Crassus—allofthemlearnedjuris—consultsinactivepractice,whoseknowledgeoftheirprofessionwasmaintainedtotheirlastbreath。I
amafraidanoratordoeslosevigourbyoldage,forhisartisnotamatteroftheintellectalone,butoflungsandbodilystrength。
Thoughasarulethatmusicalringinthevoiceevengainsinbrillianceinacertainwayasonegrowsold—certainlyIhavenotyetlostit,andyouseemyyears。Yetafterallthestyleofspeechsuitabletoanoldmanisthequietandunemotional,anditoftenhappensthatthechastenedandcalmdeliveryofanoldmaneloquentsecuresahearing。Ifyoucannotattaintothatyourself,youmightstillinstructaScipioandaLaelius。Forwhatismorecharmingthanoldagesurroundedbytheenthusiasmofyouth?
Shallwenotallowoldageeventhestrengthtoteachtheyoung,totrainandequipthemforallthedutiesoflife?Andwhatcanbeanobleremployment?Formypart,IusedtothinkPubliusandGnaeusScipioandyourtwograndfathers,L。AemiliusandP。
Africanus,fortunatemenwhenIsawthemwithacompanyofyoungnoblesaboutthem。Norshouldwethinkanyteachersofthefineartsotherwisethanhappy,howevermuchtheirbodilyforcesmayhavedecayedandfailed。Andyetthatsamefailureofthebodilyforcesismoreoftenbroughtaboutbythevicesofyouththanofoldage;foradissoluteandintemperateyouthhandsdownthebodytooldageinaworn—outstate。Xenophon’sCyrus,forinstance,inhisdiscoursedeliveredonhisdeath—bedandataveryadvancedage,saysthatheneverperceivedhisoldagetohavebecomeweakerthanhisyouthhadbeen。IrememberasaboyLuciusMetellus,whohavingbeencreatedPontifexMaximusfouryearsafterhissecondconsul—ship,heldthatofficetwenty—twoyears,enjoyingsuchexcellentstrengthofbodyintheverylasthoursofhislifeasnottomisshisyouth。Ineednotspeakofmyself;thoughthatindeedisanoldman’swayandisgenerallyallowedtomytimeoflife。Don’tyouseeinHomerhowfrequentlyNestortalksofhisowngoodqualities?Forhewaslivingthroughathirdgeneration;norhadheanyreasontofearthatuponsayingwhatwastrueabouthimselfheshouldappeareitherovervainortalkative。For,asHomersays,\"fromhislipsfloweddiscoursesweeterthanhoney,\"forwhichsweetbreathhewantednobodilystrength。Andyet,afterall,thefamousleaderoftheGreeksnowherewishestohavetenmenlikeAjax,butlikeNestor:ifhecouldgetthem,hefeelsnodoubtofTroyshortlyfalling。
10。Buttoreturntomyowncase:Iaminmyeighty—fourthyear。I
couldwishthatIhadbeenabletomakethesameboastasCyrus;
but,afterall,Icansaythis:IamnotindeedasvigorousasIwasasaprivatesoldierinthePunicwar,orasquaestorinthesamewar,orasconsulinSpain,andfouryearslaterwhenasamilitarytribuneItookpartintheengagementatThermopylaeundertheconsulManiusAciliusGlabrio;butyet,asyousee,oldagehasnotentirelydestroyedmymuscles,hasnotquitebroughtmetotheground。TheSenate—housedoesnotfindallmyvigourgone,northerostra,normyfriends,normyclients,normyforeignguests。
ForIhavenevergivenintothatancientandmuch—praisedproverb:
OldwhenyoungIsoldforlong。
Formyself,Ihadratherbeanoldmanasomewhatshortertimethananoldman_before_mytime。Accordingly,nooneuptothepresenthaswishedtoseeme,towhomIhavebeendeniedasengaged。But,itmaybesaid,Ihavelessstrengththaneitherofyou。NeitherhaveyouthestrengthofthecenturionT。Pontius:ishethemoreeminentmanonthataccount?Lettherebeonlyaproperhusbandingofstrength,andleteachmanproportionhiseffortstohispowers。Suchanonewillassuredlynotbepossessedwithanygreatregretforhislossofstrength。AtOlympiaMiloissaidtohavesteppedintothecoursecarryingaliveoxonhisshoulders。Whichthenofthetwowouldyouprefertohavegiventoyou—bodilystrengthlikethat,orintellectualstrengthlikethatofPythagoras?Infine,enjoythatblessingwhenyouhaveit;whenitisgone,don’twishitback—unlesswearetothinkthatyoungmenshouldwishtheirchildhoodback,andthosesomewhatoldertheiryouth!Thecourseoflifeisfixed,andnatureadmitsofitsbeingrunbutinoneway,andonlyonce;andtoeachpartofourlifethereissomethingspeciallyseasonable;sothatthefeeblenessofchildren,aswellasthehighspiritofyouth,thesobernessofmatureryears,andtheripewisdomofoldage—allhaveacertainnaturaladvantagewhichshouldbesecuredinitsproperseason。I
thinkyouareinformed,Scipio,whatyourgrandfather’sforeignfriendMasinissadoestothisday,thoughninetyyearsold。Whenhehasoncebegunajourneyonfoothedoesnotmounthishorseatall;whenonhorsebackhenevergetsoffhishorse。Bynorainorcoldcanhebeinducedtocoverhishead。Hisbodyisabsolutelyfreefromunhealthyhumours,andsohestillperformsallthedutiesandfunctionsofaking。Activeexercise,therefore,andtemperancecanpreservesomepartofone’sformerstrengtheveninoldage。
11。Bodilystrengthiswantingtooldage;butneitherisbodilystrengthdemandedfromoldmen。Therefore,bothbylawandcustom,menofmytimeoflifeareexemptfromthosedutieswhichcannotbesupportedwithoutbodilystrength。Accordinglynotonlyarewenotforcedtodowhatwecannotdo;wearenotevenobligedtodoasmuchaswecan。But,itwillbesaid,manyoldmenaresofeeblethattheycannotperformanydutyinlifeofanysortorkind。Thatisnotaweaknesstobesetdownaspeculiarto61dage:
itisonesharedbyillhealth。HowfeeblewasthesonofP。
Africanus,whoadoptedyou!Whatweakhealthhehad,orrathernohealthatall!Ifthathadnotbeenthecase,weshouldhavehadinhimasecondbrilliantlightinthepoliticalhorizon;forhehadaddedawidercultivationtohisfather’sgreatnessofspirit。Whatwonder,then,thatoldmenareeventuallyfeeble,whenevenyoungmencannotescapeit?MydearLaeliusandScipio,wemuststandupagainstoldageandmakeupforitsdrawbacksbytakingpains。
