Leolin’sfirstnursewas,fiveyearsafter,hers:
Somuchtheboyforeran;butwhenhisdateDoubledherown,forwantofplaymates,he(SinceAverillwasadecadandahalfHiselder,andtheirparentsunderground)
Hadtosthisballandflownhiskite,androll’dHishooptopleasureEdith,withherdiptAgainsttherushoftheairintheproneswing,Madeblossom—ballordaisy—chain,arrangedHergarden,sow’dhernameandkeptitgreenInlivingletters,toldherfairy—tales,Show’dherethefairyfootingsonthegrass,Thelittledellsofcowslip,fairypalms,Thepettymarestailforest,fairypines,OrfromthetinypittedtargetblewWhatlook’daflightoffairyarrowsaim’dAllatonemark,allhitting:make—believesForEdithandhimself:orelseheforged,Butthatwaslater,boyishhistoriesOfbattle,boldadventure,dungeon,wreck,Flights,terrors,suddenrescues,andtrueloveCrown’daftertrial;sketchesrudeandfaint,ButwhereapassionyetunbornperhapsLayhiddenasthemusicofthemoonSleepsintheplaineggsofthenightingale。
Andthustogether,saveforcollege—timesOrTemple—eatenterms,acouple,fairAseverpainterpainted,poetsang,OrHeav’ninlavishbountymoulded,grew。
Andmoreandmore,themaidenwoman—grown,HewastedhourswithAverill;there,whenfirstThetentedwinter—fieldwasbrokenupIntothatphalanxofthesummerspearsThatsoonshouldwearthegarland;thereagainWhenburrandbineweregather’d;lastlythereAtChristmas;everwelcomeattheHall,OnwhosedullsamenesshisfulltideofyouthBrokewithaphosphorescencecheeringevenMylady;andtheBaronetyethadlaidNobarbetweenthem:dullandself—involved,Tallanderect,butbendingfromhisheightWithhalf—allowingsmilesforalltheworld,Andmightycourteousinthemain——hisprideLaydeeperthantowearitashisring——
He,likeanAylmerinhisAylmerism,WouldcarenomoreforLeolin’swalkingwithherThanforhisoldNewfoundland’s,whentheyranToloosehimatthestables,forheroseTwofootedatthelimitofhischain,Roaringtomakeathird:andhowshouldLove,Whomthecross—lightningsoffourchance—meteyesFlashintofierylifefromnothing,followSuchdearfamiliaritiesofdawn?
Seldom,butwhenhedoes,Masterofall。
Sotheseyoungheartsnotknowingthattheyloved,Notsheatleast,norconsciousofabarBetweenthem,norbyplightorbrokenringBound,butanimmemorialintimacy,Wander’datwill,butoftaccompaniedByAverill:his,abrother’slove,thathungWithwingsofbroodingsheltero’erherpeace,Mighthavebeenother,saveforLeolin’s——
Whoknows?butsotheywander’d,hourbyhourGather’dtheblossomthatrebloom’d,anddrankThemagiccupthatfill’ditselfanew。
Awhisperhalfreveal’dhertoherself。
Foroutbeyondherlodges,wherethebrookVocal,withhereandthereasilence,ranBysallowyrims,arosethelaborers’homes,AfrequenthauntofEdith,onlowknollsThatdimplingdiedintoeachother,hutsAtrandomscatter’d,eachanestinbloom。
Herart,herhand,hercounselallhadwroughtAboutthem:herewasonethat,summer—blanch’d,Wasparcel—beardedwiththetraveller’s—joyInAutumn,parcelivy—clad;andhereThewarm—bluebreathingsofahiddenhearthBrokefromabowerofvineandhoneysuckle:
Onelook’dallrosetree,andanotherworeAclose—setrobeofjasminesownwithstars:
ThishadarosyseaofgillyflowersAboutit;this,amilky—wayonearth,LikevisionsintheNortherndreamer’sheavens,Alily—avenueclimbingtothedoors;
One,almosttothemartin—hauntedeavesAsummerburialdeepinhollyhocks;
Each,itsowncharm;andEdith’severywhere;
AndEdithevervisitantwithhim,HebutlesslovedthanEdith,ofherpoor:
Forshe——solowly—lovelyandsoloving,QueenlyresponsivewhentheloyalhandRosefromtheclayitwork’dinasshepast,Notsowinghedgerowtextsandpassingby,NordealinggoodlycounselfromaheightThatmakesthelowesthateit,butavoiceOfcomfortandanopenhandofhelp,AsplendidpresenceflatteringthepoorroofsReveredastheirs,butkindlierthanthemselvesToailingwifeorwailinginfancyOroldbedriddenpalsy,——wasadored;
He,lovedforherandforhimself。AgraspHavingthewarmthandmuscleoftheheart,Achildlywaywithchildren,andalaughRinginglikeprovedgoldencoinagetrue,Werenofalsepassporttothateasyrealm,WhereoncewithLeolinathersidethegirl,Nursingachild,andturningtothewarmthThetenderpinkfive—beadedbaby—soles,Heardthegoodmothersoftlywhisper`Bless,Godbless’em;marriagesaremadeinHeaven。’
Aflashofsemi—jealousyclear’dittoher。
MyLady’sIndiankinsmanunannouncedWithhalfascoreofswarthyfacescame。
Hisown,tho’keenandboldandsoldierly,Sear’dbythecloseecliptic,wasnotfair;
Fairerhistalk,atonguethatruledthehour,Tho’seemingboastful:sowhenfirsthedash’dIntothechronicleofadeedfulday,SirAylmerhalfforgothislazysmileOfpatron`Good!mylady’skinsman!good!’
Myladywithherfingersinterlock’d,Androtatorythumbsonsilkenknees,Call’dallhervitalspiritsintoeachearTolisten:unawarestheyflittedoff,BusyingthemselvesabouttheflowerageThatstoodfromourastiffbrocadeinwhich,Themeteorofasplendidseason,she,Oncewiththiskinsman,ahsolongago,Steptthro’thestatelyminuetofthosedays:
ButEdith’seagerfancyhurriedwithhimSnatch’dthro’theperilouspassesofhislife:
TillLeolineverwatchfulofhereyeHatedhimwithamomentaryhate。
Wife—hunting,astherumorran,washe:
Iknownot,forhespokenot,onlyshower’dHisorientalgiftsoneveryoneAndmostonEdith:likeastormhecame,Andshookthehouse,andlikeastormhewent。
Amongthegiftshelefther(possiblyHeflow’dandebb’duncertain,toreturnWhenothershadbeentested)therewasone,Adagger,inrichsheathwithjewelsonitSprinkledaboutingoldthatbranch’ditselfFineasice—fernsonJanuarypanesMadebyabreath。Iknownotwhenceatfirst,Norofwhatrace,thework;butashetoldThestory,stormingahill—fortofthievesHegotit;fortheircaptainafterfight,Hiscomradeshavingfoughttheirlastbelow,Wasclimbingupthevalley;atwhomheshot:
DownfromthebeetlingcragtowhichheclungTumbledthetawnyrascalathisfeet,Thisdaggerwithhim,whichwhennowadmiredByEdithwhomhispleasurewastoplease,AtoncethecostlySahibyieldedittoher。
AndLeolin,comingafterhewasgone,Tostoverallherpresentspetulantly:
Andwhensheshow’dthewealthyscabbard,saying`Lookwhatalovelypieceofworkmanship!’
Slightwashisanswer`Well——Icarenotforit:’
Thenplayingwiththebladeheprick’dhishand,`Agraciousgifttogivealady,this!’
