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  Whenthemanwantsweight,thewomantakesitup,Andtopplesdownthescales;butthisisfixtAsaretherootsofearthandbaseofall;

  Manforthefieldandwomanforthehearth:

  Manfortheswordandfortheneedleshe:

  Manwiththeheadandwomanwiththeheart:

  Mantocommandandwomantoobey;

  Allelseconfusion。Lookyou!thegraymareIsilltolivewith,whenherwhinnyshrillsFromtiletoscullery,andhersmallgoodmanShrinksinhisarm—chairwhilethefiresofHellMixwithhishearth:butyou——she’syetacolt——

  Take,breakher:stronglygroomedandstraitlycurbedShemightnotrankwiththosedetestableThatletthebantlingscaldathome,andbrawlTheirrightsandwrongslikepotherbsinthestreet。

  Theysayshe’scomely;there’sthefairerchance:

  ~I~likehernonethelessforratingather!

  Besides,thewomanwedisnotaswe,Butsufferschangeofframe。AlustybraceOftwinsmayweedherofherfolly。Boy,ThebearingandthetrainingofachildIswoman’swisdom。’

  Thusthehardoldking:

  Itookmyleave,foritwasnearlynoon:

  IporeduponherletterwhichIheld,Andonthelittleclause’takenothislife:’

  Imusedonthatwildmorninginthewoods,Andonthe’Follow,follow,thoushaltwin:’

  Ithoughtonallthewrathfulkinghadsaid,Andhowthestrangebetrothmentwastoend:

  ThenIrememberedthatburntsorcerer’scurseThatoneshouldfightwithshadowsandshouldfall;

  Andlikeaflashtheweirdaffectioncame:

  King,campandcollegeturnedtohollowshows;

  Iseemedtomoveinoldmemorialtilts,Anddoingbattlewithforgottenghosts,Todreammyselftheshadowofadream:

  AndereIwokeitwasthepointofnoon,Thelistswereready。EmpanopliedandplumedWeenteredin,andwaited,fiftythereOpposedtofifty,tillthetrumpetblaredAtthebarrierlikeawildhorninalandOfechoes,andamoment,andoncemoreThetrumpet,andagain:atwhichthestormOfgallopinghoofsbareontheridgeofspearsAndridersfronttofront,untiltheyclosedInconflictwiththecrashofshiveringpoints,Andthunder。Yetitseemedadream,IdreamedOffighting。Onhishaunchesrosethesteed,Andintofierysplintersleaptthelance,Andoutofstrickenhelmetssprangthefire。

  Partsatlikerocks:partreeledbutkepttheirseats:

  Partrolledontheearthandroseagainanddrew:

  Partstumbledmixtwithflounderinghorses。DownFromthosetwobulksatArac’sside,anddownFromArac’sarm,asfromagiant’sflail,Thelargeblowsrained,ashereandeverywhereHerodethemellay,lordoftheringinglists,Andalltheplain,——brand,mace,andshaft,andshield——

  Shocked,likeaniron—clanginganvilbangedWithhammers;tillIthought,canthisbeheFromGama’sdwarfishloins?ifthisbeso,Themothermakesusmost——andinmydreamIglancedaside,andsawthepalace—frontAlivewithflutteringscarfsandladies’eyes,Andhighest,amongthestatues,statuelike,BetweenacymballedMiriamandaJael,WithPsyche’sbabe,wasIdawatchingus,Asinglebandofgoldaboutherhair,LikeaSaint’sgloryupinheaven:butsheNosaint——inexorable——notenderness——

  Toohard,toocruel:yetsheseesmefight,Yea,letherseemefall!andwiththatIdraveAmongthethickestandboredownaPrince,AndCyril,one。Yea,letmemakemydreamAllthatIwould。Butthatlarge—mouldedman,Hisvisageallagrinasatawake,Madeatmethroughthepress,and,staggeringbackWithstrokeonstrokethehorseandhorseman,cameAscomesapillarofelectriccloud,Flayingtheroofsandsuckingupthedrains,AndshadowingdownthechampaigntillitstrikesOnawood,andtakes,andbreaks,andcracks,andsplits,AndtwiststhegrainwithsucharoarthatEarthReels,andtheherdsmencry;foreverythingGamewaybeforehim:onlyFlorian,heThatlovedmecloserthanhisownrighteye,Thrustinbetween;butAracrodehimdown:

  AndCyrilseeingit,pushedagainstthePrince,WithPsyche’scolourroundhishelmet,tough,Strong,supple,sinew—corded,aptatarms;

  Buttougher,heavier,stronger,hethatsmoteAndthrewhim:lastIspurred;IfeltmyveinsStretchwithfierceheat;amomenthandtohand,Andswordtosword,andhorsetohorsewehung,TillIstruckoutandshouted;thebladeglanced,Ididbutshearafeather,anddreamandtruthFlowedfromme;darknessclosedme;andIfell。

  Hometheybroughtherwarriordead:

  Shenorswooned,norutteredcry:

  Allhermaidens,watching,said,’Shemustweeporshewilldie。’

  Thentheypraisedhim,softandlow,Calledhimworthytobeloved,Truestfriendandnoblestfoe;

  Yetsheneitherspokenormoved。

  Stoleamaidenfromherplace,Lightlytothewarriorstept,Tooktheface—clothfromtheface;

  Yetsheneithermovednorwept。

  Roseanurseofninetyyears,Sethischilduponherknee——

  Likesummertempestcamehertears——

  ’Sweetmychild,Iliveforthee。’

  VI

  Mydreamhadneverdiedorlivedagain。

  AsinsomemysticmiddlestateIlay;

  SeeingIsawnot,hearingnotIheard:

  Though,ifIsawnot,yettheytoldmeallSooftenthatIspeakashavingseen。

  Forsoitseemed,orsotheysaidtome,Thatallthingsgrewmoretragicandmorestrange;

