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  \"Herearethelovelyshipsthatwe,Mother,arebyandbygoingtosee!

  Whenwegetthereit’s’mostsuretobefine,Andthebandwillplay,andthesunwillshine!\"

  ItrainedontheskylightwithadinAswewaitedandstillnotraincamein;

  ButthewordsofthechildinthesqualidroomHadspreadaglorythroughthegloom。

  THECLOCK—WINDER

  Itisdarkasacave,OravaultinthenaveWhentheirondoorIsclosed,andthefloorOfthechurchrelaidWithtrowelandspade。

  Buttheparish—clerkCaresnotforthedarkAshewindsinthetowerAtaregularhourTherheumaticclock,WhosedilatoryknockYoucanhearwhenprayingAttheday’sdecaying,OratanylonewhileFromapewintheaisle。

  Up,upfromthegroundAroundandaroundIntheturretstairHeclambers,towhereThewheelworkis,Withitstick,click,whizz,ReposefullymeasuringEachdaytoitsendThatmortalmenspendInsorrowingandpleasuringNightlythusdoesheclimbTothetrackwayofTime。

  HimIfollowedonenightTothisplacewithoutlight,And,ereIspoke,heardHimsay,wordbyword,Attheendofhiswinding,Thedarknessunminding:—

  \"SoIwipeoutonemore,MyDear,ofthesoreSaddaysthatstillbe,LikeadryingDeadSea,Betweenyouandme!\"

  Whoshewasnomanknew:

  HehadlongbornehimblindToallwomankind;

  AndwaseveronewhoKepthispastoutofview。

  OLDEXCURSIONS

  \"What’sthegoodofgoingtoRidgeway,Cerne,orSydlingMill,OrtoYell’hamHill,BlithelybearingCasterbridge—wayAsweusedtodo?

  Shewillnomoreclimbupthere,OrbevisibleanywhereInthosehauntsweknew。\"

  Butto—night,whilewalkingweary,Nearmeseemedhershade,Comeas’tweretoupbraidThismymoodindeemingdrearyScenesthatusedtoplease;

  And,ifshedidcometome,Stillsolicitous,theremaybeGoodingoingtothese。

  So,I’llcaretoroamtoRidgeway,Cerne,orSydlingMill,OrtoYell’hamHill,BlithelybearingCasterbridge—wayAsweusedtodo,Sinceherphasmmayflitoutthere,AndmaygreetmeanywhereInthosehauntsweknew。

  April1913。

  THEMASKEDFACE

  Ifoundmeinagreatsurgingspace,Ateitherendadoor,AndIsaid:\"Whatisthisgiddyingplace,Withnofirm—fixedfloor,ThatIknewnotofbefore?\"

  \"ItisLife,\"saidamask—cladface。

  Iasked:\"ButhowdoIcomehere,Whoneverwishedtocome;

  Canthelightandairbemademoreclear,Thefloormorequietsome,Andthedoorssetwide?TheynumbFast—locked,andfillwithfear。\"

  Themaskputonableaksmilethen,Andsaid,\"Ovassal—wight,ThereoncecomplainedagoosequillpenTothescribeoftheInfiniteOfthewordsithadtowriteBecausetheywerepastitsken。\"

  INAWHISPERINGGALLERY

  ThatwhispertakesthevoiceOfaSpirit’scompassioningsClose,butinvisible,AndthrowsmeunderaspellAtthekindlingvisionitbrings;

  AndforamomentIrejoice,AndbelieveintranscendentthingsThatwouldmouldfromthismuddyearthAspotforthesplendidbirthOfeverlastinglives,Wheretononightarrives;

  AndthisgauntgraygalleryAtabernacleofworthOnthisdrab—airedafternoon,WhenyoucanbarelyseeAcrossitshazedlacuneIfoppositeaughttherebeOffleshedhumanityWherewithImaycommune;

  OrifthevoicesonearBeasoul’svoicefloatinghere。

  THESOMETHINGTHATSAVEDHIM

  ItwaswhenWhirlsofthickwaterslavedmeAgainandagain,Thatsomethingaroseandsavedme;

  Yea,itwasthen。

  InthatdayUnseeingtheazurewentI

  Onmyway,AndtowhitewinterbentI,KnowingnoMay。

  Reftofrenown,UnderthenightcloudsbeatingUpanddown,InmyneedfulnessgreetingCitandclown。

  LongtherehadbeenMuchofamurkycolourInthescene,Dullprospectsmeetingduller;

  Noughtbetween。

  Last,thereloomedAclosing—inblindalley,ThoughthereboomedAfeeblesummonstorallyWhereitgloomed。

  Theclockrang;

  Thehourbroughtahandtodeliver;

  Iupsprang,Andlookedbackatden,ditchandriver,Andsang。

  THEENEMY’SPORTRAIT

  Hesawtheportraitofhisenemy,offeredAtauctioninastreethejourneyednigh,Thatenemy,nowlatedead,whoinhislife—timeHadinjureddeeplyhimthepasser—by。

