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  CHAPTERXXVII。

  Pensiveshemourn’d,andhungherlanguidhead,Likeafairlilyovercharg’dwithdew。

  CHARLOTTEhadnowbeenleftalmostthreemonthsapreytoherownmelancholyreflexions——sadcompanionsindeed;nordidanyonebreakinuponhersolitudebutBelcour,whoonceortwicecalledtoenquireafterherhealth,andtellherhehadinvainendeavouredtobringMontravilletohearreason;andonce,butonlyonce,washermindchearedbythereceiptofanaffectionateletterfromMrs。Beauchamp。Oftenhadshewrotetoherperfidiousseducer,andwiththemostpersuasiveeloquenceendeavouredtoconvincehimofherinnocence;buttheseletterswereneversufferedtoreachthehandsofMontraville,ortheymust,thoughontheveryeveofmarriage,havepreventedhisdesertingthewretchedgirl。

  Realanguishofhearthadinagreatmeasurefadedhercharms,hercheekswerepalefromwantofrest,andhereyes,byfrequent,indeedalmostcontinuedweeping,weresunkandheavy。

  Sometimesagleamofhopewouldplayaboutherheartwhenshethoughtofherparents——\"Theycannotsurely,\"shewouldsay,\"refusetoforgiveme;orshouldtheydenytheirpardontome,theywinnothatemyinnocentinfantonaccountofitsmother’serrors。\"

  HowoftendidthepoormournerwishfortheconsolingpresenceofthebenevolentMrs。Beauchamp。

  \"Ifshewerehere,\"shewouldcry,\"shewouldcertainlycomfortme,andsooththedistractionofmysoul。\"

  Shewassittingoneafternoon,wrappedinthesemelancholyreflexions,whenshewasinterruptedbytheentranceofBelcour。Greatasthealterationwaswhichincessantsorrowhadmadeonherperson,shewasstillinteresting,stillcharming;andtheunhallowedflame,whichhadurgedBelcourtoplantdissensionbetweenherandMontraville,stillragedinhisbosom:hewasdetermined,ifpossible,tomakeherhismistress;nay,hehadevenconceivedthediabolicalschemeoftakinghertoNew-York,andmakingherappearineverypublicplacewhereitwaslikelysheshouldmeetMontraville,thathemightbeawitnesstohisunmanlytriumph。

  WhenheenteredtheroomwhereCharlottewassitting,heassumedthelookoftender,consolatoryfriendship。

  \"AndhowdoesmylovelyCharlotte?\"saidhe,takingherhand:

  \"IfearyouarenotsowellasIcouldwish。\"

  \"Iamnotwell,Mr。Belcour,\"saidshe,\"veryfarfromit;

  butthepainsandinfirmitiesofthebodyIcouldeasilybear,nay,submittothemwithpatience,weretheynotaggravatedbythemostinsupportableanguishofmymind。\"

  \"Youarenothappy,Charlotte,\"saidhe,withalookofwell-dissembledsorrow。

  \"Alas!\"repliedshemournfully,shakingherhead,\"howcanIbehappy,desertedandforsakenasIam,withoutafriendofmyownsextowhomIcanunburthenmyfullheart,nay,myfidelitysuspectedbytheverymanforwhomIhavesacrificedeverythingvaluableinlife,forwhomIhavemademyselfapoordespisedcreature,anoutcastfromsociety,anobjectonlyofcontemptandpity。\"

  \"Youthinktoomeanlyofyourself,MissTemple:

  thereisnoonewhowoulddaretotreatyouwithcontempt:

  auwhohavethepleasureofknowingyoumustadmireandesteem。

  Youarelonelyhere,mydeargirl;givemeleavetoconductyoutoNew-York,wheretheagreeablesocietyofsomeladies,towhomIwillintroduceyou,willdispelthesesadthoughts,andIshallagainseereturningchearfulnessanimatethoselovelyfeatures。\"

  \"Ohnever!never!\"criedCharlotte,emphatically:\"thevirtuouspartofmysexwillscornme,andIwillneverassociatewithinfamy。

  No,Belcour,hereletmehidemyshameandsorrow,hereletmespendmyfewremainingdaysinobscurity,unknownandunpitied,hereletmedieunlamented,andmynamesinktooblivion。\"

  Herehertearsstoppedherutterance。Belcourwasawedtosilence:

  hedarednotinterrupther;andafteramoment’spausesheproceeded——\"IoncehadconceivedthethoughtofgoingtoNew-Yorktoseekoutthestilldear,thoughcruel,ungenerousMontraville,tothrowmyselfathisfeet,andentreathiscompassion;

  heavenknows,notformyself;ifIamnolongerbeloved,Iwillnotbeindebtedtohispitytoredressmyinjuries,butIwouldhavekneltandentreatedhimnottoforsakemypoorunborn——\"

  Shecouldsaynomore;acrimsonglowrushedoverhercheeks,andcoveringherfacewithherhands,shesobbedaloud。

  SomethinglikehumanitywasawakenedinBelcour’sbreastbythispatheticspeech:hearoseandwalkedtowardsthewindow;

  buttheselfishpassionwhichhadtakenpossessionofhisheart,soonstifledthesefineremotions;andhethoughtifCharlottewasonceconvincedshehadnolongeranydependanceonMontraville,shewouldmorereadilythrowherselfonhisprotection。

  Determined,therefore,toinformherofallthathadhappened,heagainresumedhisseat;andfindingshebegantobemorecomposed,enquiredifshehadeverheardfromMontravillesincetheunfortunaterecontreinherbedchamber。

  \"Ahno,\"saidshe。\"IfearIshallneverhearfromhimagain。\"

  \"Iamgreatlyofyouropinion,\"saidBelcour,\"forhehasbeenforsometimepastgreatlyattached——\"

  Attheword\"attached\"adeath-likepalenessoverspreadthecountenanceofCharlotte,butsheappliedtosomehartshornwhichstoodbesideher,andBelcourproceeded。

  \"HehasbeenforsometimepastgreatlyattachedtooneMissFranklin,apleasinglivelygirl,withalargefortune。\"

  \"Shemaybericher,maybehandsomer,\"criedCharlotte,\"butcannotlovehimsowell。Ohmayshebewareofhisart,andnottrusthimtoofarasIhavedone。\"

  \"Headdressesherpublicly,\"saidhe,\"anditwasrumouredtheyweretobemarriedbeforehesailedforEustatia,whitherhiscompanyisordered。\"

  \"Belcour,\"saidCharlotte,seizinghishand,andgazingathimearnestly,whileherpalelipstrembledwithconvulsiveagony,\"tellme,andtellmetruly,Ibeseechyou,doyouthinkhecanbesuchavillainastomarryanotherwoman,andleavemetodiewithwantandmiseryinastrangeland:tellmewhatyouthink;Icanbearitverywell;Iwillnotshrinkfromthisheavieststrokeoffate;

  Ihavedeservedmyafflictions,andIwillendeavourtobearthemasIought。\"

  \"Ifear,\"saidBelcour,\"hecanbethatvillain。\"

  \"Perhaps,\"criedshe,eagerlyinterruptinghim,\"perhapsheismarriedalready:come,letmeknowtheworst,\"continuedshewithanaffectedlookofcomposure:\"youneednotbeafraid,Ishallnotsendthefortunateladyabowlofpoison。\"

  \"Wellthen,mydeargirl,\"saidhe,deceivedbyherappearance,\"theyweremarriedonThursday,andyesterdaymorningtheysailedforEustatia。\"

  \"Married——gone——sayyou?\"criedsheinadistractedaccent,\"whatwithoutalastfarewell,withoutonethoughtonmyunhappysituation!

