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  I。

  ThesuccessofVerriandidnotcomeearly,anditdidnotcomeeasily。

  Hehadbeentryingalongtimetogethisworkintothebestmagazines,andwhenhehadwonthefavoroftheeditors,whoseinteresthehadperhapshadfromthebeginning,itmightbesaidthattheybegantoaccepthisworkfromtheirconsciences,becauseinitswayitwassogoodthattheycouldnotjustlyrefuseit。TheparticulareditorwhotookVerrian’sserial,afterithadcomebacktotheauthorfromtheeditorsoftheotherleadingperiodicals,wasinfactmovedmainlybythebeliefthatthestorywouldpleasethebettersortofhisreaders。These,iftheywerenotsonumerousastheworse,hefelthadnowandthentherighttohavetheirpleasurestudied。

  Itwasaseriousstory,anditwassomewhatbitter,asVerrianhimselfwas,afterhisstruggletoreachthepublicwithworkwhichheknewmeritedrecognition。Buttheworldwhichdoesnotlikepeopletotakethemselvestooseriouslyalsolikesthemtotakethemselvesseriously,andthebitternessinVerrian’sstoryprovedagreeabletoanumberofreadersunexpectedlygreat。Itintimatedaromanticpersonalityintheauthor,andtheworldstilllikestoimagineromanticthingsofauthors。

  Itlikesespeciallytoimaginethemofnovelists,nowthattherearenolongerpoets;andwhenitbegantolikeVerrian’sserial,itbegantowritehimallsortsofletters,directly,incareoftheeditor,andindirectlytotheeditor,whomtheyaskedaboutVerrianmorethanabouthisstory。

  Itwasaman’sstoryratherthanawoman’sstory,asthesemaybedistinguished;butquiteforthatreasonwomenseemedpeculiarlytakenwithit。Perhapsthewomenhadmoreleisureormorecouragetowritetotheauthorandtheeditor;atanyrate,mostoftheletterswerefromwomen;someofthelettersweresillyandfatuousenough,butotherswereofanintelligencewhichwasnonethelesspenetratingforbeingemotionalratherthancritical。Thesemaidsormatrons,whoeverorwhichevertheywere,knewwonderfullywellwhattheauthorwouldbeat,andtheirinterestinhisstoryimpliedaconstantifnotasingledevotion。NowandthenVerrianwastemptedtoansweroneofthem,andunderfavorofhismother,whohadbeenhisconfidantateverypointofhisliterarycareer,heyieldedtothetemptation;butonedaytherecamealetteraskingananswer,whichneitherhenorhismotherfeltcompetenttodealwith。Theybothperceivedthattheymustreferittotheeditorofthemagazine,anditseemedtothemsoimportantthattheydecidedVerrianmustgowithitinpersontotheeditor。Thenhemustbesofarruledbyhim,ifnecessary,astogivehimtheletterandputhimself,astheauthor,beyondanappealwhichhefoundpeculiarlypoignant。

  Theletter,whichhadovercomethetacitmisgivingsofhismotherastheyreaditandreaditagaintogether,wasfromagirlwhohadperhapsnoneedtoconfessherselfyoung,ortoownherinexperienceoftheworldwherestorieswerewrittenandprinted。SheexcusedherselfwithadelicacywhichVerrian’scorrespondentsbynomeansalwaysshowedforintrudinguponhim,andthenpleadedthepowerhisstoryhadoverherastheonlyshadowofrightshehadinaddressinghim。Itsfascination,shesaid,hadbegunwiththefirstnumber,thefirstchapter,almostthefirstparagraph。Itwasnotfortheplotthatshecared;shehadreadtoomanystoriestocarefortheplot;itwastheprobleminvolved。Itwasonewhichshehadsooftenponderedinherownmindthatshefelt,inawayshehopedhewouldnotthinkconceited,almostasifthestorywaswrittenforher。Shehadneverbeenabletosolvetheproblem;howhewouldsolveitshedidnotseehowshecouldwaittoknow;andhereshemadehimaconfidencewithoutwhich,shesaid,sheshouldnothavethecouragetogoon。Shewasaninvalid,andherdoctorhadtoldherthat,thoughshemightliveformonths,therewerechancesthatshemightdieatanymomentsuddenly。Hewouldthinkitstrange,anditwasstrangethatsheshouldtellhimthis,andstrangerstillthatsheshoulddaretoaskhimwhatshewasgoingtoask。Thestoryhadyetfourmonthstorun,andshehadbeguntohaveamorbidforebodingthatsheshouldnotlivetoreaditintheordinarycourse。Shewassoignorantaboutwritersthatshedidnotknowwhethersuchathingwaseverdone,orcouldbedone;

  butifhecouldtellherhowthestorywastocomeouthewouldbedoingmoreforherthananythingelsethatcouldbedoneforheronearth。Shehadreadthatsometimesauthorsbegantoprinttheirserialstoriesbeforetheyhadwrittenthemtotheend,andhemightnotbesureoftheendhimself;butifhehadfinishedthisstoryofhis,andcouldletherseethelastpagesinprint,shewouldowehimthegratitudeshecouldneverexpress。

  Theletterwaswritteninaneducatedhand,andtherewerenofoiblesofformorexcessesoffashioninthestationerytomarthecharacterofsinceritythesimplewordingconveyed。Thepostaladdress,withthedate,wasfullygiven,andthenamesignedattheendwasevidentlygenuine。

  Verrianhimselfhadnoquestionofthegenuinenessoftheletterinanyrespect;hismother,afterherfirstmisgivings,whichwereperhapssensations,thoughtashedidaboutit。Shesaidthestorydealtsoprofoundlywiththedeepestthingsthatitwasnowonderaperson,standinglikethatgirlbetweenlifeanddeath,shouldwishtoknowhowtheauthorsolveditsproblem。Thenshereadthelettercarefullyoveragain,andagainVerrianreadit,withaneffectnotdifferentfromthatwhichitsfirstperusalhadmadewithhim。Hisfaithinhisworkwassogreat,soentire,thatthenotionofanyotherfeelingaboutitwasnotadmissible。

  \"Ofcourse,\"hesaid,withasighofsatisfaction,\"ImustshowthelettertoArmigeratonce。\"

  \"Ofcourse,\"hismotherreplied。\"Heistheeditor,andyoumustnotdoanythingwithouthisapproval。\"

  Thefaithinthewriteroftheletter,whichwasprimarywithhim,wassecondarywithher,butperhapsforthatreason,shewasallthemorefirmlygroundedinit。

  II。

  Therewasnothingtocloudtheeditor’sjudgment,whenVerriancametohim,exceptthefactthathewasapoetaswellasaneditor。Hereadinasilenceasgreatastheauthor’stheletterwhichVerriansubmitted。

  Thenheremainedponderingitforaslongaspacebeforehesaid,\"Thatisverytouching。\"

  Verrianjumpedtohisquestion。\"Doyoumeanthatweoughttosendhertheproofsofthestory?\"

  \"No,\"theeditorfaltered,buteveninthisdecisionhedidnotdenytheauthorhissympathy。\"You’vetouchedbottominthatstory,Verrian。Youmaygohigher,butyoucannevergodeeper。\"

  Verrianflushedalittle。\"Oh,thankyou!\"

