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  I

  OnOctober10,1856,aboutfourhundredpeoplewerecampedinTasajaraValley,California。Itcouldnothavebeenfortheprospect,sinceamorebarren,dreary,monotonous,anduninvitinglandscapeneverstretchedbeforehumaneye;itcouldnothavebeenforconvenienceorcontiguity,asthenearestsettlementwasthirtymilesaway;itcouldnothavebeenforhealthorsalubrity,asthebreathoftheague-hauntedtulesintheoutlyingStocktonmarshessweptthroughthevalley;itcouldnothavebeenforspaceorcomfort,for,encampedonanunlimitedplain,menandwomenwerehuddledtogetherascloselyasinanurbantenement-house,withoutthefreedomordecencyofruralisolation;itcouldnothavebeenforpleasantcompanionship,asdejection,mentalanxiety,tears,andlamentationwerethedominantexpression;itwasnotahurriedflightfrompresentorimpendingcalamity,forthecamphadbeendeliberatelyplanned,andforaweekpioneerwagonshadbeenslowlyarriving;itwasnotanirrevocableexodus,forsomehadalreadyreturnedtotheirhomesthatothersmighttaketheirplaces。Itwassimplyareligiousrevivalofoneortwodenominationalsects,knownasa\"camp-meeting。\"

  Alargecentraltentservedfortheassemblingoftheprincipalcongregation;smallertentsservedforprayer-meetingsandclass-

  rooms,knowntothefewunbelieversas\"side-shows\";whiletheactualdwellingsoftheworshiperswererudelyextemporizedshantiesofboardsandcanvas,sometimesmerecorralsorinclosuresopentothecloudlesssky,ormoreoftentheunhitchedcoveredwagonwhichhadbroughtthemthere。Thesingularresemblancetoacircus,alreadyprofanelysuggested,wascarriedoutbyastragglingfringeofboysandhalf-grownmenontheoutskirtsoftheencampment,acrimoniouswithdisappointedcuriosity,lazywithoutthecarelesseaseofvagrancy,andviciouswithouttheexcitementofdissipation。Forthecoarsepovertyandbrutaleconomyofthelargerarrangements,thedrearypanoramaofunlovelyandunwholesomedomesticdetailsalwaysbeforetheeyes,werehardlyexcitingtothesenses。Thecircusmighthavebeenmoredangerous,butscarcelymorebrutalizing。Theactorsthemselves,hardandaggressivethroughpracticalstruggles,oftenwarpedandtwistedwithchronicformsofsmallerdiseases,ormalformedandcrippledthroughcarelessnessandneglect,andrestlessanduneasythroughsomevaguementaldistressandinquietudethattheyhadaddedtotheirburdens,werescarcelyamusingperformers。TherheumaticParkinsons,fromGreenSprings;theophthalmicFilgees,fromAlderCreek;theague-strickenHarneys,fromMartinezBend;

  andthefeeble-limbedSteptons,fromSugarMill,might,intheircombinedfamilies,havesuggestedahospital,ratherthananyothersocialassemblage。Eventheircompanionship,whichhadlittleofcheerfulfellowshipinit,wouldhavebeengrotesquebutforthepatheticinstinctofsomemutualvagueappealfromthehardnessoftheirlivesandthehelplessnessoftheirconditionsthathadbroughtthemtogether。NorwasthisappealtoaHigherPoweranythelesspatheticthatitborenoreferencewhatevertotheirrespectiveneedsordeficiencies,butwasalwaysaninvocationforalightwhich,whentheybelievedtheyhadfoundit,tounregenerateeyesscarcelyseemedtoilluminetheruggedpathinwhichtheirfeetwerecontinuallystumbling。Onemighthavesmiledattheideaofthevendetta-followingFergusesprayingfor\"justificationbyFaith,\"buttheactualspectacleofoldSimonFergus,whoseshot-gunwasstillinhiswagon,offeringupthatappealwithstreamingeyesandagonizedfeatureswaspainfulbeyondadoubt。Toseekandobtainanexaltationoffeelingvaguelyknownas\"It,\"orlessvaguelyveilingasacredname,wastheburdenofthegeneralappeal。

  Thelargetenthadbeenfilled,andbetweentheexhortationsacertaingloomyenthusiasmhadbeenkeptupbysinging,whichhadtheeffectofcontinuinginaneasy,rhythmical,impersonal,andirresponsiblewaythesympathiesofthemeeting。Thiswasinterruptedbyayoungmanwhorosesuddenly,withthatspontaneityofimpulsewhichcharacterizedthespeakers,butunlikehispredecessors,heremainedforamomentmute,tremblingandirresolute。Thefatalhesitationseemedtochecktheunreasoning,monotonousflowofemotion,andtorecalltosomeextentthereasonandeventhecriticismoftheworshipers。Hestammeredaprayerwhoseearnestnesswasundoubted,whosehumilitywasbuttooapparent,buthiswordsfellonfacultiesalreadybenumbedbyrepetitionandrhythm。Aslightmovementofcuriosityintherearbenches,andawhisperthatitwasthemaideneffortofanewpreacher,helpedtoprolongtheinterruption。Aheavymanofstrongphysicalexpressionsprangtotherescuewithahystericalcryof\"Glory!\"andatumultuousfluencyofepithetandsacredadjuration。Stillthemeetingwavered。Withonefinalparoxysmalcry,thepowerfulmanthrewhisarmsaroundhisnearestneighborandburstintosilenttears。Ananxioushushfollowed;thespeakerstillcontinuedtosobonhisneighbor’sshoulder。Almostbeforethefactcouldbecommentedupon,itwasnoticedthattheentirerankofworshipersonthebenchbesidehimwerecryingalso;thesecondandthirdrowswerespeedilydissolvedintears,untileventheveryyouthfulscoffersinthelastbenchessuddenlyfoundtheirhalf-hystericallaughterturnedtosobs。Thedangerwasaverted,thereactionwascomplete;thesingingcommenced,andinafewmomentsthehaplesscauseoftheinterruptionandthemanwhohadretrievedthedisasterstoodtogetheroutsidethetent。Ahorsewaspicketednearthem。

  Thevictorwasstillpantingfromhislateexertions,andwasmoreorlessdiluvialineyeandnostril,butneithereyenornostrilboretheslightesttremorofotherexpression。Hisfacewasstolidandperfectlyinkeepingwithhisphysique,——heavy,animal,andunintelligent。

  \"YeoughtertrustedintheLord,\"hesaidtotheyoungpreacher。

  \"ButIdid,\"respondedtheyoungman,earnestly。

  \"That’sit。Justifyin’yourselfbyworksinsteado’leanin’ontoHim!FindHim,sezyou!GitHim,sezyou!Worksisvain。Glory!

  glory!\"hecontinued,withfluentvacuityandwandering,dull,observanteyes。

  \"ButifIhadalittlemorepracticeinclass,BrotherSilas,moreeducation?\"

  \"Theletterkilleth,\"interruptedBrotherSilas。Herehiswanderingeyestookdullcognizanceoftwofemalefacespeeringthroughtheopeningofthetent。\"No,yermishun,BrotherGideon,istoseekHimintheby-ways,inthewilderness,——wherethefoxeshevholesandtheravenshevtheiryoung,——butnotintheTemplesofthepeople。WotsezSisterParsons?\"

  Oneofthefemalefacesdetacheditselffromthetentflaps,whichitnearlyresembledincolor,andbroughtforwardanangularfigureclothedinfadedfustianthathadtakenthevariousshadesandodorsofhouseholdservice。