  ThatwhenoursidewasvanquishedandmycauseForeverlost,therewentupagreatcry,ThePrinceisslain。MyfatherheardandranInonthelists,andthereunlacedmycasqueAndgrovelledonmybody,andafterhimCamePsyche,sorrowingforAgla颽。

  ButhighuponthepalaceIdastoodWithPsyche’sbabeinarm:thereontheroofsLikethatgreatdameofLapidothshesang。

  ’Ourenemieshavefallen,havefallen:theseed,Thelittleseedtheylaughedatinthedark,Hasrisenandcleftthesoil,andgrownabulkOfspanlessgirth,thatlaysoneverysideAthousandarmsandrushestotheSun。

  ’Ourenemieshavefallen,havefallen:theycame;

  Theleaveswerewetwithwomen’stears:theyheardAnoiseofsongstheywouldnotunderstand:

  Theymarkeditwiththeredcrosstothefall,Andwouldhavestrownit,andarefallenthemselves。

  ’Ourenemieshavefallen,havefallen:theycame,Thewoodmenwiththeiraxes:lothetree!

  Butwewillmakeitfaggotsforthehearth,Andshapeitplankandbeamforroofandfloor,Andboatsandbridgesfortheuseofmen。

  ’Ourenemieshavefallen,havefallen:theystruck;

  Withtheirownblowstheyhurtthemselves,norknewTheredweltanironnatureinthegrain:

  Theglitteringaxewasbrokenintheirarms,Theirarmswereshatteredtotheshoulderblade。

  ’Ourenemieshavefallen,butthisshallgrowAnightofSummerfromtheheat,abreadthOfAutumn,droppingfruitsofpower:androlledWithmusicinthegrowingbreezeofTime,Thetopsshallstrikefromstartostar,thefangsShallmovethestonybasesoftheworld。

  ’Andnow,Omaids,beholdoursanctuaryIsviolate,ourlawsbroken:fearwenotTobreakthemmoreintheirbehoof,whosearmsChampionedourcauseandwonitwithadayBlanchedinourannals,andperpetualfeast,WhendamesandheroinesofthegoldenyearShallstripahundredhollowsbareofSpring,TorainanAprilofovationroundTheirstatues,bornealoft,thethree:butcome,Wewillbeliberal,sinceourrightsarewon。

  Letthemnotlieinthetentswithcoarsemankind,Illnurses;butdescend,andproffertheseThebrethrenofourbloodandcause,thatthereLiebruisedandmaimed,thetenderministriesOffemalehandsandhospitality。’

  Shespoke,andwiththebabeyetinherarms,Descending,burstthegreatbronzevalves,andledAhundredmaidsintrainacrossthePark。

  Somecowled,andsomebare—headed,ontheycame,Theirfeetinflowers,herloveliest:bythemwentTheenamouredairsighing,andontheircurlsFromthehightreetheblossomwaveringfell,AndoverthemthetremulousislesoflightSlided,theymovingundershade:butBlancheAtdistancefollowed:sotheycame:anonThroughopenfieldintotheliststheywoundTimorously;andastheleaderoftheherdThatholdsastatelyfretworktotheSun,Andfollowedupbyahundredairydoes,Stepswithatenderfoot,lightasonair,Thelovely,lordlycreaturefloatedonTowhereherwoundedbrethrenlay;therestayed;

  Kneltononeknee,——thechildonone,——andprestTheirhands,andcalledthemdeardeliverers,Andhappywarriors,andimmortalnames,Andsaid’Youshallnotlieinthetentsbuthere,Andnursedbythoseforwhomyoufought,andservedWithfemalehandsandhospitality。’

  Then,whethermovedbythis,orwasitchance,Shepastmyway。UpstartedfrommysideTheoldlion,glaringwithhiswhelplesseye,Silent;butwhenshesawmelyingstark,Dishelmedandmute,andmotionlesslypale,Coldeventoher,shesighed;andwhenshesawThehaggardfather’sfaceandreverendbeardOfgrislytwine,alldabbledwiththebloodOfhisownson,shuddered,atwitchofpainTorturedhermouth,ando’erherforeheadpastAshadow,andherhuechanged,andshesaid:

  ’Hesavedmylife:mybrotherslewhimforit。’

  Nomore:atwhichthekinginbitterscornDrewfrommyneckthepaintingandthetress,Andheldthemup:shesawthem,andadayRosefromthedistanceonhermemory,WhenthegoodQueen,hermother,shorethetressWithkisses,erethedaysofLadyBlanche:

  Andthenoncemoreshelookedatmypaleface:

  TillunderstandingallthefoolishworkOfFancy,andthebittercloseofall,Herironwillwasbrokeninhermind;

  Hernobleheartwasmolteninherbreast;

  Shebowed,shesetthechildontheearth;shelaidAfeelingfingeronmybrows,andpresently’OSire,’shesaid,’helives:heisnotdead:

  OletmehavehimwithmybrethrenhereInourownpalace:wewilltendonhimLikeoneofthese;ifso,byanymeans,Tolightenthisgreatclogofthanks,thatmakeOurprogressfaltertothewoman’sgoal。’

  Shesaid:butatthehappyword’helives’

  Myfatherstooped,re—fatheredo’ermywounds。

  Sothosetwofoesabovemyfallenlife,WithbrowtobrowlikenightandeveningmixtTheirdarkandgray,whilePsycheeverstoleAlittlenearer,tillthebabethatbyus,Half—laptinglowinggauzeandgoldenbrede,Laylikeanew—fallenmeteoronthegrass,Uncaredfor,spieditsmotherandbeganAblindandbabblinglaughter,andtodanceItsbody,andreachitsfatlinginnocentarmsAndlazylingeringfingers。ShetheappealBrookednot,butclamouringout’Mine——mine——notyours,Itisnotyours,butmine:givemethechild’

  Ceasedallontremble:piteouswasthecry:

  Sostoodtheunhappymotheropen—mouthed,Andturnedeachfaceherway:wanwashercheekWithhollowwatch,herbloomingmantletorn,Redgriefandmother’shungerinhereye,Anddowndead—heavysankhercurls,andhalfThesacredmother’sbosom,panting,burstThelacestowardherbabe;butshenorcaredNorknewit,clamouringon,tillIdaheard,Lookedup,andrisingslowlyfromme,stoodErectandsilent,strikingwithherglanceThemother,me,thechild;buthethatlayBesideus,Cyril,batteredashewas,Trailedhimselfupononeknee:thenhedrewHerrobetomeethislips,anddownshelookedAtthearmedmansideways,pityingasitseemed,Orself—involved;butwhenshelearnthisface,Rememberinghisill—omenedsong,aroseOncemorethroughallherheight,ando’erhimgrewTallasafigurelengthenedonthesandWhenthetideebbsinsunshine,andhesaid:

  ’Ofairandstrongandterrible!LionessThatwithyourlonglocksplaytheLion’smane!

  ButLoveandNature,thesearetwomoreterribleAndstronger。See,yourfootisonournecks,Wevanquished,youtheVictorofyourwill。

  Whatwouldyoumore?Giveherthechild!remainOrbedinyourisolation:heisdead,Orallasdead:henceforthweletyoube:

  Winyoutheheartsofwomen;andbewareLest,whereyouseekthecommonloveofthese,ThecommonhatewiththerevolvingwheelShoulddragyoudown,andsomegreatNemesisBreakfromadarkenedfuture,crownedwithfire,Andtreadyououtforever:buthowso’erFixedinyourself,neverinyourownarmsToholdyourown,denynotherstoher,Giveherthechild!Oif,Isay,youkeepOnepulsethatbeatstruewoman,ifyoulovedThebreastthatfedorarmthatdandledyou,Orownoneportofsensenotflinttoprayer,Giveherthechild!orifyouscorntolayit,Yourself,inhandssolatelyclasptwithyours,Orspeaktoher,yourdearest,heronefault,Thetenderness,notyours,thatcouldnotkill,Give~me~it:~I~willgiveither。

  Hesaid:

  AtfirsthereyewithslowdilationrolledDryflame,shelistening;aftersankandsankAnd,intomournfultwilightmellowing,dweltFullonthechild;shetookit:’Prettybud!

  Lilyofthevale!halfopenedbellofthewoods!

  Solecomfortofmydarkhour,whenaworldOftraitorousfriendandbrokensystemmadeNopurpleinthedistance,mystery,Pledgeofalovenottobemine,farewell;

  Thesemenareharduponusasofold,Wetwomustpart:andyethowfainwasI

  Todreamthycauseembracedinmine,tothinkImightbesomethingtothee,whenIfeltThyhelplesswarmthaboutmybarrenbreastInthedeadprime:butmaythymotherproveAstruetotheeasfalse,false,falsetome!

  And,ifthouneedsmustneedsbeartheyoke,IwishitGentleasfreedom’——hereshekissedit:then——

  ’Allgoodgowiththee!takeitSir,’andsoLaidthesoftbabeinhishard—mail鑔hands,Whoturnedhalf—roundtoPsycheasshesprangTomeetit,withaneyethatswuminthanks;

  Thenfeltitsoundandwholefromheadtofoot,Andhuggedandneverhuggeditcloseenough,Andinherhungermouthedandmumbledit,Andhidherbosomwithit;afterthatPutonmorecalmandaddedsuppliantly:

  ’Wetwowerefriends:IgotomineownlandForever:findsomeother:asformeIscarceamfitforyourgreatplans:yetspeaktome,Sayonesoftwordandletmepartforgiven。’

  ButIdaspokenot,raptuponthechild。

  ThenArac。’Ida——’sdeath!youblametheman;

  Youwrongyourselves——thewomanissohardUponthewoman。Come,agracetome!

  Iamyourwarrior:IandminehavefoughtYourbattle:kissher;takeherhand,sheweeps:

  ’Sdeath!Iwouldsoonerfightthriceo’erthanseeit。’

  ButIdaspokenot,gazingontheground,Andreddeninginthefurrowsofhischin,Andmovedbeyondhiscustom,Gamasaid:

  ’I’veheardthatthereisironintheblood,AndIbelieveit。Notoneword?notone?

  Whencedrewyouthissteeltemper?notfromme,Notfromyourmother,nowasaintwithsaints。

  Shesaidyouhadaheart——Iheardhersayit——

  \"OurIdahasaheart\"——justereshedied——

  \"ButseethatsomeonwithauthorityBenearherstill\"andI——Isoughtforone——

  Allpeoplesaidshehadauthority——

  TheLadyBlanche:muchprofit!Notoneword;

  No!thoughyourfathersues:seehowyoustandStiffasLot’swife,andallthegoodknightsmaimed,Itrustthatthereisnoonehurttodeath,Forourwildwhim:andwasitthenforthis,Wasitforthiswegaveourpalaceup,Wherewewithdrewfromsummerheatsandstate,Andhadourwineandchessbeneaththeplanes,Andmanyapleasanthourwithherthat’sgone,Ereyouwereborntovexus?Isitkind?

  SpeaktoherIsay:isthisnotsheofwhom,Whenfirstshecame,allflushedyousaidtomeNowhadyougotafriendofyourownage,Nowcouldyoushareyourthought;nowshouldmenseeTwowomenfasterweldedinoneloveThanpairsofwedlock;sheyouwalkedwith,sheYoutalkedwith,wholenightslong,upinthetower,Ofsineandarc,sphero飀andazimuth,Andrightascension,Heavenknowswhat;andnowAword,butone,onelittlekindlyword,Notonetospareher:outuponyou,flint!

  Youlovenorher,norme,norany;nay,Youshameyourmother’sjudgmenttoo。Notone?

