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  \"Theseareourancestors,andtheirhistoryisourhistory。Rememberthatassurelyasweonedayswungdownoutofthetreesandwalkedupright,justassurely,onafarearlierday,didwecrawlupoutoftheseaandachieveourfirstadventureonland。\"

  CHAPTERI

  Pictures!Pictures!Pictures!Often,beforeIlearned,didIwonderwhencecamethemultitudesofpicturesthatthrongedmydreams;fortheywerepicturesthelikeofwhichIhadneverseeninrealwake-a-daylife。

  Theytormentedmychildhood,makingofmydreamsaprocessionofnightmaresandalittlelaterconvincingmethatIwasdifferentfrommykind,acreatureunnaturalandaccursed。

  InmydaysonlydidIattainanymeasureofhappiness。

  Mynightsmarkedthereignoffear——andsuchfear!I

  makeboldtostatethatnomanofallthemenwhowalktheearthwithmeeversufferfearoflikekindanddegree。Formyfearisthefearoflongago,thefearthatwasrampantintheYoungerWorld,andintheyouthoftheYoungerWorld。Inshort,thefearthatreignedsupremeinthatperiodknownastheMid-Pleistocene。

  WhatdoImean?IseeexplanationisnecessarybeforeI

  cantellyouofthesubstanceofmydreams。Otherwise,littlecouldyouknowofthemeaningofthethingsI

  knowsowell。AsIwritethis,allthebeingsandhappeningsofthatotherworldriseupbeforemeinvastphantasmagoria,andIknowthattoyoutheywouldberhymelessandreasonless。

  WhattoyouthefriendshipofLop-Ear,thewarmlureoftheSwiftOne,thelustandtheatavismofRed-Eye?A

  screamingincoherenceandnomore。Andascreamingincoherence,likewise,thedoingsoftheFirePeopleandtheTreePeople,andthegibberingcouncilsofthehorde。Foryouknownotthepeaceofthecoolcavesinthecliffs,thecircusofthedrinking-placesattheendoftheday。Youhaveneverfeltthebiteofthemorningwindinthetree-tops,noristhetasteofyoungbarksweetinyourmouth。

  Itwouldbebetter,Idaresay,foryoutomakeyourapproach,asImademine,throughmychildhood。AsaboyIwasverylikeotherboys——inmywakinghours。ItwasinmysleepthatIwasdifferent。Frommyearliestrecollectionmysleepwasaperiodofterror。Rarelyweremydreamstincturedwithhappiness。Asarule,theywerestuffedwithfear——andwithafearsostrangeandalienthatithadnoponderablequality。NofearthatIexperiencedinmywakingliferesembledthefearthatpossessedmeinmysleep。Itwasofaqualityandkindthattranscendedallmyexperiences。

  Forinstance,Iwasacityboy,acitychild,rather,towhomthecountrywasanunexploreddomain。YetI

  neverdreamedofcities;nordidahouseeveroccurinanyofmydreams。Nor,forthatmatter,didanyofmyhumankindeverbreakthroughthewallofmysleep。I,whohadseentreesonlyinparksandillustratedbooks,wanderedinmysleepthroughinterminableforests。Andfurther,thesedreamtreeswerenotamerebluronmyvision。Theyweresharpanddistinct。Iwasontermsofpractisedintimacywiththem。Isaweverybranchandtwig;Isawandkneweverydifferentleaf。

  WelldoIrememberthefirsttimeinmywakinglifethatIsawanoaktree。AsIlookedattheleavesandbranchesandgnarls,itcametomewithdistressingvividnessthatIhadseenthatsamekindoftreemanyandcountlesstimesnmysleep。SoIwasnotsurprised,stilllateroninmylife,torecognizeinstantly,thefirsttimeIsawthem,treessuchasthespruce,theyew,thebirch,andthelaurel。Ihadseenthemallbefore,andwasseeingthemeventhen,everynight,inmysleep。

  This,asyouhavealreadydiscerned,violatesthefirstlawofdreaming,namely,thatinone’sdreamsoneseesonlywhathehasseeninhiswakinglife,orcombinationsofthethingshehasseeninhiswakinglife。Butallmydreamsviolatedthislaw。InmydreamsIneversawANYTHINGofwhichIhadknowledgeinmywakinglife。Mydreamlifeandmywakinglifewerelivesapart,withnotonethingincommonsavemyself。

  Iwastheconnectinglinkthatsomehowlivedbothlives。

  EarlyinmychildhoodIlearnedthatnutscamefromthegrocer,berriesfromthefruitman;butbeforeeverthatknowledgewasmine,inmydreamsIpickednutsfromtrees,orgatheredthemandatethemfromthegroundunderneathtrees,andinthesamewayIateberriesfromvinesandbushes。Thiswasbeyondanyexperienceofmine。

  IshallneverforgetthefirsttimeIsawblueberriesservedonthetable。Ihadneverseenblueberriesbefore,andyet,atthesightofthem,thereleapedupinmymindmemoriesofdreamswhereinIhadwanderedthroughswampylandeatingmyfillofthem。Mymothersetbeforemeadishoftheberries。Ifilledmyspoon,butbeforeIraisedittomymouthIknewjusthowtheywouldtaste。NorwasIdisappointed。ItwasthesametangthatIhadtastedathousandtimesinmysleep。

  Snakes?LongbeforeIhadheardoftheexistenceofsnakes,Iwastormentedbytheminmysleep。Theylurkedformeintheforestglades;leapedup,striking,undermyfeet;squirmedoffthroughthedrygrassoracrossnakedpatchesofrock;orpursuedmeintothetree-tops,encirclingthetrunkswiththeirgreatshiningbodies,drivingmehigherandhigherorfartherandfartheroutonswayingandcracklingbranches,thegroundadizzydistancebeneathme。

  Snakes!——withtheirforkedtongues,theirbeadyeyesandglitteringscales,theirhissingandtheirrattling——didInotalreadyknowthemfartoowellonthatdayofmyfirstcircuswhenIsawthesnake-charmerliftthemup?

  Theywereoldfriendsofmine,enemiesrather,thatpeopledmynightswithfear。

  Ah,thoseendlessforests,andtheirhorror-hauntedgloom!ForwhateternitieshaveIwanderedthroughthem,atimid,huntedcreature,startingattheleastsound,frightenedofmyownshadow,keyed-up,everalertandvigilant,readyontheinstanttodashawayinmadflightformylife。ForIwasthepreyofallmanneroffiercelifethatdweltintheforest,anditwasinecstasiesoffearthatIfledbeforethehuntingmonsters。

  WhenIwasfiveyearsoldIwenttomyfirstcircus。I

  camehomefromitsick——butnotfrompeanutsandpinklemonade。Letmetellyou。Asweenteredtheanimaltent,ahoarseroaringshooktheair。Itoremyhandloosefrommyfather’sanddashedwildlybackthroughtheentrance。Icollidedwithpeople,felldown;andallthetimeIwasscreamingwithterror。Myfathercaughtmeandsoothedme。Hepointedtothecrowdofpeople,allcarelessoftheroaring,andcheeredmewithassurancesofsafety。