  \"I’mnotsurprisedthegirlwantstoknowhowyoumanageyourproblem——

  suchagirl,standingintheshadowoftheotherworld,whichisalwayseclipsingthis,andseeinghowyou’vecaughtitsawfuloutline。\"

  Verrianmadeagratefulmurmuratthepraise。\"Thatiswhatmymotherfelt。Thenyouhavenodoubtofthegoodfaith——\"

  \"No,\"theeditorreturned,withthesamequantity,ifnotthesamequality,ofreluctanceasbefore。\"Yousee,itwouldbetoodaring。\"

  \"Thenwhynotletherhavetheproofs?\"

  \"Thethingissounprecedented——\"

  \"Ourdoingitneedn’tformaprecedent。\"

  \"No。\"

  \"Andifyou’venodoubtofitsbeingatruecase——\"

  \"Wemustprovethatitis,or,rather,wemustmakeherproveit。I

  quitefeelwithyouaboutit。IfIweretoactuponmyownimpulse,myownconvictions,Ishouldsendhertherestofthestoryandtakethechances。Butshemaybeanenterprisingjournalistindisguiseit’sastonishingwhatwomenwilldowhentheytaketonewspaperwork——andwehavenorighttoriskanything,forthemagazine’ssake,ifnotyoursandmine。Willyouleavethisletterwithme?\"

  \"Iexpectedtoleavethewholeaffairinyourhands。Doyoumindtellingmewhatyouproposetodo?Ofcourse,itwon’tbeanything——abrupt——\"

  \"Ohno;andIdon’tmindtellingyouwhathasoccurredtome。Ifthisisatruecase,asyousay,andI’venoquestionbutitis,thewriterwillbeonconfidentialtermswithherpastoraswellasherdoctorandI

  proposeaskinghertogethimtocertify,inanysortofgeneralterms,toheridentity。Iwilltreatthematterdelicately——Or,ifyouprefertowritetoheryourself——\"

  \"Ohno,it’smuchbetterforyoutodoit;youcandoitauthoritatively。\"

  \"Yes,andifsheisn’ttherealthing,butmerelyawomanjournalisttryingtoworkusfora’story’inherSundayedition,weshallhearnomorefromher。\"

  \"Idon’tseeanythingtoobjecttoinyourplan,\"Verriansaid,uponreflection。\"Shecertainlycan’tcomplainofourbeingcautious。\"

  \"No,andshewon’t。Ishallhavetoreferthemattertothehouse——\"

  \"Oh,willyou?\"

  \"Why,certainly!Icouldn’ttakeasteplikethatwithouttheapprovalofthehouse。\"

  \"No,\"Verrianassented,andhemadeanoteofthewriter’saddressfromtheletter。Then,afteramomentspentinlookinghardattheletter,hegaveitbacktotheeditorandwentabruptlyaway。

  Hehadproof,thenextmorning,thattheeditorhadactedpromptly,atleastsofarasregardedthehouse。Thehousehadapprovedhisplan,ifonecouldtrusttheromanticparagraphwhichVerrianfoundinhispaperatbreakfast,exploitingthefactconcernedasoneoftheinterestingevidencesoftheholdhisserialhadgotwiththemagazinereaders。Herecognizedintheparagraphthetouchofthegoodfellowwhopreparedtheweeklybulletinsofthehouse,andofferedthepressliteraryintelligenceinaformreadyforimmediateuse。Thecasewasfairlystated,buttheprivacyoftheauthor’scorrespondentwasperfectlyguarded;itwasnotevenmadeknownthatshewasawoman。YetVerrianfelt,inreadingtheparagraph,ashockofguiltydismay,asifhehadbetrayedaconfidencereposedinhim,andhehandedthepaperacrossthetabletohismotherwithratherasicklook。

  Afterhisreturnfromthemagazineofficethedaybefore,therehadbeenagooddealoftalkbetweenthemaboutthatgirl。Mrs。Verrianhadagreedwithhimthatnomoreinterestingeventcouldhavehappenedtoanauthor,butshehadtriedtokeephimfromtakingittoopersonally,andfrommakinghimselfmischievousillusionsfromit。Shehadsincesleptuponheranxieties,withtheeffectoffindingthemmorevividatwaking,andshehadbeencastingaboutforanopeningtopenetratehimwiththem,whenfortuneputthisparagraphinherway。

  \"Isn’titdisgusting?\"heasked。\"Idon’tseehowArmigercouldletthemdoit。Ihopetoheavenshe’llneverseeit!\"

  Hismotherlookedupfromtheparagraphandasked,\"Why?\"

  \"Whatwouldshethinkofme?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。Shemighthaveexpectedsomethingofthekind。\"

  \"Howexpectsomethingofthekind?AmIoneoftheself-advertisers?\"

  \"Well,shemusthaverealizedthatshewasdoingratheraboldthing。\"

  \"Bold?\"

  \"Venturesome,\"Mrs。Verriancompromisedtothekindlingangerinherson’seyes。

  \"Idon’tunderstandyou,mother。Ithoughtyouagreedwithmeaboutthewriterofthatletter——hersincerity,simplicity。\"

  \"Sincerity,yes。Butsimplicity——Philip,athoroughlysingle-mindedgirlneverwrotethatletter。Youcan’tfeelsuchathingasIdo。

  Amancouldn’t。Youcanpaintthecharacterofwomen,andyoudoitwonderfully——but,afterall,youcan’tknowthemasawomandoes。\"

  \"Youtalk,\"heanswered,alittlesulkily,\"asifyouknewsomeharmofthegirl。\"

  \"No,myson,Iknownothingabouther,exceptthatsheisnotsingle-

  minded,andthereisnoharminnotbeingsingle-minded。Agreatmanysingle-mindedwomenarefools,andsomedouble-mindedwomenaregood。\"

  \"Well,single-mindedordouble-minded,ifsheiswhatshesayssheis,whatmotiveonearthcouldshehaveinwritingtomeexceptthemotiveshegives?Youdon’tdenythatshetellsthetruthaboutherself?\"

  \"Don’tIsaythatsheissincere?Butagirldoesn’talwaysknowherownmotives,orallofthem。Shemayhavewrittentoyoubecauseshewouldliketobeginacorrespondencewithanauthor。Orshemayhavedoneitoutoftheloveofexcitement。Orforthesakeofdistraction,togetawayfromherselfandhergloomyforebodings。\"

  \"Andshouldyoublameherforthat?\"

  \"No,Ishouldn’t。Ishouldpityherforit。But,allthesame,I

  shouldn’twantyoutobetakeninbyher。\"

  \"Youthink,then,shedoesn’tcareanythingaboutthestory?\"

  \"Ithink,veryprobably,shecaresagreatdealaboutit。Sheisaseriousperson,intellectuallyatleast,anditisaseriousstory。Nowondershewouldliketoknow,atfirsthand,somethingaboutthemanwhowroteit。\"

  ThisflatteredVerrian,buthewouldnotallowitsreasonableness。Hetookagulpofcoffeebeforesaying,uncandidly,\"Ican’tmakeoutwhatyou’redrivingat,mother。But,fortunately,there’snohurryaboutyourmeaning。Thething’sintheonlyshapewecouldpossiblygiveit,andI

  amsatisfiedtoleaveitinArmiger’shands。I’mcertainhewilldealwiselywithit-andkindly。\"

