Contents
TotheGentleReaderInRemembranceofJohnIngerfieldandofAnne,hisWifeTheWomanoftheSaeterVarietyPatterSilhouettesTheLeaseofthe\"CrossKeys\"
TOTHEGENTLEREADER;
alsoTOTHEGENTLECRITIC。
Onceuponatime,Iwrotealittlestoryofawomanwhowascrushedtodeathbyapython。Adayortwoafteritspublication,afriendstoppedmeinthestreet。\"Charminglittlestoryofyours,\"hesaid,\"thataboutthewomanandthesnake;butit’snotasfunnyassomeofyourthings!\"Thenextweek,anewspaper,referringtothetale,remarked,\"Wehaveheardtheincidentrelatedbeforewithinfinitelygreaterhumour。\"
Withthis——andmanysimilarexperiences——inmind,Iwishdistinctlytostatethat\"JohnIngerfield,\"\"TheWomanoftheSaeter,\"and\"Silhouettes,\"arenotintendedtobeamusing。Thetwootheritems——
\"VarietyPatter,\"and\"TheLeaseoftheCrossKeys\"——Igiveovertothecriticsofthenewhumourtorendastheywill;but\"JohnIngerfield,\"\"TheWomanoftheSaeter,\"and\"Silhouettes,\"Irepeat,Ishouldbegladiftheywouldjudgefromsomeotherstandpointthanthatofhumour,neworold。
INREMEMBRANCEOFJOHNINGERFIELDANDOFANNE,HISWIFE
ASTORYOFOLDLONDON,INTWOCHAPTERS
CHAPTERI。
IfyoutaketheUndergroundRailwaytoWhitechapelRoad(theEaststation),andfromtheretakeoneoftheyellowtramcarsthatstartfromthatpoint,andgodowntheCommercialRoad,pasttheGeorge,infrontofwhichstarts——orusedtostand——ahighflagstaff,atthebaseofwhichsits——orusedtosit——anelderlyfemalepurveyorofpigs’trottersatthree—ha’penceapiece,untilyoucometowherearailwayarchcrossestheroadobliquely,andtheregetdownandturntotherightupanarrow,noisystreetleadingtotheriver,andthentotherightagainupastillnarrowerstreet,whichyoumayknowbyitshavingapublic—houseatonecorner(asisinthenatureofthings)andamarinestore—dealer’sattheother,outsidewhichstrangelystiffandunaccommodatinggarmentsofgiganticsizeflutterghost—likeinthewind,youwillcometoadingyrailed—inchurchyard,surroundedonallsidesbycheerless,many—peopledhouses。Sad—lookinglittleoldhousestheyare,inspiteofthetumultoflifeabouttheireveropendoors。Theyandtheancientchurchintheirmidstseemwearyoftheceaselessjanglearoundthem。
Perhaps,standingthereforsomanyyears,listeningtothelongsilenceofthedead,thefretfulvoicesofthelivingsoundfoolishintheirears。
Peeringthroughtherailingsonthesidenearesttheriver,youwillseebeneaththeshadowofthesoot—grimedchurch’ssoot—grimedporch—
—thatis,ifthesunhappen,byrarechance,tobestrongenoughtocastanyshadowatallinthatregionofgreylight——acuriouslyhighandnarrowheadstonethatoncewaswhiteandstraight,nottotteringandbentwithageasitisnow。Thereisuponthisstoneacarvinginbas—relief,asyouwillseeforyourselfifyouwillmakeyourwaytoitthroughthegatewayontheoppositesideofthesquare。Itrepresents,sofarascanbemadeout,foritismuchwornbytimeanddirt,afigurelyingonthegroundwithanotherfigurebendingoverit,whileatalittledistancestandsathirdobject。Butthislastissoindistinctthatitmightbealmostanything,fromanangeltoapost。
Andbelowthecarvingarethewords(alreadyhalfobliterated)thatI
haveusedforthetitleofthisstory。
ShouldyoueverwanderofaSundaymorningwithinsoundofthecrackedbellthatcallsafewhabit—bound,old—fashionedfolktoworshipwithinthosedamp—stainedwalls,anddropintotalkwiththeoldmenwhoonsuchdayssometimessit,eachinhisbrass—buttonedlongbrowncoat,uponthelowstonecopingunderneaththosebrokenrailings,youmighthearthistalefromthem,asIdid,moreyearsagothanIcaretorecollect。
Butlestyoudonotchoosetogotoallthistrouble,orlesttheoldmenwhocouldtellityouhavegrowntiredofalltalk,andarenottoberousedeveragainintothetellingoftales,andyouyetwishforthestory,Iwillheresetitdownforyou。
ButIcannotrecountittoyouastheytoldittome,fortomeitwasonlyatalethatIheardandremembered,thinkingtotellitagainforprofit,whiletothemitwasathingthathadbeen,andthethreadsofitwereinterwovenwiththewoofoftheirownlife。Astheytalked,facesthatIdidnotseepassedbyamongthecrowdandturnedandlookedatthem,andvoicesthatIdidnothearspoketothembelowtheclamourofthestreet,sothatthroughtheirthinpipingvoicestherequiveredthedeepmusicoflifeanddeath,andmytalemustbetotheirsbutasagossip’schattertothestoryofhimwhosebreasthasfeltthepressofbattle。
JohnIngerfield,oilandtallowrefiner,ofLavenderWharf,Limehouse,comesofahard—headed,hard—fistedstock。ThefirstoftheracethattheeyeofRecord,piercingthedeepeningmistsuponthecenturiesbehindher,isabletodiscernwithanyclearnessisalong—haired,sea—bronzedpersonage,whommencallvariouslyIngeorUnger。OutofthewildNorthSeahehascome。Recordobserveshim,oneofasmall,fiercegroup,standingonthesandsofdesolateNorthumbria,staringlandward,hisworldlywealthuponhisback。
Thisconsistsofatwo—handedbattle—axe,valueperhapssomefortystycasinthecurrencyofthetime。Acarefulman,withbusinesscapabilities,may,however,manipulateasmallcapitaltogreatadvantage。Inwhatwouldappear,tothoseaccustomedtoourslowmodernmethods,anincrediblyshortspaceoftime,Inge’stwo—handedbattle—axehasdevelopedintowidelandsandmanyheadofcattle;
whichlattercontinuetomultiplywitharapiditybeyondthedreamsofpresent—daybreeders。Inge’sdescendantswouldseemtohaveinheritedthegeniusoftheirancestor,fortheyprosperandtheirworldlygoodsincrease。Theyareamoney—makingrace。Inalltimes,outofallthings,byallmeans,theymakemoney。Theyfightformoney,marryformoney,liveformoney,arereadytodieformoney。
