CHAPTERI——BARBOXBROTHERS
\"Guard!Whatplaceisthis?\"
\"MugbyJunction,sir。\"
\"Awindyplace!\"
\"Yes,itmostlyis,sir。\"
\"Andlookscomfortlessindeed!\"
\"Yes,itgenerallydoes,sir。\"
\"Isitarainynightstill?\"
\"Pours,sir。\"
\"Openthedoor。I’llgetout。\"
\"You’llhave,sir,\"saidtheguard,glisteningwithdropsofwet,andlookingatthetearfulfaceofhiswatchbythelightofhislanternasthetravellerdescended,\"threeminuteshere。\"
\"More,Ithink。——ForIamnotgoingon。\"
\"Thoughtyouhadathroughticket,sir?\"
\"SoIhave,butIshallsacrificetherestofit。Iwantmyluggage。\"
\"Pleasetocometothevanandpointitout,sir。Begoodenoughtolookverysharp,sir。Notamomenttospare。\"
Theguardhurriedtotheluggagevan,andthetravellerhurriedafterhim。Theguardgotintoit,andthetravellerlookedintoit。
\"Thosetwolargeblackportmanteausinthecornerwhereyourlightshines。Thosearemine。\"
\"Nameupon’em,sir?\"
\"BarboxBrothers。\"
\"Standclear,sir,ifyouplease。One。Two。Right!\"
Lampwaved。Signallightsaheadalreadychanging。Shriekfromengine。Traingone。
\"MugbyJunction!\"saidthetraveller,pullingupthewoollenmufflerroundhisthroatwithbothhands。\"Atpastthreeo’clockofatempestuousmorning!So!\"
Hespoketohimself。Therewasnooneelsetospeakto。Perhaps,thoughtherehadbeenanyoneelsetospeakto,hewouldhavepreferredtospeaktohimself。Speakingtohimselfhespoketoamanwithinfiveyearsoffiftyeitherway,whohadturnedgreytoosoon,likeaneglectedfire;amanofponderinghabit,broodingcarriageofthehead,andsuppressedinternalvoice;amanwithmanyindicationsonhimofhavingbeenmuchalone。
Hestoodunnoticedonthedrearyplatform,exceptbytherainandbythewind。Thosetwovigilantassailantsmadearushathim。\"Verywell,\"saidhe,yielding。\"ItsignifiesnothingtometowhatquarterIturnmyface。\"
Thus,atMugbyJunction,atpastthreeo’clockofatempestuousmorning,thetravellerwentwheretheweatherdrovehim。
Notbutwhathecouldmakeastandwhenhewassominded,for,comingtotheendoftheroofedshelter(itisofconsiderableextentatMugbyJunction),andlookingoutuponthedarknight,withayetdarkerspirit-wingofstormbeatingitswildwaythroughit,hefacedabout,andheldhisownasruggedlyinthedifficultdirectionashehadhelditintheeasierone。Thus,withasteadystep,thetravellerwentupanddown,upanddown,upanddown,seekingnothingandfindingit。
Aplacerepletewithshadowyshapes,thisMugbyJunctionintheblackhoursofthefour-and-twenty。Mysteriousgoodstrains,coveredwithpallsandglidingonlikevastweirdfunerals,conveyingthemselvesguiltilyawayfromthepresenceofthefewlightedlamps,asiftheirfreighthadcometoasecretandunlawfulend。Half-milesofcoalpursuinginaDetectivemanner,followingwhentheylead,stoppingwhentheystop,backingwhentheyback。
Red-hotembersshoweringoutupontheground,downthisdarkavenue,anddowntheother,asiftorturingfireswerebeingrakedclear;
concurrently,shrieksandgroansandgrindsinvadingtheear,asifthetorturedwereattheheightoftheirsuffering。Iron-barredcagesfullofcattlejanglingbymidway,thedroopingbeastswithhornsentangled,eyesfrozenwithterror,andmouthstoo:atleasttheyhavelongicicles(orwhatseemso)hangingfromtheirlips。
Unknownlanguagesintheair,conspiringinred,green,andwhitecharacters。Anearthquake,accompaniedwiththunderandlightning,goingupexpresstoLondon。Now,allquiet,allrusty,windandraininpossession,lampsextinguished,MugbyJunctiondeadandindistinct,withitsrobedrawnoveritshead,likeCaesar。
Now,too,asthebelatedtravellerploddedupanddown,ashadowytrainwentbyhiminthegloomwhichwasnootherthanthetrainofalife。Fromwhatsoeverintangibledeepcuttingordarktunnelitemerged,hereitcame,unsummonedandunannounced,stealinguponhim,andpassingawayintoobscurity。Heremournfullywentbyachildwhohadneverhadachildhoodorknownaparent,inseparablefromayouthwithabittersenseofhisnamelessness,coupledtoamantheenforcedbusinessofwhosebestyearshadbeendistastefulandoppressive,linkedtoanungratefulfriend,draggingafterhimawomanoncebeloved。Attendant,withmanyaclankandwrench,werelumberingcares,darkmeditations,hugedimdisappointments,monotonousyears,alongjarringlineofthediscordsofasolitaryandunhappyexistence。
\"——Yours,sir?\"
Thetravellerrecalledhiseyesfromthewasteintowhichtheyhadbeenstaring,andfellbackasteporsoundertheabruptness,andperhapsthechanceappropriateness,ofthequestion。
\"Oh!Mythoughtswerenothereforthemoment。Yes。Yes。Thosetwoportmanteausaremine。AreyouaPorter?\"
\"OnPorter’swages,sir。ButIamLamps。\"
Thetravellerlookedalittleconfused。
\"Whodidyousayyouare?\"
\"Lamps,sir,\"showinganoilyclothinhishand,asfartherexplanation。
\"Surely,surely。Isthereanyhotelortavernhere?\"
\"Notexactlyhere,sir。ThereisaRefreshmentRoomhere,but——\"
Lamps,withamightyseriouslook,gavehisheadawarningrollthatplainlyadded——\"butit’sablessedcircumstanceforyouthatit’snotopen。\"
\"Youcouldn’trecommendit,Isee,ifitwasavailable?\"
\"Askyourpardon,sir。Ifitwas-?\"
\"Open?\"
\"Itain’tmyplace,asapaidservantofthecompany,togivemyopiniononanyofthecompany’stoepics,\"——hepronounceditmoreliketoothpicks,——\"beyondlamp-ileandcottons,\"returnedLampsinaconfidentialtone;\"but,speakingasaman,Iwouldn’trecommendmyfather(ifhewastocometolifeagain)togoandtryhowhe’dbetreatedattheRefreshmentRoom。Notspeakingasaman,no,IwouldNOT。\"
Thetravellernoddedconviction。\"IsupposeIcanputupinthetown?Thereisatownhere?\"Forthetraveller(thoughastay-at-
homecomparedwithmosttravellers)hadbeen,likemanyothers,carriedonthesteamwindsandtheirontidesthroughthatJunctionbefore,withouthavingever,asonemightsay,goneashorethere。
\"Ohyes,there’satown,sir!Anyways,there’stownenoughtoputupin。But,\"followingtheglanceoftheotherathisluggage,\"thisisaverydeadtimeofthenightwithus,sir。Thedeadesttime。Imighta’mostcallitourdeadestandburiedesttime。\"
\"Noportersabout?\"
