CHAPTERXXVII。
Pensiveshemourn’d,andhungherlanguidhead,Likeafairlilyovercharg’dwithdew。
CHARLOTTEhadnowbeenleftalmostthreemonthsapreytoherownmelancholyreflexions——sadcompanionsindeed;nordidanyonebreakinuponhersolitudebutBelcour,whoonceortwicecalledtoenquireafterherhealth,andtellherhehadinvainendeavouredtobringMontravilletohearreason;andonce,butonlyonce,washermindchearedbythereceiptofanaffectionateletterfromMrs。Beauchamp。Oftenhadshewrotetoherperfidiousseducer,andwiththemostpersuasiveeloquenceendeavouredtoconvincehimofherinnocence;buttheseletterswereneversufferedtoreachthehandsofMontraville,ortheymust,thoughontheveryeveofmarriage,havepreventedhisdesertingthewretchedgirl。
Realanguishofhearthadinagreatmeasurefadedhercharms,hercheekswerepalefromwantofrest,andhereyes,byfrequent,indeedalmostcontinuedweeping,weresunkandheavy。
Sometimesagleamofhopewouldplayaboutherheartwhenshethoughtofherparents——\"Theycannotsurely,\"shewouldsay,\"refusetoforgiveme;orshouldtheydenytheirpardontome,theywinnothatemyinnocentinfantonaccountofitsmother’serrors。\"
HowoftendidthepoormournerwishfortheconsolingpresenceofthebenevolentMrs。Beauchamp。
\"Ifshewerehere,\"shewouldcry,\"shewouldcertainlycomfortme,andsooththedistractionofmysoul。\"
Shewassittingoneafternoon,wrappedinthesemelancholyreflexions,whenshewasinterruptedbytheentranceofBelcour。Greatasthealterationwaswhichincessantsorrowhadmadeonherperson,shewasstillinteresting,stillcharming;andtheunhallowedflame,whichhadurgedBelcourtoplantdissensionbetweenherandMontraville,stillragedinhisbosom:hewasdetermined,ifpossible,tomakeherhismistress;nay,hehadevenconceivedthediabolicalschemeoftakinghertoNew-York,andmakingherappearineverypublicplacewhereitwaslikelysheshouldmeetMontraville,thathemightbeawitnesstohisunmanlytriumph。
WhenheenteredtheroomwhereCharlottewassitting,heassumedthelookoftender,consolatoryfriendship。
\"AndhowdoesmylovelyCharlotte?\"saidhe,takingherhand:
\"IfearyouarenotsowellasIcouldwish。\"
\"Iamnotwell,Mr。Belcour,\"saidshe,\"veryfarfromit;
butthepainsandinfirmitiesofthebodyIcouldeasilybear,nay,submittothemwithpatience,weretheynotaggravatedbythemostinsupportableanguishofmymind。\"
\"Youarenothappy,Charlotte,\"saidhe,withalookofwell-dissembledsorrow。
\"Alas!\"repliedshemournfully,shakingherhead,\"howcanIbehappy,desertedandforsakenasIam,withoutafriendofmyownsextowhomIcanunburthenmyfullheart,nay,myfidelitysuspectedbytheverymanforwhomIhavesacrificedeverythingvaluableinlife,forwhomIhavemademyselfapoordespisedcreature,anoutcastfromsociety,anobjectonlyofcontemptandpity。\"
\"Youthinktoomeanlyofyourself,MissTemple:
thereisnoonewhowoulddaretotreatyouwithcontempt:
auwhohavethepleasureofknowingyoumustadmireandesteem。
Youarelonelyhere,mydeargirl;givemeleavetoconductyoutoNew-York,wheretheagreeablesocietyofsomeladies,towhomIwillintroduceyou,willdispelthesesadthoughts,andIshallagainseereturningchearfulnessanimatethoselovelyfeatures。\"
\"Ohnever!never!\"criedCharlotte,emphatically:\"thevirtuouspartofmysexwillscornme,andIwillneverassociatewithinfamy。
No,Belcour,hereletmehidemyshameandsorrow,hereletmespendmyfewremainingdaysinobscurity,unknownandunpitied,hereletmedieunlamented,andmynamesinktooblivion。\"
Herehertearsstoppedherutterance。Belcourwasawedtosilence:
hedarednotinterrupther;andafteramoment’spausesheproceeded——\"IoncehadconceivedthethoughtofgoingtoNew-Yorktoseekoutthestilldear,thoughcruel,ungenerousMontraville,tothrowmyselfathisfeet,andentreathiscompassion;
heavenknows,notformyself;ifIamnolongerbeloved,Iwillnotbeindebtedtohispitytoredressmyinjuries,butIwouldhavekneltandentreatedhimnottoforsakemypoorunborn——\"
Shecouldsaynomore;acrimsonglowrushedoverhercheeks,andcoveringherfacewithherhands,shesobbedaloud。
SomethinglikehumanitywasawakenedinBelcour’sbreastbythispatheticspeech:hearoseandwalkedtowardsthewindow;
buttheselfishpassionwhichhadtakenpossessionofhisheart,soonstifledthesefineremotions;andhethoughtifCharlottewasonceconvincedshehadnolongeranydependanceonMontraville,shewouldmorereadilythrowherselfonhisprotection。
Determined,therefore,toinformherofallthathadhappened,heagainresumedhisseat;andfindingshebegantobemorecomposed,enquiredifshehadeverheardfromMontravillesincetheunfortunaterecontreinherbedchamber。
\"Ahno,\"saidshe。\"IfearIshallneverhearfromhimagain。\"
\"Iamgreatlyofyouropinion,\"saidBelcour,\"forhehasbeenforsometimepastgreatlyattached——\"
Attheword\"attached\"adeath-likepalenessoverspreadthecountenanceofCharlotte,butsheappliedtosomehartshornwhichstoodbesideher,andBelcourproceeded。
\"HehasbeenforsometimepastgreatlyattachedtooneMissFranklin,apleasinglivelygirl,withalargefortune。\"
\"Shemaybericher,maybehandsomer,\"criedCharlotte,\"butcannotlovehimsowell。Ohmayshebewareofhisart,andnottrusthimtoofarasIhavedone。\"
\"Headdressesherpublicly,\"saidhe,\"anditwasrumouredtheyweretobemarriedbeforehesailedforEustatia,whitherhiscompanyisordered。\"
\"Belcour,\"saidCharlotte,seizinghishand,andgazingathimearnestly,whileherpalelipstrembledwithconvulsiveagony,\"tellme,andtellmetruly,Ibeseechyou,doyouthinkhecanbesuchavillainastomarryanotherwoman,andleavemetodiewithwantandmiseryinastrangeland:tellmewhatyouthink;Icanbearitverywell;Iwillnotshrinkfromthisheavieststrokeoffate;
Ihavedeservedmyafflictions,andIwillendeavourtobearthemasIought。\"
\"Ifear,\"saidBelcour,\"hecanbethatvillain。\"
\"Perhaps,\"criedshe,eagerlyinterruptinghim,\"perhapsheismarriedalready:come,letmeknowtheworst,\"continuedshewithanaffectedlookofcomposure:\"youneednotbeafraid,Ishallnotsendthefortunateladyabowlofpoison。\"
\"Wellthen,mydeargirl,\"saidhe,deceivedbyherappearance,\"theyweremarriedonThursday,andyesterdaymorningtheysailedforEustatia。\"
\"Married——gone——sayyou?\"criedsheinadistractedaccent,\"whatwithoutalastfarewell,withoutonethoughtonmyunhappysituation!
