Suddenlythelong,unpicturesque`guerredetranchees’wasatanend,andthefieldreallypresentedtheaspectofthefamiliarbattlepictures,——
thebattalionsinmanoeuvre,theofficers,superblyindifferenttodanger,gallopingaboutontheirchargers。ButnowtheGermanguns,movedback,begantogetourrange,andtheshellstoburstoverandaroundbatteriesandtroops,manywithadmirableprecision。Heremybestcomradewasstruckdownbyshrapnelatmyside,——painfullybutnotmortallywounded。
Ioftenenviedhimafterthat。FornowouradvancedtroopswereincontactwiththeGermansecond-linedefenses,andtheseprovedtobeofacharactersoformidablethatallfurtheradvancewithoutapreliminaryartillerypreparationwasoutofthequestion。Andourrole,thatoftroopsinreserve,wastoliepassiveinanopenfieldunderashellfirethateveryhourbecamemoreterrific,whileaeroplanesandcaptiveballoons,towhichwewereentirelyexposed,regulatedthefire。
Thatnightwespentintherain。Withportablepicksandshovelseachmandughimselfinaswellaspossible。Thenextdayourconcentratedartilleryagainbeganthebombardment,andagainthefusilladeannouncedtheentranceoftheinfantryintoaction。
Butthistimeonlythewoundedappearedcomingback,noprisoners。
Iwentoutandgavewatertooneofthese,eagertogetnews。
Itwasayoungsoldier,woundedinthehand。Hisfaceandvoicebespoketheemotionoftheexperiencehehadbeenthrough,inawaythatIwillneverforget。\"Ah,lessalauds!\"hecried,\"Theyletuscomerightuptothebarbedwirewithoutfiring。Thenahailofgrenadesandballs。Mycomradefell,shotthroughtheleg,gotup,andthenextmomenthadhisheadtakenoffbyagrenadebeforemyeyes。\"
\"Andthebarbedwire,wasn’titcutdownbythebombardment?\"
\"Notatallinfrontofus。\"Icongratulatedhimonhavinga`blessureheureuse’andbeingwelloutoftheaffair。
ButhethoughtonlyofhiscomradeandwentondowntheroadtowardSouainnursinghismangledhand,withthestreamofwoundedseekingtheir`postesdesecours’。
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Hethentellshow,inspiteofsubstantialgains,itgradually\"becamemoreandmoreevidentthattheGermansecondlineofdefencepresentedobstaclestooserioustoattemptovercomingforthemoment,andwebegangoingupatnighttoworkatconsolidatingouradvancedtrenchesandturningthemintoanewpermanentline。\"Tothistime,perhaps,belongstheincidentrelatedbyRifBaer,anEgyptian,whowashiscomradeandbestfriendintheregiment。
Apieceofdifficulttrenchworkwasallottedtothemen,tobefinishedinonenight。\"Eachwasgiventhelimit,thathewassupposedtobeabletocompleteinthetime。
IthappenedthatRifBaerwasill,and,afterworkingawhile,hisstrengthgaveout。AlancompletedhisownjobandR。B。’salso,andalthoughhewasquiteexhaustedbytheextralabour,hiseyesglowedwithhappiness,andhesaidhehadneverdoneanythinginhislifethatgavehimsuchentiresatisfaction。\"
Summinguptheresultsofthebattle,Alanwrote(stillinthesameletter,October25):\"Itwasasatisfactionatleasttogetoutofthetrenches,tomeettheenemyfacetofaceandtoseeGermanarroganceturnedintosuppliance。Weknewmanysplendidmoments,worthhavingenduredmanytrialsfor。Butinourlargeraim,ofpiercingtheirline,ofbreakingthelongdeadlock,ofenteringVouziersintriumph,ofcoursewefailed。\"Thenheproceeds:
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Thisaffaironlydeepenedmyadmirationfor,myloyaltyto,theFrench。
Ifwedidnotentirelysucceed,itwasnotthefaultoftheFrenchsoldier。
Heisabetterman,manforman,thantheGerman。AnyonewhohadseenthechargeoftheMarsouinsatSouainwouldacknowledgeit。
Neverwasanythingmoremagnificent。Irememberacaptain,badlywoundedintheleg,ashepassedus,bornebackonalitterbyfourGermanprisoners。Heaskeduswhatregimentwewere,andwhenwetoldhim,hecried\"VivelaLegion,\"andkeptrepeating\"Nouslesavonsen。Nouslesavonsen。\"Hewassuffering,but,obliviousofhiswound,wasstillfiredwiththeenthusiasmoftheassaultandallradiantwithvictory。WhatacontrastwiththeGermanwoundedonwhosefaceswasnothingbutterroranddespair。Whatisthestimulusintheirslogansof\"Gottmituns\"and\"FuerKoenigundVaterland\"
besidethatofmenreallyfightingindefenseoftheircountry?
Whateverbetheforceininternationalconflictsofhavingjusticeandalltheprinciplesofpersonalmoralityonone’sside,itatleastgivestheFrenchsoldierastrengththat’slikethestrengthoftenagainstanadversarywhoseweaponisonlybruteviolence。
ItisinconceivablethataFrenchman,forcedtoyield,couldbehaveasIsawGermanprisonersbehave,trembling,ontheirknees,foralltheworldlikecriminalsatlengthoverpoweredandbroughttojustice。
Suchmenhavetobedriventotheassault,orintoxicated。
ButtheFrenchmanwhogoesupispossessedwithapassionbesidewhichanyoftheotherformsofexperiencethatarereckonedtomakelifeworthwhileseempaleincomparison。
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AreportappearedintheAmericannewspapersthathehadbeenkilledinthebattleofChampagne。Onlearningofit,hewrotetohismother:
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Iam`navre’tothinkofyourhavingsufferedso。
Ishouldhavearrangedtocableaftertheattack,hadIknownthatanysuchabsurdrumourshadbeenstarted。Hereonehasawholesomenotionoftheunimportanceoftheindividual。
Itneedsaneffortofimaginationtoconceiveofitsmakinganyparticulardifferencetoanyoneoranythingifonegoesunder。
Somanybettermenhavegone,andyettheworldrollsonjustthesame。
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AfterChampagne,hisregimentpassedtotherearanddidnotreturntothefrontuntilMay1916。OnFebruary1sthewrites:\"Iaminhospitalforthefirsttime,notforawound,unfortunately,butforsickness。\"
Hithertohishealth,sincehejoinedthearmy,hadbeensuperb。
Asayouthhehadneverbeenrobust;butthesoldier’slifesuitedhimtoperfection,andallremnantsofanymischiefleftbehindbytheillnessofhischildhoodseemedtohavevanished。
Itwasnowasharpattackofbronchitisthatsenthimtohospital。
Onhisrecoveryheobtainedtwomonths`congedeconvalescence’,partofwhichhespentatBiarritzandpartinParis。Aboutthistime,muchtohissatisfaction,heoncemorecameintothepossessionof\"Juvenilia\"。OnApril13thhewrotetohismother:
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DidItellyouthattheEmbassyhavemanagedtogetmyM。S。forme?
