\"No,\"saidSimmons;\"sheain’tinnow。\"
\"Youain’ther’usband,areye?\"
\"Yus。\"
Themantookhispipefromhismouthandgrinnedsilentlyandlong。
\"Blimy,\"hesaidatlength,\"youlooklikethesorto’blokeshe’dlike,\"andwiththathegrinnedagain。Then,seeingthatSimmonsmadereadytoshutthedoor,heputafootonthesillandahandagainstthepanel。\"Don’tbeina’hurry,matey,\"hesaid;\"Icome’eret’
’avealittletalkwithyou,mantoman,d’yesee?\"Andhefrownedfiercely。
TommySimmonsfeltuncomfortable,butthedoorwouldnotshut,soheparleyed。\"Wotjerwant?\"heasked,\"Idunnoyou。\"
\"Then,ifyou’llexcusetheliberty,I’llinterdoocemeself,inamannerofspeaking。\"Hetouchedhiscapwithabobofmockhumility。
\"I’mBobFord,\"hesaid,\"comebackouto’kingdomcomesotosay。Measwentdownwiththe/Mooltan/——safedeadfiveyeargone。Icometoseemywife。\"
DuringthisspeechThomasSimmons’sjawwasdroppinglowerandlower。
Attheendofithepokedhisfingersupthroughhishair,lookeddownatthemat,thenupatthefanlight,thenoutintothestreet,thenhardathisvisitor。Buthefoundnothingtosay。
\"Cometoseemywife,\"themanrepeated。\"Sonowwecantalkitover——
asmantoman。\"
Simmonsslowlyshuthismouth,andledthewayupstairsmechanically,hisfingersstillinhishair。Asenseofthestateofaffairssankgraduallyintohisbrain,andthesmalldevilwokeagain。Supposethisman/was/Ford?Supposehe/did/claimhiswife?Woulditbeaknock-
downblow?Wouldithithimout?——ornot?Hethoughtofthetrousers,thetea-things,themangling,theknives,thekettles,andthewindows;andhethoughtoftheminthewayofabackslider。
OnthelandingFordclutchedathisarm,andaskedinahoarsewhisper,\"’Owlong’foreshe’sback?\"
\"’Boutanhour,Iexpect,\"Simmonsreplied,havingfirstofallrepeatedthequestioninhisownmind。Andthenheopenedtheparlourdoor。
\"Ah,\"saidFord,lookingabouthim,\"you’vebinprettycomf’table。
Themchairsan’things,\"jerkinghispipetowardthem,\"washers——
mine,thatistosay,speakin’straight,andmantoman。\"Hesatdown,puffingmeditativelyathispipe,andpresently,\"Well,\"hecontinued,\"’ereIamagin,ol’BobFord,deadan’donefor——gonedowninthe/Mooltan/。On’yI/ain’t/donefor,see?\"AndhepointedthestemofhispipeatSimmons’swaistcoat。\"Iain’tdonefor,’causewhy?
Cons’kenceo’bein’pickedupbyaol’Germansailin’-’utchan’tookto’Frisco’forethemast。I’ve’adafewyearso’knockin’aboutsincethen,an’now\"——lookinghardatSimmons——\"I’vecomebacktoseemywife。\"
\"She——shedon’tlikesmokein’ere,\"saidSimmons,asitwereatrandom。
\"No,Ibetshedon’t,\"Fordanswered,takinghispipefromhismouthandholdingitlowinhishand。\"Iknow’Anner。’Owd’youfind’her?
Doshemakeyecleanthewinders?\"
\"Well,\"Simmonsadmitted,uneasily,\"I——Ido’elp’ersometimes,o’
course。\"
\"Ah!An’theknivestoo,Ibet,an’thebloomin’kittles。Iknow。
W’y\"——heroseandbenttolookbehindSimmons’shead——\"s’’elpme,I
b’lieveshecutsyer’air!Well,I’mdammed!Jes’wotshewoulddo,too。\"
HeinspectedtheblushingSimmonsfromdiverspointsofvantage。Thenheliftedalegofthetrousershangingbehindthedoor。\"I’dbetatrifle,\"hesaid,\"shemadethese’eretrucks。No-bodyelse’uddo’emlikethat。Damme!they’rewuss’nwotyou’regoton。\"
Thesmalldevilbegantohavetheargumentallitsownway。Ifthismantookhiswifebackperhapshe’dhavetowearthosetrousers。
\"Ah,\"Fordpursued,\"sheain’tgotnomilder。An’,mydavy,wotajore!\"
Simmonsbegantofeelthatthiswasnolongerhisbusiness。Plainly,’Annerwasthisotherman’swife,andhewasboundinhonourtoacknowledgethefact。Thesmalldevilputittohimasamatterofduty。
\"Well,\"saidFord,suddenly,\"time’sshortan’thisain’tbusiness。I
won’tbe’ardonyou,matey。Ioughtprop’lytostandonmyrights,butseein’asyou’reawell-meaningyoungman,sotospeak,an’allsettledan’a-livin’’erequietan’matrimonual,I’ll\"——thiswithaburstofgenerosity——\"damme!yus,I’llcompoundthefelonyan’takeme’ook。Come,I’llnameafigure,asmantoman,fustan’last,nolessan’nomore。Fivepounddoesit。\"
Simmonshadn’tfivepounds,——hehadn’tevenfivepence,——andhesaidso。\"An’Iwouldn’tthinktocomebetweenamanan’’iswife,\"headded,\"notonnoaccount。Itmayberoughonme,butit’sadooty。
/I’ll/’ookit。\"
\"No,\"saidFord,hastily,clutchingSimmonsbythearm,\"don’tdothat。I’llmakeitabitcheaper。Saythreequid——come,that’sreasonable,ain’tit?Threequidain’tmuchcompensationformegoin’
awayforever——wherethestormywindsdoblow,sotosay——an’neverasmuchasseein’meownwifeaginforbetternorwuss。Betweenmanan’
man,now,threequid,an’I’llshunt。That’sfair,ain’tit?\"
\"Ofcourseit’sfair,\"Simmonsreplied,effusively。\"It’smore’nfair:
it’snoble——downrightnoble,/I/callit。ButIain’tgoin’totakeameanadvantageo’yourgood-’artedness,Mr。Ford。She’syourwife,an’
Ioughtn’tto’a’comebetweenyou。Iapologise。Youstopan’’aveyerproperrights。It’smeasoughttoshunt,an’Iwill。\"Andhemadeasteptowardthedoor。
\"’Oldon,\"quothFord,andgotbetweenSimmonsandthedoor;\"don’tdothingsrash。Lookwotalossit’llbetoyouwithno’ometogoto,an’nobodytolookafterye,an’allthat。It’llbedreadful。Sayacouple——there,wewon’tquarrel,jestasinglequid,betweenmanan’
man,an’I’llstandapotouto’themoney。Youcaneasyraiseaquid——theclock’udprettynighdoit。Aquiddoesit,an’I’ll——\"
Therewasalouddoubleknockatthefrontdoor。IntheEastEndadoubleknockisalwaysfortheupstairslodgers。
\"Oo’sthat?\"askedBobFord,apprehensively。
\"I’llsee,\"saidThomasSimmons,inreply,andhemadearushforthestaircase。
BobFordheardhimopenthefrontdoor。Thehewenttothewindow,andjustbelowhimhesawthecrownofabonnet。Itvanished,andbornetohimfromwithinthedoortherefelluponhisearthesoundofawell-