\"Well,sir,yousee,\"returnedLamps,confidentialagain,\"theyingeneralgoesoffwiththegas。That’showitis。Andtheyseemtohaveoverlookedyou,throughyourwalkingtothefurderendoftheplatform。But,inabouttwelveminutesorso,shemaybeup。\"
\"Whomaybeup?\"
\"Thethreeforty-two,sir。Shegoesoffinasidin’tilltheUpX
passes,andthenshe\"——hereanairofhopefulvaguenesspervadedLamps——\"doesallaslaysinherpower。\"
\"IdoubtifIcomprehendthearrangement。\"
\"Idoubtifanybodydo,sir。She’saParliamentary,sir。And,yousee,aParliamentary,oraSkirmishun——\"
\"DoyoumeananExcursion?\"
\"That’sit,sir。——AParliamentaryoraSkirmishun,shemostlyDOES
gooffintoasidin’。But,whensheCANgetachance,she’swhistledoutofit,andshe’swhistledupintodoin’allas,\"——Lampsagainworetheairofahighlysanguinemanwhohopedforthebest,——
\"allaslaysinherpower。\"
Hethenexplainedthattheportersonduty,beingrequiredtobeinattendanceontheParliamentarymatroninquestion,woulddoubtlessturnupwiththegas。Inthemeantime,ifthegentlemanwouldnotverymuchobjecttothesmelloflamp-oil,andwouldacceptthewarmthofhislittleroom-Thegentleman,beingbythistimeverycold,instantlyclosedwiththeproposal。
Agreasylittlecabinitwas,suggestive,tothesenseofsmell,ofacabininaWhaler。Buttherewasabrightfireburninginitsrustygrate,andonthefloortherestoodawoodenstandofnewlytrimmedandlightedlamps,readyforcarriageservice。Theymadeabrightshow,andtheirlight,andthewarmth,accountedforthepopularityoftheroom,asbornewitnesstobymanyimpressionsofvelveteentrousersonaformbythefire,andmanyroundedsmearsandsmudgesofstoopingvelveteenshouldersontheadjacentwall。
Variousuntidyshelvesaccommodatedaquantityoflampsandoil-
cans,andalsoafragrantcollectionofwhatlookedlikethepocket-
handkerchiefsofthewholelampfamily。
AsBarboxBrothers(sotocallthetravelleronthewarrantyofhisluggage)tookhisseatupontheform,andwarmedhisnowunglovedhandsatthefire,heglancedasideatalittledealdesk,muchblotchedwithink,whichhiselbowtouched。Uponitweresomescrapsofcoarsepaper,andasuperannuatedsteelpeninveryreducedandgrittycircumstances。
Fromglancingatthescrapsofpaper,heturnedinvoluntarilytohishost,andsaid,withsomeroughness:
\"Why,youareneverapoet,man?\"
Lampshadcertainlynottheconventionalappearanceofone,ashestoodmodestlyrubbinghissquabnosewithahandkerchiefsoexceedinglyoily,thathemighthavebeenintheactofmistakinghimselfforoneofhischarges。HewasasparemanofabouttheBarboxBrotherstimeoflife,withhisfeatureswhimsicallydrawnupwardasiftheywereattractedbytherootsofhishair。Hehadapeculiarlyshiningtransparentcomplexion,probablyoccasionedbyconstantoleaginousapplication;andhisattractivehair,beingcutshort,andbeinggrizzled,andstandingstraightuponendasifitinitsturnwereattractedbysomeinvisiblemagnetaboveit,thetopofhisheadwasnotveryunlikealamp-wick。
\"But,tobesure,it’snobusinessofmine,\"saidBarboxBrothers。
\"Thatwasanimpertinentobservationonmypart。Bewhatyoulike。\"
\"Somepeople,sir,\"remarkedLampsinatoneofapology,\"aresometimeswhattheydon’tlike。\"
\"NobodyknowsthatbetterthanIdo,\"sighedtheother。\"IhavebeenwhatIdon’tlike,allmylife。\"
\"WhenIfirsttook,sir,\"resumedLamps,\"tocomposinglittleComic-
Songs——like——\"
BarboxBrotherseyedhimwithgreatdisfavour。
\"——TocomposinglittleComic-Songs-like——andwhatwasmorehard——tosinging’emafterwards,\"saidLamps,\"itwentagainstthegrainatthattime,itdidindeed。\"
SomethingthatwasnotalloilhereshininginLamps’seye,BarboxBrotherswithdrewhisownalittledisconcerted,lookedatthefire,andputafootonthetopbar。\"Whydidyoudoit,then?\"heaskedafterashortpause;abruptlyenough,butinasoftertone。\"Ifyoudidn’twanttodoit,whydidyoudoit?Wheredidyousingthem?
Public-house?\"
TowhichMr。Lampsreturnedthecuriousreply:\"Bedside。\"
Atthismoment,whilethetravellerlookedathimforelucidation,MugbyJunctionstartedsuddenly,trembledviolently,andopeneditsgaseyes。\"She’sgotup!\"Lampsannounced,excited。\"Whatlaysinherpowerissometimesmore,andsometimesless;butit’slaidinherpowertogetupto-night,byGeorge!\"
Thelegend\"BarboxBrothers,\"inlargewhitelettersontwoblacksurfaces,wasverysoonafterwardstrundlingonatruckthroughasilentstreet,and,whentheownerofthelegendhadshiveredonthepavementhalfanhour,whattimetheporter’sknocksattheInnDoorknockedupthewholetownfirst,andtheInnlast,hegropedhiswayintothecloseairofashut-uphouse,andsogropedbetweenthesheetsofashut-upbedthatseemedtohavebeenexpresslyrefrigeratedforhimwhenlastmade。
II
\"Yourememberme,YoungJackson?\"
\"WhatdoIrememberifnotyou?Youaremyfirstremembrance。Itwasyouwhotoldmethatwasmyname。ItwasyouwhotoldmethatoneverytwentiethofDecembermylifehadapenitentialanniversaryinitcalledabirthday。Isupposethelastcommunicationwastruerthanthefirst!\"
\"WhatamIlike,YoungJackson?\"
\"Youarelikeablightallthroughtheyeartome。Youhard-lined,thin-lipped,repressive,changelesswomanwithawaxmaskon。YouareliketheDeviltome;mostofallwhenyouteachmereligiousthings,foryoumakemeabhorthem。\"
\"Yourememberme,Mr。YoungJackson?\"Inanothervoicefromanotherquarter。
\"Mostgratefully,sir。Youweretherayofhopeandprosperingambitioninmylife。WhenIattendedyourcourse,IbelievedthatI
shouldcometobeagreathealer,andIfeltalmosthappy——eventhoughIwasstilltheoneboarderinthehousewiththathorriblemask,andateanddrankinsilenceandconstraintwiththemaskbeforeme,everyday。AsIhaddoneevery,every,everyday,throughmyschool-timeandfrommyearliestrecollection。\"
\"WhatamIlike,Mr。YoungJackson?\"
\"YouarelikeaSuperiorBeingtome。YouarelikeNaturebeginningtorevealherselftome。Ihearyouagain,asoneofthehushedcrowdofyoungmenkindlingunderthepowerofyourpresenceandknowledge,andyoubringintomyeyestheonlyexultanttearsthateverstoodinthem。\"
\"YourememberMe,Mr。YoungJackson?\"Inagratingvoicefromquiteanotherquarter。
\"Toowell。Youmadeyourghostlyappearanceinmylifeoneday,andannouncedthatitscoursewastobesuddenlyandwhollychanged。
YoushowedmewhichwasmywearisomeseatintheGalleyofBarboxBrothers。(WhenTHEYwere,iftheyeverwere,isunknowntome;
