\"Herearethelovelyshipsthatwe,Mother,arebyandbygoingtosee!
Whenwegetthereit’s’mostsuretobefine,Andthebandwillplay,andthesunwillshine!\"
ItrainedontheskylightwithadinAswewaitedandstillnotraincamein;
ButthewordsofthechildinthesqualidroomHadspreadaglorythroughthegloom。
THECLOCK—WINDER
Itisdarkasacave,OravaultinthenaveWhentheirondoorIsclosed,andthefloorOfthechurchrelaidWithtrowelandspade。
Buttheparish—clerkCaresnotforthedarkAshewindsinthetowerAtaregularhourTherheumaticclock,WhosedilatoryknockYoucanhearwhenprayingAttheday’sdecaying,OratanylonewhileFromapewintheaisle。
Up,upfromthegroundAroundandaroundIntheturretstairHeclambers,towhereThewheelworkis,Withitstick,click,whizz,ReposefullymeasuringEachdaytoitsendThatmortalmenspendInsorrowingandpleasuringNightlythusdoesheclimbTothetrackwayofTime。
HimIfollowedonenightTothisplacewithoutlight,And,ereIspoke,heardHimsay,wordbyword,Attheendofhiswinding,Thedarknessunminding:—
\"SoIwipeoutonemore,MyDear,ofthesoreSaddaysthatstillbe,LikeadryingDeadSea,Betweenyouandme!\"
Whoshewasnomanknew:
HehadlongbornehimblindToallwomankind;
AndwaseveronewhoKepthispastoutofview。
OLDEXCURSIONS
\"What’sthegoodofgoingtoRidgeway,Cerne,orSydlingMill,OrtoYell’hamHill,BlithelybearingCasterbridge—wayAsweusedtodo?
Shewillnomoreclimbupthere,OrbevisibleanywhereInthosehauntsweknew。\"
Butto—night,whilewalkingweary,Nearmeseemedhershade,Comeas’tweretoupbraidThismymoodindeemingdrearyScenesthatusedtoplease;
And,ifshedidcometome,Stillsolicitous,theremaybeGoodingoingtothese。
So,I’llcaretoroamtoRidgeway,Cerne,orSydlingMill,OrtoYell’hamHill,BlithelybearingCasterbridge—wayAsweusedtodo,Sinceherphasmmayflitoutthere,AndmaygreetmeanywhereInthosehauntsweknew。
April1913。
THEMASKEDFACE
Ifoundmeinagreatsurgingspace,Ateitherendadoor,AndIsaid:\"Whatisthisgiddyingplace,Withnofirm—fixedfloor,ThatIknewnotofbefore?\"
\"ItisLife,\"saidamask—cladface。
Iasked:\"ButhowdoIcomehere,Whoneverwishedtocome;
Canthelightandairbemademoreclear,Thefloormorequietsome,Andthedoorssetwide?TheynumbFast—locked,andfillwithfear。\"
Themaskputonableaksmilethen,Andsaid,\"Ovassal—wight,ThereoncecomplainedagoosequillpenTothescribeoftheInfiniteOfthewordsithadtowriteBecausetheywerepastitsken。\"
INAWHISPERINGGALLERY
ThatwhispertakesthevoiceOfaSpirit’scompassioningsClose,butinvisible,AndthrowsmeunderaspellAtthekindlingvisionitbrings;
AndforamomentIrejoice,AndbelieveintranscendentthingsThatwouldmouldfromthismuddyearthAspotforthesplendidbirthOfeverlastinglives,Wheretononightarrives;
AndthisgauntgraygalleryAtabernacleofworthOnthisdrab—airedafternoon,WhenyoucanbarelyseeAcrossitshazedlacuneIfoppositeaughttherebeOffleshedhumanityWherewithImaycommune;
OrifthevoicesonearBeasoul’svoicefloatinghere。
THESOMETHINGTHATSAVEDHIM
ItwaswhenWhirlsofthickwaterslavedmeAgainandagain,Thatsomethingaroseandsavedme;
Yea,itwasthen。
InthatdayUnseeingtheazurewentI
Onmyway,AndtowhitewinterbentI,KnowingnoMay。
Reftofrenown,UnderthenightcloudsbeatingUpanddown,InmyneedfulnessgreetingCitandclown。
LongtherehadbeenMuchofamurkycolourInthescene,Dullprospectsmeetingduller;
Noughtbetween。
Last,thereloomedAclosing—inblindalley,ThoughthereboomedAfeeblesummonstorallyWhereitgloomed。
Theclockrang;
Thehourbroughtahandtodeliver;
Iupsprang,Andlookedbackatden,ditchandriver,Andsang。
THEENEMY’SPORTRAIT
Hesawtheportraitofhisenemy,offeredAtauctioninastreethejourneyednigh,Thatenemy,nowlatedead,whoinhislife—timeHadinjureddeeplyhimthepasser—by。
\"Togetthatpicture,pleasedbeGod,I’lltry,Andutterlydestroyit;andnomoreShallbeinflictedonman’smortaleyeAcountenancesosinisterandsore!\"
Andsoheboughtthepainting。Drivinghomeward,\"Theframewillcomeinuseful,\"hedeclared,\"Therestisfuel。\"Onhisarrival,weary,Askedwhatheborewithhim,andhowhefared,Hesaidhehadbidforapicture,thoughhecaredFortheframeonly:onthemorrowheWouldburnthecanvas,whichcouldwellbespared,Seeingthatitportrayedhisenemy。
Nextdaysomeotherdutyfoundhimbusy;
Thefoewaslaidhisfaceagainstthewall;
ButonthenexthesethimselftoloosenThestraining—strips。AndthenacasualcallPreventedhisproceedingtherewithal;
Andthusthepicturewaited,daybyday,Itsowner’spleasure,likeawretchedthrall,Untilamonthandmorehadslippedaway。
Andthenuponamornhefounditshifted,Hunginacornerbyaservitor。
\"Whydidyoutakeonyoutohangthatpicture?
