CHAPTERIII。
ITwasquiteearlyonthefollowingmorning,whenMr。DelafieldrungatthedoorofthehouseinwhichthefatherofMissHenlyresided。Thegentlemanhadobtainedthepermissionoftheyounglady,theprecedingevening,toputhimselfonthelistofhervisitingacquaintance,andacasualintroductiontobothofCharlotte’sparentshadsmoothedthewaytothisintimacy。Itiscertain,that,muchasMr。andMrs。Henlylovedtheirchild,neitherofthementertainedtheselfishwishofmonopolizingallofheraffectionstothemselvesduringlife。Itwasnatural,andathingtoheexpected,thatCharlotteshouldmarry;andamongthewholeoftheiracquaintancethereappearednoonesounobjectionableashernewadmirer。Hewasagreeableinperson,inmanners,andintemper;hewasintelligent,witty,andamanoftheworld;and,moreover,hewasworth——threehundredthousanddollars!Whatparentistherewhosejudgmentwouldremainunbiassedbythesesolidreasonsinfavourofacandidateforthehandofhischild?orwhatfemaleistherewhoseheartcouldbesteeledagainstsuchattractionsinhersuitor?ManywerethehoursofcarethathadbeenpassedbytheguardiansofCharlotte’shappiness,inruminatingontheeventthatwastoyieldtheirchargetothekeepingofanother;frequentweretheirdiscussionsonthisinterestingsubject,andinnumerabletheirplanstoprotectherinexperienceagainstfallingintothoseerrorsthathadblastedthepeaceofsomanyaroundthem;buttheappearanceofSeymourDelafieldseemedasthefulfilmentoftheirmostsanguineexpectations。Tohisrefinementofmanners,theyboththoughtthattheycouldyieldthesensitivedelicacyoftheirchildwithconfidence;
inhistravelledexperiencetheyanticipatedthepermanencyofacorrectedtaste;nor,wasitadisagreeableconsiderationtoeither,thatasthesilkencordofpaternaldisciplinewastobeloosened,itwastobesucceededbythefettersofhymencastinpolishedgold。InwhatmannertheirdaughterregardedtheevidentadmirationofMr。
Delafieldwillappear,byherconclusionofourtale。
Onenteringtheparlour,DelafieldfoundGeorgeMortonseatedinachairnearthefire,withhispersonmorethanusuallywellguardedagainstthecold,asifheweresufferingundertheeffectsofaseriousindisposition。Thesalutationsbetweentheyoungmenwerealittleembarrassedonbothsides;
thefaceofGeorgegrowingevenpalerthanbefore,whilethefinecolouronDelafield’scheekmountedtohisverytemples。Afterregardingforamoment,withmuchinwarddissatisfaction,theapparenteasewithwhichGeorgewasmaintainingpossessionoftheapartmentbyhimself,Mr。
Delafieldovercamethesuddenemotioncreatedbythesurprise,andspoke。
\"Iamsorrythatyouappearsoill,Mr。Morton,andI
regretthatyoushouldhavesufferedsomuchinthecauseofhumanity,whenonesomuchbetterabletoundergothefatigue,byconstitution,shouldhaveremainedanidlespectator,likemyself。\"——
ThesilentbowofGeorgemightbeinterpretedintoadesiretosaynothingofhisownconduct,orintoanassentwiththeself-condemnationofthespeaker。Delafield,however,tookthechairwhichtheotherpolitelyplacedforhim,andcontinued——
\"But,Sir,youhaveyourreward。TheinterestandadmirationexcitedinMissHenly,wouldcompensatemeforalmostanyprivationorhardshipthatmancouldundergo。\"
\"Itisnohardshiptorideafewmilesinacomfortablecoach,\"saidGeorge,withafeeblesmile,\"norcanIconsideritaprivationofenjoyment,tobeabletoassistthedistressed,\"——hehesitatedamoment,andaflushgraduallystoleoverhisfeaturesashecontinued,\"Itistrue,Sir,thatIprizethegoodopinionofMissHenlyhighly,butIlooktoanotherquarterforapprobationonsuchasubject。\"
\"Andveryjustly,George,\"saidthesoftvoiceofCharlotte,\"suchapplauseasminecanbebutoflittlemomenttoonewhoperformssuchactsasyours。\"
Thegentlemenweresittingwiththeirfacestowardsthefire,andhadnotheardthelightstepofMissHenlyassheenteredtheapartment,butbothinstantlyaroseandpaidtheirsalutations;theinvalidbyasilentbow,andbyhandingachair,andDelafieldwithmanyagracefulcomplimentonhergoodlooks,anddiversprotestationsconcerningthepleasurehefeltatbeingpermittedtovisitatherhouse。Notwothingscouldbemoredifferentthanthemannersofthesegentlemen。Thatofthelatterwasveryhighlypolished,insinuating,andalthoughfarfromunpleasantlyso,yetslightlyartificial;
whilethatoftheformerwassimple,ingenuous,andinthepresenceofMissHenlywasapttobeattimesalittleconstrained。Charlottecertainlyperceivedthedifference,andsheascertainlythoughtthatitwasnotaltogethertotheadvantageofGeorgeMorton。Theideaseemedtogiveherpain,forsheshowedseverallittleattentionstoheroldfriend,thatbytheirflattering,butunstudiedparticularity,wereadaptedtoputanymanathiseaseandassurehimofhiswelcome,stilltheembarrassmentofGeorgedidnotdisappear,buthesatanuneasylistenertotheconversationthatoccurred,asifreluctanttostay,andyetunwillingtodepart。Afterafewobservationsontheentertainmentoftheprecedingevening,Mr。
Delafieldcontinued——
\"IwaslamentingtoMr。Morton,asyouentered,thatheshouldhavesufferedsomuchfrommywantofthought,thedaybeforeyesterday;itrequiresagoodconstitutiontoendureexposure——\"
\"AndsuchIoftentellyou,George,youdonotpossess,\"saidCharlotte,kindlyandwithalittlemelancholy;\"yetyouneitherseemtoregardmywarningsonthesubject,northoseofanyofyourfriends\"——
\"ThereisawarningthatIhavenotdisregarded,\"
returnedtheyouth,endeavouringtosmile。
\"Andwhatisit?\"askedCharlotte,struckwiththemelancholyresignationofhismanner。
\"ThatIamnotfitcompany,justnow,forheartsasgayasyoursandMr。Delafield’s,\"hereturned,andrising,hemadeahastybowandwithdrew。
\"Whatcanhemean!\"saidCharlotte,inamazement,\"Georgedoesnotappearwell,andlatterlyhismannerismuchaltered——whatcanhemean,Mr。
Delafield?\"
\"Heisill,\"saidDelafield,farfromfeelingquiteeasyattheevidentinterestthattheladyexhibited;\"heisill,andshouldbeinhisbed,insteadofattendingthemorningleveesofevenMissHenly。\"
\"Indeed,heistooregardlessofhishealth,\"saidCharlotteinalowtone,fixinghereyesonthegrate,whereshecontinuedgazingforsometime。