therewasnothingofthembutthenamewhenIbenttotheoar。)YoutoldmewhatIwastodo,andwhattobepaid;youtoldmeafterwards,atintervalsofyears,whenIwastosignfortheFirm,whenIbecameapartner,whenIbecametheFirm。Iknownomoreofit,orofmyself。\"
\"WhatamIlike,Mr。YoungJackson?\"
\"Youarelikemyfather,Isometimesthink。Youarehardenoughandcoldenoughsotohavebroughtupanacknowledgedson。Iseeyourscantyfigure,yourclosebrownsuit,andyourtightbrownwig;butyou,too,wearawaxmasktoyourdeath。Youneverbyachanceremoveit——itneverbyachancefallsoff——andIknownomoreofyou。\"
Throughoutthisdialogue,thetravellerspoketohimselfathiswindowinthemorning,ashehadspokentohimselfattheJunctionovernight。Andashehadthenlookedinthedarkness,amanwhohadturnedgreytoosoon,likeaneglectedfire:sohenowlookedinthesun-light,anashiergrey,likeafirewhichthebrightnessofthesunputout。
ThefirmofBarboxBrothershadbeensomeoffshootorirregularbranchofthePublicNotaryandbill-brokingtree。IthadgainedforitselfagripingreputationbeforethedaysofYoungJackson,andthereputationhadstucktoitandtohim。AshehadimperceptiblycomeintopossessionofthedimdenupinthecornerofacourtoffLombardStreet,onwhosegrimywindowstheinscriptionBarboxBrothershadformanylongyearsdailyinterposeditselfbetweenhimandthesky,sohehadinsensiblyfoundhimselfapersonageheldinchronicdistrust,whomitwasessentialtoscrewtighttoeverytransactioninwhichheengaged,whosewordwasnevertobetakenwithouthisattestedbond,whomalldealerswithopenlysetupguardsandwardsagainst。Thischaracterhadcomeuponhimthroughnoactofhisown。ItwasasiftheoriginalBarboxhadstretchedhimselfdownupontheofficefloor,andhadthithercausedtobeconveyedYoungJacksoninhissleep,andhadthereeffectedametempsychosisandexchangeofpersonswithhim。Thediscovery——
aidedinitsturnbythedeceitoftheonlywomanhehadeverloved,andthedeceitoftheonlyfriendhehadevermade:whoelopedfromhimtobemarriedtogether——thediscovery,sofollowedup,completedwhathisearliestrearinghadbegun。Heshrank,abashed,withintheformofBarbox,andlifteduphisheadandheartnomore。
Buthedidatlasteffectonegreatreleaseinhiscondition。Hebroketheoarhehadpliedsolong,andhescuttledandsankthegalley。Hepreventedthegradualretirementofanoldconventionalbusinessfromhim,bytakingtheinitiativeandretiringfromit。
Withenoughtoliveon(though,afterall,withnottoomuch),heobliteratedthefirmofBarboxBrothersfromthepagesofthePost-
OfficeDirectoryandthefaceoftheearth,leavingnothingofitbutitsnameontwoportmanteaus。
\"Foronemusthavesomenameingoingabout,forpeopletopickup,\"
heexplainedtoMugbyHighStreet,throughtheInnwindow,\"andthatnameatleastwasrealonce。Whereas,YoungJackson!——NottomentionitsbeingasadlysatiricalmisnomerforOldJackson。\"
Hetookuphishatandwalkedout,justintimetosee,passingalongontheoppositesideoftheway,avelveteenman,carryinghisday’sdinnerinasmallbundlethatmighthavebeenlargerwithoutsuspicionofgluttony,andpeltingawaytowardstheJunctionatagreatpace。
\"There’sLamps!\"saidBarboxBrothers。\"Andbythebye——\"
Ridiculous,surely,thatamansoserious,soself-contained,andnotyetthreedaysemancipatedfromaroutineofdrudgery,shouldstandrubbinghischininthestreet,inabrownstudyaboutComicSongs。
\"Bedside?\"saidBarboxBrotherstestily。\"Singsthematthebedside?Whyatthebedside,unlesshegoestobeddrunk?Does,I
shouldn’twonder。Butit’snobusinessofmine。Letmesee。MugbyJunction,MugbyJunction。WhereshallIgonext?AsitcameintomyheadlastnightwhenIwokefromanuneasysleepinthecarriageandfoundmyselfhere,Icangoanywherefromhere。WhereshallI
go?I’llgoandlookattheJunctionbydaylight。There’snohurry,andImaylikethelookofoneLinebetterthananother。\"
ButthereweresomanyLines。GazingdownuponthemfromabridgeattheJunction,itwasasiftheconcentratingCompaniesformedagreatIndustrialExhibitionoftheworksofextraordinarygroundspidersthatspuniron。AndthensomanyoftheLineswentsuchwonderfulways,socrossingandcurvingamongoneanother,thattheeyelostthem。Andthensomeofthemappearedtostartwiththefixedintentionofgoingfivehundredmiles,andallofasuddengaveitupataninsignificantbarrier,orturnedoffintoaworkshop。Andthenothers,likeintoxicatedmen,wentalittlewayverystraight,andsurprisinglysluedroundandcamebackagain。
Andthenothersweresochock-fulloftrucksofcoal,othersweresoblockedwithtrucksofcasks,othersweresogorgedwithtrucksofballast,othersweresosetapartforwheeledobjectslikeimmenseironcotton-reels:whileothersweresobrightandclear,andothersweresodeliveredovertorustandashesandidlewheelbarrowsoutofwork,withtheirlegsintheair(lookingmuchliketheirmastersonstrike),thattherewasnobeginning,middle,orendtothebewilderment。
BarboxBrothersstoodpuzzledonthebridge,passinghisrighthandacrossthelinesonhisforehead,whichmultipliedwhilehelookeddown,asiftherailwayLinesweregettingthemselvesphotographedonthatsensitiveplate。Thenwasheardadistantringingofbellsandblowingofwhistles。Then,puppet-lookingheadsofmenpoppedoutofboxesinperspective,andpoppedinagain。Then,prodigiouswoodenrazors,setuponend,beganshavingtheatmosphere。Then,severallocomotiveenginesinseveraldirectionsbegantoscreamandbeagitated。Then,alongoneavenueatraincamein。Then,alonganothertwotrainsappearedthatdidn’tcomein,butstoppedwithout。Then,bitsoftrainsbrokeoff。Then,astrugglinghorsebecameinvolvedwiththem。Then,thelocomotivessharedthebitsoftrains,andranawaywiththewhole。
\"Ihavenotmademynextmovemuchclearerbythis。Nohurry。Noneedtomakeupmymindto-day,orto-morrow,noryetthedayafter。
I’lltakeawalk。\"
Itfelloutsomehow(perhapshemeantitshould)thatthewalktendedtotheplatformatwhichhehadalighted,andtoLamps’sroom。ButLampswasnotinhisroom。ApairofvelveteenshoulderswereadaptingthemselvestooneoftheimpressionsonthewallbyLamps’sfireplace,butotherwisetheroomwasvoid。Inpassingbacktogetoutofthestationagain,helearntthecauseofthisvacancy,bycatchingsightofLampsontheoppositelineofrailway,skippingalongthetopofatrain,fromcarriagetocarriage,andcatchinglightednamesakesthrownuptohimbyacoadjutor。