Wemustfightitasweshouldanillness。Wemustlookafterourhealth,usemoderateexercise,takejustenoughfoodanddrinktorecruit,butnottooverload,ourstrength。Norisitthebodyalonethatmustbesupported,buttheintellectandsoulmuchmore。Fortheyarelikelamps:unlessyoufeedthemwithoil,theytoogooutfromoldage。Again,thebodyisapttogetgrossfromexercise;buttheintellectbecomesnimblerbyexercisingitself。ForwhatCaeciliusmeansby\"olddotardsofthecomicstage\"arethecredulous,theforgetful,andtheslipshod。Thesearefaultsthatdonotattachtooldageassuch,buttoasluggish,spiritless,andsleepyoldage。Youngmenaremorefrequentlywantonanddissolutethanoldmen;butyet,asitisnotallyoungmenthatareso,butthebadsetamongthem,evensosenilefolly—usuallycalledimbecility—appliestooldmenofunsoundcharacter,nottoall。
Appiusgovernedfoursturdysons,fivedaughters,thatgreatestablishment,andallthoseclients,thoughhewasbotholdandblind。Forhekepthismindatfullstretchlikeahow,andnevergaveintooldagebygrowingslack。Hemaintainednotmerelyaninfluence,butanabsolutecommandoverhisfamily:hisslavesfearedhim,hissonswereinaweofhim,alllovedhim。Inthatfamily,indeed,ancestralcustomanddisciplinewereinfullvigour。
Thefactisthatoldageisrespectablejustaslongasitassertsitself,maintainsitsproperrights,andisnotenslavedtoanyone。
ForasIadmireayoungmanwhohassomethingoftheoldmaninhim,sodoIanoldonewhohassomethingofayoungman。Themanwhoaimsatthismaypossiblybecomeoldinbody—inmindheneverwill。Iamnowengagedincomposingtheseventhbookofmy_Origins_。Icollectalltherecordsofantiquity。ThespeechesdeliveredinallthecelebratedcaseswhichIhavedefendedIamatthisparticulartimegettingintoshapeforpublication。Iamwritingtreatisesonaugural,pontifical,andcivillaw。Iam,besides,studyinghardatGreek,andafterthemannerofthePythagoreans—tokeepmymemoryinworkingorder—IrepeatintheeveningwhateverIhavesaid,heard,ordoneinthecourseofeachday。Thesearetheexercisesoftheintellect,thesethetraininggroundsofthemind:whileIsweatandlabourontheseIdon’tmuchfeelthelossofbodilystrength。Iappearincourtformyfriends;IfrequentlyattendtheSenateandbringmotionsbeforeitonmyownresponsibility,preparedafterdeepandlongreflection。
AndtheseIsupportbymyintellectual,notmybodilyforces。AndifIwerenotstrongenoughtodothesethings,yetIshouldenjoymysofa—imaginingtheveryoperationswhichIwasnowunabletoperform。Butwhatmakesmecapableofdoingthisismypastlife。
Foramanwhoisalwayslivinginthemidstofthesestudiesandlaboursdoesnotperceivewhenoldagecreepsuponhim。Thus,byslowandimperceptibledegreeslifedrawstoitsend。Thereisnosuddenbreakage;itjustslowlygoesout。
12。ThethirdchargeagainstoldageisthatitLACKSSENSUAL
PLEASURES。Whatasplendidservicedoesoldagerender,ifittakesfromusthegreatestblotofyouth!Listen,mydearyoungfriends,toaspeechofArchytasofTarentum,amongthegreatestandmostillustriousofmen,whichwasputintomyhandswhenasayoungmanIwasatTarentumwithQ。Maximus。\"Nomoredeadlycursethansensualpleasurehasbeeninflictedonmankindbynature,togratifywhichourwantonappetitesarerousedbeyondallprudenceorrestraint。Itisafruitfulsourceoftreasons,revolutions,secretcommunicationswiththeenemy。Infact,thereisnocrime,noevildeed,towhichtheappetiteforsensualpleasuresdoesnotimpelus。Fornicationsandadulteries,andeveryabominationofthatkind,arebroughtaboutbytheenticementsofpleasureandbythemalone。IntellectisthebestgiftofnatureorGod:tothisdivinegiftandendowmentthereisnothingsoinimicalaspleasure。Forwhenappetiteisourmaster,thereisnoplaceforself—control;norwherepleasurereignssupremecanvirtueholditsground。Toseethismorevividly,imagineamanexcitedtothehighestconceivablepitchofsensualpleasure。Itcanbedoubtfultonoonethatsuchaperson,solongasheisundertheinfluenceofsuchexcitationofthesenses,willbeunabletousetoanypurposeeitherintellect,reason,orthought。
Thereforenothingcanbesoexecrableandsofatalaspleasure;
since,whenmorethanordinarilyviolentandlasting,itdarkensallthelightofthesoul。\"
ThesewerethewordsaddressedbyArchytastotheSamniteCaiusPontius,fatherofthemanbywhomtheconsulsSpuriusPostumiusandTitusVeturiuswerebeateninthebattleofCaudium。MyfriendNearchusofTarentum,whohadremainedloyaltoRome,toldmethathehadheardthemrepeatedbysomeoldmen;andthatPlatotheAthenianwaspresent,whovisitedTarentum,Ifind,intheconsulshipofL。CamillusandAppiusClaudius。
Whatisthepointofallthis?Itistoshowyouthat,ifwewereunabletoscornpleasurebytheaidofreasonandphilosophy,weoughttohavebeenverygratefultooldagefordeprivingusofallinclinationforthatwhichitwaswrongtodo。Forpleasurehindersthought,isafoetoreason,and,sotospeak,blindstheeyesofthemind。Itis,moreover,entirelyalientovirtue。IwassorrytohavetoexpelLucius,brotherofthegallantTitusFlamininus,fromtheSenatesevenyearsafterhisconsulship;butIthoughtitimperativetoaffixastigmaonanactofgrosssensuality。ForwhenhewasinGaulasconsul,hehadyieldedtotheentreatiesofhisparamouratadinner—partytobeheadamanwhohappenedtobeinprisoncondemnedonacapitalcharge。WhenhisbrotherTituswasCensor,whoprecededme,heescaped;butIandFlaccuscouldnotcountenanceanactofsuchcriminalandabandonedlust,especiallyas,besidesthepersonaldishonour,itbroughtdisgraceontheGovernment。