  \"BrotherSilasspeakswell,\"saidSisterParsons,withstridulousfluency。\"It’sfore-ordained。Fore-ordinashunisbetternorordinashun,saiththeLord。Heshallgoforth,turnin’neithertotherighthandnorthelefthand,andseekHimamongthelosttribesandtheungodly。HeshallputasidethetemptashunofMammonandtheflesh。\"HereyesandthoseofBrotherSilasherebothsoughttheotherfemaleface,whichwasthatofayounggirlofseventeen。

  \"WotsezlittleSisterMeely,——wotsezMeelyParsons?\"continuedBrotherSilas,asifrepeatinganunctuousformula。

  Theyounggirlcamehesitatinglyforward,andwithanervouscryof\"Oh,Gideon!\"threwherselfonthebreastoftheyoungman。

  Foramomenttheyremainedlockedineachother’sarms。Inthepromiscuousandfraternalembracingswhichwereapartofthedevotionalexercisesofthehour,theactpassedwithoutsignificance。Theyoungmangentlyraisedherface。Shewasyoungandcomely,albeitmarkedwithahalf-frightened,half-vacantsorrow。\"Amen,\"saidBrotherGideon,gravely。

  Hemountedhishorseandturnedtogo。BrotherSilashadclaspedhispowerfularmsaroundbothwomenandwasholdingtheminaponderousembrace。

  \"Goforth,youngman,intothewilderness。\"

  Theyoungmanbowedhishead,andurgedhishorseforwardinthebleakandbarrenplain。Inhalfanhoureveryvestigeofthecampanditsunwholesomesurroundingswaslostinthedistance。Itwasasifthestrongdesiccatingwind,whichseemedtospringupathishorse’sfeet,hadcleanlyerasedtheflimsystructuresfromthefaceoftheplain,sweptawaythelighterbreathofpraiseandplaint,anddrieduptheeasy-flowingtears。Theairwasharshbutpure;thegrimeconomyofformandshadeandcolorinthelevelplainwascoarsebutnotvulgar;theskyabovehimwascoldanddistantbutnotrepellent;themoisturethathadbeendeniedhiseyesattheprayer-meetingoverflowedthemhere;thewordsthathadchokedhisutteranceanhouragonowrosetohislips。Hethrewhimselffromhishorse,andkneelinginthewitheredgrass——amereatomintheboundlessplain——liftedhispalefaceagainsttheirresponsiveblueandprayed。

  Heprayedthattheunselfishdreamofhisbitterboyhood,hisdisappointedyouth,mightcometopass。Heprayedthathemightinhigherhandsbecomethehumbleinstrumentofgoodtohisfellow-

  man。Heprayedthatthedeficienciesofhisscanteducation,hisself-taughtlearning,hishelplessisolation,andhisinexperiencemightbeoverlookedorreinforcedbygrace。HeprayedthattheInfiniteCompassionmightenlightenhisignoranceandsolitudewithamanifestationoftheSpirit;inhisveryweaknessheprayedforsomespecialrevelation,somesignortoken,somevisitationorgraciousunbendingfromthatcoldlyliftingsky。Thelowsunburnedtheblackedgeofthedistanttuleswithdulleatingfiresasheprayed,litthedwarfedhillswithabriefbutineffectualradiance,andthendiedout。Thelingeringtradewindsfiredafewvolleysoveritsgraveandthenlapsedintoachillysilence。Theyoungmanstaggeredtohisfeet;itwasquitedarknow,butthecomingnighthadadvancedafewstarryvedettessoneartheplaintheylookedlikehumanwatch-fires。Foraninstanthecouldnotrememberwherehewas。Thenalighttrembledfardownattheentranceofthevalley。BrotherGideonrecognizedit。ItwasinthelonelyfarmhouseofthewidowofthelastCircuitpreacher。

  II

  TheabodeofthelateReverendMarvinHilerremainedinthedisorganizedconditionhehadleftitwhenremovedfromhissphereofearthlyuselessnessandcontinuousaccident。Thestragglingfencethatonlyhalfinclosedthehouseandbarnhadstoppedatthatpointwherethetwodeaconswhohadeachvolunteeredtodoaday’sworkonithadcompletedtheirallottedtime。ThebuildingofthebarnhadbeenarrestedwhenthehalfloadoftimbercontributedbySugarMillbrethrenwasexhausted,andthreewindowsgivenby\"ChristianSeekers\"atMartinezpainfullyaccentedtheboardedspacesfortheotherthreethat\"UnknownFriends\"inTasajarahadpromisedbutnotyetsupplied。Intheclearingsometreesthathadbeenfelledbutnottakenawayaddedtothegeneralincompleteness。

  SomethingofthisunfinishedcharacterclungtotheWidowHilerandasserteditselfinherthreechildren,oneofwhomwasconsistentlyposthumous。Prematurelyoldandprematurelydisappointed,shehadalltheinexperienceofgirlhoodwiththecaresofmaternity,andkeptinherfamilycirclethefreshnessofanoldmaid’smisogynisticantipathieswithacertainguiltyandremorsefulconsciousnessofwidowhood。Shesupportedthemeagrehouseholdtowhichherhusbandhadcontributedonlytheextramouthstofeedwithreproachfulastonishmentandwearyincapacity。Shehadlongsincegrowntiredoftryingtomakebothendsmeet,ofwhichshedeclared\"theLordhadtakenone。\"Duringhertwoyears’widowhoodshehadwaitedonProvidence,whobyapleasinglocalfictionhadbeenmaderesponsibleforthedisusedandcast-offfurnitureandclothingwhich,accompaniedwithscripturaltexts,foundtheirwaymysteriouslyintoherfewhabitablerooms。Theprovidentialmannawasnotalwaysfresh;theravenswhofedherandherlittleoneswithflourfromtheSugarMillsdidnotalwaysselectthebestquality。Smallwonderthat,sittingbyherlonelyhearthstone,——aborrowedstovethatsupplementedtheunfinishedfireplace,——

  surroundedbyhermismatchedfurnitureandcladinmisfittinggarments,shehadcontractedahabitofsnifflingduringherdrearywatches。Inherweakermomentssheattributedittogrief;inherstrongerintervalssheknewthatitsprangfromdampanddraught。

  Inherapathythesoundofhorses’hoofsatherunprotecteddoorevenatthathourneithersurprisednoralarmedher。SheliftedherheadasthedooropenedandthepalefaceofGideonDeanelookedintotheroom。Shemovedasidethecradleshewasrocking,and,takingasaucepanandtea-cupfromachairbesideher,absentlydusteditwithherapron,andpointingtothevacantseatsaid,\"Takeachair,\"asquietlyasifhehadsteppedfromthenextroominsteadoftheouterdarkness。

  \"I’llputupmyhorsefirst,\"saidGideongently。

  \"Sodo,\"respondedthewidowbriefly。

  Gideonledhishorseacrosstheinclosure,stumblingovertheheapsofrubbish,driedchips,andweather-beatenshavingswithwhichitwasstrewn,untilhereachedtheunfinishedbarn,wherehetemporarilybestowedhisbeast。Thentakingarustyaxe,bythefaintlightofthestars,heattackedoneofthefallentreeswithsuchenergythatattheendoftenminuteshereappearedatthedoorwithanarmfulofcutboughsandchips,whichhequietlydepositedbehindthestove。Observingthathewasstillstandingasiflookingforsomething,thewidowliftedhereyesandsaid,\"Efit’sthebucket,Ireckonye’llfinditatthespring,whereoneofthemfoolishFilgeeboysleftit。I’vebeenthattuckeredoutsenssundown,Iain’thadtheambitiontogoandtoteitback。\"