`Butwoulditbemoregracious’ask’dthegirl`WereItogivethisgiftofhistooneThatisnolady?’`Gracious?No’saidhe。
`Me?——butIcarednotforit。Opardonme,Iseemtobeungraciousnessitself。’
`Takeit’sheaddedsweetly`tho’hisgift;
ForIammoreungraciousev’nthanyou,Icarenotforiteither;’andhesaid`WhythenIloveit:’butSirAylmerpast,Andneitherlovednorlikedthethingheheard。
Thenextdaycameaneighbor。BluesandredsTheytalk’dof:bluesweresureofit,hethought:
Thenofthelatestfox——wherestarted——kill’dInsuchabottom:`Peterhadthebrush,MyPeter,first:’anddidSirAylmerknowThatgreatpock—pittenfellowhadbeencaught?
Thenmadehispleasureecho,handtohand,AndrollingasitwerethesubstanceofitBetweenhispalmsamomentupanddown——
`Thebirdswerewarm,thebirdswerewarmuponhim;
Wehavehimnow:’andhadSirAylmerheard——
Nay,buthemust——thelandwasringingofit——
Thisblacksmith—bordermarriage——onetheyknew——
Rawfromthenursery——whocouldtrustachild?
ThatcursedFrancewithheregalities!
AnddidSirAylmer(deferentiallyWithnearingchairandlower’daccent)think——
Forpeopletalk’d——thatitwaswhollywiseToletthathandsomefellowAverillwalkSofreelywithhisdaughter?peopletalk’d——
Theboymightgetanotionintohim;
Thegirlmightbeentanglederesheknew。
SirAylmerAylmerslowlystiffeningspoke:
`Thegirlandboy,Sir,knowtheirdifferences!’
`Good’saidhisfriend`butwatch!’andhe`enough,Morethanenough,Sir!Icanguardmyown。’
Theyparted,andSirAylmerAylmerwatch’d。
Pale,foronherthethundersofthehouseHadfallenfirst,wasEdiththatsamenight;
PaleastheJeptha’sdaughter,aroughpieceOfearlyrigidcolor,underwhichWithdrawingbythecounterdoortothatWhichLeolinopen’d,shecastbackuponhimApiteousglance,andvanish’d。He,asoneCaughtinaburstofunexpectedstorm,Andpeltedwithoutrageousepithets,TurningbeheldthePowersoftheHouseOneithersidethehearth,indignant;her,Coolingherfalsecheekwithafeatherfan,Himglaring,byhisownstaledevilspurr’d,And,likeabeasthard—ridden,breathinghard。
`Ungenerous,dishonorable,base,Presumptuous!trustedashewaswithher,Thesolesucceedertotheirwealth,theirlands,Thelastremainingpillaroftheirhouse,Theonetransmitteroftheirancientname,Theirchild。’`Ourchild!’`Ourheiress!’`Ours!’forstill,Likeechoesfrombeyondahollow,cameHersicklieriteration。Lasthesaid`Boy,markme!foryourfortunesaretomake。
Iswearyoushallnotmakethemoutofmine。
Nowinasmuchasyouhavepractisedonher,Perplexther,madeherhalfforgetherself,Swervefromherdutytoherselfandus——
ThingsinanAylmerdeem’dimpossible,Faraswetrackourselves——Isaythatthis,——
ElseIwithdrawfavorandcountenanceFromyouandyoursforever——shallyoudo。
Sir,whenyouseeher——butyoushallnotseeher——
No,youshallwrite,andnottoher,butme:
Andyoushallsaythathavingspokenwithme,Andafterlook’dintoyourself,youfindThatyoumeantnothing——asindeedyouknowThatyoumeantnothing。Suchasmatchasthis!
Impossible,prodigious!’Thesewerewords,Asmetedbyhismeasureofhimself,Arguingboundlessforbearance:afterwhich,AndLeolin’shorror—strickenanswer,`I
Sofoulatraitortomyselfandher,Neverohnever,’foraboutaslongAsthewind—hoverhangsinthebalance,pausedSirAylmerreddeningfromthestormwithin,Thenbrokeallbondsofcourtesy,andcrying`Boy,shouldIfindyoubymydoorsagain,Mymenshalllashyoufromthelikeadog;
Hence!’withasuddenexecrationdroveThefootstoolfrombeforehim,andarose;
So,stammering`scoundrel’outofteeththatgroundAsinadreadfuldream,whileLeolinstillRetreatedhalf—aghast,thefierceoldmanFollow’d,andunderhisownlintelstoodStormingwithliftedhands,ahoaryfaceMeetforthereverenceofthehearth,butnow,Beneathapaleandunimpassion’dmoon,Vextwithunworthymadness,anddeform’d。
SlowlyandconsciousoftheragefuleyeThatwatch’dhim,tillheheardtheponderousdoorClose,crashingwithlongechoesthro’theland,WentLeolin;then,hispassionsallinfloodAndmastersofhismotion,furiouslyDownthro’thebrightlawnstohisbrother’sran,Andfoam’dawayhisheartatAverill’sear:
WhomAverillsolacedashemight,amazed:
Themanwashis,hadbeenhisfather’s,friend:
Hemusthaveseen,himselfhadseenitlong;
Hemusthaveknown,himselfhadknown:besides,HeneveryethadsethisdaughterforthHereinthewoman—marketsofthewest,WhereourCaucasiansletthemselvesbesold。
Someone,hethought,hadslander’dLeolintohim。
`Brother,forIhavelovedyoumoreasasonThanbrother,letmetellyou:Imyself——
Whatistheirprettysaying?jiltedisit?
JiltedIwas:Isayitforyourpeace。
Pain’d,and,asbearinginmyselftheshameThewomanshouldhaveborne,humiliated,Ilivedforyearsastuntedsunlesslife;
TillafterourgoodparentspastawayWatchingyourgrowth,Iseem’dagaintogrow。
Leolin,Ialmostsininenvyingyou:
TheverywhitestlambinallmyfoldLovesyou:Iknowher:theworstthoughtshehasIswhitereventhanherprettyhand:
Shemustprovetrue:for,brother,wheretwofightThestrongestwins,andtruthandlovearestrength,Andyouarehappy:letherparentsbe。’
ButLeolincriedoutthemoreuponthem——
Insolent,brainless,heartless!heiress,wealth,Theirwealth,theirheiress!wealthenoughwastheirsFortwentymatches。Werehelordofthis,Why,twentyboysandgirlsshouldmarryonit,Andfortyblestonesblesshim,andhimselfBewealthystill,aywealthier。HebelievedThisfilthymarriage—hinderingMammonmadeTheharlotofthecities:naturecrostWasmotherofthefouladulteriesThatsaturatesoulwithbody。Name,too!name,Theirancientname!theyMIGHTbeproud;itsworthWasbeingEdith’s。Ah,howpaleshehadlook’dDarling,to—night!theymusthaveratedherBeyondalltolerance。Theseoldpheasant—lords,Thesepartridge—breedersofathousandyears,Whohadmildew’dintheirthousands,doingnothingSinceEgbert——why,thegreatertheirdisgrace!
Fallbackuponaname!rest,rotinthat!
NotKEEPitnoble,makeitnobler?fools,Withsuchavantage—groundfornobleness!