  OhMontraville,mayGodforgiveyourperfidy。\"Sheshrieked,andBelcoursprangforwardjustintimetopreventherfallingtothefloor。

  Alarmingfaintingsnowsucceededeachother,andshewasconveyedtoherbed,fromwhencesheearnestlyprayedshemightnevermorearise。

  Belcourstaidwithherthatnight,andinthemorningfoundherinahighfever。Thefitsshehadbeenseizedwithhadgreatlyterrifiedhim;

  andconfinedasshenowwastoabedofsickness,shewasnolongeranobjectofdesire:itistrueforseveraldayshewentconstantlytoseeher,butherpale,emaciatedappearancedisgustedhim:

  hisvisitsbecamelessfrequent;heforgotthesolemnchargegivenhimbyMontraville;heevenforgotthemoneyentrustedtohiscare;

  and,theburningblushofindignationandshametingesmycheekwhileIwriteit,thisdisgracetohumanityandmanhoodatlengthforgoteventheinjuredCharlotte;and,attractedbythebloominghealthofafarmer’sdaughter,whomhehadseeninhisfrequentexcursionstothecountry,helefttheunhappygirltosinkunnoticedtothegrave,apreytosickness,grief,andpenury;

  whilehe,havingtriumphedoverthevirtueoftheartlesscottager,riotedinalltheintemperanceofluxuryandlawlesspleasure。

  CHAPTERXXVIII。

  ATRIFLINGRETROSPECT。

  \"BLESSmyheart,\"criesmyyoung,volatilereader,\"Ishallneverhavepatiencetogetthroughthesevolumes,therearesomanyahs!andohs!

  somuchfainting,tears,anddistress,Iamsicktodeathofthesubject。\"

  Mydear,chearful,innocentgirl,forinnocentIwillsupposeyoutobe,oryouwouldacutelyfeelthewoesofCharlotte,didconsciencesay,thusmightithavebeenwithme,hadnotProvidenceinterposedtosnatchmefromdestruction:therefore,mylively,innocentgirl,Imustrequestyourpatience:Iamwritingataleoftruth:

  Imeantowriteittotheheart:butifperchancetheheartisrenderedimpenetrablebyunboundedprosperity,oracontinuanceinvice,Iexpectnotmytaletoplease,nay,Ievenexpectitwillbethrownbywithdisgust。Butsoftly,gentlefairone;

  Iprayyouthrowitnotasidetillyouhaveperusedthewhole;

  mayhapyoumayfindsomethingthereintorepayyouforthetrouble。

  MethinksIseeasarcasticsmilesitonyourcountenance。——\"Andwhat,\"

  cryyou,\"doestheconceitedauthorsupposewecangleanfromthesepages,ifCharlotteisheldupasanobjectofterror,topreventusfromfallingintoguiltyerrors?doesnotLaRuetriumphinhershame,andbyaddingarttoguilt,obtaintheaffectionofaworthyman,andrisetoastationwheresheisbeheldwithrespect,andchearfullyreceivedintoallcompanies。Whatthenisthemoralyouwouldinculcate?

  Wouldyouwishustothinkthatadeviationfromvirtue,ifcoveredbyartandhypocrisy,isnotanobjectofdetestation,butonthecontraryshallraiseustofameandhonour?whilethehaplessgirlwhofallsavictimtohertoogreatsensibility,shallbeloadedwithignominyandshame?\"No,myfairquerist,Imeannosuchthing。

  Remembertheendeavoursofthewickedareoftensufferedtoprosper,thatintheendtheirfallmaybeattendedwithmorebitternessofheart;

  whilethecupofafflictionispouredoutforwiseandsalutaryends,andtheywhoarecompelledtodrainiteventothebitterdregs,oftenfindcomfortatthebottom;thetearofpenitenceblotstheiroffencesfromthebookoffate,andtheyrisefromtheheavy,painfultrial,purifiedandfitforamansioninthekingdomofeternity。

  Yes,myyoungfriends,thetearofcompassionshallfallforthefateofCharlotte,whilethenameofLaRueshallbedetestedanddespised。

  ForCharlotte,thesoulmeltswithsympathy;forLaRue,itfeelsnothingbuthorrorandcontempt。ButperhapsyourgayheartswouldratherfollowthefortunateMrs。Craytonthroughthescenesofpleasureanddissipationinwhichshewasengaged,thanlistentothecomplaintsandmiseriesofCharlotte。Iwillforonceobligeyou;

  Iwillforoncefollowhertomidnightrevels,balls,andscenesofgaiety,forinsuchwassheconstantlyengaged。

  Ihavesaidherpersonwaslovely;letusaddthatshewassurroundedbysplendorandaffluence,andhemustknowbutlittleoftheworldwhocanwonder,(howeverfaultysuchawoman’sconduct,)

  atherbeingfollowedbythemen,andhercompanycourtedbythewomen:inshortMrs。Craytonwastheuniversalfavourite:

  shesetthefashions,shewastoastedbyallthegentlemen,andcopiedbyalltheladies。

  ColonelCraytonwasadomesticman。Couldhebehappywithsuchawoman?impossible!Remonstrancewasvain:hemightaswellhavepreachedtothewinds,asendeavourtopersuadeherfromanyaction,howeverridiculous,onwhichshehadsethermind:

  inshort,afteralittleineffectualstruggle,hegaveuptheattempt,andlefthertofollowthebentofherowninclinations:

  whatthosewere,Ithinkthereadermusthaveseenenoughofhercharactertoformajustidea。Amongthenumberwhopaidtheirdevotionsathershrine,shesingledone,ayoungEnsignofmeanbirth,indifferenteducation,andweakintellects。

  Howsuchamancameintothearmy,wehardlyknowtoaccountfor,andhowheafterwardsrosetopostsofhonourislikewisestrangeandwonderful。Butfortuneisblind,andsoarethosetoofrequentlywhohavethepowerofdispensingherfavours:

  elsewhydoweseefoolsandknavesattheverytopofthewheel,whilepatientmeritsinkstotheextremeoftheoppositeabyss。