  \"Yes,I’msurehe’lldealkindly。Ishouldbeveryunhappyifhedidn’t。

  Hecouldeasilydealmorewisely,though,thanshehas。\"

  Verrianchosenottofollowhismotherinthis。\"Allis,\"hesaid,withfinality,\"Ihopeshe’llneverseethatloathsomeparagraph。\"

  \"Oh,verylikelyshewon’t,\"hismotherconsoledhim。

  III。

  OnlyfourdaysafterhehadseenArmiger,Verrianreceivedanenvelopecoveringabriefnotetohimselffromtheeditor,acopyoftheletterhehadwrittentoVerrian’sunknowncorrespondent,andheranswerintheoriginal。Verrianwasalonewhenthepostmanbroughthimthisenvelope,andhecouldindulgeacertainpassionformethodbywhichhereaditscontentsintheordernamed;ifhismotherhadbeenby,shewouldhavemadehimreadthegirl’sreplyfirstofall。Armigerwrote:

  \"MYDEARVERRIAN,——Ienclosetwoexhibitswhichwillpossessyouofallthefactsinthecaseoftheyoungladywhofearedshemightdiebeforeshereadtheendofyourstory,butwho,youwillbegladtofind,islikelytolivethroughtheyear。AsthestoryendsinourOctobernumber,sheneednotbesuppliedwithadvancesheets。Iamsorrythehousehurriedoutaparagraphconcerningthematter,butitwillnotbefollowedbyanother。Perhapsyouwillfeel,asIdo,thattheincidentisclosed。Ihavenotrepliedtothewriter,andyouneednotreturnherletter。Yoursever,\"M。ARMIGER。\"

  Theeditor’slettertotheyoungladyread:

  \"DEARMADAM,——Mr。P。S。Verrianhashandedmeyourletterofthe4th,andIneednottellyouthatithasinterestedusboth。

  \"Iamalmostasmuchgratifiedashebythetestimonyyourrequestbearstotheimportanceofhiswork,andifIcouldhaveacteduponmyinstantfeelingIshouldhavehadnohesitationingrantingit,thoughitissoveryunusualastobe,inmyexperienceasaneditor,unprecedented。I

  amsurethatyouwouldnothavemadeitsofranklyifyouhadnotbeenpreparedtoguardinreturnanyconfidenceplacedinyou;butyouwillrealizethatasyouarequiteunknowntous,weshouldnotbejustifiedintakingastepsounusualasyouproposewithouthavingsomeguaranteebesidesthatwhichMr。VerrianandIbothfeelfromthecharacterofyourletter。Simply,then,forpurposesofidentification,asthephraseis,Imustbegyoutoaskthepastorofyourchurch,or,betterstill,yourfamilyphysician,towriteyoualinesayingthatheknowsyou,asasortofletterofintroductiontome。ThenIwillsendyoutheadvanceproofsofMr。Verrian’sstory。Youmayliketoaddressmepersonallyinthecareofthemagazine,andnotastheeditor。

  \"Yoursveryrespectfully,\"M。ARMIGER。\"

  Theeditor’sletterwasdatedthe6thofthemonth;theanswer,datedthe8th,betrayedtheanxioushasteofthewriterinreplying,anditwasnotherfaultifwhatshewrotecametoVerrianwhenhewasnolongerabletodojusticetoherconfession。Undertheaddressgiveninherfirstlettershenowbegan,in,ahandintowhichakindliereyemighthavereadapatheticperturbation:

  \"DEARSIR,——Ihavesomethingawfultotellyou。Imightwritepageswithoutmakingyouthinkbetterofme,andIwillletyouthinktheworstatonce。IamnotwhatIpretendedtobe。IwrotetoMr。VerriansayingwhatIdid,andaskingtoseetherestofhisstoryontheimpulseofthemoment。Ihadbeenreadingit,forIthinkitisperfectlyfascinating;

  andafriendofmine,anothergirl,andIgottogethertryingtoguesshowhewouldendit,andwebegantodareeachothertowritetohimandask。Atfirstwedidnotdreamofdoingsuchathing,butwewenton,andjustforthefunofitwedrewlotstoseewhichshouldwritetohim。

  Thelotfelltome;butwecomposedthatlettertogether,andweputinaboutmydyingforajoke。Weneverintendedtosendit;butthenonethingledtoanother,andIsigneditwithmyrealnameandwesentit。

  Wedidnotreallyexpecttohearanythingfromit,forwesupposedhemustgetlotsoflettersabouthisstoryandneverpaidanyattentiontothem。WedidnotrealizewhatwehaddonetillIgotyourletteryesterday。Thenwesawitall,andeversincewehavebeentryingtothinkwhattodo,andIdonotbelieveeitherofushassleptamoment。

  Wehavecometotheconclusionthattherewasonlyonethingwecoulddo,andthatwastotellyoujustexactlyhowithappenedandtaketheconsequences。Butthereisnoreasonwhymorethanonepersonshouldbebroughtintoit,andsoIwillnotletmyfriendsignthisletterwithme,butIwillputmyownnamealonetoit。Youmaynotthinkitismyrealname,butitis;youcanfindoutbywritingtothepostmasterhere。

  Idonotknowwhetheryouwillpublishitasafraudforthewarningofothers,butIshallnotblameyouifyoudo。Ideserveanything。

  Yourstruly,\"JERUSHAPEREGRINEBROWN。\"

  IfVerrianhadbeenanoldermanlifemighthavesuppliedhimwiththemeansofjudgingthewriterofthisletter。Buthisexperienceasanauthorhadnotbeenverygreat,andsuchasitwasithadhardenedandsharpenedhim。Therewasnothingwildorwhirlinginhismood,butinthedeadlyhurtwhichhadbeeninflicteduponhisvanityhecoldlyandcarefullystudiedwhatdeadlierhurthemightinflictagain。Hewasofthecruellerintentbecausehehadnotknownhowmuchofpersonalvanitytherewasintheseriousnesswithwhichhetookhimselfandhiswork。Hehadsupposedthathewasrespectinghisethicsandaesthetics,hisidealofconductandofart,butnowitwasbroughthometohimthathewasswollenwiththeconceitofhisownperformance,andthat,howeverwellothersthoughtofit,hisownthoughtofitfaroutrantheirwilltohonorit。Hewishedtorevengehimselfforthisconsciousnessaswellastheoffenceofferedhim;ofthetwotheconsciousnesswasthemoredisagreeable。

  Hismother,dressedforthestreet,cameinwherehesatquietathisdesk,withtheeditor’slettersandthegirl’sbeforehim,andhemutelyreferredthemtoherwithahandliftedoverhisshoulder。Shereadthem,andthenshesaid,\"Thisishardtobear,Philip。IwishIcouldbearitforyou,oratleastwithyou;butI’mlateformyengagementwithMrs。Alfred,asitis——No,IwilltelephoneherI’mdetainedandwe’lltalkitover——\"

  \"No,no!Notonanyaccount!I’dratherthinkitoutformyself。Youcouldn’thelpme。Afterall,ithasn’tdonemeanyharm——\"

  \"Andyou’vehadagreatescape!AndIwon’tsayawordmorenow,butI’llbebacksoon,andthenwe——Oh,I’msosorryI’mgoing。\"

  Verriangavealaugh。\"Youcouldn’tdoanythingifyoustayed,mother。

  Dogo!\"