OhMontraville,mayGodforgiveyourperfidy。\"Sheshrieked,andBelcoursprangforwardjustintimetopreventherfallingtothefloor。
Alarmingfaintingsnowsucceededeachother,andshewasconveyedtoherbed,fromwhencesheearnestlyprayedshemightnevermorearise。
Belcourstaidwithherthatnight,andinthemorningfoundherinahighfever。Thefitsshehadbeenseizedwithhadgreatlyterrifiedhim;
andconfinedasshenowwastoabedofsickness,shewasnolongeranobjectofdesire:itistrueforseveraldayshewentconstantlytoseeher,butherpale,emaciatedappearancedisgustedhim:
hisvisitsbecamelessfrequent;heforgotthesolemnchargegivenhimbyMontraville;heevenforgotthemoneyentrustedtohiscare;
and,theburningblushofindignationandshametingesmycheekwhileIwriteit,thisdisgracetohumanityandmanhoodatlengthforgoteventheinjuredCharlotte;and,attractedbythebloominghealthofafarmer’sdaughter,whomhehadseeninhisfrequentexcursionstothecountry,helefttheunhappygirltosinkunnoticedtothegrave,apreytosickness,grief,andpenury;
whilehe,havingtriumphedoverthevirtueoftheartlesscottager,riotedinalltheintemperanceofluxuryandlawlesspleasure。
CHAPTERXXVIII。
ATRIFLINGRETROSPECT。
\"BLESSmyheart,\"criesmyyoung,volatilereader,\"Ishallneverhavepatiencetogetthroughthesevolumes,therearesomanyahs!andohs!
somuchfainting,tears,anddistress,Iamsicktodeathofthesubject。\"
Mydear,chearful,innocentgirl,forinnocentIwillsupposeyoutobe,oryouwouldacutelyfeelthewoesofCharlotte,didconsciencesay,thusmightithavebeenwithme,hadnotProvidenceinterposedtosnatchmefromdestruction:therefore,mylively,innocentgirl,Imustrequestyourpatience:Iamwritingataleoftruth:
Imeantowriteittotheheart:butifperchancetheheartisrenderedimpenetrablebyunboundedprosperity,oracontinuanceinvice,Iexpectnotmytaletoplease,nay,Ievenexpectitwillbethrownbywithdisgust。Butsoftly,gentlefairone;
Iprayyouthrowitnotasidetillyouhaveperusedthewhole;
mayhapyoumayfindsomethingthereintorepayyouforthetrouble。
MethinksIseeasarcasticsmilesitonyourcountenance。——\"Andwhat,\"
cryyou,\"doestheconceitedauthorsupposewecangleanfromthesepages,ifCharlotteisheldupasanobjectofterror,topreventusfromfallingintoguiltyerrors?doesnotLaRuetriumphinhershame,andbyaddingarttoguilt,obtaintheaffectionofaworthyman,andrisetoastationwheresheisbeheldwithrespect,andchearfullyreceivedintoallcompanies。Whatthenisthemoralyouwouldinculcate?
Wouldyouwishustothinkthatadeviationfromvirtue,ifcoveredbyartandhypocrisy,isnotanobjectofdetestation,butonthecontraryshallraiseustofameandhonour?whilethehaplessgirlwhofallsavictimtohertoogreatsensibility,shallbeloadedwithignominyandshame?\"No,myfairquerist,Imeannosuchthing。
Remembertheendeavoursofthewickedareoftensufferedtoprosper,thatintheendtheirfallmaybeattendedwithmorebitternessofheart;
whilethecupofafflictionispouredoutforwiseandsalutaryends,andtheywhoarecompelledtodrainiteventothebitterdregs,oftenfindcomfortatthebottom;thetearofpenitenceblotstheiroffencesfromthebookoffate,andtheyrisefromtheheavy,painfultrial,purifiedandfitforamansioninthekingdomofeternity。
Yes,myyoungfriends,thetearofcompassionshallfallforthefateofCharlotte,whilethenameofLaRueshallbedetestedanddespised。
ForCharlotte,thesoulmeltswithsympathy;forLaRue,itfeelsnothingbuthorrorandcontempt。ButperhapsyourgayheartswouldratherfollowthefortunateMrs。Craytonthroughthescenesofpleasureanddissipationinwhichshewasengaged,thanlistentothecomplaintsandmiseriesofCharlotte。Iwillforonceobligeyou;
Iwillforoncefollowhertomidnightrevels,balls,andscenesofgaiety,forinsuchwassheconstantlyengaged。
Ihavesaidherpersonwaslovely;letusaddthatshewassurroundedbysplendorandaffluence,andhemustknowbutlittleoftheworldwhocanwonder,(howeverfaultysuchawoman’sconduct,)
atherbeingfollowedbythemen,andhercompanycourtedbythewomen:inshortMrs。Craytonwastheuniversalfavourite:
shesetthefashions,shewastoastedbyallthegentlemen,andcopiedbyalltheladies。
ColonelCraytonwasadomesticman。Couldhebehappywithsuchawoman?impossible!Remonstrancewasvain:hemightaswellhavepreachedtothewinds,asendeavourtopersuadeherfromanyaction,howeverridiculous,onwhichshehadsethermind:
inshort,afteralittleineffectualstruggle,hegaveuptheattempt,andlefthertofollowthebentofherowninclinations:
whatthosewere,Ithinkthereadermusthaveseenenoughofhercharactertoformajustidea。Amongthenumberwhopaidtheirdevotionsathershrine,shesingledone,ayoungEnsignofmeanbirth,indifferenteducation,andweakintellects。
Howsuchamancameintothearmy,wehardlyknowtoaccountfor,andhowheafterwardsrosetopostsofhonourislikewisestrangeandwonderful。Butfortuneisblind,andsoarethosetoofrequentlywhohavethepowerofdispensingherfavours:
elsewhydoweseefoolsandknavesattheverytopofthewheel,whilepatientmeritsinkstotheextremeoftheoppositeabyss。
Butwemayformathousandconjecturesonthissubject,andyetneverhitontheright。Letusthereforeendeavourtodeservehersmiles,andwhetherwesucceedornot,weshallfeelmoreinnatesatisfaction,thanthousandsofthosewhobaskinthesunshineofherfavourunworthily。
ButtoreturntoMrs。Crayton:thisyoungman,whomIshalldistinguishbythenameofCorydon,wasthereigningfavouriteofherheart。
Heescortedhertotheplay,dancedwithherateveryball,andwhenindispositionpreventedhergoingout,itwashealonewhowaspermittedtochearthegloomysolitudetowhichshewasobligedtoconfineherself。DidsheeverthinkofpoorCharlotte?——
ifshedid,mydearMiss,itwasonlytolaughatthepoorgirl’swantofspiritinconsentingtobemopedupinthecountry,whileMontravillewasenjoyingallthepleasuresofagay,dissipatedcity。
Whensheheardofhismarriage,shesmilingsaid,sothere’sanendofMadamCharlotte’shopes。Iwonderwhowilltakehernow,orwhatwillbecomeofthelittleaffectedprude?