  Butwemayformathousandconjecturesonthissubject,andyetneverhitontheright。Letusthereforeendeavourtodeservehersmiles,andwhetherwesucceedornot,weshallfeelmoreinnatesatisfaction,thanthousandsofthosewhobaskinthesunshineofherfavourunworthily。

  ButtoreturntoMrs。Crayton:thisyoungman,whomIshalldistinguishbythenameofCorydon,wasthereigningfavouriteofherheart。

  Heescortedhertotheplay,dancedwithherateveryball,andwhenindispositionpreventedhergoingout,itwashealonewhowaspermittedtochearthegloomysolitudetowhichshewasobligedtoconfineherself。DidsheeverthinkofpoorCharlotte?——

  ifshedid,mydearMiss,itwasonlytolaughatthepoorgirl’swantofspiritinconsentingtobemopedupinthecountry,whileMontravillewasenjoyingallthepleasuresofagay,dissipatedcity。

  Whensheheardofhismarriage,shesmilingsaid,sothere’sanendofMadamCharlotte’shopes。Iwonderwhowilltakehernow,orwhatwillbecomeofthelittleaffectedprude?

  Butasyouhaveleadtothesubject,IthinkwemayaswellreturntothedistressedCharlotte,andnot,liketheunfeelingMrs。Crayton,shutourheartstothecallofhumanity。

  CHAPTERXXIX。

  WEGOFORWARDAGAIN。

  THEstrengthofCharlotte’sconstitutioncombattedagainstherdisorder,andshebeganslowlytorecover,thoughshestilllabouredunderaviolentdepressionofspirits:howmustthatdepressionbeencreased,when,uponexaminingherlittlestore,shefoundherselfreducedtoonesolitaryguinea,andthatduringherillnesstheattendanceofanapothecaryandnurse,togetherwithmanyotherunavoidableexpences,hadinvolvedherindebt,fromwhichshesawnomethodofextricatingherself。Astothefainthopewhichshehadentertainedofhearingfromandbeingrelievedbyherparents;

  itnowentirelyforsookher,foritwasabovefourmonthssinceherletterwasdispatched,andshehadreceivednoanswer:

  shethereforeimaginedthatherconducthadeitherentirelyalienatedtheiraffectionfromher,orbrokentheirhearts,andshemustnevermorehopetoreceivetheirblessing。

  Neverdidanyhumanbeingwishfordeathwithgreaterfervencyorwithjustercause;yetshehadtoojustasenseofthedutiesoftheChristianreligiontoattempttoputaperiodtoherownexistence。

  \"Ihavebuttobepatientalittlelonger,\"shewouldcry,\"andnature,fatiguedandfainting,willthrowoffthisheavyloadofmortality,andIshallbereleasedfromallmysufferings。\"

  ItwasonecoldstormydayinthelatterendofDecember,asCharlottesatbyahandfuloffire,thelowstateofherfinancesnotallowinghertoreplenishherstockoffuel,andprudenceteachinghertobecarefulofwhatshehad,whenshewassurprisedbytheentranceofafarmer’swife,who,withoutmuchceremony,seatedherself,andbeganthiscuriousharangue。

  \"I’mcometoseeifashowyoucanpayyourrent,becauseashowwehearCaptainMontableisgoneaway,andit’sfiftytooneifheb’antkilledaforehecomesbackagain;anthen,Miss,orMa’am,orwhateveryoumaybe,asIwassayingtomyhusband,wherearewetolookforourmoney。\"

  ThiswasastrokealtogetherunexpectedbyCharlotte:sheknewsolittleofthewaysoftheworldthatshehadneverbestowedathoughtonthepaymentfortherentofthehouse;sheknewindeedthatsheowedagooddeal,butthiswasneverreckonedamongtheothers:

  shewasthunder-struck;shehardlyknewwhatanswertomake,yetitwasabsolutelynecessarythatsheshouldsaysomething;

  andjudgingofthegentlenessofeveryfemaledispositionbyherown,shethoughtthebestwaytointerestthewomaninherfavourwouldbetotellhercandidlytowhatasituationshewasreduced,andhowlittleprobabilitytherewasofhereverpayinganybody。

  AlaspoorCharlotte,howconfinedwasherknowledgeofhumannature,orshewouldhavebeenconvincedthattheonlywaytoinsurethefriendshipandassistanceofyoursurroundingacquaintanceistoconvincethemyoudonotrequireit,forwhenoncethepetrifyingaspectofdistressandpenuryappear,whosequalities,likeMedusa’shead,canchangetostoneallthatlookuponit;

  whenoncethisGorgonclaimsacquaintancewithus,thephantomoffriendship,thatbeforecourtedournotice,willvanishintounsubstantialair,andthewholeworldbeforeusappearabarrenwaste。

  Pardonme,yedearspiritsofbenevolence,whosebenignsmilesandchearful-givinghandhavestrewedsweetflowersonmanyathornypaththroughwhichmywaywardfateforcedmetopass;

  thinknot,that,incondemningtheunfeelingtextureofthehumanheart,IforgetthespringfromwhenceflowanthecomfortsIenjoy:ohno!

  Ilookuptoyouastobrightconstellations,gatheringnewsplendoursfromthesurroundingdarkness;butah!whilstIadorethebenignantraysthatchearedandilluminedmyheart,Imournthattheirinfluencecannotextendtoallthesonsanddaughtersofaffliction。

  \"Indeed,Madam,\"saidpoorCharlotteinatremulousaccent,\"Iamatalosswhattodo。Montravilleplacedmehere,andpromisedtodefrayallmyexpenses:buthehasforgothispromise,hehasforsakenme,andIhavenofriendwhohaseitherpowerorwilltorelieveme。

  Letmehope,asyouseemyunhappysituation,yourcharity——\"

  \"Charity,\"criedthewomanimpatientlyinterruptingher,\"charityindeed:

  why,Mistress,charitybeginsathome,andIhavesevenchildrenathome,HONEST,LAWFULchildren,anditismydutytokeepthem;

  anddoyouthinkIwillgiveawaymypropertytoanasty,impudenthussey,tomaintainherandherbastard;anIwassayingtomyhusbandtheotherdaywhatwillthisworldcometo;

  honestwomenarenothingnow-a-days,whiletheharlotingsaresetupforfineladies,andlookuponusnomorenorthedirttheywalkupon:

  butletmetellyou,myfinespokenMa’am,Imusthavemymoney;

  soseeingashowyoucan’tpayit,whyyoumusttroop,andleaveallyourfinegimcracksandfalderrallsbehindyou。

  Idon’taskfornomorenormyright,andnobodyshalldarefortogofortohindermeofit。\"

