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  Then,asthebloodwasmakingapoolonthedeckoftheboat,oneofthesailorscried:\"Hewillbleedtodeath,wemustbindthevein.\"

  Sotheytookacord,athick,brown,tarrycord,andtwistingitaroundthearmabovethewound,tighteneditwithalltheirmight.Thebloodceasedtospurtbyslowdegrees,and,presently,stoppedaltogether.

  YoungJavelrose,hisarmhangingathisside.Hetookholdofitwiththeotherhand,raisedit,turneditover,shookit.Itwasallmashed,thebonesbroken,themusclesaloneholdingittogether.Helookedatitsadly,reflectively.Thenhesatdownonafoldedsailandhiscomradesadvisedhimtokeepwettingthearmconstantlytopreventitfrommortifying.

  Theyplacedapailofwaterbesidehim,andeveryfewminuteshedippedaglassintoitandbathedthefrightfulwound,lettingtheclearwatertrickleontoit.

  \"Youwouldbebetterinthecabin,\"saidhisbrother.Hewentdown,butcameupagaininanhour,notcaringtobealone.And,besides,hepreferredthefreshair.Hesatdownagainonhissailandbegantobathehisarm.

  Theymadeagoodhaul.Thebroadfishwiththeirwhitebellieslaybesidehim,quiveringinthethroesofdeath;helookedatthemashecontinuedtobathehiscrushedflesh.

  AstheywereabouttoreturntoBoulognethewindsprangupanew,andthelittleboatresumeditsmadcourse,boundingandtumblingabout,shakingupthepoorwoundedman.

  Nightcameon.Thesearanhighuntildawn.AsthesunrosetheEnglishcoastwasagainvisible,but,astheweatherhadabatedalittle,theyturnedbacktowardstheFrenchcoast,tackingastheywent.

  TowardseveningJavel,junior,calledhiscomradesandshowedthemsomeblackspots,allthehorribletokensofmortificationintheportionofthearmbelowthebrokenbones.

  Thesailorsexaminedit,givingtheiropinion.

  \"Thatmightbethe’Black,’\"thoughtone.

  \"Heshouldputsaltwateronit,\"saidanother.

  Theybroughtsomesaltwaterandpoureditonthewound.Theinjuredmanbecamelivid,groundhisteethandwrithedalittle,butdidnotexclaim.

  Then,assoonasthesmartinghadabated,hesaidtohisbrother:

  \"Givemeyourknife.\"

  Thebrotherhandedittohim.

  \"Holdmyarmup,quitestraight,andpullit.\"

  Theydidasheaskedthem.

  Thenhebegantocutoffhisarm.Hecutgently,carefully,severingalthetendonswiththisbladethatwassharpasarazor.And,presently,therewasonlyastumpleft.Hegaveadeepsighandsaid:

  \"Ithadtobedone.Itwasdonefor.\"

  Heseemedrelievedandbreathedloud.Hethenbeganagaintopourwateronthestumpofarmthatremained.

  Theseawasstillroughandtheycouldnotmaketheshore.

  Whenthedaybroke,Javel,junior,tooktheseveredportionofhisarmandexamineditforalongtime.Gangrenehadsetin.Hiscomradesalsoexamineditandhandeditfromonetotheother,feelingit,turningitover,andsniffingatit.

  \"Youmustthrowthatintotheseaatonce,\"saidhisbrother.

  ButJavel,junior,gotangry.

  \"Oh,no!Oh,no!Idon’twantto.Itbelongstome,doesitnot,asitismyarm?\"

  Andhetookandplaceditbetweenhisfeet.

  \"Itwillputrefy,justthesame,\"saidtheolderbrother.Thenanideacametotheinjuredman.Inordertopreservethefishwhentheboatwaslongatsea,theypackeditinsalt,inbarrels.Heasked:

  \"WhycanInotputitinpickle?\"

  \"Why,that’safact,\"exclaimedtheothers.

  Thentheyemptiedoneofthebarrels,whichwasfullfromthehaulofthelastfewdays;andrightatthebottomofthebarreltheylaidthedetachedarm.Theycovereditwithsalt,andthenputbackthefishonebyone.

  Oneofthesailorssaidbywayofjoke:

  \"Ihopewedonotsellitatauction.\"

  Andeveryonelaughed,exceptthetwoJavels.

  Thewindwasstillboisterous.TheytackedwithinsightofBoulogneuntilthefollowingmorningatteno’clock.YoungJavelcontinuedtobathehiswound.Fromtimetotimeheroseandwalkedfromoneendtotheotheroftheboat.

  Hisbrother,whowasatthetiller,followedhimwithglances,andshookhishead.

  Atlasttheyranintoharbor.

  Thedoctorexaminedthewoundandpronouncedittobeingoodcondition.

  Hedresseditproperlyandorderedthepatienttorest.ButJavelwouldnotgotobeduntilhegotbackhisseveredarm,andhereturnedatoncetothedocktolookforthebarrelwhichhehadmarkedwithacross.

  Itwasemptiedbeforehimandheseizedthearm,whichwaswellpreservedinthepickle,hadshrunkandwasfreshened.Hewrappeditupinatowelhehadbroughtforthepurposeandtookithome.

  Hiswifeandchildrenlookedforalongtimeatthisfragmentoftheirfather,feelingthefingers,andremovingthegrainsofsaltthatwereunderthenails.Thentheysentforacarpentertomakealittlecoffin.

  Thenextdaytheentirecrewofthetrawlingsmackfollowedthefuneralofthedetachedarm.Thetwobrothers,sidebyside,ledtheprocession;

  theparishbeadlecarriedthecorpseunderhisarm.

  Javel,junior,gaveupthesea.Heobtainedasmallpositiononthedock,andwhenhesubsequentlytalkedabouthisaccident,hewouldsayconfidentiallytohisauditors:

  \"Ifmybrotherhadbeenwillingtocutawaythenet,Ishouldstillhavemyarm,thatissure.Buthewasthinkingonlyofhisproperty.\"

  MINUET

  Greatmisfortunesdonotaffectmeverymuch,saidJohnBridelle,anoldbachelorwhopassedforasceptic.Ihaveseenwaratquiteclosequarters;Iwalkedacrosscorpseswithoutanyfeelingofpity.Thegreatbrutalfactsofnature,orofhumanity,maycallforthcriesofhorrororindignation,butdonotcauseusthattighteningoftheheart,thatshudderthatgoesdownyourspineatsightofcertainlittleheartrendingepisodes.

  Thegreatestsorrowthatanyonecanexperienceiscertainlythelossofachild,toamother;andthelossofhismother,toaman.Itisintense,terrible,itrendsyourheartandupsetsyourmind;butoneishealedoftheseshocks,justaslargebleedingwoundsbecomehealed.Certainmeetings,certainthingshalfperceived,orsurmised,certainsecretsorrows,certaintricksoffatewhichawakeinusawholeworldofpainfulthoughts,whichsuddenlyunclosetousthemysteriousdoorofmoralsuffering,complicated,incurable;allthedeeperbecausetheyappearbenign,allthemorebitterbecausetheyareintangible,allthemoretenaciousbecausetheyappearalmostfactitious,leaveinoursoulsasortoftrailofsadness,atasteofbitterness,afeelingofdisenchantment,fromwhichittakesalongtimetofreeourselves.

  Ihavealwayspresenttomymindtwoorthreethingsthatotherswouldsurelynothavenoticed,butwhichpenetratedmybeinglikefine,sharpincurablestings.

  YoumightnotperhapsunderstandtheemotionthatIretainedfromthesehastyimpressions.Iwilltellyouoneofthem.Shewasveryold,butaslivelyasayounggirl.Itmaybethatmyimaginationaloneisresponsibleformyemotion.

  Iamfifty.Iwasyoungthenandstudyinglaw.Iwasrathersad,somewhatofadreamer,fullofapessimisticphilosophyanddidnotcaremuchfornoisycafes,boisterouscompanions,orstupidgirls.Iroseearlyandoneofmychiefenjoymentswastowalkaloneabouteighto’clockinthemorninginthenurserygardenoftheLuxembourg.

  Youpeopleneverknewthatnurserygarden.Itwaslikeaforgottengardenofthelastcentury,asprettyasthegentlesmileofanoldlady.

  Thickhedgesdividedthenarrowregularpaths,——peacefulpathsbetweentwowallsofcarefullytrimmedfoliage.Thegardener’sgreatshearswerepruningunceasinglytheseleafypartitions,andhereandthereonecameacrossbedsofflowers,linesoflittletreeslookinglikeschoolboysoutforawalk,companiesofmagnificentrosebushes,orregimentsoffruittrees.

  Anentirecornerofthischarmingspotwasinhabitedbybees.Theirstrawhivesskillfullyarrangedatdistancesonboardshadtheirentrances——aslargeastheopeningofathimble——turnedtowardsthesun,andallalongthepathsoneencounteredthesehummingandgildedflies,thetruemastersofthispeacefulspot,therealpromenadersofthesequietpaths.

  Icametherealmosteverymorning.Isatdownonabenchandread.