Butasyouhaveleadtothesubject,IthinkwemayaswellreturntothedistressedCharlotte,andnot,liketheunfeelingMrs。Crayton,shutourheartstothecallofhumanity。
CHAPTERXXIX。
WEGOFORWARDAGAIN。
THEstrengthofCharlotte’sconstitutioncombattedagainstherdisorder,andshebeganslowlytorecover,thoughshestilllabouredunderaviolentdepressionofspirits:howmustthatdepressionbeencreased,when,uponexaminingherlittlestore,shefoundherselfreducedtoonesolitaryguinea,andthatduringherillnesstheattendanceofanapothecaryandnurse,togetherwithmanyotherunavoidableexpences,hadinvolvedherindebt,fromwhichshesawnomethodofextricatingherself。Astothefainthopewhichshehadentertainedofhearingfromandbeingrelievedbyherparents;
itnowentirelyforsookher,foritwasabovefourmonthssinceherletterwasdispatched,andshehadreceivednoanswer:
shethereforeimaginedthatherconducthadeitherentirelyalienatedtheiraffectionfromher,orbrokentheirhearts,andshemustnevermorehopetoreceivetheirblessing。
Neverdidanyhumanbeingwishfordeathwithgreaterfervencyorwithjustercause;yetshehadtoojustasenseofthedutiesoftheChristianreligiontoattempttoputaperiodtoherownexistence。
\"Ihavebuttobepatientalittlelonger,\"shewouldcry,\"andnature,fatiguedandfainting,willthrowoffthisheavyloadofmortality,andIshallbereleasedfromallmysufferings。\"
ItwasonecoldstormydayinthelatterendofDecember,asCharlottesatbyahandfuloffire,thelowstateofherfinancesnotallowinghertoreplenishherstockoffuel,andprudenceteachinghertobecarefulofwhatshehad,whenshewassurprisedbytheentranceofafarmer’swife,who,withoutmuchceremony,seatedherself,andbeganthiscuriousharangue。
\"I’mcometoseeifashowyoucanpayyourrent,becauseashowwehearCaptainMontableisgoneaway,andit’sfiftytooneifheb’antkilledaforehecomesbackagain;anthen,Miss,orMa’am,orwhateveryoumaybe,asIwassayingtomyhusband,wherearewetolookforourmoney。\"
ThiswasastrokealtogetherunexpectedbyCharlotte:sheknewsolittleofthewaysoftheworldthatshehadneverbestowedathoughtonthepaymentfortherentofthehouse;sheknewindeedthatsheowedagooddeal,butthiswasneverreckonedamongtheothers:
shewasthunder-struck;shehardlyknewwhatanswertomake,yetitwasabsolutelynecessarythatsheshouldsaysomething;
andjudgingofthegentlenessofeveryfemaledispositionbyherown,shethoughtthebestwaytointerestthewomaninherfavourwouldbetotellhercandidlytowhatasituationshewasreduced,andhowlittleprobabilitytherewasofhereverpayinganybody。
AlaspoorCharlotte,howconfinedwasherknowledgeofhumannature,orshewouldhavebeenconvincedthattheonlywaytoinsurethefriendshipandassistanceofyoursurroundingacquaintanceistoconvincethemyoudonotrequireit,forwhenoncethepetrifyingaspectofdistressandpenuryappear,whosequalities,likeMedusa’shead,canchangetostoneallthatlookuponit;
whenoncethisGorgonclaimsacquaintancewithus,thephantomoffriendship,thatbeforecourtedournotice,willvanishintounsubstantialair,andthewholeworldbeforeusappearabarrenwaste。
Pardonme,yedearspiritsofbenevolence,whosebenignsmilesandchearful-givinghandhavestrewedsweetflowersonmanyathornypaththroughwhichmywaywardfateforcedmetopass;
thinknot,that,incondemningtheunfeelingtextureofthehumanheart,IforgetthespringfromwhenceflowanthecomfortsIenjoy:ohno!