  WithoutawordGideonrepairedtothespring,filledthemissingbucket,replacedthehoopontheloosenedstavesofanotherhefoundlyinguselessbesideit,andagainreturnedtothehouse。

  Thewidowoncemorepointedtothechair,andGideonsatdown。

  \"It’squiteaspellsensyouwoshere,\"saidtheWidowHiler,returningherfoottothecradle-rocker;\"notsensyerwasordained。Be’npracticin’,Ireckon,atthemeetin’。\"

  Aslightcolorcameintohischeek。\"Myplaceisnotthere,SisterHiler,\"hesaidgently;\"it’sforthosewiththegifto’tongues。

  Igoforthonlyacommonlaborerinthevineyard。\"Hestoppedandhesitated;hemighthavesaidmore,butthewidow,whowasfamiliarwiththatkindofhumilityastheordinaryperfunctoryexpressionofherclass,suggestednosympatheticinterestinhismission。

  \"Thar’sadealo’talkoverthere,\"shesaiddryly,\"andthar’sfolksezthinksthar’sadealo’moneyspentinpicnickingtheGospelthatmightbegiventothemezwishtospreadit,ortotheirwidowsandchildren。Butthatdon’tconsarnyou,BrotherGideon。SisterParsonshezmoneyenoughtosettleherdarterMeelycomfortablyonherownland;andI’veheardtellthatyouandMeelywasonlywaitin’tillyouwasordainedtobejinedtogether。

  You’llhevaneasiertimeofit,BrotherGideon,thanpoorMarvinHilerhad,\"shecontinued,suppressinghertearswithacertainastringencythattooktheplaceofherlostpride;\"buttheLordwillsthatsomeshouldbetriedandsomenot。\"

  \"ButIamnotgoingtomarryMeelyParsons,\"saidGideonquietly。

  Thewidowtookherfootfromtherocker。\"NotmarryMeely!\"sherepeatedvaguely。Butrelapsingintoherdespondentmoodshecontinued:\"ThenIreckonit’struewhatotherfolkssezofBrotherSilasBraggleymakin’uptoherandhispowerfulexhortin’

  influenceoverherma。FolkssezezSisterParsonshezjustresignedhersoulinterhiskeepin’。\"

  \"BrotherSilashezaheavenlygift,\"saidtheyoungman,withgentleenthusiasm;\"andperhapsitmaybeso。Ifitis,itistheLord’swill。ButIdonotmarryMeelybecausemylifeandmywayshenceforthmustliefarbeyondhersphereofstrength。Ioughtn’ttodragayounginexperiencedsoulwithmetobattleandstruggleinthethornypathsthatImusttread。\"

  \"Ireckonyouknowyourownmind,\"saidSisterHilergrimly。\"Butthar’sfolksezmightallowthatMeelyParsonsain’tanybetterthanothers,thatsheshouldn’thavehershareo’trialsandkeersandcrosses。Richesandbringin’updon’texemptfolksfromtheshadder。ImarriedMarvinHilerouterahouseezgoodezSisterParsons’,andatatimewhenoldCyrusParsonshadn’tarooftohisheadbutthecoveroftheemigrantwagonhekemacrosstheplainsin。ImightsayezMarvinknowedprettywellwotitwastohaveahelpmeetinhisministration,ifitwasn’tvanityofsperittosayitnow。Butthefleshisweak,BrotherGideon。\"Herinfluenzahereresolveditselfintounmistakabletears,whichshewipedawaywiththefirstarticlethatwasaccessibleinthework-bagbeforeher。AsitchancedtobeablacksilkneckerchiefofthedeceasedHiler,theresultwasfunereal,suggestive,butpracticallyineffective。

  \"YouwereagoodwifetoBrotherHiler,\"saidtheyoungmangently。

  \"Everybodyknowsthat。\"

  \"It’ssuthin’tothinkofsincehe’sgone,\"continuedthewidow,bringingherworknearertohereyestoadjustittotheirtear-

  dimmedfocus。\"It’ssuthin’tolaytoheartinthelonelydaysandnightswhenthar’snomanroundtofetchwaterandwoodandlendahandtodoin’chores;it’ssuthin’toremember,withhisthreechildrentofeed,andlittleSelby,theeldest,thatvainanduselessthathecan’teventotethebabyroundwhileIdotheworkofahiredman。\"

  \"It’sahardtrial,SisterHiler,\"saidGideon,\"buttheLordhasHisappointedtime。\"

  FamiliarasconsolationbyvaguequotationwastoSisterHiler,therewasanoccultsympathyinthetoneinwhichthiswasofferedthatliftedherforaninstantoutofhernarrowerself。Sheraisedhereyestohis。Thepersonalabstractionofthedevoteehadnoplaceinthedeepdarkeyesthatwereliftedfromthecradletoherswithasad,discriminating,andalmostwomanlysympathy。

  Surprisedoutofherselfishpreoccupation,shewasremindedofherapparentcallousnesstowhatmightbehispresentdisappointment。

  Perhapsitseemedstrangetoher,too,thatthosetendereyesshouldgoa-begging。

  \"Yertakin’aChristianviewofyerowndisappointment,BrotherGideon,\"shesaid,withlessastringencyofmanner;\"buteveryheartknowethitsownsorrer。I’llbegettin’suppernowthatthebaby’ssleepin’sound,andye’llsitbyandeat。\"

  \"Ifyouletmehelpyou,SisterHiler,\"saidtheyoungmanwithacheerfulnessthatbeliedanyoverwhelmingheartaffection,andawakenedinthewidowafemininecuriosityastohisrealfeelingstoMeely。Butherfurtherquestioningwasmetwithafrank,amiable,andsimplebrevitythatwasaspuzzlingasthemostartfulperiphraseoftact。Accustomedasshewastotheloquacityofgriefandtheconfidingprolixityofdisappointedlovers,shecouldnotunderstandherguest’squiescentattitude。Hercuriosity,however,soongavewaytothehabitualcontemplationofherownsorrows,andshecouldnotforegotheopportunepresenceofasympathizingauditortowhomshecouldrelieveherfeelings。Thepreparationsfortheeveningmealwerethereforeaccompaniedbyadrearymonotoneoflamentation。Shebewailedherlostyouth,herbriefcourtship,thestrugglesofherearlymarriedlife,herprematurewidowhood,herpenuriousandhelplessexistence,thedisruptionofallherpresentties,thehopelessnessofthefuture。

  Sherehearsedtheunendingplaintofthoselongevenings,settothemusicoftherestlesswindaroundherbleakdwelling,withsomethingofitsstridulousreiteration。Theyoungmanlistened,andrepliedwithsoftlyassentingeyes,butwithoutpausinginthematerialaidthathewasquietlygivingher。Hehadremovedthecradleofthesleepingchildtothebedroom,quietedthesuddenwakefulnessof\"Pinkey,\"rearrangedthestragglingfurnitureofthesitting-roomwithmuchorderandtidiness,repairedthehingesofarebelliousshutterandthelockofanunyieldingdoor,andyethadapparentlyretainedanunabatedinterestinherspokenwoes。

  Surprisedoncemoreintorecognizingthisdevotion,SisterHilerabruptlyarrestedhermonologue。

  \"Well,ifyouain’tthehandiestmanIeverseedaboutahouse!\"

