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  It’sthepovertyofthelifethosepeopleshow,andtheawfulbounders,ofbothsexes,thattheyrepresent。\"

  \"Ohnowwehaveyou!\"herinterlocutorlaughed。\"Tome,whenall’ssaidanddone,theyseemtobe——asnearasartcancome——inthetruthofthetruth。Itcanonlytakewhatlifegivesit,thoughitcertainlymaybeapitythatthatisn’tbetter。Yourcomplaintoftheirmonotonyisacomplaintoftheirconditions。Whenyousaywegetalwaysthesamecouplewhatdoyoumeanbutthatwegetalwaysthesamepassion?Ofcoursewedo!\"Voytpursued。\"Ifwhatyou’relookingforisanother,that’swhatyouwon’tanywherefind。\"

  Maudforawhilesaidnothing,andMrs。Dyottseemedtowait。

  \"Well,IsupposeI’mlooking,morethananythingelse,foradecentwoman。\"

  \"Ohthenyoumustn’tlookforherinpicturesofpassion。That’snotherelementnorherwhereabouts。\"

  Mrs。Blessingbourneweighedtheobjection。\"Doesitnotdependonwhatyoumeanbypassion?\"

  \"IthinkIcanmeanonlyonething:theenemytobehaviour。\"

  \"OhIcanimaginepassionsthatareonthecontraryfriendstoit。\"

  Herfellow-guestthought。\"Doesn’titdependperhapsonwhatyoumeanbybehaviour?\"

  \"Dearno。Behaviour’sjustbehaviour——themostdefinitethingintheworld。\"

  \"Thenwhatdoyoumeanbythe’interest’youjustnowspokeof?

  Thepictureofthatdefinitething?\"

  \"Yes——callitthat。Womenaren’tALWAYSvicious,evenwhenthey’re——\"

  \"Whenthey’rewhat?\"Voytpressed。

  \"Whenthey’reunhappy。Theycanbeunhappyandgood。\"

  \"Thatonedoesn’tforamomentdeny。Butcantheybe’good’andinteresting?\"

  \"ThatmustbeMaud’ssubject!\"Mrs。Dyottinterposed。\"ToshowawomanwhoIS。I’mafraid,mydear,\"shecontinued,\"youcouldonlyshowyourself。\"

  \"You’dshowthenthemostbeautifulspecimenconceivable\"——andVoytaddressedhimselftoMaud。\"Butdoesn’titprovethatlifeis,againstyourcontention,moreinterestingthanart?Lifeyouembellishandelevate;butartwouldfinditselfabletodonothingwithyou,and,onsuchimpossibleterms,wouldruinyou。\"

  Thecolourinherfaintconsciousnessgavebeautytoherstare。

  \"’Ruin’me?\"

  \"Hemeans,\"Mrs。Dyottagainindicated,\"thatyou’druin’art。’\"

  \"Withoutontheotherhand\"——Voytseemedtoassent——\"itsgivingatallacoherentimpressionofyou。\"

  \"Shewantsherromancecheap!\"saidMrs。Dyott。

  \"Ohno——Ishouldbewillingtopayforit。Idon’tseewhytheromance——sinceyougiveitthatname——shouldbeall,astheFrenchinveteratelymakeit,forthewomenwhoarebad。\"

  \"Ohtheypayforit!\"saidMrs。Dyott。

  \"DOthey?\"

  \"Soatleast\"——Mrs。Dyottalittlecorrectedherself——\"onehasgathered(forIdon’treadyourbooks,youknow!)thatthey’reusuallyshownasdoing。\"

  Maudwondered,butlookingatVoyt,\"They’reshownoften,nodoubt,aspayingfortheirbadness。Butaretheyshownaspayingfortheirromance?\"

  \"Mydearlady,\"saidVoyt,\"theirromanceistheirbadness。Thereisn’tanyother。It’sahardlaw,ifyouwill,andastrange,butgoodnesshastogowithoutthatluxury。Isn’ttoBEgoodjustexactly,allround,togowithout?\"Heputitbeforeherkindlyandclearly——regretfullytoo,asifheweresorrythetruthshouldbesosad。Heandshe,hispleasanteyesseemedtosay,would,hadtheyhadthemakingofit,havemadeitbetter。\"Onehashearditbefore——atleastIhave;onehasheardyourquestionput。Butalways,whenputtoamindnotmerelymuddled,foraninevitableanswer。’Whydon’tyou,chermonsieur,giveusthedramaofvirtue?’’Because,cheremadame,thehighprivilegeofvirtueispreciselytoavoiddrama。’Theadventuresofthehonestlady?Thehonestladyhasn’t,can’tpossiblyhave,adventures。\"

  Mrs。Blessingbourneonlymethiseyesatfirst,smilingwithsomeintensity。\"Doesn’titdependalittleonwhatyoucalladventures?\"

  \"MypoorMaud,\"saidMrs。Dyottasifincompassionforsophistrysosimple,\"adventuresarejustadventures。That’sallyoucanmakeofthem!\"

  Butherfriendtalkedfortheircompanionandasifwithouthearing。\"Doesn’titdependagooddealonwhatyoucalldrama?\"

  Maudspokeasonewhohadalreadythoughtitout。\"Doesn’titdependonwhatyoucallromance?\"

  Herlistenergavetheseargumentshisverybestattention。\"Ofcourseyoumaycallthingsanythingyoulike——speakofthemasonethingandmeanquiteanother。Butwhyshoulditdependonanything?Behindthesewordsweuse——theadventure,thenovel,thedrama,theromance,thesituation,inshort,aswemostcomprehensivelysay——behindthemallstandsthesamesharpfactwhichtheyallintheirdifferentwaysrepresent。\"

  \"Precisely!\"Mrs。Dyottwasfullofapproval。

  Maudhoweverwasfullofvagueness。\"Whatgreatfact?\"

  \"Thefactofarelation。Theadventure’sarelation;therelation’sanadventure。Theromance,thenovel,thedramaarethepictureofone。Thesubjectthenovelisttreatsistherise,theformation,thedevelopment,theclimaxandforthemostpartthedeclineofone。Andwhatisthehonestladydoingonthatsideofthetown?\"

  Mrs。Dyottwasmorepointed。\"Shedoesn’tsomuchasFORMarelation。\"

  ButMaudboreup。\"Doesn’titdependagainonwhatyoucallarelation?\"

  \"Oh,\"saidMrs。Dyott,\"ifagentlemanpicksupherpocket-

  handkerchief——\"

  \"Aheventhat’sone,\"theirfriendlaughed,\"ifshehasthrownittohim。Wecanonlydealwithonethatisone。\"

  \"Surely,\"Maudreplied。\"Butifit’saninnocentone——\"

  \"Doesn’titdependagooddeal,\"Mrs。Dyottasked,\"onwhatyoucallinnocent?\"

  \"Youmeanthattheadventuresofinnocencehavesooftenbeenthematerialoffiction?Yes,\"Voytreplied;\"that’sexactlywhattheboredreadercomplainsof。Hehasaskedforbreadandbeengivenastone。Whatisitbut,withabsolutedirectness,aquestionofinterestor,aspeoplesay,ofthestory?What’sasituationundevelopedbutasubjectlost?Ifarelationstops,where’sthestory?Ifitdoesn’tstop,where’stheinnocence?Itseemstomeyoumustchoose。Itwouldbeveryprettyifitwereotherwise,butthat’showweflounder。Artisourflounderingsshown。\"

  Mrs。Blessingbourne——andwithanairofdeferencescarcesupportedperhapsbyitssketchiness——keptherdeepeyesonthisdefinition。

  \"Butsometimesweflounderout。\"

  ItimmediatelytouchedinColonelVoytthespringofagenialderision。\"That’sjustwhereIexpectedYOUwould!Onealwaysseesitcome。\"

  \"Hehas,younotice,\"Mrs。DyottparenthesisedtoMaud,\"seenitcomesooftenI;andhehasalwayswaitedforitandmetit。\"