  Youwillnot?well——nohearthaveyou,orsuchAsfancieslikethevermininanutHavefrettedalltodustandbitterness。’

  Sosaidthesmallkingmovedbeyondhiswont。

  ButIdastoodnorspoke,drainedofherforceBymanyavaryinginfluenceandsolong。

  Downthroughherlimbsadroopinglanguorwept:

  Herheadalittlebent;andonhermouthAdoubtfulsmiledweltlikeacloudedmoonInastillwater:thenbrakeoutmysire,Liftedhisgrimheadfrommywounds。’Oyou,Woman,whomwethoughtwomanevennow,Andwerehalffooledtoletyoutendourson,Becausehemighthavewishedit——butwesee,Theaccompliceofyourmadnessunforgiven,Andthinkthatyoumightmixhisdraughtwithdeath,Whenyourskieschangeagain:therougherhandIssafer:ontothetents:takeupthePrince。’

  Herose,andwhileeachearwasprickedtoattendAtempest,throughthecloudthatdimmedherbrokeAgenialwarmthandlightoncemore,andshoneThroughglitteringdropsonhersadfriend。

  ’Comehither。

  OPsyche,’shecriedout,’embraceme,come,QuickwhileImelt;makereconcilementsureWithonethatcannotkeephermindanhour:

  Cometothehollowheartheyslanderso!

  Kissandbefriends,likechildrenbeingchid!

  ~I~seemnomore:~I~wantforgivenesstoo:

  Ishouldhavehadtodowithnonebutmaids,Thathavenolinkswithmen。Ahfalsebutdear,Deartraitor,toomuchloved,why?——why?——Yetsee,BeforethesekingsweembraceyouyetoncemoreWithallforgiveness,alloblivion,Andtrust,notlove,youless。

  Andnow,Osire,Grantmeyourson,tonurse,towaituponhim,Likemineownbrother。Formydebttohim,Thisnightmareweightofgratitude,Iknowit;

  Tauntmenomore:yourselfandyoursshallhaveFreeadit;wewillscatterallourmaidsTillhappiertimeseachtoherproperhearth:

  Whatusetokeepthemhere——now?grantmyprayer。

  Help,father,brother,help;speaktotheking:

  ThawthismalenaturetosometouchofthatWhichkillsmewithmyself,anddragsmedownFrommyfixtheighttomobmeupwithallThesoftandmilkyrabbleofwomankind,Poorweaklingevenastheyare。’

  PassionatetearsFollowed:thekingrepliednot:Cyrilsaid:

  ’Yourbrother,Lady,——Florian,——askforhimOfyourgreathead——forheiswoundedtoo——

  Thatyoumaytenduponhimwiththeprince。’

  ’Ayso,’saidIdawithabittersmile,’Ourlawsarebroken:lethimentertoo。’

  ThenViolet,shethatsangthemournfulsong,Andhadacousintumbledontheplain,Petitionedtooforhim。’Ayso,’shesaid,’Istaggerinthestream:IcannotkeepMyheartaneddyfromthebrawlinghour:

  Webreakourlawswithease,butletitbe。’

  ’Ayso?’saidBlanche:’AmazedamItoherYourHighness:butyourHighnessbreakswitheaseThelawyourHighnessdidnotmake:’twasI。

  Ihadbeenweddedwife,Iknewmankind,Andblockedthemout;butthesemencametowooYourHighness——verilyIthinktowin。’

  Soshe,andturnedaskanceawintryeye:

  ButIdawithavoice,thatlikeabellTolledbyanearthquakeinatremblingtower,Rangruin,answeredfullofgriefandscorn。

  ’Flingourdoorswide!all,all,notone,butall,Notonlyhe,butbymymother’ssoul,Whatevermanlieswounded,friendorfoe,Shallenter,ifhewill。Letourgirlsflit,Tillthestormdie!buthadyoustoodbyus,TheroarthatbreaksthePharosfromhisbaseHadleftusrock。Shefainwouldstingustoo,Butshallnot。Pass,andminglewithyourlikes。

  Webrooknofurtherinsultbutaregone。’

  Sheturned;theverynapeofherwhiteneckWasrosedwithindignation:butthePrinceHerbrothercame;thekingherfathercharmedHerwoundedsoulwithwords:nordidmineownRefuseherproffer,lastlygavehishand。

  Thenustheyliftedup,deadweights,andbareStraighttothedoors:tothemthedoorsgavewayGroaning,andintheVestalentryshriekedThevirginmarbleunderironheels:

  Andontheymovedandgainedthehall,andthereRested:butgreatthecrushwas,andeachbase,Toleftandright,ofthosetallcolumnsdrownedInsilkenfluctuationandtheswarmOffemalewhisperers:atthefurtherendWasIdabythethrone,thetwogreatcatsClosebyher,likesupportersonashield,Bow—backedwithfear:butinthecentrestoodThecommonmenwithrollingeyes;amazedTheyglareduponthewomen,andaghastThewomenstaredatthese,allsilent,saveWhenarmourclashedorjingled,whiletheday,Descending,struckathwartthehall,andshotAflyingsplendouroutofbrassandsteel,Thato’erthestatuesleaptfromheadtohead,NowfiredanangryPallasonthehelm,NowsetawrathfulDian’smoononflame,Andnowandthenanechostartedup,Andshudderingfledfromroomtoroom,anddiedOffrightinfarapartments。

  ThenthevoiceOfIdasounded,issuingordinance:

  Andmetheyboreupthebroadstairs,andthroughThelong—laidgalleriespastahundreddoorsToonedeepchambershutfromsound,anddueTolanguidlimbsandsickness;leftmeinit;

  Andothersotherwheretheylaid;andallThatafternoonasoundaroseofhoofAndchariot,manyamaidenpassinghomeTillhappiertimes;butsomewereleftofthoseHeldsagest,andthegreatlordsoutandin,Fromthosetwohoststhatlaybesidethewalls,Walkedattheirwill,andeverythingwaschanged。

  Askmenomore:themoonmaydrawthesea;

  ThecloudmaystoopfromheavenandtaketheshapeWithfoldtofold,ofmountainorofcape;

  ButOtoofond,whenhaveIansweredthee?