  \"AmI?\"saidGideon,withsuddenlysparklingeyes。\"Doyoureallythinkso?\"

  \"Ido。\"

  \"Thenyoudon’tknowhowgladIam。\"Hisfrankfacesounmistakablyshowedhissimplegratificationthatthewidow,aftergazingathimforamoment,wassuddenlyseizedwithabewilderingfancy。Thefirsteffectofitwastheabruptwithdrawalofhereyes,thenasuddeneffusionofbloodtoherforeheadthatfinallyextendedtohercheekbones,andthenanintervalofforgetfulnesswheresheremainedwithaplateheldvaguelyinherhand。Whenshesucceededatlastinputtingitonthetableinsteadoftheyoungman’slap,shesaidinavoicequiteunlikeherown,——

  \"Sho!\"

  \"Imeanit,\"saidGideon,cheerfully。Afterapause,inwhichheunostentatiouslyrearrangedthetablewhichthewidowwasabstractedlydisorganizing,hesaidgently,\"Aftertea,whenyou’renotsomuchflusteredwithworkandworry,andmorecomposedinspirit,we’llhavealittletalk,SisterHiler。I’minnohurryto-night,andifyoudon’tmindI’llmakemyselfcomfortableinthebarnwithmyblanketuntilsun-upto-morrow。IcangetupearlyenoughtodosomeoddchoresroundthelotbeforeIgo。\"

  \"Youknowbest,BrotherGideon,\"saidthewidow,faintly,\"andifyouthinkit’stheLord’swill,andnospeshaltroubletoyou,sodo。Butsakesalive!it’stimeItidiedmyselfalittle,\"shecontinued,liftingonehandtoherhair,whilewiththeothersheendeavoredtofastenabuttonlesscollar;\"leavin’alonethevanitieso’dress,it’sezmuchasonecandotokeepacleanragonwiththechildrenclimbin’overye。Sitby,andI’llbebackinaminit。\"Sheretiredtothebackroom,andinafewmomentsreturnedwithsmoothedhairandapalm-leafbrocheshawlthrownoverhershoulders,whichnotonlyconcealedtheravagesmadebytimeandmaternityonthegownbeneath,buttosomeextentgaveherthesuggestionofbeingacasualvisitorinherownhousehold。ItmustbeconfessedthatfortherestoftheeveningSisterHilerratherlentherselftothisidea,possiblyfromthefactthatittemporarilyobliteratedthechildren,andquiteremovedherfromanyresponsibilityintheunpicturesquehousehold。ThiseffectwasonlymarredbytheabsenceofanyimpressionuponGideon,whoscarcelyappearedtonoticethechange,andwhosesofteyesseemedrathertoidentifythemiserablewomanunderherforceddisguise。

  Heprefacedthemealwithaferventgrace,towhichthewidowlistenedwithsomethingoftheconsciousattitudeshehadadoptedatchurchduringherlatehusband’sministration,andduringthemealsheatewithalikeconsciousnessof\"companymanners。\"

  LaterthateveningSelbyHilerwokeupinhislittletrucklebed,listeningtotherisingmidnightwind,whichinhischildishfancyheconfoundedwiththesoundofvoicesthatcamethroughtheopendooroftheliving-room。Herecognizedthedeepvoiceoftheyoungminister,Gideon,andtheoccasionaltearfulresponsesofhismother,andhewasfancyinghimselfagainatchurchwhenheheardastep,andtheyoungpreacherseemedtoentertheroom,andgoingtothebedleanedoveritandkissedhimontheforehead,andthenbentoverhislittlebrotherandsisterandkissedthemtoo。Thenheslowlyre-enteredtheliving-room。Liftinghimselfsoftlyonhiselbow,Selbysawhimgouptowardshismother,whowascrying,withherheadonthetable,andkissheralsoontheforehead。

  Thenhesaid\"Good-night,\"andthefrontdoorclosed,andSelbyheardhisfootstepscrossingthelottowardsthebarn。Hismotherwasstillsittingwithherfaceburiedinherhandswhenhefellasleep。

  Shesatbythedyingembersofthefireuntilthehousewasstillagain;thensheroseandwipedhereyes。\"Et’sagoodthing,\"shesaid,goingtothebedroomdoor,andlookinginuponhersleepingchildren;\"et’samercyandablessingforthemand——for——me。But——

  but——hemight——hev——said——he——lovedme!\"

  III

  AlthoughGideonDeanecontrivedtofindanestforhisblanketinthemouldystrawoftheunfinishedbarnloft,hecouldnotsleep。

  Herestlesslywatchedthestarsthroughthecracksoftheboardedroof,andlistenedtothewindthatmadethehalf-openstructureasvocalasasea-shell,untilpastmidnight。Onceortwicehehadfanciedheheardthetrampofhorse-hoofsonthefar-offtrail,andnowitseemedtoapproachnearer,mingledwiththesoundofvoices。

  Gideonraisedhisheadandlookedthroughthedoorwayoftheloft。

  Hewasnotmistaken:twomenhadhaltedintheroadbeforethehouse,andwereexaminingitasifuncertainifitwerethedwellingtheywereseeking,andwerehesitatingiftheyshouldrousetheinmates。Thinkinghemightsparethewidowthisdisturbancetoherslumbers,andpossiblysomealarm,herosequickly,anddescendingtotheinclosurewalkedtowardsthehouse。

  Asheapproachedthemenadvancedtomeethim,andbyaccidentordesignrangedthemselvesoneitherside。Aglanceshowedhimtheywerestrangerstothelocality。

  \"We’relookin’ferthepreacherthatliveshere,\"saidone,whoseemedtobetheelder。\"Amanbythenameo’Hiler,Ireckon!\"

  \"BrotherHilerhasbeendeadtwoyears,\"respondedGideon。\"Hiswidowandchildrenlivehere。\"

  Thetwomenlookedateachother。Theyoungeronelaughed;theeldermumbledsomethingaboutitsbeing\"threeyearsago,\"andthenturningsuddenlyonGideon,said:

  \"P’r’apsYOU’REapreacher?\"

  \"Iam。\"

  \"Canyoucometoadyingman?\"

  \"Iwill。\"

  Thetwomenagainlookedateachother。\"But,\"continuedGideon,softly,\"you’llpleasekeepquietsoasnottodisturbthewidowandherchildren,whileIgetmyhorse。\"Heturnedaway;theyoungermanmadeamovementasiftostophim,buttheelderquicklyrestrainedhishand。\"Heisn’tgoin’torunaway,\"hewhispered。\"Look,\"headded,asGideonamomentlaterreappearedmountedandequipped。

  \"Doyouthinkwe’llbeintime?\"askedtheyoungpreacherastheyrodequicklyawayinthedirectionofthetules。

  Theyoungerrepressedalaugh;theotheransweredgrimly,\"I

  reckon。\"

  \"Andisheconsciousofhisdanger?\"

  \"Ireckon。\"

  Gideondidnotspeakagain。Butastheonusofthatsilenceseemedtorestupontheothertwo,thelastspeaker,afterafewmoments’

  silentandrapidriding,continuedabruptly,\"Youdon’tseemcurious?\"

  \"Ofwhat?\"saidGideon,liftinghissofteyestothespeaker。\"Youtellmeofabrotheratthepointofdeath,whoseekstheLordthroughanhumblevessellikemyself。HEwilltellmetherest。\"

