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  \"Iain’tagoin’tosithereallnight!\"

  Hiswifemadewhathastehernervousnesswouldallow,andtheysoonsatdowntotea。Jack,theeldestson,wassulky,andhisfathermutteredsomethingaboutknockingthesulksoutofhimwithanaxe。

  \"What’sannoyedyou,Jack?\"askedhismother,humbly。

  Hescowledandmadenoanswer。

  Theyoungerchildren——threeboysandagirl——beganquarrellingassoonastheysatdown。Wylieyelledatthemnowandthen,andgrumbledatthecooking,andathiswifefornotbeingabletokeepthechildrenquiet。Itwas:\"Marther!youdidn’tputnosugarinmytea。\"\"Mother,Jimmy’sgotmyplace;makehimmove。\"

  \"Mawther!dospeaktothisFred。\"\"Oh!father,thisbigbruteofaHarry’skickin’me!\"Andsoon。

  II。

  Whenthemiserablemealwasover,Wyliegotaropeandabutcher’sknife,andwentouttoslaughterthesteer;butfirsttherewasarow,becausehethought——orpretendedtothink——thatsomebodyhadbeenusinghisknife。Helassoedthebeast,drewituptotherails,andslaughteredit。

  Meanwhile,Jackandhisnextbrothertookanoldgun,letthedogsloose,andwent’possumshooting。

  PresentlyWyliecameinagain,satdownbythefire,andsmoked。

  Thechildrenquarrelledoveraboy’sbook;Mrs。Wyliemadeweakattemptstokeepthepeace,buttheytooknonoticeofher。Suddenlyherhusbandrosewithanoath,seizedthenovel,andthrewitbehindthefire。

  \"Gittobed!gittobed!\"heroaredatthechildren;\"gittobed,orI’llsmashyourbrainswiththeaxe!\"

  Theygottobed。Itwasmadeofsaplingsandbark,coveredwiththreebushel-bagsfullofstrawandoldpiecesofblanketsewntogether。

  Thechildrenquarrelledinbedtilltheirfathertookoffhisbeltand\"wentinto\"them,accordingtopromise。Therewasasuddenhush,followedbyasoundlikeabird-clapper;thenhowls;thenapeacefulcalmfelluponthathappyhome。

  Wyliewentoutagain,andwasabsentanhour;onhisreturnhesatbythefireandsmokedsullenly。Afterawhilehesnatchedthepipefromhismouth,andlookedimpatientlyattheoldwoman。

  \"Oh!forGod’ssake,gittobed,\"hesnapped,\"anddon’tbeasittin’therelikeablarstedfuneral!You’reenoughtogiveamanthedismals。\"

  Mrs。Wyliegathereduphersewingandretired。Thenhesaidtohisdaughter:

  \"Youcomeandholdthecandle。\"

  Maryputonherhoodandfollowedherfathertotheyard。

  Thecarcaselayclosetotherails,againstwhichtwosheetsofbarkhadbeenraisedasabreak-wind。Thebeasthadbeenpartlyskinned,andaportionofthehide,whereabrandmighthavebeen,wascarefullyturnedback。Marynoticedthisatonce。

  Herfatherwentonwithhiswork,andoccasionallygrumbledatherfornotholdingthecandleright。

  \"Wheredidyoubuythesteer,father?\"sheasked。

  \"Asknoquestionsandhearnolies。\"Thenheadded,\"Carn’tyouseeit’saclearskin?\"

  Shehadakeensenseofhumour,andtheideaofa\"`clearskin’steer\"

  wouldhaveamusedheratanyothertime。Shedidn’tsmilenow。

  Heturnedthecarcaseover;theloosehidefellback,andthelightshoneonadistinctbrand。WhiteasasheetwentMary’sface,andherhandtrembledsothatshenearlyletthecandlefall。

  \"Whatareyouadoin’ofnow?\"shoutedherfather。\"Holdthecandle,carn’tyou?You’reworsethantheoldwoman。\"

  \"Father!thebeastisbranded!See!————WhatdoesPBstandfor?\"

  \"PoorBeggar,likemyself。Holdthecandle,carn’tyou?——

  andholdyourtongue。\"

  Marywasstartledagainbyhearingthetreadofahorse,butitwasonlytheoldgreymunchinground。Herfatherfinishedskinning,anddrewthecarcaseuptoamake-shift\"gallows\"。\"Nowyoucangotobed,\"

  hesaid,inagentlertone。

  Shewenttoherbedroom——asmall,low,slabskillion,builtontotheendofthehouse——andfellonherkneesbythebunk。

  \"Godhelpme!Godhelpusall!\"shecried。

  Shelaydown,butcouldnotsleep。Shewasnervouslyill——nearlymad,becauseofthedark,disgracefulcloudoftroublewhichhungoverherhome。

  Alwaysintrouble——alwaysintrouble。Itstartedlongago,whenherfavouritebrotherTomranaway。Shewaslittlemorethanachildthen,intenselysensitive;andwhenshesatintheoldbarkschoolshefanciedthattheotherchildrenwerethinkingorwhisperingtoeachother,\"Herbrother’sinprison!

  MaryWylie’sbrother’sinprison!TomWylie’singaol!\"

  Shewasthinkingofitstill。Theywereeverwithher,thosehorribledaysandnightsofthefirstshadowofshame。

  Shehadthesamehorrorofevil,thesamefearfuldreadofdisgracethathermotherhad。Shehadbeenambitious;shehadmanagedtoreadmuch,andhadwilddreamsofgoingtothecityandrisingabovethecommonlevel,butthatwasallpastnow。

  Howcouldsherisewhenthecruelhandofdisgracewaseverreadytodragherdownatanymoment。\"Ah,God!\"shemoanedinhermisery,\"ifwecouldonlybebornwithoutkin——withnoonetodisgraceusbutourselves!It’scruel,God,it’scrueltosufferforthecrimesofothers!\"Shewasgettingselfishinhertroubles——

  likehermother。\"IwanttogoawayfromthebushandallIknow……

  OGod,helpmetogoawayfromthebush!\"Presentlyshefellasleep——ifsleepitmaybecalled——anddreamtofsailingaway,sailingawayfaroutontheseabeyondthehorizonofherdread。

  Thencameahorriblenightmare,inwhichsheandallherfamilywerearrestedforaterriblecrime。Shewokeinafright,andsawareddishglareonthewindow。Herfatherwaspokingroundsomelogswheretheyhadbeen\"burning-off\"。Apungentodourcamethroughabrokenpaneandturnedhersick。Hewasburningthehide。

  Wyliedidnotgotobedthatnight;hegothisbreakfastbeforedaylight,androdeupthroughthefrostygapwhilethestarswerestillout,carryingabagofbeefinfrontofhimonthegreyhorse。