Itwasveryinterestingtore-readthiswork,whichIhadalmostforgotten。
Ifoundmuchthatwasgoodinit,butmuchthatwasjuveniletoo,andamnotsoanxioustopublishitasitstands。IshallprobablymakeextractsfromitandjoinitwithwhatIhavedonesince。
IshallgobacktothefrontonthefirstofMaywithoutregrets。
Thesevisitstotherearonlyconfirmmeinmyconvictionthattheworkupthereonthefrontissofarthemostinterestingworkamancanbedoingatthismoment,thatnothingelsecountsincomparison。
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OnMay13thhewrotetohis\"marraine\",Mrs。Weeks:\"Thechateauinthegroundsofwhichwearebarracked,hasamostbeautifulname——
Bellinglise。Isn’titpretty?Ishallhavetowriteasonnettoencloseit,asaringismadeexpressforajewel。Itisawonderfuloldseventeenth-centurymanor,surroundedbyalordlyestate。
Whatisthatexquisitestanzain`Maud’about`intheeveningthroughthelilacs(orlaurels)oftheoldmanorialhome’?*
Lookitupandsendittome。\"Tendayslaterhewrotetothesamelady:
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*Hewasdoubtlessthinkingofthis:
Alasforherthatmetme,Thatheardmesoftlycall,Cameglimmeringthro’thelaurelsInthequietevenfall,InthegardenbytheturretsOftheoldmanorialhall。
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Theweekinthetrencheswasaweekofthemostbeautifulweather……
ThesedaysweresaddenedbythedeathofpoorColetteinthebombardment,andbythesufferingofhisbrotherwhohasnowreturnedaftertheburial。
Theyweremarkedontheotherhandbytwoafternoonsofrathermemorableemotion。Exasperatedbytheinactivityofthesectorhere,andtemptedbydanger,Istoleofftwiceafterguard,andmadeapatrolallbymyselfthroughthewoodpathsandtrailsbetweenthelines。Inthefrontofthese,atacrossingofpathsnotfarfromoneofourposts,Ifoundaburntrocket-stickplantedintheground,andascrapofpaperstuckinthetop,placedtherebythebochestoguidetheirlittlemischief-makingpartieswhentheycometovisitusinthenight。Thescrapofpaperwasnothingelsethanabitofthe`BerlinerTageblatt’。
ThisseemedsointerestingtomethatIreportedittothecaptain,thoughmygoingoutalonethiswayisathingstrictlyforbidden。
Hewasverydecentaboutitthough,andseemedreallyinterestedintheinformation。YesterdayafternoonIrepeatedthisexploit,followinganothertrail,andIwentsofarthatIcameclearuptotheGermanbarbedwire,whereIleftacardwithmyname。
Itwasverythrillingwork,\"courtingdestructionwithtaunts,withinvitations\"asWhitmanwouldsay。Ihaveneverbeeninasectorlikethis,wherepatrolscouldbemadeindaylight。
Herethedeepforestpermitsit。Italsogreatlyfacilitatesambushes,foronemustkeeptothepaths,owingtotheunderbrush。
Iandafewothersaregoingtotrytogetpermissiontogoouton`patrouillesd’embuscade’andbringinsomeliveprisoners。
Itwouldbequiteanextraordinaryfeatifwecouldpullitoff。
InourpresentexistenceitistheonlywayIcanthinkoftogettheCroixdeGuerre。AndtobeworthyofmymarraineIthinkthatIoughttohavetheCroixdeGuerre。
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HehadhopedtohavebeeninParisonDecorationDay,May30th,toread,beforethestatueofLafayetteandWashington,the\"OdeinMemoryoftheAmericanVolunteersFallenforFrance\",whichhehadwrittenattherequestofaCommitteeofAmericanresidents;
buthis\"permission\"unfortunatelydidnotarriveintime。Completedintwodays,duringwhichhewasengagedinthehardestsortoflabourinthetrenches,thisOdeiscertainlythecrownofthepoet’sachievement。
Itisentirelyadmirable,entirelyadequatetothehistoricoccasion。
Ifthewarhasproducedanoblerutterance,ithasnotcomemyway。
OnJune24th,heagainwrote,givinganaccountofamarch,whichwas\"withoutexceptionthehardesthehadevermade\"——
\"20kilometersthroughtheblazingsunandinacloudofdust。
Somethingaround30kilogramsontheback。About50percentdroppedbytheway。Bymakingasupremeeffort,Imanagedtogetinatthefinish,withthefifteenmenthatwereallthatwasleftofthesection。\"
Henowknewthatthegreatoffensivewasimminent。\"Thesituation,\"
hewrote,\"ismostinterestingandexciting,butIamnotatlibertytosayanythingaboutit。Mygreatestpreoccupationnowiswhetherthisaffairiscomingoffbeforeorafterthe4thofJuly。
Theindicationsarethatitisgoingtobreakverysoon。
Inthatcasenothingdoinginthewayofpermission。
ButIstillhavehopesofgettingin。\"
HishopesofgettingtoPariswerefrustrated,aswereallhisotherhopessaveone——thehopeofThatrareprivilegeofdyingwell。
OnJuly1st,thegreatadvancebegan。AtsixintheeveningofJuly4th,theLegionwasorderedtocleartheenemyoutofthevillageofBelloy-en-Santerre。AlanSeegeradvancedinthefirstrush,andhissquadwasenfiladedbythefireofsixGermanmachineguns,concealedinahollowway。Mostofthemwentdown,andAlanamongthem——
woundedinseveralplaces。Butthefollowingwavesofattackweremorefortunate。Ashiscomradescameuptohim,Alancheeredthemon;andastheylefthimbehind,theyheardhimsingingamarching-songinEnglish:——
Accentsofourswereinthefiercemelee。
Theytookthevillage,theydrovetheinvadersout;
butforsomereasonunknown——perhapsaverygoodone——
thebattlefieldwasleftunvisitedthatnight。Nextmorning,AlanSeegerlaydead。
Thereislittletoadd。Hewrotehisownbestepitaphinthe\"Ode\":——
AndonthosefurthestrimsofhallowedgroundWheretheforlorn,thegallantchargeexpires,Whentheslainbuglerhaslongceasedtosound,AndonthetangledwiresThelastwildrallystaggers,crumbles,stops,Witheredbeneaththeshrapnel’sironshowers:——
Nowheavenbethanked,wegaveafewbravedrops,Nowheavenbethanked,afewbravedropswereours。
HisdeathwasbrieflynoticedinoneortwoFrenchpapers。
The`Matin’publishedatranslationofpartofthepoem,\"Champagne,1914-15\",andremarkedthat\"CyranodeBergeracwouldhavesignedit。\"
ButFrancehadnotime,evenifshehadhadtheknowledge,torealizethegreatnessofthesacrificethathadbeenmadeforher。
Thatwillcomelater。OnedayFrancewillknowthatthisunassumingsoldieroftheLegion,Who,notunmindfuloftheantiquedebt,CamebackthegenerouspathofLafayette,wasonewhomevenshemaybeproudtohavereckonedamongherdefenders。
The\"LastPoems\"speakforthemselves。Theycontainlineswhichhewoulddoubtlesshaveremodelledhadhelivedtoreviewthemintranquillity——
perhapsoneortwopieces,sprungfromamomentarymood,which,onreflectionhewouldhaverejected。*Buttheynotonlyshowagreatadvanceonhisearlierwork:theyrankhigh,orIammuchmistaken,amongthehithertonotverynumerouspoemsintheEnglishlanguageproduced,notinmerememoryorimaginationofwar,butinitsactualstressandunderitshauntingmenace。
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*Neitherinthe\"Juvenilia\"norinthe\"LastPoems\"
hasanythingbeensuppressedthathehimselfeverthoughtofpublishing。
Indeednothingatallhasbeenomitted,excepttwoearlypoemsonwhichhehadwritten\"Theseareworthless。\"
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Againandagaininthe\"LastPoems\"——notablyin\"Maktoob\"
withitstributetoTheresignationandthecalmAndwisdomoftheEast,hereturnstothenoteoffatalism。HerehehasnotonlythewisdomoftheEastbutthelogicoftheWestonhisside。