EveryeffortofSeymourwasmadetodrawofftheattentionoftheyoungladyfromasubject,that,howevermelancholy,seemedtopossesspeculiarcharmsforher。InthisundertakingthegentlemanwouldnothavesucceededbutforthefortunateappearanceofMissOsgood,whocameintotheroomveryopportunelytokeepalivethediscourse。
\"What,tete-a-tete!\"exclaimedMaria;\"youshoulddischargeyourfootman,Charlotte,forsayingthatyouwereathome。Ayoungladyisneversupposedtobeathomewhensheisalone——withagentleman。\"
\"IshallthenknowhowtounderstandtheservantofMr。Osgood,whenIinquireforhisdaughter,\"criedSeymourgayly。
\"Ah!Mr。Delafield,itisseldomthatIhaveanopportunityofhearingsoftthings,forIamneveralonewithagentlemaninmyfather’shouse\"——
\"AndisMrs。Osgoodsorigid?\"returnedthegentleman;\"surelythegravityofherdaughtershouldcreatemoreconfidence\"——
\"MosthumblyIthankyou,Sir,{\"}saidMaria,courtseyinglowbeforeshetookthechairthathehanded;\"butitisnotthecautionofMrs。Osgoodthatpreventsanysolosinhermansion,unlessitbeonaharporflute,oranypossibilityofatete-a-
tete。\"
\"Nowyouhaveexcitedmycuriositytoadegreethatispainfullyunpleasant,\"saidDelafield,\"I
knowyoutobetoogenerousnottoallayit\"——
\"Oh!itisnothingmorethanamagicalnumber,thatfrightensawayallapplicantsforsuchafavour,unlessindeeditmaybesuchaswouldnotbeverylikelytobesuccessfulweretheytoapply;andwhichevenwouldrenderitphysicallyimpossibletohaveatenderinterviewwithinthefourwallsofthemansion\"——
\"Itisacharmednumber,indeed!andisitonthedoor?isitthenumberofthehouse?\"
\"Oh!notatall——onlythenumberofthefamily,thebaker’sdozen,thatImentionedlastevening;nowinvisitingMissHenlythereisnosuchinterruptiontobeapprehended。\"
Charlottecouldnotrefrainfromsmilingatthevivacityofherfriend,who,perceivingthatherwishtobanishthelookofcarethatcloudedthebrowoftheotherhadvanished,changedthediscourseasabruptlyasshehadintroducedit。
\"ImetGeorgeMortonatthedoor,andchattedwithhimforseveralminutes。Heappearsquiteill,butI
knowhehasgonetwomilesinthecountryforhismotherthisrawday;unlessheismorecarefulofhimselfhewillruinhisconstitution,whichisnoneofthebestnow。\"
Mariaspokewithfeeling,andwithamannerthatplainlyshowedthatherordinarylevitywasassumed,andthatshehadatthebottom,muchbetterfeelingsthanthetriflingintercourseoftheworldwouldusuallypermithertoexhibit。Charlottedidnotreply,butherbrighteninglooksoncemorechangedtothatpensivesoftnesswhichsowellbecameherdelicatefeatures,andwhichgavetohercountenanceanexpressionsuchasmightbesupposedtoshadowthegloryofangels,when,fromtheirabodeofpurityandlove,theylookdownwithpityonthesorrowsofman。
ThequickglanceofDelafieldnotonlywatched,buteasilydetected,boththerapidtransitionsandthecharacteroftheseoppositeemotions。Underthesuddeninfluenceofpassions,thatprobablywillnotescapeourreaders,hecouldnotforbearuttering,inatoneinwhichpiquemighthavebeentooapparent。
\"Really,Mr。Mortonisahappyfellow!\"
TheblueeyesofCharlottewereturnedtothespeakerwithalookofinnocentinquiry,butshecontinuedsilent。Maria,however,notonlybestowedaglanceattheyouthfromherlaughinghazelones,butfoundutteranceforhertonguealso。
\"Howso?\"sheasked——\"Heisnotofastrongconstitution,notimmenselyrich,noroverandabove——thatis,notparticularlyhandsome。Whyishesohappy?\"
\"Ah!Ihavediscoveredthatamanmaybehappywithoutoneofthosequalifications。\"
\"Andmiserablewhohasthemall?\"
\"Nay,nay,MissOsgood,myexperiencedoesnotextendsofar——Iamnotquitethepuppyyouthinkme。\"
Maria,inherturn,wassilent;butshearosefromherseat,andmovedwithanabsentairtoadistantpartoftheroom,andforashorttimeseemedtobeparticularlyoccupiedinexaminingthebeautiesofaport-folioofprints,witheveryoneofwhichshewasperfectlyfamiliar。Theconversationwasresumedbyherfriend。
\"YouhavemortifiedMissOsgood,Mr。Delafield,\"
saidCharlotte;\"sheistoogoodnaturedtojudgeanyonesoharshly。\"
\"Ishergoodnature,inthisparticular,infectious?\"
theyoungmanratherwhisperedthanutteredaloud——\"Doesherfriendfeelthesameindulgencefortheinfirmitiesofafrailnaturetowhichshereallyseemsherselfhardlytobelong?\"
\"Youcomplimentme,Mr。Delafield,attheexpenseoftruth,ifitreallybeacomplimenttotellmethatIamnotagirl——afemale;forifIamnotawoman,Imustbesomethingworse。\"
\"Youareanangel!\"saidDelafield,withuncontrollablefervour。
Charlottewasstartledbyhismannerandhiswords,andunconsciouslyturnedtoherfriend,asiftoseekherprotectingpresence;buttoherastonishment,shebeheldMariaintheactofclosingthedoorasshewasleavingtheroom。
\"Maria!\"shecried,\"whitherinsuchahurry?I
expectedyoutopassthemorningwithme。\"
\"Ishallseeyourmotherandreturn,\"repliedMissOsgood,closingthedoorsorapidlyastopreventfurtherremark。Thisshortspeech,however,gaveCharlottetimetoobservethechangethatsomethinghadproducedinthecountenanceofheroldcompanion,where,inplaceofthethoughtlessgaietythatusuallyshoneinherfeatures,wastobeseenanexpressionofpainfulmortification;andeventhehighglowthatyouthandhealthhadimpartedtohercheeks,wassupplantedbyadeath-
likepaleness。DelafieldhadbeenendeavouringtoperusethecountenanceofMissHenlyinavainefforttodiscovertheeffectproducedbyhiswarmexclamation;andtheseobservations,whichweremadebythequickeyeoffriendship,entirelyescapedhisnotice。
\"Mariaisnotwell,Mr。Delafield,\"Charlottesaidhastily。\"IknowyourgoodnesswillexcusemewhileIfollowher。\"
Theyoungmanbowedwithamortifiedair,andwassomewhatungraciouslybeginningtomakeapolitereply,whenthedooropenedashortspace,andthevoiceofMissOsgoodwasoncemoreheard,sayinginaforced,butlivelymanner——
\"Ineverwasbetterinmylife;IshallrunintoMrs。
Morton’sfortenminutes;letmefindyouhere,Mr。
Delafield,whenIreturn。\"Herfootstepwasheardtrippingalongthepassage,andinamomentafter,thestreetdoorofthehouseopenedandshut。
Charlotteperceivingthatherfriendwasdetermined,forsomeinexplicablereason,tobealone,quietlyresumedherseat。Hermusingairwassoonchangedtooneofsurprise,bythefollowingremarkofhercompanion:
\"Youappear,MissHenley,\"hesaid,\"tobesensitivelyalivetotheailingsofallyouknowbutme。\"
\"Ididnotknowthatyouwereill,Mr。Delafield!