13。Ihaveoftenbeentoldbymenolderthanmyself,whosaidthattheyhadhearditasboysfromoldmen,thatGaiusFabriciuswasinthehabitofexpressingastonishmentathavingheard,whenenvoyattheheadquartersofkingPyrrhus,fromtheThessalianCineas,thattherewasamanofAthenswhoprofessedtobea\"philosopher,\"andaffirmedthateverythingwedidwastobereferredtopleasure。WhenhetoldthistoManiusCuriusandPubliusDecius,theyusedtoremarkthattheywishedthattheSamnitesandPyrrhushimselfwouldholdthesameopinion。Itwouldbemucheasiertoconquerthem,iftheyhadoncegiventhemselvesovertosensualindulgences。ManiusCuriushadbeenintimatewithP。Decius,whofouryearsbeforetheformer’sconsulshiphaddevotedhimselftodeathfortheRepublic。BothFabriciusandCoruncaniusknewhimalso,andfromtheexperienceoftheirownlives,aswellasfromtheactionofP。
Decius,theywereofopinionthattheredidexistsomethingintrinsicallynobleandgreat,whichwassoughtforitsownsake,andatwhichallthebestmenaimed,tothecontemptandneglectofpleasure。WhythendoIspendsomanywordsonthesubjectofpleasure?Why,because,farfrombeingachargeagainstoldage,thatitdoesnotmuchfeelthewantofanypleasures,itisitshighestpraise。
But,youwillsay,itisdeprivedofthepleasuresofthetable,theheapedupboard,therapidpassingofthewine—cup。Well,then,itisalsofreefromheadache,disordereddigestion,brokensleep。Butifwemustgrantpleasuresomething,sincewedonotfinditeasytoresistitscharms,—forPlato,withhappyinspiration,callspleasure\"vice’sbait,\"becauseofcoursemenarecaughtbyitasfishbyahook,—yet,althougholdagehastoabstainfromextravagantbanquets,itisstillcapableofenjoyingmodestfestivities。AsaboyIoftenusedtoseeGaiusDuiliusthesonofMarcus,thenanoldmali,returningfromadinner—party。Hethoroughlyenjoyedthefrequentuseoftorchandflute—player,distinctionswhichhehadassumedthoughunprecedentedinthecaseofaprivateperson。Itwastheprivilegeofhisglory。Butwhymentionothers?Iwillcomebacktomyowncase。Tobeginwith,I
havealwaysremainedamemberofa\"club\"—clubs,youknow,wereestablishedinmyquaestorshiponthereceptionoftheMagnaMaterfromIda。SoIusedtodineattheirfeastwiththemembersofmyclub—onthewholewithmoderation,thoughtherewasacertainwarmthoftemperamentnaturaltomytimeoflife;butasthatadvancesthereisadailydecreaseofallexcitement。NorwasI,infact,everwonttomeasuremyenjoymentevenofthesebanquetsbythephysicalpleasurestheygavemorethanbythegatheringandconversationoffriends。Foritwasagoodideaofourancestorstostylethepresenceofguestsatadinner—table—seeingthatitimpliedacommunityofenjoyment—a_convivium_,\"alivingtogether。\"ItisabettertermthantheGreekwordswhichmean\"adrinkingtogether,\"or,\"aneatingtogether。\"Fortheywouldseemtogivethepreferencetowhatisreallytheleastimportantpartofit。
14。Formyself,owingtothepleasureItakeinconversation,I
enjoyevenbanquetsthatbeginearlyintheafternoon,andnotonlyincompanywithmycontemporaries—ofwhomveryfewsurvive—butalsowithmenofyourageandwithyourselves。Iamthankfultooldage,whichhasincreasedmyavidityforconversation,whileithasremovedthatforeatinganddrinking。
Butifanyonedoesenjoythese—nottoseemtohaveproclaimedwaragainstallpleasurewithoutexception,whichisperhapsafeelinginspiredbynature—Ifailtoperceiveevenintheseverypleasuresthatoldageisentirelywithoutthepowerofappreciation。Formyself,Itakedelightevenintheold—fashionedappointmentofmasterofthefeast;andinthearrangementoftheconversation,whichaccordingtoancestralcustomisbegunfromthelastplaceontheleft—handcouchwhenthewineisbroughtin;asalsointhecupswhich,asinXenophon’sbanquet,aresmallandfilledbydriblets;andinthecontrivanceforcoolinginsummer,andforwarminghythewintersunorwinterfire。ThesethingsIkeepupevenamongmySabinecountrymen,andeverydayhaveafulldinner—partyofneighbours,whichweprolongasfarintothenightaswecanwithvariedconversation。
Butyoumayurge—thereisnotthesametinglingsensationofpleasureinoldmen。Nodoubt;butneitherdotheymissitsomuch。Fornothinggivesyouuneasinesswhichyoudonotmiss。
ThatwasafineanswerofSophoclestoamanwhoaskedhim,wheninextremeoldage,whetherhewasstillalover。\"Heavenforbid!\"hereplied;\"Iwasonlytoogladtoescapefromthat,asthoughfromaboorishandinsanemaster。\"Tomenindeedwhoarekeenaftersuchthingsitmaypossiblyappeardisagreeableanduncomfortabletobewithoutthem;buttojadedappetitesitispleasantertolackthantoenjoy。However,hecannotbesaidtolackwhodoesnotwant:mycontentionisthatnottowantisthepleasanterthing。
Butevengrantingthatyouthenjoysthesepleasureswithmorezest;inthefirstplace,theyareinsignificantthingstoenjoy,asI
havesaid;andit]thesecondplace,suchasageisnotentirelywithout,ifitdoesnotpossesstheminprofusion。JustasamangetsgreaterpleasurefromAmbiviusTurpioifseatedinthefrontrowatthetheatrethanifhewasinthelast,yet,afterall,themaninthelastrowdoesgetpleasure;soyouth,becauseitlooksatpleasuresatcloserquarters,perhapsenjoysitselfmore,yetevenoldage,lookingatthemfromadistance,doesenjoyitselfwellenough。Why,whatblessingsarethese—thatthesoul,havingserveditstime,sotospeak,inthecampaignsofdesireandambition,rivalryandhatred,andallthepassions,shouldliveinitsownthoughts,and,astheexpressiongoes,shoulddwellapart!