  Nevertheless,itwasinfearandtrembling,andwithmuchencouragementonhispart,thatIatlastapproachedthelion’scage。Ah,Iknewhimontheinstant。Thebeast!Theterribleone!Andonmyinnervisionflashedthememoriesofmydreams,——themiddaysunshiningontallgrass,thewildbullgrazingquietly,thesuddenpartingofthegrassbeforetheswiftrushofthetawnyone,hisleaptothebull’sback,thecrashingandthebellowing,andthecrunchcrunchofbones;oragain,thecoolquietofthewater-hole,thewildhorseuptohiskneesanddrinkingsoftly,andthenthetawnyone——alwaysthetawnyone!——

  theleap,thescreamingandthesplashingofthehorse,andthecrunchcrunchofbones;andyetagain,thesombretwilightandthesadsilenceoftheendofday,andthenthegreatfull-throatedroar,sudden,likeatrumpofdoom,andswiftuponittheinsaneshriekingandchatteringamongthetrees,andI,too,amtremblingwithfearandamoneofthemanyshriekingandchatteringamongthetrees。

  Atthesightofhim,helpless,withinthebarsofhiscage,Ibecameenraged。Igrittedmyteethathim,dancedupanddown,screaminganincoherentmockeryandmakinganticfaces。Heresponded,rushingagainstthebarsandroaringbackatmehisimpotentwrath。Ah,heknewme,too,andthesoundsImadewerethesoundsofoldtimeandintelligibletohim。

  Myparentswerefrightened。\"Thechildisill,\"saidmymother。\"Heishysterical,\"saidmyfather。Inevertoldthem,andtheyneverknew。AlreadyhadI

  developedreticenceconcerningthisqualityofmine,thissemi-disassociationofpersonalityasIthinkIamjustifiedincallingit。

  Isawthesnake-charmer,andnomoreofthecircusdidIseethatnight。Iwastakenhome,nervousandoverwrought,sickwiththeinvasionofmyreallifebythatotherlifeofmydreams。

  Ihavementionedmyreticence。OnlyoncedidIconfidethestrangenessofitalltoanother。Hewasaboy——mychum;andwewereeightyearsold。FrommydreamsI

  reconstructedforhimpicturesofthatvanishedworldinwhichIdobelieveIoncelived。Itoldhimoftheterrorsofthatearlytime,ofLop-Earandthepranksweplayed,ofthegibberingcouncils,andoftheFirePeopleandtheirsquattingplaces。

  Helaughedatme,andjeered,andtoldmetalesofghostsandofthedeadthatwalkatnight。Butmostlydidhelaughatmyfeeblefancy。Itoldhimmore,andhelaughedtheharder。Isworeinallearnestnessthatthesethingswereso,andhebegantolookuponmequeerly。Also,hegaveamazinggarblingsofmytalestoourplaymates,untilallbegantolookuponmequeerly。

  Itwasabitterexperience,butIlearnedmylesson。I

  wasdifferentfrommykind。Iwasabnormalwithsomethingtheycouldnotunderstand,andthetellingofwhichwouldcauseonlymisunderstanding。Whenthestoriesofghostsandgoblinswentaround,Ikeptquiet。Ismiledgrimlytomyself。Ithoughtofmynightsoffear,andknewthatmineweretherealthings——realaslifeitself,notattenuatedvaporsandsurmisedshadows。

  Formenoterrorsresidedinthethoughtofbugaboosandwickedogres。Thefallthroughleafybranchesandthedizzyheights;thesnakesthatstruckatmeasI

  dodgedandleapedawayinchatteringflight;thewilddogsthathuntedmeacrosstheopenspacestothetimber——thesewereterrorsconcreteandactual,happeningsandnotimaginings,thingsofthelivingfleshandofsweatandblood。OgresandbugaboosandI

  hadbeenhappybed-fellows,comparedwiththeseterrorsthatmadetheirbedwithmethroughoutmychildhood,andthatstillbedwithme,now,asIwritethis,fullofyears。

  CHAPTERII

  IhavesaidthatinmydreamsIneversawahumanbeing。OfthisfactIbecameawareveryearly,andfeltpoignantlythelackofmyownkind。Asaverylittlechild,even,Ihadafeeling,inthemidstofthehorrorofmydreaming,thatifIcouldfindbutoneman,onlyonehuman,Ishouldbesavedfrommydreaming,thatIshouldbesurroundednomorebyhauntingterrors。Thisthoughtobsessedmeeverynightofmylifeforyears——ifonlyIcouldfindthatonehumanandbesaved!

  ImustiteratethatIhadthisthoughtinthemidstofmydreaming,andItakeitasanevidenceofthemergingofmytwopersonalities,asevidenceofapointofcontactbetweenthetwodisassociatedpartsofme。

  Mydreampersonalitylivedinthelongago,beforeeverman,asweknowhim,cametobe;andmyotherandwake-a-daypersonalityprojecteditself,totheextentoftheknowledgeofman’sexistence,intothesubstanceofmydreams。

  Perhapsthepsychologistsofthebookwillfindfaultwithmywayofusingthephrase,\"disassociationofpersonality。\"Iknowtheiruseofit,yetamcompelledtouseitinmyownwayindefaultofabetterphrase。

  ItakeshelterbehindtheinadequacyoftheEnglishlanguage。Andnowtotheexplanationofmyuse,ormisuse,ofthephrase。

  ItwasnottillIwasayoungman,atcollege,thatI

  gotanyclewtothesignificanceofmydreams,andtothecauseofthem。Uptothattimetheyhadbeenmeaninglessandwithoutapparentcausation。ButatcollegeIdiscoveredevolutionandpsychology,andlearnedtheexplanationofvariousstrangementalstatesandexperiences。Forinstance,therewasthefalling-through-spacedream——thecommonestdreamexperience,onepracticallyknown,byfirst-handexperience,toallmen。

  This,myprofessortoldme,wasaracialmemory。Itdatedbacktoourremoteancestorswholivedintrees。

  Withthem,beingtree-dwellers,theliabilityoffallingwasanever-presentmenace。Manylosttheirlivesthatway;allofthemexperiencedterriblefalls,savingthemselvesbyclutchingbranchesastheyfelltowardtheground。

  Nowaterriblefall,avertedinsuchfashion,wasproductiveofshock。Suchshockwasproductiveofmolecularchangesinthecerebralcells。Thesemolecularchangesweretransmittedtothecerebralcellsofprogeny,became,inshort,racialmemories。

  Thus,whenyouandI,asleepordozingofftosleep,fallthroughspaceandawaketosickeningconsciousnessjustbeforewestrike,wearemerelyrememberingwhathappenedtoourarborealancestors,andwhichhasbeenstampedbycerebralchangesintotheheredityoftherace。

  Thereisnothingstrangeinthis,anymorethanthereisanythingstrangeinaninstinct。Aninstinctismerelyahabitthatisstampedintothestuffofourheredity,thatisall。Itwillbenoted,inpassing,thatinthisfallingdreamwhichissofamiliartoyouandmeandallofus,weneverstrikebottom。Tostrikebottomwouldbedestruction。Thoseofourarborealancestorswhostruckbottomdiedforthwith。