  SometimesIletmybookfallonmyknees,todream,tolistentothelifeofParisaroundme,andtoenjoytheinfinitereposeoftheseold—

  fashionedhedges.

  ButIsoonperceivedthatIwasnottheonlyonetofrequentthisspotassoonasthegateswereopened,andIoccasionallymetfacetoface,ataturninthepath,astrangelittleoldman.

  Heworeshoeswithsilverbuckles,knee—breeches,asnuff—coloredfrockcoat,alacejabot,andanoutlandishgrayhatwithwidebrimandlong—

  hairedsurfacethatmighthavecomeoutoftheark.

  Hewasthin,verythin,angular,grimacingandsmiling.Hisbrighteyeswererestlessbeneathhiseyelidswhichblinkedcontinuously.Healwayscarriedinhishandasuperbcanewithagoldknob,whichmusthavebeenforhimsomeglorioussouvenir.

  Thisgoodmanastonishedmeatfirst,thencausedmetheintensestinterest.Iwatchedhimthroughtheleafywalls,Ifollowedhimatadistance,stoppingataturninthehedgesoasnottobeseen.

  Andonemorningwhenhethoughthewasquitealone,hebegantomakethemostremarkablemotions.Firsthewouldgivesomelittlesprings,thenmakeabow;then,withhisslimlegs,hewouldgivealivelyspringintheair,clappinghisfeetashedidso,andthenturnroundcleverly,skippingandfriskingaboutinacomicalmanner,smilingasifhehadanaudience,twistinghispoorlittlepuppet—likebody,bowingpatheticandridiculouslittlegreetingsintotheemptyair.Hewasdancing.

  Istoodpetrifiedwithamazement,askingmyselfwhichofuswascrazy,heorI.

  Hestoppedsuddenly,advancedasactorsdoonthestage,thenbowedandretreatedwithgracioussmiles,andkissinghishandasactorsdo,histremblinghand,tothetworowsoftrimmedbushes.

  Thenhecontinuedhiswalkwithasolemndemeanor.

  AfterthatIneverlostsightofhim,andeachmorninghebegananewhisoutlandishexercises.

  Iwaswildlyanxioustospeaktohim.Idecidedtoriskit,andoneday,aftergreetinghim,Isaid:

  \"Itisabeautifulday,monsieur.\"

  Hebowed.

  \"Yes,sir,theweatherisjustasitusedtobe.\"

  AweeklaterwewerefriendsandIknewhishistory.Hehadbeenadancingmasterattheopera,inthetimeofLouisXV.HisbeautifulcanewasapresentfromtheComtedeClermont.Andwhenwespokeaboutdancingheneverstoppingtalking.

  Onedayhesaidtome:

  \"ImarriedLaCastris,monsieur.Iwillintroduceyoutoherifyouwishit,butshedoesnotgetheretilllater.Thisgarden,yousee,isourdelightandourlife.Itisallthatremainsofformerdays.Itseemsasthoughwecouldnotexistifwedidnothaveit.Itisoldanddistingue,isitnot?IseemtobreatheanairherethathasnotchangedsinceIwasyoung.MywifeandIpassallourafternoonshere,butI

  comeinthemorningbecauseIgetupearly.\"

  AssoonasIhadfinishedluncheonIreturnedtotheLuxembourg,andpresentlyperceivedmyfriendofferinghisarmceremoniouslytoaveryoldlittleladydressedinblack,towhomheintroducedme.ItwasLaCastris,thegreatdancer,belovedbyprinces,belovedbytheking,belovedbyallthatcenturyofgallantrythatseemstohaveleftbehinditintheworldanatmosphereoflove.

  Wesatdownonabench.ItwasthemonthofMay.Anodorofflowersfloatedintheneatpaths;ahotsunglideditsraysbetweenthebranchesandcovereduswithpatchesoflight.TheblackdressofLaCastrisseemedtobesaturatedwithsunlight.

  Thegardenwasempty.Weheardtherattlingofvehiclesinthedistance.

  \"Tellme,\"Isaidtotheolddancer,\"whatwastheminuet?\"

  Hegaveastart.

  \"Theminuet,monsieur,isthequeenofdances,andthedanceofqueens,doyouunderstand?Sincethereisnolongeranyroyalty,thereisnolongeranyminuet.\"

  AndhebeganinapompousmanneralongdithyrambiceulogywhichIcouldnotunderstand.Iwantedtohavethesteps,themovements,thepositions,explainedtome.Hebecameconfused,wasamazedathisinabilitytomakemeunderstand,becamenervousandworried.

  Thensuddenly,turningtohisoldcompanionwhohadremainedsilentandserious,hesaid:

  \"Elise,wouldyoulike——say——wouldyoulike,itwouldbeveryniceofyou,wouldyouliketoshowthisgentlemanwhatitwas?\"

  Sheturnedeyesuneasilyinalldirections,thenrosewithoutsayingawordandtookherpositionoppositehim.

  ThenIwitnessedanunheard—ofthing.

  Theyadvancedandretreatedwithchildlikegrimaces,smiling,swingingeachother,bowing,skippingaboutliketwoautomatondollsmovedbysomeoldmechanicalcontrivance,somewhatdamaged,butmadebyacleverworkmanaccordingtothefashionofhistime.

  AndIlookedatthem,myheartfilledwithextraordinaryemotions,mysoultouchedwithanindescribablemelancholy.Iseemedtoseebeforemeapatheticandcomicalapparition,theout—of—dateghostofaformercentury.

  Theysuddenlystopped.Theyhadfinishedallthefiguresofthedance.

  Forsomesecondstheystoodoppositeeachother,smilinginanastonishingmanner.Thentheyfelloneachother’sneckssobbing.

  Ileftfortheprovincesthreedayslater.Ineversawthemagain.

  WhenIreturnedtoParis,twoyearslater,thenurseryhadbeendestroyed.Whatbecameofthem,deprivedofthedeargardenofformerdays,withitsmazes,itsodorofthepast,andthegracefulwindingsofitshedges?

  Aretheydead?Aretheywanderingamongmodernstreetslikehopelessexiles?Aretheydancing——grotesquespectres——afantasticminuetinthemoonlight,amidthecypressesofacemetery,alongthepathwaysborderedbygraves?

  Theirmemoryhauntsme,obsessesme,tormentsme,remainswithmelikeawound.Why?Idonotknow.

  Nodoubtyouthinkthatveryabsurd?

  THESON

  Thetwooldfriendswerewalkinginthegardeninbloom,wherespringwasbringingeverythingtolife.

  Onewasasenator,theotheramemberoftheFrenchAcademy,bothseriousmen,fullofverylogicalbutsolemnarguments,menofnoteandreputation.

  Theytalkedfirstofpolitics,exchangingopinions;notonideas,butonmen,personalitiesinthisregardtakingthepredominanceoverability.

  Thentheyrecalledsomememories.Thentheywalkedalonginsilence,enervatedbythewarmthoftheair.

  Alargebedofwallflowersbreathedoutadelicatesweetness.Amassofflowersofallspeciesandcolorflungtheirfragrancetothebreeze,whileacytisuscoveredwithyellowclustersscattereditsfinepollenabroad,agoldencloud,withanodorofhoneythatboreitsbalmyseedacrossspace,similartothesachet—powdersofperfumers.

  Thesenatorstopped,breathedinthecloudoffloatingpollen,lookedatthefertileshrub,yellowasthesun,whoseseedwasfloatingintheair,andsaid:

  \"Whenoneconsidersthattheseimperceptiblefragrantatomswillcreateexistencesatahundredleaguesfromhere,willsendathrillthroughthefibresandsapoffemaletreesandproducebeingswithroots,growingfromagerm,justaswedo,mortallikeourselves,andwhowillbereplacedbyotherbeingsofthesameorder,likeourselvesagain!\"

  And,standinginfrontofthebrilliantcytisus,whoselivepollenwasshakenoffbyeachbreathofair,thesenatoradded:

  \"Ah,oldfellow,ifyouhadtokeepcountofallyourchildrenyouwouldbemightilyembarrassed.Hereisonewhogeneratesfreely,andthenletsthemgowithoutapangandtroubleshimselfnomoreaboutthem.\"

  \"Wedothesame,myfriend,\"saidtheacademician.

  \"Yes,Idonotdenyit;weletthemgosometimes,\"resumedthesenator,\"butweareawarethatwedo,andthatconstitutesoursuperiority.\"

  \"No,thatisnotwhatImean,\"saidtheother,shakinghishead.

  \"Yousee,myfriend,thatthereisscarcelyamanwhohasnotsomechildrenthathedoesnotknow,children——’fatherunknown’——whomhehasgeneratedalmostunconsciously,justasthistreereproduces.

  \"Ifwehadtokeepaccountofouramours,weshouldbejustasembarrassedasthiscytisuswhichyouapostrophizedwouldbeincountinguphisdescendants,shouldwenot?

  \"Fromeighteentofortyyears,infact,countingineverychancecursoryacquaintanceship,wemaywellsaythatwehavebeenintimatewithtwoorthreehundredwomen.

