LetthosewhoareinfavourwiththeirstarsOfpublichonourandproudtitlesboast,WhilstI,whomfortuneofsuchtriumphbars,Unlook’dforjoyinthatIhonourmost。
Andendsthesonnetbycongratulatinghimselfonthemeanstateofhimhesoadored。
ThenhappyI,thatloveandambelovedWhereImaynotremovenorberemoved。
ThissonnetCyrildeclaredwouldbequiteunintelligibleifwefanciedthatitwasaddressedtoeithertheEarlofPembrokeortheEarlofSouthampton,bothofwhomweremenofthehighestpositioninEnglandandfullyentitledtobecalled\"greatprinces\";andheincorroborationofhisviewreadmeSonnetsCXXIV。andCXXV。,inwhichShakespearetellsusthathisloveisnot\"thechildofstate,\"thatit\"suffersnotinsmilingpomp,\"butis\"buildedfarfromaccident。\"Ilistenedwithagooddealofinterest,forI
don’tthinkthepointhadeverbeenmadebefore;butwhatfollowedwasstillmorecurious,andseemedtomeatthetimetodisposeentirelyofPembroke’sclaim。WeknowfromMeresthattheSonnetshadbeenwrittenbefore1598,andSonnetCIV。informsusthatShakespeare’sfriendshipforMr。W。H。hadbeenalreadyinexistenceforthreeyears。NowLordPembroke,whowasbornin1580,didnotcometoLondontillhewaseighteenyearsofage,thatistosaytill1598,andShakespeare’sacquaintancewithMr。
W。H。musthavebegunin1594,oratthelatestin1595。
Shakespeare,accordingly,couldnothaveknownLordPembroketillaftertheSonnetshadbeenwritten。
’CyrilpointedoutalsothatPembroke’sfatherdidnotdietill1601;whereasitwasevidentfromtheline,Youhadafather;letyoursonsayso,thatthefatherofMr。W。H。wasdeadin1598。Besides,itwasabsurdtoimaginethatanypublisherofthetime,andtheprefaceisfromthepublisher’shand,wouldhaveventuredtoaddressWilliamHerbert,EarlofPembroke,asMr。W。H。;thecaseofLordBuckhurstbeingspokenofasMr。Sackvillebeingnotreallyaparallelinstance,asLordBuckhurstwasnotapeer,butmerelytheyoungersonofapeer,withacourtesytitle,andthepassageinENGLAND’SPARNASSUS,whereheissospokenof,isnotaformalandstatelydedication,butsimplyacasualallusion。SofarforLordPembroke,whosesupposedclaimsCyrileasilydemolishedwhileIsatbyinwonder。WithLordSouthamptonCyrilhadevenlessdifficulty。SouthamptonbecameataveryearlyagetheloverofElizabethVernon,soheneedednoentreatiestomarry;hewasnotbeautiful;hedidnotresemblehismother,asMr。W。H。did-
Thouartthymother’sglass,andsheintheeCallsbackthelovelyAprilofherprime;
and,aboveall,hisChristiannamewasHenry,whereasthepunningsonnets(CXXXV。andCXLIII。)showthattheChristiannameofShakespeare’sfriendwasthesameashisown-WILL。
’Asfortheothersuggestionsofunfortunatecommentators,thatMr。
W。H。isamisprintforMr。W。S。,meaningMr。WilliamShakespeare;
that\"Mr。W。H。all\"shouldberead\"Mr。W。Hall\";thatMr。W。H。
isMr。WilliamHathaway;andthatafullstopshouldbeplacedafter\"wisheth,\"makingMr。W。H。thewriterandnotthesubjectofthededication,-Cyrilgotridoftheminaveryshorttime;anditisnotworthwhiletomentionhisreasons,thoughIrememberhesentmeoffintoafitoflaughterbyreadingtome,Iamgladtosaynotintheoriginal,someextractsfromaGermancommentatorcalledBarnstorff,whoinsistedthatMr。W。H。wasnolessapersonthan\"Mr。WilliamHimself。\"NorwouldheallowforamomentthattheSonnetsaremeresatiresontheworkofDraytonandJohnDaviesofHereford。Tohim,asindeedtome,theywerepoemsofseriousandtragicimport,wrungoutofthebitternessofShakespeare’sheart,andmadesweetbythehoneyofhislips。Stilllesswouldheadmitthattheyweremerelyaphilosophicalallegory,andthatinthemShakespeareisaddressinghisIdealSelf,orIdealManhood,ortheSpiritofBeauty,ortheReason,ortheDivineLogos,ortheCatholicChurch。Hefelt,asindeedIthinkweallmustfeel,thattheSonnetsareaddressedtoanindividual,-toaparticularyoungmanwhosepersonalityforsomereasonseemstohavefilledthesoulofShakespearewithterriblejoyandnolessterribledespair。
’Havinginthismannerclearedthewayasitwere,CyrilaskedmetodismissfrommymindanypreconceivedideasImighthaveformedonthesubject,andtogiveafairandunbiassedhearingtohisowntheory。Theproblemhepointedoutwasthis:WhowasthatyoungmanofShakespeare’sdaywho,withoutbeingofnoblebirthorevenofnoblenature,wasaddressedbyhimintermsofsuchpassionateadorationthatwecanbutwonderatthestrangeworship,andarealmostafraidtoturnthekeythatunlocksthemysteryofthepoet’sheart?Whowashewhosephysicalbeautywassuchthatitbecametheverycorner-stoneofShakespeare’sart;theverysourceofShakespeare’sinspiration;theveryincarnationofShakespeare’sdreams?Tolookuponhimassimplytheobjectofcertainlove-
poemsistomissthewholemeaningofthepoems:fortheartofwhichShakespearetalksintheSonnetsisnottheartoftheSonnetsthemselves,whichindeedweretohimbutslightandsecretthings-itistheartofthedramatisttowhichheisalwaysalluding;andhetowhomShakespearesaid-
Thouartallmyart,anddostadvanceAshighaslearningmyrudeignorance,hetowhomhepromisedimmortality,Wherebreathmostbreathes,eveninthemouthsofmen,-
wassurelynoneotherthantheboy-actorforwhomhecreatedViolaandImogen,JulietandRosalind,PortiaandDesdemona,andCleopatraherself。ThiswasCyrilGraham’stheory,evolvedasyouseepurelyfromtheSonnetsthemselves,anddependingforitsacceptancenotsomuchondemonstrableprooforformalevidence,butonakindofspiritualandartisticsense,bywhichaloneheclaimedcouldthetruemeaningofthepoemsbediscerned。I
rememberhisreadingtomethatfinesonnet-
HowcanmyMusewantsubjecttoinvent,Whilethoudostbreathe,thatpour’stintomyverseThineownsweetargument,tooexcellentForeveryvulgarpapertorehearse?
O,givethyselfthethanks,ifaughtinmeWorthyperusalstandagainstthysight;
Forwho’ssodumbthatcannotwritetothee,Whenthouthyselfdostgiveinventionlight?