Hehadknownaman,aquintessenceofman,Thelifeofall——whomadlyloved——andhe,Thwartedbyoneoftheseoldfather—fools,Hadriotedhislifeout,andmadeanend。
Hewouldnotdoit!hersweetfaceandfaithHeldhimfromthat:buthehadpowers,heknewit:
Backwouldhetohisstudies,makeaname,Name,fortunetoo:theworldshouldringofhimToshamethesemouldyAylmersintheirgraves:
Chancellor,orwhatisgreatestwouldhebe——
`Obrother,Iamgrievedtolearnyourgrief——
Givememyfling,andletmesaymysay。’
Atwhich,likeonethatseeshisownexcess,Andeasilyforgivesitashisown,Helaugh’d;andthenwasmute;butpresentlyWeptlikeastorm:andhonestAverillseeingHowlowhisbrother’smoodhadfallen,fetch’dHisrichestbeeswingfromabinnreservedForbanquets,praisedthewaningred,andtoldThevintage——whenTHISAylmercameofage——
Thendrankandpastit;tillatlengththetwo,Tho’Leolinflamedandfellagain,agreedThatmuchallowancemustbemadeformen。
AfteranangrydreamthiskindlierglowFadedwithmorning,buthispurposeheld。
Yetoncebynightagaintheloversmet,AperilousmeetingunderthetallpinesThatdarken’dallthenorthwardofherHall。
Him,tohermeekandmodestbosomprestInagony,shepromisedthatnoforce,Persuasion,no,nordeathcouldalterher:
He,passionatelyhopefuller,wouldgo,LaborforhisownEdith,andreturnInsuchasunlightofprosperityHeshouldnotberejected。`Writetome!
Theylovedme,andbecauseIlovetheirchildTheyhateme:thereiswarbetweenus,dear,Whichbreaksallbondsbutours;wemustremainSacredtooneanother。’Sotheytalk’d,Poorchildren,fortheircomfort:thewindblew;
Therainofheaven,andtheirownbittertears,Tears,andthecarelessrainofheaven,mixtUpontheirfaces,astheykiss’deachotherIndarkness,andabovethemroar’dthepine。
SoLeolinwent;andaswetaskourselvesTolearnalanguageknownbutsmatteringlyInphraseshereandthereatrandom,toil’dMasteringthelawlessscienceofourlaw,Thatcodelessmyriadofprecedent,Thatwildernessofsingleinstances,Thro’whichafew,bywitorfortuneled,Maybeatapathwayouttowealthandfame。
Thejests,thatflash’daboutthepleader’sroom,Lightningofthehour,thepun,thescurriloustale,——
OldscandalsburiednowsevendecadsdeepInotherscandalsthathavelivedanddied,Andleftthelivingscandalthatshalldie——
Weredeadtohimalready;bentashewasTomakedisproofofscorn,andstronginhopes,Andprodigalofallbrain—laborhe,Charierofsleep,andwineandexercise,Exceptwhenforabreathing—whileateve,Someniggardfractionofanhour,heranBesidetheriver—bank:andthenindeedHarderthetimeswere,andthehandsofpowerWerebloodier,andtheaccordingheartsofmenSeem’dhardertoo;butthesoftriver—breeze,Whichfann’dthegardensofthatrivalroseYetfragrantinaheartrememberingHisformertalkswithEdith,onhimbreathedFarpurelierinhisrushingstoandfro,Afterhisbooks,toflushhisbloodwithair,Thentohisbooksagain。Mylady’scousin,Half—sickeningofhispension’dafternoon,Droveinuponthestudentonceortwice,RanaMalayanmuckagainstthetimes,HadgoldenhopesforFranceandallmankind,Answer’dallqueriestouchingthoseathomeWithaheavedshoulderandasaucysmile,Andfainhadhaledhimoutintotheworld,Andair’dhimthere:hisnearerfriendwouldsay`Screwnotthechordtoosharplylestitsnap。’
Thenleftalonehepluck’dherdaggerforthFromwherehisworldlesshearthadkeptitwarm,Kissinghisvowsuponitlikeaknight。
Andwrinkledbenchersoftentalk’dofhimApprovingly,andprophesiedhisrise:
Forheart,Ithink,help’dhead:herletterstoo,Tho’farbetween,andcomingfitfullyLikebrokenmusic,writtenasshefoundOrmadeoccasion,beingstrictlywatch’d,Charm’dhimthro’everylabyrinthtillhesawAnend,ahope,alightbreakinguponhim。
Buttheythatcastherspiritintoflesh,Herworldy—wisebegetters,plaguedthemselvesTosellher,thosegoodparents,forhergood。
Whatevereldest—bornofrankorwealthMightliewithintheircompass,himtheyluredIntotheirnetmadepleasantbythebaitsOfgoldandbeauty,wooinghimtowoo。
Somonthbymonththenoiseabouttheirdoors,Anddistantblazeofthosedullbanquets,madeThenightlywireroftheirinnocenthareFalterbeforehetookit。Allinvain。
Sullen,defiant,pitying,wroth,return’dLeolin’srejectedrivalsfromtheirsuitSooften,thatthefollytakingwingsSlipto’erthoselazylimitsdownthewindWithrumor,andbecameinotherfieldsAmockerytotheyeomenoverale,Andlaughtertotheirlords:butthoseathome,AshuntersroundahuntedcreaturedrawThecordoncloseandclosertowardthedeath,Narrow’dhergoingsoutandcomingsin;
ForbadherfirstthehouseofAverill,Thenclosedheraccesstothewealthiestfarms,Lastfromherownhome—circleofthepoorTheybarr’dher:yetsheboreit:yethercheekKeptcolor:wondrous!but,Omystery!
Whatamuletdrewherdowntothatoldoak,Soold,thattwentyyearsbefore,apartFallinghadletappearthebrandofJohn——
Oncegrovelike,eachhugearmatree,butnowThebrokenbaseofablacktower,acaveOftouchwood,withasingleflourishingspray。
TherethemanoriallordtoocuriouslyRakinginthatmillenialtouchwood—dustFoundforhimselfabittertreasure—trove;
Bursthisownwyvernontheseal,andreadWrithingaletterfromhischild,forwhichCameatthemomentLeolin’semissary,Acrippledlad,andcomingturn’dtofly,ButscaredwiththreatsofjailandhaltergaveTohimthatfluster’dhispoorparishwitsTheletterwhichhebrought,andsworebesidesToplaytheirgo—betweenasheretoforeNorletthemknowthemselvesbetray’d,andthen,Soul—strickenattheirkindnesstohim,wentHatinghisownleanheartandmiserable。
ThenceforwardoftfromoutadespotdreamPantinghewoke,andoftasearlyasdawnArousedtheblackrepubliconhiselms,Sweepingthefrothflyfromthefescue,brush’dThro’thedimmeadowtowardhistreasure—trove,Seizedit,tookhome,andtomylady,whomadeAdownwardcrescentofherminionmouth,Listlessinalldespondence,read;andtore,Asifthelivingpassionsymbol’dthereWerelivingnervestofeeltherent;andburnt,Nowchafingathisowngreatselfdefied,Nowstrikingonhugestumbling—blocksofscornInbabyisms,anddeardiminutivesScatter’dalloverthevocabularyOfsuchaloveaslikeachiddenbabe,Aftermuchwailing,hush’ditselfatlastHopelessofanswer:thentho’AverillwroteAndbadhimwithgoodheartsustainhimself——
Allwouldbewell——theloverheedednot,Butpassionatelyrestlesscameandwent,Andrustlingonceatnightabouttheplace,Therebyakeepershotat,slightlyhurt,Ragingreturn’d:norwasitwellforherKepttothegardennow,andgroveofpines,Watch’deventhere;andonewassettowatchThewatcher,andSirAylmerwatch’dthemall,Yetbittererfromhisreadings:onceindeed,Warm’dwithhiswines,ortakingprideinher,Shelook’dsosweet,hekiss’dhertenderlyNotknowingwhatpossess’dhim:thatonekissWasLeolin’sonestrongrivaluponearth;
Seconded,formyladyfollow’dsuit,Seem’dhope’sreturningrose:andthenensuedAMartin’ssummerofhisfadedlove,Orordealbykindness;afterthisHeseldomcrosthischildwithoutasneer;
Themotherflow’dinshalloweracrimonies:
Neveronekindlysmile,onekindlyword:
SothatthegentlecreatureshutfromallHercharitableuse,andfacetofaceWithtwentymonthsofsilence,slowlylostNorgreatlycaredtolose,herholdonlife。
Last,somelowfeverrangingroundtospyTheweaknessofapeopleorahouse,Likefliesthathauntawound,ordeer,ormen,Oralmostallthatis,hurtingthehurt——
SaveChristaswebelievehim——foundthegirlAndflungherdownuponacouchoffire,Wherecarelessofthehouseholdfacesnear,AndcryinguponthenameofLeolin,She,andwithhertheraceofAylmer,past。
Startostarvibrateslight:maysoultosoulStrikethro’afinerelementofherown?