InthedayswhenthemostsaleableandthehighestpricedarticleinthemarketsofEuropewasastrongarmandacoolhead,theneachIngerfield(as\"Inge,\"longrootedinYorkshiresoil,hadgrownorbeencorruptedto)wasasoldieroffortune,andofferedhisstrongarmandhiscoolheadtothehighestbidder。Theyfoughtfortheirprice,andtheytookgoodcarethattheyobtainedtheirprice;but,thepricesettled,theyfoughtwell,fortheywerestaunchmenandtrue,accordingtotheirlights,thoughtheselightsmayhavebeenplacedsomewhatlowdown,neartheearth。
Thenfollowedthedayswhenthechiefrichesoftheworldlaytossedfordaringhandstograspuponthebosomofthesea,andthesleepingspiritoftheoldNorseRoverstirredintheirveins,andtheliltofawildsea—songtheyhadneverheardkeptringingintheirears;andtheybuiltthemshipsandsailedfortheSpanishMain,andwonmuchwealth,aswastheirwont。
Lateron,whenCivilisationbegantolaydownandenforcesternerrulesforthegameoflife,andpeacefulmethodspromisedtoprovemoreprofitablethanviolent,theIngerfieldsbecametradersandmerchantsofgravemienandsoberlife;fortheirambitionfromgenerationtogenerationremainseverthesame,theirvariouscallingsbeingbutmeanstoanend。
Ahard,sternraceofmentheywouldseemtohavebeen,butjust——sofarastheyunderstoodjustice。Theyhavethereputationofhavingbeengoodhusbands,fathers,andmasters;butonecannothelpthinkingofthemasmorerespectedthanloved。
Theywerementoexacttheuttermostfarthingduetothem,yetnotwithoutasenseofthethingduefromthem,theirowndutyandresponsibility——nay,notaltogetherwithouttheirmomentsofheroism,whichisthedutyofgreatmen。HistoryrelateshowacertainCaptainIngerfield,returningwithmuchtreasurefromtheWestIndies——howacquireditwere,perhaps,bestnottoinquiretooclosely——isoverhauleduponthehighseasbyKing’sfrigate。CaptainofKing’sfrigatesendspolitemessagetoCaptainIngerfieldrequestinghimtobesokindastopromptlyhandoveracertainmemberofhisship’scompany,who,bysomemeansoranother,hasmadehimselfobjectionabletoKing’sfriends,inorderthathe(thesaidobjectionableperson)maybeforthwithhangedfromtheyard—arm。
CaptainIngerfieldreturnspoliteanswertoCaptainofKing’sfrigatethathe(CaptainIngerfield)will,withmuchpleasure,hanganymemberofhisship’scompanythatneedshanging,butthatneithertheKingofEnglandnoranyoneelseonGodAlmighty’sseaisgoingtodoitforhim。CaptainofKing’sfrigatesendsbackwordthatifobjectionablepersonbenotatoncegivenupheshallbecompelledwithmuchregrettosendIngerfieldandhisshiptothebottomoftheAtlantic。RepliesCaptainIngerfield,\"ThatisjustwhathewillhavetodobeforeIgiveuponeofmypeople,\"andfightsthebigfrigate——fightsitsofiercelythatafterthreehoursCaptainofKing’sfrigatethinksitwillbegoodtotryargumentagain,andsendsthereforeafurthermessage,courteouslyacknowledgingCaptainIngerfield’scourageandskill,andsuggestingthat,hehavingdonesufficienttovindicatehishonourandrenown,itwouldbepolitictonowhandovertheunimportantcauseofcontention,andsoescapewithhistreasure。
\"TellyourCaptain,\"shoutsbackthisIngerfield,whohasdiscoveredtherearesweeterthingstofightforthanevenmoney,\"thattheWildGoosehasflowntheseaswithherbellyfulloftreasurebeforenow,andwill,ifitbeGod’spleasure,sodoagain,butthatmasterandmaninhersailtogether,fighttogether,anddietogether。\"
WhereuponKing’sfrigatepoundsawaymorevigorouslythanever,andsucceedseventuallyincarryingoutherthreat。DowngoestheWildGoose,herlastchaseended——downshegoeswithaplunge,spitforemostwithhercoloursflying;anddownwithhergoeseverymanleftstandingonherdecks;andatthebottomoftheAtlantictheylietothisday,masterandmansidebyside,keepingguardupontheirtreasure。
Whichincident,anditiswellauthenticated,goesfartoprovethattheIngerfields,hardmenandgraspingmenthoughtheybe——mencaringmoreforthegettingofmoneythanforthegettingoflove——lovingmorethecoldgripofgoldthanthegripofkithorkin,yetbearburiedintheirheartstheseedsofanoblermanhood,forwhich,however,thebarrensoiloftheirambitionaffordsscantnourishment。
TheJohnIngerfieldofthisstoryisamanverytypicalofhisrace。
Hehasdiscoveredthattheoilandtallowrefiningbusiness,thoughnotapleasantone,isanexceedinglylucrativeone。ThesearethegooddayswhenGeorgetheThirdisking,andLondonisrapidlybecomingacityofbrightnight。Tallowandoilandallmaterialsakintheretoareinever—growingrequest,andyoungJohnIngerfieldbuildshimselfalargerefininghouseandwarehouseinthegrowingsuburbofLimehouse,whichliesbetweentheteemingriverandthequietfields,gathersmanypeopleroundabouthim,putshisstrongheartintohiswork,andprospers。
Allthedaysofhisyouthhelaboursandgarners,andlaysoutandgarnersyetagain。Inearlymiddleagehefindshimselfawealthyman。Thechiefbusinessoflife,thegettingofmoney,ispracticallydone;hisenterpriseisfirmlyestablished,andwillcontinuetogrowwitheverlessneedofhusbandry。Itistimeforhimtothinkaboutthesecondarybusinessoflife,thegettingtogetherofawifeandhome,fortheIngerfieldshaveeverbeengoodcitizens,worthyheadsoffamilies,openhandedhosts,makingabraveshowamongfriendsandneighbours。
JohnIngerfield,sittinginhisstiff,high—backedchair,inhisstiffly,butsolidly,furnisheddining—room,abovehiscounting—
house,sippingslowlyhisoneglassofport,takescounselwithhimself。
Whatshallshebe?