  \"Ohheavens,\"criedCharlotte,claspingherhands,’whatwillbecomeofme?\"

  \"Comeonye!\"retortedtheunfeelingwretch:\"whygotothebarracksandworkforamorselofbread;washandmendthesoldierscloaths,ancooktheirvictuals,andnotexpecttoliveinidlenessonhonestpeople’smeans。OhIwishIcouldseethedaywhenallsuchcattlewereobligedtoworkhardandeatlittle;

  it’sonlywhattheydeserve。\"

  \"Fatherofmercy,\"criedCharlotte,\"Iacknowledgethycorrectionjust;

  butprepareme,Ibeseechthee,fortheportionofmiserythoumay’stpleasetolayuponme。\"

  \"Well,\"saidthewoman,\"Ishallgoantellmyhusbandashowyoucan’tpay;andsod’yesee,Ma’am,getreadytobepackingawaythisverynight,foryoushouldnotstayanothernightinthishouse,thoughIwassureyouwouldlayinthestreet。’

  Charlottebowedherheadinsilence;buttheanguishofherheartwastoogreattopermithertoarticulateasingleword。

  CHAPTERXXX。

  Andwhatisfriendshipbutaname,Acharmthatlullstosleep,Ashadethatfollowswealthandfame,Butleavesthewretchtoweep。

  WHENCharlottewaslefttoherself,shebegantothinkwhatcourseshemusttake,ortowhomshecouldapply,topreventherperishingforwant,orperhapsthatverynightfallingavictimtotheinclemencyoftheseason。Aftermanyperplexedthoughts,sheatlastdeterminedtosetoutforNew-York,andenquireoutMrs。Crayton,fromwhomshehadnodoubtbutsheshouldobtainimmediatereliefassoonasherdistresswasmadeknown;shehadnosoonerformedthisresolutionthansheresolvedimmediatelytoputitinexecution:

  shethereforewrotethefollowinglittlebillettoMrs。Crayton,thinkingifsheshouldhavecompanywithheritwouldbebettertosenditinthantorequesttoseeher。

  TOMRS。CRAYTON。

  \"MADAM,\"Whenweleftournativeland,thatdear,happylandwhichnowcontainsallthatisdeartothewretchedCharlotte,ourprospectswerethesame;

  weboth,pardonme,Madam,ifIsay,webothtooeasilyfollowedtheimpulseofourtreacheroushearts,andtrustedourhappinessonatempestuousocean,whereminehasbeenwreckedandlostforever;

  youhavebeenmorefortunate——youareunitedtoamanofhonourandhumanity,unitedbythemostsacredties,respected,esteemed,andadmired,andsurroundedbyinnumerableblessingsofwhichI

  ambereaved,enjoyingthosepleasureswhichhavefledmybosomnevertoreturn;alas!sorrowanddeepregrethavetakentheirplace。

  Beholdme,Madam,apoorforsakenwanderer,whohasnowheretolayherwearyhead,wherewithtosupplythewantsofnature,ortoshieldherfromtheinclemencyoftheweather。ToyouIsue,toyouIlookforpityandrelief。Iasknottobereceivedasanintimateoranequal;onlyforcharity’ssweetsakereceivemeintoyourhospitablemansion,allotmethemeanestapartmentinit,andletmebreathoutmysoulinprayersforyourhappiness;

  Icannot,IfeelIcannotlongbearupundertheaccumulatedwoesthatpourinuponme;butoh!mydearMadam,fortheloveofheavensuffermenottoexpireinthestreet;andwhenIamatpeace,assoonIshallbe,extendyourcompassiontomyhelplessoffspring,shoulditpleaseheaventhatitshouldsurviveitsunhappymother。

  AgleamofjoybreaksinonmybenightedsoulwhileIreflectthatyoucannot,willnotrefuseyourprotectiontotheheart-broken。CHARLOTTE。\"

  WhenCharlottehadfinishedthisletter,lateasitwasintheafternoon,andthoughthesnowbegantofallveryfast,shetiedupafewnecessarieswhichshehadpreparedagainstherexpectedconfinement,andterrifiedlestsheshouldbeagainexposedtotheinsultsofherbarbarouslandlady,moredreadfultoherwoundedspiritthaneitherstormordarkness,shesetforwardforNew-York。

  Itmaybeaskedbythose,who,inaworkofthiskind,lovetocavilateverytriflingomission,whetherCharlottedidnotpossessanyvaluableofwhichshecouldhavedisposed,andbythatmeanshavesupportedherselftillMrs。Beauchamp’sreturn,whenshewouldhavebeencertainofreceivingeverytenderattentionwhichcompassionandfriendshipcoulddictate:butletmeentreatthesewise,penetratinggentlementoreflect,thatwhenCharlotteleftEngland,itwasinsuchhastethattherewasnotimetopurchaseanythingmorethanwhatwaswantedforimmediateuseonthevoyage,andafterherarrivalatNew-York,Montraville’saffectionsoonbegantodecline,sothatherwholewardrobeconsistedofonlynecessaries,andastobaubles,withwhichfondloversoftenloadtheirmistresses,shepossessednotone,exceptaplaingoldlocketofsmallvalue,whichcontainedalockofhermother’shair,andwhichthegreatestextremityofwantcouldnothaveforcedhertopartwith。

  Ihope,Sir,yourprejudicesarenowremovedinregardtotheprobabilityofmystory?Ohtheyare。Wellthen,withyourleave,Iwillproceed。

  Thedistancefromthehousewhichoursufferingheroineoccupied,toNew-York,wasnotverygreat,yetthesnowfensofast,andthecoldsointense,that,beingunablefromhersituationtowalkquick,shefoundherselfalmostsinkingwithcoldandfatiguebeforeshereachedthetown;hergarments,whichweremerelysuitabletothesummerseason,beinganundressrobeofplainwhitemuslin,werewetthrough,andathinblackcloakandbonnet,veryimproperhabilimentsforsuchaclimate,butpoorlydefendedherfromthecold。

  Inthissituationshereachedthecity,andenquiredofafootsoldierwhomshemet,thewaytoColonelCrayton’s。

  \"Blessyou,mysweetlady,\"saidthesoldierwithavoiceandlookofcompassion,\"Iwillshewyouthewaywithallmyheart;butifyouaregoingtomakeapetitiontoMadamCraytonitisalltonopurposeIassureyou:ifyoupleaseIwillconductyoutoMr。Franklin’s;

  thoughMissJuliaismarriedandgonenow,yettheoldgentlemanisverygood。\"

  \"JuliaFranklin,\"saidCharlotte;\"isshenotmarriedtoMontraville?\"

  \"Yes,\"repliedthesoldier,\"andmayGodblessthem,forabetterofficerneverlived,heissogoodtousall;andastoMissJulia,allthepoorfolkalmostworshippedher。\"