  Marysaidnothingaboutthepreviousnight。Hermotherwonderedhowmuch\"father\"hadgivenforthesteer,andsupposedhehadgoneintotowntosellthehide;thepoorsoultriedtobelievethathehadcomebythesteerhonestly。Maryfriedsomemeat,andtriedtoeatitforhermother’ssake,butcouldmanageonlyafewmouthfuls。Mrs。Wyliealsoseemedtohavelostherappetite。

  Jackandhisbrother,whohadbeenoutallnight,madeaheartybreakfast。

  ThenJimmystartedtopegoutthe’possumskins,whileJackwenttolookforamissingpony。Marywaslefttomilkallthecows,andfeedthecalvesandpigs。

  Shortlyafterdinneroneofthechildrenrantothedoor,andcried:

  \"Why,mother——here’sthreemountedtrooperscomin’upthegully!\"

  \"Oh,myGod!\"criedthemother,sinkingbackinherchairandtremblinglikealeaf。Thechildrenranandhidinthescrub。

  Marystoodup,terriblycalm,andwaited。Theeldesttrooperdismounted,cametothedoor,glancedsuspiciouslyattheremainsofthemeal,andabruptlyaskedthedreadedquestion:

  \"Mrs。Wylie,where’syourhusband?\"

  Shedroppedthetea-cup,fromwhichshehadpretendedtobedrinkingunconcernedly。

  \"What?Why,whatdoyouwantmyhusbandfor?\"sheaskedinpitifuldesperation。SHElookedliketheguiltyparty。

  \"Oh,youknowwellenough,\"hesneeredimpatiently。

  Maryroseandfacedhim。\"Howdareyoutalktomymotherlikethat?\"

  shecried。\"IfmypoorbrotherTomwasonlyhere——you——youcoward!\"

  Theyoungesttrooperwhisperedsomethingtohissenior,andthen,stungbyasharpretort,said:

  \"Well,youneedn’tbeapig。\"

  Histwocompanionspassedthroughintothespareskillion,wheretheyfoundsomebeefinacask,andmorealreadysalteddownunderabagontheendofabench;thentheywentoutatthebackandhadalookatthecow-yard。Theyoungertrooperlingeredbehind。

  \"I’lltryandgetthemupthegullyonsomeexcuse,\"hewhisperedtoMary。

  \"Youplantthehidebeforewecomeback。\"

  \"It’stoolate。Lookthere!\"Shepointedthroughthedoorway。

  Theothertwowereatthelogswherethefirehadbeen;theburninghidehadstucktothelogsinplaceslikeglue。

  \"Wylie’safool,\"remarkedtheoldtrooper。

  III。

  Jackdisappearedshortlyafterhisfather’sarrestonachargeofhorseandcattle-stealing,andTom,theprodigal,turnedupunexpectedly。

  Hewasdifferentfromhisfatherandeldestbrother。

  Hehadanopengood-humouredface,andwasverykind-hearted;

  butwassubjecttopeculiarfitsofinsanity,duringwhichhedidwildandfoolishthingsforthemereloveofnotoriety。

  Hehadtwonatures——onebrightandgood,theothersullenandcriminal。

  Ataintofmadnessraninthefamily——camedownfromdrunkenandunprincipledfathersofdeadgenerations;

  underdifferentconditions,itmighthavedevelopedintogeniusinoneortwo——inMary,perhaps。

  \"Cheerup,oldwoman!\"criedTom,pattinghismotherontheback。

  \"We’llbehappyyet。I’vebeenwildandfoolish,Iknow,andgaveyousomeawfultrouble,butthat’salldonewith。

  Imeantokeepsteady,andby-and-byewe’llgoawaytoSydneyorQueensland。

  Giveusasmile,mother。\"

  Hegotsome\"grubbing\"todo,andforsixmonthskeptthefamilyinprovisions。Thenachangecameoverhim。Hebecamemoodyandsullen——

  evenbrutal。Hewouldsitforhoursandgrintohimselfwithoutanyapparentcause;thenhewouldstayawayfromhomefordaystogether。

  \"Tom’sgoingwrongagain,\"wailedMrs。Wylie。\"He’llgetintotroubleagain,Iknowhewill。Wearedisgracedenoughalready,Godknows。\"

  \"You’vedoneyourbest,mother,\"saidMary,\"andcandonomore。

  Peoplewillpityus;afterall,thethingitselfisnotsobadastheeverlastingdreadofit。Thiswillbealessonforfather——hewantedone——andmaybehe’llbeabetterman。\"

  (Sheknewbetterthanthat。)\"YOUdidyourbest,mother。\"

  \"Ah,Mary!youdon’tknowwhatI’vegonethroughthesethirtyyearsinthebushwithyourfather。I’vehadtogodownonmykneesandbegpeoplenottoprosecutehim——andthesamewithyourbrotherTom;

  andthisistheendofit。\"

  \"Bettertohaveletthemgo,mother;youshouldhaveleftfatherwhenyoufoundoutwhatsortofamanhewas;itwouldhavebeenbetterforall。\"

  \"Itwasmydutytostickbyhim,child;hewasmyhusband。

  Yourfatherwasalwaysabadman,Mary——abadman;Ifounditouttoolate。

  IcouldnottellyouaquarterofwhatIhavesufferedwithhim……

  Iwasproud,Mary;Iwantedmychildrentobebetterthanothers……

  It’smyfault;it’sajudgment……Iwantedtomakemychildrenbetterthanothers……Iwassoproud,Mary。\"

  Maryhadasweetheart,adrover,whowassupposedtobeinQueensland。

  Hehadpromisedtomarryher,andtakeherandhermotherawaywhenhereturned;atleast,shehadpromisedtomarryhimonthatcondition。

  Hehadnowbeenabsentonhislatesttripfornearlysixmonths,andtherewasnonewsfromhim。Shegotacopyofacountrypapertolookforthe\"stockpassings\";butastartlingheadlinecaughthereye:

  IMPUDENTATTEMPTATROBBERYUNDERARMS。

  ————

  \"AdroverknowntothepoliceasFrederickDunn,aliasDrew,wasarrestedlastweekat————\"

  Shereadtothebitterend,andburnedthepaper。Andtheshadowofanothertrouble,darkeranddrearierthanalltherest,wasuponher。

  SothelittleoutcastfamilyinLongGullyexistedforseveralmonths,seeingnoonesaveasympatheticoldsplitterwhowouldcomeandsmokehispipebythefireofnights,andtrytoconvincetheoldwomanthatmattersmighthavebeenworse,andthatshewouldn’tworrysomuchifsheknewthetroublesofsomeofourbiggestfamilies,andthatthingswouldcomeoutallrightandthelessonwoulddoWyliegood。

  Also,thatTomwasadifferentboyaltogether,andhadmoresensethantogowrongagain。\"Itwasnothing,\"hesaid,\"nothing;

  theydidn’tknowwhattroublewas。\"