Heisrich,andcanaffordagoodarticle。Shemustbeyoungandhandsome,fittogracethefinehousehewilltakeforherinfashionableBloomsbury,farfromtheodourandtouchofoilandtallow。Shemustbewellbred,withagracious,noblemanner,thatwillcharmhisguestsandreflecthonourandcredituponhimself;shemust,aboveall,beofgoodfamily,withagenealogicaltreesufficientlyumbrageoustohideLavenderWharffromtheeyesofSociety。
Whatelseshemayormaynotbehedoesnotverymuchcare。Shewill,ofcourse,bevirtuousandmoderatelypious,asitisfitandproperthatwomenshouldbe。Itwillalsobewellthatherdispositionbegentleandyielding,butthatisofminorimportance,atalleventssofarasheisconcerned:theIngerfieldhusbandsarenottheclassofmenuponwhomwivesventtheirtempers。
HavingdecidedinhismindWHATsheshallbe,heproceedstodiscusswithhimselfWHOsheshallbe。Hissocialcircleissmall。
Methodically,inthought,hemakestheentireroundofit,mentallyscrutinisingeverymaidenthatheknows。Somearecharming,somearefair,somearerich;butnooneofthemapproachesneartohiscarefullyconsideredideal。
Hekeepsthesubjectinhismind,andmusesonitintheintervalsofbusiness。Atoddmomentshejotsdownnamesastheyoccurtohimuponaslipofpaper,whichhepinsforthepurposeontheinsideofthecoverofhisdesk。Hearrangesthemalphabetically,andwhenitisascompleteashismemorycanmakeit,hegoescriticallydownthelist,makingafewnotesagainsteach。Asaresult,itbecomescleartohimthathemustseekamongstrangersforhiswife。
Hehasafriend,orratheranacquaintance,anoldschool—fellow,whohasdevelopedintooneofthosecurioussocialfliesthatinallagesaretobemetwithbuzzingcontentedlywithinthemostexclusivecircles,andconcerningwhom,seeingthattheyareneitherrarenorrich,norextraordinarilyclevernorwellborn,onewonders\"howthedeviltheygotthere!\"Meetingthismanbychanceoneafternoon,helinkshisarminhisandinviteshimhometodinner。
Sosoonastheyareleftalone,withthewalnutsandwinebetweenthem,JohnIngerfieldsays,thoughtfullycrackingahardnutbetweenhisfingers—
\"Will,I’mgoingtogetmarried。\"
\"Excellentidea——delightedtohearit,I’msure,\"repliesWill,somewhatlessinterestedintheinformationthaninthedelicatelyflavouredMadeiraheislovinglysipping。\"Who’sthelady?\"
\"Idon’tknow,yet,\"isJohnIngerfield’sanswer。
Hisfriendglancesslylyathimoverhisglass,notsurewhetherheisexpectedtobeamusedorsympatheticallyhelpful。
\"Iwantyoutofindoneforme。\"
WillCathcartputsdownhisglassandstaresathishostacrossthetable。
\"Shouldbedelightedtohelpyou,Jack,\"hestammers,inanalarmedtone——\"’ponmysoulIshould;butreallydon’tknowadamnedwomanI
couldrecommend——’ponmysoulIdon’t。\"
\"Youmustseeagoodmany:Iwishyou’dlookoutforonethatyouCOULDrecommend。\"
\"CertainlyIwill,mydearJack!\"answerstheother,inarelievedvoice。\"Neverthoughtabout’eminthatwaybefore。DaresayIshallcomeacrosstheverygirltosuityou。I’llkeepmyeyesopenandletyouknow。\"
\"Ishallbeobligedtoyouifyouwill,\"repliesJohnIngerfield,quietly;\"andit’syourturn,Ithink,toobligeme,Will。Ihaveobligedyou,ifyourecollect。\"
\"Shallneverforgetit,mydearJack,\"murmursWill,alittleuneasily。\"Itwasuncommonlygoodofyou。Yousavedmefromruin,Jack:shallthinkaboutittomydyingday——’ponmysoulIshall。\"
\"Noneedtoletitworryyouforsolongaperiodasthat,\"returnsJohn,withthefaintestsuspicionofasmileplayingroundhisfirmmouth。\"Thebillfallsdueattheendofnextmonth。Youcandischargethedebtthen,andthematterwillbeoffyourmind。\"
Willfindshischairgrowinguncomfortableunderhim,whiletheMadeirasomehowlosesitsflavour。Hegivesashort,nervouslaugh。
\"ByJove,\"hesays:\"sosoonasthat?Thedatehadquiteslippedmymemory。\"
\"FortunatethatIremindedyou,\"saysJohn,thesmileroundhislipsdeepening。
Willfidgetsonhisseat。\"I’mafraid,mydearJack,\"hesays,\"I
shallhavetogetyoutorenewit,justforamonthortwo,——deucedawkwardthing,butI’mremarkablyshortofmoneythisyear。Truthis,Ican’tgetwhat’sowingtomyself。\"
\"That’sveryawkward,certainly,\"replieshisfriend,\"becauseIamnotatallsurethatIshallbeabletorenewit。\"
Willstaresathiminsomealarm。\"ButwhatamItodoifIhav’n’tthemoney?\"
JohnIngerfieldshrugshisshoulders。
\"Youdon’tmean,mydearJack,thatyouwouldputmeinprison?\"
\"Whynot?Otherpeoplehavetogotherewhocan’tpaytheirdebts。\"
WillCathcart’salarmgrowstoseriousproportions。\"Butourfriendship,\"hecries,\"our——\"
\"MydearWill,\"interruptstheother,\"therearefewfriendsIwouldlendthreehundredpoundstoandmakenoefforttogetitback。You,certainly,arenotoneofthem。\"
\"Letusmakeabargain,\"hecontinues。\"Findmeawife,andonthedayofmymarriageIwillsendyoubackthatbillwith,perhaps,acoupleofhundredadded。Ifbytheendofnextmonthyouhavenotintroducedmetoaladyfittobe,andwillingtobe,Mrs。JohnIngerfield,Ishalldeclinetorenewit。\"
JohnIngerfieldrefillshisownglassandhospitablypushesthebottletowardshisguest——who,however,contrarytohiscustom,takesnonoticeofit,butstareshardathisshoe—buckles。
\"Areyouserious?\"hesaysatlength。
\"Quiteserious,\"istheanswer。\"Iwanttomarry。Mywifemustbealadybybirthandeducation。Shemustbeofgoodfamily——offamilysufficientlygood,indeed,tocompensatefortherefinery。Shemustbeyoungandbeautifulandcharming。Iampurelyabusinessman。I
wantawomancapableofconductingthesocialdepartmentofmylife。
Iknowofnosuchladymyself。Iappealtoyou,becauseyou,Iknow,areintimatewiththeclassamongwhomshemustbesought。\"
