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  Meanwhileithadgrownunbearablyhot,thesparklingriverlookedlikeablazeoffireandthefumesofthewineweregettingintotheirheads.

  MonsieurDufour,whohadaviolenthiccough,hadunbuttonedhiswaistcoatandthetopbuttonofhistrousers,whilehiswife,whofeltchoking,wasgraduallyunfasteningherdress.Theapprenticewasshakinghisyellowwiginahappyframeofmind,andkepthelpinghimselftowine,andtheoldgrandmother,feelingtheeffectsofthewine,wasverystiffanddignified.Asforthegirl,onenoticedonlyapeculiarbrightnessinhereyes,whilethebrowncheeksbecamemorerosy.

  Thecoffeefinished,theysuggestedsinging,andeachofthemsangorrepeatedacouplet,whichtheothersapplaudedfrantically.Thentheygotupwithsomedifficulty,andwhilethetwowomen,whowereratherdizzy,weretryingtogetabreathofair,thetwomen,whowerealtogetherdrunk,wereattemptinggymnastics.Heavy,limpandwithscarletfacestheyhungor,awkwardlytotheironrings,withoutbeingabletoraisethemselves.

  Meanwhilethetwoboatingmenhadgottheirboatsintothewater,andtheycamebackandpolitelyaskedtheladieswhethertheywouldlikearow.

  \"Wouldyoulikeone,MonsieurDufour?\"hiswifeexclaimed.\"Pleasecome!\"

  Hemerelygaveheradrunkennod,withoutunderstandingwhatshesaid.

  Thenoneoftherowerscameupwithtwofishingrodsinhishands,andthehopeofcatchingagudgeon,thatgreatvisionoftheParisianshopkeeper,madeDufour’sdulleyesgleam,andhepolitelyallowedthemtodowhatevertheyliked,whilehesatintheshadeunderthebridge,withhisfeetdanglingovertheriver,bythesideoftheyoungmanwiththeyellowhair,whowassleepingsoundly.

  Oneoftheboatingmenmadeamartyrofhimselfandtookthemother.

  \"LetusgotothelittlewoodontheIleauxAnglais!\"hecalledoutasherowedoff.Theotherboatwentmoreslowly,fortherowerwaslookingathiscompanionsointentlythatbythoughtofnothingelse,andhisemotionseemedtoparalyzehisstrength,whilethegirl,whowassittinginthebow,gaveherselfuptotheenjoymentofbeingonthewater.Shefeltadisinclinationtothink,alassitudeinherlimbsandatotalenervation,asifshewereintoxicated,andherfacewasflushedandherbreathingquickened.Theeffectsofthewine,whichwereincreasedbytheextremeheat,madeallthetreesonthebankseemtobowasshepassed.Avaguewishforenjoymentandafermentationofherbloodseemedtopervadeherwholebody,whichwasexcitedbytheheatoftheday,andshewasalsodisturbedatthistete—a—teteonthewater,inaplacewhichseemeddepopulatedbytheheat,withthisyoungmanwhothoughtherpretty,whoseardentlooksseemedtocaressherskinandwereaspenetratingandpervadingasthesun’srays.

  Theirinabilitytospeakincreasedtheiremotion,andtheylookedaboutthem.Atlast,however,hemadeaneffortandaskedhername.

  \"Henriette,\"shesaid.

  \"Why,mynameisHenri,\"hereplied.Thesoundoftheirvoiceshadcalmedthem,andtheylookedatthebanks.Theotherboathadpassedthemandseemedtobewaitingforthem,andtherowercalledout:

  \"Wewillmeetyouinthewood;wearegoingasfarasRobinson’s,becauseMadameDufouristhirsty.\"Thenhebentoverhisoarsagainandrowedoffsoquicklythathewassoonoutofsight.

  Meanwhileacontinualroar,whichtheyhadheardforsometime,camenearer,andtheriveritselfseemedtoshiver,asifthedullnoisewererisingfromitsdepths.

  \"Whatisthatnoise?\"sheasked.Itwasthenoiseoftheweirwhichcuttheriverintwoattheisland,andhewasexplainingittoher,when,abovethenoiseofthewaterfall,theyheardthesongofabird,whichseemedalongwayoff.

  \"Listen!\"hesaid;\"thenightingalesaresingingduringtheday,sothefemalebirdsmustbesitting.\"

  Anightingale!Shehadneverheardonebefore,andtheideaoflisteningtoonerousedvisionsofpoetictendernessinherheart.Anightingale!

  Thatistosay,theinvisiblewitnessofherlovetrystswhichJulietinvokedonherbalcony;thatcelestialmusicwhichitattunedtohumankisses,thateternalinspirerofallthoselanguorousromanceswhichopenanidealskytoallthepoorlittletenderheartsofsensitivegirls!

  Shewasgoingtohearanightingale.

  \"Wemustnotmakeanoise,\"hercompanionsaid,\"andthenwecangointothewood,andsitdownclosebesideit.\"

  Theboatseemedtoglide.Theysawthetreesontheisland,thebanksofwhichweresolowthattheycouldlookintothedepthsofthethickets.

  Theystopped,hemadetheboatfast,HenriettetookholdofHenri’sarm,andtheywentbeneaththetrees.

  \"Stoop,\"hesaid,soshestoopeddown,andtheywentintoaninextricablethicketofcreepers,leavesandreedgrass,whichformedanundiscoverableretreat,andwhichtheyoungmanlaughinglycalled\"hisprivateroom.\"

  Justabovetheirheads,perchedinoneofthetreeswhichhidthem,thebirdwasstillsinging.Heutteredtrillsandroulades,andthenloud,vibratingnotesthatfilledtheairandseemedtolosethemselvesonthehorizon,acrossthelevelcountry,throughthatburningsilencewhichweigheduponthewholelandscape.Theydidnotspeakforfearoffrighteningitaway.Theyweresittingclosetogether,and,slowly,Henri’sarmstoleroundthegirl’swaistandsqueezeditgently.Shetookthatdaringhandwithoutanyanger,andkeptremovingitwheneverheputitroundher;without,however,feelingatallembarrassedbythiscaress,justasifithadbeensomethingquitenatural,whichshewasresistingjustasnaturally.

  Shewaslisteningtothebirdinecstasy.Shefeltaninfinitelongingforhappiness,forsomesuddendemonstrationoftenderness,fortherevelationofsuperhumanpoetry,andshefeltsuchasofteningatherheart,andrelaxationofhernerves,thatshebegantocry,withoutknowingwhy.Theyoungmanwasnowstrainingherclosetohim,yetshedidnotremovehisarm;shedidnotthinkofit.Suddenlythenightingalestopped,andavoicecalledoutinthedistance:

  \"Henriette!\"

  \"Donotreply,\"hesaidinalowvoice;\"youwilldrivethebirdaway.\"

  Butshehadnoideaofdoingso,andtheyremainedinthesamepositionforsometime.MadameDufourhadsatdownsomewhereorother,forfromtimetotimetheyheardthestoutladybreakoutintolittleburstsoflaughter.

  Thegirlwasstillcrying;shewasfilledwithstrangesensations.

  Henri’sheadwasonhershoulder,andsuddenlyhekissedheronthelips.

  Shewassurprisedandangry,and,toavoidhim,shestoodup.

  Theywerebothverypalewhentheylefttheirgrassyretreat.Theblueskyappearedtothemcloudedandtheardentsundarkened;andtheyfelttilesolitudeandthesilence.Theywalkedrapidly,sidebyside,withoutspeakingortouchingeachother,fortheyseemedtohavebecomeirreconcilableenemies,asifdisgustandhatredhadarisenbetweenthem,andfromtimetotimeHenriettecalledout:\"Mamma!\"

  Byandbytheyheardanoisebehindabush,andthestoutladyappeared,lookingratherconfused,andhercompanion’sfacewaswrinkledwithsmileswhichhecouldnotcheck.

  MadameDufourtookhisarm,andtheyreturnedtotheboats,andHenri,whowasahead,walkedinsilencebesidetheyounggirl.AtlasttheygotbacktoBezons.MonsieurDufour,whowasnowsober,waswaitingforthemveryimpatiently,whiletheyoungmanwiththeyellowhairwashavingamouthfulofsomethingtoeatbeforeleavingtheinn.Thecarriagewaswaitingintheyard,andthegrandmother,whohadalreadygotin,wasveryfrightenedatthethoughtofbeingovertakenbynightbeforetheyreachedParis,astheoutskirtswerenotsafe.

  Theyallshookbands,andtheDufourfamilydroveoff.

  \"Good—by,untilwemeetagain!\"theoarsmencried,andtheanswertheygotwasasighandatear.

  Twomonthslater,asHenriwasgoingalongtheRuedesMartyrs,hesawDufour,Ironmonger,overadoor,andsohewentin,andsawthestoutladysittingatthecounter.Theyrecognizedeachotherimmediately,andafteraninterchangeofpolitegreetings,heaskedafterthemall.

  \"AndhowisMademoiselleHenriette?\"heinquiredspecially.

  \"Verywell,thankyou;sheismarried.\"

  \"Ah!\"Hefeltacertainemotion,butsaid:\"Whomdidshemarry?\"

  \"Thatyoungmanwhoaccompaniedus,youknow;hehasjoinedusinbusiness.\"

  \"Irememberhimperfectly.\"

  Hewasgoingout,feelingveryunhappy,thoughscarcelyknowingwhy,whenmadamecalledhimback.

  \"Andhowisyourfriend?\"sheaskedrathershyly.