Really,sir,Inevermetwithanygentleman’slookswhichsobeliedhim,ifyouareotherwisethanbothwellandhappy。\"
AsmuchexperienceasDelafieldpossessedinthetriflingmanoeuvresofmanagers,orperhapsinthemanifestationsoffeelingsthatareexhibitedbyevery-daypeople,hewasanabsolutenoviceintheemotionsofapure,simple,ingenuousfemaleheart。Hewasalivetothecomplimenttohisacknowledgedgoodlooks,conveyedinthisspeech,buthewasnotabletoappreciatethesingle-
heartednessthatpromptedit。Perhapshishandsomefacewasasmuchilluminatedbytheconsciousnessofthisemotionasbythedeeperfeelingheactuallyexperienced,whilehereplied,——
\"Iamwell,orill,asyoudecree。MissHenley;itisimpossiblethatyoushouldliveintheworld,andbeseen,beknownasyouare,andmusthavebeenseenandknown,andnotlongsincelearnedthepoweryoupossessoverthehappinessofhundreds。\"
ThoughCharlottewassimple,unsuspecting,pure,andextremelymodest,shewasfarfromdull——shewasnotnowtolearnthedifferencebetweenthelanguageofordinarytriflingandgeneralcompliment,andthattowhichshenowlistened,andwhich,howevervague,wasstillsoparticularastoinducehertoremainsilent。Thelooksandmanneroftheyouthfulfemale,atthatmoment,wouldhavebeenastudytothosewholovetodwellonthebetterandpurerbeingsofcreation。Shewassilent,aswehavealreadyremarked,becauseshecouldmakenoanswertoaspeechthateithermeanteverythingornothing。Theslighttingethatusuallywasseatedonhercheekspreadingoveritswholesurfacelikethefaintestglowofsunsetblending,bymellowdegrees,withthesurroundingclouds,washeightenedtorichness,andevendiffuseditselflikeareflection,acrossherpolishedforehead,becauseshebelievedshewasabouttolistentoadeclarationthatheryearsandhereducationunitedtotellherwasnevertoapproachfemaleearswithoutslightlytrespassingonthedelicacyofhersex。Hermildblueeyes,beamingwiththeglowonherface,roseandfellfromthecarpettothecountenanceofDelafield,butchieflydweltinopencharity,andpossiblyinanxiety,onhisown。Infact,therewasthrownaroundherwholeair,suchatouchofexquisiteandshrinkingdelicacy,soblendedwithfeelingbenevolence,andeventenderinterest,thatitwasnowonderthataman,handsometoperfection,young,intelligent,andrich,mistookherfeelings。
\"Pardonme,MissHenley,\"hecried,andtheapologywasunconsciouslypaidtothecommandingpurityanddignityofherair,\"ifIoversteptherulesofdecorum,andhastentodeclarethatwhichI
knowyearsoftrialwouldhardlyjustifymysaying;
butyourbeauty,yourgrace,your————your————whereshallIfindwordstoexpressit?——yourloveliness,yes,thatmeanseverything——yourlovelinesshasnotbeenseenwithimpunity。\"
Thismighthavedoneverywellforasuddenandunprepareddeclaration;butbeingalittleindefinite,itfailedtoextractareply,hislistenergivingarespectful,and,attimes,aratherembarrassingattentiontowhathewastoadd。Afterashortpause,theyouth,whofoundwordsasheproceeded,andwithwhom,aswithallothers,thefirstspeechwasthemostdifficult,continued——
\"Ihaveknownyoubutashorttime,MissHenley;
buttoseeyouonceistoseeyoualways。Yousmile,MissHenley,butgivemeleavetohopethattimeandassiduitywillenablemetobringyoutosuchastateoffeeling,thatinsomedegree,youmayknowhowtoappreciatemysensations。\"
\"IfIsmile,Mr。Delafield,\"saidCharlotteinalowbutdistinctvoice,\"itisnotatyou,butatmyself。I,whohavebeenforseventeenyearsconstantlywithCharlotteHenley,findeachdaysomethingnewinher,nottoadmire,buttoreprehend。\"Shepausedamoment,andthenadded,smilingmostsweetlyasshespoke,\"Iwillnotaffecttomisunderstandyou,Mr。Delafield;yourlanguageisnotveryintelligible,butitissuchthatIamsureyouwouldnotusetomeifyouwerenotserious,anddidnotfeel,orratherthinkyoufeelwhatyouutter。\"
\"ThinkIfeel?\"heechoed。\"Don’tIknowit?CanI
bemistakeninmyownsentiments?Imaybemisledinyours——mayhaveflatteredmyselfwithbeingabletoaccomplishthatatsomedistantday,whichyourobduracymaydenyme,butinmyownfeelingsIcannotbemistaken。\"
\"Notwheretheyaresoverynew;nay,donotstartsoeagerly——wheretheyMUSTbesoverynew。
Surelyyourfancyonlyleadsyoutosaysomuch,andto-morrow,ornextday,yourfancy,unlessencouragedbyyoutodwellonmyunworthyself,willleadyouelsewhere。\"
\"Now,MissHenley,whatImostadmireinyourcharacterisitslovelyingenuousness,itssimplicity,itsHEART;andIwillownIdidnotexpectsuchananswertoaquestionput,likemine,insincerityandtruth。\"
\"IfIhavefailedtoansweranyquestionyouhaveputtome,Mr。Delafield,itisbecauseIamunconsciousthananywasasked;andifIhavedisplayeddisengenuousness,wantofsimplicity,orwantoffeeling,ithasbeenunintentional,Idoassureyou;andonlyprovesthatIcanbeguiltyoferrors,withouttheirbeingdetectedbyonewhohasknownmesolongandsointimately。\"
\"Myimpetuosityhasdeceivedmeanddistressedyou,\"saidDelafield——\"IwouldhavesaidthatIloveyouardently,passionately,andconstantly,andshallforeverloveyou。Ishouldhaveaskedyourpermissiontosayallthistoyourparents,toentreatthemtopermitmetoseeyouoften,toaddressyou;and,ifitwerenotimpossible,tohopethatintimetheywouldconsenttointrustmewiththeirgreatesttreasure,andthatyouwouldnotopposetheirdecree。\"
\"Thisiscertainlyaskingmanyquestionsinabreath,\"saidCharlottesmiling,butwithouteitherironyortriumph;\"andwereitnotforthatword,breath,Ishouldexperiencesomeuneasinessatwhatyousay;Ifindgreatsatisfaction,Mr。
Delafield,inreflectingthatouracquaintanceisnotaweekold。\"
\"Aweekistimeenoughtolearntoadoresuchabeingasyouare,MissHenley,thoughanagewouldnotsufficetodojusticetoyourmerits。Say,haveI
yourpermissiontospeaktoyourfather?Idonotaskyouyettoreturnmyaffection——nay,IquestionifyoucaneverloveasIdo。\"
\"Perhapsnot,\"saidCharlotte;\"Icanloveenoughtofeelagreatanddeepinterestinthosewhoaredeartome,butIneveryethaveexperiencedsuchemotions,asyoudescribe——Ibelieve,inthisparticular,youhaveformedajustopinionofme,Mr。Delafield;Isuspectsuchpassionsarenotinthecompassofmyfeelings。\"