BethouthetenthMuse,tentimesmoreinworthThanthoseoldninewhichrhymersinvocate;
Andhethatcallsonthee,lethimbringforthEternalnumberstooutlivelongdate-
andpointingouthowcompletelyitcorroboratedhistheory;andindeedhewentthroughalltheSonnetscarefully,andshowed,orfanciedthatheshowed,that,accordingtohisnewexplanationoftheirmeaning,thingsthathadseemedobscure,orevil,orexaggerated,becameclearandrational,andofhighartisticimport,illustratingShakespeare’sconceptionofthetruerelationsbetweentheartoftheactorandtheartofthedramatist。
’ItisofcourseevidentthattheremusthavebeeninShakespeare’scompanysomewonderfulboy-actorofgreatbeauty,towhomheintrustedthepresentationofhisnobleheroines;forShakespearewasapracticaltheatricalmanageraswellasanimaginativepoet,andCyrilGrahamhadactuallydiscoveredtheboy-actor’sname。HewasWill,or,ashepreferredtocallhim,WillieHughes。TheChristiannamehefoundofcourseinthepunningsonnets,CXXXV。
andCXLIII。;thesurnamewas,accordingtohim,hiddenintheseventhlineofthe20thSonnet,whereMr。W。H。isdescribedas-
Amaninhew,allHEWSinhiscontrowling。
’IntheoriginaleditionoftheSonnets\"Hews\"isprintedwithacapitalletterandinitalics,andthis,heclaimed,showedclearlythataplayonwordswasintended,hisviewreceivingagooddealofcorroborationfromthosesonnetsinwhichcuriouspunsaremadeonthewords\"use\"and\"usury。\"OfcourseIwasconvertedatonce,andWillieHughesbecametomeasrealapersonasShakespeare。
TheonlyobjectionImadetothetheorywasthatthenameofWillieHughesdoesnotoccurinthelistoftheactorsofShakespeare’scompanyasitisprintedinthefirstfolio。Cyril,however,pointedoutthattheabsenceofWillieHughes’snamefromthislistreallycorroboratedthetheory,asitwasevidentfromSonnetLXXXVI。thatWillieHugheshadabandonedShakespeare’scompanytoplayatarivaltheatre,probablyinsomeofChapman’splays。ItisinreferencetothisthatinthegreatsonnetonChapman,ShakespearesaidtoWillieHughes-
Butwhenyourcountenancefill’duphisline,Thenlack’dImatter;thatenfeebledmine-
theexpression\"whenyourcountenancefilleduphisline\"referringobviouslytothebeautyoftheyoungactorgivinglifeandrealityandaddedcharmtoChapman’sverse,thesameideabeingalsoputforwardinthe79thSonnet-
WhilstIalonedidcalluponthyaid,Myversealonehadallthygentlegrace;
Butnowmygraciousnumbersaredecay’d,AndmysickMusedothgiveanotherplace;
andintheimmediatelyprecedingsonnet,whereShakespearesays-
EveryalienpenhasgotmyUSE
Andundertheetheirpoesydisperse,theplayuponwords(use=Hughes)beingofcourseobvious,andthephrase\"undertheetheirpoesydisperse,\"meaning\"byyourassistanceasanactorbringtheirplaysbeforethepeople。\"
’Itwasawonderfulevening,andwesatupalmosttilldawnreadingandre-readingtheSonnets。Aftersometime,however,Ibegantoseethatbeforethetheorycouldbeplacedbeforetheworldinareallyperfectedform,itwasnecessarytogetsomeindependentevidenceabouttheexistenceofthisyoungactor,WillieHughes。
Ifthiscouldbeonceestablished,therecouldbenopossibledoubtabouthisidentitywithMr。W。H。;butotherwisethetheorywouldfalltotheground。IputthisforwardverystronglytoCyril,whowasagooddealannoyedatwhathecalledmyPhilistinetoneofmind,andindeedwasratherbitteruponthesubject。However,I
madehimpromisethatinhisowninteresthewouldnotpublishhisdiscoverytillhehadputthewholematterbeyondthereachofdoubt;andforweeksandweekswesearchedtheregistersofCitychurches,theAlleynMSS。atDulwich,theRecordOffice,thepapersoftheLordChamberlain-everything,infact,thatwethoughtmightcontainsomeallusiontoWillieHughes。Wediscoverednothing,ofcourse,andeverydaytheexistenceofWillieHughesseemedtometobecomemoreproblematical。Cyrilwasinadreadfulstate,andusedtogooverthewholequestiondayafterday,entreatingmetobelieve;butIsawtheoneflawinthetheory,andIrefusedtobeconvincedtilltheactualexistenceofWillieHughes,aboy-actorofElizabethandays,hadbeenplacedbeyondthereachofdoubtorcavil。
’OnedayCyrillefttowntostaywithhisgrandfather,Ithoughtatthetime,butIafterwardsheardfromLordCreditonthatthiswasnotthecase;andaboutafortnightafterwardsIreceivedatelegramfromhim,handedinatWarwick,askingmetobesuretocomeanddinewithhimthateveningateighto’clock。WhenI
arrived,hesaidtome,\"TheonlyapostlewhodidnotdeserveproofwasSt。Thomas,andSt。Thomaswastheonlyapostlewhogotit。\"I
askedhimwhathemeant。Heansweredthathehadnotmerelybeenabletoestablishtheexistenceinthesixteenthcenturyofaboy-
actorofthenameofWillieHughes,buttoprovebythemostconclusiveevidencethathewastheMr。W。H。oftheSonnets。Hewouldnottellmeanythingmoreatthetime;butafterdinnerhesolemnlyproducedthepictureIshowedyou,andtoldmethathehaddiscovereditbythemerestchancenailedtothesideofanoldchestthathehadboughtatafarmhouseinWarwickshire。Thechestitself,whichwasaveryfineexampleofElizabethanwork,hehad,ofcourse,broughtwithhim,andinthecentreofthefrontpaneltheinitialsW。H。wereundoubtedlycarved。Itwasthismonogramthathadattractedhisattention,andhetoldmethatitwasnottillhehadhadthechestinhispossessionforseveraldaysthathehadthoughtofmakinganycarefulexaminationoftheinside。
Onemorning,however,hesawthatoneofthesidesofthechestwasmuchthickerthantheother,andlookingmoreclosely,hediscoveredthataframedpanelpicturewasclampedagainstit。Ontakingitout,hefounditwasthepicturethatisnowlyingonthesofa。Itwasverydirty,andcoveredwithmould;buthemanagedtocleanit,and,tohisgreatjoy,sawthathehadfallenbymerechanceontheonethingforwhichhehadbeenlooking。HerewasanauthenticportraitofMr。W。H。,withhishandrestingonthededicatorypageoftheSonnets,andontheframeitselfcouldbefaintlyseenthenameoftheyoungmanwritteninblackunciallettersonafadedgoldground,\"MasterWill。Hews。\"