Ilookuptoyouastobrightconstellations,gatheringnewsplendoursfromthesurroundingdarkness;butah!whilstIadorethebenignantraysthatchearedandilluminedmyheart,Imournthattheirinfluencecannotextendtoallthesonsanddaughtersofaffliction。
\"Indeed,Madam,\"saidpoorCharlotteinatremulousaccent,\"Iamatalosswhattodo。Montravilleplacedmehere,andpromisedtodefrayallmyexpenses:buthehasforgothispromise,hehasforsakenme,andIhavenofriendwhohaseitherpowerorwilltorelieveme。
Letmehope,asyouseemyunhappysituation,yourcharity——\"
\"Charity,\"criedthewomanimpatientlyinterruptingher,\"charityindeed:
why,Mistress,charitybeginsathome,andIhavesevenchildrenathome,HONEST,LAWFULchildren,anditismydutytokeepthem;
anddoyouthinkIwillgiveawaymypropertytoanasty,impudenthussey,tomaintainherandherbastard;anIwassayingtomyhusbandtheotherdaywhatwillthisworldcometo;
honestwomenarenothingnow-a-days,whiletheharlotingsaresetupforfineladies,andlookuponusnomorenorthedirttheywalkupon:
butletmetellyou,myfinespokenMa’am,Imusthavemymoney;
soseeingashowyoucan’tpayit,whyyoumusttroop,andleaveallyourfinegimcracksandfalderrallsbehindyou。
Idon’taskfornomorenormyright,andnobodyshalldarefortogofortohindermeofit。\"
\"Ohheavens,\"criedCharlotte,claspingherhands,’whatwillbecomeofme?\"
\"Comeonye!\"retortedtheunfeelingwretch:\"whygotothebarracksandworkforamorselofbread;washandmendthesoldierscloaths,ancooktheirvictuals,andnotexpecttoliveinidlenessonhonestpeople’smeans。OhIwishIcouldseethedaywhenallsuchcattlewereobligedtoworkhardandeatlittle;
it’sonlywhattheydeserve。\"
\"Fatherofmercy,\"criedCharlotte,\"Iacknowledgethycorrectionjust;
butprepareme,Ibeseechthee,fortheportionofmiserythoumay’stpleasetolayuponme。\"
\"Well,\"saidthewoman,\"Ishallgoantellmyhusbandashowyoucan’tpay;andsod’yesee,Ma’am,getreadytobepackingawaythisverynight,foryoushouldnotstayanothernightinthishouse,thoughIwassureyouwouldlayinthestreet。’
Charlottebowedherheadinsilence;buttheanguishofherheartwastoogreattopermithertoarticulateasingleword。
CHAPTERXXX。
Andwhatisfriendshipbutaname,Acharmthatlullstosleep,Ashadethatfollowswealthandfame,Butleavesthewretchtoweep。
WHENCharlottewaslefttoherself,shebegantothinkwhatcourseshemusttake,ortowhomshecouldapply,topreventherperishingforwant,orperhapsthatverynightfallingavictimtotheinclemencyoftheseason。Aftermanyperplexedthoughts,sheatlastdeterminedtosetoutforNew-York,andenquireoutMrs。Crayton,fromwhomshehadnodoubtbutsheshouldobtainimmediatereliefassoonasherdistresswasmadeknown;shehadnosoonerformedthisresolutionthansheresolvedimmediatelytoputitinexecution:
shethereforewrotethefollowinglittlebillettoMrs。Crayton,thinkingifsheshouldhavecompanywithheritwouldbebettertosenditinthantorequesttoseeher。
TOMRS。CRAYTON。
\"MADAM,\"Whenweleftournativeland,thatdear,happylandwhichnowcontainsallthatisdeartothewretchedCharlotte,ourprospectswerethesame;
weboth,pardonme,Madam,ifIsay,webothtooeasilyfollowedtheimpulseofourtreacheroushearts,andtrustedourhappinessonatempestuousocean,whereminehasbeenwreckedandlostforever;
youhavebeenmorefortunate——youareunitedtoamanofhonourandhumanity,unitedbythemostsacredties,respected,esteemed,andadmired,andsurroundedbyinnumerableblessingsofwhichI
ambereaved,enjoyingthosepleasureswhichhavefledmybosomnevertoreturn;alas!sorrowanddeepregrethavetakentheirplace。
Beholdme,Madam,apoorforsakenwanderer,whohasnowheretolayherwearyhead,wherewithtosupplythewantsofnature,ortoshieldherfromtheinclemencyoftheweather。ToyouIsue,toyouIlookforpityandrelief。Iasknottobereceivedasanintimateoranequal;onlyforcharity’ssweetsakereceivemeintoyourhospitablemansion,allotmethemeanestapartmentinit,andletmebreathoutmysoulinprayersforyourhappiness;
Icannot,IfeelIcannotlongbearupundertheaccumulatedwoesthatpourinuponme;butoh!mydearMadam,fortheloveofheavensuffermenottoexpireinthestreet;andwhenIamatpeace,assoonIshallbe,extendyourcompassiontomyhelplessoffspring,shoulditpleaseheaventhatitshouldsurviveitsunhappymother。
AgleamofjoybreaksinonmybenightedsoulwhileIreflectthatyoucannot,willnotrefuseyourprotectiontotheheart-broken。CHARLOTTE。\"
WhenCharlottehadfinishedthisletter,lateasitwasintheafternoon,andthoughthesnowbegantofallveryfast,shetiedupafewnecessarieswhichshehadpreparedagainstherexpectedconfinement,andterrifiedlestsheshouldbeagainexposedtotheinsultsofherbarbarouslandlady,moredreadfultoherwoundedspiritthaneitherstormordarkness,shesetforwardforNew-York。
Itmaybeaskedbythose,who,inaworkofthiskind,lovetocavilateverytriflingomission,whetherCharlottedidnotpossessanyvaluableofwhichshecouldhavedisposed,andbythatmeanshavesupportedherselftillMrs。Beauchamp’sreturn,whenshewouldhavebeencertainofreceivingeverytenderattentionwhichcompassionandfriendshipcoulddictate:butletmeentreatthesewise,penetratinggentlementoreflect,thatwhenCharlotteleftEngland,itwasinsuchhastethattherewasnotimetopurchaseanythingmorethanwhatwaswantedforimmediateuseonthevoyage,andafterherarrivalatNew-York,Montraville’saffectionsoonbegantodecline,sothatherwholewardrobeconsistedofonlynecessaries,andastobaubles,withwhichfondloversoftenloadtheirmistresses,shepossessednotone,exceptaplaingoldlocketofsmallvalue,whichcontainedalockofhermother’shair,andwhichthegreatestextremityofwantcouldnothaveforcedhertopartwith。
Ihope,Sir,yourprejudicesarenowremovedinregardtotheprobabilityofmystory?Ohtheyare。Wellthen,withyourleave,Iwillproceed。