\"Theyare,theymustbe,MissHenley:allowmetoseeyouoften,tospeaktoyourfather,andatleasttohope——mayInothopethatintimeyouwilllearntothinkmeamantobetrustedwithyourhappinessasyourhusband?\"
ThequietwhichhadgovernedthemannerofCharlotteduringthisdialogue,wassensiblyaffectedbythisappeal,andforashorttimesheappearedtoomuchembarrassedtoreply。Duringthisinterval,Delafieldgazedonher,indelight;forwiththesanguinefeelingsofyouth,heinterpretedeverysymptomofemotioninhisownfavour。
Finding,however,thatshewasdistressedforareply,herenewedhissuit——
\"ThoughIhaveknownyoubutafewdays,IfeelasifIhadknownyouforyears。Thereare,Ibelieve,MissHenley,spiritsintheworldwhocommunewitheachotherimperceptibly,whoseemformedforeachother,andwhoknowandloveeachotherasbyinstinct。\"
\"Ihavenopretensionstobelongtothatclass,\"
saidCharlotte;\"Imustknowwelltolovealittle,butItrustIfeelkindsentimentstothewholehumanrace。\"
\"Ah,youdonotknowyourself。YouhavelivedallyourlifeintheneighbourhoodofthatMr。Mortonwhojustwentout,andyoufeelpityforhisillness。
Hedoesindeedlookveryill——butyouhaveyettolearnwhatitistolove。Iaskthehighfavourofbeingpermittedtoattempttheofficeof——of——of——\"
\"Ofteachingme!\"saidCharlottewithasmile。\"
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\"No——thatwordistoopresumptuous——toocoarse——\"
\"Hearme,Mr。Delafield,\"saidMissHenleyafterashortpause,duringwhichsheseemedtohaveexperiencedsomedeepandperhapspainfulemotions——\"Icannotundertaketogiveyouareasonformyconduct——verypossiblyIhavenogoodone;
butIfeelthatIshouldbedoingyouinjusticebyencouragingwhatyouarepleasedtocallhopes——I
wishtobeunderstoodnow,assayingthatIcannotconsenttoyourexpectingthatIshouldeverbecomeyourwife。\"
Delafieldwascertainlyastonishedatthisrefusal,whichwasgiveninthatstill,decidedmannerthatadmitsoflittleopposition。Hehadlongbeenaccustomedtoapprehendasuddenacceptance,andhadbeeninthehabitofstrictlyguardingbothhismannerandhislanguage,lestsomethingthathedidorsaidmightjustifyexpectationsthatwouldhavebeenoutofhispowertofulfil;butnow,when,forthefirsttime,hehadventuredadirectoffer,hemetwitharejectionthatpossessedallthecharacteristicsofsincerity,hewas,intruth,utterlyastounded。Aftertakingasufficienttimetocollectinsomedegreehisfaculties,hecametotheconclusionthathehadbeentooprecipitate,andhadurgedthesuittoofar,andtoohastily。
\"Suchmaybeyoursentimentsnow,MissHenley,\"
hesaid,\"butyoumayalterthemintime:youarenotcalledonforadefiniteanswer。\"
\"Ifnotbyyou,Iambytruth,Mr。Delafield。Itwouldbewrongtoleadyoutoexpectwhatcannever——\"
\"Never?\"saidDelafield——\"youcannotspeaksodecidedly。\"
\"Ido,indeedIdo,\"returnedCharlottefirmly。
\"Ihavenotdeceivedmyselfinbelievingyoutobedisengaged,MissHenley?\"
\"Youhavearighttorequireadefiniteanswertoyourquestions,Mr。Delafield;butyouhavenorighttoexactmyreasonsfordecliningyourveryflatteringoffer——Iamyoung,veryyoung——butIknowwhatisduetomyselfandtomysex——\"
\"Byheavens!mysuspicionistrue——youarealreadybetrothed!\"
\"ItwouldbeeasytosayNOtothatassertion,sir,\"
addedCharlotte,rising;\"butyourrighttoareasoninamatterwhereinclinationissomaterial,isexactlythesameasmyrightwouldbetoaskyouwhyyoudidnotaddressme。Ithankyouforthepreferenceyouhaveshownme,Mr。Delafield。I
havenotsolittleofthewomanaboutme,nottorememberitalwayswithgratitude;butItellyouplainlyandfirmly,foritisnecessarythatIshoulddoso——Inevercanconsenttoreceiveyourproposals。\"
\"Iunderstandyou,madam——Iunderstandyou,\"saidtheyoungmanwithanoffendedair;\"youwishmyabsence——nay,MissHenley,hearmefurther。\"
\"Nofurther,Mr。Delafield,\"interruptedCharlotte,advancingtohimwithakind,butunembarrassedair,andofferingherhand——\"wepartfriendsatleast;
butIthink,nowweknoweachother’ssentiments,wehadbetterseparate。\"
Thegentlemanseizedthehandsheoffered,andkisseditmorewiththeairofalover,thanofanoffendedman,andlefttheroom。Afewminutesafterhehadgone,MissOsgoodre-appeared。
CHAPTERIV。
NOTWITHSTANDINGtheearnestinjunctionthatMariahadgiventoMr。Delafieldtocontinuewhereshelefthim,untilherreturn,sheexpressednosurpriseatnotfindinghimintheroom。Thecountenanceofthisyoungladyexhibitedadrollmixtureofplayfulmirthandsadness;sheglancedhereyesoncearoundtheapartment,andperceivingitwasoccupiedonlybyherfriend,shesaid,laughing——
\"Well,Charlotte,whenisittobe?IthinkIretiredinverygoodseason。\"
\"Perhapsyoudid,Maria,\"returnedtheother,withoutraisingherfacefromthereflectingattitudeinwhichshestood——\"Ibelieveitisallverywell。\"
\"Well!youlittlephilosopher——Ishouldthinkitwasexcellent——that——thatis——ifIwereinyourplace。I
suspectedthisfromthemomentyoumet。\"
\"Whathaveyoususpected,Maria?——whatisityouimaginehasoccurred?\"
\"What!whySeymourDelafieldhasbeenstammering——thenhelookeddoleful——thenhesighed——thenhehemmed——thenhesaidyouwereanangel——nay,youneednotlookprudish,andaffecttodenyit;hegotasfarasthatbeforeIlefttheroom——thenheturnedtoseeifIwerenotcomingbackagaintosurprisehim——thenhefellonhisknees——thenhestretchedouthishandsomehand——
itistoohandsomeforaman’shand!——andsaidtakeit,takeme,takemyname,andtakemythreehundredthousanddollars!——Nowdon’tdenyasyllableofittillItellyouranswer。\"
Charlottesmiled,andtakingherwork,quietlyseatedherselfathertablebeforeshereplied——
\"YougothroughCupid’sexercisesodexterously,Maria,oneisledtosuspectyouhaveseensomeservice。\"
\"Notundersuchanofficer,girl!Ah!ColonelDelafield,orGeneral——no,FieldMarshalDelafield,isanofficerthatmightteach\"——asMissOsgoodspokewithshortinterruptionsbetweenherepithets,asifinsearchofproperterms,shedweltamomentonthelastwordinsuchamannerastogiveitaparticularemphasis——Charlottestarted,moreperhapsfromthemannerthantheexpression,andturningherglowingfacetowardsherfriend,shecriedinvoluntarily——