  \"Well,then,myfriend,amongthisnumbercanyoubesurethatyouhavenothadchildrenbyatleastoneofthem,andthatyouhavenotinthestreets,orinthebagnio,someblackguardofasonwhostealsfromandmurdersdecentpeople,i.e.,ourselves;orelseadaughterinsomedisreputableplace,or,ifshehasthegoodfortunetobedesertedbyhermother,ascookinsomefamily?

  \"Consider,also,thatalmostallthosewhomwecall’prostitutes’haveoneortwochildrenofwhosepaternalparentagetheyareignorant,generatedbychanceatthepriceoftenortwentyfrancs.Ineverybusinessthereisprofitandloss.Thesewildingsconstitutethe’loss’

  intheirprofession.Whogeneratedthem?You——I——wealldid,themencalled’gentlemen’!Theyaretheconsequencesofourjoviallittledinners,ofourgayevenings,ofthosehourswhenourcomfortablephysicalbeingimpelsustochanceliaisons.

  \"Thieves,marauders,allthesewretches,infact,areourchildren.

  Andthatisbetterforusthanifweweretheirchildren,forthosescoundrelsgeneratealso!

  \"IhaveinmymindaveryhorriblestorythatIwillrelatetoyou.Ithascausedmeincessantremorse,and,furtherthanthat,acontinualdoubt,adisquietinguncertainty,that,attimes,tormentsmefrightfully.

  \"WhenIwastwenty—fiveIundertookawalkingtourthroughBrittanywithoneofmyfriends,nowamemberofthecabinet.

  \"AfterwalkingsteadilyforfifteenortwentydaysandvisitingtheCotes—du—NordandpartofFinisterewereachedDouarnenez.FromtherewewentwithouthaltingtothewildpromontoryofRazbythebayofLesTrepaases,andpassedthenightinavillagewhosenameendsin’of.’

  Thenextmorningastrangelassitudekeptmyfriendinbed;Isaybedfromhabit,forourcouchconsistedsimplyoftwobundlesofstraw.

  \"Itwouldneverdotobeillinthisplace.SoImadehimgetup,andwereachedAndierneaboutfourorfiveo’clockintheevening.

  \"Thefollowingdayhefeltalittlebetter,andwesetoutagain.Butontheroadhewasseizedwithintolerablepain,andwecouldscarcelygetasfarasPontLabbe.

  \"Here,atleast,therewasaninn.Myfriendwenttobed,andthedoctor,whohadbeensentforfromQuimper,announcedthathehadahighfever,withoutbeingabletodetermineitsnature.

  \"DoyouknowPontLabbe?No?Well,then,itisthemostBretonofallthisBretonBrittany,whichextendsfromthepromontoryofRaztotheMorbihan,ofthislandwhichcontainstheessenceoftheBretonmanners,legendsandcustoms.Evento—daythiscornerofthecountryhasscarcelychanged.Isay’evento—day,’forInowgothereeveryyear,alas!

  \"Anoldchateaulavesthewallsofitstowersinagreatmelancholypond,melancholyandfrequentedbyflightsofwildbirds.Ithasanoutletinariveronwhichboatscannavigateasfarasthetown.Inthenarrowstreetswiththeirold—timehousesthemenwearbighats,embroideredwaistcoatsandfourcoats,oneontopoftheother;theinsideone,aslargeasyourhand,barelycoveringtheshoulder—blades,andtheoutsideonecomingtojustabovetheseatofthetrousers.

  \"Thegirls,tall,handsomeandfreshhavetheirbosomscrushedinaclothbodicewhichmakesanarmor,compressesthem,notallowingoneeventoguessattheirrobustandtorturedneck.Theyalsowearastrangeheaddress.Ontheirtemplestwobandsembroideredincolorsframetheirface,inclosingthehair,whichfallsinashoweratthebackoftheirheads,andisthenturnedupandgatheredontopoftheheadunderasingularcap,oftenwovenwithgoldorsilverthread.

  \"Theservantatourinnwaseighteenatmost,withveryblueeyes,apalebluewithtwotinyblackpupils,shortteethclosetogether,whichsheshowedcontinuallywhenshelaughed,andwhichseemedstrongenoughtogrindgranite.

  \"ShedidnotknowawordofFrench,speakingonlyBreton,asdidmostofhercompanions.

  \"Asmyfrienddidnotimprovemuch,andalthoughhehadnodefinitemalady,thedoctorforbadehimtocontinuehisjourneyyet,orderingcompleterest.Ispentmydayswithhim,andthelittlemaidwouldcomeinincessantly,bringingeithermydinnerorsomeherbtea.

  \"Iteasedheralittle,whichseemedtoamuseher,butwedidnotchat,ofcourse,aswecouldnotunderstandeachother.

  \"Butonenight,afterIhadstayedquitelatewithmyfriendandwasgoingbacktomyroom,Ipassedthegirl,whowasgoingtoherroom.

  Itwasjustoppositemyopendoor,and,withoutreflection,andmoreforfunthananythingelse,Iabruptlyseizedherroundthewaist,andbeforesherecoveredfromherastonishmentIhadthrownherdownandlockedherinmyroom.Shelookedatme,amazed,excited,terrified,notdaringtocryoutforfearofascandalandofbeingprobablydrivenout,firstbyheremployersandthen,perhaps,byherfather.

  \"Ididitasajokeatfirst.Shedefendedherselfbravely,andatthefirstchancesherantothedoor,drewbacktheboltandfled.

  \"Iscarcelysawherforseveraldays.Shewouldnotletmecomenearher.ButwhenmyfriendwascuredandweweretogetoutonourtravelsagainIsawhercomingintomyroomaboutmidnightthenightbeforeourdeparture,justafterIhadretired.

  \"Shethrewherselfintomyarmsandembracedmepassionately,givingmealltheassurancesoftendernessanddespairthatawomancangivewhenshedoesnotknowawordofourlanguage.

  \"AweeklaterIhadforgottenthisadventure,socommonandfrequentwhenoneistravelling,theinnservantsbeinggenerallydestinedtoamusetravellersinthisway.

  \"IwasthirtybeforeIthoughtofitagain,orreturnedtoPontLabbe.

  \"Butin1876IrevisiteditbychanceduringatripintoBrittany,whichImadeinordertolookupsomedataforabookandtobecomepermeatedwiththeatmosphereofthedifferentplaces.

  \"Nothingseemedchanged.Thechateaustilllaveditsgraywallinthepondoutsidethelittletown;theinnwasthesame,thoughithadbeenrepaired,renovatedandlookedmoremodern.AsIentereditIwasreceivedbytwoyoungBretongirlsofeighteen,freshandpretty,boundupintheirtightclothbodices,withtheirsilvercapsandwideembroideredbandsontheirears.

  \"Itwasaboutsixo’clockintheevening.Isatdowntodinner,andasthehostwasassiduousinwaitingonmehimself,fate,nodoubt,impelledmetosay:

  \"’Didyouknowtheformerproprietorsofthishouse?Ispentabouttendaysherethirtyyearsago.Iamtalkingoldtimes.’

  \"’Thoseweremyparents,monsieur,’hereplied.

  \"ThenItoldhimwhywehadstayedoveratthattime,howmycomradehadbeendelayedbyillness.Hedidnotletmefinish.

  \"’Oh,Irecollectperfectly.Iwasaboutfifteenorsixteen.YousleptintheroomattheendandyourfriendintheoneIhavetakenformyself,overlookingthestreet.’

  \"Itwasonlythenthattherecollectionofthelittlemaidcamevividlytomymind.Iasked:’Doyourememberaprettylittleservantwhowastheninyourfather’semploy,andwhohad,ifmymemorydoesnotdeceiveme,prettyeyesandfreshlookingteeth?’

  \"’Yes,monsieur;shediedinchildbirthsometimeafter.’

  \"And,pointingtothecourtyardwhereathin,lamemanwasstirringupthemanure,headded:

  \"’Thatisherson.’

  \"Ibegantolaugh:

  \"’Heisnothandsomeanddoesnotlookmuchlikehismother.Nodoubthelookslikehisfather.’

  \"’Thatisverypossible,’repliedtheinnkeeper;’butweneverknewwhosechilditwas.Shediedwithouttellinganyone,andnoonehereknewofherhavingabeau.Everyonewashugelyastonishedwhentheyheardshewasenceinte,andnoonewouldbelieveit.’

  \"Asortofunpleasantchillcameoverme,oneofthosepainfulsurfacewoundsthataffectusliketheshadowofanimpendingsorrow.AndI

  lookedatthemanintheyard.Hehadjustdrawnwaterforthehorsesandwascarryingtwobuckets,limpingashewalked,withapainfuleffortofhisshorterleg.Hisclotheswereragged,hewashideouslydirty,withlongyellowhair,sotangledthatitlookedlikestrandsofropefallingdownateithersideofhisface.

  \"’Heisnotworthmuch,’continuedtheinnkeeper;’wehavekepthimforcharity’ssake.Perhapshewouldhaveturnedoutbetterifhehadbeenbroughtuplikeotherfolks.Butwhatcouldonedo,monsieur?Nofather,nomother,nomoney!Myparentstookpityonhim,buthewasnottheirchild,youunderstand.’

