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  Heopenedit;andthoughhehadnospoon,heusedhisfingersandsoonemptiedthepot。WhatadelicioustreatheenjoyedenoughtomakehimforgetthepleasuresoftheCarnival。

  Jasminwasabouttoreplacetheemptypot,whenheheardtheclick-clackofadoorbehindhim。Helookedround,andsawtheSuperior,whohadunlockedthedoor,andcometorestoretheboytoliberty。Oh,unhappyday!WhentheAbbefoundtheprisonerstealinghispreciouspreserves,hebecamefurious。”What!

  plunderingmysweetmeats?”hecried。”Comedown,sirrah,comedown!nopardonforyounow。”HepulledJasminfromhischairandtable,andtheemptyjarfellbrokenathisfeet。”Getout,getoutofthishouse,thouimpofhell!”AndtakingJasminbythescruffoftheneck,hethrusthimviolentlyoutofthedoorandintothestreet。

  Butworsewasyettocome。Whentheexpelledscholarreachedthestreet,hisfaceandmouthweresmearedwithjam。Hewaslikeablackamoor。Someurchinswhoencounteredhimonhishomewardroute,surmisedthathisdisguisewasintendedasamasquefortheCarnival。Heran,andtheypursuedhim。Themobofboysincreased,andheranthefaster。Atlasthereachedhisfather’sdoor,andrushedin,halfdeadwithpain,hunger,andthirst。Thefamilywereallthere——father,mother,andchildren。

  Theyweresurprisedandastonishedathissuddenentrance。

  Afterkissingthemallround,heproceededtorelatehisadventuresattheSeminary。Hecouldnottellthemall,buthetoldenough。Hisnarrativewasreceivedwithdeadsilence。

  Buthewasthirstyandhungry。Hesawapotofkidney-beanporridgehangingoverthefire,andsaidhewouldliketoallayhishungerbyparticipatingintheirmeal。Butalas!

  Thewholeofithadbeenconsumed。Thepotwasempty,andyetthechildrenwerenotsatisfiedwiththeirdinner。”NowIknow,”

  saidthemother,”whynowhitebreadhascomefromtheSeminary。”

  Jasminwasnowgreatlydistressed。”Accursedsweetmeats,”

  hethought。”Oh!whatawretchIamtohavecausedsomuchmiseryanddistress。”

  Thechildrenhadeatenonlyafewvegetables;andnowtherewasanothermouthtofill。Thefirehadalmostexpiredforwantoffuel。Thechildrenhadnobreadthatday,fortheSeminaryloafhadnotarrived。Whatweretheynowtodo?Themothersufferedcrueltorturesinnotbeingabletogiveherchildrenbread,especiallyonthehome-comingofherfavouritescapegrace。

  Atlast,afterglancingatherlefthand,sherosesuddenly。

  Sheexclaimedinacheerfulvoice,”Waitpatientlyuntilmyreturn。”SheputherSundaykerchiefonherhead,anddeparted。

  Inashorttimeshereturned,tothedelightofthechildren,withaloafofbreadunderherarm。Theylaughedandsang,andpreparedtoenjoytheirfeast,thoughitwasonlyofbread。Themotherapparentlyjoinedintheircheerfulness,thoughasadpaingnawedatherheart。Jasminsawhismotherhideherhand;

  butwhenitwasnecessaryforhertocuttheloaf,aftermakingthecrossaccordingtocustom,hesawthattheringonherlefthandhaddisappeared。”HolyCross,”hethought,”itistruethatshehassoldherwedding-ringtobuybreadforherchildren。”

  Thiswasasadbeginningoflifeforthepoorboy。Hewasnowanotherburdenonthefamily。OldBoehadgone,andcouldnolongerhelphimwithhissavourymorsels。Hewassooppressedwithgrief,thathecouldnolongerplaywithhiscomradesasbefore。ButProvidenceagaincametohisaid。ThegoodAbbeMirabenheardthestoryofhisexpulsionfromtheSeminary。

  Thoughaboymaybetrickyhecannotbeperfect,andthepriesthadmuchcompassiononhim。KnowingJasmin’sabilities,andthepovertyofhisparents,theAbbeusedhisinfluencetoobtainanadmissionforhimtooneofthetown’sschools,wherehewasagainenabledtocarryonhiseducation。

  ThegoodAbbewashelpfultotheboyinmanyways。Oneevening,whenJasminwasonhiswaytotheAugustinstoreadandrecitetotheSisters,hewaswaylaidbyatroopofhisoldplayfellows。

  Theywishedhimtoaccompanythemtotheoldrendezvousinthesquare;butherefused,becausehehadapreviousengagement。

  Theboysthenbegantohustlehim,andproceededtotearoffhistatteredclothes。Hecouldonlybendhisheadbeforehisassailants,butneversaidaword。

  AtlengthhisgoodfriendMirabencameupandrescuedhim。

  Hedroveawaytheboys,andsaidtoJasmin,”Littleone,don’tbreatheaword;yourmotherknowsnothing。Theywon’ttormentyoulong!Takeupthyclothes,”hesaid。”Come,povertyisnotacrime。Courage!Thouartevenrich。Thouhastanangelonhighwatchingoverthee。Consolethyself,bravechild,andnothingmorewillhappentovexthee。”