\"Theremaybesomedifficultyinpersuadingaladyoftherequiredqualificationstoacceptthesituation,\"saysCathcart,withatouchofmalice。
\"Iwantyoutofindonewhowill,\"saysJohnIngerfield。
EarlyintheeveningWillCathcarttakesleaveofhishost,anddepartsthoughtfulandanxious;andJohnIngerfieldstrollscontemplativelyupanddownhiswharf,forthesmellofoilandtallowhasgrowntobeverysweettohim,anditispleasanttowatchthemoonbeamsshiningonthepiled—upcasks。
Sixweeksgoby。OnthefirstdayoftheseventhJohntakesWillCathcart’sacceptancefromitsplaceinthelargesafe,andlaysitinthesmallerboxbesidehisdesk,devotedtomorepressingandimmediatebusiness。TwodayslaterCathcartpickshiswayacrosstheslimyyard,passesthroughthecounting—house,andentershisfriend’sinnersanctum,closingthedoorbehindhim。
Hewearsajubilantair,andslapsthegraveJohnontheback。\"I’vegother,Jack,\"hecries。\"It’sbeenhardwork,Icantellyou:
soundingsuspiciousolddowagers,bribingconfidentialservants,fishingforinformationamongfriendsofthefamily。ByJove,I
shallbeabletojointheDuke’sstaffasspy—in—chieftoHisMajesty’sentireforcesafterthis!\"
\"Whatisshelike?\"asksJohn,withoutstoppinghiswriting。
\"Like!MydearJack,you’llfalloverheadandearsinlovewithherthemomentyouseeher。Alittlecold,perhaps,butthatwilljustsuityou。\"
\"Goodfamily?\"asksJohn,signingandfoldingtheletterhehasfinished。
\"SogoodthatIwasafraidatfirstitwouldbeuselessthinkingofher。Butshe’sasensiblegirl,noconfoundednonsenseabouther,andthefamilyarepooraschurchmice。Infact——well,totellthetruth,wehavebecomemostexcellentfriends,andshetoldmeherselffranklythatshemeanttomarryarichman,anddidn’tmuchcarewhom。\"
\"Thatsoundshopeful,\"remarksthewould—bebridegroom,withhispeculiardrysmile:\"whenshallIhavethepleasureofseeingher?\"
\"Iwantyoutocomewithmeto—nighttotheGarden,\"repliestheother;\"shewillbeinLadyHeatherington’sbox,andIwillintroduceyou。\"
SothateveningJohnIngerfieldgoestoCoventGardenTheatre,withthebloodrunningatriflequickerinhisveins,butnotmuch,thanwouldbethecasewerehegoingtothedockstopurchasetallow——
examines,covertly,theproposedarticlefromtheoppositesideofthehouse,andapprovesher——isintroducedtoher,and,oncloserinspection,approvesherstillmore——receivesaninvitationtovisit—
—visitsfrequently,andeachtimeismoresatisfiedoftherarity,serviceableness,andqualityofthearticle。
IfallJohnIngerfieldrequiresforawifeisabeautifulsocialmachine,surelyherehehasfoundhisideal。AnneSingleton,onlydaughterofthatpersistentlyunfortunatebutmostcharmingofbaronets,SirHarrySingleton(morecharming,itisrumoured,outsidehisfamilycirclethanwithinit),isastatelygraceful,high—bredwoman。Herportrait,byReynolds,stilltobeseenabovethecarvedwainscotingofoneoftheoldCityhalls,showsawonderfullyhandsomeandcleverface,butatthesametimeawonderfullycoldandheartlessone。Itisthefaceofawomanhalfwearyof,halfsneeringattheworld。Onereadsinoldfamilyletters,whereoftheinkisnowveryfadedandthepaperveryyellow,longcriticismsofthisportrait。Thewriterscomplainthatifthepictureisatalllikehershemusthavegreatlychangedsincehergirlhood,fortheyrememberherthenashavingalaughingandwinsomeexpression。
Theysay——theywhoknewherinafter—life——thatthisearlierfacecamebacktoherintheend,sothatthemanywhorememberedopeningtheireyesandseeingherbendingdownoverthemcouldneverrecognisetheportraitofthebeautifulsneeringlady,evenwhentheyweretoldwhomitrepresented。
ButatthetimeofJohnIngerfield’sstrangewooingshewastheAnneSingletonofSirJoshua’sportrait,andJohnIngerfieldlikedherthebetterthatshewas。
Hehadnofeelingofsentimentinthematterhimself,anditsimplifiedthecasethatshehadnoneeither。Heofferedheraplainbargain,andsheacceptedit。Forallhekneworcared,herattitudetowardsthissubjectofmarriagewastheusualoneassumedbywomen。
Veryyounggirlshadtheirheadsfullofromanticideas。Itwasbetterforherandforhimthatshehadgotridofthem。
\"Ourswillbeaunionfoundedongoodsense,\"saidJohnIngerfield。
\"Letushopetheexperimentwillsucceed,\"saidAnneSingleton。
CHAPTERII。
Buttheexperimentdoesnotsucceed。ThelawsofGoddecreethatmanshallpurchasewoman,thatwomanshallgiveherselftoman,forothercointhanthatofgoodsense。Goodsenseisnotalegaltenderinthemarriagemart。Menandwomenwhoenterthereinwithonlysenseintheirpursehavenorighttocomplainif,onreachinghome,theyfindtheyhaveconcludedanunsatisfactorybargain。
JohnIngerfield,whenheaskedAnneSingletontobehiswife,feltnomoreloveforherthanhefeltforanyoftheothersumptuoushouseholdappointmentshewaspurchasingaboutthesametime,andmadenopretenceofdoingso。Nor,hadhedoneso,wouldshehavebelievedhim;forAnneSingletonhaslearnedmuchinhertwenty—twosummersandwinters,andknowsthatloveisonlyameteorinlife’ssky,andthatthetruelodestarofthisworldisgold。AnneSingletonhashadherromanceandburieditdeepdowninherdeepnatureandoveritsgrave,tokeepitsghostfromrising,haspiledthestonesofindifferenceandcontempt,asmanyawomanhasdonebeforeandsince。OnceuponatimeAnneSingletonsatdreamingoutastory。Itwasastoryoldasthehills——olderthansomeofthem——buttoher,then,itwasquitenewandverywonderful。Itcontainedalltheusualstockmaterialcommontosuchstories:theladandthelass,theplightedtroth,therichersuitors,theangryparents,thelovethatwasworthbravingalltheworldfor。Onedayintothisdreamtherefellfromthelandofthewakingaletter,apoor,pitifulletter:\"YouknowIloveyouandonlyyou,\"itran;\"myheartwillalwaysbeyourstillIdie。Butmyfatherthreatenstostopmyallowance,and,asyouknow,Ihavenothingofmyownexceptdebts。Somewouldcallherhandsome,buthowcanIthinkofherbesideyou?Oh,whywasmoneyeverlettocomeintotheworldtocurseus?\"withmanyotherpuzzlingquestionsofalikecharacter,andmuchseverecondemnationofFateandHeavenandotherpartiesgenerally,andmuchself—commiseration。
