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  ThenI,aswasmeet,KneltdowntotheGodofmyfathers,androseonmyfeet,Andrano’erthesandburnttopowder。Thetentwasunlooped;

  Ipulledupthespearthatobstructed,andunderIstooped;

  Handsandkneesontheslipperygrass-patch,allwitheredandgone,Thatextendstothesecondenclosure,Igropedmywayon[20]

  TillIfeltwherethefoldskirtsflyopen。ThenoncemoreIprayed,Andopenedthefoldskirtsandentered,andwasnotafraidButspoke,”HereisDavid,thyservant!”Andnovoicereplied。

  AtthefirstIsawnaughtbuttheblackness;butsoonIdescriedAsomethingmoreblackthantheblackness——thevast,theuprightMainpropwhichsustainsthepavilion:andslowintosightGrewafigureagainstit,giganticandblackestofall。

  Thenasunbeam,thatburstthroughthetent-roof,showedSaul。

  4。

  Hestoodaserectasthattent-prop,botharmsstretchedoutwideOnthegreatcross-supportinthecentre,thatgoestoeachside;[30]

  Herelaxednotamuscle,buthungthereas,caughtinhispangsAndwaitinghischange,thekingserpentallheavilyhangs,Farawayfromhiskind,inthepine,tilldeliverancecomeWiththespring-time,——soagonizedSaul,drearandstark,blindanddumb。

  5。

  ThenItunedmyharp,——tookoffthelilieswetwinerounditschordsLesttheysnap’neaththestressofthenoontide——thosesunbeamslikeswords!

  AndIfirstplayedthetunealloursheepknow,as,oneafterone,Sodociletheycometothepen-doortillfoldingbedone。

  Theyarewhite,anduntornbythebushes,forlo,theyhavefedWherethelonggrassesstiflethewaterwithinthestream’sbed;[40]

  Andnowoneafteroneseeksitslodging,asstarfollowsstarIntoeveandthebluefaraboveus,——soblueandsofar!

  6——

  Thenthetune,forwhichquailsonthecornlandwilleachleavehismateToflyaftertheplayer;then,whatmakesthecricketselateTillforboldnesstheyfightoneanother:andthen,whathasweightTosetthequickjerboaa-musingoutsidehissandhouse——

  Therearenonesuchasheforawonder,halfbirdandhalfmouse!

  Godmadeallthecreaturesandgavethemourloveandourfear,Togivesign,weandtheyarehischildren,onefamilyhere。

  7。

  ThenIplayedthehelp-tuneofourreapers,theirwine-song,whenhand[50]

  Graspsathand,eyelightseyeingoodfriendship,andgreatheartsexpandAndgrowoneinthesenseofthisworld’slife——Andthen,thelastsongWhenthedeadmanispraisedonhisjourney——”Bear,bearhimalongWithhisfewfaultsshutuplikedeadflowerets!ArebalmseedsnothereToconsoleus?Thelandhasnoneleftsuchasheonthebier。

  Oh,wouldwemightkeepthee,mybrother!”——Andthen,thegladchantOfthemarriage,——firstgotheyoungmaidens,next,shewhomwevauntAsthebeauty,theprideofourdwelling——Andthen,thegreatmarchWhereinmanrunstomantoassisthimandbuttressanarchNaughtcanbreak;whoshallharmthem,ourfriends?——Then,thechorusintoned[60]

  AstheLevitesgouptothealtaringloryenthroned。

  ButIstoppedhere:forhereinthedarknessSaulgroaned。

  8。

  AndIpaused,heldmybreathinsuchsilence,andlistenedapart;

  Andthetentshook,formightySaulshuddered:andsparkles’gandartFromthejewelsthatwokeinhisturbanatoncewithastartAllitslordlymale-sapphires,andrubiescourageousatheart。

  Sothehead:butthebodystillmovednot,stillhungthereerect。

  AndIbentonceagaintomyplaying,pursueditunchecked,AsIsang,——

  9。”Oh,ourmanhood’sprimevigor!Nospiritfeelswaste,Notamuscleisstoppedinitsplayingnorsinewunbraced。[70]