  Butoneday,whenMaryandhermotherwerealone,thetrooperscameagain。

  \"Mrs。Wylie,where’syoursonTom?\"theyasked。

  Shesatstill。Shedidn’tevencry,\"Oh,myGod!\"

  \"Don’tbefrightened,Mrs。Wylie,\"saidoneofthetroopers,gently。

  \"Itain’tformuchanyway,andmaybeTom’llbeabletoclearhimself。\"

  Marysankonherkneesbyhermother’sside,crying\"Speaktome,mother。

  Oh,myGod,she’sdying!Speakformysake,mother。Don’tdie,mother;

  it’sallamistake。Don’tdieandleavemeherealone。\"

  Butthepooroldwomanwasdead……

  Wyliecameouttowardstheendoftheyear,andafewweekslaterhebroughthomea——anotherwoman。

  IV。

  BobBentley,generalhawker,wascampingundersomerocksbythemainroad,nearthefootofLongGully。Hismatewasfastasleepunderthetiltedtrap。

  Bobstoodwithhisbacktothefire,hispipeinhismouth,andhishandsclaspedbehindhim。Thefirelituptheundersidesofthebranchesabove;

  anativebearsatinaforkblinkingdownatit,whilethemoonabovehimshowedeveryhaironhisears。Fromamongthetreescamethepleasantjingleofhobble-chains,theslowtreadofhoofs,andthe\"crunch,crunch\"atthegrass,asthehorsesmovedaboutandgrazed,nowinmoonlight,nowinthesoftshadows。\"OldThunder\",abigblackdogofnoparticularbreed,gaveameaninglookathismaster,andstarteduptheridge,followedbyseveralsmallerdogs。SoonBobheardfromthehillsidethe\"hy-yi-hi,whomp,whomp,whomp!\"ofoldThunder,andtheyop-yop-yoppingofthesmallerfry——theyhadtree’da’possum。

  Bobthrewhimselfonthegrass,andpretendedtobeasleep。

  Therewasasoundasofasizeableboulderrollingdownthehill,andpresentlyThundertrottedroundthefiretoseeifhismasterwouldcome。

  Bobsnored。Thedoglookedsuspiciouslyathim,trottedroundonceortwice,andasalastresourcegavehimtwogreatslobberylicksacrosstheface。

  Bobgotupwithagood-naturedoath。

  \"Well,oldparty,\"hesaidtoThunder,\"you’reathunderingoldnuisance;

  butIs’poseyouwon’tbesatisfiedtillIcome。\"Hegotagunfromthewaggonette,loadedit,andstarteduptheridge;

  oldThunderrushingtoandfrotoshowtheway——asiftherowtheotherdogsweremakingwasn’tenoughtoguidehismaster。

  WhenBobreturnedwiththe’possumshewasstartledtoseeawomaninthecamp。Shewassittingonalogbythefire,withherelbowsonherkneesandherfaceinherhands。

  \"Why——whatthedev——whoareyou?\"

  Thegirlraisedawhitedesperatefacetohim。ItwasMaryWylie。

  \"Myfatherand——andthewoman——they’redrinking——theyturnedmeout!

  theyturnedmeout。\"

  \"Didtheynow?I’msorryforthat。WhatcanIdoforyou?……

  She’smadsureenough,\"hethoughttohimself;\"Ithoughtitwasaghost。\"

  \"Idon’tknow,\"shewailed,\"Idon’tknow。You’reaman,andI’mahelplessgirl。Theyturnedmeout!Mymother’sdead,andmybrothersgoneaway。Look!Lookhere!\"pointingtoabruiseonherforehead。\"Thewomandidthat。Myownfatherstoodbyandsawitdone——saiditservedmeright!Oh,myGod!\"

  \"Whatwoman?Tellmeallaboutit。\"

  \"Thewomanfatherbroughthome!……Iwanttogoawayfromthebush!

  Oh!forGod’ssaketakemeawayfromthebush!……Anything!anything!

  ——youknow!——onlytakemeawayfromthebush!\"

  Bobandhismate——whohadbeenroused——didtheirbesttosootheher;

  butsuddenly,withoutamoment’swarning,shesprangtoherfeetandscrambledtothetopoftherockoverhangingthecamp。

  Shestoodforamomentinthebrightmoonlight,gazingintentlydownthevacantroad。

  \"Heretheycome!\"shecried,pointingdowntheroad。\"Heretheycome——

  thetroopers!Icanseetheircap-peaksglisteninginthemoonlight!……

  I’mgoingaway!Mother’sgone。I’mgoingnow!——Good-bye!——Good-bye!

  I’mgoingawayfromthebush!\"

  ThensheranthroughthetreestowardsthefootofLongGully。

  Bobandhismatefollowed;but,beingunacquaintedwiththelocality,theylosther。

  Sherantotheedgeofagranitecliffonthehighersideofthedeepestoftherockywaterholes。Therewasaheavysplash,andthreestartledkangaroos,whohadbeendrinking,leaptbackandspedaway,likethreegreyghosts,uptheridgetowardsthemoonlitpeak。

  Mitchellonthe\"Sex\"andOther\"Problems\"

  \"Iagreewith`T’inlastweek’s`Bulletin’,\"saidMitchell,aftercogitatingsometimeoverthelastdropofteainhispannikin,heldatvariousangles,\"aboutwhattheycallthe`SexProblem’。

  There’snoproblem,really,exceptCreation,andthat’snotouraffair;

  wecan’tsolveit,andwe’venorighttomakeaproblemoutofitforourselvestopuzzleover,andwastethelittletimethatisgivenusabout。It’swethatmaketheproblems,notCreation。

  Wemake’em,andtheyonlysmotherus;they’llsmothertheworldintheendifwedon’tlookout。Anythingthatcanbeargued,forandagainst,fromhalfadozendifferentpointsofview——andmostthingsthatmenargueovercanbe——andanythingthathasbeenarguedaboutforthousandsofyears(asmostthingshave)isworsethanprofitless;

  itwastestheworld’stimeandours,andoftenwrecksoldmateships。

  Seemstomethedeeperyouread,think,talk,orwriteaboutthingsthatendinism,thelesssatisfactorytheresult;themorelikelyyouaretogetbushedanddissatisfiedwiththeworld。Andthemoreyoukeeponthesurfaceofplainthings,theplainerthesailing——

  themorecomfortableforyouandeverybodyelse。We’vealwaysgottocometothesurfacetobreathe,intheend,inanycase;

  we’remeanttoliveonthesurface,andwemightaswellstaythereandlookafteritandourselvesforallthegoodwedodivingdownafterfishthataren’tthere,exceptinourimagination。

  Andsomeof’emareverydeadfish,too——the`SexProblem’,forinstance。

  Whenwefalloffthesurfaceoftheearthitwillbetimeenoughtomakeaproblemoutofthefactthatwecouldn’tstickon。