\"Heisbusy。HehasnotmuchtimeforcomposingorsingingComicSongsthismorning,Itakeit。\"
Thedirectionhepursuednowwasintothecountry,keepingveryneartothesideofonegreatLineofrailway,andwithineasyviewofothers。\"Ihavehalfamind,\"’hesaid,glancingaround,\"tosettlethequestionfromthispoint,bysaying,’I’lltakethissetofrails,orthat,ort’other,andsticktoit。’Theyseparatethemselvesfromtheconfusion,outhere,andgotheirways。\"
Ascendingagentlehillofsomeextent,hecametoafewcottages。
There,lookingabouthimasaveryreservedmanmightwhohadneverlookedabouthiminhislifebefore,hesawsomesixoreightyoungchildrencomemerrilytroopingandwhoopingfromoneofthecottages,anddisperse。Butnotuntiltheyhadallturnedatthelittlegarden-gate,andkissedtheirhandstoafaceattheupperwindow:alowwindowenough,althoughtheupper,forthecottagehadbutastoryofoneroomabovetheground。
Now,thatthechildrenshoulddothiswasnothing;butthattheyshoulddothistoafacelyingonthesilloftheopenwindow,turnedtowardstheminahorizontalposition,andapparentlyonlyaface,wassomethingnoticeable。Helookedupatthewindowagain。
Couldonlyseeaveryfragile,thoughaverybrightface,lyingononecheekonthewindow-sill。Thedelicatesmilingfaceofagirlorwoman。Framedinlongbrightbrownhair,roundwhichwastiedalightbluebandorfillet,passingunderthechin。
Hewalkedon,turnedback,passedthewindowagain,shylyglancedupagain。Nochange。Hestruckoffbyawindingbranch-roadatthetopofthehill——whichhemustotherwisehavedescended——keptthecottagesinview,workedhiswayroundatadistancesoastocomeoutoncemoreintothemainroad,andbeobligedtopassthecottagesagain。Thefacestilllayonthewindow-sill,butnotsomuchinclinedtowardshim。Andnowtherewereapairofdelicatehandstoo。Theyhadtheactionofperformingonsomemusicalinstrument,andyetitproducednosoundthatreachedhisears。
\"MugbyJunctionmustbethemaddestplaceinEngland,\"saidBarboxBrothers,pursuinghiswaydownthehill。\"ThefirstthingIfindhereisaRailwayPorterwhocomposescomicsongstosingathisbedside。ThesecondthingIfindhereisaface,andapairofhandsplayingamusicalinstrumentthatDON’Tplay!\"
ThedaywasafinebrightdayintheearlybeginningofNovember,theairwasclearandinspiriting,andthelandscapewasrichinbeautifulcolours。TheprevailingcoloursinthecourtoffLombardStreet,Londoncity,hadbeenfewandsombre。Sometimes,whentheweatherelsewherewasverybrightindeed,thedwellersinthosetentsenjoyedapepper-and-salt-coloureddayortwo,buttheiratmosphere’susualwearwasslateorsnuffcoloured。
Herelishedhiswalksowellthatherepeateditnextday。Hewasalittleearlieratthecottagethanonthedaybefore,andhecouldhearthechildrenupstairssingingtoaregularmeasure,andclappingoutthetimewiththeirhands。
\"Still,thereisnosoundofanymusicalinstrument,\"hesaid,listeningatthecorner,\"andyetIsawtheperforminghandsagainasIcameby。Whatarethechildrensinging?Why,goodLord,theycanneverbesingingthemultiplicationtable?\"
Theywere,though,andwithinfiniteenjoyment。Themysteriousfacehadavoiceattachedtoit,whichoccasionallyledorsetthechildrenright。Itsmusicalcheerfulnesswasdelightful。Themeasureatlengthstopped,andwassucceededbyamurmuringofyoungvoices,andthenbyashortsongwhichhemadeouttobeaboutthecurrentmonthoftheyear,andaboutwhatworkityieldedtothelabourersinthefieldsandfarmyards。Thentherewasastiroflittlefeet,andthechildrencametroopingandwhoopingout,asonthepreviousday。Andagain,asonthepreviousday,theyallturnedatthegarden-gate,andkissedtheirhands——evidentlytothefaceonthewindow-sill,thoughBarboxBrothersfromhisretiredpostofdisadvantageatthecornercouldnotseeit。
But,asthechildrendispersed,hecutoffonesmallstraggler——abrown-facedboywithflaxenhair——andsaidtohim:
\"Comehere,littleone。Tellme,whosehouseisthat?\"
Thechild,withoneswarthyarmheldupacrosshiseyes,halfinshyness,andhalfreadyfordefence,saidfrombehindtheinsideofhiselbow:
\"Phoebe’s。\"
\"Andwho,\"saidBarboxBrothers,quiteasmuchembarrassedbyhispartinthedialogueasthechildcouldpossiblybebyhis,\"isPhoebe?\"
Towhichthechildmadeanswer:\"Why,Phoebe,ofcourse。\"
Thesmallbutsharpobserverhadeyedhisquestionerclosely,andhadtakenhismoralmeasure。Heloweredhisguard,andratherassumedatonewithhim:ashavingdiscoveredhimtobeanunaccustomedpersonintheartofpoliteconversation。
\"Phoebe,\"saidthechild,\"can’tbeanybobbyelsebutPhoebe。Canshe?\"
\"No,Isupposenot。\"
\"Well,\"returnedthechild,\"thenwhydidyouaskme?\"
Deemingitprudenttoshifthisground,BarboxBrotherstookupanewposition。
\"Whatdoyoudothere?Upthereinthatroomwheretheopenwindowis。Whatdoyoudothere?\"
\"Cool,\"saidthechild。
\"Eh?\"
\"Co-o-ol,\"thechildrepeatedinaloudervoice,lengtheningoutthewordwithafixedlookandgreatemphasis,asmuchastosay:
\"What’stheuseofyourhavinggrownup,ifyou’resuchadonkeyasnottounderstandme?\"
\"Ah!School,school,\"saidBarboxBrothers。\"Yes,yes,yes。AndPhoebeteachesyou?\"
Thechildnodded。
\"Goodboy。\"
\"Tounditout,haveyou?\"saidthechild。
\"Yes,Ihavefounditout。Whatwouldyoudowithtwopence,ifI
gaveityou?\"
\"Pendit。\"
Theknock-downpromptitudeofthisreplyleavinghimnotalegtostandupon,BarboxBrothersproducedthetwopencewithgreatlameness,andwithdrewinastateofhumiliation。
But,seeingthefaceonthewindow-sillashepassedthecottage,heacknowledgeditspresencetherewithagesture,whichwasnotanod,notabow,notaremovalofhishatfromhishead,butwasadiffidentcompromisebetweenorstrugglewithallthree。Theeyesinthefaceseemedamused,orcheered,orboth,andthelipsmodestlysaid:\"Good-daytoyou,sir。\"
\"IfindImuststickforatimetoMugbyJunction,\"saidBarboxBrotherswithmuchgravity,afteroncemorestoppingonhisreturnroadtolookattheLineswheretheywenttheirseveralwayssoquietly。\"Ican’tmakeupmymindyetwhichironroadtotake。Infact,ImustgetalittleaccustomedtotheJunctionbeforeIcandecide。\"