  \"Isaidnothing.

  \"Isleptinmyoldroom,andallnightlongIthoughtofthisfrightfulstableman,sayingtomyself:’Supposingitismyownson?CouldIhavecausedthatgirl’sdeathandprocreatedthisbeing?Itwasquitepossible!’

  \"Iresolvedtospeaktothismanandtofindouttheexactdateofhisbirth.Avariationoftwomonthswouldsetmydoubtsatrest.

  \"Isentforhimthenextday.ButhecouldnotspeakFrench.Helookedasifhecouldnotunderstandanything,beingabsolutelyignorantofhisage,whichIhadinquiredofhimthroughoneofthemaids.Hestoodbeforemelikeanidiot,twirlinghishatin’hisknotted,disgustinghands,laughingstupidly,withsomethingofhismother’slaughinthecornersofhismouthandofhiseyes.

  \"Thelandlord,appearingonthescene,wenttolookforthebirthcertificateofthiswretchedbeing.Hewasborneightmonthsandtwenty—

  sixdaysaftermystayatPontLabbe,forIrecollectperfectlythatwereachedLorientonthefifteenthofAugust.Thecertificatecontainedthisdescription:’Fatherunknown.’ThemothercalledherselfJeanneKerradec.

  \"Thenmyheartbegantobeatrapidly.Icouldnotutteraword,forI

  feltasifIwerechoking.Ilookedatthisanimalwhoselongyellowhairremindedmeofastrawheap,andthebeggar,embarrassedbymygaze,stoppedlaughing,turnedhisheadaside,andwantedtogetaway.

  \"AlldaylongIwanderedbesidethelittleriver,givingwaytopainfulreflections.Butwhatwastheuseofreflection?Icouldbesureofnothing.ForhoursandhoursIweighedalltheprosandconsinfavoroforagainsttheprobabilityofmybeingthefather,growingnervousoverinexplicablesuppositions,onlytoreturnincessantlytothesamehorribleuncertainty,thentothestillmoreatrociousconvictionthatthismanwasmyson.

  \"Icouldeatnodinner,andwenttomyroom.

  Ilayawakeforalongtime,andwhenIfinallyfellasleepIwashauntedbyhorriblevisions.Isawthislaborerlaughinginmyfaceandcallingme’papa.’Thenhechangedintoadogandbitthecalvesofmylegs,andnomatterhowfastIranhestillfollowedme,andinsteadofbarking,talkedandreviledme.ThenheappearedbeforemycolleaguesattheAcademy,whohadassembledtodecidewhetherIwasreallyhisfather;andoneofthemcriedout:’Therecanbenodoubtaboutit!Seehowheresembleshim.’And,indeed,Icouldseethatthismonsterlookedlikeme.AndIawokewiththisideafixedinmymindandwithaninsanedesiretoseethemanagainandassuremyselfwhetherornotwehadsimilarfeatures.

  \"Ijoinedhimashewasgoingtomass(itwasSunday)andIgavehimfivefrancsasIgazedathimanxiously.Hebegantolaughinanidioticmanner,tookthemoney,andthen,embarrassedafreshatmygaze,heranoff,afterstammeringanalmostinarticulatewordthat,nodoubt,meant’thankyou.’

  \"Mydaypassedinthesamedistressofmindasonthepreviousnight.

  Isentforthelandlord,and,withthegreatestcaution,skillandtact,ItoldhimthatIwasinterestedinthispoorcreature,soabandonedbyeveryoneanddeprivedofeverything,andIwishedtodosomethingforhim.

  \"Butthemanreplied:’Oh,donotthinkofit,monsieur;heisofnoaccount;youwillonlycauseyourselfannoyance.Iemployhimtocleanoutthestable,andthatisallhecando.Igivehimhisboardandlethimsleepwiththehorses.Heneedsnothingmore.Ifyouhaveanoldpairoftrousers,youmightgivethemtohim,buttheywillbeinragsinaweek.’

  \"Ididnotinsist,intendingtothinkitover.

  \"Thepoorwretchcamehomethateveningfrightfullydrunk,camenearsettingfiretothehouse,killedahorsebyhittingitwithapickaxe,andendedupbylyingdowntosleepinthemudinthemidstofthepouringrain,thankstomydonation.

  \"Theybeggedmenextdaynottogivehimanymoremoney.Brandydrovehimcrazy,andassoonashehadtwosousinhispockethewouldspenditindrink.Thelandlordadded:’Givinghimmoneyisliketryingtokillhim.’Themanhadnever,neverinhislifehadmorethanafewcentimes,throwntohimbytravellers,andheknewofnodestinationforthismetalbutthewineshop.

  \"IspentseveralhoursinmyroomwithanopenbookbeforemewhichI

  pretendedtoread,butinrealitylookingatthisanimal,myson!myson!

  tryingtodiscoverifhelookedanythinglikeme.AftercarefulscrutinyIseemedtorecognizeasimilarityinthelinesoftheforeheadandtherootofthenose,andIwassoonconvincedthattherewasaresemblance,concealedbythedifferenceingarbandtheman’shideousheadofhair.

  \"Icouldnotstayhereanylongerwithoutarousingsuspicion,andIwentaway,myheartcrushed,leavingwiththeinnkeepersomemoneytosoftentheexistenceofhisservant.

  \"ForsixyearsnowIhavelivedwiththisideainmymind,thishorribleuncertainty,thisabominablesuspicion.AndeachyearanirresistibleforcetakesmebacktoPontLabbe.EveryyearIcondemnmyselftothetortureofseeingthisanimalrakingthemanure,imaginingthatheresemblesme,andendeavoring,alwaysvainly,torenderhimsomeassistance.AndeachyearIreturnmoreuncertain,moretormented,moreworried.

  \"Itriedtohavehimtaught,butheisahopelessidiot.Itriedtomakehislifelesshard.Heisanirreclaimabledrunkard,andspendsindrinkallthemoneyonegiveshim,andknowsenoughtosellhisnewclothesinordertogetbrandy.

  \"Itriedtoawakenhismaster’ssympathy,sothatheshouldlookafterhim,offeringtopayhimfordoingso.Theinnkeeper,finallysurprised,said,verywisely:’Allthatyoudoforhim,monsieur,willonlyhelptodestroyhim.Hemustbekeptlikeaprisoner.Assoonashehasanysparetime,oranycomfort,hebecomeswicked.Ifyouwishtodogood,thereisnolackofabandonedchildren,butselectonewhowillappreciateyourattention.’

  \"WhatcouldIsay?

  \"IfIallowedtheslightestsuspicionofthedoubtsthattorturedmetoescape,thisidiotwouldassuredlybecomecunning,inordertoblackmailme,tocompromisemeandruinme.Hewouldcallout’papa,’asinmydream.

  \"AndIsaidtomyselfthatIhadkilledthemotherandlostthisatrophiedcreature,thislarvaofthestable,bornandraisedamidthemanure,thismanwho,ifbroughtuplikeothers,wouldhavebeenlikeothers.

  \"Andyoucannotimaginewhatastrange,embarrassedandintolerablefeelingcomesovermewhenhestandsbeforemeandIreflectthathecamefrommyself,thathebelongstomethroughtheintimatebondthatlinksfatherandson,that,thankstotheterriblelawofheredity,heismyownselfinathousandways,inhisbloodandhisflesh,andthathehaseventhesamegermsofdisease,thesameleavenofemotions.

  \"Ihaveanincessantrestless,distressinglongingtoseehim,andthesightofhimcausesmeintensesuffering,asIlookdownfrommywindowandwatchhimforhoursremovingandcartingthehorsemanure,sayingtomyself:’Thatismyson.’

  \"AndIsometimesfeelanirresistiblelongingtoembracehim.Ihavenevereventouchedhisdirtyhand.\"

  Theacademicianwassilent.Hiscompanion,atactfulman,murmured:

  \"Yes,indeed,weoughttotakeacloserinterestinchildrenwhohavenofather.\"

  Agustofwindpassingthroughthetreeshookitsyellowclusters,envelopinginafragrantanddelicatemistthetwooldmen,whoinhaledinthefragrancewithdeepbreaths.

  Thesenatoradded:\"Itisgoodtobetwenty—fiveandeventohavechildrenlikethat.\"

  THATPIGOFAMORIN

  \"Here,myfriend,\"IsaidtoLabarbe,\"youhavejustrepeatedthosefivewords,thatpigofaMorin.WhyonearthdoIneverhearMorin’snamementionedwithouthisbeingcalledapig?\"

  Labarbe,whoisadeputy,lookedatmewithhisowl—likeeyesandsaid:

  \"DoyoumeantosaythatyoudonotknowMorin’sstoryandyoucomefromLaRochelle?\"IwasobligedtodeclarethatIdidnotknowMorin’sstory,soLabarberubbedhishandsandbeganhisrecital.