  \"Well——\"Shelookedathim,smoothinghermuffwithherhandamoment,andthenshedroppedafondkissonhischeekandobeyedhim。

  IV

  Verrianstillsatathisdesk,thinking,withhisburningfaceinhishands。Itwascoveredwithshameforwhathadhappenedtohim,buthishumiliationhadnoqualityofpityinit。Hemustwritetothatgirl,andwriteatonce,andhissolehesitationwasastotheformheshouldgivehisreply。HecouldnotaddressherasDearMissBrownorasDearMadam。EvenMadamwasnotsharpandforbiddingenough;besides,Madam,aloneorwiththesenselessprefix,wasarchaic,andVerrianwishedtobeverymodernwiththismostoffensiveinstanceofthelatestgirl。

  Hedecidedupondealingwithherinthethirdperson,andtrustingtohisliteraryskilltokeeptheformfromclumsiness。

  Hetrieditinthatform,anditwassimplydisgusting,theattitudestiffandswelling,andthedictionaffectedandunnatural。Withaquickreversiontotheimpossiblefirsttype,herecasthisletterinwhatwasnowtheonlypossibleshape。

  \"MYDEARMISSBROWN,——TheeditoroftheAmericanMiscellanyhassentmeacopyofhisrecentlettertoyouandyourownreply,andhasremandedtomeanaffairwhichresultedfrommygoingtohimwithyourrequesttoseethecloseofmystorynowpublishinginhismagazine。

  \"Aftergivingthemattermybestthought,Ihaveconcludedthatitwillbewelltoenclosealltheexhibitstoyou,andInowdothisinthehopethataseriousstudyofthemwillenableyoutosharemysurpriseatthemoralandsocialconditionsinwhichthebusinesscouldoriginate。Iwillinglyleavewithyouthequestionwhichisthemoretrustworthy,yourlettertomeoryourlettertohim,orwhichthemoretrulyrepresentstheinterestingdiversityofyournature。Iconfessthatthefirstmovedmemorethanthesecond,andIdonotseewhyIshouldnottellyouthatassoonasIhadyourrequestIwentwithittoMr。ArmigeranddidwhatIcouldtoprompthiscompliancewithit。Inputtingthesepapersoutofmyhands,IoughttoacknowledgethattheyhaveformedatemptationtomakeliteraryuseoftheaffairwhichIshallnowbethebetterfittedtoresist。Youwill,ofcourse,beamusedbytheeasewithwhichyoucouldabusemyrelianceonyourgoodfaith,andIamsureyouwillnotallowanyshameforyourtricktoqualifyyourpleasureinitssuccess。

  \"Itwillnotbenecessaryforyoutoacknowledgethisletteranditsenclosures。Iwillregisterthepackage,sothatitwillnotfailtoreachyou,andIwillreturnanyanswerofyoursunopened,or,ifnotrecognizablyaddressed,thenunread。

  \"Yourssincerely,\"P。S。VERRIAN。\"

  Hereadandreadagaintheselines,withonlythesenseoftheirinsufficiencyindoingtheeffectofthebitternessinhisheart。Iftheletterwasinsulting,itwasbynomeansasinsultingashewouldhavelikedtomakeit。Whetheritwouldbewoundingenoughwassomethingthatdependeduponthepersonwhomhewishedtowound。Allthatwasproudandvainandcruelinhimsurgedupatthethoughtofthetrickthathadbeenplayeduponhim,andallthatwassweetandkindandgentleinhim,whenhebelievedthetrickwasagenuineappeal,turnedtotheircounterqualities。Yet,feebleandinadequateashisletterwas,heknewthathecouldnotdomoreorworsebytrying,andhesomuchfearedthatbywaitinghemightdolessandbetterthathehurrieditintothepostatonce。Ifhismotherhadbeenathandhewouldhaveshownither,thoughhemightnothavebeenruledbyherjudgmentofit。Hewasgladthatshewasnotwithhim,foreithershewouldhavehadheropinionofwhatwouldbemoretelling,orshewouldhaveinsisteduponhisdelayinganysortofreply,andhecouldnotendurethethoughtofdifferenceordelay。

  Heaskedhimselfwhetherheshouldletherseetheroughfirstdraftofhisletterornot,andhedecidedthathewouldnot。Butwhenshecameintohisstudyonherreturnheshowedither。

  Shereaditinsilence,andthensheseemedtotemporizeinasking,\"Wherearehertwoletters?\"

  \"I’vesentthembackwiththeanswer。\"

  Hismotherletthepaperdropfromherhands。\"Philip!Youhaven’tsentthis!\"

  \"Yes,Ihave。Itwasn’twhatIwantedtomakeit,butIwishedtogetthedetestableexperienceoutofmymind,anditwasthebestIcoulddoatthemoment。Don’tyoulikeit?\"

  \"Oh——\"Sheseemedbeginningtosaysomething,butwithoutsayinganythingshetookthefallenleafupandreaditagain。

  \"Well!\"hedemanded,withimpatience。

  \"Oh,youmayhavebeenright。Ihopeyou’venotbeenwrong。\"

  \"Mother!\"

  \"Shedeservedtheseverestthingsyoucouldsay;andyet——\"

  \"Well?\"

  \"Perhapsshewaspunishedenoughalready。\"

  \"Whatdoyoumean?\"

  \"Idon’tlikeyourbeing-vindictive。\"

  \"Vindictive?\"

  \"Beingsoterriblyjust,then。\"Sheadded,athisblankstare,\"Thisiskilling,Philip。\"

  Hegaveabitterlaugh。\"Idon’tthinkitwillkillher。Sheisn’tthatkind。\"

  \"She’sagirl,\"hismothersaid,withakindofsadabsence。

  \"Butnotasingle-mindedgirl,youwarnedme。IwishIcouldhavetakenyourwarning。ItwouldhavesavedmefromplayingthefoolbeforemyselfandgivingmyselfawaytoArmiger,andlettinghimgivehimselfaway。

  Idon’tthinkMissBrownwillsuffermuchbeforeshedies。Shewill’gettogether,’asshecallsit,withthatothergirlandhave’arealgoodtime’overit。Youknowthevillagetypeandthevillageconditions,wherethevulgarignoranceofanylargerworldissothickyoucouldcutitwithaknife。Don’tbetroubledbymyvindictivenessormyjustice,mother!IbegintothinkIhavedonejusticeandnotfallenshortofit,asIwasafraid。\"

  Mrs。Verriansighed,andagainshegavehisletterbacktoherson。

  \"Perhapsyouareright,Philip。Sheisprobablysotoughasnottofeelitverypainfully。\"

  \"She’snotsotoughbutshe’llbeverygladtogetoutofitsolightly。

  Shehashadausefulscare,andI’vedoneherafavorinmakingthescareasharpone。Isuppose,\"Verrianmused,\"thatshethinksI’vekeptcopiesofherletters。\"

  \"Yes。Whydidn’tyou?\"hismotherasked。

  Verrianlaughed,onlyalittlelessbitterlythanbefore。\"Ishallbegintobelieveyou’reallalike,mother。

  Ididn’tkeepcopiesofherlettersbecauseIwantedtogetherandherlettersoutofmymind,finallyandforever。Besides,Ididn’tchoose。

  toemulateherduplicitybyanysortofdissimulation。

  \"Iseewhatyoumean,\"hismothersaid。\"And,ofcourse,youhavetakentheonlyhonorableway。\"