AnneSingletontooklongtoreadtheletter。Whenshehadfinishedit,andhadreaditthroughagain,sherose,and,crushingitherhand,flungitinthefirewithalaugh,andastheflameburntupanddiedawayfeltthatherlifehaddiedwithit,notknowingthatbruisedheartscanheal。
SowhenJohnIngerfieldcomeswooing,andspeakstohernowordoflovebutonlyofmoney,shefeelsthathereatlastisagenuinevoicethatshecantrust。Loveofthelessersideoflifeisstilllefttoher。Itwillbepleasanttobethewealthymistressofafinehouse,togivegreatreceptions,toexchangethesecretpovertyofhomefordisplayandluxury。Thesethingsareofferedtoherontheverytermsshewouldhavesuggestedherself。Accompaniedbyloveshewouldhaverefusedthem,knowingshecouldgivenoneinreturn。
Butawomanfindsitonethingnottodesireaffectionandanotherthingnottopossessit。DaybydaytheatmosphereofthefinehouseinBloomsburygrowscoldandcolderaboutherheart。Guestswarmitattimesforafewhours,thendepart,leavingitchillierthanbefore。
Forherhusbandsheattemptstofeelindifference,butlivingcreaturesjoinedtogethercannotfeelindifferenceforeachother。
Eventwodogsinaleasharecompelledtothinkofoneanother。A
manandwifemustloveorhate,likeordislike,indegreeasthebondconnectingthemisdrawntightorallowedtohangslack。Bymutualdesiretheirchainsofwedlockhavebeenfastenedaslooselyasrespectforsecuritywillpermit,withthehappyconsequencethatheraversiontohimdoesnotobtrudeitselfbeyondthelimitsofpoliteness。
Herpartofthecontractshefaithfullyfulfils,fortheSingletonsalsohavetheircodeofhonour。Herbeauty,hertact,hercharm,herinfluence,aredevotedtohisservice——totheadvancementofhisposition,thefurtheranceofhisambition。Doorsthatwouldotherwiseremainclosedsheopenstohim。Society,thatwouldotherwisepassbywithasneer,sitsroundhistable。Hiswishesandpleasuresarehers。Inallthingssheyieldshimwifelyduty,seekstorenderherselfagreeabletohim,suffersinsilencehisoccasionalcaresses。Whateverwasimpliedinthebargain,thatshewillperformtotheletter。
He,onhisside,likewiseperformshispartwithbusinesslikeconscientiousness——nay,seeingthatthepleasingofherbringsnopersonalgratificationtohimself——notwithoutgenerosity。Heiseverthoughtfulofanddeferentialtoher,awardingheratalltimesanunvaryingcourteousnessthatisnonethelesssincereforbeingstudied。Hereveryexpressedwantisgratified,hereveryknowndistasterespected。Consciousofhispresencebeinganoppressiontoher,heisevencarefulnottointrudeituponheroftenerthanisnecessary。
Attimesheaskshimself,somewhatpertinently,whathehasgainedbymarriage——wonderswhetherthissocialracewasquitethemostinterestinggamehecouldhaveelectedtooccupyhisleisure——wonderswhether,afterall,hewouldnothavebeenhappieroverhiscounting—
housethaninthesesumptuous,glitteringrooms,wherehealwaysseems,andfeelshimselftobe,theuninvitedguest。
Theonlyfeelingthatacloserintimacyhascreatedinhimforhiswifeisthatofindulgentcontempt。Asthereisnoequalitybetweenmanandwoman,sotherecanbenorespect。Sheisadifferentbeing。
Hemusteitherlookuptoherassuperiortohimself,ordownuponherasinferior。Whenamandoestheformerheismoreorlessinlove,andlovetoJohnIngerfieldisanunknownemotion。Herbeauty,hercharm,hersocialtact——evenwhilehemakesuseofthemforhisownpurposes,hedespisesastheweaponsofaweaknature。
Sointheirbig,coldmansionJohnIngerfieldandAnne,hiswife,sitfarapart,strangerstooneanother,neitherdesiringtoknowtheothernearer。
Abouthisbusinessheneverspeakstoher,andsheneverquestionshim。Tocompensatefortheslightshrinkageoftimeheisabletodevotetoit,hebecomesmorestrictandexacting;growsaharshermastertohispeople,asternercreditor,agreedierdealer,squeezingtheuttermostoutofeveryone,feverishtogrowricher,sothathemayspendmoreuponthegamethatdaybydayhefindsmoretiresomeanduninteresting。
Andthepiled—upcasksuponhiswharvesincreaseandmultiply;andonthedirtyriverhisshipsandbargeslieinever—lengtheninglines;
androundhisgreasycauldronssweating,witch—likecreaturesswarminever—densernumbers,stirringoilandtallowintogold。
Untilonesummer,fromitsnestinthefarEast,thereflutterswestwardafoulthing。HoveringoverLimehousesuburb,seeingitcrowdedandunclean,likingitsfetidsmell,itsettlesdownuponit。
Typhusisthecreature’sname。Atfirstitlurksthereunnoticed,batteningupontherich,rankfooditfindsaroundit,until,growntoobigtohidelonger,itboldlyshowsitshideoushead,andthewhitefaceofTerrorrunsswiftlythroughalleyandstreet,cryingasitruns,forcesitselfintoJohnIngerfield’scounting—house,andtellsitstale。JohnIngerfieldsitsforawhilethinking。Thenhemountshishorseandrideshomeatashardapaceastheconditionofthestreetswillallow。InthehallhemeetsAnnegoingout,andstopsher。
\"Don’tcometoonearme,\"hesaysquietly。\"TyphusfeverhasbrokenoutatLimehouse,andtheysayonecancommunicateit,evenwithouthavingitoneself。YouhadbetterleaveLondonforafewweeks。Godowntoyourfather’s:Iwillcomeandfetchyouwhenitisallover。\"