  True,theshockoftheirfallwascommunicatedtothecerebralcells,buttheydiedimmediately,beforetheycouldhaveprogeny。YouandIaredescendedfromthosethatdidnotstrikebottom;thatiswhyyouandI,inourdreams,neverstrikebottom。

  Andnowwecometodisassociationofpersonality。Weneverhavethissenseoffallingwhenwearewideawake。Ourwake-a-daypersonalityhasnoexperienceofit。Then——andheretheargumentisirresistible——itmustbeanotheranddistinctpersonalitythatfallswhenweareasleep,andthathashadexperienceofsuchfalling——thathas,inshort,amemoryofpast-dayraceexperiences,justasourwake-a-daypersonalityhasamemoryofourwake-a-dayexperiences。

  ItwasatthisstageinmyreasoningthatIbegantoseethelight。Andquicklythelightburstuponmewithdazzlingbrightness,illuminatingandexplainingallthathadbeenweirdanduncannyandunnaturallyimpossibleinmydreamexperiences。Inmysleepitwasnotmywake-a-daypersonalitythattookchargeofme;

  itwasanotheranddistinctpersonality,possessinganewandtotallydifferentfundofexperiences,and,tothepointofmydreaming,possessingmemoriesofthosetotallydifferentexperiences。

  Whatwasthispersonality?Whenhadititselflivedawake-a-daylifeonthisplanetinordertocollectthisfundofstrangeexperiences?Thesewerequestionsthatmydreamsthemselvesanswered。Helivedinthelongago,whentheworldwasyoung,inthatperiodthatwecalltheMid-Pleistocene。Hefellfromthetreesbutdidnotstrikebottom。Hegibberedwithfearattheroaringofthelions。Hewaspursuedbybeastsofprey,struckatbydeadlysnakes。Hechatteredwithhiskindincouncil,andhereceivedroughusageatthehandsoftheFirePeopleinthedaythathefledbeforethem。

  But,Ihearyouobjecting,whyisitthattheseracialmemoriesarenotoursaswell,seeingthatwehaveavagueother-personalitythatfallsthroughspacewhilewesleep?

  AndImayanswerwithanotherquestion。Whyisatwo-headedcalf?Andmyownanswertothisisthatitisafreak。AndsoIansweryourquestion。Ihavethisother-personalityandthesecompleteracialmemoriesbecauseIamafreak。

  Butletmebemoreexplicit。

  Thecommonestracememorywehaveisthefalling-through-spacedream。Thisother-personalityisveryvague。Abouttheonlymemoryithasisthatoffalling。Butmanyofushavesharper,moredistinctother-personalities。Manyofushavetheflyingdream,thepursuing-monsterdream,colordreams,suffocationdreams,andthereptileandvermindreams。Inshort,whilethisother-personalityisvestigialinallofus,insomeofusitisalmostobliterated,whileinothersofusitismorepronounced。Someofushavestrongerandcompleterracememoriesthanothers。

  Itisallaquestionofvaryingdegreeofpossessionoftheother-personality。Inmyself,thedegreeofpossessionisenormous。Myother-personalityisalmostequalinpowerwithmyownpersonality。AndinthismatterIam,asIsaid,afreak——afreakofheredity。

  Idobelievethatitisthepossessionofthisother-personality——butnotsostrongaoneasmine——thathasinsomefewothersgivenrisetobeliefinpersonalreincarnationexperiences。Itisveryplausibletosuchpeople,amostconvincinghypothesis。

  Whentheyhavevisionsofscenestheyhaveneverseenintheflesh,memoriesofactsandeventsdatingbackintime,thesimplestexplanationisthattheyhavelivedbefore。

  Buttheymakethemistakeofignoringtheirownduality。Theydonotrecognizetheirother-personality。Theythinkitistheirownpersonality,thattheyhaveonlyonepersonality;andfromsuchapremisetheycanconcludeonlythattheyhavelivedpreviouslives。

  Buttheyarewrong。Itisnotreincarnation。IhavevisionsofmyselfroamingthroughtheforestsoftheYoungerWorld;andyetitisnotmyselfthatIseebutonethatisonlyremotelyapartofme,asmyfatherandmygrandfatherarepartsofmelessremote。Thisother-selfofmineisanancestor,aprogenitorofmyprogenitorsintheearlylineofmyrace,himselftheprogenyofalinethatlongbeforehistimedevelopedfingersandtoesandclimbedupintothetrees。

  Imustagain,attheriskofboring,repeatthatIam,inthisonething,tobeconsideredafreak。NotalonedoIpossessracialmemorytoanenormousextent,butI

  possessthememoriesofoneparticularandfar-removedprogenitor。Andyet,whilethisismostunusual,thereisnothingover-remarkableaboutit。

  Followmyreasoning。Aninstinctisaracialmemory。

  Verygood。ThenyouandIandallofusreceivethesememoriesfromourfathersandmothers,astheyreceivedthemfromtheirfathersandmothers。Thereforetheremustbeamediumwherebythesememoriesaretransmittedfromgenerationtogeneration。ThismediumiswhatWeismanntermsthe\"germplasm。\"Itcarriesthememoriesofthewholeevolutionoftherace。Thesememoriesaredimandconfused,andmanyofthemarelost。Butsomestrainsofgermplasmcarryanexcessivefreightageofmemories——are,tobescientific,moreatavisticthanotherstrains;andsuchastrainismine。Iamafreakofheredity,anatavisticnightmare——callmewhatyouwill;buthereIam,realandalive,eatingthreeheartymealsaday,andwhatareyougoingtodoaboutit?

  Andnow,beforeItakeupmytale,IwanttoanticipatethedoubtingThomasesofpsychology,whoarepronetoscoff,andwhowouldotherwisesurelysaythatthecoherenceofmydreamsisduetooverstudyandthesubconsciousprojectionofmyknowledgeofevolutionintomydreams。Inthefirstplace,Ihaveneverbeenazealousstudent。Igraduatedlastofmyclass。I

  caredmoreforathletics,and——thereisnoreasonI

  shouldnotconfessit——moreforbilliards。

  Further,IhadnoknowledgeofevolutionuntilIwasatcollege,whereasinmychildhoodandyouthIhadalreadylivedinmydreamsallthedetailsofthatother,long-agolife。Iwillsay,however,thatthesedetailsweremixedandincoherentuntilIcametoknowthescienceofevolution。Evolutionwasthekey。Itgavetheexplanation,gavesanitytothepranksofthisatavisticbrainofminethat,modernandnormal,harkedbacktoapastsoremoteastobecontemporaneouswiththerawbeginningsofmankind。

  ForinthispastIknowof,man,asweto-dayknowhim,didnotexist。ItwasintheperiodofhisbecomingthatImusthavelivedandhadmybeing。

  CHAPTERIII

  Thecommonestdreamofmyearlychildhoodwassomethinglikethis:ItseemedthatIwasverysmallandthatI

  laycurledupinasortofnestoftwigsandboughs。

  SometimesIwaslyingonmyback。InthispositionitseemedthatIspentmanyhours,watchingtheplayofsunlightonthefoliageandthestirringoftheleavesbythewind。Oftenthenestitselfmovedbackandforthwhenthewindwasstrong。