So,heannouncedattheInnthathewas\"goingtostayonforthepresent,\"andimprovedhisacquaintancewiththeJunctionthatnight,andagainnextmorning,andagainnextnightandmorning:
goingdowntothestation,minglingwiththepeoplethere,lookingabouthimdownalltheavenuesofrailway,andbeginningtotakeaninterestintheincomingsandoutgoingsofthetrains。Atfirst,heoftenputhisheadintoLamps’slittleroom,butheneverfoundLampsthere。Apairortwoofvelveteenshouldersheusuallyfoundthere,stoopingoverthefire,sometimesinconnectionwithaclaspedknifeandapieceofbreadandmeat;buttheanswertohisinquiry,\"Where’sLamps?\"was,eitherthathewas\"t’othersidetheline,\"or,thatitwashisoff-time,or(inthelattercase)hisownpersonalintroductiontoanotherLampswhowasnothisLamps。
However,hewasnotsodesperatelysetuponseeingLampsnow,butheborethedisappointment。NordidhesowhollydevotehimselftohissevereapplicationtothestudyofMugbyJunctionastoneglectexercise。Onthecontrary,hetookawalkeveryday,andalwaysthesamewalk。Buttheweatherturnedcoldandwetagain,andthewindowwasneveropen。
III
Atlength,afteralapseofsomedays,therecameanotherstreakoffinebrighthardyautumnweather。ItwasaSaturday。Thewindowwasopen,andthechildrenweregone。Notsurprising,this,forhehadpatientlywatchedandwaitedatthecorneruntiltheyWEREgone。
\"Good-day,\"hesaidtotheface;absolutelygettinghishatclearoffhisheadthistime。
\"Good-daytoyou,sir。\"
\"Iamgladyouhaveafineskyagaintolookat。\"
\"Thankyou,sir。Itiskindifyou。\"
\"Youareaninvalid,Ifear?\"
\"No,sir。Ihaveverygoodhealth。\"
\"Butareyounotalwayslyingdown?\"
\"Ohyes,Iamalwayslyingdown,becauseIcannotsitup!ButIamnotaninvalid。\"
Thelaughingeyesseemedhighlytoenjoyhisgreatmistake。
\"Wouldyoumindtakingthetroubletocomein,sir?Thereisabeautifulviewfromthiswindow。AndyouwouldseethatIamnotatallill——beingsogoodastocare。\"
Itwassaidtohelphim,ashestoodirresolute,butevidentlydesiringtoenter,withhisdiffidenthandonthelatchofthegarden-gate。Itdidhelphim,andhewentin。
Theroomup-stairswasaverycleanwhiteroomwithalowroof。Itsonlyinmatelayonacouchthatbroughtherfacetoalevelwiththewindow。Thecouchwaswhitetoo;andhersimpledressorwrapperbeinglightblue,likethebandaroundherhair,shehadanethereallook,andafancifulappearanceoflyingamongclouds。Hefeltthatsheinstinctivelyperceivedhimtobebyhabitadowncasttaciturnman;itwasanotherhelptohimtohaveestablishedthatunderstandingsoeasily,andgotitover。
Therewasanawkwardconstraintuponhim,nevertheless,ashetouchedherhand,andtookachairatthesideofhercouch。
\"Iseenow,\"hebegan,notatallfluently,\"howyouoccupyyourhand。Onlyseeingyoufromthepathoutside,Ithoughtyouwereplayinguponsomething。\"
Shewasengagedinverynimblyanddexterouslymakinglace。Alace-
pillowlayuponherbreast;andthequickmovementsandchangesofherhandsuponit,assheworked,hadgiventhemtheactionhehadmisinterpreted。
\"Thatiscurious,\"sheansweredwithabrightsmile。\"ForIoftenfancy,myself,thatIplaytuneswhileIamatwork。\"
\"Haveyouanymusicalknowledge?\"
Sheshookherhead。
\"IthinkIcouldpickouttunes,ifIhadanyinstrument,whichcouldbemadeashandytomeasmylace-pillow。ButIdaresayI
deceivemyself。Atallevents,Ishallneverknow。\"
\"Youhaveamusicalvoice。Excuseme;Ihaveheardyousing。\"
\"Withthechildren?\"sheanswered,slightlycolouring。\"Ohyes。I
singwiththedearchildren,ifitcanbecalledsinging。\"
BarboxBrothersglancedatthetwosmallformsintheroom,andhazardedthespeculationthatshewasfondofchildren,andthatshewaslearnedinnewsystemsofteachingthem?
\"Veryfondofthem,\"shesaid,shakingherheadagain;\"butIknownothingofteaching,beyondtheinterestIhaveinit,andthepleasureitgivesmewhentheylearn。Perhapsyouroverhearingmylittlescholarssingsomeoftheirlessonshasledyousofarastrayastothinkmeagrandteacher?Ah!Ithoughtso!No,Ihaveonlyreadandbeentoldaboutthatsystem。Itseemedsoprettyandpleasant,andtotreatthemsolikethemerryRobinstheyare,thatItookupwithitinmylittleway。Youdon’tneedtobetoldwhataverylittlewaymineis,sir,\"sheaddedwithaglanceatthesmallformsandroundtheroom。
Allthistimeherhandswerebusyatherlace-pillow。Astheystillcontinuedso,andastherewasakindofsubstituteforconversationintheclickandplayofitspegs,BarboxBrotherstooktheopportunityofobservingher。Heguessedhertobethirty。Thecharmofhertransparentfaceandlargebrightbrowneyeswas,notthattheywerepassivelyresigned,butthattheywereactivelyandthoroughlycheerful。Evenherbusyhands,whichoftheirownthinnessalonemighthavebesoughtcompassion,pliedtheirtaskwithagaycouragethatmademerecompassionanunjustifiableassumptionofsuperiority,andanimpertinence。
Hesawhereyesintheactofrisingtowardshis,andhedirectedhistowardstheprospect,saying:\"Beautiful,indeed!\"
\"Mostbeautiful,sir。IhavesometimeshadafancythatIwouldliketositup,foronce,onlytotryhowitlookstoanerecthead。
Butwhatafoolishfancythatwouldbetoencourage!Itcannotlookmorelovelytoanyonethanitdoestome。\"
Hereyeswereturnedtoit,asshespoke,withmostdelightedadmirationandenjoyment。Therewasnotatraceinitofanysenseofdeprivation。
\"Andthosethreadsofrailway,withtheirpuffsofsmokeandsteamchangingplacessofast,makeitsolivelyforme,\"shewenton。\"I
thinkofthenumberofpeoplewhocangowheretheywish,ontheirbusiness,ortheirpleasure;IrememberthatthepuffsmakesignstomethattheyareactuallygoingwhileIlook;andthatenlivenstheprospectwithabundanceofcompany,ifIwantcompany。ThereisthegreatJunction,too。Idon’tseeitunderthefootofthehill,butIcanveryoftenhearit,andIalwaysknowitisthere。Itseemstojoinme,inaway,toIdon’tknowhowmanyplacesandthingsthatIshallneversee。\"
Withanabashedkindofideathatitmighthavealreadyjoinedhimselftosomethinghehadneverseen,hesaidconstrainedly:
\"Justso。\"
\"Andsoyousee,sir,\"pursuedPhoebe,\"Iamnottheinvalidyouthoughtme,andIamverywelloffindeed。\"