  \"Togetthatpicture,pleasedbeGod,I’lltry,Andutterlydestroyit;andnomoreShallbeinflictedonman’smortaleyeAcountenancesosinisterandsore!\"

  Andsoheboughtthepainting。Drivinghomeward,\"Theframewillcomeinuseful,\"hedeclared,\"Therestisfuel。\"Onhisarrival,weary,Askedwhatheborewithhim,andhowhefared,Hesaidhehadbidforapicture,thoughhecaredFortheframeonly:onthemorrowheWouldburnthecanvas,whichcouldwellbespared,Seeingthatitportrayedhisenemy。

  Nextdaysomeotherdutyfoundhimbusy;

  Thefoewaslaidhisfaceagainstthewall;

  ButonthenexthesethimselftoloosenThestraining—strips。AndthenacasualcallPreventedhisproceedingtherewithal;

  Andthusthepicturewaited,daybyday,Itsowner’spleasure,likeawretchedthrall,Untilamonthandmorehadslippedaway。

  Andthenuponamornhefounditshifted,Hunginacornerbyaservitor。

  \"Whydidyoutakeonyoutohangthatpicture?

  YouknowitwastheframeIboughtitfor。\"

  \"Itstoodinthewayofeveryvisitor,AndIjusthitcheditthere。\"——\"Well,itmustgo:

  Idon’tcommemoratemenwhomIabhor。

  Remindme’tistodo。TheframeI’llstow。\"

  Butthingsbecomeforgotten。IntheshadowOfthedarkcornerhungitbyitsstring,Andthereitstayed——oncenoticedbyitsowner,Whosaid,\"Ahme——Imustdestroythatthing!\"

  Butwhenhedied,there,noneremembering,Ithung,tillmovedtoprominence,asonesees;

  Andcomerspauseandsay,examining,\"Ithoughttheywerethebitterestenemies?\"

  IMAGININGS

  ShesawherselfaladyWithfiftyfrocksinwear,Androllingwheels,androomsthebest,Andfaithfulmaidens’care,AndopenlawnsandshadyForweatherswarmordrear。

  Shefoundherselfastriver,Allliberalgiftsdebarred,Withdaysofgloom,andmovementsstressed,Andearlyvisionsmarred,AndgotnomantowiveherButonewhoselotwashard。

  Yetinthemoonynight—timeShestealstostileandleaDuringhisheavyslumberousrestWhenhomecomewearily,Anddreamsofsomeblestbright—timeSheknowscanneverbe。

  ONTHEDOORSTEP

  Therainimprintedthestep’swetshineWithtarget—circlesthatquiveredandcrossedAsIwasleavingthisporchofmine;

  WhenfromwithinthereswelledandpausedAsong’ssweetnote;

  AndbackIturned,andthought,\"HereI’llabide。\"

  Thestepshineswetbeneaththerain,Whichprintsitscirclesasheretofore;

  Iwatchthemfromtheporchagain,Butnosong—noteswithinthedoorNowcalltomeToshunthedrippingleaAndforthIstride。

  Jan。1914。

  SIGNSANDTOKENS

  Saidthered—cloakedcroneInawhisperedmoan:

  \"ThedeadmanwaslimpWhenlaidinhischest;

  Yea,limp;andwhyButtosignifyThatthegravewillcrimpErenextyear’ssunYetanotheroneOfthoseinthathouse—

  Itmaybethebest—

  Foritsendlessdrowse!\"

  Saidthebrown—shawleddameToconfirmthesame:

  \"AndtheslothfulfliesOntherottingfruitHavebeenseentowearWhilecrawlingthereCrapescarves,byeyesThatwerequickandacute;

  AsdidthosethathadpitchedOnthecowsbythepails,AndwithflapsoftheirtailsWerefarawayswitched。\"

  Saidthethirdinplaid,Eachwordbeingweighed:

  \"AndtrottingdoesInthepark,inthelane,AndjustoutsideTheshutteredpane,Havealsobeenheard—

  QuickfeetaslightAsthefeetofasprite—

  AndthewisemindknowsWhatthingsmaybetideWhensuchhasoccurred。\"

  Criedtheblack—crapedfourth,Coldfacedasthenorth:

  \"O,thoughgivingsuchSomehead—room,IsmileAtyourfalteringsWhennotingthosethingsRoundyourdomicile!

  Forwhat,whatcantouchOnewhom,rivenofallThatmakeslifegay,NohintscanappalOfmoretakingsaway!\"

  PATHSOFFORMERTIME

  No;no;

  Itmustnotbeso:

  Theyarethewayswedonotgo。

  StillchewThekine,andmooInthemeadowsweusedtowanderthrough;

  StillpurlTherivuletsandcurlTowardstheweirswithamusicalswirl;

  HaymakersAsinformeryearsRakerollsintoheapsthatthepitchforkrears;

  WheelscrackOntheturfytrackThewaggonpursueswithitstopplingpack。

  \"Whythenshun—

  Sincesummer’snotdone—

  Allthisbecauseofthelackofone?\"

  HadyoubeenSharerofthatsceneYouwouldnotaskwhileitbitesinkeenWhyitissoWecannomoregoBythesummerpathsweusedtoknow!