  Butalways,whilesolyinginthenest,Iwasmasteredasoftremendousspacebeneathme。Ineversawit,I

  neverpeeredovertheedgeofthenesttosee;butI

  KNEWandfearedthatspacethatlurkedjustbeneathmeandthateverthreatenedmelikeamawofsomeall-devouringmonster。

  Thisdream,inwhichIwasquiescentandwhichwasmorelikeaconditionthananexperienceofaction,I

  dreamedveryofteninmyearlychildhood。Butsuddenly,therewouldrushintotheverymidstofitstrangeformsandferocioushappenings,thethunderandcrashingofstorm,orunfamiliarlandscapessuchasinmywake-a-daylifeIhadneverseen。Theresultwasconfusionandnightmare。Icouldcomprehendnothingofit。Therewasnologicofsequence。

  Yousee,Ididnotdreamconsecutively。OnemomentI

  wasaweebabeoftheYoungerWorldlyinginmytreenest;thenextmomentIwasagrownmanoftheYoungerWorldlockedincombatwiththehideousRed-Eye;andthenextmomentIwascreepingcarefullydowntothewater-holeintheheatoftheday。Events,yearsapartintheiroccurrenceintheYoungerWorld,occurredwithmewithinthespaceofseveralminutes,orseconds。

  Itwasallajumble,butthisjumbleIshallnotinflictuponyou。ItwasnotuntilIwasayoungmanandhaddreamedmanythousandtimes,thateverythingstraightenedoutandbecameclearandplain。ThenitwasthatIgottheclewoftime,andwasabletopiecetogethereventsandactionsintheirproperorder。

  ThuswasIabletoreconstructthevanishedYoungerWorldasitwasatthetimeIlivedinit——oratthetimemyother-selflivedinit。Thedistinctiondoesnotmatter;forI,too,themodernman,havegonebackandlivedthatearlylifeinthecompanyofmyother-self。

  Foryourconvenience,sincethisistobenosociologicalscreed,Ishallframetogetherthedifferenteventsintoacomprehensivestory。Forthereisacertainthreadofcontinuityandhappeningthatrunsthroughallthedreams。ThereismyfriendshipwithLop-Ear,forinstance。Also,thereistheenmityofRed-Eye,andtheloveoftheSwiftOne。Takingitallinall,afairlycoherentandinterestingstoryI

  amsureyouwillagree。

  Idonotremembermuchofmymother。PossiblytheearliestrecollectionIhaveofher——andcertainlythesharpest——isthefollowing:ItseemedIwaslyingontheground。Iwassomewhatolderthanduringthenestdays,butstillhelpless。Irolledaboutinthedryleaves,playingwiththemandmakingcrooning,raspingnoisesinmythroat。ThesunshonewarmlyandIwashappy,andcomfortable。Iwasinalittleopenspace。

  Aroundme,onallsides,werebushesandfern-likegrowths,andoverheadandallaboutwerethetrunksandbranchesofforesttrees。

  SuddenlyIheardasound。Isatuprightandlistened。

  Imadenomovement。Thelittlenoisesdieddowninmythroat,andIsatasonepetrified。Thesounddrewcloser。Itwaslikethegruntofapig。ThenIbegantohearthesoundscausedbythemovingofabodythroughthebrush。NextIsawthefernsagitatedbythepassageofthebody。Thenthefernsparted,andI

  sawgleamingeyes,alongsnout,andwhitetusks。

  Itwasawildboar。Hepeeredatmecuriously。Hegruntedonceortwiceandshiftedhisweightfromoneforelegtotheother,atthesametimemovinghisheadfromsidetosideandswayingtheferns。StillIsatasonepetrified,myeyesunblinkingasIstaredathim,feareatingatmyheart。

  Itseemedthatthismovelessnessandsilenceonmypartwaswhatwasexpectedofme。Iwasnottocryoutinthefaceoffear。Itwasadictateofinstinct。AndsoIsatthereandwaitedforIknewnotwhat。Theboarthrustthefernsasideandsteppedintotheopen。

  Thecuriositywentoutofhiseyes,andtheygleamedcruelly。Hetossedhisheadatmethreateninglyandadvancedastep。Thishedidagain,andyetagain。

  ThenIscreamed……orshrieked——Icannotdescribeit,butitwasashrillandterriblecry。Anditseemsthatit,too,atthisstageoftheproceedings,wasthethingexpectedofme。Fromnotfarawaycameanansweringcry。Mysoundsseemedmomentarilytodisconcerttheboar,andwhilehehaltedandshiftedhisweightwithindecision,anapparitionburstuponus。

  Shewaslikealargeorangutan,mymother,orlikeachimpanzee,andyet,insharpanddefiniteways,quitedifferent。Shewasheavierofbuildthanthey,andhadlesshair。Herarmswerenotsolong,andherlegswerestouter。Sheworenoclothes——onlyhernaturalhair。AndIcantellyoushewasafurywhenshewasexcited。

  Andlikeafuryshedasheduponthescene。Shewasgrittingherteeth,makingfrightfulgrimaces,snarling,utteringsharpandcontinuouscriesthatsoundedlike\"kh-ah!kh-ah!\"Sosuddenandformidablewasherappearancethattheboarinvoluntarilybunchedhimselftogetheronthedefensiveandbristledassheswervedtowardhim。Thensheswervedtowardme。Shehadquitetakenthebreathoutofhim。Iknewjustwhattodointhatmomentoftimeshehadgained。I

  leapedtomeether,catchingheraboutthewaistandholdingonhandandfoot——yes,bymyfeet;Icouldholdonbythemasreadilyasbymyhands。Icouldfeelinmytensegripthepullofthehairasherskinandhermusclesmovedbeneathwithherefforts。

  AsIsay,Ileapedtomeether,andontheinstantsheleapedstraightupintotheair,catchinganoverhangingbranchwithherhands。Thenextinstant,withclashingtusks,theboardrovepastunderneath。

  Hehadrecoveredfromhissurpriseandsprungforward,emittingasquealthatwasalmostatrumpeting。Atanyrateitwasacall,foritwasfollowedbytherushingofbodiesthroughthefernsandbrushfromalldirections。

  Fromeverysidewildhogsdashedintotheopenspace——ascoreofthem。Butmymotherswungoverthetopofathicklimb,adozenfeetfromtheground,and,stillholdingontoher,weperchedthereinsafety。Shewasveryexcited。Shechatteredandscreamed,andscoldeddownatthebristling,tooth-gnashingcirclethathadgatheredbeneath。I,too,trembling,peereddownattheangrybeastsanddidmybesttoimitatemymother’scries。

  Fromthedistancecamesimilarcries,onlypitcheddeeper,intoasortofroaringbass。Thesegrewmomentarilylouder,andsoonIsawhimapproaching,myfather——atleast,byalltheevidenceofthetimes,I

  amdriventoconcludethathewasmyfather。

  Hewasnotanextremelyprepossessingfather,asfathersgo。Heseemedhalfman,andhalfape,andyetnotape,andnotyetman。Ifailtodescribehim。