\"Youhaveahappydisposition,\"saidBarboxBrothers:perhapswithaslightexcusatorytouchforhisowndisposition。
\"Ah!Butyoushouldknowmyfather,\"shereplied。\"Hisisthehappydisposition!——Don’tmind,sir!\"Forhisreservetookthealarmatastepuponthestairs,andhedistrustedthathewouldbesetdownforatroublesomeintruder。\"Thisismyfathercoming。\"
Thedooropened,andthefatherpausedthere。
\"Why,Lamps!\"exclaimedBarboxBrothers,startingfromhischair。
\"Howdoyoudo,Lamps?\"
TowhichLampsresponded:\"ThegentlemanforNowhere!HowdoyouDO,sir?\"
Andtheyshookhands,tothegreatestadmirationandsurpriseofLamp’sdaughter。
\"Ihavelookedyouuphalf-a-dozentimessincethatnight,\"saidBarboxBrothers,\"buthaveneverfoundyou。\"
\"SoI’veheerdon,sir,soI’veheerdon,\"returnedLamps。\"It’syourbeingnoticedsooftendownattheJunction,withouttakinganytrain,thathasbeguntogetyouthenameamongusofthegentlemanforNowhere。Nooffenceinmyhavingcalledyoubyitwhentookbysurprise,Ihope,sir?\"
\"Noneatall。It’sasgoodanameformeasanyotheryoucouldcallmeby。ButmayIaskyouaquestioninthecornerhere?\"
Lampssufferedhimselftobeledasidefromhisdaughter’scouchbyoneofthebuttonsofhisvelveteenjacket。
\"Isthisthebedsidewhereyousingyoursongs?\"
Lampsnodded。
ThegentlemanforNowhereclappedhimontheshoulder,andtheyfacedaboutagain。
\"Uponmyword,mydear,\"saidLampsthentohisdaughter,lookingfromhertohervisitor,\"itissuchanamazetome,tofindyoubroughtacquaintedwiththisgentleman,thatImust(ifthisgentlemanwillexcuseme)takearounder。\"
Mr。Lampsdemonstratedinactionwhatthismeant,bypullingouthisoilyhandkerchiefrolledupintheformofaball,andgivinghimselfanelaboratesmear,frombehindtherightear,upthecheek,acrosstheforehead,anddowntheothercheektobehindhisleftear。Afterthisoperationheshoneexceedingly。
\"It’saccordingtomycustomwhenparticularwarmedupbyanyagitation,sir,\"heofferedbywayofapology。\"Andreally,IamthrowedintothatstateofamazebyfindingyoubroughtacquaintedwithPhoebe,thatI——thatIthinkIwill,ifyou’llexcuseme,takeanotherrounder。\"Whichhedid,seemingtobegreatlyrestoredbyit。
Theywerenowbothstandingbythesideofhercouch,andshewasworkingatherlace-pillow。\"Yourdaughtertellsme,\"saidBarboxBrothers,stillinahalf-reluctantshamefacedway,\"thatsheneversitsup。\"
\"No,sir,norneverhasdone。Yousee,hermother(whodiedwhenshewasayearandtwomonthsold)wassubjecttoverybadfits,andasshehadnevermentionedtomethatsheWASsubjecttofits,theycouldn’tbeguardedagainst。Consequently,shedroppedthebabywhentook,andthishappened。\"
\"Itwasverywrongofher,\"saidBarboxBrotherswithaknittedbrow,\"tomarryyou,makingasecretofherinfirmity。’
\"Well,sir!\"pleadedLampsinbehalfofthelong-deceased。\"Yousee,Phoebeandme,wehavetalkedthatovertoo。AndLordblessus!Suchanumberonushasourinfirmities,whatwithfits,andwhatwithmisfits,ofonesortandanother,thatifweconfessedto’emallbeforewegotmarried,mostofusmightnevergetmarried。\"
\"Mightnotthatbeforthebetter?\"
\"Notinthiscase,sir,\"saidPhoebe,givingherhandtoherfather。
\"No,notinthiscase,sir,\"saidherfather,pattingitbetweenhisown。
\"Youcorrectme,\"returnedBarboxBrotherswithablush;\"andImustlooksolikeaBrute,thatatalleventsitwouldbesuperfluousinmetoconfesstoTHATinfirmity。Iwishyouwouldtellmealittlemoreaboutyourselves。Ihardlyknewhowtoaskitofyou,forIamconsciousthatIhaveabadstiffmanner,adulldiscouragingwaywithme,butIwishyouwould。\"
\"Withallourhearts,sir,\"returnedLampsgailyforboth。\"Andfirstofall,thatyoumayknowmyname——\"
\"Stay!\"interposedthevisitorwithaslightflush。\"Whatsignifiesyourname?Lampsisnameenoughforme。Ilikeit。Itisbrightandexpressive。WhatdoIwantmore?\"
\"Why,tobesure,sir,\"returnedLamps。\"IhaveingeneralnoothernamedownattheJunction;butIthought,onaccountofyourbeinghereasafirst-classsingle,inaprivatecharacter,thatyoumight——\"
Thevisitorwavedthethoughtawaywithhishand,andLampsacknowledgedthemarkofconfidencebytakinganotherrounder。
\"Youarehard-worked,Itakeforgranted?\"saidBarboxBrothers,whenthesubjectoftheroundercameoutofitmuchdirtierthanbewentintoit。
Lampswasbeginning,\"Notparticularso\"——whenhisdaughtertookhimup。
\"Ohyes,sir,heisveryhard-worked。Fourteen,fifteen,eighteenhoursaday。Sometimestwenty-fourhoursatatime。\"
\"Andyou,\"saidBarboxBrothers,\"whatwithyourschool,Phoebe,andwhatwithyourlace-making——\"
\"Butmyschoolisapleasuretome,\"sheinterrupted,openingherbrowneyeswider,asifsurprisedtofindhimsoobtuse。\"IbeganitwhenIwasbutachild,becauseitbroughtmeandotherchildrenintocompany,don’tyousee?THATwasnotwork。Icarryitonstill,becauseitkeepschildrenaboutme。THATisnotwork。Idoitaslove,notaswork。Thenmylace-pillow;\"herbusyhandshadstopped,asifherargumentrequiredallhercheerfulearnestness,butnowwentonagainatthename;\"itgoeswithmythoughtswhenI
think,anditgoeswithmytuneswhenIhumany,andTHAT’Snotwork。Why,youyourselfthoughtitwasmusic,youknow,sir。Andsoitistome。\"
\"Everythingis!\"criedLampsradiantly。\"Everythingismusictoher,sir。\"
\"Myfatheris,atanyrate,\"saidPhoebe,exultinglypointingherthinforefingerathim。\"Thereismoremusicinmyfatherthanthereisinabrassband。\"
\"Isay!Mydear!It’sveryfillyilliallydone,youknow;butyouareflatteringyourfather,\"heprotested,sparkling。
\"No,Iamnot,sir,Iassureyou。No,Iamnot。Ifyoucouldhearmyfathersing,youwouldknowIamnot。Butyouneverwillhearhimsing,becauseheneversingstoanyonebutme。Howevertiredheis,healwayssingstomewhenhecomeshome。WhenIlayherelongago,quiteapoorlittlebrokendoll,heusedtosingtome。
Morethanthat,heusedtomakesongs,bringinginwhateverlittlejokeswehadbetweenus。Morethanthat,heoftendoessotothisday。Oh!I’lltellofyou,father,asthegentlemanhasaskedaboutyou。Heisapoet,sir。\"
\"Ishouldn’twishthegentleman,mydear,\"observedLamps,forthemomentturninggrave,\"tocarryawaythatopinionofyourfather,becauseitmightlookasifIwasgiventoaskingthestarsinamolloncollymannerwhattheywasupto。WhichIwouldn’tatoncewastethetime,andtaketheliberty,mydear。\"