rememberedfemalevoice。
\"Whereyegoin’nowwithno’at?\"askedthevoice,sharply。
\"Awright,’Anner——there’s——there’ssomebodyupstairstoseeyou,\"
Simmonsanswered。And,asBobFordcouldsee,amanwentscuttlingdownthestreetinthegatheringdusk。Andbehold,itwasThomasSimmons。
Fordreachedthelandinginthreestrides。Hiswifewasstillatthefrontdoor,staringafterSimmons。Heflungintothebackroom,threwopenthewindow,droppedfromthewash-houseroofintothebackyard,scrambleddesperatelyoverthefence,anddisappearedintothegloom。
Hewasseenbynolivingsoul。AndthatiswhySimmons’sbasedesertion——underhiswife’sveryeyes,too——isstillanastonishmenttotheneighbours。
AROSEOFTHEGHETTO
BY
ISRAELZANGWILL
OnedayitoccurredtoLeibelthatheoughttogetmarried。HewenttoSugarmantheShadchanforthwith。
\"Ihavetheverythingforyou,\"saidthegreatmarriagebroker。
\"Isshepretty?\"askedLeibel。
\"Herfatherhasabootandshoewarehouse,\"repliedSugarman,enthusiastically。
\"Thenthereoughttobeadowrywithher,\"saidLeibel,eagerly。
\"Certainlyadowry!Afinemanlikeyou!\"
\"Howmuchdoyouthinkitwouldbe?\"
\"Ofcourseitisnotalargewarehouse;butthenyoucouldgetyourbootsattradeprice,andyourwife’s,perhaps,forthecostoftheleather。\"
\"WhencouldIseeher?\"
\"IwillarrangeforyoutocallnextSabbathafternoon。\"
\"Youwon’tchargememorethanasovereign?\"
\"Notagroschenmore!Suchapiousmaiden!I’msureyouwillbehappy。
Shehassomuchway-of-the-country[breeding]。Andofcoursefivepercentonthedowry?\"
\"H’m!Well,Idon’tmind!\"\"Perhapstheywon’tgiveadowry,\"hethoughtwithaconsolatorysenseofoutwittingtheShadchan。
OntheSaturdayLeibelwenttoseethedamsel,andontheSundayhewenttoseeSugarmantheShadchan。
\"Butyourmaidensquints!\"hecried,resentfully。
\"Anexcellentthing!\"saidSugarman。\"Awifewhosquintscanneverlookherhusbandstraightinthefaceandoverwhelmhim。Whowouldquailbeforeawomanwithasquint?\"
\"Icouldendurethesquint,\"wentonLeibel,dubiously,\"butshealsostammers。\"
\"Well,whatisbetter,intheeventofaquarrel?Thedifficultyshehasintalkingwillkeepherfarmoresilentthanmostwives。Youhadbestsecureherwhileyouhavethechance。\"
\"Butshehaltsontheleftleg,\"criedLeibel,exasperated。
\"/GottinHimmel!/Doyoumeantosayyoudonotseewhatanadvantageitistohaveawifeunabletoaccompanyyouinallyourgoings?\"
Leibellostpatience。
\"Why,thegirlisahunchback!\"heprotested,furiously。
\"MydearLeibel,\"saidthemarriagebroker,deprecatinglyshrugginghisshouldersandspreadingouthispalms,\"youcan’texpectperfection!\"
NeverthelessLeibelpersistedinhisunreasonableattitude。HeaccusedSugarmanofwastinghistime,ofmakingafoolofhim。
\"Afoolofyou!\"echoedtheShadchan,indignantly,\"whenIgiveyouachanceofabootandshoemanufacturer’sdaughter?Youwillmakeafoolofyourselfifyourefuse。Idaresayherdowrywouldbeenoughtosetyouupasamastertailor。Atpresentyouarecompelledtoslaveawayasacutterforthirtyshillingsaweek。Itismostunjust。
Ifyouonlyhadafewmachinesyouwouldbeabletoemployyourowncutters。Andtheycanbegotsocheapnowadays。\"
ThisgaveLeibelpause,andhedepartedwithouthavingdefinitelybrokenthenegotiations。Hiswholeweekwasbefoggedbydoubt,hisworkbecameuncertain,hischalkmarkslackedtheirusualdecision,andhedidnotalwayscuthiscoataccordingtohiscloth。HisaberrationsbecamesomarkedthatprettyRoseGreen,thesweater’seldestdaughter,whomanagedamachineinthesameroom,divined,withallawoman’sintuition,thathewasinlove。
\"Whatisthematter?\"shesaid,inrallyingYiddish,whentheyweretakingtheirlunchofbreadandcheeseandginger-beeramidtheclatterofmachines,whoseserfshadnotyetknockedoffwork。
\"Theyareproposingmeamatch,\"heanswered,sullenly。
\"Amatch!\"ejaculatedRose。\"Thou!\"Shehadworkedbyhissideforyears,andfamiliaritybredthesecondpersonsingular。Leibelnoddedhishead,andputamouthfulofDutchcheeseintoit。
\"Withwhom?\"askedRose。Somehowhefeltashamed。Hegurgledtheanswerintothestoneginger-beerbottle,whichheputtohisthirstylips。
\"WithLeahVolcovitch!\"
\"LeahVolcovitch!\"gaspedRose。\"Leah,thebootandshoemanufacturer’sdaughter?\"
Leibelhunghishead——hescarceknewwhy。Hedidnotdaremeethergaze。Hisdroopsaid\"Yes。\"Therewasalongpause。
\"Andwhydostthounothaveher?\"saidRose。Itwasmorethananinquiry;therewascontemptinit,andperhapsevenpique。
Leibeldidnotreply。Theembarrassingsilencereignedagain,andreignedlong。Rosebrokeitatlast。
\"Isitthatthoulikestmebetter?\"sheasked。
Leibelseemedtoseeaballoflightningintheair;itburst,andhefelttheelectriccurrentstrikerightthroughhisheart。Theshockthrewhisheadupwithajerk,sothathiseyesgazedintoafacewhosebeautyandtendernesswererevealedtohimforthefirsttime。
Thefaceofhisoldacquaintancehadvanished;thiswasacajoling,coquettish,smilingface,suggestingundreamed-ofthings。
\"/Nu/,yes,\"hereplied,withoutperceptiblepause。
\"/Nu/,good!\"sherejoinedasquickly。
AndintheecstasyofthatmomentofmutualunderstandingLeibelforgottowonderwhyhehadneverthoughtofRosebefore。Afterwardherememberedthatshehadalwaysbeenhissocialsuperior。
Thesituationseemedtoodream-likeforexplanationtotheroomjustyet。Leibellovinglypassedabottleofginger-beer,andRosetookasip,withabeautifulairofplightingtroth,understoodonlyofthosetwo。WhenLeibelquaffedtheremnantitintoxicatedhim。Therelicsofthebreadandcheeseweretheambrosiatothisnectar。Theydidnotdarekiss;thesuddennessofitallleftthembashful,andthesmackoflipswouldhavebeenlikeacannon-pealannouncingtheirengagement。Therewasasubtlersweetnessinthissenseofasecret,apartfromthefactthatneithercaredtobreakthenewstothemastertailor,asternlittleoldman。Leibel’schalkmarkscontinuedindecisivethatafternoon,whichshowshowcorrectlyRosehadconnectedthemwithlove。