  \"Graciousheaven,\"criedCharlotte,\"isMontravilleunjustthentononebutme。\"

  ThesoldiernowshewedherColonelCrayton’sdoor,and,withabeatingheart,sheknockedforadmission。

  CHAPTERXXXI。

  SUBJECTCONTINUED。

  WHENthedoorwasopened,Charlotte,inavoicerenderedscarcelyarticulate,throughcoldandtheextremeagitationofhermind,demandedwhetherMrs。Craytonwasathome。Theservanthesitated:

  heknewthathisladywasengagedatagameofpicquetwithherdearCorydon,norcouldhethinkshewouldliketobedisturbedbyapersonwhoseappearancespokeherofsolittleconsequenceasCharlotte;yettherewassomethinginhercountenancethatratherinterestedhiminherfavour,andhesaidhisladywasengaged,butifshehadanyparticularmessagehewoulddeliverit。

  \"Takeupthisletter,\"saidCharlotte:\"tellhertheunhappywriterofitwaitsinherhallforananswer。\"Thetremulousaccent,thetearfuleye,musthavemovedanyheartnotcomposedofadamant。

  Themantooktheletterfromthepoorsuppliant,andhastilyascendedthestaircase。

  \"Aletter,Madam,\"saidhe,presentingittohislady:

  \"animmediateanswerisrequired。\"

  Mrs。Craytonglancedhereyecarelesslyoverthecontents。

  \"Whatstuffisthis;\"criedshehaughtily;\"havenotItoldyouathousandtimesthatIwillnotbeplaguedwithbeggars,andpetitionsfrompeopleoneknowsnothingabout?GotellthewomanIcan’tdoanythinginit。

  I’msorry,butonecan’trelieveeverybody。\"

  Theservantbowed,andheavilyreturnedwiththischillingmessagetoCharlotte。

  \"Surely,\"saidshe,\"Mrs。Craytonhasnotreadmyletter。

  Go,mygoodfriend,praygobacktoher;tellheritisCharlotteTemplewhorequestsbeneathherhospitablerooftofindshelterfromtheinclemencyoftheseason。\"

  \"Prithee,don’tplagueme,man,\"criedMrs。Craytonimpatiently,astheservantadvancedsomethinginbehalfoftheunhappygirl。

  \"ItellyouIdon’tknowher。\"

  \"Notknowme,\"criedCharlotte,rushingintotheroom,(forshehadfollowedthemanupstairs)\"notknowme,notremembertheruinedCharlotteTemple,who,butforyou,perhapsmightstillhavebeeninnocent,stillhavebeenhappy。Oh!LaRue,thisisbeyondeverythingIcouldhavebelievedpossible。\"

  \"Uponmyhonour,Miss,\"repliedtheunfeelingwomanwiththeutmosteffrontery,\"thisisamostunaccountableaddress:

  itisbeyondmycomprehension。John,\"continuedshe,turningtotheservant,\"theyoungwomaniscertainlyoutofhersenses:

  dopraytakeheraway,sheterrifiesmetodeath。\"

  \"OhGod,\"criedCharlotte,claspingherhandsinanagony,\"thisistoomuch;whatwillbecomeofme?butIwillnotleaveyou;

  theyshallnottearmefromyou;hereonmykneesIconjureyoutosavemefromperishinginthestreets;ifyoureallyhaveforgotme,ohforcharity’ssweetsakethisnightletmebeshelteredfromthewinter’spiercingcold。\"ThekneelingfigureofCharlotteinheraffectingsituationmighthavemovedtheheartofastoictocompassion;butMrs。Craytonremainedinflexible。

  InvaindidCharlotterecountthetimetheyhadknowneachotheratChichester,invainmentiontheirbeinginthesameship,invainwerethenamesofMontravilleandBelcourmentioned。

  Mrs。Craytoncouldonlysayshewassorryforherimprudence,butcouldnotthinkofhavingherownreputationendangeredbyencouragingawomanofthatkindinherownhouse,besidesshedidnotknowwhattroubleandexpenseshemightbringuponherhusbandbygivingsheltertoawomaninhersituation。

  \"Icanatleastdiehere,\"saidCharlotte,\"IfeelIcannotlongsurvivethisdreadfulconflict。Fatherofmercy,hereletmefinishmyexistence。\"Heragonizingsensationsoverpoweredher,andshefellsenselessonthefloor。

  \"Takeheraway,\"saidMrs。Crayton,\"shewillreallyfrightenmeintohysterics;takeherawayIsaythisinstant。\"

  \"AndwheremustItakethepoorcreature?\"saidtheservantwithavoiceandlookofcompassion。

  \"Anywhere,\"criedshehastily,\"onlydon’tletmeeverseeheragain。

  IdeclareshehasflurriedmesoIshan’tbemyselfagainthisfortnight。\"

  John,assistedbyhisfellow-servant,raisedandcarriedherdownstairs。

  \"Poorsoul,\"saidhe,\"youshallnotlayinthestreetthisnight。

  Ihaveabedandapoorlittlehovel,wheremywifeandherlittleonesrestthem,buttheyshallwatchtonight,andyoushallbeshelteredfromdanger。\"Theyplacedherinachair;

  andthebenevolentman,assistedbyoneofhiscomrades,carriedhertotheplacewherehiswifeandchildrenlived。

  Asurgeonwassentfor:hebledher,shegavesignsofreturninglife,andbeforethedawngavebirthtoafemaleinfant。

  Afterthiseventshelayforsomehoursinakindofstupor;

  andifatanytimeshespoke,itwaswithaquicknessandincoherencethatplainlyevincedthetotaldeprivationofherreason。

  CHAPTERXXXII。

  REASONSWHYANDWHEREFORE。

  THEreaderofsensibilitymayperhapsbeastonishedtofindMrs。CraytoncouldsopositivelydenyanyknowledgeofCharlotte;itisthereforebutjustthatherconductshouldinsomemeasurebeaccountedfor。

  ShehadeverbeenfullysensibleofthesuperiorityofCharlotte’ssenseandvirtue;shewasconsciousthatshehadneverswervedfromrectitude,haditnotbeenforherbadpreceptsandworseexample。

  Thesewerethingsasyetunknowntoherhusband,andshewishednottohavethatpartofherconductexposedtohim,asshehadgreatreasontofearshehadalreadylostconsiderablepartofthatpowersheoncemaintainedoverhim。ShetrembledwhilstCharlottewasinthehouse,lesttheColonelshouldreturn;

  sheperfectlywellrememberedhowmuchheseemedinterestedinherfavourwhilstontheirpassagefromEngland,andmadenodoubt,but,shouldheseeherinherpresentdistress,hewouldofferheranasylum,andprotecthertotheutmostofhispower。