YouknowitwastheframeIboughtitfor。\"
\"Itstoodinthewayofeveryvisitor,AndIjusthitcheditthere。\"——\"Well,itmustgo:
Idon’tcommemoratemenwhomIabhor。
Remindme’tistodo。TheframeI’llstow。\"
Butthingsbecomeforgotten。IntheshadowOfthedarkcornerhungitbyitsstring,Andthereitstayed——oncenoticedbyitsowner,Whosaid,\"Ahme——Imustdestroythatthing!\"
Butwhenhedied,there,noneremembering,Ithung,tillmovedtoprominence,asonesees;
Andcomerspauseandsay,examining,\"Ithoughttheywerethebitterestenemies?\"
IMAGININGS
ShesawherselfaladyWithfiftyfrocksinwear,Androllingwheels,androomsthebest,Andfaithfulmaidens’care,AndopenlawnsandshadyForweatherswarmordrear。
Shefoundherselfastriver,Allliberalgiftsdebarred,Withdaysofgloom,andmovementsstressed,Andearlyvisionsmarred,AndgotnomantowiveherButonewhoselotwashard。
Yetinthemoonynight—timeShestealstostileandleaDuringhisheavyslumberousrestWhenhomecomewearily,Anddreamsofsomeblestbright—timeSheknowscanneverbe。
ONTHEDOORSTEP
Therainimprintedthestep’swetshineWithtarget—circlesthatquiveredandcrossedAsIwasleavingthisporchofmine;
WhenfromwithinthereswelledandpausedAsong’ssweetnote;
AndbackIturned,andthought,\"HereI’llabide。\"
Thestepshineswetbeneaththerain,Whichprintsitscirclesasheretofore;
Iwatchthemfromtheporchagain,Butnosong—noteswithinthedoorNowcalltomeToshunthedrippingleaAndforthIstride。
Jan。1914。
SIGNSANDTOKENS
Saidthered—cloakedcroneInawhisperedmoan:
\"ThedeadmanwaslimpWhenlaidinhischest;
Yea,limp;andwhyButtosignifyThatthegravewillcrimpErenextyear’ssunYetanotheroneOfthoseinthathouse—
Itmaybethebest—
Foritsendlessdrowse!\"
Saidthebrown—shawleddameToconfirmthesame:
\"AndtheslothfulfliesOntherottingfruitHavebeenseentowearWhilecrawlingthereCrapescarves,byeyesThatwerequickandacute;
AsdidthosethathadpitchedOnthecowsbythepails,AndwithflapsoftheirtailsWerefarawayswitched。\"
Saidthethirdinplaid,Eachwordbeingweighed:
\"AndtrottingdoesInthepark,inthelane,AndjustoutsideTheshutteredpane,Havealsobeenheard—
QuickfeetaslightAsthefeetofasprite—
AndthewisemindknowsWhatthingsmaybetideWhensuchhasoccurred。\"
Criedtheblack—crapedfourth,Coldfacedasthenorth:
\"O,thoughgivingsuchSomehead—room,IsmileAtyourfalteringsWhennotingthosethingsRoundyourdomicile!
Forwhat,whatcantouchOnewhom,rivenofallThatmakeslifegay,NohintscanappalOfmoretakingsaway!\"
PATHSOFFORMERTIME
No;no;
Itmustnotbeso:
Theyarethewayswedonotgo。
StillchewThekine,andmooInthemeadowsweusedtowanderthrough;
StillpurlTherivuletsandcurlTowardstheweirswithamusicalswirl;
HaymakersAsinformeryearsRakerollsintoheapsthatthepitchforkrears;
WheelscrackOntheturfytrackThewaggonpursueswithitstopplingpack。
\"Whythenshun—
Sincesummer’snotdone—
Allthisbecauseofthelackofone?\"
HadyoubeenSharerofthatsceneYouwouldnotaskwhileitbitesinkeenWhyitissoWecannomoregoBythesummerpathsweusedtoknow!