So,——fromafar,——touchasatonce?orwhyThatnight,thatmoment,whenshenamedhisname,Didthekeenshriek`yeslove,yesEdith,yes,’
Shrill,tillthecomradeofhischamberswoke,Andcameuponhimhalf—arisenfromsleep,Withaweirdbrighteye,sweatingandtrembling,Hishairasitwerecracklingintoflames,Hisbodyhalfflungforwardinpursuit,Andhislongarmsstretch’dastograspaflyer:
Norknewhewhereforehehadmadethecry;
Andbeingmuchbefool’dandidiotedBytheroughamityoftheother,sankAsintosleepagain。Thesecondday,Mylady’sIndiankinsmanrushingin,Abreakerofthebitternewsfromhome,Foundadeadman,aletteredgedwithdeathBesidehim,andthedaggerwhichhimselfGaveEdith,reddn’dwithnobandit’sblood:
`FromEdith’wasengravenontheblade。
ThenAverillwentandgazeduponhisdeath。
Andwhenhecameagain,hisflockbelieved——
BeholdinghowtheyearswhicharenotTime’sHadblastedhim——thatmanythousanddaysWerecliptbyhorrorfromhistermoflife。
Yetthesadmother,fortheseconddeathScarcetouch’dherthro’thatnearnessofthefirst,Andbeingusedtofindherpastortexts,Senttotheharrow’dbrother,prayinghimTospeakbeforethepeopleofherchild,AndfixttheSabbath。Darklythatdayrose:
Autumn’smocksunshineofthefadedwoodsWasallthelifeofit;forhardonthese,Abreathlessburthenoflow—foldedheavensStifledandchill’datonce:buteveryroofSentoutalistener:manytoohadknownEdithamongthehamletsround,andsinceTheparents’harshnessandthehaplesslovesAnddoubledeathwerewidelymurmur’d,leftTheirowngraytower,orplain—facedtabernacle,Tohearhim;allinmourningthese,andthoseWithblotsofitaboutthem,ribbon,gloveOrkerchief;whilethechurch,——onenight,exceptForgreenishglimmeringsthro’thelancets,——madeStillpalerthepaleheadofhim,whotower’dAbovethem,withhishopesineithergrave。
Longo’erhisbentbrowslinger’dAverill,HisfacemagnetictothehandfromwhichLividhepluck’ditforth,andlabor’dthro’
Hisbriefprayer—prelude,gavetheverse`Behold,Yourhouseisleftuntoyoudesolate!’
ButlapsedintosolongapauseagainAshalfamazedhalffrightedallhisflock:
ThenfromhisheightandlonelinessofgriefBoredowninflood,anddash’dhisangryheartAgainstthedesolationsoftheworld。
Neversinceourbadearthbecameonesea,Whichrollingo’erthepalacesoftheproud,AndallbutthosewhoknewthelivingGod——
Eightthatwerelefttomakeapurerworld——
Whensincehadflood,fire,earthquake,thunderwroughtSuchwasteandhavocastheidolatries,WhichfromthelowlightofmortalityShotuptheirshadowstotheHeavenofHeavens,AndworshipttheirowndarknessastheHighest?
`Gashthyself,priest,andhonorthybruteBaal,Andtothyworstselfsacrificethyself,ForwiththyworstselfhastthouclothedthyGod。’
ThencameaLordinnowiseliketoBaal。
Thebabeshallleadthelion。SurelynowThewildernessshallblossomastherose。
Crownthyself,worm,andworshipthineownlusts!——
NocoarseandblockishGodofacreageStandsatthygatefortheetogrovelto——
ThyGodisfardiffusedinnoblegrovesAndprincelyhalls,andfarms,andflowinglawns,Andheapsoflivinggoldthatdailygrow,Andtitle—scrollsandgorgeousheraldries。
InsuchashapedostthoubeholdthyGod。
ThouwiltnotgashthyfleshforHIM;forthineFaresrichly,infinelinen,notahairRuffleduponthescarfskin,evenwhileThedeathlessrulerofthydyinghouseIswoundedtothedeaththatcannotdie;
Andtho’thounumberestwiththefollowersOfOnewhocried`leaveallandfollowme。’
TheethereforewithHislightaboutthyfeet,TheewithHismessageringinginthineears,Theeshallthybrotherman,theLordfromHeaven,Bornofavillagegirl,carpenter’sson,Wonderful,Princeofpeace,theMightyGod,Countthemorebaseidolaterofthetwo;
Crueller:asnotpassingthro’thefireBodies,butsouls——thychildren’s——thro’thesmoke,Theblightoflowdesires——darkeningthineownTothineownlikeness;orifoneofthese,Thybetterbornunhappilyfromthee,Should,asbymiracle,growstraightandfair——
Friends,IwasbidtospeakofsuchaoneBythosewhomosthavecausetosorrowforher——
FairerthanRachelbythepalmywell,FairerthanRuthamongthefieldsofcorn,FairastheAngelthatsaid`hail’sheseem’d,Whoenteringfill’dthehousewithsuddenlight。
Forsomineownwasbrighten’d:whereindeedTheroofsolowlybutthatbeamofHeavenDawn’dsometimethro’thedoorway?whosethebabeTooraggedtobefondledonherlap,Warm’datherbosom?Thepoorchildofshame,Thecommoncarewhomnoonecaredfor,leaptTogreether,wastinghisforgottenheart,Aswiththemotherhehadneverknown,Ingambols;forherfreshandinnocenteyesHadsuchastarofmorningintheirblue,ThatallneglectedplacesofthefieldBrokeintonature’smusicwhentheysawher。
Lowwashervoice,butwonmysteriouswayThro’theseal’deartowhichalouderoneWasallbutsilence——freeofalmsherhand——
Thehandthatrobedyourcottage—wallswithflowersHasoftentoil’dtoclotheyourlittleones;
Howoftenplaceduponthesickman’sbrowCool’dit,orlaidhisfeverouspillowsmooth!
Hadyouonesorrowandsheshareditnot?
Oneburthenandshewouldnotlightenit?
Onespiritualdoubtshedidnotsoothe?
Orwhensomeheatofdifferencesparkledout,Howsweetlywouldsheglidebetweenyourwraths,Andstealyoufromeachother!forshewalk’dWearingthelightyokeofthatLordoflove,Whostill’dtherollingwaveofGalilee!
Andone——ofhimIwasnotbidtospeak——
Wasalwayswithher,whomyoualsoknew。
Himtooyouloved,forhewasworthylove。
Andthesehadbeentogetherfromthefirst;
Theymighthavebeentogethertillthelast。
Friends,thisfrailbarkofours,whensorelytried,Maywreckitselfwithoutthepilot’sguilt,Withoutthecaptain’sknowledge:hopewithme。
Whoseshameisthat,ifhewenthencewithshame?