  Asilencestillmoreconstrainedonthepartofthetwostrangersfollowed,whichtheyendeavoredtoescapefrombyfuriousriding;

  sothatinhalfanhourthepartyhadreachedapointwherethetulesbegantosapthearidplain,whilebeyondthembroadenedthelagoonsofthedistantriver。Intheforeground,nearaclumpofdwarfedwillows,acamp-firewasburning,aroundwhichfifteenortwentyarmedmenwerecollected,theirhorsespicketedinanoutercircleguardedbytwomountedsentries。Ablastedcotton-woodwithasingleblackarmextendedoverthetulesstoodominouslyagainstthedarksky。

  Thecircleopenedtoreceivethemandclosedagain。TheeldermandismountedandleadingGideontotheblastedcotton-wood,pointedtoapinionedmanseatedatitsfootwithanarmedguardoverhim。

  HelookedupatGideonwithanamusedsmile。

  \"Yousaiditwasadyingman,\"saidGideon,recoiling。

  \"Hewillbeadeadmaninhalfanhour,\"returnedthestranger。

  \"Andyou?\"

  \"WearetheVigilantesfromAlamo。Thisman,\"pointingtotheprisoner,\"isagamblerwhokilledamanyesterday。Wehuntedhimhere,triedhimanhourago,andfoundhimguilty。Thelastmanwehunghere,threeyearsago,askedforaparson。Webroughthimthemanwhousedtolivewherewefoundyou。Sowethoughtwe’dgivethismanthesameshow,andbroughtyou。\"

  \"AndifIrefuse?\"saidGideon。

  Theleadershruggedhisshoulders。

  \"That’sHISlookout,notours。We’vegivenhimthechance。Driveahead,boys,\"headded,turningtotheothers;\"theparsonallowshewon’ttakeahand。\"

  \"Onemoment,\"saidGideon,indesperation,\"onemoment,forthesakeofthatGodyouhavebroughtmeheretoinvokeinbehalfofthiswretchedman。Onemoment,forthesakeofHiminwhosepresenceyoumuststandonedayashedoesnow。\"WithpassionateearnestnesshepointedoutthevindictiveimpulsetheyweremistakingforDivinejustice;withpatheticfervencyhefelluponhiskneesandimploredtheirmercyfortheculprit。Butinvain。

  Asatthecamp-meetingofthedaybefore,hewaschilledtofindhiswordsseemedtofallonunheedingandunsympatheticears。Helookedaroundontheirabstractedfaces;intheirgloomysavageenthusiasmforexpiatorysacrifice,hewashorrifiedtofindthesameunreasoningexaltationthathadcheckedhisexhortationsthen。

  Onlyonefacelookeduponhis,halfmischievously,halfcompassionately。Itwastheprisoner’s。

  \"Yerwastin’timeonus,\"saidtheleader,dryly;\"wastin’HIS

  time。Hadn’tyoubettertalktohim?\"

  Gideonrosetohisfeet,paleandcold。\"Hemayhavesomethingtoconfess。MayIspeakwithhimalone?\"hesaidgently。

  Theleadermotionedtothesentrytofallback。Gideonplacedhimselfbeforetheprisonersothatinthefaintlightofthecamp-

  firetheman’sfigurewaspartlyhiddenbyhisown。\"Youmeantwellwithyourlittlebluff,pardner,\"saidtheprisoner,notunkindly,\"butthey’vegotthecardstowin。\"

  \"Kneeldownwithyourbacktome,\"saidGideon,inalowvoice。

  Theprisonerfellonhisknees。AtthesametimehefeltGideon’shandandtheglidingofsteelbehindhisback,andtheseveredcordshunglooselyonhisarmsandlegs。

  \"WhenIliftmyvoicetoGod,brother,\"saidGideon,softly,\"droponyourfaceandcrawlasfarasyoucaninastraightlineinmyshadow,thenbreakforthetules。Iwillstandbetweenyouandtheirfirstfire。\"

  \"Areyoumad?\"saidtheprisoner。\"Doyouthinktheywon’tfirelesttheyshouldhurtyou?Man!they’llkillYOU,thefirstthing。\"

  \"Sobeit——ifyourchanceisbetter。\"

  Stillonhisknees,themangraspedGideon’stwohandsinhisownanddevouredhimwithhiseyes。

  \"Youmeanit?\"

  \"Ido。\"

  \"Then,\"saidtheprisoner,quietly,\"IreckonI’llstopandhearwhatyou’vegottosayaboutGoduntilthey’reready。\"

  \"Yourefusetofly?\"

  \"IreckonIwasneverbetterfittedtodiethannow,\"saidtheprisoner,stillgraspinghishand。Afterapauseheaddedinalowertone,\"Ican’tpray——but——Ithink,\"hehesitated,\"IthinkI

  couldmanagetoringinahymn。\"

  \"Willyoutry,brother?\"

  \"Yes。\"

  Withtheirhandstightlyclaspedtogether,Gideonliftedhisgentlevoice。Theairwasacommonone,familiarinthelocalreligiousgatherings,andafterthefirstverseoneortwoofthesullenlookers-onjoinedunkindlyintherefrain。But,ashewenton,theairandwordsseemedtoofferavagueexpressiontothedullloweringanimalemotionofthesavageconcourse,andattheendofthesecondversetherefrain,augmentedinvolumeandswelledbyeveryvoiceinthecamp,sweptoutoverthehollowplain。

  Itwasmetinthedistancebyafar-offcry。Withanoathtakingtheplaceofhissupplication,theleadersprangtohisfeet。Buttoolate!Thecrywasrepeatedasanearersloganofdefiance——theplainshook——therewasthetempestuousonsetoffurioushoofs——adozenshots——thescatteringoftheembersofthecamp-fireintoathousandvanishingsparksevenastheluridgatheringofsavagehumanitywasdispersedanddissipatedovertheplain,andGideonandtheprisonerstoodalone。ButasthesheriffofContraCostawithhisrescuingpossesweptby,themantheyhadcometosavefellforwardinGideon’sarmswithabulletinhisbreast——theParthianshotoftheflyingVigilanteleader。

  TheeagercrowdthatsurgedaroundhimwithoutstretchedhelpinghandswouldhavehustledGideonaside。Butthewoundedmanrousedhimself,andthrowinganarmaroundtheyoungpreacher’sneck,warnedthembackwiththeother。\"Standback!\"hegasped。\"Heriskedhislifeformine!Lookathim,boys!Wantedterstandup’twixtthemhoundsandmeanddrawtheirfireonhimself!Ain’thejusthell?\"hestopped;anapologeticsmilecrossedhislips。\"I

  cleanforgot,pardner;butit’sallright。IsaidIwasreadytogo;andIam。\"HisarmslippedfromGideon’sneck;heslidtotheground;hehadfainted。

  Adark,military-lookingmanpushedhiswaythroughthecrowd——thesurgeon,oneoftheposse,accompaniedbyayoungermanfastidiouslydressed。Theformerbentovertheunconsciousprisoner,andtoreopenhisshirt;thelatterfollowedhismovementswithaflushofanxiousinquiryinhishandsome,carelessface。Afteramoment’spausethesurgeon,withoutlookingup,answeredtheyoungman’smutequestioning。\"Bettersendthesheriffhereatonce,Jack。\"

  \"Heishere,\"respondedtheofficial,joiningthegroup。

  Thesurgeonlookedupathim。\"Iamafraidthey’veputthecaseoutofyourjurisdiction,Sheriff,\"hesaidgrimly。\"It’sonlyamatterofadayortwoatbest——perhapsonlyafewhours。Buthewon’tlivetobetakenbacktojail。\"