\"Isitpossiblethatyoucouldhaveoverheard——\"
\"What?\"
\"Nothing——whatnonsense!\"
\"Letmetellyou,MissPrude,itisinsuchnonsense,however,thatthehappinessormiseryofuspoorsportsoffortune,calledwomen,inagreatmeasurebloomsorfades——nowthatIcallpoetical!——butforyouranswer:firstyousaid——indeed,Mr。Delafield,thisisSOunexpected——-thoughyouknewwellenoughwhatwascoming——thenyoublushedasyoudidalittlewhileago,andsaidIamsoyoung——I——
ambutpoorseventeen——thenhesworeyouwereseventy——no,no,——buthesaidyouareoldenoughtobehisrulingstar——hisdestiny——hisidol——hisobjectofWORSHIP——ha!Idohittherightepithetnowandthen。Well——thenyousaidyouhadparents,asifthepoormandidnotknowthatalready,andthattheymustbeconsulted;andhedesiredyoutoaskthewholecity——hedefiedthemalltosayaughtagainsthim——hewasregularatchurch——subscribedtothewidow’ssociety,andtheassembly;andinshort,wascalleda’good’youngman,eveninWall-
street。\"
\"Allthisisveryamusing,Maria——but——\"
\"Itisallverytrue。Thenhewaspressing,andyouwerecoy,untilfinallyheextortedyourdefinitiveanswer,whichwas——\"Mariapaused,andseemedtobeintenselystudyingthelooksoftheother——MissHenleysmiledassheturnedherplacid,ingenuousfeaturestohergaze,andcontinuedtheconversationbyrepeating,\"Whichwas?\"
\"NO;irretrievable——unanswerable——unalterableNO。\"
\"Ihavenotauthorizedyoutosuspectanypartofthisrhapsodytobetrue——Ihavenotsaidyouwererightinasingleparticular。\"
\"Excuseme,MissHenley,youhavesaidall,andSeymourDelafieldtoldmethesameaswepassedeachotheratthestreetdoor。\"
\"Isitpossible!\"
\"Itcouldnotbeotherwise。Hismouthwasshut,itistrue,andhistonguemighthavebeeninhispocket,foranythingIknow:buthiseyesandhishead,hiswalk,andevenhisnoseweredowncast,andspokemortification。Ontheotherhand,yourlittlebodylooksaninchhigher,youreyeslookresolute,asmuchastosay,’Avaunt,falseone!
yourwholeappearanceisthatofdetermineddenial,mingled——\"
\"Mingledwithwhat,trifler?\"
\"Mingledwithalittlesecret,woman’spride,thatyouhavehadanopportunityofshowingyourabsolutecharacter。\"
\"Youknowthesefeelingsfromexperience,doyou?\"
\"Nochild,myverynatureischarity;iftherequesthadbeenmadetome,Ishouldhavesentthedespondingyouthtomyfather,andifherefused,tomymother——\"
\"Andifsherefused?\"
\"WhythenIshouldhavesaid,twonegativesmakeanaffirmative。\"
Charlottelaughed,andinthismannertheseriousexplanationwhich,betweenfriendssointimatemighthavebeenexpected,wasavoided。Maria,atthesametime,thatshefellandmanifestedadeepinterestintheTETE-A-TETEthatshehadpromoted,alwaysavoidedanythinglikeagraveexplanation,andwehavefailedingivingthedesiredviewofthecharacterofMissHenley,ifourreadersdeemitprobablethatshewouldevertouchonthesubjectvoluntarily。
Thewinterpassedbyintheordinarymannerinwhichotherwinterspassinthisclimate,beingamixtureofmild,delightfuldays,clearsky,andinvigoratingsun,andofintense,cold,rawwinds,andsnowstorms。ThetwolatterseemedtotrytheconstitutionofpoorGeorgeMortontotheutmost。
Theseverecoldthathetookinhischaritableexcursionlingeredabouthimthroughthecoldmonths,andbeforethegenialwarmthofMayoccurredtorelievehim,hisphysicianspronouncedthathislungswereirremediablyaffected。Duringtheperiodofdoubtandapprehensionwhichprecededtheannunciationofthisopinion,andofdistressandagonywhichsucceededit,thefamilyofMr。Henleywarmlysympathizedinthefeelingsoftheirneighbours。ThelongintimacythathadexistedbetweenGeorgeandCharlotteandtheirparents,removedallsuperfluousforms,andthelatterpassedagreatdealofhertimewithMrs。
Morton,orbythesideoftheinvalid。Herpresencegavehimsuchmanifestandlivelypleasure,thatitwouldhavebeencrueltohavedeniedhimwhattheotherappearedtograntspontaneously。CharlottehadgraduallywithdrawnherselffromsocietyastheillnessofGeorgeincreased,andhisdangerbecamemoreapparent;andattheexpirationofthemonthofApril,shewasseldomvisibletothosewhoarecalledtheworld,withtheexceptionoftheimmediateconnexionsofherfamily,andherfriendMaria0sgood。InthebeginningofMaybothMr。
Mortonandhisneighbourwithdrewtotheircountryhouses,andthustheretirementfromtheworldandtheintercoursebetweenthetwofamiliesbecamemorecomplete。
DelafieldhadmadeoneortwoeffortstorenewhisaddressestoCharlotte,butfindingthemineveryinstancefirmly,thoughmildlyrejected,heendeavouredtodiscoversuchimperfectionsintheobjectofhisregardasmightjustifyhimindislikingher。Themorehereflectedonherconduct,however,themorehebecamesensibleoftheproprietyandsimplicityofherdeportment;andhadnottheimpressionshehadmadeontheyoungmanproceededratherfromtheeffectonhisfancy,thanfromhavingtouchedhisheart,theconsequencesofhisconvictionofherpurityandtruthmighthavebeenmorelastinganddeplorable。Asitwas,hisheatedimaginationgraduallyceasedtoglowwiththebeautiesofanimagethatwas,howeverperfectinitself,extravagantlycolouredbyhisownyouthfulimagination,andintime,ifhethoughtatallofCharlotteHenley,hethoughtofherasabeautifulobject,itistrue,butasofonethatbroughtsomewhatmortifyingreflectionsalongwithit。Thismightnothavebeenmanlyorgenerous,perhaps,butwebelieveitisthemannerinninecasesoutofteninwhichsuchsuddenemotionsexpire,especiallyiftheardouroftheyouthhasprecipitatedadeclarationthatthemorechastenedfeelingsofthedamselarenotyetpreparedtoreciprocate。WhiletheimageofCharlottewasstilllingeringinhismind,hewasinthehabitofvisitingMariaOsgoodalmostdaily,toaskquestionsabouther,andperhapswithasecretexpectationoftheirmeetingheratthehouseofherfriend。ThegaytriflingofMissOsgoodaidedgreatlybothincoolinghisspleenandremovinghismelancholy,tillinthecourseofamonthheevenproceededsofarastomakehertheconfidantofwhatshealreadyknew,thoughonlybyconjectureandinference。Delafieldatthistimewassourgent,andsecretlysodeterminedtoprevail,inorderthathisprideifnothisaffectionsmightbesoothed,thatinanunguardedmomentheinducedtheinconsiderateMariatobetray,wewillnotsaytheconfidenceofherfriend,butsuchfactsascouldonlyhavecometoherknowledgebytheintimacyofunaffectedassociation。IftherewereanythingtoextenuatethisbreachofdecorumbyMaria,itwasthemannerinwhichitwaseffected。MissOsgoodhadjustreturnedfromoneofherfrequentvisitstothevillaofMr。Henley,whenDelafieldmadehiscustomarymorningcall:theabsenceofMaria,andtheobjectofhervisit,hadbeenwellknowntohim,andasitwasatimewhenhebegantospeakofMissHenleywithoutmuchemotion,andbutlittlelove,hecouldnotavoidyieldingsofartohispiqueastoexpresshimselfasfollows:
\"So,MissMaria,youhavejustreturnedfrompayinganothervisittoyourbeautifullittlefriendwithoutanyheart。\"
\"Mylittlefriendwithoutanyheart!Ofwhomdoyouspeak?andwhatdoyoumean!\"
\"IspeakofMissCharlotteHenley,thenun,——shewhohasallofheavenaboutherbutitslove——thatbrilliantcasketwithoutitsjewels——thatwoman——
yes,thatYOUNGwomanwithoutanyheart。\"
\"Uponmyword,sir,thisisaveryprettypoemyouhavebeenreciting!butinmyopinion,yourconclusioniswrong。Assherefusedtogiveyouherheart,itisthemoreprobablethatshehasityetinthatbrilliantcasketyouspeakof——\"
\"No——sheneverhadone。Shewantsthegreatestcharmthatnaturecangivetoawoman——awarm,grateful,andaffectionateheart。\"
\"Andpray,sir,\"saidMaria,bendinghereyesinquisitivelytowardtheyouth,\"ifshewantit,whathasshedonewithit!\"
\"Sheneverhadone,MissOsgood。Iwillgrantyouthatsheislovely,exquisitelylovely!pure,gentle,amiable,everyepithetyoumaywishtoapply,thatindicatesnothingbutacquiredexcellence:butastonaturalfeelings,sheisascoldasanicicle——inshortsheisdestituteofHEART——thethingofallothersI
mostprizeinawoman,andforwhichIadmireyousomuch。\"
Marialaughed,butshecolouredalso。Ithadlongbeenobvioustoherself,andtotheworldtoo,thatDelafieldsoughthersociety,nowthathewasnotadmittedatMr。Henley’s,muchmorethanthatofmyotheryoungwomaninthecity;butshethoughtthatshewellunderstoodthesecretreasonforthispreference,thoughtheworldmightnot。Howgratifyingthisspeechwastothefeelingsofthegaygirl,thesequelofourtalemustshow。Theyoungmanhoweverdidnotjudgehertoofavourably,whenhesupposedhertopossessthosekindredsensationsthatuniteuswithourfellow-
beings,andhemighthaveaddedagooddealofgenerositytothecatalogueofhervirtues。Afterapauseofamomentshereplied——
\"IsupposeImustthankyou,Delafield,fortheprettycomplimentyouhavejustpaidme,butIamsounusedtothissortofthing,thatIreallyfeelasbashfulassweetfifteen,thoughIamatmaturetwenty。\"
\"ThatisbecauseyouDOfeel,MissOsgood;ImighthavesaidasmuchtoCharlotteHenleywithoutexcitingtheleastemotioninher,orofevenbringingonetingeofthatbrightblushoverherfeatureswhichmakesyoulooksohandsome。\"
\"Mercy!mercy!havemercy,Ientreatyou,\"criedMaria,avertingherface,\"orIshallsoonbeasredasthecook。ButIcannot,Iwillnotconsenttohearmyfriendtraducedinsuchamanner;sofarfromwantingfeeling,CharlotteHenleyisallheart。Touseyourownlanguage,\"sheadded,turninghereyestowardshimarchly,\"itisforherheartthatI
mostloveher。\"
\"Youdeceiveyourself。Earlyattachment,andlongassociation,andyourowngenerous,warmfeelingsdeceiveyou。Sheisaccustomedtoshowgentleandkindcivilitiestoallaroundher,andyoumistakehabitforaffection。\"
\"Sheisaccustomedtodoallthat,Iown;buttodoitinamannerthataddstoitsvaluebyhersimpleunaffectedfeelings。Sheisnot,Imustacknowledge,likecertainpeopleofmyacquaintance,abundleoftindertotakefireateverysparkthatapproaches,butshelovesallsheshouldlove,andIfearshelovesonetoowellthatsheshouldnotlove。\"
\"Loveonethatsheshouldnotlove?\"criedDelafield:\"what,isherheartthenengagedtoanother!IsitpossiblethatMissHenley,thecold,prudishMissHenley,canindulgeanimproperattachmentafterall?\"
\"Mr。Delafield,\"saidMissOsgood,gravely,\"IamnotapttobetraywhatIoughttoconceal,althoughIamthegiddycreaturethatIseem。ButIhavespokenunguardedly,andmustexplain:inthefirstplace,IwouldnothaveyousupposethatCharlotteHenleyandItalkofourheartsandourloverstoeachother,liketwogirlsataboardingschool。IfI
knowthatshehassuchathingasaheartatall,itisnotfromherselfbutfrommyownobservation;
andasforlovers,thoughshemayhavehaddozensforanythingIknow,toMEtheyareabsolutelystrangers。——Don’tinterruptme,Iamnotbeggingone。AfterthisexplanationIwillsay,trusting,Delafieldentirelyinyourhonour,whichIdobelieveyoutopossessinahigh——\"
\"Youmay——youmay,\"interruptedtheyoungmaneagerly:\"Iwillneverbetrayyourconfidence——youmighttrustyourselftomyhonourandgoodfaith——\"
\"Iwishyouwouldnotbebringingyourselfandmyselfconstantlyintotheconversation,\"saidthelady,compressingherlipstoconcealasmile;\"wearetalkingofCharlotteHenley,andofheronly。ShewasbroughtupinthedailyhabitofseeingmuchofGeorgeMorton,who,Ibelieve,evenyouwillownhasaheart,foritwillcosthimhislife。\"
\"Hislife!\"
\"Ifearso;nay,itiswithouthope。Thecoldhetookincarryingthepoorsufferertothehospitallastwinterhasthrownhimintoadecline。IdobelievethatCharlotteHenleyisfondofhim;butmind,Idonotsaythatsheisinlove——ifappearstobelessofpassionthanofintenseaffection。\"
\"Yes,suchasshewouldfeelforabrother。\"
\"Shehasnobrother。Idonotintendtodefinethepassions:butIdobelievethatifheweretoliveandofferhimself,shewouldmarryhim,andmakehimsuchawifeasanymanmightenvy。\"
\"What!doyouthinksheloveshimunasked,andyetrefusemewhobeggedherhandlikeherslave。\"
\"Itisnotunasked;hehasknownherallherlife——
hasevershownapreferenceforher——hasbeenkindtoherandtoallothersinherpresence——hehaslonganticipatedherwishes,intrifles,and——and——inshort,hehasdonejustwhatheoughttodo,togainherlove。\"