  Askmenomore。

  Askmenomore:whatanswershouldIgive?

  Ilovenothollowcheekorfadedeye:

  Yet,Omyfriend,Iwillnothavetheedie!

  Askmenomore,lestIshouldbidtheelive;

  Askmenomore。

  Askmenomore:thyfateandminearesealed:

  Istroveagainstthestreamandallinvain:

  Letthegreatrivertakemetothemain:

  Nomore,dearlove,foratatouchIyield;

  Askmenomore。

  VII

  Sowastheirsanctuaryviolated,Sotheirfaircollegeturnedtohospital;

  Atfirstwithallconfusion:byandbySweetorderlivedagainwithotherlaws:

  Akindlierinfluencereigned;andeverywhereLowvoiceswiththeministeringhandHungroundthesick:themaidenscame,theytalked,Theysang,theyread:tillshenotfairbeganTogatherlight,andshethatwas,becameHerformerbeautytreble;andtoandfroWithbooks,withflowers,withAngeloffices,Likecreaturesnativeuntograciousact,Andintheirownclearelement,theymoved。

  ButsadnessonthesoulofIdafell,Andhatredofherweakness,blentwithshame。

  Oldstudiesfailed;seldomshespoke:butoftClombtotheroofs,andgazedaloneforhoursOnthatdisastrousleaguer,swarmsofmenDarkeningherfemalefield:voidwasheruse,AndsheasonethatclimbsapeaktogazeO’erlandandmain,andseesagreatblackcloudDraginwardfromthedeeps,awallofnight,Blotouttheslopeofseafromvergetoshore,Andsucktheblindingsplendourfromthesand,AndquenchinglakebylakeandtarnbytarnExpungetheworld:sofaredshegazingthere;

  Soblackenedallherworldinsecret,blankAndwasteitseemedandvain;tilldownshecame,Andfoundfairpeaceoncemoreamongthesick。

  Andtwilightdawned;andmornbymornthelarkShotupandshrilledinflickeringgyres,butI

  Laysilentinthemuffledcageoflife:

  Andtwilightgloomed;andbroader—grownthebowersDrewthegreatnightintothemselves,andHeaven,StarafterStar,aroseandfell;butI,Deeperthanthoseweirddoubtscouldreachme,layQuitesunderedfromthemovingUniverse,Norknewwhateyewasonme,northehandThatnursedme,morethaninfantsintheirsleep。

  ButPsychetendedFlorian:withheroft,Melissacame;forBlanchehadgone,butleftHerchildamongus,willingsheshouldkeepCourt—favour:hereandtherethesmallbrighthead,Alightofhealing,glancedaboutthecouch,OrthroughthepartedsilksthetenderfacePeeped,shininginuponthewoundedmanWithblushandsmile,amedicineinthemselvesTowilethelengthfromlanguoroushours,anddrawThestingfrompain;norseemeditstrangethatsoonHeroseupwhole,andthosefaircharitiesJoinedatherside;norstrangerseemedthathearsSogentle,soemployed,shouldcloseinlove,ThanwhentwodewdropsonthepetalsshakeTothesamesweetair,andtrembledeeperdown,Andslipatonceall—fragrantintoone。

  LessprosperouslythesecondsuitobtainedAtfirstwithPsyche。NotthoughBlanchehadswornThatafterthatdarknightamongthefieldsSheneedsmustwedhimforherowngoodname;

  Notthoughhebuiltuponthebaberestored;

  Northoughshelikedhim,yieldedshe,butfearedToincensetheHeadoncemore;tillonadayWhenCyrilpleaded,IdacamebehindSeenbutofPsyche:onherfootshehungAmoment,andsheheard,atwhichherfaceAlittleflushed,andshepaston;buteachAssumedfromthenceahalf—consentinvolvedInstillness,plightedtroth,andwereatpeace。

  Noronlythese:LoveinthesacredhallsHeldcarnivalatwill,andflyingstruckWithshowersofrandomsweetonmaidandman。

  Nordidherfatherceasetopressmyclaim,Nordidmineown,nowreconciled;noryetDidthosetwin—brothers,risenagainandwhole;

  NorArac,satiatewithhisvictory。

  ButIlaystill,andwithmeoftshesat:

  Thencameachange;forsometimesIwouldcatchHerhandinwilddelirium,gripeithard,Andflingitlikeaviperoff,andshriek’YouarenotIda;’claspitonceagain,AndcallherIda,thoughIknewhernot,Andcallhersweet,asifinirony,Andcallherhardandcoldwhichseemedatruth:

  AndstillshefearedthatIshouldlosemymind,AndoftenshebelievedthatIshoulddie:

  Tilloutoflongfrustrationofhercare,Andpensivetendanceintheall—wearynoons,Andwatchesinthedead,thedark,whenclocksThrobbedthunderthroughthepalacefloors,orcalledOnflyingTimefromalltheirsilvertongues——

  Andoutofmemoriesofherkindlierdays,Andsidelongglancesatmyfather’sgrief,Andatthehappyloversheartinheart——

  Andoutofhauntingsofmyspokenlove,Andlonelylisteningstomymuttereddream,Andoftenfeelingofthehelplesshands,Andwordlessbroodingsonthewastedcheek——

  Fromallacloserinterestflourishedup,Tendernesstouchbytouch,andlast,tothese,Love,likeanAlpineharebellhungwithtearsBysomecoldmorningglacier;frailatfirstAndfeeble,allunconsciousofitself,Butsuchasgatheredcolourdaybyday。