  \"WillhelivetogoasfarasMartinez?\"askedtheyoungmanaddressedasJack。

  \"Withcare,perhaps。\"

  \"Willyouberesponsibleforhim,JackHamlin?\"saidthesheriff,suddenly。

  \"Iwill。\"

  \"Thentakehim。Stay,he’scomingto。\"

  Thewoundedmanslowlyopenedhiseyes。TheyfelluponJackHamlinwithapleasedlookofrecognition,butalmostinstantlyandanxiouslyglancedaroundasifseekinganother。Leaningoverhim,Jacksaidgayly,\"They’vepassedyouovertome,oldman;areyouwilling?\"

  Thewoundedman’seyesassented,butstillmovedrestlesslyfromsidetoside。

  \"Isthereanyoneyouwanttogowithyou?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidtheeyes。

  \"Thedoctor,ofcourse?\"

  Theeyesdidnotanswer。Gideondroppedonhiskneesbesidehim。

  Arayoflightflashedinthehelplessman’seyesandtransfiguredhiswholeface。

  \"YouwantHIM?\"saidJackincredulously。

  \"Yes,\"saidtheeyes。

  \"What——thepreacher?\"

  Thelipsstruggledtospeak。Everybodybentdowntohearhisreply。

  \"Youbet,\"hesaidfaintly。

  IV

  Itwasearlymorningwhenthewagoncontainingthewoundedman,Gideon,JackHamlin,andthesurgeoncreptslowlythroughthestreetsofMartinezandstoppedbeforethedoorofthe\"PalmettoShades。\"TheupperfloorofthissaloonandhostelrywasoccupiedbyMr。Hamlinashisprivatelodgings,andwasfittedupwiththeusualluxuryandmorethantheusualfastidiousnessofhisextravagantclass。Asthedustyandtravel-wornpartytrodthesoftcarpetsandbrushedasidetheirsilkenhangingsintheirslowprogresswiththeirhelplessburdentothelace-canopiedandsnowycouchoftheyounggambler,itseemedalmostaprofanationofsomefeminineseclusion。Gideon,towhomsuchluxurywasunknown,wasprofoundlytroubled。Thevoluptuouseaseandsensuousness,therefinementsofalifeofirresponsibleindulgence,affectedhimwithaphysicalterrortowhichinhislatemomentofrealperilhehadbeenastranger;thegildingandmirrorsblindedhiseyes;eventhefaintperfumeseemedtohimanunhallowedincense,andturnedhimsickandgiddy。Accustomedashehadbeentodiseaseandmiseryinitshumblestplacesandmeanestsurroundings,thewoundeddesperadolyinginlacesandfinelinenseemedtohimmonstrousandunnatural。Itrequiredallhisself-abnegation,allhissenseofduty,allhisdeeppity,andalltheinstinctivetactwhichwasbornofhisgentlethoughtfulnessforothers,torepressashrinking。ButwhenthemiserablecauseofallagainopenedhiseyesandsoughtGideon’shand,heforgotitall。Happily,Hamlin,whohadbeenwatchinghimwithwonderingbutcriticaleyes,mistookhisconcern。\"Don’tyouworryaboutthatgin-millandhash-

  gymnasiumdownstairs,\"hesaid。\"I’vegiventheproprietorathousanddollarstoshutupshopaslongasthisthinglasts。\"

  Thatthiswasdonefromsomedelicatesenseofrespecttothepreacher’sdomiciliarypresence,andnotentirelytosecurecompletequietandseclusionfortheinvalid,wasevidentfromthefactthatMr。Hamlin’sdrawinganddiningrooms,andeventhehall,werefilledwitheagerfriendsandinquirers。ItwasdiscomposingtoGideontofindhimselfalmostanequalsubjectofinterestandcuriositytothevisitors。Thestoryofhissimpledevotionhadlostnothingbyreport;hatsweredoffedinhispresencethatmighthavegrowntotheirwearers’heads;theboldesteyesdroppedashepassedby;hehadonlytoputhispalefaceoutofthebedroomdoorandtheloudestdiscussion,heatedbydrinkoraffection,felltoawhisper。Thesurgeon,whohadrecognizedtheonedominantwishofthehopelesslysinkingman,gravelyretired,leavingGideonafewsimpleinstructionsanddirectionsfortheiruse。\"He’lllastaslongashehasneedofyou,\"hesaidrespectfully。\"Myartisonlysecondhere。Godhelpyouboth!Whenhewakes,makethemostofyourtime。\"

  Inafewmomentshedidwaken,andasbeforeturnedhisfadinglookalmostinstinctivelyonthefaithful,gentleeyesthatwerewatchinghim。HowGideonmadethemostofhistimedidnottranspire,butattheendofanhour,whenthedyingmanhadagainlapsedintounconsciousness,hesoftlyopenedthedoorofthesitting-room。

  Hamlinstartedhastilytohisfeet。Hehadclearedtheroomofhisvisitors,andwasalone。HeturnedamomenttowardsthewindowbeforehefacedGideonwithinquiringbutcuriously-shiningeyes。

  \"Well?\"hesaid,hesitatingly。

  \"DoyouknowKateSomers?\"askedGideon。

  Hamlinopenedhisbrowneyes。\"Yes。\"

  \"Canyousendforher?\"

  \"What,HERE?\"

  \"Yes,here。\"

  \"Whatfor?\"

  \"Tomarryhim,\"saidGideon,gently。\"There’snotimetolose。\"

  \"ToMARRYhim?\"

  \"Hewishesit。\"

  \"Butsay——oh,come,now,\"saidHamlinconfidentially,leaningbackwithhishandsonthetopofachair。\"Ain’tthisplayingitalittle——justaLITTLE——toolowdown?Ofcourseyoumeanwell,andallthat;butcome,now,say——couldn’tyoujustletuponhimthere?Why,she\"——Hamlinsoftlyclosedthedoor——\"she’sgotnocharacter。\"

  \"Themorereasonheshouldgiveherone。\"

  AcynicalknowledgeofmatrimonyimpartedtohimbythewivesofothersevidentlycoloredMr。Hamlin’sviews。\"Well,perhapsit’sallthesameifhe’sgoingtodie。Butisn’titratherroughonHER?Idon’tknow,\"headded,reflectively;\"shewassnivelingroundherealittlewhileago,untilIsentheraway。\"

  \"Yousentheraway!\"echoedGideon。

  \"Idid。\"

  \"Why?\"

  \"BecauseYOUwerehere。\"

  NeverthelessMr。Hamlindeparted,andinhalfanhourreappearedwithtwobrilliantlydressedwomen。One,hysterical,tearful,frightened,andpallid,wasthedestinedbride;theother,highlycolored,excited,andpleasedlyobservant,washerfriend。Twomenhastilysummonedfromtheanteroomaswitnessescompletedthegroupthatmovedintothebedroomandgatheredroundthebed。

  Theceremonywassimpleandbrief。Itwaswell,forofallwhotookpartinitnonewasmoreshakenbyemotionthantheofficiatingpriest。Thebrilliantdressesofthewomen,thecontrastoftheirpaintedfaceswiththewaxenpallorofthedyingman;theterribleincongruityoftheirvoices,inflections,expressions,andfamiliarity;themingledperfumeofcosmeticsandthefaintodorofwine;theeyesoftheyoungerwomanfollowinghismovementswithstrangeabsorption,soaffectedhimthathewasgladwhenhecouldfallonhiskneesatlastandburyhisfaceinthepillowofthesufferer。Thehandthathadbeenplacedinthebride’scoldfingersslippedfromthemandmechanicallysoughtGideon’sagain。Thesignificanceoftheunconsciousactbroughtthefirstspontaneoustearsintothewoman’seyes。Itwashislastact,forwhenGideon’svoicewasagainliftedinprayer,thespiritforwhomitwasofferedhadrisenwithit,asitwere,stilllovinglyhandinhand,fromtheearthforever。