  Thereisnothinglikehimto-dayontheearth,undertheearth,norintheearth。Hewasalargemaninhisday,andhemusthaveweighedallofahundredandthirtypounds。Hisfacewasbroadandflat,andtheeyebrowsover-hungtheeyes。Theeyesthemselvesweresmall,deep-set,andclosetogether。Hehadpracticallynonoseatall。Itwassquatandbroad,apparentlywith-outanybridge,whilethenostrilswereliketwoholesintheface,openingoutwardinsteadofdown。

  Theforeheadslantedbackfromtheeyes,andthehairbeganrightattheeyesandranupoverthehead。Theheaditselfwaspreposterouslysmallandwassupportedonanequallypreposterous,thick,shortneck。

  Therewasanelementaleconomyabouthisbody——aswasthereaboutallourbodies。Thechestwasdeep,itistrue,cavernouslydeep;buttherewerenofull-swellingmuscles,nowide-spreadingshoulders,noclean-limbedstraightness,nogeneroussymmetryofoutline。Itrepresentedstrength,thatbodyofmyfather’s,strengthwithoutbeauty;ferocious,primordialstrength,madetoclutchandgripeandrendanddestroy。

  Hishipswerethin;andthelegs,leanandhairy,werecrookedandstringy-muscled。Infact,myfather’slegsweremorelikearms。Theyweretwistedandgnarly,andwithscarcelythesemblanceofthefullmeatycalfsuchasgracesyourlegandmine。Irememberhecouldnotwalkontheflatofhisfoot。Thiswasbecauseitwasaprehensilefoot,morelikeahandthanafoot。Thegreattoe,insteadofbeinginlinewiththeothertoes,opposedthem,likeathumb,anditsoppositiontotheothertoeswaswhatenabledhimtogetagripwithhisfoot。Thiswaswhyhecouldnotwalkontheflatofhisfoot。

  Buthisappearancewasnomoreunusualthanthemannerofhiscoming,theretomymotherandmeasweperchedabovetheangrywildpigs。Hecamethroughthetrees,leapingfromlimbtolimbandfromtreetotree;andhecameswiftly。Icanseehimnow,inmywake-a-daylife,asIwritethis,swingingalongthroughthetrees,afour-handed,hairycreature,howlingwithrage,pausingnowandagaintobeathischestwithhisclenchedfist,leapingten-and-fifteen-footgaps,catchingabranchwithonehandandswingingonacrossanothergaptocatchwithhisotherhandandgoon,neverhesitating,neveratalossastohowtoproceedonhisarborealway。

  AndasIwatchedhimIfeltinmyownbeing,inmyverymusclesthemselves,thesurgeandthrillofdesiretogoleapingfromboughtobough;andIfeltalsotheguaranteeofthelatentpowerinthatbeingandinthosemusclesofmine。Andwhynot?Littleboyswatchtheirfathersswingaxesandfelltrees,andfeelinthemselvesthatsomedaythey,too,willswingaxesandfelltrees。Andsowithme。Thelifethatwasinmewasconstitutedtodowhatmyfatherdid,anditwhisperedtomesecretlyandambitiouslyofaerialpathsandforestflights。

  Atlastmyfatherjoinedus。Hewasextremelyangry。

  Iremembertheout-thrustofhisprotrudingunderlipasheglareddownatthewildpigs。Hesnarledsomethinglikeadog,andIrememberthathiseye-teethwerelarge,likefangs,andthattheyimpressedmetremendously。

  Hisconductservedonlythemoretoinfuriatethepigs。

  Hebrokeofftwigsandsmallbranchesandflungthemdownuponourenemies。Heevenhungbyonehand,tantalizinglyjustbeyondreach,andmockedthemastheygnashedtheirtuskswithimpotentrage。Notcontentwiththis,hebrokeoffastoutbranch,and,holdingonwithonehandandfoot,jabbedtheinfuriatedbeastsinthesidesandwhackedthemacrosstheirnoses。Needlesstostate,mymotherandIenjoyedthesport。

  Butonetiresofallgoodthings,andintheend,myfather,chucklingmaliciouslythewhile,ledthewayacrossthetrees。Nowitwasthatmyambitionsebbedaway,andIbecametimid,holdingtightlytomymotherassheclimbedandswungthroughspace。Irememberwhenthebranchbrokewithherweight。Shehadmadeawideleap,andwiththesnapofthewoodIwasoverwhelmedwiththesickeningconsciousnessoffallingthroughspace,thepairofus。Theforestandthesunshineontherustlingleavesvanishedfrommyeyes。

  Ihadafadingglimpseofmyfatherabruptlyarrestinghisprogresstolook,andthenallwasblackness。

  ThenextmomentIwasawake,inmysheetedbed,sweating,trembling,nauseated。Thewindowwasup,andacoolairwasblowingthroughtheroom。Thenight-lampwasburningcalmly。AndbecauseofthisI

  takeitthatthewildpigsdidnotgetus,thatweneverfetchedbottom;elseIshouldnotbeherenow,athousandcenturiesafter,toremembertheevent。

  Andnowputyourselfinmyplaceforamoment。Walkwithmeabitinmytenderchildhood,bedwithmeanightandimagineyourselfdreamingsuchincomprehensiblehorrors。RememberIwasaninexperiencedchild。Ihadneverseenawildboarinmylife。ForthatmatterIhadneverseenadomesticatedpig。ThenearestapproachtoonethatI

  hadseenwasbreakfastbaconsizzlinginitsfat。Andyethere,realaslife,wildboarsdashedthroughmydreams,andI,withfantasticparents,swungthroughtheloftytree-spaces。

  DoyouwonderthatIwasfrightenedandoppressedbymynightmare-riddennights?Iwasaccursed。And,worstofall,Iwasafraidtotell。Idonotknowwhy,exceptthatIhadafeelingofguilt,thoughIknewnobetterofwhatIwasguilty。Soitwas,throughlongyears,thatIsufferedinsilence,untilIcametoman’sestateandlearnedthewhyandwhereforeofmydreams。

  CHAPTERIV

  Thereisonepuzzlingthingabouttheseprehistoricmemoriesofmine。Itisthevaguenessofthetimeelement。Ilonotalwaysknowtheorderofevents;——orcanItell,betweensomeevents,whetherone,two,orfourorfiveyearshaveelapsed。Icanonlyroughlytellthepassageoftimebyjudgingthechangesintheappearanceandpursuitsofmyfellows。

  Also,Icanapplythelogicofeventstothevarioushappenings。Forinstance,thereisnodoubtwhateverthatmymotherandIweretreedbythewildpigsandfledandfellinthedaysbeforeImadetheacquaintanceofLop-Ear,whobecamewhatImaycallmyboyhoodchum。AnditisjustasconclusivethatbetweenthesetwoperiodsImusthaveleftmymother。

  IhavenomemoryofmyfatherthantheoneIhavegiven。Never,intheyearsthatfollowed,didhereappear。Andfrommyknowledgeofthetimes,theonlyexplanationpossibleliesinthatheperishedshortlyaftertheadventurewiththewildpigs。Thatitmusthavebeenanuntimelyend,thereisnodiscussion。Hewasinfullvigor,andonlysuddenandviolentdeathcouldhavetakenhimoff。ButIknownotthemannerofhisgoing——whetherhewasdrownedintheriver,orwasswallowedbyasnake,orwentintothestomachofoldSaber-Tooth,thetiger,isbeyondmyknowledge。