  1913。

  THECLOCKOFTHEYEARS

  \"Aspiritpassedbeforemyface;thehairofmyfleshstoodup。\"

  AndtheSpiritsaid,\"Icanmaketheclockoftheyearsgobackward,Butamlothtostopitwhereyouwill。\"

  AndIcried,\"AgreedTothat。Proceed:

  It’sbetterthandead!\"

  Heanswered,\"Peace\";

  Andcalledherup——aslastbeforeme;

  Thenyounger,youngershefreshed,totheyearIfirsthadknownHerwoman—grown,AndIcried,\"Cease!—

  \"Thusfarisgood—

  Itisenough——letherstaythusalways!\"

  Butalasforme。Heshookhishead:

  Nostopwasthere;

  Andshewanedchild—fair,Andtobabyhood。

  StilllessinmienTomygreatsorrowbecamesheslowly,AndsmalledtillshewasnoughtatallInhischecklessgriff;

  AnditwasasifShehadneverbeen。

  \"Better,\"Iplained,\"Sheweredeadasbefore!ThememoryofherHadlivedinme;butitcannotnow!\"

  Andcoldlyhisvoice:

  \"ItwasyourchoiceTomartheordained。\"

  1916。

  ATTHEPIANO

  Awomanwasplaying,Amanlookingon;

  Andthemouldofherface,Andherneck,andherhair,WhichtheraysfelluponOfthetwocandlesthere,SenthimmentallystrayingInsomefancy—placeWherepainhadnotrace。

  AcowledApparitionCamepushingbetween;

  Andhernotesseemedtosigh,Andthelightstoburnpale,Asaspellnumbedthescene。

  Butthemaidsawnobale,Andthemannomonition;

  AndTimelaughedawry,AndthePhantomhidnigh。

  THESHADOWONTHESTONE

  IwentbytheDruidstoneThatbroodsinthegardenwhiteandlone,AndIstoppedandlookedattheshiftingshadowsThatatsomemomentsfallthereonFromthetreehardbywitharhythmicswing,AndtheyshapedinmyimaginingTotheshadethatawell—knownheadandshouldersThrewtherewhenshewasgardening。

  Ithoughtherbehindmyback,Yea,herIlonghadlearnedtolack,AndIsaid:\"Iamsureyouarestandingbehindme,Thoughhowdoyougetintothisoldtrack?\"

  AndtherewasnosoundbutthefallofaleafAsasadresponse;andtokeepdowngriefIwouldnotturnmyheadtodiscoverThattherewasnothinginmybelief。

  YetIwantedtolookandseeThatnobodystoodatthebackofme;

  ButIthoughtoncemore:\"Nay,I’llnotunvisionAshapewhich,somehow,theremaybe。\"

  SoIwentonsoftlyfromtheglade,Andleftherbehindmethrowinghershade,Asshewereindeedanapparition—

  Myheadunturnedlestmydreamshouldfade。

  Begun1913:finished1916。

  INTHEGARDEN

  (M。H。)

  WewaitedforthesunTobreakitscloudyprison(Fordaywasnotyetdone,Andnightstillunbegun)

  Leaningbythedial。

  Aftermanyatrial—

  Weallsilentthere—

  Itburstasnew—arisen,ThrowingashadetowhereTimetravelledatthatminute。

  Littlesawweinit,ButthismuchIknow,Oflookersonthatshade,HertowardswhomitmadeSoonesthadtogo。

  1915。

  THETREEANDTHELADY

  IhavedoneallIcouldForthatladyIknew!ThroughtheheatsIhaveshadedher,Drawntohersongsterswhensummerhasjadedher,Homefromtheheathorthewood。

  Atthemirth—timeofMay,Whenmyshadowfirstluredher,I’ddonnedmynewbraveryOfgreenth:’twasmyall。NowIshiverinslavery,Iciclesgrievingmegray。

  Plumedtoeverytwig’sendIcouldtemptherchairunderme。MuchdidItreasureherDuringthosedaysshehadnothingtopleasureher;

  Mutelysheusedmeasfriend。

  I’maskeletonnow,Andshe’sgone,cravingwarmth。Therimestickslikeaskintome;

  ThroughmeArcturuspeers;Nor’lightsshootintome;

  Goneisshe,scorningmybough!

  ANUPBRAIDING

  NowIamdeadyousingtomeThesongsweusedtoknow,ButwhileIlivedyouhadnowishOrcarefordoingso。

  NowIamdeadyoucometomeInthemoonlight,comfortless;

  Ah,whatwouldIhavegivenaliveTowinsuchtenderness!

  Whenyouaredead,andstandtomeNotdifferenced,asnow,Butlikeagain,willyoubecoldAswhenwelived,orhow?

  THEYOUNGGLASS—STAINER

  \"TheseGothicwindows,howtheywearmeoutWithcuspandfoil,andnothingstraightorsquare,Crudecolours,leadenbordersroundabout,AndfittinginPeterhere,andMatthewthere!