  \"YouknewMorin,didyounot,andyourememberhislargelinen—draper’sshopontheQuaidelaRochelle?\"

  \"Yes,perfectly.\"

  \"Well,then.Youmustknowthatin1862or’63MorinwenttospendafortnightinParisforpleasure;orforhispleasures,butunderthepretextofrenewinghisstock,andyoualsoknowwhatafortnightinParismeanstoacountryshopkeeper;itfireshisblood.Thetheatreeveryevening,women’sdressesrustlingupagainstyouandcontinualexcitement;onegoesalmostmadwithit.Oneseesnothingbutdancersintights,actressesinverylowdresses,roundlegs,fatshoulders,allnearlywithinreachofone’shands,withoutdaring,orbeingable,totouchthem,andonescarcelytastesfood.Whenoneleavesthecityone’sheartisstillallinaflutterandone’smindstillexhilaratedbyasortoflongingforkisseswhichticklesone’slips.

  \"MorinwasinthatconditionwhenhetookhisticketforLaRochellebytheeight—fortynightexpress.Ashewaswalkingupanddownthewaiting—roomatthestationhestoppedsuddenlyinfrontofayoungladywhowaskissinganoldone.Shehadherveilup,andMorinmurmuredwithdelight:’ByJovewhataprettywoman!’

  \"Whenshehadsaid’good—by’totheoldladyshewentintothewaiting—

  room,andMorinfollowedher;thenshewentontheplatformandMorinstillfollowedher;thenshegotintoanemptycarriage,andheagainfollowedher.Therewereveryfewtravellersontheexpress.Theenginewhistledandthetrainstarted.Theywerealone.Morindevouredherwithhiseyes.Sheappearedtobeaboutnineteenortwentyandwasfair,tall,withaboldlook.Shewrappedarailwayrugroundherandstretchedherselfontheseattosleep.

  \"Morinaskedhimself:’Iwonderwhosheis?’Andathousandconjectures,athousandprojectswentthroughhishead.Hesaidtohimself:’Somanyadventuresaretoldashappeningonrailwayjourneysthatthismaybeonethatisgoingtopresentitselftome.Whoknows?Apieceofgoodlucklikethathappensverysuddenly,andperhapsIneedonlybealittleventuresome.WasitnotDantonwhosaid:\"Audacity,moreaudacityandalwaysaudacity\"?IfitwasnotDantonitwasMirabeau,butthatdoesnotmatter.ButthenIhavenoaudacity,andthatisthedifficulty.

  Oh!Ifoneonlyknew,ifonecouldonlyreadpeople’sminds!Iwillbetthateverydayonepassesbymagnificentopportunitieswithoutknowingit,thoughagesturewouldbeenoughtoletmeknowhermind.’

  \"Thenheimaginedtohimselfcombinationswhichconductedhimtotriumph.

  Hepicturedsomechivalrousdeedormerelysomeslightservicewhichherenderedher,alively,gallantconversationwhichendedinadeclaration.

  \"Buthecouldfindnoopening,hadnopretext,andhewaitedforsomefortunatecircumstance,withhisheartbeatingandhismindtopsy—turvy.

  Thenightpassedandtheprettygirlstillslept,whileMorinwasmeditatinghisownfall.Thedaybrokeandsoonthefirstrayofsunlightappearedinthesky,along,clearraywhichshoneonthefaceofthesleepinggirlandwokeher.Shesatup,lookedatthecountry,thenatMorinandsmiled.Shesmiledlikeahappywoman,withanengagingandbrightlook,andMorintrembled.Certainlythatsmilewasintendedforhim;itwasdiscreetinvitation,thesignalwhichhewaswaitingfor.Thatsmilemeanttosay:’Howstupid,whataninny,whatadolt,whatadonkeyyouare,tohavesatthereonyourseatlikeapostallnight!

  \"’Justlookatme,amInotcharming?Andyouhavesatlikethatforthewholenight,whenyouhavebeenalonewithaprettywoman,yougreatsimpleton!’

  \"Shewasstillsmilingasshelookedathim;sheevenbegantolaugh;andhelosthisheadtryingtofindsomethingsuitabletosay,nomatterwhat.Buthecouldthinkofnothing,nothing,andthen,seizedwithacoward’scourage,hesaidtohimself:

  ’Somuchtheworse,Iwillriskeverything,’andsuddenly,withouttheslightestwarning,hewenttowardher,hisarmsextended,hislipsprotruding,and,seizingherinhisarms,hekissedher.

  \"Shesprangupimmediatelywithabound,cryingout:’Help!help!’andscreamingwithterror;andthensheopenedthecarriagedoorandwavedherarmout,madwithterrorandtryingtojumpout,whileMorin,whowasalmostdistractedandfeelingsurethatshewouldthrowherselfout,heldherbytheskirtandstammered:’Oh,madame!oh,madame!’

  \"Thetrainslackenedspeedandthenstopped.Twoguardsrushedupattheyoungwoman’sfranticsignals.Shethrewherselfintotheirarms,stammering:’Thatmanwanted——wanted——to——to——’Andthenshefainted.

  \"TheywereatMauzestation,andthegendarmeondutyarrestedMorin.

  Whenthevictimofhisindiscreetadmirationhadregainedherconsciousness,shemadeherchargeagainsthim,andthepolicedrewitup.Thepoorlinendraperdidnotreachhometillnight,withaprosecutionhangingoverhimforanoutragetomoralsinapublicplace.

  II

  \"AtthattimeIwaseditoroftheFanaldesCharentes,andIusedtomeetMorineverydayattheCafeduCommerce,andthedayafterhisadventure.

  hecametoseeme,ashedidnotknowwhattodo.Ididnothidemyopinionfromhim,butsaidtohim:’Youarenobetterthanapig.Nodecentmanbehaveslikethat.’

  \"Hecried.Hiswifehadgivenhimabeating,andheforesawhistraderuined,hisnamedraggedthroughthemireanddishonored,hisfriendsscandalizedandtakingnonoticeofhim.Intheendheexcitedmypity,andIsentformycolleague,Rivet,ajocularbutverysensiblelittleman,togiveushisadvice.

  \"Headvisedmetoseethepublicprosecutor,whowasafriendofmine,andsoIsentMorinhomeandwenttocallonthemagistrate.Hetoldmethatthewomanwhohadbeeninsultedwasayounglady,MademoiselleHenrietteBonnel,whohadjustreceivedhercertificateasgovernessinParisandspentherholidayswithheruncleandaunt,whowereveryrespectabletradespeopleinMauze.WhatmadeMorin’scaseallthemoreseriouswasthattheunclehadlodgedacomplaint,butthepublicofficialhadconsentedtoletthematterdropifthiscomplaintwerewithdrawn,sowemusttryandgethimtodothis.

  \"IwentbacktoMorin’sandfoundhiminbed,illwithexcitementanddistress.Hiswife,atallraw—bonedwomanwithabeard,wasabusinghimcontinually,andsheshowedmeintotheroom,shoutingatme:’SoyouhavecometoseethatpigofaMorin.Well,thereheis,thedarling!’

  Andsheplantedherselfinfrontofthebed,withherhandsonherhips.

  Itoldhimhowmattersstood,andhebeggedmetogoandseethegirl’suncleandaunt.Itwasadelicatemission,butIundertookit,andthepoordevilneverceasedrepeating:’IassureyouIdidnotevenkissher;

  no,noteventhat.Iwilltakemyoathtoit!’

  \"Ireplied:’Itisallthesame;youarenothingbutapig.’AndItookathousandfrancswhichhegavemetoemployasIthoughtbest,butasI

  didnotcaretoventuretoheruncle’shousealone,IbeggedRivettogowithme,whichheagreedtodoonconditionthatwewentimmediately,forhehadsomeurgentbusinessatLaRochellethatafternoon.Sotwohourslaterwerangatthedoorofaprettycountryhouse.Anattractivegirlcameandopenedthedoortousassuredlytheyoungladyinquestion,andIsaidtoRivetinalowvoice:’Confoundit!IbegintounderstandMorin!’

  \"Theuncle,MonsieurTonnelet,subscribedtotheFanal,andwasaferventpoliticalcoreligionistofours.Hereceiveduswithopenarmsandcongratulatedusandwishedusjoy;hewasdelightedathavingthetwoeditorsinhishouse,andRivetwhisperedtome:’IthinkweshallbeabletoarrangethematterofthatpigofaMorinforhim.’

  \"TheniecehadlefttheroomandIintroducedthedelicatesubject.

  Iwavedthespectreofscandalbeforehiseyes;Iaccentuatedtheinevitabledepreciationwhichtheyoungladywouldsufferifsuchanaffairbecameknown,fornobodywouldbelieveinasimplekiss,andthegoodmanseemedundecided,buthecouldnotmakeuphismindaboutanythingwithouthiswife,whowouldnotbeinuntillatethatevening.

  Butsuddenlyheutteredanexclamationoftriumph:’Lookhere,Ihaveanexcellentidea;Iwillkeepyouheretodineandsleep,andwhenmywifecomeshomeIhopeweshallbeabletoarrangematters:

  \"Rivetresistedatfirst,butthewishtoextricatethatpigofaMorindecidedhim,andweacceptedtheinvitation,andtheunclegotupradiant,calledhisnieceandproposedthatweshouldtakeastrollinhisgrounds,saying:’Wewillleaveseriousmattersuntilthemorning.’