  \"Metit,dearlady,simplyenough!It’stheoldstory,Mrs。

  Blessingbourne。Therelation’sinnocentthattheheroinegetsoutof。Thebook’sinnocentthat’sthestoryofhergettingout。Butwhatthedevil——inthenameofinnocence——wasshedoingIN?\"

  Mrs。Dyottpromptlyechoedthequestion。\"Youhavetobein,youknow,toGETout。Sothereyouarealreadywithyourrelation。

  It’stheendofyourgoodness。\"

  \"Andthebeginning,\"saidVoyt,\"ofyourplay!\"

  \"Aren’ttheyall,forthatmatter,eventheworst,\"Mrs。Dyottpursued,\"supposedSOMEtimeorothertogetout?Butifmeanwhilethey’vebeenin,howeverbriefly,longenoughtoadornatale?\"

  \"They’vebeeninlongenoughtopointamoral。Thatistopointours!\"Withwhich,andasifasuddenflushofwarmerlighthadmovedhim,ColonelVoytgotup。Theveilofthestormhadpartedoveragreatredsunset。

  Mrs。Dyottalsowasonherfeet,andtheystoodbeforehischarmingantagonist,who,witheyesloweredandasomewhatfixedsmile,hadnotmoved。

  \"We’vespoiledhersubject!\"theelderladysighed。

  \"Well,\"saidVoyt,\"it’sbettertospoilanartist’ssubjectthantospoilhisreputation。Imean,\"heexplainedtoMaudwithhisindulgentmanner,\"hisappearanceofknowingwhathehasgotholdof,forthat,inthelastresort,ishishappiness。\"

  Sheslowlyroseatthis,facinghimwithanaspectashandsomelymildashisown。\"Youcan’tspoilmyhappiness。\"

  Heheldherhandaninstantashetookleave。\"IwishIcouldaddtoit!\"

  CHAPTERIII

  WhenhehadquittedthemandMrs。Dyotthadcandidlyaskedifherfriendhadfoundhimrudeorcrude,Maudreplied——thoughnotimmediately——thatshehadfearedshowingonlytoomuchhowcharmingshefoundhim。ButifMrs。Dyotttookthisitwastoweighthesense。\"Howcouldyoushowittoomuch?\"

  \"BecauseIalwaysfeelthatthat’smyonlywayofshowinganything。

  It’sabsurd,ifyoulike,\"Mrs。Blessingbournepursued,\"butI

  neverknow,insuchintensediscussions,whatstrangeimpressionI

  maygive。\"

  Hercompanionlookedamused。\"Wasitintense?\"

  \"_I_was,\"Maudfranklyconfessed。

  \"Thenit’sapityyouweresowrong。ColonelVoyt,youknow,isright。\"Mrs。Blessingbourneatthisgaveoneoftheslowsoftsilentheadshakestowhichsheoftenresortedandwhich,mostlyaccompaniedbythelightofcheer,hadsomehow,inspiteofthesmallobstinacythatsmiledinthem,aspecialgrace。Withthisgrace,foramoment,herfriend,lookingherupanddown,appearedimpressed,yetnottoomuchsototakethenextminuteadecision。

  \"Ohmydear,I’msorrytodifferfromanyonesolovely——foryou’reawfullybeautifulto-night,andyourfrock’stheverynicestI’veeverseenyouwear。Buthe’sasrightashecanbe。\"

  Maudrepeatedhermotion。\"Notsoright,atalleventsashethinksheis。OrperhapsIcansay,\"shewenton,afteraninstant,\"thatI’mnotsowrong。IdoknowalittlewhatI’mtalkingabout。\"

  Mrs。Dyottcontinuedtostudyher。\"YouAREvexed。Younaturallydon’tlikeit——suchdestruction。\"

  \"Destruction?\"

  \"Ofyourillusion。\"

  \"IHAVEnoillusion。IfIhadmoreoveritwouldn’tbedestroyed。

  Ihaveonthewhole,Ithink,mylittledecency。\"

  Mrs。Dyottstared。\"Letusgrantitforargument。What,then?\"

  \"Well,I’vealsomylittledrama。\"

  \"Anattachment?\"

  \"Anattachment。\"

  \"Thatyoushouldn’thave?\"

  \"ThatIshouldn’thave。\"

  \"Apassion?\"

  \"Apassion。\"

  \"Shared?\"

  \"Ahthankgoodness,no!\"

  Mrs。Dyottcontinuedtogaze。\"Theobject’sunaware——?\"

  \"Utterly。\"

  Mrs。Dyottturneditover。\"Areyousure?\"

  \"Sure。\"

  \"That’swhatyoucallyourdecency?Butisn’tit,\"Mrs。Dyottasked,\"ratherhis?\"

  \"Dearno。It’sonlyhisgoodfortune。\"

  Mrs。Dyottlaughed。\"Butyours,darling——yourgoodfortune:wheredoesTHATcomein?\"

  \"Why,inmysenseoftheromanceofit。\"

  \"Theromanceofwhat?Ofhisnotknowing?\"

  \"Ofmynotwantinghimto。IfIdid\"——Maudhadtouchinglyworkeditout——\"wherewouldbemyhonesty?\"

  Theinquiry,foraninstant,heldherfriend,yetonly,itseemed,forastupefactionthatwasalmostamusement。\"Canyouwantornotwantasyoulike?Whereintheworld,ifyoudon’twant,isyourromance?\"

  Mrs。Blessingbournestillworehersmile,andshenow,withalightgesturethatmatchedit,justtouchedtheregionofherheart。

  \"There!\"

  Hercompanionadmiringlymarvelled。\"Alovelyplaceforit,nodoubt!——butnotquiteaplace,thatIcansee,tomakethesentimentarelation。\"

  \"Whynot?Whatmoreisrequiredforarelationforme?\"

  \"Ohallsortsofthings,Ishouldsay!Andmanymore,addedtothose,tomakeitoneforthepersonyoumention。\"

  \"AhthatIdon’tpretenditeithershouldbeorCANbe。Ionlyspeakformyself。\"

  ThiswassaidinamannerthatmadeMrs。Dyott,withavisiblemixtureofimpressions,suddenlyturnaway。Sheindulgedinavaguemovementortwo,asiftolookforsomething;thenagainfoundherselfnearherfriend,onwhomwiththesameabruptness,infactwithastrangesharpness,sheconferredakissthatmighthaverepresentedeitherhertributetoexaltedconsistencyorherideaofagracefulcloseofthediscussion。\"YoudeservethatoneshouldspeakFORyou!\"

  Hercompanionlookedcheerfulandsecure。\"HowCANyouwithoutknowing——?\"

  \"Ohbyguessing!It’snot——?\"

  ButthatwasasfarasMrs。Dyottcouldget。\"It’snot,\"saidMaud,\"anyoneyou’veeverseen。\"

  \"AhthenIgiveyouup!\"

  AndMrs。DyottconformedfortherestofMaud’sstaytothespiritofthisspeech。ItwasmadeonaSaturdaynight,andMrs。

  BlessingbourneremainedtilltheWednesdayfollowing,anintervalduringwhich,asthereturnoffineweatherwasconfirmedbytheSunday,thetwoladiesfoundawiderrangeofaction。Thereweredrivestobetaken,callsmade,objectsofinterestseenatadistance;withtheeffectofmucheasytalkandstillmoreeasysilence。TherehadbeenaquestionofColonelVoyt’sprobablereturnontheSunday,butthewholetimepassedwithoutasignfromhim,anditwasmerelymentionedbyMrs。Dyott,inexplanation,thathemusthavebeensuddenlycalled,ashewassoliabletobe,totown。ThatthisinfactwaswhathadhappenedhemadecleartoheronThursdayafternoon,when,walkingoveragainlate,hefoundheralone。TheconsequenceofhisSundaylettershadbeenhistaking,thatday,the4。15。Mrs。VoythadgonebackonThursday,andhenow,tosettleonthespotthequestionofapieceofworkbegunathisplace,hadrusheddownforafewhoursinanticipationoftheusualcollectivemovefortheweek’send。Hewastogoupagainbythelatetrain,andhadtocountalittle——afactacceptedbyhishostesswiththehardpliancyofpractice——hispresenthappymoments。Toofewasthesewere,however,hefoundtimetomakeofheraninquiryortwonotdirectlybearingontheirsituation。ThefirstwasarecallofthequestionforwhichMrs。Blessingbourne’sentranceonthepreviousSaturdayhadarrestedheranswer。Hadthatladytheideaofanythingbetweenthem?