Norminethefault,iflosingbothoftheseIcrytovacantchairsandwidow’dwalls,\"Myhouseisleftuntomedesolate。\"
Whilethushespoke,hishearerswept;butsome,Sonsoftheglebe,withotherfrownsthanthoseThatknitthemselvesforsummershadow,scowl’dAttheirgreatlord。He,whenitseem’dhesawNopalesheet—lightningsfromafar,butfork’dOfthenearstorm,andaimingathishead,Satanger—charm’dfromsorrow,soldierlike,Erect:butwhenthepreacher’scadenceflow’dSofteningthro’allthegentleattributesOfhislostchild,thewife,whowatch’dhisface,Paledatasuddentwitchofhisironmouth;
And`OprayGodthatheholdup’shethought`OrsurelyIshallshamemyselfandhim。’
`Noryourstheblame——forwhobesideyourhearthsCantakeherplace——ifechoingmeyoucry\"Ourhouseisleftuntousdesolate?\"
Butthou,Othouthatkillest,hadstthouknown,Othouthatstonest,hadstthouunderstoodThethingsbelongingtothypeaceandours!
IstherenoprophetbutthevoicethatcallsDoomuponkings,orinthewaste`Repent’?
Isnotourownchildonthenarrowway,WhodowntothosethatsaunterinthebroadCries`comeuphither,’asaprophettous?
Istherenostoningsavewithflintandrock?
Yes,asthedeadweweepfortestify——
Nodesolationbutbyswordandfire?
Yes,asyourmoaningswitness,andmyselfAmlonelier,darker,earthlierformyloss。
Givemeyourprayers,forheispastyourprayers,NotpastthelivingfountofpityinHeaven。
ButIthatthoughtmyselflong—suffering,meek,Exceeding\"poorinspirit\"——howthewordsHavetwistedbackuponthemselves,andmeanVileness,wearegrownsoproud——Iwish’dmyvoiceArushingtempestofthewrathofGodToblowthesesacrificesthro’theworld——
Sentlikethetwelve—dividedconcubineToinflamethetribes:butthere——outyonder——earthLightensfromherowncentralHell——OthereTheredfruitofanoldidolatry——
Theheadsofchiefsandprincesfallsofast,Theyclingtogetherintheghastlysack——
Thelandallshambles——nakedmarriagesFlashfromthebridge,andever—murder’dFrance,Byshoresthatdarkenwiththegatheringwolf,Runsinariverofbloodtothesicksea。
Isthisatimetomaddenmadnessthen?
Wasthisatimeforthesetoflaunttheirpride?
MayPharaoh’sdarkness,foldsasdenseasthoseWhichhidtheHoliestfromthepeople’seyesErethegreatdeath,shroudthisgreatsinfromall:
Doubtlessournarrowworldmustcanvassit:
Oratherprayforthoseandpitythem,Whothro’theirowndesireaccomplish’dbringTheirowngrayhairswithsorrowtothegrave——
Whobrokethebondwhichtheydesiredtobreak,Whichelsehadlink’dtheirracewithtimestocome——
Whowovecoarsewebstosnareherpurity,Grosslycontrivingtheirdeardaughter’sgood——
Poorsouls,andknewnotwhattheydid,butsatIgnorant,devisingtheirowndaughter’sdeath!
Maynotthatearthlychastisementsuffice?
Havenotourloveandreverenceleftthembare?
Willnotanothertaketheirheritage?
Willtherebechildren’slaughterintheirhallForeverandforever,oronestoneLeftonanother,orisitalightthingThatItheirguest,theirhost,theirancientfriend,ImadebythesethelastofallmyraceMustcrytothesethelastoftheirs,ascriedChristereHisagonytothosethatsworeNotbythetemplebutthegold,andmadeTheirowntraditionsGod,andslewtheLord,Andlefttheirmemoriesaworld’scurse——\"Behold,Yourhouseisleftuntoyoudesolate?\"’
Endedhehadnot,butshebrook’dnomore:
Longsinceherhearthadbeatremorselessly,Hercrampt—upsorrowpain’dher,andasenseOfmeannessinherunresistinglife。
Thentheireyesvexther;foronenteringHehadcastthecurtainsoftheirseataside——
Blackvelvetofthecostliest——sheherselfHadseentothat:fainhadsheclosedthemnow,Yetdarednotstirtodoit,onlynear’dHerhusbandinchbyinch,butwhenshelaid,Wifelike,herhandinoneofhis,heveil’dHisfacewiththeother,andatonce,asfallsAcreeperwhenthepropisbroken,fellThewomanshriekingathisfeet,andswoon’d。
ThenherownpeopleborealongthenaveHerpendenthands,andnarrowmeagrefaceSeam’dwiththeshallowcaresoffiftyyears:
AndheretheLordofallthelandscaperoundEv’ntoitslasthorizon,andofallWhopeer’dathimsokeenly,follow’doutTallanderect,butinthemiddleaisleReel’d,asafootsoreoxincrowdedwaysStumblingacrossthemarkettohisdeath,Unpitied;forhegropedasblind,andseem’dAlwaysabouttofall,graspingthepewsAndoakenfinialstillhetouch’dthedoor;
Yettothelychgate,wherehischariotstood,Strodefromtheporch,tallanderectagain。
ButnevermoredideitherpassthegateSaveunderpallwithbearers。Inonemonth,Thro’wearyandyetwearierhours,Thechildlessmotherwenttoseekherchild;
AndwhenhefeltthesilenceofhishouseAbouthim,andthechangeandnotthechange,AndthosefixteyesofpaintedancestorsStaringforeverfromtheirgildedwallsOnhimtheirlastdescendant,hisownheadBegantodroop,tofall;themanbecameImbecile;hisonewordwas`desolate’;
Deadfortwoyearsbeforehisdeathwashe;
ButwhenthesecondChristmascame,escapedHiskeepers,andthesilencewhichhefelt,TofindadeeperinthenarrowgloomBywifeandchild;norwantedathisendThedarkretinuereverencingdeathAtgoldenthresholds;norfromtenderhearts,Andthosewhosorrow’do’eravanish’drace,Pity,thevioletonthetyrant’sgrave。
ThenthegreatHallwaswhollybrokendown,Andthebroadwoodlandparcell’dintofarms;
Andwherethetwocontrivedtheirdaughter’sgood,Liesthehawk’scast,themolehasmadehisrun,Thehedgehogunderneaththeplaintainbores,Therabbitfondleshisownharmlessface,Theslow—wormcreeps,andthethinweaselthereFollowsthemouse,andallisopenfield。
SEADREAMS。
SEADREAMS。
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Acityclerk,butgentlybornandbred;
Hiswife,anunknownartist’sorphanchild——
Onebabewastheirs,aMargaret,threeyearsold:
They,thinkingthathercleargermandereyeDrooptinthegiant—factoriedcity—gloom,Came,withamonth’sleavegiventhem,tothesea:
Forwhichhisgainsweredock’d,howeversmall:
Smallwerehisgains,andhardhiswork;besides,Theirslenderhouseholdfortunes(forthemanHadrisk’dhislittle)likethelittlethrift,Trembledinperilousplaceso’eradeep:
Andoft,whensittingallalone,hisfaceWoulddarken,ashecursedhiscredulousness,Andthatoneunctuousmountwhichluredhim,rogue,TobuystrangesharesinsomePeruvianmine。
Nowseaward—boundforhealththeygain’dacoast,Allsandandcliffanddeep—inrunningcave,Atcloseofday;slept,woke,andwentthenext,TheSabbath,piousvariersfromthechurch,Tochapel;whereaheatedpulpiteer,NotpreachingsimpleChristtosimplemen,Announcedthecomingdoom,andfulminatedAgainstthescarletwomanandhercreed:
Forsidewaysupheswunghisarms,andshriek’d`Thus,thuswithviolence,’ev’nasifheheldTheApocalypticmillstone,andhimselfWerethatgreatAngel;`ThuswithviolenceShallBabylonbecastintothesea;
Thencomestheclose。’Thegentle—heartedwifeSatshudderingattheruinofaworld;
Heathisown:butwhenthewordystormHadended,forththeycameandpacedtheshore,Raninandoutthelongsea—framingcaves,Drankthelargeair,andsaw,butscarcebelieved(ThesootflakeofsomanyasummerstillClungtotheirfancies)thattheysaw,thesea。
Sonowonsandtheywalk’d,andnowoncliff,Lingeringaboutthethymypromontories,Tillallthesailsweredarken’dinthewest,Androsedintheeast:thenhomewardandtobed:
Whereshe,whokeptatenderChristianhopeHauntingaholytext,andstilltothatReturning,asthebirdreturns,atnight,`Letnotthesungodownuponyourwrath,’
Said,`Love,forgivehim:’buthedidnotspeak;
Andsilencedbythatsilencelaythewife,RememberingherdearLordwhodiedforall,Andmusingonthelittlelivesofmen,Andhowtheymarthislittlebytheirfeuds。
Butwhilethetwoweresleeping,afulltideRosewithground—swell,which,ontheforemostrocksTouching,upjettedinspirtsofwildsea—smoke,Andscaledinsheetsofwastefulfoam,andfellInvastsea—cataracts——everandanonDeadclapsofthunderfromwithinthecliffsHeardthro’thelivingroar。Atthisthebabe,TheirMargaretcradlednearthem,wail’dandwokeThemother,andthefathersuddenlycried,`Awreck,awreck!’thenturn’d,andgroaningsaid,`Forgive!Howmanywillsay,\"forgive,\"andfindAsortofabsolutioninthesoundTohatealittlelonger!No;thesinThatneitherGodnormancanwellforgive,Hypocrisy,Isawitinhimatonce。
Isitsotruethatsecondthoughtsarebest?