  \"Whatavocation!HeredoIdrawnowTheabnormal,lovingtheHellenicnorm;

  MarthaIpaint,anddreamofHera’sbrow,Mary,andthinkofAphrodite’sform。\"

  Nov。1893。

  LOOKINGATAPICTUREONANANNIVERSARY

  Butdon’tyouknowit,mydear,Don’tyouknowit,Thatthisdayoftheyear(Whatrainbow—raysembowit!)

  Wemet,strangersconfessed,Butparted——blest?

  Thoughatthisquery,mydear,ThereinyourframeUnmovedyoustillappear,Youmustbethinkingthesame,ButkeepthatlookdemureJusttoallure。

  AndnowatlengthatraceIsurelyvisionUponthatwistfulfaceOfold—timerecognition,Smilingforth,\"Yes,asyousay,Itistheday。\"

  ForthisonephaseofyouNowleftonearthThisgreatdatemustendueWithpulsingsofrebirth?—

  IseethemvitalizeThosetwodeepeyes!

  ButifthisfaceIconDoesnotdeclareConsciousnesslivingonStillinit,littleIcareTolivemyself,mydear,Lone—labouringhere!

  Spring1913。

  THECHOIRMASTER’SBURIAL

  HeoftenwouldaskusThat,whenhedied,AfterplayingsomanyTotheirlastrest,IfoutofusanyShouldhereabide,Anditwouldnottaskus,WewouldwithourlutesPlayoverhimByhisgrave—brimThepsalmhelikedbest—

  Theonewhosesensesuits\"MountEphraim\"—

  AndperhapsweshouldseemTohim,inDeath’sdream,Liketheseraphim。

  AssoonasIknewThathisspiritwasgoneIthoughtthishisdue,Andspokethereupon。

  \"Ithink,\"saidthevicar,\"AreadservicequickerThanviolsout—of—doorsInthesefrostsandhoars。

  Thatold—fashionedwayRequiresafineday,AnditseemstomeIthadbetternotbe。\"

  Hence,thatafternoon,ThoughneverknewheThathiswishcouldnotbe,TogetthroughitfasterTheyburiedthemasterWithoutanytune。

  But’twassaidthat,whenAtthedeadofnextnightThevicarlookedout,TherestruckonhiskenThrongedroundabout,WherethefrostwasgrayingTheheadstonedgrass,AbandallinwhiteLikethesaintsinchurch—glass,SingingandplayingTheancientstaveBythechoirmaster’sgrave。

  SuchthetenormantoldWhenhehadgrownold。

  THEMANWHOFORGOT

  Atalonelycrosswherebye—roadsmetIsatuponagate;

  Isawthesundeclineandset,Andstillwasfaintowait。

  AtrottingboypassedupthewayAndrousedmefrommythought;

  Icalledtohim,andshowedwherelayAspotIshylysought。

  \"Asummer—housefairstandshiddenwhereYouseethemoonlightthrown;

  Go,tellmeifwithinitthereAladysitsalone。\"

  Hehalfdemurred,buttookthetrack,Andsilenceheldthescene;

  Isawhisfigureramblingback;

  Iaskedhimifhehadbeen。

  \"Iwentjustwhereyousaid,butfoundNosummer—housewasthere:

  Beyondtheslope’tisallbareground;

  Nothingstandsanywhere。

  \"Amanaskedwhatmybrainswereworth;

  Thehouse,hesaid,grewrotten,Andwaspulleddownbeforemybirth,Andisalmostforgotten!\"

  Myrightmindwoke,andIstooddumb;

  Fortyyears’frostandflowerHadfleetedsinceI’dusedtocomeTomeetherinthatbower。

  WHILEDRAWINGINACHURCH—YARD

  \"Itissadthatsomanyofworth,Stillintheflesh,\"soughedtheyew,\"MisjudgetheirlotwhomkindlyearthSecludesfromview。

  \"TheyridetheirdiurnalroundEachday—span’ssumofhoursInpeerlessease,withoutjoltorboundOrachelikeours。

  \"IfthelivingcouldbuthearWhatisheardbymyrootsastheycreepRoundtherestfulflock,andthethingssaidthere,Noonewouldweep。\"

  \"’Nowsetamongthewise,’

  Theysay:’Enlargedinscope,ThatnoGodtrumpetustoriseWetrulyhope。’\"

  IlistenedtohisstrangetaleInthemoodthatstillnessbrings,AndIgrewtoacceptasthedayworepaleThatshowofthings。

  \"FORLIFEIHADNEVERCAREDGREATLY\"

  ForLifeIhadnevercaredgreatly,Asworthaman’swhile;

  Peradventuresunsought,Peradventuresthatfinishedinnought,HadkeptmefromyouthandthroughmanhoodtilllatelyUnwonbyitsstyle。

  Inearliestyears——whyIknownot—

  Ivieweditaskance;

  Conditionsofdoubt,Conditionsthatleakedslowlyout,MayhaplyhavebentmetostandandtoshownotMuchzestforitsdance。

  WithsymphoniessoftandsweetcolourItcourtedmethen,Tillevasionsseemedwrong,Tillevasionsgaveintoitssong,AndIwarmed,untillivingalooflyloomeddullerThanlifeamongmen。

  AnewIfoundnoughttoseteyeson,When,liftingitshand,Ituncloakedastar,Uncloakeditfromfog—dampsafar,AndshoweditsbeamsburningfrompoletohorizonAsbrightasabrand。

  Andso,theroughhighwayforgetting,IpacehillanddaleRegardingthesky,Regardingthevisiononhigh,Andthusre—illumedhavenohumourforlettingMypilgrimagefail。

  \"MENWHOMARCHAWAY\"

  (SONGOFTHESOLDIERS)

  WhatofthefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchawayErethebarn—cockssayNightisgrowinggray,Leavingallthatherecanwinus;

  WhatofthefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchaway?