  \"No。I’msure。There’soneideashehasgot,\"Mrs。Dyottwenton;

  \"butit’squitedifferentandnotsoverywonderful。\"

  \"Whatthenisit?\"

  \"Well,thatshe’sherselfinlove。\"

  Voytshowedhisinterest。\"Youmeanshetoldyou?\"

  \"Igotitoutofher。\"

  Heshowedhisamusement。\"Poorthing!Andwithwhom?\"

  \"Withyou。\"

  Hissurprise,ifthedistinctionmightbemade,waslessthanhiswonder。\"Yougotthatoutofhertoo?\"

  \"No——itremainsin。Whichismuchthebestwayforit。Foryoutoknowitwouldbetoendit。\"

  Helookedrathercheerfullyatsea。\"Isthatthenwhyyoutellme?\"

  \"Imeanforhertoknowyouknowit。Thereforeit’sinyourinterestnottolether。\"

  \"Isee,\"Voytafteramomentreturned。\"Yourrealcalculationisthatmyinterestwillbesacrificedtomyvanity——sothat,ifyourotherideaisjust,theflamewillinfact,andthankstohermorbidconscience,expirebyhertakingfrightatseeingmesopleased。ButIpromiseyou,\"hedeclared,\"thatsheshan’tseeit。

  Sothereyouare!\"Shekepthereyesonhimandhadevidentlytoadmitafteralittlethatthereshewas。Distinctashehadmadethecase,however,hewasn’tyetquitesatisfied。\"WhyareyousosureI’mtheman?\"

  \"Fromthewayshedeniesyou。\"

  \"Youputittoher?\"

  \"Straight。Ifyouhadn’tbeenshe’dofcoursehaveconfessedtoyou——tokeepmeinthedarkabouttherealone。\"

  PoorVoytlaughedoutagain。\"Ohyoudearsouls!\"

  \"Besides,\"hiscompanionpursued,\"Iwasn’tinwantofthatevidence。\"

  \"Thenwhatotherhadyou?\"

  \"Herstatebeforeyoucame——whichwaswhatmademeaskyouhowmuchyouhadseenher。Andherstateafterit,\"Mrs。Dyottadded。\"Andherstate,\"shewoundup,\"whileyouwerehere。\"

  \"ButherstatewhileIwasherewascharming。\"

  \"Charming。That’sjustwhatIsay。\"

  Shesaiditinatonethatplacedthematterinitsrightlight——alightinwhichtheyappearedkindly,quitetenderly,towatchMaudwanderawayintospacewithherlovelyheadbentunderatheoryrathertoobigforit。Voyt’slastword,however,wasthattherewasjustenoughinit——inthetheory——forthemtoallowthatshehadnotshownherself,ontheoccasionoftheirtalk,whollybereftofsense。Herconsciousness,iftheyletitalone——astheyofcourseafterthismercifullymust——WAS,inthelastanalysis,akindofshyromance。Notaromanceliketheirown,athingtomakethefortuneofanyauthoruptothemark——onewhoshouldhavetheinventionorwhoCOULDhavethecourage;butasmallscaredstarvedsubjectivesatisfactionthatwoulddohernoharmandnobodyelseanygood。Whobutaduffer——hestucktohiscontention——wouldseetheshadowofa\"story\"init?

  FLICKERBRIDGE

  CHAPTERI

  FrankGrangerhadarrivedfromParistopaintaportrait——anordergivenhim,asayoungcompatriotwithafuture,whoseearlyworkwouldsomedayhaveaprice,byaladyfromNewYork,afriendofhisownpeopleandalso,asithappened,ofAddie’s,theyoungwomantowhomitwaspubliclybothaffirmedanddeniedthathewasengaged。OtheryoungwomeninParis——fellow-membersthereofthelittletighttranspontineworldofart-study——professedtoknowthatthepairhad\"severaltimes\"overrenewedtheirfondunderstanding。This,however,wastheirownaffair;thelastphaseoftherelation,thelasttimeofthetimes,hadpassedintovagueness;therewasperhapsevenanimpressionthatiftheywereinscrutabletotheirfriendstheywerenotwhollycrystallinetoeachotherandthemselves。WhathadoccurredforGrangeratalleventsinconnexionwiththeportraitwasthatMrs。Bracken,hisintendingmodel,whosereturntoAmericawasathand,hadsuddenlybeencalledtoLondonbyherhusband,occupiedtherewithpressingbusiness,buthadyetdesiredthatherdisplacementshouldnotinterrupthersittings。Theyoungman,atherrequest,hadfollowedhertoEnglandandprofitedbyallshecouldgivehim,makingshiftwithasmallstudiolenthimbyaLondonpainterwhomhehadknownandlikedafewyearsbeforeintheFrenchatelierthatthencradled,andthatcontinuedtocradle,somanyoftheirkind。

  TheBritishcapitalwasastrangegreyworldtohim,wherepeoplewalked,inmorewaysthanone,byadimlight;buthewashappilyofsuchaturnthattheimpression,justasitcame,couldnowhereeverfailhim,andeventheworstofthesethingswasalmostasmuchanoccupation——puttingitonlyatthat——asthebest。Mrs。

  Brackenmoreoverpassedhimon,andwhilethedarknessebbedalittleintheAprildayshefoundhimselfconsolinglycommittedtoacoupleoffreshsubjects。Thiscuthimoutworkformorethananothermonth,butmeanwhile,ashesaid,hesawalot——alotthat,withfrequencyandwithmuchexpression,hewroteabouttoAddie。

  Shealsowrotetoherabsentfriend,butinbriefersnatches,ameagrenesstoherreasonsforwhichhehadlongsinceassented。

  Shehadotherplayforherpenaswellas,fortunately,otherremuneration;aregularcorrespondencefora\"prominentBostonpaper,\"fitfulconnexionswithpublicsheetsperhapsalsoincasesfitful,andamindaboveallengrossedattimes,totheexclusionofeverythingelse,withthestudyoftheshortstory。Thislastwaswhatshehadmainlycomeouttogointo,twoorthreeyearsafterhehadfoundhimselfengulfedinthemysteryofCarolus。Shewasindeed,onherowndeepsea,moreengulfedthanhehadeverbeen,andhehadgrowntoacceptthesensethat,forprogresstoo,shesailedundermorecanvas。Ithadn’tbeenparticularlypresenttohimtillnowthathehadintheleastgoton,butthewayinwhichAddiehad——andevidentlystillmorewould——wasthetheme,asitwere,ofeverytongue。Shehadthirtyshortstoriesoutandninedescriptivearticles。HisthreeorfourportraitsoffatAmericanladies——theywereallfat,allladiesandallAmerican——

  wereapoorshowcomparedwiththesetriumphs;especiallyasAddiehadbeguntothrowoutthatitwasabouttimetheyshouldgohome。

  ItkeptperpetuallycomingupinParis,inthetranspontineworld,that,asthephrasewas,Americahadgrownmoreinterestingsincetheyleft。Addiewasattentivetotherumour,and,asfullofconscienceasshewasoftaste,ofpatriotismasofcuriosity,hadoftenputittohimfrankly,withwhathe,whowasofNewYork,recognisedasherNewEnglandemphasis:\"I’mnotsure,youknow,thatwedoREALjusticetoourcountry。\"Grangerfelthewoulddoitontheday——ifthedayevercame——heshouldirrevocablymarryher。Noothercountrycouldpossiblyhaveproducedher。