  Thefuneralwasarrangedfortwodayslater,andGideonfoundthathisserviceshadbeensoseriouslyyetsohumblycounteduponbythefriendsofthedeadmanthathecouldscarcefinditinhishearttotellthemthatitwasthefunctionofthelocalpreacher——

  anolderandmoreexperiencedmanthanhimself。\"Ifitis,\"saidJackHamlin,coolly,\"I’mafraidhewon’tgetayallerdogtocometohischurch;butifyousayyou’llpreachatthegrave,thereain’taman,woman,orchildthatwillbekeptaway。Don’tyougobackonyourluck,now;it’ssomethingawfulandnigger-like。

  You’vegotthiscrowdwherethehairisshort;excuseme,butit’sso。Talkofrevivals!Youcouldgivethatone-horseshowinTasajaraahundredpoints,andskunkthemeasily。\"Indeed,hadGideonbeenaccessibletovanity,thespontaneoushomagehemetwitheverywherewouldhavetouchedhimmoresympatheticallyandkindlythanitdid;butintheutterunconsciousnessofhisownpowerandthequalitytheyworshipedinhim,hefeltalarmedandimpatientofwhathebelievedtobetheirweaksympathywithhisownhumanweakness。Inthedepthofhisunselfishheart,lit,itmustbeconfessed,onlybythescant,inefficientlampofhisyouthfulexperience,hereallybelievedhehadfailedinhisapostolicmissionbecausehehadbeenunabletotouchtheheartsoftheVigilantesbyoralappealandargument。Feelingthusthereverenceoftheseirreligiouspeoplethatsurroundedhim,thefacileyieldingoftheirhabitsandprejudicestohishalf-utteredwish,appearedtohimonlyatemptationoftheflesh。Noonehadsoughthimafterthemannerofthecamp-meeting;hehadconvertedthewoundedmanthroughacommonweaknessoftheirhumanity。Morethanthat,hewasconsciousofagrowingfascinationforthetruthfulnessandsincerityofthatclass;particularlyofMr。JackHamlin,whoseconversionhefelthecouldneverattempt,yetwhosestrangefriendshipalternatelythrilledandfrightenedhim。

  Itwastheeveningbeforethefuneral。Thecoffin,halfsmotheredinwreathsandflowers,stoodupontrestlesintheanteroom;alargesilverplatebearinganinscriptiononwhichforthesecondtimeGideonreadthenameofthemanhehadconverted。Itwasanameassociatedonthefrontiersooftenwithrecklesshardihood,dissipation,andblood,thatevennowGideontrembledathispresumption,andwaschilledbyamomentarydoubtoftheefficiencyofhislabor。Drawingunconsciouslynearertothemutesubjectofhisthoughts,hethrewhisarmsacrossthecoffinandburiedhisfacebetweenthem。

  Astreamofsoftmusic,theechoofsomeforgottensong,seemedtoGideontosuddenlyfillandpossessthedarkenedroom,andthentoslowlydieaway,liketheopeningandshuttingofadooruponafloodofgoldenradiance。Helistenedwithhushedbreathandabeatingheart。Hehadneverheardanythinglikeitbefore。Againthestrainarose,thechordsswelledroundhim,untilfromtheirmidstatenorvoicebrokehighandsteadfast,likeastarintroubledskies。Gideonscarcelybreathed。Itwasahymn——butsuchahymn。Hehadneverconceivedtherecouldbesuchbeautifulwords,joinedtosuchexquisitemelody,andsungwithagracesotenderandtrue。Whatwereallotherhymnstothisineffableyearningforlight,forlove,andforinfiniterest?Thrilledandexalted,Gideonfelthisdoubtspiercedandscatteredbythatilluminatingcry。Suddenlyherose,andwithatroubledthoughtpushedopenthedoortothesitting-room。ItwasMr。JackHamlinsittingbeforeaparlororgan。Themusicceased。

  \"ItwasYOU,\"stammeredGideon。

  Jacknodded,struckafewchordsbywayoffinish,andthenwheeledroundonthemusic-stooltowardsGideon。Hisfacewasslightlyflushed。\"Yes。IusedtobetheorganistandtenorinourchurchintheStates。Iusedtosnatchthesinnersbald-headedwiththat。

  DoyouknowIreckonI’llsingthatto-morrow,ifyoulike,andmaybeafterwardswe’ll——but\"——hestopped——\"we’lltalkofthatafterthefuneral。It’sbusiness。\"SeeingGideonstillglancingwithatroubledairfromtheorgantohimself,hesaid:\"Wouldyouliketotrythathymnwithme?Comeon!\"

  Heagainstruckthechords。Asthewholeroomseemedtothrobwiththemusic,Gideonfelthimselfagaincarriedaway。GlancingoverJack’sshoulders,hecouldreadthewordsbutnotthenotes;yet,havingaquickearforrhythm,hepresentlyjoinedinwithadeepbutuncultivatedbaritone。Togethertheyforgoteverythingelse,andattheendofanhourwereonlyrecalledbythepresenceofasilentlyadmiringconcourseofvotive-offeringfriendswhohadgatheredroundthem。

  Thefuneraltookplacethenextdayatthegraveduginthepubliccemetery——agreenareafencedinbythepalisadingtules。ThewordsofGideonwerebriefbuthumble;thestrongestpartisanofthedeadmancouldfindnofaultinaconfessionofhumanfrailtyinwhichthespeakerhumblyconfessedhisshare;andwhenthehymnwasstartedbyHamlinandtakenupbyGideon,thevastmultitude,drawnbyinterestandcuriosity,joinedasinasolemnAmen。

  Later,whenthosetwostrangely-assortedfriendshadreturnedtoMr。Hamlin’sroomsprevioustoGideon’sdeparture,theformer,inamannermoreseriousthanhishabitualcynicalgood-humor,began:\"I

  saidIhadtotalkbusinesswithyou。Theboysaboutherewanttobuildachurchforyou,andarereadytoplankthemoneydownifyou’llsayit’sago。Youunderstandtheyaren’taskingyoutoruninoppositiontothatGospelsharp——excuseme——that’sherenow,nordotheywantyoutorunasideshowinconnectionwithit。Theywantyoutobeindependent。Theydon’tpinyoudowntoanykindofreligion,youknow;whateveryoucaretogivethem——Methodist,RomanCatholic,Presbyterian——-ismightygoodenoughforthem,ifyou’llexpoundit。Youmightgivealittleofeach,oroneononedayandoneanother——they’llneverknowthedifferenceifyouonlymixthedrinksyourself。They’llgiveyouahouseandguaranteeyoufifteenhundreddollarsthefirstyear。\"