BeforeheleftthatnightRosesaidtohim,\"ArtthousurethouwouldstnotratherhaveLeahVolcovitch?\"
\"Notforallthebootsandshoesintheworld,\"repliedLeibel,vehemently。
\"AndI,\"protestedRose,\"wouldrathergowithoutmyownthanwithoutthee。\"
Thelandingoutsidetheworkshopwassobadlylightedthattheirlipscametogetherinthedarkness。
\"Nay,nay;thoumustnotyet,\"saidRose。\"ThouartstillcourtingLeahVolcovitch。Foraughtthouknowest,SugarmantheShadchanmayhaveentangledtheebeyondredemption。\"
\"Notso,\"assertedLeibel。\"Ihaveonlyseenthemaidenonce。\"
\"Yes。ButSugarmanhasseenherfatherseveraltimes,\"persistedRose。
\"Forsomisshapenamaidenhiscommissionwouldbelarge。ThoumustgotoSugarmanto-night,andtellhimthatthoucanstnotfinditinthyhearttogoonwiththematch。\"
\"Kissme,andIwillgo,\"pleadedLeibel。
\"Go,andIwillkissthee,\"saidRose,resolutely。
\"Andwhenshallwetellthyfather?\"heasked,pressingherhand,asthenextbestthingtoherlips。
\"AssoonasthouartfreefromLeah。\"
\"Butwillheconsent?\"
\"Hewillnotbeglad,\"saidRose,frankly。\"Butaftermother’sdeath——
peacebeuponher——therulepassedfromherhandsintomine。\"
\"Ah,thatiswell,\"saidLeibel。Hewasasuperficialthinker。
LeibelfoundSugarmanatsupper。ThegreatShadchanofferedhimachair,butnothingelse。Hospitalitywasassociatedinhismindwithspecialoccasionsonly,andinvolvedlemonadeand\"stuffedmonkeys。\"
Hewasveryputout——almosttothepointofindigestion——tohearofLeibel’sfinaldetermination,andpliedhimwithreproachfulinquiries。
\"Youdon’tmeantosaythatyougiveupabootandshoemanufacturermerelybecausehisdaughterhasroundshoulders!\"heexclaimed,incredulously。
\"Itismorethanroundshoulders——itisahump!\"criedLeibel。
\"Andsuppose?Seehowmuchbetteroffyouwillbewhenyougetyourownmachines!Wedonotrefusetoletcamelscarryourburdensbecausetheyhavehumps。\"
\"Ah,butawifeisnotacamel,\"saidLeibel,withasageair。
\"Andacutterisnotamastertailor,\"retortedSugarman。
\"Enough,enough!\"criedLeibel。\"Itellyou,Iwouldnothaveherifshewereamachinewarehouse。\"
\"Therestickssomethingbehind,\"persistedSugarman,unconvinced。
Leibelshookhishead。\"Onlyherhump\"hesaidwithaflashofhumour。
\"MosesMendelssohnhadahump,\"expostulatedSugarman,reproachfully。
\"Yes,buthewasaheretic,\"rejoinedLeibel,whowasnotwithoutreading。\"Andthenhewasaman!Amanwithtwohumpscouldfindawifeforeach。Butawomanwithahumpcannotexpectahusbandinaddition。\"
\"Guardyourtonguefromevil,\"quoththeShadchan,angrily。\"IfeverybodyweretotalklikeyouLeahVolcovitchwouldneverbemarriedatall。\"
Leibelshruggedhisshoulders,andremindedhimthathunchbackedgirlswhostammeredandsquintedandhaltedonleftlegswerenotusuallyledunderthecanopy。
\"Nonsense!Stuff!\"criedSugarman,angrily。\"Thatisbecausetheydonotcometome。\"
\"LeahVolcovitch/has/cometoyou,\"saidLeibel,\"butsheshallnotcometome。\"Andherose,anxioustoescape。
InstantlySugarmangaveasighofresignation。\"Beitso!ThenIshallhavetolookoutforanother,that’sall。\"
\"No,Idon’twantany,\"repliedLeibel,quickly。
Sugarmanstoppedeating。\"Youdon’twantany?\"hecried。\"Butyoucametomeforone?\"
\"I——I——know,\"stammeredLeibel。\"ButI’ve——I’vealteredmymind。\"
\"OneneedsHillel’spatiencetodealwithyou!\"criedSugarman。\"ButI
shallchargeyou,allthesame,formytrouble。Youcannotcancelanorderlikethisinthemiddle!No,no!YoucanplayfastandloosewithLeahVolcovitch,butyoushallnotmakeafoolofme。\"
\"ButifIdon’twantone?\"saidLeibel,sullenly。
Sugarmangazedathimwithacunninglookofsuspicion。\"Didn’tIsaytherewassomethingstickingbehind?\"
Leibelfeltguilty。\"Butwhomhaveyougotinyoureye?\"heinquired,desperately。
\"Perhapsyoumayhavesomeoneinyours!\"naivelyansweredSugarman。
Leibelgaveahypocriticlong-drawn\"U-m-m-m!IwonderifRoseGreen——
whereIwork——\"hesaid,andstopped。
\"Ifearnot,\"saidSugarman。\"Sheisonmylist。Herfathergavehertomesomemonthsago,butheishardtoplease。Eventhemaidenherselfisnoteasy,beingpretty。\"
\"Perhapsshehaswaitedforsomeone,\"suggestedLeibel。
Sugarman’skeenearcaughtthenoteofcomplacenttriumph。
\"Youhavebeenaskingheryourself!\"heexclaimed,inhorror-strickenaccents。
\"AndifIhave?\"saidLeibel,defiantly。
\"Youhavecheatedme!AndsohasEliphazGreen——Ialwaysknewhewastricky!Youhavebothdefraudedme!\"
\"Ididnotmeanto,\"saidLeibel,mildly。
\"You/did/meanto。Youhadnobusinesstotakethematteroutofmyhands。WhatrighthadyoutoproposetoRoseGreen?\"
\"Ididnot,\"criedLeibel,excitedly。
\"Thenyouaskedherfather!\"
\"No;Ihavenotaskedherfatheryet。\"
\"Thenhowdoyouknowshewillhaveyou?\"
\"I——Iknow,\"stammeredLeibel,feelinghimselfsomehowaliaraswellasathief。Hisbrainwasinawhirl;hecouldnotrememberhowthethinghadcomeabout。Certainlyhehadnotproposed;norcouldhesaythatshehad。
\"Youknowshewillhaveyou,\"repeatedSugarman,reflectively。\"Anddoes/she/know?\"
\"Yes。Infact,\"heblurtedout,\"wearrangedittogether。\"
\"Ah,youbothknow。Anddoesherfatherknow?\"
\"Notyet。\"
\"Ah,thenImustgethisconsent,\"saidSugarman,decisively。
\"I——Ithoughtofspeakingtohimmyself。\"
\"Yourself!\"echoedSugarman,inhorror。\"Areyouunsoundinthehead?