  CHAPTERII

  Butmeanwhileitbefellthat,inLondon,hewasstrickenwithinfluenzaandwithsubsequentsorrow。Theattackwasshortbutsharp——haditlastedAddiewouldcertainlyhavecometohisaid;

  mostofablightreallyinitssecondarystage。Thegoodladieshissitters——theladieswiththefrizzledhair,withthediamondearrings,withthechinstendingtothemassive——leftforhim,atthedoorofhislodgings,flowers,soupandlove,sothatwiththeirassistancehepulledthrough;buthisconvalescencewasslowandhisweaknessoutofproportiontothemuffledshock。Hecameout,buthewentaboutlame;ittiredhimtopaint——hefeltasifhehadbeenillthreemonths。HestrolledinKensingtonGardenswhenheshouldhavebeenatwork;hesatlongonpennychairsandhelplesslymusedandmooned。AddiedesiredhimtoreturntoParis,buttherewerechancesunderhishandthathefelthehadjustwitenoughleftnottorelinquish。Hewouldhavegoneforaweektothesea——hewouldhavegonetoBrighton;butMrs。Brackenhadtobefinished——Mrs。Brackenwassosoontosail。Hejustmanagedtofinishherintime——thedaybeforethedatefixedforhisbreakinggroundonagreaterbusinessstill,thecircumvallationofMrs。

  Dunn。Mrs。Dunndulywaitedonhim,andhesatdownbeforeher,feeling,however,ereherose,thathemusttakealongbreathbeforetheattack。Whileaskinghimselfthatnight,therefore,whereheshouldbestreplenishhislungshereceivedfromAddie,whohadhadfromMrs。Brackenapoorreportofhim,acommunicationwhich,besidesbeingofsuddenandstartlinginterest,applieddirectlytohiscase。

  Hisfriendwrotetohimunderthelivelyemotionofhavingfromonedaytoanotherbecomeawareofanewrelative,anancientcousin,asequesteredgentlewoman,thesolesurvivalof\"theEnglishbranchofthefamily,\"stillresident,atFlickerbridge,inthe\"oldfamilyhome,\"andwithwhom,thathemightimmediatelybetakehimselftosoauspiciousaquarterforchangeofair,shehadalreadydonewhatwaspropertoplacehim,asshesaid,intouch。

  Whatcameofitall,tobebrief,wasthatGrangerfoundhimselfsoplacedalmostasheread:hewasintouchwithMissWenhamofFlickerbridge,totheextentofbeingincorrespondencewithher,beforetwenty-fourhourshadsped。Andontheseconddayhewasinthetrain,settledforafive-hours’runtothedoorofthisamiablewomanwhohadsoabruptlyandkindlytakenhimontrustandofwhombutyesterdayhehadneversomuchasheard。Thiswasanoddity——thewholeincidentwas——ofwhich,inthecornerofhiscompartment,asheproceeded,hehadtimetotakethesize。Butthesurprise,theincongruity,ashefelt,couldbutdeepenashewent。Itwasasufficientlyqueernote,inthelight,ortheabsenceofit,ofhislateexperience,thatsocomplexaproductasAddieshouldhaveANYsimpleinsulartie;butitwasaqueerernotestillthatsheshouldhavehadonesolongonlytoremainunprofitablyunconsciousofit。Nottohavedonesomethingwithit,usedit,workedit,talkedaboutitatleast,andperhapsevenwritten——thesethings,attherateshemoved,representedalossofopportunityunderwhichashesawher,shewaspeculiarlyformedtowince。Shewasatanyrate,itwasclear,doingsomethingwithitnow;usingit,workingit,certainly,alreadytalking——and,yes,quitepossiblywriting——aboutit。Shewasinshortsmartlymakingupwhatshehadmissed,andhecouldtakesuchcomfortfromhisownactionashehadbeenhelpedtobytherestofthefacts,succinctlyreportedfromParisontheverymorningofhisstart。

  Itwasthesingularstoryofasharpsplit——inagoodEnglishhouse——thatdatednowfromyearsback。AworthyBriton,ofthebestmiddlingstock,had,duringthefourthdecadeofthecentury,asaveryyoungman,inDresden,whitherhehadbeendespatchedtoqualifyinGermanforastoolinanuncle’scounting-house,met,admired,wooedandwonanAmericangirl,ofdueattractions,domiciledatthatperiodwithherparentsandasister,whowasalsoattractive,intheSaxoncapital。Hehadmarriedher,takenhertoEngland,andthere,aftersomeyearsofharmonyandhappiness,losther。Thesisterinquestionhad,afterherdeath,cometohimandtohisyoungchildonavisit,theeffectofwhich,betweenthepair,eventuallydefineditselfasasentimentthatwasnottoberesisted。Thebereavedhusband,yieldingtoanewattachmentandanewresponse,andfindinganewunionthusprescribed,hadyetbeenforcedtoreckonwiththeunaccommodatinglawoftheland。Encompassedwithfrownsinhisowncountry,however,marriagesofthisparticulartypewerewreathedinsmilesinhissister’s-in-law,sothathisremedywasnotforbidden。

  Choosingbetweentwoallegianceshehadlettheonegothatseemedtheleastclose,andhadinbrieftransplantedhispossibilitiestoaneasierair。TheknotwastiedforthecoupleinNewYork,where,toprotectthelegitimacyofsuchotherchildrenasmightcometothem,theysettledandprospered。Childrencame,andoneofthedaughters,growingupandmarryinginherturn,was,ifFrankrightlyfollowed,themotherofhisownAddie,whohadbeendeprivedoftheknowledgeofherindeed,inchildhood,bydeath,andbeenbroughtup,thoughwithoutunduetension,byastepmother——

  acharacterbreakingoutthusanew。

  ThebreachproducedinEnglandbytheinvidiousaction,asitwasthereheld,ofthegirl’sgrandfather,hadnotfailedtowiden——allthemorethatnothinghadbeendoneontheAmericansidetocloseit。Frigidityhadsettled,andhostilityhadbeenarrestedonlybyindifference。Darknessthereforehadfortunatelysupervened,andacousinshipcompletelydivided。Oneithersideoftheimpassablegulf,oftheimpenetrablecurtain,eachbranchhadputforthitsleaves——afoliagefailing,intheAmericanquarter,itwasdistinctenoughtoGranger,ofnosignorsymptomofclimateandenvironment。ThegraftinNewYorkhadtaken,andAddiewasavivid,anunmistakableflower。AtFlickerbridge,orwherever,ontheotherhand,strangetosay,theparentstemhadhadafortunecomparativelymeagre。Fortune,itwastrue,inthevulgarestsense,hadattendedneitherparty。Addie’simmediatebelongingswereaspoorastheywerenumerous,andhegatheredthatMissWenham’spretensionstowealthwerenotsomarkedastoexposetheclaimofkinshiptotheimputationofmotive。Tothislady’ssingleidentitytheoriginalstockhadatalleventsdwindled,andouryoungmanwasproperlywarnedthathewouldfindhershyandsolitary。Whatwassingularwasthatintheseconditionssheshoulddesire,sheshouldendure,toreceivehim。Butthatwasallanotherstory,lucidenoughwhenmastered。HekeptAddie’sletters,exceptionallycopious,inhislap;heconnedthematintervals;heheldthethreads。