1913。
THECLOCKOFTHEYEARS
\"Aspiritpassedbeforemyface;thehairofmyfleshstoodup。\"
AndtheSpiritsaid,\"Icanmaketheclockoftheyearsgobackward,Butamlothtostopitwhereyouwill。\"
AndIcried,\"AgreedTothat。Proceed:
It’sbetterthandead!\"
Heanswered,\"Peace\";
Andcalledherup——aslastbeforeme;
Thenyounger,youngershefreshed,totheyearIfirsthadknownHerwoman—grown,AndIcried,\"Cease!—
\"Thusfarisgood—
Itisenough——letherstaythusalways!\"
Butalasforme。Heshookhishead:
Nostopwasthere;
Andshewanedchild—fair,Andtobabyhood。
StilllessinmienTomygreatsorrowbecamesheslowly,AndsmalledtillshewasnoughtatallInhischecklessgriff;
AnditwasasifShehadneverbeen。
\"Better,\"Iplained,\"Sheweredeadasbefore!ThememoryofherHadlivedinme;butitcannotnow!\"
Andcoldlyhisvoice:
\"ItwasyourchoiceTomartheordained。\"
1916。
ATTHEPIANO
Awomanwasplaying,Amanlookingon;
Andthemouldofherface,Andherneck,andherhair,WhichtheraysfelluponOfthetwocandlesthere,SenthimmentallystrayingInsomefancy—placeWherepainhadnotrace。
AcowledApparitionCamepushingbetween;
Andhernotesseemedtosigh,Andthelightstoburnpale,Asaspellnumbedthescene。
Butthemaidsawnobale,Andthemannomonition;
AndTimelaughedawry,AndthePhantomhidnigh。
THESHADOWONTHESTONE
IwentbytheDruidstoneThatbroodsinthegardenwhiteandlone,AndIstoppedandlookedattheshiftingshadowsThatatsomemomentsfallthereonFromthetreehardbywitharhythmicswing,AndtheyshapedinmyimaginingTotheshadethatawell—knownheadandshouldersThrewtherewhenshewasgardening。
Ithoughtherbehindmyback,Yea,herIlonghadlearnedtolack,AndIsaid:\"Iamsureyouarestandingbehindme,Thoughhowdoyougetintothisoldtrack?\"
AndtherewasnosoundbutthefallofaleafAsasadresponse;andtokeepdowngriefIwouldnotturnmyheadtodiscoverThattherewasnothinginmybelief。
YetIwantedtolookandseeThatnobodystoodatthebackofme;
ButIthoughtoncemore:\"Nay,I’llnotunvisionAshapewhich,somehow,theremaybe。\"
SoIwentonsoftlyfromtheglade,Andleftherbehindmethrowinghershade,Asshewereindeedanapparition—
Myheadunturnedlestmydreamshouldfade。
Begun1913:finished1916。
INTHEGARDEN
(M。H。)
WewaitedforthesunTobreakitscloudyprison(Fordaywasnotyetdone,Andnightstillunbegun)
Leaningbythedial。
Aftermanyatrial—
Weallsilentthere—
Itburstasnew—arisen,ThrowingashadetowhereTimetravelledatthatminute。
Littlesawweinit,ButthismuchIknow,Oflookersonthatshade,HertowardswhomitmadeSoonesthadtogo。
1915。
THETREEANDTHELADY
IhavedoneallIcouldForthatladyIknew!ThroughtheheatsIhaveshadedher,Drawntohersongsterswhensummerhasjadedher,Homefromtheheathorthewood。
Atthemirth—timeofMay,Whenmyshadowfirstluredher,I’ddonnedmynewbraveryOfgreenth:’twasmyall。NowIshiverinslavery,Iciclesgrievingmegray。
Plumedtoeverytwig’sendIcouldtemptherchairunderme。MuchdidItreasureherDuringthosedaysshehadnothingtopleasureher;
Mutelysheusedmeasfriend。
I’maskeletonnow,Andshe’sgone,cravingwarmth。Therimestickslikeaskintome;
ThroughmeArcturuspeers;Nor’lightsshootintome;
Goneisshe,scorningmybough!
ANUPBRAIDING
NowIamdeadyousingtomeThesongsweusedtoknow,ButwhileIlivedyouhadnowishOrcarefordoingso。
NowIamdeadyoucometomeInthemoonlight,comfortless;
Ah,whatwouldIhavegivenaliveTowinsuchtenderness!
Whenyouaredead,andstandtomeNotdifferenced,asnow,Butlikeagain,willyoubecoldAswhenwelived,orhow?
THEYOUNGGLASS—STAINER
\"TheseGothicwindows,howtheywearmeoutWithcuspandfoil,andnothingstraightorsquare,Crudecolours,leadenbordersroundabout,AndfittinginPeterhere,andMatthewthere!