  \"Heisverywell,thankyou.\"

  \"Pleasegivehimourcompliments,andbeghimtocomeandcall,whenheisintheneighborhood.\"

  Shethenadded:\"Tellhimitwillgivemegreatpleasure.\"

  \"Iwillbesuretodoso.Adieu!\"

  \"Donotsaythat;comeagainverysoon.\"

  Thenextyear,oneveryhotSunday,allthedetailsofthatadventure,whichHenrihadneverforgotten,suddenlycamebacktohimsoclearlythathereturnedalonetotheirroominthewood,andwasoverwhelmedwithastonishmentwhenhewentin.Shewassittingonthegrass,lookingverysad,whilebyherside,stillinhisshirtsleeves,theyoungmanwiththeyellowhairwassleepingsoundly,likesomeanimal.

  ShegrewsopalewhenshesawHenrithatatfirsthethoughtshewasgoingtofaint;then,however,theybegantotalkquitenaturally.

  Butwhenhetoldherthathewasveryfondofthatspot,andwenttherefrequentlyonSundaystoindulgeinmemories,shelookedintohiseyesforalongtime.

  \"Itoo,thinkofit,\"shereplied.

  \"Come,mydear,\"herhusbandsaid,withayawn.\"Ithinkitistimeforustobegoing.\"

  ROSE

  Thetwoyoungwomenappeartobeburiedunderablanketofflowers.Theyarealoneintheimmenselandau,whichisfilledwithflowerslikeagiantbasket.Onthefrontseataretwosmallhampersofwhitesatinfilledwithviolets,andonthebearskinbywhichtheirkneesarecoveredthereisamassofroses,mimosas,pinks,daisies,tuberosesandorangeblossoms,interwovenwithsilkribbons;thetwofrailbodiesseemburiedunderthisbeautifulperfumedbed,whichhideseverythingbuttheshouldersandarmsandalittleofthedaintywaists.

  Thecoachman’swhipiswoundwithagarlandofanemones,thehorses’

  tracesaredottedwithcarnations,thespokesofthewheelsareclothedinmignonette,andwherethelanternsoughttobearetwoenormousroundbouquetswhichlookasthoughtheyweretheeyesofthisstrange,rolling,flower—bedeckedcreature.

  Thelandaudrivesrapidlyalongtheroad,throughtheRued’Antibes,preceded,followed,accompanied,byacrowdofothercarriagescoveredwithflowers,fullofwomenalmosthiddenbyaseaofviolets.ItistheflowercarnivalatCannes.

  ThecarriagereachestheBoulevarddelaFonciere,wherethebattleiswaged.Allalongtheimmenseavenueadoublerowofflower—bedeckedvehiclesaregoingandcominglikeanendlessribbon.Flowersarethrownfromonetotheother.Theypassthroughtheairlikeballs,strikingfreshfaces,bouncingandfallingintothedust,whereanarmyofyoungsterspickthemup.

  Athickcrowdisstandingonthesidewalkslookingonandheldincheckbythemountedpolice,whopassbrutallyalongpushingbackthecuriouspedestriansasthoughtopreventthecommonpeoplefromminglingwiththerich.

  Inthecarriages,peoplecalltoeachother,recognizeeachotherandbombardeachotherwithroses.Achariotfullofprettywomen,dressedinred,likedevils,attractstheeyesofall.Agentleman,wholooksliketheportraitsofHenryIV.,isthrowinganimmensebouquetwhichisheldbackbyanelastic.Fearingtheshock,thewomenhidetheireyesandthemenlowertheirheads,butthegraceful,rapidandobedientmissiledescribesacurveandreturnstoitsmaster,whoimmediatelythrowsitatsomenewface.

  Thetwoyoungwomenbegintothrowtheirstockofflowersbyhandfuls,andreceiveaperfecthailofbouquets;then,afteranhourofwarfare,alittletired,theytellthecoachmantodrivealongtheroadwhichfollowstheseashore.

  ThesundisappearsbehindEsterel,outliningthedark,ruggedmountainagainstthesunsetsky.Theclearbluesea,ascalmasamill—pond,stretchesoutasfarasthehorizon,whereitblendswiththesky;andthefleet,anchoredinthemiddleofthebay,lookslikeaherdofenormousbeasts,motionlessonthewater,apocalypticanimals,armoredandhump—backed,theirfrailmastslookinglikefeathers,andwitheyeswhichlightupwheneveningapproaches.

  Thetwoyoungwomen,leaningbackundertheheavyrobes,lookoutlazilyovertheblueexpanseofwater.Atlastoneofthemsays:

  \"Howdelightfultheeveningsare!Howgoodeverythingseems!Don’tyouthinkso,Margot?\"

  \"Yes,itisgood.Butthereisalwayssomethinglacking.\"

  \"Whatislacking?Ifeelperfectlyhappy.Idon’tneedanythingelse.\"

  \"Yes,youdo.Youarenotthinkingofit.Nomatterhowcontentedwemaybe,physically,wealwayslongforsomethingmore——fortheheart.\"

  Theotheraskedwithasmile:

  \"Alittlelove?\"

  \"Yes.\"

  Theystoppedtalking,theireyesfastenedonthedistanthorizon,thentheonecalledMargueritemurmured:\"Lifewithoutthatseemstomeunbearable.Ineedtobeloved,ifonlybyadog.Butweareallalike,nomatterwhatyoumaysay,Simone.\"

  \"Notatall,mydear.Ihadrathernotbelovedatallthantobelovedbythefirstcomer.Doyouthink,forinstance,thatitwouldbepleasanttobelovedby——by——\"

  Shewasthinkingbywhomshemightpossiblybeloved,glancingacrossthewidelandscape.Hereyes,aftertravelingaroundthehorizon,fellonthetwobrightbuttonswhichwereshiningonthebackofthecoachman’slivery,andshecontinued,laughing:\"bymycoachman?\"

  MadameMargotbarelysmiled,andsaidinalowtoneofvoice:

  \"Iassureyouthatitisveryamusingtobelovedbyaservant.Ithashappenedtometwoorthreetimes.Theyrolltheireyesinsuchafunnymanner——it’senoughtomakeyoudielaughing!Naturally,themoreinlovetheyare,themoresevereonemustbewiththem,andthen,someday,forsomereason,youdismissthem,because,ifanyoneshouldnoticeit,youwouldappearsoridiculous.\"

  MadameSimonewaslistening,staringstraightaheadofher,thensheremarked:

  \"No,I’mafraidthatmyfootman’sheartwouldnotsatisfyme.Tellmehowyounoticedthattheylovedyou.\"

  \"InoticeditthesamewaythatIdowithothermen——whentheygetstupid.\"

  \"Theothersdon’tseemstupidtome,whentheyloveme.\"

  \"Theyareidiots,mydear,unabletotalk,toanswer,tounderstandanything.\"

  \"Buthowdidyoufeelwhenyouwerelovedbyaservant?Wereyou——moved——flattered?\"

  \"Moved?no,flattered——yesalittle.Oneisalwaysflatteredtobelovedbyaman,nomatterwhohemaybe.\"

  \"Oh,Margot!\"

  \"Yes,indeed,mydear!Forinstance,Iwilltellyouofapeculiarincidentwhichhappenedtome.Youwillseehowcuriousandcomplexouremotionsare,insuchcases.

  \"AboutfouryearsagoIhappenedtobewithoutamaid.Ihadtriedfiveorsix,onerightaftertheother,andIwasaboutreadytogiveupindespair,whenIsawanadvertisementinanewspaperofayounggirlknowinghowtocook,embroider,dresshair,whowaslookingforapositionandwhocouldfurnishthebestofreferences.Besidesalltheseaccomplishments,shecouldspeakEnglish.

  \"Iwrotetothegivenaddress,andthenextdaythepersoninquestionpresentedherself.Shewastall,slender,pale,shy—looking.Shehadbeautifulblackeyesandacharmingcomplexion;shepleasedmeimmediately.Iaskedforhercertificates;shegavemeoneinEnglish,forshecame,asshesaid,fromLadyRymwell’s,whereshehadbeenfortenyears.

  \"Thecertificateshowedthattheyounggirlhadleftofherownfreewill,inordertoreturntoFrance,andtheonlythingwhichtheyhadhadtofindfaultinherduringherlongperiodofservicewasalittleFrenchcoquettishness.

  \"ThisprudishEnglishphraseevenmademesmile,andIimmediatelyengagedthismaid.

  \"Shecametomethesameday.HernamewasRose.

  \"AttheendofamonthIwouldhavebeenhelplesswithouther.Shewasatreasure,apearl,aphenomenon.

  \"Shecoulddressmyhairwithinfinitetaste;shecouldtrimahatbetterthanmostmilliners,andshecouldevenmakemydresses.

  \"Iwasastonishedatheraccomplishments.Ihadneverbeforebeenwaitedoninsuchamanner.

  \"Shedressedmerapidlyandwithasurprisinglylighttouch.Ineverfeltherfingersonmyskin,andnothingissodisagreeabletomeascontactwithaservant’shand.Isoonbecameexcessivelylazy;itwassopleasanttobedressedfromheadtofoot,andfromlingerietogloves,bythistall,timidgirl,alwaysblushingalittle,andneversayingaword.

  AftermybathshewouldrubandmassagemewhileIdozedalittleonmycouch;Ialmostconsideredhermoreofafriendthanaservant.

  \"Onemorningthejanitorasked,mysteriously,tospeaktome.Iwassurprised,andtoldhimtocomein.Hewasagood,faithfulman,anoldsoldier,oneofmyhusband’sformerorderlies.

  \"Heseemedtobeembarrassedbywhathehadtosaytome.Atlasthemanagedtomumble:

  \"’Madame,thesuperintendentofpoliceisdownstairs.’

  \"Iaskedquickly:

  \"’Whatdoeshewish?’