Indeed,ifithasinstoreanyofwhatImaycallthefoodofstudyandphilosophy,nothingcanbepleasanterthananoldageofleisure。WewerewitnessestoC。Gallus—afriendofyourfather’s,Scipio—intenttothedayofhisdeathonmappingouttheskyandland。Howoftendidthelightsurprisehimwhilestillworkingoutaproblembegunduringthenight!Howoftendidnightfindhimbusyonwhathehadbegunatdawn!Howhedelightedinpredictingforussolarandlunareclipseslongbeforetheyoccurred!Oragaininstudiesofalighternature,thoughstillrequiringkeennessofintellect,whatpleasureNaeviustookinhis_PunicWar_!Plautusinhis_Truculentus_and_Pseudolus_!I
evensawLiviusAndronicus,who,havingproducedaplaysixyearsbeforeIwasborn—intheconsulshipofCentoandTuditanus—livedtillIhadbecomeayoungman。WhyspeakofPubliusLiciniusCrassus’sdevotiontopontificalandcivillaw,orofthePubliusScipioofthepresenttime,whowithintheselastfewdayshasbeencreatedPontifexMaximus?AndyetIhaveseenallwhomIhavementionedardentinthesepursuitswhenoldmen。
ThenthereisMarcusCethegus,whomEnniusjustlycalled\"Persuasion’sMarrow\"—withwhatenthusiasmdidweseehimexerthimselfinoratoryevenwhenquiteold!Whatpleasuresarethere’nfeasts,games,ormistressescomparabletopleasuressuchasthese?Andtheyarealltastes,too,connectedwithlearning,whichinmenofsenseandgoodeducationgrowwiththeirgrowth。
ItisindeedanhonourablesentimentwhichSolonexpressesinaversewhichIhavequotedbefore—thathegrewoldlearningmanyafreshlessoneveryday。Thanthatintellectualpleasurenonecertainlycanbegreater。
15。Icomenowtothepleasuresofthefarmer,inwhich[takeamazingdelight。Thesearenothinderedbyanyextentofoldage,andseemtometoapproachnearestto’theidealwiseman’slife。
Forhehastodealwiththeearth,whichneverrefusesitsobedience,noreverreturnswhatithasreceivedwithoutusury;
sometimes,indeed,withless,butgenerallywithgreaterinterest。
Formypart,however。itisnotmerelythethingproduced,buttheearth’sownforceandnaturalproductivenessthatdelightme。Forreceivedinitsbosomtheseedscatteredbroadcastuponit,softenedandbrokenup,shefirstkeepsitconcealedtherein(hencetheharrowingwhichaccomplishesthisgetsitsnamefromawordmeaning\"tohide\");next,whenithasbeenwarmedbyherheatandclosepressure,shesplitsitopenanddrawsfromitthegreeneryoftheblade。This,supportedbythefibresoftheroot,littlebylittlegrowsup,andhelduprightbyitsjointedstalkisenclosedinsheaths,asbeingstillimmature。Whenithasemergedfromthemitproducesanearofcornarrangedinorder,andisdefendedagainstthepeckingofthesmallerbirdsbyaregularpalisadeofspikes。
NeedImentionthestarting,planting,andgrowthofvines?Icanneverhavetoomuchofthispleasure—toletyouintothesecretofwhatgivesmyoldagereposeandamusement。ForIsaynothinghereofthenaturalforcewhichallthingspropagatedfromtheearthpossess—theearthwhichfromthattinygraininafig,orthegrape—stoneinagrape,orthemostminuteseedsoftheothercerealsandplants,producessuchhugetrunksandboughs。
Mallet—shoots,slips,cuttings,quicksets,layers—aretheynotenoughtofillanyonewithdelightandastonishment?Thevinebynatureisapttofall,andunlesssupporteddropsdowntotheearth;yetinordertokeepitselfuprightitembraceswhateveritreacheswithitstendrilsasthoughtheywerehands。Thenasitcreepson,spreadingitselfinintricateandwildprofusion,thedresser’sartprunesitwiththeknifeandpreventsitgrowingaforestofshootsandexpandingtoexcessineverydirection。AccordinglyatthebeginningofspringintheshootswhichhavebeenleftthereprotrudesateachofthejointswhatistermedanFromthisthegrapeemergesandshowsitself;which,swollenbythejuiceoftheearthandtheheatofthesun,isatfirstverybittertothetaste,butafterwardsgrowssweetasitmatures;andbeingcoveredwithtendrilsisneverwithoutamoderatewarmth,andyetisabletowardoffthefieryheatofthesun。Cananythingbericherinproductormorebeautifultocontemplate?Itisnotitsutilityonly,asIsaidbefore,thatcharmsme,butthemethodofitscultivationandthenaturalprocessofitsgrowth:therowsofuprights,thecross—piecesforthetopsoftheplants,thetyingupofthevinesandtheirpropagationbylayers,thepruning,towhichI
havealreadyreferred,ofsomeshoots,thesettingofothers。Ineedhardlymentionirrigation,ortrenchinganddiggingthesoil,whichmuchincreaseitsfertility。AstotheadvantagesofmanuringIhavespokeninmybookonagriculture。ThelearnedHesioddidnotsayasinglewordonthissubject,thoughhewaswritingonthecultivationofthesoil;yetHomer,whoinmyopinionwasmanygenerationsearlier,representsLaertesassofteninghisregretforhissonbycultivatingandmanuringhisfarm。Norisitonlyincornfieldsandmeadowsandvineyardsandplantationsthatafarmer’slifeismadecheerful。Therearethegardenandtheorchard,thefeedingofsheep,theswarmsofbees,endlessvarietiesofflowers。Norisitonlyplantingoutthatcharms:thereisalsografting—surelythemostingeniousinventionevermadebyhusbandmen。
i6。Imightcontinuemylistofthedelightsofcountrylife;butevenwhatIhavesaidIthinkissomewhatoverlong。However,youmustpardonme;forfarmingisaveryfavouritehobbyofmine,andoldageisnaturallyrathergarrulous—forIwouldnotbethoughttoacquititofallfaults。
Well,itwasinalifeofthissortthatManiusCurius,aftercelebratingtriumphsovertheSamnites,theSabines,andPyrrhus,spenthislastdays。WhenIlookathisvilla—foritisnotfarfrommyown—Inevercanenoughadmiretheman’sownfrugalityorthespiritoftheage。AsCuriuswassittingathishearththeSamnites,whobroughthimalargesumofgold,wererepulsedbyhim;foritwasnot,liesaid,afinethinginhiseyestopossessgold,buttorulethosewhopossessedit。Couldsuchahighspiritfailtomakeoldagepleasant?