Hepassesher,givingherawideberth,andgoesupstairs,whereheremainsforsomeminutesinconversationwithhisvalet。Then,comingdown,heremountsandridesoffagain。
AfteralittlewhileAnnegoesupintohisroom。Hismaniskneelinginthemiddleofthefloor,packingavalise。
\"Whereareyoutotakeit?\"sheasks。
\"Downtothewharf,ma’am,\"answerstheman:\"Mr。Ingerfieldisgoingtobethereforadayortwo。\"
ThenAnnesitsinthegreatemptydrawing—room,andtakesHERturnatthinking。
JohnIngerfieldfinds,onhisreturntoLimehouse,thattheevilhasgreatlyincreasedduringtheshorttimehehasbeenaway。Fannedbyfearandignorance,fedbypovertyanddirt,thescourgeisspreadingthroughthedistrictlikeafire。Longsmoulderinginsecret,ithasnowburstforthatfiftydifferentpointsatonce。Notastreet,notacourtbuthasits\"case。\"OveradozenofJohn’shandsaredownwithitalready。Twomorehavesunkprostratebesidetheirworkwithinthelasthour。Thepanicgrowsgrotesque。Menandwomenteartheirclothesoff,lookingtoseeiftheyhaveanywhereuponthemarashorapatchofmottledskin,findthattheyhave,orimaginethattheyhave,andrush,screaming,half—undressed,intothestreet。Twomen,meetinginanarrowpassage,bothrushback,toofrightenedtopasseachother。Aboystoopsdownandscratcheshisleg——notanactionthatunderordinarycircumstanceswouldexcitemuchsurpriseinthatneighbourhood。Inaninstantthereisawildstampedefromtheroom,thestrongtramplingontheweakintheireagernesstoescape。
Thesearenotthedaysoforganiseddefenceagainstdisease。TherearekindheartsandwillinghandsinLondontown,buttheyarenotyetcloselyenoughbandedtogethertomeetaswiftfoesuchasthis。
Therearehospitalsandcharitiesgalore,butthesearemostlyintheCity,maintainedbytheCityFathersfortheexclusivebenefitofpoorcitizensandmembersoftheguilds。Thefewfreehospitalsarealreadyover—crowdedandill—prepared。Squalid,outlyingLimehouse,belongingtonowhere,caredforbynobody,mustfightforitself。
JohnIngerfieldcallstheoldermentogether,andwiththeirhelpattemptstoinstilsomesenseandreasonintohisterrifiedpeople。
Standingonthestepofhiscounting—house,andaddressingasmanyofthemasarenottooscaredtolisten,hetellsthemofthedangeroffearandofthenecessityforcalmnessandcourage。
\"Wemustfaceandfightthisthinglikemen,\"hecries,inthatdeep,din—conqueringvoicethathasservedtheIngerfieldsingoodsteadonmanyasteel—sweptfield,onmanyastorm—strucksea;\"theremustbenocowardlyselfishness,nofaint—hearteddespair。Ifwe’vegottodiewe’lldie;butpleaseGodwe’lllive。Anyhow,wewillsticktogether,andhelpeachother。Imeantostopherewithyou,anddowhatIcanforyou。Noneofmypeopleshallwant。\"
JohnIngerfieldceases,andasthevibrationsofhisstrongtonesrollawayasweetvoicefrombesidehimrisesclearandfirm:—
\"Ihavecomedowntobewithyoualso,andtohelpmyhusband。I
shalltakechargeofthenursingandtendingofyoursick,andIhopeIshallbeofsomerealusetoyou。MyhusbandandIaresosorryforyouinyourtrouble。Iknowyouwillbebraveandpatient。Wewillalldoourbest,andbehopeful。\"
Heturns,halfexpectingtoseeonlytheemptyairandtowonderatthedeliriuminhisbrain。Sheputsherhandinhis,andtheireyesmeet;andinthatmoment,forthefirsttimeintheirlives,thesetwoseeoneanother。
Theyspeaknoword。Thereisnoopportunityforwords。Thereisworktobedone,anddonequickly,andAnnegraspsitwiththegreedofawomanlonghungryforthejoyofdoing。AsJohnwatcheshermovingswiftlyandquietlythroughthebewilderedthrong,questioning,comforting,gentlycompelling,thethoughtcomestohim,Oughthetoallowhertobehere,riskingherlifeforhispeople?
followedbythethought,Howishegoingtopreventit?ForinthishourtheknowledgeisbornwithinhimthatAnneisnothisproperty;
thatheandshearefellowhandstakingtheirordersfromthesameMaster;thatthoughitbewellforthemtoworktogetherandhelpeachother,theymustnothinderoneanother。
AsyetJohndoesnotunderstandallthis。Theideaisnewandstrangetohim。Hefeelsasthechildinafairystoryonsuddenlydiscoveringthatthetreesandflowershashepassedbycarelesslyathousandtimescanthinkandtalk。Oncehewhisperstoherofthelabourandthedanger,butsheanswerssimply,\"Theyaremypeopletoo,John:itismywork\";andheletsherhaveherway。
Annehasatruewoman’sinstinctfornursing,andherstrongsensestandsherinsteadofexperience。Aglanceintooneortwoofthesqualiddenswherethesepeoplelivetellsherthatifherpatientsaretobesavedtheymustbenursedawayfromtheirownhomes;andshedeterminestoconvertthelargecounting—house——along,loftyroomattheoppositeendofthewharftotherefinery——intoatemporaryhospital。Selectingsomesevenoreightofthemostreliablewomentoassisther,sheproceedstoprepareitforitspurpose。Ledgersmightbevolumesofpoetry,billsofladingmerestreetballads,foralltherespectthatisshowntothem。Theolderclerksstandstaringaghast,feelingthattheendofallthingsissurelyathand,andthattheuniverseisrushingdownintospace,until,theiridlenessbeingdetected,theyarethemselvespromptlyimpressedforthesacrilegiouswork,andmadetoassistinthedemolitionoftheirowntemple。