  ForknowthatIrememberonlythethingsIsawmyself,withmyowneyes,inthoseprehistoricdays。Ifmymotherknewmyfather’send,shenevertoldme。ForthatmatterIdoubtifshehadavocabularyadequatetoconveysuchinformation。Perhaps,alltold,theFolkinthatdayhadavocabularyofthirtyorfortysounds。

  IcallthemSOUNDS,ratherthanWORDS,becausesoundstheywereprimarily。Theyhadnofixedvalues,tobealteredbyadjectivesandadverbs。Theselatterweretoolsofspeechnotyetinvented。Insteadofqualifyingnounsorverbsbytheuseofadjectivesandadverbs,wequalifiedsoundsbyintonation,bychangesinquantityandpitch,byretardingandbyaccelerating。Thelengthoftimeemployedintheutteranceofaparticularsoundshadeditsmeaning。

  Wehadnoconjugation。Onejudgedthetensebythecontext。Wetalkedonlyconcretethingsbecausewethoughtonlyconcretethings。Also,wedependedlargelyonpantomime。Thesimplestabstractionwaspracticallybeyondourthinking;andwhenonedidhappentothinkone,hewashardputtocommunicateittohisfellows。Therewerenosoundsforit。Hewaspressingbeyondthelimitsofhisvocabulary。Ifheinventedsoundsforit,hisfellowsdidnotunderstandthesounds。Thenitwasthathefellbackonpantomime,illustratingthethoughtwhereverpossibleandatthesametimerepeatingthenewsoundoverandoveragain。

  Thuslanguagegrew。Bythefewsoundswepossessedwewereenabledtothinkashortdistancebeyondthosesounds;thencametheneedfornewsoundswherewithtoexpressthenewthought。Sometimes,however,wethoughttoolongadistanceinadvanceofoursounds,managedtoachieveabstractions(dimonesIgrant),whichwefailedutterlytomakeknowntootherfolk。Afterall,languagedidnotgrowfastinthatday。

  Oh,believeme,wewereamazinglysimple。Butwedidknowalotthatisnotknownto-day。Wecouldtwitchourears,prickthemupandflattenthemdownatwill。

  Andwecouldscratchbetweenourshoulderswithease。

  Wecouldthrowstoneswithourfeet。Ihavedoneitmanyatime。Andforthatmatter,Icouldkeepmykneesstraight,bendforwardfromthehips,andtouch,notthetipsofmyfingers,butthepointsofmyelbows,totheground。Andasforbird-nesting——well,Ionlywishthetwentieth-centuryboycouldseeus。

  Butwemadenocollectionsofeggs。Weatethem。

  Iremember——butIout-runmystory。FirstletmetellofLop-Earandourfriendship。Veryearlyinmylife,Iseparatedfrommymother。Possiblythiswasbecause,afterthedeathofmyfather,shetooktoherselfasecondhusband。Ihavefewrecollectionsofhim,andtheyarenotofthebest。Hewasalightfellow。

  Therewasnosoliditytohim。Hewastoovoluble。HisinfernalchatteringworriesmeevennowasIthinkofit。Hismindwastooinconsequentialtopermithimtopossesspurpose。Monkeysintheircagesalwaysremindmeofhim。Hewasmonkeyish。ThatisthebestdescriptionIcangiveofhim。

  Hehatedmefromthefirst。AndIquicklylearnedtobeafraidofhimandhismaliciouspranks。WheneverhecameinsightIcreptclosetomymotherandclungtoher。ButIwasgrowingolderallthetime,anditwasinevitablethatIshouldfromtimetotimestrayfromher,andstrayfartherandfarther。AndtheseweretheopportunitiesthattheChattererwaitedfor。(Imayaswellexplainthatweborenonamesinthosedays;werenotknownbyanyname。ForthesakeofconvenienceI

  havemyselfgivennamestothevariousFolkIwasmorecloselyincontactwith,andthe\"Chatterer\"isthemostfittingdescriptionIcanfindforthatpreciousstepfatherofmine。Asforme,Ihavenamedmyself\"Big-Tooth。\"Myeye-teethwerepronouncedlylarge。)

  ButtoreturntotheChatterer。Hepersistentlyterrorizedme。Hewasalwayspinchingmeandcuffingme,andonoccasionhewasnotabovebitingme。Oftenmymotherinterfered,andthewayshemadehisfurflywasajoytosee。Buttheresultofallthiswasabeautifulandunendingfamilyquarrel,inwhichIwastheboneofcontention。

  No,myhome-lifewasnothappy。IsmiletomyselfasI

  writethephrase。Home-life!Home!Ihadnohomeinthemodernsenseoftheterm。Myhomewasanassociation,notahabitation。Ilivedinmymother’scare,notinahouse。Andmymotherlivedanywhere,solongaswhennightcameshewasabovetheground。

  Mymotherwasold-fashioned。Shestillclungtohertrees。Itistrue,themoreprogressivemembersofourhordelivedinthecavesabovetheriver。Butmymotherwassuspiciousandunprogressive。Thetreesweregoodenoughforher。Ofcourse,wehadoneparticulartreeinwhichweusuallyroosted,thoughweoftenroostedinothertreeswhennightfallcaughtus。Inaconvenientforkwasasortofrudeplatformoftwigsandbranchesandcreepingthings。Itwasmorelikeahugebird-nestthananythingelse,thoughitwasathousandtimescruderintheweavingthananybird-nest。ButithadonefeaturethatIhaveneverseenattachedtoanybird-nest,namely,aroof。

  Oh,notaroofsuchasmodernmanmakes!Noraroofsuchasismadebythelowestaboriginesofto-day。Itwasinfinitelymoreclumsythantheclumsiesthandiworkofman——ofmanasweknowhim。Itwasputtogetherinacasual,helter-skeltersortofway。Abovetheforkofthetreewhereonwerestedwasapileofdeadbranchesandbrush。FourorfiveadjacentforksheldwhatImaytermthevariousridge-poles。Theseweremerelystoutsticksaninchorsoindiameter。Onthemrestedthebrushandbranches。Theseseemedtohavebeentossedonalmostaimlessly。Therewasnoattemptatthatching。

  AndImustconfessthattheroofleakedmiserablyinaheavyrain。

  ButtheChatterer。Hemadehome-lifeaburdenforbothmymotherandme——andbyhome-lifeImean,nottheleakynestinthetree,butthegroup-lifeofthethreeofus。Hewasmostmaliciousinhispersecutionofme。

  Thatwastheonepurposetowhichheheldsteadfastlyforlongerthanfiveminutes。Also,astimewentby,mymotherwaslesseagerinherdefenceofme。I

  think,whatofthecontinuousrowsraisedbytheChatterer,thatImusthavebecomeanuisancetoher。

  Atanyrate,thesituationwentfrombadtoworsesorapidlythatIshouldsoon,ofmyownvolition,havelefthome。Butthesatisfactionofperformingsoindependentanactwasdeniedme。BeforeIwasreadytogo,Iwasthrownout。AndImeanthisliterally。