  HelookedoutbetweenwhilesatthepleasantEnglishland,anAprilaquarellewashedinwithwondrousbreadth。HeknewtheFrenchthing,heknewtheAmerican,buthehadknownnothingofthis。HesawitalreadyastheremarkableMissWenham’ssetting。Thedoctor’sdaughteratFlickerbridge,withnippersonhernose,apaletteonherthumbandinnocenceinherheart,hadbeenthemiraculouslink。Shehadbecomeawareeventhere,inourworldofwonders,thatthecurrentfashionforyoungwomensoequippedwastoentertheParisianlists。Addiehadaccordinglychanceduponher,ontheslopesofMontparnasse,asoneoftheEnglishgirlsinoneofthethorough-goingsets。Theyhadmetinsomeeasycollocationandhadfallenuponcommonground;afterwhichtheyoungwoman,restoredtoFlickerbridgeforaninterludeandretailingthereheradventuresandimpressions,hadmentionedtoMissWenhamwhohadknownandprotectedherfrombabyhood,thatthatlady’sownnameofAdelaidewas,aswellasthesurnameconjoinedwithit,borne,toherknowledge,inParis,byanextraordinaryAmericanspecimen。ShehadthenrecrossedtheChannelwithawonderfulmessage,acourteouschallenge,toherfriend’sduplicate,whohadinturngrantedthroughhereverysatisfaction。TheduplicatehadinotherwordsbravelyletMissWenhamknowexactlywhoshewas。MissWenham,inwhosepersonaltraditiontheflameofresentmentappearedtohavebeenreducedbytimetothepalestashes——forwhomindeedthestoryofthegreatschismwasnowbutalegendonlyneedingalittlelessdimnesstomakeitromantic——MissWenhamhadpromptlyrespondedbyaletterfragrantwiththehopethatoldthreadsmightbetakenup。Itwasarelationshipthattheymustpuzzleouttogether,andshehadearnestlysoundedtheotherpartytoitonthesubjectofapossiblevisit。Addiehadmetherwithadefinitepromise;shewouldcomesoon,shewouldcomewhenfree,shewouldcomeinJuly;

  butmeanwhileshesentherdeputy。Frankaskedhimselfbywhatnameshehaddescribed,bywhatcharacterintroducedhimtoFlickerbridge。Hemainlyfeltonthewholeasifheweregoingtheretofindoutifhewereengagedtoher。HewasatseareallynowastowhichofthevariousviewsAddieherselftookofit。ToMissWenhamshemustdefinitelyhavetakenone,andperhapsMissWenhamwouldrevealit。Thisexpectationwasinfacthisexcuseforapossibleindiscretion。

  CHAPTERIII

  Hewasindeedtolearnonarrivaltowhathehadbeencommitted;

  butthatwasforawhilesomuchapartofhisfirstgeneralimpressionthattheparticulartruthtooktimetodetachitself,thefirstgeneralimpressiondemandingverilyallhisfacultiesofresponse。Healmostfeltforadayortwothevictimofapracticaljoke,agrossabuseofconfidence。Hehadpresentedhimselfwiththemoderateamountofflutterinvolvedinasenseofduepreparation;buthehadthenfoundthat,howeverprimedwithprefacesandpromptedwithhints,hehadn’tbeenpreparedatall。

  HowCOULDhebe,heaskedhimself,foranythingsoforeigntohisexperience,soalientohisproperworld,solittletobepreconceivedinthesharpnorthlightofthenewestimpressionism,andyetsorecognisedafterallintheevent,sonotedandtastedandassimilated?Itwasacasehewouldscarcehaveknownhowtodescribe——coulddoubtlesshavedescribedbestwithafullcleanbrush,supplementedbyaplayofgesture;foritwasalwayshishabittoseeanoccasion,ofwhateverkind,primarilyasapicture,sothathemightgetit,ashewaswonttosay,sothathemightkeepit,welltogether。Hehadbeentreatedofasudden,inthisadventure,tooneofthesweetestfairestcoolestimpressionsofhislife——onemoreovervisiblycompleteandhomogeneousfromthestart。OhitwasTHERE,ifthatwasallonewantedofathing!Itwasso\"there\"that,ashadbefallenhiminItaly,inSpain,confrontedatlast,induskyside-chapelorrichmuseum,withgreatthingsdreamedoforwithgreateronesunexpectedlypresented,hehadheldhisbreathforfearofbreakingthespell;hadalmost,fromthequickimpulsetorespect,toprolong,loweredhisvoiceandmovedontiptoe。Supremebeautysuddenlyrevealedisapttostrikeusasapossibleillusionplayingwithourdesire——instantfreedomwithittostrikeusasapossiblerashness。

  Thisfortunately,however——andthemoresoashisfreedomforthetimequitelefthim——didn’tpreventhishostess,theeveningofhisadventandwhilethevisionwasnew,frombeingexactlyasqueerandrareandIMPAYABLE,asimprobable,asimpossible,asdelightfulattheeighto’clockdinner——sheappearedtokeeptheseimmensehours——asshehadoverwhelminglybeenatthefiveo’clocktea。Shewasinthemostnaturalwayintheworldoneoftheoddestapparitions,butthattheparticularmeanstosuchanendCOULDbenaturalwasaninferencedifficulttomake。Hefailedinfacttomakeitforacoupleofdays;butthen——thoughthenonly——hemadeitwithconfidence。Bythistimeindeedhewassureofeverything,luckilyincludinghimself。Ifwecomparehisimpression,withslightextravagance,tosomeofthegreatesthehadeverreceived,thisissimplybecausetheimagebeforehimwassoroundedandstamped。Itexpressedwithpureperfection,itexhausteditscharacter。Itwassoabsolutelyandsounconsciouslywhatitwas。

  Hehadbeenfloatedbythestrangestofchancesoutoftherushingstreamintoaclearstillbackwater——adeepandquietpoolinwhichobjectsweresharplymirrored。Hehadhithertoinlifeknownnothingthatwasoldexceptafewstatuesandpictures;buthereeverythingwasold,wasimmemorial,andnothingsomuchsoastheveryfreshnessitself。Vaguelytohavesupposedthereweresuchnooksintheworldhaddonelittleenough,henowsaw,totempertheglareoftheiropposites。Itwasthefinetouchesthatcounted,andthesehadtobeseentobebelieved。

  MissWenham,fifty-fiveyearsofageandunappeasablytimid,unaccountablystrange,had,onherreducedscale,analmostGothicgrotesqueness;butthefinaleffectofone’ssenseofitwasanamenitythataccompaniedone’sstepslikewaftedgratitude。Moreflurried,morespasmodic,moreapologetic,morecompletelyatalossatonemomentandmoreprecipitatelyaboundingatanother,hehadneverbeforeinallhisdaysseenanymaidenlady;yetfornomaidenladyhehadeverseenhadhesopromptlyconceivedaprivateenthusiasm。Hereyesprotruded,herchinrecededandhernosecarriedoninconversationaqueerlittleindependentmotion。Sheworeonthetopofherheadanuprightcircularcapthatmadeherresembleacaryatiddisburdened,andonotherpartsofherpersonstrangecombinationsofcolours,stuffs,shapes,ofmetal,mineralandplant。Thetonesofhervoiceroseandfell,herfacialconvulsions,whethertending——onecouldscarcemakeout——toexpressionorREpression,succeededeachotherbyalawoftheirown;shewasembarrassedatnothingandateverything,frightenedateverythingandatnothing,andsheapproachedobjects,subjects,thesimplestquestionsandanswersandthewholematerialofintercourse,eitherwiththeindirectnessofterrororwiththeviolenceofdespair。Thesethings,nonetheless,herrefinementsofoddityandintensitiesofcustom,herbetrayalatonceofconventionsandsimplicities,ofeaseandofagony,herroundaboutretardedsuggestionsandperceptions,stillpermittedhertostrikeherguestasirresistiblycharming。Hedidn’tknowwhattocallit;shewasafruitoftime。Shehadaqueerdistinction。Shehadbeenexpensivelyproducedandtherewouldbeagooddealmoreofhertocome。

  Theresultofthewholequalityofherwelcome,atanyrate,wasthatthefirstevening,inhisroom,beforegoingtobed,herelievedhismindinalettertoAddie,which,ifspaceallowedustoembodyitinourtext,wouldusefullyperformtheofficeofa\"plate。\"Itwouldenableustopresentourselvesasprofuselyillustrated。Buttheprocessofreproduction,aswesay,costs。

  Hewishedhisfriendtoknowhowgrandlytheiraffairturnedout。

  Shehadputhiminthewayofsomethingabsolutelyspecial——anoldhouseuntouched,untouchable,indescribable,anoldcornersuchasonedidn’tbelieveexisted,andtheholycalmofwhichmadethechatterofstudios,thesmellofpaint,theslangofcritics,thewholesenseandsoundofParis,comebackassomanysignsofahugemonkey-cage。Hemovedabout,restless,whilehewrote;helightedcigarettesand,nervousandsuddenlyscrupulous,putthemoutagain;thenightwasmildandoneofthewindowsofhislargehighroom,whichstoodoverthegarden,wasup。Helosthimselfinthethingsabouthim,inthetypeoftheroom,thelastcenturywithnotachairmoved,notapointstretched。Hehungovertheobjectsandornaments,blissfullyfewandadorablygood,perfectpiecesall,andneverone,forachange,French。Thescenewasasrareassomefineoldprintwiththebestbitsdowninthecorners。