\"Whatavocation!HeredoIdrawnowTheabnormal,lovingtheHellenicnorm;
MarthaIpaint,anddreamofHera’sbrow,Mary,andthinkofAphrodite’sform。\"
Nov。1893。
LOOKINGATAPICTUREONANANNIVERSARY
Butdon’tyouknowit,mydear,Don’tyouknowit,Thatthisdayoftheyear(Whatrainbow—raysembowit!)
Wemet,strangersconfessed,Butparted——blest?
Thoughatthisquery,mydear,ThereinyourframeUnmovedyoustillappear,Youmustbethinkingthesame,ButkeepthatlookdemureJusttoallure。
AndnowatlengthatraceIsurelyvisionUponthatwistfulfaceOfold—timerecognition,Smilingforth,\"Yes,asyousay,Itistheday。\"
ForthisonephaseofyouNowleftonearthThisgreatdatemustendueWithpulsingsofrebirth?—
IseethemvitalizeThosetwodeepeyes!
ButifthisfaceIconDoesnotdeclareConsciousnesslivingonStillinit,littleIcareTolivemyself,mydear,Lone—labouringhere!
Spring1913。
THECHOIRMASTER’SBURIAL
HeoftenwouldaskusThat,whenhedied,AfterplayingsomanyTotheirlastrest,IfoutofusanyShouldhereabide,Anditwouldnottaskus,WewouldwithourlutesPlayoverhimByhisgrave—brimThepsalmhelikedbest—
Theonewhosesensesuits\"MountEphraim\"—
AndperhapsweshouldseemTohim,inDeath’sdream,Liketheseraphim。
AssoonasIknewThathisspiritwasgoneIthoughtthishisdue,Andspokethereupon。
\"Ithink,\"saidthevicar,\"AreadservicequickerThanviolsout—of—doorsInthesefrostsandhoars。
Thatold—fashionedwayRequiresafineday,AnditseemstomeIthadbetternotbe。\"
Hence,thatafternoon,ThoughneverknewheThathiswishcouldnotbe,TogetthroughitfasterTheyburiedthemasterWithoutanytune。
But’twassaidthat,whenAtthedeadofnextnightThevicarlookedout,TherestruckonhiskenThrongedroundabout,WherethefrostwasgrayingTheheadstonedgrass,AbandallinwhiteLikethesaintsinchurch—glass,SingingandplayingTheancientstaveBythechoirmaster’sgrave。
SuchthetenormantoldWhenhehadgrownold。
THEMANWHOFORGOT
Atalonelycrosswherebye—roadsmetIsatuponagate;
Isawthesundeclineandset,Andstillwasfaintowait。
AtrottingboypassedupthewayAndrousedmefrommythought;
Icalledtohim,andshowedwherelayAspotIshylysought。
\"Asummer—housefairstandshiddenwhereYouseethemoonlightthrown;
Go,tellmeifwithinitthereAladysitsalone。\"
Hehalfdemurred,buttookthetrack,Andsilenceheldthescene;
Isawhisfigureramblingback;
Iaskedhimifhehadbeen。
\"Iwentjustwhereyousaid,butfoundNosummer—housewasthere:
Beyondtheslope’tisallbareground;
Nothingstandsanywhere。
\"Amanaskedwhatmybrainswereworth;
Thehouse,hesaid,grewrotten,Andwaspulleddownbeforemybirth,Andisalmostforgotten!\"
Myrightmindwoke,andIstooddumb;
Fortyyears’frostandflowerHadfleetedsinceI’dusedtocomeTomeetherinthatbower。
WHILEDRAWINGINACHURCH—YARD
\"Itissadthatsomanyofworth,Stillintheflesh,\"soughedtheyew,\"MisjudgetheirlotwhomkindlyearthSecludesfromview。
\"TheyridetheirdiurnalroundEachday—span’ssumofhoursInpeerlessease,withoutjoltorboundOrachelikeours。
\"IfthelivingcouldbuthearWhatisheardbymyrootsastheycreepRoundtherestfulflock,andthethingssaidthere,Noonewouldweep。\"
\"’Nowsetamongthewise,’
Theysay:’Enlargedinscope,ThatnoGodtrumpetustoriseWetrulyhope。’\"
IlistenedtohisstrangetaleInthemoodthatstillnessbrings,AndIgrewtoacceptasthedayworepaleThatshowofthings。
\"FORLIFEIHADNEVERCAREDGREATLY\"
ForLifeIhadnevercaredgreatly,Asworthaman’swhile;
Peradventuresunsought,Peradventuresthatfinishedinnought,HadkeptmefromyouthandthroughmanhoodtilllatelyUnwonbyitsstyle。
Inearliestyears——whyIknownot—
Ivieweditaskance;
Conditionsofdoubt,Conditionsthatleakedslowlyout,MayhaplyhavebentmetostandandtoshownotMuchzestforitsdance。
WithsymphoniessoftandsweetcolourItcourtedmethen,Tillevasionsseemedwrong,Tillevasionsgaveintoitssong,AndIwarmed,untillivingalooflyloomeddullerThanlifeamongmen。
AnewIfoundnoughttoseteyeson,When,liftingitshand,Ituncloakedastar,Uncloakeditfromfog—dampsafar,AndshoweditsbeamsburningfrompoletohorizonAsbrightasabrand。
Andso,theroughhighwayforgetting,IpacehillanddaleRegardingthesky,Regardingthevisiononhigh,Andthusre—illumedhavenohumourforlettingMypilgrimagefail。
\"MENWHOMARCHAWAY\"
(SONGOFTHESOLDIERS)
WhatofthefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchawayErethebarn—cockssayNightisgrowinggray,Leavingallthatherecanwinus;
WhatofthefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchaway?