  TheopportunitycametotheChattereronedaywhenI

  wasaloneinthenest。MymotherandtheChattererhadgoneawaytogethertowardtheblueberryswamp。Hemusthaveplannedthewholething,forIheardhimreturningalonethroughtheforest,roaringwithself-inducedrageashecame。Likeallthemenofourhorde,whentheywereangryorweretryingtomakethemselvesangry,hestoppednowandagaintohammeronhischestwithhisfist。

  Irealizedthehelplessnessofmysituation,andcrouchedtremblinginthenest。TheChatterercamedirectlytothetree——Irememberitwasanoaktree——andbegantoclimbup。Andheneverceasedforamomentfromhisinfernalrow。AsIhavesaid,ourlanguagewasextremelymeagre,andhemusthavestraineditbythevarietyofwaysinwhichheinformedmeofhisundyinghatredofmeandofhisintentionthereandthentohaveitoutwithme。

  Asheclimbedtothefork,Ifledoutthegreathorizontallimb。Hefollowedme,andoutIwent,fartherandfarther。AtlastIwasoutamongstthesmalltwigsandleaves。TheChattererwaseveracoward,andgreateralwaysthananyangerheeverworkedupwashiscaution。Hewasafraidtofollowmeoutamongsttheleavesandtwigs。Forthatmatter,hisgreaterweightwouldhavecrashedhimthroughthefoliagebeforehecouldhavegottome。

  Butitwasnotnecessaryforhimtoreachme,andwellheknewit,thescoundrel!Withamalevolentexpressiononhisface,hisbeadyeyesgleamingwithcruelintelligence,hebeganteetering。Teetering!——andwithmeoutontheveryedgeofthebough,clutchingatthetwigsthatbrokecontinuallywithmyweight。Twentyfeetbeneathmewastheearth。

  Wildlyandmore——wildlyheteetered,grinningatmehisgloatinghatred。Thencametheend。Allfourholdsbrokeatthesametime,andIfell,back-downward,lookingupathim,myhandsandfeetstillclutchingthebrokentwigs。Luckily,therewerenowildpigsunderme,andmyfallwasbrokenbythetoughandspringybushes。

  Usually,myfallsdestroymydreams,thenervousshockbeingsufficienttobridgethethousandcenturiesinaninstantandhurlmewideawakeintomylittlebed,where,perchance,Iliesweatingandtremblingandhearthecuckooclockcallingthehourinthehall。ButthisdreamofmyleavinghomeIhavehadmanytimes,andneveryethaveIbeenawakenedbyit。AlwaysdoI

  crash,shrieking,downthroughthebrushandfetchupwithabumpontheground。

  Scratchedandbruisedandwhimpering,IlaywhereIhadfallen。Peeringupthroughthebushes,IcouldseetheChatterer。Hehadsetupademoniacalchantofjoyandwaskeepingtimetoitwithhisteetering。Iquicklyhushedmywhimpering。Iwasnolongerinthesafetyofthetrees,andIknewthedangerIranofbringinguponmyselfthehuntinganimalsbytooaudibleanexpressionofmygrief。

  Iremember,asmysobsdieddown,thatIbecameinterestedinwatchingthestrangelight-effectsproducedbypartiallyopeningandclosingmytear-weteyelids。ThenIbegantoinvestigate,andfoundthatI

  wasnotsoverybadlydamagedbymyfall。Ihadlostsomehairandhide,hereandthere;thesharpandjaggedendofabrokenbranchhadthrustfullyaninchintomyforearm;andmyrighthip,whichhadbornethebruntofmycontactwiththeground,wasachingintolerably。Butthese,afterall,wereonlypettyhurts。Noboneswerebroken,andinthosedaysthefleshofmanhadfinerhealingqualitiesthanithasto-day。Yetitwasaseverefall,forIlimpedwithmyinjuredhipforfullyaweekafterward。

  Next,asIlayinthebushes,therecameuponmeafeelingofdesolation,aconsciousnessthatIwashomeless。ImadeupmymindnevertoreturntomymotherandtheChatterer。Iwouldgofarawaythroughtheterribleforest,andfindsometreeformyselfinwhichtoroost。Asforfood,Iknewwheretofindit。

  ForthelastyearatleastIhadnotbeenbeholdentomymotherforfood。Allshehadfurnishedmewasprotectionandguidance。

  Icrawledsoftlyoutthroughthebushes。OnceIlookedbackandsawtheChattererstillchantingandteetering。Itwasnotapleasantsight。Iknewprettywellhowtobecautious,andIwasexceedinglycarefulonthismyfirstjourneyintheworld。

  IgavenothoughtastowhereIwasgoing。Ihadbutonepurpose,andthatwastogoawaybeyondthereachoftheChatterer。Iclimbedintothetreesandwanderedonamongstthemforhours,passingfromtreetotreeandnevertouchingtheground。ButIdidnotgoinanyparticulardirection,nordidItravelsteadily。Itwasmynature,asitwasthenatureofallmyfolk,tobeinconsequential。Besides,Iwasamerechild,andIstoppedagreatdealtoplaybytheway。

  Theeventsthatbefellmeonmyleavinghomeareveryvagueinmymind。Mydreamsdonotcoverthem。Muchhasmyother-selfforgotten,andparticularlyatthisveryperiod。NorhaveIbeenabletoframeupthevariousdreamssoastobridgethegapbetweenmyleavingthehome-treeandmyarrivalatthecaves。

  IrememberthatseveraltimesIcametoopenspaces。

  TheseIcrossedingreattrepidation,descendingtothegroundandrunningatthetopofmyspeed。Irememberthatthereweredaysofrainanddaysofsunshine,sothatImusthavewanderedaloneforquiteatime。I

  especiallydreamofmymiseryintherain,andofmysufferingsfromhungerandhowIappeasedit。Oneverystrongimpressionisofhuntinglittlelizardsontherockytopofanopenknoll。Theyranundertherocks,andmostofthemescaped;butoccasionallyIturnedoverastoneandcaughtone。Iwasfrightenedawayfromthisknollbysnakes。Theydidnotpursueme。

  Theyweremerelybaskingonflatrocksinthesun。ButsuchwasmyinheritedfearofthemthatIfledasfastasiftheyhadbeenafterme。

  ThenIgnawedbitterbarkfromyoungtrees。Iremembervaguelytheeatingofmanygreennuts,withsoftshellsandmilkykernels。AndIremembermostdistinctlysufferingfromastomach-ache。Itmayhavebeencausedbythegreennuts,andmaybebythelizards。Idonotknow。ButIdoknowthatIwasfortunateinnotbeingdevouredduringtheseveralhoursIwasknotteduponthegroundwiththecolic。

  CHAPTERV

  Myvisionofthescenecameabruptly,asIemergedfromtheforest。Ifoundmyselfontheedgeofalargeclearspace。Ononesideofthisspaceroseuphighbluffs。Ontheothersidewastheriver。Theearthbankransteeplydowntothewater,buthereandthere,inseveralplaces,whereatsometimeslidesofearthhadoccurred,therewererun-ways。Thesewerethedrinking-placesoftheFolkthatlivedinthecaves。