Why,thatwouldbeworsethanthemistakeyouhavealreadymade!\"
\"Whatmistake?\"askedLeibel,firingup。
\"Themistakeofaskingthemaidenherself。Whenyouquarrelwithherafteryourmarriageshewillalwaysthrowitinyourteeththatyouwishedtomarryher。Moreover,ifyoutellamaidenyouloveher,herfatherwillthinkyououghttomarryherasshestands。Still,whatisdoneisdone。\"Andhesighedregretfully。
\"AndwhatmoredoIwant?Iloveher。\"
\"Youpieceofclay!\"criedSugarman,contemptuously。\"Lovewillnotturnmachines,muchlessbuythem。Youmusthaveadowry。Herfatherhasabigstocking;hecanwellaffordit。\"
Leibel’seyeslitup。Therewasreallynoreasonwhyheshouldnothavebreadandcheesewithhiskisses。
\"Now,if/you/wenttoherfather,\"pursuedtheShadchan,\"theoddsarethathewouldnotevengiveyouhisdaughter——tosaynothingofthedowry。Afterall,itisacheekofyoutoaspiresohigh。Asyoutoldmefromthefirst,youhaven’tsavedapenny。Evenmycommissionyouwon’tbeabletopaytillyougetthedowry。Butif/I/goIdonotdespairofgettingasubstantialsum——tosaynothingofthedaughter。\"
\"Yes,Ithinkyouhadbettergo,\"saidLeibel,eagerly。
\"ButifIdothisthingforyouIshallwantapoundmore,\"rejoinedSugarman。
\"Apoundmore!\"echoedLeibel,indismay。\"Why?\"
\"BecauseRoseGreen’shumpisofgold,\"repliedSugarman,oracularly。
\"Also,sheisfairtosee,andmanymendesireher。\"
\"Butyouhavealwaysyourfivepercent,onthedowry。\"
\"ItwillbelessthanVolcovitch’s,\"explainedSugarman。\"Yousee,Greenhasotherandlessbeautifuldaughters。\"
\"Yes,butthenitsettlesitselfmoreeasily。Sayfiveshillings。\"
\"EliphazGreenisahardman,\"saidtheShadchaninstead。
\"TenshillingsisthemostIwillgive!\"
\"TwelveandsixpenceistheleastIwilltake。EliphazGreenhagglessoterribly。\"
Theysplitthedifference,andsoelevenandthreepencerepresentedthepredominanceofEliphazGreen’sstinginessoverVolcovitch’s。
TheverynextdaySugarmaninvadedtheGreenworkroom。Rosebentoverherseams,herheartfluttering。Leibelhaddulyapprisedheroftheroundaboutmannerinwhichshewouldhavetobewon,andshehadacquiescedinthecomedy。Attheleastitwouldsaveherthetroubleoffather-taming。
Sugarman’sentrywasbrusqueandbreathless。Hewasoverwhelmedwithjoyousemotion。Hisbluebandanatrailedagitatedlyfromhiscoat-
tail。
\"Atlast!\"hecried,addressingthelittlewhite-hairedmastertailor;
\"Ihavetheverymanforyou。\"
\"Yes?\"gruntedEliphaz,unimpressed。Themonosyllablewaspackedwithemotion。Itsaid,\"Haveyoureallythefacetocometomeagainwithanidealman?\"
\"Hehasallthequalitiesthatyoudesire,\"begantheShadchan,inatonethatrepudiatedtheimplicationsofthemonosyllable。\"Heisyoung,strong,God-fearing——\"
\"Hasheanymoney?\"grumpilyinterruptedEliphaz。
\"He/will/havemoney,\"repliedSugarman,unhesitatingly,\"whenhemarries。\"
\"Ah!\"Thefather’svoicerelaxed,andhisfootlaylimponthetreadle。Heworkedoneofhismachineshimself,andpaidhimselfthewagessoastoenjoytheprofit。\"Howmuchwillhehave?\"
\"Ithinkhewillhavefiftypounds;andtheleastyoucandoistolethimhavefiftypounds,\"repliedSugarman,withthesamehappyambiguity。
Eliphazshookhisheadonprinciple。
\"Yes,youwill,\"saidSugarman,\"whenyoulearnhowfineamanheis。\"
TheflushofconfusionandtrepidationalreadyonLeibel’scountenancebecamearosyglowofmodesty,forhecouldnothelpoverhearingwhatwasbeingsaid,owingtothelullofthemastertailor’smachine。
\"Tellme,then,\"rejoinedEliphaz。
\"Tellme,first,ifyouwillgivefiftytoayoung,healthy,hard-
working,God-fearingman,whoseideaitistostartasamastertailoronhisownaccount?Andyouknowhowprofitablethatis!\"
\"Toamanlikethat,\"saidEliphaz,inaburstofenthusiasm,\"Iwouldgiveasmuchastwenty-sevenpoundsten!\"
Sugarmangroanedinwardly,butLeibel’sheartleapedwithjoy。Togetfourmonths’wagesatastroke!Withtwenty-sevenpoundstenhecouldcertainlyprocureseveralmachines,especiallyontheinstalmentsystem。OutofthecornersofhiseyesheshotaglanceatRose,whowasbeyondearshot。
\"Unlessyoucanpromisethirtyitiswasteoftimementioninghisname,\"saidSugarman。
\"Well,well——whoishe?\"
Sugarmanbentdown,loweringhisvoiceintothefather’sear。
\"What!Leibel!\"criedEliphaz,outraged。
\"Sh!\"saidSugarman,\"orhewilloverhearyourdelight,andaskmore。
Hehashisnosehighenough,asitis。\"
\"B——b——b——ut,\"sputteredthebewilderedparent,\"IknowLeibelmyself。
Iseehimeveryday。Idon’twantaShadchantofindmeamanIknow——
amerehandinmyownworkshop!\"
\"Yourtalkhasneitherfacenorfigure,\"answeredSugarman,sternly。