’Well,whatwasItosay?ItneveroccurredtomeforamomentthatCyrilGrahamwasplayingatrickonme,orthathewastryingtoprovehistheorybymeansofaforgery。’
’Butisitaforgery?’Iasked。
’Ofcourseitis,’saidErskine。’Itisaverygoodforgery;butitisaforgerynonetheless。IthoughtatthetimethatCyrilwasrathercalmaboutthewholematter;butIrememberhemorethanoncetoldmethathehimselfrequirednoproofofthekind,andthathethoughtthetheorycompletewithoutit。Ilaughedathim,andtoldhimthatwithoutitthetheorywouldfalltotheground,andIwarmlycongratulatedhimonthemarvellousdiscovery。Wethenarrangedthatthepictureshouldbeetchedorfacsimiled,andplacedasthefrontispiecetoCyril’seditionoftheSonnets;andforthreemonthswedidnothingbutgoovereachpoemlinebyline,tillwehadsettledeverydifficultyoftextormeaning。OneunluckydayIwasinaprint-shopinHolborn,whenIsawuponthecountersomeextremelybeautifuldrawingsinsilver-point。IwassoattractedbythemthatIboughtthem;andtheproprietoroftheplace,amancalledRawlings,toldmethattheyweredonebyayoungpainterofthenameofEdwardMerton,whowasveryclever,butaspoorasachurchmouse。IwenttoseeMertonsomedaysafterwards,havinggothisaddressfromtheprintseller,andfoundapale,interestingyoungman,witharathercommon-lookingwife-
hismodel,asIsubsequentlylearned。ItoldhimhowmuchI
admiredhisdrawings,atwhichheseemedverypleased,andIaskedhimifhewouldshowmesomeofhisotherwork。Aswewerelookingoveraportfolio,fullofreallyverylovelythings,-forMertonhadamostdelicateanddelightfultouch,-IsuddenlycaughtsightofadrawingofthepictureofMr。W。H。Therewasnodoubtwhateveraboutit。ItwasalmostaFACSIMILE-theonlydifferencebeingthatthetwomasksofTragedyandComedywerenotsuspendedfromthemarbletableastheyareinthepicture,butwerelyingonthefloorattheyoungman’sfeet。\"Whereonearthdidyougetthat?\"Isaid。Hegrewratherconfused,andsaid-\"Oh,thatisnothing。Ididnotknowitwasinthisportfolio。Itisnotathingofanyvalue。\"\"ItiswhatyoudidforMr。CyrilGraham,\"
exclaimedhiswife;\"andifthisgentlemanwishestobuyit,lethimhaveit。\"\"ForMr。CyrilGraham?\"Irepeated。\"DidyoupaintthepictureofMr。W。H。?\"\"Idon’tunderstandwhatyoumean,\"heanswered,growingveryred。Well,thewholethingwasquitedreadful。Thewifeletitallout。IgaveherfivepoundswhenI
wasgoingaway。Ican’tbeartothinkofitnow;butofcourseI
wasfurious。IwentoffatoncetoCyril’schambers,waitedthereforthreehoursbeforehecamein,withthathorridliestaringmeintheface,andtoldhimIhaddiscoveredhisforgery。Hegrewverypaleandsaid-\"Ididitpurelyforyoursake。Youwouldnotbeconvincedinanyotherway。Itdoesnotaffectthetruthofthetheory。\"\"Thetruthofthetheory!\"Iexclaimed;\"thelesswetalkaboutthatthebetter。Youneverevenbelievedinityourself。Ifyouhad,youwouldnothavecommittedaforgerytoproveit。\"Highwordspassedbetweenus;wehadafearfulquarrel。IdaresayI
wasunjust。Thenextmorninghewasdead。’
’Dead!’Icried,’Yes;heshothimselfwitharevolver。Someofthebloodsplashedupontheframeofthepicture,justwherethenamehadbeenpainted。BythetimeIarrived-hisservanthadsentformeatonce-thepolicewerealreadythere。Hehadleftaletterforme,evidentlywritteninthegreatestagitationanddistressofmind。’
’Whatwasinit?’Iasked。
’Oh,thathebelievedabsolutelyinWillieHughes;thattheforgeryofthepicturehadbeendonesimplyasaconcessiontome,anddidnotintheslightestdegreeinvalidatethetruthofthetheory;
and,thatinordertoshowmehowfirmandflawlesshisfaithinthewholethingwas,hewasgoingtoofferhislifeasasacrificetothesecretoftheSonnets。Itwasafoolish,madletter。I
rememberheendedbysayingthatheintrustedtometheWillieHughestheory,andthatitwasformetopresentittotheworld,andtounlockthesecretofShakespeare’sheart。’
’Itisamosttragicstory,’Icried;’butwhyhaveyounotcarriedouthiswishes?’
Erskineshruggedhisshoulders。’Becauseitisaperfectlyunsoundtheoryfrombeginningtoend,’heanswered。
’MydearErskine,’Isaid,gettingupfrommyseat,’youareentirelywrongaboutthewholematter。ItistheonlyperfectkeytoShakespeare’sSonnetsthathaseverbeenmade。Itiscompleteineverydetail。IbelieveinWillieHughes。’
’Don’tsaythat,’saidErskinegravely;’Ibelievethereissomethingfatalabouttheidea,andintellectuallythereisnothingtobesaidforit。Ihavegoneintothewholematter,andIassureyouthetheoryisentirelyfallacious。Itisplausibleuptoacertainpoint。Thenitstops。Forheaven’ssake,mydearboy,don’ttakeupthesubjectofWillieHughes。Youwillbreakyourheartoverit。’
’Erskine,’Ianswered,’itisyourdutytogivethistheorytotheworld。Ifyouwillnotdoit,Iwill。BykeepingitbackyouwrongthememoryofCyrilGraham,theyoungestandthemostsplendidofallthemartyrsofliterature。Ientreatyoutodohimjustice。Hediedforthisthing,-don’tlethisdeathbeinvain。’
Erskinelookedatmeinamazement。’Youarecarriedawaybythesentimentofthewholestory,’hesaid。’Youforgetthatathingisnotnecessarilytruebecauseamandiesforit。IwasdevotedtoCyrilGraham。Hisdeathwasahorribleblowtome。Ididnotrecoveritforyears。Idon’tthinkIhaveeverrecoveredit。ButWillieHughes?ThereisnothingintheideaofWillieHughes。Nosuchpersoneverexisted。Asforbringingthewholethingbeforetheworld-theworldthinksthatCyrilGrahamshothimselfbyaccident。Theonlyproofofhissuicidewascontainedinthelettertome,andofthisletterthepublicneverheardanything。