  I’maFederalPro-traderinthiscountry;I’maFederalistbecauseIthinkFederationistheplainandnaturalcourseforAustralia,andI’maFree-tectionistbecauseI’minfavourofsinkinganyquestion,oranytwothings,thatenlightenedpeoplecanargueandfightover,andtry,oneaftertheother,forfiftyyearswithoutbeingabletocometoadecisionabout,orprovewhichisbestforthewelfareofthecountry。

  Itonlywastesayoungcountry’stime,andkeepsitofftherighttrack。

  Federationisn’taproblem——it’saplainfact——buttheymakeaproblemoutofeverypaneltheyhavetopushdownintherottenoldboundaryfences。\"

  \"Personalinterests,\"suggestedJoe。

  \"Ofcourse。It’spersonalinterestofthewrongsortthatmakesalltheproblems。Youcantracethesexproblemtopeoplewhotradeinunhealthypersonalinterests。

  Ibelieveinpersonalinterestsoftherightsort——trueindividualism。

  Ifwealllookedafterourselves,andourwivesandfamilies——ifwehaveany——intheproperway,theworldwouldbeallright。

  Wewastetoomuchtimelookingaftereachother。

  \"Now,supposingwe’retravellingandhavetogetashedandmakeachequeso’stobeabletosendafewquidhome,assoonaswecan,tothemissus,ortheoldfolks,andthenextwateristwentymilesahead。

  Ifwesatdownandarguedoverasocialproblemtilldoomsday,wewouldn’tgettothetank;we’ddieofthirst,andthemissusandkids,ortheoldfolks,wouldbesoldupandturnedoutintothestreets,andhavetofallbackona`homeofhope’,orwaittheirturnattheBenevolentAsylumwithbagsforbrokenvictuals。I’veseenthat,andIdon’twantanybodybelongingtometohavetodoit。

  \"Remindsmethatwhenapoor,desertedgirlgoestoa`home’theydon’tmakeaproblemofher——theydotheirbestforherandtrytogetherrighted。

  Andthepriests,too:ifthere’sanythinginthesexoranyotherproblem——anythingthathasn’tbeenthreshedout——they’rethementhat’llknowit。

  I’mnotaCatholic,butIknowthis:thatifagirlthat’sbeenleftbyone——nomatterwhatChurchshebelongsto——goestothepriest,they’llworkallthepointstheyknow(andtheyknow’emall)togetherrighted,and,ifthechap,orhispeople,won’tcomeuptothescratch,FatherRyan’llfrightenhelloutof’em。Ican’tsayasmuchforourownChurches。\"

  \"Butyou’reinfavourofsocialismanddemocracy?\"askedJoe。

  \"OfcourseIam。Buttheworldwon’tdoanygoodarguingoverit。

  Thepeoplewillhavetogetupandwalk,and,what’smore,sticktogether——andIdon’tthinkthey’lleverdothat——itain’tinhumannature。

  Socialism,ordemocracy,wasallrightinthiscountrytillitgotfashionableandwasmadeafadoraproblemof。

  Thenitgotsmotheredprettyquick。Andafadoraproblemalwaysbreedsahostofparasitesorhangers-on。Why,assoonasIsawtheadvancedidealistfools——they’regenerallythemiddle-class,shabby-genteelfamiliesthatcatchSpiritualismandTheosophyandthosesortofcomplaints,attheendoftheepidemic——thatcatchonatthetail-endofthingsandthinkthey’vecaughtsomethingbrand,shining,new;——assoonasIsawthem,andtheproblemspielersandnotoriety-huntersofbothsexes,beginningtohangroundAustralianUnionism,Iknewitwasdoomed。

  Andsoitwas。Thestraightmenweredisgusted,ordrivenout。

  Therearewomenwhohangonforthesamereasonthatagirlwillsometimesgointothedockandswearaninnocentman’slifeaway。

  Butassoonastheyseethatthecauseisdying,theydropitatonce,andwaitforanother。Theycomelikebloodydingoesroundacalf,andonlyleavethebones。They’reaboutasdemocraticasthecrows。

  Andtherotten`sex-problem’sortofthingisthecauseofitall;

  itpoisonsweakminds——andstrongonestoosometimes。

  \"Why,youcouldmakeaproblemoutofEpsomsalts。YoumightargueastowhyhumanbeingswantEpsomsalts,andtrytotracethecausesthatleduptoit。Idon’tlikethetasteofEpsomsalts——it’snastyinthemouth——butwhenIfeelthatwayItake’em,andIfeelbetterafterwards;andthat’sgoodenoughforme。

  Wemightarguethatblackiswhite,andwhiteisblack,andneitherof’emisanything,andnothingiseverything;

  andawoman’samanandaman’sawoman,andit’sreallythemanthathastheyoungsters,onlyweimagineit’sthewomanbecausesheimaginesthatshehasallthepainandtrouble,andthedoctorisundertheimpressionthathe’sattendingtoher,nottheman,andthemanthinkssotoobecauseheimagineshe’swalkingupanddownoutside,andslippingintothecornerpubnowandthenforaniptokeephiscourageup,waiting,whenit’shiswifethat’sdoingthatallthetime;wemightarguethatit’sallforceofimagination,andthatimaginationisanunknownforce,andthattheunknownisnothing。But,whenwe’vesettledallthattoourownsatisfaction,howmuchfurtheraheadarewe?

  Intheendwe’llcometotheconclusionthatweain’talive,andneverexisted,andthenwe’llleaveoffbothering,andtheworldwillgoonjustthesame。\"

  \"Whataboutscience?\"askedJoe。

  \"Scienceain’t`sexproblems’;it’sfacts……Now,Idon’tmindSpiritualismandthosesortofthings;theymighthelptobreakthemonotony,andcan’tdomuchharm。Butthe`sexproblem’,asit’swrittenaboutto-day,does;it’sdangerousanddirty,andit’stimetosettleitwithaclub。Scienceandeducation,ifleftalone,willlookaftersexfacts。

  \"Youcan’tgetanythingoutofthe`sexproblem’,nomatterhowyouargue。

  IntheoldBibletimestheyhadhalfadozenwiveseach,butwedon’tknowforcertainhowTHEYgoton。TheMormonstrieditagain,andseemedtogetonallrighttillweinterfered。Wedon’tseemtobeabletogetonwithonewifenow——atleast,accordingtothe`sexproblem’。

  The`sexproblem’troubledtheTurkssomuchthattheytriedthree。

  Lotsofustrytosettleitbyknockingroundpromiscuously,andthatleadstoactionsformaintenanceandbreachofpromisecases,andallsortsoftrouble。Ourblackssettlethe`sexproblem’withaclub,andsofarIhaven’theardanycomplaintsfromthem……