  Oh,thewildjoysofliving!theleapingfromrockuptorock,Thestrongrendingofboughsfromthefir-tree,thecoolsilvershockOftheplungeinapool’slivingwater,thehuntofthebear,Andthesultrinessshowingthelioniscouchedinhislair。

  Andthemeal,therichdatesyellowedoverwithgolddustdivine,Andthelocust-fleshsteepedinthepitcher,thefulldraughtofwine,Andthesleepinthedriedriver-channelwherebulrushestellThatthewaterwaswonttogowarblingsosoftlyandwell。

  Howgoodisman’slife,themereliving!howfittoemployAlltheheartandthesoulandthesensesforeverinjoy![80]

  Hastthoulovedthewhitelocksofthyfather,whoseswordthoudidstguardWhenhetrustedtheeforthwiththearmies,forgloriousreward?

  Didstthouseethethinhandsofthymother,heldupasmensungThelowsongofthenearlydeparted,andhearherfainttongueJoininginwhileitcouldtothewitness,`Letonemoreattest,Ihavelived,seenGod’shandthroughalifetime,andallwasforbest!’

  Thentheysungthroughtheirtearsinstrongtriumph,notmuch,buttherest。

  Andthybrothers,thehelpandthecontest,theworkingwhencegrewSuchresultas,fromseethinggrape-bundles,thespiritstrainedtrue:

  Andthefriendsofthyboyhood——thatboyhoodofwonderandhope,[90]

  Presentpromiseandwealthofthefuturebeyondtheeye’sscope,——

  Tilllo,thouartgrowntoamonarch;apeopleisthine;

  Andallgifts,whichtheworldofferssingly,ononeheadcombine!

  Ononehead,allthebeautyandstrength,loveandragelikethethroeThat,a-workintherock,helpsitslaborandletsthegoldgo

  Highambitionanddeedswhichsurpassit,famecrowningthem,——allBroughttoblazeontheheadofonecreature——KingSaul!”

  10。

  Andlo,withthatleapofmyspirit,——heart,hand,harp,andvoice,EachliftingSaul’snameoutofsorrow,eachbiddingrejoiceSaul’sfameinthelightitwasmadefor——aswhen,dareIsay,[100]

  TheLord’sarmy,inraptureofservice,strainsthroughitsarray,Andupsoareththecherubim-chariot——”Saul!”criedI,andstopped,Andwaitedthethingthatshouldfollow。ThenSaul,whohungproppedBythetent’scross-supportinthecentre,wasstruckbyhisname。

  HaveyeseenwhenSpring’sarrowysummonsgoesrighttotheaim,Andsomemountain,thelasttowithstandher,thatheldhealone,WhilethevalelaughedinfreedomandflowersonabroadbustofstoneAyear’ssnowboundaboutforabreastplate,——leavesgraspofthesheet?

  Foldonfoldallatonceitcrowdsthunderouslydowntohisfeet,Andtherefrontsyou,stark,black,butaliveyet,yourmountainofold,[110]

  Withhisrents,thesuccessivebequeathingsofagesuntold——

  Yea,eachharmgotinfightingyourbattles,eachfurrowandscarOfhisheadthrust’twixtyouandthetempest——allhail,theretheyare!——

  Nowagaintobesoftenedwithverdure,againholdthenestOfthedove,temptthegoatanditsyoungtothegreenonhiscrestFortheirfoodintheardorsofsummer。OnelongshudderthrilledAllthetenttilltheveryairtingled,thensankandwasstilledAttheKing’sselfleftstandingbeforeme,releasedandaware。

  Whatwasgone,whatremained?Alltotraverse’twixthopeanddespair。

  Deathwaspast,lifenotcome:sohewaited。Awhilehisrighthand[120]

  Heldthebrow,helpedtheeyes,lefttoovacant,forthwithtoremandTotheirplacewhatnewobjectsshouldenter:’twasSaulasbefore。

  Ilookedupanddaredgazeatthoseeyes,norwashurtanymoreThanbyslowpallidsunsetsinautumn,yewatchfromtheshore,Attheirsadlevelgazeo’ertheocean——asun’sslowdeclineOverhillswhich,resolvedinsternsilence,o’erlapandintwineBasewithbasetoknitstrengthmoreintensely:so,armfoldedarmO’erthechestwhoseslowheavingssubsided。

  11。

  WhatspellorwhatcharmFor,awhiletherewastroublewithinme,whatnextshouldIurgeTosustainhimwheresonghadrestoredhim?——Songfilledtotheverge[130]

  Hiscupwiththewineofthislife,pressingallthatityieldsOfmerefruitage,thestrengthandthebeauty:beyond,onwhatfields,GleanavintagemorepotentandperfecttobrightentheeyeAndbringbloodtothelip,andcommendthemthecuptheyputby?