TothepresentdayLordCreditonthinksthatthewholethingwasaccidental。’
’CyrilGrahamsacrificedhislifetoagreatIdea,’Ianswered;
’andifyouwillnottellofhismartyrdom,tellatleastofhisfaith。’
’Hisfaith,’saidErskine,’wasfixedinathingthatwasfalse,inathingthatwasunsound,inathingthatnoShakespeareanscholarwouldacceptforamoment。Thetheorywouldbelaughedat。Don’tmakeafoolofyourself,anddon’tfollowatrailthatleadsnowhere。Youstartbyassumingtheexistenceoftheverypersonwhoseexistenceisthethingtobeproved。Besides,everybodyknowsthattheSonnetswereaddressedtoLordPembroke。Thematterissettledonceforall。’
’Thematterisnotsettled!’Iexclaimed。’IwilltakeupthetheorywhereCyrilGrahamleftit,andIwillprovetotheworldthathewasright。’
’Sillyboy!’saidErskine。’Gohome:itisaftertwo,anddon’tthinkaboutWillieHughesanymore。IamsorryItoldyouanythingaboutit,andverysorryindeedthatIshouldhaveconvertedyoutoathinginwhichIdon’tbelieve。’
’Youhavegivenmethekeytothegreatestmysteryofmodernliterature,’Ianswered;’andIshallnotresttillIhavemadeyourecognise,tillIhavemadeeverybodyrecognise,thatCyrilGrahamwasthemostsubtleShakespeareancriticofourday。’
AsIwalkedhomethroughSt。James’sParkthedawnwasjustbreakingoverLondon。Thewhiteswanswerelyingasleeponthepolishedlake,andthegauntPalacelookedpurpleagainstthepale-
greensky。IthoughtofCyrilGraham,andmyeyesfilledwithtears。
CHAPTERII
ITwaspasttwelveo’clockwhenIawoke,andthesunwasstreaminginthroughthecurtainsofmyroominlongslantingbeamsofdustygold。ItoldmyservantthatIwouldbeathometonoone;andafterIhadhadacupofchocolateandaPETIT-PAIN,Itookdownfromthebook-shelfmycopyofShakespeare’sSonnets,andbegantogocarefullythroughthem。EverypoemseemedtometocorroborateCyrilGraham’stheory。IfeltasifIhadmyhanduponShakespeare’sheart,andwascountingeachseparatethrobandpulseofpassion。Ithoughtofthewonderfulboy-actor,andsawhisfaceineveryline。
Twosonnets,Iremember,struckmeparticularly:theywerethe53rdandthe67th。Inthefirstofthese,Shakespeare,complimentingWillieHughesontheversatilityofhisacting,onhiswiderangeofparts,arangeextendingfromRosalindtoJuliet,andfromBeatricetoOphelia,saystohim-
Whatisyoursubstance,whereofareyoumade,Thatmillionsofstrangeshadowsonyoutend?
Sinceeveryonehath,everyone,oneshade,Andyou,butone,caneveryshadowlend-
linesthatwouldbeunintelligibleiftheywerenotaddressedtoanactor,fortheword’shadow’hadinShakespeare’sdayatechnicalmeaningconnectedwiththestage。’Thebestinthiskindarebutshadows,’saysTheseusoftheactorsintheMIDSUMMERNIGHT’S
DREAM,andtherearemanysimilarallusionsintheliteratureoftheday。ThesesonnetsevidentlybelongedtotheseriesinwhichShakespearediscussesthenatureoftheactor’sart,andofthestrangeandraretemperamentthatisessentialtotheperfectstage-player。’Howisit,’saysShakespearetoWillieHughes,’thatyouhavesomanypersonalities?’andthenhegoesontopointoutthathisbeautyissuchthatitseemstorealiseeveryformandphaseoffancy,toembodyeachdreamofthecreativeimagination-
anideathatisstillfurtherexpandedinthesonnetthatimmediatelyfollows,where,beginningwiththefinethought,O,howmuchmoredothbeautybeauteousseemBythatsweetornamentwhichTRUTHdothgive!
Shakespeareinvitesustonoticehowthetruthofacting,thetruthofvisiblepresentationonthestage,addstothewonderofpoetry,givinglifetoitsloveliness,andactualrealitytoitsidealform。Andyet,inthe67thSonnet,ShakespearecallsuponWillieHughestoabandonthestagewithitsartificiality,itsfalsemimiclifeofpaintedfaceandunrealcostume,itsimmoralinfluencesandsuggestions,itsremotenessfromthetrueworldofnobleactionandsincereutterance。
Ah,whereforewithinfectionshouldheliveAndwithhispresencegraceimpiety,ThatsinbyhimadvantageshouldachieveAndlaceitselfwithhissociety?
Whyshouldfalsepaintingimitatehischeek,Andstealdeadseemingofhislivinghue?
WhyshouldpoorbeautyindirectlyseekRosesofshadow,sincehisroseistrue?
ItmayseemstrangethatsogreatadramatistasShakespeare,whorealisedhisownperfectionasanartistandhishumanityasamanontheidealplaneofstage-writingandstage-playing,shouldhavewritteninthesetermsaboutthetheatre;butwemustrememberthatinSonnetsCX。andCXI。Shakespeareshowsusthathetoowasweariedoftheworldofpuppets,andfullofshameathavingmadehimself’amotleytotheview。’The111thSonnetisespeciallybitter:-
O,formysakedoyouwithFortunechide,Theguiltygoddessofmyharmfuldeeds,ThatdidnotbetterformylifeprovideThanpublicmeanswhichpublicmannersbreeds。
Thencecomesitthatmynamereceivesabrand,AndalmostthencemynatureissubduedTowhatitworksin,likethedyer’shand:
PitymethenandwishIwererenew’d-
andtherearemanysignselsewhereofthesamefeeling,signsfamiliartoallrealstudentsofShakespeare。
OnepointpuzzledmeimmenselyasIreadtheSonnets,anditwasdaysbeforeIstruckonthetrueinterpretation,whichindeedCyrilGrahamhimselfseemstohavemissed。IcouldnotunderstandhowitwasthatShakespearesetsohighavalueonhisyoungfriendmarrying。Hehimselfhadmarriedyoung,andtheresulthadbeenunhappiness,anditwasnotlikelythathewouldhaveaskedWillieHughestocommitthesameerror。Theboy-playerofRosalindhadnothingtogainfrommarriage,orfromthepassionsofreallife。
Theearlysonnets,withtheirstrangeentreatiestohavechildren,seemedtomeajarringnote。Theexplanationofthemysterycameonmequitesuddenly,andIfounditinthecuriousdedication。Itwillberememberedthatthededicationrunsasfollows:-