\"ThenyouthinkIerredinthemannerinwhichI
mademyadvances?\"
\"Youradvances,asyoucallthem,wouldhavesucceededwithninegirlsinten,thoughnotwithMissHenley——besides,youaretoolate。\"
\"Certainlynottoolatewhennodeclarationhadbeenmadebyanyother。\"
\"Iamnotabouttodiscusstheproprietiesofcourtshipwithyou,Mr。Delafield,\"criedMaria,laughingandrisingfromherchair。\"Come,letuswalk;itisasintoshutourselvesuponsuchamorning。Thesubjectmustnowhechangedandthescenetoo。\"
Heacceptedherchallenge,andtheyproceededthroughthestreetstogether;butsheevadedeverysubsequentattempthemadetorenewthediscourse。Perhapsshefeltthatshehadgonetoofar——perhapstherewassomethinginitthatwaspainfultoherownfeelings。
Theexplanation,however,hadagreattendencytodestroytheremainsofwhatDelafieldmistookforlove。InsteadofhavinghisaffectionsseriouslyengagedinashortintercoursewithMissHenley,ourreadersmayeasilyperceivethatitwasnothingbuthisimaginationthatwasexcited,andwhichhadkepthisbrainfilledwithimagesstillmorelovelythantheoriginal:butnowthatthewanfeaturesofGeorgeMortonwereconstantlybroughtintothepicturebythesideofthedeityhehadworshipped,thecontemplationofthesefanciedbeautiesbecomehourlylesspleasant,andinashorttimeheceasedtodwellonthesubjectaltogether。
Aconsequence,however,grewoutofhisshort-livedinclination,thatwasasunlookedforbyhimselfasbytheothersinterestedintheresult。HebecamesomuchaccustomedtothesocietyofMariaOsgood,thatatlengthhefellitwasnecessarytohiscomfort。Tothesurpriseofthewholecity,thehandsome,rich,witty,andaccomplishedMr。
SeymourDelafielddeclaredhimselfinformbeforethespringhadexpiredtooneoftheplaindaughtersofMr。Osgood,amanwithalargefamily,andbutlittlemoney。Mariahadadifficulttasktoconcealthepleasureshefelt,asshelistenedto,notthepassionatedeclarationofheradmirer,buttohiswarmsolicitationthatshewoulduniteherdestiniestohisown。Shedidconcealit,however,andwouldonlyconsenttoreceivehisvisitsforatime,ontheconditionthathewasnottoconsiderherasatallengagedbythepermission。
CHAPTERV。
WHILEsuchhappyprospectswereopeningonthefuturelifeofherfriend,thetimeofCharlotteHenleywasverydifferentlyoccupiedinthecountry。
Thereis,however,atendencyinyouthtorisewitheventsthatdoesnotreadilyadmitofdepression,andthedisorderofGeorgeMortonwasoneofallothersthemostflatteringwhennearitsclose。Eventhemorematureexperienceofhisparentswasmisledbythedeceptivesymptomsthathiscomplaintassumedinthecommencementofsummer。Theywhosofondlyhopedtheresult,begantobelievethatyouthandtheblandairsofJunewereovercomingtheinexorableenemy。Thatthestrengthoftheyoungmanlessenedwitheverysucceedingday,wasaneventtobeexpectedfromhislowdietandprotractedconfinement;buthisbrighteningeyes,andtheflittingcolourthatwouldattimesaddtotheirfieryradiance,broughttotheyouthfulCharlottethemostheartfelt,thoughsecret,rapture。Thisstatebetweenrevivinghopeandmomentarydespondencyhadprevailedforseveralweeks,whentheaffectionategirlenteredanapartmentthatcommunicatedwithGeorge’sownroom,whereshefoundtheinvalidrecliningonasetteeapparentlydeeplycommuningwithhimself。
Hewasalone;andhisappearance,aswellastheheavensandtheearth,unitedtoencouragethesanguineexpectationofthepureheartthatthrobbedsoardentlywhenitsownerwitnessedanyfavourablechangeinthecountenanceoftheyoungman。Thewindowswereraised,andthebalmyairofaJunemorningplayedthroughtheapartment,lendinginrealityanelasticvigourtothedecayingorgansofthesickyouth。Thetingeinhischeekswasheightenedbythemellowglowofthesun’sraysastheyshonethroughthemediumoftherose-
colouredcurtainsofthewindow,andCharlottethoughtsheoncemorebeheldthereturningcolourofhealthwhereithadbeensolongabsent。
\"Howmuchbetteryouappearthismorning,George,\"shecried,inavoicewhosemelodywasevenheightenedbyitsgaiety。\"Weshallsoonhaveyouamongusoncemore,andthen,heedlessone,bewarehowyoutrifleagainwiththatbestofheaven’sgifts,yourhealth。Oh,thisisablessedclimate!oursummeratoneswithitsmildnessforthedrearinessandperilsofourwinter;ithasevengivenmeacolour,pale-faceasIam——Icanfeelitburnonmycheek。\"
Heraisedhisheadfromitsmusingpositionatthefirstsoundsofhervoice,andsmiledfaintly,andwithanexpressionofanguish,assheproceeded;
butwhenshehadended,andtakenherseatnearhim,stillkeepinghereyesonhisvaryingcountenance,hetookherhandintohisownbeforehereplied。Agooddealsurprisedathismanner,andatthisact,whichexceededtheusualfamiliarityofeventheiraffectionateintercourse,thecolour,ofwhichMissHenleyhadbeensoplayfullyboasting,changedonceortwicewithrapidtransitions。
\"SeemIsowell,dearCharlotte?\"heatlengthsaidinalow,tremulous,andhollowvoice,\"seemIsowell?Ibelieveyouareright,andthatIshallshortlybebetter——muchbetter。\"
\"Whatmeanyou,George?feelyouanyworse?haveIdisturbedyouwithmypresenceandmythoughtlessgaiety?\"
Theyoungmansmiledagain,buttheexpressionofhisfacewasnolongermingledwithalookofanguish;itwasakindbenevolentgleamofgratitudeandaffectionwhichcrossedhisghastlyfeatures,likearayofsunshineenliveningthegloomofadayinwinter。
\"Youdisturbme,Charlotte!\"heanswered,hisveryvoicetremblingasifinsympathywithhisframe:\"I
dobelievebutforyouIshouldhavebeenlongsinceinmygrave。\"
\"No,no,George,thisistoomelancholyathemeforusbothjustnow;letustalkofyourreturninghealth。\"
Hepressedherhandtohisheartbeforehereplied——
\"Myhealthwillneverreturn;Iamlosttothisworld;
andinfactatthismomentIproperlybelongtoanotherinmybody:wouldtoGodthatIwaspurelysoinfeelingsalso。\"
\"Surely,George,youarealarmingyourselfunnecessarily。\"