  LastIwokesane,butwell—nighclosetodeathForweakness:itwasevening:silentlightSleptonthepaintedwalls,whereinwerewroughtTwogranddesigns;forononesidearoseThewomenupinwildrevolt,andstormedAttheOppianLaw。Titanicshapes,theycrammedTheforum,andhalf—crushedamongtherestAdwarf—likeCatocowered。OntheothersideHortensiaspokeagainstthetax;behind,Atrainofdames:byaxeandeaglesat,WithalltheirforeheadsdrawninRomanscowls,Andhalfthewolf’s—milkcurdledintheirveins,Thefiercetriumvirs;andbeforethempausedHortensiapleading:angrywasherface。

  Isawtheforms:IknewnotwhereIwas:

  Theydidbutlooklikehollowshows;normoreSweetIda:palmtopalmshesat:thedewDweltinhereyes,andsofterallhershapeAndrounderseemed:Imoved:Isighed:atouchCameroundmywrist,andtearsuponmyhand:

  Thenallforlanguorandself—pityranMinedownmyface,andwithwhatlifeIhad,Andlikeaflowerthatcannotallunfold,Sodrencheditiswithtempest,tothesun,Yet,asitmay,turnstowardhim,IonherFixtmyfainteyes,andutteredwhisperingly:

  ’Ifyoube,whatIthinkyou,somesweetdream,Iwouldbutaskyoutofulfilyourself:

  ButifyoubethatIdawhomIknew,Iaskyounothing:only,ifadream,Sweetdream,beperfect。Ishalldietonight。

  StoopdownandseemtokissmeereIdie。’

  Icouldnomore,butlaylikeoneintrance,Thathearshisburialtalkedofbyhisfriends,Andcannotspeak,normove,normakeonesign,Butliesanddreadshisdoom。Sheturned;shepaused;

  Shestooped;andoutoflanguorleaptacry;

  LeaptfieryPassionfromthebrinksofdeath;

  AndIbelievedthatinthelivingworldMyspiritclosedwithIda’satthelips;

  TillbackIfell,andfromminearmssheroseGlowingallovernobleshame;andallHerfalserselfsliptfromherlikearobe,Andleftherwoman,lovelierinhermoodThaninhermouldthatother,whenshecameFrombarrendeepstoconquerallwithlove;

  Anddownthestreamingcrystaldropt;andsheFar—fleetedbythepurpleisland—sides,Naked,adoublelightinairandwave,TomeetherGraces,wheretheydeckedheroutForworshipwithoutend;norendofmine,Stateliest,forthee!butmutesheglidedforth,Norglancedbehindher,andIsankandslept,FilledthroughandthroughwithLove,ahappysleep。

  DeepinthenightIwoke:she,nearme,heldAvolumeofthePoetsofherland:

  Theretoherself,allinlowtones,sheread。

  ’Nowsleepsthecrimsonpetal,nowthewhite;

  Norwavesthecypressinthepalacewalk;

  Norwinksthegoldfinintheporphyryfont:

  Thefire—flywakens:wakethouwithme。

  Nowdroopsthemilkwhitepeacocklikeaghost,Andlikeaghostsheglimmersontome。

  NowliestheEarthallDana?tothestars,Andallthyheartliesopenuntome。

  Nowliesthesilentmeteoron,andleavesAshiningfurrow,asthythoughtsinme。

  Nowfoldsthelilyallhersweetnessup,Andslipsintothebosomofthelake:

  Sofoldthyself,mydearest,thou,andslipIntomybosomandbelostinme。’

  Iheardherturnthepage;shefoundasmallSweetIdyl,andoncemore,aslow,sheread:

  ’Comedown,Omaid,fromyondermountainheight:

  Whatpleasurelivesinheight(theshepherdsang)

  Inheightandcold,thesplendourofthehills?

  ButceasetomovesoneartheHeavens,andceaseToglideasunbeambytheblastedPine,Tositastaruponthesparklingspire;

  Andcome,forloveisofthevalley,come,Forloveisofthevalley,comethoudownAndfindhim;bythehappythreshold,he,OrhandinhandwithPlentyinthemaize,Orredwithspirtedpurpleofthevats,Orfoxlikeinthevine;norcarestowalkWithDeathandMorningonthesilverhorns,Norwiltthousnarehiminthewhiteravine,Norfindhimdroptuponthefirthsofice,Thathuddlingslantinfurrow—clovenfallsTorollthetorrentoutofduskydoors:

  Butfollow;letthetorrentdancetheedownTofindhiminthevalley;letthewildLean—headedEaglesyelpalone,andleaveThemonstrousledgestheretoslope,andspillTheirthousandwreathsofdanglingwater—smoke,Thatlikeabrokenpurposewasteinair:

  Sowastenotthou;butcome;forallthevalesAwaitthee;azurepillarsofthehearthArisetothee;thechildrencall,andI

  Thyshepherdpipe,andsweetiseverysound,Sweeterthyvoice,buteverysoundissweet;

  Myriadsofrivuletshurryingthroughthelawn,Themoanofdovesinimmemorialelms,Andmurmuringofinnumerablebees。’

  Soshelow—toned;whilewithshuteyesIlayListening;thenlooked。Palewastheperfectface;

  Thebosomwithlongsighslaboured;andmeekSeemedthefulllips,andmildtheluminouseyes,Andthevoicetrembledandthehand。ShesaidBrokenly,thatsheknewit,shehadfailedInsweethumility;hadfailedinall;

  ThatallherlabourwasbutasablockLeftinthequarry;butshestillwereloth,ShestillwerelothtoyieldherselftooneThatwhollyscornedtohelptheirequalrightsAgainstthesonsofmen,andbarbarouslaws。

  SheprayedmenottojudgetheircausefromherThatwrongedit,soughtfarlessfortruththanpowerInknowledge:somethingwildwithinherbreast,Agreaterthanallknowledge,beatherdown。

  Andshehadnursedmetherefromweektoweek:

  Muchhadshelearntinlittletime。InpartItwasillcounselhadmisledthegirlTovextruehearts:yetwasshebutagirl——

  ’Ahfool,andmademyselfaQueenoffarce!