  Rivetandhebegantotalkpolitics,whileIsoonfoundmyselflaggingalittlebehindwith’thegirlwhowasreallycharming——charming——andwiththegreatestprecautionIbegantospeaktoheraboutheradventureandtrytomakehermyally.Shedidnot,however,appeartheleastconfused,andlistenedtomelikeapersonwhowasenjoyingthewholethingverymuch.

  \"Isaidtoher:’Justthink,mademoiselle,howunpleasantitwillbeforyou.Youwillhavetoappearincourt,toencountermaliciouslooks,tospeakbeforeeverybodyandtorecountthatunfortunateoccurrenceintherailwaycarriageinpublic.Doyounotthink,betweenourselves,thatitwouldhavebeenmuchbetterforyoutohaveputthatdirtyscoundrelbackinhisplacewithoutcallingforassistance,andmerelytochangeyourcarriage?’Shebegantolaughandreplied:’Whatyousayisquitetrue,butwhatcouldIdo?Iwasfrightened,andwhenoneisfrightenedonedoesnotstoptoreasonwithone’sself.AssoonasIrealizedthesituationIwasverysorry,thatIhadcalledout,butthenitwastoolate.Youmustalsorememberthattheidiotthrewhimselfuponmelikeamadman,withoutsayingawordandlookinglikealunatic.Ididnotevenknowwhathewantedofme.’

  \"ShelookedmefullinthefacewithoutbeingnervousorintimidatedandIsaidtomyself:’Sheisaqueersortofgirl,that:IcanquiteseehowthatpigMorincametomakeamistake,’andIwentonjokingly:’Come,mademoiselle,confessthathewasexcusable,for,afterall,amancannotfindhimselfoppositesuchaprettygirlasyouarewithoutfeelinganaturaldesiretokissher.’

  \"Shelaughedmorethaneverandshowedherteethandsaid:’Betweenthedesireandtheact,monsieur,thereisroomforrespect.’Itwasanoddexpressiontouse,althoughitwasnotveryclear,andIaskedabruptly:

  ’Well,now,supposeIweretokissyou,whatwouldyoudo?’Shestoppedtolookatmefromheadtofootandthensaidcalmly:’Oh,you?Thatisquiteanothermatter.’

  \"Iknewperfectlywell,byJove,thatitwasnotthesamethingatall,aseverybodyintheneighborhoodcalledme’HandsomeLabarbe’——Iwasthirtyyearsoldinthosedays——butIaskedher:’Andwhy,pray?’Sheshruggedhershouldersandreplied:’Well!becauseyouarenotsostupidasheis.’Andthensheadded,lookingatmeslyly:’Norsougly,either:AndbeforeshecouldmakeamovementtoavoidmeIhadimplantedaheartykissonhercheek.Shesprangaside,butitwastoolate,andthenshesaid:’Well,youarenotverybashful,either!Butdon’tdothatsortofthingagain.’

  \"Iputonahumblelookandsaidinalowvoice:’Oh,mademoiselle!asforme,ifIlongforonethingmorethananotheritistobesummonedbeforeamagistrateforthesamereasonasMorin.’

  \"’Why?’sheasked.And,lookingsteadilyather,Ireplied:’Becauseyouareoneofthemostbeautifulcreaturesliving;becauseitwouldbeanhonorandagloryformetohavewishedtoofferyouviolence,andbecausepeoplewouldhavesaid,afterseeingyou:\"Well,Labarbehasrichlydeservedwhathehasgot,butheisaluckyfellow,allthesame.’\"

  \"Shebegantolaughheartilyagainandsaid:’Howfunnyyouare!’Andshehadnotfinishedtheword’funny’beforeIhadherinmyarmsandwaskissingherardentlywhereverIcouldfindaplace,onherforehead,onhereyes,onherlipsoccasionally,onhercheeks,alloverherhead,somepartofwhichshewasobligedtoleaveexposed,inspiteofherself,todefendtheothers;butatlastshemanagedtoreleaseherself,blushingandangry.’Youareveryunmannerly,monsieur,’shesaid,’andIamsorryIlistenedtoyou.’

  \"Itookherhandinsomeconfusionandstammeredout:’Ibegyourpardon.

  Ibegyourpardon,mademoiselle.Ihaveoffendedyou;Ihaveactedlikeabrute!DonotbeangrywithmeforwhatIhavedone.Ifyouknew——’

  Ivainlysoughtforsomeexcuse,andinafewmomentsshesaid:’Thereisnothingformetoknow,monsieur.’ButIhadfoundsomethingtosay,andIcried:’Mademoiselle,Iloveyou!’

  \"Shewasreallysurprisedandraisedhereyestolookatme,andIwenton:’Yes,mademoiselle,andpraylistentome.IdonotknowMorin,andIdonotcareanythingabouthim.Itdoesnotmattertometheleastifheiscommittedfortrialandlockedupmeanwhile.Isawyouherelastyear,andIwassotakenwithyouthatthethoughtofyouhasneverleftmesince,anditdoesnotmattertomewhetheryoubelievemeornot.

  Ithoughtyouadorable,andtheremembranceofyoutooksuchaholdonmethatIlongedtoseeyouagain,andsoImadeuseofthatfoolMorinasapretext,andhereIam.Circumstanceshavemademeexceedtheduelimitsofrespect,andIcanonlybegyoutopardonme.’

  \"ShelookedatmetoseeifIwasinearnestandwasreadytosmileagain.Thenshemurmured:’Youhumbug!’ButIraisedmyhandandsaidinasincerevoice(andIreallybelievethatIwassincere):’IsweartoyouthatIamspeakingthetruth,’andsherepliedquitesimply:’Don’ttalknonsense!’

  \"Wewerealone,quitealone,asRivetandherunclehaddisappeareddownasidewalk,andImadeherarealdeclarationoflove,whileIsqueezedandkissedherhands,andshelistenedtoitastosomethingnewandagreeable,withoutexactlyknowinghowmuchofitshewastobelieve,whileintheendIfeltagitated,andatlastreallymyselfbelievedwhatIsaid.Iwaspale,anxiousandtrembling,andIgentlyputmyarmroundherwaistandspoketohersoftly,whisperingintothelittlecurlsoverherears.Sheseemedinatrance,soabsorbedinthoughtwasshe.

  \"Thenherhandtouchedmine,andshepressedit,andIgentlysqueezedherwaistwithatrembling,andgraduallyfirmer,grasp.Shedidnotmovenow,andItouchedhercheekwithmylips,andsuddenlywithoutseekingthemmylipsmethers.Itwasalong,longkiss,anditwouldhavelastedlongerstillifIhadnotheardahm!hm!justbehindme,atwhichshemadeherescapethroughthebushes,andturningroundIsawRivetcomingtowardme,and,standinginthemiddleofthepath,hesaidwithoutevensmiling:’SothatisthewayyousettletheaffairofthatpigofaMorin.’AndIrepliedconceitedly:’Onedoeswhatonecan,mydearfellow.Butwhatabouttheuncle?Howhaveyougotonwithhim?

  Iwillanswerfortheniece.’’Ihavenotbeensofortunatewithhim,’

  hereplied.

  \"WhereuponItookhisarmandwewentindoors,III

  \"Dinnermademelosemyheadaltogether.Isatbesideher,andmyhandcontinuallymethersunderthetablecloth,myfoottouchedhersandourglancesmet.

  \"Afterdinnerwetookawalkbymoonlight,andIwhisperedallthetenderthingsIcouldthinkoftoher.Iheldherclosetome,kissedhereverymoment,whileheruncleandRivetwerearguingastheywalkedinfrontofus.Theywentin,andsoonamessengerbroughtatelegramfromheraunt,sayingthatshewouldnotreturnuntilthenextmorningatseveno’clockbythefirsttrain.

  \"’Verywell,Henriette,’herunclesaid,’goandshowthegentlementheirrooms.’SheshowedRivethisfirst,andhewhisperedtome:’Therewasnodangerofhertakingusintoyoursfirst.’Thenshetookmetomyroom,andassoonasshewasalonewithmeItookherinmyarmsagainandtriedtoarouseheremotion,butwhenshesawthedangersheescapedoutoftheroom,andIretiredverymuchputoutandexcitedandfeelingratherfoolish,forIknewthatIshouldnotsleepmuch,andIwaswonderinghowIcouldhavecommittedsuchamistake,whentherewasagentleknockatmydoor,andonmyaskingwhowastherealowvoicereplied:’I’

  \"Idressedmyselfquicklyandopenedthedoor,andshecamein.

  ’Iforgottoaskyouwhatyoutakeinthemorning,’shesaid;’chocolate,teaorcoffee?’Iputmyarmsroundherimpetuouslyandsaid,devouringherwithkisses:’Iwilltake——Iwilltake——’

  \"Butshefreedherselffrommyarms,blewoutmycandleanddisappearedandleftmealoneinthedark,furious,tryingtofindsomematches,andnotabletodoso.AtlastIgotsomeandIwentintothepassage,feelinghalfmad,withmycandlestickinmyhand.