Buttoreturntofarmers—nottowanderfrommyownmetier。Tnthosedaysthereweresenators,_i。e_。oldmen,ontheirfarms。ForL。QuinctiusCincinnatuswasactuallyattheploughwhenwordwasbroughthimthathehadbeennamedDictator。ItwasbyhisorderasDictator,bytheway,thatC。ServiliusAhala,theMasteroftheHorse,seizedandputtodeathSpuriusMaeliuswhenattemptingtoobtainroyalpower。CuriusaswellasotheroldmenusedtoreceivetheirsummonsestoattendtheSenateintheirfarm—houses,fromwhichcircumstancethesummonerswerecalled_viatores_or\"travellers。\"Wasthesemen’soldageanobjectofpitywhofoundtheirpleasureinthecultivationoftheland?Inmyopinion,scarcelyanylifecanbemoreblessed,notalonefromitsutility(foragricultureisbeneficialtothewholehumanrace),butalsoasmuchfromthemerepleasureofthething,towhichIhavealreadyalluded,andfromtherichabundanceandsupplyofallthingsnecessaryforthefoodofmanandfortheworshipofthegodsabove。So,astheseareobjectsofdesiretocertainpeople,letusmakeourpeacewithpleasure。Forthegoodandhard—workingfarmer’swine—cellarandoil—store,aswellashislarder,arealwayswellfilled,andhiswholefarm—houseisrichlyfurnished。Itaboundsinpigs,goats,lambs,fowls,milk,cheese,and。honey。
Thenthereisthegarden,whichthefarmersthemselvescalltheir\"
secondflitch。\"Azestandflavourisaddedtoallthesebyhuntingandfowlinginsparehours。NeedImentionthegreeneryofmeadows,therowsoftrees,thebeautyofvineyardandolive—grove?I’willputitbriefly:nothingcaneitherfurnishnecessariesmorerichly,orpresentafairerspectacle,thanwell—cultivatedland。Andtotheenjoymentofthat,oldagedoesnotmerelypresentnohindrance—itactuallyinvitesandallurestoit。
Forwhereelsecanitbetterwarmitself,eitherbybaskinginthesunorbysittingbythefire,oratthepropertimecoolitselfmorewholesomelybythehelpofshadeorwater?Lettheyoungkeeptheirarmsthentothemselves,theirhorses,spears,theirfoilsandball,theirswimmingbathsandrunningpath。Tousoldmenletthem,outofthemanyformsofsport,leavediceandcounters;buteventhatastheychoose,sinceoldagecanbequitehappywithoutthem。
17。Xenophon’sbooksareveryusefulformanypurposes。Praygoonreadingthemwithattention,asyouhaveeverdone。Inwhatampletermsisagriculturelaudedbyhiminthebookabouthusbandingone’sproperty,whichiscalled_Oceonomicus_!Buttoshowyouthathethoughtnothingsoworthyofaprinceasthetasteforcultivatingthesoil,IwilltranslatewhatSocratessaystoCritobulusinthatbook:
\"WhenthatmostgallantLacedaemonianLysandercametovisitthePersianprinceCyrusatSardis,soeminentforhischaracterandthegloryofhisrule,bringinghimpresentsfromhisallies,hetreatedLysanderinallwayswithcourteousfamiliarityandkindness,and,amongotherthings,tookhimtoseeacertainparkcarefullyplanted。Lysanderexpressedadmirationoftheheightofthetreesandtheexactarrangementoftheirrowsinthequincunx,thecarefulcultivationofthesoil,itsfreedomfromweeds,andthesweetnessoftheodoursexhaledfromtheflowers,andwentontosaythatwhatheadmiredwasnottheindustryonly,butalsotheskillofthemanbywhomthishadbeenplannedandlaidout。
Cyrusreplied:’Well,itwasIwhoplannedthewholethingtheserowsaremydoing,thelayingoutisallmine;manyofthetreeswereevenplantedbyownhand。’ThenLysander,lookingathispurplerobe,thebrillianceofhisperson,andhisadornmentPersianfashionwithgoldandmanyjewels,said:’Peoplearequiteright,Cyrus,tocallyouhappy,sincetheadvantagesofhighfortunehavebeenjoinedtoanexcellencelikeyours。’\"
Thiskindofgoodfortune,then,itisinthepowerofoldmentoenjoy;norisageanybartoourmaintainingpursuitsofeveryotherkind,andespeciallyofagriculture,totheveryextremevergeofoldage。Forinstance,wehaveitonrecordthatM。ValeriusCorvuskeptituptohishundredthyear,livingonhislandandcultivatingitafterhisactivecareerwasover,thoughbetweenhisfirstandsixthconsulshipstherewasanintervalofsixandfortyyears。Sothathehadanofficialcareerlastingthenumberofyearswhichourancestorsdefinedascomingbetweenbirthandthebeginningofoldage。Moreover,thatlastperiodofhisoldagewasmoreblessedthanthatofhismiddlelife,inasmuchashehadgreaterinfluenceandlesslabour。Forthecrowninggraceofoldageisinfluence。
HowgreatwasthatofL。CaeciliusMetellus!HowgreatthatofAtiliusCalatinus,overwhomthefamousepitaphwasplaced,\"Verymanyclassesagreeindeemingthistohavebeentheveryfirstmanofthenation\"!Thelinecutonhistombiswellknown。Itisnatural,then,thatamanshouldhavehadinfluence,inwhosepraisetheverdictofhistoryisunanimous。Again,inrecenttimes,whatagreatmanwasPubliusCrassus,PontifexMaximus,andhissuccessorinthesameoffice,M。Lepidus!IneedscarcelymentionPaulusorAfricanus,or,asIdidbefore,Maximus。Itwasnotonlytheirsenatorialutterancesthathadweight:theirleastgesturehaditalso。Infact,oldage,especiallywhenithasenjoyedhonours,hasaninfluenceworthallthepleasuresofyouthputtogether。
18。Butthroughoutmydiscourserememberthatmypanegyricappliestoanoldagethathasbeenestablishedonfoundationslaidbyyouth。FromwhichmaybededucedwhatIoncesaidwithuniversalapplause,thatitwasawretchedoldagethathadtodefenditselfbyspeech。Neitherwhitehairsnorwrinklescanatonceclaiminfluenceinthemselves:itisthehonourableconductofearlierdaysthatisrewardedbypossessinginfluenceatthelast。
Eventhingsgenerallyregardedastriflingandmattersofcourse—beingsaluted,beingcourted,havingwaymadeforone,peoplerisingwhenoneapproaches,beingescortedtoandfromtheforum,beingreferredtoforadvice—allthesearemarksofrespect,observedamongusandinotherStates—alwaysmostsedulouslywherethemoraltoneishighest。TheysaythatLysandertheSpartan,whomIhavementionedbefore,usedtoremarkthatSpartawasthemostdignifiedhomeforoldage;forthatnowherewasmorerespectpaidtoyears,no—wherewasoldageheldinhigherhonour。Nay,thestoryistoldofhowwhenamanofadvancedyearscameintothetheatreatAthenswhenthegamesweregoingon,noplacewasgivenhimanywhereinthatlargeassemblybyhisowncountrymen;butwhenhecameneartheLacedaemonians,whoasambassadorshadafixedplaceassignedtothem,theyroseasonemanoutofrespectforhim,andgavetheveteranaseat。Whentheyweregreetedwithroundsofapplausefromthewholeaudience,oneofthemremarked:
\"TheAtheniansknowwhatisright,butwillnotdoit。\"Therearemanyexcellentrulesinourauguralcollege,butamongthebestisonewhichaffectsoursubject—thatprecedenceinspeechgoesbyseniority;andaugurswhoareolderarepreferredonlytothosewhohaveheldhigheroffice,buteventothosewhoareactuallyinpossessionofimperium。Whatthenarethephysicalpleasurestobecomparedwiththerewardofinfluence?Thosewhohaveemployeditwithdistinctionappeartometohaveplayedthedramaoflifetoitsend,andnottohavebrokendowninthelastactlikeunpractisedplayers。
But,itwillbesaid,oldmenarefretful,fidgety,ill—tempered,anddisagreeable。Ifyoucometothat,theyarealsoavaricious。Butthesearefaultsofcharacter,notofthetimeoflife。And,afterall,fretfulnessandtheotherfaultsImentionedadmitofsomeexcuse—not,indeed,acompleteone,butonethatmaypossiblypassmuster:theythinkthem—selvesneglected,lookeddownupon,mocked,Besideswithbodilyweaknesseveryrubisasourceofpain。Yetallthesefaultsaresoftenedbothbygoodcharacterandgoodeducation。Illustrationsofthismaybefoundinreallife,asalsoonthestageinthecaseofthebrothersinthe_Adeiphi_。Whatharshnessintheone,whatgraciousmannersintheotherThefactisthat,justasitisnoteverywine,soitisnoteverylife,thatturnssourfromkeeping,SeriousgravityIapproveofinoldage,but,asinotherthings,itmustbewithinduelimits:bitternessIcaninnocaseapprove。WhattheobjectofsenileavaricemaybeIcannotconceive。Forcantherebeanythingmoreabsurdthantoseekmorejourneymoney,thelessthereremainsofthejourney?
19。Thereremainsthefourthreason,whichmorethananythingelseappearstotormentmenofmyageandkeeptheminaflutter—THENEARNESSOFDEATH,which,itmustbeallowed,cannotbefarfromanoldman。Butwhatapoordotardmusthebewhohasnotlearntinthecourseofsolongalifethatdeathisnotathingtobefeared?Death,thatiseithertobetotallydisregarded,ifitentirelyextinguishesthesoul,oriseventobedesired,ifitbringshimwhereheistoexistforever。Athirdalternative,atanyrate,cannotpossiblybediscovered。WhythenshouldIbeafraidifIamdestinedeithernottobemiserableafterdeathoreventobehappy?
Afterall,whoissuchafoolastofeelcertain—howeveryounghemaybe—thathewillbealiveintheevening?Nay,thattimeoflifehasmanymorechancesofdeaththanours,Youngmenmoreeasilycontractdiseases;theirillnessesaremoreserious;theirtreatmenthastobemoresevere。Accordingly,onlyafewarriveatoldage。Ifthatwerenotso,lifewouldbeconductedbetterandmorewisely;foritisinoldmenthatthought,reason,andprudencearetobefound;andiftherehadbeennooldmen,Stateswouldneverhaveexistedatall。ButIreturntothesubjectoftheimminenceofdeath。Whatsortofchargeisthisagainstoldage,whenyouseethatitissharedbyyouth?Ihadreasoninthecaseofmyexcellentson—asyouhad,Scipio,inthatofyourbrothers,whowereexpectedtoattainthehighesthonours—torealisethatdeathiscommontoeverytimeoflife。Yes,youwillsay;butayoungmanexpectstolivelong;anoldmancannotexpecttodoso。Well,heisafooltoexpectit。Forwhatcanbemorefoolishthantoregardtheuncertainascertain,thefalseastrue?\"Anoldmanhasnothingeventohope。\"Ah,butitisjusttherethatheisinabetterpositionthanayoungman,sincewhatthelatteronlyhopeshehasobtained。Theonewishestolivelong;theotherhaslivedlong。
Andyet,goodheaven!whatis\"long\"inaman’slife?Forgranttheutmostlimit:letusexpectanagelikethatoftheKingoftheTartessi。Fortherewas,asIfindrecorded,acertainAgathoniusatGadeswhoreignedeightyyearsandlivedahundredandtwenty。
Buttomymindnothingseemsevenlonginwhichthereisany\"last,\"forwhenthatarrives,thenallthepasthasslippedaway—onlythatremainstowhichyouhaveattainedbyvirtueandrighteousactions。Hoursindeed,anddaysandmonthsandyearsdepart,nordoespasttimeeverreturn,norcanthefuturebeknown。Whatevertimeeachisgrantedforlife,withthatheisboundtobecontent。
Anactor,inordertoearnapproval,isnotboundtoperformtheplayfrombeginningtoend;lethimonlysatisfytheaudienceinwhateveractheappears。Norneedawisemangoontotheconcluding\"plaudite。\"Forashorttermoflifeislongenoughforlivingwellandhonourably。Butifyougofarther,youhavenomorerighttogrumblethanfarmersdobecausethecharmofthespringseasonispastandthesummerandautumnhavecome。Fortheword\"spring\"inawaysuggestsyouth,andpointstotheharvesttobe:theotherseasonsaresuitedforthereapingandstoringofthecrops。Nowtheharvestofoldageis,asIhaveoftensaid,thememoryandrichstoreofblessingslaidupineasierlife。
Again,allthingsthataccordwithnaturearetobecountedasgood。
Butwhatcanbemoreinaccordancewithnaturethanforoldmentodie?Athing,indeed,whichalsobeliefsyoungmen,thoughnaturerevoltsandfightsagainstit。Accordingly,thedeathofyoungmenseemstomelikeputtingoutagreatfirewithadelugeofwater;butoldmendielikeafiregoingoutbecauseithasburntdownofitsownnaturewithoutartificialmeans。Again,justasappleswhenunripearetornfromtrees,butwhenripeandmellowdropdown,soitisviolencethattakeslifefromyoungmen,ripenessfromold。Thisripenessissodelightfultome,that,asI
approachnearertodeath,Iseemasitweretobesightingland,andtobecomingtoportatlastafteralongvoyage。
20。Again,thereisnofixedborderlineforoldage,andyouaremakingagoodandproperuseofitaslongasyoucansatisfythecallofdutyanddisregarddeath。Theresultofthisis,thatoldageisevenmoreconfidentandcourageousthanyouth。ThatisthemeaningofSolon’sanswertothetyrantPisistratus。Whenthelatteraskedhimwhatherelieduponinopposinghimwithsuchboldness,heissaidtohavereplied,\"Onmyoldage。\"Butthatendoflifeisthebest,when,withouttheintellectorsensesbeingimpaired,Natureherselftakestopiecesherownhandiworkwhichshealsoputtogether。Justasthebuilderofashiporahousecanbreakthemupmoreeasilythananyoneelse,sothenaturethatknittogetherthehumanframecanalsobestunfastenit。Moreover,athingfreshlygluedtogetherisalwaysdifficulttopullasunder;ifold,thisiseasilydone。
Theresultisthattheshorttimeoflifelefttothemisnottobegraspedatbyoldmenwithgreedyeagerness,orabandonedwithoutcause。Pythagorasforbidsus,withoutanorderfromourcommander,thatisGod,todesertlife’sfortressandoutpost。
Solon’sepitaph,indeed,isthatofawiseman,inwhichhesaysthathedoesnotwishhisdeathtobeunaccompaniedbythesorrowandlamentationsofhisfriends。Hewants,Isuppose,tobebelovedbythem。ButIratherthinkEnniussaysbetter:
Nonegracemewiththeirtears,norweepingloudMakesadmyfuneralrites!