\"Iamnotalarmed,\"hereplied;\"Ihavetoolongforeseenthisevent,tofeelalarmedatmyapproachingdissolution——no,forthat,blessedbemyGodandmyRedeemer,Iaminsomedegreeprepared;butIfeelitimpossibletoshakeoffthefeelingsofthislifewhilethepulsecontinuestobeat,andyettheemotionsInowexperiencemustbeinsomemeasurealliedtoheaven;theyarenotimpure,theyarenotselfish;nothingcanpartakeofeither,dearCharlotte,whereyourimageisconnectedwiththethoughtsofafutureworld。\"
\"Oh,George!talknotsogloomily,socruelly,thismorning——yourwholecountenancecontradictsyourmelancholyspeech,andyouarebetter——indeedyouare;——youmustbebetter。\"
\"Yes,Iambetter,Iamnearlywell,\"returnedtheyouth,pausingamoment,whileastruggleofthemostpainfulinterestseemedtoengrosshisthoughts。Asitpassedaway,hedrewhishandfeeblyacrosshisclammybrow,and,smilingfaintly,resumedhisspeech,——\"onthebrinkofthegrave,atamomentwhenallthoughtsofmemustbeconnectedwiththeimageofdeath,therecannolongerbeanynecessityforsilence。Youhavebeenkindtous,dearMissHenley,asyouarekindtoall;
buttomeyoursympathyhasbeentreblydear,forithasbroughtwithitaconsolationandpleasurethatyoubutlittleimagine。\"
MissHenleyraisedhertearfuleyesfromthefloortohiswanfeatures,thatnowappearedilluminedwithmorethanhumanfires,andherpalelipsquivered,buthervoicewasinaudible。
\"Yes,Charlotte,Imaynowspeakwithoutinjustice,orthefearofbeingselfish:Ihavelonglovedyou——
howtenderly,howpurely,nonecaneverknow;butcouldI,withacertaintyofmyfatebeforemyeyes,withtheknowledgethatmydayswerenumbered,andthatthesunofmylifecouldneverreachitsmeridian,wooyoutomylove,tomakeyoumiserable!No,dearest!yourgentleheartwillmournthebrotherandthefriendtoomuchforitsownpeace;itneedednotthestingofastrongergrief。\"
\"George,George,\"sobbedtheconvulsedgirl,\"thinknotofme;speaknotofme——ifitcancheeryouatsuchamomenttoknowhowmuchyouarevaluedbyme,nocoldreserveshallbefoundonmypart。\"
Theyoungmanstarted,andfastenedhiseyesonherfacewithanindefinablelookofdelightmingledwithsorrow。
\"Charlotte!\"heexclaimed,\"doIheararight?amI
somiserable!amIsohappy!repeatthosewords——
quick——myeyesgrowdim——mysensesdeceiveme。\"
\"Live,GeorgeMorton,\"saidCharlottefirmly:\"youarebetter——yourwholefacebespeaksit;andifthetendercareofanaffectionatewifecanpreserveyourhealth,youshalllongliveablessingtoallwholoveyou。\"
AsCharlotteuttered,thusingenuously,herpureattachment,theyouthextendedhishandtowardsherblindly。Shegavehimherown,whichhedrewtohisheart,andfoldedtohisbosomwithawarmpressureforaninstant,whenhisholdrelaxed,hisformdroppingbackwardonthesofa,andinthatattitudeheexpiredwithoutastruggle。
Weshallnotdwellonthemelancholyscenethatfollowed。AtthefuneralofGeorgeMortonMissHenleywasnottobeseen,norwasitgenerallyunderstoodthattheyoungpeoplehadbeenconnectedintheclosesttiesoffeeling。Shemadenodisplayofhergriefinherdress,unlesstheslighttestimonialsofafewbrightribbandsonthevirginwhiteofherrobecouldbecalledsuch,andtherumourthatwasatfirstpropagatedoftheirbeingengagedtoeachotherwasdiscredited,becausethetracesofsorrowwerenotparticularlyvisibleintheattireofMissHenley。Whentheseasonofgaietyreturned,sheappearedasusualinherplaceinsociety。Thoughhercheekswereseldomenrichedwiththefaintglowthatoncerenderedhersobeautiful,andshewaslessdazzlinginherappearance,yet,ifpossible,shewasmorelovelyandattractive。Inthecourseofthewinter,severalgentlemenapproachedherwiththeevidentintentionofofferingtheirhands。Theiradvanceswerereceivedwithgreaturbanity,butinmostinstanceswiththatunembarrassedmannerthatisfataltohope。Oneofheradmirers,however,perseveredsofarastosolicitherhand:thedenialwasmild,butresolute;likemostyoungmenwhothinktheirhappinessdependentonalady’ssmile,hewishedtoknowifhehadasuccessfulrival。Hewasassuredhehadnot。HiscuriosityevenwentsofarastoinquireifMissHenleyhadabjuredmatrimony。Theanswerwasasimple,unaffectednegative。Amazedathisownwantofsuccess,theyouththenintimatedhisintentionofmakingafutureapplicationforherfavour。
Inthemeantime,SeymourDelafield,aftercastingonelonging,lingeringlookatMissHenley,becamethehusbandofherfriend,andmadethefourteenthintheprolificfamilyoftheOsgoods,wherehiswealthwasnotlessagreeabletotheparents,thanhispersontothedaughter。
Manyyearshaverolledbysincetheoccurrenceoftheseevents,andMissHenleycontinuesthesameineverythingbutappearance。Thefreshnessofherbeautyhasgivenplacetoalookofintelligence。
anddelicacythatseemsgraduallyfittingherforherlastandmostimportantchange。ThenameofGeorgeMortonisneverheardtopassherlips。Mrs。
Delafielddeclaresittobeasubjectthatsheneverdarestoapproach,norinherrepeatedrefusalsofmatrimonialoffershasCharlotteeverbeenknowntoalludetothedesolationofherownheart。Herfatherisdead;buttohermotherMissHenleyhasinagreatmeasuresuppliedhisloss。Withherfriendssheisalwayscheerful,andapparentlyhappy,thoughtheinnocentgaietyofherchildhoodissensiblychecked,andtherearemomentsthatbetraytheexistenceofagriefthatisonlythemoredurable,becauseitislessviolent。Inshort,shelivesapatternforhersex,unfetteredbyanyromanticandfoolishpledges,dischargingallthenaturaldutiesofheryearsandstationinanexemplarymanner,butunwillingtoincuranynewones,becauseshehasbutoneheart,andthatwaslongsincegivenwithitspurity,sincerity,andtruth,tohimwhoisdead,andcanneverbecomethepropertyofanother。
WhenCharlotteHenleydies,althoughshemaynothavefulfilledoneoftheprincipalobjectsofherbeing,bybecomingamother,herexamplewillsurviveher;andthosewhostudyhercharacterandintegrityoffeeling,willfindenoughtoteachthemwhatpropertiesarethemostvaluableinformingthatsacredcharacter——whileherownsexcanlearnthat,thoughinthecaseofMissHenley,Providencehasdeniedthefullexerciseofherexcellences,ithasatthesametimerenderedherastrikinginstanceoffemaledignity,byexhibitingtotheworldthedifferencebetweenaffectionandcaprice,andbyshewinghowmuchimaginationisinferiortoHeart。