Isitapurblindprank,Othinkyou,Friendwiththemusingeye,WhowatchussteppingbyWithdoubtanddoloroussigh?
Canmuchponderingsohoodwinkyou!
Isitapurblindprank,Othinkyou,Friendwiththemusingeye?
Nay。Wewellseewhatwearedoing,Thoughsomemaynotsee—
Dalliersastheybe—
England’sneedarewe;
Herdistresswouldleaveusrueing:
Nay。Wewellseewhatwearedoing,Thoughsomemaynotsee!
InourheartofheartsbelievingVictorycrownsthejust,AndthatbraggartsmustSurelybitethedust,Presswetothefieldungrieving,InourheartofheartsbelievingVictorycrownsthejust。
HencethefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchawayErethebarn—cockssayNightisgrowinggray,Leavingallthatherecanwinus;
HencethefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchaway。
September5,1914。
HISCOUNTRY
[Hetravelssouthward,andlooksaround;]
IjourneyedfrommynativespotAcrossthesouthseashine,AndfoundthatpeopleinhallandcotLabouredandsufferedeachhislotEvenasIdidmine。
[andcannotdiscerntheboundary]
ThusnotingtheminmeadsandmartsItdidnotseemtomeThatmydearcountrywithitshearts,Minds,yearnings,worseandbetterpartsHadendedwiththesea。
[ofhisnativecountry;]
Ifurtherandfurtherwentanon,AssuchIstillsurveyed,Andfurtheryet——yea,onandon,AndallthemenIlookeduponHadheart—stringsfellow—made。
[orwherehisdutiestohisfellow—creaturesend;]
Itracedthewholeterrestrialround,Homingtheotherside;
ThensaidI,\"WhatistheretoboundMydenizenship?ItseemsIhavefoundItsscopetobeworld—wide。\"
[norwhoarehisenemies]
Iaskedme:\"WhomhaveItofight,AndwhomhaveItodare,Andwhomtoweaken,crush,andblight?
MycountryseemstohavekeptinsightOnmywayeverywhere。\"
1913。
ENGLANDTOGERMANYIN1914
\"OEngland,mayGodpunishthee!\"
—IsitthatTeutongeniusflowersOnlytobreathemalignityUponitsfriendofearlierhours?
—Wehaveeatenyourbread,youhaveeatenours,Wehavelovedyourburgs,yourpines’greenmoan,FairRhine—stream,anditsstoriedtowers;
YourshiningsoulsofdeathlessdowersHavewonusastheywereourown:
Wehavenursednodreamstoshedyourblood,Wehavematchedyourmightnotrancorously,SaveaflushedfewwhoseblatantmoodYouheardandmarkedaswellasweTotonguenotintheircountry’skey;
Butyetyoucrywithfaceaflame,\"OEngland,mayGodpunishthee!\"
Andfoulinonwardhistory,Andpresentsight,yourancientname。
Autumn1914。
ONTHEBELGIANEXPATRIATION
IdreamtthatpeoplefromtheLandofChimesArrivedoneautumnmorningwiththeirbells,TohoistthemonthetowersandcitadelsOfmyowncountry,thatthemusicalrhymesRungbythemintospaceatmetedtimesAmidthemarket’sdailystirandstress,Andthenight’semptystar—litsilentness,Mightsolacesoulsofthisandkindredclimes。
ThenIawoke;andlo,beforemestoodThevisionedones,butpaleandfulloffear;
FromBrugestheycame,andAntwerp,andOstend,Nocarillonsintheirtrain。FoesofmadmoodHadshatteredthesetoshardsamidthegearOfravagedroof,andsmoulderinggable—end。
October18,1914。
ANAPPEALTOAMERICA
ONBEHALFOFTHEBELGIANDESTITUTE
SevenmillionsstandEmaciate,inthatancientDelta—land:—
Wehere,full—chargedwithourownmaimedanddead,Andcoiledinthrobbingconflictsslowandsore,CanpoorlysoothetheseailsunmeritedOfsoulsforlornuponthefacingshore!—
Wherenaked,gaunt,inendlessbandonbandSevenmillionsstand。
NomancansayToyourgreatcountrythat,withscantdelay,Youmust,perforce,easethemintheirloudneed:
Weknowthatnearerfirstyourdutylies;
But——isitmuchtoaskthatyouletpleadYourlovingkindnesswithyou——wooing—wise—
Albeitthataughtyouowe,andmustrepay,Nomancansay?