TOTHEONLIEBEGETTEROF
THESEINSUINGSONNETS
MR。W。H。ALLHAPPINESSE
ANDTHATETERNITIE
PROMISED
BY
OUREVER-LIVINGPOET
WISHETH
THEWELL-WISHING
ADVENTURERIN
SETTING
FORTH。
T。T。
Somescholarshavesupposedthattheword’begetter’inthisdedicationmeanssimplytheprocureroftheSonnetsforThomasThorpethepublisher;butthisviewisnowgenerallyabandoned,andthehighestauthoritiesarequiteagreedthatitistobetakeninthesenseofinspirer,themetaphorbeingdrawnfromtheanalogyofphysicallife。NowIsawthatthesamemetaphorwasusedbyShakespearehimselfallthroughthepoems,andthissetmeontherighttrack。FinallyImademygreatdiscovery。ThemarriagethatShakespeareproposesforWillieHughesisthemarriagewithhisMuse,anexpressionwhichisdefinitelyputforwardinthe82ndSonnet,where,inthebitternessofhisheartatthedefectionoftheboy-actorforwhomhehadwrittenhisgreatestparts,andwhosebeautyhadindeedsuggestedthem,heopenshiscomplaintbysaying-
IgrantthouwertnotmarriedtomyMuse。
Thechildrenhebegshimtobegetarenochildrenoffleshandblood,butmoreimmortalchildrenofundyingfame。ThewholecycleoftheearlysonnetsissimplyShakespeare’sinvitationtoWillieHughestogouponthestageandbecomeaplayer。Howbarrenandprofitlessathing,hesays,isthisbeautyofyoursifitbenotused:-
WhenfortywintersshallbesiegethybrowAnddigdeeptrenchesinthybeauty’sfield,Thyyouth’sproudlivery,sogazedonnow,Willbeatatter’dweed,ofsmallworthheld:
Thenbeingask’dwhereallthybeautylies,Whereallthetreasureofthylustydays,Tosay,withinthineowndeep-sunkeneyes,Wereanall-eatingshameandthriftlesspraise。
Youmustcreatesomethinginart:myverse’isthine,andBORNofthee’;onlylistentome,andIwill’BRINGFORTHeternalnumberstooutlivelongdate,’andyoushallpeoplewithformsofyourownimagetheimaginaryworldofthestage。Thesechildrenthatyoubeget,hecontinues,willnotwitheraway,asmortalchildrendo,butyoushallliveinthemandinmyplays:dobut-
Maketheeanotherself,forloveofme,Thatbeautystillmayliveinthineorthee。
Icollectedallthepassagesthatseemedtometocorroboratethisview,andtheyproducedastrongimpressiononme,andshowedmehowcompleteCyrilGraham’stheoryreallywas。IalsosawthatitwasquiteeasytoseparatethoselinesinwhichhespeaksoftheSonnetsthemselvesfromthoseinwhichhespeaksofhisgreatdramaticwork。ThiswasapointthathadbeenentirelyoverlookedbyallcriticsuptoCyrilGraham’sday。Andyetitwasoneofthemostimportantpointsinthewholeseriesofpoems。TotheSonnetsShakespearewasmoreorlessindifferent。Hedidnotwishtoresthisfameonthem。Theyweretohimhis’slightMuse,’ashecallsthem,andintended,asMerestellsus,forprivatecirculationonlyamongafew,averyfew,friends。Upontheotherhandhewasextremelyconsciousofthehighartisticvalueofhisplays,andshowsanobleself-relianceuponhisdramaticgenius。WhenhesaystoWillieHughes:
Butthyeternalsummershallnotfade,Norlosepossessionofthatfairthouowest;
NorshallDeathbragthouwander’stinhisshade,WheninETERNALLINEStotimethougrow’st:
Solongasmencanbreathe,oreyescansee,Solonglivesthis,andthisgiveslifetothee;-
theexpression’eternallines’clearlyalludestooneofhisplaysthathewassendinghimatthetime,justastheconcludingcoupletpointstohisconfidenceintheprobabilityofhisplaysbeingalwaysacted。InhisaddresstotheDramaticMuse(SonnetsC。andCI。),wefindthesamefeeling。
Whereartthou,Muse,thatthouforget’stsolongTospeakofthatwhichgivestheeallthymight?
Spend’stthouthyfuryonsomeworthlesssong,Darkeningthypowertolendbasesubjectslight?
hecries,andhethenproceedstoreproachtheMistressofTragedyandComedyforher’neglectofTruthinBeautydyed,’andsays-
Becauseheneedsnopraise,wiltthoubedumb?
Excusenotsilenceso,for’tliesintheeTomakehimmuchoutliveagildedtombAndtobepraisedofagesyettobe。
Thendothyoffice,Muse;IteachtheehowTomakehimseemlonghenceasheshowsnow。
Itis,however,perhapsinthe55thSonnetthatShakespearegivestothisideaitsfullestexpression。Toimaginethatthe’powerfulrhyme’ofthesecondlinereferstothesonnetitself,istomistakeShakespeare’smeaningentirely。Itseemedtomethatitwasextremelylikely,fromthegeneralcharacterofthesonnet,thataparticularplaywasmeant,andthattheplaywasnoneotherbutROMEOANDJULIET。
Notmarble,northegildedmonumentsOfprinces,shalloutlivethispowerfulrhyme;
ButyoushallshinemorebrightinthesecontentsThanunsweptstonebesmear’dwithsluttishtime。
Whenwastefulwarsshallstatuesoverturn,Andbroilsrootouttheworkofmasonry,NorMarshisswordnorwar’squickfireshallburnThelivingrecordofyourmemory。
’Gainstdeathandall-obliviousenmityShallyoupaceforth;yourpraiseshallstillfindroomEvenintheeyesofallposterityThatwearthisworldouttotheendingdoom。
So,tillthejudgementthatyourselfarise,Youliveinthis,anddwellinlovers’eyes。
ItwasalsoextremelysuggestivetonotehowhereaselsewhereShakespearepromisedWillieHughesimmortalityinaformthatappealedtomen’seyes-thatistosay,inaspectacularform,inaplaythatistobelookedat。
FortwoweeksIworkedhardattheSonnets,hardlyevergoingout,andrefusingallinvitations。EverydayIseemedtobediscoveringsomethingnew,andWillieHughesbecametomeakindofspiritualpresence,anever-dominantpersonality。IcouldalmostfancythatIsawhimstandingintheshadowofmyroom,sowellhadShakespearedrawnhim,withhisgoldenhair,histenderflower-likegrace,hisdreamydeep-sunkeneyes,hisdelicatemobilelimbs,andhiswhitelilyhands。Hisverynamefascinatedme。WillieHughes!