  InthatcaseshefearedtheunguardednatureofCharlottemightdiscovertotheColonelthepartshehadtakenintheunhappygirl’selopement,andshewellknewthecontrastbetweenherownandCharlotte’sconductwouldmaketheformerappearinnoveryrespectablelight。

  Hadshereflectedproperly,shewouldhaveaffordedthepoorgirlprotection;andbyenjoininghersilence,ensureditbyactsofrepeatedkindness;butviceingeneralblindsitsvotaries,andtheydiscovertheirrealcharacterstotheworldwhentheyaremoststudioustopreserveappearances。

  JustsoithappenedwithMrs。Crayton:herservantsmadenoscrupleofmentioningthecruelconductoftheirladytoapoordistressedlunaticwhoclaimedherprotection;everyonejoinedinreprobatingherinhumanity;nayevenCorydonthoughtshemightatleasthaveorderedhertobetakencareof,buthedarenotevenhintittoher,forhelivedbutinhersmiles,anddrewfromherlavishfondnesslargesumstosupportanextravagancetowhichthestateofhisownfinanceswasveryinadequate;

  itcannotthereforebesupposedthathewishedMrs。Craytontobeveryliberalinherbountytotheafflictedsuppliant;

  yetvicehadnotsoentirelysearedoverhisheart,butthesorrowsofCharlottecouldfindavulnerablepart。

  Charlottehadnowbeenthreedayswithherhumanepreservers,butshewastotallyinsensibleofeverything:sheravedincessantlyforMontravilleandherfather:shewasnotconsciousofbeingamother,nortooktheleastnoticeofherchildexcepttoaskwhoseitwas,andwhyitwasnotcarriedtoitsparents。

  \"Oh,\"saidsheoneday,startinguponhearingtheinfantcry,\"why,whywillyoukeepthatchildhere;Iamsureyouwouldnotifyouknewhowharditwasforamothertobepartedfromherinfant:

  itisliketearingthecordsoflifeasunder。OhcouldyouseethehorridsightwhichInowbehold——theretherestandsmydearmother,herpoorbosombleedingateveryvein,hergentle,affectionatehearttorninathousandpieces,andallforthelossofaruined,ungratefulchild。Savemesaveme——fromherfrown。

  Idarenot——indeedIdarenotspeaktoher。\"

  Suchwerethedreadfulimagesthathauntedherdistractedmind,andnaturewassinkingfastunderthedreadfulmaladywhichmedicinehadnopowertoremove。Thesurgeonwhoattendedherwasahumaneman;heexertedhisutmostabilitiestosaveher,buthesawshewasinwantofmanynecessariesandcomforts,whichthepovertyofherhospitablehostrenderedhimunabletoprovide:

  hethereforedeterminedtomakehersituationknowntosomeoftheofficers’ladies,andendeavourtomakeacollectionforherrelief。

  Whenhereturnedhome,aftermakingthisresolution,hefoundamessagefromMrs。Beauchamp,whohadjustarrivedfromRhode-Island,requestinghewouldcallandseeoneofherchildren,whowasveryunwell。

  \"Idonotknow,\"saidhe,ashewashasteningtoobeythesummons,\"IdonotknowawomantowhomIcouldapplywithmorehopeofsuccessthanMrs。Beauchamp。Iwillendeavourtointerestherinthispoorgirl’sbehalf,shewantsthesoothingbalmoffriendlyconsolation:

  wemayperhapssaveher;wewilltryatleast。\"

  \"Andwhereisshe,\"criedMrs。Beauchampwhenhehadprescribedsomethingforthechild,andtoldhislittlepathetictale,\"whereisshe,Sir?wewillgotoherimmediately。

  HeavenforbidthatIshouldbedeaftothecallsofhumanity。

  Comewewillgothisinstant。\"Thenseizingthedoctor’sarm,theysoughtthehabitationthatcontainedthedyingCharlotte。

  CHAPTERXXXIII。

  WHICHPEOPLEVOIDOFFEELING

  NEEDNOTREAD。

  WHENMrs。Beauchampenteredtheapartmentofthepoorsufferer,shestartedbackwithhorror。Onawretchedbed,withouthangingsandbutpoorlysuppliedwithcovering,laytheemaciatedfigureofwhatstillretainedthesemblanceofalovelywoman,thoughsicknesshadsoalteredherfeaturesthatMrs。Beauchamphadnottheleastrecollectionofherperson。Inonecomeroftheroomstoodawomanwashing,and,shiveringoverasmallfire,twohealthybuthalfnakedchildren;theinfantwasasleepbesideitsmother,and,onachairbythebedside,stoodaporrengerandwoodenspoon,containingalittlegruel,andatea-cupwithabouttwospoonfullsofwineinit。

  Mrs。Beauchamphadneverbeforebeheldsuchasceneofpoverty;

  sheshudderedinvoluntarily,andexclaiming——\"heavenpreserveus!\"

  leanedonthebackofachairreadytosinktotheearth。

  Thedoctorrepentedhavingsoprecipitatelybroughtherintothisaffectingscene;buttherewasnotimeforapologies:

  Charlottecaughtthesoundofhervoice,andstartingalmostoutofbed,exclaimed——\"Angelofpeaceandmercy,artthoucometodeliverme?

  Oh,Iknowyouare,forwheneveryouwasnearmeIfelteasedofhalfmysorrows;butyoudon’tknowme,norcanI,withalltherecollectionIammistressof,rememberyournamejustnow,butIknowthatbenevolentcountenance,andthesoftnessofthatvoicewhichhassooftencomfortedthewretchedCharlotte。\"

  Mrs。Beauchamphad,duringthetimeCharlottewasspeaking,seatedherselfonthebedandtakenoneofherhands;shelookedatherattentively,andatthenameofCharlottesheperfectlyconceivedthewholeshockingaffair。Afaintsicknesscameoverher。

  \"Graciousheaven,\"saidshe,\"isthispossible?\"andburstingintotears,shereclinedtheburningheadofCharlotteonherownbosom;

  andfoldingherarmsabouther,weptoverherinsilence。

  \"Oh,\"saidCharlotte,\"youareverygoodtoweepthusforme:

  itisalongtimesinceIshedatearformyself:myheadandheartarebothonfire,butthesetearsofyour’sseemtocoolandrefreshit。

  OhnowIrememberyousaidyouwouldsendalettertomypoorfather:

  doyouthinkheeverreceivedit?orperhapsyouhavebroughtmeananswer:whydon’tyouspeak,Madam?DoeshesayImaygohome?