Notfirst,andthird,whichareariperfirst?
Tooripe,toolate!theycometoolateforuse。
Ahlove,theresurelylivesinmanandbeastSomethingdivinetowarnthemoftheirfoes:
Andsuchasense,whenfirstIfrontedhim,Said,\"trusthimnot;\"butafter,whenIcameToknowhimmore,Ilostit,knewhimless;
Foughtwithwhatseem’dmyownuncharity;
Satathistable;drankhiscostlywines;
Mademoreandmoreallowanceforhistalk;
Wentfurther,fool!andtrustedhimwithall,AllmypoorscrapingsfromadozenyearsOfdustanddeskwork:thereisnosuchmine,None;butagulfofruin,swallowinggold,Notmaking。Ruin’d!ruin’d!thesearoarsRuin:afearfulnight!’
`Notfearful;fair,’
Saidthegoodwife,`ifeverystarinheavenCanmakeitfair:youdobutbearthetide。
Hadyouilldreams?’
`Oyes,’hesaid,`Idream’dOfsuchatideswellingtowardtheland,AndIfromouttheboundlessouterdeepSweptwithittotheshore,andenter’doneOfthosedarkcavesthatrunbeneaththecliffs。
IthoughtthemotionoftheboundlessdeepBorethroughthecave,andIwasheaveduponitIndarkness:thenIsawonelovelystarLargerandlarger。\"Whataworld,\"Ithought,\"Tolivein!\"butinmovingIfoundOnlythelandwardexitofthecave,Brightwiththesunuponthestreambeyond:
Andnearthelightagiantwomansat,Alloverearthy,likeapieceofearth,Apickaxeinherhand:thenoutIsliptIntoalandallofsunandblossom,treesAshighasheaven,andeverybirdthatsings:
Andherethenight—lightflickeringinmyeyesAwokeme。’
`Thatwasthenyourdream,’shesaid,`Notsad,butsweet。’
`Sosweet,Ilay,’saidhe,`Andmuseduponit,driftingupthestreamInfancy,tillIsleptagain,andpiecedThebrokenvision;forIdream’dthatstillThemotionofthegreatdeepboremeon,Andthatthewomanwalk’duponthebrink:
Iwonder’datherstrength,andask’dherofit:
\"Itcame,\"shesaid,\"byworkinginthemines:\"
Othentoaskherofmyshares,Ithought;
Andask’d;butnotaword;sheshookherhead。
Andthenthemotionofthecurrentceased,Andtherewasrollingthunder;andwereach’dAmountain,likeawallofbursandthorns;
ButshewithherstrongfeetupthesteephillTrodoutapath:Ifollow’d;andattopShepointedseaward:thereafleetofglass,Thatseem’dafleetofjewelsunderme,SailingalongbeforeagloomycloudThatnotonemomentceasedtothunder,pastInsunshine:rightacrossitstracktherelay,Downinthewater,alongreefofgold,Orwhatseem’dgold:andIwasgladatfirstTothinkthatinouroften—ransack’dworldStillsomuchgoldwasleft;andthenIfear’dLestthegaynavythereshouldsplinteronit,Andfearingwavedmyarmtowarnthemoff;
Anidlesignal,forthebrittlefleet(IthoughtIcouldhavediedtosaveit)near’d,Touch’d,clink’d,andclash’d,andvanish’d,andIwoke,Iheardtheclashsoclearly。NowIseeMydreamwasLife;thewomanhonestWork;
AndmypoorventurebutafleetofglassWreck’donareefofvisionarygold。’
`Nay,’saidthekindlywifetocomforthim,`Youraisedyourarm,youtumbleddownandbrokeTheglasswithlittleMargaret’smedicineitit;
And,breakingthat,youmadeandbrokeyourdream:
Atriflemakesadream,atriflebreaks。’
`Notrifle,’groan’dthehusband;`yesterdayImethimsuddenlyinthestreet,andask’dThatwhichIask’dthewomaninmydream。
Likeher,heshookhishead。\"Showmethebooks!\"
Hedodgedmewithalongandlooseaccount。
\"Thebooks,thebooks!\"buthe,hecouldnotwait,Boundonamatterheoflifeanddeath:
WhenthegreatBooks(seeDanielsevenandten)
Wereopen’d,Ishouldfindhemeantmewell;
Andthenbegantobloathimself,andoozeAlloverwiththefataffectionatesmileThatmakesthewidowlean。\"Mydearestfriend,Havefaith,havefaith!Welivebyfaith,\"saidhe;
\"AndallthingsworktogetherforthegoodOfthose\"——itmakesmesicktoquotehim——lastGriptmyhandhard,andwithGod—bless—youwent。
Istoodlikeonethathadreceivedablow:
Ifoundahardfriendinhislooseaccounts,Alooseoneinthehardgripofhishand,AcurseinhisGod—bless—you:thenmyeyesPursuedhimdownthestreet,andfaraway,Amongthehonestshouldersofthecrowd,Readrascalinthemotionsofhisback,Andscoundrelinthesupple—slidingknee。’
`Washesobound,poorsoul?’saidthegoodwife;
`Soareweall:butdonotcallhim,love,Beforeyouprovehim,rogue,andproved,forgive。
Hisgainisloss;forhethatwrongshisfriendWrongshimselfmore,andeverbearsaboutAsilentcourtofjusticeinhisbreast,Himselfthejudgeandjury,andhimselfTheprisoneratthebar,evercondemn’d:
Andthatdragsdownhislife:thencomeswhatcomesHereafter:andhemeant,hesaidhemeant,Perhapshemeant,orpartlymeant,youwell。’
`\"Withallhisconscienceandoneeyeaskew\"——
Love,letmequotetheselines,thatyoumaylearnAmanislikewisecounselforhimself,Toooften,inthatsilentcourtofyours——
\"Withallhisconscienceandoneeyeaskew,Sofalse,hepartlytookhimselffortrue;
Whosepioustalk,whenmosthisheartwasdry,Madewetthecraftycrowsfootroundhiseye;
Who,nevernamingGodexceptforgain,Sonevertookthatusefulnameinvain;
MadeHimhiscatspawandtheCrosshistool,AndChristthebaittotraphisdupeandfool;
Nordeedsofgift,butgiftsofgraceheforged,Andsnakelikeslimedhisvictimerehegorged;
AndoftatBiblemeetings,o’ertherestArising,didhisholyoilybest,DroppingthetooroughHinHellandHeaven,TospreadtheWordbywhichhimselfhadthriven。\"
Howlikeyouthisoldsatire?’