December1914。
THEPITYOFIT
IwalkedinloamyWessexlanes,afarFromrail—trackandfromhighway,andIheardInfieldandfarmsteadmanyanancientwordOflocallineagelike\"Thubist,\"\"Erwar,\"
\"Ichwoll,\"\"Ersholl,\"andby—talksimilar,Nighastheyspeakwhointhismonth’smoongirdAtEngland’sveryloins,thereuntospurredBygangswhoseglorythreatsandslaughtersare。
ThenseemedaHeartcrying:\"WhosoevertheybeAtrootandbottomofthis,whoflungthisflameBetweenkinfolkkintonguedevenasarewe,\"Sinister,ugly,lurid,betheirfame;
Maytheirfamiliarsgrowtoshuntheirname,Andtheirbroodperisheverlastingly。\"
April1915。
INTIMEOFWARSANDTUMULTS
\"WouldthatI’dnotdrawnbreathhere!\"someonesaid,\"Tostalkuponthisstageofevildeeds,WherepurposelesslymonthbymonthproceedsAplaysosorelyshapedandblood—bespread。\"
Yethadhissparknotquickened,butlaindeadTothegrossspectaclesofthisourday,Andneverputontheprofferedcloakofclay,Hehadbutknownnotthingsnowmanifested;
Lifewouldhaveswirledthesame。MornswouldhavedawnedOntheuprootingbythenight—gun’sstrokeOfwhattheyesternoonshinebroughttoflower;
BrownmartialbrowsindyingthroeshavewannedDespitehisabsence;heartsnofewerbeenbrokeByEmpery’sinsatiatelustofpower。
1915。
INTIMEOF\"THEBREAKINGOFNATIONS\"{1}
I
OnlyamanharrowingclodsInaslowsilentwalkWithanoldhorsethatstumblesandnodsHalfasleepastheystalk。
II
OnlythinsmokewithoutflameFromtheheapsofcouch—grass;
YetthiswillgoonwardthesameThoughDynastiespass。
III
YonderamaidandherwightComewhisperingby:
War’sannalswillcloudintonightEretheirstorydie。
1915。
CRYOFTHEHOMELESS
AFTERTHEPRUSSIANINVASIONOFBELGIUM
\"Instigatoroftheruin—
WhichsoeverthoumaystbeOfthemasterfulofEuropeThatcontrivedourmisery—
Hearthewormwood—wordedgreetingFromeachcity,shore,andleaOfthyvictims:
\"Conqueror,allhailtothee!\"
\"Yea:’Allhail!’wegrimlyshouttheeThatwastauthor,fount,andheadOfthesewounds,whoeverprovenWhenourtimesarethroughlyread。
’Maythylovedbeslighted,blighted,Andforsaken,’beitsaidBythyvictims,’Andthychildrenbegtheirbread!’
\"Nay:arichermalediction!—
RatherletthisthingbefallIntime’shurlingandunfurlingOnthenightwhencomesthycall;
ThatcompassiondewthypillowAndbedrenchthysensesallForthyvictims,Tilldeathdarktheewithhispall。\"
August1915。
BEFOREMARCHINGANDAFTER
(inMemoriamF。W。G。)
OrionswungsouthwardaslantWherethestarvedEgdonpine—treeshadthinned,ThePleiadsaloftseemedtopantWiththeheatherthattwitchedinthewind;
Buthelookedonindifferenttosightssuchasthese,Unswayedbylove,friendship,homejoyorhomesorrow,Andwonderedtowhathewouldmarchonthemorrow。
Thecrazedhousehold—clockwithitswhirrRangmidnightwithinashestood,HeheardthelowsighingofherWhohadstrivenfromhisbirthforhisgood;
Buthestillonlyaskedthespringstarlight,thebreeze,WhatgreatthingorsmallthinghishistorywouldborrowFromthatGamewithDeathhewouldplayonthemorrow。
Whentheheathworetherobeoflatesummer,Andthefuchsia—bells,hotinthesun,Hungredbythedoor,aquickcomerBroughttidingsthatmarchingwasdoneForhimwhohadjoinedinthatgameoverseasWhereDeathstoodtowin,thoughhisnamewastoborrowAbrightnesstherefromnottofadeonthemorrow。
September1915。
\"OFTENWHENWARRING\"
Oftenwhenwarringforhewistnotwhat,Anenemy—soldier,passingbyoneweak,Hastenderedwater,wipedtheburningcheek,Andcooledthelipssoblackandclammedandhot;
Thengonehisway,andmaybequiteforgotThedeedofgraceamidtheroarandreek;
YetlargervisionthanloudarmsbespeakHetherehasreached,althoughhehasknownitnot。
Fornaturalmindsight,triumphingintheactOverthethroesofartificialrage,Hasthuswisemuffledvictory’spealofpride,Rendedtoribandspolicy’sspeciouspageThatdealsbutwithevasion,code,andpact,Andwar’sapologywhollystultified。
1915。
THENANDNOW
WhenbattleswerefoughtWithachivalroussenseofShouldandOught,Inspiritmensaid,\"Endwequickordead,Honourissomereward!