  Hestoppedandwalkedtowardsthewindow。Thesunlightthatfelluponhishandsomefaceseemedtocallbackthecarelesssmiletohislipsandtherecklessfiretohisbrowneyes。\"Idon’tsupposethere’samanamongthemthatwouldn’ttellyouallthisinagreatdealbetterwaythanIdo。Butthedarnedfools——excuseme——wouldhaveMEbreakittoyou。Why,Idon’tknow。Ineedn’ttellyouI

  likeyou——notonlyforwhatyoudidforGeorge——butIlikeyouforyourstyle——foryourself。AndIwantyoutoaccept。Youcouldkeeptheseroomstilltheygotahousereadyforyou。Together——

  youandme——we’dmakethatorganhowl。ButbecauseIlikeit——

  becauseit’severythingtous——andnothingtoyou,itdon’tseemsquareformetoaskit。Doesit?\"

  GideonrepliedbytakingHamlin’shand。Hisfacewasperfectlypale,buthislookcollected。Hehadnotexpectedthisoffer,andyetwhenitwasmadehefeltasifhehadknownitbefore——asifhehadbeenwarnedofit——asifitwasthegreattemptationofhislife。Watchinghimwithanearnestnessonlyslightlyoverlaidbyhisusualmanner,Hamlinwenton。

  \"Iknowitwouldbelonelyhere,andamanlikeyououghttohaveawifefor——\"heslightlyliftedhiseyebrows——\"forexample’ssake。

  IheardtherewasayoungladyinthecaseoverthereinTasajara——

  buttheoldpeopledidn’tseeitonaccountofyourposition。

  They’djumpatitnow。Eh?No?Well,\"continuedJack,withadecentattempttoconcealhiscynicalrelief,\"perhapsthoseboyshavebeensoeagertofindoutalltheycoulddoforyouthatthey’vebeensold。Perhapswe’remakingequalfoolsofourselvesnowinaskingyoutostay。Butdon’tsaynojustyet——takeadayoraweektothinkofit。\"

  Gideonstillpalebutcalm,casthiseyesaroundtheelegantroom,atthemagicorgan,thenupontheslighthandsomefigurebeforehim。\"IWILLthinkofit,\"hesaid,inalowvoice,ashepressedJack’shand。\"AndifIacceptyouwillfindmehereto-morrowafternoonatthistime;ifIdonotyouwillknowthatIkeepwithmewhereverIgothekindness,thebrotherlylove,andthegraceofGodthatpromptsyouroffer,eventhoughHewithholdsfrommeHisblessedlight,whichalonecanmakemeknowHiswish。\"Hestoppedandhesitated。\"Ifyouloveme,Jack,don’taskmetostay,butprayforthatlightwhichalonecanguidemyfeetbacktoyou,ortakemehenceforever。\"

  Heoncemoretightlypressedthehandoftheembarrassedmanbeforehimandwasgone。

  Passers-byontheMartinezroadthatnightrememberedamuteandghostlyriderwho,heedlessofhailorgreeting,movedbythemasinatranceorvision。ButtheWidowHilerthenextmorning,comingfromthespring,foundnoabstractionorpreoccupationinthesofteyesofGideonDeaneashesuddenlyappearedbeforeher,andgentlyrelievedherofthebucketshewascarrying。Aquickflashofcoloroverherbrowandcheek-bone,asifahotironhadpassedthere,andacertainastringentcoyness,wouldhaveembarrassedanyothermanthanhim。

  \"Sho,it’sYOU。Ireck’nedI’dseenthelastofyou。\"

  \"Youdon’tmeanthat,SisterHiler?\"saidGideon,withagentlesmile。

  \"Well,whatwiththereportofyourgoin’sonatMartinezandimprovin’theoccasionofthatsinner’sdeath,andleadin’arevival,Ireckonedyou’ldhevforgottenlowfolksatTasajara。

  Andifyourgoin’tobesettledthereinanewchurch,withnewhearers,Ireckonyou’llwantnewsurroundingstoo。Thingschangeandyoungfolkschangewith’em。\"

  Theyhadreachedthehouse。HerbreathwasquickandshortasifsheandnotGideonhadbornetheburden。Heplacedthebucketinitsaccustomedplace,andthengentlytookherhandinhis。Theactprecipitatedthelastdropoffeeblecoquetryshehadretained,andtheoldtearstookitsplace。Letushopeforthelasttime。

  ForasGideonstoopedandliftedherailingbabeinhisstrongarms,hesaidsoftly,\"WhateverGodhaswroughtformesinceweparted,IknownowHehascalledmetobutonework。\"

  \"Andthatwork?\"sheasked,tremulously。

  \"Towatchoverthewidowandfatherless。AndwithGod’sblessing,sister,andHisholyordinance,Iamheretostay。\"

  SARAHWALKER

  Itwasveryhot。NotabreathofairwasstirringthroughoutthewesternwingoftheGreyportHotel,andtheusualfeverishlifeofitsfourhundredinmateshadsuccumbedtotheweather。Thegreatverandawasdeserted;thecorridorsweredesolated;nofootfallechoedinthepassages;thelazyrustleofawanderingskirt,orapassingsighthatwashalfapant,seemedtointensifytheheatedsilence。Anintoxicatedbee,disgracefullyunsteadyinwingandleg,whohadbeenholdinganinebriatedconversationwithhimselfinthecornerofmywindowpane,hadgonetosleepatlastandwassnoring。Theerrantprincemighthaveenteredtheslumberoushallsunchallenged,andwalkedintoanyofthedarkenedroomswhoseopendoorsgapedformoreair,withoutawakeningtheveriestGreyportflirtwithhissalutation。Attimesadrowsyvoice,alazilyinterjectedsentence,anincoherentprotest,along-drawnphraseofsaccharinetenuitysuddenlybrokeoffwithagasp,camevaguelytotheear,asifindicatingahalf-suspended,half-articulatedexistencesomewhere,butnotdefiniteenoughtoindicateconversation。Inthemidstofthis,therewasthesuddencryingofachild。

  Ilookedupfrommywork。ThroughthecameraofmyjealouslyguardedwindowIcouldcatchaglimpseofthevivid,quiveringblueofthesky,theglitteringintensityoftheocean,thelongmotionlessleavesofthehorse-chestnutintheroad,——allutterlyinconsistentwithanythingasactiveasthislamentation。I

  steppedtotheopendoorandintothesilenthall。

  Apparentlythenoisehadattractedtheequalattentionofmyneighbors。Avaguechorusof\"SarahWalker,\"inquerulousrecognition,of\"OLord!thatchildagain!\"inhopelessprotest,rosefaintlyfromthedifferentrooms。Asthelamentationsseemedtoapproachnearer,thevisitors’doorsweresuccessivelyshut,swiftfootstepshurriedalongthehall;pastmyopendoorcameamomentaryvisionofaheatednursemaidcarryingatumultuouschaosoffrilledskirts,flyingsash,rebelliousslippers,andtossingcurls;therewasamoment’srallyingstrugglebeforetheroomnearlyoppositemine,andthenadooropenedandshutuponthevision。ItwasSarahWalker!

  Everybodyknewher;fewhadeverseenmoreofherthanthispassingvision。Inthegreathall,inthedining-room,inthevastparlors,inthegarden,intheavenue,onthebeach,asoundoflamentationhadalwaysbeenfollowedbythissamebriefapparition。

  Wasthereasuddenpauseamongthedancersandasubjugationoftheloudestbassoonsintheearlyevening\"hop,\"theexplanationwasgiveninthewords\"SarahWalker。\"Wasthereawildconfusionamongthemorningbathersonthesands,peoplewhispered\"SarahWalker。\"Apanicamongthewaitersatdinner,aninterruptionintheSundaysacredconcert,adisorganizationoftheafter-dinnerpromenadeontheveranda,wasinstantlyreferredtoSarahWalker。

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