  \"Takehereditarycausesandsurroundingcircumstances,forinstance。

  Inordertounderstandorjudgeamanright,youwouldneedtoliveunderthesameroofwithhimfromchildhood,andunderthesameroofs,ortents,withhisparents,rightbacktoAdam,andthenyou’dbeblockedforwantofmoreancestorsthroughwhichtotracethecausesthatledtoAbel——ImeanCain——goingonashedid。

  What’stheuseorsenseofit?Youmightargueawayinanydirectionforamillionmilesandamillionyearsbackintothepast,butyou’vegottocomebacktowhereyouareifyouwishtodoanygoodforyourself,oranyoneelse。

  \"Sometimesittakesyoualongwhiletogetbacktowhereyouare——

  sometimesyouneverdoit。Why,whenthosecontroversieswerestartedinthe`Bulletin’aboutthekangaroosandotherthings,IthoughtIknewsomethingaboutthebush。NowI’mdamnedifI’msureIcouldtellakangaroofromawombat。

  \"Tryingtofindoutthingsisthecauseofalltheworkandtroubleinthisworld。ItwasEve’sfaultinthefirstplace——orAdam’s,rather,becauseitmightbearguedthatheshouldhavebeenmaster。

  Somemenaretoolazytobemastersintheirownhomes,andruntheshowproperly;somearetoocareless,andsometoodrunkmostoftheirtime,andsometooweak。IfAdamandEvehadn’ttriedtofindoutthingsthere’dhavebeennotoilandtroubleintheworldto-day;there’dhavebeennobloatedcapitalists,andnohorny-handedworkingmen,andnopolitics,nofreetradeandprotection——andnoclothes。Thewomannextdoorwouldn’tbeabletopickholesinyourwife’swashingontheline。We’dhavebeenallrunningaboutinabigGardenofEdenwithnothingon,andnothingtodoexceptloaf,andmakelove,andlark,andlaugh,andplaypracticaljokesoneachother。\"

  Joegrinned。

  \"Thatwouldhavebeenglorious。Wouldn’tit,Joe?There’dhavebeenno`sexproblem’then。\"

  TheMaster’sMistakeWilliamSpencerstayedawayfromschoolthathotday,and\"wentswimming\"。ThemasterwroteanotetoWilliam’sfather,andgaveittoWilliam’sbrotherJoetocarryhome。

  \"You’llgivethattoyourfatherto-night,Joseph。\"

  \"Yes,sir。\"

  BillwaitedforJoenearthegap,andwalkedhomewithhim。

  \"Is’poseyou’vegotanoteforfather。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidJoe。

  \"Is’poseyouknowwhat’sinit?\"

  \"Ye——yes。Oh,whydidyoustopaway,Bill?\"

  \"Youdon’tmeantosaythatyou’redirtymeanenoughtogiveittofather?Hey?\"

  \"Imust,Will。Ipromisedthemaster。\"

  \"Heneedn’tneverknow。\"

  \"Oh,yes,hewill。He’scomingovertoourplaceonSaturday,andhe’ssuretoaskmeto-morrow。\"

  Pause。

  \"Lookhere,Joe!\"saidBill,\"Idon’twanttogetahidingandgowithoutsupperto-night。Ipromisedtogo’possumingwithJohnnyNowlett,andhe’sgoingtogivemeafireoutofhisgun。

  Youcancome,too。Idon’twanttocopoutonitto-night——

  ifIdoI’llrunawayfromhomeagain,sothere。\"

  Billwalkedonabitinmoody,Joeintroubled,silence。

  Billtriedagain:hethreatened,argued,andpleaded,butJoewasfirm。

  \"Themastertrustedme,Will,\"hesaid。

  \"Joe,\"saidBillatlast,afteralongpause,\"Iwouldn’tdoittoyou。\"

  Joewastroubled。

  \"Iwouldn’tdoittoyou,Joe。\"

  JoethoughthowBillhadstoodupandfoughtforhimonlylastweek。

  \"I’dtearthenoteinbits;I’dtellahundredlies;

  I’dtakeadozenhidingsfirst,Joe——Iwould。\"

  Joewasgreatlytroubled。Hischestheaved,andthetearscametohiseyes。

  \"I’ddomorethanthatforyou,Joe,andyouknowit。\"

  Joeknewit。Theywerecrossingtheoldgoldfieldnow。

  Therewasashaftclosetothepath;ithadfallenin,funnel-shaped,atthetop,butwasstillthirtyorfortyfeetdeep;

  someoldlogswerejammedacrossaboutfivefeetdown。

  Joesuddenlysnatchedthenotefromhispocketandthrewitin。

  Itflutteredtotheothersideandrestedonapieceoftheoldtimber。

  Billsawit,butsaidnothing,and,seeingtheirfathercominghomefromwork,theyhurriedon。

  Joewasdeepintroublenow。Billtriedtocomfortandcheerhim,butitwasnouse。Billpromisednevertorunawayfromhomeanymore,togotoschooleveryday,andnevertofight,orsteal,ortelllies。

  ButJoehadbetrayedhistrustforthefirsttimeinhislife,andwouldn’tbecomforted。

  SometimeinthenightBillwoke,andfoundJoesittingupinbedcrying。

  \"Why,what’sthematter,Joe?\"

  \"Ineverdoneameanthinglikethatbefore,\"sobbedJoe。\"IwishedI’dchuckedmeselfdowntheshaftinstead。Themastertrustedme,Will;

  an’now,ifheasksmeto-morrow,I’llhavetotellalie。\"

  \"Thentellthetruth,Joe,an’takethehidin’;it’llsoonbeover——

  justacoupleofcutswiththecaneandit’llbeallover。\"

  \"Oh,no,itwon’t。Hewon’tnevertrustmeanymore。I’veneverbeencanedinthatschoolyet,Will,andifIamI’llnevergoagain。

  Oh!whywillyourunawayfromhome,Will,andplaythewag,andsteal,andgetusallintosuchtrouble?Youdon’tknowhowmothertakesonaboutit——youdon’tknowhowithurtsfather!I’vedeceivedthemaster,andmotherandfatherto-day,justbecauseyou’reso——soselfish,\"

  andhelaiddownandcriedhimselftosleep。

  Billlayawakeandthoughttilldaylight;thenhegotupquietly,putonhisclothes,andstoleawayfromthehouseandacrosstheflat,followedbythedog,whothoughtitwasa’possum-huntingexpedition。

  Billwishedthedogwouldnotbequitesodemonstrative,atleastuntiltheygotawayfromthehouse。Hewentstraighttotheshaft,lethimselfdowncarefullyontooneoftheoldlogs,andstoopedtopickupthenote,gleamingwhiteinthesicklysummerdaylight。