Letusfightfair——forourownbestorworst;
So,GentlemenoftheGuard,Firefirst!\"
Intheopentheystood,Mantomaninhisknightlihood:
TheywouldnotdeignToprofitbyastainOnthehonourablerules,KnowingthatpractiseperfidynomandurstWhointheheroicschoolsWasnurst。
Butnow,behold,whatIswarfarewhereinhonourisnot!
RamalamentsItsdeadinnocents:
Herodbreathes:\"SlyslaughterShallrule!Letus,bymodesoncecalledaccurst,Overhead,underwater,Stabfirst。\"
1915。
ACALLTONATIONALSERVICE
Upandbedoing,allwhohaveahandTolift,abacktobend。ItmustnotbeIntimeslikethesethatvaguelylingerweToairourvauntsandhopes;andleaveourlandUntendedasawildofweedsandsand。
—Say,then,\"Icome!\"andgo,OwomenandmenOfpalace,ploughshare,easel,counter,pen;
Thatscareless,scathless,Englandstillmaystand。
WouldyearsbutletmestirasonceIstirredAtmanyadawntotaketheforwardtrack,Andwithastrideplungedontoenterprize,InowwouldspeedlikeyesterwindthatwhirredThroughyieldingpines;andservewithneveraslack,Soloudforpromptnessallaroundoutcries!
March1917。
THEDEADANDTHELIVINGONE
Thedeadwomanlayinherfirstnight’sgrave,Andtwilightfellfromtheclouds’concave,Andthoseshehadaskedtoforgiveforgave。
ThewomanpassingcametoapauseBytheheapedwhiteshapesofwreathandcross,Andlookeduponwheretheotherwas。
Andasshemusedtherethusspokeshe:
\"NeveryourcountenancedidIsee,Butyou’vebeenagoodgoodfriendtome!\"
Roseaplaintivevoicefromthesodbelow:
\"OwomanwhoseaccentsIdonotknow,Whatisitthatmakesyouapprovemeso?\"
\"Odeadone,eremysoldierwent,Iheardhimsaying,withwarmintent,Tohisfriend,whenwonbyyourblandishment:
\"’Iwouldchangeforthatlasshereandnow!
AndifIreturnImaybreakmyvowTomypresentLove,andcontrivesomehow\"’Tocallmyownthisnew—foundpearl,Whoseeyeshavethelight,whoselipsthecurl,Ialwayshavelookedforinagirl!’
\"——Andthisiswhythatbyceasingtobe—
ThoughneveryourcountenancedidIsee—
Youproveyouagoodgoodfriendtome;
\"AndIprayeachhourforyoursoul’sreposeIngratitudeforyourjoiningthoseNoloverwillclaspwhenhiscampaignsclose。\"
Awaysheturned,whenarosetohereyeAmartialphantomofgorydye,Thatsaid,withathinandfar—offsigh:
\"Osweetheart,neithershallIclaspyou,Forthefoethisdayhaspiercedmethrough,Andsentmetowheresheis。Adieu!—
\"Andforgetnotwhenthenight—wind’swhineCallsoverthisturfwhereherlimbsrecline,Thatittravelsontolamentbymine。\"
Therewasacrybythewhite—floweredmound,Therewasalaughfromunderground,Therewasadeepergloomaround。
1915。
ANEWYEAR’SEVEINWARTIME
I
Phantasmalfears,Andtheflapoftheflame,Andthethroboftheclock,Andaloosenedslate,Andtheblindnight’sdrone,Whichtiredlythespectralpinesintone!
II
AndthebloodinmyearsStrummingalwaysthesame,Andthegable—cockWithitsfitfulgrate,Andmyself,alone。
III
ThetwelfthhournearsHand—hid,asinshame;
Iundothelock,Andlisten,andwaitFortheYoungUnknown。
IV
Inthedarktherecareers—
AsifDeathastridecameTonumballwithhisknock—
AhorseatmadrateOverrutandstone。
V
Nofigureappears,Nocallofmyname,Nosoundbut\"Tic—toc\"
Withoutcheck。PastthegateItclatters——isgone。
VI
WhatrideritbearsThereisnonetoproclaim;
AndtheOldYearhasstruck,And,scarceanimate,TheNewmakesmoan。
VII
Maybethat\"MoreTears!—
MoreFamineandFlame—
MoreSeveranceandShock!\"
IstheorderfromFateThattheRiderspeedsonTopaleEurope;andtiredlythepinesintone。
1915—1916。
\"IMETAMAN\"
Imetamanwhennightwasnigh,Whosaid,withshiningfaceandeyeLikeMoses’afterSinai:—
\"IhaveseentheMoulderofMonarchies,Realms,peoples,plainsandhills,Sittinguponthesunlitseas!—
And,asHesat,soliloquiesFellfromHimlikeanantiphonicbreezeThatpricksthewavestothrills。
\"MeseemedthatofthemaimedanddeadMowndownupontheglobe,—
TheirplenteousbloomsofpromiseshedErefruiting—time——Hiswordsweresaid,SittingagainstthewesternwebofredWraptinHiscrimsonrobe。
\"AndIcouldcatchthemnowandthen:
——’WhyletthesegamblingclansOfhumanCockers,pitliegemenFrommartandcity,daleandglen,Indeath—mains,buttoswellandswellagainTheirswollenAll—Emperyplans,\"’Whenamerenod(ifmymalignCompeerbutpassivekeep)
WouldmendthatoldmistakeofmineImadewithSaul,andeverconsignAllLordsofWarwhosesanctuariesenshrineLiberticide,tosleep?