  Oldbooksandoldpictures,allusionsrememberedandaspectsconjectured,reappearedtohim;heknewnotwhatanxiousislandershadbeentryingforintheirbackwardhuntforthehomely。ButthehomelyatFlickerbridgewasallstyle,evenasstyleatthesametimewasmerehonesty。Thelarger,thesmallerpast——hescarceknewwhichtocallit——wasatalleventssohushedtosleeproundhimashewrotethathehadalmostabadconscienceabouthavingcome。Howonemightloveit,buthowonemightspoilit!Tolookatittoohardwaspositivelytomakeitconscious,andtomakeitconsciouswaspositivelytowakeitup。Itsonlysafety,ofatruth,wastobeleftstilltosleep——tosleepinitslargefairchambersandunderitshighcleancanopies。

  Headdedthusrestlesslyalinetohisletter,maunderedroundtheroomagain,notedandfingeredsomethingelse,andthen,droppingontheoldfloweredsofa,sustainedbythetightcubesofitscushions,yieldedafreshtothecigarette,hesitated,stared,wroteafewwordsmore。HewantedAddietoknow,thatwaswhathemostfelt,unlessheperhapsfelt,morehowmuchsheherselfwouldwantto。Yes,whathesupremelysawwasallthatAddiewouldmakeofit。Uptohisneckinittherehefairlyturnedcoldatthesenseofsuppressedopportunity,oftheoutrageofprivationthathiscorrespondentwouldretrospectivelyand,asheevendivinedwithavagueshudder,almostvindictivelynurse。Well,whathadhappenedwasthattheacquaintancehadbeenkeptforher,likeapacketenvelopedandsealedfordelivery,tillherattentionwasfree。Hesawherthere,heardherandfelther——felthowshewouldfeelandhowshewould,assheusuallysaid,\"rave。\"Someofheryoungcompatriotscalledit\"yell,\"andinthereferenceitself,alas!

  illustratedtheirmeaning。Shewouldunderstandtheplaceatanyrate,downtotheground;therewasn’ttheslightestdoubtofthat。

  Hersenseofitwouldbeexactlylikehisown,andhecouldsee,inanticipation,justthetermsofrecognitionandraptureinwhichshewouldabound。Heknewjustwhatshewouldcallquaint,justwhatshewouldcallbland,justwhatshewouldcallweird,justwhatshewouldcallwild。Shewouldtakeitallinwithanintelligencemuchmorefittedthanhisown,infact,todealwithwhathesupposedhemustregardasitsliteraryrelations。Shewouldhavereadthelong-windedobsoletememoirsandnovelsthatboththefiguresandthesettingoughtclearlytoremindoneof;

  shewouldknowaboutthepastgenerations——thelumberingcountrymagnatesandtheirturbanedwivesandround-eyeddaughters,who,inotherdays,hadtreatedtheruddysturdytradelesstown,——thesolidsquarehousesandwidewalledgardens,thestreetsto-dayallgrassandgossip,asthesceneofalocal\"season。\"Shewouldhavewarrantfortheassemblies,dinners,deeppotations;forthesmokedsconcesintheduskyparlours;forthelongmuddycenturyoffamilycoaches,\"holsters,\"highwaymen。Shewouldputafingerinshort,justashehaddone,onthevitalspot——therichhumilityofthewholething,thefactthatneitherFlickerbridgeingeneralnorMissWenhaminparticular,noranythingnoranyoneconcerned,hadasuspicionoftheircharactersandtheirmerit。Addieandhewouldhavetocometoletinlight。

  Heletitinthen,littlebylittle,beforegoingtobed,throughtheeightortenpagesheaddressedtoher;assuredherthatitwasthehappiestcaseintheworld,alittlepicture——yetfullof\"style\"too——absolutelycomposedandtransmitted,withtradition,andtraditiononly,ineverystroke,traditionstillnoiselesslybreathingandvisiblyflushing,markingstrangehoursinthetallmahoganyclocksthatwereneverwoundupandthatyetaudiblytickedon。Alltheelements,hewassureheshouldsee,wouldhangtogetherwithacharm,presentinghishostess——astrangeiridescentfishfortheglazedexposureofanaquarium——asafloatinhernativemedium。Helefthisletteropenonthetable,but,lookingitovernextmorning,feltofasuddenindisposedtosendit。Hewouldkeepittoaddmore,fortherewouldbemoretoknow;yetwhenthreedayshadelapsedhestillhadnotsentit。Hesentinstead,afterdelay,amuchbrieferreport,whichhewasmovedtomakedifferentand,forsomereason,lessvivid。MeanwhilehelearnedfromMissWenhamhowAddiehadintroducedhim。Ittooktimetoarrivewithheratthatpoint,butaftertheRubiconwascrossedtheywentfarafield。

  CHAPTERIV

  \"Ohyes,shesaidyouwereengagedtoher。Thatwaswhy——sinceI

  HADbrokenout——shethoughtImightliketoseeyou;asIassureyouI’vebeensodelightedto。ButAREN’Tyou?\"thegoodladyaskedasifshesawinhisfacesomegroundfordoubt。

  \"Assuredly——ifshesaysso。Itmayseemveryoddtoyou,butI

  haven’tknown,andyetI’vefeltthat,beingnothingwhatevertoyoudirectly,Ineedsomewarrantforconsentingthustobethrustonyou。WeWERE,\"theyoungmanexplained,\"engagedayearago;

  butsincethen(ifyoudon’tmindmytellingyousuchthings;I

  feelnowasifIcouldtellyouanything!)Ihaven’tquiteknownhowIstand。Ithasn’tseemedwewereinapositiontomarry。

  Thingsarebetternow,butIhaven’tquiteknownhowshe’dseethem。TheyweresobadsixmonthsagothatIunderstoodher,I

  thought,asbreakingoff。Ihaven’tbroken;I’veonlyaccepted,forthetime——becausemenmustbeeasywithwomen——beingtreatedas’thebestoffriends。’Well,Itrytobe。Iwouldn’thavecomehereifIhadn’tbeen。Ithoughtitwouldbecharmingforhertoknowyou——whenIheardfromhertheextraordinarywayyouhaddawneduponher;andcharmingthereforeifIcouldhelphertoit。

  AndifI’mhelpingyoutoknowHER,\"hewenton,\"isn’tthatcharmingtoo?\"

  \"OhIsowantto!\"MissWenhammurmuredinherunpracticalimpersonalway。\"You’resodifferent!\"shewistfullydeclared。

  \"It’sYOU,ifImayrespectfully,ecstaticallysayso,whoaredifferent。That’sthepointofitall。I’mnotsurethatanythingsoterriblereallyoughttohappentoyouastoknowus。\"

  \"Well,\"saidMissWenham,\"Idoknowyoualittlebythistime,don’tI?AndIdon’tfinditterrible。It’sadelightfulchangeforme。\"

  \"OhI’mnotsureyououghttohaveadelightfulchange!\"

  \"Whynot——ifyoudo?\"

  \"AhIcanbearit。I’mnotsureyoucan。I’mtoobadtospoil——I

  AMspoiled。I’mnobody,inshort;I’mnothing。I’venotype。

  You’reALLtype。Ithastakendeliciouslongyearsofsecurityandmonotonytoproduceyou。Youfityourframewithaperfectiononlyequalledbytheperfectionwithwhichyourframefitsyou。Sothisadmirableoldhouse,alltime-softenedwhitewithinandtime-fadedredwithout,soeverythingthatsurroundsyouhereandthathas,bysomeextraordinarymercy,escapedtheinevitablefateofexploitation:soitall,Isay,isthesortofthingthat,wereittheleastbittofalltopieces,couldnever,ahnevermorebeputtogetheragain。Ihave,dearMissWenham,\"Grangerwenton,happyhimselfinhisextravagance,whichwasyetallsincere,andhappierstillinherdeepbutaltogetherpleasedmystification——\"I’vefound,doyouknow,justthethingonehaseverheardofthatyoumostresemble。You’retheSleepingBeautyintheWood。\"