  Thentheywerebothsilentforatime,thinkingtheirseveralthoughts。

  Verrianbrokethesilencetosay,\"IwishIknewwhatsortof’othergirl’itwasthatshe’gottogetherwith。’\"

  \"Why?\"

  \"Becauseshewroteamorecultivatedletterthanthismagnanimouscreaturewhotakesalltheblametoherself。\"

  \"Thenyoudon’tbelievethey’reboththesame?\"

  \"Theyareboththesameinstationeryandchirography,butnotinliterature。\"

  \"Ihopeyouwon’tgettothinkingabouther,then,\"hismotherentreated,intelligiblybutnotdefinitely。

  \"Notseriously,\"Verrianreassuredher。\"I’vehadmymedicine。\"

  V。

  Continuityissomuchthelessonofexperiencethatinthecourseofalifebynomeanslongitbecomestheinstinctiveexpectation。Theeventthathashappenedwillhappenagain;itwillprolongitselfinaseriesofrecurrencesbywhicheachone’sepisodesharesintheunendinghistoryofall。Thesenseofthisissopervasivethathumanityrefusestoacceptdeathitselfasfinal。Intheagonizedaffections,theshatteredhopes,ofthosewhoremain,theseveredlifekeepsonunbrokenly,andwhentimeandreasonprevail,atleastastothelifehere,thedefeatedfaithappealsforfulfilmenttoanotherworld,andthebeliefofimmortalityholdsagainstthemyriadyearsinwhichnoneofthenumberlessdeadhavemadeanindisputablesigninwitnessofit。Thelostlimbstillreportsitssensationstothebrain;thefixedhabitmechanicallyattemptsitsrepetitionwhentheconditionsrenderitimpossible。

  Verrianwasawarehowdeeplyandabsorbinglyhehadbroodedupontheincidentwhichhehaddonehisutmosttoclose,whenhefoundhimselfexpectingananswerofsomesortfromhisunknowncorrespondent。Heperceived,then,withoutowningthefact,thathehadreallyhopedforsomeprotest,someexcuse,someextenuation,whichintheendwouldsufferhimtobemoremerciful。Thoughhehadwishedtocrushherintosilence,andtoforbidherallhopeofhisforgiveness,hehad,inamanner,notmeanttodoit。Hehadkeptasecretplaceinhissoulwherethesinneragainsthimcouldfindrefugefromhisjustice,andwhenthissanctuaryremainedunattemptedhefoundhimselfwitharegretthathehadbarredthewaytoitsoeffectually。Theregretwassovague,soformless,however,thathecouldtacitlydenyittohimselfatalltimes,andexplicitlydenyittohismotheratsuchtimesashertouchtaughthimthatitwastangible。

  Oneday,aftertenortwelvedayshadgoneby,sheaskedhim,\"Youhaven’theardanythingmorefromthatgirl?\"

  \"Whatgirl?\"hereturned,asifhedidnotknow;andhefrowned。\"Youmeanthegirlthatwrotemeaboutmystory?\"

  Hecontinuedtofrownrathermoredarkly。\"Idon’tseehowyoucouldexpectmetohearfromher,afterwhatIwrote。But,tobecategorical,Ihaven’t,mother。\"

  \"Oh,ofcoursenot。Didyouthinkshewouldbesoeasilysilenced?\"

  \"IdidwhatIcouldtocrushherintosilence。\"

  \"Yes,andyoudidquiteright;Iammoreandmoreconvincedofthat。Butsuchaverytoughyoungpersonmighthaverefusedtostaycrushed。Shemightverynaturallyhavegotherselfintoshapeagainandsmoothedoutthecreases,atleastsofartotrysomefurtherdefence。\"

  \"Itseemsthatshehasn’t,\"Verriansaid,stilldarkly,butnotsofrowningly。

  \"Ishouldhavefancied,\"hismothersuggested,\"thatifshehadwantedtoopenacorrespondencewithyou——ifthatwasheroriginalobject——shewouldnothaveletitdropsoeasily。\"

  \"Hassheletitdropeasily?IthoughtIhadlefthernopossiblechanceofresumingit。\"

  \"Thatistrue,\"hismothersaid,andforthetimeshesaidnomoreaboutthematter。

  NotlongafterthishecamehomefromthemagazineofficeandreportedtoherfromArmigerthatthestorywascatchingonmoreandmorewiththebestclassofreaders。TheeditorhadshownVerriansomereferencestoitinnewspapersofgoodstandingandseverallettersaboutit。

  \"Ithoughtyoumightliketolookattheletters,\"Verriansaid,andhetooksomelettersfromhispocketandhandedthemtoheracrossthelunch-table。Shedidnotimmediatelylookatthem,becausehewentontoaddsomethingthattheybothfelttobemoreimportant。\"Armigersaystherehasbeensomeincreaseofthesales,whichIcanattributetomystoryifIhavethecheek。\"

  \"Thatisgood。\"

  \"Andthehousewantstopublishthebook。Theythink,downthere,thatitwillhaveaveryprettysuccess——notbeabigseller,ofcourse,butsomethingcomfortable。\"

  Mrs。Verrian’seyesweresuffusedwithprideandfondness。\"Andyoucanalwaysthink,Philip,thatthishascometoyouwithouttheleastloweringofyourstandard,withoutforsakingyouridealforamoment。\"

  \"Thatiscertainlyasatisfaction。\"

  Shekeptherproudandtendergazeuponhim。\"NoonewilleverknowasI

  dohowfaithfulyouhavebeentoyourart。Didanyofthenewspapersrecognizethat——orsurmiseit,orsuspectit?\"

  \"No,thatisn’ttheturntheytake。Theyspeakofthestrongloveinterestinvolvedintheproblem。Andtheabundanceofincident。

  Ilookedouttokeepsomethinghappening,youknow。I’msorryIdidn’taskArmigertoletmebringthenoticeshometoyou。I’mnotsurethatI

  didwiselynottosubscribetothatpress-clippingsbureau。\"

  Hismothersmiled。\"Youmustn’tletprosperitycorruptyou,Philip。

  Wouldn’tseeingwhatthepressissayingofitdistractyoufromtherealaimyouhadinyourstory?\"

  \"We’reallweak,ofcourse。Itmight,ifthestorywerenotfinished;

  butasitis,IthinkIcouldbeproofagainstthestupidestpraise。\"

  \"Well,formypart,I’mgladyoudidn’tsubscribetotheclippingsbureau。Itwouldhavebeenadisturbingelement。\"Shenowlookeddownatthelettersasifsheweregoingtotakethemup,andhefollowedthedirectionofhereyes。Asifremindedofthefactbythis,hesaid:

  \"ArmigeraskedmeifIhadeverheardanythingmorefromthatgirl。\"

  \"Hashe?\"hismothereagerlyasked,transferringherglancefromtheletterstoherson’sface。

  \"Notaword。IthinkIsilencedherthoroughly。\"

  \"Yes,\"hismothersaid。\"Therecouldhavebeennogoodobjectinprolongingtheaffairandlettingherconfirmherselfinthenotionthatshewasofsufficientimportanceeithertoyouortohimforyoutocontinuethecorrespondencewithher。Shecouldn’tlearntoodistinctlythatshehaddone——averywrongthingintryingtoplaysuchatrickonyou。\"