  Isitapurblindprank,Othinkyou,Friendwiththemusingeye,WhowatchussteppingbyWithdoubtanddoloroussigh?

  Canmuchponderingsohoodwinkyou!

  Isitapurblindprank,Othinkyou,Friendwiththemusingeye?

  Nay。Wewellseewhatwearedoing,Thoughsomemaynotsee—

  Dalliersastheybe—

  England’sneedarewe;

  Herdistresswouldleaveusrueing:

  Nay。Wewellseewhatwearedoing,Thoughsomemaynotsee!

  InourheartofheartsbelievingVictorycrownsthejust,AndthatbraggartsmustSurelybitethedust,Presswetothefieldungrieving,InourheartofheartsbelievingVictorycrownsthejust。

  HencethefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchawayErethebarn—cockssayNightisgrowinggray,Leavingallthatherecanwinus;

  HencethefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchaway。

  September5,1914。

  HISCOUNTRY

  [Hetravelssouthward,andlooksaround;]

  IjourneyedfrommynativespotAcrossthesouthseashine,AndfoundthatpeopleinhallandcotLabouredandsufferedeachhislotEvenasIdidmine。

  [andcannotdiscerntheboundary]

  ThusnotingtheminmeadsandmartsItdidnotseemtomeThatmydearcountrywithitshearts,Minds,yearnings,worseandbetterpartsHadendedwiththesea。

  [ofhisnativecountry;]

  Ifurtherandfurtherwentanon,AssuchIstillsurveyed,Andfurtheryet——yea,onandon,AndallthemenIlookeduponHadheart—stringsfellow—made。

  [orwherehisdutiestohisfellow—creaturesend;]

  Itracedthewholeterrestrialround,Homingtheotherside;

  ThensaidI,\"WhatistheretoboundMydenizenship?ItseemsIhavefoundItsscopetobeworld—wide。\"

  [norwhoarehisenemies]

  Iaskedme:\"WhomhaveItofight,AndwhomhaveItodare,Andwhomtoweaken,crush,andblight?

  MycountryseemstohavekeptinsightOnmywayeverywhere。\"

  1913。

  ENGLANDTOGERMANYIN1914

  \"OEngland,mayGodpunishthee!\"

  —IsitthatTeutongeniusflowersOnlytobreathemalignityUponitsfriendofearlierhours?

  —Wehaveeatenyourbread,youhaveeatenours,Wehavelovedyourburgs,yourpines’greenmoan,FairRhine—stream,anditsstoriedtowers;

  YourshiningsoulsofdeathlessdowersHavewonusastheywereourown:

  Wehavenursednodreamstoshedyourblood,Wehavematchedyourmightnotrancorously,SaveaflushedfewwhoseblatantmoodYouheardandmarkedaswellasweTotonguenotintheircountry’skey;

  Butyetyoucrywithfaceaflame,\"OEngland,mayGodpunishthee!\"

  Andfoulinonwardhistory,Andpresentsight,yourancientname。

  Autumn1914。

  ONTHEBELGIANEXPATRIATION

  IdreamtthatpeoplefromtheLandofChimesArrivedoneautumnmorningwiththeirbells,TohoistthemonthetowersandcitadelsOfmyowncountry,thatthemusicalrhymesRungbythemintospaceatmetedtimesAmidthemarket’sdailystirandstress,Andthenight’semptystar—litsilentness,Mightsolacesoulsofthisandkindredclimes。

  ThenIawoke;andlo,beforemestoodThevisionedones,butpaleandfulloffear;

  FromBrugestheycame,andAntwerp,andOstend,Nocarillonsintheirtrain。FoesofmadmoodHadshatteredthesetoshardsamidthegearOfravagedroof,andsmoulderinggable—end。

  October18,1914。

  ANAPPEALTOAMERICA

  ONBEHALFOFTHEBELGIANDESTITUTE

  SevenmillionsstandEmaciate,inthatancientDelta—land:—

  Wehere,full—chargedwithourownmaimedanddead,Andcoiledinthrobbingconflictsslowandsore,CanpoorlysoothetheseailsunmeritedOfsoulsforlornuponthefacingshore!—

  Wherenaked,gaunt,inendlessbandonbandSevenmillionsstand。

  NomancansayToyourgreatcountrythat,withscantdelay,Youmust,perforce,easethemintheirloudneed:

  Weknowthatnearerfirstyourdutylies;

  But——isitmuchtoaskthatyouletpleadYourlovingkindnesswithyou——wooing—wise—

  Albeitthataughtyouowe,andmustrepay,Nomancansay?

