrish’sbank,hehadexchangedthechequeshehadleftwithhim。Thatcheque,orrathercertainthingsitrepresented,hadmadesomehowallthedifferenceintheirrelations。Thedifferencewashuge,andBaroncouldthinkofnothingbutthisconfirmedvisionoftheirbeingabletoworkfruitfullytogetherthatwouldaccountforsorapidachange。Shedidn’ttalkofimpossibilitiesnow——shedidn’tseemtowanttostophimoff;onlywhen,thedayfollowinghisarrivalatDoverwiththefiftypounds(hehadafteralltoagreetosharethemwithher——hecouldn’texpecthertotakeapresentofmoneyfromhim),hereturnedtothequestionoverwhichtheyhadhadtheirlittlescenethenighttheydinedtogether——onthisoccasion(hehadbroughtaportmanteauandhewasstaying)shementionedthattherewassomethingveryparticularshehaditonherconsciencetotellhimbeforelettinghimcommithimself。Theredawnedinherfaceassheapproachedthesubjectalightofwarningthatfrightenedhim;itwaschargedwithsomethingsostrangethatforaninstantheheldhisbreath。Thisflashofuglypossibilitiespassedhowever,anditwaswiththegestureoftakingstilltendererpossessionofher,checkedindeedbythegrave,importantwaysheheldupafinger,thatheanswered:\"Tellmeeverything——tellme!\"
\"YoumustknowwhatIam——whoIam;youmustknowespeciallywhatI’mnot!There’sanameforit,ahideous,cruelname。It’snotmyfault!Othershaveknown,I’vehadtospeakofit——ithasmadeagreatdifferenceinmylife。Surelyyoumusthaveguessed!\"shewenton,withthethinnestquaverofirony,lettinghimnowtakeherhand,whichfeltascoldasherhardduty。\"Don’tyouseeI’venobelongings,norelations,nofriends,nothingatall,inalltheworld,ofmyown?Iwasonlyapoorgirl。\"
\"Apoorgirl?\"Baronwasmystified,touched,distressed,piecingdimlytogetherwhatshemeant,butfeeling,inagreatsurgeofpity,thatitwasonlysomethingmoretoloveherfor。
\"Mymother——mypoormother,\"saidMrs。Ryves。
Shepausedwiththis,andthroughgatheringtearshereyesmethisasiftopleadwithhimtounderstand。Heunderstood,anddrewhercloser,butshekeptherselffreestill,tocontinue:\"Shewasapoorgirl——shewasonlyagoverness;shewasalone,shethoughthelovedher。Hedid——Ithinkitwastheonlyhappinesssheeverknew。
Butshediedofit。\"
\"Oh,I’msogladyoutellme——it’ssograndofyou!\"Baronmurmured。
\"Then——yourfather?\"Hehesitated,asifwithhishandsonoldwounds。
\"Hehadhisowntroubles,buthewaskindtoher。Itwasallmiseryandfolly——hewasmarried。Hewasn’thappy——thereweregoodreasons,Ibelieve,forthat。Iknowitfromletters,Iknowitfromapersonwho’sdead。Everyoneisdeadnow——it’stoofaroff。That’stheonlygoodthing。Hewasverykindtome;Irememberhim,thoughIdidn’tknowthen,asalittlegirl,whohewas。Heputmewithsomeverygoodpeople——hedidwhathecouldforme。Ithink,later,hiswifeknew——aladywhocametoseemeonceafterhisdeath。Iwasaverylittlegirl,butIremembermanythings。Whathecouldhedid——
somethingthathelpedmeafterwards,somethingthathelpsmenow。I
thinkofhimwithastrangepity——ISEEhim!\"saidMrs。Ryves,withthefaintpastinhereyes。\"Youmustn’tsayanythingagainsthim,\"
sheadded,gentlyandgravely。
\"Never——never;forhehasonlymadeitmoreofarapturetocareforyou。\"
\"Youmustwait,youmustthink;wemustwaittogether,\"shewenton。
\"Youcan’ttell,andyoumustgivemetime。Nowthatyouknow,it’sallright;butyouhadtoknow。Doesn’titmakeusbetterfriends?\"