  \"ThatwasthewayIlookedatit,\"Verriansaid,buthedrewalightsigh,ratherwearily。

  \"Ihope,\"hismothersaid,witharecurrentglanceattheletters,\"thatthereisnothingofthatsillykindamongthese。\"

  \"No,theseareblamelessenough,unlesstheyaretobeblamedforbeingtooflattering。Thatgirlseemstobesoleofherkind,unlessthegirlthatshe’gottogetherwith’wasreallylikeher。\"

  \"Idon’tbelievetherewasanyothergirl。Ineverthoughttherewasmorethanone。\"

  \"Thereseemedtobetwostylesandtwogradesofculture,suchastheywere。\"

  \"Oh,shecouldeasilyimitatetwomanners。Shemusthavebeenaclevergirl,\"Mrs。Verriansaid,withthatadmirationforanysortofclevernessinhersexwhichevenverygoodwomencannothelpfeeling。

  \"Well,perhapsshewaspunishedenoughforboththecharacterssheassumed,\"Verriansaid,withasmilethatwasnotgay。

  \"Don’tthinkabouther!\"hismotherreturned,withaperceptionofhismood。\"I’monlythankfulthatshe’soutofourlivesineverysortofway。\"

  VI。

  Verriansaidnothing,buthereflectedwithasortofgloomyamusementhowimpossibleitwasforanywoman,evenawomansowide-mindedandhigh-principledashismother,toescapethepersonalviewofallthingsandallpersonswhichwomentake。Hetacitlynotedthefact,asthenovelistnoteswhateverhappensorappearstohim,buthelettheoccasiondropoutofhismindassoonashecouldafterithaddroppedoutofhistalk。

  Thenightwhenthelastnumberofhisstorycametotheminthemagazine,andwasalreadyannouncedasabook,hesatupwithhismothercelebrating,ashesaid,andexultinginthefutureaswellasthepast。

  Theyhadalittlesupper,whichshecookedforhiminachafing-dish,inthedining-roomofthetinyapartmentwheretheylivedtogether,andshemadesomecoffeeafterwards,tocarryofftheeffectoftheNewburglobster。Perhapsbecausetherewasnothingtocarryofftheeffectofthecoffee,heheardher,throughthepartitionoftheirrooms,stirringrestlesslyafterhehadgonetobed,andalittlelatershecametohisdoor,whichshesetajar,toask,\"Areyouawake,Philip?\"

  \"Youseemtobe,mother,\"heanswered,withanamusementatherquestionwhichseemednottohaveimparteditselftoherwhenshecameinandstoodbesidehisbedinherdressing-gown。

  \"Youdon’tthinkwehavejudgedhertooharshly,Philip?\"

  \"Doyou,mother?\"

  \"No,Ithinkwecouldn’tbetoosevereinathinglikethat。Sheprobablythoughtyouwerelikesomeoftheotherstory-writers;shecouldn’tfeeldifferences,shades。Shepretendedtobetakenwiththecircumstancesofyourwork,butshehadtodothatifshewantedtofoolyou。Well,shehasgothercome-uppings,asshewouldprobablysay。\"

  Verrianreplied,thoughtfully,\"Shedidn’tstrikemeasacountryperson——atleast,inherfirstletter。\"

  \"Thenyoustillthinkshedidn’twriteboth?\"

  \"Ifshedid,shewastryingherhandinapersonalityshehadinvented。\"

  \"Girlsareverystrange,\"hismothersighed。\"Theylikeexcitement,adventure。It’sverydullinthoselittleplaces。Ishouldn’twishyoutothinkanyharmofthepoorthing。\"

  \"Poorthing?Whythismagnanimouscompassion,mother?\"

  \"Oh,nothing。ButIknowhowIwasmyselfwhenIwasagirl。Iusedalmosttodieofhungerforsomethingtohappen。Canyourememberjustwhatyousaidinyourletter?\"

  Verrianlaughed。\"NO,Ican’t。ButIdon’tbelieveIsaidhalfenough。

  You’renervous,mother。\"

  \"Yes,Iam。Butdon’tyougettoworrying。ImerelygottothinkinghowIshouldhatetohaveanybody’sunhappinessmixedupwiththishappinessofours。Idosowantyourpleasureinyoursuccesstobepure,nottaintedwiththepainofanyhumancreature。\"

  Verrianansweredwithlightcynicism:\"Itwillbetaintedwiththepainofthefellowswhodon’tlikeme,orwhohaven’tsucceeded,andthey’lltakecaretoletmesharetheirpainifevertheycan。Butifyoumeanthatmerrymaidenupcountry,she’sprobablythinking,ifshethinksaboutitatall,thatshe’stheluckiestgirlintheUnitedStatestohavegotoutofanawfulscrapesoeasily。Attheworst,Ionlyhadfunwithherinmyletter。Probablysheseesthatshehasnothingtogrieveforbutherownbreak。\"

  \"No,andyoudidjustasyoushouldhavedone;andIamgladyoudon’tfeelbitterlyaboutit。Youdon’t,doyou?\"

  \"Nottheleast。\"

  Hismotherstoopedoverandkissedhimwherehelaysmiling。\"Well,that’sgood。Afterall,it’syouIcaredfor。NowIcansaygood-

  night。\"Butshelingeredtotuckhiminalittle,fromthepersistenceofthemotherhabit。\"Iwishyoumayneverdoanythingthatyouwillbesorryfor。\"

  \"Well,Iwon’t——ifit’sagoodaction。\"

  Theylaughedtogether,andshelefttheroom,stilllookingbacktoseeiftherewasanythingmoreshecoulddoforhim,whilehelaysmiling,intelligentlyforwhatshewasthinking,andpatientlyforwhatshewasdoing。

  VII。

  Eveninthetimewhichwasthencomingandwhichnowis,whensuccessfulauthorsarealmostasmanyasmillionaires,Verrian’sbookbroughthimaprettycelebrity;andthiscelebritywasinawayspecific。Itrelatedtothequalityofhiswork,whichwasquietlyartisticandpsychological,whateverlivelinessofincidentitutteredonthesurface。Hebelongedtothegoodschoolwhichisofnofashionandofeverytime,farbothfromactualityandunreality;andhisrecognitioncamefrompeoplewhoserecognitionwasworthhaving。Withthiscamethewidernoticewhichwasnotworthhaving,likethenoticeofMrs。Westangle,sincesowellknowntosocietyreportersasasocietywoman,whichcouldnotbecalledrecognitionofhim,becauseitdidnotinvolveanyknowledgeofhisbook,notevenitstitle。Shedidnotreadanysortofbooks,andsheassimilatedhimbyasortofatmosphericsense。Shewassureofnothingbuttheattentionpaidhiminacertainverygoodishhouse,bypeoplewhomsheheardtalkinginunintelligiblebutunmistakablepraise,whenshesaid,casually,withaliquidglitterofhersweet,smalleyes,\"Iwishyouwouldcomedowntomyplace,Mr。Verrian。I’maskingafewyoungpeopleforChristmasweek。Willyou?\"