  Thentherottentimbergavewaysuddenly,withoutamoment’swarning……

  Theyfoundhimthatmorningataboutnineo’clock。Thedogattractedtheattentionofanoldfossickerpassingtohiswork。TheletterwasgrippedinBill’srighthandwhentheybroughthimup。Theytookhimhome,andthefatherwentforadoctor。Billcametohimselfalittlejustbeforethelast,andsaid:\"Mother!Iwasn’trunningaway,mother——tellfatherthat——I——Iwantedtotryandcatcha’possumontheground……Where’sJoe?IwantJoe。Goout,mother,aminute,andsendJoe。\"

  \"HereIam,Bill,\"saidJoe,inachoking,terrifiedvoice。

  \"Hasthemasterbeenyet?\"

  \"No。\"

  \"Benddown,Joe。Iwentforthenote,andthelogsgaveway。

  Imeanttobebackbeforetheywasup。Idroppeditdowninsidethebed;

  youwatchyourchanceandgetit;andsayyouforgotitlastnight——sayyoudidn’tliketogiveit——thatwon’tbealie。

  TellthemasterI’m——I’msorry——tellthemasternevertosendnonotesnomore——exceptbygirls——that’sall……Mother!

  Taketheblanketsoffme——I’mdyin’。\"

  TheStoryoftheOracle\"Weyoungfellows,\"said\"SympathyJoe\"toMitchell,aftertea,intheirfirstcampwesttheriver——\"andyouandIAREyoungfellows,comparatively——thinkweknowtheworld。Thereareplentyofyoungchapsknockingroundinthiscountrywhoreckonthey’vebeenthroughitallbeforethey’rethirty。I’vemetcynicsandmen-o’-the-world,agedtwenty-oneorthereabouts,who’veneverbeenfurtherthanatriptoSydney。Theytalkabout`thisworld’asifthey’dknockedaroundinhalf-a-dozenotherworldsbeforetheycameacrosshere——

  andtheyarejustasoff-handaboutitasolderAustraliansarewhentheytalkaboutthiscolonyascomparedwiththeothers。Theysay:

  `Myoath!——samehere。’`I’vebeenthere。’`Myoath!——you’reright。’

  `Takeitfromme!’andallthatsortofthing。Theyunderstandwomen,andhaveacontemptfor’em;andchapsthatdon’ttalkastheytalk,ordoastheydo,orseeastheysee,areeithersoftorratty。

  Agoodmanyreckonthat`lifeain’tblankywellworthlivin’’;

  sometimestheyfeelsoblankysomehowthattheywouldn’tgiveablankwhethertheychuckeditornot;butthatsortneverchuckit。

  It’smostlythequietmenthatdothat,andifthey’vegotanycomplaintstomakeagainsttheworldtheymake’emattheheadstation。

  Why,I’veknownhealthy,single,youngfellowsundertwenty-fivewhodranktodrowntheirtroubles——somebecausetheyreckonedtheworlddidn’tunderstandnorappreciate’em——asifitCOULD!\"

  \"Iftheworlddon’tunderstandorappreciateyou,\"saidMitchellsolemnly,ashereachedforaburningsticktolighthispipe——\"MAKEit!\"

  \"TodrownTHEIRtroubles!\"continuedJoe,inatoneofimpatientcontempt。

  \"TheOraclemustbewellontowardsthesixties;hecantakehisglasswithanyman,butyouneversawhimdrunk。\"

  \"What’stheOracletodowithit?\"

  \"Didyoueverhearhishistory?\"

  \"No。Doyouknowit?\"

  \"Yes,thoughIdon’tthinkhehasanyideathatIdo。Now,weweretalkingabouttheOraclealittlewhileago。Weknowhe’sanoldass;

  agoodmanyoutsidersconsiderthathe’sabitsoftorratty,and,aswe’relikelytobematestogetherforsometimeonthatfencingcontract,ifwegetit,youmightaswellknowwhatsortofamanheisandwas,so’syouwon’tgetuneasyabouthimifhegetsdeafforawhilewhenyou’retalking,ordoesfunnythingswithhispipeorpint-pot,orwalksupanddownbyhimselfforanhourorsoaftertea,orsitsonalogwithhisheadinhishands,orleansonthefenceinthegloamingandkeepslookinginablanksortofway,straightahead,acrosstheclearing。

  Forhe’sgazingatsomethingathousandmilesacrosscountry,south-east,andabouttwentyyearsbackintothepast,andnodoubtheseeshimself(asayoungman),andaGippslandgirl,spooningunderthestarsalongbetweenthehop-gardensandtheMitchellRiver。

  And,ifyougetholtofafiddleoraconcertina,don’trasporswanktoomuchonoldtunes,whenhe’sround,fortheOraclecan’tstandit。

  Playsomethinglively。He’llbedownthereatthatsurveyor’scampyarningtillallhours,sowe’llhaveplentyoftimeforthestory——

  butdon’tyouevergivehimahintthatyouknow。

  \"Mypeopleknewhimwell;Igotmostofthestoryfromthem——

  mostlyfromUncleBob,whoknewhimbetterthanany。Therestleakedoutthroughthewomen——youknowhowthingsleakoutamongstwomen?\"

  Mitchelldroppedhisheadandscratchedthebackofit。HEknew。

  \"ItwasontheCudgegongRiver。MyUncleBobwasmateswithhimononeofthose`rushes’alongthere——the`Pipeclay’,Ithinkitwas,orthe`LogPaddock’。TheOraclewasayoungmanthen,ofcourse,andsowasUncleBob(hewasamatchformostmen)。YouseetheOraclenow,andyoucanimaginewhathewaswhenhewasayoungman。

  Oversixfeet,andasstraightasasapling,UncleBobsaid,clean-limbed,andasfreshastheymademeninthosedays;

  carriedhishandsbehindhim,ashedoesnow,whenhehasn’tgottheswag——

  buthisshoulderswerebackinthosedays。Ofcoursehewasn’ttheOraclethen;hewasyoungTomMarshall——butthatdoesn’tmatter。

  Everybodylikedhim——especiallywomenandchildren。

  Hewasabithappy-go-luckyandcareless,buthedidn’tknowanythingabout`thisworld’,anddidn’tbotheraboutit;hehadn’t`beenthere’。

  `Andhisheartwasasgoodasgold,’myauntusedtosay。

  Hedidn’tunderstandwomenasweyoungfellowsdonowadays,andthereforehehadn’tanycontemptfor’em。Perhapsheunderstood,andunderstands,thembetterthananyofus,withoutknowingit。

  Anyway,youknow,he’salwaysgentleandkindwhereawomanorchildisconcerned,anddoesn’tliketohearustalkaboutwomenaswedosometimes。

  \"Therewasagirlonthegoldfields——afinelumpofablonde,andprettygay。ShecamefromSydney,Ithink,withherpeople,whokeptshantiesonthefields。Shehadasplendidvoice,andusedtosing`Madeline’。Theremighthavebeenoneortwobadwomenbeforethat,intheOracle’sworld,butnocold-blooded,designingones。