Anne’scommandsarespokenverysweetly,andareaccompaniedbythesweetestofsmiles;buttheyareneverthelesscommands,andsomehowitdoesnotoccurtoanyonetodisobeythem。John——stern,masterful,authoritativeJohn,whohasneverbeenapproachedwithanythingmoredictatorialthanatimidrequestsinceheleftMerchantTaylors’Schoolnineteenyearsago,whowouldhavethoughtthatsomethinghadsuddenlygonewrongwiththelawsofNatureifhehadbeen——findshimselfhurryingalongthestreetonhiswaytoadruggist’sshop,slackenshispaceaninstanttoaskhimselfwhyandwhereforeheisdoingso,recollectsthathewastoldtodosoandtomakehasteback,marvelswhocouldhavedaredtotellhimtodoanythingandtomakehasteback,remembersthatitwasAnne,isnotquitesurewhattothinkaboutit,buthurrieson。He\"makeshasteback,\"ispraisedforhavingbeensoquick,andfeelspleasedwithhimself;issentoffagaininanotherdirection,withinstructionswhattosaywhenhegetsthere。Hestartsoff(heisbecomingusedtobeingorderedaboutnow)。Halfwaytheregreatalarmseizeshim,foronattemptingtosayoverthemessagetohimself,tobesurethathehasitquiteright,hediscovershehasforgottenit。Hepauses,nervousandexcited;cogitatesastowhetheritwillbesafeforhimtoconcoctamessageofhisown,weighsanxiouslythechances——
supposingthathedoesso——ofbeingfoundout。Suddenly,tohisintensesurpriseandrelief,everywordofwhathewastoldtosaycomesbacktohim;andhehastenson,repeatingitoverandovertohimselfashewalks,lestitshouldescapehimagain。
Andthenafewhundredyardsfartheronthereoccursoneofthemostextraordinaryeventsthathaseverhappenedinthatstreetbeforeorsince:JohnIngerfieldlaughs。
JohnIngerfield,ofLavenderWharf,afterwalkingtwo—thirdsofCreekLane,mutteringtohimselfwithhiseyesontheground,stopsinthemiddleoftheroadandlaughs;andonesmallboy,whotellsthestorytohisdyingday,seeshimandhearshim,andrunshomeatthetopofhisspeedwiththewonderfulnews,andisconscientiouslyslappedbyhismotherfortellinglies。
AllthatdayAnneworkslikeaheroine,Johnhelpingher,andoccasionallygettingintheway。Bynightshehasherlittlehospitalpreparedandthreebedsalreadyupandoccupied;and,allnowdonethatcanbedone,sheandJohngoupstairstohisoldroomsabovethecounting—house。
Johnushersherintothemwithsomemisgiving,forbycontrastwiththehouseatBloomsburytheyarepoorandshabby。Heplacesherinthearm—chairnearthefire,begginghertorestquiet,andthenassistshisoldhousekeeper,whosewits,neverofthestrongest,havebeenscaredbytheday’sproceeding,tolaythemeal。
Anne’seyesfollowhimashemovesabouttheroom。Perhapshere,wherealltherealpartofhislifehasbeenpassed,heismorehistrueselfthanamidtheunfamiliarsurroundingsoffashion;perhapsthissimplerframeshowshimtogreateradvantage;butAnnewondershowitisshehasnevernoticedbeforethatheisawell—set,handsomeman。Nor,indeed,ishesoveryold—looking。Isitatrickofthedimlight,orwhat?Helooksalmostyoung。Butwhyshouldhenotlookyoung,seeingheisonlythirty—six,andatthirty—sixamanisinhisprime?Annewonderswhyshehasalwaysthoughtofhimasanelderlyperson。
AportraitofoneofJohn’sancestorshangsoverthegreatmantelpiece——ofthatsturdyCaptainIngerfieldwhofoughttheKing’sfrigateratherthangiveuponeofhispeople。Anneglancesfromthedeadfacetothelivingandnotesthestronglikenessbetweenthem。
Throughherhalf—closedeyessheseesthegrimoldcaptainhurlingbackhismessageofdefiance,andhisfaceisthefaceshesawafewhoursago,saying,\"ImeantostopherewithyouanddowhatIcanforyou。Noneofmypeopleshallwant。\"
Johnisplacingachairforheratthetable,andthelightfromthecandlesfallsuponhim。Shestealsanotherglanceathisface——astrong,stern,handsomeface,capableofbecominganobleface。Annewondersifithaseverlookeddowntenderlyatanyone;feelsasuddenfiercepainatthethought;dismissesthethoughtasimpossible;
wonders,nevertheless,howtendernesswouldsuitit;thinksshewouldliketoseealookoftendernessuponit,simplyoutofcuriosity;
wondersifsheeverwill。
SherousesherselffromherreverieasJohn,withasmile,tellshersupperisready,andtheyseatthemselvesoppositeeachother,anoddairofembarrassmentpervading。
Daybydaytheirworkgrowsharder;daybydaythefoegrowsstronger,fiercer,moreall—conquering;anddaybyday,fightingsidebysideagainstit,JohnIngerfieldandAnne,hiswife,drawclosertoeachother。Onthebattle—fieldoflifewelearntheworthofstrength。Annefeelsitgood,whengrowingweary,toglanceupandfindhimnearher;feelsitgood,amidthetroubledbabelroundher,tohearthedeep,strongmusicofhisvoice。
AndJohn,watchingAnne’sfairfiguremovingtoandfroamongthestrickenandthemourning;watchingherfair,flutteringhands,busywiththeirholywork,herdeep,soul—hauntingeyes,changefulwiththelightandshadeoftenderness;listeningtohersweet,clearvoice,laughingwiththejoyous,comfortingthecomfortless,gentlycommanding,softlypleading,findscreepingintohisbrainstrangenewthoughtsconcerningwomen——concerningthisonewomaninparticular。
Oneday,rummagingoveranoldchest,hecomesacrossacolouredpicture—bookofBiblestories。Heturnsthetornpagesfondly,rememberingtheSundayafternoonsoflongago。Atonepicture,whereinarerepresentedmanyangels,hepauses;forinoneoftheyoungerangelsofthegroup——onenotquitesosevereoffeatureashersisters——hefancieshecantraceresemblancetoAnne。Helingerslongoverit。Suddenlythererushesthroughhisbrainthethought,Howgoodtostoopandkissthesweetfeetofsuchawoman!and,thinkingit,heblusheslikeaboy。
Sofromthesoilofhumansufferingspringtheflowersofhumanloveandjoy,andfromtheflowerstherefalltheseedsofinfinitepityforhumanpain,GodshapingallthingstoHisends。
ThinkingofAnne,John’sfacegrowsgentler,hishandkinder;
dreamingofhim,herheartgrowsstronger,deeper,fuller。Everyavailableroominthewarehousehasbeenturnedintoaward,andthelittlehospitalisopenfreetoall,forJohnandAnnefeelthatthewholeworldaretheirpeople。Thepiled—upcasksaregone——shippedtoWoolwichandGravesend,bundledanywhereoutoftheway,asthoughoilandtallowandthegoldtheycanbestirredintoweremattersofsmallmomentinthisworld,nottobethoughtofbesidesuchathingasthehelpingofahumanbrotherinsorestrait。