  \"’Hewishestosearchthehouse.’

  \"Ofcoursethepoliceareuseful,butIhatethem.Idonotthinkthatitisanobleprofession.Ianswered,angeredandhurt:

  \"’Whythissearch?Forwhatreason?Heshallnotcomein.’

  \"Thejanitorcontinued:

  \"’Hesaysthatthereisacriminalhiddeninthehouse.’

  \"ThistimeIwasfrightenedandItoldhimtobringtheinspectortome,sothatImightgetsomeexplanation.HewasamanwithgoodmannersanddecoratedwiththeLegionofHonor.Hebeggedmypardonfordisturbingme,andtheninformedmethatIhad,amongmydomestics,aconvict.

  \"Iwasshocked;andIansweredthatIcouldguaranteeeveryservantinthehouse,andIbegantoenumeratethem.

  \"’Thejanitor,PierreCourtin,anoldsoldier.’

  \"’It’snothe.’

  \"’Astable—boy,sonoffarmerswhomIknow,andagroomwhomyouhavejustseen.’

  \"’It’snothe.’

  \"’Then,monsieur,youseethatyoumustbemistaken.’

  \"’Excuseme,madame,butIampositivethatIamnotmakingamistake.

  Astheconvictionofanotablecriminalisatstake,wouldyoubesokindastosendforallyourservants?\"

  \"AtfirstIrefused,butIfinallygavein,andsentdownstairsforeverybody,menandwomen.

  \"Theinspectorglancedatthemandthendeclared:

  \"’Thisisn’tall.’

  \"’Excuseme,monsieur,thereisnooneleftbutmymaid,ayounggirlwhomyoucouldnotpossiblymistakeforaconvict.’

  \"Heasked:

  \"’MayIalsoseeher?’

  \"’Certainly.’

  \"IrangforRose,whoimmediatelyappeared.Shehadhardlyenteredtheroom,whentheinspectormadeamotion,andtwomenwhomIhadnotseen,hiddenbehindthedoor,sprangforward,seizedherandtiedherhandsbehindherback.

  \"Icriedoutinangerandtriedtorushforwardtodefendher.Theinspectorstoppedme:

  \"’Thisgirl,madame,isamanwhosenameisJeanNicolasLecapet,condemnedtodeathin1879forassaultingawomanandinjuringhersothatdeathresulted.Hissentencewascommutedtoimprisonmentforlife.

  Heescapedfourmonthsago.Wehavebeenlookingforhimeversince.’

  \"Iwasterrified,bewildered.Ididnotbelievehim.Thecommissionercontinued,laughing:

  \"’Icanproveittoyou.Hisrightarmistattooed.’

  \"’Thesleevewasrolledup.Itwastrue.Theinspectoradded,withbadtaste:

  \"’Youcantrustusfortheotherproofs.’

  \"Andtheyledmymaidaway!

  \"Well,wouldyoubelieveme,thethingthatmovedmemostwasnotangerathavingthusbeenplayedupon,deceivedandmaderidiculous,itwasnottheshameofhavingthusbeendressedandundressed,handledandtouchedbythisman——butadeephumiliation——awoman’shumiliation.Doyouunderstand?\"

  \"IamafraidIdon’t.\"

  \"Justthink——thismanhadbeencondemnedfor——forassaultingawoman.

  Well!Ithoughtoftheonewhomhehadassaulted——and——andIfelthumiliated——There!Doyouunderstandnow?\"

  MadameMargotdidnotanswer.Shewaslookingstraightahead,hereyesfastenedonthetwoshiningbuttonsofthelivery,withthatsphinx—likesmilewhichwomensometimeshave.

  ROSALIEPRUDENT

  Therewasarealmysteryinthisaffairwhichneitherthejury,northepresident,northepublicprosecutorhimselfcouldunderstand.

  ThegirlPrudent(Rosalie),servantattheVarambots’,ofNantes,havingbecomeenceintewithouttheknowledgeofhermasters,had,duringthenight,killedandburiedherchildinthegarden.

  Itwastheusualstoryoftheinfanticidescommittedbyservantgirls.

  Buttherewasoneinexplicablecircumstanceaboutthisone.WhenthepolicesearchedthegirlPrudent’sroomtheydiscoveredacompleteinfant’soutfit,madebyRosalieherself,whohadspenthernightsforthelastthreemonthsincuttingandsewingit.Thegrocerfromwhomshehadboughthercandles,outofherownwages,forthislongpieceofworkhadcometotestify.Itcameout,moreover,thatthesage—femmeofthedistrict,informedbyRosalieofhercondition,hadgivenherallnecessaryinstructionsandcounselincasetheeventshouldhappenatatimewhenitmightnotbepossibletogethelp.ShehadalsoprocuredaplaceatPoissyforthegirlPrudent,whoforesawthatherpresentemployerswoulddischargeher,fortheVarambotcoupledidnottriflewithmorality.

  Therewerepresentatthetrialboththemanandthewoman,amiddle—

  classpairfromtheprovinces,livingontheirincome.Theyweresoexasperatedagainstthisgirl,whohadsulliedtheirhouse,thattheywouldhavelikedtoseeherguillotinedonthespotwithoutatrial.

  Thespitefuldepositionstheymadeagainstherbecameaccusationsintheirmouths.

  Thedefendant,alarge,handsomegirlofLowerNormandy,welleducatedforherstationinlife,weptcontinuouslyandwouldnotanswertoanything.

  Thecourtandthespectatorswereforcedtotheopinionthatshehadcommittedthisbarbarousactinamomentofdespairandmadness,sincetherewaseveryindicationthatshehadexpectedtokeepandbringupherchild.

  Thepresidenttriedforthelasttimetomakeherspeak,togetsomeconfession,and,havingurgedherwithmuchgentleness,hefinallymadeherunderstandthatallthesemengatheredheretopassjudgmentuponherwerenotanxiousforherdeathandmightevenhavepityonher.

  Thenshemadeuphermindtospeak.

  \"Come,now,tellus,first,whoisthefatherofthischild?\"heasked.

  Untilthenshehadobstinatelyrefusedtogivehisname.

  Butsherepliedsuddenly,lookingathermasterswhohadsocruellycalumniatedher:

  \"ItisMonsieurJoseph,MonsieurVarambot’snephew.\"

  Thecouplestartedintheirseatsandcriedwithonevoice——\"That’snottrue!Shelies!Thisisinfamous!\"

  Thepresidenthadthemsilencedandcontinued\"Goon,please,andtellushowitallhappened.\"

  Thenshesuddenlybegantotalkfreely,relievingherpent—upheart,thatpoor,solitary,crushedheart——layingbarehersorrow,herwholesorrow,beforethoseseveremenwhomshehaduntilnowtakenforenemiesandinflexiblejudges.

  \"Yes,itwasMonsieurJosephVarambot,whenhecameonleavelastyear.\"

  \"WhatdoesMr.JosephVarambotdo?\"

  \"Heisanon—commissionedofficerintheartillery,monsieur.Well,hestayedtwomonthsatthehouse,twomonthsofthesummer.Ithoughtnothingaboutitwhenhebegantolookatme,andthenflatterme,andmakelovetomealldaylong.AndIletmyselfbetakenin,monsieur.

  HekeptsayingtomethatIwasahandsomegirl,thatIwasgoodcompany,thatIjustsuitedhim——andI,Ilikedhimwellenough.WhatcouldIdo?

  Onelistenstothesethingswhenoneisalone——allalone——asIwas.Iamaloneintheworld,monsieur.Ihavenoonetotalkto——noonetotellmytroublesto.Ihavenofather,nomother,nobrother,nosister,nobody.AndwhenhebegantotalktomeitwasasifIhadabrotherwhohadcomeback.Andthenheaskedmetogowithhimtotheriveroneevening,sothatwemighttalkwithoutdisturbinganyone.Iwent——I

  don’tknow——Idon’tknowhowithappened.Hehadhisarmaroundme.

  ReallyIdidn’twantto——no——no——Icouldnot——Ifeltlikecrying,theairwassosoft——themoonwasshining.No,Isweartoyou——Icouldnot——

  hedidwhathewanted.Thatwentonthreeweeks,aslongashestayed.

  Icouldhavefollowedhimtotheendsoftheworld.Hewentaway.IdidnotknowthatIwasenceinte.Ididnotknowituntilthemonthafter——\"

  Shebegantocrysobitterlythattheyhadtogivehertimetocollectherself.

  Thenthepresidentresumedwiththetoneofapriestattheconfessional:

  \"Come,now,goon.\"

  Shebegantotalkagain:\"WhenIrealizedmyconditionIwenttoseeMadameBoudin,whoistheretotellyou,andIaskedherhowitwouldbe,incaseitshouldcomeifshewerenotthere.ThenImadetheoutfit,sewingnightafternight,everyeveninguntiloneo’clockinthemorning;

  andthenIlookedforanotherplace,forIknewverywellthatIshouldbesentaway,butIwantedtostayinthehouseuntiltheverylast,soastosavemypennies,forIhavenotgotverymuchandIshouldneedmymoneyforthelittleone.\"

  \"Thenyoudidnotintendtokillhim?\"

  \"Oh,certainlynot,monsieur!\"

  \"Whydidyoukillhim,then?\"

  \"Ithappenedthisway.ItcamesoonerthanIexpected.Itcameuponmeinthekitchen,whileIwasdoingthedishes.MonsieurandMadameVarambotwerealreadyasleep,soIwentup,notwithoutdifficulty,draggingmyselfupbythebanister,andIlaydownonthebarefloor.

  Itlastedperhapsonehour,ortwo,orthree;Idon’tknow,Ihadsuchpain;andthenIpushedhimoutwithallmystrength.IfeltthathecameoutandIpickedhimup.