  \"Why,thankyou——thankyouverymuch,\"Verriansaid,waitingtohearmoreinexplanationofthehospitalitylaunchedathim。HehadneverseenMrs。Westangletillthen,orheardofher,andhehadnottheleastnotionwhereshelived。Butsheseemedtohavesocialauthority,thoughVerrian,inlookingroundathishostessandherdaughter,whostoodnear,lettingpeopletakeleave,learnednothingfromtheircommonsmile。

  Mrs。Westanglehadglidedclosetohim,inthewayshehadofgettingverynearwithoutapparentlyhavingadvancedbysteps,andshestoodgleamingandtwitteringupathim。

  \"Ishallsendyoualittlenote;Iwon’tletyouforget,\"shesaid。Thenshesuddenlyshookhandswiththeladiesofthehouseandwasflashinglygone。

  Verrianthoughthemightaskthedaughterofthehouse,\"AndifIdon’tforget,amIengagedtospendChristmasweekwithher?\"

  Thegirllaughed。\"Ifshedoesn’tforget,youare。Butyou’llhaveagoodtime。She’llknowhowtomanagethat。\"Otherguestskeptcominguptotakeleave,andVerrian,whodidnotwanttogojustyet,wasretiredtothebackground,wherethegirl’svoice,thrownoverhershoulderathim,reachedhiminthewords,asgayasiftheywerethebestofthejoke,\"It’sontheSound。\"

  TheinferencewasthatMrs。Westangle’splacewasontheSound;andthatwasallVerrianknewaboutittillhegotherlittlenote。Mrs。

  Westangleknewhowtowriteinaformlesshand,butshedidnotknowhowtospell,andshehadthoughtitbesttohaveasecretarywhocouldwritewellandspellcorrectly。Though,asfarasliteracywasconcerned,shewassuchanalmostincomparablyignorantwoman,shehadalltheknowledgethebestsocietywants,or,ifshefoundherselfoutofany,shewentandboughtsome;shewasabletobuyalmostanything。

  Verrianthankedthesecretaryforrememberinghim,inthebeliefthathewasdirectlythankingMrs。Westangle,whosewidespreadconsciousnesshishappinessinacceptingdidnotimmediatelyreach;andintheverylargehouseparty,whichhedulyjoinedunderherroof,hewasawareoflosingdistinctivenessalmosttothepointoflosingidentity。ThisdidnotquitehappenonthewaytoBelford,for,whenhewenttotakehisseatinthedrawing-roomcar,agirlinthechairfrontinghimputoutherhandwiththelaughofMissMacroyd。

  \"Shedidrememberyou!\"shecriedout。\"Howdelightful!Idon’tseehowsheevergotontoyou\"——shemadetheslangherown——\"inthefirstplace,andshemusthaveworkedhardtobesureofyousince。\"

  Verrianhunguphiscoatandputhissuit-casebehindhischair,theporterhavingputitwherehecouldnotwheelhimselfvis-a-viswiththegirl。\"Shetookallthetimetherewas,\"heanswered。\"Igotmyinvitationonlythedaybeforeyesterday,andifIhadbeeninmoredemand,orhadaworseconscience——\"

  \"Oh,dosayworseconscience!It’ssomuchmoreinteresting,\"thegirlbrokein。

  \"——Ishouldn’thavethepleasureofgoingtoSeasandswithyounow,\"heconcluded,andshegaveherlaugh。\"DoIunderstandthatsimplymygrowingfamewouldn’thaveprevailedwithher?\"

  AnythingseemedtomakeMissMacroydlaugh。\"Shecouldn’thavecaredaboutthat,andshewouldn’thaveknown。Youmaybesurethatitwasasocialquestionwithherafterthepersonalquestionwassettled。Shemusthavelikedyourlooks!\"AgainMissMacroydlaughed。

  \"OnthatsideI’minvulnerable。It’sonlyaliteraryvanitytobesoothedortobewoundedthatIhave,\"Verriansaid。

  \"Oh,therewouldn’tbeanythingpersonalinherlikingyourlooks。Itwouldbemerelydecidingthatpersonallyyouwoulddo,\"MissMacroydlaughed,asalways,andVerrianputonamockseriousnessinasking:

  \"ThenIneedn’tbeseriousifthereshouldhappentobeanythingsoWestangularasaMr。Westangle?\"

  \"Nottheleastintheworld。\"

  \"Butthereissomething?\"

  \"Oh,Ibelieveso。ButnotprobablyatSeasands。\"

  \"Isthatherhouse?\"

  \"Yes。Everyothernamehadbeenused,andshecouldn’tsaySoundsands。\"

  \"ThenwherewouldtheMr。Westangularpartmoreprobablybefound?\"

  \"Oh,inMontanaorMesopotamia,oranyofthoseplaces。Don’tyouknowabouthim?Howignorantliterarypeoplecanbe!Why,hewastheAmalgamatedClothespin。Youhaven’theardofthat?\"

  Shewentontotellhim,withgaydigressions,abouttheinventionwhichenabledWestangletobuyuptheotherclothes-pinsandmergetheminhisown——tobecomeacommercialoctopus,clutchingthethroatsofotherclothespininventorsinthetentaclesoftheWestanglepin。\"Butheisn’tinclothespinsnow。He’sinmines,andbanks,andsteamboats,andrailroads,andIdon’tknowwhatall;andMrs。Westangle,thesecondofhername,neverwasinclothespins。\"

  MissMacroydlaughedallthroughhertalk,andshewasinafinalburstoflaughingwhenthetrainslowedintoStamford。Thereagirlcameintothecartrailingherskirtswithasortofvividdebilityandoverturningsomeminorpiecesofhand-baggagewhichherdraperiessweptoutoftheirshelterbesidethechairs。Shehadtotakeoneoftheseatswhichbackagainstthewallofthestate-room,whereshemustfacethewholelengthofthecar。Shesatweaklyfallenbackinthechairandmotionless,asifalmostunconscious;butafterthetrainhadbeguntostirshestartedup,andwithaquickflingingofherveilasideturnedtolookoutofthewindow。IntheflyinginstantVerriansawacolorlessfacewithpinchedandsunkeneyesunderaworn-lookingforehead,andawitheredmouthwhoselipspartedfeebly。

  Onherpart,MissMacroydhaddoubtlessalreadynotedthatthegirlwas,withnoshowofexpensiveness,authoritativelywellgownedandpersonallyhatted。Shestaredather,andsaid,\"Whataveryhuntedandescapingeffect。\"

  \"Shedoeslookrather-fugitive,\"Verrianagreed,staringtoo。

  \"Onemightalmostfancy——anasylum。\"

  \"Yes,orahospital。\"

  Theycontinuedbothtostareather,helplessforwhateverdifferentreasonstotaketheireyesaway,andtheywerestillinterestedinherwhentheyheardheraskingtheconductor,\"MustIchangeandtakeanothertrainbeforewegettoBelford?Myfriendsthought——\"

  \"No,thistrainstopsatSouthfield,\"theconductoranswered,absentlybitingseveralholesintoherdrawing-roomticket。