  Hestillhadnocompunctionwhenheheardherbewilderedlysigh:

  \"Ohyou’retoodelightfullydroll!\"

  \"No,Ionlyputthing’sjustastheyare,andasI’vealsolearnedalittle,thankheaven,toseethem——whichisn’t,Iquiteagreewithyou,atallwhatanyonedoes。You’reinthedeepdozeofthespellthathasheldyouforlongyears,anditwouldbeashame,acrime,towakeyouup。IndeedIalreadyfeelwithathousandscruplesthatI’mgivingyouthefatalshake。IsayiteventhoughitmakesmesoundalittleasifIthoughtmyselfthefairyprince。\"

  Shegazedathimwithherqueerestkindestlook,whichhewasgettingusedtoinspiteofafaintfear,atthebackofhishead,ofthestrangethingsthatsometimesoccurredwhenlonelyladies,howevermature,begantolookatinterestingyoungmenfromovertheseasasiftheyoungmendesiredtoflirt。\"It’ssowonderful,\"shesaid,\"thatyoushouldbesoveryoddandyetsoverygood-natured。\"Well,itallcametothesamething——itwassowonderfulthatSHEshouldbesosimpleandyetsolittleofabore。

  Heacceptedwithgratitudethetheoryofhislanguor——whichmoreoverwasrealenoughandpartlyperhapswhyhewassosensitive;helethimselfgoasaconvalescent,letherinsistontheweaknessalwaysleftbyfever。Ithelpedhimtogaintime,topreservethespellevenwhilehetalkedofbreakingit;sawhimthroughslowstrollsandsoftsessions,longgossips,fitfulhopelessquestions——therewassomuchmoretotellthan,byanycontortion,sheCOULD——andexplanationsaddressedgallantlyandpatientlytoherunderstanding,butnot,bygoodfortune,reallyreachingit。Theywereperfectlyatcross-purposes,anditwasthebetter,andtheywanderedtogetherinthesilverhazewithallcommunicationblurred。

  Whentheysatinthesuninherformalgardenhequiteknewhowlittleeventhetenderestconsiderationfailedtodisguisehistreatingherasthemostexquisiteofcuriosities。Thetermofcomparisonmostpresenttohimwasthatofsomeobsoletemusicalinstrument。Theold-timeorderofhermindandherairhadthestillnessofapaintedspinnetthatwasdulydusted,gentlyrubbed,butnevertunednorplayedon。Heropinionswerelikedriedrose-

  leaves;herattitudeslikeBritishsculpture;hervoicewhatheimaginedofthepossibletoneoftheoldgildedsilver-stringedharpinoneofthecornersofthedrawing-room。Thelonelylittledecenciesandmodestdignitiesofherlife,thefinegrainofitsconservatism,theinnocenceofitsignorance,allitsmonotonyofstupidityandsalubrity,itscolddulnessanddimbrightness,weretherebeforehim。Meanwhilewithinhimstrangethingstookplace。

  Itwasliterallytruethathisimpressionbeganagain,afteralull,tomakehimnervousandanxious,andforreasonspeculiarlyconfused,almostgrotesquelymingled,oratleastcomicallysharp。

  Hewasdistinctlyanagitationandanewtaste——thathecouldsee;

  andhesawquiteasmuchthereforetheexcitementshealreadydrewfromthevisionofAddie,animageintensifiedbythesenseofcloserkinshipandpresentedtoher,clearly,withvariouserraticenhancements,byherfriendthedoctor’sdaughter。Attheendofafewdayshesaidtoher:\"Doyouknowshewantstocomewithoutwaitinganylonger?ShewantstocomewhileI’mhere。Ireceivedthismorningherletterproposingit,butI’vebeenthinkingitoverandhavewaitedtospeaktoyou。Thethingis,yousee,thatifshewritestoYOUproposingit——\"

  \"OhIshallbesoparticularlyglad!\"

  CHAPTERV

  Theywereasusualinthegarden,andithadn’tyetbeensopresenttohimthatifhewereonlyahappycadtherewouldbeagoodwaytoprotecther。Asshewouldn’thearofhisbeingyetbeyondprecautionsshehadgoneintothehouseforaparticularshawlthatwasjustthethingforhisknees,and,blinkinginthewaterysunshine,hadcomebackwithitacrossthefinelittlelawn。Hewasneitherfatuousnorasinine,buthehadalmosttoputittohimselfasasmalltasktoresistthesenseofhisabsurdadvantagewithher。Itfilledhimwithhorrorandawkwardness,madehimthinkofhedidn’tknowwhat,recalledsomethingofMaupassant’s——

  thesmitten\"MissHarriet\"andhertragicfate。Therewasapreposterouspossibility——yes,heheldthestringsquiteinhishands——ofkeepingthetreasureforhimself。Thatwastheartoflife——whattherealartistwouldconsistentlydo。Hewouldclosethedooronhisimpression,treatitasaprivatemuseum。Hewouldseethathecouldloungeandlingerthere,livewithwonderfulthingsthere,lieuptheretorestandrefit。Forhimselfhewassurethatafteralittleheshouldbeabletopaintthere——dothingsinakeyhehadneverthoughtofbefore。Whenshebroughthimtherughetookitfromherandmadehersitdownonthebenchandresumeherknitting;then,passingbehindherwithalaugh,heplaceditoverherownshoulders;afterwhichhemovedtoandfrobeforeher,hishandsinhispocketsandhiscigaretteinhisteeth。Hewasashamedofthecigarette——avillainousfalsenote;

  butsheallowed,liked,beggedhimtosmoke,andwhathesaidtoheronit,inoneofthepleasantriesshebenevolentlymissed,wasthathedidsoforfearofdoingworse。Thatonlyshowedhowtheendwasreallyinsight。\"Idaresayitwillstrikeyouasquiteawful,whatI’mgoingtosaytoyou,butIcan’thelpit。Ispeakoutofthedepthsofmyrespectforyou。ItwillseemtoyouhorriddisloyaltytopoorAddie。Yes——thereweare;there_I_amatleastinmynakedmonstrosity。\"Hestoppedandlookedathertillshemighthavebeenalmostfrightened。\"Don’tlethercome。

  Tellhernotto。I’vetriedtopreventit,butshesuspects。\"

  Thepoorwomanwondered。\"Suspects?\"

  \"Well,Idrewit,inwritingtoher,onreflexion,asmildasI

  could——havingbeenvisitedinthewatchesofthenightbytheinstinctofwhatmighthappen。Somethingtoldmetokeepbackmyfirstletter——inwhich,underthefirstimpression,Imyselfrashly’raved’;andIconcoctedinsteadofitaninsincereandguardedreport。ButguardedasIwasIclearlydidn’tkeepyou’down,’aswesay,enough。Thewonderofyourcolour——daubyouoverwithgreyasImight——musthavecomethroughandtoldthetale。Shescentsbattlefromafar——bywhichImeanshescents’quaintness。’Butkeepheroff。It’shideous,whatI’msaying——butIoweittoyou。

  Ioweittotheworld。She’llkillyou。\"

  \"YoumeanIshan’tgetonwithher?\"

  \"Ohfatally!Seehow_I_have。AndseehowyouhavewithME。

  She’sintelligent,moreover,remarkablypretty,remarkablygood。

  Andshe’lladoreyou。\"

  \"Wellthen?\"

  \"Whythatwillbejusthowshe’lldoforyou。\"

  \"OhIcanholdmyown!\"saidMissWenhamwiththeheadshakeofahorsemakinghissleigh-bellsrattleinfrostyair。