  \"Ah!butIwasglad,Iassureyou!IdidallthatMadameBoudintoldmetodo.AndthenIlaidhimonmybed.AndthensuchapaingripedmeagainthatIthoughtIshoulddie.Ifyouknewwhatitmeant,youthere,youwouldnotdosomuchofthis.Ifellonmyknees,andthentoppledoverbackwardonthefloor;anditgripedmeagain,perhapsonehour,perhapstwo.Ilaythereallalone——andthenanotheronecomes——anotherlittleone——two,yes,two,likethis.ItookhimupasIdidthefirstone,andthenIputhimonthebed,thetwosidebyside.Isitpossible,tellme,twochildren,andIwhogetonlytwentyfrancsamonth?Say,isitpossible?One,yes,thatcanbemanagedbygoingwithoutthings,butnottwo.Thatturnedmyhead.WhatdoIknowaboutit?HadIanychoice,tellme?

  \"WhatcouldIdo?Ifeltasifmylasthourhadcome.Iputthepillowoverthem,withoutknowingwhy.Icouldnotkeepthemboth;andthenI

  threwmyselfdown,andIlaythere,rollingoverandoverandcryinguntilIsawthedaylightcomeintothewindow.Bothofthemwerequitedeadunderthepillow.ThenItookthemundermyarmsandwentdownthestairsoutinthevegetablegarden.Itookthegardener’sspadeandI

  buriedthemundertheearth,diggingasdeepaholeasIcould,onehereandtheotheronethere,nottogether,sothattheymightnottalkoftheirmotheriftheselittledeadbodiescantalk.WhatdoIknowaboutit?

  \"Andthen,backinmybed,IfeltsosickthatIcouldnotgetup.Theysentforthedoctorandheunderstooditall.I’mtellingyouthetruth,YourHonor.Dowhatyoulikewithme;I’mready.\"

  Halfofthejurywereblowingtheirnosesviolentlytokeepfromcrying.

  Thewomeninthecourtroomweresobbing.

  Thepresidentaskedher:

  \"Wheredidyouburytheotherone?\"

  \"Theonethatyouhave?\"sheasked.

  \"Why,thisone——thisonewasintheartichokes.\"

  \"Oh,thentheotheroneisamongthestrawberries,bythewell.\"

  Andshebegantosobsopiteouslythatnoonecouldhearherunmoved.

  ThegirlRosaliePrudentwasacquitted.

  REGRET

  MonsieurSaval,whowascalledinMantes\"FatherSaval,\"hadjustrisenfrombed.Hewasweeping.Itwasadullautumnday;theleaveswerefalling.Theyfellslowlyintherain,likeaheavierandslowerrain.

  M.Savalwasnotingoodspirits.Hewalkedfromthefireplacetothewindow,andfromthewindowtothefireplace.Lifehasitssombredays.

  Itwouldnolongerhaveanybutsombredaysforhim,forhehadreachedtheageofsixty—two.Heisalone,anoldbachelor,withnobodyabouthim.Howsaditistodiealone,allalone,withoutanyonewhoisdevotedtoyou!

  Heponderedoverhislife,sobarren,soempty.Herecalledformerdays,thedaysofhischildhood,thehome,thehouseofhisparents;hiscollegedays,hisfollies;thetimehestudiedlawinParis,hisfather’sillness,hisdeath.Hethenreturnedtolivewithhismother.Theylivedtogetherveryquietly,anddesirednothingmore.Atlastthemotherdied.Howsadlifeis!Helivedalonesincethen,andnow,inhisturn,he,too,willsoonbedead.Hewilldisappear,andthatwillbetheend.TherewillbenomoreofPaulSavalupontheearth.Whatafrightfulthing!Otherpeoplewilllove,willlaugh.Yes,peoplewillgoonamusingthemselves,andhewillnolongerexist!Isitnotstrangethatpeoplecanlaugh,amusethemselves,bejoyfulunderthateternalcertaintyofdeath?Ifthisdeathwereonlyprobable,onecouldthenhavehope;butno,itisinevitable,asinevitableasthatnightfollowstheday.

  If,however,hislifehadbeenfull!Ifhehaddonesomething;ifhehadhadadventures,greatpleasures,success,satisfactionofsomekindoranother.Butno,nothing.Hehaddonenothing,nothingbutrisefrombed,eat,atthesamehours,andgotobedagain.Andhehadgoneonlikethattotheageofsixty—twoyears.Hehadnoteventakenuntohimselfawife,asothermendo.Why?Yes,whywasitthathehadnotmarried?Hemighthavedoneso,forhepossessedconsiderablemeans.

  Hadhelackedanopportunity?Perhaps!Butonecancreateopportunities.Hewasindifferent;thatwasall.Indifferencehadbeenhisgreatestdrawback,hisdefect,hisvice.Howmanymenwrecktheirlivesthroughindifference!Itissodifficultforsomenaturestogetoutofbed,tomoveabout,totakelongwalks,tospeak,tostudyanyquestion.

  Hehadnotevenbeenloved.Nowomanhadreposedonhisbosom,inacompleteabandonoflove.Heknewnothingofthedeliciousanguishofexpectation,thedivinevibrationofahandinyours,oftheecstasyoftriumphantpassion.

  Whatsuperhumanhappinessmustoverflowyourheart,whenlipsencounterlipsforthefirsttime,whenthegraspoffourarmsmakesonebeingofyou,abeingunutterablyhappy,twobeingsinfatuatedwithoneanother.

  M.Savalwassittingbeforethefire,hisfeetonthefender,inhisdressinggown.Assuredlyhislifehadbeenspoiled,completelyspoiled.

  Hehad,however,loved.Hehadlovedsecretly,sadly,andindifferently,inamannercharacteristicofhimineverything.Yes,hehadlovedhisoldfriend,MadameSandres,thewifeofhisoldcompanion,Sandres.

  Ah!ifhehadknownherasayounggirl!Buthehadmethertoolate;

  shewasalreadymarried.Unquestionably,hewouldhaveaskedherhand!

  Howhehadlovedher,nevertheless,withoutrespite,sincethefirstdayheseteyesonher!

  Herecalledhisemotioneverytimehesawher,hisgriefonleavingher,themanynightsthathecouldnotsleep,becausehewasthinkingofher.

  Onrisinginthemorninghewassomewhatmorerationalthanonthepreviousevening.

  Why?

  Howprettyshewasformerly,sodainty,withfaircurlyhair,andalwayslaughing.Sandreswasnotthemansheshouldhavechosen.Shewasnowfifty—twoyearsofage.Sheseemedhappy.Ah!ifshehadonlylovedhimindaysgoneby;yes,ifshehadonlylovedhim!Andwhyshouldshenothavelovedhim,he,Saval,seeingthathelovedhersomuch,yes,she,MadameSandres!

  Ifonlyshecouldhaveguessed.Hadshenotguessedanything,seenanything,comprehendedanything?Whatwouldshehavethought?Ifhehadspoken,whatwouldshehaveanswered?

  AndSavalaskedhimselfathousandotherthings.Hereviewedhiswholelife,seekingtorecallamultitudeofdetails.

  HerecalledallthelongeveningsspentatthehouseofSandres,whenthelatter’swifewasyoung,andsocharming.

  Herecalledmanythingsthatshehadsaidtohim,theintonationsofhervoice,thelittlesignificantsmilesthatmeantsomuch.

  Herecalledtheirwalks,thethreeofthemtogether,alongthebanksoftheSeine,theirluncheononthegrassonSundays,forSandreswasemployedatthesub—prefecture.Andallatoncethedistinctrecollectioncametohimofanafternoonspentwithherinalittlewoodonthebanksoftheriver.

  Theyhadsetoutinthemorning,carryingtheirprovisionsinbaskets.

  Itwasabrightspringmorning,oneofthosedayswhichintoxicateone.

  Everythingsmellsfresh,everythingseemshappy.Thevoicesofthebirdssoundmorejoyous,and—theyflymoreswiftly.Theyhadluncheononthegrass,underthewillowtrees,quiteclosetothewater,whichglitteredinthesun’srays.Theairwasbalmy,chargedwiththeodorsoffreshvegetation;theydrankitinwithdelight.Howpleasanteverythingwasonthatday!

  Afterlunch,Sandreswenttosleeponthebroadofhisback.\"Thebestnaphehadinhislife,\"saidhe,whenhewokeup.

  MadameSandreshadtakenthearmofSaval,andtheystartedtowalkalongtheriverbank.

  Sheleanedtenderlyonhisarm.Shelaughedandsaidtohim:\"Iamintoxicated,myfriend,Iamquiteintoxicated.\"Helookedather,hisheartgoingpit—a—pat.Hefelthimselfgrowpale,fearfulthathemighthavelookedtooboldlyather,andthatthetremblingofhishandhadrevealedhispassion.

  Shehadmadeawreathofwildflowersandwater—lilies,andsheaskedhim:\"DoIlookprettylikethat?\"

  Ashedidnotanswer——forhecouldfindnothingtosay,hewouldhavelikedtogodownonhisknees——sheburstoutlaughing,asortofannoyed,displeasedlaugh,asshesaid:\"Greatgoose,whatailsyou?Youmightatleastsaysomething.\"

  Hefeltlikecrying,butcouldnotevenyetfindawordtosay.

  Allthesethingscamebacktohimnow,asvividlyasonthedaywhentheytookplace.Whyhadshesaidthistohim,\"Greatgoose,whatailsyou?

  Youmightatleastsaysomething!\"

  Andherecalledhowtenderlyshehadleanedonhisarm.Andinpassingunderashadytreehehadfeltherearbrushinghischeek,andhehadmovedhisheadabruptly,lestsheshouldsupposehewastoofamiliar.