\"’WithviolencethelandsarespreadEvenasinIsrael’sday,AnditrepentethmeIbredCharteredarmipotentslust—ledTofeuds……Yea,grievesmyheart,asthenIsaid,Toseetheirevilway!’
——\"Theutterancegrew,andflappedlikeflame,AndfurtherspeechIfeared;
ButnoCelestialtonguedacclaim,Andnohuzzasfromearthlingscame,Andtheheavensmutelymaskedas’twereinshameTilldaylightdisappeared。\"
Thusendedheasnightrodehigh—
Themanofshiningfaceandeye,LikeMoses’afterSinai。
1916。
\"ILOOKEDUPFROMMYWRITING\"
Ilookedupfrommywriting,Andgaveastarttosee,Asifraptinmyinditing,Themoon’sfullgazeonme。
HermeditativemistyheadWasspectralinitsair,AndIinvoluntarilysaid,\"Whatareyoudoingthere?\"
\"Oh,I’vebeenscanningpondandholeAndwaterwayhereaboutForthebodyofonewithasunkensoulWhohasputhislife—lightout。
\"Didyouhearhisfrenziedtattle?
ItwassorrowforhissonWhoisslaininbrutishbattle,Thoughhehasinjurednone。
\"AndnowIamcurioustolookIntotheblinkeredmindOfonewhowantstowriteabookInaworldofsuchakind。\"
Hertemperoverwroughtme,AndIedgedtoshunherview,ForIfeltassuredshethoughtmeOnewhoshoulddrownhimtoo。
THECOMINGOFTHEEND
Howitcametoanend!
Themeetingafarfromthecrowd,Andthelove—looksandlaughtersunpenned,Thepartingwhenmuchwasavowed,Howitcametoanend!
Itcametoanend;
Yes,theoutgazingoverthestream,Withthesunoneachserpentinebend,Or,later,theluringmoon—gleam;
Itcametoanend。
Itcametoanend,Thehousebuilding,furnishing,planting,AsiftherewereagestospendInwelcoming,feasting,andjaunting;
Itcametoanend。
Itcametoanend,Thatjourneyofonedayaweek:
(\"Italwaysgoeson,\"saidafriend,\"Justthesameinbrightweathersorbleak;\")
Butitcametoanend。
\"HOWwillcometoanendThisorbitsosmoothlybegun,Unlesssomeconvulsionattend?\"
Ioftensaid。\"WhatwillbedoneWhenitcomestoanend?\"
Well,itcametoanendQuitesilently——stoppedwithoutjerk;
Betterclosenoprevisioncouldlend;
WorkingoutasOneplanneditshouldworkEreitcametoanend。
AFTERWARDS
WhenthePresenthaslatcheditsposternbehindmytremulousstay,AndtheMaymonthflapsitsgladgreenleaveslikewings,Delicate—filmedasnew—spunsilk,willtheneighbourssay,\"Hewasamanwhousedtonoticesuchthings\"?
Ifitbeintheduskwhen,likeaneyelid’ssoundlessblink,Thedewfall—hawkcomescrossingtheshadestoalightUponthewind—warpeduplandthorn,agazermaythink,\"Tohimthismusthavebeenafamiliarsight。\"
IfIpassduringsomenocturnalblackness,mothyandwarm,Whenthehedgehogtravelsfurtivelyoverthelawn,Onemaysay,\"Hestrovethatsuchinnocentcreaturesshouldcometonoharm,Buthecoulddolittleforthem;andnowheisgone\"?
If,whenhearingthatIhavebeenstilledatlast,theystandatthedoor,Watchingthefull—starredheavensthatwintersees,Willthisthoughtriseonthosewhowillmeetmyfacenomore,\"Hewasonewhohadaneyeforsuchmysteries\"?
Andwillanysaywhenmybellofquittanceisheardinthegloom,Andacrossingbreezecutsapauseinitsoutrollings,Tilltheyriseagain,astheywereanewbell’sboom,\"Hehearsitnotnow,butusedtonoticesuchthings\"?
Footnotes:
{1}Jer。li。20。