Thedistancefromthehousewhichoursufferingheroineoccupied,toNew-York,wasnotverygreat,yetthesnowfensofast,andthecoldsointense,that,beingunablefromhersituationtowalkquick,shefoundherselfalmostsinkingwithcoldandfatiguebeforeshereachedthetown;hergarments,whichweremerelysuitabletothesummerseason,beinganundressrobeofplainwhitemuslin,werewetthrough,andathinblackcloakandbonnet,veryimproperhabilimentsforsuchaclimate,butpoorlydefendedherfromthecold。
Inthissituationshereachedthecity,andenquiredofafootsoldierwhomshemet,thewaytoColonelCrayton’s。
\"Blessyou,mysweetlady,\"saidthesoldierwithavoiceandlookofcompassion,\"Iwillshewyouthewaywithallmyheart;butifyouaregoingtomakeapetitiontoMadamCraytonitisalltonopurposeIassureyou:ifyoupleaseIwillconductyoutoMr。Franklin’s;
thoughMissJuliaismarriedandgonenow,yettheoldgentlemanisverygood。\"
\"JuliaFranklin,\"saidCharlotte;\"isshenotmarriedtoMontraville?\"
\"Yes,\"repliedthesoldier,\"andmayGodblessthem,forabetterofficerneverlived,heissogoodtousall;andastoMissJulia,allthepoorfolkalmostworshippedher。\"
\"Graciousheaven,\"criedCharlotte,\"isMontravilleunjustthentononebutme。\"
ThesoldiernowshewedherColonelCrayton’sdoor,and,withabeatingheart,sheknockedforadmission。
CHAPTERXXXI。
SUBJECTCONTINUED。
WHENthedoorwasopened,Charlotte,inavoicerenderedscarcelyarticulate,throughcoldandtheextremeagitationofhermind,demandedwhetherMrs。Craytonwasathome。Theservanthesitated:
heknewthathisladywasengagedatagameofpicquetwithherdearCorydon,norcouldhethinkshewouldliketobedisturbedbyapersonwhoseappearancespokeherofsolittleconsequenceasCharlotte;yettherewassomethinginhercountenancethatratherinterestedhiminherfavour,andhesaidhisladywasengaged,butifshehadanyparticularmessagehewoulddeliverit。
\"Takeupthisletter,\"saidCharlotte:\"tellhertheunhappywriterofitwaitsinherhallforananswer。\"Thetremulousaccent,thetearfuleye,musthavemovedanyheartnotcomposedofadamant。
Themantooktheletterfromthepoorsuppliant,andhastilyascendedthestaircase。
\"Aletter,Madam,\"saidhe,presentingittohislady:
\"animmediateanswerisrequired。\"
Mrs。Craytonglancedhereyecarelesslyoverthecontents。
\"Whatstuffisthis;\"criedshehaughtily;\"havenotItoldyouathousandtimesthatIwillnotbeplaguedwithbeggars,andpetitionsfrompeopleoneknowsnothingabout?GotellthewomanIcan’tdoanythinginit。
I’msorry,butonecan’trelieveeverybody。\"
Theservantbowed,andheavilyreturnedwiththischillingmessagetoCharlotte。
\"Surely,\"saidshe,\"Mrs。Craytonhasnotreadmyletter。
Go,mygoodfriend,praygobacktoher;tellheritisCharlotteTemplewhorequestsbeneathherhospitablerooftofindshelterfromtheinclemencyoftheseason。\"
\"Prithee,don’tplagueme,man,\"criedMrs。Craytonimpatiently,astheservantadvancedsomethinginbehalfoftheunhappygirl。
\"ItellyouIdon’tknowher。\"
\"Notknowme,\"criedCharlotte,rushingintotheroom,(forshehadfollowedthemanupstairs)\"notknowme,notremembertheruinedCharlotteTemple,who,butforyou,perhapsmightstillhavebeeninnocent,stillhavebeenhappy。Oh!LaRue,thisisbeyondeverythingIcouldhavebelievedpossible。\"
\"Uponmyhonour,Miss,\"repliedtheunfeelingwomanwiththeutmosteffrontery,\"thisisamostunaccountableaddress:
itisbeyondmycomprehension。John,\"continuedshe,turningtotheservant,\"theyoungwomaniscertainlyoutofhersenses:
dopraytakeheraway,sheterrifiesmetodeath。\"
\"OhGod,\"criedCharlotte,claspingherhandsinanagony,\"thisistoomuch;whatwillbecomeofme?butIwillnotleaveyou;
theyshallnottearmefromyou;hereonmykneesIconjureyoutosavemefromperishinginthestreets;ifyoureallyhaveforgotme,ohforcharity’ssweetsakethisnightletmebeshelteredfromthewinter’spiercingcold。\"ThekneelingfigureofCharlotteinheraffectingsituationmighthavemovedtheheartofastoictocompassion;butMrs。Craytonremainedinflexible。
InvaindidCharlotterecountthetimetheyhadknowneachotheratChichester,invainmentiontheirbeinginthesameship,invainwerethenamesofMontravilleandBelcourmentioned。
Mrs。Craytoncouldonlysayshewassorryforherimprudence,butcouldnotthinkofhavingherownreputationendangeredbyencouragingawomanofthatkindinherownhouse,besidesshedidnotknowwhattroubleandexpenseshemightbringuponherhusbandbygivingsheltertoawomaninhersituation。
\"Icanatleastdiehere,\"saidCharlotte,\"IfeelIcannotlongsurvivethisdreadfulconflict。Fatherofmercy,hereletmefinishmyexistence。\"Heragonizingsensationsoverpoweredher,andshefellsenselessonthefloor。
\"Takeheraway,\"saidMrs。Crayton,\"shewillreallyfrightenmeintohysterics;takeherawayIsaythisinstant。\"
\"AndwheremustItakethepoorcreature?\"saidtheservantwithavoiceandlookofcompassion。
\"Anywhere,\"criedshehastily,\"onlydon’tletmeeverseeheragain。
IdeclareshehasflurriedmesoIshan’tbemyselfagainthisfortnight。\"
John,assistedbyhisfellow-servant,raisedandcarriedherdownstairs。
\"Poorsoul,\"saidhe,\"youshallnotlayinthestreetthisnight。
Ihaveabedandapoorlittlehovel,wheremywifeandherlittleonesrestthem,buttheyshallwatchtonight,andyoushallbeshelteredfromdanger。\"Theyplacedherinachair;
andthebenevolentman,assistedbyoneofhiscomrades,carriedhertotheplacewherehiswifeandchildrenlived。
Asurgeonwassentfor:hebledher,shegavesignsofreturninglife,andbeforethedawngavebirthtoafemaleinfant。
Afterthiseventshelayforsomehoursinakindofstupor;
andifatanytimeshespoke,itwaswithaquicknessandincoherencethatplainlyevincedthetotaldeprivationofherreason。
CHAPTERXXXII。
REASONSWHYANDWHEREFORE。
THEreaderofsensibilitymayperhapsbeastonishedtofindMrs。CraytoncouldsopositivelydenyanyknowledgeofCharlotte;itisthereforebutjustthatherconductshouldinsomemeasurebeaccountedfor。
ShehadeverbeenfullysensibleofthesuperiorityofCharlotte’ssenseandvirtue;shewasconsciousthatshehadneverswervedfromrectitude,haditnotbeenforherbadpreceptsandworseexample。