  \"WhatwasIabouttodo?Ididnotstoptoreason,Ionlywantedtofindher,andIwould.Iwentafewstepswithoutreflecting,butthenI

  suddenlythought:’SupposeIshouldwalkintotheuncle’sroomwhatshouldIsay?’AndIstoodstill,withmyheadavoidandmyheartbeating.ButinafewmomentsIthoughtofananswer:’Ofcourse,I

  shallsaythatIwaslookingforRivet’sroomtospeaktohimaboutanimportantmatter,’andIbegantoinspectallthedoors,tryingtofindhers,andatlastItookholdofahandleataventure,turneditandwentin.TherewasHenriette,sittingonherbedandlookingatmeintears.SoIgentlyturnedthekey,andgoinguptoherontiptoeIsaid:

  ’Iforgottoaskyouforsomethingtoread,mademoiselle.’

  \"Iwasstealthilyreturningtomyroomwhenaroughhandseizedmeandavoice——itwasRivet’s—whisperedinmyear:’SoyouhavenotyetquitesettledthataffairofMorin’s?’

  \"Atseveno’clockthenextmorningHenrietteherselfbroughtmeacupofchocolate.Ineverhavedrunkanythinglikeit,soft,velvety,perfumed,delicious.Icouldhardlytakeawaymylipsfromthecup,andshehadhardlylefttheroomwhenRivetcamein.Heseemednervousandirritable,likeamanwhohadnotslept,andhesaidtomecrossly:

  ’IfyougoonlikethisyouwillendbyspoilingtheaffairofthatpigofaMorin!’

  \"Ateighto’clocktheauntarrived.Ourdiscussionwasveryshort,fortheywithdrewtheircomplaint,andIleftfivehundredfrancsforthepoorofthetown.Theywantedtokeepusfortheday,andtheyarrangedanexcursiontogoandseesomeruins.Henriettemadesignstometostay,behindherparents’back,andIaccepted,butRivetwasdeterminedtogo,andthoughItookhimasideandbeggedandprayedhimtodothisforme,heappearedquiteexasperatedandkeptsayingtome:’IhavehadenoughofthatpigofaMorin’saffair,doyouhear?’

  \"OfcourseIwasobligedtoleavealso,anditwasoneofthehardestmomentsofmylife.IcouldhavegoneonarrangingthatbusinessaslongasIlived,andwhenwewereintherailwaycarriage,aftershakinghandswithherinsilence,IsaidtoRivet:’Youareamerebrute!’Andhereplied:’Mydearfellow,youwerebeginningtoannoymeconfoundedly.’

  \"OngettingtotheFanaloffice,Isawacrowdwaitingforus,andassoonastheysawustheyallexclaimed:’Well,haveyousettledtheaffairofthatpigofaMorin?’AllLaRochellewasexcitedaboutit,andRivet,whohadgotoverhisill—humoronthejourney,hadgreatdifficultyinkeepinghimselffromlaughingashesaid:’Yes,wehavemanagedit,thankstoLabarbe:AndwewenttoMorin’s.

  \"Hewassittinginaneasy—chairwithmustardplastersonhislegsandcoldbandagesonhishead,nearlydeadwithmisery.Hewascoughingwiththeshortcoughofadyingman,withoutanyoneknowinghowhehadcaughtit,andhiswifelookedathimlikeatigressreadytoeathim,andassoonashesawushetrembledsoviolentlyastomakehishandsandkneesshake,soIsaidtohimimmediately:’Itisallsettled,youdirtyscamp,butdon’tdosuchathingagain.’

  \"Hegotup,choking,tookmyhandsandkissedthemasiftheyhadbelongedtoaprince,cried,nearlyfainted,embracedRivetandevenkissedMadameMorin,whogavehimsuchapushastosendhimstaggeringbackintohischair;buthenevergotovertheblow;hismindhadbeentoomuchupset.Inallthecountryround,moreover,hewascallednothingbut’thatpigofaMorin,’andthatepithetwentthroughhimlikeasword—thrusteverytimeheheardit.Whenastreetboycalledafterhim’Pig!’heturnedhisheadinstinctively.Hisfriendsalsooverwhelmedhimwithhorriblejokesandusedtoaskhim,whenevertheywereeatingham,’Isitabitofyourself?’Hediedtwoyearslater.

  \"Asformyself,whenIwasacandidatefortheChamberofDeputiesin1875,IcalledonthenewnotaryatFousserre,MonsieurBelloncle,tosolicithisvote,andatall,handsomeandevidentlywealthyladyreceivedme.’Youdonotknowmeagain?’shesaid.AndIstammeredout:

  ’Why——no——madame.’’HenrietteBonnel.’’Ah!’AndIfeltmyselfturningpale,whilesheseemedperfectlyathereaseandlookedatmewithasmile.

  \"Assoonasshehadleftmealonewithherhusbandhetookbothmyhands,and,squeezingthemasifhemeanttocrushthem,hesaid:’Ihavebeenintendingtogoandseeyouforalongtime,mydearsir,formywifehasveryoftentalkedtomeaboutyou.Iknow——yes,Iknowunderwhatpainfulcircumstancesyoumadeheracquaintance,andIknowalsohowperfectlyyoubehaved,howfullofdelicacy,tactanddevotionyoushowedyourselfintheaffair——’Hehesitatedandthensaidinalowertone,asifhehadbeensayingsomethinglowandcoarse,’intheaffairofthatpigofaMorin.’\"

  SAINTANTHONY

  TheycalledhimSaintAnthony,becausehisnamewasAnthony,andalso,perhaps,becausehewasagoodfellow,jovial,aloverofpracticaljokes,atremendouseaterandaheavydrinkerandagayfellow,althoughhewassixtyyearsold.

  HewasabigpeasantofthedistrictofCaux,witharedface,largechestandstomach,andperchedontwolegsthatseemedtooslightforthebulkofhisbody.

  Hewasawidowerandlivedalonewithhistwomenservantsandamaidonhisfarm,whichheconductedwithshrewdeconomy.Hewascarefulofhisowninterests,understoodbusinessandtheraisingofcattle,andfarming.Histwosonsandhisthreedaughters,whohadmarriedwell,werelivingintheneighborhoodandcametodinewiththeirfatheronceamonth.Hisvigorofbodywasfamousinallthecountryside.\"HeisasstrongasSaintAnthony,\"hadbecomeakindofproverb.

  AtthetimeofthePrussianinvasionSaintAnthony,atthewineshop,promisedtoeatanarmy,forhewasabraggart,likeatrueNorman,abitofa,cowardandablusterer.Hebangedhisfistonthewoodentable,makingthecupsandthebrandyglassesdance,andcriedwiththeassumedwrathofagoodfellow,withaflushedfaceandaslylookinhiseye:

  \"Ishallhavetoeatsomeofthem,nomdeDieu!\"HereckonedthatthePrussianswouldnotcomeasfarasTanneville,butwhenheheardtheywereatRautotheneverwentoutofthehouse,andconstantlywatchedtheroadfromthelittlewindowofhiskitchen,expectingatanymomenttoseethebayonetsgoby.

  Onemorningashewaseatinghisluncheonwiththeservantsthedooropenedandthemayorofthecommune,MaitreChicot,appeared,followedbyasoldierwearingablackcopper—pointedhelmet.SaintAnthonyboundedtohisfeetandhisservantsalllookedathim,expectingtoseehimslashthePrussian.Buthemerelyshookhandswiththemayor,whosaid:

  \"Hereisoneforyou,SaintAnthony.Theycamelastnight.Don’tdoanythingfoolish,aboveallthings,fortheytalkedofshootingandburningeverythingifthereistheslightestunpleasantness,Ihavegivenyouwarning.Givehimsomethingtoeat;helookslikeagoodfellow.

  Good—day.Iamgoingtocallontherest.Thereareenoughforall.\"

  Andhewentout.

  FatherAnthony,whohadturnedpale,lookedatthePrussian.Hewasabig,youngfellowwithplump,whiteskin,blueeyes,fairhair,unshaventohischeekbones,wholookedstupid,timidandgood.TheshrewdNormanreadhimatonce,and,reassured,hemadehimasigntositdown.Thenhesaid:\"Willyoutakesomesoup?\"

  Thestrangerdidnotunderstand.Anthonythenbecamebolder,andpushingaplatefulofsouprightunderhisnose,hesaid:\"Here,swallowthat,bigpig!

  Thesoldier,answered\"Ya,\"andbegantoeatgreedily,whilethefarmer,triumphant,feelinghehadregainedhisreputation,winkedhiseyeattheservants,whoweremakingstrangegrimaces,whatwiththeirterrorandtheirdesiretolaugh.

  WhenthePrussianhaddevouredhissoup,SaintAnthonygavehimanotherplateful,whichdisappearedinlikemanner;butheflinchedatthethirdwhichthefarmertriedtoinsistonhiseating,saying:\"Come,putthatintoyourstomach;’twillfattenyouoritisyourownfault,eh,pig!\"

  Thesoldier,understandingonlythattheywantedtomakehimeatallhissoup,laughedinacontentedmanner,makingasigntoshowthathecouldnotholdanymore.