\"Itisjustthepeopleoneseeseverydaythatoneknowsleast。I
warrantthatifIhadnotputitintoyourheadyouwouldneverhavedreamtofLeibelasason-in-law。Comenow,confess。\"
Eliphazgruntedvaguely,andtheShadchanwentontriumphantly:\"I
thoughtasmuch。Andyetwherecouldyoufindabettermantokeepyourdaughter?\"
\"Heoughttobecontentwithheralone,\"grumbledherfather。
Sugarmansawthesignsofweakening,anddashedin,fullstrength:
\"It’saquestionwhetherhewillhaveheratall。Ihavenotbeentohimaboutheryet。Iawaitedyourapprovaloftheidea。\"Leibeladmiredtheverbalaccuracyofthesestatements,whichhehadjustcaught。
\"ButIdidn’tknowhewouldbehavingmoney,\"murmuredEliphaz。
\"Ofcourseyoudidn’tknow。That’swhattheShadchanisfor——topointoutthethingsthatareunderyournose。\"
\"Butwherewillhebegettingthismoneyfrom?\"
\"Fromyou,\"saidSugarman,frankly。
\"Fromme?\"
\"Fromwhomelse?Areyounothisemployer?Ithasbeenputbyforhismarriageday。\"
\"Hehassavedit?\"
\"Hehasnot/spent/it,\"saidSugarman,impatiently。
\"Butdoyoumeantosayhehassavedfiftypounds?\"
\"Ifhecouldmanagetosavefiftypoundsoutofyourwageshewouldbeindeedatreasure,\"saidSugarman。\"Perhapsitmightbethirty。\"
\"Butyousaidfifty。\"
\"Well,/you/camedowntothirty,\"retortedtheShadchan。\"Youcannotexpecthimtohavemorethanyourdaughterbrings。\"
\"Ineversaidthirty,\"Eliphazremindedhim。\"Twenty-seventenwasmylastbid。\"
\"Verywell;thatwilldoasabasisofnegotiations,\"saidSugarman,resignedly。\"Iwillcalluponhimthisevening。IfIweretogooverandspeaktohimnow,hewouldperceiveyouwereanxious,andraisehisterms,andthatwillneverdo。Ofcourseyouwillnotmindallowingmeapoundmoreforfindingyousoeconomicalason-in-law?\"
\"Notapennymore。\"
\"Youneednotfear,\"saidSugarman,resentfully。\"ItisnotlikelyI
shallbeabletopersuadehimtotakesoeconomicalafather-in-law。
Soyouwillbenonetheworseforpromising。\"
\"Beitso,\"saidEliphaz,withagestureofweariness,andhestartedhismachineagain。
\"Twenty-sevenpoundsten,remember,\"saidSugarman,abovethewhir。
Eliphaznoddedhishead,whirringhiswheel-worklouder。
\"Andpaidbeforethewedding,mind。\"
Themachinetooknonotice。
\"Beforethewedding,mind,\"repeatedSugarman。\"Beforewegounderthecanopy。\"
\"Gonow,gonow!\"gruntedEliphaz,withagestureofimpatience。\"Itshallallbewell。\"Andthewhite-hairedheadbowedimmovablyoveritswork。
IntheeveningRoseextractedfromherfatherthemotiveofSugarman’svisit,andconfessedthattheideawastoherliking。
\"Butdostthouthinkhewillhaveme,littlefather?\"sheasked,withcajolingeyes。
\"AnyonewouldhavemyRose。\"
\"Ah,butLeibelisdifferent。Somanyyearshehassatatmysideandsaidnothing。\"
\"Hehadhisworktothinkof。Heisagood,savingyouth。\"
\"AtthisverymomentSugarmanistryingtopersuadehim——notso?I
supposehewillwantmuchmoney。\"
\"Beeasy,mychild。\"Andhepassedhisdiscolouredhandoverherhair。
Sugarmanturnedupthenextday,andreportedthatLeibelwasunobtainableunderthirtypounds,andEliphaz,wearyofthecontest,calledoverLeibel,tillthatmomentcarefullyabsorbedinhisscientificchalkmarks,andmentionedthethingtohimforthefirsttime。\"Iamnotamantobargain,\"Eliphazsaid,andsohegavetheyoungmanhistawnyhand,andabottleofrumsprangfromsomewhere,andworkwassuspendedforfiveminutes,andthe\"hands\"alldrankamidsurprisedexcitement。Sugarman’svisitshadpreparedthemtocongratulateRose;butLeibelwasashock。
Theformalengagementwasmarkedbyevengreaterjunketing,andatlastthemarriagedaycame。Leibelwasresplendentinadiagonalfrockcoat,cutbyhisownhand;andRosesteppedfromthecabamedleyofflowers,fairness,andwhitesilk,andbehindhercametwobridesmaids,——hersisters,——atriothatglorifiedthespectator-strewnpavementoutsidethesynagogue。Eliphazlookedalmosttallinhisshinyhighhatandfrilledshirt-front。Sugarmanarrivedonfoot,carryingred-sockedlittleEbenezertuckedunderhisarm。
LeibelandRosewerenottheonlycoupletobedisposedof,foritwasthethirty-thirddayoftheOmer——adayfruitfulinmarriages。
Butatlasttheirturncame。Theydidnot,however,comeintheirturn,andtheirspecialfriendsamongtheaudiencewonderedwhytheyhadlosttheirprecedence。Afterseverallatermarriageshadtakenplaceawhisperbegantocirculate。Therumourofahitchgainedgroundsteadily,andthesensationwasproportionate。And,indeed,therosewasnottobepickedwithoutatouchofthethorn。
Graduallythefactsleakedout,andabuzzoftalkandcommentranthroughthewaitingsynagogue。Eliphazhadnotpaidup!