  Andthiswasthemainabiding-placeoftheFolkthatI

  hadchancedupon。Thiswas,Imaysay,bystretchingtheword,thevillage。MymotherandtheChattererandI,andafewothersimplebodies,werewhatmightbetermedsuburbanresidents。Wewerepartofthehorde,thoughwelivedadistanceawayfromit。Itwasonlyashortdistance,thoughithadtakenme,whatofmywandering,allofaweektoarrive。HadIcomedirectly,Icouldhavecoveredthetripinanhour。

  Buttoreturn。FromtheedgeoftheforestIsawthecavesinthebluff,theopenspace,andtherun-waystothedrinking-places。AndintheopenspaceIsawmanyoftheFolk。Ihadbeenstraying,aloneandachild,foraweek。DuringthattimeIhadseennotoneofmykind。Ihadlivedinterroranddesolation。Andnow,atthesightofmykind,Iwasovercomewithgladness,andIranwildlytowardthem。

  Thenitwasthatastrangethinghappened。SomeoneoftheFolksawmeandutteredawarningcry。Ontheinstant,cryingoutwithfearandpanic,theFolkfledaway。Leapingandscramblingovertherocks,theyplungedintothemouthsofthecavesanddisappeared……allbutone,alittlebaby,thathadbeendroppedintheexcitementclosetothebaseofthebluff。Hewaswailingdolefully。Hismotherdashedout;hesprangtomeetherandheldontightlyasshescrambledbackintothecave。

  Iwasallalone。Thepopulousopenspacehadofasuddenbecomedeserted。Isatdownforlornlyandwhimpered。Icouldnotunderstand。WhyhadtheFolkrunawayfromme?Inlatertime,whenIcametoknowtheirways,Iwastolearn。WhentheysawmedashingoutoftheforestattopspeedtheyconcludedthatI

  wasbeingpursuedbysomehuntinganimal。BymyunceremoniousapproachIhadstampededthem。

  AsIsatandwatchedthecave-mouthsIbecameawarethattheFolkwerewatchingme。Soontheywerethrustingtheirheadsout。Alittlelatertheywerecallingbackandforthtooneanother。Inthehurryandconfusionithadhappenedthatallhadnotgainedtheirowncaves。Someoftheyoungoneshadsoughtrefugeinothercaves。Themothersdidnotcallforthembyname,becausethatwasaninventionwehadnotyetmade。Allwerenameless。Themothersutteredquerulous,anxiouscries,whichwererecognizedbytheyoungones。Thus,hadmymotherbeentherecallingtome,Ishouldhaverecognizedhervoiceamongstthevoicesofathousandmothers,andinthesamewaywouldshehaverecognizedmineamongstathousand。

  Thiscallingbackandforthcontinuedforsometime,buttheyweretoocautioustocomeoutoftheircavesanddescendtotheground。Finallyonedidcome。Hewasdestinedtoplayalargepartinmylife,andforthatmatterhealreadyplayedalargepartinthelivesofallthemembersofthehorde。HeitwaswhomI

  shallcallRed-Eyeinthepagesofthishistory——socalledbecauseofhisinflamedeyes,thelidsbeingalwaysred,and,bythepeculiareffecttheyproduced,seemingtoadvertisetheterriblesavageryofhim。Thecolorofhissoulwasred。

  Hewasamonsterinallways。Physicallyhewasagiant。Hemusthaveweighedonehundredandseventypounds。HewasthelargestoneofourkindIeversaw。

  NordidIeverseeoneoftheFirePeoplesolargeashe,noroneoftheTreePeople。Sometimes,wheninthenewspapersIhappenupondescriptionsofourmodernbruisersandprizefighters,Iwonderwhatchancethebestofthemwouldhavehadagainsthim。

  Iamafraidnotmuchofachance。Withonegripofhisironfingersandapull,hecouldhavepluckedamuscle,sayabiceps,bytheroots,clearoutoftheirbodies。Aback-handed,looseblowofhisfistcouldhavesmashedtheirskullslikeegg-shells。Withasweepofhiswickedfeet(orhind-hands)hecouldhavedisembowelledthem。Atwistcouldhavebrokentheirnecks,andIknowthatwithasinglecrunchofhisjawshecouldhavepierced,atthesamemoment,thegreatveinofthethroatinfrontandthespinalmarrowattheback。

  Hecouldspringtwentyfeethorizontallyfromasittingposition。Hewasabominablyhairy。Itwasamatterofpridewithustobenotveryhairy。Buthewascoveredwithhairallover,ontheinsideofthearmsaswellastheoutside,andeventheearsthemselves。Theonlyplacesonhimwherethehairdidnotgrowwerethesolesofhishandsandfeetandbeneathhiseyes。Hewasfrightfullyugly,hisferociousgrinningmouthandhugedown-hangingunder-lipbeingbutinharmonywithhisterribleeyes。

  ThiswasRed-Eye。Andrightgingerlyhecreptoutorhiscaveanddescendedtotheground。Ignoringme,heproceededtoreconnoitre。Hebentforwardfromthehipsashewalked;andsofarforwarddidhebend,andsolongwerehisarms,thatwitheverystephetouchedtheknucklesofhishandstothegroundoneithersideofhim。Hewasawkwardinthesemi-erectpositionofwalkingthatheassumed,andhereallytouchedhisknucklestothegroundinordertobalancehimself。

  Butoh,Itellyouhecouldrunonall-fours!Nowthiswassomethingatwhichwewereparticularlyawkward。

  Furthermore,itwasarareindividualamonguswhobalancedhimselfwithhisknuckleswhenwalking。Suchanindividualwasanatavism,andRed-Eyewasanevengreateratavism。

  Thatiswhathewas——anatavism。Wewereintheprocessofchangingourtree-lifetolifeontheground。Formanygenerationswehadbeengoingthroughthischange,andourbodiesandcarriagehadlikewisechanged。ButRed-Eyehadrevertedtothemoreprimitivetree-dwellingtype。Perforce,becausehewasborninourhordehestayedwithus;butinactualityhewasanatavismandhisplacewaselsewhere。

  Verycircumspectandveryalert,hemovedhereandthereabouttheopenspace,peeringthroughthevistasamongthetreesandtryingtocatchaglimpseofthehuntinganimalthatallsuspectedhadpursuedme。Andwhilehedidthis,takingnonoticeofme,theFolkcrowdedatthecave-mouthsandwatched。

  Atlastheevidentlydecidedthattherewasnodangerlurkingabout。Hewasreturningfromtheheadoftherun-way,fromwherehehadtakenapeepdownatthedrinking-place。Hiscoursebroughthimnear,butstillhedidnotnoticeme。Heproceededcasuallyonhiswayuntilabreastofme,andthen,withoutwarningandwithincredibleswiftness,hesmotemeabuffetonthehead。

  IwasknockedbackwardfullyadozenfeetbeforeI

  fetchedupagainsttheground,andIremember,half-stunned,evenastheblowwasstruck,hearingthewilduproarofcluckingandshriekinglaughterthatarosefromthecaves。Itwasagreatjoke——atleastinthatday;andrightheartilytheFolkappreciatedit。

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