  ThenSaintAnthony,becomequitefamiliar,tappedhimonthestomach,saying:\"My,thereisplentyinmypig’sbelly!\"Butsuddenlyhebegantowrithewithlaughter,unabletospeak.Anideahadstruckhimwhichmadehimchokewithmirth.\"That’sit,that’sit,SaintAnthonyandhispig.There’smypig!\"Andthethreeservantsburstoutlaughingintheirturn.

  Theoldfellowwassopleasedthathehadthebrandybroughtin,goodstuff,’filendix’,andtreatedeveryone.TheyclinkedglasseswiththePrussian,whoclackedhistonguebywayofflatterytoshowthatheenjoyedit.AndSaintAnthonyexclaimedinhisface:\"Eh,isnotthatsuperfine?Youdon’tgetanythinglikethatinyourhome,pig!\"

  FromthattimeFatherAnthonyneverwentoutwithouthisPrussian.Hehadgotwhathewanted.Thiswashisvengeance,thevengeanceofanoldrogue.Andthewholecountryside,whichwasinterror,laughedtosplititssidesatSaintAnthony’sjoke.Truly,therewasnoonelikehimwhenitcametohumor.Noonebuthewouldhavethoughtofathinglikethat.

  Hewasabornjoker!

  Hewenttoseehisneighborseveryday,arminarmwithhisGerman,whomheintroducedinajovialmanner,tappinghimontheshoulder:\"See,hereismypig;lookandseeifheisnotgrowingfat,theanimal!\"

  Andthepeasantswouldbeamwithsmiles.\"Heissocomical,thatrecklessfellow,Antoine!\"

  \"Iwillsellhimtoyou,Cesaire,forthreepistoles\"(thirtyfrancs).

  \"Iwilltakehim,Antoine,andIinviteyoutoeatsomeblackpudding.\"

  \"WhatIwantishisfeet.\"

  \"Feelhisbelly;youwillseethatitisallfat.\"

  Andtheyallwinkedateachother,butdarednotlaughtooloud,forfearthePrussianmightfinallysuspecttheywerelaughingathim.Anthony,alonegrowingboldereveryday,pinchedhisthighs,exclaiming,\"Nothingbutfat\";tappedhimontheback,shouting,\"Thatisallbacon\";liftedhimupinhisarmsasanoldColossusthatcouldhaveliftedananvil,declaring,\"Heweighssixhundredandnowaste.\"

  Hehadgotintothehabitofmakingpeopleofferhis\"pig\"somethingtoeatwherevertheywenttogether.Thiswasthechiefpleasure,thegreatdiversioneveryday.\"Givehimwhateveryouplease,hewillswalloweverything.\"Andtheyofferedthemanbreadandbutter,potatoes,coldmeat,chitterlings,whichcausedtheremark,\"Someofyourown,andchoiceones.\"

  Thesoldier,stupidandgentle,atefrompoliteness,charmedattheseattentions,makinghimselfillratherthanrefuse,andhewasactuallygrowingfatandhisuniformbecomingtightforhim.ThisdelightedSaintAnthony,whosaid:\"Youknow,mypig,thatweshallhavetohaveanothercagemadeforyou.\"

  Theyhad,however,becomethebestfriendsintheworld,andwhentheoldfellowwenttoattendtohisbusinessintheneighborhoodthePrussianaccompaniedhimforthesimplepleasureofbeingwithhim.

  Theweatherwassevere;itwasfreezinghard.Theterriblewinterof1870seemedtobringallthescourgesonFranceatonetime.

  FatherAntoine,whomadeprovisionbeforehand,andtookadvantageofeveryopportunity,foreseeingthatmanurewouldbescarceforthespringfarming,boughtfromaneighborwhohappenedtobeinneedofmoneyallthathehad,anditwasagreedthatheshouldgoeveryeveningwithhiscarttogetaload.

  SoeverydayattwilighthesetoutforthefarmofHaules,halfaleaguedistant,alwaysaccompaniedbyhis\"pig.\"Andeachtimeitwasafestival,feedingtheanimal.AlltheneighborsranoverthereastheywouldgotohighmassonSunday.

  Butthesoldierbegantosuspectsomething,bemistrustful,andwhentheylaughedtooloudhewouldrollhiseyesuneasily,andsometimestheylightedupwithanger.

  Oneeveningwhenhehadeatenhisfillherefusedtoswallowanothermorsel,andattemptedtorisetoleavethetable.ButSaintAnthonystoppedhimbyaturnofthewristand,placinghistwopowerfulhandsonhisshoulders,hesathimdownagainsoroughlythatthechairsmashedunderhim.

  Awildburstoflaughterbrokeforth,andAnthony,beaming,pickeduphispig,actedasthoughheweredressinghiswounds,andexclaimed:\"Sinceyouwillnoteat,youshalldrink,nomdeDieu!\"Andtheywenttothewineshoptogetsomebrandy.

  Thesoldierrolledhiseyes,whichhadawickedexpression,buthedrank,nevertheless;hedrankaslongastheywantedhim,andSaintAnthonyheldhisheadtothegreatdelightofhiscompanions.

  TheNorman,redasatomato,hiseyesablaze,filleduptheglassesandclinked,saying:\"Here’stoyou!\".AndthePrussian,withoutspeakingaword,poureddownoneafteranotherglassfulsofcognac.

  Itwasacontest,abattle,arevenge!Whowoulddrinkthemost,nomd’unnom!Theycouldneitherofthemstandanymorewhentheliterwasemptied.Butneitherwasconquered.Theyweretied,thatwasall.Theywouldhavetobeginagainthenextday.

  Theywentoutstaggeringandstartedforhome,walkingbesidethedungcartwhichwasdrawnalongslowlybytwohorses.

  Snowbegantofallandthemoonlessnightwassadlylightedbythisdeadwhitenessontheplain.Themenbegantofeelthecold,andthisaggravatedtheirintoxication.SaintAnthony,annoyedatnotbeingthevictor,amusedhimselfbyshovinghiscompanionsoastomakehimfalloverintotheditch.Theotherwoulddodgebackwards,andeachtimehedidheutteredsomeGermanexpressioninanangrytone,whichmadethepeasantroarwithlaughter.FinallythePrussianlosthistemper,andjustasAnthonywasrollingtowardshimherespondedwithsuchaterrificblowwithhisfistthattheColossusstaggered.

  Then,excitedbythebrandy,theoldmanseizedthepugilistroundthewaist,shookhimforafewmomentsashewouldhavedonewithalittlechild,andpitchedhimatrandomtotheothersideoftheroad.Then,satisfiedwiththispieceofwork,hecrossedhisarmsandbegantolaughafresh.

  Butthesoldierpickedhimselfupinahurry,hisheadbare,hishelmethavingrolledoff,anddrawinghisswordherushedovertoFatherAnthony.

  Whenhesawhimcomingthepeasantseizedhiswhipbythetopofthehandle,hisbighollywoodwhip,straight,strongandsuppleasthesinewofanox.

  ThePrussianapproached,hisheaddown,makingalungewithhissword,sureofkillinghisadversary.Buttheoldfellow,squarelyhittingtheblade,thepointofwhichwouldhavepiercedhisstomach,turneditaside,andwiththebuttendofthewhipstruckthesoldierasharpblowonthetempleandhefelltotheground.

  Thenhe,gazedaghast,stupefiedwithamazement,atthebody,twitchingconvulsivelyatfirstandthenlyingproneandmotionless.Hebentoverit,turneditonitsback,andgazedatitforsometime.Theman’seyeswereclosed,andbloodtrickledfromawoundatthesideofhisforehead.

  Althoughitwasdark,FatherAnthonycoulddistinguishthebloodstainonthewhitesnow.

  Heremainedthere,athiswit’send,whilehiscartcontinuedslowlyonitsway.

  Whatwashetodo?Hewouldbeshot!Theywouldburnhisfarm,ruinhisdistrict!Whatshouldhedo?Whatshouldhedo?Howcouldhehidethebody,concealthefactofhisdeath,deceivethePrussians?Heheardvoicesinthedistance,amidtheutterstillnessofthesnow.Allatonceherousedhimself,andpickingupthehelmetheplaceditonhisvictim’shead.Then,seizinghimroundthebody,heliftedhimupinhisarms,andthusrunningwithhim,heovertookhisteam,andthrewthebodyontopofthemanure.Onceinhisownhousehewouldthinkupsomeplan.

  Hewalkedslowly,rackinghisbrain,butwithoutresult.Hesaw,hefelt,thathewaslost.Heenteredhiscourtyard.Alightwasshininginoneoftheatticwindows;hismaidwasnotasleep.Hehastilybackedhiswagontotheedgeofthemanurehollow.Hethoughtthatbyoverturningthemanurethebodylyingontopofitwouldfallintotheditchandbeburiedbeneathit,andhedumpedthecart.

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