askedMrs。Ryves,withatiredsmilewhichhadtheeffectofputtingthewholestoryfurtherandfurtheraway。Thenextmoment,however,sheaddedquickly,asifwiththesensethatitcouldn’tbefarenough:\"Youdon’tknow,youcan’tjudge,youmustletitsettle。
Thinkofit,thinkofit;ohyouwill,andleaveitso。Imusthavetimemyself,ohImust!Yes,youmustbelieveme。\"
Sheturnedawayfromhim,andheremainedlookingatheramoment。
\"Ah,howIshallworkforyou!\"heexclaimed。
\"Youmustworkforyourself;I’llhelpyou。\"Hereyeshadmethiseyesagain,andsheadded,hesitating,thinking:\"Youhadbetterknow,perhaps,whohewas。\"
Baronshookhishead,smilingconfidently。\"Idon’tcareastraw。\"
\"Ido——alittle。Hewasagreatman。\"
\"Theremustindeedhavebeensomegoodinhim。\"
\"Hewasahighcelebrity。You’veoftenheardofhim。\"
Baronwonderedaninstant。\"I’venodoubtyou’reaprincess!\"hesaidwithalaugh。Shemadehimnervous。
\"I’mnotashamedofhim。HewasSirDominickFerrand。\"
Baronsawinherface,inafewseconds,thatshehadseensomethinginhis。Heknewthathestared,thenturnedpale;ithadtheeffectofapowerfulshock。Hewascoldforaninstant,ashehadjustfoundher,withthesenseofdanger,theconfusedhorrorofhavingdealtablow。Butthebloodrushedbacktoitscourseswithhisstillquickerconsciousnessofsafety,andhecouldmakeout,asherecoveredhisbalance,thathisemotionstruckhersimplyasaviolentsurprise。Hegaveamuffledmurmur:\"Ah,it’syou,mybeloved!\"whichlostitselfashedrewhercloseandheldherlong,intheintensityofhisembraceandthewonderofhisescape。Ittookmorethanaminuteforhimtosayovertohimselfoftenenough,withhishiddenface:\"Ah,shemustnever,neverknow!\"
Sheneverknew;sheonlylearned,whensheaskedhimcasually,thathehadinfactdestroyedtheolddocumentsshehadhadsuchacomiccapriceabout。Thesensibility,thecuriositytheyhadhadthequeerprivilegeofexcitinginherhadlapsedwiththeeventasirresponsiblyastheyhadarisen,andsheappearedtohaveforgotten,orrathertoattributenowtoothercauses,theagitationandseveraloftheoddincidentsthataccompaniedthem。TheynaturallygavePeterBaronrathermoretothinkabout,muchfood,indeed,forclandestinemeditation,someofwhich,inspiteofthepainshetooknottobecaught,wasnotedbyhisfriendandinterpreted,tohisknowledge,asdepressionproducedbythelongprobationshesucceededinimposingonhim。Hewasmorepatientthanshecouldguess,withallherguessing,forifhewasputtotheproofsheherselfwasnotleftundissected。ItcamebacktohimagainandagainthatifthedocumentshehadburnedprovedanythingtheyprovedthatSirDominickFerrand’shumanerrorswerenotallofoneorder。Thewomanhelovedwasthedaughterofherfather,hecouldn’tgetoverthat。Whatwasmoretothepointwasthatashecametoknowherbetterandbetter——
fortheydidworktogetherunderMr。Morrish’sprotection——hisaffectionwasaquantitystilllesstobeneglected。Hesometimeswondered,inthelightofhergeneralstraightness(theirmarriagehadbroughtoutevenmorethanhebelievedtherewasofit)whethertherelicsinthedavenportweregenuine。ThatpieceoffurnitureisstillalmostasusefultohimasMr。Morrish’spatronage。Thereisatremendousrun,asthisgentlemencallsit,onseveraloftheirsongs。Baronneverthelessstilltrieshishandalsoatprose,andhisofferingsarenownotalwaysdeclinedbythemagazines。ButhehasneverapproachedthePromiscuousagain。ThisperiodicalpublishedinduecourseahighlyeulogisticstudyoftheremarkablecareerofSirDominickFerrand。