Necessityisasincontrovertibletothoughtasitisincredibletofeeling。
Butinthepotentillusionoffree-will(ifillusionitbe)restsallmoralityandalltheadmirationthatwefeelforgoodandevildeeds。
NotevenatAlanSeeger’sbiddingcanwequitepersuadeourselvesthat,whenhetookuparmsforFrance,hewasexercisingnobrave,nogenerouschoice,butwastheconscriptofDestiny。
WilliamArcher。
PoemsbyAlanSeegerJuvenilia1914
AnOdetoNaturalBeautyThereisapowerwhoseinspirationfillsNature’sfairfabric,sun-andstar-inwrought,Likeairydewereanydropdistils,Likeperfumeintheladenflower,likeaughtUnseenwhichinterfusedthroughoutthewholeBecomesitsquickeningpulseandprincipleandsoul。
Nowwhen,thedriftofolddesirerenewing,Warmtidesflownorthwardovervalleyandfield,Whenhalf-forgottensoundandscentarewooingFromtheirdeep-chamberedrecesseslongsealedSuchmemoriesasbreatheoncemoreOfchildhoodandthehappyhuesitwore,Now,withafervorthathasneverbeenInyearsgoneby,itstirsmetorespond,——
NotasaforcewhosefountainsarewithinThefacultiesofthepercipientmind,Subjectwiththemtodarknessanddecay,Butsomethingabsolute,somethingbeyond,OftmetliketenderorbsthatseemtopeerFrompalehorizons,luminousbehindSomefringeoftintedcloudatcloseofday;
Andinthisfloodoftherevivingyear,Whentotheloitererbysylvanstreams,DeepinthosecaresthatmakeYouthloveliest,NatureineverycommonaspectseemsTocommentontheburdeninhisbreast——
Thejoyshecovetsandthedreamshedreams——
OnethenwithallbeneaththeradiantskiesThatlaughswithhimorsighs,Itcoursesthroughthelilac-scentedair,Ablessingonthefields,awondereverywhere。
SpiritofBeauty,whosesweetimpulses,Flungliketheroseofdawnacrossthesea,AlonecanflushtheexaltedconsciousnessWithshaftsofsensibledivinity——
LightoftheWorld,essentialloveliness:
HimwhomtheMusehathmadethyvotaryNotfromherpathsandgentlepreceptureShallvulgarendsengage,norbreakthespellThattaughthimfirsttofeelthysecretcharmsAndo’ertheearth,obedienttotheirlure,Theirsweetsurpriseandendlessmiracle,Tofolloweverwithinsatiatearms。
Onsummerafternoons,Whenfromthebluehorizontotheshore,Castingfaintsilverpathwayslikethemoon’sAcrosstheOcean’sglassy,mottledfloor,FarcloudsupreartheirgleamingbattlementsDrawntothecrestofsomebleakeminence,WhenautumntwilightfadesontheserehillAndautumnwindsarestill;
TowatchtheEastforsomeemergingsign,WintryCapellaorthePleiadesOrthatgreathuntsmanwiththegoldengear;
RavishedinhoursliketheseBeforethyuniversalshrineTofeeltheinvokedpresencehoveringnear,Hestandsenthusiastic。Star-lithoursSpentontheroadsofwanderingsolitudeHavesettheirsoberimpressonhisbrow,Andhe,withharmoniesofwindandwoodAndtorrentandthetreadofmountainshowers,HasmingledmanyadedicativevowThatholdshim,tillthylastdelightbeknown,Boundinthyserviceandinthinealone。
I,too,amongthevisionarythrongWhochoosetofollowwherethypathwayleads,Havesoldmypatrimonyforasong,Anddonnedthesimple,lowlypilgrim’sweeds。
Fromthatfirstimageofbelovedwalls,Deep-boweredinumbrageofancestraltrees,Whereearliestthysweetenchantmentfalls,Tingeingachild’sfantasticreveriesWithradiancesofairitseemstobeOfheavensjustlostthelingeringevidenceFromthatfirstdawnofroseateinfancy,SolongbeneaththytenderinfluenceMybreasthasthrilled。AsoftforonebriefsecondTheveilthroughwhichthoseinfiniteoffersbeckonedHasseemedtotremble,lettingthroughSomeswiftintolerableviewOfvistaspastthesenseofmortalseeing,Sooft,asonewhosestrickeneyesmightseeInfernydellstherusticdeity,Istood,likehim,possessed,andallmybeing,Floodedaninstantwithunwontedlight,Quiveredwithcosmicpassion;whetherthenOnwoodypassorglisteningmountain-heightIwalkedinfellowshipwithwindsandclouds,Whetherincitiesandthethrongsofmen,Acurioussauntererthroughfriendlycrowds,Enamoredoftheglanceinpassingeyes,Unutteredsalutations,mutereplies,——
IneverycharacterwherelightofthineHasshedonearthlythingsthehueofthingsdivineIsoughteternalLoveliness,andseeking,IfevertransportcrossedmybrowbespeakingSuchfireasapropheticheartmightfeelWheresimpleworshipblendsinferventzeal,ItwasthefaiththatonlyloveoftheeNeededinhumanheartsforEarthtoseeSurpassedthevisionpoetshavehelddearOfjoydiffusedinmostcommunionhere;
Thatwhomsoe’erthyvisitationswarmed,Loveroftheeinallthyraysinformed,NeedednodifficulterdisciplineToseekhisrighttohappinesswithinThan,sensibleofNature’sloveliness,ToyieldhimtothegenerousimpulsesBysuchasentimentevoked。Thethought,BrightSpirit,whoseilluminingsIsought,ThatthouuntothyworshippermightbeAnall-sufficientlaw,abodewithme,ImportingsomethingmorethanunsubstantialdreamsTovigilsbyloneshoresandwalksbymurmuringstreams。
Youth’sflowerslikechildhood’sfadeandareforgot。
Fametwinesatardycrownofyellowingleaves。
Howswiftweredisillusion,wereitnotThatthouartsteadfastwhereallelsedeceives!
SolaceandInspiration,PowerdivineThatbysomemysticsympathyofthine,Whenleastitwaitsandmosthathneedofthee,CanstartlethedullspiritsuddenlyWithgrandeurwelledfromunsuspectedsprings,——
Longasthelightoffulgentevenings,WhenfromwarmshowersthepearlyshadesdisbandAndsunsetopenso’erthehumidland,Showsthyveiledimmanenceinorientskies,——
LongaspalemistandopalescentdyesHungonfarisleorvanishingmountain-crest,FieldsofremoteenchantmentcansuggestSosweettowanderinitmattersnought,Theyholdnoplacebutinimpassionedthought,LongasonedraughtfromaclearskymaybeAscentedluxury;
Bethoumyworship,thoumysoledesire,Thypathsmypilgrimage,mysensealyreAeolianforthineeverybreathtostir;
Oftwhenherfull-blownperiodsrecur,Toseethebirthofday’stransparentmoonFarfromcrampedwallsmayfadingafternoonFindmeexpectantonsomerisinglawn;
Oftendepressedindewygrassatdawn,Me,fromsweetslumberunderneathgreenboughs,Erethestarsfleemayforestmatinsrouse,AfootwhenthegreatsuninamberfloodsPourshorizontalthroughthesteamingwoodsAndwindlessfumesfromearlychimneysstartAndmanyacock-crowcheersthetraveller’sheartEagerforaughtthecomingdayaffordInhillsuntoppedandvalleysunexplored。
Givemethewhiteroadintotheworld’sends,Loverofroadsidehazard,roadsidefriends,LoitereroftbyuplandfarmstogazeOnampleprospects,lostinglimmeringhazeAtnoon,orwheredownodorousdalestwilit,Filledwithlowthunderingofthemountainstream,OvertheplainwhereblueseasborderitThetorridcoast-townsgleam。
Ihavefaredtoofartoturnbacknow;mybreastBurnswiththelustforsplendorsunrevealed,Starsofmidsummer,cloudsoutofthewest,Pallidhorizons,windsthatvalleyandfieldLadenwithjoy,beyemyrefugestill!
Whatthoughdistressandpovertyassail!
Thoughothervoiceschide,yoursneverwill。
Thegraceofablueskycanneverfail。
Powersthatmychildhoodwithaspellsosweet,Myyouthwithvisionsofsuchglorynursed,Yehavebeheld,noreverseenmyfeetOnanyventureset,but’twasthethirstForBeautywilledthem,yea,whateverbeThefaultsIwantedwingstoriseabove;
IamcheeredyettothinkhowsteadfastlyIhavebeenloyaltotheloveofLove!