  December1914。

  THEPITYOFIT

  IwalkedinloamyWessexlanes,afarFromrail—trackandfromhighway,andIheardInfieldandfarmsteadmanyanancientwordOflocallineagelike\"Thubist,\"\"Erwar,\"

  \"Ichwoll,\"\"Ersholl,\"andby—talksimilar,Nighastheyspeakwhointhismonth’smoongirdAtEngland’sveryloins,thereuntospurredBygangswhoseglorythreatsandslaughtersare。

  ThenseemedaHeartcrying:\"WhosoevertheybeAtrootandbottomofthis,whoflungthisflameBetweenkinfolkkintonguedevenasarewe,\"Sinister,ugly,lurid,betheirfame;

  Maytheirfamiliarsgrowtoshuntheirname,Andtheirbroodperisheverlastingly。\"

  April1915。

  INTIMEOFWARSANDTUMULTS

  \"WouldthatI’dnotdrawnbreathhere!\"someonesaid,\"Tostalkuponthisstageofevildeeds,WherepurposelesslymonthbymonthproceedsAplaysosorelyshapedandblood—bespread。\"

  Yethadhissparknotquickened,butlaindeadTothegrossspectaclesofthisourday,Andneverputontheprofferedcloakofclay,Hehadbutknownnotthingsnowmanifested;

  Lifewouldhaveswirledthesame。MornswouldhavedawnedOntheuprootingbythenight—gun’sstrokeOfwhattheyesternoonshinebroughttoflower;

  BrownmartialbrowsindyingthroeshavewannedDespitehisabsence;heartsnofewerbeenbrokeByEmpery’sinsatiatelustofpower。

  1915。

  INTIMEOF\"THEBREAKINGOFNATIONS\"{1}

  I

  OnlyamanharrowingclodsInaslowsilentwalkWithanoldhorsethatstumblesandnodsHalfasleepastheystalk。

  II

  OnlythinsmokewithoutflameFromtheheapsofcouch—grass;

  YetthiswillgoonwardthesameThoughDynastiespass。

  III

  YonderamaidandherwightComewhisperingby:

  War’sannalswillcloudintonightEretheirstorydie。

  1915。

  CRYOFTHEHOMELESS

  AFTERTHEPRUSSIANINVASIONOFBELGIUM

  \"Instigatoroftheruin—

  WhichsoeverthoumaystbeOfthemasterfulofEuropeThatcontrivedourmisery—

  Hearthewormwood—wordedgreetingFromeachcity,shore,andleaOfthyvictims:

  \"Conqueror,allhailtothee!\"

  \"Yea:’Allhail!’wegrimlyshouttheeThatwastauthor,fount,andheadOfthesewounds,whoeverprovenWhenourtimesarethroughlyread。

  ’Maythylovedbeslighted,blighted,Andforsaken,’beitsaidBythyvictims,’Andthychildrenbegtheirbread!’

  \"Nay:arichermalediction!—

  RatherletthisthingbefallIntime’shurlingandunfurlingOnthenightwhencomesthycall;

  ThatcompassiondewthypillowAndbedrenchthysensesallForthyvictims,Tilldeathdarktheewithhispall。\"

  August1915。

  BEFOREMARCHINGANDAFTER

  (inMemoriamF。W。G。)

  OrionswungsouthwardaslantWherethestarvedEgdonpine—treeshadthinned,ThePleiadsaloftseemedtopantWiththeheatherthattwitchedinthewind;

  Buthelookedonindifferenttosightssuchasthese,Unswayedbylove,friendship,homejoyorhomesorrow,Andwonderedtowhathewouldmarchonthemorrow。

  Thecrazedhousehold—clockwithitswhirrRangmidnightwithinashestood,HeheardthelowsighingofherWhohadstrivenfromhisbirthforhisgood;

  Buthestillonlyaskedthespringstarlight,thebreeze,WhatgreatthingorsmallthinghishistorywouldborrowFromthatGamewithDeathhewouldplayonthemorrow。

  Whentheheathworetherobeoflatesummer,Andthefuchsia—bells,hotinthesun,Hungredbythedoor,aquickcomerBroughttidingsthatmarchingwasdoneForhimwhohadjoinedinthatgameoverseasWhereDeathstoodtowin,thoughhisnamewastoborrowAbrightnesstherefromnottofadeonthemorrow。

  September1915。

  \"OFTENWHENWARRING\"

  Oftenwhenwarringforhewistnotwhat,Anenemy—soldier,passingbyoneweak,Hastenderedwater,wipedtheburningcheek,Andcooledthelipssoblackandclammedandhot;

  Thengonehisway,andmaybequiteforgotThedeedofgraceamidtheroarandreek;

  YetlargervisionthanloudarmsbespeakHetherehasreached,althoughhehasknownitnot。

  Fornaturalmindsight,triumphingintheactOverthethroesofartificialrage,Hasthuswisemuffledvictory’spealofpride,Rendedtoribandspolicy’sspeciouspageThatdealsbutwithevasion,code,andpact,Andwar’sapologywhollystultified。

  1915。

  THENANDNOW

  WhenbattleswerefoughtWithachivalroussenseofShouldandOught,Inspiritmensaid,\"Endwequickordead,Honourissomereward!