  \"Canshebeoneofus?\"MissMacroyddemanded,inadramaticwhisper。

  \"Shemightbeanything,\"Verrianreturned,tryinginstantly,withawhirofhisinventivemachinery,tophraseher。Hemadeasortofluxuriousfailureofit,andrestedcontentwithherface,whichshoweditselfnowinprofileandnowfrontedhiminfull,andnowwasrestlessandnowsubsidedinalookofdelicateexhaustion。Hewouldhavesaid,ifhewouldhavesaidanythingabsolute,thatshewasapersonwhohadsomethingonhermind;atinstantsshehadthathuntedair,passingatotherinstantsintothatairofescape。HediscussedtheseappearanceswithMissMacroyd,butfoundhertoofranklydisputatious;andshelaughedtoomuchandtooloud。

  VIII。

  AtSouthfield,wheretheyalldescended,MissMacroydpromptlypossessedherselfofagroom,whocameforwardtentatively,touchinghishat。

  \"MissMacroyd?\"shesuggested。

  \"Yes,miss,\"themansaid,andledthewayroundthestationtothevictoriawhich,whenMissMacroyd’smaidhadmountedtotheplacebesideher,hadnoroom;foranyoneelse。

  VerrianaccountedforheractivityuponthetheoryofherquitejustifiablewishnottoarriveatSeasandswithayoungmanwhomshemightthenhavetheeffectofhavingvoluntarilycomeallthewaywith;

  andafteroneortwocircuitsofthestationitwasapparenttohimthathewasnottohavebeensentforfromMrs。Westangle’s,buttohavebeenlefttothechancesofthelocaldriversandtheirvehicles。Thesewerereducedtoasinglecarryallandafrowsyhorsewhoseroughwintercoatrecalledtheaspectofhisspeciesintheperiodfollowingtheglacialepoch。Themud,asofaworld-thaw,encrustedthewheelsandcurtainsofthecarryall。

  Verrianseizeduponitandthenwentintothewaiting-room,wherehehadlefthissuit-case。Hefoundthestrangerthereinparleywiththeyoungwomanintheticket-officeaboutaconveyancetoMrs。Westangle’s。Itprovedthathehadsecurednotonlytheonlythingofthesort,buttheonlypresenthopeofanyother,andinthehardcasehecouldnothesitatewithdistresssointeresting。Itwouldhavebeenbrutaltodriveoffandleavethatgirlthere,anditwouldhavebeenavulgarflourishtoputtheentirevehicleatherservice。Besides,andperhapsaboveall,Verrianhadnoideaofdeprivinghimselfofsuchachanceasheavenseemedtoofferhim。

  Headvancedwiththedelicacyofthehighest-bredherohecouldimagine,andsaid,\"IamgoingtoMrs。Westangle’s,andI’mafraidI’vegottheonlyconveyance——suchasitis。Ifyouwouldletmeofferyouhalfofit?Mr。Verrian,\"headded,atthelightofacceptanceinstantlykindlinginherface,whichflushedthinly,aswithanafterglowofinvalidism。

  \"Why,thankyou;I’mafraidImust,Mr。Merriam,\"andVerrianwasawareofbeingvexedatherfailuretocatchhisname;thenameofVerrianoughttohavebeenunmistakable。\"Theyoungladyintheofficesaystherewon’tbeanother,andI’mexpectedpromptly。\"Sheadded,withalittletremorofthelip,\"Idon’tunderstandwhyMrs。Westangle——\"

  Butthenshestopped。

  Verrianinterpretedforher:\"Thesea-horsesmusthavegivenoutatSeasands。Orprobablythere’ssomemistake,\"andhereflectedbitterlyupontheselfishnessofMissMacroydingrabbingthatvictoriaforherselfandhermaid,notconsideringthatshecouldnotknow,andhasnobusinesstoask,whetherthisgirlwasgoingtoMrs。Westangle’s,too。

  \"Haveyouacheck?\"heasked。\"Ithinkourdrivercouldfindroomforsomethingbesidesmyvalise。OrIcouldhaveitcome——\"

  \"Notatall,\"thegirlsaid。\"Isentmytrunkaheadbyexpress。\"

  Afrowsyman,tomatchthefrowsyhorse,lookedinimpatiently。\"Anyotherbaggage?\"

  \"No,\"Verriananswered,andheledthewayoutafterthevanishingdriver。\"Ourchariotisbackhereinhiding,Miss——\"

  \"Shirley,\"shesaid,andtrailedbeforehimthroughthedoorheopened。

  Hefeltthathedidnotdoitasamanoftheworldwouldhavedoneit,andinputtingherintotheramshacklecarryallheknewthathehadnotthegraceofthesortofmanwhodoesnothingelse。ButMissShirleyseemedtohavegraceenough,ofafeebleandbrokensort,forboth,andheresolvedtosupplyhisownlackwithsincerity。Hethereforesethisjawfirmlyandmadeitsupperanglesjutsharplythroughhisclean-shavencheeks。ItwaswellthatMissShirleyhadsomebeautytospare,too,forVerrianhadscarcelyenoughforhimself。Suchdistinctionashehadwasfromasortofintellectualtensenesswhichshowedratherinthegauntformsofhisfacethaninthegrayeyes,heavilylashedaboveandbelow,andlookingseriousbutdullwiththeirrank,blackbrows。HewaschewingacudofbitternessintheaccusalhemadehimselfofhavingforcedMissShirleytogivehername;butwiththatinterestingpersonalityathisside,underthesametatteredandill-scentedJapanesegoat-skin,hecouldnotrefusetobeglad,withallhisself-blame。

  \"I’mafraidit’sratheralongdrive-foryou,MissShirley,\"heventured,withaglanceatherface,whichlookedverylittleunderherhat。\"Thedriversaysit’sfivemilesroundthroughthemarshes。\"

  \"Oh,Ishallnotmind,\"shesaid,courageously,ifnotcheerfully,andhedidnotfeelauthorizedfurthertorecognizethefactthatshewasaninvalid,oratbestaconvalescent。

  \"Thesewintrytree-formsarefine,though,\"hefoundhimselfobligedtoconcludehisapology,ratherirrelevantly,asthewheelsoftherattling,andtiltingcarryallcrunchedthesurfaceoftheroadinthesuccessionofjerksrespondingtothealternatewalkandgallopofthehorse。

  \"Yes,theyare,\"MissShirleyanswered,lookingaroundwithacertainsurprise,asifseeingthemnowforthefirsttime。\"Somuchvarietyofcolor;andthatburnishedlookthatsomeofthemhave。\"Thetrees,farandnear,weregivingtheirtonesandlustresinthelowDecembersun。

  \"Yes,\"hesaid,\"it’sdecidedlymorerefinedthantheautumnalcoloringwebragof。\"

  \"Itis,\"sheapproved,aswithnovelconviction。\"Thelandscapeisreallybeautiful。Soniceandflat,\"sheadded。

  Hetookherintention,andhesaid,ashecranedhisneckoutofthecarryalltoincludethenearerroadsidestretches,withtheirlowbushesliftingintoremotertrees,\"It’srestfulinawaythatneitherthemountainsnorthesea,quitemanage。\"

  \"Ohyes,\"shesighed,withakindofwearinesswhichexplaineditselfinwhatsheadded:\"It’sthekindofthingyou’dliketohavekeeponandon。\"Sheseemedtosaythatmoretoherselfthantohim,andhiseyesquestionedher。Shesmiledslightlyinexplaining:\"IsupposeIfinditallthemorebeautifulbecausethisismyfirstreallookintotheworldaftersixmonthsindoors。\"

  \"Oh!\"hesaid,andtherewasnodoubtapromptinginhistone。

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