Atfirsthedeclaredhewouldputdownthemoneyimmediatelyaftertheceremony。ButthewarySugarman,schooledbyexperience,demandeditsinstantdeliveryonbehalfofhisotherclient。Hardpressed,Eliphazproducedtensovereignsfromhistrousers-pocket,andtenderedthemonaccount。TheseSugarmandisdainfullyrefused,andthenegotiationsweresuspended。Thebridegroom’spartywasencampedinoneroom,thebride’sinanother,andafterapainfuldelayEliphazsentanemissarytosaythathalftheamountshouldbeforthcoming,theextrafivepoundsinabrightnewBankofEnglandnote。Leibel,instructedandencouragedbySugarman,stoodfirm。
Andthenaroseahubbubofvoices,achaosofsuggestions;friendsrushedtoandfrobetweenthecamps,someemergingfromtheirseatsinthesynagoguetoaddtotheconfusion。ButEliphazhadtakenhisstanduponarock——hehadnomorereadymoney。To-morrow,thenextday,hewouldhavesome。AndLeibel,paleanddogged,clutchedtighteratthosemachinesthatwereslippingawaymomentlyfromhim。Hehadnotyetseenhisbridethatmorning,andsoherfacewasshadowycomparedwiththetangibilityofthosemachines。Mostoftheothermaidensweremarriedwomenbynow,andthesituationwasgrowingdesperate。Fromthefemalecampcameterriblerumoursofbridesmaidsinhysterics,andabridethattoreherwreathinapassionofshameandhumiliation。
EliphazsentwordthathewouldgiveanIOUforthebalance,butthathereallycouldnotmusteranymorecurrentcoin。SugarmaninstructedtheambassadortosuggestthatEliphazshouldraisethemoneyamonghisfriends。
Andtheshortspringdayslippedaway。Invaintheminister,apprisedoftheblock,lengthenedouttheformulaefortheotherpairs,andblessedthemwithmorereposefulunction。ItwasimpossibletostaveofftheLeibel-Greenitemindefinitely,andatlastRoseremainedtheonlyorange-wreathedspinsterinthesynagogue。Andthentherewasahushofsolemnsuspense,thatswelledgraduallyintoasteadyrumbleofbabblingtongues,asminutesucceededminuteandthefinalbridalpartystillfailedtoappear。Thelatestbulletinpicturedthebrideinadeadfaint。Theafternoonwaswaningfast。Theministerlefthispostnearthecanopy,underwhichsomanyliveshadbeenunited,andcametoaddhiswhitetietotheforcesforcompromise。Buthefarednobetterthantheothers。Incensedattheobstinacyoftheantagonists,hedeclaredhewouldclosethesynagogue。Hegavethecoupletenminutestomarryinorquit。Thenchaoscame,andpandemonium——afranticbabelofsuggestionandexhortationfromthecrowd。WhenfiveminuteshadpassedalegatefromEliphazannouncedthathissidehadscrapedtogethertwentypounds,andthatthiswastheirfinalbid。
Leibelwavered;thelongday’scombathadtolduponhim;thereportsofthebride’sdistresshadweakenedhim。EvenSugarmanhadlosthiscocksurenessofvictory。Afewminutesmoreandbothcommissionsmightslipthroughhisfingers。Oncethepartiesleftthesynagogue,itwouldnotbeeasytodrivethemthereanotherday。Buthecheeredonhismanstill:onecouldalwayssurrenderatthetenthminute。
Attheeighththebuzzoftonguesfalteredsuddenly,tobetransposedintoanewkey,sotospeak。Throughthegesticulatingassemblysweptthatmurmurofexpectationwhichcrowdsknowwhentheprocessioniscomingatlast。BysomemysteriousmagnetismallwereawarethattheBRIDEherself——thepoorhystericbride——hadleftthepaternalcamp,wascominginpersontopleadwithhermercenarylover。
AndasthegloryofherandtheflowersandthewhitedraperiesloomeduponLeibel’svisionhisheartmeltedinworship,andheknewhiscitadelwouldcrumbleinruinsatherfirstglance,atherfirsttouch。Wasitfairfighting?Ashistroubledvisioncleared,andasshecamenighuntohim,hesawtohisamazementthatshewasspecklessandcomposed——notraceoftearsdimmedthefairnessofherface,therewasnodisarrayinherbridalwreath。
Theclockshowedtheninthminute。
Sheputherhandappeallinglyonhisarm,whileaheavenlylightcameintoherface——theexpressionofaJoanofArcanimatinghercountry。
\"Donotgivein,Leibel!\"shesaid。\"Donothaveme!Donotletthempersuadethee!Bymylife,thoumustnot!Gohome!\"
SoattheeleventhminutethevanquishedEliphazproducedthebalance,andtheyalllivedhappilyeverafterward。
ANIDYLOFLONDON
BY
BEATRICEHARRADEN
Itwasoneo’clock,andmanyofthestudentsintheNationalGalleryhadleftoffworkandwererefreshingthemselveswithlunchandconversation。Therewasoneoldworkerwhohadnotstirredfromhisplace,buthehadputdownhisbrush,andhadtakenfromhispocketasmallbook,whichwaslikeitsowner——thinandshabbyofcovering。Heseemedtofindpleasureinreadingit,forheturnedoveritspageswithallthetendernesscharacteristicofonewholoveswhathereads。
NowandagainheglancedathisunfinishedcopyofthebeautifulportraitofAndreadelSarto,andoncehiseyesrestedonanothercopynexttohis,betterandtruerthanhis,andoncehestoppedtopickupagirl’sprune-colouredtie,whichhadfallenfromtheneighbouringeasel。Afterthisheseemedtobecomeunconsciousofhissurroundings,asunconscious,indeed,asanyoneofthepicturesnearhim。Anyonemighthavebeenjustifiedinmistakinghimfortheportraitofaman,butthathislipsmoved;foritwashiscustomtoreadsoftlytohimself。
Thestudentspassedbacktotheirplaces,nottroublingtonoticehim,becausetheyknewfromexperiencethathenevernoticedthem,andthatallgreetingswerewastedonhimandallwordswerewantonexpenditureofbreath。Theyhadcometoregardhimverymuchinthesamewayasmanyofusregardthewondersofnature,withoutastonishment,withoutanyquestionings,andoftenwithoutanyinterest。Onegirl,anew-
comer,didchancetosaytohercompanion:
\"Howillthatoldmanlooks!\"
\"Oh,healwayslookslikethat,\"wastheanswer。\"Youwillsoongetaccustomedtohim。Comealong!Imustfinishmy’BlindBeggar’thisafternoon。\"