WillieHughes!Howmusicallyitsounded!Yes;whoelsebuthecouldhavebeenthemaster-mistressofShakespeare’spassion,(1)
thelordofhislovetowhomhewasboundinvassalage,(2)thedelicateminionofpleasure,(3)theroseofthewholeworld,(4)
theheraldofthespring(5)deckedintheproudliveryofyouth,(6)thelovelyboywhomitwassweetmusictohear,(7)andwhosebeautywastheveryraimentofShakespeare’sheart,(8)asitwasthekeystoneofhisdramaticpower?Howbitternowseemedthewholetragedyofhisdesertionandhisshame!-shamethathemadesweetandlovely(9)bythemeremagicofhispersonality,butthatwasnonethelessshame。YetasShakespeareforgavehim,shouldnotweforgivehimalso?Ididnotcaretopryintothemysteryofhissin。
HisabandonmentofShakespeare’stheatrewasadifferentmatter,andIinvestigateditatgreatlength。FinallyIcametotheconclusionthatCyrilGrahamhadbeenwronginregardingtherivaldramatistofthe80thSonnetasChapman。ItwasobviouslyMarlowewhowasalludedto。AtthetimetheSonnetswerewritten,suchanexpressionas’theproudfullsailofhisgreatverse’couldnothavebeenusedofChapman’swork,howeverapplicableitmighthavebeentothestyleofhislaterJacobeanplays。No:MarlowewasclearlytherivaldramatistofwhomShakespearespokeinsuchlaudatoryterms;andthatAffablefamiliarghostWhichnightlygullshimwithintelligence,wastheMephistophelesofhisDOCTORFAUSTUS。Nodoubt,Marlowewasfascinatedbythebeautyandgraceoftheboy-actor,andluredhimawayfromtheBlackfriarsTheatre,thathemightplaytheGavestonofhisEDWARDII。ThatShakespearehadthelegalrighttoretainWillieHughesinhisowncompanyisevidentfromSonnetLXXXVII。,wherehesays:-
Farewell!thouarttoodearformypossessing,Andlikeenoughthouknow’stthyestimate:
TheCHARTEROFTHYWORTHgivestheereleasing;
MyBONDSintheearealldeterminate。
ForhowdoIholdtheebutbythygranting?
Andforthatricheswhereismydeserving?
Thecauseofthisfairgiftinmeiswanting,ANDSOMYPATENTBACKAGAINISSWERVING。
Thyselfthougayest,thyownworththennotknowing,Orme,towhomthougavestit,elsemistaking;
Sothygreatgift,uponmisprisiongrowing,Comeshomeagain,onbetterjudgementmaking。
ThushaveIhadthee,asadreamdothflatter,Insleepaking,butwakingnosuchmatter。
Buthimwhomhecouldnotholdbylove,hewouldnotholdbyforce。
WillieHughesbecameamemberofLordPembroke’scompany,and,perhapsintheopenyardoftheRedBullTavern,playedthepartofKingEdward’sdelicateminion。OnMarlowe’sdeath,heseemstohavereturnedtoShakespeare,who,whateverhisfellow-partnersmayhavethoughtofthematter,wasnotslowtoforgivethewilfulnessandtreacheryoftheyoungactor。
Howwell,too,hadShakespearedrawnthetemperamentofthestage-
player!WillieHugheswasoneofthoseThatdonotdothethingtheymostdoshow,Who,movingothers,arethemselvesasstone。
Hecouldactlove,butcouldnotfeelit,couldmimicpassionwithoutrealisingit。
Inmany’slooksthefalseheart’shistoryIswritinmoodsandfrownsandwrinklesstrange,butwithWillieHughesitwasnotso。’Heaven,’saysShakespeare,inasonnetofmadidolatry-
HeaveninthycreationdiddecreeThatinthyfacesweetloveshouldeverdwell;
Whate’erthythoughtsorthyheart’sworkingsbe,Thylooksshouldnothingthencebutsweetnesstell。
Inhis’inconstantmind’andhis’falseheart,’itwaseasytorecognisetheinsincerityandtreacherythatsomehowseeminseparablefromtheartisticnature,asinhisloveofpraisethatdesireforimmediaterecognitionthatcharacterisesallactors。
Andyet,morefortunateinthisthanotheractors,WillieHugheswastoknowsomethingofimmortality。InseparablyconnectedwithShakespeare’splays,hewastoliveinthem。
Yournamefromhenceimmortallifeshallhave,ThoughI,oncegone,toalltheworldmustdie:
Theearthcanyieldmebutacommongrave,Whenyouentombedinmen’seyesshalllie。
Yourmonumentshallbemygentleverse,Whicheyesnotyetcreatedshallo’er-read,Andtonguestobeyourbeingshallrehearse,Whenallthebreathersofthisworldaredead。
Therewereendlessallusions,also,toWillieHughes’spoweroverhisaudience-the’gazers,’asShakespearecallsthem;butperhapsthemostperfectdescriptionofhiswonderfulmasteryoverdramaticartwasinALOVER’SCOMPLAINT,whereShakespearesaysofhim:-
Inhimaplenitudeofsubtlematter,Appliedtocautels,allstrangeformsreceives,Ofburningblushes,orofweepingwater,Orswooningpaleness;andhetakesandleaves,Ineither’saptness,asitbestdeceives,Toblushatspeechesrank,toweepatwoes,Ortoturnwhiteandswoonattragicshows。
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Soonthetipofhissubduingtongue,Allkindofargumentsandquestionsdeep,Allreplicationpromptandreasonstrong,Forhisadvantagestilldidwakeandsleep,Tomaketheweeperlaugh,thelaugherweep。
Hehadthedialectandthedifferentskill,Catchingallpassionsinhiscraftofwill。
OnceIthoughtthatIhadreallyfoundWillieHughesinElizabethanliterature。InawonderfullygraphicaccountofthelastdaysofthegreatEarlofEssex,hischaplain,ThomasKnell,tellsusthatthenightbeforetheEarldied,’hecalledWilliamHewes,whichwashismusician,toplayuponthevirginalsandtosing。\"Play,\"saidhe,\"mysong,WillHewes,andIwillsingittomyself。\"Sohediditmostjoyfully,notasthehowlingswan,which,stilllookingdown,wailethherend,butasasweetlark,liftinguphishandsandcastinguphiseyestohisGod,withthismountedthecrystalskies,andreachedwithhisunweariedtonguethetopofhighestheavens。’SurelytheboywhoplayedonthevirginalstothedyingfatherofSidney’sStellawasnoneotherbuttheWillHewstowhomShakespearededicatedtheSonnets,andwhohetellsuswashimselfsweet’musictohear。’YetLordEssexdiedin1576,whenShakespearehimselfwasbuttwelveyearsofage。ItwasimpossiblethathismusiciancouldhavebeentheMr。W。H。oftheSonnets。
PerhapsShakespeare’syoungfriendwasthesonoftheplayeruponthevirginals?ItwasatleastsomethingtohavediscoveredthatWillHewswasanElizabethanname。IndeedthenameHewsseemedtohavebeencloselyconnectedwithmusicandthestage。ThefirstEnglishactresswasthelovelyMargaretHews,whomPrinceRupertsomadlyloved。WhatmoreprobablethanthatbetweenherandLordEssex’smusicianhadcometheboy-actorofShakespeare’splays?