  Whencomesanothersuch?never,Ithink,TilltheSundrop,dead,fromthesigns。’

  Hervoicechoked,andherforeheadsankuponherhands,AndhergreatheartthroughallthefaultfulPastWentsorrowinginapauseIdarednotbreak;

  TillnoticeofachangeinthedarkworldWaslisptabouttheacacias,andabird,Thatearlywoketofeedherlittleones,Sentfromadewybreastacryforlight:

  Shemoved,andatherfeetthevolumefell。

  ’Blamenotthyselftoomuch,’Isaid,’norblameToomuchthesonsofmenandbarbarouslaws;

  Theseweretheroughwaysoftheworldtillnow。

  Henceforththouhastahelper,me,thatknowThewoman’scauseisman’s:theyriseorsinkTogether,dwarfedorgodlike,bondorfree:

  ForshethatoutofLethescaleswithmanTheshiningstepsofNature,shareswithmanHisnights,hisdays,moveswithhimtoonegoal,Staysallthefairyoungplanetinherhands——

  Ifshebesmall,slight—natured,miserable,Howshallmengrow?butworknomorealone!

  Ourplaceismuch:asfarasinusliesWetwowillservethembothinaidingher——

  WillclearawaytheparasiticformsThatseemtokeepherupbutdragherdown——

  WillleaveherspacetoburgeonoutofallWithinher——lethermakeherselfherownTogiveorkeep,toliveandlearnandbeAllthatnotharmsdistinctivewomanhood。

  Forwomanisnotundeveloptman,Butdiverse:couldwemakeherastheman,SweetLovewereslain:hisdearestbondisthis,Notliketolike,butlikeindifference。

  Yetinthelongyearslikermusttheygrow;

  Themanbemoreofwoman,sheofman;

  Hegaininsweetnessandinmoralheight,Norlosethewrestlingthewsthatthrowtheworld;

  Shementalbreadth,norfailinchildwardcare,Norlosethechildlikeinthelargermind;

  Tillatthelastshesetherselftoman,Likeperfectmusicuntonoblewords;

  Andsothesetwain,upontheskirtsofTime,Sitsidebyside,full—summedinalltheirpowers,Dispensingharvest,sowingtheTo—be,Self—reverenteachandreverencingeach,Distinctinindividualities,Butlikeeachotherevenasthosewholove。

  ThencomesthestatelierEdenbacktomen:

  Thenreigntheworld’sgreatbridals,chasteandcalm:

  Thenspringsthecrowningraceofhumankind。

  Maythesethingsbe!’

  Sighingshespoke’IfearTheywillnot。’

  ’Dear,butletustypethemnowInourownlives,andthisproudwatchwordrestOfequal;seeingeithersexaloneIshalfitself,andintruemarriageliesNorequal,norunequal:eachfulfilsDefectineach,andalwaysthoughtinthought,Purposeinpurpose,willinwill,theygrow,Thesinglepureandperfectanimal,Thetwo—celledheartbeating,withonefullstroke,Life。’

  Andagainsighingshespoke:’AdreamThatoncewasmind!whatwomantaughtyouthis?’

  ’Alone,’Isaid,’fromearlierthanIknow,Immersedinrichforeshadowingsoftheworld,Ilovedthewoman:he,thatdothnot,livesAdrowninglife,besottedinsweetself,Orpinesinsadexperienceworsethandeath,Orkeepshiswingedaffectionscliptwithcrime:

  YetwasthereonethroughwhomIlovedher,oneNotlearn鑔,saveingracioushouseholdways,Notperfect,nay,butfulloftenderwants,NoAngel,butadearerbeing,alldiptInAngelinstincts,breathingParadise,InterpreterbetweentheGodsandmen,Wholookedallnativetoherplace,andyetOntiptoeseemedtotouchuponasphereToogrosstotread,andallmalemindsperforceSwayedtoherfromtheirorbitsastheymoved,Andgirdledherwithmusic。HappyheWithsuchamother!faithinwomankindBeatswithhisblood,andtrustinallthingshighComeseasytohim,andthoughhetripandfallHeshallnotblindhissoulwithclay。’

  ’ButI,’

  SaidIda,tremulously,’soallunlike——

  Itseemsyoulovetocheatyourselfwithwords:

  Thismotherisyourmodel。Ihaveheardofyourstrangedoubts:theywellmightbe:IseemAmockerytomyownself。Never,Prince;

  Youcannotloveme。’

  ’Naybutthee’Isaid’Fromyearlongporingonthypicturedeyes,EreseenIloved,andlovedtheeseen,andsawTheewomanthroughthecrustofironmoodsThatmaskedtheefrommen’sreverenceup,andforcedSweetloveonpranksofsaucyboyhood:now,Givenbacktolife,tolifeindeed,throughthee,IndeedIlove:thenewdaycomes,thelightDearerfornight,asdearerthouforfaultsLivedover:liftthineeyes;mydoubtsaredead,Myhauntingsenseofhollowshows:thechange,Thistruthfulchangeintheehaskilledit。Dear,Lookup,andletthynaturestrikeonmine,Likeyondermorningontheblindhalf—world;

  Approachandfearnot;breatheuponmybrows;

  InthatfineairItremble,allthepastMeltsmist—likeintothisbrighthour,andthisIsmorntomore,andalltherichto—comeReels,asthegoldenAutumnwoodlandreelsAthwartthesmokeofburningweeds。Forgiveme,Iwastemyheartinsigns:letbe。Mybride,Mywife,mylife。Owewillwalkthisworld,Yokedinallexerciseofnobleend,AndsothroughthosedarkgatesacrossthewildThatnomanknows。IndeedIlovethee:come,Yieldthyselfup:myhopesandthineareone:

  Accomplishthoumymanhoodandthyself;

  Laythysweethandsinmineandtrusttome。’

  CONCLUSION

  Soclosedourtale,ofwhichIgiveyouallTherandomschemeaswildlyasitrose:

  Thewordsaremostlymine;forwhenweceasedTherecameaminute’spause,andWaltersaid,’Iwishshehadnotyielded!’thentome,’What,ifyoudrestituppoetically?’