Heholdsthatadeathisnotasubjectformourningwhenitisfollowedbyimmortality。
Again,theremaypossiblybesomesensationofdyingandthatonlyforashorttime,especiallyinthecaseofanoldman:
afterdeath,indeed,sensationiseitherwhatonewoulddesire,oritdisappearsaltogether。Buttodisregarddeathisalessonwhichmustbestudiedfromouryouthup;forunlessthatislearnt,noonecanhaveaquietmind。Fordiewecertainlymust,andthattoowithoutbeingcertainwhetheritmaynotbethisveryday。Asdeath,therefore,ishangingoverourheadeveryhour,howcanamaneverbeunshakeninsoulifhefearsit?
ButonthisthemeIdon’tthinkIneedmuchenlarge:whenI
rememberwhatLuciusBrutusdid,whowaskilledwhiledefendinghiscountry;orthetwoDecii,whospurredtheirhorsestoagallopandmetavoluntarydeath;orM。AtiliusRegulus,wholefthishometoconfrontadeathoftorture,ratherthanbreakthewordwhichliehadpledgedtotheenemy;orthetwoScipios,whodeterminedtoblocktheCarthaginianadvanceevenwiththeirownbodies;oryourgrandfatherLuciusPaulus,whopaidwithhislifefortherashnessofhiscolleagueinthedisgraceatCannae;orM。
Marcellus,whosedeathnoteventhemostbloodthirstyofenemieswouldallowtogowithoutthehonourofburial。Itisenoughtorecallthatourlegions(asIhaverecordedinmy_Origins_)haveoftenmarchedwithcheerfulandloftyspirittogroundfromwhichtheybelievedthattheywouldneverreturn。That,therefore,whichyoungmen—notonlyuninstructed,butabsolutelyignorant—treatasofnoaccount,shallmenwhoareneitheryoungnorignorantshrinkfrominterror?Asageneraltruth,asitseemstome,itiswearinessofallpursuitsthatcreateswearinessoflife。Therearecertainpursuitsadaptedtochildhood:doyoungmenmissthem?Thereareotherssuitedtoearlymanhood:doesthatsettledtimeoflifecalled\"middleage\"askforthem?Thereareothers,again,suitedtothatage,butnotlookedforinoldage。Thereare,finally,somewhichbelongtoOldage。Therefore,asthepursuitsoftheearlierageshavetheirtimefordisappearing,soalsohavethoseofoldage。
Andwhenthattakesplace,asatietyoflifebringsontheripetimefordeath。
21。ForIdonotseewhyIshouldnotventuretotellyoumypersonalopinionastodeath,ofwhichIseemtomyselftohaveaclearervisioninproportionasIamnearertoit。Ibelieve,ScipioandLaelius,thatyourfathers—thoseillustriousmenandmydearestfriends—arestillalive,andthattoowithalifewhichalonedeservesthename。Foraslongasweareimprisonedinthisframeworkofthebody,weperformacertainfunctionandlaboriousworkassignedusbyfate。Thesoul,infact,isofheavenlyorigin,forceddownfromitshomeinthehighest,and,sotospeak,buriedinearth,aplacequiteopposedtoitsdivinenatureanditsimmortality。ButIsupposetheimmortalgodstohavesownsoulsbroadcastinhumanbodies,thattheremightbesometosurveytheworld,andwhilecontemplatingtheorderoftheheavenlybodiestoimitateitintheunvaryingregularityoftheirlife。Norisitonlyreasonandargumentsthathavebroughtmetothisbelief,butthegreatfameandauthorityofthemostdistinguishedphilosophers。I
usedtobetoldthatPythagorasandthePythagoreans—almostnativesofourcountry,whoinoldtimeshadbeencalledtheItalianschoolofphilosophers—neverdoubtedthatwehadsoulsdraftedfromtheuniversalDivineintelligence。Iusedbe—sidestohavepointedouttomethediscoursedeliveredbySocratesonthelastdayofhislifeupontheimmortalityofthesoul—SocrateswhowaspronouncedbytheoracleatDelphitobethewisestofmen。Ineedsaynomore。Ihaveconvincedmyself,andThold—inviewoftherapidmovementofthesoul,itsvividmemoryofthepastanditspropheticknowledgeofthefuture,itsmanyaccomplishments,itsvastrangeofknowledge,itsnumerousdiscoveries—thatanatureembracingsuchvariedgiftscannotitselfbemortal。
Andsincethesoulisalwaysinmotionandyethasnoexternalsourceofmotion,foritisself—moved,Iconcludethatitwillalsohavenoendtoitsmotion,becauseitisnotlikelyevertoabandonitself。Again,sincethenatureofthesoulisnotcomposite,norhasinitanyadmixturethatisnothomogeneousan(lsimilar,I
concludethatitisindivisible,and,ifindivisible,thatitcannotperish。Itisagainastrongproofofmenknowingmostthingsbeforebirth,thatwhenmerechildrentheygraspinnumerablefactswithsuchspeedastoshowthattheyarenotthentakingtheminforthefirsttime,butrememberingandrecallingthem。ThisisroughlyPlato’sargument。
22。OncemoreinXenophonwehavetheelderCyrusonhisdeathbedspeakingasfollows:—
\"Donotsuppose,mydearestsons,thatwhenIhaveleftyouIshallbenowhereandnoone。EvenwhenIwaswithyou,youdidnotseemysoul,butknewthatitwasinthisbodyofminefromwhatIdid。
Believethenthatitisstillthesame,eventhoughyouseeitnot。
Thehonourspaidtoillustriousmenhadnotcontinuedtoexistaftertheirdeath,hadthesoulsoftheseverymennotdonesomethingtomakeusretainourrecollectionofthembeyondtheordinarytime。Formyself,Inevercouldbepersuadedthatsoulswhileinmortalbodieswerealive,anddieddirectlytheyleftthem;