Buttheproofs,thelinks-wherewerethey?Alas!Icouldnotfindthem。ItseemedtomethatIwasalwaysonthebrinkofabsoluteverification,butthatIcouldneverreallyattaintoit。
FromWillieHughes’slifeIsoonpassedtothoughtsofhisdeath。
Iusedtowonderwhathadbeenhisend。
PerhapshehadbeenoneofthoseEnglishactorswhoin1604wentacrossseatoGermanyandplayedbeforethegreatDukeHenryJuliusofBrunswick,himselfadramatistofnomeanorder,andattheCourtofthatstrangeElectorofBrandenburg,whowassoenamouredofbeautythathewassaidtohaveboughtforhisweightinambertheyoungsonofatravellingGreekmerchant,andtohavegivenpageantsinhonourofhisslaveallthroughthatdreadfulfamineyearof1606-7,whenthepeoplediedofhungerintheverystreetsofthetown,andforthespaceofsevenmonthstherewasnorain。
WeknowatanyratethatROMEOANDJULIETwasbroughtoutatDresdenin1613,alongwithHAMLETandKINGLEAR,anditwassurelytononeotherthanWillieHughesthatin1615thedeath-maskofShakespearewasbroughtbythehandofoneofthesuiteoftheEnglishambassador,paletokenofthepassingawayofthegreatpoetwhohadsodearlylovedhim。Indeedtherewouldhavebeensomethingpeculiarlyfittingintheideathattheboy-actor,whosebeautyhadbeensovitalanelementintherealismandromanceofShakespeare’sart,shouldhavebeenthefirsttohavebroughttoGermanytheseedofthenewculture,andwasinhiswaytheprecursorofthatAUFKLARUNGorIlluminationoftheeighteenthcentury,thatsplendidmovementwhich,thoughbegunbyLessingandHerder,andbroughttoitsfullandperfectissuebyGoethe,wasinnosmallparthelpedonbyanotheractor-FriedrichSchroeder-
whoawokethepopularconsciousness,andbymeansofthefeignedpassionsandmimeticmethodsofthestageshowedtheintimate,thevital,connectionbetweenlifeandliterature。Ifthiswasso-
andtherewascertainlynoevidenceagainstit-itwasnotimprobablethatWillieHugheswasoneofthoseEnglishcomedians(MIMAEQUIDAMEXBRITANNIA,astheoldchroniclecallsthem),whowereslainatNuremberginasuddenuprisingofthepeople,andweresecretlyburiedinalittlevineyardoutsidethecitybysomeyoungmen’whohadfoundpleasureintheirperformances,andofwhomsomehadsoughttobeinstructedinthemysteriesofthenewart。’CertainlynomorefittingplacecouldtherebeforhimtowhomShakespearesaid,’thouartallmyart,’thanthislittlevineyardoutsidethecitywalls。ForwasitnotfromthesorrowsofDionysosthatTragedysprang?WasnotthelightlaughterofComedy,withitscarelessmerrimentandquickreplies,firstheardonthelipsoftheSicilianvine-dressers?Nay,didnotthepurpleandredstainofthewine-frothonfaceandlimbsgivethefirstsuggestionofthecharmandfascinationofdisguise-thedesireforself-concealment,thesenseofthevalueofobjectivitythusshowingitselfintherudebeginningsoftheart?Atanyrate,whereverhelay-whetherinthelittlevineyardatthegateoftheGothictown,orinsomedimLondonchurchyardamidsttheroarandbustleofourgreatcity-nogorgeousmonumentmarkedhisresting-
place。Histruetomb,asShakespearesaw,wasthepoet’sverse,histruemonumentthepermanenceofthedrama。Sohaditbeenwithotherswhosebeautyhadgivenanewcreativeimpulsetotheirage。
TheivorybodyoftheBithynianslaverotsinthegreenoozeoftheNile,andontheyellowhillsoftheCerameicusisstrewnthedustoftheyoungAthenian;butAntinouslivesinsculpture,andCharmidesinphilosophy。
CHAPTERIII
AFTERthreeweekshadelapsed,IdeterminedtomakeastrongappealtoErskinetodojusticetothememoryofCyrilGraham,andtogivetotheworldhismarvellousinterpretationoftheSonnets-theonlyinterpretationthatthoroughlyexplainedtheproblem。Ihavenotanycopyofmyletter,Iregrettosay,norhaveIbeenabletolaymyhandupontheoriginal;butIrememberthatIwentoverthewholeground,andcoveredsheetsofpaperwithpassionatereiterationoftheargumentsandproofsthatmystudyhadsuggestedtome。ItseemedtomethatIwasnotmerelyrestoringCyrilGrahamtohisproperplaceinliteraryhistory,butrescuingthehonourofShakespearehimselffromthetediousmemoryofacommonplaceintrigue。Iputintotheletterallmyenthusiasm。I
putintotheletterallmyfaith。
Nosooner,infact,hadIsentitoffthanacuriousreactioncameoverme。ItseemedtomethatIhadgivenawaymycapacityforbeliefintheWillieHughestheoryoftheSonnets,thatsomethinghadgoneoutofme,asitwere,andthatIwasperfectlyindifferenttothewholesubject。Whatwasitthathadhappened?
Itisdifficulttosay。Perhaps,byfindingperfectexpressionforapassion,Ihadexhaustedthepassionitself。Emotionalforces,liketheforcesofphysicallife,havetheirpositivelimitations。
Perhapsthemereefforttoconvertanyonetoatheoryinvolvessomeformofrenunciationofthepowerofcredence。PerhapsIwassimplytiredofthewholething,and,myenthusiasmhavingburntout,myreasonwaslefttoitsownunimpassionedjudgment。Howeveritcameabout,andIcannotpretendtoexplainit,therewasnodoubtthatWillieHughessuddenlybecametomeameremyth,anidledream,theboyishfancyofayoungmanwho,likemostardentspirits,wasmoreanxioustoconvinceothersthantobehimselfconvinced。
AsIhadsaidsomeveryunjustandbitterthingstoErskineinmyletter,Ideterminedtogoandseehimatonce,andtomakemyapologiestohimformybehaviour。Accordingly,thenextmorningI
drovedowntoBirdcageWalk,andfoundErskinesittinginhislibrary,withtheforgedpictureofWillieHughesinfrontofhim。
’MydearErskine!’Icried,’Ihavecometoapologisetoyou。’
’Toapologisetome?’hesaid。’Whatfor?’
’Formyletter,’Ianswered。
’Youhavenothingtoregretinyourletter,’hesaid。’Onthecontrary,youhavedonemethegreatestserviceinyourpower。YouhaveshownmethatCyrilGraham’stheoryisperfectlysound。’
’Youdon’tmeantosaythatyoubelieveinWillieHughes?’I
exclaimed。
’Whynot?’herejoined。’Youhaveprovedthethingtome。DoyouthinkIcannotestimatethevalueofevidence?’
’Butthereisnoevidenceatall,’Igroaned,sinkingintoachair。
’WhenIwrotetoyouIwasundertheinfluenceofaperfectlysillyenthusiasm。IhadbeentouchedbythestoryofCyrilGraham’sdeath,fascinatedbyhisromantictheory,enthralledbythewonderandnoveltyofthewholeidea。Iseenowthatthetheoryisbasedonadelusion。TheonlyevidencefortheexistenceofWillieHughesisthatpictureinfrontofyou,andthepictureisaforgery。Don’tbecarriedawaybymeresentimentinthismatter。
WhateverromancemayhavetosayabouttheWillieHughestheory,reasonisdeadagainstit。’
’Idon’tunderstandyou,’saidErskine,lookingatmeinamazement。
’Why,youyourselfhaveconvincedmebyyourletterthatWillieHughesisanabsolutereality。Whyhaveyouchangedyourmind?Orisallthatyouhavebeensayingtomemerelyajoke?’