`Nay,’shesaid`Iloatheit:hehadneverkindlyheart,Norevercaredtobetterhisownkind,Whofirstwrotesatire,withnopityinit。
ButwillyouhearMYdream,forIhadoneThataltogetherwenttomusic?StillItawedme。’
Thenshetoldit,havingdream’dOfthatsamecoast。
——ButroundtheNorth,alight,Abelt,itseem’d,ofluminousvapor,lay,AndeverinitalowmusicalnoteSwell’dupanddied;and,asitswell’d,aridgeOfbreakerissuedfromthebelt,andstillGrewwiththegrowingnote,andwhenthenoteHadreach’dathunderousfullness,onthosecliffsBroke,mixtwithawfullight(thesameasthatLivingwithinthebelt)wherebyshesawThatallthoselinesofcliffswerecliffsnomore,Buthugecathedralfrontsofeveryage,Grave,florid,stern,asfaraseyecouldsee。
Oneafterone:andthenthegreatridgedrew,Lesseningtothelesseningmusic,back,Andpastintothebeltandswell’dagainSlowlytomusic:everwhenitbrokeThestatues,kingorsaint,orfounderfell;
ThenfromthegapsandchasmsofruinleftCamemenandwomenindarkclustersround,Somecrying,\"Setthemup!theyshallnotfall!\"
Andothers\"Letthemlie,fortheyhavefall’n。\"
Andstilltheystroveandwrangled:andshegrievedInherstrangedream,sheknewnotwhy,tofindTheirwildestwailingsneveroutoftuneWiththatsweetnote;andeverastheirshrieksRanhighestupthegamut,thatgreatwaveReturning,whilenonemark’dit,onthecrowdBroke,mixtwithawfullight,andshow’dtheireyesGlaring,andpassionatelooks,andsweptawayThemenoffleshandblood,andmenofstone,Tothewastedeepstogether。
`ThenIfixtMywistfuleyesontwofairimages,Bothcrown’dwithstarsandhighamongthestars,——
TheVirginMotherstandingwithherchildHighupononeofthosedarkminster—fronts——
Tillshebegantototter,andthechildClungtothemother,andsentoutacryWhichmixtwithlittleMargaret’s,andIwoke,Andmydreamawedme:——well——butwhataredreams?
Yourscamebutfromthebreakingofaglass,Andminebutfromthecryingofachild。’
`Child?No!’saidhe,`butthistide’sroar,andhis,OurBoanergeswithhisthreatsofdoom,Andloud—lung’dAntibabylonianisms(Altho’Igrantbutlittlemusicthere)
Wentbothtomakeyourdream:butiftherewereAmusicharmonizingourwildcries,Sphere—musicsuchasthatyoudream’dabout,Why,thatwouldmakeourpassionsfartoolikeThediscordsdeartothemusician。No——
Oneshriekofhatewouldjarallthehymnsofheaven:
TrueDevilswithnoear,theyhowlintuneWithnothingbuttheDevil!’
`\"True\"indeed!
Oneofourtown,butlaterbyanhourHerethanourselves,spokewithmeontheshore;
Whileyouwererunningdownthesands,andmadeThedimpledflounceofthesea—furbelowflap,Goodman,topleasethechild。Shebroughtstrangenews。
WhywereyousilentwhenIspoketo—night?
IhadsetmyheartonyourforgivinghimBeforeyouknew。WeMUSTforgivethedead。’
`Dead!whoisdead?’
`Themanyoureyepursued。
Alittleafteryouhadpartedwithhim,Hesuddenlydroptdeadofheart—disease。’
`Dead?he?ofheart—disease?whathearthadheTodieof?dead!’
`Ah,dearest,iftherebeAdevilinman,thereisanangeltoo,Andifhedidthatwrongyouchargehimwith,Hisangelbrokehisheart。Butyourroughvoice(Youspokesoloud)hasrousedthechildagain。
Sleep,littlebirdie,sleep!willshenotsleepWithouther\"littlebirdie?\"wellthen,sleep,AndIwillsingyou\"birdie。\"’
Sayingthis,Thewomanhalfturn’droundfromhimsheloved,Lefthimonehand,andreachingthro’thenightHerother,found(foritwasclosebeside)
Andhalfembracedthebasketcradle—headWithonesoftarm,which,likethepliantboughThatmovingmovesthenestandnestling,sway’dThecradle,whileshesangthisbabysong。
WhatdoesthelittlebirdiesayInhernestatpeepofday?
Letmefly,sayslittlebirdie,Mother,letmeflyaway。
Birdie,restalittlelonger,Tillthelittlewingsarestronger。
Sosherestsalittlelonger,Thenshefliesaway。
Whatdoeslittlebabysay,Inherbedatpeepofday?
Babysays,likelittlebirdie,Letmeriseandflyaway。
Baby,sleepalittlelonger,Tillthelittlelimbsarestronger。
Ifshesleepsalittlelonger,Babytooshallflyaway。
`Shesleeps:letustoo,letallevil,sleep。
Healsosleeps——anothersleepthanours。
Hecandonomorewrong:forgivehim,dear,AndIshallsleepthesounder!’
Thentheman,`Hisdeedsyetlive,theworstisyettocome。
Yetletyoursleepforthisonenightbesound:
Idoforgivehim!’
`Thanks,mylove,’shesaid,`Yourownwillbethesweeter,’andtheyslept。
THEGRANDMOTHER。
THEGRANDMOTHER。
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I。
AndWilly,myeldest—born,isgone,yousay,littleAnne?
Ruddyandwhite,andstrongonhislegs,helookslikeaman。
AndWilly’swifehaswritten:sheneverwasover—
wise,NeverthewifeforWilly:hewouldn’ttakemyadvice。
II。
For,Annie,yousee,herfatherwasnotthemantosave,Hadn’taheadtomanage,anddrankhimselfintohisgrave。
Prettyenough,verypretty!butIwasagainstitforone。
Eh!——buthewouldn’thearme——andWilly,yousay,isgone。
III。
Willy,mybeauty,myeldest—born,thefloweroftheflock;
Neveramancouldflinghim:forWillystoodlikearock。
`Here’salegforababeofaweek!’saysdoctor;andhewouldbebound,Therewasnothislikethatyearintwentyparishesround。
IV。
Strongofhishands,andstrongonhislegs,butstillofhistongue!
Ioughttohavegonebeforehim:Iwonderhewentsoyoung。
Icannotcryforhim,Annie:Ihavenotlongtostay;
PerhapsIshallseehimthesooner,forhelivedfaraway。
V。
Whydoyoulookatme,Annie?youthinkIamhardandcold;
Butallmychildrenhavegonebeforeme,Iamsoold:
IcannotweepforWilly,norcanIweepfortherest;
Onlyatyourage,Annie,Icouldhaveweptwiththebest。
VI。
ForIrememberaquarrelIhadwithyourfather,mydear,Allforaslanderousstory,thatcostmemanyatear。
Imeanyourgrandfather,Annie:itcostmeaworldofwoe,Seventyyearsago,mydarling,seventyyearsago。
VII。
ForJenny,mycousin,hadcometotheplace,andI
knewrightwellThatJennyhadtriptinhertime:Iknew,butI
wouldnottell。
Andshetobecomingandslanderingme,thebaselittleliar!