TheDesertedGardenIknowavillageinafar-offlandWherefromasunny,mountain-girdledplainWithtintedwallsaspaceoneitherhandAndfedbymanyanolive-darkenedlaneThehigh-roadmounts,andthenceasilverbandThroughvineyardslopesaboveandrollinggrain,WindsofftothatdimcorneroftheskiesWherebehindsunsethillsastatelycitylies。
Here,amongtreeswhoseoverhangingshadeStrewspetalsonthelittledrovesbelow,PatteringtownwardinthemorningweighedWithgreensfrommanyanuplandgarden-row,Runsanoldwall;longcenturieshavefrayedItsscallopededge,andpasserstoandfroHeardneverfrombeyonditscrumblingheightSweetlaughterringatnoonorplaintivesongatnight。
ButherewherelittlelizardsbaskandblinkThetendrilsofthetrumpet-vinehaverun,AtwhoseredbellsthehummingbirdtodrinkStopsoftbeforehisgardenfeastisdone;
Androse-geraniums,withthattenderpinkThatcloud-banksborrowfromthesettingsun,Havecoveredpartofthisoldwall,entwinedWithfairplumbago,blueaseveningheavensbehind。
AndcrowningotherpartsthewildwhiteroseRivalsthehoney-sucklewiththebees。
AbovetheoldabandonedorchardshowsAndallwithinbeneaththedense-settrees,Tallandluxurianttherankgrassgrows,ThatsettledinitswavydepthoneseesGrassmeltinleaves,themossytrunksbetween,Downfadingavenuesofimplicatedgreen;
WhereinnolackofflowerstheverdurousnightWithstarsandpearlynebulao’erlay;
Azalea-boughshalfrosyandhalfwhiteShinethroughthegreenandclusteringapple-spray,Suchasthefairy-queenbeforeherknightWavedinoldstory,luringhimawayWhereroundlostislesHesperianbillowsbreakOrtowersloomupbeneaththeclear,translucentlake;
Andunderthedeepgrassbluehare-bellshide,Andmyrtleplotswithdew-falleverwet,Gaytiger-liliesflammulateandpied,Sometimeonpathwaybordersneatlyset,Nowblossomthroughthebrakeoneitherside,Whereheliotropeandweedymignonette,Withvinesinbloomandflower-bearingtrees,Mingletheirincensealltoswelltheperfumedbreeze,ThatsprunglikeHermesfromhisnatalcaveInsomebluerampartofthecurvingWest,Comesupthevalleyswheregreencornfieldswave,Ravelsthecloudaboutthemountaincrest,BreathesonthelaketillgentleripplespaveItsplacidfloor;atlengthalong-lovedguest,Hestealsacrossthisplotofpleasantground,Wakingthevocalleavestoasweetvernalsound。
HeremanyadayrightgladlyhaveIsped,Contentamidthewavyplumestolie,AndthroughthewovenbranchesoverheadWatchthewhite,ever-wanderingcloudsgoby,AndsoaringbirdsmaketheirdissolvingbedFarintheazuredepthsofsummersky,Ornearerthatsmallhuntsmanoftheair,Thefly-catcher,dartnimblyfromhisleafylair;
PillowedateasetohearthemerrytuneOfmatingwarblersintheboughsaboveAndshrillcicadaswhomthehottestnoonKeepsnotfromdrowsysong;themourningdovePoursdownthemurmuringgrovehisplaintivecroonThatlikethevoiceofvisionaryloveOfthaveIrisentoseekthroughthisgreenmaze(Evenasmyfeetthreadnowthegreatworld’sgarden-ways);
And,partingtangledbushesasIpassedDownbeechenalleysbeautifulanddim,Perhapsbysomedeep-shadedpoolatlastMyfeetwouldpause,wheregoldfishpoiseandswim,Andsnowycallas’velvetcupsaremassedAroundthemossy,fern-encircledbrim。
Here,then,thatmagicsummoningwouldcease,Orsoundfaroffagainamongtheorchardtrees。
AndherewheretheblanchedliliesofthevaleAndvioletsandyellowstar-flowersteem,AndpinkandpurplehyacinthsexhaleTheirheavyfume,oncemoretodrowseanddreamMyheadwouldsink,frommanyanoldentaleDrawingimagination’sfervidtheme,OrhaplypeoplingthisenchantingspotOnlywithfaircreationsoffantasticthought。
ForoftIthink,inyearslongsincegoneby,ThatgentleheartsdwelthereandgentlehandsStoredallthisboweryblisstobeautifyTheparadiseofsomeunsungromance;
Here,safefromallexceptthelovedone’seye,’Tissweettothinkwhitelimbswerewonttoglance,WellpleasedtowantonliketheflowersandshareTheirsimplelovelinesswiththeenamoredair。
ThricedeartothemwhosevotivefingersdeckedThealtarsofFirstLovewerethesegreenways,——
TheselawnsandverdurousbrakesforeverfleckedWiththewarmsunshineofmidsummerdays;
OftwherethelongstraightalliesintersectAndmarbleseatssurroundtheopenspace,Whereatiledpoolandsculpturedfountainstand,HathEveningfoundthemseated,silent,handinhand。
Whentwilightdeepened,inthegatheringshadeBeneaththatoldtitaniccypressrow,WhosesombrevaultandtoweringcolonnadeDwarfedtheenfoldedformsthatmovedbelow,Oftwithclosestepsthesehappyloversstrayed,TilldownitsdarkeningaislethesunsetglowGrewlessandpatterningthegardenfloorFaintflakesoffilteringmoonlightmantledmoreandmore。
AndthestrangetempestthatatouchimpartsThroughthemidfibreofthemoltenframe,WhenthesweetfleshinearlyyouthassertsItsheydayverveandlittlehintsenflame,Disturbedthemastheywalked;fromtheirfullheartsWelledthesoftword,andmanyatendernameStroveontheirlipsasbreasttobreasttheystrainedAndthedeepjoytheydrankseemednever,neverdrained。
Love’ssoulthatisthedepthofstarryskiesSetinthesplendorofoneupturnedfaceTobeamadorablythroughhalf-closedeyes;
Love’sbodywherethebreadthofsummerdaysAndallthebeautyearthandaircompriseCometothecompassofanarm’sembrace,ToburnamomentonimpassionedlipsAndyieldintemperatejoytoquiveringfinger-tips,Theyknew;andherewheremorning-gloriesclingRoundcarvenformsofcarefullestartifice,TheymadeabowerwhereeveryoutwardthingShouldcommentonthecauseoftheirownbliss;
WithflowersofliveliesthueencompassingThatflowerthatthebelovedbodyis——
ThatrosethatforthebanquetofLove’sbeeHasbuddedalltheaeonsofpasteternity。
Buttheirchoiceseatwaswherethegardenwall,Crowningalittlesummit,farandnear,LooksovertuftedtreetopsontoallThepleasantoutercountry;risinghereFromrustlingfoliagewherecuckooscallOnsummerevenings,standsabelvedere,Buff-hued,ofantiqueplaster,overrunWithfloweringvinesandweatherwornbyrainandsun。
StillroundtheturretsofthisantiquetowerThebougainvilleahangsacrimsoncrown,Wistaria-vinesandclematisinflower,Wreathingthelowersurfacefurtherdown,HidetheoldplasterinaveryshowerOfmotleyblossomslikeabroideredgown。
Outside,ascendingfromthegardengrove,Acrumblingstairwaywindstotheoneroomabove。
AndwhosomountsbythisdismantledstairFindstheoldpleasure-hall,longdisarrayed,Brick-tiledandraftered,andthewallsfoursquareRingedallaboutwithatwofoldarcade。
BackwarddensebranchesintercepttheglareOfafternoonwitheucalyptusshade;
Eastwardthelevelvalley-plainsexpand,Sweetasaqueen’ssurveyofherownFairyland。