Inafewminutesmostoftheworkerswerebusyagain,althoughthereweresomewhocontinuedtochatquietly,andseveralyoungmenwhoseemedreluctanttoleavetheirgirlfriends,andwhowerebynomeansencouragedtogo!Oneyoungmancametoclaimhisbookandpipe,whichhehadleftinthechargeofabright-eyedgirl,whowascopyingSirJoshua’s\"Angels。\"Shegavehimhistreasures,andreceivedinexchangeadark-redrose,whichshefastenedinherbelt;andthenhereturnedtohisportraitofMrs。Siddons。ButtherewassomethinginhisdisconsolatemannerwhichmadeonesuspectthathethoughtlessofMrs。Siddons’sbeautythanofthebeautyofthegirlwhowaswearingthedark-redrose!Thestrangers,strollingthroughtherooms,stoppednowandagaintopeercuriouslyatthestudents’work。Theywerestaredatindignantlybythestudentsthemselves,buttheymadenoattempttomoveaway,andevenventuredsometimestopasscriticismsofnotendercharacteronsomeofthecopies。Thefierce-lookingmanwhowascopying\"TheHorseFair\"deliberatelyputdownhisbrushes,foldedhisarms,andwaiteddefiantlyuntiltheyhadgoneby;butothers,wiserintheirgeneration,wentonpaintingcalmly。SeveralworkerswerepaintingthenewRaphael;oneofthemwasawhite-hairedoldgentlewoman,whosehandwastrembling,andyetskilfulstill。Morethanoncesheturnedtogiveafewhintstotheyounggirlnearher,wholookedinsomedistressanddoubt。Justtheneedfulhelpwasgiven,andthenthegirlpliedherbrushmerrily,smilingthewhilewithpleasureandgratitude。Thereseemedtobeagenial,kindlyinfluenceatwork,acertainhomelinesstoo,whichmustneedsassertitselfwheremanyaregatheredtogether,workingsidebyside。Allmadeaharmony;thewonderfulpictures,collectedfrommanylandsandmanycenturies,eachwithitsmeaninganditsmessagefromthepast;
theever-presentmemoriesofthepaintersthemselves,whohadworkedandstrivenandconquered;andthelivinghumanbeings,eachwithhiswealthofearnestendeavourandhope。
Meanwhiletheoldmanreadonuninterruptedlyuntiltwohandswereputoverhisbookandagentlevoicesaid:
\"Mr。Lindall,youhavehadnolunchagain。Doyouknow,IbegintohateLucretius。Healwaysmakesyouforgetyourfood。\"
Theoldmanlookedup,andsomethinglikeasmilepassedoverhisjoylessfacewhenhesawHelenStanleybendingoverhim。
\"Ah,\"heanswered,\"youmustnothateLucretius。Ihavehadmorepleasanthourswithhimthanwithanylivingperson。\"
HeroseandcameforwardtoexaminehercopyofAndreadelSarto’sportrait。
\"Yoursisbetterthanmine,\"hesaid,critically;\"infact,mineisafailure。IthinkIshallonlygetasmallpriceformine;indeed,I
doubtwhetherIshallgetsufficienttopayformyfuneral。\"
\"Youspeakdismally,\"sheanswered,smiling。
\"Imissedyouyesterday,\"hecontinued,halfdreamily。\"Ileftmywork,andIwanderedthroughtherooms,andIdidnotevenreadLucretius。Somethingseemedtohavegonefrommylife。AtfirstI
thoughtitmustbemyfavouriteRaphael,ortheMurillo;butitwasneithertheonenortheother;itwasyou。Thatwasstrange,wasn’tit?Butyouknowwegetaccustomedtoanything,andperhapsIshouldhavemissedyoulessthesecondday,andbytheendofaweekIshouldnothavemissedyouatall。Mercifully,wehaveinusthepowerofforgetting。\"
\"Idonotwishtopleadformyself,\"shesaid,\"butIdonotbelievethatyouoranyonecouldreallyforget。Thatwhichoutsiderscallforgetfulnessmightbecalledbythebetternameofresignation。\"
\"Idon’tcareabouttalkinganymorenow,\"hesaid,suddenly,andhewenttohiseaselandworkedsilentlyathispicture;andHelenStanleyglancedathim,andthoughtshehadneverseenheroldcompanionlooksoforlornanddesolateashedidto-day。Helookedasifnogentlehandhadeverbeenplacedonhiminkindlinessandaffection,andthatseemedtoheraterriblething;forshewasoneofthoseprehistoricallymindedpersonswhopersistinbelievingthataffectionisasneedfultohumanlifeasraintoflowerlife。Whenfirstshecametoworkatthegallery——sometwelvemonthsago——shehadnoticedthisoldman,andhadwishedforhiscompanionship;shewasherselflonelyandsorrowful,and,althoughyoung,hadtofightherownbattles,andhadlearnedsomethingofthedifficultiesoffighting,andthishadgivenheranexperiencebeyondheryears。Shewasnotmorethantwenty-fouryearsofage,butshelookedratherolder,and,thoughshehadbeautifuleyes,fullofmeaningandkindness,herfeaturesweredecidedlyplainaswellasunattractive。
Thereweresomeinthegallerywhosaidamongthemselvesthat,asMr。
Lindallhadwaitedsomanyyearsbeforetalkingtoanyone,hemighthavechosensomeonebetterworththewaitingfor!ButtheysoonbecameaccustomedtoseeingHelenStanleyandMr。Lindalltogether,andtheylaughedlessthanbefore;andmeanwhiletheacquaintanceripenedintoasortoffriendship,halfsulkyonhispartandwhollykindonherpart。Hetoldhernothingabouthimself,andheaskednothingaboutherself;forweeksheneverevenknewhername。
Sometimeshedidnotspeakatall,andthetwofriendswouldworksilentlysidebysideuntilitwastimetogo;andthenhewaiteduntilshewasready,andwalkedwithheracrossTrafalgarSquare,wheretheypartedandwenttheirownways。
Butoccasionally,whensheleastexpectedit,hewouldspeakwithglowingenthusiasmonart;thenhiseyesseemedtobecomebright,andhisbentfiguremoreerect,andhiswholebearingproudanddignified。
Thereweretimes,too,whenhewouldspeakonothersubjects:onthemoralityoffreethought——onBruno,ofblessedmemory,onhim,andscoresofotherstoo。Hewouldspeakofthedifferentschoolsofphilosophy;hewouldlaughathimself,andatallwho,havinggiventimeandthoughttothestudyoflife’scomplicatedproblems,hadnotreachedonestepfurtherthantheOld-Worldthinkers。Perhapshewouldquoteoneofhisfavouritephilosophers,andthensuddenlyrelapseintosilence,returningtohiswontedabstractionandtohisindifferencetohissurroundings。HelenStanleyhadlearnedtounderstandhiswaysandtoappreciatehismind,and,withoutintrudingonhiminanymanner,hadputherselfgentlyintohislifeashisquietchampionandhisfriend。Nooneinherpresencedaredspeakslightinglyoftheoldman,ortomakefunofhistumble-downappearance,orofhisworn-outsilkhatwithacrackintheside,orofhisragofablacktie,which,togetherwithhisovercoat,had\"seenbetterdays。\"Onceshebroughtherneedleandthread,anddarnedthetornsleeveduringherlunch-time;and,thoughheneverknewit,itwasasatisfactiontohertohavehelpedhim。
To-dayshenoticedthathewaspaintingbadly,andthatheseemedtotakenointerestinhiswork;butshewentonbusilywithherownpicture,andwassoengrossedinitthatshedidnotatfirstobservethathehadpackeduphisbrushesandwaspreparingtogohome。
\"Threemorestrokes,\"hesaid,quietly,\"andyouwillhavefinishedyourpicture。Ishallneverfinishmine;perhapsyouwillbegoodenoughtosetitrightforme。Iamnotcominghereagain。Idon’tseemtohavecaughtthetrueexpression;whatdoyouthink?ButIamnotgoingtoletitworryme,forIamsureyouwillpromisetodoyourbestforme。See,Iwillhandoverthesecoloursandthesebrushestoyou,andnodoubtyouwillacceptthepaletteaswell。I