  Hecallsthebadones`unfortunate’。

  \"PerhapsitwasTom’slooks,orhisfreshness,orhisinnocence,orsoftness——oralltogether——thatattractedher。Anyway,hegotmixedupwithherbeforethegoldfieldpeteredout。

  \"NodoubtittookalongwhileforthefactstoworkintoTom’sheadthatagirlmightsinglikeshedidandyetbethoroughlyunprincipled。

  TheOraclewasalwaysslowatcomingtoadecision,butwhenhedoesit’sgenerallytherightone。Anyway,youcantakethatforgranted,foryouwon’tmovehim。

  \"Idon’tknowwhetherhefoundoutthatshewasn’tallthatshepretentedtobetohim,orwhethertheyquarrelled,orwhethershechuckedhimoverforaluckydigger。Tomneverhadanyluckonthegoldfields。Anyway,heleftandwentovertotheVictorianside,wherehispeoplewere,andwentupGippslandway。Itwasthereforthefirsttimeinhislifethathegotwhatyouwouldcall`properlygoneonagirl’;hegothardhit——hemethisfate。

  \"HernamewasBerthaBredt,Iremember。AuntBobsawherafterwards。

  AuntBobusedtosaythatshewas`agirlasGodmadeher’——agood,true,womanlygirl——oneofthosesortofgirlsthatonlyloveonce。

  Tomgotonwithherfather,whowaspackinghorsesthroughtherangestothenewgoldfields——itwasroughcountryandtherewerenoroads;

  theyhadtopackeverythingthereinthosedays,andtherewasmoneyinit。

  Thegirl’sfathertooktoTom——asalmosteverybodyelsedid——

  and,asfarasthegirlwasconcerned,Ithinkitwasacaseofloveatfirstsight。Theyonlykneweachotherforaboutsixmonths,andwereonly`courting’(astheycalleditthen)

  forthreeorfourmonthsaltogether,butshewasthatsortofgirlthatcanloveamanforsixweeksandlosehimforever,andyetgoonlovinghimtotheendofherlife——anddiewithhisnameonherlips。

  \"Well,thingswerebrighteningupeverywayforTom,andheandhissweetheartwerebeginningtotalkabouttheirownlittlehomeinfuture,whentherecamealetterfromthe`Madeline’girlinNewSouthWales。

  \"Shewasinterribletrouble。Herbabywastobeborninamonth。

  Herpeoplehadkickedherout,andshewasindangerofstarving。

  Shebeggedandprayedofhimtocomebackandmarryher,ifonlyforhischild’ssake。Hecouldgothen,andbefree;

  shewouldnevertroublehimanymore——onlycomeandmarryherforthechild’ssake。

  \"TheOracledoesn’tknowwherehelostthatletter,butIdo。

  Itwasburntafterwardsbyawoman,whowasmorethanamothertohiminhistrouble——AuntBob。Shethoughthemightcarryitroundwiththerestofhispapers,inhisswag,foryears,andcomeacrossitunexpectedlywhenhewascampedbyhimselfinthebushandfeelingdull。

  Itwouldn’thavedonehimanygoodthen。

  \"Hemusthavefoughtthehardestfightinhislifewhenhegotthatletter。

  Nodoubthewalkedtoandfro,toandfro,allnight,withhishandsbehindhim,andhiseyesontheground,ashedoesnowsometimes。

  Walkingupanddownhelpsyoutofightathingout。

  \"Nodoubthethoughtofthingsprettywellashethinksnow:

  thepoorgirl’sshameoneverytongue,andbelledroundthedistrictbyeveryhaginthetownship;andshelookeduponbywomenasbeingasbadasanymanwhoeverwenttoBathurstintheolddays,handcuffedbetweentwotroopers。Thereissympathy,apipeandtobacco,acheeringword,and,maybe,awhiskynowandthen,forthecriminalonhisjourney;butthereisnomercy,atleastasfaraswomenareconcerned,forthepoorfoolishgirl,whohastosneakoutthebackwayandroundbybackstreetsandlanesafterdark,withacloakontohideherfigure。

  \"Tomsentwhatmoneyhethoughthecouldspare,andnextdayhewenttothegirlhelovedandwholovedhim,andtoldherthetruth,andshowedhertheletter。Shewasonlyagirl——butthesortofgirlyouCOULDgotoinacrisislikethat。Hehadmadeuphismindtodotherightthing,andshelovedhimallthemoreforit。

  Andsotheyparted。

  \"WhenTomreached`Pipeclay’,thegirl’srelations,thatshewasstoppingwith,hadaparsonreadiedup,andtheyweremarriedthesameday。\"

  \"Andwhathappenedafterthat?\"askedMitchell。

  \"Nothinghappenedforthreeorfourmonths;thenthechildwasborn。

  Itwasn’this!\"

  Mitchellstoodupwithanoath。

  \"Thegirlwasthoroughlybad。She’dbeencarryingonwithGodknowshowmanymen,bothbeforeandaftershetrappedTom。\"

  \"Andwhatdidhedothen?\"

  \"Well,youknowhowtheOraclearguesoverthings,andIsupposehewasasbiganoldfoolthenasheisnow。Hethinksthat,asmostmenwoulddeceivewomeniftheycould,whenonemangetscaught,he’sgotnocalltosquealaboutit;he’sbound,becauseofthesinsofmeningeneralagainstwomen,tomakethebestofit。Whatisoneman’swrongcountedagainstthewrongsofhundredsofunfortunategirls。

  \"It’sanuncommonwayofarguing——likemostoftheOracle’sideas——

  butitseemstolookallrightatfirstsight。

  \"Perhapshethoughtshe’dgostraight;perhapssheconvincedhimthathewasthecauseofherfirstfall;anywayhestucktoherformorethanayear,andintendedtotakeherawayfromthatplaceassoonashe’dscrapedenoughmoneytogether。Itmighthavegoneonuptillnow,ifthefatherofthechild——abigblackIrishmannamedRedmond——hadn’tcomesneakingbackattheendofayear。

  He——well,hecamehangingroundMrs。MarshallwhileTomwasawayatwork——

  andsheencouragedhim。AndTomwasforcedtoseeit。

  \"Tomwantedtofightouthisownbattlewithoutinterference,butthechapswouldn’tlethim——theyreckonedthathe’dstandverylittleshowagainstRedmond,whowasaveryroughcustomerandafightingman。

  MyuncleBob,whowastherestill,fixeditupthisway:

  TheOraclewastofightRedmond,andiftheOraclegotlickedUncleBobwastotakeRedmondon。IfRedmondwhippedUncleBob,thatwastosettleit;butifUncleBobthrashedRedmond,thenhewasalsotofightRedmond’smate,anotherbig,roughPaddynamedDuigan。