Thesewerethingsasyetunknowntoherhusband,andshewishednottohavethatpartofherconductexposedtohim,asshehadgreatreasontofearshehadalreadylostconsiderablepartofthatpowersheoncemaintainedoverhim。ShetrembledwhilstCharlottewasinthehouse,lesttheColonelshouldreturn;
sheperfectlywellrememberedhowmuchheseemedinterestedinherfavourwhilstontheirpassagefromEngland,andmadenodoubt,but,shouldheseeherinherpresentdistress,hewouldofferheranasylum,andprotecthertotheutmostofhispower。
InthatcaseshefearedtheunguardednatureofCharlottemightdiscovertotheColonelthepartshehadtakenintheunhappygirl’selopement,andshewellknewthecontrastbetweenherownandCharlotte’sconductwouldmaketheformerappearinnoveryrespectablelight。
Hadshereflectedproperly,shewouldhaveaffordedthepoorgirlprotection;andbyenjoininghersilence,ensureditbyactsofrepeatedkindness;butviceingeneralblindsitsvotaries,andtheydiscovertheirrealcharacterstotheworldwhentheyaremoststudioustopreserveappearances。
JustsoithappenedwithMrs。Crayton:herservantsmadenoscrupleofmentioningthecruelconductoftheirladytoapoordistressedlunaticwhoclaimedherprotection;everyonejoinedinreprobatingherinhumanity;nayevenCorydonthoughtshemightatleasthaveorderedhertobetakencareof,buthedarenotevenhintittoher,forhelivedbutinhersmiles,anddrewfromherlavishfondnesslargesumstosupportanextravagancetowhichthestateofhisownfinanceswasveryinadequate;
itcannotthereforebesupposedthathewishedMrs。Craytontobeveryliberalinherbountytotheafflictedsuppliant;
yetvicehadnotsoentirelysearedoverhisheart,butthesorrowsofCharlottecouldfindavulnerablepart。
Charlottehadnowbeenthreedayswithherhumanepreservers,butshewastotallyinsensibleofeverything:sheravedincessantlyforMontravilleandherfather:shewasnotconsciousofbeingamother,nortooktheleastnoticeofherchildexcepttoaskwhoseitwas,andwhyitwasnotcarriedtoitsparents。
\"Oh,\"saidsheoneday,startinguponhearingtheinfantcry,\"why,whywillyoukeepthatchildhere;Iamsureyouwouldnotifyouknewhowharditwasforamothertobepartedfromherinfant:
itisliketearingthecordsoflifeasunder。OhcouldyouseethehorridsightwhichInowbehold——theretherestandsmydearmother,herpoorbosombleedingateveryvein,hergentle,affectionatehearttorninathousandpieces,andallforthelossofaruined,ungratefulchild。Savemesaveme——fromherfrown。
Idarenot——indeedIdarenotspeaktoher。\"
Suchwerethedreadfulimagesthathauntedherdistractedmind,andnaturewassinkingfastunderthedreadfulmaladywhichmedicinehadnopowertoremove。Thesurgeonwhoattendedherwasahumaneman;heexertedhisutmostabilitiestosaveher,buthesawshewasinwantofmanynecessariesandcomforts,whichthepovertyofherhospitablehostrenderedhimunabletoprovide:
hethereforedeterminedtomakehersituationknowntosomeoftheofficers’ladies,andendeavourtomakeacollectionforherrelief。
Whenhereturnedhome,aftermakingthisresolution,hefoundamessagefromMrs。Beauchamp,whohadjustarrivedfromRhode-Island,requestinghewouldcallandseeoneofherchildren,whowasveryunwell。
\"Idonotknow,\"saidhe,ashewashasteningtoobeythesummons,\"IdonotknowawomantowhomIcouldapplywithmorehopeofsuccessthanMrs。Beauchamp。Iwillendeavourtointerestherinthispoorgirl’sbehalf,shewantsthesoothingbalmoffriendlyconsolation:
wemayperhapssaveher;wewilltryatleast。\"
\"Andwhereisshe,\"criedMrs。Beauchampwhenhehadprescribedsomethingforthechild,andtoldhislittlepathetictale,\"whereisshe,Sir?wewillgotoherimmediately。
HeavenforbidthatIshouldbedeaftothecallsofhumanity。
Comewewillgothisinstant。\"Thenseizingthedoctor’sarm,theysoughtthehabitationthatcontainedthedyingCharlotte。
CHAPTERXXXIII。
WHICHPEOPLEVOIDOFFEELING
NEEDNOTREAD。
WHENMrs。Beauchampenteredtheapartmentofthepoorsufferer,shestartedbackwithhorror。Onawretchedbed,withouthangingsandbutpoorlysuppliedwithcovering,laytheemaciatedfigureofwhatstillretainedthesemblanceofalovelywoman,thoughsicknesshadsoalteredherfeaturesthatMrs。Beauchamphadnottheleastrecollectionofherperson。Inonecomeroftheroomstoodawomanwashing,and,shiveringoverasmallfire,twohealthybuthalfnakedchildren;theinfantwasasleepbesideitsmother,and,onachairbythebedside,stoodaporrengerandwoodenspoon,containingalittlegruel,andatea-cupwithabouttwospoonfullsofwineinit。
Mrs。Beauchamphadneverbeforebeheldsuchasceneofpoverty;
sheshudderedinvoluntarily,andexclaiming——\"heavenpreserveus!\"
leanedonthebackofachairreadytosinktotheearth。
Thedoctorrepentedhavingsoprecipitatelybroughtherintothisaffectingscene;buttherewasnotimeforapologies:
Charlottecaughtthesoundofhervoice,andstartingalmostoutofbed,exclaimed——\"Angelofpeaceandmercy,artthoucometodeliverme?
Oh,Iknowyouare,forwheneveryouwasnearmeIfelteasedofhalfmysorrows;butyoudon’tknowme,norcanI,withalltherecollectionIammistressof,rememberyournamejustnow,butIknowthatbenevolentcountenance,andthesoftnessofthatvoicewhichhassooftencomfortedthewretchedCharlotte。\"
Mrs。Beauchamphad,duringthetimeCharlottewasspeaking,seatedherselfonthebedandtakenoneofherhands;shelookedatherattentively,andatthenameofCharlottesheperfectlyconceivedthewholeshockingaffair。Afaintsicknesscameoverher。
\"Graciousheaven,\"saidshe,\"isthispossible?\"andburstingintotears,shereclinedtheburningheadofCharlotteonherownbosom;
andfoldingherarmsabouther,weptoverherinsilence。
\"Oh,\"saidCharlotte,\"youareverygoodtoweepthusforme:
itisalongtimesinceIshedatearformyself:myheadandheartarebothonfire,butthesetearsofyour’sseemtocoolandrefreshit。
OhnowIrememberyousaidyouwouldsendalettertomypoorfather:
doyouthinkheeverreceivedit?orperhapsyouhavebroughtmeananswer:whydon’tyouspeak,Madam?DoeshesayImaygohome?