Allthelabourofthedayseemslighttothem,lookingforwardtothehourwhentheysittogetherinJohn’soldshabbydining—roomabovethecounting—house。Yetalooker—onmightimaginesuchtimesdulltothem;fortheyarestrangelyshyofoneanother,strangelysparingofwords——fearfulofopeningtheflood—gatesofspeech,feelingthepressureofthepent—upthought。
Oneevening,John,throwingoutwords,notasasoptothenecessityfortalk,butasabaittocatchAnne’svoice,mentionsgirdle—cakes,remembersthathisoldhousekeeperusedtobefamousforthemakingofthem,andwondersifshehasforgottentheart。
Anne,answeringtremulously,asthoughgirdle—cakeswereasomewhatdelicatetopic,claimstobeasuccessfulamateurofthemherself。
John,havingbeengivenalwaystounderstandthatthetalentforthemwasexceedinglyrare,andoneusuallyhereditary,respectfullydoubtsAnne’scapabilities,deferentiallysuggestingthatsheisthinkingofscones。Anneindignantlyrepudiatestheinsinuation,knowsquitewellthedifferencebetweengirdle—cakesandscones,offerstoproveherpowersbydescendingintothekitchenandmakingsomethenandthere,ifJohnwillaccompanyherandfindthethingsforher。
Johnacceptsthechallenge,and,guidingAnnewithoneshy,awkwardhand,whileholdingaloftacandleintheother,leadstheway。Itispastteno’clock,andtheoldhousekeeperisinbed。Ateachcreakingstairtheypause,tolistenifthenoisehasawakenedher;
then,findingallsilent,creepforwardagain,withsuppressedlaughter,wonderingwithalarm,halffeigned,halfreal,whattheprim,methodicaldamewouldsaywereshetocomedownandcatchthem。
Theyreachthekitchen,thanksmoretothesuggestionsofafriendlycatthantoJohn’sacquaintanceshipwiththegeographyofhisownhouse;andAnnerakestogetherthefireandclearsthetableforherwork。WhatpossibleuseJohnistoher——whatneedtherewasforherstipulatingthatheshouldaccompanyher,Annemightfinditdifficult,ifexamined,toexplainsatisfactorily。Asforhis\"findingthethings\"forher,hehasnotthefaintestnotionwheretheyare,andpossessesnonaturalaptitudefordiscovery。Toldtofindflour,heindustriouslysearchesforitinthedresserdrawers;
sentfortherolling—pin——thenatureandcharacteristicsofrolling—
pinsbeingdescribedtohimforhisguidance——hereturns,afteraprolongedabsence,withthecopperstick。Annelaughsathim;butreallyitwouldseemasthoughsheherselfwerealmostasstupid,fornotuntilherhandsarecoveredwithflourdoesitoccurtoherthatshehasnottakenthatpreliminarystepinallcookingoperationsofrollinguphersleeves。
SheholdsoutherarmstoJohn,firstoneandthentheother,askinghimsweetlyifhemindsdoingitforher。Johnisveryslowandclumsy,butAnnestandsverypatient。Inchbyinchhepeelstheblacksleevefromthewhiteroundarm。Hundredsoftimesmusthehaveseenthosefairarms,baretotheshoulder,sparklingwithjewels;butneverbeforehasheseentheirwondrousbeauty。Helongstoclaspthemroundhisneck,yetisfearfullesthistremblingfingerstouchingthemasheperformshistantalisingtaskmayoffendher。Annethankshim,andapologisesforhavinggivenhimsomuchtrouble,andhemurmurssomemeaninglessreply,andstandsfoolishlysilent,watchingher。
Anneseemstofindonehandsufficientforhercake—making,fortheotherrestsidlyonthetable——veryneartooneofJohn’s,asshewouldseewerenothereyessointentuponherwork。Howtheimpulsecametohim,wherehe——grave,sober,business—manJohn——learntsuchstory—bookwayscanneverbeknown;butinoneinstantheisdownonbothknees,smotheringtheflouryhandwithkisses,andthenextmomentAnne’sarmsareroundhisneckandherlipsagainsthis,andthebarrierbetweenthemissweptaway,andthedeepwatersoftheirloverushtogether。
Withthatkisstheyenteranewlifewhereintoonemaynotfollowthem。Onethinksitmusthavebeenalifemadestrangelybeautifulbyself—forgetfulness,strangelysweetbymutualdevotion——alifetooideal,perhaps,tohaveremainedforlongundimmedbythemistsofearth。
Theywhorememberthematthattimespeakoftheminhushedtones,asonespeaksofvisions。Itwouldalmostseemasthoughfromtheirfacesinthosedaysthereshonearadiance,asthoughintheirvoicesdweltatendernessbeyondthetendernessofman。
Theyseemnevertorest,nevertoweary。Dayandnight,throughthatlittlestrickenworld,theycomeandgo,bearinghealingandpeace,tillatlasttheplague,likesomegorgedbeastofprey,slinksslowlybacktowardsitslair,andmenraisetheirheadsandbreathe。
Oneafternoon,returningfromasomewhatlongerroundthanusual,Johnfeelsawearinesscreepingintohislimbs,andquickenshisstep,eagertoreachhomeandrest。Anne,whohasbeenupallthepreviousnight,isasleep,andnotwishingtodisturbher,hegoesintothedining—roomandsitsdownintheeasychairbeforethefire。
Theroomstrikescold。Hestirsthelogs,buttheygiveoutnogreaterheat。Hedrawshischairrightinfrontofthem,andsitsleaningoverthemwithhisfeetonthehearthandhishandsoutstretchedtowardstheblaze;yethestillshivers。
Twilightfillstheroomanddeepensintodusk。HewonderslistlesslyhowitisthatTimeseemstobemovingwithsuchswiftstrides。
Afterawhilehehearsavoiceclosetohim,speakinginaslow,monotonoustone——avoicecuriouslyfamiliartohim,thoughhecannottelltowhomitbelongs。Hedoesnotturnhishead,butsitslisteningtoitdrowsily。Itistalkingabouttallow:onehundredandninety—fourcasksoftallow,andtheymustallstandoneinsidetheother。Itcannotbedone,thevoicecomplainspathetically。