  Thentheaffairwouldbefinished——nomatterwhichwaythelastboutwent。

  Yousee,UncleBobwasreckonedmoreofamatchforRedmondthantheOraclewas,sothethinglookedfairenough——atfirstsight。

  \"Redmondhadhismate,Duigan,andoneortwoothersoftheroughgangthatusedtoterrorisethefieldsroundthereintheroaringdaysofGulgong。

  TheOraclehadUncleBob,ofcourse,andlongDaveRegan,thedrover——

  agood-hearted,sawnykindofchapthat’dbreakthedevil’sownbuck-jumper,orsmashhim,orgetsmashedhimself——andlittleJimmyNowlett,thebullocky,andoneortwooftheold,better-classdiggersthatwereleftonthefield。

  \"There’saclearspaceamongthesaplingsinSpecimenGully,wheretheyusedtopitchcircuses;andhere,inthecoolofasummerevening,thetwomenstoodfacetoface。Redmondwasarough,roaring,foul-mouthedman;hestrippedtohisshirt,androaredlikeabull,andswore,andsneered,andwantedtotakethewholeofTom’scrowdwhilehewasatit,andmakeonecleanjobof’em。Couldn’twastetimefightingthemalloneaftertheother,becausehewantedtogetawaytothenewrushatCattleCreeknextday。Thefoolhadbeendrinkingshanty-whisky。

  \"Tomstoodupinhisclean,whitemolesandwhiteflannelshirt——oneofthosesortwithnosleeves,thatgivethearmsplay。

  HehadasortofsetexpressionandalookinhiseyesthatUncleBob——nornoneofthem——hadeverseentherebefore。

  `Giveusplentyof————room!’roaredRedmond;`oneofusisgoingtohell,now!Thisisgoingtobeafighttoa————finish,anda————shortone!’Anditwas!\"Joepaused。

  \"Goon,\"saidMitchell——\"goon!\"

  Joedrewalongbreath。

  \"TheOraclenevergotamark!Hewastop-dogrightfromthestart。

  PerhapsitwashisstrengththatRedmondhadunderrated,orhiswantofsciencethatpuzzledhim,ortheawfulsilenceofthemanthatfrightenedhim(itmadeevenUncleBobuneasy)。Or,perhaps,itwasProvidence(itwasagloriouschanceforProvidence),but,anyway,asIsay,theOraclenevergotamark,exceptonhisknuckles。

  AfterafewroundsRedmondfunkedandwantedtogivein,butthechapswouldn’tlethim——notevenhisownmates——exceptDuigan。

  Theymadehimtakeitaslongashecouldstandonhisfeet。

  Heevenshammedtobeknockedout,androaredoutsomethingabouthavingbrokenhis————ankle——butitwasnouse。AndtheOracle!

  Thechapsthatknewthoughtthathe’drefusetofight,andneverhitamanthathadgivenin。Buthedid。Hejuststoodtherewiththatquietlookinhiseyesandwaited,and,whenhedidhit,therewasn’tanynecessityforRedmondtoPRETENDtobeknockeddown。

  You’llseeaglintofthatoldlightintheOracle’seyesevennow,onceinawhile;andwhenyoudoit’sasignthatyouorsomeonearegoingtoofar,andhadbetterpullup,forit’saredlightontheline,oldasheis。

  \"Now,JimmyNowlettwasanuggetylittlefellow,hardascastiron,good-hearted,butveryexcitable;andwhenthebashedRedmondwasbeingcartedoff(poorUncleBobwasalwaysprettyhigh-strung,andwassittingonalogsobbinglikeagreatchildfromthereaction),DuiganmadesomesneeringremarkthatonlyJimmyNowlettcaught,andinaninstanthewasupandatDuigan。

  \"PerhapsDuiganwasdemoralisedbyhismate’sdefeat,orbythesuddennessoftheattack;but,atallevents,hegotahiding,too。

  UncleBobusedtosaythatitwasthefunniestthingheeversawinhislife。

  Jimmykeptyelling:`Letmegetathim!BytheLord,letmegetathim!’

  Andnobodywasattemptingtostophim,heWASgettingathimallthetime——

  andproperly,too;and,whenhe’dknockedDuigandown,he’ddanceroundhimandcallonhimtogetup;andeverytimehejumpedorbounced,he’dsqueaklikeanindia-rubberball,UncleBobsaid,andhewouldnearlybursthisboilertryingtolugthebigmanontohisfeetso’shecouldknockhimdownagain。IttooktwoofJimmy’smatesalltheirtimetolamhimdownintoacomparativelyreasonablestateofmindafterthefightwasover。

  \"TheOracleleftforSydneynextday,andUncleBobwentwithhim。

  HestayedatUncleBob’splaceforsometime。Hegotveryquiet,theysaid,andgentle;heusedtoplaywiththechildren,andtheygotmightyfondofhim。Theoldfolksthoughthisheartwasbroken,butitwentthroughadeepersorrowstillafterthatanditain’tbrokenyet。

  Ittakesalottobreaktheheartofaman。\"

  \"Andhiswife,\"askedMitchell——\"whatbecameofher?\"

  \"Idon’tthinkheeversawheragain。Shedroppeddownprettylowafterhelefther——I’veheardshe’slivingsomewherequietly。

  TheOracle’sbeensendingsomeonemoneyeversinceIknewhim,andIknowit’sawoman。Isupposeit’sshe。Heisn’tthesortofamantoseeawomanstarve——especiallyawomanhehadeverhadanythingtodowith。\"

  \"AndtheGippslandgirl?\"askedMitchell。

  \"That’stheworstpartofitall,Ithink。TheOraclewentupNorthsomewhere。InthecourseofayearortwohisaffairgotoverGippslandwaythroughamateofhiswholivedoverthere,andatlastthestorygottotheearsofthisgirl,BerthaBredt。

  Shemusthavewrittenadozenletterstohim,AuntBobsaid。

  Sheknewwhatwasin’em,but,ofcourse,she’dnevertellus。

  TheOracleonlywroteoneinreply。Then,whatmustthegirldobutclearoutfromhomeandmakeherwayovertoSydney——

  toAuntBob’splace,lookingforTom。Shenevergotanyfurther。

  Shetookill——brain-fever,orbrokenheart,orsomethingofthatsort。

  Allthetimeshewasdownhercrywas——`Iwanttoseehim!

  IwanttofindTom!IonlywanttoseeTom!’

  \"Whentheysawshewasdying,AuntBobwiredtotheOracletocome——

  andhecame。WhenthegirlsawitwasTomsittingbythebed,shejustgaveonelonglookinhisface,putherarmsroundhisneck,andlaidherheadonhisshoulder——anddied……HerecomestheOraclenow。\"

  Mitchellliftedthetea-billyontothecoals。

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