Wellheisverygood;Ishallsoonbeready。\"
Shethenmadeanefforttogetoutofbed;butbeingprevented,herfrenzyagainreturned,andsheravedwiththegreatestwildnessandincoherence。
Mrs。Beauchamp,findingitwasimpossibleforhertoberemoved,contentedherselfwithorderingtheapartmenttobemademorecomfortable,andprocuringapropernurseforbothmotherandchild;andhavinglearnttheparticularsofCharlotte’sfruitlessapplicationtoMrs。CraytonfromhonestJohn,sheamplyrewardedhimforhisbenevolence,andreturnedhomewithaheartoppressedwithmanypainfulsensations,butyetrenderedeasybythereflexionthatshehadperformedherdutytowardsadistressedfellow-creature。
EarlythenextmorningsheagainvisitedCharlotte,andfoundhertolerablycomposed;shecalledherbyname,thankedherforhergoodness,andwhenherchildwasbroughttoher,presseditinherarms,weptoverit,andcalledittheoffspringofdisobedience。
Mrs。Beauchampwasdelightedtoseehersomuchamended,andbegantohopeshemightrecover,and,spiteofherformererrors,becomeanusefulandrespectablememberofsociety;
butthearrivalofthedoctorputanendtothesedelusivehopes:
hesaidnaturewasmakingherlasteffort,andafewhourswouldmostprobablyconsigntheunhappygirltoherkindreddust。
Beingaskedhowshefoundherself,shereplied——\"Whybetter,muchbetter,doctor。IhopenowIhavebutlittlemoretosuffer。
Ihadlastnightafewhourssleep,andwhenIawokerecoveredthefullpowerofrecollection。Iamquitesensibleofmyweakness;
IfeelIhavebutlittlelongertocombatwiththeshaftsofaffliction。
Ihaveanhumbleconfidenceinthemercyofhimwhodiedtosavetheworld,andtrustthatmysufferingsinthisstateofmortality,joinedtomyunfeignedrepentance,throughhismercy,haveblottedmyoffencesfromthesightofmyoffendedmaker。
Ihavebutonecare——mypoorinfant!Fatherofmercy,\"continuedshe,raisinghereyes,\"ofthyinfinitegoodness,grantthatthesinsoftheparentbenotvisitedontheunof-fendingchild。
Maythosewhotaughtmetodespisethylawsbeforgiven;laynotmyoffencestotheircharge,Ibeseechthee;andoh!showerthechoicestofthyblessingsonthosewhosepityhassoothedtheafflictedheart,andmadeeasyeventhebedofpainandsickness。\"
Shewasexhaustedbythisferventaddresstothethroneofmercy,andthoughherlipsstillmovedhervoicebecameinarticulate:
shelayforsometimeasitwereinadoze,andthenrecovering,faintlypressedMrs。Beauchamp’shand,andrequestedthataclergymanmightbesentfor。
Onhisarrivalshejoinedferventlyinthepiousoffice,frequentlymentioningheringratitudetoherparentsaswhatlaymostheavyatherheart。Whenshehadperformedthelastsolemnduty,andwaspreparingtoliedown,alittlebustleontheoutsidedooroccasionedMrs。Beauchamptoopenit,andenquirethecause。
Amaninappearanceaboutforty,presentedhimself,andaskedforMrs。Beauchamp。
\"Thatismyname,Sir,\"saidshe。
\"Ohthen,mydearMadam,\"criedhe,\"tellmewhereImayfindmypoor,ruined,butrepentantchild。\"
Mrs。Beauchampwassurprisedandaffected;sheknewnotwhattosay;
sheforesawtheagonythisinterviewwouldoccasionMr。Temple,whohadjustarrivedinsearchofhisCharlotte,andyetwassensiblethatthepardonandblessingofherfatherwouldsofteneventheagoniesofdeathtothedaughter。
Shehesitated。\"Tellme,Madam,\"criedhewildly,\"tellme,Ibeseechthee,doesshelive?shallIseemydarlingonceagain?
Perhapssheisinthishouse。Lead,leadmetoher,thatImayblessher,andthenliedownanddie。\"
Theardentmannerinwhichheutteredthesewordsoccasionedhimtoraisehisvoice。ItcaughttheearofCharlotte:
sheknewthebelovedsound:andutteringaloudshriek,shesprangforwardasMr。Templeenteredtheroom。\"Myadoredfather。\"
\"Mylonglostchild。\"Naturecouldsupportnomore,andtheybothsunklifelessintothearmsoftheattendants。
Charlottewasagainputintobed,andafewmomentsrestoredMr。Temple:
buttodescribetheagonyofhissufferingsispastthepowerofanyone,who,thoughtheymayreadilyconceive,cannotdelineatethedreadfulscene。Everyeyegavetestimonyofwhateachheartfelt——
butallweresilent。
WhenCharlotterecovered,shefoundherselfsupportedinherfather’sarms。Shecastonhimamostexpressivelook,butwasunabletospeak。Arevivingcordialwasadministered。
Shethenaskedinalowvoice,forherchild:itwasbroughttoher:
sheputitinherfather’sarms。\"Protecther,\"saidshe,\"andblessyourdying——\"
Unabletofinishthesentence,shesunkbackonherpillow:
hercountenancewasserenelycomposed;sheregardedherfatherashepressedtheinfanttohisbreastwithasteadfastlook;
asuddenbeamofjoypassedacrossherlanguidfeatures,sheraisedhereyestoheaven——andthenclosedthemforever。
CHAPTERXXXIV。
RETRIBUTION。
INthemeantimeMontravillehavingreceivedorderstoreturntoNew-York,arrived,andhavingstillsomeremainsofcompassionatetendernessforthewomanwhomheregardedasbroughttoshamebyhimself,hewentoutinsearchofBelcour,toenquirewhethershewassafe,andwhetherthechildlived。Hefoundhimimmersedindissipation,andcouldgainnootherintelligencethanthatCharlottehadlefthim,andthatheknewnotwhatwasbecomeofher。
\"Icannotbelieveitpossible,\"saidMontraville,\"thatamindoncesopureasCharlotteTemple’s,shouldsosuddenlybecomethemansionofvice。Beware,Belcour,\"continuedhe,\"bewareifyouhavedaredtobehaveeitherunjustordishonourablytothatpoorgirl,yourlifeshallpaytheforfeit:——Iwillrevengehercause。\"
Heimmediatelywentintothecountry,tothehousewherehehadleftCharlotte。Itwasdesolate。Aftermuchenquiryheatlengthfoundtheservantgirlwhohadlivedwithher。
FromherhelearntthemiseryCharlottehadenduredfromthecomplicatedevilsofillness,poverty,andabrokenheart,andthatshehadsetoutonfootforNew-York,onacoldwinter’sevening;
butshecouldinformhimnofurther。