  TheencouragementoftheAbbeprovedprophetic。Nomoretroublesofthiskindafflictedtheboy。

  Theagedpriestlookedafterthewell-beingofhimselfandfamily。Hesentthembreadfromtimetotime,andkeptthewolffromtheirdoor。MeanwhileJasmindidwhathecouldtohelpthemathome。Duringthevintagetimehewaswellemployed;andalsoatfairtimes。Hewasahelpfulboy,andwasalwayswillingtoobligefriendsandneighbours。

  Butthetimearrivedwhenhemustcometosomedeterminationastohisfuturecallinginlife。Hewasaversetobeingatailor,seeingthesadresultsofhisfather’stradeathome。

  Afterconsultationwithhismother,heresolvedonbecomingabarberandhairdresser。Verylittlecapitalwasrequiredforcarryingonthattrade;onlyrazors,combs,andscissors。

  Longafter,whenJasminwasacomparativelythrivingman,hesaid:”Yes,Ihaveeatenthebreadofcharity;mostofmyancestorsdiedatthehospital;mymotherpledgedhernuptialringtobuyaloafofbread。Allthisshowshowmuchmiserywehadtoendure,thefrightfulpictureofwhichIhaveplacedinthelightofdayinmySouvenirs。ButIamafraidofwearyingthepublic,asIdonotwishtobeaccusedofaimingtoomuchatcontrasts。Forwhenwearehappy,perfectlyhappy,thereisnothingfurtherfromwhatIam,andwhatIhavebeen,astomakemefearforanysuchmisconstructiononthepartofmyhearers。”

  CHAPTERIII。

  BARBERANDHAIRDRESSER。

  JasminwassixteenyearsoldwhenhewasapprenticedtoabarberandhairdresseratAgen。Thebarber’sshopwasnearthePrefecture——theancientpalaceoftheBishop。ItwassituatedatthecornerofLamoureuxStreetandthealleyofthePrefecture。ThereJasminlearnttheartofcutting,curling,anddressinghair,andofdeftlyusingthecombandtherazor。

  Themastergavehiminstructionsinthetrade,andwatchedhimwhileatwork。Jasminwaswillingandactive,andwassoonabletocurlandshavewithanyapprenticeinAgen。

  Aftertheday’sworkwasover,theapprenticeretiredtohisgarretunderthetiles。Therehespenthisevenings,andtherehesleptatnight。Thoughthegarretwasinfestedbyrats,hethoughtnothingofthem;hehadknownthemfamiliarlyathome。

  Theydidhimnoharm,andtheyevenlearnttoknowhim。

  Hisgarretbecamehisparadise,forthereherenewedhisloveofreading。Thesolitarinessofhislifedidhimgood,bythrowinghismindinuponhimself,andshowingthementalstuffofwhichhewasmade。Allthegreatestandweightiestthingshavebeendoneinsolitude。

  Thefirstbookshereadwereforthemostpartborrowed。

  Customerswhocametotheshoptobeshavedorhavetheirhairdressed,tookaninterestintheconversationofthebright,cheerful,dark-eyedlad,andsomeofthemlenthimbookstoread。Whatjoypossessedhimwhenhetookrefugeinhisgarretwithanewbook!Openingthebookwaslikeopeningthedoorofanewworld。Whatenchantment!Whatmystery!Whatawonderfuluniverseaboutus!

  InreadinganewbookJasminforgothisimpoverishedboyhood,hisgrandfatherBoeandhisdeathinthehospital,hisexpulsionfromtheSeminary,andhismother’ssaleofherwedding-ringtobuybreadforherchildren。Hehadnowleftthepastbehind,andanewworldlayentrancinglybeforehim。Heread,andthought,anddreamed,untilfaroninthemorning。

  Thefirstbookshereadwereofcomparativelylittleimportance,thoughtheyfurnishedanopeningintoliterature。

  ’TheChildren’sMagazine’[1]heldhiminrapturesforatime。

  Someofhisfriendlycustomerslenthimthe’FablesofFlorian,’

  andafterwardsFlorian’spastoralromanceof’Estelle’——perhapshisbestwork。ThesingeroftheGardonentirelybewitchedJasmin。’Estelle’alluredhimintotherosy-fingeredregionsofblissandhappiness。ThenJasminhimselfbegantorhyme。

  Florian’sworksencouragedhimtowritehisfirstversesintheharmoniousGasconpatois,towhichheafterwardsgavesuchwonderfulbrilliancy。

  InhisafterlifeJasminwasoftenaskedhowandwhenhefirstbegantofeelhimselfapoet。Somethinkthatthepoeticalgiftbeginsatsomefixedhour,justasonebecomesabarrister,adoctor,oraprofessor。ButJasmincouldnotgiveananswer。”Ihaveoftensearchedintomypastlife,”hesaid,”butIhaveneveryetfoundthedaywhenIbeganmycareerofrhyming。”[2]

  Therearecertaingiftswhichmencanneveracquirebywillandwork,ifGodhasnotputtheseedofthemintotheirsoulsatbirth;andpoetryisoneofthosegifts。

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