  Wellheisverygood;Ishallsoonbeready。\"

  Shethenmadeanefforttogetoutofbed;butbeingprevented,herfrenzyagainreturned,andsheravedwiththegreatestwildnessandincoherence。

  Mrs。Beauchamp,findingitwasimpossibleforhertoberemoved,contentedherselfwithorderingtheapartmenttobemademorecomfortable,andprocuringapropernurseforbothmotherandchild;andhavinglearnttheparticularsofCharlotte’sfruitlessapplicationtoMrs。CraytonfromhonestJohn,sheamplyrewardedhimforhisbenevolence,andreturnedhomewithaheartoppressedwithmanypainfulsensations,butyetrenderedeasybythereflexionthatshehadperformedherdutytowardsadistressedfellow-creature。

  EarlythenextmorningsheagainvisitedCharlotte,andfoundhertolerablycomposed;shecalledherbyname,thankedherforhergoodness,andwhenherchildwasbroughttoher,presseditinherarms,weptoverit,andcalledittheoffspringofdisobedience。

  Mrs。Beauchampwasdelightedtoseehersomuchamended,andbegantohopeshemightrecover,and,spiteofherformererrors,becomeanusefulandrespectablememberofsociety;

  butthearrivalofthedoctorputanendtothesedelusivehopes:

  hesaidnaturewasmakingherlasteffort,andafewhourswouldmostprobablyconsigntheunhappygirltoherkindreddust。

  Beingaskedhowshefoundherself,shereplied——\"Whybetter,muchbetter,doctor。IhopenowIhavebutlittlemoretosuffer。

  Ihadlastnightafewhourssleep,andwhenIawokerecoveredthefullpowerofrecollection。Iamquitesensibleofmyweakness;

  IfeelIhavebutlittlelongertocombatwiththeshaftsofaffliction。

  Ihaveanhumbleconfidenceinthemercyofhimwhodiedtosavetheworld,andtrustthatmysufferingsinthisstateofmortality,joinedtomyunfeignedrepentance,throughhismercy,haveblottedmyoffencesfromthesightofmyoffendedmaker。

  Ihavebutonecare——mypoorinfant!Fatherofmercy,\"continuedshe,raisinghereyes,\"ofthyinfinitegoodness,grantthatthesinsoftheparentbenotvisitedontheunof-fendingchild。

  Maythosewhotaughtmetodespisethylawsbeforgiven;laynotmyoffencestotheircharge,Ibeseechthee;andoh!showerthechoicestofthyblessingsonthosewhosepityhassoothedtheafflictedheart,andmadeeasyeventhebedofpainandsickness。\"

  Shewasexhaustedbythisferventaddresstothethroneofmercy,andthoughherlipsstillmovedhervoicebecameinarticulate:

  shelayforsometimeasitwereinadoze,andthenrecovering,faintlypressedMrs。Beauchamp’shand,andrequestedthataclergymanmightbesentfor。

  Onhisarrivalshejoinedferventlyinthepiousoffice,frequentlymentioningheringratitudetoherparentsaswhatlaymostheavyatherheart。Whenshehadperformedthelastsolemnduty,andwaspreparingtoliedown,alittlebustleontheoutsidedooroccasionedMrs。Beauchamptoopenit,andenquirethecause。

  Amaninappearanceaboutforty,presentedhimself,andaskedforMrs。Beauchamp。

  \"Thatismyname,Sir,\"saidshe。

  \"Ohthen,mydearMadam,\"criedhe,\"tellmewhereImayfindmypoor,ruined,butrepentantchild。\"

  Mrs。Beauchampwassurprisedandaffected;sheknewnotwhattosay;

  sheforesawtheagonythisinterviewwouldoccasionMr。Temple,whohadjustarrivedinsearchofhisCharlotte,andyetwassensiblethatthepardonandblessingofherfatherwouldsofteneventheagoniesofdeathtothedaughter。

  Shehesitated。\"Tellme,Madam,\"criedhewildly,\"tellme,Ibeseechthee,doesshelive?shallIseemydarlingonceagain?

  Perhapssheisinthishouse。Lead,leadmetoher,thatImayblessher,andthenliedownanddie。\"

  Theardentmannerinwhichheutteredthesewordsoccasionedhimtoraisehisvoice。ItcaughttheearofCharlotte:

  sheknewthebelovedsound:andutteringaloudshriek,shesprangforwardasMr。Templeenteredtheroom。\"Myadoredfather。\"

  \"Mylonglostchild。\"Naturecouldsupportnomore,andtheybothsunklifelessintothearmsoftheattendants。

  Charlottewasagainputintobed,andafewmomentsrestoredMr。Temple:

  buttodescribetheagonyofhissufferingsispastthepowerofanyone,who,thoughtheymayreadilyconceive,cannotdelineatethedreadfulscene。Everyeyegavetestimonyofwhateachheartfelt——

  butallweresilent。

  WhenCharlotterecovered,shefoundherselfsupportedinherfather’sarms。Shecastonhimamostexpressivelook,butwasunabletospeak。Arevivingcordialwasadministered。

  Shethenaskedinalowvoice,forherchild:itwasbroughttoher:

  sheputitinherfather’sarms。\"Protecther,\"saidshe,\"andblessyourdying——\"

  Unabletofinishthesentence,shesunkbackonherpillow:

  hercountenancewasserenelycomposed;sheregardedherfatherashepressedtheinfanttohisbreastwithasteadfastlook;

  asuddenbeamofjoypassedacrossherlanguidfeatures,sheraisedhereyestoheaven——andthenclosedthemforever。

  CHAPTERXXXIV。

  RETRIBUTION。

  INthemeantimeMontravillehavingreceivedorderstoreturntoNew-York,arrived,andhavingstillsomeremainsofcompassionatetendernessforthewomanwhomheregardedasbroughttoshamebyhimself,hewentoutinsearchofBelcour,toenquirewhethershewassafe,andwhetherthechildlived。Hefoundhimimmersedindissipation,andcouldgainnootherintelligencethanthatCharlottehadlefthim,andthatheknewnotwhatwasbecomeofher。

  \"Icannotbelieveitpossible,\"saidMontraville,\"thatamindoncesopureasCharlotteTemple’s,shouldsosuddenlybecomethemansionofvice。Beware,Belcour,\"continuedhe,\"bewareifyouhavedaredtobehaveeitherunjustordishonourablytothatpoorgirl,yourlifeshallpaytheforfeit:——Iwillrevengehercause。\"

  Heimmediatelywentintothecountry,tothehousewherehehadleftCharlotte。Itwasdesolate。Aftermuchenquiryheatlengthfoundtheservantgirlwhohadlivedwithher。

  FromherhelearntthemiseryCharlottehadenduredfromthecomplicatedevilsofillness,poverty,andabrokenheart,andthatshehadsetoutonfootforNew-York,onacoldwinter’sevening;

  butshecouldinformhimnofurther。

  Torturedalmosttomadnessbythisshockingaccount,hereturnedtothecity,but,beforehereachedit,theeveningwasdrawingtoaclose。