Torturedalmosttomadnessbythisshockingaccount,hereturnedtothecity,but,beforehereachedit,theeveningwasdrawingtoaclose。
Inenteringthetownhewasobligedtopassseverallittlehuts,theresidenceofpoorwomenwhosupportedthemselvesbywashingthecloathsoftheofficersandsoldiers。Itwasnearlydark:
heheardfromaneighbouringsteepleasolemntollthatseemedtosaysomepoormortalwasgoingtotheirlastmansion:thesoundstruckontheheartofMontraville,andheinvoluntarilystopped,when,fromoneofthehouses,hesawtheappearanceofafuneral。
Almostunknowingwhathedid,hefollowedatasmalldistance;
andastheyletthecoffinintothegrave,heenquiredofasoldierwhostoodby,andhadjustbrushedoffatearthatdidhonourtohisheart,whoitwasthatwasjustburied。\"Anpleaseyourhonour,\"saidtheman,\"’tisapoorgirlthatwasbroughtfromherfriendsbyacruelman,wholeftherwhenshewasbigwithchild,andmarriedanother。\"
Montravillestoodmotionless,andthemanproceeded——\"Imethermyselfnotafortnightsinceonenightallwetandcoldinthestreets;
shewenttoMadamCrayton’s,butshewouldnottakeherin,andsothepoorthingwentravingmad。\"Montravillecouldbearnomore;hestruckhishandsagainsthisforeheadwithviolence;
andexclaiming\"poormurderedCharlotte!\"ranwithprecipitationtowardstheplacewheretheywereheapingtheearthonherremains。
\"Hold,hold,onemoment,\"saidhe。\"ClosenotthegraveoftheinjuredCharlotteTempletillIhavetakenvengeanceonhermurderer。\"
\"Rashyoungman,\"saidMr。Temple,\"\"whoartthouthatthusdisturbestthelastmournfulritesofthedead,andrudelybreakestinuponthegriefofanafflictedfather。\"
\"IfthouartthefatherofCharlotteTemple,\"saidhe,gazingathimwithmingledhorrorandamazement——\"ifthouartherfather——IamMontraville。\"
Thenfallingonhisknees,hecontinued——\"Hereismybosom。
IbareittoreceivethestrokeImerit。Strike——strikenow,andsavemefromthemiseryofreflexion。\"
\"Alas!\"saidMr。Temple,\"ifthouwerttheseducerofmychild,thyownreflexionsbethypunishment。Iwrestnotthepowerfromthehandofomnipotence。Lookonthatlittleheapofearth,therehastthouburiedtheonlyjoyofafondfather。Lookatitoften;andmaythyheartfeelsuchtruesorrowasshallmeritthemercyofheaven。\"
Heturnedfromhim;andMontravillestartingupfromtheground,wherehehadthrownhimself,andatthatinstantrememberingtheperfidyofBelcour,flewlikelightningtohislodgings。
Belcourwasintoxicated;Montravilleimpetuous:theyfought,andtheswordofthelatterenteredtheheartofhisadversary。
Hefell,andexpiredalmostinstantly。Montravillehadreceivedaslightwound;andovercomewiththeagitationofhismindandlossofblood,wascarriedinastateofinsensibilitytohisdistractedwife。
Adangerousillnessandobstinatedeliriumensued,duringwhichheravedincessantlyforCharlotte:butastrongconstitution,andthetenderassiduitiesofJulia,intimeovercamethedisorder。
Herecovered;buttotheendofhislifewassubjecttoseverefitsofmelancholy,andwhileheremainedatNew-Yorkfrequentlyretiredtothechurch-yard,wherehewouldweepoverthegrave,andregrettheuntimelyfateofthelovelyCharlotteTemple。
CHAPTERXXXV。
CONCLUSION。
SHORTLYaftertheintermentofhisdaughter,Mr。Temple,withhisdearlittlechargeandhernurse,setforwardforEngland。
Itwouldbeimpossibletodojusticetothemeetingscenebetweenhim,hisLucy,andheragedfather。Everyheartofsensibilitycaneasilyconceivetheirfeelings。Afterthefirsttumultofgriefwassubsided,Mrs。Templegaveupthechiefofhertimetohergrand-child,andasshegrewupandimproved,begantoalmostfancysheagainpossessedherCharlotte。
Itwasabouttenyearsafterthesepainfulevents,thatMr。andMrs。Temple,havingburiedtheirfather,wereobligedtocometoLondononparticularbusiness,andbroughtthelittleLucywiththem。
Theyhadbeenwalkingoneevening,whenontheirreturntheyfoundapoorwretchsittingonthestepsofthedoor。
Sheattemptedtoriseastheyapproached,butfromextremeweaknesswasunable,andafterseveralfruitlesseffortsfellbackinafit。
Mr。Templewasnotoneofthosemenwhostandtoconsiderwhetherbyassistinganobjectindistresstheyshallnotinconveniencethemselves,butinstigatedbytheimpulseofanoblefeelingheart,immediatelyorderedhertobecarriedintothehouse,andproperrestorativesapplied。
Shesoonrecovered;andfixinghereyesonMrs。Temple,cried——\"Youknownot,Madam,whatyoudo;youknownotwhomyouarerelieving,oryouwouldcursemeinthebitternessofyourheart。Comenotnearme,Madam,Ishallcontaminateyou。
Iamtheviperthatstungyourpeace。IamthewomanwhoturnedthepoorCharlotteouttoperishinthestreet。Heavenhavemercy!
Iseehernow,\"continuedshelookingatLucy;\"such,suchwasthefairbudofinnocencethatmyvileartsblastedereitwashalfblown。\"
ItwasinvainthatMr。andMrs。Templeintreatedhertobecomposedandtotakesomerefreshment。Sheonlydrankhalfaglassofwine;
andthentoldthemthatshehadbeenseparatedfromherhusbandsevenyears,thechiefofwhichshehadpassedinriot,dissipation,andvice,till,overtakenbypovertyandsickness,shehadbeenreducedtopartwitheveryvaluable,andthoughtonlyofendingherlifeinaprison;whenabenevolentfriendpaidherdebtsandreleasedher;butthatherillnessencreasing,shehadnopossiblemeansofsupportingherself,andherfriendswerewearyofrelievingher。\"Ihavefasted,\"saidshe,\"twodays,andlastnightlaymyachingheadonthecoldpavement:
indeeditwasbutjustthatIshouldexperiencethosemiseriesmyselfwhichIhadunfeelinglyinflictedonothers。\"
GreatlyasMr。TemplehadreasontodetestMrs。Crayton,hecouldnotbeholdherinthisdistresswithoutsomeemotionsofpity。
Hegavehershelterthatnightbeneathhishospitableroof,andthenextdaygotheradmissionintoanhospital;wherehavinglingeredafewweeks,shedied,astrikingexamplethatvice,howeverprosperousinthebeginning,intheendleadsonlytomiseryandshame。