  Hesaith,”Itisgood”;stillhedrinksnot:heletsmepraiselife,Givesassent,yetwoulddieforhisownpart。

  12。

  ThenfanciesgrewrifeWhichhadcomelongagoonthepasture,whenroundmethesheepFedinsilence——above,theoneeaglewheeledslowasinsleep;

  AndIlayinmyhollowandmusedontheworldthatmightlie’Neathhisken,thoughIsawbutthestrip’twixtthehillandthesky。[140]

  AndIlaughed——”Sincemydaysareordainedtobepassedwithmyflocks,Letmepeopleatleast,withmyfancies,theplainsandtherocks,DreamthelifeIamnevertomixwith,andimagetheshowOfmankindastheyliveinthosefashionsIhardlyshallknow!

  Schemesoflife,itsbestrulesandrightuses,thecouragethatgains,Andtheprudencethatkeepswhatmenstrivefor。”AndnowtheseoldtrainsOfvaguethoughtcameagain;Igrewsurer;so,oncemorethestringOfmyharpmaderesponsetomyspirit,asthus——

  13。”Yea,myKing,”

  Ibegan——”thoudostwellinrejectingmerecomfortsthatspringFromthemeremortallifeheldincommonbymanandbybrute:[150]

  Inourfleshgrowsthebranchofthislife,inoursoulitbearsfruit。

  Thouhastmarkedtheslowriseofthetree,——howitsstemtrembledfirstTillitpassedthekid’slip,thestag’santler;thensafelyoutburstThefan-branchesallround;andthoumindestwhenthesetoo,inturnBrokea-bloomandthepalm-treeseemedperfect:yetmorewastolearn,E’enthegoodthatcomesinwiththepalm-fruit。Ourdatesshallweslight,Whentheirjuicebringsacureforallsorrow?orcarefortheplightOfthepalm’sselfwhoseslowgrowthproducedthem?Notso!stemandbranchShalldecay,norbeknownintheirplace,whilethepalm-wineshallstanchEverywoundofman’sspiritinwinter。Ipourtheesuchwine。[160]

  Leavethefleshtothefateitwasfitfor!thespiritbethine!

  Bythespirit,whenageshallo’ercomethee,thoustillshaltenjoyMoreindeed,thanatfirstwhen,inconscious,thelifeofaboy。

  Crushthatlife,andbeholditswinerunning!EachdeedthouhastdoneDies,revives,goestoworkintheworld;untile’enasthesunLookingdownontheearth,thoughcloudsspoilhim,thoughtempestsefface,Canfindnothinghisowndeedproducednot,musteverywheretraceTheresultsofhispastsummer-prime,——so,eachrayofthywill,Everyflashofthypassionandprowess,longover,shallthrillThywholepeople,thecountless,withardor,tilltheytoogiveforth[170]

  Alikecheertotheirsons:whointurn,filltheSouthandtheNorthWiththeradiancethydeedwasthegermof。Carouseinthepast!

  Butthelicenseofagehasitslimit;thoudiestatlast。

  Asthelionwhenagedimshiseyeball,theroseatherheight,Sowithman——sohispowerandhisbeautyforevertakeflight。

  No!Againalongdraughtofmysoul-wine!Lookfortho’ertheyears!

  Thouhastdonenowwitheyesfortheactual;beginwiththeseer’s!

  IsSauldead?Inthedepthofthevalemakehistomb——bidariseAgraymountainofmarbleheapedfour-square,till,builttotheskies,LetitmarkwherethegreatFirstKingslumbers:whosefamewouldyeknow?