Forthroughthatframetheiviedarchesmake,Widetractsofsunnymidlandcharmtheeye,Frequentwithhamlet,grove,andlucentlakeWherethebluehills’invertedcontourslie;
FartotheeastwherebillowymountainsbreakInsurfofsnowagainstasapphiresky,Hugethunderheadsloomupbehindtheranges,Changingfromgoldtopinkasdeepeningsunsetchanges;
AndoverplainandfarsierraspreadThefulgentraysoffadingafternoon,ShowingeachutmostpeakandwatershedAllclarified,eachtasselandfestoonOffloatingcloudembroideredoverhead,Likelotus-leavesonbluestwatersstrewn,Flushingwithrose,whileallbreathesfreshandfreeInpeaceandamplitudeandblandtranquillity。
Dearweresucheveningstothisgentlepair;
Love’stidethatlaunchedonwithablasttoostrongSweepstowardthefoamingreef,thehiddensnare,Bafflingwithfondillusion’ssiren-song,Toofaint,onidleshoals,tolingerthereFarfromYouth’sglowingdream,borethemalong,WithpurplesailandsteeredbyseraphhandsToislesresplendentinthesunsetofromance。
Andoutofthisoldhouseafloweryfane,Abridalbower,apearlypleasure-dome,Theybuilt,andfurnisheditwithgoldandgrain,Andbadeallspiritsofbeautyhithercome,AndwingedLovetoenterwithhistrainAndblesstheirpillow,andinthishishomeMakethemhispriestsasHerowasofyoreInhersweetgirlhoodbytheblueDardanianshore。
Tree-ferns,therefore,andpottedpalmstheybrought,Tripodsandurnsinrareandcurioustaste,PolychromechestsandcabinetsinwroughtWithpearlandivoryetchedandinterlaced;
Pendantbrocadeswithmassivebraidwerecaught,Andchain-slung,orientallampssoplacedTolighttheloungeronsomelowdivan,SunkeninswellingdownandsilksfromHindustan。
Andtherewasspread,upontheamplefloors,WorkoftheLevantine’slaboriousloom,SuchasbyEuxineorIonianshoresCarpetsthedimseraglio’sscentedgloom。
Eachmornrenewed,thegarden’sflowerystoresBlushedinfairvases,ochreandpeach-bloom,AndlittlebirdsthroughwickerdoorsleftwideFlewintotrillaspacefromthegreenworldoutside。
Andtherewasmanyadaintyattitude,Bronzeandeburnean。Allbutdisarrayed,HereineternaldoubtsweetPsychestoodFainofthebath’sdelight,yetstillafraidLestaughtinthatpalatialsolitudeLurkedofmostmenacetoahelplessmaid。
Thereforeforeverfalteringshestands,Noryetthelastloosefoldslipsripplingfromherhands。
Closebyuponaberylcolumn,cladInthefreshflowerofadolescentgrace,TheysetthedearBithynianshepherdlad,ThenudeAntinous。Thatgentleface,Foreverbeautiful,foreversad,Showsbutoneaspect,moon-like,toourgaze,YetFancypictureshowthoselipscouldsmileAtrevelriesinRome,andbanquetsontheNile。
AndtherewereshapesofBeautymyriadsmore,Clusteringtheirrosybridalbedaround,WhosescentedbreadthasilkenfabricworeBroideredwithpeacockhuesoncreamiestground,FittohavegracedthebargethatCydnusboreOrVenus’bedinherenchantedmound,WhilepillowsswelledinstuffsofOrientdyes,AllbroideredwithstrangefruitsandbirdsofParadise。
’TwassuchabowerasYouthhasvisionsof,Thitherwithonefairspirittoretire,Lieuponrose-leaves,sleepandwakewithLoveAndfeastonkissestotheheart’sdesire;
Wherebyacasementopeningonagrove,Widetothewood-windsandthesweetbirds’choir,Agirlmightstandandgazeintogreenboughs,LikeCredheatthewindowofhergoldenhouse。
OrmostlikeVivien,theenchantingfay,Wherewithherfriend,inthestrangetowertheyplanned,Sheliesanddreamseternityaway,AbovethetreetopsinBroceliande,SometimesattwilightwhenthewoodsaregrayAndwolf-packshowlfaroutacrossthelande,Wakingtolove,whileupbehindthetreesThelargemidsummermoonlifts——evensolovedthese。
Forhere,theirpleasurewastocomeandsitOftwhenthesunslopedmidwaytothewest,WatchingwithsweetenjoymentinterknitThelonglightslantacrossthegreenearth’sbreast,Andcloudsupontherangesopposite,Rolledupintoagleamingthundercrest,Toppleandbreakandfallinpurplerain,Andmistofsummershowerstrailoutacrosstheplain。
Whereontheshaftsofardentlight,far-flungAcrosstheluminousazureoverhead,OfttimesinarcsoftransientbeautyhungThefragmentaryrainbow’sgreenandred。
Joyitwasheretoloveandtobeyoung,Towatchthesunsinktohiswesternbed,AndstreamingbackoutoftheirflamingcoreThevesperalaurora’sgloriousbannerssoar。
Tingingeachaltitudeofheaveninturn,Thosefieryrayswouldsweep。ThecumuliThatpeepedabovethemountain-topswouldburnCarmineaspace;thecirrus-whorlsonhigh,Moredelicatethanspraysofmaidenfern,Streakwithpalerosethepeacock-breastedsky,Thenblanch。Aswater-liliesfoldatnight,Sankbackintothemselvesthoseplumesoffervidlight。
Andtheywouldwatchthefirstfaintstarsappear,TheblueEastblendwiththebluehillsbelow,AsloverswhentheirshudderingblissdrawsnearIntoonepulseoffluidrapturegrow。
NewfragranceonthefresheningatmosphereWouldstealwithevening,andthesunsetglowDrawdeeperdownintothewondrouswestRoundvalesofProserpineandislandsoftheblest。
Soduskwouldcomeandminglelakeandshore,Thesnow-peaksfadetofrostyopaline,Topearlthedomedcloudsthemountainsbore,Wherelatethesun’seffulgentfirehadbeen——
ShowingasdarknessdeepenedmoreandmoreTheincandescentlightningsflarewithin,AndNightthatfurlsthelilyintheglenAndtwinesimpatientarmswouldfall,andthen——andthen……
Sometimesthepeasant,cominglatefromtownWithemptypanniersonhislittledrovePasttheoldlookoutwhentheNorthernCrownGlitteredwithCygnusthroughthescentedgrove,Wouldhearsoftnoiseoflute-stringswafteddownAndvoicessingingthroughtheleavesaboveThosesongsthatwellfromthewarmheartthatwoosAtbalconiesinMeridaorVeraCruz。
Andhewouldpauseunderthegardenwall,Caughtinthespellofthatvoluptuousstrain,WithallthesultrySouthinit,andallItsimportunityofloveandpain;
AndhewouldwaittillthelastpassionatefallDiedonthenight,andallwasstillagain,——
Thentohisuplandvillagewanderhome,Marvellingwhencethatfloodofelfinsongmightcome。
OlyrethatLove’swhiteholyhandscaress,Youth,fromthybosomwelledtheirpassionatelays——
SweetopportunityforhappinessSobrief,sopassingbeautiful——Odays,Whentotheheart’sdivineindulgencesAllearthinsmilingministrationpays——
Thinewasthesourcewhoseplenitude,pastover,Whatprizeshallresttopluck,whatsecrettodiscover!
ThewakeofcolorthatfollowsherwhenMayWalksonthehillsloose-hairedanddaisy-crowned,Thedeephorizonsofasummer’sday,Faircities,andthepleasuresthataboundWheremusiccalls,andcrowdsinbrightarrayGatherbynighttofindandtobefound;
WhatweretheseworthoralldelightfulthingsWithoutthineeyestoreadtheirtrueinterpretings!