  \"Ahbutyoucan’tholdhers!She’llraveaboutyou。She’llwriteaboutyou。You’reNiagarabeforethefirstwhitetraveller——andyouknow,orratheryoucan’tknow,whatNiagarabecameAFTERthatgentleman。AddiewillhavediscoveredNiagara。She’llunderstandyouinperfection;she’llfeelyoudowntotheground;notadelicateshadeofyouwillsheloseorletanyoneelselose。

  You’llbetooweirdforwords,butthewordswillneverthelesscome。You’llbetooexactlytherealthingandbelefttooutterlyjustasyouare,andallAddie’sfriendsandallAddie’seditorsandcontributorsandreaderswillcrosstheAtlanticandflocktoFlickerbridgejustinorderso——unanimously,universally,vociferously——toleaveyou。You’llbeinthemagazineswithillustrations;you’llbeinthepaperswithheadings;you’llbeeverywherewitheverything。Youdon’tunderstand——youthinkyoudo,butyoudon’t。HeavenforbidyouSHOULDunderstand!That’sjustyourbeauty——your’sleeping’beauty。Butyouneedn’t。Youcantakemeontrust。Don’thaveher。Giveasapretext,asareason,anythingintheworldyoulike。Lietoher——scareheraway。I’llgoawayandgiveyouup——I’llsacrificeeverythingmyself。\"Grangerpursuedhisexhortation,convincinghimselfmoreandmore。\"IfIsawmywayout,mywaycompletelythrough,I’D

  pileupsomefabricoffictionforher——Ishouldonlywanttobesureofitsnottumblingdown。Onewouldhave,yousee,tokeepthethingup。ButI’dthrowdustinhereyes。I’dtellheryoudon’tdoatall——thatyou’renotinfactadesirableacquaintance。

  I’dtellheryou’revulgar,improper,scandalous;I’dtellheryou’remercenary,designing,dangerous;I’dtellhertheonlysafecourseisimmediatelytoletyoudrop。I’dthussurroundyouwithanimpenetrablelegendofconscientiousmisrepresentation,acircleofpiousfraud,andallthewhileprivatelykeepyouformyself。\"

  Shehadlistenedtohimasifhewereabandofmusicandsheherselfasmallshygarden-party。\"Ishouldn’tlikeyoutogoaway。Ishouldn’tintheleastlikeyounottocomeagain。\"

  \"Ahthereitis!\"hereplied。\"HowcanIcomeagainifAddieruinsyou?\"

  \"Buthowwillsheruinme——evenifshedoeswhatyousay?IknowI’mtoooldtochangeandreallymuchtooqueertopleaseinanyoftheextraordinarywaysyouspeakof。Ifit’saquestionofquizzingmeIdon’tthinkmycousin,oranyoneelse,willhavequitethehandforitthatYOUseemtohave。SothatifYOU

  haven’truinedme——!\"

  \"ButIHAVE——that’sjustthepoint!\"Grangerinsisted。\"I’veunderminedyouatleast。I’veleftafterallterriblylittleforAddietodo。\"

  Shelaughedincleartones。\"Wellthen,we’lladmitthatyou’vedoneeverythingbutfrightenme。\"

  Helookedatherwithsurpassinggloom。\"No——thatagainisoneofthemostdreadfulfeatures。You’llpositivelylikeit——what’stocome。You’llbecaughtupinachariotoffireliketheprophet——

  wasn’tthere,wasthereone?——ofold。That’sexactlywhy——ifonecouldbuthavedoneit——you’dhavebeentobekeptignorantandhelpless。There’ssomethingorotherinLatinthatsaysit’sthefinestthingsthatchangethemosteasilyfortheworse。Youalreadyenjoyyourdishonourandrevelinyourshame。It’stoolate——you’relost!\"

  CHAPTERVI

  Allthiswasaspleasantamannerofpassingthetimeasanyother,foritdidn’tpreventhisold-worldcornerfromclosingroundhimmoreentirely,norstandinthewayofhismakingoutfromdaytodaysomenewsourceaswellassomeneweffectofitsvirtue。Hewasreallyscaredatmomentsatsomeofthelibertieshetookintalk——atfindinghimselfsofamiliar;forthegreatnoteoftheplacewasjustthatacertainmoderneasehadnevercrosseditsthreshold,thatquickintimaciesandquickoblivionswereastrangertoitsair。Ithadknowninallitsdaysnorude,noloudinvasion。Serenelyunconsciousofmostcontemporarythings,ithadbeensoofnothingsomuchasofthediffusedsocialpracticeofrunninginandout。GrangerheldhisbreathonoccasionstothinkhowAddiewouldrun。Thereweremomentswhen,morethanatothers,forsomereason,heheardhersteponthestaircaseandhercryinthehall。Ifheneverthelessplayedfreelywiththeideawithwhichwehaveshownhimasoccupieditwasn’tthatinallpalpablewayshedidn’tsacrificesofarasmortallypossibletostillness。

  Heonlyhovered,eversolightly,totakeupagainhisthread。Shewouldn’thearofhisleavingher,ofhisbeingintheleastfitagain,asshesaid,totravel。ShespokeofthejourneytoLondon——

  whichwasinfactamatterofmanyhours——asanexperimentfraughtwithlurkingcomplications。Headdedthendaytoday,yetonlyhereby,asheremindedher,givingothercomplicationsalargerchancetomultiply。Hekeptitbeforeher,whentherewasnothingelsetodo,thatshemustconsider;afterwhichhehadhistimesoffearthatsheperhapsreallywouldmakeforhimthissacrifice。

  HeknewshehadwrittenagaintoParis,andknewhemusthimselfagainwrite——asituationaboundingforeachintheelementsofaplight。Ifhestayedsolongwhythenhewasn’tbetter,andifhewasn’tbetterAddiemighttakeitintoherhead——!TheymustmakeitclearthatheWASbetter,sothat,suspicious,alarmedatwhatwaskeptfromher,sheshouldn’tsuddenlypresentherselftonursehim。Ifhewasbetter,however,whydidhestaysolong?Ifhestayedonlyfortheattractionthesenseoftheattractionmightbecontagious。Thiswaswhatfinallygrewclearestforhim,sothathehadforhismilddisciplehoursofstillsharperprophecy。Itconsortedwithhisfancytorepresenttoherthattheiryoungfriendhadbeenbythistimeunsparinglywarned;butnothingcouldbeplainerthanthatthiswasineffectualsolongashehimselfresistedtheordeal。Topleadthatheremainedbecausehewastooweaktomovewasonlytothrowthemselvesbackontheotherhornoftheirdilemma。IfhewastooweaktomoveAddiewouldbringhimherstrength——ofwhich,whenshegotthere,shewouldgivethemspecimensenough。Onemorninghebrokeoutatbreakfastwithanintimateconviction。They’dseethatshewasactuallystarting——

  they’dreceiveawirebynoon。Theydidn’treceiveit,butbyhistheorytheportentwasonlythestronger。Ithadmoreoveritsgraveaswellasitsgayside,sinceGranger’sparadoxandpleasantrywereonlythemethodmostopentohimofconveyingwhathefelt。Heliterallyheardtheknellsound,andinexpressingthistoMissWenhamwiththeconversationalfreedomthatseemedbesttopayhiswayhethemorevividlyfacedthecontingency。Hecouldneverreturn,andthoughheannounceditwithadespairthatdidwhatmightbetomakeitpassasajoke,hesawhow,whetherornosheatlastunderstood,shequiteatlastbelievedhim。Onthis,tohisknowledge,shewroteagaintoAddie,andthecontentsofherletterexcitedhiscuriosity。Butthatsentiment,thoughnotassuaged,quitedroppedwhen,thedayafter,intheevening,shelethimknowshehadhadatelegramanhourbefore。

  \"ShecomesThursday。\"

  Heshowednottheleastsurprise。Itwasthedeepcalmofthefatalist。ItHADtobe。\"Imustleaveyouthento-morrow。\"

  Shelooked,onthis,ashehadneverseenher;itwouldhavebeenhardtosaywhetherwhatshowedinherfacewasthelastfailuretofolloworthefirstefforttomeet。\"Andreallynottocomeback?\"

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