  Whenhehadsaidtoher:\"Isitnottimetoreturn?\"shedartedasingularlookathim.\"Certainly,\"shesaid,\"certainly,\"regardinghimatthesametimeinacuriousmanner.Hehadnotthoughtofitatthetime,butnowthewholethingappearedtohimquiteplain.

  \"Justasyoulike,myfriend.Ifyouaretiredletusgoback.\"

  Andhehadanswered:\"Iamnotfatigued;butSandresmaybeawakenow.\"

  Andshehadsaid:\"Ifyouareafraidofmyhusband’sbeingawake,thatisanotherthing.Letusreturn.\"

  Ontheirwaybacksheremainedsilent,andleanednolongeronhisarm.

  Why?

  Atthattimeithadneveroccurredtohim,toaskhimself\"why.\"Nowheseemedtoapprehendsomethingthathehadnotthenunderstood.

  Couldit?

  M.Savalfelthimselfblush,andhegotupatabound,asifhewerethirtyyearsyoungerandhadheardMadameSandressay,\"Iloveyou.\"

  Wasitpossible?Thatideawhichhadjustenteredhismindtorturedhim.

  Wasitpossiblethathehadnotseen,hadnotguessed?

  Oh!ifthatweretrue,ifhehadletthisopportunityofhappinesspasswithouttakingadvantageofit!

  Hesaidtohimself:\"Imustknow.Icannotremaininthisstateofdoubt.Imustknow!\"Hethought:\"Iamsixty—twoyearsofage,sheisfifty—eight;Imayaskherthatnowwithoutgivingoffense.\"

  Hestartedout.

  TheSandres’housewassituatedontheothersideofthestreet,almostdirectlyoppositehisown.Hewentacrossandknockedatthedoor,andalittleservantopenedit.

  \"Youhereatthishour,Saval!Hassomeaccidenthappenedtoyou?\"

  \"No,mygirl,\"hereplied;\"butgoandtellyourmistressthatIwanttospeaktoheratonce.\"

  \"Thefactismadameispreservingpearsforthewinter,andsheisinthepreservingroom.Sheisnotdressed,youunderstand.\"

  \"Yes,butgoandtellherthatIwishtoseeheronaveryimportantmatter.\"

  Thelittleservantwentaway,andSavalbegantowalk,withlong,nervousstrides,upanddownthedrawing—room.Hedidnotfeelintheleastembarrassed,however.Oh!hewasmerelygoingtoaskhersomething,ashewouldhaveaskedheraboutsomecookingrecipe.Hewassixty—twoyearsofage!

  Thedooropenedandmadameappeared.Shewasnowalargewoman,fatandround,withfullcheeksandasonorouslaugh.Shewalkedwithherarmsawayfromhersidesandhersleevestuckedup,herbarearmsallcoveredwithfruitjuice.Sheaskedanxiously:

  \"Whatisthematterwithyou,myfriend?Youarenotill,areyou?\"

  \"No,mydearfriend;butIwishtoaskyouonething,whichtomeisofthefirstimportance,somethingwhichistorturingmyheart,andIwantyoutopromisethatyouwillanswermefrankly.\"

  Shelaughed,\"Iamalwaysfrank.Sayon.\"

  \"Well,then.IhavelovedyoufromthefirstdayIeversawyou.Canyouhaveanydoubtofthis?\"

  Sheresponded,laughing,withsomethingofherformertoneofvoice.

  \"Greatgoose!whatailsyou?Iknewitfromtheveryfirstday!\"

  Savalbegantotremble.Hestammeredout:\"Youknewit?Then\"

  Hestopped.

  Sheasked:

  \"Then?

  Heanswered:

  \"Then——whatdidyouthink?What——what——whatwouldyouhaveanswered?\"

  Shebrokeintoapealoflaughter.Someofthejuiceranoffthetipsofherfingersontothecarpet.

  \"What?\"

  \"I?Why,youdidnotaskmeanything.Itwasnotformetodeclaremyself!\"

  Hethenadvancedasteptowardher.

  \"Tellme——tellmeYourememberthedaywhenSandreswenttosleeponthegrassafterlunchwhenwehadwalkedtogetherasfarasthebendoftheriver,below\"

  Hewaited,expectantly.Shehadceasedtolaugh,andlookedathim,straightintheeyes.

  \"Yes,certainly,Irememberit.\"

  Heanswered,tremblingallover:

  \"Well——thatday——ifIhadbeen——ifIhadbeen——venturesome——whatwouldyouhavedone?\"

  Shebegantolaughasonlyahappywomancanlaugh,whohasnothingtoregret,andrespondedfrankly,inaclearvoicetingedwithirony:

  \"Iwouldhaveyielded,myfriend.\"

  Shethenturnedonherheelsandwentbacktoherjam—making.

  Savalrushedintothestreet,castdown,asthoughhehadmetwithsomedisaster.Hewalkedwithgiantstridesthroughtherain,straighton,untilhereachedtheriverbank,withoutthinkingwherehewasgoing.

  Hethenturnedtotherightandfollowedtheriver.Hewalkedalongtime,asifurgedonbysomeinstinct.Hisclotheswererunningwithwater,hishatwasoutofshape,assoftasarag,anddrippinglikearoof.Hewalkedon,straightinfrontofhim.Atlast,hecametotheplacewheretheyhadlunchedonthatdaysolongago,therecollectionofwhichtorturedhisheart.Hesatdownundertheleaflesstrees,andwept.

  ASISTER’SCONFESSION

  MargueritedeTherelleswasdying.Althoughshewas—onlyfifty—sixyearsoldshelookedatleastseventy—five.Shegaspedforbreath,herfacewhiterthanthesheets,andhadspasmsofviolentshivering,withherfaceconvulsedandhereyeshaggardasthoughshesawafrightfulvision.

  Hereldersister,Suzanne,sixyearsolderthanherself,wassobbingonherkneesbesidethebed.Asmalltableclosetothedyingwoman’scouchbore,onawhitecloth,twolightedcandles,forthepriestwasexpectedatanymomenttoadministerextremeunctionandthelastcommunion.

  Theapartmentworethatmelancholyaspectcommontodeathchambers;alookofdespairingfarewell.Medicinebottleslitteredthefurniture;

  linenlayinthecornersintowhichithadbeenkickedorswept.Theverychairslooked,intheirdisarray,asiftheywereterrifiedandhadruninalldirections.Death——terribleDeath——wasintheroom,hidden,awaitinghisprey.

  Thishistoryofthetwosisterswasanaffectingone.Itwasspokenoffarandwide;ithaddrawntearsfrommanyeyes.

  Suzanne,theelder,hadoncebeenpassionatelylovedbyayoungman,whoseaffectionshereturned.Theywereengagedtobemarried,andtheweddingdaywasathand,whenHenrydeSampierresuddenlydied.

  Theyounggirl’sdespairwasterrible,andshetookanoathnevertomarry.Shefaithfullykepthervowandadoptedwidow’sweedsfortheremainderofherlife.

  Butonemorninghersister,herlittlesisterMarguerite,thenonlytwelveyearsold,threwherselfintoSuzanne’sarms,sobbing:\"Sister,I

  don’twantyoutobeunhappy.Idon’twantyoutomournallyourlife.

  I’llneverleaveyou——never,never,never!Ishallnevermarry,either.

  I’llstaywithyoualways——always!\"

  Suzannekissedher,touchedbythechild’sdevotion,thoughnotputtinganyfaithinherpromise.

  Butthelittleonekeptherword,and,despiteherparents’

  remonstrances,despitehereldersister’sprayers,nevermarried.

  Shewasremarkablyprettyandrefusedmanyoffers.Sheneverlefthersister.

  Theyspenttheirwholelifetogether,withoutasingleday’sseparation.

  Theywenteverywheretogetherandwereinseparable.ButMargueritewaspensive,melancholy,sadderthanhersister,asifhersublimesacrificehadunderminedherspirits.Shegrewoldermorequickly;herhairwaswhiteatthirty;andshewasoftenill,apparentlystrickenwithsomeunknown,wastingmalady.

  Andnowshewouldbethefirsttodie.

  Shehadnotspokenfortwenty—fourhours,excepttowhisperatdaybreak:

  \"Sendatonceforthepriest.\"

  Andshehadsinceremainedlyingonherback,convulsedwithagony,herlipsmovingasifunabletoutterthedreadfulwordsthatroseinherheart,herfaceexpressiveofaterrordistressingtowitness.

  Suzanne,distractedwithgrief,herbrowpressedagainstthebed,weptbitterly,repeatingoverandoveragainthewords:

  \"Margot,mypoorMargot,mylittleone!\"

  Shehadalwayscalledher\"mylittleone,\"whileMarguerite’snamefortheelderwasinvariably\"sister.\"

  Afootstepsoundedonthestairs.Thedooropened.Anacolyteappeared,followedbytheagedpriestinhissurplice.Assoonasshesawhimthedyingwomansatupsuddenlyinbed,openedherlips,stammeredafewwordsandbegantoscratchthebed—clothes,asifshewouldhavemadeholeinthem.

  FatherSimonapproached,tookherhand,kissedherontheforeheadandsaidinagentlevoice:

  \"MayGodpardonyoursins,mydaughter.Beofgoodcourage.Nowisthemomenttoconfessthem——speak!\"

  ThenMarguerite,shudderingfromheadtofoot,sothattheverybedshookwithhernervousmovements,gasped:

  \"Sitdown,sister,andlisten.\"

  TheprieststoopedtowardtheprostrateSuzanne,raisedhertoherfeet,placedherinachair,and,takingahandofeachofthesisters,pronounced:

  \"LordGod!Sendthemstrength!ShedThymercyuponthem.\"

  AndMargueritebegantospeak.Thewordsissuedfromherlipsonebyone——hoarse,jerky,tremulous.