  Soprayedthemen,thewomen:Igaveassent:

  YethowtobindthescatteredschemeofsevenTogetherinonesheaf?Whatstylecouldsuit?

  ThemenrequiredthatIshouldgivethroughoutThesortofmock—heroicgigantesque,WithwhichwebanteredlittleLiliafirst:

  Thewomen——andperhapstheyfelttheirpower,Forsomethingintheballadswhichtheysang,Orintheirsilentinfluenceastheysat,Hadeverseemedtowrestlewithburlesque,Anddroveus,last,toquiteasolemnclose——

  Theyhatedbanter,wishedforsomethingreal,Agallantfight,anobleprincess——whyNotmakehertrue—heroic——true—sublime?

  Orall,theysaid,asearnestastheclose?

  Whichyetwithsuchaframeworkscarcecouldbe。

  Thenrosealittlefeudbetwixtthetwo,Betwixtthemockersandtherealists:

  AndI,betwixtthemboth,topleasethemboth,Andyettogivethestoryasitrose,Imovedasinastrangediagonal,Andmaybeneitherpleasedmyselfnorthem。

  ButLiliapleasedme,forshetooknopartInourdispute:thesequelofthetaleHadtouchedher;andshesat,shepluckedthegrass,Sheflungitfromher,thinking:last,shefixtAshoweryglanceuponheraunt,andsaid,’You——telluswhatweare’whomighthavetold,Forshewascrammedwiththeoriesoutofbooks,Butthatthereroseashout:thegateswereclosedAtsunset,andthecrowdwereswarmingnow,Totaketheirleave,aboutthegardenrails。

  SoIandsomewentouttothese:weclimbedTheslopetoVivian—place,andturningsawThehappyvalleys,halfinlight,andhalfFar—shadowingfromthewest,alandofpeace;

  Grayhallsaloneamongtheirmassivegroves;

  Trimhamlets;hereandtherearustictowerHalf—lostinbeltsofhopandbreadthsofwheat;

  Theshimmeringglimpsesofastream;theseas;

  Aredsail,orawhite;andfarbeyond,Imaginedmorethanseen,theskirtsofFrance。

  ’Lookthere,agarden!’saidmycollegefriend,TheTorymember’selderson,’andthere!

  Godblessthenarrowseawhichkeepsheroff,AndkeepsourBritain,wholewithinherself,Anationyet,therulersandtheruled——

  Somesenseofduty,somethingofafaith,Somereverenceforthelawsourselveshavemade,Somepatientforcetochangethemwhenwewill,Somecivicmanhoodfirmagainstthecrowd——

  Butyonder,whiff!therecomesasuddenheat,Thegravestcitizenseemstolosehishead,Thekingisscared,thesoldierwillnotfight,Thelittleboysbegintoshootandstab,AkingdomtopplesoverwithashriekLikeanoldwoman,anddownrollstheworldInmockheroicsstrangerthanourown;

  Revolts,republics,revolutions,mostNograverthanaschoolboys’barringout;

  Toocomicfortheseriousthingstheyare,Toosolemnforthecomictouchesinthem,LikeourwildPrincesswithaswiseadreamAssomeoftheirs——Godblessthenarrowseas!

  IwishtheywereawholeAtlanticbroad。’

  ’Havepatience,’Ireplied,’ourselvesarefullOfsocialwrong;andmaybewildestdreamsArebuttheneedfulpreludesofthetruth:

  Forme,thegenialday,thehappycrowd,Thesporthalf—science,fillmewithafaith。

  ThisfineoldworldofoursisbutachildYetinthego—cart。Patience!GiveittimeTolearnitslimbs:thereisahandthatguides。’

  Insuchdiscoursewegainedthegardenrails,AndtherewesawSirWalterwherehestood,Beforeatowerofcrimsonholly—hoaks,Amongsixboys,headunderhead,andlookedNolittlelily—handedBaronethe,Agreatbroad—shoulderedgenialEnglishman,Alordoffatprize—oxenandofsheep,Araiserofhugemelonsandofpine,Apatronofsomethirtycharities,Apamphleteeronguanoandongrain,Aquarter—sessionschairman,ablernone;

  Fair—hairedandredderthanawindymorn;

  Nowshakinghandswithhim,nowhim,ofthoseThatstoodthenearest——nowaddressedtospeech——

  Whospokefewwordsandpithy,suchasclosedWelcome,farewell,andwelcomefortheyearTofollow:ashoutroseagain,andmadeThelonglineoftheapproachingrookeryswerveFromtheelms,andshookthebranchesofthedeerFromslopetoslopethroughdistantferns,andrangBeyondthebournofsunset;O,ashoutMorejoyfulthanthecity—roarthathailsPremierorking!WhyshouldnotthesegreatSirsGiveuptheirparkssomedozentimesayearToletthepeoplebreathe?Sothricetheycried,Ilikewise,andingroupstheystreamedaway。

  ButwewentbacktotheAbbey,andsaton,Somuchthegatheringdarknesscharmed:wesatButspokenot,raptinnamelessreverie,Perchanceuponthefutureman:thewallsBlackenedaboutus,batswheeled,andowlswhooped,Andgraduallythepowersofthenight,Thatrangeabovetheregionofthewind,DeepeningthecourtsoftwilightbrokethemupThroughallthesilentspacesoftheworlds,BeyondallthoughtintotheHeavenofHeavens。

  LastlittleLilia,risingquietly,DisrobedtheglimmeringstatueofSirRalphFromthoserichsilks,andhomewell—pleasedwewent。

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