Butthetongueisafireasyouknow,mydear,thetongueisafire。
VIII。
Andtheparsonmadeithistextthatweek,andhesaidlikewise,Thataliewhichishalfatruthisevertheblackestoflies,Thataliewhichisallaliemaybemetandfoughtwithoutright,Butaliewhichispartatruthisahardermattertofight。
IX。
AndWillyhadnotbeendowntothefarmforaweekandaday;
Andallthingslook’dhalf—dead,tho’itwasthemiddleofMay。
Jenny,toslanderme,whoknewwhatJennyhadbeen!
Butsoilinganother,Annie,willnevermakeoneselfclean。
X。
AndIcriedmyselfwell—nighblind,andallofaneveninglateIclimb’dtothetopofthegarth,andstoodbytheroadatthegate。
Themoonlikearickonfirewasrisingoverthedale,Andwhit,whit,whit,inthebushbesidemechirruptthenightingale。
XI。
Allofasuddenhestopt:therepastbythegateofthefarm,Willy,——hedidn’tseeme,——andJennyhungonhisarm。
OutintotheroadIstarted,andspokeIscarceknewhow;
Ah,there’snofoolliketheoldone——itmakesmeangrynow。
XII。
Willystooduplikeaman,andlook’dthethingthathemeant;
Jenny,theviper,mademeamockingcourtesyandwent。
AndIsaid,`Letuspart:inahundredyearsit’llallbethesame,Youcannotlovemeatall,ifyoulovenotmygoodname。’
XIII。
Andheturn’d,andIsawhiseyesallwet,inthesweetmoonshine:
Sweetheart,Iloveyousowellthatyourgoodnameismine。
AndwhatdoIcareforJane,letherspeakofyouwellofill;
Butmarrymeoutofhand:wetwoshallbehappystill。’
XIV。
`Marryyou,Willy!’saidI,`butIneedsmustspeakmymind,AndIfearyou’lllistentotales,bejealousandhardandunkind。’
Butheturn’dandclasptmeinhisarms,andanswer’d,`No,love,no;’
Seventyyearsago,mydarling,seventyyearsago。
XV。
SoWillyandIwerewedded:Iworealilacgown;
Andtheringersrangwithawill,andhegavetheringersacrown。
ButthefirstthateverIbarewasdeadbeforehewasborn,Shadowandshineislife,littleAnnie,flowerandthorn。
XVI。
Thatwasthefirsttime,too,thateverIthoughtofdeath。
Therelaythesweetlittlebodythatneverhaddrawnabreath。
Ihadnotwept,littleAnne,notsinceIhadbeenawife;
ButIweptlikeachildthatday,forthebabehadfoughtforhislife。
XVII。
Hisdearlittlefacewastroubled,asifwithangerorpain:
Ilook’datthestilllittlebody——histroublehadallbeeninvain。
ForWillyIcannotweep,Ishallseehimanothermorn:
ButIweptlikeachildforthechildthatwasdeadbeforehewasborn。
XVIII。
Buthecheer’dme,mygoodman,forheseldomsaidmenay:
Kind,likeaman,washe;likeaman,too,wouldhavehisway:
Neverjealous——nothe:wehadmanyahappyyear;
Andhedied,andIcouldnotweep——myowntimeseem’dsonear。
XIX。
ButIwish’dithadbeenGod’swillthatI,too,thencouldhavedied:
Ibegantobetiredalittle,andfainhadsleptathisside。
Andthatwastenyearsback,ormore,ifIdon’tforget:
Butastothechildren,Annie,they’reallaboutmeyet。
XX。
Patteringovertheboards,myAnniewholeftmeattwo,Pattershegoes,myownlittleAnnie,anAnnielikeyou:
Patteringovertheboards,shecomesandgoesatherwill,WhileHarryisinthefive—acreandCharlieploughingthehill。
XXI。
AndHarryandCharlie,Ihearthemtoo——theysingtotheirteam:
Oftentheycometothedoorinapleasantkindofadream。
Theycomeandsitbymychair,theyhoveraboutmybed——
Iamnotalwayscertainiftheybealiveordead。
XXII。
AndyetIknowforatruth,there’snoneofthemleftalive;
ForHarrywentatsixty,yourfatheratsixty—
five:
AndWilly,myeldestborn,atnighthreescoreandten;
Iknewthemallasbabies,andnowthey’reelderlymen。
XXIII。
Formineisatimeofpeace,itisnotoftenI
grieve;
Iamoftenersittingathomeinmyfather’sfarmateve:
Andtheneighborscomeandlaughandgossip,andsodoI;
Ifindmyselfoftenlaughingatthingsthathavelonggoneby。
XXIV。
Tobesurethepreachersays,oursinsshouldmakeussad:
Butmineisatimeofpeace,andthereisGracetobehad;
AndGod,notman,istheJudgeofusallwhenlifeshallcease;
AndinthisBook,littleAnnie,themessageisoneofPeace。
XXV。
Andageisatimeofpeace,soitbefreefrompain,Andhappyhasbeenmylife;butIwouldnotliveitagain。
Iseemtobetiredalittle,that’sall,andlongforrest;
Onlyatyourage,Annie,Icouldhaveweptwiththebest。
XXVI。
SoWillyhasgone,mybeauty,myeldest—born,myflower;
ButhowcanIweepforWilly,hehasbutgoneforanhour,——
Goneforaminute,myson,fromthisroomintothenext;
I,too,shallgoinaminute。WhattimehaveItobevext?
XXVII。
AndWilly’swifehaswritten,sheneverwasover—
wise。
Getmemyglasses,Annie:thankGodthatIkeepmyeyes。
Thereisbutatrifleleftyou,whenIshallhavepastaway。
Butstaywiththeoldwomannow:youcannothavelongtostay。
NORTHERNFARMER。
NORTHERNFARMER。
oldstyle。
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I。
Wheer’astabeansawlongandmealiggin’’erealoan?
Noorse?thoortnowto’anoorse:whoy,doctor’sabeanan’agoan:
SaysthatImoant’anawmooryaale:butIbeantafool:
Gitmamyyaale,furIbeanta—gooin’tobreakmyrule。
II。
Doctors,theyknawsnowt,forasayswhat’snawwaystrue:
Nawsoorto’koindo’usetosaaythethingsthatado。
I’ve’edmypointo’yaaleivrynoightsin’Ibean’ere,An’I’ve’edmyquartivrymarket—noightforfoortyyear。
III。
Parson’sabeanloikewoise,an’asittin’ereo’mybed。
`Theamoighty’sataakino’youto’issen,myfriend,’
’asaid,An’atowdmamysins,an’stoitheweredue,an’Igieditinhond;
Idonemydutybyun,asI’adonebythelond。
IV。
Larn’dama’bea。IreckonsI’annotsamoochtolarn。
Butacostoop,thotadid,’bootBessyMarris’sbarn。
ThofaknawsIhallusvoatedwi’Squoirean’choorchanstaate,An’i’thewoosto’toimesIwurniveragintheraate。
V。
An’Ihalluscomedto’schoorchafoormoySallywurdead,An’’eerdunabummin’awaayloikeabuzzard—clock*
owermyyead,An’Iniverknaw’dwhotamean’dbutIthowta’adsummuttosaay,AnIthowtasaidwhotaowtto’asaidan’Icomedawaay。
*Cockchafer。
VI。
BessyMarris’sbarn!thaknawsshelaaidittomea。
Mowt’abean,mayhap,forshewurabadun,shea。
’Siver,Ikepun,Ikepun,mylass,thamununder—
stond;
IdonemydutybyunasI’adonebythelond。
VII。
ButParsonacomesan’agoos,an’asaysiteasyan’
freea`Theamoighty’sataakino’youto’issen,myfriend,’
says’ea。
Iweantsaaymenbeloiars,thofsummunsaiditin’aaste:
Butareadswonnsarminaweeak,an’I’astubb’dThornabywaaste。