havenofurtheruseforit。\"
HelenStanleytookthepalettewhichheheldouttowardher,andlookedathimasthoughshewouldwishtoquestionhim。
\"Itisveryhothere,\"hecontinued,\"andIamgoingout。Iamtiredofwork。\"
Hehesitated,andthenadded,\"Ishouldlikeyoutocomewithme,ifyoucansparethetime。\"
Shepackedupherthingsatonce,andthetwofriendsmovedslowlyaway,hegazingabsentlyatthepictures,andshewonderinginhermindastothemeaningofhisstrangemood。
Whentheywereonthestepsinsidethebuilding,heturnedtoHelenStanleyandsaid:
\"Ishouldliketogobacktothepicturesoncemore。IfeelasifI
muststandamongthemjustalittlelonger。Theyhavebeenmycompanionsforsolongthattheyarealmostpartofmyself。Icanclosemyeyesandrecallthemfaithfully。ButIwanttotakealastlookatthem;Iwanttofeeloncemorethepresenceofthegreatmasters,andtorefreshmymindwiththeirgenius。WhenIlookattheirworkIthinkoftheirlife,andcanonlywonderattheirdeath。
Itwassostrangethattheyshoulddie。\"
Theywentbacktogether,andhetookhertohisfavouritepictures,butremainedspeechlessbeforethem,andshedidnotdisturbhisthoughts。Atlasthesaid:
\"Iamreadytogo。Ihavesaidfarewelltothemall。Iknownothingmorewonderfulthanbeingamonganumberoffinepictures。Itisalmostoverwhelming。Onceexpectsnaturetobegrand,butonedoesnotexpectmantobegrand。\"
\"Youknowwedon’tagreethere,\"sheanswered。\"/I/expecteverythinggrandandgreatfromman。\"
Theywentoutofthegallery,andintoTrafalgarSquare。ItwasascorchingafternooninAugust,buttherewassomecoolingcomfortinseeingthedancingwaterofthefountainssparklingsobrightlyinthesunshine。
\"Doyoumindstoppinghereafewminutes?\"hesaid。\"Ishouldliketositdownandwatch。Thereissomuchtosee。\"
Sheledthewaytoaseat,oneendofwhichwasoccupiedbyaworkman,whowassleepingsoundly,andsnoringtoo,hisarmsfoldedtightlytogether。Hehadalittleclaypipeinthecornerofhismouth;itseemedtobetuckedinsosnuglythattherewasnotmuchdangerofitsfallingtotheground。AtlastHelenspoketohercompanion。
\"Whatdoyoumeanbysayingthatyouwillnotbeabletofinishyourpicture?Perhapsyouarenotwell。Indeed,youdon’tlookwell。Youmakemeanxious,forIhaveagreatregardforyou。\"
\"Iamillandsuffering,\"heanswered,quietly。\"IthoughtIshouldhavediedyesterday;butImadeupmymindtoliveuntilIsawyouagain,andIthoughtIwouldaskyoutospendtheafternoonwithme,andgowithmetoWestminsterAbbey,andsitwithmeinthecloisters。
Idonotfeelabletogobymyself,andIknowofnoonetoaskexceptyou;andIbelievedyouwouldnotrefuseme,foryouhavebeenverykindtome。Idonotquiteunderstandwhyyouhavebeenkindtome,butIamwonderfullygratefultoyou。TodayIheardsomeoneinthegallerysaythatyouwereplain。IturnedroundandIsaid,’Ibegyourpardon;/I/thinksheisverybeautiful。’Ithinktheylaughed,andthatpuzzledme;foryouhavealwaysseemedtomeaverybeautifulperson。\"
Atthatmomentthelittleclaypipefellfromtheworkman’smouthandwasbrokenintobits。Heawokewithastart,gazedstupidlyattheoldmanandhiscompanion,andatthebrokenclaypipe。
\"Cursemyluck!\"hesaid,yawning。\"Iwasfondofthatdamnedlittlepipe。\"
Theoldmandrewhisownpipeandhisowntobacco-pouchfromhispocket。
\"Takethese,stranger,\"hesaid。\"Idon’twantthem。Andgoodlucktoyou。\"
Theman’sfacebrightenedupashetookthepipeandpouch。
\"You’reuncommonkind,\"hesaid。\"Canyousparethem?\"headded,holdingthemouthalfreluctantly。
\"Yes,\"answeredtheoldman;\"Ishallnotsmokeagain。Youmayaswellhavethesematchestoo。\"
Thelabourerputtheminhispocket,smiledhisthanks,andwalkedsomelittledistanceoff;andHelenwatchedhimexaminehisnewpipe,andthenfillitwithtobaccoandlightit。
Mr。LindallproposedthattheyshouldbegettingontheirwaytoWestminster,andtheysoonfoundthemselvesintheabbey。TheysattogetherinthePoets’Corner;asmileofquiethappinessbrokeovertheoldman’stiredfaceashelookedaroundandtookinallthesolemnbeautyandgrandeuroftheresting-placeofthegreat。
\"Youknow,\"hesaid,halftohimself,halftohiscompanion,\"Ihavenobeliefofanykind,andnohopesandnofears;butallthroughmylifeithasbeenacomforttometositquietlyinachurchoracathedral。Thegracefularches,thesunshiningthroughthestainedwindows,thevaultedroof,thenoblecolumns,havehelpedmetounderstandthemysterywhichallourbooksofphilosophycannotmakeclear,thoughwebendoverthemyearafteryear,andgrowoldoverthem,oldinageandinspirit。ThoughImyselfhaveneverbeenoutwardlyaworshipper,Ihaveneversatinaplaceofworshipbutthat,forthetimebeing,Ihavefeltabetterman。Butdirectlythevoiceofdoctrineordogmawasraisedthespellwasbrokenforme,andthatwhichIhopedwasbeingmadeclearhadnofurthermeaningforme。
Therewasonlyonevoicewhicheverhelpedme,thevoiceoftheorgan,arousingme,thrillingme,fillingmewithstrangelonging,withwelcomesadness,withsolemngladness。Ihavealwaysthoughtthatmusiccangiveananswerwheneverythingelseisofnoavail。Idonotknowwhatyoubelieve。\"
\"Iamsoyoungtohavefoundout,\"shesaid,almostpleadingly。
\"Don’tworryyourself,\"heanswered,kindly。\"Bebraveandstrong,andlettherestgo。Ishouldliketolivelongenoughtoseewhatyouwillmakeofyourlife。Ibelieveyouwillneverbefalsetoyourselfortoanyone。Thatisrare。Ibelieveyouwillnotletanyloweridealtaketheplaceofyourhighidealofwhatisbeautifulandnobleinart,inlife。Ibelievethatyouwillneverletdespairgettheupperhandofyou。Ifitdoesyoumayaswelldie;yes,youmayaswell。AndIentreatyounottoloseyourentirefaithinhumanity。
Thereisnothinglikethatforwitheringuptheverycoreoftheheart。Itellyou,humanityandnaturehavesomuchincommonwitheachotherthatifyoulosepartofyourpleasureinthelatter;youwillseelessbeautyinthetrees,theflowers,andthefields,lessgrandeurinthemightymountainsandthesea。Theseasonswillcomeandgo,andyouwillscarcelyheedtheircomingandgoing:winterwillsettleoveryoursoul,justasitsettledovermine。AndyouseewhatIam。\"
Theyhadnowpassedintothecloisters,andtheysatdowninoneoftherecessesofthewindows,andlookedoutupontherichplotofgrasswhichthecloistersenclose。Therewasnotasoulthereexceptthemselves;thecoolandthequietandthebeautyofthespotrefreshedthesepilgrims,andtheyrestedincalmenjoyment。
Helenwasthefirsttobreakthesilence。