nor,infact,thatthesoulonlylostallintelligencewhenitlefttheunintelligentbody。Ibelieveratherthatwhen,bybeingliberatedfromallcorporealadmixture,ithasbeguntobepureandundefiled,itisthenthatitbecomeswise。Andagain,whenman’snaturalframeisresolvedintoitselementsbydeath,itisclearlyseenwhithereachoftheotherelementsdeparts:fortheyallgototheplacefromwhichtheycame:butthesoulaloneisinvisiblealikewhenpresentandwhendeparting。Oncemore,youseethatnothingissolikedeathassleep。Andyetitisinsleepersthatsoulsmostclearlyrevealtheirdivinenature;fortheyforeseemanyeventswhentheyareallowedtoescapeandareleftfree。Thisshowswhattheyarelikelytobewhentheyhavecompletelyfreedthemselvesfromthefettersofthebody。Wherefore,ifthesethingsareso,obeymeasagod。Butifmysoulistoperishwithmybody,neverthelessdoyoufromaweofthegods,whoguardandgovernthisfairuniverse,preservemymemorybytheloyaltyandpietyofyourlives。\"
23。
SucharethewordsofthedyingCyrus。Iwillnow,withyourgoodleave,lookathome。Noone,mydearScipio,shalleverpersuademethatyourfatherPaulusandyourtwograndfathersPaulusandAfricanus,orthefatherofAfricanus,orhisuncle,ormanyotherillustriousmennotnecessarytomention,wouldhaveattemptedsuchloftydeedsastoberemainderedbyposterity,hadtheynotseenintheirmindsthatfutureagesconcernedthem。Doyousuppose—totakeanoldman’sprivilegeofalittleself—praise—thatI
shouldhavebeenlikelytoundertakesuchheavylaboursbydayandnight,athomeandabroad,ifIhadbeendestinedtohavethesamelimittomygloryastomylife?Haditnotbeenmuchbettertopassanageofeaseandreposewithoutanylabourorexertion?
Butmysoul,Iknownothow,refusingtobekeptdown,everfixeditseyesuponfutureages,asthoughfromaconvictionthatitwouldbegintoliveonlywhenithadleftthebody。Buthaditnotbeenthecasethatsoulswereimmortal,itwouldnothavebeenthesoulsofallthebestmenthatmadethegreatesteffortsafteranimmortalityoffame。
Again,istherenotthefactthatthewisestmaneverdieswiththegreatestcheerfulness,themostunwisewiththeleast?Don’tyouthinkthatthesoulwhichhastheclearerandlongersightseesthatitisstartingforbetterthings,whilethesoulwhosevisionisdimmerdoesnotseeit?Formypart,Iamtransportedwiththedesiretoseeyourfathers,whoweretheobjectofmyreverenceandaffection。NorisitonlythosewhomIknewthatIlongtosee;
itisthosealsoofwhomIhavebeentoldandhaveread,whomI
havemyselfrecordedinmyhistory。WhenIamsettingoutforthat,thereiscertainlynoonewhowillfinditeasytodrawmeback,orboilmeupagainlikesecondPelios。Nay,ifsomegodshouldgrantmetorenewmychildhoodfrommypresentageandoncemoretobecryinginmycradle,Iwouldfirmlyrefuse;norshouldI
intruthbewilling,afterhaving,asitwere,runthefullcourse,toberecalledfromthewinning—creasetothebarriers。Forwhatblessinghaslifetooffer?Shouldwenotrathersaywhatlabour?
Butgrantingthatithas,atanyrateithasafterallalimiteithertoenjoymentortoexistence。Idon’twishtodepreciatelife,asmanymenandgoodphilosophershaveoftendone;nordoIregrethavinglived,forIhavedonesoinawaythatletsmethinkthatIwasnotborninvain。ButIquitlifeasIwouldONOLDAGE
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aninn,notasIwouldahome。Fornaturehasgivenusaplaceofentertainment,notofresidence。
OhgloriousdaywhenIshallsetouttojointhatheavenlyconclaveandcompanyofsouls,anddepartfromtheturmoilandimpuritiesofthisworld!ForIshallnotgotojoinonlythosewhomIhavebeforementioned,butalsomysonCato,thanwhomnobettermanwaseverborn,noronemoreconspicuousforpiety。Hisbodywasburntbyme,thoughmineought,onthecontrary,tohavebeenburntbyhim;buthisspirit,notabandoning,buteverlookingbackuponme,hascertainlygonewhitherhesawthatItoomustcome。I
wasthoughttobearthatlossheroically,notthatIreallyboreitwithoutdistress,butIfoundmyownconsolationinthethoughtthatthepartingandseparationbetweenuswasnottobeforlong。
Itisbythesemeans,mydearScipio,—foryousaidthatyouandLaeliuswerewonttoexpresssurpriseonthispoint,—thatmyoldagesitslightlyonme,andisnotonlynotoppressivebutevendelightful。ButifIamwronginthinkingthehumansoulimmortal,Iamgladtobewrong;norwillIallowthemistakewhichgivesmesomuchpleasuretobewrestedfrommeaslongasIlive。Butifwhendead,assomeinsignificantphilosophersthink,Iamtobewithoutsensation,Iamnotafraidofdeadphilosophersderidingmyerrors。Again,ifwearenottobeimmortal,itisneverthelesswhatamanmustwish—tohavehislifeendatitspropertime。Fornatureputsalimittolivingastoeverythingelse。Now,oldageisasitweretheplayingoutofthedrama,thefullfatigueofwhichweshouldshun,especiallywhenwealsofeelthatwehavehadmorethanenoughofit。
ThisisallIhadtosayonoldage。Ipraythatyoumayarriveatit,thatyoumayputmywordstoapracticaltest。