  \"Pardon,pardon,sister!pardonme!Oh,ifonlyyouknewhowIhavedreadedthismomentallmylife!\"

  Suzannefalteredthroughhertears:

  \"ButwhathaveItopardon,littleone?Youhavegivenmeeverything,sacrificedalltome.Youareanangel.\"

  ButMargueriteinterruptedher:

  \"Besilent,besilent!Letmespeak!Don’tstopme!Itisterrible.

  Letmetellall,totheveryend,withoutinterruption.Listen.Youremember——youremember——Henry——\"

  Suzannetrembledandlookedathersister.Theyoungeronewenton:

  \"Inordertounderstandyoumustheareverything.Iwastwelveyearsold——onlytwelve——youremember,don’tyou?AndIwasspoilt;IdidjustasIpleased.Yourememberhoweverybodyspoiltme?Listen.Thefirsttimehecamehehadonhisridingboots;hedismounted,sayingthathehadamessageforfather.Youremember,don’tyou?Don’tspeak.

  Listen.WhenIsawhimIwasstruckwithadmiration.Ithoughthimsohandsome,andIstayedinacornerofthedrawing—roomallthetimehewastalking.Childrenarestrange——andterrible.Yes,indeed,Idreamtofhim.

  \"Hecameagain——manytimes.Ilookedathimwithallmyeyes,allmyheart.Iwaslargeformyageandmuchmoreprecociousthan——anyonesuspected.Hecameoften.Ithoughtonlyofhim.Ioftenwhisperedtomyself:

  \"’Henry—HenrydeSampierre!’

  \"ThenIwastoldthathewasgoingtomarryyou.Thatwasablow!Oh,sister,aterribleblow——terrible!Iweptallthroughthreesleeplessnights.

  Hecameeveryafternoonafterlunch.Youremember,don’tyou?Don’tanswer.Listen.Youusedtomakecakesthathewasveryfondof——withflour,butterandmilk.Oh,Iknowhowtomakethem.Icouldmakethemstill,ifnecessary.Hewouldswallowthematonemouthfulandwashthemdownwithaglassofwine,saying:’Delicious!’Doyourememberthewayhesaidit?

  \"Iwasjealous——jealous!Yourweddingdaywasdrawingnear.Itwasonlyafortnightdistant.Iwasdistracted.Isaidtomyself:’HeshallnotmarrySuzanne——no,heshallnot!HeshallmarrymewhenIamoldenough!

  Ishallneverloveanyonehalfsomuch.’Butoneevening,tendaysbeforethewedding,youwentforastrollwithhiminthemoonlightbeforethehouse——andyonder——underthepinetree,thebigpinetree——hekissedyou——kissedyou——andheldyouinhisarmssolong——solong!Youremember,don’tyou?Itwasprobablythefirsttime.Youweresopalewhenyoucarnebacktothedrawing—room!

  \"Isawyou.Iwasthereintheshrubbery.Iwasmadwithrage!IwouldhavekilledyoubothifIcould!

  \"Isaidtomyself:’HeshallnevermarrySuzanne——never!Heshallmarrynoone!Icouldnotbearit.’AndallatonceIbegantohatehimintensely.

  \"ThendoyouknowwhatIdid?Listen.Ihadseenthegardenerpreparepelletsforkillingstraydogs.Hewouldcrushabottleintosmallpieceswithastoneandputthegroundglassintoaballofmeat.

  \"Istoleasmallmedicinebottlefrommother’sroom.Igrounditfinewithahammerandhidtheglassinmypocket.Itwasaglisteningpowder.Thenextday,whenyouhadmadeyourlittlecakes;Iopenedthemwithaknifeandinsertedtheglass.Heatethree.Iateonemyself.I

  threwthesixothersintothepond.Thetwoswansdiedthreedayslater.

  Youremember?Oh,don’tspeak!Listen,listen.I,Ialonedidnotdie.

  ButIhavealwaysbeenill.Listen——hedied——youknow——listen——thatwasnottheworst.Itwasafterward,later——always——themostterrible——

  listen.

  \"Mylife,allmylife——suchtorture!Isaidtomyself:’Iwillneverleavemysister.AndonmydeathbedIwilltellherall.’AndnowI

  havetold.AndIhavealwaysthoughtofthismoment——themomentwhenallwouldbetold.Nowithascome.Itisterrible——oh!——sister——

  \"Ihavealwaysthought,morningandevening,dayandnight:’Ishallhavetotellhersomeday!’Iwaited.Thehorrorofit!Itisdone.Saynothing.NowIamafraid——Iamafraid!Oh!SupposingIshouldseehimagain,byandby,whenIamdead!Seehimagain!Onlytothinkofit!

  Idarenot——yetImust.Iamgoingtodie.Iwantyoutoforgiveme.

  Iinsistonit.Icannotmeethimwithoutyourforgiveness.Oh,tellhertoforgiveme,Father!Tellher.Iimploreyou!Icannotdiewithoutit.\"

  Shewassilentandlayback,gaspingforbreath,stillpluckingatthesheetswithherfingers.

  Suzannehadhiddenherfaceinherhandsanddidnotmove.Shewasthinkingofhimwhomshehadlovedsolong.Whatalifeofhappinesstheymighthavehadtogether!Shesawhimagaininthedimanddistantpast—thatpastforeverlost.Beloveddead!howthethoughtofthemrendstheheart!Oh!thatkiss,hisonlykiss!Shehadretainedthememoryofitinhersoul.And,afterthat,nothing,nothingmorethroughoutherwholeexistence!

  Thepriestrosesuddenlyandinafirm,compellingvoicesaid:

  \"MademoiselleSuzanne,yoursisterisdying!\"

  ThenSuzanne,raisinghertear—stainedface,putherarmsroundhersister,andkissingherfervently,exclaimed:

  \"Iforgiveyou,Iforgiveyou,littleone!\"

  COCO

  ThroughoutthewholecountrysidetheLucasfarn,wasknownas\"theManor.\"Nooneknewwhy.Thepeasantsdoubtlessattachedtothisword,\"Manor,\"ameaningofwealthandofsplendor,forthisfarmwasundoubtedlythelargest,richestandthebestmanagedinthewholeneighborhood.

  Theimmensecourt,surroundedbyfiverowsofmagnificenttrees,whichshelteredthedelicateappletreesfromtheharshwindoftheplain,inclosedinitsconfineslongbrickbuildingsusedforstoringfodderandgrain,beautifulstablesbuiltofhardstoneandmadetoaccommodatethirtyhorses,andaredbrickresidencewhichlookedlikealittlechateau.

  Thanksforthegoodcaretaken,themanureheapswereaslittleoffensiveassuchthingscanbe;thewatch—dogslivedinkennels,andcountlesspoultryparadedthroughthetallgrass.

  Everyday,atnoon,fifteenpersons,masters,farmhandsandthewomenfolks,seatedthemselvesaroundthelongkitchentablewherethesoupwasbroughtinsteaminginalarge,blue—floweredbowl.

  Thebeasts—horses,cows,pigsandsheep—werefat,wellfedandclean.

  MaitreLucas,atallmanwhowasgettingstout,wouldgoroundthreetimesaday,overseeingeverythingandthinkingofeverything.

  Averyoldwhitehorse,whichthemistresswishedtokeepuntilitsnaturaldeath,becauseshehadbroughtitupandhadalwaysusedit,andalsobecauseitrecalledmanyhappymemories,washoused,throughsheerkindnessofheart,attheendofthestable.

  Ayoungscampaboutfifteenyearsold,IsidoreDuvalbyname,andcalled,forconvenience,Zidore,tookcareofthispensioner,gavehimhismeasureofoatsandfodderinwinter,andinsummerwassupposedtochangehispasturingplacefourtimesaday,sothathemighthaveplentyoffreshgrass.

  Theanimal,almostcrippled,liftedwithdifficultyhislegs,largeatthekneesandswollenabovethehoofs.Hiscoat,whichwasnolongercurried,lookedlikewhitehair,andhislongeyelashesgavetohiseyesasadexpression.

  WhenZidoretooktheanimaltopasture,hehadtopullontheropewithallhismight,becauseitwalkedsoslowly;andtheyouth,bentoverandoutofbreath,wouldswearatit,exasperatedathavingtocareforthisoldnag.

  Thefarmhands,noticingtheyoungrascal’sangeragainstCoco,wereamusedandwouldcontinuallytalkofthehorsetoZidore,inordertoexasperatehim.Hiscomradeswouldmakesportwithhim.InthevillagehewascalledCoco—Zidore.

  Theboywouldfume,feelinganunholydesiretorevengehimselfonthehorse.Hewasathin,long—legged,dirtychild,withthick,coarse,bristlyredhair.Heseemedonlyhalf—witted,andstutteredasthoughideaswereunabletoforminhisthick,brute—likemind.

  ForalongtimehehadbeenunabletounderstandwhyCocoshouldbekept,indignantatseeingthingswastedonthisuselessbeast.Sincethehorsecouldnolongerwork,itseemedtohimunjustthatheshouldbefed;

  herevoltedattheideaofwastingoats,oatswhichweresoexpensive,onthisparalyzedoldplug.Andoften,inspiteoftheordersofMaitreLucas,hewouldeconomizeonthenag’sfood,onlygivinghimhalfmeasure.Hatredgrewinhisconfused,childlikemind,thehatredofastingy,mean,fierce,brutalandcowardlypeasant.