\"Myfather,\"resumedPhoebe,amendinghertext,\"isalwaysonthebrightside,andthegoodside。Youtoldme,justnow,Ihadahappydisposition。HowcanIhelpit?\"
\"Well;but,mydear,\"returnedLampsargumentatively,\"howcanI
helpit?Putittoyourselfsir。Lookather。Alwaysasyouseehernow。Alwaysworking——andafterall,sir,forbutaveryfewshillingsaweek——alwayscontented,alwayslively,alwaysinterestedinothers,ofallsorts。Isaid,thismoment,shewasalwaysasyouseehernow。Sosheis,withadifferencethatcomestomuchthesame。For,whenitismySundayoffandthemorningbellshavedoneringing,Iheartheprayersandthanksreadinthetouchingestway,andIhavethehymnssungtome——sosoft,sir,thatyoucouldn’thear’emoutofthisroom——innotesthatseemtome,Iamsure,tocomefromHeavenandgobacktoit。\"
Itmighthavebeenmerelythroughtheassociationofthesewordswiththeirsacredlyquiettime,oritmighthavebeenthroughthelargerassociationofthewordswiththeRedeemer’spresencebesidethebedridden;buthereherdexterousfingerscametoastoponthelace-pillow,andclaspedthemselvesaroundhisneckashebentdown。
Therewasgreatnaturalsensibilityinbothfatheranddaughter,thevisitorcouldeasilysee;buteachmadeit,fortheother’ssake,retiring,notdemonstrative;andperfectcheerfulness,intuitiveoracquired,waseitherthefirstorsecondnatureofboth。InaveryfewmomentsLampswastakinganotherrounderwithhiscomicalfeaturesbeaming,whilePhoebe’slaughingeyes(justaglisteningspeckorsoupontheirlashes)wereagaindirectedbyturnstohim,andtoherwork,andtoBarboxBrothers。
\"Whenmyfather,sir,\"shesaidbrightly,\"tellsyouaboutmybeinginterestedinotherpeople,eventhoughtheyknownothingaboutme——
which,bythebye,Itoldyoumyself——yououghttoknowhowthatcomesabout。That’smyfather’sdoing。\"
\"No,itisn’t!\"heprotested。
\"Don’tyoubelievehim,sir;yes,itis。Hetellsmeofeverythingheseesdownathiswork。Youwouldbesurprisedwhataquantityhegetstogetherformeeveryday。Helooksintothecarriages,andtellsmehowtheladiesaredressed——sothatIknowallthefashions!Helooksintothecarriages,andtellsmewhatpairsoflovershesees,andwhatnew-marriedcouplesontheirweddingtrip——
sothatIknowallaboutthat!Hecollectschancenewspapersandbooks——sothatIhaveplentytoread!Hetellsmeaboutthesickpeoplewhoaretravellingtotrytogetbetter——sothatIknowallaboutthem!Inshort,asIbeganbysaying,hetellsmeeverythingheseesandmakesoutdownathiswork,andyoucan’tthinkwhataquantityhedoesseeandmakeout。\"
\"Astocollectingnewspapersandbooks,mydear,\"saidLamps,\"it’sclearIcanhavenomeritinthat,becausethey’renotmyperquisites。Yousee,sir,it’sthisway:AGuard,he’llsaytome,’Hallo,hereyouare,Lamps。I’vesavedthispaperforyourdaughter。Howisshea-goingon?’AHead-Porter,he’llsaytome,’Here!Catchhold,Lamps。Here’sacoupleofwollumesforyourdaughter。Issheprettymuchwhereshewere?’Andthat’swhatmakesitdoublewelcome,yousee。Ifshehadathousandpoundinabox,theywouldn’ttroublethemselvesabouther;butbeingwhatsheis——thatis,youunderstand,\"Lampsadded,somewhathurriedly,\"nothavingathousandpoundinabox——theytakethoughtforher。Andasconcerningtheyoungpairs,marriedandunmarried,it’sonlynaturalIshouldbringhomewhatlittleIcanaboutTHEM,seeingthatthere’snotaCoupleofeithersortintheneighbourhoodthatdon’tcomeoftheirownaccordtoconfideinPhoebe。\"
SheraisedhereyestriumphantlytoBarboxBrothersasshesaid:
\"Indeed,sir,thatistrue。IfIcouldhavegotupandgonetochurch,Idon’tknowhowoftenIshouldhavebeenabridesmaid。
But,ifIcouldhavedonethat,somegirlsinlovemighthavebeenjealousofme,and,asitis,nogirlisjealousofme。Andmypillowwouldnothavebeenhalfasreadytoputthepieceofcakeunder,asIalwaysfindit,\"sheadded,turningherfaceonitwithalightsigh,andasmileatherfather。
Thearrivalofalittlegirl,thebiggestofthescholars,nowledtoanunderstandingonthepartofBarboxBrothers,thatshewasthedomesticofthecottage,andhadcometotakeactivemeasuresinit,attendedbyapailthatmighthaveextinguishedher,andabroomthreetimesherheight。Hethereforerosetotakehisleave,andtookit;sayingthat,ifPhoebehadnoobjection,hewouldcomeagain。
Hehadmutteredthathewouldcome\"inthecourseofhiswalks。\"
Thecourseofhiswalksmusthavebeenhighlyfavourabletohisreturn,forhereturnedafteranintervalofasingleday。
\"Youthoughtyouwouldneverseemeanymore,Isuppose?\"hesaidtoPhoebeashetouchedherhand,andsatdownbyhercouch。
\"WhyshouldIthinkso?\"washersurprisedrejoinder。
\"Itookitforgrantedyouwouldmistrustme。\"
\"Forgranted,sir?Haveyoubeensomuchmistrusted?\"
\"IthinkIamjustifiedinansweringyes。ButImayhavemistrusted,too,onmypart。Nomatterjustnow。WewerespeakingoftheJunctionlasttime。Ihavepassedhourstheresincethedaybeforeyesterday。\"
\"AreyounowthegentlemanforSomewhere?\"sheaskedwithasmile。
\"CertainlyforSomewhere;butIdon’tyetknowWhere。YouwouldneverguesswhatIamtravellingfrom。ShallItellyou?Iamtravellingfrommybirthday。\"
Herhandsstoppedinherwork,andshelookedathimwithincredulousastonishment。
\"Yes,\"saidBarboxBrothers,notquiteeasyinhischair,\"frommybirthday。Iam,tomyself,anunintelligiblebookwiththeearlierchaptersalltornout,andthrownaway。Mychildhoodhadnograceofchildhood,myyouthhadnocharmofyouth,andwhatcanbeexpectedfromsuchalostbeginning?\"Hiseyesmeetinghersastheywereaddressedintentlytohim,somethingseemedtostirwithinhisbreast,whispering:\"Wasthisbedaplaceforthegracesofchildhoodandthecharmsofyouthtotaketokindly?Oh,shame,shame!\"
\"Itisadiseasewithme,\"saidBarboxBrothers,checkinghimself,andmakingasthoughhehadadifficultyinswallowingsomething,\"togowrongaboutthat。Idon’tknowhowIcametospeakofthat。
Ihopeitisbecauseofanoldmisplacedconfidenceinoneofyoursexinvolvinganoldbittertreachery。Idon’tknow。Iamallwrongtogether。\"
Herhandsquietlyandslowlyresumedtheirwork。Glancingather,hesawthathereyeswerethoughtfullyfollowingthem。