Fortheethemountainsopengloriousgates,Totheewhitearmsputoutfromorientskies,Earth,likeajewelledbrideforoneshewaits,Decksbuttobedeliciousinthineeyes,Thouguestofhonorforoneday,whosefetesEternityhastravailedtodevise;
Ah,gracethemwellinthebriefhourtheylast!
Another’sturnprepares,anotherfollowsfast。
YetnotwithoutonefondmemorialLetmysunsetwhofoundtheworldsofair!
Frailverse,whenTimethesinger’scoronalHasrent,andstrippedtherose-leavesfromhishair,Bethoumytabletonthetemplewall!
Amongthepioustestimonialsthere,WitnesshowsweetlyonmyheartaswellThemiraclesofdawnandstarryeveningfell!
Speakofonethenwhohadthelusttofeel,And,fromthehuesthatfarhorizonstake,Andcloudandsunset,drankthewildappeal,Toodeeptoliveforaughtbutlife’ssweetsake,WhoseonlymotivewasthewilltokneelWhereBeauty’spurestbenedictionspake,WhoonlycovetedwhatgroveandfieldAndsunshineandgreenEarthandtenderarmscouldyield——
Anympholept,throughpleasantdaysanddrearSeekinghisfaultlessadolescentdream,ApilgrimdownthepathsthatdisappearInmistandrainbowsontheworld’sextreme,AhelplessvoyagerwhoalltoonearThemouthofLife’sfairflower-borderedstream,ClutchedatLove’ssinglerespiteinhisneedMorethanthedrowningswimmerclutchesatareed——
ThatcomingonewhosefeetinotherdaysShallbleedlikemineforeverhaving,moreThananypurpose,felttheneedtopraiseAndseektheangelicimagetoadore,InlovewithLove,itswonderful,sweetwaysCountingwhatmostmakeslifeworthlivingfor,ThatsosomerelicmaybehistoseeHowIlovedthesethingstooandtheyweredeartome。
IsometimesthinkaconscioushappinessMantlesthroughalltherose’ssentientvineWhensummerwindswithmyriadcalycesOfbloomitsclamberingheightincarnadine;
Isometimesthinkthatcleavinglips,noless,AndlimbsthatcrowneddesiresatlengthentwineArenervesthroughwhichthatbeingdrinksdelight,WhoseframeisthegreenEarthrobedroundwithdayandnight。
Andsuchweretheirs:thetravellerwithout,Pausingatnightundertheorchardtrees,Wonderedandcrossedhimselfinholydoubt,ForthroughtheirsongandinthemurmuringbreezeItseemedangelicchoirswereallaboutMinglinginuniversalharmonies,Asthough,responsivetothechordstheywoke,AllNatureintosweetepithalamiumbroke。
Andstilltheythinkaspirithauntstheplace:
’Tissaid,whenNighthasdrawnherjewelledpallAndthroughthebranchestwinklingfirefliestraceTheirmimicconstellations,ifitfallThatoneshouldseethemoonrisethroughthelaceOfblossomyboughsabovethegardenwall,ThatsurelywouldhetakegreatillthereofAndfamishinafitofunexpressivelove。
ButthisIknownot,forwhattimethewainWasloosenedandthelily’spetalfurled,ThenIwouldrise,climbtheoldwallagain,Andpausinglookforthonthesundownworld,Scanthewidereachesofthewondrousplain,Thehamletsiteswheresettlingsmokelaycurled,Thepoplar-borderedroads,andfarawayFairsnowpeakscoloredwiththesun’slastray。
Wavesoffaintsoundwouldpulsatefromafar——
Faintsongandpreludesofthesummernight;
DeepinthecloudlesswesttheeveningstarHung’twixttheorangeandtheemeraldlight;
FromthedarkvalewhereshadescrepuscularDimmedtheoldgrove-girtbelfryglimmeringwhite,Throbbing,asgentlestbreezesroseorfell,Camethesweetinvocationoftheeveningbell。
TheTortureofCuauhtemocTheirstrengthhadfedonthiswhenDeath’swhitearmsCamesleevedinvaporsandmiasmaldew,Curlingacrossthejungle’sfernyfloor,Beckingeachfeveredbrain。Onbleakdivides,WhereSleepgrewniggardlyfornippingcoldThattwingedbluelipsintoamouthedcurse,NotbacktoSevilleanditssunnyplainsWingedtheirbrief-bidingdreams,butonceagain,LordsofapalaceinTenochtitlan,TheyguardedMontezuma’streasure-hoard。
Gold,likesomefinnyharvestofthesea,Pouredoutkneedeeparoundtheriftedfloors,Shinyandsparkling,——armsandcrownsandrings:
Gold,sweettotoywithasbelovedhair,——
Toplungethelustful,crawlingfingersdown,Armselbowdeep,anddrawthemoutagain,Andwatchtheglintingmetaltrickleoff,Evenasatnightsomefisherman,homeboundWithspeckledcargoinhishollowkeelCaughtoffCampecheortheIsleofPines,Dipsinhispaddle,liftsitforthagain,AndlaughstoseetheluminouswhitedropsFallbackinflakesoffire……GoldwasthedreamThatcheeredthatdesperateenterprise。Andnow?……
VictorywaitedonthearmsofSpain,Fallenwasthelovelycitybythelake,ThesunnyVeniceofthewesternworld;
Theremanycorpses,rottinginthewind,Pokedupstifflimbs,butintheleprousragsNojewelcaughtthesun,notawnychainGleamed,asthepryinghalberdsrakedthemo’er。
Pillagethatranred-handedthroughthestreetsCamerailinghomeateveningempty-palmed;
Andthey,onthatsadnightatwelvemonthgone,Who,ouncebyounce,dearastheirownlife’sbloodRetreating,castthecumbrousloadaway:
They,whenbrownfoemenloppedthebridgesdown,WhotippedthongedchestsintothestreambelowAndoverwealththatmighthaveransomedkingsPassedontosafety;——cheated,guerdonless——
Found(throughtheirfingersthebrightbootyslipped)
Acitynaked,ofthatgoldendreamShorninonemomentlikeasunsetsky。
DeepinachamberthatnocheerfulrayPurgedofdampair,whereinunbrokennightBlackscorpionsnestedinthesootybeams,Helplessandmanacledtheyledhimdown——
Cuauhtemotzin——andotherlordsbeside——
Allchieftainsofthepeople,heroesall——
AndstrippedtheirfeatheredrobesandboundthemthereOnshortstonesettlesslopingtothehead,Butwherethefeetprojected,underneathHeapedtheredcoals。Theirswarthyfrontsillumed,ThebeardedSpaniards,helmedandhaubergeoned,Pacedupanddownbeneaththeluridvault。
Somekneelingfannedtheglowingbraziers;someStoodatthesufferers’headsandallthewhileHissedintheirears:\"Thegold……thegold……thegold。
Wherehaveyehiddenit——thechestedgold?