  Whensummercamehehadtomovetheanimalaboutinthepasture.Itwassomedistanceaway.Therascal,angriereverymorning,wouldstart,withhisdraggingstep,acrossthewheatfields.Themenworkinginthefieldswouldshouttohim,jokingly:

  \"Hey,Zidore,remembermetoCoco.\"

  Hewouldnotanswer;butonthewayhewouldbreakoffaswitch,and,assoonashehadmovedtheoldhorse,hewouldletitbegingrazing;then,treacherouslysneakingupbehindit,hewouldslashitslegs.Theanimalwouldtrytoescape,tokick,togetawayfromtheblows,andrunaroundinacircleaboutitsrope,asthoughithadbeeninclosedinacircusring.Andtheboywouldslashawayfuriously,runningalongbehind,histeethclenchedinanger.

  Thenhewouldgoawayslowly,withoutturninground,whilethehorsewatchedhimdisappear,hisribsstickingout,pantingasaresultofhisunusualexertions.Notuntiltheblueblouseoftheyoungpeasantwasoutofsightwouldhelowerhisthinwhiteheadtothegrass.

  Asthenightswerenowwarm,Cocowasallowedtosleepoutofdoors,inthefieldbehindthelittlewood.Zidorealonewenttoseehim.

  Theboythrewstonesathimtoamusehimself.Hewouldsitdownonanembankmentabouttenfeetawayandwouldstaythereabouthalfanhour,fromtimetotimethrowingasharpstoneattheoldhorse,whichremainedstandingtiedbeforehisenemy,watchinghimcontinuallyandnotdaringtoeatbeforehewasgone.

  Thisonethoughtpersistedinthemindoftheyoungscamp:\"Whyfeedthishorse,whichisnolongergoodforanything?\"Itseemedtohimthatthisoldnagwasstealingthefoodoftheothers,thegoodsofmanandGod,thathewasevenrobbinghim,Zidore,whowasworking.

  Then,littlebylittle,eachday,theboybegantoshortenthelengthofropewhichallowedthehorsetograze.

  Thehungryanimalwasgrowingthinner,andstarving.Toofeebletobreakhisbonds,hewouldstretchhisheadouttowardthetall,green,temptinggrass,sonearthathecouldsmell,andyetsofarthathecouldnottouchit.

  ButonemorningZidorehadanidea:itwas,nottomoveCocoanymore.

  Hewastiredofwalkingsofarforthatoldskeleton.Hecame,however,inordertoenjoyhisvengeance.Thebeastwatchedhimanxiously.Hedidnotbeathimthatday.Hewalkedaroundhimwithhishandsinhispockets.Heevenpretendedtochangehisplace,buthesankthestakeinexactlythesamehole,andwentawayoverjoyedwithhisinvention.

  Thehorse,seeinghimleave,neighedtocallhimback;buttherascalbegantorun,leavinghimalone,entirelyaloneinhisfield,welltieddownandwithoutabladeofgrasswithinreach.

  Starving,hetriedtoreachthegrasswhichhecouldtouchwiththeendofhisnose.Hegotonhisknees,stretchingouthisneckandhislong,droolinglips.Allinvain.Theoldanimalspentthewholedayinuseless,terribleefforts.Thesightofallthatgreenfood,whichstretchedoutonallsidesofhim,servedtoincreasethegnawingpangsofhunger.

  Thescampdidnotreturnthatday.Hewanderedthroughthewoodsinsearchofnests.

  Thenextdayheappeareduponthesceneagain.Coco,exhausted,hadlaindown.Whenhesawtheboy,hegotup,expectingatlasttohavehisplacechanged.

  Butthelittlepeasantdidnoteventouchthemallet,whichwaslyingontheground.Hecamenearer,lookedattheanimal,threwathisheadaclumpofearthwhichflattenedoutagainstthewhitehair,andhestartedoffagain,whistling.

  Thehorseremainedstandingaslongashecouldseehim;then,knowingthathisattemptstoreachthenear—bygrasswouldbehopeless,heoncemorelaydownonhissideandclosedhiseyes.

  ThefollowingdayZidoredidnotcome.

  Whenhedidcomeatlast,hefoundCocostillstretchedout;hesawthathewasdead.

  Thenheremainedstanding,lookingathim,pleasedwithwhathehaddone,surprisedthatitshouldalreadybeallover.Hetouchedhimwithhisfoot,liftedoneofhislegsandthenletitdrop,satonhimandremainedthere,hiseyesfixedonthegrass,thinkingofnothing.Hereturnedtothefarm,butdidnotmentiontheaccident,becausehewishedtowanderaboutatthehourswhenheusedtochangethehorse’spasture.

  Hewenttoseehimthenextday.Athisapproachsomecrowsflewaway.

  Countlessflieswerewalkingoverthebodyandwerebuzzingaroundit.

  Whenhereturnedhome,heannouncedtheevent.Theanimalwassooldthatnobodywassurprised.Themastersaidtotwoofthemen:

  \"Takeyourshovelsanddigaholerightwhereheis.\"

  Themenburiedthehorseattheplacewherehehaddiedofhunger.

  Andthegrassgrewthick,greenandvigorous,fedbythepoorbody.

  DEADWOMAN’SSECRET

  Thewomanhaddiedwithoutpain,quietly,asawomanshouldwhoselifehadbeenblameless.Nowshewasrestinginherbed,lyingonherback,hereyesclosed,herfeaturescalm,herlongwhitehaircarefullyarrangedasthoughshehaddoneituptenminutesbeforedying.Thewholepalecountenanceofthedeadwomanwassocollected,socalm,soresignedthatonecouldfeelwhatasweetsoulhadlivedinthatbody,whataquietexistencethisoldsoulhadled,howeasyandpurethedeathofthisparenthadbeen.

  Kneelingbesidethebed,herson,amagistratewithinflexibleprinciples,andherdaughter,Marguerite,knownasSisterEulalie,wereweepingasthoughtheirheartswouldbreak.Shehad,fromchildhoodup,armedthemwithastrictmoralcode,teachingthemreligion,withoutweakness,andduty,withoutcompromise.He,theman,hadbecomeajudgeandhandledthelawasaweaponwithwhichhesmotetheweakoneswithoutpity.She,thegirl,influencedbythevirtuewhichhadbathedherinthisausterefamily,hadbecomethebrideoftheChurchthroughherloathingforman.

  Theyhadhardlyknowntheirfather,knowingonlythathehadmadetheirmothermostunhappy,withoutbeingtoldanyotherdetails.

  Thenunwaswildly—kissingthedeadwoman’shand,anivoryhandaswhiteasthelargecrucifixlyingacrossthebed.Ontheothersideofthelongbodytheotherhandseemedstilltobeholdingthesheetinthedeathgrasp;andthesheethadpreservedthelittlecreasesasamemoryofthoselastmovementswhichprecedeeternalimmobility.

  Afewlighttapsonthedoorcausedthetwosobbingheadstolookup,andthepriest,whohadjustcomefromdinner,returned.Hewasredandoutofbreathfromhisinterrupteddigestion,forhehadmadehimselfastrongmixtureofcoffeeandbrandyinordertocombatthefatigueofthelastfewnightsandofthewakewhichwasbeginning.

  Helookedsad,withthatassumedsadnessofthepriestforwhomdeathisabreadwinner.Hecrossedhimselfandapproachingwithhisprofessionalgesture:\"Well,mypoorchildren!Ihavecometohelpyoupasstheselastsadhours.\"ButSisterEulaliesuddenlyarose.\"Thankyou,\"father,butmybrotherandIprefertoremainalonewithher.Thisisourlastchancetoseeher,andwewishtobetogether,allthreeofus,aswe——we——usedtobewhenweweresmallandourpoormo——mother————\"

  Griefandtearsstoppedher;shecouldnotcontinue.

  Oncemoreserene,thepriestbowed,thinkingofhisbed.\"Asyouwish,mychildren.\"Hekneeled,crossedhimself,prayed,aroseandwentoutquietly,murmuring:\"Shewasasaint!\"

  Theyremainedalone,thedeadwomanandherchildren.Thetickingoftheclock,hiddenintheshadow,couldbehearddistinctly,andthroughtheopenwindowdriftedinthesweetsmellofhayandofwoods,togetherwiththesoftmoonlight.Noothernoisecouldbeheardoverthelandexcepttheoccasionalcroakingofthefrogorthechirpingofsomebelatedinsect.Aninfinitepeace,adivinemelancholy,asilentserenitysurroundedthisdeadwoman,seemedtobebreathedoutfromherandtoappeasenatureitself.

  Thenthejudge,stillkneeling,hisheadburiedinthebedclothes,criedinavoicealteredbygriefanddeadenedbythesheetsandblankets:

  \"Mamma,mamma,mamma!\"Andhissister,franticallystrikingherforeheadagainstthewoodwork,convulsed,twitchingandtremblingasinanepilepticfit,moaned:\"Jesus,Jesus,mamma,Jesus!\"Andbothofthem,shakenbyastormofgrief,gaspedandchoked.

  Thecrisisslowlycalmeddownandtheybegantoweepquietly,justasontheseawhenacalmfollowsasquall.

  Aratherlongtimepassedandtheyaroseandlookedattheirdead.

  Andthememories,thosedistantmemories,yesterdaysodear,to—daysotorturing,cametotheirmindswithallthelittleforgottendetails,thoselittleintimatefamiliardetailswhichbringbacktolifetheonewhohasleft.Theyrecalledtoeachothercircumstances,words,smiles,intonationsofthemotherwhowasnolongertospeaktothem.Theysawheragainhappyandcalm.Theyrememberedthingswhichshehadsaid,andalittlemotionofthehand,likebeatingtime,whichsheoftenusedwhenemphasizingsomethingimportant.