\"Iamtravellingfrommybirthday,\"heresumed,\"becauseithasalwaysbeenadrearydaytome。Myfirstfreebirthdaycomingroundsomefiveorsixweekshence,Iamtravellingtoputitspredecessorsfarbehindme,andtotrytocrushtheday——or,atallevents,putitoutofmysight——byheapingnewobjectsonit。\"
Ashepaused,shelookedathim;butonlyshookherheadasbeingquiteataloss。
\"Thisisunintelligibletoyourhappydisposition,\"hepursued,abidingbyhisformerphraseasifthereweresomelingeringvirtueofself-defenceinit。\"Iknewitwouldbe,andamgladitis。
However,onthistravelofmine(inwhichImeantopasstherestofmydays,havingabandonedallthoughtofafixedhome),Istopped,asyouhaveheardfromyourfather,attheJunctionhere。TheextentofitsramificationsquiteconfusedmeastowhitherIshouldgo,FROMhere。Ihavenotyetsettled,beingstillperplexedamongsomanyroads。WhatdoyouthinkImeantodo?Howmanyofthebranchingroadscanyouseefromyourwindow?\"
Lookingout,fullofinterest,sheanswered,\"Seven。\"
\"Seven,\"saidBarboxBrothers,watchingherwithagravesmile。
\"Well!Iproposetomyselfatoncetoreducethegrossnumbertothoseveryseven,andgraduallytofinethemdowntoone——themostpromisingforme——andtotakethat。\"
\"Buthowwillyouknow,sir,whichISthemostpromising?\"sheasked,withherbrightenedeyesrovingovertheview。
\"Ah!\"saidBarboxBrotherswithanothergravesmile,andconsiderablyimprovinginhiseaseofspeech。\"Tobesure。Inthisway。Whereyourfathercanpickupsomucheverydayforagoodpurpose,Imayonceandagainpickupalittleforanindifferentpurpose。ThegentlemanforNowheremustbecomestillbetterknownattheJunction。Heshallcontinuetoexploreit,untilheattachessomethingthathehasseen,heard,orfoundout,attheheadofeachofthesevenroads,totheroaditself。Andsohischoiceofaroadshallbedeterminedbyhischoiceamonghisdiscoveries。\"
Herhandsstillbusy,sheagainglancedattheprospect,asifitcomprehendedsomethingthathadnotbeeninitbefore,andlaughedasifityieldedhernewpleasure。
\"ButImustnotforget,\"saidBarboxBrothers,\"(havinggotsofar)
toaskafavour。Iwantyourhelpinthisexpedientofmine。I
wanttobringyouwhatIpickupattheheadsofthesevenroadsthatyoulieherelookingoutat,andtocomparenoteswithyouaboutit。MayI?Theysaytwoheadsarebetterthanone。Ishouldsaymyselfthatprobablydependsupontheheadsconcerned。ButIamquitesure,thoughwearesonewlyacquainted,thatyourheadandyourfather’shavefoundoutbetterthings,Phoebe,thanevermineofitselfdiscovered。\"
Shegavehimhersympatheticrighthand,inperfectrapturewithhisproposal,andeagerlyandgratefullythankedhim。
\"That’swell!\"saidBarboxBrothers。\"AgainImustnotforget(havinggotsofar)toaskafavour。Willyoushutyoureyes?\"
Laughingplayfullyatthestrangenatureoftherequest,shedidso。
\"Keepthemshut,\"saidBarboxBrothers,goingsoftlytothedoor,andcomingback。\"Youareonyourhonour,mind,nottoopenyoueyesuntilItellyouthatyoumay?\"
\"Yes!Onmyhonour。\"
\"Good。MayItakeyourlace-pillowfromyouforaminute?\"
Stilllaughingandwondering,sheremovedherhandsfromit,andheputitaside。
\"Tellme。Didyouseethepuffsofsmokeandsteammadebythemorningfast-trainyesterdayonroadnumbersevenfromhere?\"
\"Behindtheelm-treesandthespire?\"
\"That’stheroad,\"saidBarboxBrothers,directinghiseyestowardsit。
\"Yes。Iwatchedthemmeltaway。\"
\"Anythingunusualinwhattheyexpressed?\"
\"No!\"sheansweredmerrily。
\"Notcomplimentarytome,forIwasinthattrain。Iwent——don’topenyoureyes——tofetchyouthis,fromthegreatingenioustown。
Itisnothalfsolargeasyourlace-pillow,andlieseasilyandlightlyinitsplace。Theselittlekeysarelikethekeysofaminiaturepiano,andyousupplytheairrequiredwithyourlefthand。Mayyoupickoutdelightfulmusicfromit,mydear!Forthepresent——youcanopenyoureyesnow——good-bye!\"
Inhisembarrassedway,heclosedthedooruponhimself,andonlysaw,indoingso,thatsheecstaticallytookthepresenttoherbosomandcaressedit。Theglimpsegladdenedhisheart,andyetsaddenedit;forsomightshe,ifheryouthhadflourishedinitsnaturalcourse,havingtakentoherbreastthatdaytheslumberingmusicofherownchild’svoice。
CHAPTERII——BARBOXBROTHERSANDCO。
Withgood-willandearnestpurpose,thegentlemanforNowherebegan,ontheverynextday,hisresearchesattheheadsofthesevenroads。Theresultsofhisresearches,asheandPhoebeafterwardssetthemdowninfairwriting,holdtheirdueplacesinthisveraciouschronicle。Buttheyoccupiedamuchlongertimeinthegettingtogetherthantheyeverwillintheperusal。Andthisisprobablythecasewithmostreadingmatter,exceptwhenitisofthathighlybeneficialkind(forPosterity)whichis\"thrownoffinafewmomentsofleisure\"bythesuperiorpoeticgeniuseswhoscorntotakeprosepains。
Itmustbeadmitted,however,thatBarboxbynomeanshurriedhimself。Hisheartbeinginhisworkofgood-nature,herevelledinit。Therewasthejoy,too(itwasatruejoytohim),ofsometimessittingby,listeningtoPhoebeasshepickedoutmoreandmorediscoursefromhermusicalinstrument,andashernaturaltasteandearrefineddailyuponherfirstdiscoveries。Besidesbeingapleasure,thiswasanoccupation,andinthecourseofweeksitconsumedhours。Itresultedthathisdreadedbirthdaywascloseuponhimbeforehehadtroubledhimselfanymoreaboutit。
Thematterwasmademorepressingbytheunforeseencircumstancethatthecouncilsheld(atwhichMr。Lamps,beamingmostbrilliantly,onafewrareoccasionsassisted)respectingtheroadtobeselectedwere,afterall,innowiseassistedbyhisinvestigations。For,hehadconnectedthisinterestwiththisroad,orthatinterestwiththeother,butcoulddeducenoreasonfromitforgivinganyroadthepreference。Consequently,whenthelastcouncilwasholden,thatpartofthebusinessstood,intheend,exactlywhereithadstoodinthebeginning。
\"But,sir,\"remarkedPhoebe,\"wehaveonlysixroadsafterall。Istheseventhroaddumb?\"
\"Theseventhroad?Oh!\"saidBarboxBrothers,rubbinghischin。
\"ThatistheroadItook,youknow,whenIwenttogetyourlittlepresent。ThatisITSstory。Phoebe。\"
\"Wouldyoumindtakingthatroadagain,sir?\"sheaskedwithhesitation。
\"Notintheleast;itisagreathigh-roadafterall。\"