  Letusfightfair——forourownbestorworst;

  So,GentlemenoftheGuard,Firefirst!\"

  Intheopentheystood,Mantomaninhisknightlihood:

  TheywouldnotdeignToprofitbyastainOnthehonourablerules,KnowingthatpractiseperfidynomandurstWhointheheroicschoolsWasnurst。

  Butnow,behold,whatIswarfarewhereinhonourisnot!

  RamalamentsItsdeadinnocents:

  Herodbreathes:\"SlyslaughterShallrule!Letus,bymodesoncecalledaccurst,Overhead,underwater,Stabfirst。\"

  1915。

  ACALLTONATIONALSERVICE

  Upandbedoing,allwhohaveahandTolift,abacktobend。ItmustnotbeIntimeslikethesethatvaguelylingerweToairourvauntsandhopes;andleaveourlandUntendedasawildofweedsandsand。

  —Say,then,\"Icome!\"andgo,OwomenandmenOfpalace,ploughshare,easel,counter,pen;

  Thatscareless,scathless,Englandstillmaystand。

  WouldyearsbutletmestirasonceIstirredAtmanyadawntotaketheforwardtrack,Andwithastrideplungedontoenterprize,InowwouldspeedlikeyesterwindthatwhirredThroughyieldingpines;andservewithneveraslack,Soloudforpromptnessallaroundoutcries!

  March1917。

  THEDEADANDTHELIVINGONE

  Thedeadwomanlayinherfirstnight’sgrave,Andtwilightfellfromtheclouds’concave,Andthoseshehadaskedtoforgiveforgave。

  ThewomanpassingcametoapauseBytheheapedwhiteshapesofwreathandcross,Andlookeduponwheretheotherwas。

  Andasshemusedtherethusspokeshe:

  \"NeveryourcountenancedidIsee,Butyou’vebeenagoodgoodfriendtome!\"

  Roseaplaintivevoicefromthesodbelow:

  \"OwomanwhoseaccentsIdonotknow,Whatisitthatmakesyouapprovemeso?\"

  \"Odeadone,eremysoldierwent,Iheardhimsaying,withwarmintent,Tohisfriend,whenwonbyyourblandishment:

  \"’Iwouldchangeforthatlasshereandnow!

  AndifIreturnImaybreakmyvowTomypresentLove,andcontrivesomehow\"’Tocallmyownthisnew—foundpearl,Whoseeyeshavethelight,whoselipsthecurl,Ialwayshavelookedforinagirl!’

  \"——Andthisiswhythatbyceasingtobe—

  ThoughneveryourcountenancedidIsee—

  Youproveyouagoodgoodfriendtome;

  \"AndIprayeachhourforyoursoul’sreposeIngratitudeforyourjoiningthoseNoloverwillclaspwhenhiscampaignsclose。\"

  Awaysheturned,whenarosetohereyeAmartialphantomofgorydye,Thatsaid,withathinandfar—offsigh:

  \"Osweetheart,neithershallIclaspyou,Forthefoethisdayhaspiercedmethrough,Andsentmetowheresheis。Adieu!—

  \"Andforgetnotwhenthenight—wind’swhineCallsoverthisturfwhereherlimbsrecline,Thatittravelsontolamentbymine。\"

  Therewasacrybythewhite—floweredmound,Therewasalaughfromunderground,Therewasadeepergloomaround。

  1915。

  ANEWYEAR’SEVEINWARTIME

  I

  Phantasmalfears,Andtheflapoftheflame,Andthethroboftheclock,Andaloosenedslate,Andtheblindnight’sdrone,Whichtiredlythespectralpinesintone!

  II

  AndthebloodinmyearsStrummingalwaysthesame,Andthegable—cockWithitsfitfulgrate,Andmyself,alone。

  III

  ThetwelfthhournearsHand—hid,asinshame;

  Iundothelock,Andlisten,andwaitFortheYoungUnknown。

  IV

  Inthedarktherecareers—

  AsifDeathastridecameTonumballwithhisknock—

  AhorseatmadrateOverrutandstone。

  V

  Nofigureappears,Nocallofmyname,Nosoundbut\"Tic—toc\"

  Withoutcheck。PastthegateItclatters——isgone。

  VI

  WhatrideritbearsThereisnonetoproclaim;

  AndtheOldYearhasstruck,And,scarceanimate,TheNewmakesmoan。

  VII

  Maybethat\"MoreTears!—

  MoreFamineandFlame—

  MoreSeveranceandShock!\"

  IstheorderfromFateThattheRiderspeedsonTopaleEurope;andtiredlythepinesintone。

  1915—1916。

  \"IMETAMAN\"

  Imetamanwhennightwasnigh,Whosaid,withshiningfaceandeyeLikeMoses’afterSinai:—

  \"IhaveseentheMoulderofMonarchies,Realms,peoples,plainsandhills,Sittinguponthesunlitseas!—