’Icannotexplainittoyou,’Irejoined,’butIseenowthatthereisreallynothingtobesaidinfavourofCyrilGraham’sinterpretation。TheSonnetsareaddressedtoLordPembroke。Forheaven’ssakedon’twasteyourtimeinafoolishattempttodiscoverayoungElizabethanactorwhoneverexisted,andtomakeaphantompuppetthecentreofthegreatcycleofShakespeare’sSonnets。’
’Iseethatyoudon’tunderstandthetheory,’hereplied。
’MydearErskine,’Icried,’notunderstandit!Why,IfeelasifIhadinventedit。SurelymylettershowsyouthatInotmerelywentintothewholematter,butthatIcontributedproofsofeverykind。Theoneflawinthetheoryisthatitpresupposestheexistenceofthepersonwhoseexistenceisthesubjectofdispute。
IfwegrantthattherewasinShakespeare’scompanyayoungactorofthenameofWillieHughes,itisnotdifficulttomakehimtheobjectoftheSonnets。ButasweknowthattherewasnoactorofthisnameinthecompanyoftheGlobeTheatre,itisidletopursuetheinvestigationfurther。’
’Butthatisexactlywhatwedon’tknow,’saidErskine。’Itisquitetruethathisnamedoesnotoccurinthelistgiveninthefirstfolio;but,asCyrilpointedout,thatisratheraproofinfavouroftheexistenceofWillieHughesthanagainstit,ifwerememberhistreacherousdesertionofShakespeareforarivaldramatist。’
Wearguedthematteroverforhours,butnothingthatIcouldsaycouldmakeErskinesurrenderhisfaithinCyrilGraham’sinterpretation。Hetoldmethatheintendedtodevotehislifetoprovingthetheory,andthathewasdeterminedtodojusticetoCyrilGraham’smemory。Ientreatedhim,laughedathim,beggedofhim,butitwasofnouse。Finallyweparted,notexactlyinanger,butcertainlywithashadowbetweenus。Hethoughtmeshallow,Ithoughthimfoolish。WhenIcalledonhimagainhisservanttoldmethathehadgonetoGermany。
Twoyearsafterwards,asIwasgoingintomyclub,thehall-porterhandedmealetterwithaforeignpostmark。ItwasfromErskine,andwrittenattheHoteld’Angleterre,Cannes。WhenIhadreaditIwasfilledwithhorror,thoughIdidnotquitebelievethathewouldbesomadastocarryhisresolveintoexecution。ThegistoftheletterwasthathehadtriedineverywaytoverifytheWillieHughestheory,andhadfailed,andthatasCyrilGrahamhadgivenhislifeforthistheory,hehimselfhaddeterminedtogivehisownlifealsotothesamecause。Theconcludingwordsoftheletterwerethese:’IstillbelieveinWillieHughes;andbythetimeyoureceivethis,IshallhavediedbymyownhandforWillieHughes’ssake:forhissake,andforthesakeofCyrilGraham,whomIdrovetohisdeathbymyshallowscepticismandignorantlackoffaith。Thetruthwasoncerevealedtoyou,andyourejectedit。Itcomestoyounowstainedwiththebloodoftwolives,-donotturnawayfromit。’
Itwasahorriblemoment。Ifeltsickwithmisery,andyetIcouldnotbelieveit。Todieforone’stheologicalbeliefsistheworstuseamancanmakeofhislife,buttodieforaliterarytheory!
Itseemedimpossible。
Ilookedatthedate。Theletterwasaweekold。Someunfortunatechancehadpreventedmygoingtotheclubforseveraldays,orI
mighthavegotitintimetosavehim。Perhapsitwasnottoolate。Idroveofftomyrooms,packedupmythings,andstartedbythenight-mailfromCharingCross。Thejourneywasintolerable。I
thoughtIwouldneverarrive。AssoonasIdidIdrovetotheHotell’Angleterre。TheytoldmethatErskinehadbeenburiedtwodaysbeforeintheEnglishcemetery。Therewassomethinghorriblygrotesqueaboutthewholetragedy。Isaidallkindsofwildthings,andthepeopleinthehalllookedcuriouslyatme。
SuddenlyLadyErskine,indeepmourning,passedacrossthevestibule。Whenshesawmeshecameuptome,murmuredsomethingaboutherpoorson,andburstintotears。Iledherintohersitting-room。Anelderlygentlemanwastherewaitingforher。ItwastheEnglishdoctor。
WetalkedagreatdealaboutErskine,butIsaidnothingabouthismotiveforcommittingsuicide。Itwasevidentthathehadnottoldhismotheranythingaboutthereasonthathaddrivenhimtosofatal,somadanact。FinallyLadyErskineroseandsaid,Georgeleftyousomethingasamemento。Itwasathingheprizedverymuch。Iwillgetitforyou。
AssoonasshehadlefttheroomIturnedtothedoctorandsaid,’WhatadreadfulshockitmusthavebeentoLadyErskine!Iwonderthatshebearsitaswellasshedoes。’
’Oh,sheknewformonthspastthatitwascoming,’heanswered。
’Knewitformonthspast!’Icried。’Butwhydidn’tshestophim?
Whydidn’tshehavehimwatched?Hemusthavebeenmad。’
Thedoctorstaredatme。’Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,’hesaid。
’Well,’Icried,’ifamotherknowsthathersonisgoingtocommitsuicide-’
’Suicide!’heanswered。’PoorErskinedidnotcommitsuicide。Hediedofconsumption。Hecameheretodie。ThemomentIsawhimI
knewthattherewasnohope。Onelungwasalmostgone,andtheotherwasverymuchaffected。Threedaysbeforehediedheaskedmewasthereanyhope。Itoldhimfranklythattherewasnone,andthathehadonlyafewdaystolive。Hewrotesomeletters,andwasquiteresigned,retaininghissensestothelast。’
AtthatmomentLadyErskineenteredtheroomwiththefatalpictureofWillieHughesinherhand。’WhenGeorgewasdyinghebeggedmetogiveyouthis,’shesaid。AsItookitfromher,hertearsfellonmyhand。
Thepicturehangsnowinmylibrary,whereitisverymuchadmiredbymyartisticfriends。TheyhavedecidedthatitisnotaClouet,butanOudry。Ihavenevercaredtotellthemitstruehistory。
Butsometimes,whenIlookatit,IthinkthatthereisreallyagreatdealtobesaidfortheWillieHughestheoryofShakespeare’sSonnets。
Footnotes:
(1)Sonnetxx。2。
(2)Sonnetxxvi。1。
(3)Sonnetcxxvi。9。
(4)Sonnetcix。14。
(5)Sonneti。10。
(6)Sonnetii。3。
(7)Sonnetviii。1。
(8)Sonnetxxii。6。
(9)Sonnetxcv。1。