  Upaboveseetherock’snakedface,wheretherecordshallgo[181]

  Ingreatcharacterscutbythescribe,——SuchwasSaul,sohedid;

  Withthesagesdirectingthework,bythepopulacechid,——

  Fornothalf,they’llaffirm,iscomprisedthere!Whichfaulttoamend,Inthegrovewithhiskindgrowsthecedar,whereontheyshallspendSee,intablets’tislevelbeforethemtheirpraise,andrecordWiththegoldofthegraver,Saul’sstory,——thestatesman’sgreatwordSidebysidewiththepoet’ssweetcomment。Theriver’sa-waveWithsmoothpaper-reedsgrazingeachotherwhenprophet-windsrave:

  Sothepengivesunborngenerationstheirdueandtheirpart[190]

  Inthybeing!Then,firstofthemighty,thankGodthatthouart!”

  14。

  AndbeholdwhileIsang……butOThouwhodidstgrantme,thatday,And,beforeit,notseldomhastgrantedthyhelptoessay,Carryonandcompleteanadventure,——myshieldandmyswordInthatactwheremysoulwasthyservant,thywordwasmyword,——

  Stillbewithme,whothenatthesummitofhumanendeavorAndscalingthehighest,man’sthoughtcould,gazedhopelessaseverOnthenewstretchofheavenaboveme——till,mightytosave,Justoneliftofthyhandclearedthatdistance——God’sthronefromman’sgrave!

  Letmetelloutmytaletoitsending——myvoicetomyheart[200]

  WhichcanscarcedarebelieveinwhatmarvelslastnightItookpart,AsthismorningIgatherthefragments,alonewithmysheep!

  Andstillfearlesttheterriblegloryevanishlikesleep,ForIwakeinthegraydewycovert,whileHebronupheavesThedawnstrugglingwithnightonhisshoulder,andKidronretrievesSlowthedamageofyesterday’ssunshine。

  15。

  Isaythen,——mysongWhileIsangthus,assuringthemonarch,and,evermorestrong,Madeaprofferofgoodtoconsolehim——heslowlyresumedHisoldmotionsandhabitudeskingly。TherighthandreplumedHisblacklockstotheirwontedcomposure,adjustedtheswathes[210]

  Ofhisturban,andsee——thehugesweatthathiscountenancebathes,Hewipesoffwiththerobe;andhegirdsnowhisloinsasofyore,Andfeelsslowforthearmletsofprice,withtheclaspsetbefore。

  HeisSaul,yerememberinglory,——ereerrorhadbentThebroadbrowfromthedailycommunion;andstill,thoughmuchspentBethelifeandthebearingthatfrontyou,thesame,Goddidchoose,Toreceivewhatamanmaywaste,desecrate,neverquitelose。

  Sosankhealongbythetent-prop,till,stayedbythepileOfhisarmorandwar-cloakandgarments,heleanedthereawhile,Andsatoutmysinging,——onearmroundthetent-prop,toraise[220]

  Hisbenthead,andtheotherhungslack——tillItouchedonthepraiseIforesawfromallmeninalltime,tothemanpatientthere;

  Andthusended,theharpfallingforward。ThenfirstIwas’wareThathesat,asIsay,withmyheadjustabovehisvastkneesWhichwerethrustoutoneachsidearoundme,likeoak-rootswhichpleaseToencirclealambwhenitslumbers。IlookeduptoknowIfthebestIcoulddohadbroughtsolace:hespokenot,butslowLiftedupthehandslackathisside,tillhelaiditwithcareSoftandgrave,butinmildsettledwill,onmybrow:throughmyhairThelargefingerswerepushed,andhebentbackmyhead,withkindpower——

  Allmyfaceback,intenttoperuseit,asmendoaflower。[231]

  Thusheldhemetherewithhisgreateyesthatscrutinizedmine——

  Andoh,allmyhearthowitlovedhim!butwherewasthesign?

  Iyearned——”CouldIhelpthee,myfather,inventingabliss,Iwouldadd,tothatlifeofthepast,boththefutureandthis;

  Iwouldgivetheenewlifealtogether,asgood,ageshence,Asthismoment,——hadlovebutthewarrant,love’shearttodispense!”

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