Speak——andthetormentscease!\"
Theyanswerednot。
PastthoseproudlipswhosekeytheirsovereignclaimedNoaccentfelltochideortobetray,OnlyitchancedthatboundbesidethekingLayonewhomNature,morethanothermenFramingfordelicateandperfumedease,Notyet,alongthehappywaysofYouth,HadweanedfromgentleusagessofarToteachthatfortitudethatwarriorsfeelAndgloryintheproof。Heanswerednot,Butwrithingwithintolerablepain,Convulsedineverylimb,andallhisfaceWroughttodistortionwiththeagony,Turnedonhislordalookofwildappeal,Thesecrethalfatrembleonhislips,Lividandquivering,thatwaitedyetForleave——forleavetoutterit——onesign——
Oneword——onelittleword——toeasehispain。
Asonereclininginthebanquethall,Proppedonanelbow,garlandedwithflowers,SawlustandgreedandboisterousrevelrySurgeroundhimonthetidesofwine,buthe,Staunchintheethicofanantiqueschool——
StoicorCynicorofPyrrho’smind——
Withsteadyeyessurveyedtheunbridledscene,Himselfimpassive,silent,self-contained:
SosattheIndianprince,withbrowunblanched,Amidthetorturedandthetorturers。
Hewhohadseenhishopesmadedesolate,Hisrealmdespoiled,hisearlycrowndeprivedhim,AndwatchedwhilePestilenceandFaminepiledHisstrickenpeopleintheirreekingdoors,WhenceglassyeyeslookedoutandleanbrownarmsStretcheduptogreethiminonelastfarewellAsbackandforthhepacedalongthestreetsWithwordsofhopelesscomfort——whatwasthisThatoneshouldweakennow?Heweakenednot。
Whate’erwasinhisheart,heneitherdealtInpitynorinscorn,but,turninground,Metthatrackedvisagewithhisownunmoved,Bentonthesuffererhismildcalmeyes,Andwhilethepangssmotesharper,inavoice,AswhowouldspeaknotallingentlenessNoralldisdain,said:\"Yes!Andam-I-thenUponabedofroses?\"
Stungwithshame——
Shamebittererthanhisanguish——tobetraySuchcowardicebeforethemanheloved,Andmeritsuchrebuke,theboygrewcalm;
Andstilledhisstrugglinglimbsandmoaningcries,Andshookawayhistears,andstrovetosmile,Andturnedhisfaceagainstthewall——anddied。
TheNympholeptTherewasaboy——notabovechildishfears——
Withstepsthatfalterednowandstrainingears,Timid,irresolute,yetdauntlessstill,Whoonebrightdawn,wheneachremotesthillStoodsharpandclearinHeaven’suncloudedblueAndallEarthshimmeredwithfresh-beadeddew,Riseninthefirstbeamsofthegladdeningsun,Walkedupintothemountains。OnebyoneEachtoweringtrunkbeneathhissturdystrideFellback,andeverwiderandmorewideTheboundlessprospectopened。Longhestrayed,FromdawntillthelasttraceofslantingshadeHadvanishedfromthecanyons,and,dismayedAtthatfarlengthtowhichhispathhadled,Hepaused——atsuchaheightwhereoverheadThecloudshungclose,theaircamethinandchill,Andallwashushedandcalmandverystill,Save,fromabysmalgorges,wherethesoundOftumblingwatersrose,andallaroundThepines,bythosekeenuppercurrentsblown,Mutteredinmultitudinousmonotone。
Here,withthewindinlovelylockslaidbare,Witharmsoftraisedindedicativeprayer,Lostinmuteraptureandadoringwonder,Hestood,tillthefarnoiseofnoontidethunder,RolleddownuponthemuffledharmoniesOfwindandwaterfallandwhisperingtrees,Madelonelinessmorelone。SomePanicfearWouldseizehimthen,astheywhoseemedtohearInTracianvalleysorThessalianwoodsThegod’shallooingwaketheleafysolitudes;
Ithinkitwasthesame:somepiercingsenseOfDeity’spervasiveimmanence,TheLifethatvisibleNaturedothindwellGrowngreatandnearandallbutpalpable……
Hemightnotlinger,butwithwingedstridesLikeonepursued,fleddownthemountain-sides——
Downthelongridgethatedgedthesteepravine,Bygladeandflowerylawnanduplandgreen,AndneverpausednorfeltassuredagainButwherethegrassyfoothillsopened。Then,WhileshadowslengthenedontheplainbelowAndthesunvanishedandthesunset-glowLookedbackupontheworldwithfervideyeThroughthebarredwindowsofthewesternsky,Homewardhefared,whilemanyalookbehindShowedtherecedingrangesdim-outlined,Highlandandhollowwherehispathhadlain,Veiledindeeppurpleofthemountainrain。
TheWandererToseethecloudshisspirityearnedtowardsoOvernewmountainspiledandunploughedwaves,Backofold-storiedspiresandarchitravesTowatchArcturusriseorFomalhaut,Androusedbystreet-criesinstrangetongueswhendayFloodedwithgoldsomedomedmetropolis,BetweennewtowerstowakenandnewblissSpreadonhispillowinawondrousway:
Thesewerehisjoys。Oftunderbulgingcrates,Comingtomarketwithhismorningload,ThepeasantfoundhimearlyonhisroadTogreetthesunriseatthecity-gates,——
Therewherethemeadowswakeninitsrays,Goldenwithmist,andthegreatroadscommence,Andbackward,wherethechimney-topsaredense,Cathedral-archesglimmerthroughthehaze。
Whitedunesthatbreakingshowastripofsea,Aplowmanandhisteamagainsttheblue,Swisspasturesmusicalwithcowbells,too,Andpoplar-linedcanalsinPicardie,Andcoast-townswherethevulturesbackandforthSailinthecleardepthsofthetropicsky,AndswallowsinthesunsetwheretheyflyOvergrayGothiccitiesinthenorth,Andthewine-cellarandthechorusthere,Thedance-hallandafaceamongthecrowd,——
WerealldelightsthatmadehimsingaloudForjoytosojourninaworldsofair。
BackofhisfootstepsashejourneyedfellRangeafterrange;aheadbluehillsemerged。
BeforehimtirelesstoapplauditsurgedThesweetinterminablespectacle。
AndlikethewestbehindasundownseaShonethepastjoyshismemoryretraced,AndbrightastheblueeasthealwaysfacedBeckonedthelovesandjoysthatweretobe。
FromeverybranchablossomforhisbrowHegathered,singingdownLife’sflower-linedroad,AndyouthimpelledhisspiritashestrodeLikewingedVictoryonthegalley’sprow。
ThatLovelinesswhosebeingsunandstar,GreenEarthanddawnandambereveningrobe,ThatlampwhereoftheopalescentglobeTheseason’semulativesplendorsare,ThatveileddivinitywhosebeamstranspireFromeveryporeofuniversalspace,Asthefairsoulillumesthelovelyface——
Thatwashisguest,hispassion,hisdesire。
HishearttheloveofBeautyheldashidesOnegemmostpureacasketofpuregold。
Itwastoorichalesserthingtohold;
Itwasnotlargeenoughforaughtbesides。
TheNeedtoLoveTheneedtolovethatallthestarsobeyEnteredmyheartandbanishedallbeside。
BarewerethegardenswhereIusedtostray;
Fadedtheflowersthatonetimesatisfied。
Beforethebeautyofthewestonfire,Themoonlithillsfromcloister-casementsviewed,Cloud-likearosetheimageofdesire,Andcastoutpeaceandmaddenedsolitude。
IsoughttheCityandthehopesitheld:
Withsmokeandbroodingvaporsintercurled,Asthethickroofsandwallsclose-paralleledShutoutthefairhorizonsoftheworld——
Atruantfromthefieldsandrusticjoy,InmychangedthoughtthatimageevensoShutoutthegodsIworshippedasaboyAndallthepuredelightsIusedtoknow。
OftentheveilhastrembledatsometideOflovelyreminiscenceandrevealedHowmuchofbeautyNatureholdsbesideSweetlipsthatsacrificeandarmsthatyield:
Clouds,window-framed,beyondthehuddledeavesWhensummercumulatestheirgoldenchains,Orfromtheparksthesmellofburningleaves,Fragrantofchildhoodinthecountrylanes,Anorgan-grinder’smelancholytuneInrainystreets,orfromanatticsillTheblueskiesofawindyafternoonWhereourkitesclimbedoncefromsomegrassyhill:
AndmysouloncemorewouldbewrappedentireInthepurepeaceandblessingofthoseyearsBeforethefierceinfectionofDesireHadravagedalltheflesh。ThroughstartingtearsShonethatlostParadise;but,ifitdid,Againerelongtheprison-shadeswouldfallThatYouthcondemnsitselftowalkamid,Sonarrow,butsobeautifulwithal。
AndIhavefollowedFamewithlessdevotion,AndkeptnorealambitionbuttoseeRisefromthefoamofNature’ssunlitoceanMydreamofpalpabledivinity;
AndaughttheworldcontendsfortomineeyeSeemednotsorealameaningofsuccessAsonlyoncetoclaspbeforeIdieMyvisionofembodiedhappiness。
ElExtraviadoOvertheradiantridgesborneoutontheoffshorewind,IhavesailedasabutterflysailswhoseprimingwingsunfurledLeavethefamiliargardensandvisitedfieldsbehindTofollowacloudintheeastrose-flushedontherimoftheworld。
IhavestrayedfromthetroddenhighwayforwalkingwithupturnedeyesOnthewayofthewindinthetreetops,andthedriftofthetintedrack。
ForthewilltobelosingnowonderofsunnyorstarlitskiesIhavechosenthesodformypillowandathreadbarecoatformyback。
Eveningofamplehorizons,opaline,delicate,pure,Shadowofcloudsongreenvalleys,trailedovermeadowsandtrees,CitiesofardentadventurewheretheharvestsofJoymature,Forestswhosemurmuringvoicesareamorousprophecies,Worldofromanceandprofusion,stillroundmyjourneyspreadTheglamours,theglints,theenthralments,thenurtureofonewhosefeetFromhoursunblessedbybeautynorlightedbylovehavefledAstheshadeofthetombonhispathwayandthescentofthewinding-sheet。
InevercouldrestfromrovingnorputfrommyheartthisneedTobeseeinghowlovablyNatureinflowerandfacehathwrought,——
InflowerandmeadowandmountainandheavenwherethewhitecloudsbreedAndthecunningofsilkenmesheswheretheheart’sdesireliescaught。
Overtheazureexpanses,ontheoffshorebreezesborne,Ihavesailedasabutterflysails,norreckedwheretheimpulseled,Sufficedwiththesunshineandfreedom,thewarmthandthesummermorn,Theinfiniteglorysurrounding,theinfiniteblueahead。
LaNueOftwhensweetmusicundulatedround,LikethefullmoonoutofaperfumedseaThineimagefromthewavesofblissfulsoundRoseandthysuddenlightilluminedme。
Andinthecountry,leafandflowerandairWouldalterandtheeternalshapeemerge;
Becausetheyspokeoftheethefieldsseemedfair,AndJoytowaitatthehorizon’sverge。
Thelittlecloud-gapsintheeastthatfilledGrayafternoonswithbitsoftenderestblueWerewindowsinapalacepearly-silledThatthyvoluptuoustraitscameglimmeringthrough。
Andinthecity,dominantdesireForwhichmentoilwithinitsprison-bars,IwatchedthywhitefeetmovinginthemireAndthywhiteforeheadhidamongthestars。
Mystical,feminine,provoking,nude,Radianttherewithrosyarmsoutspread,Sumoffulfillment,sovereignattitude,Sensualwithlaughinglipsandthrown-backhead,Drapedintherainbowonthesummerhills,Hiddeninsea-mistdownthehotcoast-line,Couchedonthecloudsthatfierysunsetfills,Blessed,remote,impersonal,divine;
Thegoldallcolorandgracearefoldedo’er,Thewarmthallbeautyandtendernessembower,——
ThouquiverestatNature’sperfumedcore,Thepistilofamyriad-petalledflower。
Roundtheerevolves,illimitablywide,Theworld’sdesire,asstarsaroundtheirpole。
RoundtheeallearthlylovelinessbesideIsbuttheradiate,infiniteaureole。
Thouartthepoemonthecosmicpage——
Inrubricwrittenonitsgoldenground——
ThatNaturepaintsherflowersandfoliageAndrich-illuminedcommentaryround。
Thouarttherosethattheworld’ssmilesandtearsHoveraboutlikebutterfliesandbees。
ThouartthethemethemusicofthespheresEchoesinendless,variantharmonies。
Thouarttheidolinthealtar-nicheFacedbyLove’scongregatedworshippers,ThouarttheholysacramentroundwhichThevastcathedralistheuniverse。
Thouartthesecretinthecrystalwhere,ForthelastlightuponthemysteryMan,Inhislonetowerandultimatedespair,Searchedthegray-beardedZoroastrian。
Andsoftandwarmasinthemagicsphere,Deep-orbedasinitserubescentfire,Soinmyheartthineimagewouldappear,Curledroundwiththeredflamesofmydesire。
AllThat’sNotLove……
Allthat’snotloveisthedearthofmydays,Theleavesofthevolumewithrubricunwrit,Thetempleintimeswithoutprayer,withoutpraise,Thealtarunsetandthecandleunlit。
LetmesurvivenotthelovableswayOfearlydesire,norseewhenitgoesThecourtsofLife’sabbeyinivieddecay,Whencesometimesweetanthemsandincensearose。
ThedelicatehuesofitssevenfoldringsTherainbowoutlivesnot;theiryellowandblueThebutterflyseesnotdissolvefromhiswings,Butevenwiththeirbeautylifefadesfromthemtoo。
NomorewouldIlingerpastLove’sardentboundsNorliveforaughtelsebutthejoythatitcraves,That,burdenandessenceofallthatsurrounds,Isthesonginthewindandthesmileonthewaves。
ParisI
First,London,foritsmyriads;foritsheight,Manhattanheapedintoweringstalagmite;
ButParisforthesmoothnessofthepathsThatleadtheheartuntotheheart’sdelight……
FairloitereronthethresholdofthosedaysWhenthere’snolovelierprizetheworlddisplaysThan,havingbeautyandyourtwentyyears,Youhavethemeanstoconquerandtheways,AndcomingwherethecrossroadsseparateAnddowneachvistagloriesandwonderswait,CrowningeachpathwithpinnaclessofairYouknownotwhichtochoose,andhesitate——
Oh,gotoParis……InthemiddaygloomOfsomeoldquartertakealittleroomThatlooksoffoverParisanditstowersFromSaintGervaisroundtotheEmperor’sTomb,——
SohighthatyoucanhearamatingdoveCroondownthechimneyfromtheroofabove,SeeNotreDameandknowhowsweetitisTowakebetweenOurLadyandourlove。
AndhavealittlebalconytobringFairplantstofillwithverdureandblossoming,Thatsparrowsseek,tofeedfromprettyhands,AndswallowscircleoverintheSpring。
ThereofaneveningyoushallsitateaseInthesweetmonthoffloweringchestnut-trees,Therewithyourlittledarlinginyourarms,Yourprettydark-eyedManonorLouise。
AndlookingoutoverthedomesandtowersThatchimethefleetingquartersandthehours,WhilethebrightcloudsbankedeastwardbackofthemBlushinthesunset,pinkashawthornflowers,Youcannotfailtothink,asIhavedone,Someoflife’sendsattained,soyoubeoneWhomeasureslife’sattainmentbythehoursThatJoyhasrescuedfromoblivion。
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Comeoutintotheeveningstreets。Thegreenlightlessensinthewest。
Thecitylaughsandliveliestherfervidpulseofpleasurebeats。
ThebelfryonSaintSeverinstrikeseightacrossthesmokingeaves:
ComeoutunderthelightsandleavestotheReineBlancheonSaintGermain……
Nowcrowdeddinersfillthefloorofbrasserieandrestaurant。
Shrillvoicescry\"L’Intransigeant,\"andcornersecho\"Paris-Sport。\"
Whererowsoftablesfromthestreetarescreenedwithshootsofboxandbay,Theraggedminstrelssingandplayandgathersousfromthosethateat。
Andoldmenstandwithmenu-cards,invitingpassers-bytodineOnthebrightterracesthatlinetheLatinQuarterboulevards……
But,havingdrunkandeatenwell,’tispleasantthentostrollalongAndminglewiththemerrythrongthatpromenadesonSaintMichel。
Heresauntertypesofeverysort。Theshoddyjostlewiththechic:
TurkandRoumanianandGreek;studentandofficerandsport;