  Inenteringthetownhewasobligedtopassseverallittlehuts,theresidenceofpoorwomenwhosupportedthemselvesbywashingthecloathsoftheofficersandsoldiers。Itwasnearlydark:

  heheardfromaneighbouringsteepleasolemntollthatseemedtosaysomepoormortalwasgoingtotheirlastmansion:thesoundstruckontheheartofMontraville,andheinvoluntarilystopped,when,fromoneofthehouses,hesawtheappearanceofafuneral。

  Almostunknowingwhathedid,hefollowedatasmalldistance;

  andastheyletthecoffinintothegrave,heenquiredofasoldierwhostoodby,andhadjustbrushedoffatearthatdidhonourtohisheart,whoitwasthatwasjustburied。\"Anpleaseyourhonour,\"saidtheman,\"’tisapoorgirlthatwasbroughtfromherfriendsbyacruelman,wholeftherwhenshewasbigwithchild,andmarriedanother。\"

  Montravillestoodmotionless,andthemanproceeded——\"Imethermyselfnotafortnightsinceonenightallwetandcoldinthestreets;

  shewenttoMadamCrayton’s,butshewouldnottakeherin,andsothepoorthingwentravingmad。\"Montravillecouldbearnomore;hestruckhishandsagainsthisforeheadwithviolence;

  andexclaiming\"poormurderedCharlotte!\"ranwithprecipitationtowardstheplacewheretheywereheapingtheearthonherremains。

  \"Hold,hold,onemoment,\"saidhe。\"ClosenotthegraveoftheinjuredCharlotteTempletillIhavetakenvengeanceonhermurderer。\"

  \"Rashyoungman,\"saidMr。Temple,\"\"whoartthouthatthusdisturbestthelastmournfulritesofthedead,andrudelybreakestinuponthegriefofanafflictedfather。\"

  \"IfthouartthefatherofCharlotteTemple,\"saidhe,gazingathimwithmingledhorrorandamazement——\"ifthouartherfather——IamMontraville。\"

  Thenfallingonhisknees,hecontinued——\"Hereismybosom。

  IbareittoreceivethestrokeImerit。Strike——strikenow,andsavemefromthemiseryofreflexion。\"

  \"Alas!\"saidMr。Temple,\"ifthouwerttheseducerofmychild,thyownreflexionsbethypunishment。Iwrestnotthepowerfromthehandofomnipotence。Lookonthatlittleheapofearth,therehastthouburiedtheonlyjoyofafondfather。Lookatitoften;andmaythyheartfeelsuchtruesorrowasshallmeritthemercyofheaven。\"

  Heturnedfromhim;andMontravillestartingupfromtheground,wherehehadthrownhimself,andatthatinstantrememberingtheperfidyofBelcour,flewlikelightningtohislodgings。

  Belcourwasintoxicated;Montravilleimpetuous:theyfought,andtheswordofthelatterenteredtheheartofhisadversary。

  Hefell,andexpiredalmostinstantly。Montravillehadreceivedaslightwound;andovercomewiththeagitationofhismindandlossofblood,wascarriedinastateofinsensibilitytohisdistractedwife。

  Adangerousillnessandobstinatedeliriumensued,duringwhichheravedincessantlyforCharlotte:butastrongconstitution,andthetenderassiduitiesofJulia,intimeovercamethedisorder。

  Herecovered;buttotheendofhislifewassubjecttoseverefitsofmelancholy,andwhileheremainedatNew-Yorkfrequentlyretiredtothechurch-yard,wherehewouldweepoverthegrave,andregrettheuntimelyfateofthelovelyCharlotteTemple。

  CHAPTERXXXV。

  CONCLUSION。

  SHORTLYaftertheintermentofhisdaughter,Mr。Temple,withhisdearlittlechargeandhernurse,setforwardforEngland。

  Itwouldbeimpossibletodojusticetothemeetingscenebetweenhim,hisLucy,andheragedfather。Everyheartofsensibilitycaneasilyconceivetheirfeelings。Afterthefirsttumultofgriefwassubsided,Mrs。Templegaveupthechiefofhertimetohergrand-child,andasshegrewupandimproved,begantoalmostfancysheagainpossessedherCharlotte。

  Itwasabouttenyearsafterthesepainfulevents,thatMr。andMrs。Temple,havingburiedtheirfather,wereobligedtocometoLondononparticularbusiness,andbroughtthelittleLucywiththem。

  Theyhadbeenwalkingoneevening,whenontheirreturntheyfoundapoorwretchsittingonthestepsofthedoor。

  Sheattemptedtoriseastheyapproached,butfromextremeweaknesswasunable,andafterseveralfruitlesseffortsfellbackinafit。

  Mr。Templewasnotoneofthosemenwhostandtoconsiderwhetherbyassistinganobjectindistresstheyshallnotinconveniencethemselves,butinstigatedbytheimpulseofanoblefeelingheart,immediatelyorderedhertobecarriedintothehouse,andproperrestorativesapplied。

  Shesoonrecovered;andfixinghereyesonMrs。Temple,cried——\"Youknownot,Madam,whatyoudo;youknownotwhomyouarerelieving,oryouwouldcursemeinthebitternessofyourheart。Comenotnearme,Madam,Ishallcontaminateyou。

  Iamtheviperthatstungyourpeace。IamthewomanwhoturnedthepoorCharlotteouttoperishinthestreet。Heavenhavemercy!

  Iseehernow,\"continuedshelookingatLucy;\"such,suchwasthefairbudofinnocencethatmyvileartsblastedereitwashalfblown。\"

  ItwasinvainthatMr。andMrs。Templeintreatedhertobecomposedandtotakesomerefreshment。Sheonlydrankhalfaglassofwine;

  andthentoldthemthatshehadbeenseparatedfromherhusbandsevenyears,thechiefofwhichshehadpassedinriot,dissipation,andvice,till,overtakenbypovertyandsickness,shehadbeenreducedtopartwitheveryvaluable,andthoughtonlyofendingherlifeinaprison;whenabenevolentfriendpaidherdebtsandreleasedher;butthatherillnessencreasing,shehadnopossiblemeansofsupportingherself,andherfriendswerewearyofrelievingher。\"Ihavefasted,\"saidshe,\"twodays,andlastnightlaymyachingheadonthecoldpavement:

  indeeditwasbutjustthatIshouldexperiencethosemiseriesmyselfwhichIhadunfeelinglyinflictedonothers。\"

  GreatlyasMr。TemplehadreasontodetestMrs。Crayton,hecouldnotbeholdherinthisdistresswithoutsomeemotionsofpity。

  Hegavehershelterthatnightbeneathhishospitableroof,andthenextdaygotheradmissionintoanhospital;wherehavinglingeredafewweeks,shedied,astrikingexamplethatvice,howeverprosperousinthebeginning,intheendleadsonlytomiseryandshame。

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