  Andtheylovedherastheyneverhadlovedherbefore.Theymeasuredthedepthoftheirgrief,andthustheydiscoveredhowlonelytheywouldfindthemselves.

  Itwastheirprop,theirguide,theirwholeyouth,allthebestpartoftheirliveswhichwasdisappearing.Itwastheirbondwithlife,theirmother,theirmamma,theconnectinglinkwiththeirforefatherswhichtheywouldthenceforthmiss.Theynowbecamesolitary,lonelybeings;

  theycouldnolongerlookback.

  Thenunsaidtoherbrother:\"Yourememberhowmammausedalwaystoreadheroldletters;theyareallthereinthatdrawer.Letus,inturn,readthem;letusliveherwholelifethroughtonightbesideher!Itwouldbelikearoadtothecross,likemakingtheacquaintanceofhermother,ofourgrandparents,whomweneverknew,butwhoselettersarethereandofwhomshesooftenspoke,doyouremember?\"

  Outofthedrawertheytookabouttenlittlepackagesofyellowpaper,tiedwithcareandarrangedonebesidetheother.Theythrewtheserelicsonthebedandchoseoneofthemonwhichtheword\"Father\"waswritten.Theyopenedandreadit.

  Itwasoneofthoseold—fashionedletterswhichonefindsinoldfamilydeskdrawers,thoseepistleswhichsmellofanothercentury.Thefirstonestarted:\"Mydear,\"anotherone:\"Mybeautifullittlegirl,\"others:

  \"Mydearchild,\"or:\"Mydear(laughter.\"Andsuddenlythenunbegantoreadaloud,toreadovertothedeadwomanherwholehistory,allhertendermemories.Thejudge,restinghiselbowonthebed,waslisteningwithhiseyesfastenedonhismother.Themotionlessbodyseemedhappy.

  SisterEulalie,interruptingherself,saidsuddenly:

  \"Theseoughttobeputinthegravewithher;theyoughttobeusedasashroudandsheoughttobeburiedinit.\"Shetookanotherpackage,onwhichnonamewaswritten.Shebegantoreadinafirmvoice:\"Myadoredone,Iloveyouwildly.SinceyesterdayIhavebeensufferingthetorturesofthedamned,hauntedbyourmemory.Ifeelyourlipsagainstmine,youreyesinmine,yourbreastagainstmine.Iloveyou,Iloveyou!Youhavedrivenmemad.Myarmsopen,Igasp,movedbyawilddesiretoholdyouagain.Mywholesoulandbodycriesoutforyou,wantsyou.Ihavekeptinmymouththetasteofyourkisses——\"

  Thejudgehadstraightenedhimselfup.Thenunstoppedreading.Hesnatchedtheletterfromherandlookedforthesignature.Therewasnone,butonlyunderthewords,\"Themanwhoadoresyou,\"thename\"Henry.\"Theirfather’snamewasRene.Thereforethiswasnotfromhim.

  Thesonthenquicklyrummagedthroughthepackageofletters,tookoneoutandread:\"Icannolongerlivewithoutyourcaresses.\"Standingerect,severeaswhensittingonthebench,helookedunmovedatthedeadwoman.Thenun,straightasastatue,tearstremblinginthecornersofhereyes,waswatchingherbrother,waiting.Thenhecrossedtheroomslowly,wenttothewindowandstoodthere,gazingoutintothedarknight.

  WhenheturnedaroundagainSisterEulalie,hereyesdrynow,wasstillstandingnearthebed,herheadbentdown.

  Hesteppedforward,quicklypickedupthelettersandthrewthempell—

  mellbackintothedrawer.Thenheclosedthecurtainsofthebed.

  Whendaylightmadethecandlesonthetableturnpalethesonslowlylefthisarmchair,andwithoutlookingagainatthemotheruponwhomhehadpassedsentence,severingthetiethatunitedhertosonanddaughter,hesaidslowly:\"Letusnowretire,sister.\"

  AHUMBLEDRAMA

  Meetingsthatareunexpectedconstitutethecharmoftraveling.WhohasnotexperiencedthejoyofsuddenlycomingacrossaParisian,acollegefriend,oraneighbor,fivehundredmilesfromhome?Whohasnotpassedanightawakeinoneofthosesmall,rattlingcountrystagecoaches,inregionswheresteamisstillathingunknown,besideastrangeyoungwoman,ofwhomonehascaughtonlyaglimpseinthedimlightofthelantern,assheenteredthecarriageinfrontofawhitehouseinsomesmallcountrytown?

  Andthenextmorning,whenone’sheadandearsfeelnumbwiththecontinuoustinklingofthebellsandtheloudrattlingofthewindows,whatacharmingsensationitistoseeyourprettyneighboropenhereyes,startled,glancearoundher,arrangeherrebellioushairwithherslenderfingers,adjustherhat,feelwithsurehandwhetherhercorsetisstillinplace,herwaiststraight,andherskirtnottoowrinkled.

  Sheglancesatyoucoldlyandcuriously.Thensheleansbackandnolongerseemsinterestedinanythingbutthecountry.

  Inspiteofyourself,youwatchher;andinspiteofyourselfyoukeeponthinkingofher.Whoisshe?Whencedoesshecome?Whereisshegoing?

  Inspiteofyourselfyouspinalittleromancearoundher.Sheispretty;sheseemscharming!HappyhewhoLifemightbedelightfulwithher.Whoknows?Sheisperhapsthewomanofourdreams,theonesuitedtoourdisposition,theoneforwhomourheartcalls.

  Andhowdeliciouseventhedisappointmentatseeinghergetoutatthegateofacountryhouse!Amanstandsthere,whoisawaitingher,withtwochildrenandtwomaids.Hetakesherinhisarmsandkissesasheliftsherout.Thenshestoopsoverthelittleones,whoholduptheirhandstoher;shekissesthemtenderly;andthentheyallgoawaytogether,downapath,whilethemaidscatchthepackageswhichthedriverthrowsdowntothemfromthecoach.

  Adieu!Itisallover.Youneverwillseeheragain!Adieutotheyoungwomanwhohaspassedthenightbyyourside.Youknowhernomore,youhavenotspokentoher;allthesame,youfeelalittlesadtoseehergo.Adieu!

  Ihavehadmanyofthesesouvenirsoftravel,somejoyousandsomesad.

  OnceIwasinAuvergne,trampingthroughthosedelightfulFrenchmountains,thatarenottoohigh,nottoosteep,butfriendlyandfamiliar.IhadclimbedtheSancy,andenteredalittleinn,nearapilgrim’schapelcalledNotre—DamedeVassiviere,whenIsawaqueer,ridiculous—lookingoldwomanbreakfastingaloneattheendtable.

  Shewasatleastseventyyearsold,tall,skinny,andangular,andherwhitehairwaspuffedaroundhertemplesintheold—fashionedstyle.

  ShewasdressedlikeatravelingEnglishwoman,inawkward,queerclothing,likeapersonwhoisindifferenttodress.Shewaseatinganomeletanddrinkingwater.

  Herfacewaspeculiar,withrestlesseyesandtheexpressionofonewithwhomfatehasdealtunkindly.Iwatchedher,inspiteofmyself,thinking:\"Whoisshe?Whatisthelifeofthiswoman?Whyisshewanderingalonethroughthesemountains?\"

  Shepaidandrosetoleave,drawingupoverhershouldersanastonishinglittleshawl,thetwoendsofwhichhungoverherarms.Fromacorneroftheroomshetookanalpenstock,whichwascoveredwithnamestracedwithahotiron;thenshewentout,straight,erect,withthelongstepsofaletter—carrierwhoissettingoutonhisroute.

  Aguidewaswaitingforheratthedoor,andbothwentaway.Iwatchedthemgodownthevalley,alongtheroadmarkedbyalineofhighwoodencrosses.Shewastallerthanhercompanion,andseemedtowalkfasterthanhe.

  TwohourslaterIwasclimbingtheedgeofthedeepfunnelthatinclosesLakePavininamarvelousandenormousbasinofverdure,fulloftrees,bushes,rocks,andflowers.Thislakeissoroundthatitseemsasiftheoutlinehadbeendrawnwithapairofcompasses,soclearandbluethatonemightdeemitafloodofazurecomedownfromthesky,socharmingthatonewouldliketoliveinabutonthewoodedslopewhichdominatesthiscrater,wherethecold,stillwaterissleeping.

  TheEnglishwomanwasstandingtherelikeastatue,gazinguponthetransparentsheetdowninthedeadvolcano.Shewasstraininghereyestopenetratebelowthesurfacedowntotheunknowndepths,wheremonstroustroutwhichhavedevouredalltheotherfisharesaidtolive.

  AsIwaspassingclosebyher,itseemedtomethattwobigtearswerebrimminghereyes.Butshedepartedatagreatpace,torejoinherguide,whohadstayedbehindinaninnatthefootofthepathleadingtothelake.

  Ididnotseeheragainthatday.

  Thenextday,atnightfall,IcametothechateauofMurol.Theoldfortress,anenormoustowerstandingonapeakinthemidstofalargevalley,wherethreevalleysintersect,rearsitsbrown,uneven,crackedsurfaceintothesky;itisround,fromitslargecircularbasetothecrumblingturretsonitspinnacles.

  Itastonishestheeyemorethananyotherruinbyitssimplemass,itsmajesty,itsgraveandimposingairofantiquity.Itstandsthere,alone,highasamountain,adeadqueen,butstillthequeenofthevalleysstretchedoutbeneathit.Yougoupbyaslopeplantedwithfirs,thenyouenteranarrowgate,andstopatthefootofthewalls,inthefirstinclosure,infullviewoftheentirecountry.

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