  And,asHesat,soliloquiesFellfromHimlikeanantiphonicbreezeThatpricksthewavestothrills。

  \"MeseemedthatofthemaimedanddeadMowndownupontheglobe,—

  TheirplenteousbloomsofpromiseshedErefruiting—time——Hiswordsweresaid,SittingagainstthewesternwebofredWraptinHiscrimsonrobe。

  \"AndIcouldcatchthemnowandthen:

  ——’WhyletthesegamblingclansOfhumanCockers,pitliegemenFrommartandcity,daleandglen,Indeath—mains,buttoswellandswellagainTheirswollenAll—Emperyplans,\"’Whenamerenod(ifmymalignCompeerbutpassivekeep)

  WouldmendthatoldmistakeofmineImadewithSaul,andeverconsignAllLordsofWarwhosesanctuariesenshrineLiberticide,tosleep?

  \"’WithviolencethelandsarespreadEvenasinIsrael’sday,AnditrepentethmeIbredCharteredarmipotentslust—ledTofeuds……Yea,grievesmyheart,asthenIsaid,Toseetheirevilway!’

  ——\"Theutterancegrew,andflappedlikeflame,AndfurtherspeechIfeared;

  ButnoCelestialtonguedacclaim,Andnohuzzasfromearthlingscame,Andtheheavensmutelymaskedas’twereinshameTilldaylightdisappeared。\"

  Thusendedheasnightrodehigh—

  Themanofshiningfaceandeye,LikeMoses’afterSinai。

  1916。

  \"ILOOKEDUPFROMMYWRITING\"

  Ilookedupfrommywriting,Andgaveastarttosee,Asifraptinmyinditing,Themoon’sfullgazeonme。

  HermeditativemistyheadWasspectralinitsair,AndIinvoluntarilysaid,\"Whatareyoudoingthere?\"

  \"Oh,I’vebeenscanningpondandholeAndwaterwayhereaboutForthebodyofonewithasunkensoulWhohasputhislife—lightout。

  \"Didyouhearhisfrenziedtattle?

  ItwassorrowforhissonWhoisslaininbrutishbattle,Thoughhehasinjurednone。

  \"AndnowIamcurioustolookIntotheblinkeredmindOfonewhowantstowriteabookInaworldofsuchakind。\"

  Hertemperoverwroughtme,AndIedgedtoshunherview,ForIfeltassuredshethoughtmeOnewhoshoulddrownhimtoo。

  THECOMINGOFTHEEND

  Howitcametoanend!

  Themeetingafarfromthecrowd,Andthelove—looksandlaughtersunpenned,Thepartingwhenmuchwasavowed,Howitcametoanend!

  Itcametoanend;

  Yes,theoutgazingoverthestream,Withthesunoneachserpentinebend,Or,later,theluringmoon—gleam;

  Itcametoanend。

  Itcametoanend,Thehousebuilding,furnishing,planting,AsiftherewereagestospendInwelcoming,feasting,andjaunting;

  Itcametoanend。

  Itcametoanend,Thatjourneyofonedayaweek:

  (\"Italwaysgoeson,\"saidafriend,\"Justthesameinbrightweathersorbleak;\")

  Butitcametoanend。

  \"HOWwillcometoanendThisorbitsosmoothlybegun,Unlesssomeconvulsionattend?\"

  Ioftensaid。\"WhatwillbedoneWhenitcomestoanend?\"

  Well,itcametoanendQuitesilently——stoppedwithoutjerk;

  Betterclosenoprevisioncouldlend;

  WorkingoutasOneplanneditshouldworkEreitcametoanend。

  AFTERWARDS

  WhenthePresenthaslatcheditsposternbehindmytremulousstay,AndtheMaymonthflapsitsgladgreenleaveslikewings,Delicate—filmedasnew—spunsilk,willtheneighbourssay,\"Hewasamanwhousedtonoticesuchthings\"?

  Ifitbeintheduskwhen,likeaneyelid’ssoundlessblink,Thedewfall—hawkcomescrossingtheshadestoalightUponthewind—warpeduplandthorn,agazermaythink,\"Tohimthismusthavebeenafamiliarsight。\"

  IfIpassduringsomenocturnalblackness,mothyandwarm,Whenthehedgehogtravelsfurtivelyoverthelawn,Onemaysay,\"Hestrovethatsuchinnocentcreaturesshouldcometonoharm,Buthecoulddolittleforthem;andnowheisgone\"?

  If,whenhearingthatIhavebeenstilledatlast,theystandatthedoor,Watchingthefull—starredheavensthatwintersees,Willthisthoughtriseonthosewhowillmeetmyfacenomore,\"Hewasonewhohadaneyeforsuchmysteries\"?

  Andwillanysaywhenmybellofquittanceisheardinthegloom,Andacrossingbreezecutsapauseinitsoutrollings,Tilltheyriseagain,astheywereanewbell’sboom,\"Hehearsitnotnow,butusedtonoticesuchthings\"?

  Footnotes:

  {1}Jer。li。20。

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